The nerve of that guy to tell you you were now the man of the house like you now had this responsibility . Aside from the fact you didn ' t choose to be born you were only 12 . I want the same as you in death . I hate knowing that when I die , some funeral company will make money off of it for my cremation My family are stingy so hopefully won ' t bother paying for anything more than a cremationBut I would hate it so much if they got some religious preacher or priest to do his con artistry gibberish speak all over my dead body . I hate religion but worry there will be some bastard priest talking about my soul at the cremation or after . That my death will fuel his ego . I have thought about writing in a suicide note not to allow any religious person to preach at my cremation but in the end decided not to as I never wanted to leave a note to my family anyway what ' s the point ? They never understood me and I know if they didn ' t care about what I wanted in life they are hardly going to care in death .