They worship Lucifer , not Satan . They are Luciferian . <| sep |> Growing up my mother never once apologized for anything she said or did , nor really expected an apology from anyone else . She never did anything horrific , or particularly sadistic , but often she ' d scream and shout and throw insults , but that was just the way her family was . Lots of teeth and claws , but only for five minutes at a time . There was always love underneath , they just only new one way to argue . Because of that , I grew up knowing that the things people said weren ' t really meant . They ' re just saying it to hurt you in that moment . You can say something horrible to me , and I will just assume you ' re trying to get at me for some reason . If I care about you , the thing that might get me is the very fact that you are TRYING to hurt me , not the thing itself . But even then I wont get sad , I ' ll get angry .