Just totally wanted to kill a customer as I left . Some dumb hillbilly trying to humiliate for working at retail and making minor mistakes while he ' s just some dumb son of a bitch . Never wanted to kill someone so much in my entire life . Fuck this shitMy mind is going 1000 mph right now and i wont be much help right now . I feel so revved up and tired all at the sametime . I feel like crying and laughing , low self esteem and high , like a badass and coward all at the sametime , invincible , and vulnerable , will try to get some sleep and stop ranting , sorry guys . <| sep |> Reference or not , he sounds so awkward when he is saying that . Almost killed the vibe of the song <| sep |> Sickest ken play <| sep |> Record it , it ' d help a lot . I wish there were jab lock tutorials for characters who can only use aerials to lock , it ' d make it easier for me to style with my boy .