(mmhmm), (mmhmm),


(mmhmm), vietnam is just so and is interesting, ya ya just say just say


!walao!, , , , oh


okay, , !wah!


, your your friends know each other or not


but you you don't find it dumb meh you don't find it dumb meh then <mandarin>他讲他的朋友会去你的朋友也是讲会去:ta jiang ta de peng you hui qu ni de peng you ye shi jiang hui qu</mandarin> then <mandarin>你的朋友白到他的朋友也是白到:ni de peng you bai dao ta de peng you ye shi bai dao</mandarin> you know come on lah just think lah I think <mandarin>他他一开始只是:ta ta yi kai shi zhi shi</mandarin> plan <mandarin>要跟你去而已:yao gen ni qu er yi</mandarin> then then <mandarin>后来他讲:hou lai ta jiang</mandarin> oh sorry lah my friend <mandarin>白到:bai dao</mandarin> on us and then we go okay lah then <mandarin>因为你机票都买好了你也没有可能不去吗对不对:yin wei ni ji piao dou mai hao le ni ye mei you ke neng bu qu ma dui bu dui</mandarin> then might as well just <mandarin>去:qu</mandarin> lor (ppc)


okay, then then, just say,


ya lor I think they plan <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> hor then <mandarin>一开始:yi kai shi</mandarin> !wah! <mandarin>我们我们我们一起下去:wo men wo men wo men yi qi xia qu</mandarin> vietnam travel then <mandarin>后面:hou mian</mandarin> then !aiya! <mandarin>不要:bu yao</mandarin> lah <mandarin>给他们两个一个机会:gei ta men liang ge yi ge ji hui</mandarin> lah


I mean I don't know what you all do lah but I think I know lah (ppc), ya


january who confess, who confess, damn bro <mandarin>你这样:ni zhe yang</mandarin> steady ah then <mandarin>他跟你讲:ta gen ni jiang</mandarin> eh <mandarin>我喜欢你要不要:wo xi huan ni yao bu yao</mandarin> Ai stead Mai


err <mandarin>暧暧昧:ai ai mei</mandarin> is it in chinese, ya, ya cause my


ya cause my chinese no good, ya ya, ya <mandarin>有一点暧昧暧昧这样:you yi dian ai mei ai mei zhe yang</mandarin> then


!wow! that's rich, oh okay, !wah! <mandarin>很:hen</mandarin> typical !huh! so he's a typical type of guy !huh!


err cause I remember me and my ex right we we never confess ah like I never confess confess to her she never confessed to me, like, like kind of weird lah okay I just share mine ah, ya as in but you know she cheat on me lah so


ya but never mind but I mean err the first part was quite sweet lah cause okay I just share mine ah, okay so okay, like she like my ex right she's my, like cause I got one very very brother brother like <mandarin>兄弟:xiong di</mandarin> lah okay then then he said eh he want to intro me a girlfriend lah is like <mandarin>是他女朋友的闺蜜:shi ta nv peng you de gui mi</mandarin> ah


ya something like that lah, ya cause he said I want to intro then okay lor intro intro lor then we go out eat and stuff lah then , then the then the second day <mandarin>因为我们那天出去:yin wei wo men na tian chu qu</mandarin> mah like <mandarin>我们去吃东西:wo men qu chi dong xi</mandarin> then <mandarin>去我的那个兄弟家:qu wo de na ge xiong di jia</mandarin> like <mandarin>我们四个:wo men si ge</mandarin> lah


like Jio <mandarin>我们一起打:wo men yi qi da</mandarin> game <mandarin>还是什么:hai shi shen me</mandarin> like get get to know each other better lah, ya so something like that lah, then err, !huh! what, ya ya okay lah like not bad leh then then <mandarin>我们后面只有:wo men hou mian zhi you</mandarin> like <mandarin>我们有打:wo men you da</mandarin> game like we played the like something like ML lah the mobile legend thing


ya then we play game together cause like the my ex she like to play mobile legend mah, ya then then we just like we get to know each other better, like we just cause we play mobile legend right I think is like is like a medium is like we just


I think she also know like I kind of got feeling for her then I also know that she kind of got feeling for me cause my my brother <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> girlfriend tell me that I I think my my friend ah kind of got feeling for you ah, ya like she ya she just tell me on phone I think like my my friend got some sort of got feeling for you lor


like <mandarin>你喜欢她的话你自己去跟她多讲话:ni xi huan ta de hua ni zi ji qu gen ta duo jiang hua</mandarin> lor then we just play game together but but my brother the girlfriend is there lah cause she scared we awkward and stuff mah, ya but actually didn't awkward leh then then we just like we got chit chat or we play game ah so that's why I say it's like a medium ah


then, then !wah! <mandarin>我很久了:wo hen jiu le</mandarin> like <mandarin>二零一八年的:er ling yi ba nian de</mandarin> valentine ah, ya <mandarin>因为:yin wei</mandarin> valentine <mandarin>十四二月十四:shi si er yue shi si</mandarin> mah then valentine <mandarin>二月十三:er yue shi san</mandarin> mah


ya, err no lah I think I think some sort of she confessed to me, err not not really to confess lah cause , err that day err, then <mandarin>我兄弟的那个女朋友就讲:wo xiong di de na ge nv peng you jiu jiang</mandarin> like like <mandarin>我们四个出去吃:wo men si ge chu qu chi</mandarin> lor okay lah <mandarin>去吃吃:qu chi chi</mandarin> cause <mandarin>我跟我的那个:wo gen wo de na ge</mandarin> ex like <mandarin>我们也是:wo men ye shi</mandarin> okay lah like <mandarin>我们也是比较熟了:wo men ye shi bi jiao shu le</mandarin> mah and we will talk and stuff


they ask me how school and stuff cause that time she study in MI, ya that time she study in MI then she year three ya, then like quite stressful lah but she still willing to spend time to play with me then I quite grateful for that lah


ya ya then


then <mandarin>我我:wo wo</mandarin> then the girlfriend also like kind of angry leh then the girlfriend also go home mah, then then the girlfriend say ah might as well <mandarin>你们两个去吃:ni men liang ge qu chi</mandarin> lah like since since my, like, my boyfriend not coming some thing like that, ya but before that like


like <mandarin>因为我是去因为我们是:yin wei wo shi qu yin wei wo men shi</mandarin> meet <mandarin>在他女朋友的家:zai ta nv peng you de jia</mandarin> mah, then then she went she never wear pants you know then I just go in the room then I saw I saw I saw my ex like with just her underwear and like like she got wear shirt lah but she only wear underwear then I just went out of the room lah


ya ya ya what like, you just you just imagine lah, then after that like <mandarin>我们走下楼:wo men zou xia lou</mandarin> mah <mandarin>因为我的好兄弟跟他的:yin wei wo de hao xiong di gen ta de</mandarin> Zha-Bor <mandarin>住很靠近:zhu hen kao jin</mandarin> lah then we we supposed to walk to the


then <mandarin>那个我我:na ge wo wo</mandarin> brother <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> Zha-Bor <mandarin>就讲:jiu jiang</mandarin> oh ya I just I just hear a name okay if not I very keep repeating I just call my brother <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> girlfriend her name jesley lah okay, ya then then then jesley say err okay <mandarin>你们:ni men</mandarin> <mandarin>两个我我走去前面不要打扰你们:liang ge wo wo zou qu qian mian bu yao da rao ni men</mandarin> ah


ya then you know, then <mandarin>有有那个:you you na ge</mandarin> feel <mandarin>了:le</mandarin> mah, let's see then you know like she, she she she just hold my hand lah, ya cause cause the jesley like walk in front mah you know she said like <mandarin>不要当电灯泡:bu yao dang dian deng pao</mandarin> mah something like that lah


ya then she just walk in front like she walk damn fast then she pull on her earpiece and stuff lah then then then kind of like


not not shake hand lah but like I think you know right you know what I'm talking about, ya ya then <mandarin>她可能一开始:ta ke neng yi kai shi</mandarin>


ya then then <mandarin>我就是跟她牵手:wo jiu shi gen ta qian shou</mandarin> then halfway <mandarin>我是我的手:wo shi wo de shou</mandarin> like <mandarin>我们的手指:wo men de shou zhi</mandarin> like, you know what I'm saying, ya then she say eh <mandarin>这样子不是不是很舒服:zhe yang zi bu shi bu shi hen shu fu</mandarin> leh


then we then we just change ah then <mandarin>牵手了就:qian shou le jiu</mandarin> but I mean I mean isn't it obvious like <mandarin>我们都牵手了:wo men dou qian shou le</mandarin> of course like we like, like we kind of like got not kind of lah we've got feeling for each other and


, , ya <mandarin>一牵手所以:yi qian shou suo yi</mandarin> I mean is is already damn obvious what like <mandarin>我们已经很喜欢互相了:wo men yi jing hen xi huan hu xiang le</mandarin> but then we will hold each other hand stuff stuff like that right


(ppc) ya so <mandarin>我就:wo jiu</mandarin> why you oh my god me ah does it sound dumb to you


you know like like how you want to describe awkward ah, ya, ya lah we we never confess or anything you know it's just like the jesley walk in front of right then it's kind of she like like she hint me lah


like <mandarin>为为什么有其他天不可以吃饭为什么要在:wei wei shen me you qi ta tian bu ke yi chi fan wei shen me yao zai</mandarin> valentine


ya then okay lah then then then you know she say she say she said, ya ya, err <mandarin>对对:dui dui</mandarin> , ya ya


, ya like okay lor <mandarin>在一起:zai yi qi</mandarin> lah like okay lor <mandarin>在一起:zai yi qi</mandarin> lah like you you be my ya something like that like very, still still quite funny to think back like you just you


