People understand rape though . <| sep |> Ordered from China to Los Angeles . <| sep |> I ' m in the same boat as you . It ' s been almost a year . I can ' t find anybody else attractive . <| sep |> Habitat for humanity <| sep |> While I was moving into a new apartment , the woman next door invited to take a break for some iced tea . While we were getting acquainted , I noticed the six digit tattoo on the inside of her forearm . I knew what it signified and asked if she ever talked about her experience . She was very open about it and told me the whole story ending with , . and I am the only member of my family that survived . I have no parents , siblings , aunts , uncles or cousins left in this world . I go to schools to tell my story so that they will know what happened and resolve to never let it happen again .