yeah then like can you the the the thing is right the family already have children, then they exposed them to this kind of this this kind of stupidity


yeah lah, yeah but imagine leh like it's so stupid you'd rather waste environment things over your damn child's gender what then sekarang pun macam you know I I like okay whatever people born to be lah that kind of thing they wanna be bi whatever I'm okay with it then like what what if the gender is not what their gender is supposed to be there's a lot of like debate on it


really , , !wah! what if then they knew when they dia were they planning your name to be different


oh man you should ask cause I think it will damn funny , yeah confirm for that nine months right diorang macam ingat nak nak namakan untuk lelaki right then suddenly perempuan keluar then they on the spot have to think of a girl name leh


I didn't know , (hmm), oh boy is a girl joke lah


rated


, yeah it's like so isn't it like betting like you betting is actually a betting it's like just a party kind of thing it's like a party idea


a blessing right, (hmm), yeah yeah yeah


, yeah man funny lah , know yesterday aku kerja [kan] sorry I keep changing topic then yesterday aku kerja thought it will be crowded lah cause Thursday gonna be Friday so I thought will be crowded can you guess how much I earned for I I work at F&B lah can you guess how much I earned for the whole shift


my own shift yeah, none I get seven dollar per hour right then I only make sales tiga puluh dollar aja or less than that twenty seven I think


I only serve what two customer , yeah I thought okay lah at at first I thought airport will be crowded then when the last customer left around seven forty five I had to quickly like sweep and mop right cause sometimes overcrowded [kan] tak ada time nak sweep mop then you leave then you leave work late right


then I quickly sweep and mop until eighty fifty cause no one then I just wait and wait and wait until pukul sembilan eh then I'm like should I wash the air fryer now or should I wait cause sometime last minute also got Grab then aku tunggu aje lah <malayu>tunggu tunggu [kan] in the meantime I just make like takeaway waffle


[dah] tunggu sampai sembilan setengah tak da orang eh I was like okay I just close up everything ah , I was so I was like so zoned out yesterday cause it was so quiet I like I want a customer but I also don't really want a customer to come in


[kan] like err don't know you should be happy or not like I'll be I mean for boss profit is addicting right this one is like I feel like I'm earning more than how much I how much I get profit from the ShopBack leh tiga puluh dollar eh it's like twenty seven eh I was like oh my god this is this this is easy money


I mean like I have to clean the shop still but then like I just sit there do nothing eh , literally like zoned out eh it was very funny by myself in the shop


I I guess so if you like if for the previous two days if kau macam busy gila macam selalu ada ramai orang then suddenly one day you just just quiet your body kind of just like zone out , I think it was very funny yesterday


eh then nyari Kelly kerja eh, but usually Friday ramai orang ah like it can hit incentive very very easily then I like I cannot I don't want do Friday cause I I hate I hate it that is only one person then I've to clean up everything


I mean Kelly still got her mum hopefully her mum will help her, ,


, I save the earl grey cake sedap eh, no I was like you you you I was like so shocked


are you sure are you sure it's not Andrew cause I also I also I thought it was bought, okay I thought it was bought then I was like okay maybe it's a bought cake then until Andrew asked me ah Nisha do you think it's a bought cake or did you think someone make it I'm like !huh!


then then andrew was like no bukan aku and I'm like oh, Ethelene and Kelly I was so shocked


I mean I mean I it's obvious that it was her cause she's the one who bought the cake to my house right cause if she was trying to hide the damn box behind her back I cannot see when she entered the house and I'm like okay maybe she buy the cake


and then I'm like, but my family said a bit dry but I don't care whether dry or not I care for the frosting the the the the cream cause some I don't really like whipped cream [kan], cause can get quite jelak then I don't then when this one is got flavour one that's why I like !wah! this is nice this is very nice


yeah, yeah


(mmhmm), yeah yeah yeah that's why I don't really like it also yeah, this is


I was like oh I want more of this whipped cream right here it was so good it was so pretty also like !wow! Kelly this such a fantastic job, cause kita selalu [kan] macam joke joke dengan dia yang dia nak is the type to like burn the kitchen down


then she suddenly come out with like that everyone was like so shook eh , yeah it is really pretty really nice like dengan layer layer dia semua ya ah it's really nice


I heard they were scared that I would buy a cake, ,


I was really contemplating whether it's okay whether I need a cake then Andrew was like you don't need a cake I was like okay I don't need a cake then I didn't buy a cake


that's why you say you want a cake then I did ask #Yin Shen# cause like I know #Yin Shen# felt left out but I asked in the in our our group chat whether anyone would want a cake, then Kelly has been telling me cause even at work I asked her do I need a cake for my birthday then she's like no need lah I just buy for you lah then I'm like don't need lah don't need buy lah don't waste your money cause it's my birthday right she's like nevermind lah nevermind lah I'm like no Kelly you don't need to buy then she baked one cake


I used her phone, did I I don't remember using her phone I think I used her phone to off the thing but usually when I use people's phone I don't read their messages one lah


yeah in case I see right, I was too focused on finding the music button lah like


oh, orientation twenty twenty eh that's quite a good news a very good smart a very smart I like that one , cause I would I would have thought it was about school


maybe I did see orientation but then like !aiya! school lah tak de , !wah! I didn't know you guys even made a group ah


yeah I'm using your card now I think my mum use the card more often than I do cause she is like it's so cute it's so round and then she still keeps emphasising it's the round shape that she likes and I'm like okay just use lah


, merchandise ah


I wanna I wanna watch it it's the SOOP thingy right, can send me, oh can can got sub [kan], no sub okay, okay please send me I was like I aku selalu tengok kat Instagram macam kelakar I really wanna watch


yeah I really I really wanna watch how many episode empat [kan] [dah] empat lima episode


(mmhmm), this is what on their website then you need to pay for subscription ah is it or what, [orh] [orh] it's on there okay


okay then continue I think you talking about are you just talking about the SOOP, oh ya merchandise okay


eh I don't wanna search just cup , what is it called, oh !wow! in the SOOP has a own freaking merchandise


!woo! how much money are they trying to make , yeah that's why I'm like !wah! eh the jacket really eh the the whole merchandise quite cute ah


oh their baju very cute eh, I know but I'm I'm just saying lah the shirt very cute the drawing is like is a kind of shirt that you wanna wear out


so cute, it's like just a graphic shirt, no I don't like when K pop idols put their face on merchandise things so I appreciate when BTS don't put their faces a lot on merchandise first


, I don't know I don't know when, I don't know I don't know when you'll ever use someone's face on your shirt like you'll probably wear it at home you don't kau tak [kan] nak keluar dengan baju dengan idol kau kat right like you feel very self-conscious I would feel self-conscious lah


but it's really nice the design very cute oh the green colour also very nice


this this this this big kid ah , who are they hiring BT twenty one is already a success they still wanna make more merchandises I'm like what


it's a very good marketing by the way it's a very smart marketing, but then they like oh it's BT eh so yeah , yeah but it's cute


, it's so cute


eh they also making like the the the other pushies right plushies yang yang dia nya macam enemy


shipping is a a a fee on its own like, !oof! the thing that I want err you know sometimes I like to draw right then I like to support other artist punya art then the art itself cost like lima belas dollar aje then then their shipping tiga puluh dollar and I'm like !oof! tak payah lah aku simpan gambar dia online aja lah sakit hati eh nak beli dengan shipping macam tu


yeah I was like then the shipping option right


I cannot afford any of it,


, did you buy, oh, yeah man eh you got the actual membership ah so you got the fan cafe thing ah


I heard you got some test or something is it true, like you wanna join a fan cafe need to go through certain tests to see whether you are like an actual fan or whatever


oh, oh sekarang tak de eh, ah ah ah


that's why it's like that's a lot of money to like kacau orang on the website


I can boleh pakai untuk makanan ke baju ke for yourself [kan] then go around kacau orang only , what you looking at


, berapa


is it the shipping yang mahal atau or what, oh then you got extra fund then you kau kau pakai lah


is it (mmhmm), oh not bad what, eh tell me the shop eh I also want to tengok-tengok , and then I also like I wanna buy but I don't really want to wear overpriced clothing


fast fashion this is fast fashion the one you're buying


, it's very difficult lah this ethical thing it's like on the other hand is their job on the other hand is not morally right it's very difficult to find like a balance whether it's a good thing or a bad thing cause like


if you're there yeah if you're there right if you're there that's the only job you can get you also won't really complain much ah


, Z


(mm), Z


eh so did you see the new Iphone eleven eh no Iphone twelve design,


yeah yeah they go back to the very old like I think it was a first gen SE , that's why it's like what's the point of creating the new tempered glass design then they say oh okay let's switch back


but the Iphone eleven purple lagi cantik [pe], , ah I think tak ada discount [kan]


ah okay yeah , yeah just came back yesterday !wah! pergi sana bukan untuk service [seh] just is people really just go there for the pool


yeah, the lampu also you must go to the lamp itself to switch it off


there's no, but usually like most hotels you can just press the button beside your bedside what


oh okay oh yeah it was like how many years ago [seh], I think it was the it was an upgraded room that's what I heard like it was a free upgrade


ah, ah, yeah


, no leh we got one of the higher rooms, and got sea view also so I was like oh okay


no we we chose the sea view, ah but that's so stupid cause the sea view pun tak yang nampak banyak nampak Marina Barrage dengan construction


ah but okay lah our view boleh dapat ape eh the sunrise, err


uh yeah I won't go back there not not worth it , I think total semua err one point four K there


yeah, but tiga bilik [pe] so I think not so bad, yeah


understandable, yeah anyway you got watch any new shows or not recently, (oo)


!chey! cause I was trying to watch the what err It's Okay Not to Be Okay was it I think that's the title !wah! I cannot leh it's so slow


yeah, err the is basically like yang the three main characters they have different mental health problem, Jihyo


no no no tu lain , ah, this one is the with the #Soo Hyun# and the the that girl yang she very popular now also lah


yeah then, yeah I stopped at like episode seven then I just baca the synopsis online


err sixteen, (uh huh), yeah that's why it's I want to love it so much but oh cannot err cannot tak boleh tahan


ya, ah


err eh is it ah ah ke dalam pukul dua gitu gitu check-in, we before that we go Marina Barrage


yeah, we fly kite !wah!, my brother in law drive mah, yea yea


eh tak lah !wah! we play !wah! that was the first time my layang-layang flied so high eh it was like !wow!


ah yeah yeah, ah, oh my god


, ah


!wah!, I think it's called err ape minang kah ape I can't remember the name, like the minang err the cuisine name


yeah yeah yeah, no eh it was cheap like it was considered macam atas street food, but !wah! the food was so good until now I'm thinking about dia punya tahu telur !wah! sedap !oof!


