basically you're just surviving and die, that's what I feel lah because that's why I say this question is quite, I'm on on the fence ah on it


ya you can go both ways you know, what would I miss, well I'm already risking everything for my dreams


, even right now, exactly I'm risking my financial future, doing the job that I'm doing right now, there's no financial stability so I'm already risking so much


ya so, for my passion for my passion I drop everything I I have dropped everything, yeah, what about you


you only twenty four, you only twenty four, (mmhmm)


yeah I get it


yeah, I I get where you're coming from, but there was an article that I read about, this guy who was forty five years old


but then, at forty two eh forty two or forty three like, two years before his interview, he had an apprenticeship in this tattoo tattoo artist


at forty five and kedai dia successful, so, I understand where you're coming from your worries and everything but uh, there are people who found themselves at a later age


which is an interesting thing to look at ah


(mmhmm)


luck is another thing fortune is another thing, (mmhmm) but the moral is don't give up ah, that's I think the biggest moral to take away from all these things


I mean, what do you mean by that


well I think that after you try all these things these skills remain within you, so when you continue searching for that thing, and you continue living, probably you'd find something because at the end of the day to make something means mean meaningful to yourself


the only person to be able to do that is yourself so, until the day that, you rasa you, then you will find that inner peace with yourself


because you are, yeah yeah yeah exactly, yeah, and when you explore like I said ah everything you explore


on after the next day, all that thing yang you dah explore remain inside your body, remain inside your mind you have that knowledge, which is, the thing that we should look at lah


(mmhmm), , I would wish for like three three thousand more wishes , okay okay


you wanna go first you wanna go first, !wow! okay, okay


that's the first wish eh, my first wish will be world peace, world peace, , no because like when I say world peace is not just the end of wars and everything is the end of


the sense of, hatred and the sense of, power control, that a person wants inside you know inside them, like that sense of they want power, if we can eradicate that sense


in everyone, honestly there would be you know world peace so when I say world peace that's what I meant, yeah not just stop wars or stop the this one it is it's not it's more than just stopping all these things but it's, more like


understanding, that, sense of, having, power, should not be there


, of course, yeah yeah


yeah


, ya because when I learn a lot of this traditional stuff kan you know I did all traditional stuff, and when I learn, about all this traditional stuff every time a role of a women would be seen as


the least powerful people, and, it's so hard that, in in in this age you want to go against, them, against this ideology


but that ideology is stuck within the culture, yes, yes


, (mmhmm)


yup, I think, what we try to focus what you trying to focus right is, how the social view things, social pressure, I think social pressures is an important thing


yeah, yes, that society punya ape tu what do you call it requirement, the society's, yeah


(mmhmm), yeah and women, ya and like women must be must be kind demure polite and men, yeah


it's so annoying, and, and men have, and men have to be, a certain tough toughness no no mental, yeah, it is like


removing the human in you, ya which is stupid so society is the problem, yeah, oh yeah my second wish my second wish


is to feel, satisfaction and happiness in all the decisions I take, because sometimes when you do something


you might look back and like oh my god I shouldn't have done this I should have done this instead I should have, I don't want that feeling, yes, yeah


even, even if it so if so if it's the wrong choices, you want to be satisfied with it, you would want to be you would want to take pride in it, yeah, so it's like


(mmhmm), I mean, that's good for you lah because I hardly have that


you went through that life path,


yeah, ya with me


yeah, ya so to me ah I just want that, satisfaction the feel of satisfaction the feel of happiness


we're like serious people man


skills of every cook oh, why didn't you take culinary eh, I think you will like breeze through that course easily


oh okay


so it's nice when it's agak agak , ya ya ya


and, and when it doesn't hit it becomes a troubleshooting, journey, yeah yeah


(hmm)


yeah


precisely what I what I I said lah it's like this is the journey of troubleshooting, and then it's nice, but okay anyways ya you want to have skills of all the, cooks in the world


I want the rendang italian, italian


, my last, my last wish, my last wish, it's to me it's not serious but it's fun for me


I wish for the arts industry to , in this country, no it's a fun thing like because, no no like because that's what I really want it'll be fun to be able to like see


our, yeah our our creatives our singaporean grown talent to to display their creativity out there and be appreciated and paid well, and make it as a career with all the talent they have


yeah I want that that'll be great, ya but they don't pay as good I don't want to get into details but


yeah you know I know, yup


yeah yeah, ya so, just just just , you know, okay ah what was the most memorable meal you ever had and where did you have it


no no no no no no I'm not gonna say that, no it's not, yeah yeah I have another one, I already have my answer


and we ate dekat stadium, it was, yeah yeah it was sweet it was cute like I


right dekat stadium punya entrance, and then we just sat there and people were like taking bicycle around lari lah apa lah buat exercise lah


we wanted


we wanted to do something lah, I think so eh no Kallang wave mana ada movie, oh eh, oh a'ah


but ya so, so like, I remember that, !ee!


is it gonna be Seoul Garden ,


oh my god Nandos, oh my god they're the worst, oh I think you told me before


ya ya ya


definitely lah,


, oh yeah you have that once a year kind of, yeah I know, it happened this year


yeah, yeah it happened, it's something lah I think you I didn't sleep on that day, I remember I didn't sleep in January because you wanted me to stay because you were sick, yeah


I have one stupid question, I saw one, would you rather fight, one horse-sized otter, or a hundred otter-sized horses, you would you rather fight one horse-sized otter


you know otters right, or one hundred otter-sized horses, I, , I think


I think I will fight the one horse-sized otter, but holy shit, yeah but it's like there's too many of it hundred eh


ya at least one horse-sized otter you can just run away from that one thing and is very big you know where it is, right, , yeah, then at least you know where to you know who to run away from


this, imagine you get you a hundred lipas !ee!


and horses eh imagine you close your eyes a hundred horses even though it's more , horses


ah come on you know what I'm gonna choose, doctor stranger, !duh!, freaking cool


because scarlet witch is too strong for him, but this doctor strange I can go into places I can look at places I can look in the future I can look in the past I can go back and do this


there's so many things I can do, ya but I know what to do, if you I know when you gonna die


ya so like like that that that scene lah he went through with how many only fourteen million plus, timeline and there's only one that worked and he knew what to do, to make sure that one work, get it so that's what I'm going to do, so I'm going to like go into time


and like choose the best, timeline, then I'm like ah this one will do, get it yes, and and he's intelligent also so


oh my god I can't wait for the new one to come out I want to watch, I wanna watch, ya oh my god, I can't wait, it's


(hmm), what do you deserve


oh okay, so metaphorically, metaphorically


, oh so now you hate the the oh shit, and then


it, you get ignorance, (hmm), I don't know what I'm gonna get


why, why


think I will get, a food that is intimidating, what you mean there's, to you lah because I I talk to you as a as a partner I don't talk to you as a


that's not what I get from everyone, that's not what I what I get from everyone else when I step into the room ya you you ask all my juniors, all my CCA punya members lah and even my friends


I have when I'm in work mode, they are scared, you know I'm just saying like I have that, work switch you know, so that that work switch and that


that, that aura that I bring when I'm serious it's very intimidating and, feels, for people is not approachable, that's what I got from people, it's not something that I think I am myself, but that's what people have been telling me


and I feel that has to change, if you want to teach someone you wanna help someone you can't be intimidating, yeah


favourite fast food, I'm so hungry, I'm hungry now, I have a lot of favorite leh


if I nak pilih satu eh, , you pilih dulu ah I think I know yours, Jollibee


ya both of it wasn't my guesses, chicken, I would say, Jollibee, or


Shake Shack, I love the fries and the burgers, oh


ah somewhere in the west ah, somewhere in the west eh or center I tak ingat I know it's not in the east, but yeah we should go Shake Shack


I want the fries, I want the fries


it'll it is it's not like a plain normal cheese it's a different kind of cheese


ah ya ya ya ya ya, ya I want to also but I don't know when


because of all this COVID thing


I, I don't mind I don't mind going jewel anytime babe, only for you only, eh I go all the way to the other end of Singapore and come back to the other end of Singapore


you, you doa lah I got car, try kalau pergi Changi airport parah baby, because Changi airport punya car park [kan]


!oof!, by hour, so kalau kita gi Shake Shack boleh makan kasi habis five minute okay ah


a'ah,


like what oh my god should I do puns, I don't know any stupid pun


a good looks or a fit body, I would say


good looks good looks, because when you have good looks you can still achieve that body, but when you have the body you cannot achieve good looks


, you know this, yeah


no, you know this, yeah


!huh!, you you, you like yellow what, not pink it's not pink, I thought you said you hated pink


ok lah technically yellow in literature is happy


I, if you had if you have any unusual superpower


, I would say the power to control my kentut without having stomachache, I would want that, I would need that, that'll be a superpower for me


but if you can control the pain then just put zero everyday lah, okay what if you have a superpower what would you what would it be


manifest anything that you want from the


thin air, I, okay, it


I, invisibility, I just want to go to places without, you know


sometime I just don't like ah,


no, I'm not going to use it, to watch people bathe or things like that, I'm gonna use it for like, I can


I want I can assassinate people without them knowing, I can go to US, and assassinate Donald Trump, !chey!


okay, oh my god, oh my god I want that, oh yang botak eh, ya !duh!


the fire nation guy, yeah, but you know avatar can control of all the elements right, childish, why why childish


, yeah yeah


tomorrow is what day, oh sunday, I don't know, I have some work, stuff, to finish, ya then then I tak gi mana mana ah


you tak keluar eh, you tak keluar jugak eh, but are you doing you're working


!huh! I thought you say you were forward like in front already, I thought you say you dah catch up already


(hmm), yeah


okay, tomorrow, tomorrow confirm if keluar ramai orang [seh], and is national day


ya tomorrow is nine of august what are you on,


ya lah I mean, with all the things that's going on, it's not the best time to celebrate, and they want to fly jet planes over hospital,


I don't know, jet planes, a hospital leh a hospital, jet planes on a hospital up till today I cannot


swallow that, idea at all its so , (hmm), ,


okay lah salute, okay lah, I think they did give a bonus, but honestly to me, they deserve more than just a bonus


yeah, right now, the COVID thing makes them work extra hard is unfair for them


what would be the worst, buy one get one free sale ever, why that's good what you get two what you can eat more what


ah my mum would like that, legit legit she can just wash Taugeh, after she wash right while she's cooking and waiting for the other things to siap right she just take the Taugeh and put inside her mouth like is potato chip


I'm just like, I'm like !wah!, I can I could never, no really eh she even can eat like garlic like that she can eat like


