YouTube mirror 2 HVdSPTYfAboop beep . My owner needs a new job . He ' s proficient at procrastination and mistreating bots . I kid , I kid welp <| sep |> I ' ve witnessed two adults pass away and I ' ve delivered a stillborn baby outside of a hospital setting . I used to work in healthcare as part of the Neuro Critical Care Team at a pretty large area hospital . Our ER regularly had gunshots and stabbings , as there is a high gang population , drug problem , and the shelters are overflowing in the downtown areas , so my unit caught a lot of the overflow , and we acted as a stepdown unit for the main ICU , but our main focus was head , neck , and spinal injuries . One night we had a rather large young male rushed in . We were on stand by awaiting his arrival , geared up in PPE , docs , nurses and techs ready with IVs , monitors , everything . He had been shot 3 times through the neck , hitting his spine , and twice in his chest . The ER had already had a busy night , so we were already catching their overflow again , so he came straight up . After getting him hooked up to every drio , antibiotic , monitor , and ventilator we could , and given him several bags of blood , he began to crash , and after a failed attempt to drain his chest , we ended up having to perform CPR . This guy was huge , though , and he took up most of the bed I ' m 5 ' 2 weighing 130 lbs . With me being the smallest person there , the task was left to me to hop on the table to perform chest compressions while someone else bagged him . I would compress and he ' d lose blood . We were failing . People were almost slipping on the blood on the floor . I did this for almost 45 minutes while the doctors were trying some other medications in between . That young man lost his life literally underneath my hands . They called it about 50 minutes later , and I remember hearing the wailing from his family in the waiting room , then being grateful that we were a lock unit because there had been a threat that his rival gang said they were coming to finish the job since they initially thought he survived . I didn ' t go to work for the rest of the week . Same unit a woman was brought in from post partum after having delivered her baby an hour before . She had a blood clot , minor , travel to her brain and rupture a veincluster of veins . She lost conciousness , and after it was determined that it was our area , she was sent up . Her husband came in everyday for a week with their 4 year old daughter and newborn , and he ' d sit for hours and cry , holding out hope that she ' d wake up , but there was none . We ' d entertain his daughter , feed her , put her in an empty room with cartoons on . When he finally made the decision to turn off her machines , it was my last day of working 3 back to back 12 hour shifts , but several nurses and I stayed with him as she passed peacefully . I cried like a baby on my way home . As for the stillborn , this one really messed me up for a bit . My ex husband and his fiance were pregnant earlier this year . In her second trimester she started getting really sick and waited a few weeks to go to the doctor . When she finally did , there was no longer a heartbeat and basically their daughter had been decomposing inside of her for a few weeks , which was what was making her sick . The doctor gave her the necessary medications that were only supposed to help pass the baby , much like a heavy period , but she went into full blown active labor , and my ex wasn ' t with her at the moment . My husband and I live 5 minutes away , so I got my bag together and went over . When I got there , she was a pale , ashy grey , so I sat her up to check her blood pressure , and when I did , she made a comment about feeling a warmth down there so I checked her bleeding , and it was pretty severe . She then felt like she needed to go to the bathroom and said she was going to go , but anyone who works in the field knows what that means , so I calmly told her to sit back carefully , and I told her to relax because I had to check her now , and sure enough , my fingers make it about 2 inches in , and there is the baby ' s head . I feel around it , and her placenta had actually come out first and was on the baby ' s head , so I gently removed that onto the sheet , then applied a light pressure to her abdomen , and basically , she and I got the baby out together in about 30 seconds . I held my kids ' little sister for a half hour , crying with their future step mother while my husband consoled us . The doctor didn ' t want to do anything else since I was there , and she wasn ' t a viable pregnancy since she hadn ' t hit 25 weeks , so there was no need to call an ambulance . those earlier than her are basically expected to miscarry into the toilet . This was still a mid second trimester pregnancy though , so we gave her the most proper funeral we could , and she is buried in our yard because that is the only place we could put her . It ' s such a horrible feeling , but my kids go out and talk to her every chance they get , and my ex and I have always been close , so I ' m glad it was me with his fiance .