Where were you, before we met?
Ive been trying on, the things that you left
Make me feel, like a man
Like Im wanted, like Im wanted again
Where were you, were you by yourself?
Oh I just assumed, you were with somebody else
Im so insecure, nobody knows it but you
I wish I was numb and didnt have to show you
I wish I was numb, I wish I was numb
I wish I was numb and didnt have to show you
No one to blame, only myself, and decisions Ive made
Slipping and falling and crawling away
I wanna talk, but theres nothing to say
My yesterday was the same as today
Without you with me, Im blowin my brains out
Trippin, tryna find a way out
Life is so clearly played out
Blood in my veins, clip in the K
Once I get bangin I leave em decayed
Truly I feel like my mental has changed
Somewhere along the road that I made
Digging my grave, making my bed
Mud on my body, Im layin my head
SESH