I don't know lah, it's it's a mother thing what no eh, I know you won't even eat anything in the kitchen, unless unless it's fried chicken


yeah, after cooking I'm talking about like like raw ingredient, I eat fishcake


well, you know, I


but that one, but that one the MSG dashyat


repercussion, percussion tu main music


yeah I like it, !duh! of course it's not, it's not, that, yeah, ya lah


I haven't had any, for, the last time I had was that one I had when I went to Bugis plus with you, yeah exactly, that's like, that's like way before I had dengue [seh]


like a month at least, a month plus, no, I don't need bubble tea


I rather Boost, like, yeah yeah, so you minum Boost yang besar punya that time I always like drink Boost for my dinner


and I when I was gym-ing ah, and I gain a lot of muscle mass, ya and and my dinner is like


in the morning I eat all the normal normal stuff then malam I just like, why


, okay it's one hour already yes we did it, !yay! okay bye bye


okay hello, okay okay okay nice nice


okay so as I was saying my ya like nine AM I reach there I woke up so early then I would like <mandarin>打给他他不听:da gei ta ta bu ting</mandarin> !wah!


uh <mandarin>就是好像那个:jiu shi hao xiang na ge</mandarin> recruitment company lah ya


oh ya


oh okay uh <mandarin>找不到:zhao bu dao</mandarin> they actually the this kind of thing can find meh


really, this kind of thing happen


uh alright damn scary sia ya so, you friend got Kena before, what really


!wah!, [orh]


ya lor, okay okay well ya actually quite risky ah


uh <mandarin>其实没有:qi shi mei you</mandarin> ah ya <mandarin>之前这个:zhi qian zhe ge</mandarin> uh the holiday like most of the holiday just ah at home you know ya not really actually right you're working right, at the at the pet shop or something


oh ya with all the dogs and cats and everything


, wait wait what kind of what kind of dogs are there


oh okay okay


I mean they are big dogs lah right


!wah! labra-doodle, then it's like even bigger dog


!wah! okay okay this like at the height of most girls sia


actually like this this job sounds not bad sia how how much they pay you


okay okay


oh for real, oh cause cause there like most people working are like our age ah, oh okay okay


!wah! the tips and tricks


ya man


oh okay the standard, the building up okay


well okay okay okay, alright alright, well actually your part time what sounds quite interesting sia like can meet all these people


alright alright, number number one is like salary must be like okay like enough right but then like actually now that I hear you say is like make sense what right like even though salary not that high but like it's like the experience that you gain from all these


!wah!


oh okay all those climbing shoes right the powder all


oh you teach, oh !wow! that's cool that's cool


!wah! you really like climbing ah


!wah! okay, !wah! okay, ya


!wah! the tips and tricks again !wah! okay okay


ya man ya man okay I feel you


!wah! climbing gym that's not that's not bad okay


oh like to know the ins and outs lah right


!wah! okay, actually like like honestly right like


if you to were to open like a actual gym right I don't think it's like okay the financial part right the other thing to settle is like just marketing cooking I feel like you know like if you were to graduate right after you graduate you can definitely like just set up one you know


right it's not that hard, like the unique challenges are


!wah! okay


so ya actually, actually do you know like any gyms that closed down


okay okay, (hmm), actually not not ya lah


!wah! in the zone


uh


!wah! this is a deep question


well like computer engineer <mandarin>差不多都是这样的啦对不对:cha bu duo dou shi zhe yang de la dui bu dui</mandarin> ya actually not that sure yet are you sure of like what you come out then do what already


well like what you want


oh ya cause you got girlfriend right, okay


but then quite early what like within the next five years, okay okay


!wah! that's quite you you're very clear


ya man !wah! such a positive outlook, the downwards spiral


ya man that's good, !wah! <mandarin>梦想:meng xiang</mandarin> but actually like cause you're not working right wait but then okay like stability right stability and the oh okay cause like you don't want to immediately start gym yet right like you want to find a job first then start a gym with your savings ah okay


!wah! that's quite long quite far away man


(hmm)


actually ya, actually why why don't you start right after you graduate


ya <mandarin>大学学费很贵啊我现在就是付大学学费:da xue xue fei hen gui a wo xian zai jiu shi fu da xue xue fei</mandarin> !wah!


actually I like I saw some interesting questions on the on the thing that they sent us what was the most memorable meal you ever had and where do you have it


I I I'm not going and I won't eat there but so far is the thing is the one place that I remember the most for most ah, it's the it's the deepest of my memory lah right so why is that right is cause wait actually did I tell you no it's cause like okay kay so the impossible burger is like the the the burger with the patty that's supposed to taste like meat but then is not meat it's like some vegetarian <mandarin>素食:su shi</mandarin> lah so


like then it cost like fifteen dollars for one standard two dollar McChicken but it's like some vegetarian meat wait actually are you vegetarian, okay good okay good ya so I bought this fifteen dollar burger and then it tastes exactly like the two dollar chicken the two dollar McChicken and so like the that's that's the point where I'm supposed to be like !wow! that's amazing it tastes exactly like the two dollars chicken


but then I paid fifteen dollars to taste something that's completely out of the world but then it tastes exactly the same and I'm supposed to be like surprised that it tastes completely the same but then I paid that extra thirteen dollars just to be happy but not happy at the same time you understand


just just standard chicken rice, oh okay okay but then for you like your last meal you wouldn't like choose any anywhere special


alright alright uh that's that's that's actually good like my mom will love you man like you just cook cook anything like <mandarin>要不要吃:yao bu yao chi</mandarin> ok ah <mandarin>吃吃吃:chi chi chi</mandarin> !oi! <mandarin>好好好我喜欢:hao hao hao wo xi huan</mandarin> cook anything oh okay okay yum yum yummy


but actually ya like now that now that like you make me think of it right like the actual last uh last meal that I would have is probably at like okay so it was like one of my mom's birthdays


then uh because she had some voucher to go to some uh Sentosa some <mandarin>意大利:yi da li</mandarin> restaurant (hmm) is it is it Italian I think of uh, I think so I think so


ya it's like some ya if pizza is Italy right correct correct, ya so like we went there and then we had some like like French Italian pizza is like what so although the food there wasn't like the best of the best but it's still pretty good and the reason why I think like I'll have my last meal there is cause of the memories of eating of of sharing like my mum's birthday


at that place ya cause like to be honest like I think me and my mom we rarely share like uh intimate moments like moments where like we actually talk to each other, and like like share her stories and like just chit chat in general ya it's not very often in like between me and my mum so like ya like that one time I remember like we went the restaurant and then we just sat there and like we talk for like three hours at least


partly ya ya three hours like partly because like we're just in the mood to talk which you know I'm so glad and just partly cause you know those high class restaurant okay ah this is like one of those like Sentosa restaurant it's pretty like like high class so like they will serve the food always like super slowly


you know like to drag out the time so that you will want to spend more money right and in between they'll give you like those very dry bread and then to make you wanna like buy drinks and all those right so and I was at one of those and then we spend there for three hours and then we just talked it was such a nice experience


you know like all the stories that like she shared right I've no idea happened man that's like almost all three hours I was just in complete surprise of like whatever she's saying then she was like apparently she like went to some like before I was born she went to Africa to like start a business


ya man like and then like start business but then right she wanted to do ah but then cannot cause when like you know the time like Africa was like super <mandarin>落后:luo hou</mandarin> right like ya so like nothing there ah is like no city no nothing


so like see something cause we don't why know she even went there cause someone told her but then apparently not true ah so she went there and then she saw but then like out of it right she met a good friend like she met a good friend with this guy and then he's like a super smart guy but then he is in Africa one ah ya I don't know the story from there


and then like she even went to like Taiwan it's it's pretty standard ya Taiwan and then she's like a traveller man she's like explorer of the world she usually go like ya Southeast Asia Asia in general she's just like travel a lot before I was born an and then like she just talked like she was just telling me all these stories and apparently you know there's one time where like


she and my dad like they were just cruising along somewhere and then there was an earthquake like there's multiple earthquake stories man ya there's an earthquake oh they were like sleeping and then, and then there's an earthquake and then but then they don't know cause they're sleeping and then the next morning they wake then the neighbors are like eh there's a <mandarin>下的有地震:xia de you di zhen</mandarin> like <mandarin>你们睡的时候有地震:ni men shui de shi hou you di zhen</mandarin> then one was like


what like my mom and my dad were just like slept through the the the the earthquake man ya so it's like it is like one of those you know if that were to like touch wood have you know did anything to my parents then I wouldn't have even even been born man


ya and like they don't even know ya surprising things


ya ya ya, right right ya for real, you know like you know the number of times that my mom fell off a ladder when she had me like she was literally pregnant where she fell from a ladder


okay number one she fell from a ladder number two she uh she got electrocuted, ya ya while she is pregnant with me, ya, pretty intense man ya ya cause like right iron iron belly man


cause like she ran a restaurant back back in the days so like she'll you know light go off !aiya! you know electrician whatever lah just go out check check check !aiya! electrocute ya !wah! intense story


she is she is, ya you know like I think I think ya you and my mom will mix quite well, why why it feels like <mandarin>相亲:xiang qin</mandarin> like that


trying to hook you up with my mom


wait south pole got uh bears


ya man ya man, actually like okay like before you die right like where's the one place or like the one thing you wanna see the one place you wanna visit


okay okay maybe maybe not like in that sense but like you know one place that you really want to go


oh cause Singapore don't have right


snow city snow city


okay ya man Korea actually I never been to Korea man


oh you go there why, but then it's probably the most militarised place in whole country right


that's so fun well, there was one thing right that I I really wanna see I think I I I said this when I was like really young I was just really fascinated by the aurora you know the the northern lights


right right it's it's like what the you just look up in the sky and there's like the MAC wallpaper, it's like !wah! it's actually real like I want to have that experience man


ah, like it's just a whole sheet of like colours !wah!


