I remember hearing that around the time of airing as well . There was speculation that she was an internet troll that was found to be acting in the midst of production and they didn ' t treat her edit very kindly after that . <| sep |> We are the only one who has created a society where we don ' t have to look for food all the time , we are only ones that have built anything . Giant Squids may very well be smarter but until I see a city and a squid on the mood , they aren ' t . Never said other planets don ' t have smarter beings . Or extra dimensional beings <| sep |> How cheap ? <| sep |> My solution to this was to be home as little as possible . Didn ' t really help because at some point you have to face the facts , right ? Really , just keep music going . I kind of hid anything that would remind me of her if I looked at it . The silence is the biggest killer for me . Not having someone to talk to or laugh with . Go out or invite friends over if you can . EDIT and therapy ! !! That ' s the most important thing . I started seeing a counselor once a week , wish I could afford to go more . But they will get you started on the right track to help the healing process .