It's hard to have a deep connection with people if you don't think you're worth deeply connecting with I guess, but you are definitely worth it and you'll work it out. :) It has nothing to do with your weight loss, it has nothing to do with your bra size or your looks.... People who have a true deep connection with you are not going to care about any of that, if they do, they're probably not the kind of people you want around you anyway.
:-D Thank you so much for your kind words! I am definitely looking to do things that make me happy!