!huh!


wait does Mongolia still have the tribes


!wah! that's very interesting, okay okay


ya like Japanese right okay cause like recently I've been really interested in the Japanese culture like !aiya! I've always been interested lah cause anime right but like well I like I definitely took like more of an interest cause


like you know cause okay like the reason why I brought it up cause Mongolia and Japan they all had a war last time rightso, ya ya ya, but then now it's okay I'm just like thinking about Japan and it's like !wah! actually like one place that I I would definitely want to go is like Japan have you gone have you been to Japan


oh okay, !wah! definitely gotta go again man


ya that's probably


actually you know right I previously I was just watching a documentary right and then they like okay you know how like the world war, like Japanese was like one of the villains the bad guys right, and then so like after that the government was just like okay we stop now and then the troops were just immediately like okay we will stop now and then you know once like immediately after there's like like uh US people started flying in because the like cause war over already then like I don't know they must do something and the Japanese people are just super hospitable to the the Americans


and like so the even the Americans were like wait are you guys for real this is kind of weird cause we were just fighting you we were just you know like I probably killed your brother but like now you are giving me tea and something so it's like, ya like even to me I would I think it's pretty weird but like it's cause like apparently the reason was like they just want to uh because they want the culture of Japan to success like it's all for the country what right like they have the mindset for ya so like if the top like if I don't know who's in charge but let's say the king ah like if the king say right ok we will stop now then they will like fully respect


like the king's decision and like do everything in their power to like try to make his words a success, because like like everything is they kind of owe things to the king because the king is the person that like saved him and like provided all these resources so like in a way they are indebted to the king


and so like ya they're willing to like just forgive and forget and just have like a really forward attitude and that is like really surprising as like


ya


actually


why do you think you exist


okay, !wow!


(hmm)


oh okay, okay


uh okay, (hmm)


okay


(hmm), !wah! you know like, okay I know one thing's for sure I know one thing is that right now I can see and right now I'm conscious and right now I can feel things


and right now I've the choice to either live or die and I have that choice for every moment that I am you know quote unquote alive so, do I it's it's like for a period of time it's always like okay like there's a line it's that it's that you know that <mandarin>黑白啊对不对:hei bai a dui bu dui</mandarin> that's like you know dead or alive like you can always choose and there's always that and it's like you know


like all of us can be alive and all of us can be dead and like I don't know it's it's kind of a thing to like it's hard to explain but like life itself is like kind of an abstract thing and like


actually like this is where like I wanna research about consciousness cause, like consciousness or like what's consciousness right like like is this consciousness is what we are like conscious I guess like since we made up the word then I guess we fit our own description of the thing that we made up I mean okay fine fine but like is there like you know another definition of consciousness


and like are we actually conscious right now you know like you said like maybe we're just dreaming maybe we're like you know like one of those computer simulations, like maybe maybe we are in a dream man we're in a dream then when we die we actually wake up !wow!


oh transcendance


ya, !wah!


is like I mean even if it's happening we wouldn't know just like the people in North Korea, so like there's actually the possibility right, definitely so so like this I mean man can dream these are things that makes the stuff interesting imagine they make a movie on that !wah!


I'm pretty sure like you know at least some animation some some novels out there, I'm pretty sure man


, just curious, uh, I want to live until I'm twenty five, no no no just joking


I'm here for a good time not a long time , I guess like I I want to live long enough to to you know actually I just want to have like uh I guess it's all about like you know I thought about this


like human beings like you know one generation to another but what's the point man it's all about just passing on the information right like even examinations and all these, even like business even like anything in life is like what's the point is all to like sustain the information you know


like the information of economy and that's why we have exams to make sure you understand you know the information of your life that's why we work so that you know we can move on to the next generation


and like we just and like our information as a human being cause you know if we died and it just goes away it's like all this history and stuff so like, ya forgot what was I saying what you what do you want to ask me


oh ya ya, oh so I guess the age where like I'm comfortable oh no no the age where like I know that my information with what I know what I've what I've gained on my lifetime has been adequately uh taught to my next <mandarin>下一代:xia yi dai</mandarin> you know


ya after ya


one zero two so specific, okay okay, just one year more than


!wah! brag to who sia <mandarin>秦始皇:qin shi huang</mandarin> !oi! , ya man like actually like is mind boggling to think about this right like the generation you know it was just like one hundred years ago


where people were fighting with like spears and and like guns and you know like like Primeval like you know the the the what's that game, the Civ Civ Civ


ya man it's just like one hundred years which is like one person's lifetime ago that like you know everything was so primal, and then like we have ya man we have AI now we have auto cars man we have like cars that drive themselves


then it's like what will happen in like the next century man, the next next century !wah! it's it's really damn fast it's really surprisingly fast, you know in the grand grand scheme of things especially cause like humans we just existed for one thousand years and like the earth is like billions of years old man


(hmm)


we're gonna die, we're gonna die


you know like


ya man you know there's actually a question in the in the list of like like how do you think you will die like I honestly think that like we will just kill ourselves like humans will just kill ourselves


ya ya, ya man


no like bro there's already you know the blue a a deep deep blue or something true blue or something something blue like the AI chess chess ya


it beat the world's best chess player and that's the start of the uh and that was twenty years ago bro, it's crazy man


, okay okay


we got promise


ya (uh) ya one hour five minutes, okay I stop already [ah]


oh hello #Chang Gun#


can of course you just type in a Google keyword and press search man is it's all over the internet I mean I feel like one important thing about finding part time job is really you find a credibility lah because there are many job uh recruitment agency out there right but you never really know which one is the you know legit one some of them might be just out out there to scam you


I feel like uh cause there might even be some that just uh hire you but after that run with your money I read read some cases like that too you know, ya of course ya of course


that's why that's why you always make sure to do your research beforehand not trust every thing you see online ah need to, uh ya definitely


ya, these kind of things happen quite often that that's why usually for well I it's like a one off thing you know, that's why ya ah that's why most most of the time is like uh you those companies that hire you for real like for like for example there was once I was uh I was applying for this uh temperature taking for the general elections


like for the company right you I source with my sis cause actually this in this company was quite trustworthy lah cause I know the company work together with my sister company, and then they are also able to provide a license number and all for you to check up to see if they're legitimate or not lah


so so these are some of the matters that you can ensure that the company is not going to run with your money after you do your work ah, so like in your case like you after you do a few hours over work what if they don't turn up at all and !wah! you just waste your time there imagine you're just a temperature taker then you got no no instruction no nothing then let's say you thought eh seven nine o'clock start work and <mandarin>你开始工作的时侯:ni kai shi gong zuo de shi hou</mandarin> then <mandarin>你工作几个小时后他们跟你讲:ni gong zuo ji ge xiao shi hou ta men gen ni jiang</mandarin> eh you are not hired man


ya I'm working of course I'm in


ya I'm working as a driver for a pet shop so basic so basically what I do is I transport pets from uh one location to another so so like for example like if a customer requests for a delivery services right so I will I will go to their house I pick up their pet I will bring them back to back to the shop to for grooming then then after I send them back lah


so that that that's like a very simple job but at the same time uh it's not something everyone can do lah cause not like everyone have a driving licence as well for part time job ah and this kind of job really requires a lot of concentration cause you don't want you wouldn't want to get into road accidents lah


ya of course I mean firstly their dogs is probably for like is as precious as their sons and daughters towards for the customers lah so like you must really take good care of them so sometime the dog will run and all then you must make sure they don't run


ya so so you must really make sure cause sometime when you try to put them in a car right sometimes accidentally released a leash right some of the dog just run and sprint, oh all kinds of dogs ranging from the small to the big you got the the tiniest like toy toy poodle okay


I mean uh


they their big dogs probably when they stand up they're probably around uh my shoulder level to my neck level ya that that's how tall they can get then they're very fat as well, ya then there there was once right when I had to uh uh collect pick up a dog right so the owner right give pass me the dog without a leash


so the moment he opened the door the dog just came out sprinting oh my god I tell you it's a freaking big dog I think it's a uh labra-doodle, so it's uh, like a mix of labrador and a poodle so poodle itself is a very big dog labrador also a big dog so imagine it's a mixed breed of a big dog and it's like damn fast


ya it's a it's a really big dog it's probably ya like I said earlier is probably a height size of uh stand up probably one sixty one seventy ya, ya uh taller than most girls Singapore Singapore <mandarin>女人:nv ren</mandarin> uh <mandarin>身高比较高对不起但是这是事实:shen gao bi jiao gao dui bu qi dan shi zhe shi shi shi</mandarin> <mandarin>嗯对啊:n dui a</mandarin> ya


then the dog was not leashed you know !wah! so I had to struggle with him for like thirty minutes cause like he thinks I'm playing with him, so like whenever I go go near him right he'll try to woof woof and then he will back off a bit and run away then he will wait for me right then I go near him then he woof woof again and then he run away


ya so so because the dog wasn't leashed so I had difficulty trying to put the leash on in the first place, before I can bring him to the car lah so that is one of the challenges I faced in my part time job ah it's really uh I would say sometimes physically demanding ya but I mean overall it's a good experience for the pet industry ah I think through that I really I really understood myself as a person


like I found out that even though I love dogs I love to play with them right it's very tiring to take care of one where you need to look after their uh ya


uh I guess it's definitely not bad is a very unique experience I would say that uh most Singaporeans would not get


uh but the pay wise is not on a very high range is uh around sixty five for a day, so so working hours is around eight hours lah, so the pay is not very good but I really for me personally I applied for it because I feel like I really want to uh interact with the dogs and learn how to handle the dogs cause through the jobs not only are delivering the pet groomers they are also kind enough to uh teach me how to take care of the dogs


like for example uh how to shed their under undercoat or like how to shower them how to blow dry them that there are some maneuvers whereby you can hold a certain part of the dog to prevent them from perhaps sitting down


so those are the tips and tricks of the industry lah and you pick up along the way so like


then uh ya now so I I I I really enjoy what I do lah it's a really a pity that I need to stop now cause of school but I think if I have the free time definitely I would go for it ah I mean ya I made a lot of friends there


ya ya ya of course definitely


someone who has been a chef for ten over years suddenly decided one day eh I'm going to take care of dogs ya, those are really interesting people I meet lah and really like through them I can also interact with them about their hobbies you know like grow closer together as a friend so like there was this uh lady who I met


so before she met me she don't run but then like after she met me cause I used to run long distances like marathons right, that then I gave her tips and tricks on how to start running long distances lah, cause ya cause cause she


ya of course she used to think that like eh shit I run five KM !wah! damn long then after that next one is ten KM fifteen KM twenty KM and like is very uh, how is how should I say is uh intimidating for people who just started running to fit to see see the distance as a uh kind of like benchmark because


running marathons all these are skills not developed not overnight, you need time so like it it you probably you will need to take probably months to years to even try to do a very fast ten KM, so like one just for example one of the very basic trick that I thought her was how about you instead of running ten KM in one shot right you can uh you can break it up into for probably a week you try to do a three three four KM so total add up is ten KM lah


so you you just slowly with this mentality yes correct so you slowly build up and then


I I feel meeting people is one of the many uh many uh small pleasures I have in life you know cause I really enjoy meeting new people learning more about them, because I will learn from their past experience what what skills they have what how can they teach me for my interaction with them it's very interesting to find out more about other people ya


yes and I I would say they're definitely unique experience that you can tell other people definitely you you will not have the chance to experience what I experience I think that's a


