very satisfying, tapi you kena pergi yang macam err healthland lah that one professional and thai odyssey lah tapi jangan pergi yang tepi-tepi jalan punya that one a bit scary ah


ya ya ya ya ya chinese one I always do reflexology


oh pedas type sudah try Mala, oh


oh plain then you should try apa itu green curry, , it's creamy and then after that dia ada macam a bit pedas-pedas then got manis like all the flavours ada lah in one


[orh], Tampines hub, eh, oh oh yang tingkat bawah itu eh, ya


lah I always thought itu tak halal so I always buy the drink sahaja !aduh! yes now I know oh my favourite thai green err thai my favourite thai drink is thai green milk tea


!huh!, ice lemon tea ah !aiya! my cousin also like ice lemon tea !aduh!


eh oh, oh jewel, lah I didn't know Sanook was halal either


I always eat at this macam err outlet dekat mana eh dekat far east plaza I don't know if you know


(ppc) oh you should try, ya authentic thai tapi halal


affordable very affordable, (ppc)


Cahaya right, oh beside ah, beside it right, oh, I've never tried Puncak before


ya I also !aduh! then dia punya Wanton pun sedap but I haven't tried I haven't tried Puncak one


why sedap eh, , maybe I should try ah


!chey! macam promoting dia punya #tom yum# I tak pernah rasa tapi I pernah rasa dia punya green curry dengan dia punya err pineapple fried rice these those are my favourite


first floor, okay I remember the sebab dia ada dua kedai thai err one is called Nana, and then Nana you just walk straight turn left sebelah dia sudah it's literally beside it it is called something something thai food


so I suggest ya weekdays I suggest you datang pukul sepuluh and below lah


ya yes, yes yes must try must try ya, last time right what cartoon you watch


ya, ah ya ya same, oh nickelodeon my favourite is cartoon network


err phineas and ferb , eh disney eh, oh I always thought it was nickelodeon oh my god, I am not a fan of nickelodeon I'm a fan of cartoon network


cartoon network I suka tengok err apa itu masa zaman I kecil-kecil lah I like to watch scooby doo, then err captain caveman and apa eh road runner


err ya I love these three last time right masa I kecil-kecil pukul err lima pagi I macam ada schedule tau at five AM right I will watch captain caveman then after that scooby doo and then after that in the day I will watch road runner


ya every single day until I had no time to watch cartoons, ya, stop watching it right ya me also ya same tapi right my love for scooby doo right is still there somehow


it will forever remain my favourite cartoon ah


so like you won't get scared but you will laugh at it, so like and then like you will try to figure out who is the culprit and everything dia macam put thinking skills in you tau, so like you fikir siapa agaknya culprit ini oh bukan ini then after that turns out it's orang ini so like that kind of thinking skills so that so that's the type I like lah


it's very funny then like I suka sangat scoody doo sampai beli dia punya err apa itu plush toy


, no I only have one, because like, no lah dia anjing apa scooby doo anjing so okay lah I just have it like for fun because it's like memory my favourite cartoon I'll have one lah


ya but, ya who doesn't know winnie the pooh


[orh] donkey yes yes yes I forgot the donkey's name, I like I like tigger, ya ya ya I like that I don't know why


oh wait wait do you watch shaun the sheep, !yay! you know like masa I dekat indonesia indonesia [kan] macam tak banyak cartoon [kan]


so like at like in the middle of the night I suka buka TV so like in the middle of the night dia orang boleh main shaun the sheep ya and then I watch till the next morning then my mum macam bangun like eh you haven't sleep no I watch shaun the sheep the whole night night ya then that is how I like shaun the sheep is very funny


ya ah ya ya dia punya mouth memang tak in sync and it's not satisfying


!huh! uh, I don't know whether is it malaysian cartoon but it seems to be very popular in malaysia


they even have a theme park for it, indoor theme park, serious ya, ya for larva


ah ah yes, ya it's indoor theme park, capital was it called capital


ya, ya tapi dia punya tingkat atas is just an indoor theme park for the kids then dekat bawah semua normal shopping mall


ya for kids, boring tapi larva itu memang funny, okay I don't like but my mum seems to like it which is so pelik ya very pelik my favourite is oggy and the cockroaches


yes that's my favourite, best I can go hours watching and still laugh at it , oh ya I mean I also geli dengan cockroaches but after watching that show [kan] macam I pandang cockroach macam it's the oggy the cockroaches ya ya then I outgrew that fear of cockroach already so ya cause I find them funny


yes ya tapi tapi [kan] I have a phobia for spiders, I tak boleh spiders I will see if the spider is like one meter away I will scream I just cannot see spider


ya, ya I just cannot phobia sangat because what happened was last time when I was kecil [kan] err I don't know whether is it dream or it actually happened but I was inside a car then after that the whole car dalam interior of the car is filled with spiders


ya ya I don't know whether is it a nightmare or real because that happened when I was a kid so after that terus I phobia, I tak boleh tengok spider, ya


must uh, !aiyo! !aiyo! !aduh!


