He always seems really laid back and chill , which is probably what unsettled me the most about his domestic violence arrests . <| sep |> Clarity by John Mayer . I met a the most beautiful and sweet girl online video chat . We chatted for 6 to 7 hours all night . We played music for each other and just talked . I was so depressed had gone through a break up with a girl i love so much , lost my job , i was in a very dark place . Then that night talking to her gave me so much hope . Her smile , her eyes , skin and hair , I fell in love . She would smile when I smiled , and made her laugh . We connected so much we didn ' t want to let each other go . I asked for a way we could keep in touch but she was hesitant . I wish I could of insisted and got an email something . That was 4 years ago It was beautiful moment but if I ever feel like that again i will insist to keep in touch some how .