Alex Vance is still , to this day , my # 1 AI companion in any game . It has aged phenomenally well . <| sep |> it ' s almost as if this is a fucking internet message board , hosted by a corporation for profit , and not the real world . But don ' t let reality interrupt your circlejerk . <| sep |> Costco has a mixed bag of Caramel and cheddar popcorn . So good <| sep |> Where does one get a job like this ? Sounds like you have some amazing and kind coworkers ! Congrats on the tubal and I hope you have a speedy recovery . <| sep |> So , not sure if this is going with what you ' re asking or not , but my general assumption on the suicide is that they want to put themselves out of the pain they are in . After Bernard killed Theresa , he wanted to be dead because of the pain he was experiencing . Similarly , when Maeve lost her daughter , she realized she was going to forget , and she tried to kill herself , because she would rather be dead than lose her .