Crazycrazycrazy. I feel like I'm losing my mind. I don't think you understand how much cognitive decline I'm experiencing. I'm being left out in the dark and slipping through the cracks. There's nothing they can do. Oh god the flash backs the intrusive thoughts it's so much. Banners on L****'s porch is like super-imposing that night on top of those new banners. I'm f*****g losing my mind. Why can't anyone see that?