, yeah then we !wah! we nasib baik ah kita dapat err swimming slot for both for all three days


yeah, cause, oh tu tak tau but I know they have like satu jam punya slot habis tu thirty minutes for cleaning


yeah, err one hour technically, oh no no like we boleh masuk untuk satu jam habis tu before the next slot they will clean for thirty minutes then there is a next slot


yeah, yeah we lucky lah cause some people tak dapat so yeah


, yeah and then just, err oh the last day kita pergi right we went at err I think lapan setengah pagi habis tu hujan


yeah, it was raining when we enter


err no, actually the heavy was quite heavy eh, yeah


yeah, that was me, yeah, no err hari kedua we went to ape tu Garden By The Bay


no eh I think they're setting it up,


yeah nothing much, yeah, uh tu pun pergi boring [seh] pergi banyak kali


ah, , yeah that's true,


ah isn't that far for aircon , okay yeah


, okay lah I mean it was nice to get out of the house after so long


yeah, if, , , err cause is like if not for this situation kita pun tak pergi MBS nya cause mahal [seh] on normal days


okay lah but I will not go back there maybe I'll go somewhere else already , yeah


yeah (hmm), ah, , that's why


wanted to have like graduation staycay also tak dapat [seh],


that's true, nak dapat kerja pun susah , !hais!, I did


, , oh, oh the pay is quite good ah


, ah okay I mean yeah


thirty three per week, that one,


!wah! actually dia punya shift panjang [seh]


(oo), okay,


oh ya ya the health and hygiene course thingy , I also want to work at Coffee Bean


yeah, err November, yeah I [dah] count down I


yeah my siblings say I'm a bum a home bum so I'm like okay tu pun jadi lah


yup , ya


if it keeps failing then what's the point of trying !hais!, yeah


what thing, okay yeah


no, yeah I mean some of the requirements also I don't meet lah macam what ada [kan] diploma lah atau experience lah then I'm like I don't have any


and this one part-time [seh] not even full-time yet


, yeah then this timing also not a lot of people hiring


!huh!, no not a lot of places like hiring like proper part-timer they are looking for like those contract full-timers


!hais!, , uh


oh yeah yeah I saw


oh err ada lah or


yeah, yeah I think they will be on if they're free , yeah,


uh that's true , uh


oh yeah yeah, oh yeah that's right


, ah,


, oh my god it's like okay so I watched his TikTok of the like they play Among Us right he's so funny this intruder you know what's David he he swipe the knife right then after that got someone coming into the area that he killed a person then you know what he did he just press press press dia punya butang after that he hide the body behind him


then the guy just continue walking, yeah like cause I was like that's genius, I mean if, yeah they said if the other person actually went up to him confirm get caught already then I was like !wah! very lucky


oh


uh yeah yeah, (oo),


, I think it's more interesting than Mafia game lor


uh, oh yeah that's err, betul !wah! I miss playing night games with people


yeah, yeah that's why they say what ruins friendships small UNO atau Among Us then I'm like


it's always so funny, , yeah


(ugh) same, nope, err all meat but I can still eat daging lembu yes


yeah because daging lembu selalu macam they have this smell, yeah yeah and then tak boleh tahan it's really bad for me especially like when my parents cook right then I always make a big fuss right I hate the smell


, I mean tak boleh predict [pe] so


then he will be like what !huh! who are you , yeah especially since err nanti the fish will macam bau ja hanyir so people don't like fish when they're pregnant usually also yeah


I mean err, I mean err I mean if you want to eat fish when you're pregnant is more unlikely


oh my gosh, uh yeah yeah


(oo), eh


(oo), twenty eight agak near lah kena check again


okay, okay yeah my poly friends also dia orang selalu nak jumpa habis tu macam tak ada benda lain nak buat ke they all already start uni


err I think different different courses (hmm)


yeah then macam guys move on , that's why then I macam !aiya! whatever lah it's up to them then next week ah minggu depan ada orang nak jumpa then they were like oh kita tunggu untuk Carea to like give when she free to meet then I'm like


yeah then eh I just open the chat habis tu I [kan] I just say err you guys go ahead I'm not free


I mean yeah but like I don't have, yes, yeah


then I go they change the plan then I feel bad what then it's like uh just go ahead lah without me


yeah, yeah then but it's like I don't know if I mean your group of circle then you naturally gravitate to food that I cannot eat I think that is very alarming to me


yeah cause dengan our secondary school friends kita tak ada macam masalah macam gitu [pe] selalu it's very easy for us to settle food what


then they were like never mind lah you just sit here first then after that we go somewhere else that you can eat then I like


, that's why (ugh)


same is like they, yeah I understand it's it's like when you meet dengan dia orang it's supposed to be enjoyable but when you meet them then at the end of the thing you're just like penat [seh] why did I go out I regret going out of the house


, oh my god yeah, exactly oh my god (ugh)


but how [seh] that time I topped up twenty dollar then I think I only went out like four or five times only then finishing then I'm like !huh!, err, yeah


that's like, , , I think so like that like that's what I remember


, I mean, then it depends on your station also lah


, uh yeah Aigoo [dah] lah tak ada kerja habis tu bus fare pun mahal !hais!


oh I was so confused by it I I didn't do the survey dia punya yeah, I think it's a very how to say ah first world problem I feel


(mmhmm)


right yeah, yeah


that's true, I, yeah I mean it's very different perspective of problems lah like for us our problem is that we cannot get on the bus but for other people it's a different kind of problem like before we had the wheelchair accessible punya bus how do wheelchair people like get on the bus


exactly then that's why I think it's considered a million dollar like idea I guess to have those wheelchair friendly buses


then I'm , no no you can, cause even for like macam orang yang tak boleh nampak like visual disability they have new apps macam the what's that they say like you can take a photo or something with the handicapped phone then they help you read out the text or something like that


which is, yeah, (mmhmm)


yeah, that's true, that's why it's like if they didn't have a guide dog how do you tell if they are someone with disability


, cause even for my school cause #Ngee An# [kan] ada that dialogue in the dark so we have the what's the term called the sight disability pun I there was this period of time I had like macam AM class right then every time if I reach school dekat this certain timing I will see that makcik that cannot see then I will help her but she will need help to cross the bridge


yeah it's not like they cannot survive without help it's more of like, yeah


yeah it's sad lah because they if you were to compare our levels of convenience with them is very different


, yeah but I know their other senses will be heightened lah like if you cannot see maybe your hearing and your smell are stronger but it's not easy


yeah so I was like (hmm) I wish I was smart


yeah, yeah, forest fighting


oh forest no tak dengar eh


!wah! was the forest fire macam bad, oh my gosh


, oh my gosh


oh my gosh why apa gunanya gender reveal seriously


yeah, it's like why why must have fire,


, there's no other word for it,


, oh my god can you imagine me , my parents thought I was a boy then when they give birth it was a girl yeah they really thought I was going to be in a boy it was so funny


like , oh that one I never ask so yeah, okay maybe I should ask is !wah!


it's !wah! ya, so funny, it's like


it's like a sike eh like oh it's a boy oh no it's a girl sike, , I think gender reveal parties are very I don't know it's so over the top


it's over the top yeah


yeah it's, I guess maybe we have different values like untuk kita if you have a child is more of like between yeah it's a blessing it's between your family you and your husband


I don't need to tell my friend who's a friend of this friend that I have a baby who's a boy and it might not be even accurate so , yeah I'm like


ah yeah, , yeah yeah,


, eighty, is that like your commission or like your pay


ah yeah yeah, err, I mean you can't do anything if no one comes in


uh yeah


(mmhmm),


uh, , oh my gosh, then


then then it's like should I be sad that there's no customers or should I be glad that there's no customers,


, very easy money


, (hmm), I mean that's considered one of a good like working days I guess


uh yeah, that's true,


oh, , oh


!oof!, uh, !wah! ah speaking of Kelly and her mum the cake that she baked untuk your birthday !wah! I still think of it sometimes


right I'm still amazed that she did it eh, , you are the one who made it


like, uh


I mean, , understand


ah, (mmhmm), yeah yeah yeah


yeah cause I mean I think the cake macam dry because [dah] simpan satu hari [pe] [dah] potong then you give it to them the next day but !wah! the whipped cream I was so amazed cause selalu whipped cream [kan] diorang buat cake is either macam banyak sangat then too sweet or like the whipping cream macam how to say ya macam berminyak is that the word like


yeah then is like you're like uh what is this ah then you scrape the frosting off, yeah


, yeah that's true


, that's why when we were bringing the cake in it's like !wah! Kelly the cake is so pretty


yeah , yeah don't cause you messaged me habis tu you messaged dengan orang lain [kan] and we were like err dia tak [kan] beli cake [kan] like err err err


that's why when you asked me kalau nak cake then I like I like cake but kalau aku bilang aku nak cake nanti kau beli macam mana


uh, yeah


no she panic cause yang when you were working together yang ada satu hari ni then after that kita send message then you pakai dia punya handphone [kan] then dia eh guys Nisha pakai aku punya handphone then we were like oh did she see the chat


yeah when you guys were working


!aiya! lah but it was just you know in case, then , yeah then we ni we panic right then kita tukar dia punya group name it was supposed to be like what about thirty first then we changed to orientation twenty twenty


right, yeah right I felt smart


that's why, and then I was like err what's Kelly's faculty


and that's how we were discussing what to get for you, yeah


you know the round card right okay sorry side track but you know BTS released err !wah! you know this whole week I think everyday right I think four days in a week right it released new merchandise then that one I don't care never mind


then they released like err new like product live for their documentary like their staycation documentary then the, yeah eh I can pinjam you my account to watch


, it's it's super hilarious macam you you boleh nampak their innocence as normal people and not like it's so funny


err sekarang [dah] ada empat if you want to include macam behind the scenes ada lapan in total, ya it's the weverse the the the the new fan cafe that one


yeah yeah it's so funny ah (ugh), no no I was talking about the merchandise yeah right the cawan was okay this time round the merchandise quite cute yeah they got cawan I was like


is is like your cup nya design is like rounded at the bottom and then the colour is green, in the SOOP, merchandise you can just Google


yeah I think they're trying to bring in money lah, a lot you know they are re-releasing the you know Skool Luv Affair album the repackaged version,


right I was like oh okay no no no no no I don't need, don't tell me I don't have the money to do that this month


right it's (ugh) and it's not very like macam merchandise is you, yeah,


yeah that's why, !wah! you know the only time yang diorang letak diorang punya muka right the I think is the US merchandise I was like nampak macam dua ribu tiga belas