, err, like two months two months plus, ya quite short right


ya but, two month two months a lot of things happen lah, ya, ya that's how we got to know each other lah then <mandarin>后面后面我那个:hou mian hou mian wo na ge</mandarin> jesley <mandarin>没有去了:mei you qu le</mandarin> mah, ya and then me and her go eat lor then


ya, !wah! like ya ya <mandarin>讲讲之前都:jiang jiang zhi qian dou</mandarin> like <mandarin>有:you</mandarin> like <mandarin>不是讲讲话讲到有感情:bu shi jiang jiang hua jiang dao you gan qing</mandarin> lah I think, I think like she is kind of like I don't know lah I think she's straight forward ah <mandarin>因为是她先牵我的手:yin wei shi ta xian qian wo de shou</mandarin> mah I think I'm more attractive to her lor please than she's attracted to me


ya, ya cause cause I I I I think you know now I'm kind of I don't know if you think I'm fat do you think I'm fat


ya, like mix like a lot of people say mix ah


is it ya ya


ya ya that's obvious lah is like you compare you you know our err our, err IT in business module right there's this one very fat guy, uh <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> err like the one obviously never gym ah like <mandarin>那个放屁:na ge fang pi</mandarin> then <mandarin>他他还一个:ta ta hai yi ge</mandarin> <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin>


ya lah but but he <mandarin>放屁:fang pi</mandarin> first then he and what the like come on man ya


ya, ya, ya lah but I think the the guy kind of autistic lah cause cause you know that the day we we study at like you know err


then <mandarin>我们不要我们不要转转右我们走直那里不是有个:wo men bu yao wo men bu yao zhuan zhuan you wo men zou zhi na li bu shi you ge</mandarin> staircase <mandarin>上去:shang qu</mandarin> lor, then <mandarin>那里有很多那个桌子:na li you hen duo na ge zhuo zi</mandarin> mah


like <mandarin>给我们读书的:gei wo men du shu de</mandarin> mah then you know RP got those like <mandarin>很粗的那个:hen cu de na ge</mandarin> pole like to the to the top of the building ah is like to hold the building that the thing right, then then <mandarin>那个那个那个肥的:na ge na ge na ge fei de</mandarin> lah then <mandarin>他走下来:ta zou xia lai</mandarin> mah then you know he he like he walked straight ah then <mandarin>他他要撞到那个:ta ta yao zhuang dao na ge</mandarin> pole <mandarin>了对吗:le dui ma</mandarin> then you know what he do he he walked in all the way


towards the pole right then he side step, you know you know you know side step side step or not is like, like <mandarin>他走到那个柱子前面对吗:ta zou dao na ge zhu zi qian mian dui ma</mandarin> then <mandarin>他他走到因为跌撞到了:ta ta zou dao yin wei die zhuang dao le</mandarin> mah <mandarin>不可能撞上去:bu ke neng zhuang shang qu</mandarin> mah


like he side stepped the thing is like, it's like you know crab walk or not, ya then <mandarin>因为因为你不可能撞到那个柱子:yin wei yin wei ni bu ke neng zhuang dao na ge zhu zi</mandarin> mah then he just side step the pole then me and me and #you jin# and dawn we saw then then we laugh damn loud lah cause like that come on that's some autistic move man


then you know what he do he walk in front towards the pole right and then he stop there then he sidestepped


ya ya like, ya ya ya ya ya ya ya ya ya like like that's why that's why we say like like this guy dumb or some you know ah, ya then then we laugh, okay lah <mandarin>那个讲到讲到有点远:na ge jiang dao jiang dao you dian yuan</mandarin> lah okay ya like like like


ya my ex ya my ex then because that time right because now I hundred and, hundred ten plus plus ah again I just tell you lah I'm one one five lah okay, ya ya but that that time when I'm together with her right then I'm ninety


ya cause cause ninety ah cause I mean my weight now one one five I don't look very fat right then ninety of course I look a bit better lah, ya, then I think maybe she find me such joke ah, ya I don't know I don't know !aiya! just joking ya


ya, err, I can I can I can try to find lah cause I really never talk to her for damn long mah, why !huh! why you want to know !huh! you want to know my tastes lah !huh!


oh so you want to know my tastes of girl my taste of girl !huh!, the very highest standard one very very Chio one like your standard err no don't don't don't no no no no you are pretty lah you are pretty


ya you are pretty like I'm not joking I think you are good looking ya you look decent, okay lor then you don't want then I don't say lor I say you look ugly lor, ya I think I think you look decent ya


ya so err ya lah, ya no problem no problem ya cause cause cause you say I look kind of got gym mah then just compliment back a bit lah like you know it's kind of like a one for one trade you know ya ya then ya lah then <mandarin>那天跟她去吃:na tian gen ta qu chi</mandarin> lor then <mandarin>我送她回家:wo song ta hui jia</mandarin> oh okay lah okay since I tell you until here right you might as well I just tell you like our first date ah


that one not even date okay is like we already stead , like <mandarin>都已经在一起了:dou yi jing zai yi qi le</mandarin> then !wah! that one damn dumb sia now I look back also dumb then ya okay I just say the thing <mandarin>那天那天我送她回家:na tian na tian wo song ta hui jia</mandarin> mah, then <mandarin>我们搭:wo men da</mandarin> MRT then like I don't know lah maybe she try to do something sweet lah


then she ah, like she say she sleepy cause got no seat mah, ya and then she lie on the shoulder !wah! I I don't know if I can say until like this, cause but I think !wah! like <mandarin>很爽:hen shuang</mandarin> leh <mandarin>被女孩子靠是很爽:bei nv hai zi kao shi hen shuang</mandarin> leh


ya ya cause cause I think she got put perfume mah then smell damn nice , ya, then then then after <mandarin>到因为她住:dao yin wei ta zhu</mandarin> Sembawang mah, ya like that that's why I never go Sembawang for damn long cause damn sad lah cause I used to send her home quite often


ya, ya lah, then then <mandarin>我跟他讲:wo gen ta jiang</mandarin> eh my my ex stay damn near cause you know sun plaza is damn, you know sun plaza is like, then then like is just beside Sembawang MRT mah


ya cause then she stay near sun plaza, ya so so that's like you know how how near it is like I walk from #you jin# house to my ex house right is like two minutes, ya


then then <mandarin>我送她回:wo song ta hui</mandarin> mah then <mandarin>到到:dao dao</mandarin> Sembawang <mandarin>了:le</mandarin> then ya then <mandarin>我问她我有问她一个很笨的问题:wo wen ta wo you wen ta yi ge hen ben de wen ti</mandarin> cause you know I damn I quite Paiseh one I I'm not how I look okay I I look I look tough ah but I'm not tough


ya then I ask her eh <mandarin>我可以:wo ke yi</mandarin> , no I I just ask eh, like <mandarin>我可以搂你的:wo ke yi lou ni de</mandarin> you know like like can I put my hand on your waist something like that ya I just ask her


then then then I think she also like, ya ya ya


ya then I then I then I shocked sia I just ya, then <mandarin>你要放住一下子她讲很热很热拿开:ni yao fang zhu yi xia zi ta jiang hen re hen re na kai</mandarin> lah


what the ya like like like <mandarin>不是在讲那种:bu shi zai jiang na zhong</mandarin> like <mandarin>生气:sheng qi</mandarin> lah then <mandarin>他讲有点热:ta jiang you dian re</mandarin> you know, ya then I just <mandarin>没有放:mei you fang</mandarin> then <mandarin>我不是送她因为她家住一楼:wo bu shi song ta yin wei ta jia zhu yi lou</mandarin> mah


I <mandarin>我没有问:wo mei you wen</mandarin> lah you you know cause, the first like not like I don't know if you all want to do the thing lah but at least must kiss mah, ya ya that's like the basic thing ah then


then I never say anything lah like I look I look at her she looked at me like <mandarin>我们看住:wo men kan zhu</mandarin> lah, then I think we we looked at each other for like two seconds then she, I think I think she something like !aiya! never mind lah


then she just do the move like she kiss me, ya cause cause cause she shorter mah like ya ya she shorter than me ah like then for her to kiss me right she she she need to hold my face and tiptoe a bit ah, ya cause ya then she then she then she just kiss me and kissed me on the lip and the cheek ah


ya then, !wah! then my my heart , !wah! you know my heart jumped damn fast you know, then you know what's even more dumb because that this kind of thing like should the guy make the first move mah you know


ya then then <mandarin>我就问她:wo jiu wen ta</mandarin> lah, ya, then I just ask her <mandarin>你可以再亲我一次吗:ni ke yi zai qin wo yi ci ma</mandarin> ya then she just kiss me one more time she Zao home she say bye bye


then, what, ya like like you you just imagine ah like cause she she kind of shorter than me like like I don't know twenty CM or fifteen CM


like she she she look one five five one five plus ah one five seven ah something like that I think somewhere your height ah, ya somewhere your height a bit a bit, shorter than you


ya so so she must tip toe to hold my face then she can ya ya, ya so then I was free ah then I think ah like


ya because I don't know lah maybe that time I still don't know how to talk to a girl then is like she said I stood there like one <mandarin>木头人:mu tou ren</mandarin> lah like


, ya she say I like a dumb dumb mah, ya I tell her sorry I not experienced


not not first ah, like cause cause cause my first I think we we never eh , ya, ya never do anything one cause like last time quite dumb mah


ya, err something like that lah okay ya, cause in two thousand mah then that time I eighteen lah


the year I taking N level bro, ya, ya like I thought she's mature cause, like the first day we date I ask her like


cause I younger than her mah, err ya I younger than her by two years, no no no she's she's studying in MI bro, ya ya then I ask her lah I say err, like <mandarin>我跟你在一起你父母会反对吗:wo gen ni zai yi qi ni fu mu hui fan dui ma</mandarin> like something like that lah


then she say no lah like if like we can we can have our relationship like, until next year then she tell her parents or something like that lor then I ask her, like, since this year is like this year is like very important for us ah she's taking her N level


err no she's taking her A level I'm taking N level right, then I ask her like would you mind or not like cause we are busy lah, !wah! she said never mind then I said okay lah let's Stead lor, ya, but after that she's she's ya I I don't know ah I think I think that's a mature move for me ah


cause, I think that's the like a very realistic problem mah, ya <mandarin>真的很现实:zhen de hen xian shi</mandarin> mah <mandarin>她她要考:ta ta yao kao</mandarin> A level leh I I mean it's not err come on lah is way tougher than is way more tougher and important than N level okay cause I was taking N level


ya is like, poly or ITE but I made it to poly lah, ya lah, then I ask her lor, ya then she say


never mind then let her say okay let's Stead lor, but after that she still choose, ya she's still choose to disappoint me, I don't know, no she overseas she overseas bro


you know she's, she's in australia, , but I don't know I don't know lah I think I heard she became very err , you know err


you you know lah you know lah, ya, ya I will tell you the story again,


, , I don't know, ,


ya then,


(mmhmm)


ya ya I know, like


I Kena peer pressure by you lah, Nah nothing nothing <mandarin>没有没有没有:mei you mei you mei you</mandarin> <mandarin>开玩笑:kai wan xiao</mandarin> nothing nothing nothing sorry boss sorry boss joking joking, ya but, I guess, it's just


you know , ya you you just say lah


!huh!, but I guess is life lah, you know sometimes people and things change too fast until you couldn't recognise them, it's sad to see you know


cause we we we broke up like officially in april, then, june august was my, jesley birthday, ya


ya then, at first I didn't want to go cause I know my ex is gonna be there, ya then, ya ya then you know


she knows, no err ya we never talk ah is over like, that that that day I just wear Lupsup cause I don't care I mean is just like, I just go there to eat mah, ya, then you know you know as in like (ppc) hold on damn sad bro


like err I have to see her smoke and drink in front of me, I don't know I think I think she got do this kind of stuff before we even got together is just, she refuse to change ah


