It ' s not really about which one is better it ' s more of a sense of nostalgia and satisfaction . That feeling of stabbing the adc for 1 . 4 k dmg is what I miss . I know new rengar still has the q animation incorporated but it ' s just not the same . <| sep |> She would often ask me what I like to do with friends , if I have friends , and if I have a best friend . I would say things like Yeah I have friends . We just don ' t see each other as much these days . I keep in touch with them on Facebook though . I ' m late 20 s , so I thought that was a reasonable answer . This is a perfectly reasonable answer , but I ' m afraid this is true only for someone who is being evasive . You weren ' t comfortable enough to elaborate on your friends or lack of friends at these times , so you tried to distract her from your pain by pretending that you weren ' t really bothered by it . In this way you were dishonest , if only to protect your own feelings . This woman was trying to get to know you on a deeper level , but whenever the subject became personal you deftly shut it down . For better or worse , you didn ' t trust her with your emotions . I suspect this is what may have led to the relationship breakdown . I think that from her perspective , you were probably the one who rejected her . She shared a whole lot of personal stuff with you in response to your questions , but you weren ' t really able to reciprocate . She probably felt that you didn ' t trust her , or that you weren ' t interested in anything other than a very casual relationship . The fact that she made so much of an effort to get to know you probably suggests that she found something endearing about you , but unfortunately it wasn ' t meant to be . I am sorry for your loss , but I ' m afraid there is only so much you can prolong the initial casual stages of a relationship before it needs to progress . I think that the next time you are faced with these kinds of probing questions in this context , you should try to take a bit longer to reflect on their subtext before deciding whether or not to answer honestly . My first reflex is always to shut them down too , but I get so few opportunities for friendship that I now make a point of at least making some effort to communicate how I really feel . If I ' m rejected for that , then at least I got some practice trying to express myself more openly . I really think this is something you can improve on with further experience . I don ' t think you really need to derogate all women just because you were rejected this time .