incident ah, !aduh!, !aiyo! I can feel you !alamak! kalau I pun phobia


!aduh! !aduh! kalau I pun phobia [seh]


so I was in the car alone filled with spiders


ya lah it felt so real you know


ya spiders tapi dia orang on the tanah so like malam-malam I felt something on me I nampak spider I menjerit I literally went hysterical, ya then I ran I ran to the err guard posts semua then after that it took me berapa jam ah to calm down can you imagine you phobia then you nampak that thing on you


!wah! I tell you, phobia ya ya on top of it you know then bila ya exactly then bila I pekik itu [kan] can you imagine I pekik pukul dua pagi everyone bangun then everyone nampak yang dia punya tent is infested with spiders


ya yes ya, I I tak kisah I campak semua barang I ada kipas dekat situ I campak kipas I campak lamp post anything over there I campak I just ran masuk toilet and I literally drenched myself with water


then after that I keluar I lari pergi dia punya teacher's post, they calm me down dia orang kasih apa dia orang kasih makan milo semua then after that err sudah reda dia orang cakap eh what happen to you boleh tanya lagi what happen to me !aduh! then after that I explain lah then dia orang cakap oh patut lah kau hysterical yang lain semua okay sudah dia orang sudah move tempat lain sudah I saja yang hysterical sebab (mmhmm) spiders ya


ya lah scary though, , okay what is your favourite make up band brand


ah okay okay good lah, no lah don't say that basic you just basic, natural yes


okay okay do you like K pop, same I don't like also I I used to, really, !wah! me also but me when I was in primary school


okay in primary school I used to like two PM I don't know if you know, two PM then after that I moved on to big bang, then I like big bang all the way to I think lower sec


then I stop liking them, ya then after I stopped listening to big bang right I stopped listening to K pop, ya


cause I find like big bang punya new music is like different tau now dia orang sudah disbanded [kan] jadi macam sedih ah, like the group I once loved disbanded


ya I listen to those two band sekarang BTS [kan] banyak orang suka BTS right


ya, I I kalau cakap I tak suka BTS [kan] kawan I semua kutuk I jadi I say ah ya I like their music , ya sudah tua bangka pun suka K pop


!aduh! dia orang have a pop up store dekat singapore tahu dekat plaza sing, ya now map of seoul


it's okay lah don't need to follow also, , I pun tak ambil, oh my god ya the OG


Shinee !aduh! so like last time masa I kecil [kan] I obsessed sangat dengan big bang so my file every page of my file kind of the film kind


thin film I akan tulis quotes from big bang, ya and then my pencil case big bang uh my water bottle is big bang my bag is big bang literally everything you can say that I have is big bang


ya bedsheet pun big bang bantal pun big bang, ya but sad lah you you heard about #seung ri# right


ya , ya I think so dia punya story very pelik lah dia punya story it involves almost everyone that you didn't expect


ya macam gitu [kan] like uh I tak sangka I was really shocked, ya he looks so innocent and best thing he's the youngest you know


ya he's the youngest ya, , ya sedih !duh! I was like genuinely sad when I heard that he's out of big bang like !wah! I grew up with them tau


#dae sung#, you don't like G dragon


top top, !aiya! I knew it everyone like top, right he's charming yes I like his music top the music


tapi if you follow him on instagram sekarang [kan] dia macam a bit Siao #ting tong# ah


right


right pelik [kan], uh that's why, , maybe ya we'll never know


ya, oh all harry potter, yes yes yes all of them


all the movies , yes, narnia I think I watched one movie, ya I'm not quite not quite a fan oh you narnia fan


