For me , the biggest turning point was when I was in a treatment center for my eating disorder . A part had snuck in sleeping pills , taken the entire bottle and I hd a grand mal seizure in the middle of dinner . When I woke up in the hospital everyone was questioning me about what I took , how I got it , etc etc and I genuinely had NO idea what they were talking about . Of course then everyone thought I was lying and the ordeal was super shitty . But yeah , that was the big eye opener for me . <| sep |> Abraham stated a war . That ' s not cool . <| sep |> nice job friend <| sep |> Just because it sounds bad ass . That ' s all there is to it most people ' s preference in certification is striker because it ' s a cool name .