its clearly a chinese conspiracy . <| sep |> That ' s exactly what I was planning on doing . I don ' t mind the money I just wanted to play the new operators . <| sep |> I had done music and theatre all my life and decided that ' s what I wanted to go to college for . I went to college for it and ended up leaving because I hated the school I was at , I hated the concept of being like everyone else in the program , and I hated who I was becoming . I dropped out after one semester . At first , it was hard to come to terms with it because I was an overachiever in high school and hated disappointing people . On a whim , at semester , I picked up and moved to Austin . During my time working there , I discovered that I have a completely new passion craft beer . At the end of the day , I realized I ' m here for me and have to do what makes me happy . It wasn ' t until I stepped out of my comfort zone in a nonacademic setting that I figured out what I really loved and how to pursue it . When you focus on yourself and surviving out in the world instead of pass this test or meet up for this group project , life seems simpler and the things that are important to you become clearer . You can always take a break and go back to school .