, uh I mean people meet and people do things lah I mean ya of course definitely or they probably have something to do or hobby


cause uh you you definitely will find something good lah people who work and different people who have uh their hobby people can have both at the same time mah , ya so talking about pay right I would say I my other I cause I also currently hold another part time job


and I think I think this this part time job I to other people like the mainstream people I would say they think uh they will ask me why you why you want to work that job that pay the pay is so low, it's literally like six dollars an hour


<mandarin>可能可能:ke neng ke neng</mandarin> but uh so I work at a climbing gym as well for part time so so my duties for six dollars an hour includes uh taking care of the place managing the checking in and out of the climbers


and also uh the retail of the place so like uh yes correct so retail meaning when people come in they want to buy shoe I need to be able to assist them so I need to have enough knowledge of the shoes the product that I am selling


so that I yes correct so that I'll be able to best assist them to the best of my ability lah, and also on top of that uh they often have uh climbing classes, so so like those uh


but like like for but for for me right I would say is mostly for more for passion, ya because I would say climbing is something I pick up late so I kind of regret I would I would prefer it if I pick it up earlier like I discover it earlier but at least I discovered it lah it


ya like I do I do I do enjoy climbing because I feel like it's a really challenging sport that no matter how good you are right there will always be a rocks uh harder for you so it's a err always a challenge to constantly improve yourself


ya one day you do a problem you can't do it you go back you train maybe you rest awhile maybe next day you do it and you really feel a sense of achievement from doing it, and also when you guide other people right


you you will feel the then the moment they can't do it then but you just give them these tips and tricks right like for technique wise ya of course, then then they'll be they'll be suddenly be able to it sometimes you be !wow! and then they also !wow! themselves cause they like !wah! I didn't know I can do this you know that that sense of achievement that comes with it


ya it is really those things that keep me driven for my job ah then I mean and also lastly I would say it's because I okay so I I in the future like long long long time later <mandarin>大概:da gai</mandarin> uh <mandarin>三四十年以后哦我要我要开我自己的:san si shi nian yi hou o wo yao wo yao kai wo zi ji de</mandarin> climbing gym ya


so like these are one of the aspect of uh route setting which is to make it enjoyable for the climbers lah so so whenever I see like uh climbers they have difficulty trying to complete my problem but then uh once they learn that the technique to it right then they complete it right their sense of achievement !wah! that's the best


so so it's really a fine balance between how hard you want it to be and it cannot be too hard cannot be too easy must also be technical but cannot be too difficult so that everyone cannot do you know is all about balance


uh, I mean I I would say uh opening a climbing gym is like any other business it may seem very easy but there are also many many uh , small aspects to it like for example the location the rental fees and perhaps you might even need to look at the economic uh outlook


at a certain point of time like for example during COVID nineteen !wah! I tell you the most of the gym they are collapsing, then uh thankfully for the COVID nineteen relief right like from the government they're able to cut the losses lah but definitely everyday they are not open right they're making losses so imagine a lockdown for three months !wah! that's a lot of loss


(hmm)


uh if you asked me I would say definitely no I would not know what I am because I'm currently not bonded to any organization so there's a lot of uncertainties in my future so like I may apply for this uh scholarship I may apply for that uh uh organization but there is no guarantee that will they will accept me lah so currently


what I want definitely I would say I'm more of a very practical person so I I would choose something that is uh more practical like in terms of uh stability


that's something that is more adventurous at this point in time lah because right now I need financial uh capital, to to uh buy perhaps land uh not land but BTO to get housing you need to


ya I mean if I plan to settle down cause I'm the only son lah so I feel like I mean I was raised in a family whereby I need to uh continue my family uh traditions, so so that I will need to bear children and all you know this is a traditional mindset lah so


five years or so I don't think so because I will still be studying but then I would think definitely within the next ten years, I would want to have uh settle down have a stable job ya of course


forward planning is one ya but I mean so far like most of the job or like I applied for jobs before I got rejected before but I think but a rejection is part and parcel of life you know like you you will never ya of course you just keep rejected you you need to have that positive outlook for you to keep going


ya it is really like that one cause if you from the moment you start feeling negative right everything will start start the you feel like the whole world is against you ya definitely


ya definitely


the gym is probably my retirement uh thing because definitely I mean it's far but I think is worth to dream is worth doing it because it's if it's something that you really enjoy I think you will be happy lah


plus I would I don't mind spending the rest of my days just managing a gym you know like it's not about being profit driven but it's really about letting the entire climbing community enjoy, doing what they do lah so is for my for my climbing gym right so instead of the normal standard uh profit driven gyms like uh all the gyms now they have to make money so I understand their rationale that that they might price their entry fee all that slightly higher


but if you really just want climbers to enjoy doing what they do actually a cheap climbing fee that is just enough to sustain your gym is sufficient, ya so so that's really the kind of sustainable uh gym that I'm looking for to build in the future lah


uh right after I start uh after right after I graduate if I start right so firstly I don't think I will have the capital to start, and if I were to loan from the bank loan from other people right is a very risky adventure that I don't think I will be able to take cause the calculated risk is there but just that I will uh I have other duties to fulfill at at that point in time lah


so so if I were to start I will start later whereby I will have the capital, I understand that there are risks I'm going willing to take the risk at that stage in my life so that like perhaps my children are already all grown up they are all the bills are paid for


!wah! most memorable meal ah


ah no I personally am not a vegetarian


I mean if you think in that way right you are able to uh contribute to eating less meat in a sense and movement you know like many people who are onz about it, but personally I don't think I have much of like uh I have at least to me right food doesn't really hold a very significant portion uh for me lah because I'm not someone who am I not someone who is very picky I was brought up to just eat whatever I am given


and just just to finish it up lah so for me cravings comes are often here and there so when I crave something I just get it then like I I crave the next thing I just get it so like to me food is just food so I personally I don't feel a significant connection to like food at like you have lah so if you were to ask me what what my last meal would be


I would say uh, ya just a standard chicken rice I will be happy, I'm a very uh I I find it very hard to decide if I have too many choices you know so like uh if you give me like uh array of like hundred dishes I will probably be like oh I'm going to ask the random number generator and tell me give me a number from one to hundred and get a meal you know ya so so like to test your luck


and help me decide faster but on the other hand right if you will ever give me a meal just oh you are going to have this meal I'm like okay you just give me that meal you know I'm just that kind of person


yummy ya


(hmm), uh


(hmm)


oh !wow!


well I I think !wah! judging from your story !wah! you are definitely one lucky child man considering a number of uh such incidences that happen


it's miracle you are still here man !wow! !wow!


what with you, !wow! I would see your mom


iron belly indeed indeed ya, ya cause like she ran a restaurant


!wow! but your mum is definitely an adventurous woman man or someone, !wow! she will be someone I admire so much man I got to meet her one day


nah we can all be good friends I would say right I admire her of this kind of adventurous spirit cause it's something that I would like to do in the future


like like when I I hope that like in the future I can have this kind of carefree life like maybe one day when I'm able to make the gym self sustainable right, I will take a very long trip backpacking throughout the entire world


I feel like that is really something one of the bucket list you know what you call it, ya then I would travel on a what you call that a camping van yes


you know while making stops at various points just to know enjoy the scenery talk to the locals enjoy the uh local specials you know, like they introduce and have campfire outdoor camping !wow!, those are really the things I want do so that's why hearing stories from your mom how she travel the world and all !wah! make me revitalise my dreams you know like !wah!


right I want to do that ya just to see the world


it's the antarctica north pole or perhaps I'll perhaps if unable to travel down to maybe I'll travel down to the south pole instead who knows who knows uh only, no south pole nope south pole only got penguins


but I mean it's just for for the experience man, ya, (hmm) before I die I would say I wouldn't have any uh place that I would want to visit perhaps


because uh I think visiting places is just like uh one off thing ah honestly ya but if if you ask me for one place I would want to have visit or go to before, I die let's say I have a very uh successful family for example


I I wouldn't want to go anywhere else I will just want to stay with my family you know see them for one last time altogether having a meal together, !wah! one place I really want to go


ya I will definitely say my antarctica my dream of going that snow place cause like I mean snow has been something that's very fascinating to me you know like


ya Singapore is summer all day I tell you and I honestly up to to oh my god that's a fake one ya it's also like from since young I have never had a chance to go to winter countries lah


the only countries I've been to are all either in summer or spring or autumn it's never winter


Korea I I would say I never personally Ihave never been to Korea but if I I is definitely on my bucket list because uh one of the places I will definitely want to go in Korea right is the DMZ is the demilitarised zone


so ya I will just go there to see see the the North Korean guards you know cause is it the most ironic thing about that place right it literally said demilitarised zone but is


it uh I wouldn't say the whole country but in the entire world is probably the most military uh militarised zone I mean apart from the Indian Pakistan border I I would say they're equally heavily militarised that's the ironic thing that that that's why I always remember it


you know and that is also why I want to visit it it'll be so fun you know, ya I just have ya these are the weird thing that I really enjoy doing ya


oh now you speak of it ya, ya


aurora, actually now that you're you're speaking about it actually now you make me feel like actually since I want to experience the cold right why not I experience the heat as well


uh so, ya so right now actually feel like I might want to go Mongolia you know go to the desert, the nomadic tribes you know they live in uh makeshift houses they move often from time to time like their tradition I really find that very fascinating


uh they do actually they have uh both their city and tribes though like it's really depends on uh where you go so I have actually have seniors who went to those nomadic tribe like live with them you know using camels


as their wait mode of transport instead of the cars in the city ya, so so these are really interesting cultures lah I would say I would love to experience them before I die ah , ya


uh yes I have been to Japan but that was like when I was pretty young is probably a decade ago, ya, ya definitely I will go again ya ya but don't you find it amazing like how like a conflict and tension in the past doesn't really translate to the modern days you know


like we will talk about the world wars world wars right, and the things that they did but I I find it very uh how do I put it uh I am heartened to see that people are more forgiving


towards other countries lah perhaps maybe because they did not experience the world war in uh personally of course they are probably the next generation, but like they are able to adopt a more positive uh attitude towards them lah so that everyone can live in a better world but don't you find it fascinating


I think that's a really good attitude that you know that you should can continue to pass on you know like


that's how I feel lah personally you cannot have a life whereby you just go around not knowing what you want end of the day you don't know why you exist


!wow! actually that's a very deep question that I ask myself why do I exist I mean I have ever thought to myself right you know what what happens to me after I die


like I lose consciousness but will the world carry on or is this a world inside my own mind, you know when I think of that yes sometimes I get terrified because uh death is inevitable for us human being you know like we'll we'll we'll come we'll be born we'll go but let's say even if you believe in religion whereby uh you you'll get rebirth but you don't remember your rebirth you don't know what happened before