I don't know lah I I don't know I really don't know but I predict that she got smoke and drink before we even got together like is just like she she tried to hide lah or she , but she chose not to ah, maybe she wanted to become good girl then she don't smoke and drink lah


but after that ya the birthday party when like I saw her smoke and drink lah, then you know the dress she wear so short you know, like legit damn damn damn like those like she legit look like some nightclub girl ah


ya like like the just damn short bro like legit like one like don't know two CM up then can see #teh kor# already or something like that, ya


before that I think she just some good girl ah like, I think she don't know how to err like I think she don't know how to dress up dress up, but but like I really wouldn't mind though I really don't mind one, ya


ya then she got put makeup <mandarin>放:fang</mandarin> lipstick eyelashes then <mandarin>她:ta</mandarin> like <mandarin>放把那个:fang ba na ge</mandarin> eyelashes <mandarin>放到很长:fang dao hen chang</mandarin> lah then she looked like some you know, you know some Geylang like some Geylang girl, like like like to be honest lah


, ya and then ya like like like what can I do I I I cannot do anything right like is just, sad to see sad to say


ya, and so, ya, so now


, ya lah, then so I think that's why like some chinese saying is like really very good ah


ya there was this saying like, like <mandarin>你要学坏的话:ni yao xue huai de hua</mandarin> like is just <mandarin>真的很快你就可以学坏了:zhen de hen kuai ni jiu ke yi xue huai le</mandarin> like <mandarin>学坏就是:xue huai jiu shi</mandarin> like you all go do you all like go do all those nonsense lah like you go drink you go you go fight then you go lah you you skip school


ya all the bad things lah rebellious thing lah like you think cool ah like you join a gang, ya <mandarin>学坏三天学好三年:xue huai san tian xue hao san nian</mandarin> mah, ya <mandarin>因为因为之前我也是:yin wei yin wei zhi qian wo ye shi</mandarin> kind of kind of like <mandarin>坏的:huai de</mandarin> cause although I never do bad things lah is just I I don't like I don't like to going to school lor


like Kena bullied and stuff lah , ya then, ya ya but still I, I cannot use that as an excuse you know like


people bully me then I chose to give up myself meh, ya lah, ya lah is like is, if if if I put it very realistic, I can I can choose I can choose not to become a loser mah


ya but but I choose to become one ah, ya, I mean ya lah, ya it it took me quite a long time to like really <mandarin>学好:xue hao</mandarin> cause I really when I Ponteng I really don't study one leh, ya the worst year I only went to school for fifty eight days ah on the report book


ya on report book I only go to school for fifty eight days ah but I think in reality less than that lah cause, some some school days I just go school I put MC, then they also got give me attendance mah


not but is that that time is my sister pick up lor, ya but my sister was like, ya like I think that period of time like my parents also gave up on me ah


ya lor, they they they they they come once in a while lah they stay for one or two months, ya, dumb right


ya lah, ,


ya so I'm glad that now I, like, it's like I think I <mandarin>叛逆:pan ni</mandarin> all the way from sec two to sec five, no cause that time like that time err like N level right only study one month before N level


seventeen seventeen uh sixteen sixteen, ya, ya I got sixteen


ya, born to study no lah not born to study bro you think now no lah I if I say until like this kind of flexing ah ya but but I think now I can still study other than I think my GPA okay lah


but I can still study harder you know, cause I think my effort like not enough ah if I put enough effect I think I can score higher , no bro I'm not those four pointer okay <mandarin>我真的拿不到:wo zhen de na bu dao</mandarin> four pointer <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> ah I know I know where my ability stands ah I know if I work damn hard maybe I can get three point eight ya lah I think I think


ya lah but then I ask you to study with me you also never study with me one, no bro you didn't you did not okay I think I think you look down on me that's why you don't want to study with me right !huh! is that what you saying !huh!


!huh!, bro don't let me say ya !huh! you find me some weird weird person right !huh!, no lah no lah but, okay lah, like, my N level I only study one month before lor, ya then I get sixteen lah then !wah!


err one night before that that kind of person err I mean honestly no need say lah, like like you just go straight to ITE lah I mean not look down on ITE ah but that's where that's where they would go lor


ya then for my O level I only study three months before O level, ya like like, twenty four, twenty four, ya, ya I mean twenty four not good lah but, #heng heng# ah can go poly


ya lah like <mandarin>可以去到:ke yi qu dao</mandarin> poly <mandarin>就好:jiu hao</mandarin> lah like, then those environment is not good for you to study lah confirm


ya then that that's what I say bro like that time sec three like <mandarin>我的我的中学有带我我下去:wo de wo de zhong xue you dai wo wo xia qu</mandarin> ITE mah like the whole class lah like like a few classes ah


like cause cause they think NA class like those NA student most likely will go to ITE then my school just bring us go ITE then see how ITE is like lor , ya then then like <mandarin>我记得很清楚:wo ji de hen qing chu</mandarin> like just, ya I just I I think I go into one of the toilet then you inside got four person right like they just


down there smoking, and is not I'm not scared or what lah it's just , I find it weird ah then I just go out then they laugh at me eh, then they then stuff like that lor then okay lor


like I, you you can say lah it's okay lah , ya I mean I mean I mean this convo is, doesn't include name lah so just say whatever you want to say lor, ya


ya like like don't want to study or do it do all these stupid thing then <mandarin>拿那个:na na ge</mandarin> hammer <mandarin>敲桌子:qiao zhuo zi</mandarin> then they play music


, ya lah like dumb dumb sia then <mandarin>他们拿:ta men na</mandarin> hammer then <mandarin>拿那个:na na ge</mandarin> spanner then they make music, dumb bro, , ya


like those like wood <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> ya then they they they slammed the


then they slammed the table then was so dumb <mandarin>因为我我的学校:yin wei wo wo de xue xiao</mandarin> like, then <mandarin>也是很靠近:ye shi hen kao jin</mandarin> err DM office, then <mandarin>弄到很大声:nong dao hen da sheng</mandarin> like until the DM also come down like like just shout at them and stuff lah then I think a few Kena caning


like cause cause cause the table kind of break already, ya like <mandarin>那个那个桌子都有点坏掉:na ge na ge zhuo zi dou you dian huai diao</mandarin> you know like dumb right


ya, , yes, hello, can you hear me man, say ya say ya talk lah


(mmhmm), uh, ya dumb hor


ya like ya lah like, I see !wah! damn dumb sia, !wah!, ya is childish ah but I mean, not trying the mistake ah but I think is funny ah


like isn't it funny to look back like all the stupid shit you do, ya, ya like err ya a lot of memory ah hor, then <mandarin>你讲那种以前:ni jiang na zhong yi qian</mandarin> !wah! <mandarin>什么去去:shen me qu qu</mandarin> like I don't know what about you ah but that time


I go canteen like the aunty not looking I just take the food and Zao, ya [eh] brother one hour already [eh]


hi, , hello how are you


okay okay, okay beauty in everyone


, (uh huh)


okay okay


uh definition of beauty eh okay, uh personally I think I don't have any good looks, so beauty to me I would define it as personality and manners adab lah adab


, , what about you like what's your definition of beauty,


insecurities


, , (uh huh)


okay look before kita start [kan] , okay like for you do you think beauty, uh okay macam mana nak cakap eh , beauty in the long term would you ya would you for example would you friend someone who is okay because for beauty some people define it as good looks but then good looks to me uh I I see as a short term thing


ten years down the road bila kita dah ageing then you know it'll be no longer as beautiful as you were, ya ya ya


ya okay so my question is like do you think , macam for example friendship lah macam kita nak buat kawan baru [kan], would you would you go for that beauty in the short term basis or a long term basis


, okay


(mmhmm), true true true, attention ya


(mmhmm)


true true, ah, ah,


(mmhmm), (uh huh), like


true true true, okay uh


okay okay untuk aku [kan] because poli poli aku lah macam what I can observe was from my course most of them most of them like


uh for my course okay because my course, my course banyak cliques tau then in the year one ya during year one we have this orientation [kan] so macam apa aku observe [kan], they the popular ones they tend to find they tend to clique each other so like popular what my definition of popular is dia orang popular and then they are


they are very loud, ya they are very vocal lah then and they have good looks also so


ya fashion wise also ah, yes


(mmhmm) ya, ya


, ya true,


ya true, so it's very very subjective lah in terms of macam mana dia orang select uh friends and ya and how the friendship last till


ten years down the road ya, true true


yes, competition, oh okay


(mmhmm), oh ya


okay, uh for working life eh, I think, it's subjective also because if you were to join in in the beauty industry then I think like good looks is the first ya like first priority that they will look into then followed by talent


but then like if we were talking about like general industry so macam teaching ke uh, ya design ke ataupun like social service ya F&B also then I think what is for me if I want to be an employer then I would first look like experience and like how willing is a person


to how willing is the person to work in my company, and then beauty is like, I don't know like I don't really place any priority in beauty


ya (mmhmm), err yes yes, ya ya


(mmhmm),


, beauty in appearance or mindset personality wise, uh, okay like I think it's natural for humans to like


the first the first glance ya yes yes yes


the lelaki yang ada certain features so ya so it really is very subjective but for me, err yes , okay so for me appearance or mindset in a partner


first time impression or, ah okay,


(mmhmm), okay, uh I think will be mindset slash personality wise, like kau nak share


uh okay okay, okay uh okay untuk aku [kan] macam if I want to find a partner


uh for me I place I I put more I mean macam macam mana eh my first first


we are into only the good looks then like I said macam in apa ten ten years down the road they will also age then they will no longer look the same so macam to me I will look more in terms of the long term


cause long term aspect lah so macam mindset and personality so macam personality and mindset is something that your bring uh macam mana eh it's like since yang kau dah ada personality and mindset also so it's like how how how your personality and mindset like


don't have good personality or mindset then, ya like what's the point of the marriage ya, intelligence


(mmhmm), err you groom yourself lah,


(mmhmm)


oh okay,


, okay uh firstly memang aku ada watak a lot of insecurities and low self esteem


if we if you were to put me in a room where there's a lot of like pretty pretty like girls and or or we we are we like the most most like insecure person lah


ya that


I hate,


, uh


ya okay the, uh , okay no before


okay okay best ke dalam topic of friendship [kan]


do you think girls or boys place more importance on the good looks, when making friends for the first time,


, subjective lah also


I don't know whether boys I mean they do have insecurities and all but they place more on like macam their, practical they're quite practical


like like you can even see like the conversation between girls and boys boys mostly macam I mean, not to generalize lah macam like boys they generally talk about like, uh apa macam like topics that are not so emotionally involved I would say ya


uh ya, comparing ya


ya better , ya should we move on


beauty standards is it (ppc),


, ya


yes, suicide


(oo),


, ya I think uh


err yes yes, uh yes, (mmhmm) yes


actually for that topic aku pernah lah belajar lah in aku punya course if like, uh if there's a term, uh if I'm not wrong the term is dysfunctional , ya dysfunctional ya so it's basically like the society is not


uh it's it's rather it's rather to have that society like even though the uh beauty standards or the socioeconomic status is not


rather than to have a society that macam everyone is equal but then it's not functioning in terms of macam they are not hardworking or they don't have any high hopes ya


so I think ya, yes yes any ya any competition also, ya yes yes yes


ya I'm not really sure what's the term lah but ya, ,


ya ya, any any drive to move forward, true true


ya, , (mmhmm), oh dear


K pop,


ya, yes yes I agree


, oh


oh, biasness, true true


yes, , oh ya


they they apa tu they are attached more onto the expectation rather than reality,


ya true , the negative lah,


, true true


true


true, oprah winfrey err okay,


true true, about


what's the what's the topic again, success okay, success also uh


ya I think in the if you want to be successful in the long term then it should be your skills your experience, other than beauty beauty as in beauty good looks then


uh no I don't think in the long term you be as successful as the one who have uh experience and skills


fashion


uh ya,


yes yes, lain macam extra


okay err then our us okay about the fashion thingy right, uh


okay so now, let's move on to the fashion side so ya okay so for fashion like, , okay so for fashion back in those days macam nineties eighties [kan]