, I mean if you have the self-confidence and the self-esteem to wear it out go ahead girl or guy or whatever


, yeah they picked a very pretty shade of green then I was like genius,


, !wah! yeah, BT twenty one is like the success is you can't even compare leh, it's


even people who are not their fans right see it and like oh is cute buys, oh I didn't know that okay , I see so many Youtube videos of people like they are not BTS fans but their room is covered in RJ punya bantal</malay lah dia punya soft toy then I like


yes and it fits the aesthetic,


oh yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah the the Chibi the tiny Tan oh my god oh I wanted to get their things and then after that aku nampak dia punya harga dengan dia punya shipping fee then I'm like, (ugh)


(ugh) don't even get me started on shipping (ugh),


(mmhmm), !oof!,


, that's why (ugh), if


yeah that's why when I renew my BTS membership right the membership kit is like twenty SGD then after that I checked out right dia punya shipping the whole price went up to seventy then I like


yeah lah what's the point if I never buy the membership kit if I signed up, so I was like the thing I do for you guys


, what thing, oh no no no that one change already cause that one is diorang punya old style


you want to level up untuk dapat lebih banyak benda you must do the quiz and fill up the test


that's why it's like you the thirty dollar you don't want to use for other things


right !wah! the thirty dollar I think I can buy my whole new outfit that I've been looking at leh , well nak beli this macam sweater it's a knitted sweater lah then I also looking at this skirt


yeah Shopee lah what where else can I buy I am not that rich


yea yeah, yeah then the


uh yeah, because the shipping is only macam dalam dua tiga dollar gitu aje not much, yeah, !aiya!, okay can I will share to you


that's why and I feel bad for using fast fashion but is what I can afford so yeah


yeah cause macam it's not really like ethical I don't think is ethical like sourcing it's probably like those cheap cheap warehouse punya factory lah so yeah


, yeah


yeah, yeah, , yeah, okay


(err) I think


damn fikir-fikir balik aku rasa aku pun struggle a lot lah but those issues was only faced during in like year three ah so but, I had a lot of assignments dengan FYP to complete and it was really nerve wrecking for my internship cause it was at a hospital lah


just need to cope well I guess and manage time since you're working also


test


so I guess your, your design course is more into like you know assignments and project I guess


it's a microbiology lab ah so called kau akan buat testing to like you know facial products and shit like that penat sia kerja I mean like there's there was a lockdown right like during the COVID period


but even during like they call it circuit breaker or something but I eh even had to come back during the circuit breaker cause like the err the experiment I was doing was really like ongoing ah and it has to be completed, aku actually actually planning untuk sambung sekolah cause aku rasa right


I need to do something in life you know like, further my studies not and and not just like you know work and there's more things for me to learn, how


oh aku tak tahu that your sister was in SUSS because I'm planning to go to SUSS juga as a part time student in biomedical engineering course,


because I can still work and earn money to support for myself so that I can pay my school fees while completing my studies but I guess I'll be like you ah uh working while studying is gonna be very tiring and I'm kind of concerned


how am I going to manage my time but it's okay I need that degree,


pelik kau punya cousin boleh pecahkan kau punya specs sia, maybe lah if I got time err in the future and maybe I have enough money aku temankan kau buat specs lah cause I feel like I also need specs my degree also keep increasing


, oh ya COVID we didn't have a chance to go outside because, we can't really go outside unless they are for like necessities and stuff like that ya rindu [seh] keluar dengan kawan semua especially karaoke


I mean like for this current situation right now you can still go out with friends ah but to like limited places and with limited amount of people I think the max is like five people or something


like there's lesser option for you to like, choose from I guess,


ya that sounds like a good plan tapi like as I said semua orang pun busy aku pun busy juga since I'm looking full time, but, if you really want to go staycation err you need to tell me earlier so I can like plan my schedule and take leaves


ahead kau nak pergi staycation err


actually that place one pun bagus juga ah I went there for my friend's birthday bash that was like pre CB period like before circuit period, , all I can say was that I remember the bed being comfy and I mean even there if there's like no pool right we can just chill and watch netflix and you know have food take away then we can eat at the hotel


talking about #shangri la# I came across the article dekat apa tu the smart local if I'm not wrong pasal the #shangri la#, they actually having promotion where like I think you have one day staycation from like ten to eight


and you are paid seventy five dollars per adult and the good thing about that promotion is that you can have access to all the facilities ah mean you can go like if you like water activities we can go do some kind of like


don't know the pedal thingy I don't know what you call that or we can just hang out by the pool, I don't know lah it's entirely up to you I don't know I also don't know when the promo ends also I aku rasa it's end of this september


know


, err I mean like if really cannot find a like we really cannot go to shangri la there's other affordable hotels I guess if I'm not wrong you can use the


website agoda or something where you can find like a day hotel for you to hang out with my friend usually use that lah for like to surprise them for like birthday or something they always do that and


what else eh, waitress waiter if I'm not wrong


he said the food there nice lah but tak halal lah


ya maybe we should ah but we really have to plan well I guess I mean kalau tak boleh staycation pun I guess we can do other activities cause like there's a lot of dessert places and also like food places we can visit I have a list of it lah maybe I can


take you out for dinner or something you can just, you know walk around singapore see the sight view or something but nowadays rain lah so I scared sia, how to say go out later rain no umbrella stuck in rain boring


ya I remember pemalas malas nak jalan oh I remember that cafe I think it's like hot chicks or something


if I'm not wrong my date went there before and he said that is not bad lah maybe lah we should we should go there but you have to find a time when it's not crowded and a lot of people if you really want to go cafe and like you know do some kind of activities right


very cute kau boleh main dengan kucing while you like have your dessert or some stuff cause I saw this on my friend's instagram and it looks really cute and the price is also not so bad lah it's affordable and other than that


I also heard about this cafe called the mind cafe but this one also like a lot of people has been going there and it's crowded so you really have to find a time where there's not a lot of people, the mind cafe is just like macam apa ni you go there and then you order some drinks and you can play games like board games and stuff like that


seems interesting but that malay cafe that you're talking about sounds really shady asal pergi sana aku pun tak tahu , okay


of course


(uh huh)


uh uh maybe can ajak ayu also ah but, you know me I'm still awkward with her right cause like I never meet her for so long I also don't know what is she doing with life also like the last time I met her was when


I accompanied her to her job to sign up for a job at this hotel I am not really sure but it's near suntec city or something like that then that was the last time I really like go out with her other than that I didn't talk to her I didn't text her or whatsoever it just


err, I mean ya lah aku tahu during secondary school I was a nerd lah cause I was really focusing on like you know finishing my O's going poly and shit so


I mean I had a I I mean I talk to guys during that period but I don't think dating was an option cause I mean you look at our school lah lelaki semua pecah sia, let's be honest can't they're I mean they are not pecah but they're not like you know nice people so I rather not be attached to them


but in poly, I don't really ya lah I I never really, post if I have any like relationship or whatsoever because I feel like there's no point


like you know posting online that I'm with this person or whatsoever as long as like me and him know that we're dating and he knows them well to tell other people that he's dating too, I will do my part also I guess you don't really need to show everything online lah for me ah cause aku rasa kalau if show everything online nanti kalau kau orang break what what you going to do all the pictures will be gone and it's a waste of effort plus


I don't know I just don't like sharing much I like to keep it low key to me lah the lesser people know the better, like I will obviously I will tell my close friends lah that I I'm in a relationship and stuff, but ya


I don't know I just don't like sharing it's weird I I don't know how you all do it like kau orang just post pictures of each other and stuff like that I'll I'll feel weird doing that I guess it's just not me ah


(mmhmm)


Liyana Liyana whatever her name is sounds very familiar is it that, the, I guess the brother of that dude who tried !aiya! you know the creepy guy who tried to talk to you


right, okay lah, he's weird just just stay away from him he give me he gives me weird vibes, but I really hope that you will quit delifrance cause that place is very toxic and the management is literal shit I don't know what other nicer words to describe their management to their towards their employer eh towards their employee


cause it's really really bad and I also heard about your manager your manager is, is not a very nice person lah as I can see, and I guess those I really think that delifrance or any kind of retail workers are underpaid ah I guess like having like seven fifty per hour or eight fifty per hour is not that sufficient especially you're working like part time part time only like


so ya please quit that job, I mean the job is fine is just the culture there is bad


and I really hope this new job will open more opportunity for you since it's like more in line to what you're doing for school right so you can build up your portfolio from there, plus you have experience from your like ITE internship so that will be a good point ah


!huh! some


!huh! someone got fired who sia siapa [seh] what happen I'm curious


I mean she worked there for eleven years sia as a full time worker and the pay is


from what I heard lah last time when I use to work at delifrance also like is not enough and, two like I mean like be


flexible I guess like if she's really busy baking for the shit right I mean baking for like you know the breads and stuff like that then like at least her as a manager she can handle the cashier what tak salah [pe] asal dia macam gini sia tak faham [seh]


oh my god I know my manager also don't really like her every time when she call my outlet right my manager will give that eye roll it's her again it's her again, ya I think it's time to move on sis that place is toxic and she's toxic


a'ah sia I don't know why they don't want to increase the minimum wage I feel like it's not fair ah your like some people in certain category are earning this much and this much for like you know for their work I don't think it's sufficient for them to live


on with that kind of salary plus aku ada bilang kau ke tak yang aku punya matair sekarang tengah kerja temperature taking right


I think ya eight fifty, so he's like I don't think I'll stay in this job for so long cause he say like it's very stressful lah because everyday he to fight people not doing the safe entry


and just now also he say got this woman not wearing masks and she claim that she's pregnant and she has a letter from the doctor saying that she don't need to wear mask what, I I I don't I don't understand like I mean you're pregnant okay I get it but what does it have to do with your not wearing mask


it's a bit dumb so he like he was really pissed off lah like why do I have to, really face this kind of people like kesian ah juga cause of this like COVID thing right so they had to hire people for like temperature screener but some people are just


you know !wah!, safe entry damn leceh leh !huh! must walk one round ah just to go to the entrance I mean like it's for your own safety also gila ah


no lah he finishing school already he's going NS this year if I'm not wrong


ya sia he so old but haven't go NS because like he finish ITE mah and after that he has to go poly err, ya [seh] if I was in that job I think I would fight people


I would legit fight them


, I mean I'll be busy with my school also what so it won't be such a big deal I guess I mean I mean like I heard stories lah NS your girlfriend will leave


