"Oddly enough I found myself shying away from making a #medbikini post myself out of fear of being the victim to the same sexism and ridicule expressed in the article," Rushelle Julien, DDS, wrote on Instagram . "You see as a Black woman the same rules that apply to my white counterparts do not apply to me. I deal with double the discrimination and double the prejudice . Professionalism for me is really veiled racism designed to keep me in check. For me it's caused anxiety, depression, self doubt, and the need to always be perfect. Believe me when I tell you IT IS EXHAUSTING!!!!!!!!!!"