I kept crying for three days, but then I realized that my mom didn’t die just to see me crying in my bed the whole day. So I chose the other option: to grab my camera and go back to Syria. 
Nililia kwa siku tatu, lakini niligundua kuwa mama yangu hakunihurumia kabisa pamoja na kulia kwangu siku nzima chumbani mwangu, kwa hiyo, nilifanya maamuzi mengine: nilichukua kamera yangu haraka na kurudi Syria.