here goes . ive always been treated like the red headed step child but , my middle sister has bullied me for the past 15 years . no one ever stepped in . apparently , two weeks ago she got married . I found out when a friend saw it on facebook . not only was I not invited , my family lied to me about what they were doing that weekend . when I got upset , my other sister sent me vile text messages about what a hateful bitch I am and how I have a personality disorder she didn ' t even finish community college no knock to that but it hardly makes her qualified to diagnose me . my mom defends her as usual since she is the golden child . then today she sends me a message saying shes sorry I have such distorted views and everything is my fault and bunch of other nasty things and again my mom takes her side . so I have no family that actually gives a damn about me . as much as they say they don ' t want me to kill myself theyre sure pushing me in that direction .