Luckily , with the recent ruling in Wisconsin , we have a mathematical formula to determine if a district has been constructed to give an advantage to one party or the other . Hopefully , the Supreme Court doesn ' t mess this one up and we can actually get something done about gerrymandering . The way 2016 is shaping up , with important political decisions , doesn ' t give me much hope however . <| sep |> Can you please give a link to the forum ? <| sep |> I love Lay Me Back Down , I just feel like it ' s kind of out of place compared to the rest of the album . <| sep |> Oh he ' s the Trump of our land <| sep |> I ' ve taken better . <| sep |> Hey Pearl ! I ' m doin alright . just had a long talk with my dad which was well over due . Seems to have helped a lot actually . Marinating my turkey for tomorrow ! Never really heard of anyone else doin that but it is sooo good when I let it sit in chicken stock for a couple days . Other then that , I ' m feelin ok . It ' s a daily struggle it seems to get motivated but not in a zero energy cant get off the couch kind of way . Which IMO is way worse But more of like a oh yeah my life sucks and I dont really have anyone except my son kind of way . Already pulled out the Worlds tiniest violin Gonna get a membership at the gym on Monday and order that light so I ' m hopeful it will help . I don ' t mean to make excuses but I ' m certain that if I had people in my life and more to look forward to in that aspect I think I would be doing a whole lot better . Like completely back to normal . The world sure treats us widowed women unkindly . I think thats also why the Word mentions widows so frequently . I ' ve sorted through and can seperate the dark thoughtslittle tricks our mind plays to get us to dose vs the quality of life issues . Once I can get that aspect of my life going I ' m sure it will get easier . I ' m saying this not to have a pitty party but to encourage you and anyone else reading this that being thankful and involved in the familyloved ones we do haveafter the WD will make a huge difference ! ! Just gotta push through the initial WD darkness knowing its temporary then fall back on family and friends . Sorry I ' m ramblin here ! ! This is gonna sound silly but do Canadians celebrate Thanksgiving ? O