First thing Lands do not have colors themselves . They may produce colored mana , but the land itself is a colorless permanent . If something says Destroy target green permanent , a Forest is not a legal target for that . Blighted lands produce colorless mana , and other lands produce different colors of mana . Forest produces only green . Mana Confluence can produce any color of mana but not colorless . Game Trail can produce red OR green but not both at once . Does that make it more clear ? What in particular has you confused ? <| sep |> Because I was in a bunch of failed relationships where two of my girlfriends , one in high school other one we were in college , cheated on me . Hit a rough patch in my life . Major anger issues no one to talk to about it because it was a small town and I didn ' t want to put more stress on my family . So I ran , a lot , until I couldn ' t think about it . My mother had become suicidal and I was helping keep an eye on her since I worked during the day and my dad worked second shift . So I spent most of my time at their house instead of my apartment . Met a girl that I had a crush on in high school but was too afraid to talk to her because I thought she was out of my league . Hang out a few times , get drunk a few times . The nightmares kind of stopped didn ' t have to run as much after I started hanging out with her . Kissed one night . Next day ended up hooking up . It was amazing . Move out of state ask her to move with me . She agrees . Six or so months later talk about marriage . Dump a grand for a deposit on an engagement ring . Start working insane hours hardly see each other . One condition we both wanted was to get rid of our debt . I had student loans she had credit card debt . She had paid for her college so she didn ' t have student loans . She starts talking to her ex on facebook . Asked me if I was okay with it and said sure because why not ? I trusted her . She starts losing it . Got to the point where she would send 200 text messages while I was at work and filling my voice mail every day . She got real jealous and real good at guilt tripping me with her passive aggressive bullshit . End up having a really bad break up because I couldn ' t take it anymore . Said a couple things I regret . Thought all of these relationships where their fault for being so shitty . Couple years later and several one night stands and a few flings later realize that they were all my fault . I had no idea what it was I actually wanted in a relationship . All of them started off great I would make them my number one things . But what happens is I can only really focus on one thing at a time . A relationship , my job or a hobby everything else kind of takes a back seat like an after thought . Every girl I have dated had low self esteem , imo , and once my focus shifted to something else and I stopped giving them as much attention as I did in the beginning of our relationship is when everything always fell apart . Want to find a girl but have no idea how to find one . So now I ' m pretty content with my work . I am kind of afraid to try again because all I can think of is it will go horribly wrong once my focus shifts and I don ' t want to hurt some one that I fall in love with . God damn this sounds silly . It sounded fine in my head but now that its out there I sound stupid .