Seconding this , meetup is very helpful ! I also joined some chat rooms for similar interests . <| sep |> Someone end my suffering Let ' s hope they don ' t end up rotting away on some mid tier chinese teamI ' ll always root for them <| sep |> I honestly don ' t have an idea . The pages also don ' t add up to a round number like 500 for example . Another thing I don ' t understand is why some books have their title on everyone of the first few pages . <| sep |> I ' m there because of a traumatic past . Now I have around 3 years when there hasn ' t been anything traumatic going on , and that ' s a personal record . I just don ' t understand how it would even be possible for her to do her job if she doesn ' t know what my past is . Sometimes it ' s been her asking questions instead of just moving on after I said x happened . Sometimes I ' ve been giving information when I know I ' m going to say something later that would make her ask about it .