I mean it's your own relationship you know what's best for you and communication is key, communication is key comprehension also key cause like some people can communicate but they don't understand so it's annoying (hmm) whatever lah it is what it is ah


life will continue


you ah you have a nice guy for you but you don't want and I don't understand I mean like from your story


like he pay for your stuff and he didn't do anything creep like that ustaz who is a creeper don't know why you go out with those kind of guys also those disgusting, then like you reject him like that then he just friends he's a nice person why don't give him a chance but I mean like you do you sis I won't have any objection I mean you are still young also you what twenty two


plus sixteen ex is quite a lot so what does that mean he he matair for like two months habis tu break then another girlfriend is it sixteen banyak sia


I see I mean like it's entirely up to you I feel like having a relationship right now also is not that compulsory or needed


just focus focus on yourself lah lagipun kau lagi muda there are other things for you to worry about like your school and your career there's a lot of things in front of you you have to achieve before you know finding the right one


but six years ago sixteen ex and he's twenty that doesn't corroborate sis I'm doing the math and, it's hurting my brain, but okay lah it is what it he is lah he have sixteen have sixteen lor what can I do


ya I mean


age is not an issue ah because kawan aku I have this friend ah my friend he's working together with me right now, he's twenty eight lah he's getting married next month and he was like sorry I didn't invite you cause like the like he I understand lah because his ceremony is just between his family so it's a very small kind of ceremony they just do it at home


to get married, he say like he save money then I'm like okay lah go ahead no worries no not a big deal it's your day not my day he was like he was talking to me and my friend lah, I'm twenty eight already and I feel like everyone around me is going to uni and even you all you all too he was like I feel very pressured to go to uni then I'm like


age tak kisah [seh] I mean kalau kau lagi ada macam semangat kau nak sambung sekolah and you have the time why not, and he's like I'm scared that I don't have the money and the time because I mean I understand him he's getting married the marriage life next month


but I tell him the more he delay the more he procrastinate until when [seh] dia nak ambil like nak finish the degree then he was like and I've I also advised him lah like, money isn't really a issue if you really know how to save up


money and plus there are other helps for you to like take right you know like Mendaki or FAS you can just apply it it'll be great help for you to like pay off your school fees, then he's like okay lah I'll think about it then like last friday I saw him taking out his freaking education certificate scanning so that's great that means he's going to apply despite being twenty eight it's not an issue


a'ah I guess he just need to time have proper time management ah but aku dah tengok dia punya schedule dia punya modules and stuff like that I mean in short while if got wheels things will go on smoothly lah but I mean


it's life confirm got something Suay will happen but it's okay can persevere


ya thanks hopefully things will go in smoothly


ya kau asyik makan apa sia I do you have you tried the burnt cheesecake


I don't know lah nowadays a lot of like small bakers like small company because like home bakers are opening, opening business for like selling cheesecakes and something like that I mean some of them are nice lah but some of them are just really nothing there's nothing so


how do I say this like not a !wow! factor that time I tried the matcha cheesecake from one of these instagram also instagram home baker


ya but okay lah acceptable aku pun craving Tako~, Takoyaki


!wah! Hazirah [seh]


ya it's been so long since I heard from you and ah ah I'm doing just fine, and yes aku currently poly year two right now and I find that it's so stressful coping with work and all


right time management is like the main key of of everything and !wah! how do you cope with everything though boleh ajar aku some tip tak so I can be better like you since you already cope with poly for like what


three years and graduate already now


ya aku lupa kau biomedical school it's more to science based as far as it's different compared to me and ya, mine is like no exam or whatever just project after project and my course currently taking is visual communication but look at you now working full time


and I think that if you can tahan I also can tahan with everything I guess, so since you the graduate right, I'm curious what full time job you currently doing now


!wah! circuit period circuit breaker period also you need to datang kerja balik eh, that's so shag you know since this pandemic like what ever since march or something it's like affecting everything well we at home watching TV and just feeling like me myself but what to do right adult life and that's how you gonna face through out and


I didn't know you still interested to sambung sekolah which uni kau plan nak pergi you're talking about university right my sister also currently taking part time in SUSS in early childhood or something part time for like three months just to get a certificate


I think you can follow up like that too I guess


right degree like


no matter what you take for example for diploma or something people will just look at higher certificate nowadays, and oh it sounds interesting though and I wish this COVID thing is over so it'll be much more easier for us


and, I think you can cope lah knowing you for so long, and time management is the main key like I said before and you know this pandemic I'm having online class and my eyes degree keep increasing


so, and what's new right holiday we just sit at home now


can't, it's lesser things that we can do also now this COVID it's corrupting everything


why not we go karaoke or something and talking about karaoke I kinda miss how we all use to go, like back in secondary school but if you want to go out also limit also five people so it's kind of hard lah cannot bring everyone with us well I'm currently


in my semester break for like a month, and coming back school on the october eighteen or something nak pergi staycation tak since COVID period have a lot of promotion vouchers et cetera, so murah sikit for us to staycation for like what two days one night typical and I really I feel like I really need a staycation since like overwork and shit and stuff


same goes to yourself I guess and sucks lah like I can't find anyone to go with me everyone is busy and all sedih [seh]


ya I know you working full time so it's kind of hard for you to take off or something and ya aku dengar-dengar there's plenty of hotel, for example maybe we can do like it's a a three star hotel


I'm hearing from my friend working at one of this hotel aku dengar the lyf Funan hotel not that bad though a lot of my friends recommended me to go there, you want to check the place out plus it looks like those kind of


korea hotel if I'm not wrong with double decker bed lah but don't have pool so I don't know, maybe we can find something that affordable and, more fun chillax place like


!wah! really that sounds nice since you've been to lyf hotel before so you roughly know how it's gonna be like but right you're right if we never get a hotel which come with a pool can just chill watch


netflix order makanan or something, like around town area, (hmm) but right, I think we can just search more


so that we know and plan out early where to go and such, and yes I like water activity, and if I'm not wrong I think you got send me before the link like like there's kayaking swimming and all those fine things maybe why not we give it a go since like what seventy five dollar for vacation if not interested we can just


go staycation just chill at the hotel [jer] and since I'm single and you've got a boyfriend I just need, a girlfriend to teman with me and layan my nonsense okay


err my friend say it's not bad though it's, it's like a Bali vibe somehow, where you can just chill, without anyone disturbing you, and ya most of the food is not halal but if you don't care so just makan lor


well you better like make time for me and plan this properly plus we deserve this staycation tak sabar nak jumpa kau semua ah it's been forever and you know just plan beforehand before everyone get busy again


right it's been like rainy season also can't really do much even kalau nak tengok wayang sudah lagipun


there's plenty of movies to watch for example mulan or something and


new restaurant near marina bay and this #taufik batisah#, and many more that time I went


cafe hopping with one of our old friend with Hidayu if you can remember her we wanted to try the #taufik batisah# cafe but end up it's like too many people, so we end up at this one random restaurant which call aline's cafe like a malay restaurant or something


no choice what some more I'm so lazy to walk around so we end up there the food macam tak sedap sangat they serve like what pasta, and the waiting time also like a bit slow so it gets cold by then I didn't really like tak sedap [seh] I had to go somewhere else makan you know


but you know me I'm not a walking person so, I just end up at random place instead you remember about Ayu right


it's really shady honestly like it's only like the two of us in that cafe, why so Ulu like tak ada orang masuk I would say only the two of us no wonder cause the makanan not that nice


what to do you know me I'm like lazy walker everywhere I go I just grab or something I hate taking public for some reason cause I hate crowds


might as well bring the bring everyone is like so awkward only two of us are playing board board games


ya I'm close with her since I know her like what since childhood or something kau [kan] forever awkward in front, people tak habis-habis awkward later you just froze there like nothing to say and just diam [jer], and ya maybe one day we can bring bring her along with us or just stay the two of us [jer]


and ya, anyway, I want to say that since you in a relationship you just have to listen to your partner, right don't really have the freedom to do whatever you want, but I don't know


how is it like to be, attached by someone and knowing you right I didn't expect you to be the first one to get attached, cause I don't know back in secondary school kau those like nerd type of girl who don't really talk to to people that much


then end up then end up sia lah perempuan ni ada matair sia, , I don't know how you do it like so low key I'm so curious like how you know what I mean I'm everything I need to post like social media so it's hard for me to deal with that


ya I guess it's just not you I guess I don't know but it's true lah what you say like you don't really have to show everything online so like people macam apa sia ni perempuan buat kind of thing


, but it's nice to know that you actually grown up and you know like !wow! the new Hazirah take over the world, but it's nice lah like


I'm glad that we still talking until today and boys aside okay the important thing that is me and you need to have a staycation so you better tell me I still got like a few weeks left before I'm back


to school and I'm gonna be sad so book me early before I be busy due to work and aku pun and my own business as you may know my life is busy, same goes to yourself too and ya anyways you know my current job which is delifrance has been toxic so like two days ago I actually went to this interview with


Diyanah Musfirah an ustazah lah basically like a islamic teacher, which I get to interview as a part of


feel so honoured to get to know and see these people like in reality with cause like, the liyana musfirah ustazah I took her as a role model lah somehow so aku macam nervous gila [seh] my hand keep on shaking


right oh ya, ya basically the Liyana Musfirah lady is is the creepy dude


brother actually I don't know why he's so creepy I mean he is like what, twenty five years old but talking to me like a child he's so freaky you know, well beside him I don't wish to see his face like during meeting or whatever but


most to most I won't be working with him lah


and ya mostly that basically, the job is I only need to attend their meeting like what every monday five to seven PM, but when school reopen I don't know how to deal with that lah basically but I try to be there


whatever it takes lah, the rest they just work from home so anything just whatsapp whatsapp whatsapp, and ya, so I'm looking forward to that job lah and even though the gaji tak seberapa banyak right


as long I got the experience and some sort can use the things that I make there as my portfolio I think benefit me a lot and yes aku just nak berhenti delifrance has been like forever I didn't know how I tahan kerja sana for like what


one year and nine months going to two years already can you imagine


can you imagine someone actually got fired because of this toxic manager of mine and ya nobody even likes her, god what to do [kan]


uh uh, well technically got this makcik baker she's a baker lah basically


well as a baker they mostly just intend to be inside right not outside, but if I'm not wrong thursday ke apa our apa ni office punya orang datang outlet lah look around plus today is busy and he's wondering why makcik doesn't help in front I mean she been working there for years


leh then what's your problem for her not helping out right some more she not good at cashier also and, inside is already busy and what's your problem with that then technically the office man complain to manager lah like oh why makcik never help and all then our toxic tak guna punya manager just complain to him back lah like she never do anything you know


