Get all the games . play them . replay the second . replay the second . replay the second . grind xp . replay the second . grind for weapons . create new character . repeat <| sep |> Yeah that was a bit uncalled for from Smith . <| sep |> I first did acid when I was . 16 . Crazy to think it was only four years ago . I was hanging out with three good friends , smoking pot as always . We went for a drive down to some trails nearby . The driver friend pulls out some tin foil . Four tabs . Interstate 25 blotter . We each take one except the new driver , who switched with the old driver . She took it when we got back . It wasn ' t very strong , but it woke me up . I ' d been addicted to all sorts of everything for about a year . Pills , booze , cigarettes , pot , I never stopped . I always had to be altered . And that day when I took that little bit of acid , I was awake for the first time in a long time . We walked through the woods , talked , just had a good day . It was one of the greatest days of my life . But because it was so normal , I shortly forgot about it , I kept going at it with whatever I could get my hands on . Right back to the booze . Back to the pills . Back to the cough syrup , back to everything . Fast forward to age 18 , two years later . My life was shaken up by several unfortunate circumstances . I got sober . I started to recover . My body and my mind slowly coming back . I still can ' t remember the sequence or details of any of the events in that 34 year period , except one . That day . I wish I had known what I know now . I wish it had been easier to get acid than benzos or opiates . Cough syrup . Booze . Methylone . Suboxone . Gabapentin . Those aren ' t what I needed . I look back and think how much better my life would have been if I ' d just been able to find acid . I ' d be so much farther in life right now . I wouldn ' t be looking back at a 1 . 3 GPA . I ' d be able to remember my own age more than half the time . I ' d know where I was going in life . Soon . Soon I ' ll be back on the good path . Soon I ' ll see her again , and she ' ll show me the way .