Well the other thing to note is that he felt that he contributed to his mother ' s death because it was a cosmetic surgery and he essentially paid for it , after his mother urged him and so on . He feels guilty over it and it still affects him . The mugging itself really was a huge factor if you think about , in some of his speeches he mentioned something along the lines of Jay Z having hitmen and begging him not to send them to him , so the mugging itself really added to his paranoia , making him feel like he was a target . <| sep |> Favourite White Bear , Be Right Back , Nosedive . White Bear for obvious reasons . Be Right Back was the first Black Mirror episode I watched and it ' s always the one I use to introduce people to the show . It ' s really gutwrenching but it isn ' t fucked up in the way some of the episodes are . It ' s quite a versatile piece and like I said , so good for introducing your casual friends to the show . I know lots of people hated Nosedive because they found it really preachy but I live like Lacy and my biggest fear has always been that I ' ll go beserk and ruin my entire life . So that whole episode was pretty much me watching myself kinda trippy . Plus the cinematography and colour palette was absolutely incredible . Least Favourite PlaytestI found Playtest incredibly boring . I didn ' t feel a connection to the guy can ' t even remember his name and the whole haunted house thing was like a bad Halloween Special .