I feel sorry for you . That doesn ' t mean I pity you . I just want to tell you to love yourself and trust yourself and care for yourself . I had some of your troubles . I ' m here to tell you that you can create a life for yourself that you can enjoy living . Best thoughts going your way . And internet hugs . <| sep |> I was there . Next year I ' m running with an air horn . <| sep |> Not if you go to a gun show or off craiglist right ? <| sep |> No it happens very rarely <| sep |> Yeah but we should have got a run ! <| sep |> The free upgrade edition ? <| sep |> No problem . Just wanted to spread the message . <| sep |> It ' s a good thing to be not caught up , that means you don ' t have to wait for next week . <| sep |> No more cheese shopping at CVS for me now .