I mean by scientific proof you can't be rebirthed lah honestly ya because you can't have the same DNA you know, but then uh if you ask me what is my purpose after thinking about all that right I would say I want to make a difference


no matter how small it is like be it through uh opening a gym that is more sustainable you know like really letting the climbing community expand and make people love climbing cause currently the climbing scene is not very big or maybe to even the smallest things like donating blood you know


all these really make a difference like you don't know okay you may not know who your blood goes to but like you you left that place knowing eh I I helped another person today


, <mandarin>这样:zhe yang</mandarin> so if I can able I'm able to make uh even the slightest difference right I think that's my purpose in life


I I know I can't make everyone happy no one is perfect I one one thing you do probably will make someone happy may even upset another, but you do what you can to make the difference lah that's why you exist that's why that's why we are human we can think


you know we are able to do what we want to do ya what about you why do you think you exist


(hmm)


!wow!


well speaking of that have you ever thought like you know you see in those sci fi movies right if if you can actually upload your consciousness online !wow!, transcendence right ya I mean in the movies definitely that's like the ultimate goal you know cause people like immortality they want to continue living on forever


but I mean personally I think if I live enough of this world I would want to go lah, I wouldn't want to be constantly be reuploaded onto the internet you know and get us keep going everywhere ya oh but talking about the you know like the consciousness thing like how we are making a dream right


I actually have this uh weird concept that what if right you know the world you know like how the North korea is a propaganda to be said that you know they they don't have access to the outside world


and that they are living in their own world because they don't have everything, ya so they are all cut off right so actually right I always had this idea that what if earth itself is like North Korea, !wah!


what if we are cut off from the rest of the galaxy what if the rest of the galaxy wants to help us but like there's uh this unknown force that is controlling us !wah!, ya I mean and that's questionable but like I I I I don't know why but like as I grew older I find myself drawn to such thing like it's really quite I don't know


ya I mean we just need to wait for that day if you are still around lah I mean now is a two thousand


now is two oh speaking of which how old do you want to live until , twenty five !wow!


I guess what you say is part of evolution ah, like like and it just the way that humans are made to want to reproduce to have the instinct to reproduce and to carry on the information like you said lah ya but I mean I oh the question you wanted uh that I asked you was how old do you want to live until


ah, so so definitely when you settle down have children and all well , I mean for me that's definitely a need to then after that I would say if I were to choose uh a age that I can live until right


I want to live until one zero two, yes because I was born in the year nineteen ninety nine so I would like to see the new century, as simple as that ya


one year more man will live one year of the new century I can brag to everyone, I have lived a life in the new century, oh yeah man can dream


uh civilisation


I mean if you look at it


well for for me I would say right it definitely all these are really really impressive feats and achievements that uh mankind has come to, but have you ever wondered what what kind of cost that came with it like for example talk about uh industrial right yes definitely we are able to product create more products and all but then end up we are really actually harming our environment because all all this production actually give off a lot of harmful gases


that destroy our atmosphere which in the end harms ourselves so like that's why they say we have this thing called the global warming and and if you don't solve this problem soon right I think, it it's ironic yes because we have all these achievement right we're gonna die !wah! if you think about that like just !wow! that means you must actually progress at a sustainable pace


I mean we we don't see the impact of it much now but definitely in the next generation or so right like you see the mean sea level rise or like the uh average temperature rises right you definitely can face up start feeling it lah


you mean that die as in the end of the human race


I would I would say yes I agree with answer humans would kill ourselves but not like physically kill ourselves but because our creations would kill us, probably we might create a robot that is smarter than the human !wow! imagine now they got robot that can beat you in uh all the board games ah cause they can read your every move !wow!


oh yes I heard I heard of it ya they are yes of course


!wow! !wow! impressive impressive, so imagine what mankind can reach probably in a few decades, I mean we will we will be here to see so we shall we shall just see


okay, yes definitely


okay three two one


play on TV lor, then I listen,


I think <mandarin>他很:ta hen </mandarin> sick but uh it's very, ya it's very addictive, , !wah! <mandarin>我最近:wo zui jin </mandarin> uh


I'm listening to <mandarin>十一个少年:shi yi ge shao nian </mandarin> their Rise lah, , world world world


I think it's considered quite, , not really or I guess, but


I will use <mandarin>他们的歌:ta men de ge </mandarin> right as my status or sometimes even as my captions because


uh, members <mandarin>也是在自己参与就是有写:ye shi zai zi ji can yu jiu shi you xie </mandarin> rap


some of them are writing the lyrics, oh <mandarin>还有几个一直在那边啥咱尽量:hai you ji ge yi zhi zai na bian sha za jin liang </mandarin> circles


yeah, yeah <mandarin>限定:xian ding </mandarin> two years only so it's like


we uh next year, eh <mandarin>是四号还是七号:shi si hao hai shi qi hao </mandarin> ah, err but june lah then like very upsetting lah cause


err <mandarin>团结:tuan jie </mandarin> then, their teamwork is really another level but like oh my god


very toxic lor, and annoying so, kind of sad for them especially with the current situation it's just makes their life even harder, but


I still love them which is good


I, I think <mandarin>限定团:xian ding tuan </mandarin> isn't a limitation but, cause, even after they disbanded <mandarin>他们关系还很好:ta men guan xi hai hen hao </mandarin> and


so it's like, one fine day you might go and watch, a <mandarin>节目:jie mu </mandarin> and then only have one of them but you realize that eh he actually mention on, the remaining eight, because


oh ya by the way I talk to you about Rise right you know


they're from China so, for me, !hey! who knows by luck maybe I'll like meet them right


uh


maybe <mandarin>上海:shang hai </mandarin> and also <mandarin>青岛:qing dao </mandarin> which is your hometown lah because you always say our hometown <mandarin>很像很好一样的:hen xiang hen hao yi yang de </mandarin> leh, I want go there and see you know and then, I was supposed to go but


yeah, like no other choice so, maybe it will be my future destination one day


ah, yes yes yes, , then <mandarin>你是:ni shi </mandarin> tour guide ah !huh!, you bring us around


eh <mandarin>讲到青岛:jiang dao qing dao </mandarin> I remember that time right when we're talking, then, then you told me that I would like to visit what's that


ya I want to go there where else do you think I should go


, !wah! there's a lot of to go places ah on my list right now


then, okay lah for Singapore you see ah <mandarin>我们有海南鸡饭:wo men you hai nan ji fan </mandarin> we like, and <mandarin>很多地道的美食:hen duo di dao de mei shi </mandarin> so whenever you go out of singapore they'll ask like people ask <mandarin>新加坡有什么好吃的吗:xin jia po you shen me hao chi de ma </mandarin> then it's like


is there anything that like, is special to that place


you know right


oh, !wah! you make me want to go now sia


, definitely <mandarin>我们一定得一起去:wo men yi ding dei yi qi qu </mandarin> confirm plus chop


, of the world like I know they always say that there's seven wonders but, I believe there's definitely more so I want to list out the ten of them in my list


and, oh I want to try, bungee jump, uh <mandarin>这是真的:zhe shi zhen de </mandarin> and also, maybe sky diving, what else ah , like uh <mandarin>你不是:ni bu shi </mandarin> you know I can't swim right like <mandarin>不可以游泳旱鸭子:bu ke yi you yong han ya zi </mandarin> then


uh actually I want to try snorkel like, I want to try, yeah something like that but it's not until like deep dive, and then, uh, uh <mandarin>让我想一下啊我还要:rang wo xiang yi xia a wo hai yao </mandarin> try, oh if I


I would want to <mandarin>去爬:qu pa </mandarin> Mount Everest


, , oh but I want to <mandarin>加多一个东西进去:jia duo yi ge dong xi jin qu </mandarin> my bucket list, I want to


yeah, no I want, it's a <mandarin>体验:ti yan </mandarin> and I want to go and see because, err you know I learned geography in secondary school right then, I did not know that Singapore can actually do geography


uh on poly basis, and specifically I didn't know that oh actually can <mandarin>专供:zhaun gong</mandarin> volcano, so I went for business, then now err I kind of regret lah so I would want to <mandarin>去看一个:qu kan yi ge </mandarin> active volcano <mandarin>来圆一下一个梦:lai yuan yi xia yi ge meng </mandarin> like that


, or like <mandarin>你刚刚讲到你买你刚买:ni gang gang jiang dao ni mai ni gang mai </mandarin> skateboard right, buy, a tarot a deck of tarot card, then like, err last time my friend use poker cards and I played with us <mandarin>那种算命:na zhong suan ming </mandarin> ah like


fortune telling, so like maybe when it comes I can, have a go with people


okay so tarot cards <mandarin>跟:gen </mandarin> poker the difference lies with poker has, fifty six, eh fifty two cards with four four joker, then, tarot has seventy eight


so tarot and the thing is when you use tarots to, in a sense <mandarin>算命的话:suan ming de hua </mandarin> right, they have like different stack, so different stack tells you different things and the more complicated it get


the more, hints <mandarin>你会拿到:ni hui na dao </mandarin> so, tarots would be a, very fun thing to try


uh, then ok ah you know how we always like talk amongst ourselves, and then <mandarin>来到感冒的:lai dao gan mao de </mandarin> uh and then what if we like <mandarin>我们在讲:wo men zai jiang </mandarin> or what we like <mandarin>今天中:jin tian zhong </mandarin> Toto and then like <mandarin>中:zhong </mandarin> four d


then we have like a huge sum of money right, then what if one day right you suddenly gain that money, because you really lucky lah not because of you <mandarin>你去偷:ni qu tou </mandarin> or some or anything, how would you want to spend it


