Until I did an aboutface and ordered my first 1911 , I was thinking hard about a Jericho or the Canik clone . <| sep |> Was the original yeah <| sep |> NSV have been a size 10 jeans since high school . finally down to a size 8 ! <| sep |> When the beginner gains came in , about 6 months after consistent lifting you start to look above average . <| sep |> It ' s hard for some to take criticism , but not even flinch at throwing them out . Assume the best of others , and things will begin to look up . Focus on your own hobbies and aspirations and people will show respect . Romantic relationships are a terrible way to judge or be judged by . <| sep |> Not if you look like a hippotatobear . <| sep |> Go back and watch some old vods from last year . There were many times when he would just flame and rage for the entire stream . His stream persona , if you want to call it that , is completely different now .