Ending up alone . <| sep |> I was thinking Whitefish or Lincoln . <| sep |> Specifically , 980666717 thanks to the based usheepsaurus <| sep |> Magyarul ritkn ltok itt . hol vannak a magyar tanulk ? Ha itt vagytok hogy vagytok ? Mit csinltok a hten ? Jl mennek a magyar tanulsotok ? Dolgozom egy szupermarketben s nhny magyart tallkoztam ott nhny szt mondtam magyarul , de fogtam fel , hogy sok magyar szt elfelejtettem s nem tudtam azt mondani , amit akartam De j jsgom is van ! Egy interjnak meghvtak az Oxford Egyetemben ma . A knait tanulni plyztam , gy a knai nyelvekre s trtnelemre sszpontostok most . Az interj utn tervezek magyarul jra tanulni ! <| sep |> Again , my experiences alone , but for me it ' s more than being about the coin . The first time I did it I didn ' t drop it a single time and I came through it somewhat determinedly , but as time has gone by since I associate it with punishment and time spent quietly thinking over and over about what I did and I loathe it . The dirty little secret for me isn ' t so much the time spent holding the coin up , but the time alone with my thoughts feeling guilty . If it was something really bad I tend to shame spiral and it ' s so important for someone to be there to pull me out of it afterwards . But your girl might not be like that , and the fact it ' s boring might suffice . That said , I do channel every bad feeling about punishment into that coin now and that ' s why it bears the brunt of my dislike .