ya no wonder okay I used my first set was soft then okay lah I got used to it but my second new one that I open now right it's a bit harder so it's easier for you to put in and take out


ya what brand are using, !huh!, Acuvue oh ya same that was my first one my <tamil>இப்போ:ippo</tamil> brand whether Bausch & Lomb or something


oh right ya, no this because like how well you take it and the quality of the lens


ya because like okay I was looking for coloured lens right then TTDEYE or something that's a very popular, lens <tamil>இது:idhu</tamil> so a lot of people used it lah because it's a bit cheap also but what happened was a lot of people they screwed up their it screwed up their eyes the cornea they went blind


and then turns out is because the there got there was problem with the contacts and the second thing was the solution <tamil>அவங்க அனுப்புன:avanga anupuna</tamil> solution <tamil>வந்து:vandhu</tamil> never clean properly that's why got issue, so but for you right there's no problem <tamil>ஏனா நீ அவங்க கொடுக்குற இத:yaenaa nee avanga kodukura idha</tamil> used <tamil>பண்ற:pandra</tamil> so yours is sterile no issues and then Acuvue is a good brand also these kind of problem will be like brand <tamil>பிரச்சனை:pirachanai</tamil> or never clean properly


so if it's daily then no use lah I mean no problem, ya <tamil>இந்த ஒரு:indha oru</tamil> right indian earring


ya, there's also like shops selling so much like not worth it eh, ya


may contain, heavy metals such as lead and caesium or something, then I was like wait lead is dangerous then I search lead and caesium


then both are dangerous to humans okay cannot touch it it's like absorbed <tamil>ஆனா:aanaa</tamil> it can because like kidney issues or like even because cancer, then I was like hell no I'm not going to wear this I'm not going to pay for this then I typed on uh Shopee


saying that I want to refund then the owner said, ya wait ah then the owner said deliver <tamil>பண்ணியாச்சுன்னு:panniyaachunu</tamil> message <tamil>அனுப்புனாங்க:anupunaanga</tamil> then I was like I said if I knew if it contained, but you know what I said they didn't put a disclaimer or anything in the actual description saying that it can contain all these metals


okay they never say anything, but then after you buy they uh I mean there's a small writing on the label saying that it might contain so I said if I knew it contain all these I obviously wouldn't have purchased it then the seller said, , we won't uh I mean uh we obviously won't uh sell stuff for sell


jewelry with heavy metals it's an alloy then I was like no no I don't trust you so obviously seller never agree I also never agree then it'll be


ya and then one fifteen <tamil>கேட்டதுக்கு அப்புறம்:ketathukku appuram</tamil> then uh seller also uh dispute I also dispute then Shopee had to come and intervene


but then when Shopee message I was in class what so I never see then seller said parcel I mean, what I received the parcel correctly then she put screenshot lah but then Shopee refunded me because like mine is a valid claim


that I have no idea I think they don't pay they don't pay the shop or something but anyway I don't need to return the necklace so I still have the necklace it's just that


ya that's why, but I don't know if I should like the main thing people say is make sure it doesn't touch your skin, so I don't touch like because my my mind will be fully covered right and even if I wear the necklace because like


, hi Madhu


yes I can hear you


tamil I think so


okay


okay, I mean BBC is a bit hard, you eh


okay <tamil>இன்னிக்கி:innikki</tamil> I was super tired this morning


then in the channel like <tamil>அவுசர அவுசரமா:avusara avusaramaa</tamil> school <tamil>கு போய்ட்டு:ku poyittu</tamil> then I have this physiology essay coming up lah, so, I have to like


and then I took some photos and then I studied


the one with the thirteen questions


ya, then, what else did I do, ya then I just went to the library studied at eight, I ate #yong tau foo#, it's a comfort food for me now #yong tau foo#


and then ya I study until like eight lah then I came home


okay, sometimes it feels like in a day you can't do that much you know


but then it feels like all that you do in a day is not enough,


then that's so ridiculous especially when you're in university and have a lot of things to do you know


mine is a bit like, mine is like I sit in a table but then like <tamil>அந்த:antha</tamil> motivation eh <tamil>வரது பண்றதுக்கு இப்போ நான்:varathu pandrathuku ippo naan</tamil> laptop leh <tamil>உகந்த நான்:ukantha naan</tamil> YouTube leh <tamil>போயிடுவான்:poyiduvaan</tamil> you know


ya, okay actually right like


so the thing is like err we, we interview muslims lah of NTU like in NTU to like get an inspiring story out of them so today it was actually like uh you know the <tamil>என்னோட:ennoda</tamil> partner <tamil>இருக்கான்ல அவரோட அவனோட அவனோட:irukaanla avaroda avanoda avanoda</tamil> friend


it's, influenced by, the kind of music she listens to


like it was very, like it was very like true you know especially for like the current generation she said she said that, music was how she kind of err, music is very important to her in her life lah so she said that last time when she wasn't exactly being very nice to herself she always got like


like bad about herself you know like hit herself all this kind of things and, and I think <tamil>அது அது:athu athu</tamil> quite normal <tamil>என்ன:enna</tamil> like


like conscious effort <tamil>எடுக்கும் போது:edukum pothu</tamil> she said that she tried to listen to happier music even though she wasn't exactly like vibing with it she still like force herself to do it <tamil>அப்போ தான் ஆவலால்:appo thaan aavalal</tamil> she can change herself as a person


so making like conscious efforts to love yourself and accept who you are, feel like that was a pretty, inspiring story, and she actually gave like a very strong advice to say that like


don't be so, face it she said face it and don't run away from it because basically by don't run away she said don't run away from yourself, , felt like I was pretty


it's very, but like


I think <tamil>உனக்கு நான் நான்:unnakku naan naan</tamil> send <tamil>பண்ணி இருக்கேன்னு நெனைக்கிறேன் அந்த:panni irukaannu nenaikkirean antha</tamil> bangladeshi kids, and there's this photographer who like take his like take their pictures in it, he will share like their story


and err <tamil>அது அந்த மாரி தான் பண்ணனும்னு:athu antha maari thaan pannanumnu</tamil> like I always wanted because like if you have an interest like photography interest <tamil>நா அத வந்து:naa atha vanthu</tamil> like <tamil>ஒரு நல்ல:oru nalla</tamil> like social cause use <tamil>பண்றங்க:pandranga</tamil> so I felt that that was that's something quite meaningful


like I feel that like who deserves to be heard are like these people you know, because their are stories are the ones that never come to the face of media, ya and I feel that you know even in like that movie right


what is that movie <tamil>கத்தி:kathi</tamil> the Vijay movie <tamil>அவன் சொல்லி இருப்பான்ல:avan solli iruppaanla</tamil> I mean <tamil>அவன் காமிச்சு இருப்பான்ல விவசாயியை வந்து:avan kaamichi iruppaanla vivasaayiyai vanthu</tamil> like media <tamil>கிட்ட எடுத்துட்டு பொண்ணுனா தற்கொலை பண்ணிப்பாங்க:kita eduthutu ponnunaa tharkola pannipaanga</tamil> so <tamil>ஏழு பேரோ எட்டு பேரோ சேர்ந்து தற்கொலை பண்ணிப்பாங்க:ezhu pero ettu pero sernthu tharkola pannipaanga</tamil> you know sensational eh <tamil>இருக்கும்:irukum</tamil> front page leh <tamil>வரும்:varum</tamil> those kind of things


so I felt that that was very, I don't know like, ya, like, there's a lot of depth in like their stories and I really feel like it should, take the limelight in


media, ya


true, like even Bigg boss nowadays, like people is also leh, there was the


(ppc) (ppc), (ppc), he always tried (ppc), , they will try to like you know stood up like some stuff in the family like and then they'll give tasks just to like <tamil>குழப்பம்:kuzhapam</tamil> in the family


, , ya but <tamil>அது வந்து ரொம்ப அசிங்கமா இருக்கு:athu vanthu romba asingamaa iruku</tamil> like it's very dirty


(ppc)


, (mmhmm) true


ya, especially the Sanam one, Sanam


strategy, strategy,


no, but I like Shivani I don't mind oh Shivani great, I like Shivani I like her cool


like her cool and like her her calmness is like damn nice, ya it's like, she's not losing anything you like from her side you know it's like <tamil>மத்தவங்க தான்:mathavanga thaan</tamil> lose <tamil>ஆவ பாட்டுக்கு:aava paattukku</tamil> cool ah <tamil>இருக்க:irukka</tamil> I feel like that is something I would want to emulate if I were to enter Bigg boss


a bit of Shivani a bit of #ramya pandian#, #ramya pandian# is great, if you say I want to emulate like a bit of, Gabriella Shivani


Balaji, Aari and #ramya pandian#, feel like these five are not bad, like Aari is actually like


no I don't think Bala is that good-looking actually


like I feel like he needs to get a haircut, villain to hero ah


no I feel like #bala#'s very straightforward and that's very sensual


like you cannot blame him I feel <tamil>இந்த விஷயத்துக்கு அவன் வந்து சும்மா சும்மா கோவை பாடலை சொல்ல வந்தான் அவன் மெல்ல வெச்சி இருக்குறதுகுலம்:intha vishayathuku avan vanthu chumma chumma kovai paadalai solla vanthaan avan mella vechi irukurathukulaam</tamil> short temper <tamil>ஆயிடுது:aayiduthu</tamil> you know


!aiya!, like when that came ya


ya <tamil>அவனோட:avanoda</tamil> tamil <tamil>ஒரு மாரி தான் இருக்குல அவன்:oru maari thaan irukkula avan</tamil> actually indian ah !huh!, like <tamil>அவன் வந்து என்ன:avan vanthu enna</tamil> Chennai ah


wait Balaji <tamil>னு பெரு வெச்சிட்டு:nu peru vechitu</tamil> I don't know, I mean you can go from another state perhaps, like Sanam is what Telugu right Shetty, Shetty is Telugu right


Karnataka or something, feel like Sanam is just being cornered so much because, I feel like she's nice to everyone


true true, ya, ya


ya she is she is, she is actually, ya but I feel like there's the reason why she actually kind of like stirred up the entire Tharshan crap


you know it got too ugly, if you go


because I think she wanted TRP then she also like kind of threaten err Sherin and all those kind of people she she threatened him that like <tamil>நீ உனக்கு கிடைக்கிற எல்லா படத்துல என்ன:nee unnaku kedaikira ella padathula enna</tamil> heroine ah <tamil>போடு உனக்கு கிடைக்கிற:podu unnakku kidaikkiraa</tamil> like <tamil>நீ போற எல்லா:nee pora ellaa</tamil> show <tamil>ளையும் நானும் வருவேன்:laiyum naanum varuvaen</tamil> like I will also come you know


, ya and then she flew all the way to like #sri lanka# to


ya, of course


interesting ya pretty cool


like all this fame because her and all these things is like blinding her her eyes like she's digressing from like her true intentions to like you know be a


socialist activist or whatever she, she found herself


ya,


not really, you have anything, just make up something


like like like just say like a topic and we can talk about it, shoot for what


[orh] [orh] ya ya <tamil>நான்:naan</tamil> <tamil>பார்த்தேன் நீ புடவே கட்டி இருந்த:paarthaen nee pudava katti iruntha</tamil> right


actually <tamil>அது எதுக்கு:athu ethuku</tamil> Zoom


shoot <tamil>னா:na</tamil> oh okay okay <tamil>அப்போ இந்த:appo intha</tamil> saturday, !aiyo!


you mean Nandhini, , oh ya ya


ya, ,


!huh!


