I guess you can say that it was around when I turned 14 and realized something wasn ' t normal at home . But in a different case , it was when my usually dependable and incredibly sharp friend was consistently acting dumb . He smelled like alcohol but he ' s a lazy frat kid who cleaned his room once a year maybe it got spilled on him , he walked into the wrong rooms , he was confused all the time , his gait was forced but still sloppy . He was a close friend but we ' d both been busy . I invited him over for a small dinner and it was almost a pinpoint moment when I realized . I wish I knew sooner before he went to Ireland of all places . <| sep |> You forget paying each year . <| sep |> There ' s no justifiable reason to pirate anime that ' s legally available in your country , and there ' s no reason to ever stream anime illegally if you are to pirate anime you ' re just paying thieves instead of creators at that point .