I know you know I'm ,


hipster, ya just to fit in I would say


like do you think the, the no the fashion macam mana eh do you think the fashion style and fashion trend is more


okay okay can can can,


, oh yes social media, (mmhmm)


pinterest, tiktok yes yes yes, yes


ya you just like the fashion, , ya true


, just to fit in yes


err okay, it's the influenza


, (mmhmm)


oh,


oh pasal journey is it, oh I know I know err if you want to go eh if you want to go far you go by yourself something like that ya


yes true,


rethink , okay so uh okay this might be out of topic but


you were mentioning about like like okay it's not really related to what you said but I think there is some relevance but you


they society sees one sees an individual who is always alone, as someone who is below below societies , macam mana eh uh so if you so the current society sees someone who cares like who does like self


care then self love and everything and someone that is very like they are an alien so because society now is macam kau ada banyak kawan then you are in a big group


then dia macam pentingkan not really pentingkan diri as in they know what is the what they want in life and they they have like self love and self care lah so like what what you think of like this society standard macam ya


like being in a big group is deem as uh your offer value rather uh offer value and then for someone who is who is , who is individual who is alone, uh seems uh society deems them as uh the weaks err yes the weak ones


ya, oh


(mmhmm), oh ya


, ya


yes yes


yes ya, yes yes


, yes commitment,


(ppc), ,


ya, true true true, okay personally because I am an introvert so it will take me very long time it will take me very long time to open up to new people lah especially so


our first friendship is yes yes yes


, it will take a lot of years right


, ya, that was jodoh [seh]


, we friends or what


seven no six set to I think you know two thousand fourteen, we ngam-ngam


it has been, roughly six years [kan], ya, ya no beauty no standards,


ya, ya , true true


, ya and our friendship is focus more of like sharing and kita macam banyak advice each other so so like it's really something


true okay, ya friendship ya, okay should we move on to the next question, okay uh okay so we have this task like


it could !aiya!


, they got the face and the attitude right,


yes #mira filzah#, , yes yes


oh ya


, so it's like full package lah macam good looking very humble also


but


someone who is err so macam mira filzah dia macam actress [kan], uh


western actor or actress, , yes yes


mostly character


ya, ya, yes yes, okay then for ni kirakan kita ambil contoh dari macam uh pelakon penyanyi semua habis kalau macam in your own


you like within your family I don't know, like who who is like


a role model to you obviously


err ya


Neelofa isn't Neelofa like malaysian, oh yes yes, yes


yes, ya it's something also like I think youth nowadays, motivation lah yes


(mmhmm)


, so macam aku rasa macam sekarang like budak I mean not to generalize okay but like budak-budak sekarang is more


ya like now more of like world, so macam the focus more ya the focus more is on like the world lah instead of like the the uh afterlife


so like I, ya so like now now now is like very rare to find like those yang macam dia ada dua lah so macam dunya and deen, yes


(oo)


(ppc), yes, yes yes


true true, , so like more macam be comfortable in your own skin


ya,


, ya, ya sure okay so kita tinggal like a few more minutes lah so like I would should we end it off with like a one message to our future self


so like about beauty you want to share first, regret eh oh okay


like aku terlalu pentingkan like kecantikan dari luar instead of dari dalam ya, so what's your regret


oh, I think it'll be conflict or selfish lah


(ppc), oh yes, true true true


ya, like I think message something like to to remind you during your apa macam uh bila hari-hari yang kau perlukan kata-kata semangat lah I would say


so uh for me five years ten years down the road, the priority will be uh ke uh work live and, I think pressure in terms of like macam kahwin ke tak kahwin ke macam marriage lah so I think


uh my message to be , I think the pressure will be more bila kawan-kawan kau dah start to slowly get married so macam you'll feel very pressured so my message would be


to to emphasize to place the emphasis on your own life and and what you are you want to achieve in this world and the world after instead of looking what and not be influenced heavily by your surroundings so


it's really it's really what, your heart and your what what you really want lah instead of doing something that the the people around you, ask you and pressure you indirectly to do so focus more on yourself and say cause macam to to to learn to prioritise


yourself and be more selfish like easy ya, , so ya


ellen degeneres


true true


ya (ppl) okay then we shall end this recording here, (ppl) alright thank you


alright, alright Mahirah, yo hi alright alright it's good it's good okay so today's topic will be beauty in everyone


ha nampak , beauty in everyone okay this is a, topic ni berat eh topic ni is very this topic is orang kata very wide dia punya spectrum is very wide that means we can talk about a lot of stuff doesn't need to be just beauty in terms of appearance tapi beauty in terms of everything not just


uh look wise tapi beauty in uh nature beauty in personality beauty in, there's a lot this topic is memang kita boleh counter bad or good we can counter about this so it's a really good topic I would say for the first


so okay kita start gini lah eh kita start with the first one is, yes


okay


for me, I don't see myself as kau tahu [kan] macam victoria's secret punya type punya ke lawa memang tak lah memang not even near that lah but because I I have my insecurities based on appearance juga which itu pun is another topic eh kau kau pun tahu kita kau pun tahu about me about


but but what can I say is that, beauty to me is not really appearance beauty is how you treat someone, how the your personality how the behaviour whether you are kind you are humble I think that is the overall beauty which


standard kalau kau lawa orang pandang kau people will look at you and then they say but that doesn't mean that your personality is good that doesn't mean that your attitude is good so that is what, is the thing that we're gonna go deeper soon


then memang you know what I mean


beauty in a long term !woo!


(mmhmm), true true true


ya , in the youth ya true true, so


I mean I don't know for me memang I don't see, like okay because you are pretty I'm gonna friend with you because you are handsome I'm gonna go to no I rather I rather not, go towards that sebab it's not gonna be a genuine punya relationship you know


for clout macam you know you know some people uh there there is some uh cliques ke apa whatever in school yang macam okay sebab kau lawa kau popular I'm gonna to go to you because, I'm gonna get that that that popularity I'm gonna get that that fame dia ada attention so I think is there a generation that can is there a genuine relationship that can that can last you know


which is memang maybe not because during after kalau your your school is is done then that's it will you ever meet the person yang macam will you know the how deep the relationship goes how deep the friendship goes


and until now it last ramai of my other friends macam kita dah macam you know after that macam dah start to putik putus but with you and err err our friends yesterday it is a long lasting macam kita tak awkward tau and that that is something that I see down the road we are still gonna be friends forever Inshaallah


because because there's there's the because we don't see beauty we we don't see, you know we are all beautifully in our own ways but what I what I see in friendship is that the how we treat each other you know kita punya chemistry kita punya behaviour


or jealousy no that it it is really a general relationship that's why I find that if you want to find friends in the future


, go towards the beauty or


oh damn


, (mmhmm)


like fashion wise you know is it oh damn okay I think I get what you mean my my course pun ada juga yang those type of cliques that, you can tell you can see a divide you know that kind of thing, and and not I mean okay there are some there are pretty people that are


uh handsome uh lelaki kat dalam my course yang baik yang humble yang tahu yang dia orang tak stuck up but there are also cannot deny that that there are also , uh girls that they they dia orang punya dia orang macam you know they have that that beauty standard lah dia orang ada that


fashion wise in terms of beauty wise and and they are not they are sombong they are arrogant you know, so so macam it's a


most of them gonna ada that ego you know that ego that that it depends lah how you are brought up you know, which is it's not it's not really a a good thing


but it's up to them lah , ya very subjective,


true true but overall selecting friends with with uh with that kind of beauty in terms of appearance is not uh it's not the right way to do lah I would say, so ya it's not, not just that lah beauty in terms of you know right uh now we are all going to that stage of working [kan] it's always kalau it's always macam you see this


if there's if there's a competition you know what I mean, not just competition but macam okay if you are pretty then you might get that job have you heard about this I had experienced that macam sebab this person is sexy ke apa ada landed job


what what what do you think about that is that a good thing or, I mean that is for us yang mungkin macam of a lower standard, it's not it's unfair what because you should pick someone of uh of of talent of skills instead of beauty


, oh yes, pay plays an important role


, design, F&B


social service ya


true true


this we can say about our macam okay in the future kalau you nak cari , a a partner in life your uh


is beauty important macam appearance wise or the best is macam mindset or the opportunity of behaviour what do you think about this


(uh huh), that is true of course of course first ya you will see the appearance one or not


true true true true


uh no err not not not the first uh judgement because because first judgement memang is just gonna be appearance and a bit of hi and hello but uh overall macam to to find that the quality wise for a for a future partner


me too me too, I think I think, okay kau okay kau kau share kau share dulu cause ni pun uh is an interesting fact , for me for me right I I got a, okay I will share you later you you share first


what's the point [kan], true true I mean for me I think that is considered beauty sebab okay some people say intelligence is beauty


uh caring the your you punya personality that is beautiful so


uh I'm not I'm not gonna talk about myself err , but but overall macam the of how you take care of yourself macam for the macam kita how we how we like its like macam you know like we we kita basuh muka something like that you know


things like that this little things that will build up , the sense of beauty sebab okay macam beauty eh is again macam very it can be very , stressful for some people


you know uh I I got this macam macam experience kalau we we talk with our friends ke apa we always like ada juga topic topic yang macam ini maknanya macam anxiety anxiety of being in a crowd of uh people


uh again it's it's about macam low self esteem you know kau ada face gitu tak aku ada I I have low self esteem you know cause I do have insecurities insecurities that macam to me I find that, it's it's it's it's very it's not a good thing right you know what I mean but it's hard to get rid of it


insecurities ataupun macam low self esteem towards this kind of uh topic


handsome


unless kita kes yang macam our confidence level is very high ya but of course


ya, I I came across this one uh uh apa tu uh it's a meme lah the it's a kid the kid says macam the kid was saying uh dia like macam to god tau god uh, if uh can you make me uh beautiful because I don't think I'm very smart


for me pun ad~ times yang I I I would say to myself like, if I'm not smart then at least make me beautiful lah you know which is a wrong mindset sebab that means eh, I'm I'm okay this to me towards me I'm I'm scolding myself that means I'm trying to say that


oh that means when if I'm beauty, actually if you know this again is very subjective is very sensitive topic also


who who who doesn't, but as long as the person is, tadi nak tanya tanya seribu question boleh , yes yes


yes, oh !wow!