brother !aiyoyo!, that's damn sad you know


no <tamil>அதுலாம்:athulaam</tamil> risk eh, but uh do you do you guys know that she already had this pre-existing condition


over stress <tamil>பண்ணிட்டீங்க னு நெனைக்கிறேன் எனக்கு தோனுது ரொம்ப:panniteenga nu nenaikkiraen enakku thonuthu romba</tamil> over eh


[orh] like <tamil>கண்ணு ரெண்டும் ரங்கராட்டினம்:kannu rendum rangaraatinam</tamil> something like that is it


that's you and Pranav right


ya true


I mean I want to do med ya


what to do


ya today my my like, my medical friend like sent me his thing, like his, true lah true lah


same


you're taking microbionics next semester right


oh ya I keep forgetting that you're in bio-business, I keep forgetting that you are in bio-business


don't know what's there leh, I'm not sure <tamil>இவங்களோட:ivangaloda</tamil> growth


no but I I can't choose any of my things already, ,


ya I think year two is when we have to go for the


I'm just trying to do, oh, okay


ya I actually like, like but then I won't do it, Bollywood


err, no like err just anything like I just, I just like to like vibe with anything, like if I if I, like for example if I listen to like some Bollywood songs in my mind like if I listen to some Bollywood songs right I will start choreographing in my mind like how I want to dance to it


ya, because it's fun it's like you can just let loose and you can have fun you know


I don't really like listening to that many like pop songs or english songs, not that I don't like lah I feel like some are good like like some coldplay music is a ed sheeran music is good, and


ya calum scott sam smith all these people like all this err, melodious, songs are like nice, and I like listening to like instrumental also


ya, <tamil>அந்த மாரி:antha maari</tamil> song choreography <tamil>பண்ண மாட்டேன்:panna maattaen</tamil> like I'll just listen to chill, but if I'm lagging the like high mood right I'll listen to like some nice crappy song Bollywood or hindi song


depend, ah, let me think, you know #bathri ki thuniyaniya#, don't know, you know Bundasuman


, uh


break up song, I don't want to <tamil>குத்து:kuthu</tamil> I want to just like, be high and like you know like be happy


ya just like goofy you know like just jump around kind of thing, ya but like it's like a proper structure, oh brother that's a bit too loud for me


oh ya first class is fine, the the the , that one right


!wah! that one cannot that one need to do like contemporary or something, oh Osaki Osaki ya Osaki can, ya that one I vibe also, vibe quite well


john abraham right


don't want to know, , you know okay there's this song called err Makna, you know Makna #sushanth singh rajput#


ya and then one that did this other song like, , pirated Gabru it's like a punjabi song got some punjabi song actually really nice


, , ya what about that


like that Rajini song <tamil>பேட்ட:petta</tamil> song, actually I like singing more than dancing, ya


like


you know though


ya it was so embarrassing I wouldn't do it now, secondary three secondary four <tamil>காக பாடுனோம்:kaaga paadunom</tamil> yes, right right


Renitha <tamil>தான்:thaan</tamil> lead singer


it makes me happy to like, not post but just listen to it by myself


you know like <tamil>அது தான்:athu thaan</tamil> makes me happy


like in the YouTube covers lah like guys put on leh, ya


ah, but like if you wanna sing with me must have standards lor okay


ya I agree it was it was really quite comical it's something that I will never do I feel like now like during my center stage times right like like I I didn't have stage fear, you know like CC <tamil>இருக்க போல அது வேற விஷயம் ஆனா:irukka pola athu vera vishayam aanaa</tamil> like <tamil>நடிக்க சொல்லும் போது:nadikka sollum pothu</tamil> like <tamil>நடிப்பான்:nadippaan</tamil> ya


atleast I'm my my identity wasn't really like uh like an act or something because ever since I I was in primary school levels in drama you know, and I actually wanted to like grow up and become like Uthaya or something you know Uthaya


#uthaya soundari#, don't know okay she's basically this sister she's this TV personnel she was from our school also


ya and, ya and I really liked her like the the like, I really thought there was something that really suited my my character you know, and the shit thing it, it is somewhat still in my character but like


like now I feel that I've grown so like soft spoken, it's like <tamil>இப்போ வந்து:ippo vanthu</tamil> like it's like <tamil>நான் பேசும் போது தான்:naan peasum pothu thaan</tamil> like <tamil>பேசுவேன்:pesuvaen</tamil> you know that kind of


ya but then last time like, ya, you know right like but then now it's like ya it's not like that anymore


, well thank you


true true ya


eh but then I feel eh Deepavali as in when, isn't that for your housewarming


ya,


, true, I mean <tamil>ஆனா என்ன பண்றது:aannaa enna pandrathu</tamil> like <tamil>அப்போல்லாம் ரொம்ப:appolaam romba</tamil> actually <tamil>ரொம்ப:romba</tamil> noisy but actually <tamil>இப்போல்லாம்:ippolaam</tamil> am not that noisy and it's quite okay


because nowadays I feel so tired


ya, like games leh <tamil>விளையாடுவோம்:la vilaiyaaduvom</tamil> you know computer games COVID <tamil>அப்போல்லாம்:appolaam</tamil> games <tamil>லாம் விளையாடுவோம்:laam vilaiyaaduvom</tamil> so today I was just telling him like men are trash


so I told him and then he got like so like he came like this he came to like fight with me, and I don't know if he actually kind of fought with me but like, he got so offended and attacked, like you're not even in like the receiving end of whatever I'm saying like you're you're a guy yourself


so you wouldn't you wouldn't even have been like on the receiving end of, of a man treating you you know, and I feel that <tamil>நான் சொல்றது அப்பிடி உரைக்கிது நான் என்ன என்ன:naan solrathu appidi uraikithu naan enna enna</tamil> guilty, you know


like I'm really that kind of character, like then I was just like okay if you really want to win then you win lah like


it's like <tamil>நீ என்ன சொல்லி:nee enna solli</tamil> only like <tamil>என்ன திணிக்க:enna thineekka</tamil> like <tamil>திணிக்கிற:thineekkira</tamil> you trying to like <tamil>திணிக்கிற:thineekkira</tamil> because I already say like this is my opinion I'm an individual allowed to have opinions and all these kind of things, and then I was just like getting so pissed like, what is your issue like


I can only say of what I have experienced and why are you like you know, questioning my opinions


, I just hate like I don't know I really just don't like I I've not seen a guy who has more male ego


like it's like if you if you tell them something to like like <tamil>திருந்தூரான்:thiruthuraan</tamil> tell them that they are wrong right, they will just like want to be proven right so badly


you know,


ya, I mean I can't say the same my family like it's very evident,


I mean I honestly think it's fine like to a certain level it's still okay


like over <tamil>போனாதான்:ponaathaan</tamil> you have to be concerned you know, ya so it's like normal


like I'm still quite rebellious sometimes


ya, true


I don't know I feel like like like when I was young I I made a lot of like, , like how to say I made quite enough mistakes and, there were a lot of like learning lessons and, and I learn from them lah, you know


it's a bit far-fetched for my age you know, so I wouldn't I wouldn't say far-fetched I would say like , it is not what the majority would think


ya maybe we can say that, like majority in my age I mean, but then again I don't know how true that is also


it's like I very like hard on myself you know like I don't accept any sort of mistake that I make, that everything is a no for me


okay I on my earpiece already


(mmhmm), (mmhmm), essay on what, what's the topic


is it the one about the practices part of your project that one, ah


(mmhmm),


, ah ah, because that's why I'm saying that's a good thing about university like no it's not the same thing as GP we do here what


(mmhmm), what's your presentation on


ah okay, (mmhmm), , (mmhmm)


(mmhmm), (mmhmm)


(mmhmm), (mmhmm), but isn't it part of psychology ah


ah okay okay you choose out of the, , how did you do


ah ah ah, (mmhmm)


to present, ah


ah okay okay can lah maybe your overshot cheat won't really do it won't really affect your grades lah, (mmhmm)


(mmhmm)


oh my god how much was it,


(uh huh), (mmhmm), (mmhmm)


okay okay, (mmhmm)


okay


what, when, what consumption, yes, let's go


ya,


ya ya that's why you like !aiya!


dude you know it's actually such expensive thing I actually wanted to talk talk to you about it, you know normal meat it's for hundred for hundred uh grams it's only three three dollar ninety five cents but for hundred grams of impossible it's five ninety five


because, Straits Times <tamil>னா:naa</tamil> in the news Straits Times leh <tamil>தான் படிச்சேன்:thaan padichaen</tamil> because impossible <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> US leh <tamil>தான் நெறய:thaan neraya</tamil> sales <tamil>இருந்தது:irunthathu</tamil> singapore leh <tamil>லாம் இல்ல:laam illa</tamil> but like they didn't have this here because this is like the very famous uh the very famous meat uh plant-based meat option and I actually wanted to try


ya ya then apparently they released in seventy four fair price and I went to see the one at Bedok mall they didn't have, I was like how come Bedok north fair price not part of your seventy four


ya Bedok mall is NTUC finest what, but they say seventy four leh, I don't know where to find but like ya, because it's you know because it's not worth it because three hundred grams and then you spend about sixteen dollars for it three hundred grams you can't even make three patty you know


ya but the thing is, the whole production like you know there will be people who will buy it okay there will be people who will go and buy it but the point is the production itself they they spend a lot because you know you need to inject the thing with like all the nutrients and everything technically ah <tamil>நா வந்து:naa vanthu</tamil> like <tamil>அத:atha</tamil> favour <tamil>பண்ணி சொல்ல மாட்டேன்:panni solla maattaen</tamil> you can be a vegetarian and vegan you don't need to eat impossible food you don't need to be reliant on like these alternatives to be a vegetarian or vegan that's a personal opinion because it's really really not cost-effective like are you gonna tell me you're gonna put you're gonna spend sixteen sixteen dollars on like three hundred grams of thing that won't even last you for like


a meal, ya true, true, it's good, (mmhmm), ya but but I really say lah the cost is the thing but like


oh ya ya ya they would buy they would buy eh apparently you know I saw a lot of the mothership YouTube videos where they eat the thing


ya it doesn't look so fantastic lah but I think like I don't know it's is it even worth all the apparently the first class meal's like two hundred and eighty eight


ah, but they have two option right one is the in-dining like you go and dine in the flight <tamil>லயே சாப்பிடுவ:layae saappiduvae</tamil> but my point is


if you're flying and you're eating it's much more experiential than you just go sit in a flight like such a waste of money


ya ya ya eh but the food looks good though I won't say it's bad but I don't know if it's worth spending three hundred dollars to eat the ah business class meal, who who actually like this experiential thing they will go


, eh but the stuff they give is good what they give a lot of the I don't know some soaps or something then like all the fancy ah plates plates and all


ah ah correct but I don't think they have vegetarian you know I I checked the I checked the menu when they first introduced it ya we want to see got vegetarian so <tamil>நா அந்த:naa antha</tamil> menu leh <tamil>நா:naa</tamil> when they released this thing and then they said like ah they were going to allow the in-dining for first five hundred people


for the first five hundred people <tamil>நா போய் அந்த:naa poi antha</tamil> website leh <tamil>பாதேன்:paathaen</tamil> they they didn't release the menu lah but then <tamil>என்ன:enna</tamil> cuisine <tamil>இருக்கு யார் என்ன பண்றது:irukku yaar enna pandrathu</tamil> then apparently for the indian one it's #sanjeev kapoor#, eh he's actually a very he's like a very well-known indian chef ya so ah but like how to say his YouTube recipes are like I don't know how to say lah my mom tried a few but I don't know if she change the thing or before but he's very famous that's why you know


ya ya


(mmhmm),


ah ah, (mmhmm), okay,


, how much did she spend how much is the concert though one ticket what's the price


ah, because I saw like a few sneak peeks you know she post a few on her Instagram story, a few pictures of it then it's literally her standing in a in a in this room


and with her singing ya ya the colour change got the stage light effect and all but I mean like, ya, so like ya


