why inyamu's eldorado? cos eldorado is that special place, a significance of my fantasies so far off from reality. although i'm more real than i've ever been here, it feels more like a surreal life when i write them down. it makes things actually better than they were when i read back.
the books describe eldorado as a legendary story in which precious stones were found in fabulous abundance.
to me its all that and more, for precious stones are precious but what else do they entail? they arent precious without happiness and those little things that make us humans, without the feeling of joy and love at out beak and call.
its that place i am when i let myself breakdown and more than just 'sigh' over a guy, flush at our conversations, think beyond the crush, beyond my boundaries....dare i say it be love? but what exactly is love? eldorado to me is that feeling.
eldorado to me is the tingling i feel in my toes and the tears i try to conceal as i listen to will youngs 'who am i'(it always gets me mushy). will youngs voice knocks me off, and the lyrics murders me. it says a lot i want to say, a lot i want to be told. if a guy sings that to me, i think i'll be up and over him in no time.
eldorado is the feeling of adrenalin in the moment when i go beyond the first minutes of fear as i do something ranked amongst my fear factors....like flying in a chopper, riding in a water scooter(once, and never again).
i know withdrawal into ones dreams/fantasy, blocking out cruel realty could be dangerous, but its exhilarating the feeling of oblivion to all that should be mattered about.
eldorado is my escape thus inyamus eldorado.
Nice breakdown. Everyone needs a sanctuary.
Interesting, always wondered what FQ meant by eldorado.
I like the reason behind Iyanmu's Eldorado. The reason behind Studio 5i doesn't come close.
We all need out fantasies and Utopias.
You are truly a fantasy Queen. I am sure u believe in the power of names..
hear-hear sweety i feel you plenty plenty. most times we just need a place to hide away every now and then cos the realities of this world can sometimes be two grotesque.
let me come into your eldorado..
Long time gurl! How you? Can I have some eldorado too? No? Ok, I'd get me mine.
Happy Birthday sweerie! was disconnected from the e-world yesterday.
Hapi belated birthday gurl! How old are you now?
bumight said I could get tips on financial investments from you. Where're they at?
Just checked my mail and saw the birthday reminder. So sorry am late, been out of touch for a while now.
as per ur post, dream on girl!Fantasy never killed no one,lol!