Hello , Seth Stough . <| sep |> I think what this person meant is they ' ve never experienced sound , so they aren ' t familiar with the sensation . <| sep |> Are they really bots ? He just pays for it ? <| sep |> Yes , most days I use it to check sports stuff . What were the NBA scores yesterday ? , How many points did Russell Westbrook have ? , What time is the Lions game ? I find it easier to simply ask Siri without leaving whatever I ' m working on whenever the thought pops in my mind . <| sep |> She made something happen , luckily . We met up once and that was my first time cuddling , first kiss , first blowjob , first time having a girl grope and strongly desire me . This did way more than every effort I made before because it was proof that someone could actually be attracted to me . You can ' t get that through selfimprovement .