apparently hold account not able use pay wading seriously deep stifling endlessly frustrating red tape speaking actual human seems impossible hell even chatting one not looking like option moment finally got needed chat page read sorry chat people busy right try later not even option get put queue cousin across pond would say runaround year stand complain maybe try correct issue maybe tell stop trying decided not worthy spending money subsidiary would extremely lame considering next impossible navigate web present without utilizing something vested interest least would provide response maybe ill grow huge beard buy flannel move wood leaving electronic toy phoenix no need no need modern technology except laptop person way keep going world ill also bring phone got keep touch family friendsi would not want needlessly worry anyone laptop hooked tv chill watch youtube tiktok clip whatever tv come music stuff could exist without music time screw coming fact move going sit become bearded recluse writing hundred notebook full viewpoint humanity bizarre moment time decision decision anyone else thinking getting grid not really getting grid possibly not moving wood playing blue writing volume text neither thought someone know might cool swap info something something totally informal enough already almost forgot whole point writing sorry guess review bit wordy summation cannot find way fix issue pay cannot get touch actual human might able help may may not moving wood growing huge beard playing blue filling hundred spiral notebook every thought pop head