I completely agree . I am diamond on my main account and I leveled a smurf near the end of the season . I did my placements and I was placed in like silver 2 . Climbing out of silver was actually really hard . The players on my teams had possibly the worst decision making I have ever seen . Every game was a clown fiesta where my team would try to brawl for absolutely no reason in losing situations . I completely breezed through gold and low plat , but my god , silver was a mess . <| sep |> Worked great ! already have 2 medals . <| sep |> I was okay with his orientation prior to him literally fucking me up the ass . I wasn ' t okay with what he did , but I just don ' t really care . I don ' t think it ' s due to stoicism or being hardened . I think it ' s due to me Tupperwaring a problem I just don ' t want to deal with . I ' ve always suppressed my emotions , but I just think I should be able to feel something after having some guy put his un consenting dick up my ass .