I pay about $ 80 yr for a VPN and that shit pays for itself in about a week . Highly recommend it . Being able to browse streaming sites in other countries is so nice . <| sep |> I ' m in the plaza right now are you in it right now ? o And no prob ! <| sep |> Awesome ! She grins . <| sep |> My baby cost about $ 4 , 000 total . And I have health insurance ! <| sep |> Babies always fall into one of those categories . Again I ask , have you ever met a baby ? <| sep |> I ' d more compare it to someone who believes that the Christian God exists but decides to not follow his commandments . Although the lack of a helllike threat in natural philosophy makes the analogy less than perfect . In other words I believe that utilitarianism is the ultimately best path to do good or even to know the difference between good and not good in any given scenario . I just choose to not always do good , if that makes sense . That doesn ' t mean that I am completely selfish or in any other way consistent in all my actions . My deliberate evil is pretty limited as far as I know . And I am human and thus don ' t do all the things I would like to do as well of course , including some things where I actually would like to be more consistently good . It simply doesn ' t extent to everything . I am a happy meat eater , I place more value in my friends and family than in any amount of complete strangers , I am a selfproclaimed prohuman specieist and if there were a pill to cure me of all of those things and more I would vehemently refuse it . Yet I think that taking said pill would make me a objectively better person morally speaking . But maybe you ' re right and the term utilitarian doesn ' t apply to me . No idea what term would instead though .