bro crazy, okay depends lah I think like quite a it's quite a specific role lah to play but I think a good manager lah in a very good manager very a bit of an understatement but ya very good manager


there was a, ya but like I don't think I don't think the pressing was like very like ya it was it was like ya probably lah but I think like he is case is more like trekking back rather than running forward at people lah


jay Z, no but like they


no but like I I'm I'm like scared lah like it's hard lah the pram the pram like I think people over it the pram lah but I think still is like it's a hard running league lah like I think people over it say like


ya ya ya it's a bit too it's not very structured ya, ya like no the thing is that it's a long season lah like thirty eight games right like bring us out like famously right you know it's I think like they they they first half and second half for like the first half of the season he got like forty something points second half like he got fired


ya their crazy ya was it I think no it was I think masay masay ya ya cause like can't keep up, ya, no and like the thing is like when you play like this kind of man marking against a good team right just dribble <tamil> பண்ணிருவாங்க:panniruvaangka </tamil> like once like the thing is that when you dribble your your one man right then like it's like a chain reaction you know then like


is like the is call it a call it a pressing trigger, ya, ya


and like novo don't do full man marking either like they there's this thing called like cover shadows lah so like you can get like one player right he kind of stops the ball into like two people so like he's inbetween right then like if the guy is about to !huh!


uh like the wing lah like sallah, like the sallaah hand where like if your the wing right then like they will see between the full back and the centre back so like whoever receives the ball right he will go press them that kind of thing


so like if you ya which is why like they always have like a spare man lah it's not like leeds right you dribble one guy then like the entire team like all that shit you know, cause like


defender <tamil> வந்து இரண்டு ஆள் இரண்டு ஆளை வந்து:vanthu irandu aal irandu aalai vanthu </tamil> Makan <tamil> பண்ணிட்டான்:pannittaan </tamil> [dah] <tamil> அவ்வளவுதான்:avvalvuthaan </tamil> [dah]


pounded them sia


ya they won that last week crazy, then there's that you know that I X group all everyone like the I think the team that finished fourth right I think like valencia <tamil> ஒன்பது:onpathu </tamil> point [dah] the group they nine points and they finished last in the group or something wasn't valencia it was someone else but ya finished last in the group


no valencia no valencia lost to atlanta in the knockouts right, I X was third and like ten points crazy, !huh!


oh ya, ah [dey] <tamil> விளையாடிட்டு இருக்கிறேன்:vilaiyaaditdu irukkireen </tamil> [dah] [dey] we are the <tamil> நானும் என்:naanum en </tamil> group <tamil> தான் வந்து:thaan vandthu </tamil> original bro played it like may ya we played in may it's damn fun


what's that, waste man


[dey] among us damn fun dude !wah! damn fun like I play damn long during circuit breaker we we legit play for like three four hours a time like you cannot stop playing, I don't know eh ya I think I think so ya ya


cause they, [dey] all the memes started coming out right <tamil> நேற்றுக்கு வந்து:neerrukku vandthu </tamil> memes land <tamil> இல்ல:illa </tamil> Instagram <tamil> இல்ல நிறைய இது பார்த்தேன்:illa niraiya ithu paarththeen </tamil> [dah]


!wah! [dey] this app transfer taking damn long sia


S ten lah, it is quite it's quite a it is quite I think like it's the best phone I ever had like by far


I think <tamil> அப்பா:appaa </tamil> renewal <tamil> பண்ணாங்க:pannaangka </tamil> then like <tamil> ஏதோ:eetho </tamil> claim <tamil> பண்ணிட்டு இருந்தாங்க:pannitdu irunthaangka </tamil> I company <tamil> இல்ல ஏதோ:illa eetho </tamil> claim <tamil> இருக்கு:irukku </tamil> then like Starhub <tamil> இல்ல ஏதோ:illa eetho </tamil> claim <tamil> பண்ணாங்க:pannaangka </tamil> so <tamil> வந்து:vandthu </tamil> free ah <tamil> வந்தது:vandthathu </tamil> so they I had to get like the highest end one like I was forced to lah cause like if not then the voucher


not worth it you know bobs bobs ya, [dey] I I've I've I'll be happy with eh happy with anything lah as long as it kind of works like you need the ultra like I like the ultra wide <tamil> பிடிச்சிருக்கு:pidichsirukku </tamil> ultra wide I think quite useful lah


the ultra wide


ah practicals <tamil> அவ்வளவா இல்லை:avvalavaa illai </tamil> [dah] <tamil> ஏன் தெரியில்லை:een theriyillai </tamil> ya <tamil> ஏனா வந்து:een vandthu </tamil> ya maybe first year like <tamil> ஆறு வருடம்:aaru varudam </tamil> [dah], but five years of medicine lah then one year like I doing the the no no I doing IBSC


integrate their bachelor science we get like a small degree lah ya lah I don't know ah, [dey] but I want to go cambridge and like do the year lah I think quite fun eh cause like all my friends <tamil> அந்த வருடம் தான்:antha varudam thaan </tamil> graduate <tamil> பண்ணிட்டுருப்பாங்க:pannittuiruppanga </tamil> so <tamil> அவங்க கிட்ட அவங்க கூட போய் தங்கலாம்:avangka kitda avangka kuuda pooy thangkalaam </tamil> [dey] <tamil> செம்ம ஜாலி:semma jaali </tamil> ah <tamil> இருக்கலாம்:irukkalaam </tamil> [dah]


[dey] <tamil> நீயும்:niiyum </tamil> Football-Ku <tamil> வரியா:variyaa </tamil> monday <tamil> அன்னைக்கு அடுத்த:annaikku aduththa </tamil> monday <tamil> நாளைக்கு இல்லை அடுத்த:naalaikku illai aduththa </tamil> monday <tamil> வரியா:variyaa </tamil> [dah]


five people two V three or two V two


ya but !wah! <tamil> அந்த:andtha </tamil> keeping fun [dah] [dey] damn fun


where like you know the kind where like he place they shot right then like


fun [dah], [dey] <tamil> இது ஒரு நாள் தான்:ithu oru naal thaan </tamil> but football <tamil> விளையாடுவதற்கு நான் என்ன வேண்டுமானாலும் செய்வேன்:vilayaaduvatharkku naan enna veendumaanaalum seyveen </tamil> [dah], but like ya ah ah oh <tamil> ஆமாம்:aamaam </tamil> correct


, (uh huh)


oh no, [dey]


<tamil> ஆமாம்:aamaam </tamil> antisocial lah


then like the other one stand lah, you're you're playing pure purely balls ya only about the results


!wah!, can you can do it on a cold rain cold rainy night in stoke, ya ya


[dey] shania <tamil> வருவா:varuvaa </tamil> [dah], ah <tamil> வேண்டாம்:vaendaam </tamil> [dah]


[dey] [dey] <tamil> பொத்து:poththu </tamil> [dah] [dey], nice [dah] nice [dah], nice [dah] thank thank you barney stinson !wah! you you you watch how I met your mother so many times realise got to be ya you got to be barney and not ted ted was the fake protagonist ya big brain moves


bro (uh huh)


okay, ah


that's true but like also, eh we were like tharun only friend eh, ya ya, ah like a bit of stress lah a bit of stress ya


who, ya not bad lah, ya I I felt bad lah I felt bad but like it was like we would take the piss out of him but like when others did then we are like we actually like we not a lot lah some sometimes you just like you can't defend him but like when we could we'll be like


chill relax [dah] yah, means an odd traveller, (mmhmm)


[dey]


, !wah! like the friend group also will like !wah! <tamil> அந்த:andtha </tamil> friend group <tamil> வந்து:vanthu </tamil> split <tamil> ஆனா வந்து:aanaa vandthu </tamil> like that's like one third one fifth of the


ya if they each of them has like fifth ya fifth bring fifteen friends each so like thirty mutual friends right then like one fifth of the level is like at odds with one another you know


ya, good lah teach you teach all responsibility lah


, , right


right, ah


ya this uh actually uh it's actually quite a small group right


ya, slightly <tamil> கொஞ்சம்:konjsam </tamil> slightly expensive hack lah but like hack lah


[dey] not even going to earn that much the big bucks is if I go to the US


no ya that's why [dey] you know even like the college like football teams there right [dey] <tamil> அங்க வந்து:angka vandthu </tamil> you know like the they have like uhm not even like of big college ah like you know <tamil> அந்த:andtha </tamil> junior college <tamil> மாதிரி:maathiri </tamil> like it's like not even a full fledged college <tamil> மாதிரி:maathiir </tamil> they have like a full time like


presenter commentator you know they have like seven members of coaching staff, ya and it's like you have you watched last chance you ya ya it's like basically like these footballers who are like trying to make it into college lah something and they're given them


[dey] ya five million a year eh ya their head coach for college team eh, crazy ya


no it's true no but like oh ya similarly earns like thirty million for playing horrible football


ya but you also can write <tamil> நீயும் எழுதலாம் ஆனா:niiyum ezhuthalaam aanaa </tamil> USMLE eh a LME


six years [dah], after my term ah ah depends ah, maybe like I don't know whether my friends all will go travel next year


[dey] come lah we all there what, ya


ya, then you can, then you can stay with my cousin lah, ya, !wah! I don't know sia doesn't look like it doesn't look likely yet lah


ya lah, oh is it who's it ah


oh shreyas, correct, !wah! that will be good for you sia,


right


but surely that's the more prudent approach lah you going LSE for the connections pwhat] you're not going for the degree you're going for the connections, got to party bro, when you party there it's not partying it's networking


he's gonna be networking a lot, yes, ya please most of it looks a bit like bald cause like there isn't any of the front there's literally nothing on the front !wah! that's damn bad ya there's nothing connecting there


ya, ya I know and it looks a bit too mutton choppy ya a bit too much ah ya


!wah! is it, ya that's why comeback smooth


[dey] <tamil> ஜம்முனு போ:jammunu poo </tamil> [dah],


my hair also like not like smooth eh it's not like the navnee hair though, no but like also you can do what I'm doing lah embrace the curls lah embrace the waves


!huh!, you can get them you can get the modern E boy look lah more of a E boy look soft boy look


more like come back absolute skin hair [dah], (mmhmm), (mmhmm)


ya,


ah different colours ah, !wow!


