I have listened to his songs too many times because every time I see his name my brain says Snoop Doggy Dog . also this is very sweet of him <| sep |> Made it 30 days then relapsed yesterday . Took 6 g 4 times yesterday and couldn ' t sleep at all last night , anxious and itching all night . It was awful . Now it ' s morning and I ' m in fucking wd ! !! Right where I left off a month ago . I ' m tired , with family , and am thinking of dosing a little bit to get out of bed and interact . Fuck kratom , fuck me for being an addict . Going to try not to dose today but that ' s gonna be hard . Fuck fuck fuck . <| sep |> I really wish they ' d just give up on it at this stage , just make the same deal with marvel that Sony did with Spiderman .