haha so funny LOL upvoted ! !!<| sep |> Hi there , I have battled with eating issues all my life . I know everyone has different triggers and mine is control , or lack of so to speak . When i feel I can ' t control anything in my life whether it be my job or friends or just life stuff I tend to throw up my meals again or go back to extreme calorie deficit . You said it ' s been nearly 6 months since you did that before , and that is an achievement . If you can keep this as a once off and try not to get back into it then that ' s all it will be . A little blip on the road to success . Don ' t beat yourself up too much , you ' re doing great <| sep |> Hodge to knock ~~ a drop goal over ~~ on . FTFY <| sep |> What do you mean ? After being asked politely , internet trolls simply cater to your will . Just ask the Cincinnati Zoo .