I peaked in 6 th grade lol . Back in the day I had 3 fucking girls ask me out ! After that happened and fucked me up . Didn ' t hit puberty til middle of sophomore year . Nearly killed myself because of that . I ' m 18 now and being a late bloomer really fucked with me physically and mentally . I look more like I ' m 15 than 18 and I feel like I sound 15 too . maybe it ' s just me thinking I sound young but because of it I don ' t talk EVER . Being in high school and having a high voice made me never talk because of embarrassment so I don ' t even really talk to anyone besides close friends . People think I ' m just shy and even heard my sister say he ' s even shy in front of his own sister like YUP that ' s it ! And when I did hit puberty it hit me like a fucking train . I grew like a foot in under a year . I went from being one of the smallest kids to being slightly above average . And now i have huge stretch marks on my back that look like I was clawed by a bear and i developed a deformed chest that makes my chest stick out google pigeon chest so I try to only wear hoodies so people don ' t notice . And I have had acne on back shoulders for like 6 years now . If I didn ' t have all this shit I could be decent looking but NOPE