Im a normie and even i want to kill myself after reading this <| sep |> It ' s not always black and white . We ' re talking very openly and she fears losing me because she understands the situation and isn ' t sure about what I want I ' m not so sure either , or what she even wants . She had two long relationships and doesn ' t want commitment at the moment . I think we fit way too well to not give it a try and see where this is heading . I ' m not even overreacting I ' ve never been able to talk to someone the way I talk to her . And it seems that ' s mutual . <| sep |> I find pretty hard to do those movements on console . and not talking about aiming while im jumping or running through a wall . <| sep |> I wasn ' t too worried about it Though it is weird posting at these times . Before this my days were formulaic enough that I could just post at about the same time every day . After I start my new job , it should also be that way ! These last two days have just been a small irregularityinconvenience .