It looks like he was trying to keep his head above water . Not sure where you ' re getting suicide from ? <| sep |> Tell me about it . I ' m playing the Yakuza series at the moment and Shogi is a game in it but I can ' t remember any of the kanji on the tokens for the life of me , if I didn ' t discover an insanely easy exploit to win in two turns every time I would never get the achievement for beating shogi 5 times . I ' m bad enough at chess already . <| sep |> No shoes in the house for us though the husband wears his sometimes and it ' s irksome , but I do have slipperssimilar footwear I use . And if I ' m home , I ' m in PJstyle clothes ! <| sep |> According to 100 worlduniversities 201516 THErankings . html Times Higher Education , and other rankings are quite similar , l ' cole Polytechnique is ranked 101 st University in the world , and the Sorbonne beyond the 250 th place . So they might be good indeed , but as I said they are not even comparable to Stanford . Your post reminds me exactly of what I felt when I first learned about the ranking of my University .