I love the dog pic but i hate that you smoke in the same room he is in <| sep |> I play hockey and football since school days . Also run in the 1600 m event 445 . Try the tough bodyweight exercises if you feel claustrophobic in the gym . Stuff like pistol squats , ab rollouts , planches , handstand dips , etc . <| sep |> Not yet , I ' ll definitely be posting more here soon though ! <| sep |> Rihanna . Don ' t judge me people . <| sep |> These sound like people you ' ll be much happier and healthier and more fulfilled getting a bit of distance from . and that includes some distance on the ' social guilt ' of not attending events . It also won ' t do them any harm to wonder why you don ' t want to go home . if that question helps them reach the ' well maybe we ' ve been a bit unkindunfair and that ' s why she ' s staying away ' point , they might even pull their behaviour back a bit I wouldn ' t count on it , but there ' s no harm hoping , since staying away also buys you a guaranteed comparisonfree holiday season .