Yeah . I agree . No one will touch you . <| sep |> They ' re great . Keep posting . <| sep |> Valuable experience sharing lol happy holiday <| sep |> Yes but it still makes mooooooooneyyyyyy , and that ' s the greatest concern right now for Wyvern . <| sep |> My fantasy season would still be alive if TY caught that long TD pass . <| sep |> I couldn ' t even tell it was your first story So either way , he wouldn ' t have survived . If he ' d stayed inside he would have starved . Going out at least gave him the quicker death . What an idiot though , lol . <| sep |> It is amazing to me how many of us are going through so much . I feel so many of the decisions of the people we put our faith and love is just cruel . I sincerely wish you happiness and find a way to heal . It seems like you are on the right path for yourself and your daughters . I have found more solace in books , my close friends , and anything really I can get my hands on to read that helps me process any of this . Counseling justdidn ' t feel right to me in processing this . I agree with you and the other commenters . I believe it ' s harder on myself to continue to live and work together . It makes life seem almost normal , but it ' s not . I am hoping by the end of the school year I will be able to make some changes in moving forward in both directions . Hard to figure out and put in place but I know it ' s the next step in moving forward . Thank you for responding . It helps to know I am somewhat normal in my reactions and where I am 6 months out . It seems like since DDay I question so much of who I am now , who I was according to him , and any of my decisions whether it be personal or work . It ' s a daily struggle and far from where I was as a person before DDay . I hope you find some peace or more solace in your daughters . I am trying to do the same .