I know we thought that we were having it bad <tamil>நான் வந்து இங்க வந்துட்டு அந்த:naan vanthu inga vanthutu antha</tamil> thirty seventy GPU the the you I think the NVIDIA, say that it's a five is a affordable five hundreds dollar GPU as five hundred dollar USD


singapore <tamil>மாத்துற அப்போ:maathura appo</tamil> is about seven hundreds dollar and then with all those speciality cards is it the gigabyte lah all that they can go up to one K easily, one K singapore dollars for the card for thirty seventy, then


ya it's a lot <tamil>நான் வந்து அப்புறமா வந்து:naan vanthu appuramaa vanthu</tamil> I I heard Lazada one day malaysia or that they allow or something like that like they allow malaysia sellers to come and sell in singapore, so I just for fun for fun go and go into their malaysia Lazada and see


and their their GPU is like what freaking three K, like their money if you think about that's freaking a lot eh, is three K of their money for thirty seventy


that's like !whoa! okay (hmm) like their the you can see the exchange rate lah how strong it is in a way, all those people using tongs all not bad sia confirm their stuff is all like only four hundreds dollars five hundreds dollar


Shiok sia , hello (hmm), I'm a, I a bit mixed with the mixed with how it is the game


I thought it would be more like odyssey, you are a bit of a god at that point of time already when you play the game, so like it's interesting ah they give you they you know you know they say the apple of eden the assassin cleats


ya so uh they have a new united sphere it's supposed I <tamil>அது வந்து:athu vanthu</tamil> it's supposed to be like the apple of eden, they didn't, teleportation ah


ah ya, ya there will be a bit of teleportation slow movement jumping, all that's, it'll be one of the things you can unlock lah, it's quite you'll be quite OP one


ya but this one err this one is a bit more humanly ah, that, the story I I don't even think I'm halfway through, oh, okay lah


ya the standard lah <tamil>ஒருத்தர சாவடிச்சிடுவாங்க:oruthara saavadichiduvaanga</tamil> that kind of thing, I think so


usually <tamil>ஒரு குருவி இருக்கும்:oru kuruvi irukkum</tamil> lah ya so the eagle is not as useful anymore, so last time you got the eagle you just look all the area we gonna highlight


so <tamil>இதுக்கு அந்த வீணாப்போன:ithuku antha veenapona</tamil> eagle <tamil>இருக்கு:irukku</tamil>


origins origins is now under cheat <tamil>வெச்சி மமுடிச்சேன்:vechi mudichaen</tamil>


I I was like <tamil>நானும் முக்கிகிட்டு விளையாடிட்டு இருந்தேன்:naanum mukkikitu vilaiyaadittu irunthaen</tamil> after for awhile, ah odyssey wasn't like that then like


oh okay, oh you just go one by one and fill up ah, the timing okay lah that's that's useful for travelling


but like in general lah and the game <tamil>விளையாடுறதுக்கு கொஞ்சம் கடுப்பு ஆயிடுச்சி:vilaiyaadurathuku konjam kadupu aayiduchi</tamil> origins <tamil>நல்லா இருந்துச்சி விளையாட இல்லனு இல்ல ஆனா ரொம்ப கஷ்டமா இருந்துச்சி:nallaa irunthuchi vilaiyaada illanu illa aana romba kashtamaa irunthuchi</tamil> odyssey <tamil>பாத்தாக்கா நீ வந்து:paathaakaa nee vanthu</tamil> they also have the level requirement but you still can carry on and play


this is like ya , people will want to (hmm)


what is it, but ya


sometimes <tamil>வெல்ல நேரத்துலயே விளையாடுவேன்:vella nerathulayae vilaiyaaduvaen</tamil>


on the, err doctor <tamil>போய் பாக்கணும் எதுவா இருந்தாலும்:poi paakanum ethuvaa irunthaalum</tamil> they will still ask for MC they won't just let you go and see and come back, usually (hmm)


I mean I submit the MC then it's paid ah, they will if you <tamil>ஒரு:oru</tamil> reason <tamil>இல்லாம இருந்துச்சுனாக:illaama irunthuchunaaka</tamil> they will cut the pay ah, they will say err no pay


ah


I met my met one of my army friend then drink coffee for awhile, then come back home is still something what or you have come back home about no money, ah so I think, ya I was there from eleven to


eleven one thirty I think, but it's actually a very long time sia


I will check maybe Lazada lah <tamil>எதாச்சும் பிடிச்சி எதாவுது இது மாரி இருந்த அதுவும் வாங்குவேன் காசு கொஞ்சம் வெச்சி இருக்கேன் இதுக்குன்னு:ethachum pidichi ethavuthu ithu maari iruntha athuvum vaanguvaen kaasu konjam vechi irukkaen ithukunu</tamil> every year <tamil>காசு இல்லாம போவோம்:kaasu illaama povom</tamil> black friday sale <tamil>கடுப்பு ஆகும்:kaduppu aagum</tamil>


(hmm)


but I don't think so my <tamil>நான் என்ன:naan enna</tamil> say he want to buy, I was telling him lah if you buy then you play finish or something you passed me I connect to my computer I play, then he was like okay okay what


ya that's why then he say okay lah ya lah you have five hundred plus right the cheapest one


a lot of money eh, seven hundred ya lah, can get a solid GPU for that price leh, eh all they <tamil>நான் பாத்தேன்:naan paathaen</tamil> err you know twenty eighty TI is it


because of the thirty sixty thirty seventy all coming out, six thousand, but !whoa! the <tamil>அந்த அந்த வெளியே குறைய ஆயிரம் வெள்ளி தெரியுமா ஆயிரம் வெள்ளி ஆயிரம்:antha antha veliyae kuraiya aayiram velli teriyumaa aayiram velli aaayiram</tamil> thousand five


I think some will wait some of the you know the speciality cards were like thousand five, and then people not even like use to ones you know new ones like those garden garden ah are selling it for four hundred dollars


I was like !wow!, you know Katsu also you wait for awhile until the all other GPU come out then you can get like own twenty eighty for much cheaper sia, you know, ya cannot hear you


, ya, other ya depreciate damm fast sia


then


err I don't know


cost ah


then, at least <tamil>நடுல:nadula</tamil> helpful ah <tamil>இருக்கும்:irukkum</tamil>


what's the word called ah, doesn't attract me, ah ya doesn't attract me


but I mean it's important lah where you in the certificate all that your resume or that it helps but it it's not something that I want you know certain things


err quite high actually


(uh huh), ya, oh is it that's good


you know and and the game <tamil>என்னது:ennathu</tamil> need for speed <tamil>விளையாடிட்டு இருந்தேன்:vilaiyaadittu irunthaen</tamil> lah


difficult is it


need for speed err heat ah is it heat I think is heat, beautiful


is it because online, oh ya ya <tamil>ஆமா ஆமா ஆமா ஆமா:aamaa aamaa aamaa aamaa</tamil> the game under fully online


I think <tamil>அதுனால தான்:athunaala thaan</tamil> you cannot open another account with the same thing I guess, the game on the supplement <tamil>ஓடிட்டு இருந்துச்சி அப்ப:odittu irunthuchi appe</tamil> , the GPU okay <tamil>இருந்துச்சி:irunthuchi</tamil> CPU <tamil>மெதுவா இருந்துச்சி:methuvaa irunthuchi</tamil> the frame rate or the screen event


I know or is that rizon five six hundred X D ah


!huh! to my CPU, ah it's like not bad ah from like the game alone which is smooth lah <tamil>இருக்கு:irukku</tamil> lah then never happy lah, much cheaper


but uh, hello


Shabbha what you doing lah, sorry, death stranding what's that, upbringing


oh deaths stranding no eh it's doesn't appeal to me, is it nice, !wow!, ,


sorry !woohoo! sorry excuse me err it's doesn't really seem to appeal to me seem like, (hmm), (hmm)


, !whoa! thanks, , motorbike <tamil>ரொம்ப சத்தமா இருக்கு:romba sathamaa irukku</tamil>


(hmm), GTA five


, they they know that, no I don't know eh I don't I never play any online all that


welcome, oh the movie, eh do you see demons slayer, oh my god the movie you watch already, err should brother, they they make sense lah why they wanted the anime style <tamil>எடுக்கல:edukala</tamil> season err season


never spoiled only the starting was funny or like they try to make it cute lah then once like ya once the shit dropped, the moment everything started happening there was like no pause sia really


easily very good, (hmm), is really very good


(uh huh)


ya lah small lah that one half half a day one one day two day can settle already


one piece <tamil>பாக்க நல்ல இருக்கு ஆனா ரொம்ப இருக்குல்ல:paaka nalla irukku aanaa romba irukula</tamil> I don't even want to watch because of how, how long it is


the luffy fighting the shark ah the shark person I remember watching all of that


any hero movie, feel like I would lah excuse me err oh you should watch


not bad err I I it has a bit of Naruto vibes to be honest


ya, you must wait until everything come out ah


but like it's it's much more then err then the nail tails I would say, but ya so it's like oh okay not bad it's nice <tamil>அத பாத்துட்டு இருந்தேன்:atha paathutu irunthaen</tamil> I was chatting with jasmine ah that day


jasmine I remember ah, ya she also watch demons slayer, so we just talking about it (hmm), oh I saw some someone post on Instagram then I was just like oh my god you watch then we just talk for awhile lah okay


never talk to anything at all lah we just like err let's just talk about the anime, then ya lah, oh it's looks feels very weird though


there you go, I would I would same as said


, they won't laugh, I would would glad you people ask me and that would be to be honest


they,


unlike one day uncle Ali pathetic of drowning


ya, you fail your NAFA, then I thought R T is the fulfilling NAFA one no ah, ya


oh oh oh oh the course ah, oh, then, oh , oh !whoa! you you went to artillery storeman already or you become artillery


crazy, but you won't know anything what , Aarthinnu <tamil>போனாதான்:ponathaan</tamil> you so far you say you still the storeman handling the the explosive all that ya the ammunition okay still kind of makes sense but it's a lot more scary ah


then like, ya then, rate of sustainment


that the thing there's always gonna be a fluke there's a possibility, that's the scary thing, you will here people they launched their what's there's that that metal door, they shoot missile the thing never fly drop on the floor or


then eh that what happens relatively often some more, the think drop on the floor then everyone must evacuate the whole place get the person to come down to check, then like ya but okay lah that one technically they activate then they fired then problem so hopefully lah


it still doesn't make sense how come you went to arty, crazy, oh, I still going to Tekong I don't whether one


(hmm), reservist ah just tend the stuff lah, (hmm), my one is the


I think they will ask to learn learn for awhile then after that they ask you to to


take one week to, (hmm), no no lah my huggy all a bite a row I don't know why am I doing it but oh


ya that's why nonsense lah, and


I'm the manpower im the half all press down all cannot list


serious <tamil>அது வந்து:athu vanthu</tamil> wonder is it like normal not normal but like you know it's like really really like you know when those mechanical wear wear ya it's just really heavy


ya, !huh! hated those times man, , ya, (hmm)


no recently


that different different different lah usually the first four five years allow deferment <tamil>நடக்கும்:nadakkum</tamil> very few would actually go back, but you just have to clear your whatever that you have lah


, I heard some people never complete by time err they already regular there, that time got do, (hmm), oh ya, they abandoned


ya lah then, ya sometimes they can get quite old sia, I got see like forty plus, forty thirty plus like the late thirties are going to hit forty or then I was like !aiyo!


but that one shag sia, , well hopefully it's not like lah our uniform <tamil>போட்டாக்கா சரி:potaakaa sari</tamil> but no one wants actually want to wear the uniform


advance, ya


don't know about this time ya, they were saying, (mmhmm)


what you mean cannot go can what PESC got different one what, PESC no combat fit lah, eh, we still have to shoot, there's different level then there's still a shooting


then it really depends on your unit lah, I think I think they don't consider us best fit but if our unit require us to be then we have to be lah


does it make sense, ya like not really like combat fit but you need to be fit enough to do the maintenance and all that, but if the unit requires me to do like that kind of stuff that even if I'm not combat fit, and maintenance fit but so tiring lah


