Don ' t beat yourself up Jason . This was her fault and hers only , not yours . I know my words don ' t mean much at all , but hang in there man , I ' ll be thinking of you . I ' m in tears from reading this because no father should have to go through this . Stay strong ! !!!<| sep |> I do not have a door on my home gym so I ' m in the habit of brushing cat litter off my bench before sitting on it . When I ' m warming upstretching I have a cat on my backlapyoga mat 50 % of the time . <| sep |> Seems legit , cousin . <| sep |> Dude , with the amount of balsams and preserving fluids and shit they put on the body to stop it from decomposing it ' s no wonder it looks like a wax sculpture . <| sep |> Debatably you could also get lucky and get 3 perks for half the price of 3 levels on old bloodweb too .