Is that Roger Stone bin Pepe ? <| sep |> I ' m sorry but this is almost exactly what I meant . I cannot find anything tangible that could present a reality I have yet to discover , if you know what I mean . It ' s really hard finding bits and pieces that I can actually relate to directly , without the invisible bonds or so . It ' s not that big of a deal for memaybe that ' s why I ' m struggling finding tangible things , I go on trying to establish a philosophy closest to that what would be spirituality if you see what I mean . Instead of actually looking for the spirituality , I try to form my life to think and act like that of a ideal spiritual person . I believe this spreads and I believe most , if not all , people would have a better life when doing this . I ' m not saying people should lean towards spirituality , rather a ideology that doesn ' t promote political agenda , diversity , teambased philosophies and so on . I ' ve been through numerous different theories , religions and philosophies only to find there ' s rules and a way to live , which is absolutely mad if you ask me . I can relate to some of the rules but I cannot relate to strict rules , there should be guidelinessuch as diet preferences . Ever since I watch this retired NASA physicist talk about a theory he made where we ' re in a simulation . That ' s not what struck me but what he said later in the interview . He said that in a simulation , the absolute best scenario possible is that if everyone work together and form a united planet where there ' s no diversities in our heads . Where we see everyone working , helping and building communities with love and passion . Obviously this wont happen but what struck me is that I should align myself as close as possible to one of the people in this hypothetical scenario . It would help the earth and our civilization if we started turning to this philosophy .