I still have to follow them behind lah I still have to follow behind the combat fit company lah, and do the stuff, we are a bit more different lah


sure, what, what's that, never heard of it


(uh huh), oh is it the baby Yoda, oh it's a it's a separate spin off is it, oh whenever is this, I never understood star wars lah, is


(hmm), , okay lah that's good


I will go check it out when I when I have the time or something lah, ya, , Netflix <tamil>இப்போல்லாம் படம் ஒன்னுமே இல்ல:ippolaam padam onnumae illa</tamil>


I will see liar and dare I didn't know it seems like towards the end of the year it gets very boring like err entertainment wise, I'm just glad the movie came out lah, ya I mean ya lah


it's quite empty actually eh


I went that day, it's like every like, double seats ah, it's no lah at most I think is two people can sit together so like, uh they map it out lah certain areas two people can sit together certain areas like four people can sit together so like based on that you can book lah


ya then err usually there's like one or two seats spacing between us, it's quite empty the mask actually really really annoying to watch while you are wearing spectacles all that


ya you have to wear the mask and watch you you only can take out when you're having popcorn or drinks, ya have there's this dude that were just walking up and down up and down throughout the time


every ten or twenty minutes, this guy just walked up and usually I thought he just looking for a seat by I noticed that it it wasn't it like he was looking at our faces or


I mean the economy must go on lah, imagine when they open everything had to be closed because there wasn't enough money, it will be even more crazy


it will be also hard to hard to catch backed up by that point of time, I think that's why lah they just open first since like there's not a lot of err err what local cases very rare sometime only there's like one local case two local case


, so I just, all these ah ya, one person okay lah I'm more worried about the club opening is it they say they want to open


did you see, you know when the club go <tamil>நான் நான் சாத்தியமா போ மாட்டேன்:naan naan sathiyamaa po maaattaen</tamil> even if I club I don't think I'll be stupid enough to go go clubbing during COVID I will still go to a bar, but clubbing seems a bit crazy


now is the <tamil>ஆளு:aalu</tamil> confirm <tamil>இருப்பானுங்க:iruppaanunga</tamil> bouncer <tamil>இருகாங்க பாக்குறதுக்கு ஆனா:irukaanga paakurathukku aanaa</tamil> like confirm <tamil>வெளில வந்துடும் தண்ணி அடிச்சிட்டு:velila vanthudum thanni adichittu</tamil> high <tamil>ஆயிட்டு:aayittu</tamil> mask <tamil>போடாம அங்க பிரச்னை நடக்கும்:podaamaa anga pirachanai nadakum</tamil> is like extra


then err other then, then err ya lah I was thinking


oh well, (hmm) now what time ah


!wah! so boring, and I don't like the story is good that's the reason I play I think that one I I chucked the game, like I read up the book I read on how many chapters how many missions all that and then I pace myself


then I just so I Otot lah, oh, right


oh no I use keyboard mouse for that, okay lah with that, (hmm) thunderer a bit annoying also I what the thing called razer game tag I was kind of eyeing for it recently


you seen it before, ya it's basically (hmm)


no no it's a I <tamil>அது வந்து:athu vanthu</tamil> keyboard gamepad <tamil>மாரி இருக்கு:maari irukku</tamil> so <tamil>நாலு:naalu</tamil> finger <tamil>வந்து அங்க இருக்கும்:vanthu anga irukkum</tamil> got one to thirteen that kind of thing, no is a game pack is like half of your game pack, so


gamepad <tamil>இருக்கும்:irukkum</tamil> lah imagine half of your key board, so half of the keybooard <tamil>வந்துட்டு உன்னோட:vanthutu unnoda</tamil> fingers <tamil>அம்முதுரத்துக்கு:ammuthurathukku</tamil> your thumb got the and a lot of controllers, ya then you can use your mouse


ya, this is not like boom but like I feel it would be easier to play certain games, like for me origins was a bit of a pain because of the controlled scheme


[orh] I usually play keyboard the only one I play controller is like you know those ah like Naruto that kind of game, then I use controller and play then that means I'm just very used to the keyboard already


I have one star war game I forgot which one


ya lah, two years what do you mean, oh two years but it's still pricey


battle front one eh, four sixty right, well you know


I didn't get that, maybe I check tomorrow lah got black friday deals like the, ah not worth ah, damm, that's why I don't buy


I bought the what the the last Jedi or something like that I forget already, oh


are really ah !alamak! wasted, I don't, then what, they do too much of the jumping here jumping there have to you know go and find this go and find that I I don't want to play lah


ya there's <tamil>கொஞ்சம் கடுப்பு ஆயிடுச்சி பாத்த உடனே:konjam kaduppu aayiduchi paatha odanae</tamil> , far cry five is which one, the priest is it


very good, oh is it


six is coming out right ya, six ah, or, I don't know like five five didn't seem as appealing compared to far cry four, ah is it I don't know it's because it's the indian thing cannot I think the storyline was better in four


I never played that, three is the pirate right, , I don't know ah four I don't know four four hit like a very good spot when I when I play five I don't know something was just missing it felt a bit bland


(mmhmm), oh, oh I never do all that I don't usually dubbed by the DSC it's just like they did once Yeti only win about was fun also lor after that I never buy


the DSC is like another game already ah, (hmm) (hmm) (hmm) !hanna!


maybe maybe next year or the year after they might make it a PC board, ya lah maybe that one the first one they might change it


after for awhile like horizons even though they change it to PC they make it a PC board, the player base ah


(uh huh) then, oh is it, , [orh]


(hmm), to plot it ah, ya it was the gameplay was actually a bit sucky


oh is it, the movie plot is fine but I I notice the sparkling ah, oh for me was sparkling I see I have to play it on low sia, but like the one sixties was apparently supposed be medium for it then I was like


a bit irritated because it look very ugly is a beautiful game, but like because of the patch and everything they are I have to reduce to like a crazy then I was like err a but sad ah, when I feel like horizon don't actually finished very fast


you fell very quick, oh is coming to PC, for the first one, but how are they going to link the story though I feel like it's gonna be very tough to link


ya the Ninja will capture the things Hades ah, oh, john wick, cyber front ah


counter guy, oh, oh ya ya ya, oh ya I never notice eh , oh ya correct correct I was wondering where you see the movie before, oh you know ya


interesting, the one the next best thing is cyberpunk after that, is that long meh


oh really ah I only found out about it last year, so easy that long no wonder lah people are wanting to buy, forget about it


then, oh, it's a good it looks good actually, no someone already got a leak you know


ya then, ya then they play they say it's awesome see and see they have like seventy five hours worth of gameplay, and it's it's like only like what twenty percent or thirty percent done


ya, is very well spent, usually what a good sixty dollar game is thirty hours


well definitely, ya witcher show, but witcher I stopped playing after some time, why


too long is it or too draggy ah to draggy, (uh huh), I, oh the baby baby thing is it


ya that one nothing lah, ya ya lah, ya, oh ya correct correct correct I remember


or something like that ya, be some sometime lah they have a lot of crazy crazy decisions to make, that's so like !huh! !whoa!


(hmm), now you're ordering right, okay lah not bad (hmm)


I was watching <tamil>மூக்குத்தி அம்மன்:mookuthi amman</tamil> , the only thing demons slayer lah that's a good one


other than that, no the movie, when you get, (mmhmm), wasted ah ya the link I think down already


I think you go to the err no other websites protocol, that one not bad ah I was glad I found the link like one week or two week I just googled for fun then I found out like !whoa! Shiok


just watch from the start lah, just watch from the start lah you just click click click click can find out, attack on titan <tamil>அவ்ளோவா பிடிக்கலை:avlovaa pidikalai</tamil> lah after for awhile I don't know


there foremost academy, oh there spin it off I'm not too sure did it it I don't I don't understand the initially had Terra formars going to mars everything


then something about the poison gas towards the ending then it just stopped, then like I couldn't find the second season then now there's like err the season of them when they come back to earth or something like that then I just like !huh!


but the part one is it link or leech leech is is just a lift, oh is a life from there the


!aiya! wasted, (mmhmm), I mean it's very hard to do that kind of thing lah


to make it matching, what to do but I don't know why they still try , certain thing I don't know or assassination classroom they said it was not bad the live action


I never see also but they I heard is is not that bad, but that's more simplistic to make what you will only have to animate the the alien feller the the teacher


!aiyo!, very hard to shove everything also leh if you think about it, the character development not there


!aiyo! !aiyo!, ah


(uh huh), no they did err skit I think they they they


!huh!, ya ya ya something like that, did you see Barito is getting better


the the, there was , the concentrated or something I don't know


I mean he got the nine tails mah all that all the other thing, in a way lah ya lah


oh (hmm), but they say is more OP mah can break through mountains all, I just cannot take it that they say Chakra cannot make it because he don't have Chakra


!wah! that is a tight slap sia , they need Burrito to like to to shine correct lah but you don't give a stupid reasons <tamil>அவனுக்கு சக்கர முடிஞ்சி போயிடுச்சி:avanukku chakara mudinji poyiduchi</tamil> at end of the world he told Chakra he freaking create like nine planet


(uh huh)


!hais! ya the writing is bad lah, oh <tamil>ஆமா இத வெச்சி தான் நாமளா இழுக்கிறானுங்க இப்டியே ஓட்டுவனுங்க ஒரு வருஷத்துக்கு அது அப்புறம் திடீருனு:aamaa itha vechi thaan naamalaa ilukkiraanunga ipdiyae otuvanunga oru varushathukku athu appuram thideerunu</tamil> then only OP already then you will watch you know


well !hais! they will have that


there then then like they


ah they make him lose to the pioneer all, then can tackle out ya method !walao! eh, like okay lah you want to exaggerate certain things can lah like you see like the they did like Gaara versus the father during the war


, metal and rock Lee Defaq


that one cannot sia, comman rider, ah err last time ah, err it it used to be nice he says became very shitty, oh is it I don't know once they did all the gaming thing all that I don't know


they did, (hmm)


eh warren, ya so, err how is it how is your day


!huh!


oh, then <tamil>எப்பிடி சும்மா:eppidi summa</tamil> eh


oh, oh <tamil>அப்போ அப்புறம்:appo appuram</tamil> oh


oh, uh


err then


oh okay, ah


[orh] oh, oh


oh, but tomorrow, black friday


!aiya! oh you planning, are they steam games ah, but uh


err (hmm) oh but is, US, but I still, whether you wait for torrent ah


eh wait for steam, but


uh


oh okay, , [orh]


oh


oh ya


!whoa!, ya


ah


!wah! that's a lot


err how how like err


(hmm) ah


ah, and what about the powers, !huh!, oh okay, !hais!, at the


at the start ah, oh, but err


know the story, oh but you think the castle welfare


oh okay, oh okay okay, ah but the eagle


ah, ah, ah


I read


uh, oh, oh


oh, (uh huh)


the map the sightseeing, ya because <tamil>பெரிய:periya</tamil> matter ah, err ya


ah, actually your litre okay, what


police single


ya lah then (hmm), we confirm


oh really ah,


oh


ah, oh covered Liao


oh, unpaid, unpaid ah


oh, oh, uh


clinical, oh


oh, oh, oh ya


but you planning to get, !huh!


ya, and the, the CD drive for the under seven hundred plus, (hmm) ya


uh uh, because err


uh uh ya


then, oh ya hello, err twenty eight TI


other, err very fast, ya


student loan ah, can lah SkillsFuture


ah, (hmm)


, hello oh sorry <tamil>நான் வந்து:naan vanthu</tamil> err


by the cyberpunk, twenty seventy seven, ya for for


I think my, GPU is, five zero seven zero XD, so should be able to handle high eh Audra


err ya


heat ah


oh it's it's a full day online


oh, [orh] okay okay


oh


ya, but


oh you got try death stranding


death stranding, ah, the #hideo kojima# Lula the game eh, ah, oh okay lah, I like the story and the


way they, engaged ah, but for


oh the other wait ah


err I hope it's not recorded


december ten, ah then, once <tamil>அவன்ட குட அந்த:avanta kuda antha</tamil> collabration, the father product


ya, ya, ya haven't yet, out already ah


okay don't spoil don't spoil, uh the movie and the movie budget


, ah, oh


then ah, twelve, ah


I, oh brother one piece <tamil>மாறின:maarina</tamil> !hais! (hmm)


ah ya ah


ya ya ya, ah, , ha ha


, then they


ah, (uh huh), a


oh the giraffe flag, ah


how is she oh how you talk to her, ah Chey


oh !whoa!


