I still had the anxiety of that moment in which, instead of getting the help and the unbiased position I needed from the medical institution and the doctor, I found myself jumping into a void without a net. 
Bado nikiwa mwenye wasiwasi kwa wakati huo, ambapo badala ya kupata msaada ila kunyanyapaliwa kutoka kwa madaktari nilijikuta nikirukia kitandani pasipo na chandarua.