When I was 4 or 5 I told my mom I hated her . She cried and stopped immediately what she was doing . She told me she knew I didn ' t mean it but I hurt her . Years later I remembered I did that and profusely apologized and every time I think about it I feel bad still . <| sep |> I loved the new RC <| sep |> Here if you have any pokemon HA or not in Apricorn balls , I ' ll send you a sandshrew . <| sep |> It ' s just me saying that your reaction will be loss of trust . Now what , do you think you will ever believe her again ? What will happen next month , if she will be suspicious ? If she start to annoy you with guys hiting on her . How would she show you her love if she cheated , I doubt it is love . I feel for you , and I respect every your decision , but as someone on the internet , I have to tell the truth , this is it .