!huh!


then they, oh in the <tamil>வருஷம்:varusham</tamil> COVID <tamil>நாலா:naalaa</tamil> skip


oh <tamil>போன வருஷமா:pona varushamaa</tamil> okay, how you're now you're


oh, oh okay


no ah I no leh, ah really, I I at at most in the


RTK protocol, ah, oh not remedial training, err artillery


I the I don't know I think just put me as artillery, I sergeant there , ya I thought I trainer singapore army ah


ammunition ya, oh well I mean it's not life lah you won't activate until you you reach a certain speed lah, and I don't think I don't think the ammunition dropped from the shelf


will suddenly activate lah, let me know, !huh!


ya correct, ya, correct


I don't know ah I think they need people there


but err service reservist


oh, honor their somehow or another the room the puteh only time to pay then err weapon handling, other


how long in the jungle, !huh! in the jungle one week, oh ya


ya why ah I thought you got medical, maybe they give you one they put you in the jungle lah but they give you one special care, ah


ah, !huh!


, heavy load ah


(hmm)


the, okay lah


ya oh okay lah, uh


(hmm) the ten the ten cycle ah, what, they already reach the age, I heard they go overseas ah


because they overseas work, ya


ya, a'ah, maybe maybe RV become more


digitalise, oh


then PESC cannot, go out, like PESC PESC got no, combat fit ah, !huh!


ah okay


or a under the star wars part a battery


mandatory or not, mandatory mandatory and, it's a our receive is, like, you know mobile Fab


then you go baby Yoda, ya ya, ya, ya it's nothing I I cannot count the star wars like a <tamil>என்னாகும் அந்த:ennagum antha</tamil> star wars <tamil>உண்மையாலே புரியாது:unmaiyaalae puriyaathu</tamil>


and the series will be and the series will talk


oh


release <tamil>பண்ண:panna</tamil> ya, ah so other, then oh !huh! got seat spacing ah


[orh], or


oh, oh must wear masks and watch ah


they will come and check, oh yup, !huh! throughout the entire movie ah, uh


!huh!, then, kind of a shocking that cinema still deeper thunder


err


(hmm)


okay lah


okay but don't spoil lah the story actually okay,


like story, uh


then err horse finding the rare horse then the rare gun, but stil hard ah hard to play


operate, ah certain customise, ya, ya


the razar <tamil>நல்லா இருக்காது:nallaa irukaathu</tamil> lah like over price


mouse ah, (uh huh)


uh, oh okay okay okay the master card I I think not really


worth, ya lah !hanna!, I I use use my controller


oh, okay catch up on the the star wars better front game leh


ya it was pricey


I know it's a two year game, ya no no I meant like if <tamil>இப்போ ஆமால இப்போ கொஞ்சம்:ippo aamaala ippo konjam</tamil> pricey


because, ya, ah, ah, ah battle front two, you have ah oh don't have ah never mind


no don't don't don't buy, not worth not worth


oh, ah


ah


uh, must, six


ah, no lah I think the, ya the storyline ya the four


I think three was still the best, the one ya the vast


four the main story okay lah but then err DSC very underground eh, the Yeti all that


oh the ice berg that because ice berg one the DSC worth it, complete game ya like richer


is like this one, ya I waiting for that a bit sad ah the spiderman and the and the PS exclusive


one year plus already, ah, ya because the the the what ah, the no no the death stranding under the


err they make a lot of money from the PC port, than the console, ya shit loads actually is ah most eh <tamil>வந்து:vantu</tamil> sea force, then the death stranding I think copy with, then the then the horizon zero dawn they use the same engine


as the deaths stranding so easy very easy, to plot it but then horizons zero now got a lot of problems, issue


oh ya ya I think <tamil>நான் விளையாடுனதே இல்ல:naan vilaiyaadunathae illa</tamil> I think touch control, oh I don't feel sia


ya ya it is


ah I sad also ah the second one coming out, confirm lah because the there's already a PC ya


they link can link what you got see the ending or not, ya lah confirm they will bring him back ah, then they make the main character into john wick, because you know the err daniel no is studio laboratory the the err the captain under the john wick or the under the the counter guy


ah, so they actually turn ah


I I found out twenty thirteen


ya the trailer <tamil>நல்லா இருந்துச்சி அதான்:nallaa irunthuchi athaan</tamil> and then they came in, !huh!, ya ya because they got special testing privilege


(hmm), for seventy five hours


oh the money well spent I guess


they made and publish the game as well, so good ah, I stop after the like the first ten minutes eh ten ya first two hours I stopped already


ah ya too much it's not draggy lah it's just the story not my style, then also the baby the baby sit scares me


, then that one then the which also, the three they eat children, is ya it's either you save the wife or the children


sad you cannot save both, ya ya, about there


, ya ya I ordered, like you can recommend


ya, ya can have confirm have ah that one <tamil>ஆனா:aanaa</tamil> and then


ah, ah ya <tamil>ஆமா:aamaa</tamil> lah I also scared, then I heard err attack on titan couldn't


no #terra formers#


oh actually there's a live action one, (uh huh)


oh ya <tamil>எனக்கு தெரில ஆனா:ennakku terila aanaa</tamil> I like the part one, no is is the third list


is like attack on titan partner ya which is like attack on titan partner, very bad, ya , is bad , it is like attack on titan partner


like everywhere


ah the <tamil>படம் வந்து:padam vanthu</tamil> the full season eh


ya, (uh huh)


five year gap ah, something like a


I'm okay ah


like Naruto at least creative but rashing sure planetery


no he kill himself what, ya but Burrito one just make the wrestling guy smaller, they say lah I I meant I meant the writers can


oh, no lah I mean they directed, (uh huh)


ya lah


ya so golden rushing gun, then ya


ah later got for Baruto


uh, I'm a, err


, , I like, ah ya


a matter leh, oh my


!huh!


oh I I think <tamil>நான் அது பாக்கவே இல்ல:naan athu paakavae illa</tamil> I think more


pass already right, but not it's still nice, ah ya


I mean you should, watch (err) zero one [ah]


I don't know actually what he will do for his my birthday, because I think I also don't know, what he might do I know he wanted to bring me out for


, ya maybe ah


, no but I think is, I'm an introvert bro,


no for me is like, like how to say ah, if you I mean if you are not interested then just tell at starting lor don't need to <tamil>இழுத்தடிக்குறான்:iluthadikuran</tamil> mind yourself to tell him earlier, and then, ask him to leave


ya ya ya we're going like we're going strong we're going steady, like we got plans for the future, you get what I mean


like like , maybe like how you wanna get married then what kids you want girl or boy, you get what I mean ya but we are going strong we have both we are more career driven and where I'm just waiting for his army to finish then we can think about more stuff lah


ohh , you get what I mean western


ya we're still young


, I I


actually it's a good thing that you took this course also <tamil>ஏன்தெரியுமா:yen theriuma</tamil> nursing right so like, like more open to choices other than like other in nursing <tamil>வந்துஎப்பயும்:vandhu epayum</tamil> market leh need to call


other job so <tamil>அவள:avala</tamil> job is not bad actually but the


I will be there to help you for ethics tomorrow


what time ah, err two


just they sleeping now


err I actually she said what she was opening up the club


actually I thought that it might be the same club name plat snow


that's actually one of, that's, actually that's one of the main reason why does they closed the club also because she doesn't want her, the people to go through the swab test and also like wear masks and dance or like not fully get to enjoy she told in the video what and then after that she said that don't worry


but she say after that like don't worry <tamil>நான்மறுபடியும்பேச்சதொறப்பேன்:nan marubadium pecha thorapen</tamil> they just finding for new methods or like how to progress platinum and all that so it's not like forever close


that's why she don't want that


that's why she don't want that to happen she close, so yesterday I was watching tiktok lah then these two these two indians were watching no they were actually you know now tiktok can do the live thing right


ya, so one err I think one indian girl one random indian girl and err this I think this gay okay, both of them were doing err this live together and they were talking about this year they were talking about platinum nights then I was like interesting ah


then they are also quite sad lah the platinium close lah


no but that one is like those who are <tamil>அப்டிக்குஅப்டி:apdiku apdi</tamil> to platinum


this is the after to do the IC number thing lor,


like how I forgot to like how I forgot to bring my IC, so


, what do you gonna do with the hundred dollar voucher


oh


oh eh Shiok leh for the price and they have all this


I mean the, memories were spent was a great one lah so no complains lah ah


, ya


anyway, eh wait wait wait, like before I go to err


fifty plus what, wait ah her extensions itself, but that one err, the other one she doing is thirty five right


(mmhmm)


yes I giving you moral support, acknowledging whatever you said, can you stop scratching your eyes


ah the lashes going to go inside your eyes, okay stop, by the time you there I can go and just thumb in and come back lah


en, I mean after


ya at the end of the day is her own family


oh well is a complicated story at the end of the day is not our <tamil>அவங்ககுடும்பம்:avanga kudumbam</tamil> like you get what I mean, like as long which which not err


ya as as long it doesn't interfere us then we don't say anything all we can say is


, absolutely that's right that's right


run to right


(ugh)


oh, so I try to challenge myself


, it's a great at least we can be more productive and that way and we can keep fit and healthy


ya what if I'm out


ya lah cause she what


!huh! what nonsense please ah I'm not bi just because I follow or like a girl doesn't mean he's a girl but there is a girl


excuse me


no she doesn't hate him she never say that


ya but she never say, I know her opinion we ask her tomorrow


you go arch, so what's your plan for this saturday, since you are ending exam on friday right


saturday, we going on a friday right to temple and all, saturday I meeting I think


eh what nonsense you say friday we going out what saturdays sunday only I can go out with him, you put it