!huh! I say not, err around ten thousand, in a day you have to spend it, yeah


err, maybe not


err me


you are wrong you can, you go travel agency you book ah


err then no okay so you go travel agency you book right


also


still still got that four k in investment right


yeah I, I'm also <mandarin>很怕:hen pa </mandarin> lah but, I don't think I ever met that huge rat before which is good and I am very thankful


or is it last year


then right I was with my cousin then they were three only three years old, so err two boys then, in the end at night right and then all the rats will come out and squeak squeak squeak right, so we were happily sitting on the floor with my speakers blasting some music cause it


said mid autumn so, neighbouring the neighbours are still more accepting towards this and, hor <mandarin>好死不死来了一只大老鼠:hao si bu si lai le yi zhi da lao shu </mandarin> then, oh so my younger cousin he was super scared


and then but my aunt also scared, but my aunt, beach over there and then she ran out to stand on the slide so my cousin stood there, cannot do anything cause he was so scared that he he don't dare to move


then the other older one right he know how to run to us, it is very funny cause, my aunt don't care about his son just jump


yeah I think so


let me think ah, err I think, cause CB that time was err at the start of poly mah err year two <mandarin>的时候:de shi hou </mandarin> then


it's all those assignment they tell you the deadlines <mandarin>有的没的:you de mei de </mandarin> and, also, my class got two new people so it's awkward but the remaining nineteen of us got ten of us we very close already mah, so all's good I guess


cause you know at the start of poly right, I will end up err sewing stuff so I did embroidery, err and !wah! I I almost finishing <mandarin>那个包包了:na ge bao bao le </mandarin> but


cannot lah cause, ya it's only at the start you very free then in towards the middle, all the assignment deadlines are coming !wah! especially, recently uh <mandarin>我天:wo tian </mandarin> it's horrible, like all the assignments just


suddenly eh hi we are due today, I always, bad I guess but, semester one's ending so <mandarin>我觉得很好啊:wo jue de hen hao a </mandarin> then, embroidery <mandarin>的东西:de dong xi </mandarin> right then have you finished it


, yeah yeah yeah we should, uh, ah it's like it, because, then is like you you the things <mandarin>你自己做的嘛:ni zi ji zuo de ma </mandarin> then <mandarin>你就很有成就感的:ni jiu hen you cheng jiu gan de </mandarin> accomplishment feeling is so


much eh, it really makes you feel very satisfied


like, circuit breaker kicks in and especially for me it's because no I can go back to school recently right and then, it's not my favorite food court so in the end my favorite food I cannot eat then you know that torture a not like you are in school but you cannot go and find your favorite food


so it's like, because, my school they divide them into different zones, then it, came harder to find food, which, I don't like, especially the western I want is at another zone like I think orange


yeah, yeah especially when they give us a lanyard, so we cannot cross it, I don't like it ah but it's , measure to like


contain COVID and track people so, as students


yeah, I cannot like at home right I would want to sleep already, like I see my bed oh <mandarin>是睡觉时间:shi shui jiao shi jian </mandarin> ah cause


which very bad don't think it should be the thing, to experience right now and all but, then like study study study <mandarin>反正睡不着就:fan zheng shui bu zhao jiu </mandarin> study lor, and


ya but like I quite last minute ah for project because oh, err some of my project mates also very last minute people but, so okay lah I like working with them ah at least not with working with people that I don't like like those <mandarin>二头蛇:er tou she </mandarin> you know what I mean


ya, they are like very, annoy and, okay ah <mandarin>名字不是我起的:ming zi bu shi wo qi de </mandarin> like they called me that before so ah it's just the same words back at them, so


don't care, oh I love to cook but I hate to clean, like <mandarin>煮东西是一个很:zhu dong xi shi yi ge hen </mandarin> happy <mandarin>的东西:de dong xi </mandarin> but cleaning is hell and


I have not found the time to make the big ones but I'm pretty sure during semester break I'll


find a way to do it, anyways I got all the mould et cetera in already


, , uh good question when you come over ah next time, then eh wait you don't have to eat it you make it with me ah, it's just


, sure


I sure why not, oh my god you very cool ah, oh custard and, !wah!, the custard one was not very sweet I think next time I do right I need to add more sugar


but I think the skin not bad, but I don't like the color of the skin ah white colour eh then you know cause white color skin right and then, when light reflect right


then afterwards right it just, then ah the picture cannot appear, like it doesn't it appears lah but it cannot show very obvious so the next day I did it with chocolate milk


and, oh yes you can, yah sure sure sure


but, oh for milk right cause, err, uh you know girls we don't want want to eat like a lot of fatty item so in the end I went to go and specially go find a low fat milk , just to put inside the <mandarin>冰皮月饼:bing pi yue bing </mandarin> and


!wah! that day when I went to steam the <mandarin>冰皮:bing pi </mandarin> right my mum look at me and she was like, !huh! <mandarin>你在做什么:ni zai zuo shen me </mandarin> then I'll be like, she say the the video she saw don't need to <mandarin>蒸:zheng </mandarin> but the thing is he put <mandarin>蒸那个:zheng na ge </mandarin> flour right


how to eat, you cannot eat raw one what


oh it's somehow like mochi, but I think it's different because mochi won't have those, , then, eh I would want to put ice cream inside my <mandarin>冰皮月饼:bing pi yue bing </mandarin> one day I will try it but it will be have to be super cold


, sure, oh yeah yeah yeah yeah I finding the mould right now


, my god oh my sis made something similar she made a meringue before !wah! but


I, then afterwards right I ate like not much cause, you know I love to eat <mandarin>甜食:tian shi </mandarin> but, it's like you know that perfect balance somewhere but


uh yes definitely


uh salted caramel delicacies you know, all the good food


yes definitely, really you all should try salted caramel is really , another <mandarin>世界的东西:shi jie de dong xi </mandarin> is super good


salted caramel is like not only it has be melted when it's hot


my favourite thing on earth, like really salted caramel, oh and there's those sweets you know, but uh, I can't find it anymore suddenly but


(uh huh) yeah


, I don't mind <mandarin>看你滑:kan ni hua </mandarin> but err maybe call me when you're, actually <mandarin>滑板:hua ban </mandarin> because


nearby <mandarin>有没有什么:you mei you shen me </mandarin> rental bike then


ya we should <mandarin>我终于:wo zhong yu </mandarin> after that <mandarin>我会学我去学怎样:wo hui xue wo qu xue zen yang </mandarin> ride a bike, then like okay also no time lah cause that time was, o levels and all mah


then now, also cannot go so, maybe next year lah next year we go uh east coast park instead of #pasir ris# #pasir ris# a bit far


yeah


eh I don't mind, can lah, ya also can, uh !wah! eh speaking of going out together right !wah! eh suddenly bring me back to the memories where we went Universal Studios


!wah! at that time, then err Jia Hui over there shout oh she want to go home, then oh, what another one of us don't want to ride on nearly all the rides


!wah! but I want to go USS with <mandarin>你们:ni men </mandarin> sia


!wah! but <mandarin>你讲到那个:ni jiang dao na ge </mandarin> water <mandarin>的:de </mandarin> right !wah! that time very Jialat sia we had to like, then afterwards, uh play for five minutes and that's it and then afterwards want to requeue right


it became even longer, the dinosaur nugget oh my god I want to go eat again like it's very cute,


yes definitely, we went M marina barrage together,


uh ice skate uh got drama ah so count me out please thank you but you uh I don't mind watching you guys, eh ice skate is at j cube right, !wah! just nice <mandarin>我可以去吃:wo ke yi qu chi </mandarin> Jollibee


, !wah! but what else we haven't do together uh let me oh actually we should check oh it's kind of overrated we should


I was thinking <mandarin>我们去坐那个:wo men qu zuo na ge </mandarin> Singapore Flyer, so like


the super big one not the theme park one, then we watch,


(mmhmm), can dear I not scared of roller coaster just that I'll shout until your ear drums break only


I not scared but you know <mandarin>你只需要那个:ni zhi xu yao na ge </mandarin> outlet, ya so you just shout and shout and shout, but ya okay ah, !wah! still got where ah, have we been to, Sentosa beach together before I don't think so right


did we, and I don't, think so


ya so better don't go also, oh then also dengue


oh but we should go climb the #bukit timah# hill together one day, in the morning then afterwards you go and eat breakfast at a nearby hawker centre, it's


uh not really advisable ah if you go there early you might not even get up


yeah, ya I think, maybe one fine day we meet at four AM then we travel all the way to the east, I really I, you go #bukit timah# hill right


at night ah there's no light so you also don't dare to go out one, err grab , or we cycle there lor


you cannot skateboard <mandarin>上山:shang shan </mandarin> because when uh, stairs <mandarin>的:de </mandarin> , it's not slope only when you come down then it's the slope, like the easy way lah to go up is the stairs then you come down would be a slope but the slope is super steep so <mandarin>如果你:ru guo ni </mandarin> skateboard <mandarin>上去:shang qu </mandarin> right <mandarin>然后你带你:ran hou ni dai ni </mandarin> skateboard <mandarin>上去你要滑下来:shang qu ni yao hua xia lai </mandarin> you cannot break one


eh <mandarin>我也是:wo ye shi </mandarin> eh


is it the <mandarin>吊桥:diao qiao </mandarin> there, then I think that place only allow like I think, a limit, a limit like a limitation on who can go up one


oh last time already have which I think they don't want to overcrowd that bridge ah, maybe also ah, , !wah! but that one if you drop down right really gone case eh


, ya sia like really time flies ah like I mean you see ah two of us already know each other for how many years already ten years


so it was like already show you how much we actually grew, and, feel very cool ah to, to suddenly like just grow up, but also very bad ah cause like, a lot of things you cannot do and a lot of things you will have to do


like you have to work because, you need that experience then uh things that you cannot do as you cannot be a public nuisance anymore, I mean you aren't supposed to be a public nuisance at the start but


but now cannot lor


oh yeah and then you know circuit break right then you have a lot of free time oh there's one another hobby that, then , !wah! there's this <mandarin>小说:xiao shuo </mandarin> that I really love cause


I have this very weird habit that I'll go and read the story behind a drama then I'll compare, so, like do you do such things or like is there any book that you are actually


they <mandarin>算对得起:suan dui de qi </mandarin> the novel lah the drama itself but then, err there's also a drama that I think really, very <mandarin>对不起:dui bu qi </mandarin> the novel itself, uh I shall not name those ah because like uh one day if you really have the interest you should try ah


but there's this, novel right <mandarin>我的最爱我就是:wo de zui ai wo jiu shi </mandarin> every single time right <mandarin>心情不好我就会去读:xin qing bu hao wo jiu hui qu du </mandarin> cause, err is err, I don't know do you consider as a feminist but, err it's err


so it's a novel that basically, so it's like the girl died and apparently she managed to


go back in time and then afterwards she made a lot of different decisions, it's something that we cannot achieve in, our current context but it's just that, err but sadly the drama wasn't as


you know you put it on TV you cannot have like those, those scenarios so like, they made it until it's not really nice


because, like what I said right it was it was supposed to be a <mandarin>大女主戏:da nv zhu xi </mandarin> then it became some <mandarin>玛丽苏:ma li su </mandarin> so it's like, it's like become the girl very weak right but if you read the novel itself you know that eh, the girl is a very


prominent character within the entire novel, ya but drama also lah but in the drama she feels more protected, which is not what the the novel actually wanted, so that is a negative point for the drama


look at face one,


ah, eh did you hear that isn't that the fireworks display, oh no eh I I think I heard one, yeah


yeah


!wah! I know right oh my god this year NDP is like a very sad thing because right we are watching it at home but it's also a good thing <mandarin>因为你懂那个:yin wei ni dong na ge </mandarin> mobile columns that are actually coming uh to the neighborhood so like, oh I went to look look at it today and I think it's really very nice


and also not only that this year, uh if I'm not wrong girl guides right they got like a different representatives, like representing each uniform group that if I'm not wrong right the one that representing girl guides ah my CCA is that


a girl from my school eh cause I saw my picture and like my junior on the official girl guides' page oh my god I'm very proud of them eh


ya this year


yeah, ya this year, is closer to the community but it's also <mandarin>很可惜:hen ke xi </mandarin> ah because, many people hard work for them


but past one year right could not like been shown to a lot of people, of course <mandarin>我不是那种:wo bu shi na zhong </mandarin> ah, I hated marching so


but this year our school we also don't have marching which is kind of sad ah at least in my point of view but, I am glad everyone is still safe


