I fucking love you . The planning of the program and the response to it was a great success . <| sep |> If it ' s not shaped like a can I ' m not eating it . <| sep |> Gnosis is a good way to charge it , there is inhibitory gnosis and excitatory gnosis . Inhibitory gnosis fasting , meditation , vow of silence , etc . to reach a level of trance . Excitatory gnosis dance , music , stimulants , etc . to raise emotional , sensory states and exhaustion etc . to reach trance . Tantric concepts underlining masturbation are misunderstood or simply unknown to most self proclaimed chaotes and led to stereotypical sigil wanking without knowing what they are actually doing . Following A . O . Spare ' s inspired method , after intensely charging it forget about it . After you forget what the sigil is for focus strongly on it and activate it through a little ritual or spoken intend , such as by my will so mote it be .