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Hey there folks, how we doing? It's 840 AM, Tuesday, May 17th. I had a video up that I took down, uh, just to be nice for the moment for, um, had 30 seconds, about 30 seconds on there, something like that, whatever, uh, where I was talking about stuff in my childhood. Uh, no big thing, um, someone tried to make it a big thing, it's not, but whatever, no big deal, um, but anyway, it was an important video, um, had to do with critics and stuff like that. 

I was trying to get people to understand things, um, so I need to go there again. Um, this is going to be a little deeper than it was last time. Um, how do we deal with those who want us not to, who want to keep us from awakening? How do we deal with people that are so insecure that they have to lash out at anything, especially someone that either they feel is easily manipulated or something, someone that's speaking about something they can't actually do and handle themselves, or something that just makes them feel nervous.

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Uh, there's a whole lot of or's in there and there's a whole lot more, uh, seven or eight. Um, when people come at you, whether they're in your face yelling, whether they make a sly comment or just a gesture saying like, you're crazy or something like that, or you don't do this right, you don't do that right. Never, never doubt yourself. 

Okay. Just take the time when someone says something, the easiest thing to do, the only thing I know to do is I just look at them and say, huh? I feel, I look at them, see what they are, I feel their energy. It's just all at the same time. 

I've been, I've been doing this a long time. I just look at them and see who they are, what's going on and why they're doing it. And it takes a second, less than a second, whatever.

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Um, uh, but it takes a few seconds. Good. Don't worry about it.

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Um, or, or, or two minutes, three minutes, just relax. And you know, when you first doing it, it takes a while, but after that, you know, it's like riding the bike next thing you know, you jump on and go. Uh, when you first learned how to ride a bike, you just kind of like, how do I get on the thing? How do you do this? How do you do that? But once you've done a few times to just, it's easy. 

Uh, that's the way it is with waking up. It becomes more intense. You learn more, you develop more than you reach out a little further as you, as you hit your comfort level, then you extend it. 

Excuse me, folks. That's how you wake up. That's a very big part of it.

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So anyway, you're also going to notice as, um, as you wake up and get stronger, a lot of your friends, quote unquote, are going to change. I don't mean so much that they change, but the friends that you have change. So, um, uh, you're going to find out you have a much better, um, you have the quality of your friends are, it's going to be much higher. 

You're going to have people with compassion and stuff like that. People that care more people that aren't fake. Okay. 

Um, when people aren't awake, it makes them nervous. When you talk about stuff they can't comprehend yet. And a lot of people, they literally want to be, they want to be your friend, but they want to be above you. 

They want to see themselves above you. They want to keep you down and they're up here or look at me. I glorify myself. 

Um, some people call it, uh, uh, you know, well, there's a whole, there's a whole lot going on here, folks. There's so many different emotions and reasons for people to have the insecurity or the arrogance, uh, or the need to dominate anybody that's doing something different. Some people just want attention. 

Their children that, you know, um, uh, have issues with mommy and daddy and they never grow up. They just want to come at you and, uh, try and say, look at me. I'm talking about this. 

I'm talking about that. See, here's my opinion. This is how it is. 

And you're like, yeah, it's your opinion. Whatever. Um, have a good time with that. 

You know, I got my own life. That's the thought process that's healthy for you to have. If you're waking up, if you don't have that, people are going to knock you around all the time. 

You never wake up. Okay. Now it's a normal thing for that to happen for the, to start having those feelings. 

Just don't let it overcome you. Um, a good stone with that. Two good stones with that. 

Number one, a nice piece of high quality rhodonite gives you, gives your heart strength and a little bit of burr. Okay. A little bit of oomph. 

And then also happen to have this just sitting right here, a piece of sodalite. See if I can get it somewhere easier to see, whatever. This is a beautiful stone. 

It really is. Sodalite works in a whole head, which is, which will help you with, uh, um, strength of affirmation, a thought process and a rhodonite gives your heart strength. Also having some black onyx on you will also bring out some of your personal power. 

