Check michigan . It is weirdly with a lot of terrain types and happens to have produced or worsened a lot of serial killers including Andrew Kehoe look him up . <| sep |> Remember how they did this last year too ? <| sep |> im in the US and its easy to get diagnosed but honestly thats one of the problems . i had depression from shit going on around me and the doctors put me on meds and said it would help and make me feel normal . it was actually fucking with my head and not working well with me and made my suicidal tendencies even worse . i just use weed whenever im feeling really bad , it works wonders and doesnt fuck with my head . that being said dont use weed or anything really to just distract yourself from problems 247 because then when the moment when you cant use that thing and you gotta face your problems you feel even more helpess .