girls or boys, I think [kan] for me okay kita kita perempuan [kan] but I I think generally generally speaking [kan] I think it's the girls is it but not me lah, subjective subjective but but I think [kan] it's more towards the girls sebab [kan] kau tahu lah macam we have like boys and girls is different what kita punya how we hangout how we


again you see it's subjective because not all girls do that not all guys, that apa tu tujuan like okay I'm gonna find this kind of clique, but, to you apa to you which one for you


ya, really, practical


, ya ya ya macam in terms of gossiping also lah you can say that dia orang macam more towards okay maybe gaming or like like like


you can say err comparing eh comparing, uh judgy but, for you know me and you kita tak kita we don't go to that because we we have other other better topics to talk about


but but yes overall if you wanna say between both gender then uh uh most likely is the


uh okay uh kau tak lawa kau tak boleh kawan dengan kita atau if you're not if you're not handsome or if you are like this uh or if or if you're


okay kalau you macam ni I you see it all started it's not it's not it's nothing to do with you can say ni lumrah manusia tau you know kau tahu benda ni macam this human standard the world doesn't do this tau it's us the humans that


that did did did this kind of thing that it makes it into a problem actually kalau kalau we all treat people the equally uh got nothing to do with beauty there maybe, there will be a lesser percentage of people having uh insecurities there will be lesser percentage of people being low of low self esteem sebab it's how which society you are if you are in singapore okay but then


especially in two thousand twenty twenty, that is very macam sebab it's all about the fashion it's all about the the the vibe that is very is very concerning what that's why ramai orang macam ada yang every article is that people suicide you know


youth suicide because due to due to not being able to because due to getting bullied, ya due to, this bully term


hierarchy system macam kaya and poor


this kind of thing is what, it's all lumrah manusia it's all uh human standards, which I think is, not just beauty tau macam pasal poor and rich pun boleh jadi problem you know because of that people get bullied people got outcast people I've seen uh kau tahu [kan] macam kat sekolah kita kita nampak [kan] macam budak budak ada yang kena outcast [kan] you know what I mean


this one is is this this kind of thing lah that that is bad for, it but it it goes with the era you know what I mean


oh dear I think I heard a dysfunctional something eh


, (mmhmm)


functional eh, oh ya, that macam uh the economy won't go if there isn't any hierarchy you know what I mean


ya competition err competition yes, because if there's no competition then if you unmoving you know we're not moving forward, that that is true that is true dysfunctional something okay you got to search for that uh after this dysfunction but I tell you a bit macam betul lah like


there there will be a president there will be uh our manager there will be our the boss, there there won't be any leaders that to lead


about okay uh western world atau K pop eh macam for example that kind of thing, usually it's it's gonna be the the pretty idols or the pretty singers that's that's gonna be uh


the K pop world you know what I mean sebab in western world we don't look at beauty what we we we judge based on uh music wise kalau kita suka kita suka macam for example like, uh there are uh idols macam mana eh


to me it's fine lah but it's ada sikit macam different daripada ada ada lain lagi lawa then all the all the macam the paparazzi right would is taking the photo of that person at the side where where the the other member that is tak tak not of a pretty tapi is in the middle


but nobody pays attention to her so there's biasness, so I think that is also rabak lah to be honest, oh my god like, ah memilih kasih padahal sama group tau padahal they are in the same group, to me I think music or acting is just okay acting is a different thing but music wise if the music is good then go ahead lah like like why sanjung uh idols that are very pretty or handsome when you don't even know them no you don't know what


their personality whether they are they good people sebab ada [jer] yang news turns out that oh this idol did this this idol did this it's a bad thing but then the fans tak boleh tak boleh percaya tu the fans doesn't uh, because you are too attached of the with the thing


with beauty with beauty they are too attached with beauty so that is bad, uh same like macam


you wish tapi okay but see this is how beauty, see this is the bad the bad side the not bad side err but the the the the negative side about, the look at the people will just support this uh this the group of


based on their


so that is the negative side lah about beauty but other than that


being not cannot being beautiful, you can you can everybody can achieve success


so success doesn't depend on beauty, to a certain at to a certain extent, some people can get the easy way lah but but that doesn't mean that, that everyone cannot get to that what do you think about this


(mmhmm)


true true, it also goes with macam top uh fashion wise you know what I mean


nowadays people might think macam they they will look at us like eh dia ni biar betul you know what I mean like


uh it's okay err but like eh like it's I'm just wearing shirt as long as it's clean then it's fine right


you can just wear anything then you can go nobody would judge you you know what I mean imagine if you last time you nineteen ninety five for example eh and then you call you wear uh, a dress with heels to a Kopitiam people will look at you macam eh you biar betul


uh think macam oh kau lawa macam it's fine, so see how this uh the the era macam how uh move eh you know what I mean


as time goes by, uh better and more uh, this is the shit you know


there are hold on okay ,


fashion thingy, fashion okay


fashion , !wow! okay ya


but the trend ya the trend we kind of know like you know what I mean based on pictures, it's very laid back,


the trend is it , true true


oh yes, but you are not a hipster you know what I mean ya ya ya


just to ya just to fit in ya that's that's the word


I think saturated, I think there is like macam photos trend I guess kita kita use simpler uh simpler terms eh , I would say today this


uh of uh twenty twenty of the twenty first century, as you know macam around starting to see because here I feel it, it's not it's because uh as technology evolves we evolve, you know what I mean sekarang uh is we are living in the world where


social media is a thing is uh macam instagram you see what people post you might want to follow you know what I mean, uh facebook twitter youtube, uh this kind of thing uh macam pinterest uh


sekarang tiktok where, the you you I mean you we see everyone's punya life you know what I mean, all the youtuber all the your favourite idols ke your punya favourite punya artist uh kim K ke whatever you can see through just from your phone or your


due to that that's why uh people are like following macam okay macam E-boy E-girl you might not be an E-boy E-girl tapi you just want to fit in or you just wanna ya you wanna look cool


you can you can follow whatever you want tapi kalau you have that mindset of because I wanna look cool I think that is not the right thing err you know what I mean why say you you if you want to dress up because you you you, you kind of like suka dia punya style macam some people you can we see oh I like I kind of like this style I want to try


uh going towards the the this kind of people and then you change your personality not just so if you if you uh if you just change your clothing then it's fine tapi you change your personality your whatever, because of your friend then it's not a good thing kalau if you change for the better then by all means go ahead because that means that is a good uh circle of friends that is a good company tapi if you start to macam okay maaf cakap eh this can be very sensitive sebab imagine if your circle of friends uh macam smoking


why I mean, you don't need people, you don't need to be somewhere, with people macam mana eh I I say you don't need to get okay macam mana kau nak get this thing, you don't need to grab this thing with the people that is bringing you down


you can just go to your go with yourself or go with a uh company of friends that you know of of a good kind that will help you bring to that, uh stage you know what I mean, so macam you know like you know they say there's a saying macam uh everybody goes comes with you but can't go with you it's like macam macam mana eh like


err macam the journey like imagine you you want to go to the next level, ya ya or or you you find someone that have that same mindset tapi you you don't, uh


have the same people that will hold you back, needs a level up you know what I mean macam level of for the good, not because not not to level up to become someone that is


fashion wise uh people are now using uh fewer are following the more of the K pop, it's not gonna be is is is a beneficial to a certain extent if you know if you knew it tapi if you don't know but you follow the bad company of friends ya maybe you can touch this topic later tapi if you follow that kind of group yang buat benda tak elok then uh then you should


you should have your own pride eh macam you know what I mean kau punya pride kau tak payah follow orang lain punya orang lain punya instruction ada betul


go [jer]


(mmhmm)


value is it popular popularity


(mmhmm), self love


okay for me, as long as you know, as long as it's of of a good value then by all means go ahead macam if the crowd is gonna be supporting you in terms of your macam it will lead you to a success atau macam lead you to good stuff good vibes then by all means go ahead sebab if you know the circle of friends is good


by all means go ahead tapi kalau you think there is not of good but you just want to fit in based on


I mean you know some people macam for me no eh macam for me I got this thing where, where


they they they okay they got problem with the friends and then they they dia keluar from the group [kan] dia keluar from the clique and then dia cari orang lain immediately just because you don't want to seem alone, but but then then then like that much macam you like like tak bagus lah I I rather be alone you know what I mean I I rather people see me as alone


I I think uh I need to find I need to find a friend because uh because people might think nanti macam I got problem, but I mean if you fight with your clique you can either get back to them but if it's not then you shouldn't, rush for a friend just because you wanna be you wanna have that some you wanna have that uh circle of friends for security purposes or for comfort or whatever but


if you want to really find a friend then find a a good one take your time to find uh someone that really is genuine in your friendship, same goes like your question tadi whether that loner is degrading themselves no I don't think so sebab if the loner if that loner sometimes loner tu feels that


come on that is childish lah I think we should all be mature enough to feel that maybe the person like to be alone because you know if he's an introvert because some people some extrovert also likes to be alone you know macam they don't want to go with the crowd cause it's


you know kawan kosong and kawan that is really true, ya so back to your question where kalau the loner is degrading or not or, let what people think go ahead society if society doesn't like you or doesn't like what you wear or doesn't like your face or whatever right they they get did they will always throw find some ways to throw head to to to degrade you whatever but kalau you it's hard it's hard to say macam for me you know I just say but if I were to


to be in that position then maybe I'll have I'll be very self my self esteem will be very low and I will be very depressed full or whatever right, to me to myself also in the future or to whatever


so go ahead like move forward find, there will always be better circle of friends out there that that you deserved that the person deserves


yes I I still remember our first our first


an extrovert and also I prefer like alone time or whatever right but when I first met Mahirah [kan] macam okay dia macam pendiam tau but actually she's not you have to get to know her to know her, ya it take a long time not years lah tapi but no maybe years for somebody but for me it's a it's a connection


but no aku respect kau sebab okay you you call yourself introvert right


so and, and those who don't know don't know tapi once you find good people right you you stick to them macam for me thank you for being, my friends !chey! macam sedih pulak jiwang kenapa pulak sebab sebab it's true it's true


sec , ya around sec two is where we kita more like kita dah kenal sec one but sec two is the year where, kita punya gila-gila dah start kita punya gila-gila kita punya hantu hantu setan dah start eh dah start eh ya that's that's tapi !wow! those are the great days no those were the days where kita don't give a shit about appearance wise you know what I mean


