TrumpHansenWinston Peters Great wall of Jyna <| sep |> I always do the main quest first why are you lying ? <| sep |> Aside from all the other perfectly valid things people have said here , it is possibly illegal , and will get you nothing good . One of the ways I vent my perfectly justified anger is to get a punching bagpillow and beat that while listing the things I am mad or hurt about . I ' ve also hit WITH BOXING GLOVES ! a wooden telephone pole . Still managed to break a finger There are good ways and bad ways to deal with hurt and anger . This sounds like a bad one . Though I understand , I had some very good options for revenge that part of me still wishes I had taken , though I just am not that kind of person , and would have regretted it .