(mmhmm)


(mmhmm), (mmhmm)


ah ah


(mmhmm), (mmhmm), (mmhmm)


okay, (uh huh)


supposed to send err last sunday is it, okay, oh


ya, (uh huh)


oh you didn't go she ah she went,


, (mmhmm)


what question, okay


(mmhmm), true,


(mmhmm), (mmhmm) so there are unrealistic err, okay


this is under one one topic right I mean one point right this all, okay okay okay


oh okay the blind uh blindly being motivated by being in a relationship and forgetting all the important stuff okay okay


ah you you brush it off, maybe you can you can bring in the westernised ah opinion about it


grey's anatomy is one I tell you now already that shit <tamil>எங்க பாத்தாலும்:enga paathaalum</tamil> every every doctor sleeps with everyone that's it, that's it I don't know what to say, actually you can say any any Netflix show any Netflix show literally


(uh huh),


(mmhmm), (mmhmm), okay


he's supposed to marry (uh huh)


why didn't you just say it, okay, correct


(uh huh), so they they don't they only talk about the positive stuff lah they don't really reflect the problems of it, ya


no every Disney is happily ever after that's that's that's that's a catchphrase


, , but you think about it right it's also catering to that specific age group okay they don't have the they don't have uh in my opinion they don't have the how to say the maturity to understand certain things


ya, like you need that capacity to understand that fact but you can't explain those things in like , in in you can't explain those ah factors or like how marriage itself it's not like a constant thing there's no such thing as only happiness like they always say right happy happiness prevails <tamil>அது மட்டும் தான் இருக்கு:athu mattum thaan irukku</tamil> they don't really explain like it's a balance thing


ah ya correct correct, no because they'll start questioning and their parents would be in a difficult state to explain it you know


it depends on the parenting style also, , because you would have seen other movies that are catered to your age and then you would have been <tamil>அந்த:antha</tamil> movies leh <tamil>இருந்து ஒனக்கு தெரியும்:irunthu onaku theriyum</tamil> so this is how marriage is like it's not just what you read in Disney so I guess it's it's like for a specific age lah so ya censorship in its own way I guess


is the argumentative same if you want to write it like a rebuttal, okay okay


(mmhmm), okay okay, related to love,


no it's it's more like which is much more influential, because you will only have hope if one it's much more like relevant if it makes more sense because these idealistic opinions right these like you know girl being thin or girl being pretty having you know all these like I don't know plastic surgery and whatever it is <tamil>அந்த மாதிரி:antha maathiri</tamil> statements <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> it's much more visual we see it everyday it's a common thing in our life so those kind of expectations it's it's it's vividly happening so like compared to love at first sight and err compared to these kind of idealistic things right whichever is much more representative in our society will create more hope for us because we are seeing seeing it so we will believe it more lah so technically it's about the influence so that you can write that as a rebuttal but it's good lah your points are very valid


as in statistical uh numbers is it


ah okay okay okay so whatever you say it's not just an assumption lah, it's theorised okay


(mmhmm)


okay, so it's you're writing three SV and one OV, rebut,


which is, oh, but isn't that question that question has more uh statistical evidence and stuff like that right


, no you you only have movies to give evidence for it you really have you can't theorise those uh assumptions you make so it's it's everything is gonna be an assumption technically lah


why oh ya


dude india has always been like this, the guy family they are very happy if they get a girl who studies a lot in a girl's family as long they get a very uh they they they give their girl to a very how to say


ah, no it's ah <tamil>அந்த அந்த:antha antha</tamil> you know the wedding <tamil>அந்த அந்த பொண்ணு பெரு பக்கத்துல அந்த:antha antha ponnu peru pakkathula</tamil> whatever her status her degree status <tamil>எழுதும் போது:eluthum pothu</tamil> you know it looks like oh <tamil>நா பொண்ணு வந்து இந்த இடத்துல இருந்து எடுத்திருக்கேன்:naa ponnu vanthu intha idathula irunthu eduthurukkaen</tamil> you know there's been it's it's only three things either the girl is really good-looking she's pretty she has good features and she's fair second thing ya listen there's if she's fair then second thing is if she's from a so-called influential family lah if her if her father or like mother they are in business and stuff like that


ah uh something like that and the third thing is whether if she had studied if she is well-educated which which almost every girls are because like family <tamil>காக:kaaga</tamil> most of the girls they go and study what it's a very common thing compared to guys


ya compared to the situation in the past years it's very improved, and it's the what's the girl ah !aiya! I totally forgot about after all the girls he see I don't even know who who's the one he's with now


ah, wait it's the it's not she's not the fair one right the fair one is a doctor is it no doctor is the darkest skin right, ya


the doctor doctor family ya


!wow! confidence good, (mmhmm)


, , but this is only is specific to a culture though


okay okay, scary


you can also say like they've been they've been there's been a lot of uh new laws and like regulation that also supports them


is it twelve weeks ah two weeks ah, ah but I don't think it's two weeks leh I think is more than that is it maybe it's two weeks I'm not sure, oh okay


ah, I mean compared to your normal ah I mean you can't compare it to the lady lah I mean she's given birth of course but like, sixteen weeks to two weeks is significantly


different, ya, ,


I think singapore got a lot of those schemes for them, at first they were ya ya, because I was reading the ah AQ package right then I'm reading for singapore then the first not the first thing I think the third topic in that package is about


gender and everything and like and then the last portion of it was talking about single mothers lah initially how the society didn't actually consider them and like they weren't given they they don't have anything you know no baby bonus uh housing <tamil>ஒண்ணுமே கெடயாது:onnumae kedayaathu</tamil> healthcare <tamil>ஒன்னும் கெடயாது:onnum kedayaathu</tamil> nothing then now they happen to have a lot of the I think they have a lot of baby bonus and the education related


singapore is very high, very high, (mmhmm)


(mmhmm), , ya so they deter from taking women in the first place to hire them


(mmhmm)


their political position they have a lot of the


, administerial position ah,


you can just say, what's the question again, whether women have, ah, in certain aspect it has changed but in certain aspect it remains constant lah ya that's what you're saying


, , you can you can talk about the rising hiring of maids and all, domestic helpers


you can substantiate a lot, and ya, no but actually getting evidence for the woman topic is much more easier than the romance thing


oh okay then I think surely it's very hard for romance thing but that topic is very interesting, it's very interesting because like it's not a very common topic we would actually do what, I mean GP [dah] <tamil>கூட்டத்துல:kootathula</tamil> you wouldn't have done you would have obviously go for the woman one because you have more evidence but like how to say the the romance topic is you can talk about movies in general so for those who didn't prepare any examples right if they can write then ya that's the kind of topic for them


, ah


, ah for


ah yes coming to this dude there was no planning , no planning okay I tell you why no planning okay so by by the when I first told this to my classmate I told cheryl you know the friend <tamil>நீ அப்ப எதுக்கு டீ:nee appe ethukku dee</tamil> planning <tamil>படிச்ச நா சொன்னேன்:padicha naa sonnaen</tamil> by the by the physics err how to say their the the code right for H two you have to study it is a testable subject testable content so of course I have to prepare for planning


you have to prepare for planning but the point is because the planning was from the common removed topic they have to cancel it off, but but <tamil>தெரியாது ஏனா:theriyaathu yaenaa</tamil> only when you open the paper to check the paper you would know what because SEAB is not going to do last minute removing so they will cancel every last minute every last err topics you know


so because of that uh <tamil>எல்லா:ellaa</tamil> last topic <tamil>உம்:um</tamil> remove <tamil>பண்ணிட்டாங்கன்னா உனக்கு வந்து:pannitaangannaa unakku vanthu</tamil> so because of that <tamil>எங்களோட:engaloda</tamil> planning was under nuclear nuclear physics and but that's remove they they removed it what so we won't be tested on it so we didn't have planning to do lah but the point is the two hours and thirty minutes was just nice for me to finish my three practicals because this year so much practical and so much drawing was there


ya so because at the end, ya to make up for the writing technically there was so much but if they actually have planning right I wouldn't have finished I wouldn't have finished the paper, ya <tamil>நல்ல வேல இல்ல:nalla vela illa</tamil> so like perfect <tamil>எல்லாம் முடிஞ்சிருச்சி:ellaam mudinjirichi</tamil> then I didn't leave any question lah I mean I studied but I was like why did I even study for physics because literally physics you can only study for two things planning and your decimal place and significance and table drawing nothing else you can prepare


really so like, dude no this year no pendulum there was no stopwatch also, no stopwatch I was like last year was like bullshit crap don't put me the put the pendulum there and then kill people this year was damn easy actually say it's easy


because because I saw a lot of the private students right <tamil>அவங்க வந்து அந்த:avanga vanthu antha</tamil> you know we have to do we have one electrical uh practical so err <tamil>அந்த:antha</tamil> electricity topic <tamil>வச்சி இருக்கோம்:vachchi irukom</tamil> so we have to do all the voltmeter and everything lah like I am seeing this person she keep there are a lot of people who were asking help


okay make sense okay a private candidate you have no you wouldn't have done any of the practicals so <tamil>உங்களுக்கு தெரிலனா:ungalukku therilanaa</tamil> you can ask help to continue doing lah but then, they'll minus like depends on how the the level of err enquiry if it's like a superficial thing then maybe they will minus a few marks if it's like really really like really basic but very important then they'll minus more lah but I don't know the how they minus mark but apparently they will minus mark if you ask


but it makes more sense rather than you leave that whole portion incomplete then you ask question and just get like two or three marks deducted, it it makes more sense so like ya but like technically you know, because <tamil>அந்த:antha</tamil> electric electrical set set up because usually ah our practical when we are supposed to find resistance we always have to do formula method we don't use the instrument and read it straight from it


but the thing is this year the instrument itself we use the ohmmeter basically that's to measure the resistance so what people instead of using that ah equipment to measure resistance they use the one to find current and they you can change the set-up technically you are not supposed to change the reading


because they would they would fix the thing and they would tape it over there last year that's what they did ah they would tape it so you cannot move but this year they didn't move I think uh they didn't tape it so I think like you can move if you want to lah but I didn't really move it or anything I just kept it whatever's there and like the thing about physics right even if the whole thing is wrong <tamil>எல்லாமே தப்பா இருந்தாலும்:ellaamae thappaa irunthaalum</tamil> your whole graph <tamil>தப்பா இருந்தாலும்:thappaa irunthaalum</tamil> you'll still get marks if you follow proper decimal place because accuracy is only one mark


error error carried forward is very it's that one good thing about physics if your first question is wrong that's totally fine you follow the same wrong answer but you get the correct step you get every error carry forward for everything so you only minus one mark or two mark for the first step


everything else is easier, no biology <tamil>கு இல்ல:ku illa</tamil> mathematics <tamil>கும் கெடயாது:kum kedayaathu</tamil> chemistry <tamil>கும்:kum</tamil> error carry error carry uh error carry forward <tamil>கெடயாது:kedayaathu</tamil> I think practical have but uh normal papers don't have but physics even our exam papers we have and like so like technically about physics right that's why for physics right it's not about whether it's about whether you know the concept that's enough if you get your numbers wrong that's actually fine you will lose one or two marks only so it's fine your decimal place is very important the physics is about these mathematical notations only lah


dude I've been crazily studying chemistry I have been doing a lot of papers in my like, <tamil>இந்த வாரம் வந்து:intha vaaram vanthu</tamil> GP on monday tuesday is mathematics paper one then I have one day break then I have chemistry paper two then the next day is chemistry paper uh wait mathematics paper two this whole week is over then the next week I only have one paper chemistry paper I think that week ah supposed to be economics paper then uh chemistry third week and the whole week <tamil>வேற எதுவும் கெடயாது:vera ethuvum kedayaathu</tamil> then err the next week is my physics papers then after next week is my camp and physics paper one technically I've been not doing paper one at all I was like let's just leave it to the end I've been only doing paper two and paper threes so ya


