if you ' ve played with VR any then you know it ' s worth it . <| sep |> This makes me sad . It seems like no matter what I do I ' m fucked . I can spend months and tons of money getting an assessment for adhd . Which did not go well the first time . My doctor doesn ' t believe in adhd and so to even get back on this track I ' d need to find a doctor willing to even talk to me about this . But like usual doctors dismiss , dismiss , dismiss . Did you know a doctor told me straight to my face that he didn ' t believe there was anything wrong with my knee ? It ' s red and swollen 247 and I can ' t bend it . It hurts IMMENSELY . Another doctor years back told me I was just being cranky when I told him I was having suicidal thoughts . I have a poor track record with Gp ' s . I no longer trust them and I don ' t have the time or the will to keep searching for one who isn ' t a piece of trash . Now I hear this stuff . I just want to succeed in life . I just want my fucking brain to not be broke for once . Why is it so hard to find help ? I don ' t want to sit at home . I want to WORK .