I would sign it like thisdear dad . go fuck yourself and keep your filthy lucre . Asshole <| sep |> I ' ve gotten mostly Lone Star sets . The basic caches on BoO is where I got a lot . I think in total about 40 of them and that ' s all I seemed to get . I also farmed LZ bosses one night . Probably doesn ' t help and all up to RNGesus . I ' m yet to see many striker or nomad sets which is what I ' m after <| sep |> FirstPrimary relationship continued as normal whilst there was some severe pain and confusion towards Second . It is possible to love more than one person , but properly managing the situation is not easy . Luckily we moved for a new job and Second was no longer in my life . I ' ve cut off all contact including social media with her and everything is good . Absence isn ' t making the heart grow fonder or anything , I just get a little sad when I think about Second . I don ' t have regrets , I ' ll never seek out a relationship with her , I just had very intense feelings for her for a short time . I never cheated , we never had anything romantic , I just fell absolutely , unexpectedly in love with a friend and it was agonizing to be near her . I don ' t think she knew , maybe she did , but I think I hid it well . I honestly think in an alternate universe out there somewhere I married her . Then I probably met my current universe ' s wife and it is killing me to just be friends with her there . It wasn ' t lust , I genuinely loved this girl and it hurt my heart not to be able to tell her . I hope whatever her situation is now , that she is happy . She deserves only the best in this world and I hope that she is being fully appreciated in all capacities . I miss you , C .