Lazada, ah, (mmhmm)


what half


!wah! I damn scared to start medicine like by myself you know think it's quite I'm a bit like, I hope lah I hope are you all using the dean henderson book or dean bell kington book


oh is it oh, right, oh ya so that's oh grey's anat is an actual book is it


oh is it, but like there's also a person called grey right like on the show


good


the rite of passage, oh ya, that's ant lah the planes are all anat lah


oh I should have gone to imperial lah then like my course will be the same as your ya, ya, slightly better lah I think like the hospital <tamil> ஜம்முனு இருக்கு:jammunu irukku </tamil> [dah] hospital <tamil> எல்லாரும் வந்து:ellaarum vandthu </tamil> hospital <tamil> வந்து பிரமதமா இருக்குனு சொல்வாங்க யார் பார்த்து சொன்னானோ:vandthu piramaathamaa irukkunu solvaangka yaar paarththu sonnaanoo </tamil> !huh!


it's very frustrating sometimes but like you still love it cause like this like you seen all those videos where all the all the british people they all will like listen to


how much americans have to pay for, like their healthcare right then they !wah! they really lose their minds eh


they also you can I don't know a lot of places right just like they print money there is like modern monetary theory so like <tamil> எனக்கும் வந்து எல்லாம் புரியில்ல:enakkum vandthu ellaam puriyilla </tamil> [dah] I'm sure that like it everything kind of works like the US is in like two trillion dollars of debt so obviously like taxes don't really matter that much lah


ya, !huh! china like I think a lot to china, , ya, so like I don't know lah they there's like this there's like this modern monetary theory thing so like I don't know how that works


(mmhmm) it's crazy, do an econs degree when I'm like sixty won't understand, yah <tamil> ஆமாம்:aamaam </tamil> [dah] mean <tamil> ஒரு:oru </tamil> <tamil> ஒரு:oru </tamil> scholarship <tamil> கிடைத்தா நான் போயிருப்பேன்:kidaiththaa naan pooyiruppeen </tamil> [dah]


oh is it, NTU ah, ah


ah, , (mmhmm)


then that's one where like if you are like <tamil> நல்ல:nalla </tamil> scholarship <tamil> இல்ல இருந்தா வந்து:illa irundthaa vandthu </tamil> perm sec <tamil> அந்த மாதிரி ஆகலாம் இல்லையா:andtha maathiri aakalaam illaiyaa </tamil> ya but even like principal like <tamil> நல்ல காசு:nalla kaasu </tamil> [dah] [dey] <tamil> நான்:naan </tamil> kai kai <tamil> வோட அப்பா:voda appa </tamil> principal ah <tamil> தான் இருந்தாங்க நல்ல காசு:thaan irunthaanga nalla kaasu </tamil> it is like ASP money bro not no actually ASP ike higher lah higher


it's like the very stable like civil service kind of income you know, I'll say was a principal claire seah was a principal for like quite a while that's all I know, no lah god sister


I think ya god sister, so <tamil> என்ன:enna </tamil> [dah]


[dey] so close, [dey], !wah! so close to getting into imperial sia !wah! legit damn close but like, !wah! I I know why I messed up in my interview lah that's the problem where like one station like po <tamil> தடவினேன்:thadavineen </tamil> [dah] <tamil> பயமா தடவினேன் வந்து அவன் எனக்கு வந்து தெரிந்தது வேற எல்லாத்தையும் ஐம்முன்னு பேசினேன் ஆனா ஒரு:payamaa thadavineen vandthu avan enakku vandthu therindthathu veera ellaththaiyum jammunu peesineen aanaa oru </tamil> <tamil> ஒரே:oree </tamil> section <tamil> இல்ல:illa </tamil> !aiyo!


ah problem [dah], , oh shaiful aslam ya I know shaiful ya ya heard heard


ya, ya, ya, ya <tamil> உன்ன மாதிரி தான்:unna maathiri thaan </tamil> [dah], ah ya NUS med


ah, oh dariya damn smart ah, is it


!wow! okay, (mmhmm), !wah!


oh okay, was he top in level


ah, okay, right,


!wow! okay oh raffles academy like dean's list lah, oh okay, !wah! raffles academy sounds like some damn cheap like damn cheap like tuition centre lah, ya but it sounds like


I don't know people who don't know how branding works branding their stuff !wah! sound like damn cheap but like ya, raffles diploma !hey! !hey!, !oho! <tamil> அப்படியா பெரிய பருப்புங்களா நீங்க:appadiyaa periya paruppungkalaa niingka </tamil>


ah, oh is it oh you got you what what did you get a raffles diploma for


okay okay, okay, right


right,


it's quite useless right confirm everyone know like it's a bit like nonsense lah


, right


yo bro how's it how's it going man


ya as in I you you got the iphone right, pro eleven max, oh I was I was just thinking of getting an iphone, like my my Samsung now is is a bit old already I've been using it for like three years I need to get an upgrade plus I got I


what


ya it is , android is like that lah, android is like that lah like like is is really, is really a horrendous phone err operating system ya like like Apple is way is more seamless and and


camera


ya you don't really require much also ya exactly, dude the camera camera on iphone is also super good lah like, like if there there's no other phone that can compare to to the iphone in terms of camera quality and all which is


<tamil>மோசம் ஆமாம் ஆமாம்:moosam aamaam aamaam</tamil>


I understand I understand, (uh huh)


oh serious oh shit, oh my god that's actually very good that's the that's the good thing about iphone they always make sure that all the the phones are updated properly


oh really mine is mine is three already but then is is like dying already lah, that's the thing like battery life is like it will last for like five hours maybe then after that have to start charging it again, but the good thing now is that I don't really have to


but it's still Ulu, ya, ya


ya then you go buy a Kopi also right your coffee black then after that, fair enough I understand I understand


oh <tamil>காய்ச்சலா:kaychsalaa</tamil> COVID nineteen ah, COVID nineteen !aiyo!


oh how how long is your likw, what time you going to start work no what time you're starting work


the match later on like the the liverpool chelsea match, dude my bro my bro like he was like screw it I'm just going to buy a new uh he he just bought like a fifty dollar this the mio TV subscription but it's not it's not like on


on TV, he just get the online ya it's online one so but you can use it on multiple devices ya, ya ya that's what we do lah like we got HDMI cable then we just we just connect, and we've we have like two TV at home so like we can like stream in different rooms also


CS <tamil>என்ன:enna</tamil> Chennai ah, Mumbai indians, , okay lah, [dey], do you deadlift do you still deadlift in gym


how what's your deadlift now like hundred what, oh my god five times five one forty, !wah! do you use straps, you don't use belt also


ah, ya I understand


ya, you can just exert some force on it, ah


so [dey] really like it started bleeding you know so I the rest of the exercises I had to like you


hold on with a towel and then, I had to use a towel lah, that's why I was wondering whether I should get straps because it was also like I got sweaty palms so it it slips off my my hands also, I was doing like one ten five times five but then like still not


after that, for you also ah, must do like must do like three lah three reps


uh, uh over time


Easier-Aa <tamil>வந்து:vandthu</tamil> muscle build <tamil>பண்ணலாம் ஆனா எனக்கு தெரியவில்லை:pannalaam aanaa enakku theriyavillai</tamil> out and they must have been a lot ah


ah, ah


because when I when I looked at one website online right like what they said was, uh, you have to rest for like at least, around three minutes lah in between compound sets so <tamil>இது:ithu</tamil> even if you do like five reps you need to do


about you need to rest for like three minutes or if you're gonna, do three raps maybe a bit more lah because you are ya you are reaching closer to failure so


oh okay,


ah


[orh] like that, like this but it do you like do you like increase chances of like fracture or injuring your thumb like sprain


ya, ah, ya lah that's why I also, also wondering


that's why, I did nine, ya true true, ya ya I understand


!wah!, dude then for the game later who do you think is going to win did you watch the game yesterday manchester united game


[dey] it was really bad I was trying to study and watch also after I saw after I saw the first go lah I was like !wah! linda loft is gonna get destroyed today and he got destroyed


it was so bad it was so bad and


ya maguire


that's the that's the thing, he is a big person, my my main anger comes from


no I understand that but they're not transitioning fast enough that's the thing, they, they I mean they


leeds leeds leeds


don't know my my my okay but he's good as a box to box he's not a DM, ya


he's not he's not bad I I still, do you watch the his first documentary have you watched it, !wah! that's it's one of, it's really it's a really very it's a really good show and and I think you should really watch it lah


ya it's really good, mean press <tamil>மூலமா:mulamaa</tamil> eh <tamil>பார்க்கும்போது:paarkkumpoothu</tamil> I mean he has he portrays a bad image but actually to his team


but he played today what this first game did he ya thing is negative reinforcement ah negative reinforcement some players ya


I understand I understand, actually why don't grow your hair long your hair isn't very curly what it's okay what


center parting oh yes center parting, ya


dreadlocks <tamil>அது மாதிரி:athu maathiri</tamil> cultural appropriation I mean your hair grows that way it's not your fault, you never know


ASAP rocky, dude I can I think I can but, I don't want already it's a bit mine is like beyond that phase I need to like push it behind you know


you look dude you look like some K pop star now indian K pop err that's not really a compliment but


olden style tamil actors, wait who ah like the old ones did nambiar have it


is it nambiar no lah ya, MGR was but MGR one is like the the tousle you know like this this one strand just folds up ya they're trying to get the the zayn malik night changes style his hair his hair was like quite long until here


ya then so want to just grow it out until here


[dey] [dey] <tamil> இல்லை இல்லை:illai illai </tamil> bench Bench-Lae <tamil> இருக்கிறான் இப்ப யாரு:illa irukkiraan ippa yaaru </tamil> uh jotha ah


is a good signing ya it's one for the future that's why once he gets into the system he's gonna be very good, ya


and I guess he's used to the pressing cause in woos also it was quite a one signify the back he's the one who was like initiating all the presses, ya it's not the liverpool style lah but but I mean the the fitness he probably has it


ya, that's true the leeds pressing for that is that is top class I don't understand how fit they are [dey] <tamil> என்பதாது:enpathaathu </tamil> Minute-Layum


ya, it's it's very it's very A, yes is there's you don't really need a lot of flair to be able to do well


they all die already, ya exactly like you need to


, ya it because they are they are suited to being able to do a fast one on one situation <tamil> ஆனா:aana </tamil> liverpool <tamil> என்ன பன்னங்கணா:enna pannanganaa </tamil> press <tamil> பண்ணும்போது ஒரு இரண்டு மூன்று பேரு வந்து ஒரு:pannumpoothu oru irandu muunru peer vandthu oru </tamil> Player-Ku <tamil> ஓடிருவாங்க:oodiruvaangka </tamil> so they will press a particular position and then like at first it will be one to one then once they see the


the ball get loose then they all just swamp towards it but now I don't really know how they do it lah I haven't seen them in a plain on pressing trigger ya cause my my coach wanted to do something like that but we but A div you don't really need to do that you just have to go one to one it's it it works better that way


is that is it like role or henderson's role


(uh huh), , I see I see


actually ya my leads interesting to watch lah yesterday they almost bottled it though


ah


oh chairman stage <tamil> இல்லையா:illaiyaa </tamil> group stage


okay ah, uh no


!wah! it's quite it's quite shocking that they actually qualify they lost to they lost to shaktah they lost to city they lost ya their no they drew city that they won the last two


oh ya it was but no no it was balance, oh ya ya they qualified I exit no I X was still third


among us it's so fun !wah! serious I was, I I wanted to I didn't know it existed like during circuit breaker, then during circuit breaker like Friends-Ooda game <tamil> விளையாடும் போது சும்மா:vilayaadum poothu summaa </tamil> spyfall <tamil> விளையாடுவோம் இல்ல:vilayaaduvoom illa </tamil> playstation <tamil> இல்ல ஏதாவது:illa eethaavathu </tamil> call of duty or or fifa <tamil> விளையாடுவோம் அதான்:vilayaaduvoom athaan </tamil> actually among us is a very intellectual give


ya, you you play it online like you play with your friends then you just make it public after that lah, ya dude is is really I play with my sibling yesterday it's it's very good ya


the <tamil> இல்லை:illai </tamil> Instagram leh memes uh once it starts coming out on that right


we wanted to play during orientation but then, I didn't know how to play lah and then recently like, during lessons sometimes you got free time them my my group wants to play so we just play, it's quite fun lah it's it's damn Shiok


what are you transferring or the


your mum is using your old phone, oh, -, your Samsung ah, S nine is okay lah it's decent, -EMPT, ya