at this point I'm not freaking out lah but I'm very worried for GP only, okay I was looking through a lot of the uh predicted topics okay


like they'll be like marriage or wedding, ah but no the first the the worst thing right COVID is giving them so much time they can make it harder they can make it they don't they don't need to like rush through anything what and wait and another thing right they they will go they're gonna scan our papers and they're gonna upload it so if you if you don't write anything within the scan the bar code ah nothing will get scanned leh


that kind of things freaks me out, because they won't send the papers what, they confirm won't send the papers this year so if you are going to overshot from the barcode none of those words will be shown


ah, ya but the thing right I don't think they will send leh I saw a lot of reddit because Reddit is my best friend in this whole this whole private candidate thing Reddit is the best friend I look through everything they talk about every practical and everything like biology <tamil>பத்தி பாக்கல:paththi paakala</tamil> but I think biology they would have had their planning lah and a lot of thing is right they're expecting paper twos to have planning question like you know ah like three four marks planning part


ya because they are they are expecting that to come out ah they expecting that part to come out so I'm like uh maybe I should revise through planning once again for chemistry because there's high chance for it to come out last year didn't come so this year it's high chance for it to come


prelim prelim practical uh prelim paper leh vanthichu</tamil> I think a few twenty nineteen schools also they tested, dude but the thing about this year ah because I told you I'm using brenda's ah brenda <tamil>ஓட:oda</tamil> brother <tamil>ஓட:oda</tamil> account <tamil>னா:naa</tamil> use <tamil>பண்றேன்:pandraen</tamil> for TMJC right they didn't upload every mathematics paper eh they only told them to do five school mathematics papers which I couldn't find


but Reddit they had like this holy grail ah, apparently call it holy grail dog's account lah then <tamil>அந்த:antha</tamil> dogs leh <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> a few schools <tamil>இருக்கு:irukku</tamil> I just chose whatever was there there's only five schools there I didn't have any of the school ah our school ask them to do because they only upload solution I'm like solution <tamil>வச்சிக்கிட்டு:vachchikkittu</tamil> what can I do


I was like !aiya! crazy what am I supposed to do with the solutions like fine whatever, oh yes she she would have already gone two weeks into medical school


ah ya ya, (mmhmm), (mmhmm)


oh okay okay, (mmhmm)


malaysia I think full lockdown what their numbers also very high, !wow!


true saudi is very low middle east is very low, it's kind of scary thing you know because for country that having low now right they would have like the higher number later on because like considering how, ya considering how like EU and all right they're they're reaching their peak now and US is still its peak that's not the point


they're gonna allow china ya then I was like, I mean technically right china has been out of the whole media there there's been no reports about them regarding uh it's it's it's


means it goes to zero cases


then I'm like literally the only thing china was involved was about trade about COVID and about TikTok these are only three things I can think about now <tamil>இப்ப அதுவும் இல்லயா:ippa athuvum illayaa</tamil> so perfect china's not even in the media it's like it's not there anymore


why didn't he try in saudi


, (mmhmm)


, oh apparently he already got a position there is it, but you have to write the Bmat exam what


ah make sense, well I'm feeling so, like the whole thing is hitting me now I'm thinking about err A levels last year I'm like oh my god crazy it's here already


like !oof!, it'll be it'll be gone in a flash, my final exam is on the twenty seventh of november


ya, twenty seven is my last paper


like I just have to I just have to strive for four more weeks and I'm done with this, because I've been okay only what scares me as of now is GP and ya it is on the peak of my mind I've only prepared for two topics chemistry why scared I've been doing a lot of papers


paper one, for what, chemistry, for GP, no lah, scared for what I have one whole week to study just that why would I study it now


wait ah physics paper one physics paper one is my last paper, if you are biology student your last paper is on december, I think the biology biology uh paper one is around december first or second I'm not sure somewhere there


ya I'm like oh shit man I have to apply to universitiess again I'm like !oof!


oh Mano oh <tamil>பத்து:paththu</tamil> only one can lah, I'm gonna apply I don't know what to do, what, (mmhmm)


mathematics ah mathematics, statistics okay


oh okay, ,


, okay okay


ah okay okay I see, interesting


I'm seeing [orh] everybody university I'm like I'll be there soon I'll be there soon coming for ya for you all, I'm only worried I really hope something out of these two topics comes for paper one


in from today's, I I only have one month I only have one month to study after that my whole life is done so literally I'm only gonna focus this one month I'm done


ya another eight months do nothing that's why so I was like it's okay Shuri we have eight months to do nothing we can wait for that, like okay cool let's do it


(uh huh), dude the swab test hurt like hell okay I'm not gonna lie it's so painful, basic okay it's it's okay it's not painful in the sense it's damn uncomfortable that kind of painful like you know they put that thing I did for


it's after when you pull the thing okay when they insert it hurts but when they pull it hurts even more like it's not the painful it's that it's that , the discomfort ah annoying


oh it's much longer than that, ah, (uh huh), I never use ear bud before I don't know


eh funny no no it's it's just that okay imagine the earbuds kind of thing right and it's longer than that you know what's the swab testing and then you push it all the way in it goes okay it goes up your nose to here


ah it goes up all the way then they bring it up and they don't do it one side they do it the other side also, when okay when they when they do it right I I didn't okay I tears started to come out of my eyes okay that's how it it triggered my tears eh <tamil>அழுதுட்டேன்:aluthuttaen</tamil> but like it's not because I cried cried because of the pain it's just that <tamil>அந்த உள்ள எடுத்துட்டு போன அந்த:antha ulla eduthuttu ponaa antha</tamil> the motion is very uncomfortable


oh but it was damn annoying I I don't want to do it again, out of ten it's like six in terms of like the the the the discomfort ya six lah six seven, it's not painful but it's very uncomfortable I don't like that feeling of the thing going in and out


it took me, !ow! eh they <tamil>ஒடனே குடுத்துட்டாங்க:odane kuduthutaanga</tamil> days okay I did I did the test on uh sunday no I did the test on friday or saturday which was like one or two days before practical then I got the results the same day it you need to check on they will send you an SMS if your test negative they'll send they'll call you if your test positive


oh ya let me tell you about uh <tamil>போன வாரோம்:pona vaaroam</tamil> because <tamil>போன வாரோம் கூத்து நடந்திச்சீ பாரு:pona vaaroam kuthu nadanthichchee paaru</tamil> !wow! err because because on on like monday itself <tamil>எனக்கு தல வலி ஆரம்பிச்சிருச்சி:enaku thala vali arambichchirichi</tamil> because I had to do a REC test on monday then tuesday I had to finish a argumentative essay and submit by wednesday then argumentative essay err oh my god <tamil>எனக்கு ஞாபகம் இல்ல:enakku yabagam illa</tamil> eh <tamil>இரு ஒரு நிமுஷம்:oru nimushom</tamil> oh ya


ya <tamil>அது ஒரு ந:athu oru na</tamil> no no memorise <tamil>செய்றதுகு இருக்கு:seirathuku irukku</tamil> like but the notes is there and everything lah so <tamil>அதுவும் நல்லது:athuvum nallathu</tamil> and then the other thing is that uh you don't need to memorise information as in like statistics <tamil>நல்ல வேல அது அது இருக்கு:nalla wela athu athu irukku</tamil> to save my ass


ya no but but how to say like GP is like a one off thing also so like I guess that's why <tamil>அங்க வந்து:anga vanthuu</tamil> there's more emphasis on memorising lah but anyways <tamil>அது முடிஞ்சிருச்சு:athu mudinjiruchu</tamil> then on thursday <tamil>எனக்கு ஒரு:enakku oru</tamil> presentation <tamil>இருந்துச்சு:irunthuchu</tamil> art history again oh my god my my art history teacher really uh <tamil>என்ன கொல செய்றதுலயே இருந்தாங்க:enna kola seirathulaye irunthanga</tamil> she was like oh err because err she gave us like


because


ya ya <tamil>நாம ஒழுங்காதான்:naama olungathaan</tamil> answer <tamil>பண்ணினோம்:panninom</tamil>so I was like <tamil>அப்பாடா:appadaa</tamil> ya I don't know but anyways then friday I had another uh I had another test and then <tamil>அது முடிஞ்சிட்டு:athu mudinjitu</tamil> I was like <tamil>விடுப்பா சாமி:viduppaa saami</tamil> I was like I'm out of here then then the the thing is that my teachers extended this improved infographic <tamil>நம்ம:namma</tamil> infographic <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> we have to create an infographic and then <tamil>அவங்க கிட்ட அனுப்பனும்:avanga kitta anuppanum</tamil> that is part of our grade also for english <tamil>நா ஒழுங்கா தேதிய பாக்கல:naa olunga thaethiya paakkala</tamil> she extended it to november first I go rush my friend I to my best friend I said eh !hey! <tamil>எனக்கு உதவி செய் என்னால முடியல:enakku uthavi sei ennala mudiyala</tamil> I have no artistic ability whatsoever you need to please help <tamil>பண்ணு:pannu</tamil> then she was like okay fine she right !wah! another another amazing soul she right she book she bought uh online tickets for billie eilish concert


so like you know the thing is like online <tamil>பாக்கலாம் அவளோட:paakkalaam avaloda</tamil> concert ya you can online stream it if you bought the ticket lah then uh <tamil>அவ வேற:ava vera</tamil> she was like oh I have to meet people because of like she's part of youth fellowship it's like christian fellowship so ah our she's doing it for err singapore polytechnic and then she's like in charge of all other youth fellowship clubs in other polytechnics and also in SIM <tamil>னு ஒன்னிருக்கு:nu onniruku</tamil> she's in charge of them also I was like !wow! girly anyways point is that <tamil>அவ அவங்கள பாக்குறதுக்கு போனா:ava avangala paakurathukku ponaa</tamil> the committee members then <tamil>அவங்கள பாத்துட்டு ராத்திரி:avangala pathuttu raaththiri</tamil> like <tamil>பத்து மணி பதினொருமணி வந்தா:paththu mani pathinoru mani vantha</tamil> then <tamil>வீட்டுக்கு வந்து:veettukku vanthu</tamil> then she wanted to start on my work but then <tamil>நா வந்து:naa vanthu</tamil> err statistics eh <tamil>ஒழுங்கா எழுதல்ல இன்னோம்:olungaa eluthalla innoam</tamil> you know so she was like Tazima what are you doing then I was like oh shit sorry


oh because you know uh my topic doesn't have to do have to be in any relation to my argumentative essay or the research paper I am gonna right so I decided I want to do about your favourite topic meat consumption <tamil>அது எப்பிடி:athu eppidi</tamil> reduce <tamil>பண்றது:pandrathu</tamil> meat consumption


