She ' s trying to turn you down without embarrassing you . <| sep |> hahahaa elliot was literally floating there as he was being pushed <| sep |> I have no attachment to my last name one way or another , I don ' t speak to my Dad for whatever bullshit reason he wants to believe . He broke off ties with me and I ' m not trying anymore so I have grounds to change it , but it is odd , I don ' t actually hate it and I have no ideas of what to change it to . Maybe I should consider that before I file next week . You do what you need to do , odds are nobody will care enough to even ask . <| sep |> Adam is definitely one of my least favorite survivors I ' ve ever seen . For starts , he ' s an idiot . He fails consistently at cultivating relationships , he is a horrible judge of character , and he has no control over his emotions . Simply , he doesn ' t understand the game . I don ' t think he ' s fun to watch either . I can ' t stop cringing as he bumbles across the island . I don ' t watch Survivor to see this endearingness . It ' s a game of strategy , of guarded relationships , and , above all , manipulation . He has no shot of winning , he ' s a bad player , and his emotion doesn ' t make him a good player , it makes him a pitiful one . rant over