, whoever nak join join asalkan kau uh you have that


you I mean uh sometimes you are good you know I mean kau kau orang baik tak payah macam pandai ke apa tak payah tak we don't we don't we don't do that, not at for us err we don't we don't we don't go to that direction, so that's a good thing


ya and now that we are matured right kita punya topic pun makin mature eh, I I see the like our


friend pun kita [dah] macam we we we talk about mature stuff now and also confirm kita ada joke around but, we we kita takde mahu kita we we don't like really like judge people I think, no point also lah judging like move on lah move on


our circle of friends ya friendship, yes yes yes correct


yes there is, yes aku aku respect beauty those people who I find really pretty right aku macam aku macam respects [seh] like you know what I mean like like macam celebrities I would like !wah!, like !wow! you know what I mean macam uh models yang macam handsome pun aku macam !wow! you know like


!wah! you you got you got the face man, , ya you got the face you got the physic


okay #mira filzah# is the uh pel~ actress in malaysia, and her personality oh my god dia full package you know she got the personality she got the great voice dia punya voice [kan] lemah lembut [kan] and then dia pun lawa dia dia okay


full package full package, !wah! that is good that is the best kalau you've you got the full package you know that you are beauty and then you are humble about it !wah!


that's a good recipe


okay we we okay we we don't know like their personality how lah but but there we but we appreciate their dia orang punya beauty, you know what I mean, jealous or judge you know like eh rambut kau lawa tak tak eh no no uh when when we judge is because kau punya character


like like you you are you you you are pretty but then you are like very snobbish or like you are very arrogant and that that is when we like macam !alamak! come on lah you waste you waste your beauty


like macam you know what I mean it's it's how you are brought up juga lah how does everyone


, (mmhmm)


okay role model to me, in my family I I'll have to say my mum lah, my mum is someone that


if some if some if someone that


and and how dia macam ajar like even when she come back work she still like teach my younger siblings, although that she's tired but she still


tak payah cakap pasal beauty lah it's macam dia punya attitude wise you know what I mean, ya so role model


uh pelakon ke apa [kan] then I would say Neelofa, Neelofa Neelofa, is the ya malaysian punya actress host uh business woman sebab [kan] uh kalau kau tak tahu [kan] dia buat this brand apa yang neelofa punya tudung and then she's she's she's successful sampai pergi uh


like real be and and she's very Muslimah also so I thought that she's a whole package and she's very beautiful


it's something that macam you god bless you you know, ya I take that as a as a


Wallah


ya, okay ya it's subjective it's subjective,


ya tu oh my god singapore living ya, (mmhmm)


those who have that, role model lah I think that is what we call role model being both are woman or man yang macam you know that you have okay for the guys handsome uh bekerjaya and uh apa we can cakap apa faithful is it faithful and then of a good personality then


it will just make you rasa diri you yang kalau you know that you are not of that beauty standard it will just make you more depressed or like social anxiety or like self esteem it it will decrease your self esteem also, so I feel like we atau whoever shouldn't pay attention to that because you just bring us down what like we won't move on we won't we will live in fear of being judged or being outcasts then


as long as you in order to to overcome all this right just work hard and be your this macam successful of yourself just to be a better version of yourself kalau just you know what I mean like, like


there are there are other aspect that is you can prioritise more than just beauty


just be because at the end of the day we are all the same lah just human being, ya


whatever you have would be taken away you know what I mean, just like just go with the flow just don't mind about all this let's have that that your pride is is to be the best version of yourself lah


, yes ten years down the road what what you want to say to yourself okay okay no no no uh okay how about before that we say


err the one thing we regret, you know what I mean macam we get five years back what we we regret, it can be anything doesn't need to be of like what beauty but it can be anything then baru kita move on to ten years down the road what should we, what can we advise ourself right now


for the ten years down the road okay we we gonna talk about our regrets first, ya sure sure


!wow! that is deep that is deep ya that is true, for me my regret is that, I tend to look down on myself, very low


I I think myself ni macam takde value, and it has come to a point where macam whatever people take one for me aku macam mengalah aku like okay give in give in give in cause I felt like


like I should be more, affirm is it affirm should be more probably a bit more selfish, a bit earlier just a little bit more not to that be as in but just everyone to to to, to have like prioritise in me sebab I I tend to like


to like macam jaga hati orang ni jaga hati orang ni jaga hati tapi siapa nak jaga hati kita orang [seh], you know what I mean so it has I should be more macam have that confidence which I I aku tu tu last time eh tu last but right now I have I work on that and it's it's I find that


uh the respect that you you're given by society that is more, so to the next ya uh future advice for your for the next five years or ten years down the road apa kau punya advice


is it is it an advice or like what we want to be or, oh message to oh okay okay, oh okay that's good that's good


, true


true true that is that is important and macam to just have that little selfishness in you so that, you can, you can treat yourself you can feel that you are valued lah in this world into serious eh for me my advice is that to always be nice to each other


and I have experience of of job interviews of people of a higher standard


have my own uh business or I I'm uh I'm the manager or have a bigger pay whatsoever lah bigger title whatever, treating people nice is you is a must sebab how can you judge sebab I got people around me macam they they judge okay for example


I mean you shouldn't judge


it's because uh kita they can bully us you know cause they think us we are like uh kuli we are like beginner


you treat us badly you you you you call you are racists I I got you know a job interview and the guy was racist to me but then I felt like oh my god you you you you forget where you where you start you kau kau dah lupa diri [kan] this is what happen when kita lupa diri so I I I just want to advice myself that oh my god please


Nadia don't ever lupa diri sebab one day kalau I get that extra money ke I get that extra title ke I might forget about myself and people below me, bad which I don't want that to happen and, because I myself experienced it how bad it is and I know how it feels like to be treated that way so in the future I advise myself that never treat people that way because you will never know bila this uh blessing will be taken away from you you know what I mean that's uh


that's a wrap (ppl), we shall end this okay Mahirah see you in the next one, alright one okay one two three <malay>kita</malay> press [eh], one two three


yup I've plugged plug it back


three wishes ah a bit hard, to think about because all I can think about is money, ya, ya, money is like very swell in life can buy big house


no I want to <tamil> கட்டுறான் :katduraan </tamil> a swimming pool, ya that's true


err ya, same oh my god ya


ya, so <tamil> அது ஒன்னு:athu onnu </tamil> now next we'll have number two okay


three wishes like with a lot of money you can do a lot of things so what can the second one be, ya,


oh but you can also buy that with money, !wow!, okay something that's not monetary so maybe, a healthy life because


ya and like once your health goes away it will never come back so I think good health is a good wish


ya, good you don't have a good fashion sense, no you just said your third wish shall be a good fashion sense


true true, so, it's about the way you look like you dress


, isn't isn't that the third one, , I wish for hundred more wishes and you'll never have to pay for food


ya but money <tamil> வைச்சுக்கிட்டு:vaichsukitdu </tamil> you can like spend on more than other things more important things like house helping people or becoming maybe the next president


hopefully run a big business, ya immortality wish for immortality


okay so if you wish for immortality and like good health that means you can be the president how many years and have all the money you can you can just rule your land for like I don't know the longest time ever


, what if I go back to the olden times so I wished for a time capsule


who said I want to work okay ya what if what if I what if I go take the time capsule capsule I go back to the british colony times and then like I become the <tamil> ராஜா:raajaa </tamil> and the <tamil> ராணி:raani </tamil> for every other place cause I'm immortal so one can kill me I'm healthy so no one can poison my like I dunno my immune system very very good


and then I have all the money so like my country will be damn happy because I can spend as much as I want to make them happy no poverty all good all great everything under me


but I'll be, you know but after a few years I'll still meet you all what, and with my hundred wishes I can make you come with me


then no no no the third wish is hundred more wishes, thank you thank you, ya


big things man big things , there'll never be some kid out there who's hungry, can lah can we will be history


we can't we can never be history you know why because, that's vandalism, but I'm not getting caught for vandalism


then what do you mean put my birthday then they will go they'll go and research on


so bad <tamil> நீ போய்:nii pooy </tamil> carve <tamil> பன்னு:pannu </tamil> next time I see someone I will be like <tamil> நான் தான்:naan thaan </tamil> carve <tamil> பன்னேன்:panneen </tamil> , my hands will never get dirty just kidding okay so that's my three wishes and I think you'll agree with me too


the question was mine I mean the question was for me, ya


I think we need to grow older for that <tamil> வயசானா தான் தெரியும் எது வேணும் ஏது வேணும்:vayasaanaa thaan theriyum ethu veenum ethu veenum </tamil> we become, ya maybe we become wiser


hello I want to help the world how is it myself, because if if I rule the world everyone will be happy


, who said you are going to


okay K I'll take the europe side you take the asia side, ya I want the cold climate you know <tamil> குளிர் காலம்:kulir kaalam </tamil> very very nice weather


actually I want the place where got not many natural disasters, because I don't like natural


oh maybe I should like wish for like some power to like stop natural disasters and like make them like happen smoothly because obviously natural disasters happen because of like plate tectonics and stuff right


so like they still have to move but not in like some way that it's gonna affect everyone so like, no I want to become a earth bender from avatar or water bender oh I want to become avatar so bad I want to become avatar


the point is I'm able to control water fire and, earth and air, cool right you should go watch


the thing is when once you start watching you cannot stop


a bit <tamil> கொஞ்சம் கொஞ்சம்:konjsam konjsam </tamil> but ya so I'm like an episode I mean I'm in season book two the season is called book, so I, there's three books so <tamil> அந்த மூன்று:andtha muunru </tamil> book ya I'm like in the twelve end of the second book some more


so first err book it's called book okay it's not season, okay, okay that's like twenty episodes


err twenty five ya so like since it's not forty five minutes you're like !aiya! one hour <tamil> தானே பார்த்துட்டு போலாம்:thaane paarthuttu polaam </tamil> then Kena you waste five hours straight


twenty, no, you, you know what I do I calculate like this so twenty five minutes is like five minutes lesser than thirty right and then two thirty minutes will give you one hour, okay so for so it's ya minus one that's


quick think math ya okay so basically when I watched two episodes that means in one hour <tamil> எனக்கு:enakku </tamil> ten minutes left ah <tamil> இருக்கு:irukku </tamil> right ah so if okay so how many ten minutes make up another episode which is


one err two and a half ten minutes right okay <tamil> ரொம்ப:romba </tamil> maths <tamil> பண்றேன்னா:panreenaa </tamil> so uh basically I'll watch five episodes and then I'll watch another one, because


ya, like a perfect thirty minute, ending thing like it makes me feel more complete I'll be like five minutes <tamil> தானே நடுவில:thaanee naduvila </tamil> waste <tamil> பண்ணது:pannathu </tamil> so I just put all the five minutes together and I'll just watch another episode


nope, I you know to be honest tonight my plan was just okay I'll watch another two another two episodes and then I'll sleep


ya nowadays, I think I'm getting lazier also <tamil> ஏனா காலை காத்தால:eenaa kaalai kaathaala </tamil> lecture <tamil> இருக்கும் பத்து மணிக்கு:irukkum pathu manikku </tamil> but it's recorded or like that okay now ten ten AM lectures I still like try to go for them but usually I won't pay attention because like very draggy


but is recorded so the ya but if if the lecturers actually talking slightly faster than usual I put one point five if not I cannot understand but usually two times you can understand already


people beef, breathe oh, hello, <tamil> அவங்க மூச்சு விட்டு உனக்கு சொல்லி தராங்க உனக்கு:avangka muuchsu vitdu unakku solli tharaangka unakku </tamil> waste time ah !wah!


