Extremely well done . <| sep |> An acquaintance of mine has in Japan . I ' m going to check out the spawn point he told me about tomorrow if I have time . <| sep |> Babies are intimidating , but you will know what ' s up by instinct almost . I ' d held a baby like 3 times in my life before my first son was born , but I took to fatherhood like a fish to water . <| sep |> I had an increase in depression and a couple of very serious suicidal episodes when they changed my dosages this summer , I was on injections and they cut them in half due to complications , on day 7 I ' d get really moody and depressed and on one occasion all I could do to stop what I expected would lead to an attempt was to take a pair of sleeping pills , while part of me had been screaming at me all evening to down the whole bottle . I guess the point I ' m trying to make is you may need to have your dosages adjusted because if they ' re not right they could be contributing to or causing the problem .