Feck this illness, just when I thought we were going to get a break it all changes. On Friday evening my back started to pain, Saturday it got so bad I could hardly move. After lying all day I ended up in A&E and then a hospital admission for back pain. Just had an MRI and need to wait for results. Supposed to be going to Liverpool at the weekend for my brothers 40th and it all hangs in the balance on the results of the scan. There is chance that the tumour in my lower back is putting pressure on my spinal cord. Possible radiotherapy. My high of last Thursday has just ended and not only that now I have to manage pain for the first time. Feeling seriously deflated.