This really has blown my tiny mind a little . It changes everything sports related from the US . How can people pick a favourite team within a league ? Subway is pretty much Subway wherever you go . So many questions . Do people have favourite players they follow around no matter the team ? Is it a real competition at all , if it ' s all controlled by one business ? If the players are all working together somehow for the league , how do they make their mark on the sport ? Who decides whether they keep their job and are in the draft for next season ? Sorry , you don ' t have to answer these , but whoa . I ' m gonna go Google some of this . <| sep |> Or used 7970 which would outperform it . <| sep |> You ' re on HRT now . I won ' t say things get better because I know that ' s annoying and asinine , but I will say that the worst of your dysphoria is , and will be , behind you . And that will be a huge weight off your shoulders . If we ' ve lived this far , we can tackle things that would break most people . As you said , this feeling was a lot more common before HRT . That ' s a good thing , you have made progress ! 3 And yeah , I also get frustrated by all the bullshit sometimes . It feels pointless in a lot of ways , and there are a lot of boring little stepping stones to get to the things I actually want . I mean , I want to research and lecture in palaeontology , mainly flight evolution in the Mesozoic . To do that , I ' ve had to sit through GCSEs and ALevels in subjects and a school I hated . I ' m going through a threeyear course in Geology , most of which has nothing to do with what I want to study . The chemistry of volcanoes ain ' t worth shit when I ' m looking at fossil bones P And after this I ' ll have to do a 1 year master ' s where I ' ll finally get to start ! From there I ' ll pick my specific field , then a research masters will follow . Then SRS . Then a PhD . And then . I don ' t know yet . It ' ll be at least 67 years before I can really start getting stuck in to what I want to do , after my PhD . That ' s a long time . But there are things along the way that make it all worth it . The friends I ' ve made on my degree few though there are have completely changed my life and I never thought that would be possible . Who knows , maybe I ' ll find someone and raise some kids in a few years . Or maybe I won ' t . But like a sitcom to find out , I have to do the menial shit first D I wanna bang now though ! !! As one of my favourite youtubers once almost saidLife is like an anime porn game . You click the buttons , hold the space bar , pick the right dialogue options and sit through ten minutes of pointless annoying bullshit to get a picture of some big ol ' anime titties . But man , they are sweet titties . Words to live by .