ya no the thing is they're trying to like tell people slowly so they can understand during lecture but then <tamil> நம்ம பார்க்கும் போது:namma paarkum poothu </tamil> like lecture video <tamil> பார்க்கும் போது:paarkum poothu </tamil> we want to listen to it faster so that we can get the content them faster so that we can go on to like tutorials and applying them


ya ya that's true but we're just trying to get the gist of it and move on which can be very wrong bad lah but ah want to do


no, but it's okay I need to go catch up on my lecturers also but I really I really miss err real life school, okay


you don't have to what, oh oh all your fried rice all the <tamil> அலப்பறைகள்:alapparaikal </tamil> you did, you still haven't make for me


ya but I really wanna try can you make for me one day, desperate


okay so what do you do is <tamil> காலை காத்தால எழுந்திரிச்சு:kaalai kaathaala ezhundthirichsu </tamil> you don't eat until like one then confirm you desperate and hungry, oh you're becoming an auntie leh


what's with us and becoming aunties oh my god,


really, I always no I always cut my veggies before but unless I forget <tamil> நான் மறந்துட்டேன் வைச்சுக்கோயே நான் வந்து:naan marandthutdeen vaichsukooyee naan vandthu </tamil> put like we just err slow down the fire ya


can make, maybe you should just try


ya, super, fries ah


oh, damn it, just come you coming until what clementi everyday


I think so


who my brother and my friends, why would like no I'm not going to let my brother's friend and my friend mingle what


it is it's, different different people, I think you just go talk to the, people in charge do I look like a safe distancing officer to you


I am very strict taste strict taste strict taste, ya, what to do I am very very like I'm the mother of the group


aunty you aunty, ya, you are the aunty


ya correct, but you can't disagree that I'm I'm a mother also


I thinking whether your mother will do it now, because my mother will definitely be a safe distance office


ya I am, you're don't think I do that things


okay sorry I was being I was being the hawk of the group because I want to see whether everything's alright on top, so, you know you know


oh okay maybe wrong wrong dora, err, I actually I don't know what I'm talking about but the confirmed there's a monkey there you go up and then look !aiya! I dunno which show already okay let's let's forget that I said that


, what I will risk like not what would I do you want to know what I'll risk, so that I would risk not being rich most


no lah, okay you see I want to be like err CSI crime scene investigator criminology and <tamil> அந்த மாதிரி:andtha maathiri </tamil> okay and then but then I mean


okay okay okay if I want to follow my dreams


I am not what I just told that I want to correct criminology but I'm studying engineering that's a two different patch, ya in the future if I want I can just go apply in some university I eh it's not a major like it's not a criminology <tamil> வந்து:vandthu </tamil> Singapore-Lae <tamil> எந்த:endtha </tamil> university offer <tamil> பண்றது இல்லை அப்படி:panrathu illai appadi </tamil> offer <tamil> பண்ணாலும் ஒரு:pannaalum oru </tamil> minor ah <tamil> தான்:thaan </tamil> offer <tamil> பண்றாங்க இல்லாட்டி:pandraanga illaatti </tamil> like side <tamil> இல்ல தான்:illa thaan </tamil> or you have to like overseas because we don't need oh sorry


no crime , but also there's like very little need for these people because usually I don't know how they go lah I think police Force-Lae <tamil> இருந்து:irunthu </tamil> they will train and then they will go exit that's why I really really wanted to join the police force when I was in JC you know


so basically eh no no not not secondary school like in JC I wanted to like my one of my goals was to become a police officer, no like you you need to like in JC you will think okay <tamil> நான்:naan </tamil> engineer <tamil> ஆக போறேன் இல்ல:aaka pooreen illa </tamil> doctor <tamil> ஆக போறேன்:aaka pooreen </tamil> but I wanted to become a police officer but it seem very not likely


I'm just trying to look at for you okay , but then like becoming a police officer is like, so okay lah I won't look out for you next time okay


fine just like how I make fun of you for not looking at the cameras when you're talking to me, <tamil> இதுக்கு என்ன நீ ஒரு:ithukku enna nii oru </tamil> screen <tamil> பார்த்து பேச தேவையில்லை:paarththu peesa theevaiyillai </tamil>


ya I have my light, oh I see, so but


like if I'm watching like movies if I'm watching movies with friends like then I don't want to sit on my chair I just lie down on my bed


ah, no also because I was I usually I usually study on my bed sometimes so I was like okay instead of like leaning forward like breaking my back <tamil> பேசாம ஒரு:peesaama oru </tamil> bedside table <tamil> வாங்கிட்டேனா:vaangkitdennaa </tamil> bedside Table-Lae bed <tamil> மேல வைக்கிற:meela vaikkira </tamil> table


no no there's no wheel it's just like it's like a ya and then you can fold the legs when you want to put it back then my behind my bed got a gap just nice can put inside


see I very smart it was only like thirteen dollars, no no it was online, Shopee or something


just go Ikea lah, oof, now I need a table you know Ikea ah they have this smallest table the smallest they have only with one drawer


forty dollars, forty dollars mine was like actually I don't remember the price lah but mine was definitely more than forty dollars


oh they it's just they just say leg top and table eh sorry leg and table, that's very weird


they don't have the set oh my god that's, maybe that's why it's forty dollars, err because you have no other choice


mmh,


my brother was so done with me cause I asked him to hold I asked him to hold the sides and stuff and he was like you're not gonna let me do anything you just gonna make me all hold then why should I help you then I was like <tamil> சரி சரி:sari sari </tamil> then I like <tamil> இப்படி போட்டு தரேன் நீ:ippadi pootdu thareen nii </tamil> screw <tamil> இப்படி திருப்பு:ippadi thiruppu </tamil> you know there's a bit of screw the mechanism is like you have a screw inside already


and this one you just have to <tamil> திருவுறான் :thiruvuraan </tamil> it in a way that the hole will just go in the screw


no no I made him do all that because I know it's very easy, but ya


I didn't want to scratch the table top it's white colour so, I was very very careful when I was building it, I'm a very big builder okay


handy many, oh okay let me tell you when okay my dad used to be the fixer in the house okay and then like I I follow my dad my brother mostly follows my mother and <tamil> அந்த மாதிரி வைச்சுக்குயே:andtha maathiri vaichsukkuyee </tamil> so


then until like I can do a lot of things ya I even like once the toilet clog also I will do my dad was overseas my dad was overseas ya so I went to go buy the clog thing and then I unclogged so like I do the dad duties


that's the one you know !aiya! will like give the pregnancy ya dude do I look like a gynaecologist to you because my mother wanted me to become a gynaecologist


you know <tamil> ஊர்ல எல்லாம் ஆயா தான்:uurla ellaam aayaa thaan </tamil> like <tamil> பிள்ளை பெத்துகொடுத்து:pillai peththukkoduththu </tamil> like help like <tamil> எடுக்க:edukka </tamil> try help <tamil> பண்ணுவாங்க:pannuvaangka </tamil> you know like in the villages than the grandmother no like the oldest grandmother they always do the <tamil> பிரசவம்:pirasavam </tamil> ya


ya, ya but my mother wanted me to become a gynaecologist in when I was like when I was doing O levels it was in sec four I also wanted to become a gynecologist cause


she told me at least you can help bring life to the world you know and I was like !whoa! actually now also if I think about it ya if I think about it now I also want to become a gynae if I can but it's unfortunately impossible


and become gynae super right, ah


it's a safer job in a way that not only in the payment wise but also like you won't, the criminal you know criminals can like murder you and stuff if you miss stuff or like but CSI doesn't really go and catch people it's more of like detective work but like if I stumble into a case which is dangerous then


maybe like you know what I mean, ya I don't know, maybe I like maybe,


oh my god what a tragedy, it's a nice job I mean


I just ya, okay ya you shouldn't become a gynae


I'll remember that for your next birthday buy you netting, ya like fisher net any netting what, ya, oh my god do you all even non veg


oh my god ya get you fish leg leggings, you have to wear it, oh


what if you can go and use it then you wear pants on top no one will know, but you use it that's the point and <tamil> என்ன அறிவு:enna arivu </tamil> I know right ya thank you


, oh my god that's actually damn smart oh my god but I the thing you know acidentally birth actually no I got watch a lot of the you know the ER stories and then I never knew I was pregnant


you know have you watch those videos where like I didn't know I was pregnant then the baby just pops out, , that's very fact ya that's just wear fishnet ya oh my god girl should do them


oh my god if someone is getting contractions be like wear fish net


okay me double, be I be both co-CEO


what CFO


can what if my electrical engineering doesn't work out I will go and study six years


!huh!, (hmm), yes that's right you got a solid plan


I have a friend in accounting, you do


for the building Building-Kaa founder <tamil> வந்து:vandthu </tamil> Building-Kaa


we need to hire someone <tamil> பரவாயில்ல அதுக்கு:paravaayillai athukku </tamil> I know people don't worry, no she already drop out


okay !wah! we got a lot of connection, can can we we are making a fish net company, we got data intelligence


oh we got material science engineering to engineer the fish net material, oh smart


ad for advertisement is it the Mediacorp one


, what you never answer yet, eh


but what is your dream, but, are you sure they don't have vegan options


, oh man <tamil> அம்மா சமையல் இல்லாம எப்படி இருக்கிறது:ammaa samaiyal illaama eppadi irukkirathu </tamil> (hmm), plus your fried rice


