I just re watched the bridge scene in episodes 12 and 13 and he says nothing about his own dream . And I ' m only on OT 11 which is why i was wondering if his motivation where fleshed out more later on . This entire series doesn ' t happen if Touma doesn ' t run around trying to save people so he better have a damn good reason , you can go ahead and spoil me . <| sep |> I teach now . I first started learning C about 15 years ago or so . <| sep |> If Cavani took his chances he wouldn ' t be at PSG he ' d be at Real MadridBayern Munich . We ' re lucky he ' s a terrible finisher . <| sep |> To answer your question nobody could ever answer that . There is certainly a difference between people kill themselves , and people who try to kill themselves .