I hear a place called Sherwin Williams has a special on charcoal ? They also have midnight indigo . Are those close enough to black ? Mauve is on sale on the aethernet , but I got mauve for one of my larvae one year and it bit him . I never trust mauve . <| sep |> When I was young , I watched a TON of national geographic . Shortly before Christmas , I had watched a special on Africanized Bees titled , Killer Bees . So when I was drug to the cheesy Xmas dinner with Santa and subsequently forced on his lap , I of course said that I wanted killer bees for Xmas . Santa was disturbed . <| sep |> sadly , a packer fan standing there waving defensive ends past may be an actual improvement . <| sep |> His ex of 7 years wasis obviously big part of his life . So they broke up and decided to remain friends , this is not so unusual , and I wouldn ' t overthink things . If they wanted to be together , they would be . It ' s understandable to feel insecure and unsure about it , and you ' ve talked to your bf about this , which is great . I personally would never dictate to my bf who he should or shouldn ' t be friends with , even if it ' s an ex . Regardless of the ex ' s intentions , you know your bf ' s intentions and if you trust your bf not to cheat on you , than that should be good enough . It generally takes 2 consenting adults to have sex . So in other words , you need to figure out whether you trust your bf or not , and if not , you need to figure out whether it ' s because of your own insecurities or whether he ' s done something to question your trust . If you trust him , then you have nothing to worry about .