!wow! so like <tamil>அத பத்தி:atha paththi</tamil> research <tamil>பண்ணிட்டு இருந்தேன்:pannittu irunthaen</tamil> then err I got a lot of statistics from UN and world health organisation and how uh the there's environmental impact and health impact then apparently like fifty fifty thousand people die from err eating red meat


because red meat has stuff that is not healthy for your body lah like so I was like okay !wow! then they also died thirty four thousand people died because of processed meat <tamil>அது கேள்வி பட்டு:athu kelvi pattu</tamil> I was like <tamil>விடு சாமி:vidu saami</tamil> no because the thing is that for the past two weeks also I've been very conscious about eating meat for some reason <tamil>எனக்கு சாப்புடுறதுக்கு விருப்பம் இல்ல:enakku saappudurathuku viruppam illa</tamil> so I was like (oo)


ya so I was like, ya but like the process of cooking right ya <tamil>எனக்கு சாப்பிடுறதுக்கு அவ்ளோவா இஷ்டம் இல்ல:enaku saappidurathuku avalovaa ishtam illa</tamil> so I was like you know then I told my mother like we should buy the impossible meat they're selling it now in NTUC ya ya ya it's sixteen dollar ninety cents


ya three dollars twenty or something ya


ya because <tamil>அவங்க:avanga</tamil> they have a lot of joints over there so


LOL no <tamil>நா நா வந்து என்னோட தங்கச்சி ஓட பேசிட்டு இருந்தேன்:naa naa vanthu ennoda thangachchiyoda pesittu irunthaen</tamil> then <tamil>அவ சொன்னா:ava sonnaa</tamil> oh maybe NTUC finest leh <tamil>தான் இருக்கும்ட்டு:thaan irukumttu</tamil> so I was like okay sure


I don't know NTUC finest <tamil>லயே இல்லனா அது:layae illana athu</tamil> I don't know what to say but ya ya then I look at the price I was like <tamil>இந்த பணத்த வச்சிக்கிட்டு:intha panathae vachchikkittu</tamil> like <tamil>இருக்குறதே:irukkurathae</tamil> in the pandemic leh <tamil>வாழ்றோம்:vaalrom</tamil> you can't even pay


ya no the <tamil>பிரச்சனை என்னானு தெரியுமா:pirachchinai ennaanu theriyumaa</tamil> the thing is that <tamil>அவங்க:avanga</tamil> in the impossible meat <tamil>ஓட வெலய வந்து:oda velaya vanthu</tamil> normal meat <tamil>விட:vida</tamil> lower price leh <tamil>வச்சிருந்தாங்கன்னா:vachchirunthaangannaa</tamil> more people will be interested they'll be like oh <tamil>வெலய பாத்து:velaya paathuttu</tamil> be like oh okay


ya because you have to infuse ah


, no but I think it's like a stepping stone for people that want to convert


stepping stone but not long term <tamil>கு இல்ல:ku illa</tamil> but stepping stone ya


, ya


ya where they tried it right oh my god, no no no the thing is no the ya ya the thing is that it's so stupid because <tamil>அவங்க உங்க கிட்ட சாப்பாடு குடுக்கும் போது அவங்க:avanga unga kitta saapaadu kudukkum poathu avanga</tamil> plating eh <tamil>செய்ய மாட்டாங்க அப்டியே குடுப்பாங்க:seiya maattaanga appidiyae kuduppaanga</tamil> then <tamil>நீனே:neenae</tamil> plating <tamil>செய்யனும் அப்டி ஒனக்கு அப்புறம் ஒனக்கு:seiyanum apdi onakku appuram onakku</tamil> plating <tamil>வேணும் ஆனா உன்னால:venum aanaa unnaala</tamil> plating <tamil>செய்ய முடியாதுன்னு அவங்க கிட்ட சொன்னைனா:seiya mudiyaathunnu avanga kitta sonnainaa</tamil> they'll be like okay fine we will bring a chef in so you have to pay more for the chef


exactly and then the worst part is that <tamil>அவளோ தூரம் மாதிரி பிள்ளைங்கல்லாம் அங்க இருந்தாங்கன்னா அவளவுதான் ஒனக்கு ரெண்டு மூணு மணி நேரம் அங்கேயே இருந்து:avalo thooram maathiri pillaingallaam anga irunthangannaa avalavuthaan onakku rendu moonu mani neram angayae irunthu</tamil> you have to be like listening to this child screaming and crying oh my god


ya, I feel like only those people like who don't have kids or they have a lot of money ya or maybe saved up the money to go overseas this year <tamil>ஆனா அவங்களுக்கு என்னா செய்றனு தெரியல:aanaa avangalukku ennaa seiranu theriyala</tamil> so you just spend it on this kind of thing


ya ya ya


Sanjeev, renowned chef ah


oh well <tamil>அது இருக்கு:athu irukku</tamil> anyways ya back to this so the funniest thing is that <tamil>அந்த:antha</tamil> infographic <tamil>இருக்குல அவள் கிட்ட சொன்னேன்:irukkula aval kitta sonnaen</tamil> it's due on uh sunday two three five nine <tamil>நா:naa</tamil> submit <tamil>பண்ணனும்:pannanum</tamil> then she said it's okay it's fine it's fine then she said to me oh Takzima <tamil>எனக்கும் வந்து ஒரு:enakkum vanthu oru</tamil> infographic <tamil>இருக்கு ஏனா நா இப்ப:irukku yaenaa naa ippa</tamil> infographic module only <tamil>எடுக்குறேன்:edukkurean</tamil> SP leh for final year project also so I I also have to meet my final year project people and then I'll try to finish with them my infographic that's due two three five nine and then I'll finish your infographic then I was like oh my god bless your soul but the thing is that <tamil>அவ வந்து:ava vanthu</tamil> she just did the aesthetic part I provided all the statistics I paraphrase everything she just need to insert pictures and make it look aesthetically pleasing so it's like like fifty percent to sixty percent my effort then forty percent her effort so I was like okay fine fine fine then I was like eternally grateful lah because what she did was that <tamil>அவ மூணு மணி நேரம் தூங்கிட்டு:ava moonu mani neram thoongittu</tamil> done then <tamil>அவ வந்து:ava vanthu</tamil> because billie eilish is in america what so <tamil>அவ எந்திரிச்சு ஆறு மணி:ava enthirichu aaru mani</tamil> like she was watching the concert since like two A two three AM and then like from there all the way to six AM <tamil>அவ பாத்துட்டே இருந்தா:ava paathuttae irunthaa</tamil> what the hell isn't this girl crazy then I was like oh my god then


I really I don't know <tamil>நா அவள் கிட்ட போய் கேக்கனும்:naa aval kitta poi kekanum</tamil> but I'll send you lah the the money I honestly to me <tamil>எனக்கு:enakku</tamil> online concert <tamil>னா:naa</tamil> I find it such a turn off because like I rather have the full concert experience


ah, ya then the thing change right the colour change and everything ya ya ya <tamil>பாக்குறதுக்கு நல்லா இருக்கு:paakkurathukku nallaa irukku</tamil> but it's like eh like I rather have the full concert experience like see this face to face ya so ah ya so she was like sleep deprived on sunday I was like girl please <tamil>என்னோட நெல நெலமய பத்தி பாத்து எனக்கு உதவி செய்:ennoda nela nelamaya paththi paathu enakku uthavi sei</tamil> then she was like ya ya ya can can can confirm I can one so there's this website called Canva so Canva leh <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> you can find like templates then you just use the template lah like it may say like uh so for us right she chose this blood donation drive something tablet tab sorry template but then on the template <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> you can just delete <tamil>ஒனக்கு பிடிக்காதத:onakku pidikkaathatha</tamil> delete <tamil>பண்ணிட்டு:pannittu</tamil> then you can just insert your own pictures so that's what we did lah then <tamil>கடைசில:kadaisila</tamil> she made it super nice then I was like <tamil>அப்பாடா:appaadaa</tamil> I'll show you later but ya it's damn nice then I was like !yay! then oh my god the best part so <tamil>எல்லாத்தையும் முடிச்சிட்டோம்:ellaathaiyum mudichitom</tamil> it's like <tamil>ஒன்பது மணி பத்து மணி ஆவ போது:onbathu mani paththu mani aava pothu</tamil> I'm like okay okay I'm gonna send it now <tamil>அவள் கிட்ட சொல்லிட்டேன்:aval kitta sollittaen</tamil> then she was like okay fine send it so I downloaded it got it all ready then suddenly when I look at the err I go to my uh website right where my UB learns to send it right


so I was damn confused I was like <tamil>என்னா நடக்குது இங்க:enna nadakkuthu inga</tamil> like <tamil>எப்படி ஏறிச்சு:eppidi erichu</tamil> is it <tamil>என்னோட:ennoda</tamil> laptop leh <tamil>மட்டும்தான்:mattumthaan</tamil> malfunction <tamil>ஆகுது எனக்கு ஒண்ணுமே புரியல:aaguthu enakku onnumae puriyala</tamil> so I I call this friend of not call I texted my friend from the same class <tamil>அவள் கிட்ட கேட்டேன்:aval kitta kettean</tamil> [dey] <tamil>என்னாடா:ennadaa</tamil> like <tamil>எனக்கு வந்து அந்த:enakku vanthu</tamil> link eh <tamil>காணாம இருக்கு எங்க போச்சுது அவ என்கிட்ட சொன்னா:kaanaama irukku enga pochuthu ava enkitta sonna</tamil> oh no it's due on november first I was like I was supposed to send this sunday and then I went and thought it was last sunday so I was like oh my god then I I told my friend oh my god dude it's not even due this week <tamil>அடுத்த வாரம் தான் அது:aduththa vaaram than athu</tamil> due so then she was like dude you rush yourself you stress yourself for no because the thing is that the weekend I could have just enjoyed doing nothing because because <tamil>இந்த வாரம் வந்து:intha vaaram vanthu</tamil> it was just like <tamil>மத்த:maththa</tamil> groups presenting for art history then there was no submission or assignment to finish so I was like what I do to myself I could have gone hiking with my mother eh


ya it's one point ah then <tamil>இன்னொன்னு வந்து நா சொன்னேன்:innonnu vanthu naa sonnaen</tamil> it's giving false expectations for relationships so like oh love will prevail all <tamil>அவங்க என்ன:avanga enna</tamil> like she if he slept ya ya ya


ah ah ah then like, ya then like err <tamil>சண்ட போட்டா இல்ல கடைசில நம்ம பேசாமலே நம்மளோட காதல் வந்து நம்ம ரெண்டு பேரையும் சேத்து வெக்கும்sanda pottaa illa kadaisila namma pesaamalae nammaloda kaathal vanthu namma rendu peraiyum saethu vekkum</tamil> or some shit like that or or saying that oh you don't need like you know the problem is that uh <tamil>ஒரு விஷயோம் ஒழுங்கா நடக்காம இருந்திச்சினா:oru vishayom olungaa nadakkaama irunthichinaa</tamil> they're like okay let's divorce that kind of thing like they they build up ya but it's like they don't explore a lot in the relationship aspect and then sometimes like you know like the guy will stand outside her house or what not that's that's borderline creepy that's that's creepy that's stalking