I find that like what the hell like bro like she been patient for you do you like like


the office man ask her to apa ni tukar to different outlet instead lah she agree with that though, then I don't know what happen the manager was like oh still talk bad things about her until she cannot tahan already right the next day she minta berhenti say like twenty four hour


then I don't know what happen I just got the news today where her anak come down to my outlet and talk to the, manager itself lah confront her like why why do you do this to my mother and all, then she still don't want to admit says she still blaming her like don't you have sympathy for someone or or something


so what to do [kan] people can't stay in a toxic environment forever


ya I mean nobody likes her so also every time I mention her name lol don't know how I can tahan me crying over her for like so many times during like what since last year [seh] always Kena scolded, !wah! gonna be like unmemorable


bad memories sia that place seriously and kalau aku berhenti pun I didn't I don't think I'm gonna miss also I'm just gonna miss my colleague my part time colleague only [kan] the pay also not much plus, it's seven dollar per hour for a part timer and you're working like multitasking job for example cashier dish washer lah apalah


they just don't look like that, I mean the government pun tahu apa pun dia orang just oh


these people just working like what F&B and such don't mind paying seven dollar to them like they don't know the behind the scene on whatever happening [seh] but what to do [kan] it's time for me to like leave also it's been a good long year experience


god kawan aku semua dah berhenti [seh] cuma aku [jer] tinggal you think I don't know why I'm still there sebab nak cari kerja pun susah lah this COVID


!wah! kau serious ah they not paying like twelve per hour anymore that's sad I mean what to do apa ni , environment also like what, err cutting to payout also they expect people not making sale


can you merepek [seh] with the pregnant lady like oh my god okay your doctor say don't wear mask but at the same time you're going out and people, expect to wear mask what's your motive [seh] like oh aku pregnant aku tak boleh pakai ni semua annoying [seh] orang macam gini like seriously though I mean you know lah typical singaporean always need to complain like


like why need to do this and that especially the safe entry because some people don't know how to use phone for example my dad then he always complain cause not every place accept to scan IC mah only the front gate right so macam a bit susah lah


like no common sense ah [seh] I still couldn't the fact about the pregnant lady though what , oh my god he haven't oh your boyfriend haven't apa ni go through NS but I wish you luck for two years tahan him when he enrol


to that, but you have to sabar lah kalau dah suka orang tu nak buat macam mana [kan] you you willing to do anything for him, but ya


ya tak mahu dengar kata orang lah maybe they just jealous you know they don't have that kind of life or whatever that's it lah


twenty six years old this year and you know me never, go out with someone who is older than me before and I was expecting him to naik motor you know I waiting for him to kat traffic aku tengah tengok mana motor dia sia


I mean it's weird lah you never meet this person for like for the first time what so a bit awkward for me but, since we like bebual lama I'm comfortable with him somehow and ya and he was like I was like


oh I thought you taking your bike or something then he said oh it's raining that's why I never take the bike then he scold me and said, you berani eh naik motor orang who knows what will happen then you know me lah degil like always like suka naik motor but I don't mind him lah


we take public okay we take public but ya, well, my interview is like what supposedly two thirty but I end up going there early I grab err you know me aku selalu malas apa-apa semua grab and I reach there like earlier like two PM then ya


then I finish the interview for like what fifteen minutes, then I waited for him to come like dua puluh minit later like three PM then, then he booked this restaurant lah like he never tell me like what restaurant like he book like around five thirty PM then like okay since we got the time only three right why not we just jalan-jalan around raffles or suntec


then he have no idea he tell me oh you want to go to museum I was like which museum like, then we walk walk then we came across this museum I forget the name and it's free then we just go lah, it's a bit boring lah just claypot and everything macam those Ulu kind of


museum somehow tak ada orang sia aku tengok macam very kosong and all but ya we end up going there, to waste time and after that we walk walk walk


you know we actually walk from raffles to marina and all that's a two round aku pusing aku penat sia but I had a good time I mean getting to know someone new and, ya we talk and such then we


I was so malu you know I'm you know I'm always like that shy person who cannot eat properly in front of guys then ya we went to this restaurant end up the restaurant he took me is noosh restaurant I never been there before it's the first time


then aku macam !wah! tempat ni high class, I don't mind lah but ya I feel bad he paying for everything that day but and ya we ended up, going there and I had pasta he also had pasta and we just talk talk talk


and ya we had a great time lah like no issues about him for him okay


then like ya he never go out with someone for six years and he got a lot a lot of ex lah like like sixteen ex girlfriend that was during I mean he is twenty six what do you expect right, but still


I don't know what to feel about him though but I don't know that time aku duduk dengan dia kat you know marina bay sand got good scenery so we just talk about life and I forget what he say lah he tell I I told him


what if I just wanna be friends with you then dia kata oh I don't know then aku kata I mean we just know each other so so I not putting any hopes lah I don't know his mindset was like if you want to be friends with me doesn't mean we have to talk everyday and such


I mean correct lah I I also never text you everyday, but I didn't know he expecting more than as friends lah I mean he is twenty six what do you expect obviously he want to be more than friends what but, I'm not putting any hopes or whatever lah I mean he is a good guy only you know me I'm very picky


so ya


right sixteen banyak sia aku pun macam terkejut when he say that I'm like !wow!


and the last ex was like six years ago and he told me lah his life is a bit special because dia perempuan baik punya [seh] because I don't know lah he say perempuan baik like he never do anything to her for six years


then it's hard for me to believe that lah takkan tak buat apa-apa [kan] but


ITE [jer] he's from he from apa ni NITEC lah then you know the first batch of NITEC at ITECC or something then after that he go NS then he wanted to apply for higher NITEC lah but during that time


higher NITEC only full time [pe] so he can't cope with that dengan kerja sekali so he never take and now he working as a SMRT, I mean it's good that he already got a full time job but he planning to change lah because management pun teruk and he looking for like another engineering like macam aerospace or something since he from there


and he also got some work experience to go with so, I just wish the best for him lah I mean ya you're right he is really a good guy like why not I give him a chance right I don't know I'm just scared to go meet lah you know my recent ex macam mana so


I don't know what to do maybe give me a bit more time because my life also sekarang messy so I don't want to put another person in into that like carry a lot of burden


[kan] it's hard to believe that he actually got sixteen ex girlfriend I mean he is twenty six so four years older than me (hmm) and ya you're right I got a lot to see first I mean I'm twenty two and I'm still schooling


if I got the brain and not the Malasness I will continue uni lah tengok macam mana cause my dad dream is to have their one of his child to go university but see how lah


if tuhan apa mampu ni pergi uni [kan] but I don't know empat tahun boy but then aku dah umur berapa sia but you're right waiting for the right one to come maybe one day


ya age is just a number actually I mean


no matter how old you are if you got the willingness strength to study why not give it a try, I mean, it's just the semangat that you have lah kalau nak sambung balik belajar and the minat kalau tak ada minat nak buat apa [kan] what's the point nak belajar nanti last minute Paitao


ha but right lah I mean happy for your friend to get married some more COVID pun save a lot of money [seh] tak buat besar-besar !wah! really though


even though tak seberapa grand but


I mean I feel that part time is not that rabak lah just need to have time management and the Semangatness for it


ah I don't know I keep on eating [seh] today but ya just gave it a go lah no matter where you can be I can imagine Hazirah working at the laboratory macam hit a victory of something, !wah! confirm !fuh! yo


confirm like !wow! factor lah [siol] hazard head laboratory [seh], but who knows who knows what the future will head some more you still young and this working experience that you currently have also it's basically


thing to apa ni put at your resume so people know you actually work at this company and such so macam senang nak dapat kerja in the future


even though tak berapa lama lah but still at least you try to work [seh], rather than kerja part time part time part time I see everyone like poly kerja part time part time part time I feel macam susah lah but ya just gotta be thankful to yourself and I wish you all the best


you mean cheesecake ah ya I heard a lot, some more it's kind of popular nowadays that time aku makan burnt cheesecake from I don't know where what where my mum order lah for my for father day that time, and it's not that bad I don't I didn't find the hype into it but one of these cheesecake right called paparch or something I wanted to order that cheesecake but it's always sold out and the waiting time to order will took like two months also just to get the cheesecake can you imagine


!wah! today sedih [seh] tak dapat try aku pun tak kuasa tunggu berbulan just to get that cheesecake but still, talking about cheesecake right that time I tried to make one and it doesn't turn out okay it's like it turned out flat like a pancake and


well


like those kind of kind of apa ni dia macam cheesecake tapi dia macam spread I don't know how it call lah but it's really nice and talking about food


ah ni choco ball and crispy choco it's a popular, two to three weeks though I was like no money I mean it's only twenty dollars why not I was craving I'm craving for a chocolate lah what do you expect so I'm willing to wait for like three weeks but


okay, so, ya so this is the start, okay so hor


I I just saw the the <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> err the speech data collection authorisation letter leh, so apparently right it's actually it's actually uh being collected by the Beijing, err surfing technology


ya very interesting hor


ya but, ya but the thing is I think is being collected by I don't know leh cause I see the authorization letter right apparently it says that , uh I think it's actually governed I don't know lah I think it's actually being


err being initiated by this china company I don't know, ya


I think I think just go like, I follow the Telegram lah, the Telegram part time job so everyday almost like a few I think they update quite frequently so I also joined in like the group chat right <mandarin>他们也是有一个:ta men ye shi you yi ge</mandarin> like the good Lobang group chat


so so, so ya lah I think I managed to snatch some good Lobang there also


, oh


they they refund you in full ah


who who sia, !huh!, VIXX is it,


the new one again ah, !walao! twenty fourteen is like


but K pop eh so so who is the most popular now ah BTS ah, still BTS is it, I think <mandarin>我的:wo de</mandarin> era <mandarin>已经过了诶:yi jing guo le ei</mandarin> cause my era is like what super junior


no is even is even I think big bang is later I think my era was the really the first wave one <mandarin>就是那个:jiu shi na ge</mandarin> super super junior then girls generation ya and the big bang also lor, then after that hor


cause cause a bit too much, ya a bit too much to follow ah, !huh!


