How much for the GTX 1060 if you ' d part out ? <| sep |> Ahaha . This is great ! <| sep |> When I was 10 my parents tried to force me to diet . My mom lied to me and told me I was allergic to sugar , my dad would force me to run long distances with him . When I fell and bled , he made me get up and run further and faster . My parents purposefully bought me clothes that were too small to try and force me to lose weight , they made cruel comments , they told me I would never find a boy who would date or love me because I was fat . I understand . I really , really do understand . My heart hurts for you . All those nasty comments , you don ' t forget them . They don ' t fix anything either all they tell you is you mean less for looking a certain way . I went to therapy for years after over a decade of eating disorders , because of the messages I internalized from parents like yours even now I have a lot of trouble with eating because everything I eat is bad and makes me bad , but makes me feel good . It ' s a horrible spiral to be stuck in and I hope that people who do not have experience with this sort of environment are kind to you on this post and on the website . All I can say is that your parents are wrong . They ' re so fucking wrong . I don ' t know if they have really thought through their behavior they might be trying to help but have no idea about what messages they ' re saying , they might think they ' re helping by trying to push you in the right direction but don ' t understand the real damage they ' re doing at the same time . Their love and kindness shouldn ' t be conditional , how you look is not who you are and it ' s a damn shame they don ' t understand that . Does your mother know this is happening ? Do you feel comfortable talking to her , or to a counselor at school or a family member orn adult you trust ? You need an ally and authority figure who will listen to you , support you and , if necessary , stand up for you . Try to find such a person . In the mean time , you can try to stand up for yourself . Their terrible behavior is probably because they ' re trying to make you lose weight because they believe it ' s unhealthy , but not only are their actions having the opposite result , but research doesn ' t necessarily endorse the whole fatunhealthy narrative . If you get 30 minutes of exercise every day research shows it essentially nullifies any negative effects of being overweight if you ' re getting your 30 minutes , eating fruits and veggies with every meal , they have no real cause for complaint . And what about them are they providing you with good meal choices ? Are they practicing what they preach ? If not maybe that ' s a good place to mount a defense if you ' re part of the problem , why are you punishing me for it ? I really do wish you the best of luck , sending you warm thoughts .