Ah yes now I remember . Ok I ' ll email you xEDIT done <| sep |> 2 k definitely . I got Madden and FIFA if I want sports games . <| sep |> How old are you ? I was the same way when i was in my late teens and early 20 s . Thought i would never live a normal life and enjoy the simple things in life that non smokers could enjoy . Growing up makes you realize how much better you feel when you dont start the day with a bowl pack . and how when you wake up after not smoking for a few days . your personality suddenly gets its sharpness back . The fact that youre noticing youre smoking too much is already a good start . Keep smoking for now if its what you really want to do . but in time i promise you will grow out of it . My only warning for you is to make sure you don ' t let a new vice replace an old one . Get addicted to something healthy . Its another way to have confidence and get your pep back in your step when youre sober . Good luck friend .