Nope . Here to stay for the ride . Scoot over ! <| sep |> shhhhhhh i am circlejerking here , go circlejerk in your own comment chain <| sep |> When I first snapped I was in the cotard delusion , it was awesome as fuck man . The cotard delusion is where you realize your full potential . I dodged an on coming car going like 60 mph and shit , it brushed me lightly , then some other ridiculous shit . I later came back to my senses in a psyche ward after a wicked haldol trip , that crap is no good for me , it intensified my delusions . I was high as a kite for like 2 weeks straight . I dodged that car man . It was so incredible . But anyway I fell asleep in my car , woke up thinking I had froze to death or something . Fun night . Ended up with like 3000 dollars in medical bills , they had to tranq the fuck out of me about 2 dozen times . But when you are released from all fear and inhibition you ' re just an amazing mother fucker , but I ' ve always been an amazing mother fucker . I thought I was in the underworld and shit , I was having a relatively good time and laughing psychotically and haven ' t stopped . I hope you find yourself , I came back down . I don ' t really run away with my delusions , only indulge in them to procure some comedy .