S ten then next one S twenty right don't have eleven, ya that's


oh they in the do (ppc) <tamil> இந்த புது:indtha puthu </tamil> phone eh


I see I see, how you know


ultra red ah, ultra white, ah ya


so jan january <tamil> இல்ல தானே கிளம்ப போறே தானே:illa thaanee kilampa pooree thaanee </tamil> january january


oh okay, so <tamil> இப்போதைக்கு வந்து ஒரு:ippothaikku vandthu oru </tamil> term, one term you have about four hours for contact lah, what that's so


then that mean practicals all don't need to go, practical, first year ah, but your course also five years right


then one year house man, so what did you is that an extra like degree, BSC in something lah


so you want to get BSC, !wah!


we will be suffering, oh during recess week ah you all playing, peter ah


daniel how many players can you all have, [dey] <tamil> ஆனா என்னால அவ்வளவா ஒழுங்கா விளையாட முடியாது என்னால:aanaa ennaala avvalavaa ozhungkaaga vilaiyaada mudiyaathu ennaala </tamil> like


can play is one thing lah but, can play wait but you all how what do you all play like five people what do you all do, two V two how small, oh !wah! that's


oh so it's like you get the ball then you must you must dribble out of the zone or something


ya, , ya,


wait but so when you all play it's on pitch ah or


but okay lah I mean I I need to get back anyway sooner or later I tried playing with my my junior that time so basically we had a house meet like we all went to hall to meet the the rest of the house mates like cause we are we don't stay in hall then we are quite like distant from them so we went there then we wanted to we heard that they were going to play football lah so we were like damn excited then they brought a ball and all


then suddenly they said eh let's play frisbee then we were like aw are you serious no way we can't play frisbee man and it's like, and then and then it was just both of us you know like we were just like crossing and heading to each other but then we realize that, ah <tamil> எல்லாரும்:ellaarum </tamil> frisbee <tamil> விளையாடினாள் நாங்க மட்டும் இல்லை என்றால் ஒரு மாதிரியா ஒரு மாதிரியா தான் இருக்கும்:vilaiyaadinaal naangka matdum illai enraal oru maathiriyaa thaan oru maathiriyaa thaan irukkum </tamil> like


we look we look very like unfriendly you know anti social ya so and actual ah <tamil> நாங்க நம்மளும் வந்து அவங்க நாள்தோறும் வந்து பார்க்க மாட்டும் :naangka nammalum vandthu avangka naalthoorum vandthu paarkka maatdum </tamil> once in a while only so at least we should go and interact with them lah so I told him [dey] let's just go play frisbee lah


so we went to play frisbee and, and the thing is both of us are like super tall like he's taller than me like one eight five around there so at first we didn't know how to play like once we realize we just hard to to throw like from one end to the other and just catch it then you can just do it already ya that's what we were doing like


for for quite long lah then we realize that that's also quite antisocial because all the girls didn't even get to touch the frisbee, ya correct well it was fun that's fun


ya <tamil> இந்த வாரம் வந்து:indtha vaaram vandthu </tamil> like you know there's some indian group right I told you, ya like a group of all the indians who like just want to meet and then like both of us also aren't very err open to the idea I guess because <tamil> நாங்களும் வந்து:naangkalum vandthu </tamil> uh


I mean generally we are quite introverted people lah so we don't really want to hang around with that many people but we're gonna give it a chance, so <tamil> வாய்ப்பு கொடுத்து வாய்ப்பு கொடுத்து சும்மா போய் பார்க்கலாம்:vaayppu koduththu vaayppu koduththu summaa pooy paarkkalaam </tamil> tanya <tamil> வா:vaa </tamil> [dey] <tamil> எனக்கு வேண்டாம்:enakku veendaam </tamil> [dah] <tamil> அவன் சொன்னா அவள் வந்து கொஞ்சம்:avan sonnaa aval vandthu konjsam </tamil> Cute-Aa <tamil> இருக்கா:irukkaa </tamil> err like <tamil> என் என்:en en </tamil> junior so I told him okay lah I I try to hit you up with I try to wing man you


on the days of so I ya, [dey] <tamil> நான்:naan </tamil> evolve <tamil> பண்ணிட்டேன்:pannitdeen </tamil> [dah] evolution now I am only purely, a wing man


yes exactly, dude I'm season eight already, ya, correct, that's right you learned learn that from among us also have to be big brained


but okay lah it's quite it's quite funny, err I guess because


when we were in OCT and like when we were in NS, we were quite indian enough so we just left out we were quite indiany but we left out tharun actually no we didn't really leave out tharun he was there also


eh that's true it was like me you and wong yang and like shreyas, maybe ya just shreyas, like it was ya, he was actually close to us that's the funny thing tharun like we spoke to him spoke to him quite often


ya, let's give him the benefit of the doubt


ya he's a funny guy, I was there was this other guy uh who's in my house who's from NUS high and he's in our batch also, so I ask him do you know tharun then he started laughing like what the heck I wanted to ask do you know tharun then I say then he was like tharun is an odd one ya


then I'm like ya he's quite odd


so, then I told him


so that's quite, that's quite funny lah I mean like if something happens then it's quite interesting to see how it pans out


ya, !aiya! we will already be in like a war, ah


exactly, and you can't you can't do like anything without, like considering the consequences first I guess, ya it's a good thing lah it's a good thing, correct


how not to irritate people how not to, disturb people, just be a a casual observer, be just be a casual observer


oh


yes, that's life lah, ya I mean and and it's not only that like after this once you graduate you are going, into like an industry where all of them are gonna be like your immediate colleagues you know


ya I mean together with the NUS people lah that's maybe one batch from that and like all those who go overseas and come back, actually they're just they are just contributing to like the glut of doctors in singapore


that's that's a hack man that's a hack I still have to go and do so nonsense


once you start earning it's not going to be that ex


ah, oh, okay, that's good that's good, why don't you become why don't you try do like sports medicine then go and


become like a doctor for the football teams that's actually something ya, ya


ya, !wow!, no


uh, five million a year, that is that's, !huh!, there's just a quarter of what earns


ya ya !wah!, nonsense ridiculous


I don't know whether I should


ya true true actually if you're gonna if you're gonna be in london how how long will you be there for like even after no as in even after like years term will you still be there or will you come back straight away the will disturb you then you you can't make sure away, after your term yah like during the holidays


so ya cause I was thinking maybe one day like just one holiday I just come there for like two three weeks


ya that's why what you shreyas and then my RI friends also, confirm Shiok like I can just stay in someone's house don't need to pay for lodging can stay with my cousin ah, he won't he be married to his uh arranged wife by then


(uh huh), okay lah then I can go and crash with him, or I crash with like because I think, I told my friends confirm gonna I think three of them probably gonna get a house together, ya


so, as in ilayan ranjan and uh subhir, shreyas he mean he's taking the same course as nilan and ranjan I don't know whether they are like close yet, once they start taking the course together then probably they could become close and maybe they will room together


ya but don't know whether they are going to I don't know them like shreyas is the kind of person who


the locals like the other international students lah so got to see how, ya, that's true ya


got to try to branch out ya that's why, -EMPTY, that's true, -, it's true it's true, should I shave my beard, really


bald, where, here, ya that's why here lah, like everything is under like the side


like like a wolverine is wolverine esque, or need to shave here lah like you know who's baskin and then wait for it to connect


but I I'm only keeping I'm only keeping cause my junior wants to keep and then like he don't want to like be there to lose, oh ya I just, I just suprise him then, -, this week I just, ya like when we meet this week for the


<tamil> செவ்வந்தி பூவா:sevvanthi puvaa </tamil> okay, ya lah, but I don't know lah don't know whether I should cut my hair also, like one day I I'm just going to get so pissed off them I'm just gonna to chop everything off


I'm going to shave it off, ya it's very like, is not is it's very thick I should go and thin it, I just thought I just thought built for this


that's not suited for this, of or I should just go like tomorrow let's just screw it I'm gonna cut my hair


just go and chop everything off shave it then when everyone sees me they'll be like what the hell, because, ya course not skin head lah like just go and cut properly and like shave, shave my beard because all of them said like all of them have seen me with a beard


ever since the start of term, ever since like uh a month ago, I've been having a beard and I I never cut hair, nevermind I shall go and just cut everything actually I should I should


I'm so torn I just order hair I just ordered hair bands, I just ordered hair bands for like, no lah like navy and black only lah, for like two bucks lah off like


