I am . His whole wardrobe needs replacing . But most importantly things he can wear to work . <| sep |> Mashed potatoes using almond milk and earth balance , beer , butternut squash soup , a tofurkey roast , vegan brownies , corn , stuffing , beer , and garlic bread . <| sep |> Too skinny , wayyyy to light . I know you said you can tell they ' re green . But I would have a really hard time distinguishing that from white . <| sep |> What the fucking fuck <| sep |> To be fair , he shits on everyone equally <| sep |> how do i get a flair ? <| sep |> I ' m going to skip this one so I don ' t get chained in his basement beside a wall of medieval surgical devices <| sep |> Biblical answer To avoid fornication . <| sep |> most . It happens on reservations <| sep |> I too am curious how long it ' s been ? I can tell you the emotional restoration takes a while , no matter what you abuse . I abused alcohol for about a year . I ' m talking heavy abuse anyway . It took months to be confident , outgoing , and smiling most the time . I look at it like there ' s emotional issues at the core , and that they are raw , like an open wound , when we pull the band aid off . I went through that with pain killers too come to think of it . And pot . Alcohol was the most recent . Well . Now kratom . This sucks to hear , but the worst thing you can do is reapply the band aid or put a new one on with alcohol or any other substance . Time will cure . But it really does help a great deal to see a therapist to learn and apply various techniques to deal with those emotions on a natural level . It speeds up the process 10 fold . And along the way , you learn valuable tools you can use for the rest of your life . Normally there are issues deep rooted that cause depression or insecurity . Maybe you ' ve dine some things you regret , and your subconscious buried it , rather than forgive yourself . Therapy will cure those issues by dealing with them directly . The right way . That aside . A good healthy diet that ' s very low on sugar and caffeine , and high in fruits veggies goes a very long way to improving how you feel . And exercise is a HUGE help too . It ' s honestly probably the most impactful . And the quickest to work too ! DYK that exercise causes endorphins to be produced in your body , and that enorphins is like morphine ? True fact . If you research how to exercise to maximize endorphine production , and follow through with it , you WILL find it as euphoric as kratom .