Leaning her weight onto the sword , the girl glared ahead , contempt and rage burning within the two teary eyes . Her piercing stare locked onto the ghoul . Listening to his words only made her grit her teeth in fury , but she remained silent still . She waited until he had concluded his explanation . He was definitely a terrifying ghoul . Not only had he succeeded in killing Miura , but he had also shrugged off the loss of his arm . This wasn ' t your average cannibalistic monster . Not when it came to strength , at least . His mindset was much the same . . Tell me . Kayami spoke weakly , tightening her grip around Ironclad ' s handle . Investing all of her strength , she raised her weapon , poised to attack . Rushing ahead towards the ghoul , she swung the blade down across her attacker ' s torso from shoulder to hip . It was a crude attack , proportionate to the ferocity that had possessed the teen in the last few minutes . The passion of her sword could not be even remotely compared to that of her words , however . Her scowl screamed of sincere anger as her voice echoed throughout the room . The woman retorted , the words flowing from her very core , abound with rage and disgust . Still , there was no hatred . Do I look ecstatic to you , you fucking dumbass ? !? Following up her initial attack with an upward , vertical slash , Kayami let loose all of her emotions . Her very spirit resonated within her movements and within her speech . The authenticity of her actions was undeniable . I spend my days wondering which one will be the last . Every living moment , I wonder if my inaction has caused the deaths of others . I live , plagued by the expectations of the one organisation that trusted in me to do something ! To become something of worth to society ! All of my time goes into building myself up to be less of a failure . Every next rank with every duty gained my body shakes with dread . Do I deserve a promotion ? Can I live up to my new responsibilities ? How long will it be before I make a mistake huge enough to cost me both the only people I really know and their conditional acknowledgement of my existence ? These questions have haunted me for longer than you can imagine . Tell me , do you know how much it takes to simply find the courage to go to a battlefield , where you know that good men and women on both sides will perish ? Better still , go there with the precise intention to avoid fighting . To let them slaughter each other . To then reap credit for participating in it all , without paying the bloody toll everyone else did . Do you know what that ' s like ? . Enjoying the death of ghouls ? No , rather , enjoying anything at all ? Don ' t make me laugh . A life like this does not contain a shred of happiness in it . Does it look like I ' m enjoying myself to you ? A brief pause , not in any way special , easily managed to instil an air of sadness into the atmosphere . Did Miura . look like he was enjoying himself ? Shouting with reignited fury , the woman burst into rage again . No ! He was simply doing what he believed was right ! You butchered him for it ! The stream of tears grew ever stronger , even threatening to obscure the investigator ' s vision . I am not outraged because you killed him . Hell , if you had simply done that , then perhaps I would have rolled over and died too . No use in fighting like that , right ? You went further though . You enjoyed killing him . I can ' t tolerate that . Whether you realise it or not , you ' ve come to embody everything that you hated about investigators . This is why I stand and fight you now . I fight because you ' re a monster . A monster that needs to be slain . A soft gasp reflected the woman ' s pain . and maybe even a tinge of compassion . Her voice became more subdued , but also grimmer . Staring straight at the ghoul ' s burning eyes , all of the hotblooded anger was replaced by a colder one . One that chilled the soul , not with its danger , but with its unsettling seriousness . I don ' t judge you for becoming what you hated . I still feel obligated to kill you for it . Lunging forth towards the ghoul ' s chest , Kayami ' s movements and speech radiated cold . You certainly understand why .