That friend was me btw , I still have yet to get Haizen . He held it to his ear to listen to the sound , thought it was a 4 star and i jumped when i saw the light and when we saw haizen we started screaming and we got so excited . He is already a 6 ! Mind you the screaming and shouting got us in a bit of trouble PBUT IT DOESNT MATTER ! !<| sep |> Very well written and , ahem , lively . <| sep |> Don ' t be surprised if you feel much from it , though ? What do you mean ? I understand 99 % of you are a fan of amphs and not mph , but sadly I live in Germany where it ' s extremely risky and hard to get a script for dexamphetamine or lisdexamphetamine Attentin and Elvanse . If I told my doc I ' d like to try either of them I ' m sure I ' ll lose my MPH script . Sure it ' s inferior , but still better than nothing and I find it wakes me up and keeps me energized just fine . Do I absolutely have to crush the beads ? Can ' t I just eat them swallow them ? By beads I mean sort of minicapsules , almost like candy or sugar , which is in the capsules . By cutting the capsule in half I can see these beads .