You can throw citrine with it and it helps you focus that personal power where you need it. I've been talking about stones for years. There's a reason for that. 

Okay. I want you to know about it. Otherwise I wouldn't say anything. 

I just play with them myself, put them in my pocket and enjoy them. So anyway, um, some of them want to make a big splash for themselves. Some of them just really, you know, don't like the fact that you can do something and can, uh, some more big naysayers on there's guys like James, Randy and the rest of them, uh, running around. 

There's no such thing as psychic power. Well, honestly, I agree because the word psychic is, is bull. It's garbage. 

It means nothing. What is psychic? What is the word psychic? Go with metaphysical abilities that do not have like a reaching for your arm, grabbing something that's a physical ability. Metaphysical ability is something else. 

That's you using energy. Okay. Uh, people tell you there's no such thing. 

Okay. What do you call them? Others intuition. What do you call the feeling that, um, soldiers and police might have in the back of their neck, like I'm being watched or a danger.

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There's a, there's an issue. Sometimes the hair stands up on their head. Gee, we've never heard that expression. 

Have we? Of course we have these naysayers and the people, your personal critics and stuff, or just your friends that you have that want to go, they'll look at you and say, you're crazy. Say whatever. Some of them might say that and turn right around. 

Well, that's cool. You know, you can help them understand. And it's fun to wake up when you have a friend that's also, uh, following the same endeavor, or maybe is awake already, or maybe just wants to wake up.

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Uh, to awaken their metaphysical abilities. Uh, I mentioned in the other video, somebody that I'm bringing up again, his name is, uh, CW caters, chanter, chanter. Um, um, it's funny. 

That's a good last name for him. Cause in his videos, it's like, he's trying to put stuff out. Even some of the stuff he does is hand movements.

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The, uh, um, uh, he, he does a lot of things to mimic me, the, you know, the shelf behind me, blah, blah, blah. And he's trying to get attention. It's like one of his, uh, I don't look at this stuff too much. 

I really don't care. Sometimes it's thrown in front of my face. You have to look at this and I'll look at it and say, okay, whatever. 

And I'm talking with spirit when it's, when it goes on. Um, he's solo plexus oriented, so he can't feel much. And this, this kid has the audacity. 

Well, he can say what he wanted about me. It doesn't matter, but, um, it really doesn't mean nothing. Um, but then to go a Corey good and just blast the hell out of him. 

Uh, CW can't see crap. He's so plexus and he's like a lost child screaming to people and smiling. See what I know. 

See what I do. You know, and he goes like this all the time. It's like, wow, really? Uh, he got hand movements. 

It's literally, he's, it's like mimicking me. As a matter of fact, one of the replies on his, uh, um, uh, on this one, uh, video looked at, I listened about, I don't know, about two, three minutes, you know, not that much, but whatever. Um, I've made it anyway, probably, um, close to that. 

Um, and this one guy said, uh, I told him basically to shut up that he was writing my curtail, my, uh, coattails trying to make a name for himself that, you know, folks, that's going to happen if you get more popular, but you know, popularity, I don't care about other than, uh, spreading, uh, the information that I have, uh, for that it's important, I guess, for people to listen to you. But, uh, um, he can feel stone energy if he just, you know, finds a way to shut his, uh, the aggressive blab about everybody jumping all over Corey Good, man, this Corey Good is an incredibly strong pinwheel seer, and he's got incredible heart. When you look at Corey, you're going to see the deep blue from his pinwheel, and you're going to see the beautiful red from his heart. 

And someone who tells the truth and spreads information, and you attack him, that shows what you are, you know, it's like nada, okay, um, that's pathetic, you know, um, that's unreal. And then, uh, I was talking with, uh, um, uh, Annie, and then, uh, on Skype, and all of a sudden he calls, uh, CW, uh, you called and had, there was seven people on the line or something, you wanted to talk with me, have a group call, uh, seven people for 20 minutes, that's $1,500. Go to my website, put in a request for a consult, and I'd be happy to talk with you and your buddies, but not until you pay.

