Restlessness. Distractions. Chatter. We don't know how to be silent anymore.
But Silence desires our attention.
As an introvert, I can sit quietly in the shadows at a party. That is different from sitting alone in my house with no phone in my hand, no window open to hear the distant traffic and no TV on in the background. Silence. Complete silence can be uncomfortable because I'm wired for sound. Maybe it's because I grew up in a household of four children who played instruments, a mandatory chore for some, but a pleasant break from homework for me. When we weren't practicing the tuba, cello, piano or viola, we were playing our radios in our bedrooms. Silence arrived when everyone was finally asleep.
My current family is even bigger. I'm mother of six children, ages 5 – 25. All but the oldest lives at home and so sound is a part of my life. Lots of continuous sound.
My best friend still doesn't understand how one of my sons can ask me a question and I don't "hear" him. Sound. It's always around. I'm so used to it that someone's question just melts into the stew of busyness in the house.
Don't get me wrong, sound isn't bad, but it can be such a constant in our lives that we forget sometimes to turn everything off and just appreciate the silence.
In the past week, I've asked myself "Why is it to challenging to sit down and do absolutely nothing, close my eyes while fully awake and just be?" After all, God's still small voice and the reality of his omnipresence is more apparent when I'm still and quiet. Sometimes it takes so long to even turn off my inner voice that I hear Silence scream "Shshsh!".
As a former worship leader, there were times when it seemed as if Jesus had come into the sanctuary. A holy awe swept the room and silence urged our attention. But still, it was terribly difficult for me to restrain playing the piano quietly, thinking that He needed my sound in order to stay.
What He desired was 100% of my attention.
Practicing silence can be an act of worship to God. Due to the variety of denominations in the Christian church, outsiders may think that some do "it" right and others do "it" wrong when it comes to service style. We've seen scenes of loud "holy roller" Pentecostal churches and quiet and stoic Anglican or Quaker churches. The contrast is stark.
I'm a firm believer that God inhabits the praises of his people in song and spoken word. I believe that every believer should be comfortable "shouting to God with a voice of triumph". Can we hear the Spirit of God say "Clap your hands, all ye peoples!" and do it? (Psalm 47:1) But sometimes He wants our silence. "Truly my soul silently waits for God; From Him comes my salvation." (Psalm 62:1) In the place of silence is divine rest. We quiet our own voices because we know and we trust in the One who has all of the answers. We turn off our internal speakers, the mental lists, yesterday's marital squabble, and the spirits of hell that seek to steal our peace.
Psalm 131:2 Surely I have calmed and quieted my soul, Like a weaned child with his mother; Like a weaned child is my soul within me.
Are you willing to wean your soul from the distractions and just be still? and silent? Are you ready to close your eyes and not be afraid if you, oh tired mother of toddlers, fall asleep in the midst of your quiet time with God?
Feel the weights fall off and every atom in your God-breathed being begin to vibrate with heavenly peace. And if God chooses not to speak in his still, small voice, welcome and appreciate His constant presence. Jehovah-Shammah. God is there.
I know He speaks in the stillness.
I believe He heals in silence.
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