I like sun and cold crisp air . In the morning when you walk outside and breath it in and the iciness hits your lungs . But you feel the sunshine on your face . <| sep |> Ye man heroes like Ember , TA , Earth Spirit , Slark and a ton more don ' t really need to have their spells maxed out . <| sep |> Synthwave is better than waporwave . <| sep |> Is this about the pedo protector uspez ? <| sep |> Taking a dump <| sep |> Spritz with water and hang them up . <| sep |> I hate waking up on one of those days when you don ' t want to wake up . Everything is going great for others and you , well you are red . Yes , red . But today , I ' m dull red , since I just woke up . I prepare myself for the colors that I ' m going to see and which will just push my red . This red , is a color that represents my something . I don ' t pay much attention to this distraction , but when its all around you , then you are bound to see some of it . Maybe its kind of someone ' s mood or personality or maybe what they are thinking . Who cares . Who knows . Now to think about it , I have never discussed with anyone else . Now , I ' m not sure if I ' m the only one who sees it . No one around me discuss it . And I stop my train of thoughts as soon I see the light from the street . I ' m prepared . Not . The old granny who visits park every morning , is well heading for the park , but she is not pinkishorange . There is the boy who hates going to school . He is not that yellow . The girl from the store , she is not cyan . Why is she not cyan ! All three of them are grayish blue ? Wait ! Across the street , people in buildings , in taxi , having ice cream , busy in phone are all the same . Everyone is the same color ? Even Joe ! All of this time , he has remained green . Not even a change of shade . Something big happened to Joe . My red is slowly disappearing too . This grayish blue seems to be a sad shade . Or surprised . Maybe surprisedsad . Or maybe I ' m just loosing this ability . I hope its the latter . Jack approaches me , and I ' m glad I can ' t any color around him . And he looks happy . He just wants to be the good boy . He ' s a stray dog and my best friend . I walk with Jack towards the park and wait for my ability to fade . It doesn ' t . Things are not making sense now . Sitting in the chair at the park , I try to look at people ' s face . Okay , you got me . I don ' t look at people ' s face . I don ' t share a glance with anyone . Not even the girl from store . There are days when the color is blue . That blue ! When they are just too sad . I have seen much of blue around me , so I know I can ' t bear to look around . I don ' t want my blue to be seen . So I don ' t look at others so I can ignore their blue . But today I have to dare . Everyone ' s the same color . I haven ' t see this happen ever . I ' m getting chilly light blue . I look above . The guy is looking up in the sky . His mouth , open . So is of everyone else . Its too much effort to move my head more . I should just relax like these people who haven ' t move a bit for quite a while now . Its starting to get chilly now in the park . And dark . People are still fixated . They should start getting worried now . Its past office starting time for most of them . And they are here , just staring at the sky . Most in a normal scenario , would have turn amber by now . Such small problems are what make people turn from pink to amber , or green to yellow . But today they are all the same . All of them share a same feeling . I look above . There is a asteroid or a comet . Huge . Its getting darker around me . I can ' t see other ' s colors . Though I understand now . They shared the same feeling . The feeling of inevitable death . I see myself turn grayish blue . 11242016 Lucid dreaming second entry .