“I was away in L.A., away from my friends. They would talk to me about these stories of going out partying, meeting new people, getting boyfriends, and getting up to mischief and I was almost jealous. I'm like, Why? Why are you getting to do that and I'm not? I'm here living a serious life, working almost every single day and you're having fun. I'm confused. I blamed my parents. I wanted to write a song about how they never let me do anything. As we started writing it, it became like, I'm not letting myself do any of that. I'm putting this pressure on myself that I have to be a certain way, but I am a kid and I should just live it.”