I think everyone feels like that constantly throughout their life . What I try to do is realize that I still have time . I can still make something of myself . I honestly believe that I can still become the best version of myself I just need to work on certain things . <| sep |> I ' m dyin man lol <| sep |> She comes first so I just let it go . Wait five minutes and then mount her again . <| sep |> So like a sorc for farming solo ? And Fishypala for duo ? <| sep |> lol me too <| sep |> Yeah man . I ' m from Jacksonville so have played Bent Creek . It has been awhile though since moved away 16 years ago and only go back to visit . Then I end up playing Hyde Park with my brother since it ' s 5 minutes from my mom . Better hit where you ' re aiming out there at Bent Creek . Missing fairways means in a house or water if I remember .