, so, getting


don't know if you are comfortable lah <tamil>இருக்கா:irukka</tamil> or structured ya <tamil>இடத்துலவேலசெய்றதுக்கு:idathula vela seirathuku</tamil> like like previous


and I don't like that because I don't want to follow like a structure and work, like for I think like for social work it's easy go easy come like it depends on each situation like how we want to intervene or how we want to provide solutions so like


so that's the thing so if for me it's like if you give me structure then you expect everything to go according to your way, which I won't be comfortable in working with their way what if my values and their values clash


so what if my working style and what you expect me and expectations, if non structured right it can be both


my reason is for, okay for my reason is in a non in a non structured place right it's not about like whether you have regulations or whether you have like certain guidelines to follow both the structure and non structure they will have guidelines to follow its just that when the way you work in the like strucutre place you cannot be very flexible with your ideas at a certain point right you have to stop your creativity in order to fit the organisation expectation whereas for a non structure you can give your creativity and your own innovation and convince the management to think from a different perspective like how we can bring it up


whereas for the structure you have to follow a lot of guidelines then only you can see a change and I think that's honestly why they put me in the organisation change department because they want a change and then they want to I think restructure how the team itself will


err benefit and work better, ya that's my reason like take for example my YDC as a example lah, YDC is very unstructured it's not unstructured because they never found a method to have structure and they feel like when you get because it also depends on what kind of clientele group we are working with


so like under


ya so then we need to go according ya so we need to go according to the youth's likes and dislikes instead of for example like counselling room you even though the youth <tamil>உட்காரவைச்சிபேசமுடியாது:utkara vachi pesa mudiathu</tamil> they will get fidgety they won't answer properly what


ya I just like it like to let have free work and stuff


ya because I want a fair mixture of both whereas for structured right it's usually they will pound on like case management case work it's all office base where they will come to the office and they will give you like all these docs <tamil>வேணாஎனக்குவந்துவெளியபோனும்:vena enakku vandhu veliya ponum</tamil> on the ground level let's say you know ya


we'll see we'll see but because of the COVID situation <tamil>என்னபண்ணனும்னுதெரியல:enna pannanumnu theriala</tamil> because half the team are working from home and the other half is err like that's why this COVID period it's so hard to do intern because you cannot


half of my supervisors are working from home so I will only get to see them when december


like like mid december or something, so right now I would have to work with the other team, because I need to see the how's the environment like, and because intern so they want to give like <tamil>நேரடியா:neradiya</tamil> instead of working from home


no because


no I think because for me it's more on organisational right then like second intern then longer period they want to give like on ground work at office itself to know how's the environment like and stuff


which is tiring


ya, seven hundred and fifty they increase the


ya seven hundred fifty for, bro they gave me five hundred for two months


seven hundred fifty they increased because of COVID


do you know that before the COVID strike they actually gave a briefing saying that they wanted to continue earning for two months, thanks to this COVID that they increased for the three months thank god for COVID they increase the


the salary to seven hundred fifty, ya I only get this seven hundred and fifty after three months of err after my three months with them ah after I ya basically during my graduation period lor like around there


a little bit, ya, very excited actually I know why, cause I'm quite excited to work at YDC


I will, apply and see lah


oh that's damn last minute ah, because I should have already planned everything before getting a job offer


you gave me


!wow!, I should watch it too, I think after I talk to you I think I gonna, I'm gonna you watching when


friday right, I think now I gonna go and, after I finish I going to the room to rest, considered mentally tired


essay


, okay lah eight hundred was not that bad


and then, ya when they give you a long word count is like you you have to you have to force shit out of your mind to write


I am then APA format lah, I'm using the one without password, I'm using the one without password


for what, is my last for poly give me a break , ya sure why not


no lah not year actually, because I got essay after my intern also, ya I have like week weekly, I have like a weekly reflection today


and then after my intern finish I got two two thousand word essay to write also


, !wah!


all the desperate intern even though even though the timing for it


ya I know I a bit tired to watch a bit tired to watch, I just watch some tiktok, ya he is


I haven't his I'm like multi-tasking both text texting and talking to you, err, I mean he I think he needs to sleep soon but he still wants to talk so I'm like okay sure why not


oh


, the other alternative lah


no but they want you to follow the ethics that it's followed by the law and of nursing right, it's not depends on what you believe


not depends on what you believe


okay lah because the thing is the the the thing now is it's, exam mah so must follow the law of nursing for ethics but I think at your work place


I know I understand the feeling I I got err Kena that before


err walking without mask please oh god


but also now mask helps also, that's true, true but also, so like I can't hear you


I try for


try for my birthday ah, this saturday I don't know where we going I don't know


when


meet me at Bishan and fetch me, that sounds like a good idea, !wow! so !wow!, I need to tell you now everything lah or


err , korean or japanese


ya, ya ya should learn


ya I'll arrange, ya I said I'll arrange


ya, ya lah vogue is from nine nine two six


ah, I'm not gonna do anytime soon, I want to try the other lashes,


as in like I don't understand what you trying to say lah


I don't know that's the thing so


ya, ya, ya can cause irritation also


can cause can cause irritation also


that's because your eyes is very sensitive


then she need to put she need to put present inside she might as well use all the wrapping paper and wrap wrap wrap wrap


okay lah


tell me about it, no err tell you what you think will say one for your birthday


bring you out for, you shy ah is it cause it's your first then you like like just shy and everything


don't blush lah why you blushing, so basically <tamil>எனக்குவந்து:enaku vandhu</tamil> y'all must choose the best place to go there then go <tamil>கொட்டிகிறஅந்த:kottikira andha</tamil> there !wow! sis


okay lah <tamil>உங்கிட்டஒன்னுசொல்லணும்:unkita onnu sollanum</tamil> I was using tinder right not not tinder I think I was using facebook dating lah <tamil>தானே:thane</tamil> so I got to match with this guy called this guy lah don't want to say his name so I match with this guy and then err I didn't know his age okay <tamil>பார்க்கல:parkala</tamil> so his name is err oh shit I not supposed to say his name right <tamil>பார்த்துட்டுருக்கும்போது:parthuturukumpothu</tamil> then immediately after my instagram and my <tamil>கேட்டாங்க:ketanga</tamil> then they ask instagram or tele then I say instagram lah then I then I actually gave him both my instagram and tele after that <tamil>நான்சொன்னேன்:nan sonnen</tamil> he message me lah he add me on instagram he accepted then he so I thought he will talk to me a conversation on instagram <tamil>ஆனாஅவன்வந்து:ana avan vandhu</tamil> instagram <tamil>பண்ணிட்டு:pannitu</tamil> he went from telegram to err message me so I didnt' add in lah <tamil></tamil> contact cause my instagram err my telegram the features right is actually err only like people who are in my contact <tamil>என்னோடமூஞ்சபார்க்கமுடியும்என்னோட:ennoda moonja parka mudium ennoda</tamil> details lam <tamil>பார்க்கமுடியும்:parka mudium</tamil> so I think I'm <tamil>அவனுக்குதெரிஞ்சிச்சு:avanuku therinjuchu</tamil> he's not in my contact so he say like can you please add me quite desperate lah so I added him after I added him then we spoke spoke spoke then I realised he's quite err he's quite err


and then err I was like oh okay I was also in SIT then he was like oh SIT what course blah blah blah then I was telling him oh okay then I ask him <tamil>நீஎத்தனைவயசுலயே:nee ethana vayasulaye</tamil> then I was like oh you are too young for me I mean I could date younger guys but he was just not my cup of tea then he was so desperate he was like oh !wah! we can't even be friends blah blah blah you don't date younger guys then I was like ya oh you don't want to be friends I was like <tamil>எனக்குஏற்கனவேநெறய:enaku yerkanave neraya</tamil> friends <tamil>இருக்காங்க:irukanga</tamil> I'm good with it ah I think I'm there for dating and not for any other purpose dating and yes oh you want relationship I say relationship <tamil>கேட்கல:ketkala</tamil> dating <tamil>தான்கேட்டேன்:than keten</tamil> then after that he was like


ya so is like what's your I mean aren't you supposed to say something, why you always quiet


so you're telling me that I should just told him at the start, so you telling me that I should have actually probably just like tell him I should'nt even have talk to him in the first place I was just bored lah, I mean I'm at this point of phase of stage in life where I want to get married but I don't just want to get married I also want to focus on my career so it's like I'm stuck between like <tamil>கல்யாணம்பண்ணவாவேணாமா:kalyanam pannava venama</tamil> am I like getting pressured I don't want pressured by my friends getting married and also get marreid at the same time I also want to like <tamil>கல்யாணம்பண்ணி:kalyanam panni</tamil> like find the love of my life all that <tamil>கர்மா:karma</tamil> but how got it hows you do you think that you and relationship will be okay


(uh huh)


oh so you are telling me that you gonna put on like take time <tamil>நீங்கரெண்டுபெரும்:neenga renduperum</tamil> you all are still young,


don't annoy I'm telling you I err then today I got second exam so I mean after <tamil>ரொம்பநாள்கழிச்சி:romba naal kalichi</tamil> back to school is like exams is like I don't feel the stress because of COVID but still you know like when I know and you know you flunk the first part of the sem then you need to like buck up this sem so is like stress plus you know intern <tamil>நான்இன்னும்:nan innum</tamil> jurong <tamil>வருது:varuthu</tamil> but luckily the <tamil>எந்திரிக்க:enthirika</tamil> is like afternoon shift like one to nine but it sucks lah ends at nine cause by the come will be nine ten and then like <tamil>அதுக்கப்புறம்வந்துஅடுத்தவாரம்:adhukapuram vandhu adutha varam</tamil> morning so it's like quite shag lah imiagine myself grabbing everyday to the mrt station then from there taking train cause <tamil>நாங்கஏழுமணிக்குஇருக்கனும்:nanga elu manikku irukanum</tamil> so is like you gonna be quite shag ah sometimes I really regret like why did I choose this course


to be off to be like I just wanna clear my bond and as fast as I can get out progress myself and then probably just like go into the party poop sector and everything be a lecturer or what


the way nurses are the way nurses are treat in singapore is like as though they are maids and I don't think I'll probably like you know even though I might be like


like okay err I give you chance <tamil>உனக்கு:unaku</tamil> chance <tamil>கொடுக்குறேன்நீபொளச்சிபோ:kodukuren nee polachi po</tamil> but after I think I'll lose my shit some more more than patients right there's also internal politics like you know you cannot you have to mix with everybody whether you like or don't like because you don't know who will actually err be be the one that you need at certain point for example <tamil>இந்தஆளுகிட்டநீ:indha aalukita nee</tamil> if you not close to the person you can't ask whether <tamil>இருந்தாதான்:irunthathan</tamil> so it's like err like err okay like err okay sis err okay bro that kind of thing


ya lor so tomorrow is my ethics paper ya, so how was my day that was my day lah just mugging for exams, there to give me support ah


ya what time you sleeping, what time you are you sleeping, I tell you tomorrow


what's your parents doing at home, oh mine also I think they just tired lah, dance ah <tamil>ஆடலாம்:adalam</tamil> anyway will you anyway do you think daisy will open the next club like you know in relation to platinum or what


lol, no lah she said platinum will be shutdown what but either ways I don't think I miss platinum I think I miss the clubbing feels but then to think about it right they opening up the sectors in january or what <tamil>பொறக்குனாலே:porakunale</tamil> COVID swab test I think I remember like I mean ah understand lah they trying to be


they're trying to protect but the thing is right COVID or the symptoms today it doesn't it doesn't show in fourteen days <tamil>புரியுதா:puriutha</tamil> so it doesn't show I'm talking from an healthcare perspective ah fourteen day so if you if you already have the symptoms like you already have the symptoms ah but you're not ~CO <tamil>இப்பநீவந்து:ipa nee vandhu</tamil> you went for the swab test and its negative okay but when you go there


it that means you already have the virus in the body but the swab test is negative cause you haven't developed so <tamil>பண்ணும்போது:pannumpothu</tamil> dancing closed contact even though you wearing mask then just be okay then half the people will not wear mask inside like they are just idiots they will not listen to the rules and regulations then imagine like example you and me we go and one of us is ah I got like I got COVID but is not is negative not yet developed you are clean <tamil>போகும்போது:pogumpothu</tamil> then we will be dancing taking photos there's a high chance of passing it what