!walao! eh <mandarin>你外貌协会:ni wai mao xie hui</mandarin> sia


you explain to me eh, (mmhmm)


(mmhmm)


(mmhmm), what


why they want to make it so Chim sia, seriously


they got nothing better to do


(uh huh), actually actually hor I also seldom use Facebook , to be honest lah, I feel Facebook <mandarin>我只是看:wo zhi shi kan</mandarin> I I just follow those group lor then whereby we we is have a very like information sharing and also like some forums or group discussion ah


ya, so so I don't really follow Facebook, uh got lah <mandarin>就是看:jiu shi kan</mandarin> I think I follow IG I I spend most of the time <mandarin>就是在:jiu shi zai</mandarin> Youtube lor


mostly on Youtube lah, (ppc), ya


IG also what, but I thought IG is more interactive and engaging I don't know eh


[orh] reaction ah, or having more option also lah


but the thing is hor I don't really like Facebook cause like, I think my friend always like to comment on the track, track, then like <mandarin>一个:yi ge</mandarin> comment then after that another comment then they they Macam talk talk down there leh then <mandarin>我就:wo jiu</mandarin> !wah! is flooding leh and then I keep on having the notification in my phone


then <mandarin>我就会觉得我会就觉得很烦:wo jiu hui jue de wo hui jiu jue de hen fan</mandarin> then <mandarin>我就:wo jiu</mandarin> oh my god


(mmhmm), [orh], eh but I thought one thing is very good about Facebook right is I think it will reminds you about your friend's birthday if


I don't know eh I think I think I think age has has keep me like


err I think age have been keeping up for me so


I don't care leh, ya


(mmhmm),


eh but the thing hor I think <mandarin>我会一直忘记:wo hui yi zhi wang ji</mandarin> like the the year sia, ah, I can remember the birthday but not the year, I think very difficult leh


that's that's the thing lor because everyone is about the same, I think I always makes yours and <P1>si hui</P1> up and also ryan up


so so I ended up I I cannot remember like how old are they , ya lah, ah


, no eh I'm doing my physiotherapy, so have like err very targeted training lah so I got my leg injury mah, eh I tell you hor, that time when I go to !wah! but if this is my recording I tried to like dilute it out


so so like I realise hor that time you know like during the circuit breaker period mah then everyone stay at home then I got nothing to do also so everyday I woke up lor like daily daily then I'll take photos and also do recording of myself lah to like have a photo diary kind of photo


photo diary kind of thing, and also to keep track ah then the thing hor is, then <mandarin>有一天:you yi tian</mandarin> I I just run mah like three kilometer then I injured my leg then is like have a sharp pain lah then I


ya sounds very like like, sounds very <mandarin>很痛啦:hen tong la</mandarin> cause I rest like two three weeks Liao <mandarin>还是很:hai shi hen</mandarin> sharp the pain on my knee then then I cannot walk also then slowly evolved to like my ankles also have issues so like <mandarin>我去那边的时候:wo qu na bian de shi hou</mandarin> then <mandarin>他跟我讲是:ta gen wo jiang shi</mandarin> wear and tear then <mandarin>我就:wo jiu</mandarin> oh my god sounds very serious leh then <mandarin>我就讲:wo jiu jiang</mandarin> am I going to like wheelchair bound


ya then then think is hor then think is I I think that I I I insist lah in a way <mandarin>就是:jiu shi</mandarin> I, I quite persistent in like asking for a referral to to see specialist lah


ya so I went to the hospital and then it's like <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> specialist I think it's a good to have a second check out to have like a proper <mandarin>巧合:qiao he</mandarin> so apparently I have like all the X ray done and all the scanning and what not right, then <mandarin>就:jiu</mandarin> okay not not not not too bad lah it's it's not really like wear and tear cause like I just realised at wear and tear is like a overly use term


ya, so so another I'm I'm on my physio ya then then the physio will like really like test like every part of your of your muscle of your leg ah, then then <mandarin>他就会:ta jiu hui</mandarin> identified like what are the weak point I mean weak muscles


then for the part right then <mandarin>他就会跟你讲:ta jiu hui gen ni jiang</mandarin> like oh target <mandarin>一个:yi ge</mandarin> specific <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> area right exercise at only target at at at, at that particular muscles, so it's like <mandarin>你做:ni zuo</mandarin> right !wah! you don't need any weights that kind right is really very <mandarin>酸:suan</mandarin> one hor I tell you


like <mandarin>你酸到很想打人:ni suan dao hen xiang da ren</mandarin> that kind right !wah! is really very Cui leh I think, ya ya then the thing is right


your muscles then after that they, they try to actually target the the weak muscles and do like targeted training lah strength training, so is like only I think one month right so I actually want went back for the review after one month hor then okay leh I felt that !wah! I was really like stronger eh


ya, I can really instantly felt like I'm I'm stronger than the first time I went there so <mandarin>现在:xian zai</mandarin> it's like I'm going to my second month lah so err they change a little bit of my of my err exercises so I'm looking forward also I'm actually being schedule like a three months of or


so apparently right ya so apparently err err there are actually target like muscles on my hip lah so because like desk bound job mah so desk bound job I actually


I actually you are not you apparently according to their specialist right is that when we are desk bound right we are not really utilizing our ship or muscle so they went to like sleeping mode lah, so and apparently right err because I have like knee injury previously when I was younger then


there are also a bit wrong so err, and they are trying to like work on my err hip area, and also


err I don't have leh <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> just like I don't have I don't have, I think it's not leh


, (mmhmm)


(mmhmm), !wah! so nice


(mmhmm), oh really ah, oh okay, okay


so which brand you buy, [orh]


but, I just recently like I just realized like my shopping cart hor like I I shop a lot in Shopee mah


but the thing is I think I think like


no lah I buy I buy all the essential things lah so so recently right like my recent purchases right like, I think ten years ago right then <mandarin>就是:jiu shi</mandarin> like <mandarin>会买很多衣服鞋子:hui mai hen duo yi fu xie zi</mandarin> that kind lah like fashion related stuff, then recently right I think more of my shopping days right has been


has been like ninety percent its like household items, then is like very weird one like a shower gel lah, err the drawer lah the those is like for for household one lah


you mean what the humidifier, I don't know I just intend to buy and then adjust like foundation would the closet lor, ya cause I think also not very good lah if let's say it's very very moist right


!wah! but the moth ball very <mandarin>臭:chou</mandarin> eh I think it's very smelly leh stinks sia, oh ya thirsty hippo


yup ya I'm going to buy that kind lor so so I I am looking forward like I think, ya ya ya


oh, I cannot sia, I cannot stand like a very messy table top when I'm working


when, , oh oh ya, ya ya ya I know I know I know but the thing is hor I think I cannot stand leh cause like


I cannot go to I prefer lah to work in a very minimalistic kind of like, uh table top damn very minimum thing but then when I'm on I'm actually on a working on a project or what right then you can see actually a lot of like paper here and there then stack <mandarin>在这边这个在那边:zai zhe bian zhe ge zai na bian</mandarin> one pile here one pile there that kind ah


but but most of the time I think I will I will make it to the point whereby I will clean and also to declutter so every a few months right I will like, I will force myself right to actually <mandarin>就是去看我的:jiu shi qu kan wo de</mandarin> uh stack of paper right which one is actually err


what needs to be file and which one needs to be strapped ya so I will always do this like occasionally once in awhile lah so like they will say !wah! you very very tidy sia organised sia, ya


, ya


eh, eh but I think


oh


eh but I think hor a bit useless still eh cause I I saw your IG photos right I mean IG story, like I think I think your <mandarin>钱:qian</mandarin> very <mandarin>好赚:hao zhuan</mandarin> sia I just print a photo


is it equal


okay then I think hor I should go to your house eh and help you with like the decluttering cause I'm very good at at throwing things leh you know like, ya today I just try to like declutter my my room lah cause like I I felt that there's a lot of things but then the thing is hor there's nothing for me to throw Liao sia


I think, you know those box that, you know those box like <mandarin>放那种:fang na zhong</mandarin> A four A four ream <mandarin>那种:na zhong</mandarin> paper mah


ya so <mandarin>那个那个盒子啊:na ge na ge he zi a</mandarin> cause, no eh I just put like my cards my birthday cards and also those small items and stuff lah, cause like I think the best way to appreciate the thing right is actually to use it


I feel lah, I think I've been living that way leh I think when


I don't want to everything to go for digital life mah so like sometimes you can actually is good lah to actually have like, a pen and paper to actually like record down what is your thoughts and ideas, then at the same time right actually you can refer back ya, so very old school lah


oh, ya so notebook is one way is to do this lor !aiya! I think I should really help you lah you know like recently <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> Youtube <mandarin>有一个:you yi ge</mandarin> uh famous trend what is that called ah they call it <mandarin>极简主义:ji jian zhu yi</mandarin> ah minimalistic so it's like #marie kondo# kind of style lah


ya, ya so so ah really ah, like, what


you sure you want to say this or not


eh then then <mandarin>你可以去做那种:ni ke yi qu zuo na zhong</mandarin> recruit agency what


I think I also like eh, , oh ya so so oh ya so talking about job right


I think you can try the traineeship sia, eh the traineeships they they really like, they have many, I think you can just try lah <mandarin>你二零一九年的:ni er ling yi jiu nian de</mandarin> right


I think your certificate in your cert is actually <mandarin>二零一九:er ling yi jiu</mandarin> right, oh you are, oh so you are class of twenty eighteen lah, !aiya! wasted sia


cause like I see, cause I see some of the traineeship right is like I think it's actually really for fresh graduate and I think that the <mandarin>门槛:men kan</mandarin> not very high eh and the pay right okay lah #mai kia buey sai# lah I mean at this kind of period


how long have you been in job ah, oh eh your boss is a male or female sia


usually female are the one that micro manage leh, usually lah


oh, oh ya, my job also learn on the job sia


#buay song#, but I think hor unless it's very well establish or MNC are usually


uh SME per say right <mandarin>都是:dou shi</mandarin> uh, on the job one lor especially SME ah


that time what you do ah


I think SME lah typical local SME <mandarin>老板:lao ban</mandarin> mindset


(mmhmm)


ha, sounds really, !aiya! I think teacher teaching is really your passion lah


at least you try lah, !wah!, but how old is your kids ah


three to twelve !wah! lao eh, I cannot sia I cannot handle, I think I prefer to work with you leh like at least like youth are more like, mature in a way like <mandarin>你还可以跟他讲道理:ni hai ke yi gen ta jiang dao li</mandarin> cause they're they're in the


, , why must I,


, eh I think our last time when I'm being taught right is that you'll need to build a rapport but then you still need to draw a boundary lah, I think boundary is still very important


, no lah I will still I will still draw sia, , but then the thing is I think err drawing boundary is not about


err, being <mandarin>凶:xiong</mandarin> or not leh is like, taking care of yourself and also the other person, I think is a responsible way


ya because I think <mandarin>现在是因为:xian zai shi yin wei</mandarin> because of my of my err recently I just attended a course mah, so so <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> SSI I you know <mandarin>他:ta</mandarin> just share like drawing boundary is also like the, it's a social skill lah like psychological kind of thing to also protect your mental health also


, never leh


, ah ya ya


(uh huh)


actually hor, I think if you have like, I think it depends lah I think self care is a way to in my opinion lah I think self care <mandarin>是:shi</mandarin> like, you, you, you care for yourself like literally


but I think like mental health right is like when you have like very serious like you off you you get like very depressed most of the time or you even have like suicidal thoughts then <mandarin>那个就是很:na ge jiu shi hen</mandarin> Jialat lah like everyday you just feel very lousy I mean every I mean


bethany ya so so the thing is I think if you are like, one to ten right I think if you score more than five like out of the ten days then <mandarin>你五天:ni wu tian</mandarin> more than <mandarin>五天你都是总:wu tian ni dou shi zong</mandarin> cooling lousy state <mandarin>话:hua</mandarin> now I think is a is a warning lah


ya, ah,


but I think I think you cannot really say like like, I think this kind of thing is still very sensitive like <mandarin>你不可以跟你的:ni bu ke yi gen ni de</mandarin> colleague <mandarin>讲:jiang</mandarin> I still feel lah


, so is she quitting soon


!wah!, !wah! you all really buddy sia really, sia I think if I laugh I will be very upset leh


, , celine ah,


, but in a way if you rest well physically your mental also will


, !wah!


