Tbh all the girls I thirst follow on tumblr are my dream girl lol . They tend to be muscles are A and tomboy femme long hair , streetwearskaterhipster clothing . I like a quality and nice ugh . I also fucking LOVE girls with voluminous dark hair and blue eyes . In terms of personality kind , funnygoofy , confident , chill , affectionate , not excessively introverted or extroverted , all that good stuff . <| sep |> I think Sabian AAX ' s are common for postrock if you can afford them . For sticks I know some drummers use mallets and hot rod sticks for that more chill sound during postrock songs . Other than that just figure out what u like <| sep |> That ' s really tough on doctors , your neurologist sounds like a dick , lol . Our biggest goal right now is to minimize , preferably stop , convulsive events . I ' ve been told that the more resistant the seizures , the more it ' s like shooting in the dark . We ' ve tried several meds , are trying more , and are looking at a 2 week videoeeg monitoring at Harborview in Seattle within the next year or so . I ' m resistant to that , as I ' m surprisingly functional given the frequency of my seizures working paralegal , actually got to assist my attorney in a trial earlier this week ! , living alone with frequent checkins with Momfriends , etc .