I don't understand why they should open is either you open ended and let people die let people die or you just like Macam like how do I say like, err okay lah let's just like like like like like like what do I say, !alamak! what is it I wanted to say like don't open lah


like stay away what it's damn stupid <tamil>முட்டாளாஇல்ல:muttala illa</tamil> ah it's a club but ah you all must only dance in groups of five you think people will listen ah, ah because of that many problems will come in the club, then you can see the loading bay fighting


well anyways she's was good


you say first,


I think the whole topic one of the most, everybody is sad but there are some people who make it seem like platinum <tamil>என்னோடதாய்நாடு:ennoda thainaadu</tamil> so stupid like I know it's a club and ya we all miss it like we all really really miss platinium but don't have to exaggerated until Macam is like


my whole my whole my video my video stupid lah the wifi, like basically like <tamil>வாரம்வாரம்:varam varam</tamil> they before before before platinum before the the the lucky plaza open then people close that kind of face


oh well I mean this is weird and see lah but honestly this whole taking swab test I find it pretty useless because the rate of the disease not being is in you but not develop is higher and imagine like, you know it's separate after that but it's too late what and then imagine you oh ya and then the trace tokens they say trace token right <tamil>வந்துநம்ம</tamil> that time I went macdonald and it wasn't even implemented remember I told you


they try to make our life easy and then <tamil>ஆனாநாம:ana nama</tamil> according to them they try to make our life easy lah <tamil>அப்புறம்:apuram</tamil> but then they say oh no it's not like we haven't implement like what the hell imagine ah someone bring their trace token


ya lah


haiz, I mean, don't know I want to go staycation oh do you know that if in err what is it ah you know there was recently the nurse all the nurses healthcare healthcare people they got the reduce reduce staycation


so apparently pan pacific is giving I told you righ I attended yesterday night err NUS is giving all the nursing students as long and that health care is giving you the nursing, discount <tamil>அதுவந்துஒரு:adhu vandhu oru</tamil> night ah is only like another hotel lah all the pan pacific hotel pan pacific hotel and then pan pacific and pan pacific by beach road or something but that's <tamil>அந்த:andha</tamil> the one that's really nice and then at the pan pacific hotel remember <tamil>கொடுக்குறன்:kodukuren</tamil> birthday staycation I book right but that one because of the balcony one right ya that one is three hundred plus now ah <tamil>இப்பகொடுக்குறன்:ipa kodukuren</tamil> that same room but without balcony which is okay for me ah is one seven five only per night is like literally <tamil>போனேன்:ponen</tamil> but I think there's a deadline until thirtieth march only so I was thinking if you wanna go


minimum you should divide is like how much only, like, like say like me you G go me you G then ya, so it's like me you G go it's gonna be like only how much ah


and then ah very very worth it and then also ah some people at some restaurants also have discount I think it's not bad lah I mean even though if you don't eat, even if you if you like you know you can get like oh it comes with breakfast by the way, so I think it's a


I don't know lah I mean I feel like no matter where I stay I just like the hotel breakfast because it's the best thing ever you know the I don't know why either order of the scrambled egg I think is extra special I don't know, like I always make it a point to try their scrambled eggs like nothing cause when I go KL ya exactly the malacca so the to err hotel right I went to KL right for the trip I was all about the scrambled eggs ya and <tamil>உனக்குதெரியுமாநாங்க:unaku theriuma nanga</tamil> other breakfast is like coleslaw so opposite outside is like the garden area lah so we sat inside lah so we sitting and then we could see the twin tower just beside it oh my god those were good I mean she was a


ya super nice view, err ya <tamil>எனக்கு:enaku</tamil> like get drunk and come back just in time for breakfast and then eat and sleep


then you wake up like after three hours then shopping <tamil>பொய்பொய்பொய்:poi poi poi</tamil> tired <tamil>பொய்பொய்பொய்ஆகி:poi poi poi agi</tamil> cause malaysia bro is times three Ringgit, where you don't say kind of concept like you don't say is cheap, ya


you should have just booked you know what if now where you gonna book bugis ah


err there is another Lobang if you want I can give you lah <tamil>கிட்டஇருக்கு:kitta iruku</tamil> I mean this is you know gender dispartiality but ya


I mean you can try lah she's not bad I think, it's about like <tamil>என்னதுஎன்னசொல்லவந்தேன்:ennathu enna solla vandhen</tamil> fifty plus I think is not bad leh


eh, if design, with any design


ya lah but it's only if you don't mean if you the thoughts on honestly your your birthday period I don't think the resource because it's christmas period so ya, oh ya you asking what's the problem between and right


basically lah she say that I was on the phone taufik then she call me then she was like err I need you to call me immediately then I was <tamil>அங்கபோனாக்கா:anga ponaka</tamil> then she was like ohh that's a cupid that I screenshot taufik on whatsapp because I was online on the whatsapp with him right so it's not nice if she online then I reply <tamil>பண்ணல:pannala</tamil> later she think <tamil>நான்வந்து:nan vandhu</tamil>


like ya we're literally you know there's some people that you just meet <tamil>பண்ணி:panni</tamil> you know so ya so <tamil>கூட்டாளிகூட்டாளினு:kootali kootalinu</tamil> then ah then after that err okay lah I call you back then after she texted me again in a short while she was like <tamil>அடி:adi</tamil> I got something important to tell yout I'm going home <tamil>போயிட்டுருக்கேன்:poitruken</tamil> I can't like tell you once I'm home because willy is there


so apparently she call me then she was telling me that this lah she was telling me err apparently err the whole drama that happen between doing something and everything right apparently it's all fake because whatever err was talking about whatever exactly told <tamil>அப்டியே:apdie</tamil> exactly said that to so basically that was the story <tamil>சொல்லுச்சோ:sollucho</tamil> then I was like oh okay then was also telling me that err


!alamak! I forgot shit what does it sound like


what's on the song, err okay so let me just finish this story lah so err I'm the one who's talking you're just listening how are you thirsty


ya anyway oh my god my eye, then, [orh] so sweet, err


oh my god shut up, ya I'm actually scared, so ya, it was damn itchy sis


no no no no no you're not suppose to leave okay okay okay so where was I err wait where was I see I forgot where was I, ah so err <tamil>அதுநான்சொல்றபடி:adhu nan solrapadi</tamil> was like why would I do that also tell <tamil>மூஞ்சிக்குநேரசொல்லிடனும்எப்படிபண்ணுவ:moonjiku nera sollidanum eppadi pannuva</tamil> blah blah blah <tamil>நான்அதுமாதிரிசெஞ்சிருந்தேனாநான்ஏன்உன்கூடஉட்கார்ந்துஅதேசாப்பாடசாப்பிடுவேன்:nan adhumadhiri senjirunthena nan yen unkooda utkarnthu adhe sapada sapduven</tamil> blah blah blah but actually just now you heard right so that's true but I never say anything I just listen I just listening then I was just there like oh okay lah cause I mean if that's the thing so now feels bad and then don't believe anybody like you know any kind of thing then was like ya but end of the day I just told lah <tamil>யாரையும்நீநம்பாத:yarayum nee nambatha</tamil> you don't like err is a practical person lah I mean he's an emotionally mild person even though he seems opposite


because only she has seen a lot in life so after that she was she has the experience then everything yes I'm not but in the emotional way <tamil>மைதிலிவந்து:mythili vandhu</tamil> in a practical way so when you both come together it clashes lah but you know they say opposites attract and blah blah blah blah blah so whatever whatever lah


know what I mean


you know what I mean, so I just told at the end of the day you just focus on you you and and princess lah don't bother about anyone else like, it's just going to be you your family I mean


oh and then also went to talk about, ya, then also went to talk about err uncles which has no clue about to to, err as well so I don't know lah they all same problem one thing so it's up to them really ah


like to each his own


right you, ya lah like you tax in this year and you let go in the other year as simple as that like


nothing more nothing less simple as that just drop it, like why get all these unwanted pressures when actually life is itself can be good you know what I mean


okay kay kay I wait for you on the phone you go faster take and go, make a fast one ah, no lah just go and come


, , hi how was your girl


you doing around alternate


I'm trying to do mine in alternate days I'm tryna do mine in alternate basis


i'm planning to do mine after the run like after the tomorrow got the exam i'm planning to do like uh some warm ups and what do I see you know who they are, I can run steadily err


actually I'm super excited for today's big boss leh you watch his oh ya you would literally <tamil>பார்த்துட்டியா:parthutia</tamil> episode


don't you think he's a douche, don't you think a douche like, oh my god why you keep supporting him, is it because you don't like your ex-girlfriend


but okay


is super irrelevant lor, like Macam


how come can you even #ah ma# hates him now, lack of succeeded ah, all the time she's been like <tamil>பாலாஏன்பாலாபாலாஏன்பாலாபாலாஏன்பாலாஅப்டித்தான்சொல்லிட்டுருந்தாங்களேதவிர:pala yen pala pala yen pala pala yen pala apdithan solliturunthangale thavira</tamil> she never say she like him like openly say she


how ah how ah


what's your plan, ya you going out with me


!wow!, so you can't meet go out with me lah !wow! again prioritise while I wait


okay you're telling then what's the difference between working from structured okay why do you like non structure because structure gives you a set of regulations <tamil>இதைதான்நீ:idhathan nee</tamil> follow <tamil>பண்ணனும்இதைத்தான்நீசெய்யணும்:pannanum idhathan nee seyyanum</tamil> non structured they don't give you like that they tell you err it's it's like OTOT so how


so you are telling me that in a in a non structured way


okay now I give you a situation okay you tell first, you start first you start first, you start first you start first


, okay okay (mmhmm) (mmhmm), sorry sorry sorry


correct you're not all the same also lah true true true


so you're talking about the environment lah like not a desk


so you're not a desk bound job person


so but you never know what maybe is your part of programme energy for maybe you might be going out the interacting with them you know like a gathering or what and stuff like that, ah


but you are going back to work what do you not working from home what


then why are you working from there


that's why they are saying, I think it's quite stupid because office is where people come from all different cycles ah part of singapore and they will all go to public transport okay like even if ten person is gonna drive ten persons walking the five minutes walk the other eighty or seventy percent will be actually taking public transport so <tamil>அது:adhu</tamil> damn stupid the way they classify things the open clubbing ah go office work ah I mean it doesn't make a difference ah half of singapore ah whole of singapore is working from home is like literally nobody around so it's like


so weird just let people to have work from home lah I mean you want to put you want singapore to be COVID free do it lah, if you basketball given the same job what it's not like


but, how much you getting paid, I can't believe sis, so is like three hundred twenty five per month lah


oh wait it's seven hundred for three months, that's quite cheapskate you still not, that's really really really


!wow!, actually doesn't make sense sis is five hundred no wait wait wait <tamil>உனக்குஐநூறுவெள்ளிகிடைக்குதுரெண்டுமாசத்துக்குஅப்டினாஒருமாசத்துக்கு:unaku inooru velli kidaikuthu rendu masathuku apdina oru masathuku</tamil> two hundred fifty


three months you mean


are you excited for graduate are you like are you like <tamil>சந்தோசம்:sandhosam</tamil> about it, why


will you be applying for university, when you applying for uni


then would you tell them that you pass your YDC or come back after you finish your diploma or degree


february so ya, but okay if you wanna go for uni is only going to start in july or september so you still have your time to apply for everything but, they'll want to start working but you only april <tamil>இப்பநீவந்து:ippa nee vandhu</tamil> the second of the half of the year green twenty one june you can start work I think it's pretty reasonable for you to have a break on your own like whatever you want to do you can do chill you go on a short trip hopefully this COVID will be gone you know travel restrictions will be over you know like malaysia staycation you know what I mean


, oh well (hmm), I think now I want to <tamil>உங்கிட்டபேசிமுடிச்சிட்டு:ungakita pesi mudichitu</tamil> I want to watch big boss I want to see bruce fighting anyway I can't wait for new season three and <tamil>இருக்காங்க:irukanga</tamil> to come out on netflix I think it's coming out on december and I want to watch after tomorrow's paper I'm gonna type out a letter for and then I'm also gonna send the what is it ah I'm gonna watch the princess switches second version they got apparently there's like three vanessa to normal the third one is like lah is like the evil like the weirdo cousin or something like the biological cousin


ya sis, do you want to watch together, tomorrow, oh ya you do your essay first lah


no talking about thursday because friday I going to do my petal paper, ooh


I think I'll wake up at five to for study paper


no it's twelve fourteen fifty minutes, eight hundred words is no I think when they give you short word count essay it's okay it's good ya can type a lot when it gives you long essay will have very little content to report when they give <tamil>சின்னசின்ன:chinna chinna</tamil> less than a thousand is like


not enough what, like do you agree with me, right it's super weird


eh so when you write you will actually paraphrase whether in text citations and everything ah are you using the side disks for me the one I gave you for your referencing


don't lie I never even give you my password, I never even give you my password, is it good can use mine, why don't want to use my account


why you laughing like that it's your last essay for some time ah


actually it's quite Shiok feeling but actually you will miss it leh, eh wait you still have to write reflection for your intern, !huh!, will they grade it


extended, I don't understand why would they ask you give them essay doesn't even make sense at all


reflecting reflecting stupid so you basically you reflect all the three month drama the this one and everything then basically you will say lah I'm interested I'm not interested blah blah blah all that


oh my god shag balls bro, ya I also got err the attachment uh reflection to write actually like for two reflection, I don't know what to do hopefully she's nice lah hopefully she's not a PRC cos i get really irritated if she's a PRC


mixed feelings lah totally mixed feelings you know <tamil>நான்அன்னைக்குகண்ணுரொம்பரொம்ப:nan annaiku kannu romba romba</tamil> like you can't take heavy everything this is why I think this is why I think I shouldn't do like eyeshadow makeup makeup <tamil>அந்தமாதிரிலாம்:andha madhirilam</tamil> you know some people they do this thing on top like the what they call it upper and lower eye


