Oh God . It ' s last year all over again . <| sep |> Ted Cruz is a stiff . He ' s not the one for socializing with foreign dignitaries . <| sep |> It depresses you that you and others exist ? If you didn ' t exist , you wouldn ' t be depressed in the first place and others can have their own preferences . I certainly would prefer to exist and take chances on how my life would turn out . <| sep |> Go slower and work , take lower divs at a local CC for $ 50 unit instead of $ 250 unit , take online courses so you can better manage a work schedule , learn to study more effectively , etc . There are reasons people fail at UCSD , few of those reasons come down to how mentally expedient you are . <| sep |> Got it . Thanks for the insight ! <| sep |> Its an image to download .