That ' s what I expect too , yes ! <| sep |> I ' d be willing to bet it ' d make the GOP reconsider their stance on the ec though . <| sep |> snif they grow up so fast . Happy birthday Casey , may you keep signing fit the decades to come ! <| sep |> For me it comes from being raised without much money . What if I need that for something important ? What if I have an emergency ? What if , what if , what if ? The funny thing is we were struggling in my early years , then my father made really good money starting in my preteen years . But I still always heard how things for me were so expensive as they went on vacations , renovated the house or got new cars . I think if they hadn ' t been so focused on college I would have been forced to use my parttime job to pay for everything . I do know two months after I graduated I had to start paying my parents a few hundred a month for room and board . I didn ' t have a job , so this had to come out of my savings , which I had planned for an apartment . So yeah , worries about money are my main reason , but then there is the layer underneath of I ' m not good enough to deserve this thanks to my parents . They were so materially focussed that I felt for a ling time I needed stuff for them to love me . I ' ve been in therapy for this for a while . So I ' ve gotten a much healthier relationship to this now . I still worry about money , but am working to build an emergency fund . And side note how do you like the Coptic as compared to the Prismacolor markers for illustration ? I started building my set of the latter back in art school and haven ' t tried another brand in about eight years .