I thought it was big boss after this, !huh!


just want to use your phone and watch tiktok, tiktok is like your life now ah, eh your boyfriend sleep already ah


you can't smoke but you can take nicotine gum what, oh it's alternative is like cigarettes <tamil>வந்து:vandhu</tamil> one of the important addictive things nicotine so err those who want to quit smoking they can go for you can't immediately stopped smoking right so I don't know alternate <tamil>அதோட:adhoda</tamil> err it's like chewing gum just that is nicotine so it gives you the same feels apparently lah it's supposed to give you like already kind of shiok feeling of a cigarette obviously cigarette more addicitve but still <tamil>வந்துஇன்னும்:vandhu innum</tamil> like


you know what I mean,


I don't know lah I use and I can't if I've never I haven't I haven't touched I will never touch yesterday tomorrow's paper I think I will just study the, then after that after I study the exciting I will read through the different principals go through the revision lecture


apparently he said right certain answers can have more than one answer but you have to choose the best answer <tamil>நீவந்துஉனக்குஎதுதோணுதோஅதகொடுக்கணும்:nee vandhu unaku edhu thonutho adha kodukanum</tamil> but is very weird for ethics because different people got different opinion so for you to actually have freaking exam on that's stupid because what appears to you is justice can apply to me as beneficial what applies to you is beneficial can be doing non beneficial you know what I mean


nope ya ya more of nursing correct, ya lah


no, but


so ya lah that one quite


let's just be practical lah you won't be actually bringing this you'll be following the hospitals SOP, you know when I removed my extensions and now I bite it so short they actually hurts my fingers actually hurts


like it's too short right so the skin is there the, you know, I don't know eh I think I don't know if I should still send my airpods for servicing lah I mean I


!huh!, what <tamil>என்னசொன்ன:enna sonna</tamil> what you say


sometimes I wonder whether people think I dumb or I dumb, I'm none because I'm a smart girl


what is one thing you miss pre COVID, what is one thing you miss pre COVID


don't say going to clubs and drinking, !huh!, eh I just, masks helps now also because mask helps


but I save makeup course lah, but I still end up buying foundations eh you should try the new <tamil>நான்அன்னைக்குவாங்குனேன்தெரியுமாதீபாவளிக்குநீ:nan annaiku vangunen theriuma</tamil> try <tamil>பண்ணனும்:pannanum</tamil> I don't know good actually


saturday, y'all shut up <tamil>நீங்கமூடிக்கிட்டுபோனவாரம்கூத்தடிச்சிடீங்க:neenga moodikitu pona varam koothadicheenga</tamil> chill chill chill bro oh ya ask me whether you want to go curry club or ask me whether you want go curry club or


on monday, then I'm gonna tell her can we go somewhere near my place, cause it will be quite easy to travel, monday


monday monday monday thirtieth thirthieth december put down already put down already, I mean I'll tell her like if nearby if cannot just


should I should I be a sweet sister and do that


if there's a language you wish to learn what language would it be other than chinese malay, !huh!


gotta show me, such a waste of money eh,


you're supposed you're supposed to actually create your cardboard ah sis before your intern you never finish already ah I telling you saturday going to come you better clear your this one, you understand or not


saturday and sunday you clear


ya lah, when are you gonna do aliases, are you not gonna do any time soon or what


oh cause you, oh ya the one you use one right, but how what but you have to cut right so what do you put it in the email in the big gap and then you put


oh ya that time you tried and tried perimeter like <tamil>பண்ணும்போதுஅதுஒழுங்காவரல:pannumpothu adhu olunga varala</tamil> I think it's common leh when you feel some is it common to feel like when you put when you stick on eyelashes shooting is common to feel their lense


the weight like the weight of it


okay now you wear lashes extension for <tamil>போட்டோம்லஅதுவந்து:potomla adhu vandhu</tamil> is it supposed to have that same feeling


(mmhmm), and


okay lah, then


we can watch I think there is tutorials to wear it right, but actually when you drop when you wear the thing use stick in on is actually like drawing your upper eye liner also right so it's like you draw upper eye liner with that magnetic thing then you stick it on


ya so imagine I wear contact lenses this is why I don't dare I scared wear contact lens <tamil>பயங்கரமாஇருக்கும்:bayangarama irukum</tamil> have to buy lah I think I'll buy one in march cause I'm a broke ass girl and packing the presents and putting it there was so therapeutic like <tamil>அதபார்க்கும்போது:adha parkumpothu</tamil> oh my god christmas is coming oh my god christmas is coming oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god girl


ya lor, in a day


she wrap herself then she wrote all of them are them <tamil>அதுஇனி:adhu ini</tamil> then she want to see me open then like ah merry christmas we're your present unwrap ah it's okay it sounds super wrong bro


er [oh] my god okay [lah] my battery also going to die soon, my battery gonna die soon, okay [lah] then I'll see you soon year three ya send my regards to all at home [ah]


, so today we're going to talk about friends


they play a very big part in our lives <tamil>சில சமயம் வந்து:sila samayam vanthu</tamil> like family <tamil>இருக்காத போது:irukkaatha pothu</tamil> friends <tamil>தான்:thaan</tamil> they will you know be there for you and stuff like that


ya, ya, same <tamil>ஏன்னா வந்து சில சமயம் வந்து:yaenaa vanthu sila samayam vanthu</tamil> some things that parents <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> don't understand friends <tamil>தான் புரியும்:thaan puriyum</tamil> so


and they have the same mindset as us so <tamil>நம்ம வந்து அவங்களோட வந்து:namma vanthu avangaloda vanthu</tamil> spend time <tamil>பண்றதுக்கு:pandrathukku:</tamil> it will be easier


, yes


I think the difference is that <tamil>அவகங்க வந்து அவங்க:avanga vanthu avanga</tamil> parents <tamil>ஓட எது பத்தி வேணாலும் பேசுலாம்:oda ethu patthi venaalum pesulaam</tamil> is like their friends you know and <tamil>அதுனால:athunaala</tamil> there's like a more there's more trust and, would a better bond <tamil>இருக்கு நம்ம வந்து:irukku namma vanthu</tamil> like <tamil>என்ன வேணாலும்:enna venaalum</tamil> parents <tamil>கிட்ட பேச முடியாது:kitta pesa mudiyaathu</tamil> you know


there's like a stigma


ya <tamil>நம்மலால வந்து:nammalaala vanthu</tamil> we're not able to relate <tamil>ஏன்னா நம்ம:yaennaa namma</tamil> situation <tamil>வந்து வேற:vanthu vera</tamil> you see it's just like, you can only wish somethings, ya so


I feel like the for the <tamil>அடுத்த:adutha</tamil> generation we should be different parents like <tamil>நம்ம வந்து நம்ம:namma vanthu namma</tamil> children <tamil>ஓட:oda</tamil> very, open ah <tamil>இருக்கனும்:irukkanum</tamil> about certain topics like mental health, and like relationships and stuff like that


yes and, (ppc),


and, ya


, ya


like for example friends <tamil>குள்ளார வந்து நம்பிக்க இருக்காது:kullaara vanthu nambikka irukkaathu</tamil> or like the friends are <tamil>சில சமயம்:sila samayam</tamil> friends like if we choose the wrong friends <tamil>அவங்க வந்து:avanga vanthu</tamil> like


ya trust <tamil>வந்து ரொம்ப முக்கியம் இது வந்து:vanthu romba mukkiyam ithu vanthu</tamil> friends <tamil>மட்டுல்ல:mattulla</tamil> it applies to, all kinds of relationships in life <tamil>அது:athu</tamil> trust <tamil>வந்து நம்ம ஒடச்சுடம்னா திருப்பி கிடைக்கவே கிடைக்காது:vanthu namma odachutamnaa thiruppi kidaikavae kidaikaathu</tamil> you know you will, never be formed again as strong


we just have to go in the flow of life do you agree with that


anyways, what do you feel, do you like that you are growing old


we are like in the twenties


ya, but that's because


I mean as much as <tamil>நம்ம:namma</tamil> youth leh <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> we can have fun it's also a good time for us to be you know productive


so <tamil>அந்த மாரி:antha maari</tamil> like supper <tamil>மா:maa</tamil> supper <tamil>எப்போ:eppo</tamil> who will go supper in the morning like <tamil>ஏன்:yaen</tamil> night leh <tamil>தான் போய் சுத்தணுமா:thaan poi suthanumaa</tamil> like I am you know like <tamil>அவங்களுக்கு புரியவே புரியாது:avangaluku puriyavae puriyaathu</tamil> I try to convince her for a good one hour but <tamil>அவங்க புரியவேயில்லை:avanga puriyavaeilla</tamil> at the end she was like <tamil>என்ன வேணாலும் பண்ணி தொல:enna venaalum panni thola</tamil> just <tamil>கைக்களிவிட்டேன்:kaikalivittaen</tamil> something like that she's like university then I told her university <tamil>பபிள்ளைங்கயெல்லாம் வந்து:pillaingaellaam vanthu</tamil> like they're going for supper and stuff like it's normal then she was like <tamil>அவங்களும் தான் படிச்சுகிட்டே வந்து:avangalum thaan padichukittae vanthu</tamil> you know they are like err studying and working can you do that too she's like don't compare you're not going to do everything and stuff like that


, I don't know she's just like she thinks that, we shouldn't have fun then I say you know when you shouldn't live life with regrets then she say oh so supper <tamil>போனன்னா போலேனா:ponannaa polaenaa</tamil> you will you will be regretful lah for life


like, like they're very old fashioned <tamil>எப்படி தான் அன்னைக்கு நான் நெனச்சேன் அவங்க வந்து புரியவே வெக்க முடியாது:eppadi thaan annaikku naan nenachaen avanga puriyavae vekka mudiyaathu</tamil> they are like super old fashioned like their thinking is like in a different wavelength completely <tamil>புரியுதா:puriyuthaa</tamil> like even if we try to convince them they are like completely different world


then she doesn't even understand it or dislike night lah <tamil>தான் போய் சுத்தனுன்னு சொல்லு இந்த:thaan poi suthanunu sollu intha</tamil> thrill <tamil>வேணுன்னு சொல்லு:venunu sollu</tamil> night lah <tamil>தான் இங்க அங்கேயும் சாப்ட போல சுத்த போரீங்க காலைல இருக்கு மதியம் இருக்கு:thaan inga angeyum saapda pola sutha pora</tamil> that's how they ah they will never understand


like what the shit is supper, like what the shit is supper she's like <tamil>வீட்ல அவலோ சாப்பாடு இருக்கு சாப்ட முடியாது:veetla avlo saapaadu irukku saapda mudiyaathu</tamil>


what the, then I go outside eat for what, so you eat here then you watch other people eat


so are you planning to come back at three o'clock, she will keep on like she will never get over it I say <tamil>நான்:naan</tamil> fifty years old <tamil>வரைக்கும்:varaikum</tamil> you will never get over it right then she just look at me, ,


and it's not <tamil>தப்பு:thappu</tamil> that's the problem that's the point it's not <tamil>தப்பு:thappu</tamil> it's like normal, ,