Shopee, uh Shopee or Lazada can't remember which one one of those two lah, ya, tomorrow got class and I still have to do some notes for like a class on thursday cause I got nine lecture videos for that one


ya I think as in chris has started on it already, ya, I I saw it tonight then I was like oh my word this is obsolete


you won't be by yourself what I mean, because whatever you learn kind of like what we've learn also then can just share what, ah, what


ah like in year three onwards then you start using like the costanzo's like physiology and uh grey's anat like grey's anat you can use by yourself, ya that's where they got the name from


ah [dey] the person who wrote the book is called grey's


yo, that's why it's it's just so, comedic, cause like when I heard when I saw the thing like my friend send me the grey's anatomy book then I was like wait what grey's anatomy it's an actual book


ya but it's not bad it's not bad like they they tell you like all the planes you need to know, and then like that's the starting lah then they they teach you like the, different types of imaging and all, ya ya then after that they they go into it lah


then once they go into it there is, it's it's a lot more challenging, imperial that is actually it'll be actually the same here, but UCL is better what I thought you say UCL better


ya, (uh huh), , wait but that it's it's still free right, is UCL hospital free under NHS, oh serious everywhere there's no private hospital


are there private hospitals, oh, ah


ya,


ya, ya


it's unbelievable


I didn't even know who are they in debted to, and then now their trying to shut china out also


jokers lah, comedy gold, do lah I was I was so close I was a whisker away


and then and then I got there the email as in I got into NTU then I was like I wrote into them I was like sorry I'm not coming for you


you can go like usually your accelerator lah so if you are in the teaching track you will teach then after that they'll put you to like VP or principal then there's the other policy track which is you just go into you teach for awhile then you jump into MOE and we don't teach lah


ya something like that


ya is higher ya, wait kai dad who I thought he taught RI for a while, oh


wait he's the only son ah kai


ya, sia


actually I don't know where I went wrong lah but, it do be like that sometimes, wait then who's that guy who has it you know the shaiful guy, ya is why is he is he paki or it, tamil ah


tamil indian, eh tamil muslim, oh from AC, oh, he's NUS he's in NUS right, ya, solid solid I spoke to him shabir knows him I don't know how


damn smart, oh serious


, ya lah then, some guys in my school like that also like when deniro when deniro didn't get straight A also we were all like what, deniro is damn smart ya dude like in in sec four he was like three point nine five GPA


and he's he didn't have second language because he's sinhalese right, and and it counted as his second language like you cannot omit it from your GPA, so he and he got four and he like got four point O for that lah so it's like above eighty percent


as in, no top was for like straight four, ya, no I don't think ariff was straight for, there's another guy called johan, he was like so he was straight four with


one raffles academy so raffles academy is like at a higher level, and then there's another guy who's like the police scholar the police president scholar for our year elden he was like straight four with two or two raffles caring or something like that, the he was like


no no is like you take the subject at a higher level the entire year ya, it's like H three it's the H three ya


ya correct exactly , got a lot of nonsense lah the raffles diploma also is is so you heard of it , it's nonsense lah


I didn't even bother, with that, I never put in my in like my CV, ya that is, [dey] is either like like everyone will get it as long as you meet like the basic criteria then you can expand on like


three different areas I thing no actually five five different areas, there's like cognitive there's like sports aesthetic arts then there's like community involvement and stuff like that, then like if you hit a certain criteria you can get like merit or distinction in those areas, so <tamil> எனக்கு வந்து:enakku vandthu </tamil> sports <tamil> விளையாடினேன் அதோட:vilayaadineen athooda </tamil> err community involvement <tamil> நிறைய பண்ணேன்:niraiya panneen </tamil> interact leh so


for community and sports I kind of like qualify for the higher level but then I I just didn't apply like, and it just has to be a cleared but I I didn't bother with it lah


really, ya, ya, it's very ridiculous like all the teachers because some of the teachers some of the teachers like they, graduate from RI then they come back to teach so


uh for them also like they know that it's it's very useless lah


hello, okay can alright , so how are you


ya lah you what have you been doing, , (mmhmm)


so, so


really, oh I don't like to work from home especially


about one month, then I feel so like terkurung dalam bilik and the wifi is not strong, I rather work at from the office


so between you and me the the the experience is different lah, ya, how long how long, only like macam about two weeks


so my my environment my working environment is not, as comfortable as doing it in in in in the office


that's why I tadi I ask you to take a picture of your your working setting, so so at least you you have a table and two monitors right, that is me in the office kalau kat rumah I will just like duduk depan depan TV then my laptop


then my drink then how how how is that, effective ya, it's not at all also


oh my god and the, and he he is used to that


oh make the home macam office like that ah, oh then what your wifi around your houses eh around your houses around the house macam good ah


, and your room, oh okay


like because your work from home pakai pakai pakai apa Microsoft or, or, ya the Google hangouts you they you never break out meh macam never lag or what


[orh]


okay so the experience is quite, okay lah for you compared to my experience is not that okay, so different experience, back to school already right


oh, oh one more month !wow!


ya you're left with one more month wait you started since when, !wow! you got, two months of holiday ah not bad ah you,


oh you've been working part time kerja apa eh cause I saw on your Instagram you work night shift all


(uh huh), like what , why


spent too much on what, oh how much you earn ah that that that job


, hundred per, oh, ninety nine, per night, !wow!


okay


makeup stuff


then you work alone or what not alone right ada orang lain juga [kan], [orh]


Tampines, !huh! then how you travel [seh], Yishun correct [orh] so you got straight bus there lah


technically lah a bit lah, compared to staying at ah compared to where you are now until


uh at ibu cik house lah the difference right, okay so now you still working there, then now now what,


why experience what you pack, but is it fast paced job,


so how long did you work there, one week and then you cannot tahan , uh, it's just too fast paced ah macam


as in one day ya numbers of packs to pack, one thousand, two K lah


!wow! not bad ah you QC, do you know you know in cause I did packing job also but the best, uh the best position is which one or not the first one, means right you are in the in the emtire human line


cause all you have to do is just, then the rest all just need to catch up what, ah [kan] so if you are the first person it's the easiest job ah but quality check a bit hard ah


quality check and need to buat cepat cepat then that's crazy ah, I did for foreign workers so we pack for we packed food for the foreign workers at the dorms


and that was crazy and tiring also because, err we start at about nine [kan] then we need to


you stand and then you pack that's all and then you pack damn fast, so I usually need to scoop the ah the rice is either you, uh scoop the kuah then after that you Kiap the container then you , then total the whole day must I don't know what's the target lah but ya it's a lot


it's a lot and tiring and, and smelly because you're in the kitchen, ah pack kat kitchen ah so ya the food is already ready and, sometimes you'll injure yourself because panas lah then when you Kiap the container then you also will Kiap your finger lah


when you take the bus home you'll be like the most smelliest person ah so ya cause you work in the kitchen ya it's damn tiring, the industrial area at Woodlands there lah


so they needed manpower uh so they asked manpower from my company so so ya lor, , yup my current company lah so this this this the the the the workplace that I work for


I mean the the packing place yang I kerja is , has good networks with my company and so they asked manpower from my company, they they pay us then we help them lah


, ya lor so that's why I when I ask you how how was your experience for the packing I understand lah what it means when you say fast paced, express gila lah especially when you do quality check how to quality check cepat cepat [seh]


oh, buat apa, swabber,


nope you don't need you just need an experience I mean you don't need you just say you are available then you you can lah, no ah you will learn one usually it's either you are an assistance or you are the one swabbing


so my friend applied for it, and the pay is quite good lah, three K lah three K for I don't know how many weeks of working lah so ya


oh


so you what you, oh okay okay can


(mmhmm)


, okay


then kenapa you leave, oh, it's the easiest part time it's the easiest packing job is it, compared to your your your makeup makeup one


, then besok buat apa the pharmaceutical one the pharmacy one, you just sign up only, then for


how long is it by contract basis or what, oh, oh but night shift though


, oh dekat lah, technically ah what time start


eight thirty must be there, then finish at eight AM, so eight to eight err eight to eight ah


oh, okay lor can lah then you better survive in this job, , packing


, is it


I understand , how's you and Andy, ya that is tea don't you realise it


!ee! I ask you first how's you and Andy, you've been closer right every time sekarang I always saw you and, you and Andy on InstaStory


oh okay okay okay okay, oh, that's why you guys spend time together,


ya that's why that's why macam selalu when I see your InstaStory macam eh, Andy Andy Andy but then got one time no Andy at all,


oh I mean, oh gitu eh macam mata merah ah kirakan , like jealous ke like oh I have a boyfriend but you don't like err


oh, but you always prioritize your work from what I see also, you I think you know how to balance so they have no say


ya ya ya it's how but good thing Andy faham lah that's the thing, understand each other


meet tapi masih berbual [kan], like on Whatsapp or at least berbual on the phone, good lah good lah


, not talk, , well good lah good lah at least


in in this relationship the two of you, ya so when you guys have your free time then spend as much as possible


ya how long already ah, what, three years, not bad ah three years ah this is this the longest


, , I actually forgot who is he but ya I understand


okay I cannot recall, I okay okay I think I remember I think I remember, ya never mind focus on this one now, ya, okay lah actually I don't know if you realise anything on my Instagram though


ya what assumption did you make any assumption yet, but did you like did you come across anything


you are my close friend right, , ya lah because his side he don't make it he don't, show it dia punya orang dia tak tunjuk tunjukkan so


uh his type is he don't show either his relationship side or he only show more about his his own life, which doesn't really involve me so ya , ya so sometimes when I see you and Andy I'm like !hais! eh cause at least sometimes Andy will show about you then you will show about Andy that kind of thing


err me and him are dealing shitty stuff now lah so ya


together and individually so macam okay ah let's say ah so ah cause sekarang dia [dah] ORD right, do you know what he's working now, you have no idea you never follow him on Instagram ah


oh, oh that recent stories dia tak appear lah that kind of thing okay okay, cause ah dia sekarang work as financial adviser, you know what is that you know right, insurance agent ya so he's an insurance agent


so under AIA but uh under AIA there's a sister company called, MFAG, so err basically how to plan your how to spend how to plan your finance according to the muslim shariah law


so okay lah, uh you ask me kenapa dia kerja ni pasal one day he was just scrolling through Facebook, and he saw a job ad then he just tried to apply and dia dapat ah itu [jer]


ah so so he invest I mean he he work on it until he reached to a point that he already is a certified FA, so sekarang dia boleh go around he can come he can go to you he can go to anybody and start selling insurance or any plans


cause once you, to once you join a full time job you will surely meet new people [kan], ya so you will meet new people of many of different ages uh different character


okay lah I get his point where I get where he's coming from, so , so he was telling me all these then he said okay so, I


fourth year in the relationship, ya ya so ah so macam macam mana eh, okay so suddenly actually this thing doesn't only happen once during his NS pun pernah happen I don't know eh


so macam this thing happen for the third time already , okay so okay ah now I explain to you what happen, so uh basically dia dia bilang me Hans punya type punya orang is dia he's very honest


so dia jujur dia akan bilang apa apa his perasaan everything to me, so he was being honest about his feelings so he was like telling me ah oh , he wants to to what is it called he wants to


he don't know if this is what he wants because he wants to explore, so at first bila dia cakap macam gitu I thought, explore means he wants a bit of freedom, like uh means like me not disturbing his work or me not disturbing when he


go out and hang out with his friends if he want to hang out go and hang out that kind of thing I thought that was it you know


get it so means ah means ah like for example I'm Hans and, you are the first the new person that I met right, then I don't want to feel guilty talking to you, ya without at the back of my mind thinking about Lina that kind of thing you know


ya so, so, okay so I told you this is not the first time it happened this is the third time it happened the first time it happened was during his NS, his NS dia ada group of volunteer corps do you know what is volunteer corps means you volunteer for SAF


ah so that is the first time it happened, !wow! macam okay sure, then that's the first time it happened when it first time it happened okay lah sakit hati tu sakit hati lah tapi at least


ah it, it it did hurt me but it was the first time so macam okay first time let it go that kind of thing, so the thing is he, that when the first time it happened he actually talked to someone, already and actually like like want to know her even more


not interested lah because that VC girl also have a boyfriend, , no VC is err volunteer corp, yes means you volunteer for SAF


ah, so, okay so when it first happened I take it like okay never mind, okay I do have my emotional uh breakdown ah I mean mental breakdown and shit for the first time it happened, then okay done done done done life go on as per normal then second time it happened still during his NS


