My Jewish blood <| sep |> Oh noooo . That sucks . <| sep |> repost of awhile ago , you just wanted to advertise your website <| sep |> A big dinner out with a shopping spree for clothes . A good car , not a very expensive one . I think it would take me 3 months or so to move out and buy my mother her own car . I guess I would hire an accountant to help me with rest <| sep |> Yeah , but like Inception . <| sep |> The Trail Went Cold . A true crime podcast focused on mysterious disappearances and murders . Full disclosure I produce it . But it ' s still my favourite . <| sep |> I hope I can help other people . I wish that I knew there were other options for me . I stopped taking antidepressants as a teenager because I was an alcoholic , not depressed . And I agree with you 100 %. I have villainized myself , and that was a big part of what clued me in that something was wrong with the picture I had of myself . Screw that noise . I am lovely . I ' m compassionate , I have my own moral code , I ' m funny , and I genuinely want to be the best possible version of myself that I can be . And in retrospect , I wasn ' t a horrible person when I was using . I was a teenager . Thank you so much for the support ! I am curious to see how things go , and strangely excited to explore who I really am and not just who I was told I was .