Your childhood sounds very rough and counselling would certainly be worth considering , finding a space to talk about your problems allows you to understand them and deal with them . Speaking to your doctor a great place to start as they can put you in contact with services which may be helpful , medication is a complex subject , it can work fantastically well for some , or not at all for others , some side effects may be minor others can be severe . My personal experience is that medication helps mask the problem and allows me to function but the underlying issues still need dealing with . I ' m not sure what you mean by financial repercussions as I think healthcare is free in Canada ? <| sep |> I actually expected Sanji to have a plan in this arc that would include him expecting that Luffy would do anything to get him out .