<tamil>அவளுக்கு புரியவே புரியாது:avalukku puriyavae puriyaathu</tamil> sometimes it's just, you got to just deal with it and at the end you just got to like move on with it you know you just if they hate you for it then let them hate you you can't do anything because they are different then I say I say at the end I gave up I say <tamil>உங்களுக்கு புரியவே புரியாது:ungalukku puriyavae puriyaathu</tamil> then she say then make me understand then I was like but you really don't understand like you really don't understand I say even in NUS NTU like the children you know they go for supper and like people live in a hostel and they all they all go for supper and she's like


and she couldn't she don't know want to say but she was like <tamil>அவங்க வந்து:avanga vanthu</tamil> like <tamil>தெனமும் படிக்கிறாங்க அவங்க சில பேரு வேல செய்வாங்க அதுனால:thenamum padikkiraanga avanga sila peru vela seivaanga athunaala</tamil> meet <tamil>பண்றதுக்கு:pandrathuku</tamil> time <tamil>இருக்காது அதுனால:irukkaathu athunaala</tamil> supper <tamil>போவாங்க நீ என்ன பண்ணி கிழிக்கிற:povaanga nee enna panni kilikkira</tamil> you're always at home so free what <tamil>உன்ன வந்து இந்த:unna vanthu intha</tamil> university leh <tamil>சேத்ததே ஒரு பெரிய தப்பு:sethathae oru periya thappu</tamil> you know she say that day she was like because you are like so free and stuff plan <tamil>போடுறதுக்கு எப்போதும்:podurathukku eppothum</tamil> time <tamil>இருக்கு:irukku</tamil> like you are like so free then I'm just thinking like to you it seems like I'm so free but do you know that how much struggles I have to go through you don't know what because to you I wake up at eleven O clock means I have a good life you know what I mean


but you don't know how long I take to to I would've woken up at nine O clock you don't I took two hours to get up, so that kind of things you don't know


like that they won't they won't understand, , ,


so ya lah it's just like that sometimes for my case <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> like


how to say if I'm, if you want to call me like a bitch, go ahead you know what I mean like if you want to call me all kinds of things go ahead because at this point, like I'm so tired of making you understand <tamil>அவங்களுக்கு புரியவே புரியாது:avangalukku puriyavae puriyaathu</tamil> you know what I mean <tamil>சில விஷயம்:sila vishayam</tamil> like small things <tamil>நம்ம பண்றது கூட அவங்களுக்கு வந்து:namma pandrathu kooda avangalukku vanthu</tamil> like a big thing like for example


you bathe at err twelve O clock at night, to them it's like a big thing you know like you're not supposed to bathe at this time


first for that we need money because moving out in singapore is <tamil>மிகவும் விலை:migavum vilai</tamil> and the rental is <tamil>நிறையா:niraiyaa</tamil> that's why it's better to like share with the person


I think rental a room rental is like, five hundred


the minute you move out it's like, oh I I don't want anything to do with the family <tamil>அப்டித்தான் அவங்க:apdithaan avanga</tamil> intrepret <tamil>பண்ணிக்குவாங்க:pannikuvaanga</tamil> so they will


I don't care about you anymore like you're not my daughter because you move out of the house like it's a big scene like, oh like <tamil>கைகளுவுறேன்:kaikaluvuraen</tamil> like you <tamil>கைகளுவுறேன்:kaikaluvuraen</tamil> parents like they were look it like, ya, married <tamil>பண்ணமட்டும்:pannamattum</tamil> they can move out <tamil>அப்போ மட்டும் கைகளுவுதிள்ள:appo mattum kaikaluvuthilla</tamil> but when I independent and I'm an independent woman and move out <tamil>அது வந்து:athu vanthu</tamil> problem but marry <tamil>பண்ணி போன அது:panni pona athu</tamil> problem <tamil>இல்ல:illa</tamil> I don't understand the difference why must I depend on someone to move out


and, like for example that day my mum was talking about marriage like like she was talking about very negatively lah like saying like oh <tamil>எனக்கு கிடைக்குற ஆளு வந்து நல்லா சாவப்போறான்:enakku kidaikura aalu vanthu nallaa saavapporaan</tamil> or something like that you know like good luck to him and stuff like that


and I was like


she was like laughing <tamil>அவங்களுக்கு வந்து:avangalukku vanthu</tamil> like comedy ah <tamil>இருக்கலாம் இதெல்லாம் சொல்லும்போது:irukkalaam ithellaam sollumpothu</tamil> but, to me it's not funny, it's like I mean it you know


, so,


ya that's true, you should only do it when we're ready, like <tamil>நம்ம வந்து கல்யாணம் பண்ணும்போது:namma vanthu kalyaanam pannumpothu</tamil> we should be ready you shouldn't just do it because your parents ask you to marry that's the biggest mistake <tamil>நீ பண்ணுவ:nea pannuva</tamil> because <tamil>அவங்க வாழப்போறதில்ல அந்த பையனோட நீ வாழப்போற:avanga vaalapporathilla antha paiyanoda nee vaalappora</tamil> so are you just gonna like choose anyhow or just you just going to say yes for your parent's happiness (hmm)


it's damn gross


risky like, but <tamil>இது ரெண்டு இருந்து இன்னும் நல்ல:ithu rendu irunthu innum nalla</tamil> family lah <tamil>வர பையங்க நிறைய பையங்க வந்து தரதெல்லா:vara paiyanga niraiya paiyanga vanthu tharathellaa</tamil> case <tamil>வர:vara</tamil> families okay


if you think about that too you know


immediately if he's a doctor they won't even think about if his good character or not okay already oh surgeon means okay already so <tamil>இந்த மாரி வந்து:intha maari vanthu</tamil> like, what if <tamil>அவன் வந்து:avan vanthu</tamil> is a narcissist, what if <tamil>அவன் வந்து:avan vanthu</tamil> like he put down others do you know <tamil>நிறைய:niraiya</tamil> doctors <tamil>வந்து அவங்க நிறைய படிச்சிருக்குனால அவங்க தான் வந்து பெரிய அவங்க:vanthu avanga niraiya padichirukkunaala avanga thaan vanthu periya avanga</tamil> world ah <tamil>தெரிஞ்ச மாரி நடந்துப்பாங்க தெரியுமா:therinja maari nadanthuppaanga theriyumaa</tamil> like <tamil>மத்தவங்களுக்கு ஒன்னுமே தெரியாது அவங்களுக்கு தான் எல்லாமே தெரியும்:mathavangalukku onnumae theriyaathu avangalukku thaan ellaamae theriyum</tamil> they will think like that a lot of them are like that


so <tamil>அப்டினா வந்து:apdinaa vanthu</tamil> how I going to live with someone like that just because of the surgeon, I always believe like mental torture <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> and emotional suffering is more so character every time first is just like that


ya exactly


they can act to up one year, you will not know


<tamil>என்ன பொறுத்தவரைக்கும் என்னன்னா வந்து:enna poruththavaraikkum ennanaa vanthu</tamil> like, like how to say ah, character is important like for me I would prefer being with the artist


like someone who's artsy, who's like into the arts like something, they do something related to the arts to me that matters a lot, and like


ya if you're a director can because directors like big what


but if it's a hero he's a hero like Vijay immediately can already, he's hero what Vijay


they immediately get you married do you understand that's double standard, even in the arts scene there's hierarchy, for example if you're a normal dance teacher <tamil>வேண்டா:vendaa</tamil> if you own a dance school maybe can, do you understand where I'm coming from <tamil>அது வந்து:athu vanthu</tamil> is just <tamil>ரொம்ப:romba</tamil> disappointing because everyone starts somewhere


I don't understand why again it's everything to do with the image and the status, , just my favourite topic of all time, , , ya


it's not a <tamil>கல்யாணம்:kalyanam</tamil> it's a showing off process, in the in the in the invitation right they'll put the name then the <tamil>என்ன படிச்சுருக்கான்:enna padichurukkaan</tamil> like BSC


they'll put BSC or like eh you know when I first join university <tamil>என் அம்மா கேட்டாங்க உன்:en amma kettaanga un</tamil> degree <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> like the abbreviation is what, and she was like is it BSC is it what is it, BBM


she keep on asking me I didn't know why she wanted to know then after that I realised that, she just wanted to know what was the short form for I don't know why like it doesn't matter at all, very disturbing


, invitation I'll never put that because it's very disturbing like, why must you put the educational status on a wedding invitation in on the wedding invitation, it's like <tamil>எனக்கு வந்து:enakku vanthu</tamil> like showing your love with the other person


it's like so extra


oh mine both will have


exactly I thought it's a celebration of love like to me it's like oh you're gonna marry love of your life but to them it's like showing off process it's a way to show off to everyone who's invited to the wedding <tamil>புரியுதா:puriyuthaa</tamil> actually I've asked her before


she said, why cannot show off somewhere else, why cannot show off in online, cannot show off when you tell when you visit other people <tamil>ஏன் வந்து:yaen vanthu</tamil> wedding ah <tamil>இதுல:ithula</tamil> invitation lah <tamil>போடனும்:podanum</tamil> no I don't understand so you trying to compare <tamil>இவன் வந்து:ivan vanthu</tamil> doctor <tamil>நீ வந்து:nee vanthu</tamil> doctor <tamil>அளவுக்கு படிக்கல:alavukku padikkala</tamil> like are you trying to compare I don't understand the purpose


I don't know she just like, she just thinks I'min another world my mother told me one day <tamil>ஏன்னா:yaennaa</tamil> my views are very different from hers right she thinks <tamil>நம்ம:namma</tamil> I and all the youths <tamil>நம்ம வந்து:namma vanthu</tamil> we don't make sense to her we don't make sense


Viyaanthu <tamil>நம்ம சொந்த உலகத்துல:namma sontha ulagathula</tamil> live <tamil>பண்ணிட்டு இருக்கோமா:pannittu irukkoma</tamil> to her lah


, !wow!


!wow!, , ya


what they heck why must you do say that


this is so relatable I tell you my story after this


why must you lie just oh my god such a it's a lie to make you look good


yes yes yes oh my god but to them they don't care about all that, ya


okay so my story is like that <tamil>ஏன் வந்து:yaen vanthu</tamil> A levels I did okay okay lah, so <tamil>எங்க அம்மாவும் அப்பாவும் வந்து இன்னைக்கு வரைக்கும் இன்னைக்கு வரைக்கும் யாருகேட்டாலும்:enga ammavum appavum vanthu innaikku varaikkum innaikku varaikkum yaarukettaalum</tamil> yes <tamil>என்:en</tamil> university they won't say as SUSS


they will say SMU, ya <tamil>யாருகிட்ட கேட்டாலும்:yaarukitta kettaalum</tamil> SMU SMU you know how irritated I am with this <tamil>ஏன் வந்து நீங்க வந்து:yaen vanthu neenga vanthu</tamil> they're like so embarassed that I'm in SUSS they're more embarassed than me


okay, and I know what I went through and you guys are just lying anyhow, and if for me itself it's painful because <tamil>எப்போதும் நான்:eppothum naan</tamil> SUSS <tamil>சொல்லும்போது எல்லாரும் கேப்பாங்க:sollumpothu ellaarum keppaanga</tamil> oh where's that


is it is it a private university <tamil>இப்டி கேப்பாங்க இப்டி இப்டி:ipdi keppaanga ipdi ipdi</tamil> questions <tamil>கேக்கும் அது பத்தாம:kekkum athu patthaama</tamil> you all are lying some more that I'm in SMU, then oh my god then ask me oh so how do you go to SMU then I'm like oh I take bus I take bus to like #dhoby ghaut#


why must I cover up lies


then that time I send my ID card <tamil>அப்போ:appo</tamil> SUSS luckly they forgot or else they'll be thinking this whole family is lying, first uh <tamil>நான்:naan</tamil> SUSS lah <tamil>சேந்தமோது:saenthamothu</tamil> my parents were like, kind of happy because they say okay not bad you got into a government university then coming up the lies and all after that


why are you so embarrassed, you still embarrassed I say SIM ah goodness


losing it eh, ya it's private, even I say Kaplan lah next time, losing it you know I really I'm really like <tamil>பத்தாம அங்க:paththaama anga</tamil> seriously


all the universities rejected me


if no university accepted me no choice right, I kind of wish that happened


because I don't think they would have put me in SIM because my parents were not in favour of private university, SIT, SUTD


and , SSMU, six


just rice lah


why, thursday you're vegetarian, I can't remember I thought it was, you pray is it, [orh] so it's not religious lah


okay, I'm so hungry, why do I feel like eating


Pasta I don't want to eat Pasta I want to eat sweet stuff, so ya lah


it's damn embarassing


and then you say SUSS where is it ah, private university ah


I don't know why they want to know where is it like


I don't get the purpose of where is it I don't get ruin the purpose of where is it <tamil>இப்போ:ippo</tamil> NYP <tamil>எனக்கு என்னானு தெரியாது:enakku ennaanu theriyaathu</tamil> if you tell me it's in #yio chu kang# I won't be like oh


