A neutron star ? <| sep |> I used him quite a bit a couple months ago . For a while he was my go to reliever . He would give up a run every now and then but I generally had a great time with him . Only sold him because at the time was needing some stubs . He ' s great for his price too . I ' d recommend him <| sep |> Urgh , that ' s very , very difficult . I ' ve often had people tell me that I ' just needed to broaden up my shoulders ' when I was bullied . Like , thank you . Now I feel even worse . Even though they meant well it only backfires . You sound like you need to vent a lot through my comment , although that is just a guess on my part . While I ' m willing to listen to you through chat , is there any chance you can call a hotline ? Here ' s a link with a list of them . Again , though , I ' m more then willing to listen here . They won ' t help me , an things are getting worse it ' s hard to eat , I can ' t focus on schoolwork , I get mad at family really easily . At my worst I had trouble eating as well . Not that I would show that to anyone . I was just so disgusted with myself that I fell like throwing up every time I saw myself in the mirror . And trouble concentrating ? Oh boy . Fuck depression . I ' m really sorry you have to go through that . Have a hug .