What are you talking about ? It may not be the best overall but it is a free country . <| sep |> You don ' t want a life like this . But this isn ' t the only option you have . Please don ' t let her win . She won ' t feel guilt when you ' re gone , and you won ' t feel relief . It would be just a waste of a wonderful person You . You ' re an adult , you can take it all in your own hands . No , it ' s not easy , but it ' s possible . Can you ask in your college if there are some programs for people not going home at Christmas ? Maybe you can take up work for some charity . Or even get a job over the holidays that pays some money , so you can save up for getting away . Hugs . <| sep |> I can hear you in there singing Night Cheese ! <| sep |> Its very hard to check for posts before you post your repost ? Go home , youre drunk .