Yeah , I use their flavourless whey , it ' s just a regular whey . When I need to buy my whey I usually check my mail , they make some actions everyday , I always manage to score 2030 % off the price . I dunno if Myprotein does this shit . <| sep |> So if I had the tech savvy would I be better of hiring a VPS and routing all my traffic through that ? <| sep |> I associate a lot of my lows as an addict with holidays . The time I woke up on my bedroom floor covered in vomit on Easter . the time I couldn ' t eat more than two bites of a filet on Christmas Eve because I was too blasted to even stomach it . the time I got called out over Thanksgiving dinner for spending like 15 minutes in the bathroom 3 times because I couldn ' t hit . getting arrested on December 23 rd and spending all of the holidays in jail . spending an entire week withdrawing on my parent ' s couch after Christmas because I blew through my entire stash and pay on Christmas Eve and Christmas Day . This is the first year I ' m not even allowed at my parents for Thanksgiving . I ' ve been clean for 6 months , but there is just zero trust at this point and they want me nowhere near their home .