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If you want what I have to offer, you're going to pay, okay? I, I don't know who you think you are, but, uh, you're not. So, um, you have the ability to see and feel stones, I told you that in the video. It's not that I don't care about you, I don't care about the way you're acting, it's like a little child. 

Um, you have the ability to feel stone. If you get some damburite, some selenite, some good stick selenite, the good stuff, and, uh, hold on to it, and relax, you'll feel vibration in your upper crown. Then you can start, if you listen to some of the stuff I tell you, you're going to learn more about it, you'll start learning more about feeling stones, you'll start understanding stuff, and then you'll have good information to talk about. 

Critics, folks, critics, all they do is they attack other people, make them, try to make themselves look good, and say, see, I know this, I saw this, and you didn't. And if someone doesn't know what's going on and they see that, they say, well, the guy's doing a video on YouTube, he must know, you know, and they don't know, and they find out later, of course, but in the meantime, um, they're sending people astray. So, uh, CW, my advice to you, buddy, is to get some damburite and some stick selenite, and start feeling the energy, and then go for yellow aventurine. 

Here, I'll let me show you something, man. And if you get a hold of Diana, Star Us A Night like this will really help you out. This is from India, this particular piece, this is some beautiful yellow aventurine.

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So, work on becoming alive, and then talk about that. You know, all you are is a smut thrower, man. I mean, that's crazy. 

Okay. Um, wow, um, folks, people are going to be like that all the time, and remember, we all go through a growing process. Have I ever done anything wrong? Oh, hell yes.

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Yeah, have I ever screwed up? Definitely. You know, um, I make it my intention to try not to, but stuff happens. Um, I have my honor, okay? Sorry, things are what they are. 

People don't like it, and then, you know, you don't have any honor because you didn't do what I told, wanted you to, or told you to, and it's like, hey, that's your problem, man, okay? I got my own things to handle, you know, you're gonna have to handle yours. Someone's all upset. I gotta call her up. 

Um, um, some stuff with her dad. Um, anyway, um, so, you know, people, do what you want. It's your life. 

As long as you're not actually hurting anyone, um, I always stay, for the most part, out of it, but, um, when someone's, and someone's speaking out against me, I'm very rarely bothered with that. I don't have time for that crap, okay? That's child's play. So, I had so many people on my last channel, you know, want me to make videos with them and everything, and then, the next thing you know, they freak out, and then they, they call up YouTube and say, he does not have my permission, and they're the ones that, you know, were all excited about it, wanted me to make this video, that video. 

It's so funny, and I didn't have time to deal with these idiots. I just hit the So, I opened up a new channel, but that forced the situation, uh, that cost me 3,400 subscribers, and all, but, you know, that's okay. It's all right. 

You know, I gotta go, and this way, there's better, um, information for everyone, and less videos. I guess it's probably gonna be 100 before I get out of here. I don't know, um, but I'm trying to concentrate on things we need, and there's talk about critics. 

It's helping you understand a little bit about how to deal with but it's also helping them, okay? If you take the time to really relax and listen, you'll understand there's a lot going on in what I tell you, and none of it has to do about me. Me knowing, yes. Me being strong, yes. 

Killing stuff in the second dimension, yes. That's done, okay? It's almost none of that going on anymore. Just working with stuff on the other side, trying to get things squared away, so I can get the heck out of here.

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It's crazy. I just want to help y'all every way I can, and we all screw up, man. When I used to have my shop, I used to tell people, you know, sometimes I'd get mechanics come in and say, hey man, I want to work for you. 

I understand this is a good shop. I know you pay well, and I know you fix cars. You have a very good reputation, and I don't have comebacks, and I said, whoa, okay, look, if you're working on cars, you're gonna make mistakes. 

It's called life. The thing is that we want to catch it, test drive every car once or twice before it goes to the customers, so we get a chance, you know, to catch them. I pay good money, so that way you can take the time to go on a test drive, and besides, it's relaxing. 