I was like nop ya that one and then uh another one was uh the wedding planner


ya no the the wedding planner jennifer Lopez wedding planner so <tamil>அவ வந்து:ava vanthu</tamil> in the movie she's a wedding planner so <tamil>அவ வந்து இவளோ கல்யாணத்த வந்து:ava vanthu ivalo kalyaanatha vanthu</tamil> she has set up for people planned everything for people then she comes across this one guy and this girl so <tamil>அவங்க ரெண்டு பேரும் கல்யாணம் ஆக போறாங்க:avanga rendu perum kalyaanam aaga poraanga</tamil> but she starts to have feelings for the guy and the guy also starts to have feelings for her


so it becomes so bad to the point that, like I think in the end on marriage day <tamil>அவ வந்து சொல்லிறுவா:ava vanthu solliruvaa</tamil> oh uh to the girl okay the girl is gonna get married to ya like oh <tamil>என்னால இதெல்லாம் முடியாது:ennala ithellaam mudiyaathu</tamil> I'm sorry I have feelings for our wedding planner


like and then the thing the worst part is that the girl is supposed to accept this bull and be like oh ya <tamil>பரவால்ல:paravaalla</tamil> like you know <tamil>இவளோ பணத்த வந்து நம்ம சம்பாதிச்சிருக்கோம்:ivalo panatha vanthu namma sambaathichchirukom</tamil> like all these and then we spent it all on this this lavish wedding and then our whole relatives are here ya that's the thing you know like they make it such a dramatic thing and then they make it such a big gesture to reveal this kind of things but they now focus on how the guy cheated lah which is just a problem for me anyways the third point I came up with is that <tamil>அவங்க வந்து:avanga vanthu</tamil> happily ever after Disney movies leh they don't show what happens after happily ever after that's the problem I feel lah


okay like ya so like <tamil>உதாரணத்துக்கு இப்ப நீ:uthaaranathukku ippa nee</tamil> snow white <tamil>பாத்தீனா:patheenaa</tamil> snow white <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> she passed out ya ya passed out


ya ya so the okay so <tamil>நா வந்து ஒரு:naa vanthu oru</tamil> thesis or dissertation <tamil>வந்து படிச்சிட்டு இருந்தேன்:vanthu padichittu irunthean</tamil> then the the person was saying that uh if you look at Disney movies <tamil>எங்க பாத்தாலும்:enga paathaalum</tamil> they will say happy happily ever after be written or they will say it out verbally happily and they lived happily ever after and then it's like close the book but the book is actually still open because there's still a lot more pages to cover what happens during the marriage like marriage <tamil>லாம் முடிஞ்சிட்டு அப்புறம் என்னா:laam mudinjittu appuram enna</tamil> like <tamil>அவங்களுடைய:avangaludaiya</tamil> relationship <tamil>எப்பிடி இருந்திச்சி:eppidi irunthichi</tamil> then


but at the same time I'm here thinking <tamil>இந்த மாதிரி:intha maathiri</tamil> teenagers ah <tamil>வந்து நம்ம காமிச்சாதான் பிள்ளைங்களுக்கு:vanthu namma kaamichchathaan pillaingalukku</tamil> they'll be like okay this is not a normal relationship and if this is happening in their own house for example <tamil>அப்பா அம்மாவ ஓங்கி அடிக்கிறாங்க:appa ammavae oongi adikiraanga</tamil> or like <tamil>அவங்க ரெண்டு பேரும் சத்தம் போட்டுட்டு:avanga rendu perum saththam potuttu</tamil> like they're arguing then maybe the child will able to pick up lah that's that's also an argument I have but this also should only be done for kids who are like you know of like a certain age group ya like maybe like twelve to fifteen around there or like maybe like ten to twelve around there if you are watching Disney movies then maybe you'll understand the concept a bit better but then


, ya, ya so ya so, then my argumentative point was oh uh no but then


okay not argumentative point so my my counter argument my counter argument so <tamil>என்னோட:ennoda</tamil> counter argument <tamil>வந்து நா சொன்னே:vanthu naa sonnae</tamil> oh no but then uh romantic movies give people hope that ya they will also find the one true love one day then I say their scientific reasoning like when people watch romance movies they get this uh hormone called oxytocin being released which is a good hormone it's like uh it's something equivalent to endorphins but it is for you know for romantic feelings ya so <tamil>அத பத்தி நா பேசனும்னு இருந்தேன்:atha paththi naa pesanumnu irunthaen</tamil> but then err I wanted to rebut it and say but then <tamil>எபிடி சொல்றது:epidi solrathu</tamil> the ideas that uh these movies give are very long term


but then the like you know like oxytocin releasing <tamil>எல்லா வந்து:ellaa vanthu</tamil> it's just during the movie itself and then the hope is just like oh ya ya during the movie but then uh long term you're like still gonna be like eh like but then these tropes who will be the one that will be stuck in your head forever what


like hope is such an abstract concept but then if you look at these tropes like how do you get the girl or how do you get the guy,


, ya, ya but then the thing is that <tamil>பிரச்சின என்னானா:prachchina enna naa</tamil> I cannot find a lot of evidence lah like most of them are like dissertation and I'm like


ya so err hold up <tamil>என்கிட்ட இருக்கு:enkitta iruku</tamil> !hooo! I took the whole thing down ya because <tamil>இதுக்கு வந்து:ithukku vanthu</tamil> I have more points I can break it up even more <tamil>ஆனா அந்த:anaa antha</tamil> romance movie <tamil>க்கு வந்து எனக்கு ஒண்ணுமே இல்ல:kku vanthu enakku onnumae illa</tamil> like to break it up into


ya so ya and, so that's why journal articles is very important for that one then for this one is role of woman uh significance <tamil>யே:yae</tamil> in the topic and the research paper <tamil>நா செய்யனும்:naa seiyanum</tamil> the topic <tamil>பத்தி நா சொன்னோனா சொன்னோனா:paththi na sonnona sonnona</tamil> oh it's because you know the family's movements have been increasing for the past few years especially because like <tamil>இப்ப நெறய நெறய:ippa neraya neraya</tamil> women <tamil>கு வந்து:ku vanthu</tamil> they know that you know <tamil>சில விஷயங்கள் வந்து:sila vishayangal vanthu</tamil> that men are doing is not right


so they're fighting back then <tamil>நா வந்து:naa vanthu</tamil> I came up with three points again so the first point err I came up with is how they the role of women has changed is education so education ah <tamil>பாத்தேனா:paathaenaa</tamil> <tamil>அந்த காலத்துல:antha kaalathula</tamil> like <tamil>பெற்றோர் வந்து:petror vanthu</tamil> err they won't let their daughters <tamil>படிக்க விட மாடீங்க மாட்டாங்க:padikka vida mateenga maataanga</tamil> so now they can lah then the other one is more women are studying male dominated courses so I got reminded of brenda


ya which is a very big problem in india especially <tamil>அத பத்தி படிச்சேன்:atha paththi padichaen</tamil> ya <tamil>அந்த:antha</tamil> toxic masculinity


ah, , ah the caste system !wow!


(mmhmm), ya but <tamil>பிரச்சின ஏன்னானா இப்ப:pirachchina ennaanaa ippa</tamil> you know like girls uh even in I mean I mean now it has improved lah <tamil>நெறய நெறய:neraya neraya</tamil> women <tamil>கு வந்து:ku vanthu</tamil> ya they want to work now like my cousin <tamil>அவனோட கல்யாணம்:avanoda kalyaanam</tamil> fix <tamil>ஆச்சி தெரியுமா:aachi theriyumaa</tamil> it's on february seven


not so fair ya but then I was like <tamil>இவ எல்லாம் வந்து நம்மளுடைய குடும்பதுக்கு ரொம்ப குடுத்து வெச்சவ:iva ellaam vanthu nammaludaiya kudumbathukku romba kuduthu vechchava</tamil> cannot be lah <tamil>இவங்கெல்லாம்:ivangellaam</tamil> like confirm won't choose her ya she's too good so I was like this family confirm they won't choose confirm anyways then


no no dowry happens in uh other cultures as well just need to search out where lah then err domestic violence <tamil>அப்புறம்:appuram</tamil> sexual assault child marriage voting <tamil>இதுக்கு எல்லாம் அவங்க வந்து:ithukku ellaam avanga vanthu</tamil> they're standing up against it then uh equal role


ah ah ah ya so I also wrote about uh how rights leh <tamil>வந்து ஆணுக்கும் பெண்ணுக்கும் வந்து:aanukum pennukum vanthu</tamil> they have equal role of taking care of the child so <tamil>இப்ப:ippa</tamil> singapore leh<tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> they have implemented how uh men <tamil>கு வந்து ரெண்டு வாரோம்:ku vanthu rendu vaarom</tamil> eh is it twelve or two I don't okay anyway point is that


really, I think it's only two weeks eh so like err maternity leave <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> they also give for men because they feel that they also have a part to play it's just that <tamil>அந்த:antha</tamil> importance <tamil>அவலோவா குடுகல:avalovaa kudukala</tamil> so that's the problem lah ya


ya and then I also said that uh <tamil>இப்ப:ippa</tamil> like you know single parents like <tamil>தனியா வந்து பிள்ளைய வந்து பாத்து கிட்டு இருக்குறாங்க அவங்களுக்கு வந்து:thaniyaa vanthu pillaiyaa vanthu paathu kittu irukkuraanga avangalukku vanthu</tamil> they give like more baby bonuses or more more money to help them then uh the last thing I wrote is that equal or ya have they at first they didn't leh then you know miss G miss G <tamil>சண்ட போட்டுடே இருந்தாங்க என்னோட:sanda potuttae irunthaanga ennoda</tamil> I was like oh my god sister calm down ya like I was like okay then like ya ah


single mothers ah gender, ya


I think also because <tamil>இந்த காலத்துல:intha kaalathula</tamil> divorce rate <tamil>டும் அதிகமா போய்ட்டே இருக்கு:dum athigamaa poyittae irukku</tamil> ah so <tamil>அதுனால அது:athunaala athu</tamil> I think it was a big consideration lah then the last thing I said is equal opportunities uh as men in the workplace so like <tamil>அந்த காலத்துல:antha kaalathula</tamil> they'll be like oh you're a woman so you can't have this job only a man can lead <tamil>அந்த மாதிரி:antha maathiri</tamil> like mentality <tamil>நெறய பேருக்கு இருந்திச்சு:neraya perukku irunthichu</tamil> and another one is that you know like especially <tamil>அந்த:antha</tamil> woman <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> if she is pregnant then they'll be like oh pregnant ah now she cannot do work she cannot do this job ya ya ya and then like they prevent them from going overseas to represent them and what not then the last thing is uh workplace so workplace <tamil>லயே:layae</tamil> you can earn for the family alongside men which has given the rise for dual income families then err leadership opportunities more leadership opportunities <tamil>இப்ப:ippa</tamil> they're also making way for more leadership opportunities for women lah because they feel that women need to be a equally heard voice because they can provide women's perspective also then <tamil>இந்த காலத்துல:intha kaalathula</tamil> it's like a follow up of the


like like uh <tamil>துணிய துவைக்கனும் பிள்ளைங்கள வந்து பாத்துக்கனும்:thuniya thuvaikanum pillaingala vanthu paathukanum</tamil> and then what else, the role of woman


has changed or not oh ya so I said no because, ya so so then then the my rebuttal for this domestic aspect is that <tamil>இல்ல:illa</tamil> but then <tamil>இப்ப:ippa</tamil> women have


birth control they have contraceptives so whether they want to take care of the child is like up to them again once again because they can control their own body whether they want to have family planning or what not in the domestic aspect if they're not mentally or physically prepared for the domestic aspect then they can always prolong it with contraceptives second thing is that because <tamil>இந்த காலத்துல வந்து நெறய:intha kaalathula vanthu neraya</tamil> uh dual income families <tamil>இருக்காங்கல்ல:irukkaangalla</tamil> so <tamil>வேல வேல ரொம்ப அதிகமா இருக்கும்:vela vela romba athigamaa irukum</tamil> so they can hire caregivers


ya to take care of this domestic aspect, ya then ya so the thing is that I feel more for the role of woman question, because there is <tamil>நா ஒரு:naa oru</tamil> women ah <tamil>இருந்து:irunthu</tamil> ya but then err statistics <tamil>கெடக்கிறது கொஞ்சம் கஷ்டம்:kedakkirathu konjam kashtam</tamil> but I will try my best I feel like I'm leaning more towards this question


no statistics <tamil>கெடக்கிறது ஒன்னு:kedakirathu onnu</tamil> but then uh it has to be under journal articles you see statistics <tamil>வந்து எனக்கு:vanthu enaku</tamil> if ya ya if ya romance is so interesting right ya


ya so it's just,


what, ah


ah okay,


oh so to make up for the writing they did this


!wah!, oh !wow!


ah ya, , ah


!huh!, ah okay


[orh], ah


oh, oh oh oh, ah


error carry for forward ah


ah


ya, ah


oh god


ah, ah


!wah!