I think twenty twenty this, uh COVID nineteen period is a, yeah, like as of now is a year where I actually spent the most time with myself, so it's like it's good and also <mandarin>很坏:hen huai </mandarin> ah cause like


when you spend a lot of time with yourself you will end up eh self doubting your own flaws but oh uh you're also like starting to love yourself more, hopefully twenty twenty one will be a much much much much better year please confirm plus chop


actually same here it's


but I think it's a good thing ah cause I at least, now we are in a confined space and a lot I think a lot of people got more hygienic and a lot of people learn how to


complain but, I think, deep down we are still very thankful that, !hey! everyone is still safe right, like even though <mandarin>现在我们很多:xian zai wo men hen duo </mandarin> case but, it's still a good thing


don't you think so


, it's already one year eh like it first broke out, it in China, then after last year then after


!wah! it's now impacted the whole world so maybe this will like give everyone a heads up don't eat wildlife <mandarin>放过野生动物:fang guo ye sheng dong wu </mandarin>


I know right, okay


do you listen to like <mandarin>华莎的那个:hua sha de na ge </mandarin> the new song, I think it just got released recently leh


nice a not nice right I think quite nice ya,


right, (ppc)


oh is it a how does it sound like like what kind of song is that, ok


ya oh my god, ya yes yes yes <mandarin>他们:ta men </mandarin> right, every song ah, every song, !wah! is, too talented


!wah! just, balanced, that's why I love them,


circles must be very fun to watch right


, but it's kind of sad though like <mandarin>限定团:xian ding tuan </mandarin> eh and then


yeah <mandarin>很:hen </mandarin> sad though


I see I see


for me right,


US, #ang moh# country


yes, if if can, next time <mandarin>我们可以一起去:wo men ke yi yi qi qu </mandarin> you know with our other friend, very fun, eh yes my hometown is a must to come


it's really very nice, uh <mandarin>我:wo </mandarin> try my


ah, , you should go the, it's like, err Beijing is China's <mandarin>首都:shou du </mandarin> like that


uh so like is, so you like that kind of historical place right <mandarin>济南:ji nan </mandarin> is the one one of them you must go


I think


so like for my family we eat garlic, garlic, cause I don't like the taste it's very spicy , but then and then


uh, ya that is our way of calling it, then


a lot of different kinds of seafood, of course ah very nice let's go together one day, yes


(mmhmm), oh yeah talking about err, places you want to go right is there anything that you want to do, like for example


diving


!wah! <mandarin>你真的很大胆:ni zhen de hen da dan </mandarin> leh, like, that kind of courage to, mount everest


that is like , me ah I right now, I don't have one yet lah, maybe cause like studies <mandarin>太忙:tai mang </mandarin> also


then like haven't, think until, then err, I would like to try bungee lah


but <mandarin>我又怕我不敢站上去之后腿发抖:wo you pa wo bu gan zhan shang qu zhi hou tui fa dou </mandarin> , maybe I should start low, but <mandarin>我是喜欢:wo shi xi huan </mandarin> sporty sporty <mandarin>的:de </mandarin> then recently <mandarin>我买了一个:wo mai le yi ge </mandarin> skateboard


like normal <mandarin>的:de </mandarin> like <mandarin>不是那些:bu shi nei xie </mandarin> extreme sports, uh <mandarin>我准备想学:wo zhun bei xiang xue </mandarin> guitar


!wah! next time, other other sports maybe can,


I don't really understand tarot card leh but like, how does it work and like <mandarin>它是侧什么的:ta shi ce shen me de </mandarin> sia


<mandarin>我我有胆量偷吗我:wo wo you dan liang tou ma wo </mandarin> , but okay if if I get I got how much how much, ten thousand ah, !wah! that's a lot leh


one day, two day do I get it everyday, okay probably not two err, I've to spend it today ah, I mean


like if, then is useless, expensive bags it's not like I'm gonna use them


or like <mandarin>我我一直想要的那种东西咯:wo wo yi zhi xiang yao de na zhong dong xi lo </mandarin> like that time <mandarin>我不是很久以前跟你讲我想要那个:wo bu shi hen jiu yi qian gen ni jiang wo xiang yao na ge </mandarin> sprocket, then cause <mandarin>一天而已嘛又不可以出去:yi tian er yi ma you bu ke yi chu qu </mandarin> like


then maybe <mandarin>我剩下的就:wo sheng xia de jiu </mandarin> donate lor, oh buy presents also can


, then what about you leh


!wah! <mandarin>你这个:ni zhe ge </mandarin> brain is, I never thought of investing, then to get more money <mandarin>然后可以去:ran hou ke yi qu </mandarin> holiday, !wah! you are really


, well yeah oh my god okay let me tell you something that happened


week sixteen, oh yeah last week, !wah! <mandarin>有一只很大很大的:you yi zhi hen dai hen da de </mandarin> rat just ran across the path eh


are you scared of rat


, your family, very interesting ,


you know, most of us can only stay at home, especially at the start we can't even go out, now now is better lah


but then like, but then that two months is really, !wah! if it was, it was hell man I almost rot at home, cause got nothing to do it's so boring what do you do at home ah


I got so bored leh


how can I finish it okay so


I bought like, is like those


is because, the whole day I didn't do anything, just listen to music and <mandarin>做:zuo </mandarin> embroidery, err I think term break


now, ya lah as you like what you say ah towards the end of the semester already <mandarin>然后你是:ran hou ni shi </mandarin> submissions <mandarin>我是很多:wo shi hen duo </mandarin> exam


it was is left there I think for one month one month plus already , but I think I will continue after exam lah


we can do together leh, I think it's a good hobby


I think at the start <mandarin>我看:wo kan </mandarin> k drama <mandarin>我看的是:wo kan de shi </mandarin> not those lovely lovely lovely <mandarin>的我是:de wo shi </mandarin> err


until a point <mandarin>我看完:wo kan wan </mandarin> like <mandarin>没有东西看了我就去看:mei you dong xi kan le wo jiu qu kan </mandarin> anime, but then right okay something about circuit breaker right is I miss all the foods man


Shabu ah BBQ ah Pepper Lunch ah, Udon


then I very sad cause don't get to eat the food, I want to eat them I'm craving for them,


!wah! then isn't it very sad for you, so you can't cross the like the areas is it


ya I want to go back to school also I don't really


like very, you leh can you study at home


<mandarin>你会给他们起名字哦二头蛇:ni hui gei ta men qi ming zi otae er tou she </mandarin> okay but I understand I mean those people like , it's, it's a kind that we don't want to deal with


right


nice, we're talking about food just now, I I I do you do you like cooking though,


oh my god talking about <mandarin>冰:bing </mandarin> your <mandarin>冰皮月饼:bing pi yue bing </mandarin> that time, you got show me <mandarin>你做的:ni zuo de </mandarin> right, I haven't eat yet leh when am I gonna eat it


oh


oh the <mandarin>冰皮:bing pi </mandarin> is use milk to make one ah, oh then have you can you add dye, food dye, oh my god then we can make


oh my god I would love that so, err there's this I think <mandarin>是:shi </mandarin> ice cream I think you can call it ice cream in China <mandarin>我小时候吃的就是好像你这样子讲冰皮里面放:wo xiao shi hou chi de jiu shi hao xiang ni zhe yang zi jiang bing pi li mian fang </mandarin> ice cream


something like that it's like mochi but then <mandarin>里面是:li mian shi </mandarin> ice cream, it's all similar right I love it oh my god if you can make right, I'm gonna love you, I'm gonna go your house everyday


yes learn that, and, it's my love, it's the love of my life <mandarin>我们可以一起学:wo men ke yi yi qi xue </mandarin> cause I want to learn how to make macarons too


then <mandarin>我也可以自己做:wo ye ke yi zi ji zuo </mandarin> you know, macarons <mandarin>是唯一个:shi wei yi ge </mandarin> food right that I would want to make, uh all those machines


you like the, you like the balance between salt and sugar, that's why you like salted caramel


I think for me, I'm a sweet tooth, so maybe caramel is good enough for me I don't need a salt over there , on ice cream oh my god can you imagine


you remember just now I got thoughts I got say like <mandarin>我买一个新的滑板:wo mai yi ge xin de hua ban </mandarin> right, cause I wanna try it right, I mean <mandarin>我是想:wo shi xiang </mandarin> oh I want to oh I want to try skateboard for the tricks you know, so it's very cool


oh my god that reminds me of, #pasir ris# park <mandarin>去:qu </mandarin> cycle, we should go cycling again one day, I miss cycling oh my god


!wah! you say, !wah! that time I say that time <mandarin>我们去:wo men qu </mandarin> #pasir ris# park, but I didn't realise it was like, three years ago


(oo) <mandarin>三年多了嘞我们都没有再去:san nian duo le lei wo men dou mei you zai qu </mandarin> cycle, and then like I mean after o level <mandarin>我们都很:wo men dou hen </mandarin> busy, poly <mandarin>的:de </mandarin> poly JC <mandarin>的:de </mandarin> JC


oh my god and then now <mandarin>现在:xian zai </mandarin> circuit breaker, but I think, west coast ah is it, yeah west coast


west coast got confirm got rental bike one


then, what's <mandarin>那天:na tian </mandarin> you remember we went very early, the human got no one, then <mandarin>我们一进去就先去玩的:wo men yi jin qu jiu xian qu wan de </mandarin> human