Hans until talk to her on the Whatsapp lah like, like made a move lah macam message lah message the perempuan nak nak know better, so first time it happened okay


okay people might say it's cheating lah but but but but, I don't I don't take it because he is telling me what he's doing, that's the thing, okay so when it first time it happened okay I let it like okay let it pass


then it happened for the second time, correct a'ah, so during NS is also volunteer corp also, but this time around he haven't made any move he wants to make a move but he tell me


[kan] uh


ya, this is what I'm trying to say lah don't know why until I hold on until today, so the third time it happened which is now this period it has been three weeks already, the third time it happened nothing has happened yet


it's just dia punya tiba tiba the way dia layan me the way he he behave around me change


like limited talking to new people, especially in his workplace and stuff and plus it's his first so called first time meeting a group of ladies get it


know more about people get it and he thought he he basically said this to me he said that what if


he found he he will meet somebody that is , err way better than me that kind of thing, , ya of course then he said to me you are already the he said this to me the benchmark is you


so the benchmark let's say ah this is me ah this is the benchmark so he wants to see if in this world, at any point of time in his life dia akan jumpa sesiapa yang better than me that kind of thing,


I said that thing tu juga I said macam I I say to him ah I also can say the same thing to you what but I choose to focus what is in front of me, I said that to him then he say ya correct but what if the thing is, his so called


reason or intention is he don't want to regret later he want to regret now he wants to make the mistake now, let's say if I leave like for example, if I leave him


will he feel regret and he will he be able to meet somebody that is better than me that kind of shit lah, so ya !hais!, no I don't know because


together remember we had this night calls, I tell you that Hans really want this relationship to to end up uh like like a real thing, then now this get it, ya so this is the gist of the entire story


that's why I'm like so tired of this emotional breakdown almost every single day, but then then if you ask me ah if you ask me now why are you still with him, then I I then I will reply you I also don't know, so ya lah


like that's why when you things like uh on Twitter will say this and that right you you wait sometimes you need to leave you you need to let go of the people that you love, eventually but it's so hard for me to let go


ah I've invested so much, on him time, thinking thoughts and shit don't know lah


this thing has been almost like it has been, like a month like almost a month, ya and there's no there's no end to it macam there's no conclusion there's a closure there's a closure in terms of how we feel


but conclusion macam do we still want each other do we still want what we have or do do do do do you still want to go on with like endless, that's why I was I was quite impressed with how you Andy are together even though you are very busy you still can still go back to each other


for me and him we are too dependent on each other that that now he want to do his own thing, the thing is he can but I cannot do on my own thing because I'm already, I've already so called shaped my life around him get it


not exactly lah, I don't see, I don't see other things I don't see other parts of my life without him get it, ya ah so macam my end goal in this relationship okay let's say to get married and stuff


is I don't have my own like self goal, okay, I got my own goals but like again it revolves around him that kind of thing


so it's, yes sure up to you you can go ahead and share


, but you you do try to recover after that right, (mmhmm), ah that's the word make up


, ya lah faham lah


ya lah, cause that's how you begin the relationship also so, [kan]


ya lah faham lah but at least now kau orang at least ada ada so called same goal in the relationship right,


with him, at least at least a goal with him [kan], ya, now is we used to now is, no goal


we like I say to you we we, we agreed on one goal which is next year maybe, late next year or early early next two years to get married now is like err am I getting you for nothing that kind of thing


ya, ya it gets to that extent so, so at least you have a goal okay maybe for you and Andy it's not marriage maybe it's to travel together first, to know each other better maybe I don't know but


a total switch a total change of goals which is now tak match, ya so now I'm just like


uh like that ya so, I'm taking day by day but really I feel that at the end of the day maybe


I, , met his parents, spend time yes tapi macam other stuff to talk about the future no lah because dia punya parents obviously is supportive of Hans


his parents still thinks like you don't have to rush into things and stuff, ya so, at the same time Hans' father also said don't make her just like a


!haiya! ya lah the thing is, the thing is if you if you ask me, if you ask me whether I'm hurt and stuff


it's just tears eh macam really legit sia so macam ya lah, so well I'm just updating you my relationship status so kalau we ever have another family gathering then suddenly very awkward why no Hans already now you understand lah


but the thing is it hasn't it hasn't go to a stage where okay the thing is


my my type my type right, my type right is if I break up with somebody I want to cut ties with the person, obviously will you, eh


like, [kan] [kan] so no matter what you'll surely cut ties with him with him right,


uh (hmm) no he I don't know dia cakap why it doesn't makes sense why can't we just be friends, okay the thing is it's it's also hard to cut ties you know why


because me and him we have the same group of friends, if I cut ties it means I have to sacrifice in terms of kalau dia orang hang out and there's Hans I might, I might think twice of hanging to hang out macam gitu


so far so far during this period right, where uh like, but few days ago when my friend ajak me hang out then I asked ada siapa kalau ada Hans I say to them I tak nak join


, so ya I'm just telling you so there's no okay whatever story that I've shared there's no bad guy


in this story lah okay people might say it's him but at the same time, it's also me for staying because I I'm getting hurt, for no reason I could actually just leave, ya I could just leave the relationship then he can do what he wants I can I can take care of myself


recover myself but the thing is I choose to stay then now the situation is not any better, see I am aware sia, err like I don't know a week ago maybe


he's, , I know I understand, !hais!, !hais!, no


I want to tell but I don't know how to tell I want to tell also but I don't want to tell that kind of thing you know, but, I I hint only lah I hint to my mother only lah


she she sense it lah so macam , I don't like to tell cause I just don't want to uh


I think I tell only like, three people, three people from my friends and then you one then my colleague at least one so at least he knows why I'm feeling like this during work time so ya [loh]


so this issue macam I really tak nak bilang orang but, on my Instagram I think people can like oh okay Hans and Lina is no more that kind of thing


ya, ya, , ,


, too, I have fallen for him too hard that uh now I cannot see myself doing other things besides being with him that kind of thing


get it, I still stick I can say that I'm quite a loyal person lah but


, , ya ah so ya [dah] itu [jer] lah


that's my that's that's what I'm experiencing now so if if you happen to like see my Instastory and more to green colour right, ah it's just me expressing my emotions, and and now I'm trying to work on my mental health because it's really affecting it affecting me so badly


!huh!, ya it affect, then suddenly benda tu come in


then when benda tu come in I need to talk to that guy then when I need to talk to him then negativity kicks in then from there, it affect the whole thing then that is why when tadi you bilang me [kan] ah what time you sleep and stuff right


when it first happened I've been going home late from work, so I left work I left office at about twelve


okay I do Zoom meetings at at the office then I just chill then wait a bit more then I baru balik that kind of thing then once I go home


I'll just knockout ah so knockout about maybe sometimes if I decided to express my feelings to anybody or to him I'll sleep like I'll sleep as late as maybe three o'clock, but I sleep as late as three but the next day I have to wake up as early as eight so that kind of thing lah


so and that, that first two weeks it was the worst because it has it repeats so everyday is that, then, then it affected my work in terms of productivity lah I lupa benda I forget things I forgot what to do and shit


and I really can see the difference legit you need sleep, so , so ya but I'm catching up on my sleep already lah so that is good enough, (hmm) ya at least sleep at one or at least don't cry to sleep that kind of shit ya


ya, ya understand lah, it's okay


to nineteeth, ya I think I don't mind just hanging out at your house also make myself occupied and shit


busy , ah your rumah macam tukar hari hari [seh] , ya ya ya ya


then before raya I think I went to your house once also different theme then raya also different theme


ya your kitchen got the vine right I saw your Instastory what, busy [seh]


it's only your room tak involved lah, ya I can see that


but at least you got a working space [seh] that is good that's what I need eh, but the thing is I don't like to work in my bilik pasal wifi tak strong legit tak strong, ya me me and my adik already had this conversation but we're not doing it so ya that's all


we just need a different type of router ya, because this wifi sucks you okay for example ah kalau sekarang you go to my house you sleep on my bed you are using your data already


, ya, [kan] that's why I rarely do my work like you won't even see me do my work in my room


I always do outside kalau tak I'll just do at other places, , ya means we need an additional router right, ya because the one that we're using now is in the living room next to the TV


so macam jauh gila kalau nak pergi to my room


how many wifi you have at home, oh you have two, one is at, so you are connected to your, parents' one, patutlah boleh lah gitu ya then I need to pasang one more [loh]


, ya, it will be eventually right this is the this is the norm now also you know I, I now conduct workshops via Zoom


, just now punya meeting is just a normal work meeting


so for example you work let's say you work from nine to six, that is your normal work your normal work, then we got Zoom meeting Zoom meeting is to make sure everyone is in then we we we are all


like on the same track check in apa task you buat ah, ya because the thing is now my team okay what's happening to the team now is okay I tell you now ah


err, I and one more colleague is in the office just the two of us then the rest one err some of them are deployed in community club, some of them are deployed in at MSF to do social work


so so they are deployed at different places but the same time, why they are deployed at different places is because these places will give the money to the company then the company will can pay us


our normal rate, , that is why at night we need to do meeting pasal everyone will be in the meeting because at the office we will never meet each other, ah


uh, (mmhmm), no just now one is because I had to do a a mini training for this ah tomorrow's training


ya, err at pukul sepuluh no worry lah can can, ya so ya lor, then anyways so I am starting another job again cause I was just


I was like quite happy that I I'm out of the community club, then on Tuesday I am back I'm going to MSF, ah ya is to I'm going to do some homeless job you know as in err


err macam jadi inspection macam inspect the homeless ah I don't know lah apa lah, pay to maintain the the the cash flow the money going in the company


ya so it's tiring because you are doing that job but at the same time you're doing your own job so you got two jobs, ya, it's just it's just COVID things ah it's it's it's it sucks bro hopefully hopefully by the time you get your first time first full time job right everything is back to normal


ya, uh


, , oh so you your pay macam mana bila internship


five hundred right, ya that's the rate for poly, !huh!, your ITE is


five hundred, unless you work at retail retail will be eight hundred, ya so that's why I never like you get to experience ITE internship right then, at least you experience the paydrop when you say it's five hundred for the poly we will say it's normal ya it's it's just the rate