I think year two zero one eight, ya end two zero one nine, cause, I think two zero one nine I went I think is very good session lah to be honest


so, (ppc), actually I go for free one eh, ya but I I felt that the the counsellor err is very good at I mean the


the the, the session was really very good so it's like I went for half a year, ya so after half a year right I I felt that !wah! very amazing that you know like my perspective has been changed significantly lah like if <mandarin>以前的我:yi qian de wo</mandarin> right <mandarin>我觉得是不会这样的:wo jue de shi bu hui zhe yang de</mandarin> but then <mandarin>现在:xian zai</mandarin> it's like oh okay lor it's totally I I love it I love it lah so so I was like really advocating for like you know err don't shy away to seeing like seek help for mental health if really someone is needing it ah


what's there to like Paiseh to to really share like oh you are really feeling very stressed out or depressed, ya


really ah


oh, I I think have a different perspective leh cause like if I don't really go for this kind of therapy or treatment right per se, then I think I really will #kee siao# eh then maybe I will just jumped off the building then which is worse I think life is very precious lah


ya so I'm really a I'm I'm really a advocate for, mental health


eh Tik Tok <mandarin>有什么好玩:you shen me hao wan</mandarin> , okay okay


wait I think I think you will just remind me of <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> K pop star who who is that person ah Sulli ah, ya just just commit suicide cause of cyberbullying right, ya lor on the outside is really look like very normal then inside is like !wah! Cui


true


confidence lah


but she working in in in working there, oh she leaving, , eh eh eh eh !walao! eh why you like that


oh


okay lah, okay lah


you are very supportive ah you see you support me in this way


!aiya! I think I already bought like a lot of dress eh talking about this hor, I feel like half of my closet is like from Love Bonito sia, ya I like their style a lot leh


I think <mandarin>是适合我这种:shi shi he wo zhe zhong</mandarin> age lah , ya


, I think I think probably also they they target <mandarin>他们的市场:ta men de shi chang</mandarin> in err, like like pat <mandarin>他也是不喜欢:ta ye shi bu xi huan</mandarin> mah then that time I think dorrine <mandarin>也是去:ye shi qu</mandarin> then dorrine <mandarin>也是讲:ye shi jiang</mandarin> not her style


ya, true I also like HBB leh but I think hor HBB <mandarin>的衣服:de yi fu</mandarin> like you you have to be very demure kind then like


ya then my friend was like uh <mandarin>你你穿了爽:ni ni chuan le shuang</mandarin> then okay Liao ah then why do you care about other people sia you you, you create your own occasion lah then, !wah!


okay lah I also wear very #lup sup# to work what to be honest


eh but then the thing is hor I think if you were to wear nicely to work right is actually err you feel happier in a way


but I think you come to a point that you cannot couldn't be bothered lah why bother that kind, oh, apron ah, eh <mandarin>很像我以前:hen xiang wo yi qian</mandarin> leh you know my last time like you know my friend ah cause like <mandarin>我们:wo men</mandarin> like I have a science degree mah so last time I work in lab right then <mandarin>我们每次都会:wo men mei ci dou hui</mandarin> like


eh <mandarin>穿:chuan</mandarin> covered shoe cause it's like safety precaution precaution lah so we have to wear like cover cover toes, then, then is like but then the thing is you wear nice nice also #bo eng# what cause like most of time you need to wear like Lup a lab coat over


, like legit is legit I'm not even saying anything eh you want or not I can I can lend you my lab coats sia


eh but my lab coat hor I got memories sia I got uh I I got a a hole there and then I was like eh <mandarin>因为为什么我的:yin wei wei shen me wo de</mandarin> uh lab coat hole ah cause <mandarin>一个:yi ge</mandarin> hole <mandarin>一个很大的:yi ge hen da de</mandarin> hole <mandarin>而且那个那个:er qie na ge na ge</mandarin> circle <mandarin>很美的:hen mei de</mandarin> leh <mandarin>圆圆的:yuan yuan de</mandarin> and then I realise that uh it could be an acid burn ah like we was dealing with concentrated acid mah then <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> acid <mandarin>有可能:you ke neng</mandarin> accidentally just drip over my my clothes


then then Heng <mandarin>有一个:you yi ge</mandarin> lab coat to <mandarin>保护:bao hu</mandarin> lah ya that's why, err when I'm in back in school lah


, but then the thing is uh !hannor! and and you know why lab coat is in white colour


safety precaution also, and everything happens for a reason


exactly ah


what the heck, ya I think hor, to be honest lah <mandarin>你不要:ni bu yao</mandarin> like I think in reality <mandarin>你去:ni qu</mandarin> like <mandarin>一个:yi ge</mandarin> hospital just <mandarin>这样走走一下:zhe yang zou zou yi xia</mandarin> then you will see all the all the doctors there hor until you you Sua


, what, oh I think taiwan accent very nice leh


I think they very fair leh


eh you know I went to taiwan right then the thing is hor the the when I went to taipei right then Taipei hor


err, err


then <mandarin>他就会讲可是你又没有那种他觉得:ta jiu hui jiang ke shi ni you mei you na zhong ta jue de</mandarin> <mandarin>不像新加坡人然后他们就会猜猜猜猜猜他们就会以为我是香港人然后我就会讲嗯:bu xiang xin jia po ren ran hou ta men jiu hui cai cai cai cai cai ta men jiu hui yi wei wo shi xiang gang ren ran hou wo jiu hui jiang n</mandarin> do I even have the hong kong accent


!huh!


(uh huh), so he's a #hong kongee# lah, US ah (hmm), (mmhmm)


okay okay okay I go and watch later, and I think I'm a more Youtube person, I think I'm more a Youtube person than anything else


I like I like to <mandarin>虐待我自己啦:nve dai wo zi ji la</mandarin> cause yesterday I have a very early err dinner I ate at like five five plus


ya I'm doing it now leh actually, err, ya I think ah, !huh! I think sixteen is doable leh


ya I did twenty hours before also like subconsciously lah then after that will give way


<mandarin>我是我是现在除了:wo shi wo shi xian zai chu le</mandarin> fast I also like try to reduce carb also, if you were to realise ya, yesterday when, but the thing is I choose like healthier carbs lor cause, really cannot lah


err no some carbs are are are good like err avocados, ya but is acquired taste lah like <mandarin>不是每个人都会:bu shi mei ge ren dou hui</mandarin> appreciate <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> I think


oh ya,


but I can never understand why people like peanut butter I mean I like peanut and I like butter on its own but then when they mix it up it's just very, eh but you know that the I I saw online ah <mandarin>他们有放那个:ta men you fang na ge</mandarin> peanut butter apparently peanut butter is like


quite a flavourful <mandarin>不是:bu shi</mandarin> is quite a good recipe I mean good ingredient for making some of the very delicious kind of like err err a cuisine I mean a dish out leh especially in chinese cuisine like <mandarin>那种什么担担面:na zhong shen me dan dan mian</mandarin> ah then they will ya then they will use like that no no no like legit leh like they will put like <mandarin>那种:na zhong</mandarin> peanut butter like <mandarin>一点点:yi dian dian</mandarin> into the sauce and then they mix it with other other I I don't know is it lah


, but anyway I I don't know lah cause <mandarin>我我不是一个:wo wo bu shi yi ge</mandarin> fan of peanut butter mah


okay, okay


#na sibei wu lui# ah


then, then the thing is you still like <mandarin>飞轮海咩:fei lun hai mie</mandarin> in that sense, then okay lor you are very faithful and loyal that's all I can say


ohh, okay lah now taiwan is actually uh legit for LGBT what


eh but the <mandarin>吴尊:wu zun</mandarin> very rich leh filthy rich leh, I heard lah, like I think <mandarin>他们:ta men</mandarin> recently just disclose <mandarin>他的那个:ta de na ge</mandarin> bungalow right <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> and not even bungalow I think is a mansion eh uh mansion ah


ah, !huh! !huh!


oh is is Beijing part ah not singapore ah, !wah! I I thought is for singapore <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> research purpose leh


train <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> robot


<mandarin>我没有想这样多多东西我只是:wo mei you xiang zhe yang duo duo dong xi wo zhi shi</mandarin> like okay sounds like, fun time with my friend


ha, err Lobang, to earn money like from other jobs you always email me


oh ya, , [orh]


(ppc), err I only join like one Lobang group on Whatsapp because my friend open these events, not events company usher company thing lah


but now no ushering ah because no big events, ah so sad I want to go to a concert so badly you know my concert in in february early this year got cancelled because of the COVID


I wanted to see them so badly I even like considered to buy the most most expensive I only bought like the, second most expensive ticket, then they refund me uh I I rather, ya refund in full ah


but I rather <mandarin>去听那个:qu ting na ge</mandarin> concert you know like, they reach the age to enlist to the military lah so I need to wait like four five years


winner, <mandarin>不用紧:bu yong jin</mandarin> I think you don't know, K pop K pop


winner, that no but I only got I only got into them in twenty sixteen twenty seventeen


ya so I think <mandarin>你认识我的时候:ni ren shi wo de shi hou</mandarin> I still didn't like them, (ppc), unfortunately ya BTS and black pink no because


they target the western market what that's why, big bang, oh ya


!wah! okay


err, I see whoever is <mandarin>好看的:hao kan de</mandarin> lor, then <mandarin>我就跟:wo jiu gen</mandarin> lor <mandarin>不好看的:bu hao kan de</mandarin> or not to my liking then I don't, I don't find out too much about them lah,


what is <mandarin>外貌协外貌:wai mao xie wai mao</mandarin> what, ya lah <mandarin>我很:wo hen</mandarin> shallow the what, , what's wrong being shallow I mean <mandarin>这个世界也是很:zhe ge shi jie ye shi hen</mandarin> shallow what so I'm just