!wah!, !wah! , !wah! narnia narnia is nice, I like it also, but I don't know what I like harry potter I just don't know I just love harry potter now that's a new obsession


no more already, ya, ya it's very sad, like okay harry potter will forever remain my favourite, like now is my obsession because everything I own is harry potter ya


yes, yes, yes I like theme bedsheet, then tahun lepas I pergi err dia punya making of the studio


no at err UK


okay depends lah kalau you fan memang lah it's your heaven there tapi kalau you tak suka harry potter then don't waste your money there, okay it's really expensive it's about singapore dollars to pounds [kan]


ya ya ya, it's really expensive so if you don't like then it's not worth going lah, yes


very big I think like I I don't even know how to describe to you it's very big


yes very big


yes, yes, yes it's outside of london, (mmhmm)


back to london ya back to london with other people yes, (mmhmm), best you know best, yes I like to travel


I started travel since young so like most of my money go to travelling , ya okay like let me see


I pernah pergi UK, germany, okay okay I tak nak boast lah , okay okay london germany belgium brussel france netherlands dubai indonesia switzerland italy scotland


err ya I think that's about it, no lah not all


ya, I want to go, I also haven't go korea, no I haven't even gone to vietnam and cambodia or Bangkok


!wah! oh ya I went australia also I forgot


!wah!, Shioknya, Bestnya !wah!, myanmar best, no I I have never been to myanmar tapi I my grandma is burmese


ah ah, no no no it's okay it's okay


I tried but I cannot understand, no my mum mother burmese but my dad is not burmese


ah, [kan] , ya my atuk is good looking not boasting tapi when I look at him memang !wah! any woman akan suka dengan dia at that time


serious, ya, then after that dapat my mum so malay lah I


eh tak ada lah , okay ah oh but walaupun ada sedikit campur err dia punya err darah [kan] tapi I hold very strongly to uh #hang tuah#


I love to watch P Ramlee I even went to his house at Penang, ya


that's really good, ya, yup, ya then for #hang tuah# I memang suka history and everything macam gitu lah


, ya, Malacca, ya


oh because dia macam dia bukan attraction to public tahu jadi macam orang-orang yang macam singaporean yang biasa yang tak suka history dia orang tak akan tahu tempat itu kalau dia orang tak buat research


ah, so like macam I memang suka like zaman-zaman dulu punya history [kan] so I like dig out lah then after that I felt oh #hang tuah# ah I should go, ya so I went


ah really history is a different story ya, yes yes


hello, puteri gunung ledang is also another story, no I haven't watch , , !huh! serious


oh which category, oh baru add eh, oh I need to find it


ya ya ya, , should try P Ramlee though it very funny


ya, but ya lah fun lah but I ini suka discover about all this malay malay punya history [kan] so I literally baca pasal puteri gunung ledang and I'm already intrigued


err I pergi library satu thing satu pasal then the other one is internet lor, ya, !huh!, !huh!, okay reading itu depends on what book it is


ah ah kalau you give me roald roald dahl is it called roald dahl, really, oh


serious, ah I love fiction okay lah, no lah harry potter is fiction


ya I'm a mix ah basically, I like fiction and non fiction, ya, what is the best err fiction book you can recommend other than roald dahl


, oh that one notebook punya orang [kan], you watch the movie already, oh my god it's my favourite movie also, , ya


!ee! wait wait wait I go to ask this question do you watch friends, ah !yay! yes I love friends, the office no I haven't watch that yet I should watch that is it nice


oh is jennifer lopez inside, oh no uh, no, oh okay then I got mixed up then I should watch the office yes


!yay!, , uh you guess, no, no eh wait yes yes yes


[orh] !aduh!, ya ya that's right you know right !huh!, what is it


ya, ya ya they were just jealous jealous sikit !aduh! ya that's why ya !yay! I found find a friends fan okay so basically [kan] I boleh bangun nowadays ah I boleh bangun pukul lima and then I'll be like okay I'm bored I'm going to watch friends really


ya oh my god same you feel me !yay! err then masa I pergi UK itu [kan] I happened to go to primark primark suka ada macam themed err themed christmas style so they will sell all the themed punya barang-barang lah so I pergi to this err one of the primarks lah then I saw a friends collection


then I saw a friends collection, no I didn't buy everything but I bought the jumpers because they look so cosy, pullover ya macam jacket tak ada zip


ya, it's very nice it's very nice, yes yes yes it is


of course lah there is a different sikit lah tapi dia macam tak melampau macam other other kind of brands lah, ya, and it's still worth it because you tak akan jumpa primark dekat singapore


, the quality for me I think is perfect lah because uh


ya one year, no lah no lah I actually went before also in twenty sixteen so I went primark also then after that I bought their stuff lah up till now I can still wear


ya so the quality is good lah, ya if you save money you can go lah I tell you it's really worth it


okay, I mean best lah worth it lah you should go if you have the time and money , travel yes do whatever you want


ya ya ya, yes yes, okay okay do you like to watch funny funny stuff on youtube,


(ppc), ya ya, !aduh!, ya ya ya that one mantis sembahyang solat mantis


ya that, ah, kejap eh


I forgot lah totally, oh my god I also don't know


I'm just gonna leave it as solat mantis


ya dekat Tampines, ya dekat Tampines sister !aduh!, ya, ya I think kalau they interview me ah I hopefully will get like fifty


ya like


!aiyo!, ah oh you should was very funny I crack up so much !aduh!


