I don ' t get how anyone could watch these court hearings and still think she isn ' t a liar and a criminal . She blatantly talks around most of the questions and just sits there looking like it ' s a waste of her time while he brings up relevant and damning evidence against her . <| sep |> There it is <| sep |> Too many kids going into the military get a whole bunch of money and throw it right out the fucking window into a car , a wife , a business , or , in your case , land . Don ' t buy anything . Put the money in a bank at least and ignore it until you come back . <| sep |> I am will not drink today . 13 days . got a party to go to tonight where I will definitely be offered drinks but feeling strong . Plus I ' m on antibiotics so I have an easy reason for saying ' no '. The quizzical looks are part of what I find the hardest about staying sober .