In HOTS I felt like the real game was standing on stuff . That ' s it . <| sep |> They have a lot of ads specifically for their antipsychology bullshit . They try to get parents who are desperately afraid of medicating their out of control child with ADHD . <| sep |> Oh man , if only he knew Bozak was coming in to his left , he could have tapped the puck over for an open net . Guess he doesn ' t have eyes in the back of his head after all . <| sep |> The first step towards change is being willing to admit to yourself that you have a problem . You ' ve got that . Then it ' ll get more painful before it gets better . You ' ve been using your ' flipouts ' and constant negativity because for some reason , which only you can discover , it has been helpful to you . For you to stop yourself from being negative and emotionally abusive will actually be painful . You ' ll want to quit the process , and tell yourself that you ' re right , and everyone else , even your counselor , is wrong . You ' re only 21 . There ' s still time to change . When I was 24 , I got sober , and changed from being a lying manipulator into a decent man of integrity . I did it because I was desperate to change . Be desperate to change , and you ' ll find a way to be a better person .