!wah! <tamil>எனக்கு:enakku</tamil> A levels ah <tamil>பத்தி நெனச்சா:paththi nenacha</tamil> I nop cannot imagine


I feel like COVID <tamil>நால:naala</tamil> they might mellow down I don't know


my god, oh ya


!wow! <tamil>இந்த காலத்துல:intha kalathula</tamil> reddit <tamil>தான் உனக்கு:thaan unakku</tamil> best friend,


I think <tamil>நம்மலோட:nammaloda</tamil> prelim paper <tamil>வந்திச்சா:vanthicha</tamil> or like practice paper prelim practice paper, ya


younger ya so uh <tamil>அவனுக்கு வந்து:avanukku vanthu</tamil> medicine <tamil>படிக்கனும்ண்டு இஷ்டம்:padikanumdu ishtam</tamil> then err COVID <tamil>நால அவங்க:naala avanga</tamil> saudi leh <tamil>இருந்து:irunthu</tamil> malaysia <tamil>கு போவ விட மாட்டாங்க:ku pova vida maataanga</tamil> because malaysia <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> it's still in lockdown <tamil>அதுல:athula</tamil> singapore leh <tamil>இருக்குறவங்களேயே அவங்க விட மாட்டேங்குறாங்க:irukkuravangalayae avanga vida maataenguraanga</tamil> what makes you think saudi <tamil>இருந்து விடு விடுவாங்க:irunthu vidu viduvaanga</tamil> so ah ah


ya <tamil>அவங்க சொன்னாங்க:avanga sonnaanga</tamil> singapore <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> uh they they can't come in until first january twenty twenty one ya so uh the thing is that saudi leh <tamil>வந்து இருக்குற அந்த:vanthu irukkura antha</tamil> how to say flights <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> they're actually going to a lot of places because uh saudi <tamil>இருக்குற:irukkura</tamil> cases is very little that's what they say lah ya so err <tamil>அதுனால:athunaala</tamil> what they say is that uh they allow


oh well, ya then ya so it he's like


I don't know also I really don't know but I think the problem with saudi is that err , it's just that the medicine and the err how to say like is more backward or some shit like that and I was like okay sure I don't know ya so he would rather go and be exposed to these kind of people <tamil>மத்த வூட்ல இருந்து:maththa vutla irunthu</tamil> so I was like ah okay so I guess so


nine december is my last paper <tamil>அத முடிச்சிட்டேன்னா:atha mudichittaennaa</tamil> I'll be like damn happy I'll be like bye bye


not chemistry meh, paper one, ah I scared for paper one


for both papers, !wah!, wait so your last paper is chemistry physics physics oh boy oh


!wah! !wah!


okay lah can lah ya but


eh wait no sorry he oh wait no I'm taking spring next semester he won't touch sorry he won't teach uh spring he will only teach summer and fall (ugh) so anyways <tamil>பாவம்:paavam</tamil> I am <tamil>பாவம்:pavam</tamil> so ya


!hais! ya, !oof!


oh <tamil>எப்பிடி இருந்திச்சி:eppidi irunthichi</tamil> like out of ten, oh is it like <tamil>அந்த வலி வந்து:antha vali vanthu</tamil> like it's like ringing after the thing also


oh, okay wait <tamil>எனக்கு கேள்வி ஒரு கேள்வி:enakku kelvi oru kelvi</tamil> you know like <tamil>நீ வந்து:nee vanthu</tamil> earbud <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> you use for your ear right then no no no no then <tamil>நீ வந்து:nee vanthu</tamil> accidentally <tamil>நீ ரொம்ப உள்ள போயிட்டா:nee romba ulla poyittaa</tamil> then <tamil>அதுக்கு அப்புறம் வெளீல எடுக்குற அந்த மாதிரி:athukku appuram veleela edukkura antha maathiri</tamil> feeling ah


oh my god <tamil>அதான் ஒனக்கு காது கேக்கல:athaan onakku kaathu kekala</tamil> oh my god, ah


ah, so out of ten out of ten


rating out of ten, ah okay


ah, ah,


hi


my beloved people, ah oh I was watching okay so I was going to watch this anime as you told me to until I realised that


ya but I remember it's about the guys who were like get trapped and then like police officer <tamil>கிட்ட கொடுத்தாங்க:kitta koduthaangga</tamil> they will secretly hear something or don't know what or the room like


ya <tamil>அந்த:andha</tamil> room leh <tamil>இருப்பாங்க:irupaanga</tamil> ya so I remember that but then I didn't know that was the movie and I always have that habit I don't know what I'm watching because I'll purposely put, no I didn't


!wow!, oh


look as in like the the way that I come across any movie, Vasantham leh <tamil>ஏதாச்சும் படம் போடுவான் அப்போ கூட நான் பார்க்கமாட்டேன்:edhachum padam poduvaan appo kooda naan paarka maattaen</tamil> I will be doing something in my room my parent will be watching something on Vasantham then I will walk pass then I will be like <tamil>சரி உட்கார்ந்து பார்ப்போம் அவங்க கூட ஏதாச்சும்:sari utkaarnthu paarpom avanga kooda edhachum</tamil> then I will sit and start watching with them


that's the only way I watch movies, though I did watch the new one remember that day I told you the <tamil>புதிய:pudhiya</tamil> something


it was, so basically the movie is split into five stories I think, five I haven't finish watching all five, I watch four


and I really loved it, if you watch it right like, one or not you know it's not even like one of those stories made me like, this one like I liked all the movie out all the stories they're all


it somehow literary like feel good, some of it's very, it gets sad but feel good as well, ya, and it's a very like !aww! that sort of thing and watching one of it


really made me miss my grandparents all of sudden, no lah he just was like, I was like <tamil>வீட்ல இருகாங்கல:veetla irukaangala</tamil> so I was like [orh] I don't really spend that much time with them because as much as I'm the grandchild that leaves in their house right I should be the one who should be spending most time with them by right but


most of the time I don't end up doing that because I feel like once you start living with people right, you just take for granted the time you have with them, for me at least with my parents is different because I I talk to my parents they ask me how's my day but with my grandparents there's like a very


it's like they have a routine for their day, and I have my own routine for the day and that routine doesn't involves communicating with each other much


(hmm), ,


way of thinking and stuff


(hmm),


but it's just that most of the time we don't have time to listen like my mother will listen a lot, but she listens more to her mother and not so much to her father because to her her father was always very strict with her, but to me my <tamil>தாத்தா:thatha</tamil> is very nice to me because grandchildren what not his own child so I feel like my <tamil>தாத்தா:thatha</tamil> doesn't get to say his stories as much to his grandchildren but <tamil>அடிக்கடி சில சமயம் அவங்க:adikkadi sila samayam avanga</tamil> you can tell from the way he is talking he wants to share this story he wants to talk about those stories again


but I just found like the fact that he wasn't sharing it with his own grandchildren because we don't give him the time, was kind of sad so there have been times where I will try to go and listen to the story but then what will happen is school will start again and I'll get busy again


so after watching this movie I felt bad again especially because I was like I already lost two grandparents, I didn't spent time with them as much as I wanted to not that that was the only limiting factor but given that one of them was in india so but the fact that like I just need to be more grateful with the time I have with this grandparents at least lah


so ya then I was telling sara was like bit by bit, because now onwards I'm only going back on the weekends right and during internship time also I'm only going to be back for the weekends because I'm gonna be in hall


so I'll be staying in hall so I was telling sara how I want to, put some time aside during the weekends to show that I am spending time with them as well even if like <tamil>எனக்கு வேலை இருக்கு சரியா:enakku velai irukku sariyaa</tamil> a year or something right because usually sometimes ah if I want to spend time with my parents right


I'll be doing my work but I will bring my laptop to the hall and do my work, while they are there so that it it's like a bit like spending time with them but the problem is <tamil>பாட்டிலாம் வந்து:paatilaam vandhu</tamil> we have two halls


so I always go to my parents hall so I can like slowly start shifting over to this side, slowly start giving company, and also the other good thing is if my <tamil>தாத்தா:thatha</tamil> goes for a walk I can follow him


I am quite certain that my <tamil>தாத்தா:thatha</tamil> is, at least as fit as me, because


he'll be like oh and girl exercise per normally you'll get <tamil>பண்ற மாதிரி இருக்கு எனக்கு:pandra maadhiri irukku enakku</tamil> lift <tamil>வேணாம் நான் படியெடுத்து வரேன்:venaam naan padiyaeduthu varaen</tamil> I'm like


peaceful walks also so I just wanted to be like on the weekends or something if he's going for a walk I can follow him, he's going to the market I can follow him because I know my <tamil>பாட்டி:paati</tamil> right one of the things that she is always very concerned about is


there's three benefits to this one, I'll learn more about marketing, like actual like grocery shopping, which I don't nothing about by the way


another thing but you will feel more, confident if someone's there with him, so those are the plans I have for now, we'll see how that goes, but I can assure you because this kind of things when I am trying to do like with an intention in mind right


confirm my mother will intervene and will be like you spend, ya is like <tamil>தாத்தா கூட இங்க அங்கலாம் போக முடியுது ஒழுங்கா வந்து இதை தொட அத தொட:thatha kooda inga angalaam poga mudiyuthu olungaa vandhu idha thoda adha thoda</tamil> I'm like, I'm taking like one hour out of my impossible schedule right now


and dedicating it to spending time with my grandparents and probably another one hour to spend it with you not to be cleaning the toilet I spend it with you,


, amazing, ah, but the one topic I know that I need to steer clear of


with <tamil>தாத்தா:thatha</tamil> is fine ya with <tamil>தாத்தா:thatha</tamil> is fine not that I will tell him about but he won't he won't bring up the topic, my <tamil>பாட்டி:paati</tamil> however


she gives the kind of support system that works


that day oh my god that day damn funny my mother show me because <tamil>அக்காக்கு பையன் தேடுறாங்க தானே:akkakku paiyan theduraanga thaanae</tamil> my mother shows me this guy


then I was like oh okay <tamil>பரவால்லயே பையன் ரொம்ப அழகா இருக்கான்:paravaalayae paiyan romba alagaa irukaan</tamil> or something, because he was very handsome wait ya he was very handsome then I was like oh ya okay good looking, then after that she say but your <tamil>அக்கா:akka</tamil> say don't want then I was like why then she say because he's only one year older than her


so then she was like no she wants at least three year older I was like, then my mother was like, so this kind of boys see for you you will marry or not I was like, this is very weird like you see a boy for my <tamil>அவன்:avan</tamil> it's not even hundred percent confirm that it's a no


it's not even hundred percent confirm it's a no <tamil>அதுக்குள்ள:adhukulla</tamil> and I was like


, no then I told her mother no I wouldn't want this kind of guy or something


no the the point is that they, I, if they don't plan to get me married off till I'm twenty seven


and I was thinking like <tamil>நீங்க அப்டி சொல்லிட்டு இப்போ எதுக்கு கப்ஸா பண்றீங்க:neenga apdi sollittu ippo edhuku kapsaa pandreenga</tamil> just like me


nonsense fellow, but what did I do you know why the reason why they all think I'm most likely to


get into a relationship first it's because I'm the only person who can talk to the opposite gender, among all the grandchildren, the first child first grandchild is literally socially inept she cannot like


from throughout her entire JC life she had one friend, throughout her entire secondary life she had two friends secondary school life, throughout her university she had no friends, she is she cannot and she literally chose to do an FYP over an internship because she didn't want to interact with people


that's that's the level of socially inept ya I know, first of all that's the indian girl in my family and then you have me who's on the opposite end who whose friend ratio of guys to girls is about two is to one


and then you have, the next boy who just study so much that he, he has never ya nothing


he has just never and, and the thing is because they all went to , a single sex schools right and so their entire friends circle and everything is very


and I was the first grandchild to go to a mix, and once I went to mix school obviously my social circle was, mixed lah and I'm the person I'd rather go out, with someone individually rather than go out go with the whole group unless I'm very close to the group


ya because some of the group is like you're not a primary member in the group you are just like <tamil>வந்துட்டு வந்துட்டு போவ:vandhuttu vandhuttu pova</tamil> so <tamil>வந்துட்டு வந்துட்டு போவும்போது:vandhuttu vandhuttu povumpothu</tamil> is not very, like the it's not like they will welcome you to go out that much either so I'm just like okay lah I just go out with those people I


talk to one on one and stuff like that, and then because of that I still remember when my mother's saw me outside with Sara she was like why you don't have female friends say why you must go out with the guys I'm like I have, and like I do have female friends I literally just started listing out all my female friends and I was like