I never before , it's like as if <tamil>நா வந்து:naa vanthu</tamil> fake <tamil>ஆனா ஒரு:aanaa oru</tamil> university <tamil>பேரு சொல்லி:peru solli</tamil> oh clementi <tamil>இது இருக்கு:ithu irukku</tamil> oh <tamil>உண்மையான:unmaiyaana</tamil> university <tamil>தான் உண்மையான:thaan unmaiyaana</tamil> exists, like that


is damn nice I really wanted to go LASALLE you know <tamil>படிக்றதுக்கு:padikrathukku</tamil> you know I wanted I have been there and I wanted to study there also, ya


it's damn aesthetic, it's like very artsy it's a arts school what, yes <tamil>போலாம் போலாம்:polaam polaam</tamil> it's near rochor rochor MRT, mood


yes what are your views do you think do you think I have a nice voice, no eh I feel like it sounds like shit


feel it sounds like a boy, , you are a Bruggle


really ya <tamil>எனக்கு புடிக்கவே புடிக்காது:enakku pudikkavae pudikkaathu</tamil> and I'm like,


you see whether if you can finish most of it then okay


because next week I think I'm a bit busy, [orh], [orh] okay okay


how much storage do you have


!wow!, I think we are <tamil>ஒரே:orae</tamil> case, I think mine is one two eight also but dying, dying


yes, you know now Starbucks got offer, Starbucks <tamil>இப்ப:ippa</tamil> offer <tamil>தெரியுமா:theriyumaa</tamil> one for one


here got Starbucks ah, I gonna buy later for my err brother and my cousin, Bishan have


aw, , of course I'm never going to give up on that <tamil>எத்தன நாள் நாள் தெரிமா ராத்திரி:ethana naal naal therima raathiri</tamil> night uh night <tamil>பகல்:pagal</tamil> morning I'll wake up, I'm damn anxious about this whole thing because


my father <tamil>வந்து வந்து:vanthu vanthu</tamil> he wants me to intern, now, during the holidays like he tell me to send application out intern all that


to me I feel like god put me in this university for a purpose, and it's like not the whole day, so it's it's for me to do other things in life apart from study


but <tamil>நான் பேக்கு மாரி படிச்சுகிட்டே இருந்தா:naan bekku maari paduchukittae irunthaa</tamil> which what they want, portfolio lah <tamil>ஒன்னுமே இருக்காது:onnumae irukkaathu</tamil> I'm thinking of actually putting this acting thing into my portfolio, ya


my school we have to do a portfolio school portfolio to graduate, online, ya


you can even link a Instagram account uh all that


I'm thinking should I create a new Instagram account, put all my photoshoot pictures there, it's like, so that I can link that Instagram


into <tamil>என்னோட:ennoda</tamil> portfolio <tamil>அப்போ:appo</tamil> portfolio lah <tamil>இருக்குறவங்க வந்து:irukkaravanga vanthu</tamil> they will, click <tamil>பண்னோனே அவங்களுக்கு தெரியும் நான் என்ன பண்றேன்:pannonae avangalukku theriyum naan enna pandraen</tamil> all that, I don't know lah I'm still not sure yet but


oh my god <tamil>அன்னைக்கு வந்து:annaikku vanthu</tamil> I went for one shoot right, Haran <tamil>அப்புறம்:appuram</tamil> photo show <tamil>பண்றேன்:pandraen</tamil> he's so handsome [deh] and err damn cute like


he he kept talking to me like he ask me to rehearse my lines and then he came to me and ask me, then he he keeps smiling then I also keep smiling he's so cute eh like I <tamil>அழகு தெரியுமா அப்புறமா காமிக்குறேன்:alagu theriyumaa appuramaa kaamikkuraen</tamil> photo after that I went to Instagram <tamil>இவன எங்கையோ பாத்துருக்கோமே:ivana engaiyo paathurukkomae</tamil> like seriously handsome then I saw this #devia levine# also


she's, social media <tamil>வும்:vum</tamil> real life lah <tamil>யும்:yum</tamil> very different, she's not that friendly, ya, !huh!


ya ya so interesting ah but other people were nice, it's a new drama, it's just a small role


it's just one episode but when the episode come out I'll send you, okay you know I'm still very touched you know that the english drama I did then you went to how did you find my episode <tamil>எப்டி கண்டுபுடுச்ச:epdi kandupuducha</tamil> that number shocked you know


you watch the whole thing is it


but mine was just a small role, fine, we all start somewhere, I'm trying


yes yes yes


I don't think <tamil>அது வெளிய வந்துருக்குனு:athu veliya vanthurukkunu</tamil> I don't think it's telecasted yet <tamil>அது வந்தோனே:athu vanthonae</tamil> then I'll send you, ya, uh so


ya lah but the harden guy though, damn cute, and oh my god set you know <tamil>நீ பாத்தியில்ல அன்னைக்கு நம்ம போனோம்ல:nee pathiyilla annaikku namma ponomla</tamil> set camera <tamil>எல்லாம் அது வந்து:ellaam athu vanthu</tamil> it's not the actual set vibe you know


(hmm), the actor stand in the spotlight lah <tamil>தெரிவாங்க:therivaanga</tamil> it's for actor's spotlight, I was telling the make-up artist that day I said


director <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> action <tamil>நூறுவாட்டி சொல்லுவாங்க அதெல்லாம் வந்து தெரியவே தெரியாது:nooruvatti solluvaanga athellaam theriyavae theriyaathu</tamil> like it will never the efforts will not show, is like, the magic miracle people behind the scenes, and one more thing <tamil>அவங்க எடுக்கமோது:avanga edukkamothu</tamil> and the one you see on TV is two different things


because editing a lot of editing goes into the


I try to understand and memorise, but that one was my first time ah filming because <tamil>ஏன்னா நான்:yaennaa naan</tamil> theatre actor so <tamil>நான் வந்து:naan vanthu</tamil> theatre means one time show stage <tamil>க்கு வந்து நான்:kku vanthu naan</tamil> that's all no action all that nothing


so I'm that kind of actor <tamil>எல்லாமே நடிக்கனும்னு நான் பெருசா பண்ணுவேன்:ellaamae nadikkanumnu naan perusaa pannuvaen</tamil> because theatre is like that, like


yes <tamil>பெருசா:perusaa</tamil> because, many people need to see esplanade theatre everyone needs to see what


you do like that who will see, ya, so that's that and the first time I did the videos was for camera <tamil>நடுங்குஞ்சு தெரியிமா:nadunguchu theriyimaa</tamil> three two one action I was like


it felt I was nervous lah I wouldn't say my performance iin the videos was like hundred percent, are you sure I thought it was just meh, I only saw my acting once after that I didn't want to see


ya, ah


you give your best shot in the third take, then you take again right let's say in the fifth take <tamil>நீ வந்து:nee vanthu</tamil> you gave your best okay eh no let's say in the fifth time you didn't give your hundred percent you gave eighty percent


but the other actor also did well, so the director's like two of you did okay not bad he would take the fifth take but to you it's not your hundred percent, I'll be like


even the Rakku song you know the song, that wasn't my hundred percent you know, but the <tamil>ரெண்டு பேரும்:rendu perum</tamil> one more guy they were standing next to me they did like that, but I wasn't paying attention when I did the


I wasn't doing hundred percent, and the director said okay we're taking this shot I was like, !huh! <tamil>நான் ஒழுங்கா பண்லயே:naan olunga panlayae</tamil> I was thinking, cannot you can't say let's take one more time <tamil>ஏன்னா பக்கத்து ரெண்டு பேரும்:yaennaa pakkathu rendu perum</tamil> sync what


that's how it is, and <tamil>நீ வந்து:nee vanthu</tamil> even director <tamil>கிட்ட திருப்பி பேச முடியாது:kitta thiruppi pesa mudiyaathu</tamil> unless you are like <tamil>பெரிய:periya</tamil> actor <tamil>பெரிய:periya</tamil> like


ya so that's about it


ya lah, let's see a scene, I really like acting lah


what hurt me is ah my dad lah like, I don't really care, as if he's very successful like that


okay maybe he is, he did work hard but, I don't know it's just, ever since then <tamil>நா ஒழுங்காவே பேசல:naa olungavae pesala</tamil> you know


to him, ever since then till now and I never talk properly, you can't just talk anyhow and uh I'm just not going to talk to you normally I think he realised that what he said was wrong


oh my god, Deepavali <tamil>முடிஞ்சு ரெண்டு நாள் இருக்கும் அந்த:mudinju rendu naal irukkum antha</tamil> Rakku song <tamil>இன்னும்:innum</tamil> play <tamil>பண்ணிட்டு இருக்காங்க:pannittu irukkaanga</tamil> they were still playing on the TV okay


my dad, how come they still playing the video on TV, Deepavali over already what, only parent in the whole world not happy about success of a daughter not happy, don't like


that's what I have to deal with, my mother got the cheek to send me you know #aishwarya dutta# <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> #aishwarya rajish# she did one TED talk did you see, #aishwarya rajish# she did one TED TED talk about, people didn't accept her because of skin colour and all that


, like TED talk like <tamil>அப்புறமா காமிக்கறேன்:appuramaa kaamikkaraen</tamil> she talked about nobody supported her in her career she supported herself <tamil>அவங்களே தான்:avangalae thaan</tamil> support <tamil>பண்ணி எங்க அம்மா அனுப்புறாங்க அந்த:panni enga amma anuppuraanga antha</tamil> video <tamil>என்கிட்ட:enkitta</tamil>


it's like, okay so, it's just like, first of all I'm being her now because I'm supporting myself nobody supported me she saying in the video <tamil>தெரியுமா:theriyumaa</tamil> nobody supported me <tamil>நான் தான்:naan thaan</tamil> support <tamil>பண்ணிகிட்டேன் என்:pannikittaen en</tamil> self I'm just like that's me right now and you got cheek to send me this video


, ya nobody supported her


really, , ah yes


I see


my mother's very confusing, very confusing


she's a hypocrite you know I don't like her, she say she's dark skin nobody accepted her dark skin she did a Fair & Lovely advertisement, I show you later


this kind of people ah putting on show only !aiyo! directors rejected me because my dark skin, advertisement some more


[deh] she say she got rejected by skin colour from the first day she started to do acting, this advertisement was later on, so successfull <tamil>ஆனவுனே கொம்பு மொலச்சுருச்சு:aanavunae kombu molachuruchu</tamil> lah


always remember where you came from, (hmm)


#priyanka chopra#, she did skin lightening Chopra, they don't make sense


yes I hundred percent agree, one person who never does that is #kamal haasan# he never forget where he come from he's very his father's a lawyer but he never shows it off