The SAV 40 THINKPAD is not working for me currently at 1203 PST . Anyone else have any luck ? <| sep |> When I hear Love To Lay , all I can see is my man Big Quint poppin off . AOTY <| sep |> The Shrine at Altamira by John L ' Heureux . I don ' t know why , but this book has stuck with me for decades . Although , I can ' t read it now that I ' m a parent . I don ' t want to ruin anything , but this guy does some pretty twisted stuff in the book . Here ' s the disturbing part of a synopsis I found online . In the central , terrible event , based on an actual incident in California in the 1980 ' s , Raymond takes his son to a motel where he drugs him , soaks the bed with paint thinner , and sets the child afire . What follows is a series of excruciating episodes describing the boy ' s years of plastic surgery and the father ' s years in prison where he is raped , beaten , and partially blinded .