Oooo I member . Member Thai stick ? <| sep |> This . Disgusting fucking second half on defense . <| sep |> Thank you so much ! And Happy Thanksgiving ! <| sep |> I ' m not going to hire you . I don ' t like you . Third and final round of an interview for my dream job with the head honcho . I managed to get on the train and back to my apartment before the crawling into a ball and crying thing , though . <| sep |> Meh , we call ourselves the west . Besides , we live in saskatchewan , we pretty much go off football rules anyways p <| sep |> All good homie . I do feel the shit at my heels sometimes . Just a month ago I was sitting on five grams and I was needing a break and I knew if I didn ' t get rid of it I ' d consume it all . So I grabbed it and flushed it all down the toilet to make sure I got the break I needed . Like I said I have no one to even give it away to . It ' s either me or the toilet . Ha ha . Then after time goes by of being clean I feel totally normal and I know I can safely go another round . I just got carried away with ordering . I was in search of the best product and was ordering from everybody I could to find out who had the bomb shit . I pretty much found out who it is but I still had all that product laying Around . Now , I will only order small amounts and make sure I run out and stay clean for a few weeks . It ' s just a walk on the wild side I like to take and the shit I end up doing while spun is super fun and memorable . I ' m usually an introvert but once I get going on the crystal , suddenly I ' m Mr Social and I go on adventures into the city that lead to times to remember that otherwise I wouldn ' t have . And yeah , smack is widespread . My own mom is addicted to opiates and also my best friend who over far away , is fucking around with Suboxone . He knows he ' s fucking up , but be just keeps going down that path . Opiates are in another class of addiction . It ' s the physical addiction vs . psychological . With opiates , one can ' t even walk say if they choose . At least with stims , it ' s all in the mind . I do kind of wish I had a friend who could dabble like I do preferably female who was hot and DTF because going at it alone all the time is sort of isolating and getting freaky with a woman under the influence is animalistic . 20 years ago I had a girlfriend and we dabbled . We were young and broke and we ' d get 14 gram for $ 25 and make a weekend out of it before returning to our normal everyday lives . But in that weekend , the freaks in us would come out . Those were good times .