stranger hi stranger well spoken heard days checkin see lil buddy portland working hard know tried call tonight leave workout scrimmage soccer game sore control ok real reason writing brendan great time happy hour talked little mostly life general mentioned e mailed rushed home check basically said good things one thing struck odd guess also brought point restraunt written although thought cool whatever commented strange situation sort elaborated point e mail guess reassure best intentions towards trying girlfriend anything similar tell truth even know romantic situation think awesome guy love become close friends ecstatic coming visit huntington beach still thrilled go sight seeing touring together bragged bragged brendan great guy came home feel like maybe taken back advances really overly affectionate loving person mention spontaneous mean scare away great friendship heavens sake portland connection beach bum buddy honestly psycho would jumped chance come see condo offered think someone love get know especially anything like brendan best friends usually sweetie meg go visit mom la might stop visit course welcome stay well guess never asked girlfriend someone life quite honest even think ask brendan important want bill friendship companionship move portland reflecting back realize may written said something caught guard personality huge flirt heavens sake voted flirtatious senior year mention likely succeed probably second one due first knows hahaha teasing ok seriously bill want honest locating condo etc said like romantic thing ever read written guy something upset give false impression sorry find attractive perhaps lived town met little differently matter knew romantic stiuation yeah would jumped chance dated truth never many friends especially good looking ones introduce girl friends jealous envy like said best intentions towards towrds relationship friends uncomfortable something done said sorry tell e mail never hear scouts honor never scout know lies either teehee would love hear concerns might regards realtionship friends put mind ease well enjoyed short 30 minute interlude always still welcome come visit stay would love company hear form within next couple weeks assume worst still try keep schedule flexible possible case change mind lucky fact sort thing ok e mail call let know alive kickin leaving calgary canada thursday morning 6 16 th excited first trip country know guess hear hear thought last possible reason may way base sure know situation boyfriend real sweetheart going make wonderful husband father concerned friendship becoming weird well majority friends guys todd secure enough care august staying father moving long time come visit also get going continue long distance exclusive relationship dated much wild stage told see people fine well ok admit potland stunt little irrational hey thought thoughtful darling love surprises little extras expect made plans make look like bad guy someone never met therefore everything power rectify situation make sides happy caused think psycho mention face brendan could read e mail already revealed stroy got embarrssed little humbled whole experience ok take however 12 51 exhausted best could figure fix possibly non existing problem hope well enough inspire response hope hear read soon goodnight god bless nikki send cool gift e card http www bluemountain com giftcenter