Go back more in time and it was always war and killing . <| sep |> Honestly , this sub was the first human connection I had felt in years . I probably shouldn ' t justify it , I will , I ' m from Delaware and I went to U of D . The people there will sniff your beliefs out and ostracize you . I still remember the day gay marriage was legalized , everyone was overjoyed and I ' m just silent . I just didn ' t fit in to their social fabric . I don ' t believe all of Rthedonald supports all of my views , but I feel welcome here . My point is , I really don ' t want to lose this community , and I feel it ' s been compromised by Spez . <| sep |> I once got four bags of chips from a vending machine for the price of one . <| sep |> Because I get high and think about girls I ' d want to date and what to say to them but then it never comes out when I ' m around them . I get really bad anxiety when talking to girls and always end up saying something really weird .