I just brought up, in our society then I reflect what the society taught me I mean I I'm not saying the society is right, I also not say I'm right, but, is like neutral chaotic ah, you know the meme recently they talk neutral good neutral evil okay


nevermind I watch I see too much meme on Facebook, okay so they have like nine grids okay like the tic tac toe <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> pattern ah, then, then they will there's the, there's one one row I can not remember is one row or column ah is chaotic one is


ya I think is chaotic neutral and evil, then one is , [orh] [orh] column is chaotic neutral evil then row right


, so there's like neutral neutral ah, like


then like, then <mandarin>好跟坏中间有:hao gen huai zhong jian you</mandarin> grey line then <mandarin>好中间也是有:hao zhong jian ye shi you</mandarin> grey line <mandarin>你懂吗:ni dong ma</mandarin> like like if you're good person right how good are you, and how


normal good are you, like are you like an angel kind of good, or are you like what, human being kind of good or are you like a, a saint ah saint is is human right ya something like that lah


of, not Chim lah


all nothing better to do ah <mandarin>都是看:dou shi kan</mandarin> Facebook Instagram <mandarin>没有:mei you</mandarin> eh you know my generation not my generation the generation after !aiya! my brother's generation onwards right they don't use Facebook already eh they use Instagram then I feel so old


fine


(ppc), [orh], is it, (uh huh), then what do you see you don't follow social media ah


[orh], uh because outside very hard to watch Youtube, you know when I'm when I'm outside scroll Facebook err sometimes Twitter and mostly Instagram lor, but I like Facebook more ah Facebook got video got picture got text


got meme, no IG is only photos videos


!huh! I think Facebook more more interactive leh because they got more like, buttons like you can, like, I mean I wasn't thinking about the reaction is, more of the


profile, ya ya the sharing lah like, more things, I don't know eh


[orh], oh ya ya ya ya


some more <mandarin>如果你:ru guo ni</mandarin> post <mandarin>很多:hen duo</mandarin> picture then all your friends like all the individual picture then you regret posting them, no now I still post my pictures on Facebook but, I put them all private,


oh ya ya ya, ya


you know,


ya lah I mean, we don't have a lot of friends now, , don't need too much friends lah, and no I usually focus on remembering the year


because, is a bad habit I learned from korea lah like, I always know how old the person is first then I remember the birth year right I don't remember the birthday and the birth month then I like !wah! Siao


oh eh we will make a good match , , (ppc), everyone about the same lah


oh, , oh irene I can remember because they are all about the same, that's why


oh it's okay you can ask me I know their I know their birth year ya, eh wait, then you still working out or not, exercising at home, yoga


[orh], ah, oh okay


okay, , (uh huh)


(uh huh)


!huh! wear and tear, oh my gosh


(mmhmm), ya


oh


!huh!


(mmhmm)


again, ah, oh my god


did you buy those those like, chair err what, corrector ah seat chair corrector back


right like, okay it will help a bit but it's so uncomfortable at the same time because <mandarin>因为他是他是圆:yin wei ta shi ta shi yuan</mandarin> around <mandarin>那个屁股的:na ge pi gu de</mandarin> area then


then <mandarin>那个椅子是平的:na ge yi zi shi ping de</mandarin> what, then <mandarin>你会摇摇:ni hui yao yao</mandarin> then it's like I'm trying to work, here then <mandarin>一直摇摇:yi zhi yao yao</mandarin> like not, I mean it helps because I have to sit long hours before that was during circuit breaker also lah I I order because like !wah! <mandarin>坐很久到腰酸背痛:zuo hen jiu dao yao suan bei tong</mandarin> then I'm like I just buy one for my dad one for me


but then, but then like I don't see it, I mean it I feel better when I sit for the same duration, like


when I sit so maybe it help helps prevent me from like, hunching a bit, but if you don't have the hunchback problem I I think, normal cushion can help, I don't know leh


I don't know I I went to Q ten one, ya the cheap one ah, but, not bad lah it's sturdy it's not those like


ah, (uh huh), (ppc)


!huh! <mandarin>你真的有买:ni zhen de you mai</mandarin> as in you check out of your cart ah <mandarin>我只是:wo zhi shi</mandarin> add to cart I don't check out eh, , [orh]


(mmhmm),


, [orh]


[orh], but not good for your skin leh, ya, oh okay okay


got got fragrant one or not like oh the hippo hippo you know <mandarin>以前有那个广告那个:yi qian you na ge guang gao na ge</mandarin> hippo


[orh], ya <mandarin>真的是:zhen de shi</mandarin> adult <mandarin>了:le</mandarin> adult <mandarin>了:le</mandarin>


<mandarin>我也是在想要买什么东西:wo ye shi zai xiang yao mai shen me dong xi</mandarin> to organize, at work right I realise I really very disorganised eh then I I think I low key piss off my colleague eh then you know it was also the same week I saw you a major clean up your desk at work


then I'm like !wah! I need to be like you eh, I mean I I'm not I'm not messy, I am just disorganised, like I will put everything messy in one place then one place I can work


you know, then I know where everything is, ya


(uh huh)


[orh]


like, I


so I want to keep, don't judge me okay so like , no no I will still make use of those <mandarin>盒子:he zi</mandarin> like I will put


I will put more useless things inside that's why I mean I'm a very sentimental person also but I will keep letters okay wait wait so the K pop merchandise things right so I have this drawer I'm like do I put label everything K pop inside here or do I put like oh this one is merchandise for for display I mean for for keeping purposes and oh and then I separate to those practical one because I buy merchandise <mandarin>我舍得用以前的我不舍得用:wo she de yong yi qian de wo bu she de yong</mandarin> but <mandarin>我现在大了:wo xian zai da le</mandarin> hor I'm like


okay but I, , , okay


that's not wrong <mandarin>没有:mei you</mandarin> but the idol must be, must be advertising that also, it must be endorsed by him also !huh!


no <mandarin>值钱:zhi qian</mandarin> is not the right word is priceless they are so beautiful you can't put a price tag on beauty hello, okay ah you can lah you can but, okay don't be so agitated yet, ah


ya, !huh!, , oh


(uh huh), !huh! <mandarin>很小诶:hen xiao ei</mandarin> at least A three ah,


!wah! you, you can be my #marie kondo#, , okay okay <mandarin>我我搬去那边住的时候:wo wo ban qu na bian zhu de shi hou</mandarin> hor, I ask you to help me okay because like <mandarin>我有很多东西我很想丢:wo you hen duo dong xi wo hen xiang diu</mandarin> but


I just keep keeping it sentimental then I got a lot of notebooks leh like I go events I go and work, then <mandarin>现在哪里有用:xian zai na li you yong</mandarin> notebook


ya ya, oh ya that's true but I, I use pen and paper but <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> just


(mmhmm), japanese, eh <P1>hui fen</P1> I update you on something, I I went I tried, when I tried to try


offline dating, but <mandarin>要还钱:yao huan qian</mandarin> leh then I mean, !huh! what, okay okay maybe not no because like


like, like how well I want to pick her job lah that's the thing is not is not, it's not that part it's like, I want to try to be match maker also but maybe not for boy and girl but for jobs you know but I mean that one is HR already lah


is like <mandarin>你要:ni yao</mandarin> match <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> puzzle piece you know, but <mandarin>我是怕:wo shi pa</mandarin> match <mandarin>错:cuo</mandarin> okay I don't know lah


(uh huh), eh but I I graduate after those years eh I mean before the year eh


what is trying, eh I'm ya, ya eh, no lah twenty eighteen I graduate already ya


I mean, I realise after this current, the experience with my first full time job I mean it's not bad experience is just I


but you know as time pass, then like, then is because my, my bosses like not the most flexible person


otherwise I'm okay one leh I very I very flexible what so if somebody want to, try to Siam or try to !aiya! get it over and done with you know but like <mandarin>越来越严重:yue lai yue yan zhong</mandarin> ah then I don't think I can last


I mean, one year already so I'm like okay lah whatever lah I wanted to Tahan until two years one eh but then like !wah! if I cry every week like not worth it ah my mental health, because


ya no is ya ya ya is the, female will micro then the male will set a lot of rules a lot of expectations then I'm like we're not even trained eh everything is learn on the job one


and then even if you learn on the job <mandarin>不一定:bu yi ding</mandarin> learn <mandarin>得对:de dui</mandarin> you know, is like, ya is <mandarin>自己:zi ji</mandarin> you go and figure out what, like the thing thrown at you you just try to figure out then, then if we cannot do according to his expectation right he like he not happy say oh you offended this rule then I'm like <mandarin>不爽:bu shuang</mandarin> lah like you didn't teach me then you still want to penalise me for something


!wah! I don't know


ya lah, (ppc) no I'm okay with all these I actually quite okay with all these is, I think <mandarin>的重点是:de zhong dian shi</mandarin> like I don't have time for myself, so like and then you know my my mom a bit toxic right, like


like on my off days, I cannot rest <mandarin>他讲我很懒惰:ta jiang wo hen lan duo</mandarin> on my off days eh then I'm like !wah! please lah <mandarin>我昨天做到九点:wo zuo tian zuo dao jiu dian</mandarin> then <mandarin>我的学生欺负我:wo de xue sheng qi fu wo</mandarin> you know, is, no !wah! is you know if kids bully you you really cannot tell anybody one eh you tell your boss they also cannot help you tell your colleague they also not teaching the class you tell the kids you think they care you tell the parents the parents will be like all kids this age is like that one what


then I'm like I just want to


you know, ya then, I mean the main purpose I I want to leave is because I really don't have time for myself to actually like distress, like the first first few months was okay because I wasn't that stress is because after that they put me in charge of one campus


then like got more stress more responsibility ah but I no time to distress, you last time I off day <mandarin>还可以出去玩现在:hai ke yi chu qu wan xian zai</mandarin> my off day need to go and see, go and go popular find have or not, the things I need for my school


!aiya!, I don't know eh, I don't know I I don't think I will be a good teacher but I want to try


because like I really care for the kids, ya lah, I got a lot of parents like me eh, they can see my since my son sing


got three to like twelve years old, is a big age range I know


depends leh actually secondary school students <mandarin>有一些很恐怖:you yi xie hen kong bu</mandarin> leh, ya, I mean I try to I try to friend friend with some people one like my all my students right I try to friend friend with them, but I feel like <mandarin>会不会:hui bu hui</mandarin> not appropriate ah


boundary right, okay I think if the student is not rude to me right


I will close one eye if the student is rude I will draw the boundary lor, but some, oh really ah