You keep making it more and more obvious that you know next to nothing about the military . How much danger , exactly , do you think you ' d be in as a Personnel Specialist assigned to a personnel support detachment at a stateside facility ? <| sep |> I agree when I read the ending for the first time , I felt utterly understood . <| sep |> i have abandonment issues . My father left my family pretty suddenly when i was 15 . just told my mother he no longer loved her , was on the couch for 2 days and then he was gone . i fear others will end up leaving so i don ' t get close to people . I still miss my girlfriend from when i was 19 . all she did was want me to be a better person , but i somehow turned that around that she was trying to change me and i talked myself into ending it . i set that bridge on fire as i do most relationships .