usilentxfer I want the two of you to think about what you ' ve done . That was one of the most fucking boring exchanges I ' ve seen on rDrama <| sep |> Everyone makes mistakes , reconciling with those mistakes is how to grow as a person . You ' ve already done the hardest step , admitting that there was an issue with your behavior . I know it sucks right now , but take a few days to reevaluate why you did what you did and then move forward . Life is all about experience , good and bad . As with a coin , life would not be the same , or as special , without both sides completing the whole . Problems like this are not even worth dwelling on for too long . You ' ll overcome this current issue , take what you can from it , try to better yourself . All of the feelings you are having right now will eventually pass , one day in the future you will look back on today and be glad you learned the lessons that you addressed above . Chin up ! There ' s always a better tomorrow ! Cheers !