Artistic expression is fine to an extent IMO . If it isn ' t an original piece then you should be focused on paying homage to the original with a TOUCH of your own flavor . Not completely changing the piece . <| sep |> Hey mate , im sorry for your loss . And im glad to read youre better now . There is a speech on TED TALKS from Jane Mcgonigal about the game that can give you 10 years extra of life . Tells about this process that youve been through , i recomend you to watch , its great ! If you have in your country a suicide line i recomend too . Its not only for suicides thoughts , but you can call anytime and talk about absolutely anything you want without being judged . Its great . Also , therapy always could be good for anyone . Cheers from Brasil ! PS im a psychologist and worked as volunteer on suicide line here .