Feels like I ' m ending up paying a premium that way and the knee area always feels a bit outodd . <| sep |> This would be nice . A oneuse ammo pouch that contains supportclass ammunition especially , i . e . a bandolier with extra UGL grenades , one extra OG 7 V and one PG 7 V rocket , extra magazines for the automatic riflemen depending on their weapon , etc . Something to encourage the use of the supportclasses more . <| sep |> Aunt May ! ! He shouted . The entire household turned . My mother , who was on the phone with the hospital , paused midsentence . He ran towards our confused aunt and hugged her , with tears of happyness gleaming in his eyes . Oh Auntie , I thought I ' d never see you again ! My mother , slowly , placed the phone on the hook . Why ' s that ? Our aunt reluctantly asked . After a good sniffle , he turned to look at our mother . MOMMY ! He shouted , at the top of his lungs . He ran to her and wrapped himself around her startled body . I missed you so much , mommy ! He said , his face half buried in her leg . He had his first seizure at age five . It scared the shit out of my mother . If it hadn ' t been for my father ' s quick thinking , things might have gotten a lot worse . He called the ambulance the moment he saw him . They took him to safety . After an inspection , the doctor was unable to identify any conditions . He said that he ' d never seen anything like it before . That it may have been an isolated incident . He told us to call him immidiately if another similar situation arose . Like it just had . Why would you miss me , sweetie ? I ' ve been right here this entire time . My mother replied . Daddy said that you were on a trip , and you wouldn ' t come back for a really long time ! He responded . Chills spread across my body . He usually didn ' t talk for hours after the seizures . He usually laid still , unable to move . But that wasn ' t all . Daddy ? My mother asked , as shocked as the rest of the householdYes , mom , I ' m so glad you ' re here ! My mother looked to me for help , but I shook my head . I was beyond shocked . Beyond freaked out . All of us were . The second seizure happened 2 years later , At preschool . They called us immidiately , and my father sped across town to get him . He sped straight through a stop light . Sped towards an aproaching car . Away . And then , finally , sped into a building . Thankfully , the ambulance picked up my father before my brother . My brother came home just fine . Another Isolated incident . My father never came home from his ' Isolated incident . ' Head trauma . He was gone the second he hit the building . Gone . When did you see daddy ? My mother asked . The question hung in the air , as the child stared blankly at my grandmother . Seconds passed , while his eyes , seemingly glazed over , stared into hers . Suddenly , his face filled with pure glee . He bounced excitedly over to my grandmother , and sat on her lap as he hugged her . I missed you sooooooooo much , grandma ! Even she had a shocked expression . I ' ve missed you too , my grandmother replied , unsure of what to say , but trying to play along . Then , again , his face seemingly drained . He was almost as pale as my mother . My mother reached for the phone . Im calling the doc Mommy says your plane had flight trouble and didn ' t make it home He spat out , staring at the wall with no expression whatsoever on his face . Then he turned back to her as his former glee returned I ' m so happy you ' re here grandma . My mother was fumbling with the phone . She was shaking now , Obviously distraught , like I was . My brother suddenly assumed that same blank stare . As if he had simply stopped thinking . Whatsoever . Daddy said you were in a car with mommy and you got hit by a crazy driver . He was staring at the wall . He stood up and then turned to my aunt . He said that ' s why you don ' t drive too fast . My aunt was pale now too . We all were . Nobody moved . Nobody could . Then he turned towards me . I almost choked on fear . Fear of what he would say . But , at first , he said nothing . Just stared . I swear I heard the scream before he even moved . Before my mother ran and grabbed him . Before his wail dissolved into a whimper . Before his tear covered face rose to look at me . Why did you do that to mommy ? He asked , between sobs . He climbed out of my mother ' s arms and started walking . He walked over to the window . He expectantly peered out . Daddys here ! I turned to the door . Then back to my brother . Nobody moved . And my brother walked over to me , his eyes flicking into the back of his head when he blinked every so often . Signs of a seizure . He hugged me . I love you bubby He spoke , with a genuine smile on his face . And then , with his hands on my shoulders , his face went blank and his arms dropped to his side . Daddys . He suddenly screamed again , looking straight at me without am expression . And then he went stiff . His body fell , as he lost control of it , and his scream grew almost distorted as he began shaking violently . His body bent in ways it shouldn ' t have . And after 6 minutes of waiting for an ambulance , he stopped shaking . My mother , next to his still body , checked his pulse . Panic filled her eyes . She checked for breathing . The panic spread across her body . The third seizure happened during our Thanksgiving meal . So did the fourth . The last one . My brother joined my father on the mantle of the fireplace in our home . And then my mother , at my grandparents ' house .