, I also, I also don't like watch local youtube tapi because I like to macam bab melayu-melayu ini I suka dengar orang macam tersasul ke apa [kan] so I suka tengok itu then laugh my lah LOL lah you know


!aduh! LOL bless, oh I haven't yet but I'm planning to watch very soon


oh it's like a remake of diana [kan]


but season four is princess diana lah, oh, ya it is ya


I also I also I like of course who doesn't like romance I mean there are some people who doesn't like romance lah but ya


ya I also realize


I think the ya the last romance movie ah I tengok dekat cinema is apa eh crazy rich asians, you haven't watch, go watch lah it's very nice tapi yang I tak suka is macam dia tak macam mix tau


!huh! uh it's like nanti orang ingat semua kita kaya I have overseas friends dia orang ingat oh you crazy rich ah I macam I macam !huh! no !aduh!


!aduh!, ya lah


, where's your favourite go to shopping place, oh my god yes it is I love uniqlo too


ya, I love uniqlo, sis literally if I have the money I will borong the store


really


!huh! uh, oh bukan yang hood punya dia tak ada hood


oh that one ya Allah it's so comfortable, I bought it err okay last year masa I kerja I pergi rush pergi uniqlo I don't know why during my lunch break lepas itu I pergi capai itu oh my god it is like the best spend out of my pocket money


uh ke I bought it in malaysia no lah I bought it in singapore, twenty to thirty dollars macam gitu ah


ya but it's so comfortable, but what am I saying uniqlo punya baju semua comfortable, , yes I love their material


very nice, ya uniqlo punya memang really the best ah, I like uniqlo, the bomb yes


ya, ya ya ya, if macam tak cantik I tak akan beli lah, ya


ya, err I think at


ya, don't come on sundays, , ya, I think, err more variety, really


oh, [orh], ya ya ya, ya ya ya, , the best ah, I can't believe you know baju champion yang our parents wear last time


, it's on and hello hello welcome to podcast of Atiqah and sophia , okay so what you gonna wear tomorrow again


!wow! must be expensive eh


oh


girl we got no choice


, ah, no, yi, ah


so ya, err ya


okay no no no nevermind so yesterday right right after I finish calling with you, eventually Syed came down


and he brought a friend, no because I because his friend was like his I don't know he was from meeting his friend then I don't know why his friend was there then aku macam aku macam malu ah it was just like


so I just I had to like wrap it up, and we just went home, , ya we just wrap it up and went home Doh,


I don't feel like it's, it helps if saying anything because, and end of the day he made me feel like, like it's , like you know how how men


ya so like, ya so for me it's like I cannot I cannot


I just cannot get over it yet ah like just not yet ah and then he said like, oh, and then he was like, if you didn't meet me then it wouldn't be this way then aku macam


ah no lah it's like it's not he's guilt tripping ah he's just somehow blaming it on himself so I feel like, I choose my own life choices you see, ya sia and keep running back to the same mistakes I'm


what's wrong with me, , I honestly don't know what I wanna do with my life I really really don't know what I want to do with my life it's like I don't want to get married


I just feel like it's not worth it, that's just how I feel right now ah, , oh so it's gemini's so it's gemini


season now, oh, so how has your moon sign been treating you


why, kau dah berpunya that is so weird to hear


ya, okay lah he treats you well he's good lah, are you happy


yup should be, really


this is my question for you kenapa kau masih baca surat tu , oh, it's like you just happen to like, happened to


oh, , you shouldn't, , but uh, ya thank you next


!huh!, !whoa! but like why would you even look at andre


kenapa Kaypoh sangat eh, like what, !aiyo!, , what was I trying to say oh I've also been writing to my friends ya, eh


the one that, , is, one of my good friend lah, the, one of my good friend ya I'm still writing to him he's still nice lah he's a very nice guy


so ya I'm just waiting for him to come out next year let's hope, ya let's hope that he's out by next year, I just really need to keep my mind off something right now


