What is it that you don ' t get ? urewboss pointed out that the person was caught and therefore German intelligence ie information gathered by the secret service still seems to work . <| sep |> IT ' S THE CIRCLE OF LIIIIIIIFE <| sep |> Don ' t do that unless you ' re OK with waiting until 30 to fully participate in battles . Once you ' re over level 20 and are hatching level 20 Pokmon , you can feel comfortable about evolving those Pokmon . <| sep |> Ricky Gervais was making fun of these sorts of shows on Extras . <| sep |> No , it doesn ' t . it only ever works if the sky is blue already . <| sep |> I have similar feelings all the time . I ' m completely convinced that if I disappeared hardly anyone would notice and those who did would get over it pretty quickly . I started therapy recently and discovered that this feeling is rooted in my own selfworth . I don ' t believe anyone should care about me because I don ' t care about myself . I ' m now figuring out why that is . This is just my own experience but I ' m sharing it because there may be a reason you feel this way , too . Please don ' t harm yourself , talk to someone , or start a journal and just write down everything that ' s in your head you ' d be amazed at what ' s kicking around in there ! You ' re not alone . You are important and you ' re needed here . It might not feel that way now but it will one day .