Omg so true . Isn ' t there hardly and real social welfare left . not counting entitlements . it ' s basically just food stamps HUD housing . They don ' t actually give out monthly welfare checks anymore , right ? But we got corporate welfare for days . <| sep |> This truck driver leaves behind phone numbers in the stalls of gas station bathrooms in hopes of giving blowjobs for coke money <| sep |> Yeah but there ' s no excusing linking to their channels and social media . If it were just drawing , then whatever . but he ' s going too far . <| sep |> Oops accidentally deleted my previous response . So here ' s my attempt to try and type it out againI had the same thing happen with my 14 year old dog last month actually it ' s been exactly one month . I ' ve had her since I was 4 and she was a HUGE comfort when I was really sick as a child . The first day is probably going to feel like the worst day of your life . To me , it felt like I had lost my sister and my best friend all at the same time . Every holiday and tradition you had with him is going to feel cold and empty for awhile . But it WILL get easier . It took me about a week to feel almost like my normal self again . A month later , I can finally look at pictures of her without bursting into tears everytime . I recommend pampering him as much as possible before his time comes . Take him on a walkor a stroller ride if he can ' t walk to his favorite spot . Hell , feed him some chocolate if he feels like it ! This will give you the closure that you gave him the best last days a dog could have . But most importantly , take as much time as possible to appreciate and memorize your time petting him , the feel of his fur , and the sound of his bark . Unfortunately those memories are the fastest to fade .