ya, oh kau jangan cakap ah aku next month sia I got two I got two weddings next month but


oh serious


so what she, she's gonna have three different weddings, !wow!, that's expensive ,


that's all, okay lah but why is she I oh ya ya ya ya aku nak tanya kenapa dia nak buat bawah block when it's only like two hours usually it's not worth the money but like she's doing at home so like okay lah


oh oh I mean it's okay lah it's actually quite cheap you know


I'm not really into it


okay lah, I I don't I don't I don't know anyone that wants to do a big wedding but not me though it ain't gonna be me


are you sure, maybe


local men eh maybe not not like not, maybe not foreigners lah but I know local men would want it to be smaller, ya, I don't know ah


tell me about it sia tell me about it like, like how are you even forking out money for like twelve people to


how are you even forking out money for twelve people to like buy buy dresses for like twelve people like, I rather keep all that twelve dresses money for like a honeymoon or vacation that's just me ah but


loyal, , , ya


, ya, ya it's like I'm sick of having new friends to divorce right like I think I just maybe a six ah right now


, ya, in the future uh I might not even reconsider it I'm just no , uh no she's still blocking me everywhere how about yours


ya, aku tempted gila like want, to text her, but , I thought of it like what's the point you know she even went to the


she went to the extent of blocking Syed, well, two can play this game !chey!


but I'm not that salty lah and I don't have time for that also so like you can block all you want we all don't really care like as long as I still have friends, ya that's that's about it ah so like semalam [kan] kawan aku ajak aku lepak ah


!huh!, so we just


right, , neither do I neither do I oh my god you know what for the first time today, someone called me someone said I was young ah aku flattered ah I came flattered you know because right my cousin was asking me how old am I and then I'm like


tell me more,


no but all the while also like where we meet people also we will meet youngsters so macam budak pula umur bawah umur aku dah aku feel macam oh my god I'm really getting old but then today I met right met my classmates and then I'm like


okay I'm very young today, also, also aku pergi sekolah sebab [kan], classmates are cute


, ya


but did you reply, , that's all


(oo) so, he asked you to ask me, !ee! itu memang nak kena book sendiri lah, that place is not it's not owned by anyone what you can book if you have the money


tell me about it , really meh


oh ya ya !ee! then that time when did we go, really


I felt like it was like recently


july COVID never start meh, start already right


(oo), what


what, what eh merepek ah that's so nonsense


, sure ya I mean it's like a waste of money ah serious it won't be eh kalau aku pun aku tak nak [sial] buat dekat beach I mean there's there's staycation now like might as well aku book, staycay [jer]


ya but anyways uh when are we going out, but I really busy [sial] next month I already set set put aside for us but


but it's like, I okay because I have this bachelorette party but the thing is, I think it's gonna get cancelled because the husband is a bit uh annoying so


a'ah like we already booked like this staycay for like three days we already pre planned like two months ago so the husband the future husband didn't allow it because, oh he said that he wants her to respect


, on the twelfth, thirteen twelve thirteen aku free, ya on twelve thirteen


ya we can do twelve but like, because this one is like my old very old best friend and she doesn't have any brisedmaid or like any girl friends so macam aku macam kesiankan dia so aku just cakap ah like okay we can celebrate your bachelorette but


what can we do , what can I do, ya so like she's kinda depending it on me to like celebrate her bachelorette lah


so aku macam okay I'll play it out like we'll see, I mean we can aku like I want to go out at four but I have school


very busy girl lah, oh my god we can do on the twenty six oh my god so far


sure all right, I just put short, sophia


(hmm) ya, oh my god, ya sia, why am I always breaking things [sial], neither do I


crazy right, why how tell me


but how did my phone folded in half, no it bend it literally bend,


it literally dia bengkok [sial] phone aku aku hantar pergi kedai [kan] tapi aku macam malu gila tau kau tahu the next day aku hantar pergi kedai tapi aku macam malu gila ini aku nak minta repair ni memang minta kena [sial] Atiqah so aku macam thinking


should I do it I should just do it so imagine at first aku pergi kedai [kan] aku pergi kedai aku tanya dia can repair or not habis dia tengok aku dia tengok iphone aku dia tanya aku what happened


you just go and buy a new phone it's really not worth it this one repair ah give take give take three hundred aku tengok dia terus aku macam okay lah new phone,


