I ' ll keep this brief because the other commenter had some great words but i wanted to say that I understand how you feel . Remember though that things will get better and sometimes we just need to put in that extra hard work for a bit to get a payoff in the long run . Good luck and pm me anytime if you want or need to . <| sep |> Here is how you proceed , own the mistake . Dont sweep it under the rug , dont avoid that topic , but proudly present it as your own great fuckup . <| sep |> I love Jody Foster . Not as much as John Hinckley , but you know . A lot . <| sep |> Thank you , I like what I like and I ' m not afraid to speak my mind . <| sep |> as a sharp s . you will only find a preceding an a , o or u because in front of those letters the normal c is pronounced as a hard k . In all other cases the normal c does the job