There are just straight up yaoi manga that I know of , you might like . 1 Bomb H e a v enshiukobombheavenupdatec 02 eng , which is a great and interesting short story about an older brother who comes to live with his younger brother . 2 Uchi wa Futago de Teippai ! m angauchiwafutagodeteippai , a story about twins who are in love with their older brother . 3 Ienai Itami o Daite I r umangaienaiitamiodaiteiru , a story by Ogawa Chise , who has a very distinct style if you ' re into it . As for fandom djs ? I know there are a ton of fullmetal alchemist ones out there . <| sep |> You can ' t really connect much to them since they don ' t have modern connectors . <| sep |> Bite my shiny metal ass <| sep |> I actually don ' t know anymore if I would actually go through that . No ? Whatever makes you happy . I would given the chance . I ' m pretty comfortable with where I am now , just want my balls off . Yeh makes sense . When was a kid I tried to do that myself , I recommend getting a doctor for it