It ' s very fun at first until you wake up with bruises and scratches and vomit on your pillow . I drink a lot of wine but I rarely touch spirits because bad things always happen . <| sep |> Yeah none of the images are showing up for whatever reason . <| sep |> Usually you can actually make this turn out well . Get yourself a good wife , sire a son , educate it best you can , wait till he is 16 and then commit suicide . It will be ~ 20 wasted years , but the next generation will become a long and stable reign . . Unless they too become depressed . Then the cycle begins anew <| sep |> I like Nick on Fear the Walking Dead . I like to imagine myself in a zombie apocalypse sometimes and I too am a long haired junkie . I ' m ready for him to get to his inevitable relapse in the show .