lol k . Well , I 100 % saw it with my own eyes but I guess I ' m wrong . <| sep |> I can understand feeling like you ' re caught up in a never ending cycle . It ' s hard to find that point in the cycle where you can break out , but it exists . Just don ' t give up , as cliche as that advice may sound . You can make it through this . When I was in a similar situation mentally , I eventually decided to start working out . It helped with my self esteem , and things worked themselves out little by little from there . Your situation is probably different from mine , but I ' m confident you can find something to get you through it . On a lighter note , have a great Thanksgiving <| sep |> My nurti ninja has been great . Super powerful . Only issue is that the lugs have worn down on the cup so I need to use increasing force to activate the motor . It also can ' t stay on like a nutri bullet . You need to hold the cup down .