More 3 D shows here . 2 D was more packed tho at least on yesterdays premiere day . <| sep |> Thank you very much . I ' m due to see a therapist , hopefully next week if all goes to plan . However , ultimately I think you ' re exactly right . I was most definitely in the wrong , but I believe for whatever reason I able to love someone else . I need to find out why that happened , and stop it from happening again , if there is to be a chance of a future . That ' s where I ' m at . So yes , it does feel like losing a loved one , but I do not think it ' s worth throwing away a fantastic lovefilled relationship of years for what happened . I ' ve begun a very honest and open dialogue with my boyfriend , to which we hope to be able to build trust back up . Through the sadness , in many ways we have been looking at our relationship in a very objective light , to which we have noted that we need to spend a lot more time together . In the last few months we had both been extremely busy with work , and other pursuits , not being able to spend that much time together . I think that is the basis for which an emotional connection was formed with another , but I am speculating . Again , I really hope therapy can help save our relationship , because I genuinely want it to work . I ' ve had a lot of time to think since the distancing , and I will have more . I think time will be the thing that heals all of us here . I really appreciate your comment , it has helped significantly in my dealing of this situation and my life in general .