Seems we ' re both in somewhat similar situation then . That ' s the kind of thing I try to take comfort in though ! I always try to remind myself when I ' m feeling that what ' s so wrong with me feeling , that even if they aren ' t where I am right now there ' s obviously men out there who aren ' t terrible people and would genuinely be on board with all my quirks and traits . It ' s definitely discouraging at times , but I think it helps me to at least attempt to look at the bright side and towards the future . I mean , worst case scenario is I end up on my own and still having all kinds of fun by myself . And really , that ' s not so bad of an ending , I don ' t think . As it is though , being stuck in a city with a massive fertility rate and not much in the way of nerd culture beyond a decent tech sector in recent years , really works against damn near everything I have going for me . Hopefully one day I ' ll get out of this city and off to somewhere to that would actually appreciate me haha .