I do have female friends as well what am I supposed to do with my friends don't know each other like, like what the fuck like I can't expect everyone be making friends with each other just to please my parents right like what is this, I it's weird but I have


unproper thoughts about the fact that, like sometimes I will get a bit sad that I don't have a friend group, like as much as I really love and cherish my individual friendships with people, ya sort of a clique but it's just like


sometimes you just don't get called to things if you're not part of a group, ya be it lunches dinners parties, event shows whatever it is at the end of the day if you are a part of a group you get called


you get like eh <tamil>எங்க போலாம்:enga polaam</tamil> which I haven't gotten, in my university life, that much I have gotten maybe, once or twice like for example remember the drama group when people initiate things


it didn't really play out but, at least I was included there ya, and that's the only time other than that if you see most of the things that I go for either I go with an individual friend, but most of the things I miss out on because of that or I go with Sara and the problem now is that I can't go to many places alone with Sara either like for Sungei


sara and I went together but <tamil>அது கூட:adhu kooda</tamil> was so dangerous because I had family members who were going to Sungei as well, had we been part had I been part of a group had sara and I have been part of a group, we could have gone together and also we would have


friends who like, how to say it's like if we had a common friend group or something like that understands we are in a relationship, we wouldn't be the kind of couple that is being disgusting but at least, we will have friends there with us you know not everything needs to be a couple thing because honestly sometimes you don't want everything to be a couple thing you don't want to go to Anirudh concert just two people you want to go with a group of friends


ya, oh !wow!


that's the thing like I I don't know when I was in I was excited to have a group, honestly in


how to say if I had been part of my operations sub committee I would have had a group, the fact that my welfare sub committee was all consisted of people who were already in their own cliques


and the fact that, I was VP in my second year both of those really hindered the ability to form a group, ya, which is sad


I know and that's the thing they have so much more, oh god


why why is it so bad what do you mean is bad


oh !wow!


I remember that day I ask Sara, I was like !hey! if, for some reason right, because my schedule quite tight, then if I only get to know about like the drama thing, quite late then I cannot participate do it does it mean you will kick me out then he was like can just go for the meeting it's fine and I was like oh <tamil>அப்படியா:appadiyaa</tamil> will kick him


no because I will remember like for the, FOL that video I couldn't err commit because <tamil>ஆமா:aamaa</tamil> then MC also I couldn't commit then I will telling Sara I was like why because my schedule is so tight I keep saying I cannot commit cannot commit then will I get kick out of the wing


no because last year last year drama wing I like went for all the workshops and stuff stuff like that right


no because I don't know what err, how to say like I don't know what they did about that, okay


drama wing


oh no because the last time based he literally was like okay in two weeks time we restart work and can make it then I was like, two weeks time ah !aiyoyo!


!aiyo! !aiyo!


!aiyo! !aiyo!, what did you have for dinner, !wow!


, pet pet


Sara is Sara had chicken sambal for dinner, and I was like damn I just , I haven't eat I'm gonna eat err instant noodles


I'm I have become that university student


no because I I I'm trying to save money right and so I I had literally you know how serious I am about it I created an excel sheet, with my spendings and, because that day I went to Prime, because I wanted to buy bread


first because I kept getting super hungry in the mornings and not having enough time to go and buy breakfast so I was like I will buy Roti and I will have breakfast, I ended up err also looking at the instant noodles outside


this is very tempting so I just ended up buying it and then I, who wanted to just see like for one week, at least how, eating instant noodles would, affect I'm not going to eat it one whole week at midnight one day if I had instant noodles


ya one day if I have the instant noodles how much it would save, I think for let me go through it with you so


so I put err monday I had chicken rice, and then err Sara and I went out for dinner I was supposed to bring him for the


thailand food but then we were like we kind of feel like eating something spicy so we went to eat Mala, and I ended up paying for that then we went for dessert then he ended up paying for that, so I spent eleven dollars on Mala


because he spent we got like you know the cinnamon melts, ya we got cinnamon I told him to go buy cinnamon melts so that we will share, he went there he got tempted he bought a cinnamon melts and a chocolate melts


and I was like why ah and then he was like it's okay we can share, and so ya and I, but on my so my spending for monday was fourteen dollars, but then on monday I earned twenty five dollar


because the money had been transferred to me for, the one I did with Sara, and then tuesday I had chicken rice again, I had Laksa for dinner okay so the Laksa at north spine


it's actually not bad it was three fifty, and you get to choose you know the #yong tau fu# ingredients, you get to choose four pieces, ya next to the fried rice shop


ya I mean I liked it lah, ya is not bad especially for the price it's really not bad


ya and then I went to Prime to buy, two types of Roti, and two instant noodles, okay the reason why initially went to Prime was because I wanted to, go for the


err wait ah sorry let me, okay so , because I wanted to drink coffee right I wanted to see if they sell those like sweet cream


milk, because like you know those like thick sweet cream sort of thing so you can mix it with your milk and it will be sweet and nice and thick, but then they don't sell that I'm guessing only like the more <tamil>பூச்சி:poochi</tamil> places like NTUC sell or like cold storage so I plan to check over the weekend so I don't end up getting milk anyway


and then yes ya so today I had my kaya bread for breakfast and then I had mixed rice and then I had instant I'm gonna have instant noodle


, ya because I , by doing this for this week I save


let's see I managed to because my okay my weekly allowance is about, err fifty dollars, ya because I need to get lunch and dinner and it's five days a week, so it's around just nice lah if


if I make sure I spend normally it's just nice, so err by this planning, I would have saved about, eleven dollars and ten cents


that's not too bad plus, on so on monday I got the twenty five dollars on tuesday I did another paid study which gave me ten dollars, and then ah today I did a paid study which got me five dollars


and then tomorrow I'm going to go submit my remember the face serum, ah ya I am going to submit that so I'm going to get seventy dollars, and then on, friday I have another paid study I think it pays five dollars I'm not sure can't remember


which means my total like, for this week is about hundred and fifteen dollars


by ya literally by just doing paid study


yes definitely


oh my god after that I need to complain to you about my project work,


, yes


okay so I have this module it's called strategic management, and my final is next week on saturday, err I but we also do have like this project work and


for some reason I ended up having to teach the guys how to do it it's three guys and me by the way, and I had to like teach them how to do things even though I am so dumb, and, I was so annoyed


because okay so there's three guys right, oh that's the thing in either situation it's not that I'm the best person to be teaching either it's


somehow my duty to teach, for some reason, I I didn't choose to put myself in that position, so out of the three guys right so all three malay guys and then there's me


so my friend, the first one he, he used to do all his work properly only but then this semester I think he very busy so he like if something's due at two three five nine he will start at two three zero zero


and he will be doing it like in terms of like slides or stuff like that lah and then


I don't know how to I don't know how to fix that


one is he often doesn't understand, what I'm talking about and when, I have been for some reason given the position of, having to guide this group it becomes very hectic if someone doesn't know what they're talking about, and but he's super nice like I will give him feedback he will be so receptive of it and he will be like yes okay I agree I will get that done for you


but then the work that he gets done isn't like what, it was told wasn't what I told him to do, ya so that's the second guy also his slide designs are like shit, it's so bad like bad to a point where I'm just like how have you been in business school for three years and still like this


that's the that's the point I'm at right now like surely if you went through JC or polytechnic or something surely at some point you must have done some presentation and realise that your slides look like shit, so I was I was just like while he was explaining half my mind couldn't even concentrate on what he was saying because I was just so perplexed by how his slides looked


and the last guy so the last guy and I are supposed to be working on the same part, which is like issues in the company, when we were finding content, he didn't do anything, so if we were going to meet on wednesday night


he didn't do anything all the way until wednesday evening all he did was go through all the points that I have written, and comment on those, but he just added comments and like notes here and there and I was like what the heck okay maybe it's a one time thing


the second time we were supposed to do finish the slides right during the meeting he was like guys I'm gonna be honest I didn't touch the slides at all and I was like ya I know because I did everything, I tell you he had the nerve he had the nerve to say is this gonna be our slide design is not very appealing


and I was like, exactly I I was like back to the <tamil>பத்ரகாளியம்மன்:pathrakaaliyamman</tamil> moments so I was like, I I was being so like I found the way it was the strategic way to make sure these idiots do their work right so I was just like


oh really ah okay lah then err maybe ryan what you can do is you can find, some slide templates for us then maybe we can decide which is the nicest, then we'll let you know lah then you can transfer the content over so I <tamil>வேலைய அவன் கிட்ட கொடுத்தேன்:velaiya avan kita koduththaen</tamil> then but then in the end I also push another


part of the presentation to him because I did the content for it but I didn't do super in-depth so I made him do it or rather I just said like okay maybe you can go do that part then you can just present on that lah then maybe I'll go find slide templates instead then we'll settle it that way


so I sent them slide templates this morning, and my message said, slide templates are up let me know by tonight which ones you like and I can start transferring over, it is now nine fifty seven and no one has said which one they like so at two three five nine I'm gonna be like guys if no one has any preference I'm just going to go ahead with one and then no more changes after that


I'm getting to that point because I have project works for every single subject this semester right I'm getting to that point of like, I don't care I'm taking it I'm I'm in charge now if you are not going to respond I'm in charge now


I was telling my friend because we like uh in another project group, like there were also a few people who were sort of flag, dropping the ball and I don't because we have a meeting tomorrow night and I told her like sis I tell you ah if tomorrow things are not working out right and things are not being productive I'm going to start scolding people because I've reached that point already


I cannot do this anymore I'm gonna start scolding people she was like oh go ahead man I can't wait, exactly I'm like why does everyone find this so entertaining


they just want to see me lose it


oh man


(hmm),


, !wow! [dah]


I was supposed to start on two of my assignments today, and then some of the people in my group because I edited the video of our assignment, and one of the girls only today gave me a long list of edits and I was like are you kidding me


so I, need to do that so which means I can't start on those papers, it's like I think I have a CCA to recommend for you, ya so I need to


no because tomorrow I'm going for that thing right then, the under face serum err the last thing, then I have a consultation after that my initial plan was going to be I was gonna ah err do the study then go to the McDonald's there


have lunch and, do the Zoom call from McDonald's, but then I was just now I don't know whether I should just come back to school, because I might have enough time, because the the place is at #boon lay# and


ya it's quite close and, my like the face, that study thing will end at about, eleven thirty maximum, and my meeting is at twelve thirty


ya ya


!wow!,


now this is all like these are all the annoyances


but you know I'm doing a module on crisis management right, so <tamil>அதுல வந்து:adhula vandhu</tamil> one of the topics is literally grievances, so and the funny thing about the module is that the teachers damn chill like is this professor and he's so chill like <tamil>எப்போ பார்த்தாலும் கத சொல்லிட்டே இருப்பாரு:eppo paarthaalum katha sollittae iruppaaru</tamil> and he will make a lot of jokes lah because none of us will have our webcam because it's lecture style