, is it tak tahu lah sekali five hundred juga eh


as an intern, it's okay lah you already pass through the err internship phase unless you want to go degree then maybe another internship


ah then go ahead bro ambil [jer], being what broke oh you want to work for your own


up to you your decision you still got like half a year to go, September, ya you're graduating April right


ya then after that you can decide bila you nak continue degree or


ya, or you can take a year break and work then go and study or you can study part time and work up to you, you're you're the type yang boleh belajar what I'm not so


it's your choice, , but what degree you want to take same similar or, similar as your the things you are doing now or


or you want to try something new, business ah, explore your options ya


ya eh not bad [seh] you went through like different certificates [seh], [kan] [kan] then then when you have a kid right you when you have a kid right then you can say which one you want to know


I went through all ya, you went through N O uh and higher NITEC then diploma if you take, degree you go degree ah if you go further ah all also you have


oh it runs in the family, , uh uh, , ya like that ah depends ah what you want


me, no need lah ah now I'm like thinking nak ambil HR ke tak ah tapi tak apa lah no need ah


ya lah that is because they have the knowledge, they don't just like assume oh I am from HR, then they treat you like shit ya, ya I'm thinking of that lah but tengok ah


I got no motivation so ya, okay, oh eh eh err


(ppo) okay can so (um), alright okay bye bye, Z


okay, again, no again, oh I cannot hear here


wait ah I clap, okay three two one , okay alright let's put on our ear piece,


okay hi Selina, okay , I'm okay lah err we long time never talk it's been so long


I'm so sorry I've been so busy, okay so, err I intern all the way at home err for my school, I intern three months since April


ya then like four months so all my err all my intern was just work from home, so my creative director he was like err, err your intern quite special lah all from home lah then he's like it's never been done before so he felt quite


he felt quite sad that macam I, just did all my intern at home ah like he felt like my experience was just, just all the way at home so ya then school also from home


ya so weird , then, ya (uh huh), err kat, I mean kat rumah just like apa eh


err I felt like, err wherever, I felt like tak tidur tak tak tidur like I just


I, uh you err did you work from home


(mmhmm), (mmhmm) oh how many like , ya how long


office ah, (mmhmm) , oh okay, ya


, conducive lah, , my brother also he apa work from home still now till now he's still working from home, ya, it was quite long


ya I err but then now uh my parents apa eh my parents


ya but in the balcony lah, , sometimes it disconnect like the strongest wifi is just


not at his room so it's always at the kitchen kitchen kitchen my room and the balcony, ya don't even know why ya, me


I what do you mean by that, oh err we use Google hangouts


our I think the Google hangout was quite okay, ya like it was quite good lah but for classes there was, like my school from home there was just banyak lag lah, ya


, it's alright, oh shit ya,


sekarang aku just ada holiday lah, so my holiday is till, err October, October nineteen


eh is it oh shit , since I don't know a month ago, , ya so I've just been working part time


ya just, packing jobs it was just bad honestly I, err I just, err like this job make me feel like oh my god


I just feel so shit I don't like , , it's surviving just to cover then I realised I spent too much I'm like oh no


, I think , err atas kind of food , it was just it because I switch two jobs


so one was like hundred, I think I think ninety nine dollars ah a day, a night, ya err, ya it was just contact lens thing


contact lens packing that was okay then like the another one was eighty five dollars that was so long, the the hours was so long it was I think it was the, the hours was long but like,


err beauty beauty packer, pack err all the all makeup, err benda benda ya benda benda benda makeup sahaja lah


, ya that I mean at least these jobs all work together, ah, err warehouse kat Tampines eh old Tampines road which was so far


ya that's why, I stay at ibu cik punya rumah so ada Iryan err


err Yishun I at least like the apa eh


(mmhmm) ya, err no I


(ugh) I I tak nak lah , it was so fast paced girl, I tak boleh I felt like crying


oh god it was so dreadful, I cannot tahan I mean like, it's very fast paced ya it's very fast paced


we had to hit target err targets and there was, one day was eighty five eh oh you mean, oh, one point one point eight, , but ya err only two


quality checkers and I was one of them, so I had to quality check each parcel and each parcel had a lot of things, I was going crazy girl ,


oh, which one, oh, oh ya


okay , ya true ,


oh, oh


, (mmhmm)


, , damn


oh, oh oh you kat kitchen


(mmhmm), oh, oh


oh, oh then wait ah your current company now


, oh okay


, ya, err I wasn't I wasn't I wasn't even supposed to like


type on the computer I was just typing like then I I was like eh what am I typing , ya, uh err I was like tomorrow will be my first day in the job


, oh, but


but if you swab wrongly then, oh, oh


ya, (mmhmm) that's quite good, ya, oh err pharmacy like from I don't know lah but tomorrow is like my first night, then


at and it was like a night it's a night job then I'm like I think, going to go find apa err


like find better places for wak Ina lah, ya, ya cause like that's sometimes I feel like, when you see jobs in newspaper article


like maybe like the prices like or the apa the deal like to kerja is not so, not so reasonable for the hours you work, ya


ah ya then I'm I'm just going to try to find like a better place for her like, one of the job that I went apa contact lens packer, at least that's like a much more reasonable pay, for wak Ina and plus, that one the job that the first job I had was quite good actually


I didn't leave they just didn't need people like they didn't they didn't need part timers then I was like shit, I like this job though , ya


ya oh, chaotic , I have no idea I have no idea at all I just like I just signed up ,


like till second October, so I'll be working till the morning of second October lah, ya, so, I I'm okay with night shift because like , school always


like do work till night time so that till the next morning so, I feel like, that shouldn't be a problem, err kerja ini kat Jurong


ya, cause like, ya, eight, eight thirty, ya eight thirty must be there, eight eight eight thirty


ya eight eight to eight ya, ya, I I can lah I hope they won't I hope they I hope it's not straight up


like straight up just, I mean I'm okay with packing but at least the breaks they give is much more, much more better than my previous job cause that one is I just have one break, eh I think


ya one long break then one very short then I was like !aiyo! I cannot do, you give me at least fifteen minutes like maybe fifteen, then long then fifteen then I can survive, ya


cause I (ugh) , me and is that tea eh eh is there tea, oh what ah so uh err, spill the tea sis


me and me and Andy okay lah, ya cause like I tell him err now now that I'm having my holidays I can give more attention


like, ya cause holidays cause when school starts I'll be too damn busy to, ya holiday [kan] kita sama poly but poly different poly


so different poly, ya, err ya, okay different, err but if it's like err school time I cannot spend time


like you will not see his face you probably not never see his face, ya, ya andy when cause I know my group mates are looking at my Instagram story so I just


I know they will talk lah you all you all single I know you all, single area I if like if any of the course mates are with, their boyfriends you all would speak you all will speak you all speak your mouths you all will run your mouths, ya just them lah


ya they'll be like oh so you can't do your work but can go out with, ya ya


err more like err you should be prioritizing your work, I think they're very work centric that's why, ya ya, I uh, I don't know cause like I feel like orang Twitter they'll be like


oh if a person love you they will make time for you everyday also can then I'm like bro, I can't do that I legit cannot do that , ya we both try we ya


ya we like macam cause, because like school start only we just don't meet, then I I'm like eh sorry man, ya we everyday will talk lah at least


ya if if like too busy then it's okay lah cause he has his own, things that he has to do then I scared I don't want to, distract ke apa if he need the time off also can, as in time off like just do ya like need to focus on his stuff


but actually it's mostly me lah I always need the time to I need the time off cause ya


, [kan] ya, so err almost three, almost three, ya three years,


I have never like the like my my last my last one was what three months eh three months, three months ah, actually maybe three months or one month, then also he broke up with me then I like do I consider this a relationship or not


I hate that person !wow!, the one he he stay at Woodlands then Chinese dude sorry , ITE ya ya so he he irrelevant


ya, I don't know I really don't want to make assumptions


I don't want to make, I don't want to make that assumption , like I'm


I never see anything from his story or his side so,


(mmhmm), the, ya


no idea, I don't know I just don't keep up with him like he's not in my, ya he don't ya


oh then, is it like Prudential oh okay ,


(mmhmm), oh okay


okay, okay


, ya


(mmhmm)


(mmhmm), oh fourth year oh my god that's ya, what do you mean what do you mean by pernah happen what do you mean


what do you mean by happened I do not understand what you mean by that


(uh huh), (uh huh), ya


oh okay


(mmhmm), ah okay, ah okay


ya, okay, oh okay


(mmhmm), (mmhmm), ya


ya, (uh huh), oh my god


VC is vice chair is it, oh volunteer corp okay, okay


wait how, how, like in as in err you mean like he's talking like talking as a friend or talking


!huh!, oh okay, it's just, (mmhmm) ya


ya, the the one during his NS is it, ah


I I wouldn't !huh! I'll I'll be so confused like !hey! !hey! err


!hey! you can just leave I will just if like if that were to happen to me eh you want to go you want to go, go please go get her please go ya, ya


oh my god okay, oh, okay


like change for the good like good, okay


ya, ya, I mean, ya, but I mean he can also like there's like a line of professionalism you know


ya, okay


!huh!, I I'm so sorry but I would like be sakit hati ah, that ya


ya, can you say the same thing back to him, can you say the same thing back to him


ya, ya


like okay, (hmm) (hmm) is he like thinking of long term thing


ya, ya correct


ya, ya, girl


right ah, , shit


, ya cause I mean, you spent like, time ya, , ya


but , okay I don't know whether I should comment on anything on that but, (uh huh), okay


(mmhmm), ya, ya, okay


like the relationship is it


ya, oh shit, what wait, what do you mean by shape like did okay, okay like you have like what like


does he fetch you from work or


okay alright, , oh shit okay goal goal you got goals girl like


I, okay, shit, I don't, I mean okay for me I don't know okay should I share my side then


, okay cause we did had this conversation lah like me and Andy that , like oh err what if you find somebody better, then I say I tell him if you find somebody better please please leave me cause I do not want to


waste my time anymore like please don't waste my time just if you want to leave please leave, ya like I tell him this every time lah like, because like, we


I I don't know why but we had this conversation but I'm I'm always the bad guy in the relationship, because I'm like I feel like I don't spend much enough time with him then I feel very bad every time, but


ya like to make up for like, to make up all like the time that I, couldn't spend because I'm too busy with my err projects and all, then ya then I tell him like maybe


