My plan is coming together nicely . <| sep |> Wow , I knew about the book , but didn ' t know video lectures existed . Thanks for this ! <| sep |> Yea most people get that idea but there ' s always questions to answers I ' ve have done a lot of thinking research religions and such but one thing is FOR SURE there really isn ' t a true definitive answer we KNOW NOTHING its like when some people have bad trips they see the emptiness some people call it the void maybe we are making this up maybe it always a theory meaning is quite bueatiful this whole reality only exist because we have words to somehow put symbols on everything its quite annoying to our ego when we accept we know nothing I wanna believe there ' s crazy shit out there but people underestimate our consciousness and the unconscious