Thanks man ! I was wondering exactly which steroid I wanted to use but after some research it seems like test is the best thing to start with . I have blood work done regularly and know where my health stands . But everything you said gives me a good idea of what I should do , and of course I will be doing much more research before actually doing the cycle , thanks for the direction ! <| sep |> Yup . His last post is obvious . <| sep |> To use his own words , don ' t make me defend spez . At least he ' s against the nuclear option , between him and a few others in there they ' re discussing a more balanced approach in general supposedly . It doesn ' t excuse his edits and his stance in those logs could very well be a response to the fallout from those edits but let ' s try to be a bit reasonable here .