1 st time was Awful . Was hospitalized for suicidal thoughts , I left traumatized and more suicidal . Doctors felt so heartless , some supervisors were inattentive . I remember a girl who I was sharing a room . They kept her hospitalized for a month because she was shy and because she didn ' t feel comfortable socializing with other patients . The only reason she was hospitalized was because she was being bullied by another patient . I kind of hate myself for not standing up for her more often . 2 nd time was okay but I didn ' t stay for long . I was sent to a much better ward the doctors felt like they actually cared . wanted me to get out of there as quickly as possible and get outpatient care . I refused medication at the first ward , can ' t remember exactly how many years it ' s been since I ' ve been out like 4 I think and I still definitely have not made any progress in recovery , but you probably will . So it really depends on the hospital , check reviews . I ' m on mobile and don ' t feel like formatting but here ' s a link