A whole bunch of hamsters and their wheels turning a turbine generating electricity <| sep |> What ' s the dosage ? Barbiturates are the ' big boy ' GABAergics , so be careful and do not under any circumstances mix them with any other cns depressants . It is not like benzos where you can get away with drinking if you know what you ' re doing . <| sep |> Historically we ' ve all spent the night at the house , watched football together on Saturday . Is my best plan to take my emergency meds , not drink alcohol , and dip out early ? It would be 100 % out of character for me , so even that is giving me anxiety . You gotta do what you gotta do . People will understand say you ' re not feeling well but you really wanted to make it out for a while and enjoy the holiday with everyone . I had a friendsgiving last night that I almost skipped because the whole thing makes me super anxious and I didn ' t have any drugs , prescribed or otherwise , that would help . I did end up going and kinda hung out in the corner and stared at my pie . It was out of character , but everyone was just happy I was able to make it . I bet your friends will be too .