Feel the car. Maybe there's something else you're going to feel on the car that the customer needs to be aware of, and just make a note, and then I'll look at it, explain it to the customer. Something might pop up later. 

Don't hit them with an estimate. Let's fix it now and take their money. You just say, we notice this now. 

That way, if it becomes an issue later or if they're concerned about it, then they can deal with it. It's your job when you're a mechanic to find out what's wrong with the customer's car and give them the best advice you can to help them, okay? Now, you get paid for your services, but if you're a real honorable person, that's how you do it. I've quit places when they were trying to get me to do anything else. 

I just look at them when I used to work for people for opening up my own places. What's the hell with that? But there is a lot of stuff in here, and that's just me talking through the body. Like I tell all of you, you have no idea how strong and powerful and intelligent and who you really are. 

You're in a body having a life. It's like being stuck in a tarp over your head. That's what it's like. 

So those of you that are critics, maybe take a little time to criticize yourself, okay? And if somebody wants to talk to me, you go through the channels because I ain't got time for it. I've got stuff to do and that's just it. My time here is for everyone and everything, and nothing is any more important than anything else, okay? Those of Lilly, I have a lot of love for them. 

That's a different scenario, but still, the baseline is all creation is equal because it exists, number one, and from that you build off. So, folks, when people are critics and stuff, giving you a hard time, or you know, when I say that, I mean a friend saying something, try to let it go. They might come back at you in a week or an hour or a minute or never and ask you, how do you feel that? How do you feel that? How do you sense that? Because they might want to wake up and just feel a little nervous about it at first.

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Hey, come on, this is new stuff, okay? There's no hat you put on and all of a sudden, you know, you're awake and stuff. I can go in and crank you out and it makes you stronger, but you still have to use it. The most powerful paintbrush can't do a thing until you grab it and use it.

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The most powerful car will never move until you get in it and drive it. You have to become engaged if you want to awaken to who you really are, and when you do, you'll love it. When I first started cranking people up, some people were saying, Jay, I get this headache. 

I said, headache? And I looked at them, I said, no, you have a little bit of a thick feeling. He goes, yeah, but it's, it's, I said, do you feel like it might become a headache or a stiff feeling or something? But yeah, I said, relax, it's normal. You know, I said, if you want, you know, they'd already been cranked up for about whatever, at least a couple of months. 

I said, if you want, I'll pull everything out. No, no, no, no, no, no, no. Everyone, everyone, every time a thousand percent, you know, boom. 

The hell no, they don't want that because as you start to wake up, you start realizing more, you start seeing more, you become more, you can feel yourself becoming the full self. And that is enriching. That's actual enlightenment. 

That's actually who you are. So, folks, don't let your friends give you a hard time about stuff. You know, just let them go.

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Just see it, have a good life, but you're going to have it without me. I'm not going to deal with that. No big deal. 

Sometimes it ruins, you know, personal relationships too. I'm sorry when it happens, but you have to move forward or, I mean, if you want to awaken, you have to move forward. You don't have to do this or have to do that. 

I'm not the government or religion or the IRS The IRS isn't the government, by the way. They have carte blanche to do what they want with you, but they're separate. That way they're special. 

Who knows? There needs to be certain things in place, but the, the, uh, powers of governments and stuff, it's crazy. It's all insane. They have the power to put chemtrails in the air and, and poison you, give you lung disease.

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So anyway, um, you're going to run through that stuff with your abilities as you're awakening. Then, and then it's because your friends are your friends, you're going to ask them, you know, Hey, what do you think about this? Or, you know, this is happening, you know, and they're, they might look at you like you nuts. And then you know what? It might be a month or two months later, or even a year later. 

And then they're so wrapped up in it. So try to take it with a grain of salt and not worry about it too much. Um, people are going to say what they want, let them, you know, I had so many people coming at me from all over the place and there was a little souls running them. 

Plus they were arrogant and everything else themselves. And, uh, uh, after the souls were literally taken out, destroyed, then eventually that's what happened. It took a while. 

