Turn your panic into motivation to get a new job . Finding a job should be your new job . Work at it full time . <| sep |> I am considering counseling if not to help him come to terms with his own emotions and actions . I have been weighing this situation for over four months . He has just now moved back and it ' s making it clear to me I don ' t have very many loving feelings towards him . You ' re right . I feel like maybe working it out before he cheated , if I had realized I was unhappy , might have worked . But now that he has cheated , and then I fell in love with another guy I think it might be beyond repair . <| sep |> That is a good point . Donating meds to Africa can save many . But then I found t h i s f o u n d a t i o n d i s t r i b u t e d w a t e r e d a i d sdrugsafricancountriesBad meds sent to Africa ? That can kill rather than save . Is it fake news ?