, unusual super power, oh that's oh that's yours


but what what do you mean by unusual


!wah!, I would like that too, oh my god ya that's a good power leh


okay I'm taking that too but if you refill your bank account what do you refill to like won't there be a maximum is there a maximum


one million, okay sorry , IAIA


ya, trump got, I forgot her name, please don't kill me I forgot her name


okay okay I just to go with the refill that's a good answer, I'll go with fifty thousand half a million eh five hundred thousand


ya I pay taxes too I can buy like three cars and I can still pay the taxes it's a good thing what if I put my car capacity as huge right then I don't have to buy car just say refill


ya, I just ya, I just oh, so I refill the bank now I buy the plot of land then I just build the house and then refill whenever I want


why do you want to be refill your knowledge you mean you're going to forget things


maybe like you forgot something that you studied three years ago so you refill it like how I forget ya, ya during exam


super <tamil> நல்ல வேலை இந்த மாதிரி:nalla veelai indtha maathiri </tamil> power <tamil> இல்லை:illai </tamil> but people with photographic memory !wah! lucky eh, no but if they want to remember they can just click click have you read the storybook I forgot the storybook name the primary School-Lae <tamil> படிப்போமே:padippoomee </tamil> the story book it's about this girl who click click images and then like she can solve mysteries


no she will solve mysteries, what book is it but I used to read okay I think my love for like crime and thriller everything started right when I was like in primary school already because I love to read the adventure the crime books and then in secondary schools I also will read all the


those type of books I used to be a nerd ya like okay not nerd like a geek, geek geek I used to be a now I don't read storybooks all that time all you'd always find me in the library during recess, in primary school, ya


in secondary school you I never even go library lah but primary school, oh, I literally go okay <tamil> என்னன்னா:ennannaa </tamil> like primary School-Lae <tamil> வந்து:vandthu </tamil> they had this thing where you write a review for a book err you can get a bookmark


ya, enid blytons bro


ya, ya, but now it's very easy to find I think like now the generation don't take because I go to Jurong east library to borrow books for my brother when he was younger which was like just like two to three years ago but you can just you can find a lot of geronimo stilton ya but mostly I have read the book already then I'll be like ya


ya and then they started off the pierre stilton


!wah! I had like one or two I had one or two geronimo stilton book my first there were my first geronimo stilton book when I was in primary three then I got third in class then like you can choose a book then I took a gernonimo stilton book


no like they'll give like that that's a book price, ya


I really I can still read geronimo stilton books


ya but <tamil> அந்த மாதிறி இருக்காது நினைக்கிறேன் நம்ம நம்ம படிக்கிறது வந்து:andtha maathiri irukkaathu ninaikkireen namma namma padikkirathu vandthu </tamil> most probably they'll have a lot of information in them <tamil> நம்ம:namma </tamil> lecture notes <tamil> வந்து:vandthu </tamil> they are pretty linking everything together for us I think it's easier that way


I <tamil> அதுக்கு முன்னாடி நான் படிச்சுட்டு தான் இருந்தேன்:athukku munnaadi naan padichsutdu thaan irundtheen </tamil> okay


ya <tamil> தாராளமா:tharaalamaa </tamil> yes of course, okay you see not not before uni uni I studied property under COVID came about


ya, okay so bad


inside like last I was ten years old I was in primary four, what was I doing in primary four, I know I know no actually I don't know in primary four


(mmhmm), I'm trying to think what I was doing in primary four I was in four A, (hmm)


you can't find them right now is it


I was the worst kid, oh oh, oh I got ninety eight out of ninety eight for math


I'll put that in


because one of the question they put wrongly, so it became ninety eight if not I would've gotten hundred, ya ya, I was very smart you know maths has always been my strongest


no in uni also I never get below A minus okay there was once I got a B but that was because I legit had no idea what was going on


ah, so I'll be <tamil> அப்படி பார்க்க போயிட்டு:appadi paarkka pooyitdu </tamil> then they will just see some some courses don't have bell curve but mostly they do got a lot of people


and it's, I'll just put myself, ya I don't want my face to show for the next ten years


I think we are too young for this question, sixty or, okay let's twist the question if you could put something in the time capsule now


what would you put


I'll do the same I actually have a memory box but !aiya! maybe not I'll put my elephant toy I love my soft toy, no but it'll remind me of how much I used to I loved elephants maybe I hope I'll will still love elephant when I'm


thirty, oh okay so wait let's think about it this way so <tamil> பத்து வர்ஷத்தில என்ன மாற போது அது வந்து மாறாம இருந்து பார்க்கிறதுக்கு நான் ஏதாவது உள்ள போடுவேன்:paththu varshaththila enna maara poothu athu vandthu maaraama irundthu paarkirathukku naan eethaavathu ulla pooduveen </tamil> I'll put my black hair in


!aiya! I already got one white hair confirm will have more, ya it popped up in the front of my hair I'm so sad


ya like or maybe when I'm thirty I I will bleached my whole hair and colour different colour so I take out and see, you, you can't beach things silver


and dye it ombre colour, it's the one where you put like white and blue or something it becomes ombre is it called ombre I I have no idea now I'm doubting my english !aiyo! <tamil> கடவுளே:kadavule </tamil> someone save me


, ya so you <tamil> எனக்கு வெள்ளை முடி எல்லாம் இல்லை நானா:enakku vellai mudi ellaam illai naanaa </tamil> completely okay


that's right ya ya


true true, what if QR code doesn't exist in another ten years


now I can't wait for ten years , no but I wanna see whether QR code still exist


confirm <tamil> உள்ள:ulla </tamil> chip <tamil> வைச்சிருவாங்க:vaichsiruvaangka </tamil> we'll have chips inside our body then <tamil> அதை எடுத்து எடுத்து சாப்பிடுற:athai eduththu eduththu saappidura </tamil> chips


but bar code and QR code is different, then you make barcode you make QR code you make every other code then you put inside whichever code exist at that point of time you just take


so bad, oh my god you don't even have to put anything, maybe I'll put oh my god I know what I'll put I put a like one cent coin or some old coin inside so in ten years the value will be increased


don't uh don't pop my bubble what if it does what if it does, ya you'll never know


!wah! you have an apple <tamil> வெறியன்:veriyan </tamil> in the house


ten years old, okay cool that means we should buy a very very very very old apple model so that in ten years it'll be even older


, motorola phone I got they stop producing already right, the clip phone


put petrol, you will never know whether in ten years you'll have petrol or not, I put air inside !oops! sorry


you say natural resource, ya, !aiya! I just and then I close


why would I do that that's, oh my god I should just collect some stuff from all my friends and then if anyone becomes famous in another ten years ago then I'll just sell it


anyway you're gonna save the pictures right


ya so when you save the pictures even if they like touch wood anything happen you will still open the picture and then you'll


three two one , okay have you plugged it back, okay cool okay so if you have three wishes what would you wish for


same bro I was like (hmm) first of all want some money


, well, I feel like too much money is also a bit troublesome


ya ya ya ya and, and I want to be like I don't want to have any <tamil> தயக்கம் :thayakkam </tamil> when I'm spending and I'm going out and stuff


I wanna be like oh I like it I wanna get it, or be like if I wanna be like if I wanna treat someone like a friend or something I'll be like okay come let's go, ah ya ya ya come I pay or something like that so money will be up there


ya, (hmm) number two, three wishes, ya I feel like money encompasses a lot of things that


that you can get, (hmm), wish wish I would have uh wish I have a private plane


ya that's the thing, (hmm), okay ya healthy life


yes, and I was thinking about, good fashion sense


eh I never say I don't have a good fashion sense are you saying I don't have a good fashion sense, no like you know one like those things like those kind of people on Instagram you see already then you're like oh


they looked so glam but they're not really wearing like all those Atas


cause you don't really have to be attractive to look good, ya and and the way you carry yourself also, (hmm) one more, can we be like I wish for more wishes and then I I keep it for next time


isn't that under our money thing already


, of Singapore the next president of Singapore, , think there's an age requirement for it right not sure, I know in the US the age requirement is thirty five why would you want to live


it depends on which


but you need to be in a country where, you can have more than one term can serve more than one term as president, wait if you have, if you have so much money and you have, in and you're immortal then you don't even need to work what why why do you want to waste your time being a president


okay, , but then


are you the only one time traveling though, cause then you're leaving all your friends all your family here then you be the <tamil> ராஜா:raajaa </tamil> and one sad alone place, but


so this is assuming we already wish for money and then we wish for immortal immortality and good health and then


oh my god, big thing


, actually you should do that we should eh we should've done that, on on that day when we went, to those rock places we can just carve our names there or something


but it's a rock, but it's a rock you don't put your full name there or something put something else like


don't put your name that's why don't put your name, put something else, err some symbolism I guess, no you pretend pretend you're getting a tattoo but then it's on a rock so just carve it on the rock


ah, , , (hmm), eh we came out the three wishes together what do you mean by you'll agree with me


and there was a teamwork, was it, it was err it was on my thought also, including question it was a two people question, I mean there's nothing else what what else would there be for me to ask


in in three wishes


or maybe you will be like ya we want things for them instead of for our ownselves, ah you said you wanted to rule the world became the <tamil> ராஜா ராணி:rajaa raani </tamil> and you said


but if we both do this and then we both have to, we both have to split, which part of what we're ruling


eh this is a together thing, eh <tamil> நீ வெள்ளைக்காரன்:nii veellaikkaaran </tamil> side <tamil> எடுத்துகிற நான்:eduthikira naan </tamil> asian side side eh,


how how about we split north and south, you take the north I take the south


not many natural disasters, then you take Singapore you just take Singapore


ya, so basically you want to become vishnu, okay I don't watch avatar, you want to <tamil> மொட்டை அடிக்கிறான்:motdai adikkiraan </tamil> yourself draw an arrow and then


you want to do some power ranger stuff


did you binge or did you just watch like one episode or something, oh so you are like me lah basically no no self control nothing, a bit


how many seasons are there, how many how many episodes are there in each season


okay okay okay what how many how many episodes are there or do you want how many chapters are there per books, and it's like twenty minutes each is it, okay ish ish okay lah not bad


ah true true true


twenty <tamil> அப்போ மூன்று மூன்று:appoo muunru muunru </tamil> then can finish it in about six days six hours, ya, !wow!


two plus two is four, three quick math, , <tamil> ஆமாம்:aamaam </tamil> okay


to make it three hours is it, or two hours, is that two hours, !wow!, oh my god


so this is not including breaks and foods and stuff, !wow!, tonight I wanted to sleep very early so that I just don't like waking up so late


for that it's so annoying, what


no I really cannot like if I feel like okay unless I've got something on that day that I've to show up for like if I'm going out or something I really really cannot wake up I'll be like my every single day my alarm will go off at eight thirty, and then when it rings I'll be like okay thanks for notifying me and then I'll go back to sleep it's just I just can't do it


unless, ya, oh,


do you put it at two times speed, ah, ya you know I even planned it out cause next sem is like online right so I was like you know I'm not going to be on time for my lectures I'm going to be like two to three lectures behind so that I can speed it up like two times each I don't wanna waste my time listening to people breathe


breathe breathe


eh but imagine imagine separating the breathing, time and the talking time and one time and then half of it is just silent


ya ya, there is obviously it's been very bad


but I don't see it changing anytime soon, really okay it really depends, I don't know sometimes I wanna I wanna go back to school sometimes I'm just


okay most of the times when I say I really like it here it's usually because I don't have to cook, cook


eh actually is not that bad is really really not that bad, okay I'll see how, so that like you need to for making those rice you need to feel desperate, and you need to feel hungry so that I'll make it


but then I'll need to get into the mood like if I need my kitchen to be like my kitchen like everything's where I want it to be eh really I if not I cannot cook I'll get really annoyed with I'm just asking for things and if someone is there I'll get even more annoyed


like you know how our mums right they can cut cut cut and then the thing will be boiling there and they'll cut here and then they just put it straight into the pan right I can't do that


can you do that, ya ya ya, ya cause, first of all I don't even know how to cook that that good so like I feel like I'm wasting a lot of time cutting separate boiling separate


and then and then it just adds up to be annoying, I wanna be, I wanna be at the gordon ramsay level where you can cut cut cut put put put everything finish everything finish in fifteen minutes