I mean it's okay to be busy now cause like err, maybe like in the future we will come back to see each other's face every day so, so just focus on ourselves first but like in the future [kan] we will we will still like be seeing each other's face so


just have your have your time now, ya, I I err damn I it's kind of hazy to me


but I feel like during like like first year or two year maybe more like more dependent but when, cause we keep changing our like, err we go through our different phase like err ITE poly then going to going to grad


ya he haven't NS so that's like we're going through phases lah, ya so it's always a change every time, so I have like I think different set of stress


every year is like different type of stress lah, (mmhmm), I don't know what's our goal but okay lah say ah I told him I want to drive around


I want to drive around the world with a cat and a and a car, ya , I guess I mean don't you guys have a goal


shit shit shit okay, (mmhmm)


alright, uh all okay


oh no , (mmhmm), but


other what like, do have you met his parents semua like they, , I mean, ya


ya, ya


ya that's why, dude don't say that don't say that, ya it's on him, (mmhmm)


shit ya, then, okay


I I just didn't want to make assumptions through stories also ya


girl , ya, ya I will I will like, delete everything clear clear my phone clear my everything I have to delete


throw it ya ya , like ya like if if I if I cut a person I I got to throw the whole thing away bro ya


are guys just like this are guys


stay friends !huh!, girl , ya


ya, (mmhmm), right I mean do you still hang out with them or does Hans does Hans


(mmhmm), (mmhmm)


but I thought oh okay, but Hans should be the one not joining like them know your place bro okay I'm sorry , gone


ya, ya, it's


ya, right


uh girl when did you have this realization when where, shit, it's I mean it really takes for yourself to know lah cause


no one can say like you you know your relationship better you know, I can't no one can tell you what to do girl you have to make your own decisions honest I'm so sorry


ya, does does your mum know about oh shit, I would I mean for me I'd tell like all the up and down in my relationship I tell my ma


ah but she she knows like does she she get it, oh man


, oh oh is it the ah


, okay, right, I mean maybe they're just going through a rough time but it will go they will be together again me my mindset


ya that's that's that's my take on that as a viewer, I just hope you guys would be okay again but if he is being like this then, I know there are many good guys for you


ya I, ya you are, well you are girl well who who who is who is asking who


just it only you we both know , ya


, ya, during work, does it does it affect your work time also did you cry


ya, oh my


(mmhmm), oh right, like, (mmhmm) twelve o'clock, eh twelve what wait you leave why what you got to do at office late like do you need to do the excel sheets or what like girl


oh !wow!, okay, (mmhmm)


okay,


(mmhmm), ya, ya, like at least sleep at one


the, I'm here for you B , I suck as a cousin but I I suck as a cousin BFF but let me


if you need if you need like uh, ice cream time I'm I'm free after October two, October ya October two to nineteen I'm free you let me let me


ya lah, ya but cause my ma she's doing our floor, like the ya !wow! girl this year twenty twenty I think we


ya girl, eh now we first had like some all white theme, then err some Arabian theme I don't even know how that came in but


oh, ya like we had like those artsy artsy theme like kak Ayu house theme then now is garden, ya


I ya , ya , so now the balcony is converted to a office with wood so now we're quite woody and greeny, woody and greeny then our we're going green


ya my room has been very consistent, just err, ya my room, I can't I I don't know I think the only thing I can change about my room is to just change the


change the bed sheets lah I, the wifi the dude do you need to fix the wifi first eh Firzam


oh cause Andy can fix wifi I can just, the router is it,


(mmhmm) ya oh ya, it happens sometimes my corner cause my my corner is like really just outside the house, ya it will lose connections also


, try setup in Firzam room then it will be your room and your his room together right, ya


ya err, I think err my I think maybe okay lah you, will be I think my parents I think they also


call the Starhub, like two, ya that's why one is at the living room one is at my parents' room my parents' just beside my room that's why, my parents ya


ya, ya okay you got to do that wait wait but then your work from home [dah] tak ada eh, ya ya


!wow! just now oh just now oh my goodness just, what what was I saying just now you had, oh your your work work meeting is always at nine


(uh huh), nine to six ya then during your meeting


work in progress, , ya that sucks


(mmhmm), okay


okay


oh wait , oh uh but like my


like when I was interning we always have a just one, I think everyday there will be meetings like sub groups, but then every Wednesday there will be a work in progress meeting, oh so your work in progress is on a Sunday


oh shit oh what time is your training, okay, alright


okay, oh Ministry of Social eh


okay, okay


eh right !wow!, , I think maybe everyone is still recovering cause it's


April but so far when I was, err in my line of work, uh I think it depends on the company if, I'm working in a small company then maybe a lot of clients not, they won't they might cut off by then


cause like my intern company we had like err like two different banks or insurance then, okay lah at least like big big companies big big clients means good good for the company we are


kind stable but like my other friends who were interning they had their pay cuts so that was quite sad, it I mean it was honestly it was like lower than ITE that was so sad ya five hundred


but why okay I I shall not comment why , eight hundred I


I don't get it , ya


I feel like maybe err if I work in Shopee or Lazada as a designer maybe they will pay more, ya they, no no no they will pay more like my friends went to the interview they say ah it's a thousand there I'm like but ya


I was like okay I guess , I was actually


but I I I'm so sick of I'm so sick and tired of being broke , like I wish I had my own like I don't have to, stress on that part but well


eh what month are we now, Nat that is, what what month is that what nine, oh, April April's oh ya I have five ya five to six months


but I have to make my my my decision on like January though, they say


err I don't know , uh I, I wait let me see


gee, eh, I I, , ya I want to do something maybe uh marketing but actually


I'm not sure, I need to see like I need to do my research ya I'm I have to I have to see my , ya sia N O level oh I got higher NITEC


my journeys oh my god I, uh that's like my dad showing his certs to me


I don't know he like uh I do I do massage last time I do this I do that man, err I thought you wanted to take a degree in management or something


ya, no no need, oh oh HR, I didn't know like HR err study all about psychology and then they also !wah! HR is like the best sia


like my like my previous intern in ITE like the HR people really took care of me I feel so good, ya, ya I feel


ya like, like ya ya I feel like, why not, join join, , girl is that your new motivation now get that motivation girl


you okay lah okay I shall, TTYL talk to you later, can, okay bye Lina see you


okay so how are you ya, can lah [dey], using bluetooth ah you using bluetooth ah


IT ah, I go school at eight o'clock come home at twelve o'clock or not


ya lah or not twelve o'clock I go to school so is like waste my time lah, ya lah , so like eight to twelve then you leh you no school ah now y'all bang better ah


one day lah, , !wah! !wah! I eat ah


ribeye steak lah, Astons Andes, no ah the sub, their branch their sub branch Andes Andes


Andes ah , [orh] that one ya ya ya, ah ah ah


okay, three managers called lim this one like ER like that mister tan mister tan miss tan miss tan


okay,


okay, indian aunty ah


, okay wait


you got cert external ah, external, what for the food safety, the the one you do blood test right eh sorry urine test not blood test urine test


ya lah if you handle food you need to do urine test what you don't know meh ya if you handle food right you need to do urine test, ya, I think if you cook lah like if you cook then you need to do urine test


ya, (uh huh), (mmhmm) but


my one EAE best lah, okay lah I got my first choice lah, aviation management RP ah


ah, so <tamil> அப்புறம் வந்து நான் வந்து:appuram vandthu naan vandthu </tamil> ah EAE <tamil> பற்றி:parri </tamil> read <tamil> பனேன்:panneen </tamil> lah ah


err last year already I read, so last year already I read about it lah, but only can apply in year two eh


first year cannot apply because first year you just join what ya cause first year <tamil> வந்து:vandthu </tamil> you just join what you don't know what might as well you just don't go to IT in the first place what like that ah so you still have to graduate then only you can go right


ah so now until err err, research <tamil> பனேன்:panneen </tamil> lah so I research about the course I research about the school all lah then I ask my


ah so ah what so I uh I get the counsellor lah, so then she ask I write all my writeup all


then she help me like, ah write up lah why I want the course, ah ya lah ya lah so err like that lah after that I I do my write up then I submit to her


so she she go and vet it lah then she make it better lah she use better english basically, then after that I get lah my first choice, I NYP I don't want lah I don't like the course there all engineering only


no but my one management my one management underscore is engineering but management no lah is different it's very different like your one you learn about the physical plane you learn how to fix the plane


what you mean, cause over there they only do the the engineering right but then RP they got more facilities


, so you, oh your common ah <tamil> ஆமாம் ஆமாம்:aamaam aamaam </tamil> kilesh ya


, err what ah err your your common engineering err grade


, mechanical so that one engineering lah electrical but now they combine right but now they combine right ah ah


(mmhmm) ya I know I saw your story, your instastory I saw your instastory


okay ya,


so what course you choose, [orh] okay okay okay so you choose electrical, [orh]


okay okay, RP nicer RP student life nicer but


ITE student life the best lah, ya ya ah ah student council, you know oh ya speaking of interview you know for EE right I apply two course in RP I apply one course in err nanyang err temasek


temasek temasek I apply for the exact same course I apply for RP lah aviation management aviation management <tamil> தான்:thaan </tamil> ah apply <tamil> பண்ணேன்:panneen </tamil> okay <tamil> ஆனா வந்து:aanaa vandthu </tamil> temasek poly lah


okay so ah what the temasek poly right they never get back to me for interview you know, ya dude, and ngee ann need to do the ngee ann need to do something you know need to do go through a course before you can ya need to go through course before you can apply you know


, ngee ann ah ngee ann nursing obviously lah nursing can get anywhere lah


ya lah but nursing only I don't know why he go nursing also lah, ya I know I know know peggy right, cause of peggy right, now COVID is also the best lah ah zaya she Kena


ah okay, okay okay K okay, okay K K K


, ah ah next semester ya correct


I just submitted my resume, ya thanks [dey], I don't know but I will get a choice I think I don't know but probably some AV company lah cause I study AV what


cause I specialise in err I studied electronics lah but then I err specialize in err AV systems, audio visual systems, yes yes yes yes yes


okay


oh K K ya what were you saying what were you saying,


roshika also go nursing ah ya lah I know I know I know I I got treated by one of them before ya remember that time I got I got err hospitalised ah the guy was a intern or something


ya then I I I go and I go and that one you know cause that time I already in ITE right I that time I already in ITE right so I was like eh you intern ah I was like after that I talk to him lah,


pneumonia ah okay okay


he her classmate lah okay, , okay okay


, like just now lah


, okay


oh, !wah! her spam ah her spam account or what her spam account or her main account [orh] !chey! no wonder lah, probably her close friends lah that's why I don't see lah


ye, ya


[dey] [dey] must tell faris already this one this one must tell faris already he'll book out of camp and all that on the exact same day sia


no lah pistol lah not rifle lah he haven't SOC yet lah he haven't SOC yet lah, he join SOC lah then after join err join ah join take take M four come, still you know the M four


you know M four called grenade launcher at the at the bottom right ah ah he level the guy house, ya


ask her at least go do fourteen dollar lah eh I mean test lah at least ask her go get tested lah, tested also


you know wave right like frequency lah it's just frequency only frequency frequency frequency <tamil> தெரியும் தானே:theriyum thane </tamil> like high high pitch or low pitch sixteen K is basically low pitch lah, ya


no lah [dey] cannot lah I cannot do that I cannot touch that frequency lah my voice a bit broken lah I cannot cannot cannot, I don't want cannot I cannot I cannot please look it's not that it's like no it's not exactly it's not exactly that that one is not frequency you know that's not frequency that's not what I mean ya that's pitch but that's err I'm I'm talking about electronically modified pitch


ya I know I know that you know what I know that you know what you are talking about, basically like you know when you use a equaliser that kind of stuff right, then you set lah which one you


eight K now got what K now got how many K already now got I don't know how many K already, eight lah but they now err researching on what ah sixteen right no ah forty eight eh sorry not twelve twelve eleven or twelve sorry I think so research lah


