I had a huge mental barrier preventing me from doing it wellThere we have the problem ! No , not the barrier . The fact that you are blaming your lack of success on some abstract barrier instead of on lack of practice and training . If it ' s a barrier , then it ' s not your fault , right ? Not under your control . Might as well quit . Bullshit . This is a mindset is probably THE problem that is limiting you . Try the book Mindset for some insight . Take some responsibility . It ' s scary , but it ' s worth it . You can 100 % do this , IF YOU CARE ENOUGH TO WORK ON IT . <| sep |> I bet kelly feels fucking stupid calling us the cowgirls with that YPC lmao . Props to Captain Kirk though , dude balled out hard and did everything he could .