Wouldn ' t even matter . M 0 e is never gonna compete again , his aim is not up to par and he ' s only getting worse from here <| sep |> I had apple pie a couple days ago . Does that count ? <| sep |> Thing is that using psychedelics is probably gonna cause your ' emotional baggage ' to surface and if it will you ' ll probably unable to push these emotions aside . This is the reason why psychedelics can have healing propperties for the mind , they can help you confront your emotions and learn how to them and deal with them . If these psychedelic induced surfacing ' emotions ' however are too intens they can also be quite traumatizing . From what you ' ve described I ' d say it ' s better to wait till you feel you ' re in a better spot in life . Psychedelics can for example make you burst into tears wich is fine , it ' s just a little uncomfortable if nearby people arn ' t prepared for it .