And then, uh, they're running around without anything on them. And then that's as far as judgment goes, because when it comes to this movement and trying to stop it, there's stuff going on. Just call it karma. 

Okay. People will awaken and use their abilities when they don't want to, then they won't have another life period. So, uh, that's the way it's going to go.

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Um, I'm just kind of sad, but feel into your friends when they say that and see if they're just, uh, see what's going on. See if they're a little nervous because they don't understand it. Some, some people are really comfortable with religion. 

So that makes no sense when you look at them with a clear, open mind, clear thought process. What is that getting rid of the dogma? Um, this is what you must do. This is how we must do it.

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And I tell you what's going on on the other side. There's no religion. There's no nothing.

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It's just, I tell you what's going on. I help you become stronger so you can see it for yourself. Isn't that the only truth you can have is what you perceive for yourself? Isn't that what you're doing when you find your truth, when you have your truth is from having made your own decisions. 

Uh, you know, when you get these little children running around, running their mouth, they don't even know what they're talking about. They're trying to sound intelligent and they're, they get so proud of themselves. They're smiling from one ear to the other, man. 

It's like, mommy would be proud of me as a feeling. I see when I see that. Well, that's what's in her head. 

That's a feeling in her heart. It's like, Oh yes, I'm this now. You know, it's so funny. 

I look at him and said, wow, really? Uh, it's so funny when you're really awakened. Um, you see people running around in their lives doing stuff. And it's just, I remember doing that and I'm so glad even with all the pain that I have daily that I live with and everything else, I'm so glad I don't do that anymore. 

It's chasing the dollar. It's sad. So, you know, folks try to blow off people when they do that. 

If it's a friend, maybe try to open up a dialogue about that particular thing and being careful of their feelings and the fact that they might be nervous because they don't feel it yet and they don't want to feel insecure. And don't forget, there's always that peer pressure thing, especially when we're younger. Um, when you're good with yourself, you just don't care about that stuff. 

Okay. Um, waking up is not easy. Um, once you're awake, it is, it makes some people nervous when they're not, and especially solar plexus people.

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When you can feel, when you're strong enough to feel in the people, you're going to feel that. Sometimes you see strong yellow energy in the core. That's usually when you see that or have a feeling that that's what that person has. 

You don't have to see colors moving. Almost no one sees that. Okay. 

But you have an image in your head that there's yellow in the core. That's how almost everyone sees it. Okay. 

And then that tells you they're solar plexus oriented and see if they don't see, if you don't get, you know, just look at them and say, um, looks like that person is solar plexus oriented uses their gut feeling about things. And then your spirit guide will tell you, yeah, you get a feeling of yes. Then you can help them understand that people I'm giving you all the information you need.

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Okay. I'm doing everything I can to help you. Personal con consults, consultations. 

Yeah. I make money on that. Okay.

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It's called paying the bills and I got plenty of them. So, but all this other information it's there, it's free. It should be. 

Huh. That's funny. An electrical charge.

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There's a transformer or something trying to turn on. It's raining hard over here. It was anyway. 

Now it's just kind of the aftermath. Anyway. Um, so folks, you might only expect some of that going on with some of your friends.

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You might drop some, you're going to drop some and you're going to pick some up. Fine. Don't worry about it.

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And you have to spend some alone time. And the more you do that, the more secure you're going to be and how you feel about what you're doing and the more you're going to trust yourself. But it's great to have friends who wake up also and talk to them.

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Some people as they wake up and start feeling abilities, it can be a natural thing to start getting a little arrogant about it. And you're like, wow, look what I can do. You know? And then it calmed down, you know, isn't life a growing process? Yes.

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No folks, man. I love you. You'll take care of a good time. 

Um, and uh, I hope you keep waking up. The more you relax, trying to wake up, the more you relax too. That's really good for you.

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And remember when people have problems with you, that's their problem. Unless they really go out of the way to make it an issue with you. Just forget it. 

Who cares? That stuff happens. That means you're reaching people. Okay. 

Love you, man. Have a good one.