Just the carrier is like 5060 . Plus , PSA has the full BCG for 70 right now and a spare bolt is always good to have . <| sep |> Could definitely use a little pick me up . I ' ve been going through a bit of a rough patch for the last three years or so , looking after my mom with a degenerative terminal disease by myself without any family support , had to drop out of my dream university and use my student loan money to cover a lot of my Mom ' s bills , plus I had to move away from home to be closer to her and have been incredibly socially isolated . I ' ve never been a super depressed or anxious person , but in the last six months or so I ' ve completely dropped off the face of the earth from all social interaction , I can ' t even checkrespond the messages from people anymore it ' s gotten so bad . The worst part is knowing that I ' m pretty well just sitting here and waiting for my Mom to eventually pass away , as soon as that happens I ' ll be able to get back to life . Until then I ' m just stuck here , depressed , anxious , alone and feeling really shitty about a lot of things . I got to go back home for three days last weekend to celebrate my 25 th birthday longest I ' ve been able to go awaydo something for myself in years , but really almost didn ' t manage to find the energy to get out of bed to even get there . I ' m glad I did , it reminded me that I still have people out there who care about me and want me to come back home and get on with my life , but it made coming back and dealing with having literally zero things that make me happyfeel like myself pretty tough . Just tired of being so tired I guess .