6:15 p.m. — Today was long and rough. There's just so much going on right now on top of my usual work, so it's exhausting. Plus, I can't stop thinking about wedding planning. I don't want to be a bridezilla, because I like to be liked. My therapist and I are working on it. I go downstairs where C. has already started to cook the shrimp and grits from our HelloFresh box. He says he has it under control tonight and doesn't need my help, so I grab my water and go and sit down to watch a dumb makeup contest show on Netflix. It's British, and I just love how they talk and call each other “babe.” I want to start doing that, alright babe? I check my personal email and see we were charged for next week's HelloFresh. I think this is our last week with a discount and next week it will go up. After I clean up dinner, I make C. come on a walk with me around the neighborhood for some fresh air.