That made me chuckle <| sep |> Yeah wondering the same . It specifically references your exact circumstances on the night of the 9 th , including visitors and stuff . It ' s always been a snapshot of one night . <| sep |> I ' d rather not . I think she knows enough about the situation . She ' s aware of my lack of normal sexual activity , aware of the religious background and aware of the fact that I did not reach orgasm with her she may not know that I wasn ' t even close . I think this is something I have to tackle myself , psychologically and behaviorally . I don ' t see how talking to her would help . <| sep |> wine , women , song , not necessarily in that order <| sep |> Being blinded is still shocking and painful <| sep |> There was time ! !!! There was finally Time ! !!