Yes you need pages . Even if you use a smoke staff pages still get used for the dmg boost . <| sep |> At least that name made it onto the onboard submarine . <| sep |> I started out with kettlebells but tweaked my hip after a few weeks . I moved into freeweights since then but have been meaning to get back into kettlebells . Swings and getups are actually pretty fun for a workout , I just gotta watch my hip and stretch properly I guess . <| sep |> TO , just fun size <| sep |> Hahahaha , that made me smile <| sep |> What have you done to change yourself from the insecure girl to a confident young woman . Focus on those changes as the foundation of a strong new relationship . If you haven ' t made changes , then those are the things you need to work on . It ' s what you learn and apply which makes the next relationship different . If you ' re still thinking of you ' re ex daily , there are still alot of unresolved issues in your mind , my guess would be alot of regret and selfblame . For that , you simply need to forgive him and yourself . You ' re a different person , just from the passage of time if nothing else . You don ' t get better from beating yourself with past mistakes , you just get more tired and distracted , and windup making worse mistakes .