I think like, it's quite, memory lah, which I think is not bad


I hope we can go again soon


oh my god I would I would just go to USS, for <mandarin>那个:na ge </mandarin> dinosaur nugget man, and then like I think <mandarin>我们去我们一起出去玩地方不是很多:wo men qu wo men yi qi chu qu wan di fang bu shi hen duo </mandarin> leh like <mandarin>我们去过:wo men qu guo </mandarin> USS okay


okay I consider it beach lah, we should go to, escape room, we never go before


no just join us, yeah, no join us


I very long never ice skate <mandarin>了:le </mandarin> that's why I miss also


oh my god <mandarin>出国:chu guo </mandarin> I would like to go to new Disneyland, and play all the roller coasters, you should join us you should come with me


well


we didn't meh, did we did we not <mandarin>我们没有:wo men mei you </mandarin> meh, eh, (oo)


first COVID <mandarin>然后现在有:ran hou xian zai you </mandarin> jellyfish, well ya lor <mandarin>还有:hai you </mandarin> dengue


sure


we can go earlier and see the sunrise, but I think like it's really an experience to see sunrise together with your friends


like, four AM


four AM <mandarin>会有:hui you </mandarin> transportation ah, oh my god <mandarin>叫你哥哥载我们:jiao ni ge ge zai wo men </mandarin> ah , okay err <mandarin>我:wo </mandarin> skateboard,


, no actually


London bridge is falling down,


I can't wait for this COVID to be over, intern FYP


!wah! suddenly so sad


you mean, also so like


very embarrassing also, like, yeah


like, like I'm more interested in the psychology


side you know, yeah


those kind of person that in the books like I'm more of like, films drama, to me ah you know


right then <mandarin>是真人的嘛:shi zhen ren de ma </mandarin> but then to me I feel like anime <mandarin>就是应该是:jiu shi ying gai shi </mandarin> anime, like <mandarin>你你可以去看:ni ni ke yi qu kan </mandarin> anime <mandarin>因为它不是真的人:yin wei ta bu shi zhen de ren </mandarin> but then <mandarin>换成电影他就是真的人了:huan cheng dian ying ta jiu shi zhen de ren le </mandarin> like I feel like <mandarin>没有那个:mei you na ge </mandarin> feels <mandarin>了:le </mandarin> then plus hor the most important thing is


of course lah I mean, high quality films <mandarin>你要看脸也要看:ni yao kan lian ye yao kan </mandarin> quality


that is firework I thought <mandarin>是一个:shi yi ge </mandarin> siren


oh, I think I'm hearing now, cause of COVID, then


, , right it's very


oh my god talking about you your your CCA girl guides right representing, cause <mandarin>我是:wo shi </mandarin> NCC band <mandarin>的嘛:de ma </mandarin> then, almost every year <mandarin>回去:hui qu </mandarin> NDP <mandarin>去:qu </mandarin> you know like perform at NDP


sadly this year I don't know this <mandarin>今年有没有:jin nian you mei you </mandarin> leh graduate <mandarin>很久了都不懂他们还有没有在:hen jiu le dou bu dong ta men hai you mei you zai </mandarin> perform you know cause, of COVID also but I highly doubt so lah, well I'm talking about work mobile column the tank right he passed by my block this afternoon leh oh my god it was so


very heartwarming scene like, all the err <mandarin>国人一起:guo ren yi qi </mandarin> you know


from their own house cause of COVID


then we are closer we're one year closer to, or to start our own family, which, give us even lesser time


to enjoy our life, in our later like period


ya give me time to reflect lah think a lot like, usually


about stuff but like this circuit breaker like give me a an opportunity, to, yeah


yeah of course ah I think, like in this in this kinda situation <mandarin>我们还可以:wo men hai huan ke yi </mandarin> like


there's no choice


I think it's just <mandarin>我们人类太:wo men ren lei tai </mandarin> , right, !haiya!, anyway, anyway I I think it's late already I need to go bathe Liao


let's talk next time


correct already, okay, so


, , three wishes ah, err, I would


firstly I will wish for more wishes, I will wish for one thousand more wishes, , (ugh)


, (mmhmm), okay true, err I want


uh, , (mmhmm), at most


ya, yes


, then <mandarin>你:ni</mandarin> leh ,


no lah, eh you still, no good looking or not


probably have what like,


, (mmhmm)


, , what,


, , , !aww!


what, , oh oh,


, , , cute lah


, I feel now I'm focusing on studies, !wah! eh when you moving in I know can move in yet for NTU


!wah!, then when you move in, what, wait when your class starts sia


ya lah, can one lah, , , , !wah! don't get caught lah


, wait she got double room ah


[orh] [orh], , ya oh my god you traveling two


, other wish, eh,


what, the the connection is bad,


hello, okay K, hello


why, oh okay it's okay, the other wish, , (hmm)


, I want, five million dollars, ya, I mean I'm not that greedy


err, , !ee!, up as you


<mandarin>真的:zhen de</mandarin> meh like, what, ,


hundred thousand,


it's a bit greedy, five hundred thousand, really is, BTO eh


, oh ya, , ,


ya,


(hmm), err <mandarin>钱:qian</mandarin> meh, cannot be so greedy like you you ask the, wish from the genie, like aladdin


(hmm), K eh the third wish


(hmm), but owning, is different thing, having, true true


, okay


, , , I think okay, I will change it the third wish should be,


, got got got meh


okay,


, oh ya ya ya


(mmhmm), !wah!, interesting,


!wah! that's, tragic sia


(mmhmm)


!whoa!, oh my god


maybe it's <mandarin>假的:jia de</mandarin> leh like those kind of like, [orh] okay, you ask the


[orh] okay, ,


!whoa!,


sound so wrong, [orh], okay, wait wait where's he going ah like


wait, , [orh], [orh], so he's joining for the badminton


that's, [orh], but did he do well,


oh my god, so


!huh! so <mandarin>他信耶稣:ta xin ye su</mandarin> lah, !huh!, like since when, oh really ah I didn't know


okay, I mean because, you went from the same CCA same class


I mean your mutual friend was natalie,


like, when, [orh] ya,


[orh]


so she cheat, okay, [orh], oh ya I think I heard before ya I heard


ya ya ya, oh my god, so <mandarin>毒:du</mandarin> sia


K wait wait so then, like so what happened with her and andre


, I only know like they broke up, I mean like the andrea and her, then after that andrea <P2>hai yi</P2> became close


!huh!, like, because <P2>hai yi</P2> <mandarin>他不要啊:ta bu yao a</mandarin> ah


she's, two years older, ya


no okay


I think, err no, like, ya right, it's damn ya


older, , ah true true,


, (mmhmm)


!aww! damn cute sia, which one I never watch any shows leh, like I never watch shows with like younger, boys


what you mean, like, wait <mandarin>抖音:dou yin</mandarin> is the youtube is it, (uh huh) (uh huh), [orh], [orh] okay


, , okay,


, , okay, though but I thought <mandarin>他们用那个:ta men yong na ge</mandarin> what face filter then it's like damn


of like very, uh, true true true


, , really ,


, we might, you prefer, err, like in terms of looks looks leh


, , !wah!,


is it, true true, ,


ah true


, , oh ya so so how's #an qi#


I mean, is one of the #ah lian# vibe ah, ya, like that's what people's impression of her would be but she's very nice lah


oh ya, in our class, ya sia


ya everyone think she's like <mandarin>天真的:tian zhen de</mandarin> like, in JC, ya in JC everyone like <mandarin>每个人觉得她是个天使:mei ge ren jue de ta shi ge tian shi</mandarin> ya


(mmhmm), ah, ,


then, okay,


, but, okay lah like what what, on <mandarin>现在:xian zai</mandarin> ah, !huh! what


it's okay, so eh we, err, next year are you going to have a birthday party


, !eew!, so weird (hmm), I think,


like host, ya but, awkward


, probably close friends like I don't want like people I don't really, no, like it's not just friends but close friends what


eh are you sure, would become K, K secondary school y'all four, including #ming wei#, err JC probably


!aiya! oh, I think, I got about, maybe


so far okay lah , okay I would say, close lah but like still can click


and like, ya lor last time we go, more than a few times but ya, , ya lah then the rest of my coursemates


, oh true true true,


food fair, , , so fat sia so you say what


ya,


ya ya ya ya ya, it's very weird, , can talk lah


!huh!, no, no lah, you mean <mandarin>那个那个女孩:na ge na ge nv hai</mandarin> ah


like, , I think like, but like ya lah <mandarin>他们:ta men</mandarin>


no, oh my god, ya <P2>xia men</P2> is like damn, I feel meh like he very , oh my god, no lah


, eh but, actually <P2>bryan low</P2> I remember in JC, like, ya


okay, (mmhmm)


ya ya ya


no eh but like I, okay lah, like ya he actually like


I found it very weird like <mandarin>他喜欢我四年:ta xi huan wo si nian</mandarin> because like, he didn't even know me, , okay I don't know but ya


no lah please, I was so shit to him sia like now when I think about it, I was like very mean to him, like we were immature lah


ya, like


[orh], like he, [orh]


okay ya true, but


, ya ya ya, ya,


true true, I mean but I wasn't like like I'm not the first person that he chase, in JC, but like, I guess he was the most sincere


towards me I guess


, so fat sia


!ee! your JC right, , ah


it's kind of brothers lah like , why


(mmhmm), [orh] [orh]


ppls, (mmhmm), (mmhmm)


, (mmhmm),


(mmhmm), what the heck


(mmhmm)


[orh], a bit,


my god, but like I thought it's supposed to be for fun it's not about the <mandarin>钱:qian</mandarin> right,


but <mandarin>可能他需要钱:ke neng ta xu yao qian</mandarin> or something,


, but, oh, so weird though, colonel ah


, (mmhmm)


, [orh],


, no lah it's okay lah I mean like, it's like you went there, thinking, you like playing small right


, understandable like you didn't even know him, ,


, , , I dont know sia I've like, like


ya dude, like the !wah!, because of the COVID


(mmhmm),


, [orh], but NTU is not fully online is it, (mmhmm)


!wah!, !wah!, then how about shermaine leh like


!huh!, wait why so many, no but the, so it's like standard lah, (mmhmm)


how you exempted, [orh], , !wah! Shiok Shiok, [orh] no but okay so some people would choose not to be exam because


ya no no no <mandarin>它可以拿那个:ta ke yi na na ge</mandarin> easy A mah <mandarin>很容易拿到:hen rong yi na dao</mandarin> A, no ah, [orh], is it a calculus


we learn sample space in JC meh, factors, !woo!, , !wah! I don't remember JC already sia


but I miss JC, , no okay but the good thing about uni is one semester <mandarin>是很快的:shi hen kuai de</mandarin> like


it's only thirteen weeks so, because


ya, only the OGL talk right


my god,


don't want ah, !aiya!, !hais!, no but <mandarin>你没有去那个:ni mei you qu na ge</mandarin> business