AVERT YOUR EYES CENTIPEDE <| sep |> I don ' t , i used to be 165 lbs and got sick with arthritis when i was 15 years old , i had to quit my dream as a football player , suffered from bad depression and did not have any energy at all . i isolated myself for 2 years between 2013 and 2015 , i lost contact with my friends and didnt want to talk to anyone . not even my twin brother . i sat home and played videogames 12 hours a day and ate junkfood . sometimes i even ate so much i almost wanted to puke , i used food as a comfort and i went up almost 100 lbs in 4 years . I would not let myself be that size again , i struggled with walking , running , getting out of bed because of my will to live and my feet was in constant pain , and what i hated the most was buying clothes in 2 xl 3 xl , i now wear smallmedium and i love shopping and fashion . I struggled as arthiritis is a genetic illness and i blamed myself for several years and was so mad over how unfair it was that me a 15 year old kid who trained football 6 times a week had to quit because of an illness .