Kargil War 1999 <| sep |> Do it ! The west coast is the most beautiful part in my opinion . <| sep |> It is . I greatly appreciate all of this . I think though I ' m in a strong enough place where the urges aren ' t THAT strong anymore . I think I ' m nearing the end of the toughest period . The mindset I have going into this is I want to improve my life . Basically . So , the drive alone to make this change after having dealt with PIED for around a decade . Started 1315 and only gotten worse Much easier . Though I ' ve already admitted to myself that I probably will not stop masturbating , this is to fix my major problemsissues for now . As well as get some writing done . I can generally fight the urges because my desire to make a change .