But I tried assuming God exists and imagined myself loved by that kind of existence, which led me to thank him for his abundant love. 
Lakini nimejaribu kujiaminisha wakati mwingine kwamba huenda Mungu yupo na nimejichukulia kama mtu anayependwa na uwepo huo, hali inayonifanya nimshukuru kwa upendo wake mwingi kwangu.