Regardless , the info you collect in this post wont benefit you . <| sep |> Heh , yeah , I remember the early MS Flight Sim versions . I also remember taking 747 ' s and turning them into lawn darts at high rates of speed and watching the engine freak the heck out . <| sep |> Holy shit how did I now know of this ? ? Im fucking dead <| sep |> Long distance relationship with a good friend and crush from high school . We reconnected after my divorce and dated for quite awhile , fell head over heels in love , it felt like high school romance all over again lol . Was planning my trip down to visit that day , and he was telling me how excited he was to see me . We Skyped all day every day , I even talked to his mom frequently because we got along well too . Everything was perfect . Then , that evening , he texted me and said I think we should break up , I ' m too depressed to have a girlfriend right now . I need to take some time for myself . Now , obviously , you would think he was cheating or something . But apparently it was true , according to his family and some of our mutual friends . He randomly got too depressed to even speak to a woman that he loved , and broke it off . It ' s been about 6 months and it still hurts . I don ' t understand how you could tell someone you love them and then dump them a couple hours later .