They shove aside valid points probably a kidThese two things don ' t have to go handinhand , in my experience . <| sep |> Here is a screenshot from the opening credits of E 8 at 0035 so the chocked woman definitely was Elise Shannon Woodward there was nowhere else she appeared in the episode . <| sep |> I call it Battered Investor Sybdrome . Many reformed WSBers have it . <| sep |> Astrill is another cheap and great option <| sep |> Completely changes my behavior . No meditation Low selfesteem , suicidal thoughts , super stressed with life , validation seeking , shy as hell . Meditation Healthy self esteem really could not be bothered by the opinions of others as it truly DOES not matter . Shyness decreases but I ' m not outgoing either just that fear massively goes away . Impulsivity and suicidal thinking gone , stress GONE . maybe too much . Validation seeking GONE . Overall , just really grounded in my own being is how it feels . Feeling grateful instead of imaging a bunch of nonsense and hating life . Makes me VERY calm regardless of situation . I ' ve been meditating for about a year 3045 minutes a day and took like 2 weeks off for whatever reason and shit began to go downhill at around two weeks . Pretty impressive that I still maintained that mindfulness .