Ehhh stay where you are , no one cares . Have been living in Mexico for 3 months and its the best place on earth , safe , entertaining and the people are amazing . It could do with less Americans like yourself . <| sep |> I have to practically beg him to touch me . He ' s said sex to him is just a bonus in a relationship My SO takes me for granted . He takes minimal , if any , responsibility at home . He sleeps all day and stays up all night working web developer and playing video games mostly playing . When we broke up he said he had thought about leaving me for maybe a year , and that he felt extremely relieved when I actually left himHave you been to counseling to work through your past trauma ? I ' m asking because I don ' t see much in this relationship that makes it so great it ' s worth going back to . You ' re very young to be dealing with deadbedroom issues and begging a man to touch you and I think at any age , having to beg a partner to touch you is not a good sign and you ' re getting duty sex on top of it . I know being alone can be scary , but I think the trade off in this relationship isn ' t worth it .