Thanks for the reply man . I think you got the two timelines mixed up I ' m not a great story teller and English isn ' t my first language . I ' m annoyed after being with him for a year . Met him last year . Went to visit him July this year . But nah I ' m mostly mad at him for lying to me about not being anyone else while we we apart , planning trip with me and ditched me later cause he wanted to go with his friends and thought me going as well would risk outing him and just him being insecure about himselfcare too much about what other people think in general . And then there is the LDR and the time difference . Seems like a minor thing but idk our communication isn ' t great as well so we get into more argument when we talk I guess .