, ya I use QLED though I use QLED I use QLED though, but you know they say they say got no wires no wires right you know QLED got no wires right they keep saying


have a lot sia mine you know my wire section for my TV is so damn messy sia, [orh], but your one four K ah


my one ten ten eighty, close lah close enough lah cause it's the width lah it's just the width, ya lah because no the difference is the width because I know how to calculate like I know how to calculate I know what is ten eighty and what is four K and stuff it's basically the width it's basically the width the width is just bigger only that's all the width times side lah width times side width times side


ya lah the amount of pixel they use lah is more they use more pixel cause got more width what because the width is bigger, exactly exactly that's the point that's the point that's the point, exactly so you calculate the width right you calculate the width and the height you times them both is how many is basically the pixels already


, thin lah it's thin lah it's slim, ah ah


okay lah I mean like technology I guess I mean, it's twenty twenty I wouldn't you not be expecting that, ya,


okay, my highest inspiration inspiration ya I know I know now I got no inspiration now I got no inspiration now I got no high moment lah now I everything too depressing already lah


eighteen years ah eighteen years ah okay lah maybe I go dubai lah, okay lah I mean like


dubai expereince ah not what I expected not what I expected not what I expected, I was expecting to see high class cars at like every sector of the road, but all I see is Toyotas but all I see is like Toyotas ya and ya


I'm not joking I'm not joking like the taxis and all that I just see taxis Toyotas going around Hondas going around Hyundais going around, ya ya I saw that I saw the BMW I eight lah


but that one they use for patrolling cause that time new year right I go new year what, I, I went to see the fireworks lah, ya so very crowded lah


its the same country lah, ya it's two different states, basically it's Sembawang and Yishun basically Sembawang and Yishun, ya you can literally drive there


but both of it is the size of singapore lah so, around there lah I guess small lah it's small you if you see on the map it's actually very small


alot of shit happening there sey you know err UFC also happening there, UFC UFC fight island fight island


got because now got no movie right then some TV later eleven o'clock twelve o'clock they put they put that drama right they put that like shit


english ah no tamil ah, okay, english ah, why, tenet I want to watch tenet so badly sia I want to watch so badly sia but I got no time watch


I use handphone ninety percent of the time or I play PS four so, okay okay okay movies what movies lah


ah I don't know, putin I mean like just, reasons his life is a movie on it's own bro


his life is a movie bro, ah no lah orange, like brownish, okay


, why, put in put out okay,


great team bro, president lah prime minister, ya lah he became prime minister also lah


that's because he cannot be a president for more than five years so he become prime minister then he become president again, loopholes loopholes loopholes russian politics russian politics russian politics, of


to be honest every politics is a loophole if you think about it even here, especially in recent events especially recent ya too controversial


ya , I want to watch Tenet, then


quite some time I never watch movie already lah cause of COVID, oh !wah! you you mean those kind of movies ah, okay lah fair enough lah you should watch this movie bro english english it's about this bank robbery then after that this bank robbery then the bank manager


reprisal okay R E P R E P I, okay R I R I S A L okay R E P


ya R I S A L, bank robbery so this bank robber, I mean the bank managers sorry not the bank robber the bank manager, ah so he is a like got PTSD lah from the bank robbery ah like the bank robbery so he at the bank what he bank manager


ah so <tamil> அப்புறம் வந்து:appuram vandthu </tamil> uh he he was talking then after that he got PTSD then he wanted to track down the guy lah he wanted to track down the robber and then things get too personal between him and the robber lah basically


ya ya ya no no not no like no no no not that like personal beef personal beef, like, ya I don't wanna lah got people alot of people say the movie is a flop but I I I like leh quite nice


what ah !huh!, I mean I like lah I don't actually I don't really care about


the about whether is a flop or not lah I just like watch for just entertain me so, ya lah I mean okay lah I wouldn't call that movie a blockbuster kind of thing lah but okay lah I think it's a nice thing to watch all every movie other than those kind of good movies lah like adventure and stuff like that lah


but like I don't mind watching it at home you know like you know the movie the spy who dumped right, the spy who dumped me the the <P1> hasan minhaj </P1> one


you know the guy the parriot act, he act in the movie he act in the movie like that was one of the only movies that she acted, basically the girlfriend eh the boyfriend that one girl is a is a what ah is a spy lah


but he's also a mole at the same time so then after he went missing so, uh I wouldn't call that movie a big blockbuster movie but it's nice to watch


it's an entertainer lah but I wouldn't call it like a movie like but like when I watch it the TV or sometimes okay lah but I wouldn't pay money to watch that movie, that's what I mean lah ya lah that's what I meant, ya that's what I meant


ah because he's not the very what actor what he's more of a comedian like a stand up comedian, , ah


that's what I meant about <tamil> விவேகம்:vivegam </tamil> and all these kind of things lah I remember all lah


he's damn I mean okay lah, ya I like the I like like the songs lah basically


ya, because <tamil> நட்பே துணை:natpe thunai </tamil> is their movie what because <tamil> நட்பே நட்பே துணை:natpe natpe thunai </tamil> is their movie cause the whole movie is around them


oh really ah, (uh huh)


joker ya no I I going to watch soon like online lah cause I don't want pay money but I think I I heard the story lah but I know the story lah, uh uh


ya ya ya, oh damn


okay okay because I that time I know cause I think I watch a movie like that before but it's a dark movie, no like no I watched a movie like this storyline line lah


but it's like a dark movie err spider I think spider


ah, mukesh is the NTUC guy right ya that guy <P1> mahesh babu </P1> ya, okay lah quite nice quite nice but the one also the same thing what like he got what err disorder right he loves ya lah ya lah that's the real issue lah


but his voice not that bad hor, telungu lah but he does a few tamil movie also there's one or two tamil movies I think


I cannot stop watching that movie sia, but I wouldn't say it's the best movie lah I wouldn't say it's the best movie that I watched, he's a very inspirational ya in telungu he is one of the best what


, so he's very inspirational guy like he acts in a very inspirational how to say in a very inspirational err, please lah like you know


like that time he was in a movie he was a chief minister sorry prime minister,


I think what's the name of the movie, okay [orh] okay


ya that's done, , games you were saying about PS four


I didn't see the X box release I'm not a fan of X box, I never watch ah, I I was following the PS only, but I'm not going to get the PS five also lah


because I just I just ah, because I just fixed my PS four, cause my PS four had issues lah


no lah I wouldn't say that I wouldn't say that I think the PS three gets the title PS three gets the title the PS three gets the title but if you're talking about the OG OG OG then obviously PS one lah, that one third one already, that one if that one works turn on already that one is like everybody want to cry sia


the PS one, man spread ah man spread ah man spread ah, !aiya!


but I looking forward to buy the PSVR, VR I want to play he-man in there


basically I want to be a SSC you know cause human right you know he-man, asia forty seven right I looking forward to play a he-man in virtual reality !wah! fun sia, can you imagine take one take fibroid I'll be like


quite interesting leh I want to see whether I can maintain stealth anot, , PS four ah four hundred five hundred, yesterday I check was four nine nine lah PS four but that's the price of PS five also so ya but if they bring it to singapore it will be about six hundred lah if you're thinking about PS five right now three nine nine four nine nine right


but, now three nine nine four nine nine right PS five, but if bring singapore should be like about five or six hundred, then by that time then, then by that time PS four also go like two hundred already if you buy now


, ah okay okay ya lah ya lah, I get it I get it


ya I mean like once in a while you know get along but I play a lot lah I want to stop to play but I got nothing to do at home so that's why I agree to do this


that's why lah I agree to do this then I going out after this, I going eh buy stuff, Courts ang mo kio ang mo kio got courts buy my mom something lah I want to buy my mom something


no I going with my sister to buy my mum something,


, but I I already slacking now leh because now I only got project module, now I only need to do project module


I got no more theory no more anything already just project module, , ya, but I finding work lah I want to find work


I'm going to find work, work, (uh huh) ya ah


okay,


okay lah, ya ya , no lah maybe maybe fluctuations only lah


may I mean fluctuations, I mean fluctuations already lah, eh later lah


ah


okay, ah okay


that I was about to say that sia I was about to say that sia, keep it grounded, but that's not a miracle already what


I mean probably become a cabinet minister lah I don't know


I mean that's grounded what that is grounded what, !wah! or not become a special protection guy lah


time travel, go back lah, ya I don't want to change I won't change anything I want to just go back and, ya relive it ya I want to relive some stuff at the back


back, can lah if you want to go forward sure lah why not right, back, ya but I want to


I don't want to see I want to relive it like I want to experience it again, like let's say okay so I travel back right, (uh huh) to become


to become like the person who I was like around ten years fifteen years back, , okay


oh, not to be forgotten


, ya, no I got nothing to say already lah to be honest


, K lah so how, err later, I don't know lah see what I have at home then I make food, see what I have ya but I could eat first


oh ya ah PES A, but I think he enjoy his life lah to be honest if you see the way he


no but no, no not say enjoy but he he like making the most out of it what he's not like those kind of people who is like complaining or like not living like


he is like quite happy in the state he is in now what, actually start already lah


, I mean okay lah just another two years you know what I mean, then poly some more you don't have to do that much, I mean compared to BMT lah


I haven't I, I don't mind all lah but if I go to err army then I want like


ah how ah like I want to be in like radar, I want to be how what what they call it ah radar early warning ah is it, ya like err radar stuff lah like intelligence radar


ya the cyber thing, see lah but maybe I guess I don't know


but I I more I more rather a radar vocation, like in the airforce or ground ultra radar, or not maybe bomb bomb bomb diffuser