what happened lagi !alamak! then aku cakap uh I got to lead last night so like I drink and then mabuk then ya I also don't know what happened then after that dia cakap dengan aku your iphone like this ah cannot lah tu aku macam okay takpe habis the next shop habis aku pergi next shop nasib baik dia tak tanya aku what happened terus cakap dengan aku sorry we don't have the items to repair aku terus macam ah okay fine whatever I just give up ah


people give you phone you don't want to take care aku terus macam it's not my fault


you cannot blame me sia birthday aku , , I also don't know I


no, a'ah apit tu marah aku !oi! !oi! kat rumah tapi aku macam aku !ee! ingat dia !oi! !oi! [jer] tapi aku tak ingat apa aku buat apa aku buat semua aku tak ingat macam mana aku masuk rumah pun aku dah tak ingat aku tak ingat langsung lah sia satu benda pun aku tak ingat kau tahu aku boleh masak lah maggi lagi tau aku masak maggi lagi that morning pakai microwave bro aku makan lepas aku makan terus aku muntah habis syed dah bangun [kan] syed dah dah pergi kerja balik semua tu dia tanya aku semalam you balik you masak maggi eh aku tengok dia I tak ingat lah sia


ya aku selalu gitu aku selalu gitu sia I always like that when I drink


it's a bad habit ah but like I cannot help it lah what to do wo also cannot help it


a'ah , a'ah , funny ah


funny sia !ee! but serious you all need to go on that that that what is that ah, wake wake surfing eh serious ya it's damn fun do it I it's damn fun it's damn fun aku love it


!huh!, you don't have to swim they give you a life jacket, !huh! serious ah


(mmhmm), (ppc)


, it's so irritating I cannot help it, I cannot, maybe I need to sit up maybe I should sit


, I wonder if the recording can hear, I wonder if the recording can hear me hiccup, , !aduh!


, ah, ya we should do it on the next meet up


(oo), Syed'S going to be out of job soon sia


like officially tapi aku macam it's gonna be a problem cause like, his job pays well and, he I mean he he doesn't like the job but like it pays wells ah it pays damn well


so like right now I'm like helping him to find a job, this is his first full time job


ya aku all this while and with him I've been his secretary in finding job, the first time I find for him job is a nonsense job because


but, it was not straight and it was not direct in the PAC so he's like, it was just nonsense ah they paid so nonsense that the workload was so bad


so right now I'm just looking for jobs so if you have any job recommendation for me eh for him please tell me like no experience, !chey! aku nak cakap ni no experience and pays well


I was talking to my friend the other day about how, I wish sleeping could be a job like I think like satu hari aku nak buat kerja macam kau tahu house sleeping, can actually give a give like energy for like solar panels solar panels


habis kawan aku kawan aku macam tanya ah like is there is there any like qualifications for the job then aku cakap no but I think there needs to be a tier ah maybe there's pro intermediate and beginner ah kau macam pro kau boleh tidur dua belas jam wake up


sleeping right there is right


ya I want that, , ya what the hell how is it that you all sleep so fast, how they hell you all sleep twelve hours


, jingle bell jingle bell, so nice, but it's always


but it's it's always nice sleeping with someone you love lah, it's really cosy, right


ya tapi kau bangun macam !wow! sedap lah tapi aku just have a problem with Syed'S bed which is


so every time , every time aku tidur sana [kan] aku will always end up in the lubang can you imagine


aku kat situ sia


ah, it's annoying and then like I I don't know ah


I don't know about you but, I realized right, after three years of like being in a relationship and like, after three years of being in a relationship [kan], sleeping together right I think I have reached that stage where I just don't want to cuddle anymore like just give me my space to sleep kau tahu nanti halfway through the night right


ya ya ya so like I don't really know how couples that that likes to cuddle like sleep cuddling for the whole eight hours


the ah vanessa to her debut


, eh oh my god you are so rubber hapak punya kau dia ba naik atas eh kejutkan kau wake up


, , so good !wow! when will I get that kind of treatment I need a man that can cook me breakfast


, (ppc), (mmhmm)


!aww! that's nice okay lah thoughtful lah, but at least you guys have plans ah like me and like , we don't have anymore plans dude we don't even know what to do anymore sia


we want to but then my dear friend here my dear boyfriend he has ACL


ya so he's like


ya but both of us are just we just lazy we just want to eat,


ya oh my god I really started to ask myself that like is this all we do like, like even now also where I used to take like MCs just for him just so we know what you wanna do already, but now it's like I'm taking MC but we not doing anything so might as well lah I just go to work get my money


it's like ya whatever you're doing has nothing to do with me so it's up to you now


right, but like for us the date night is over because of the bed then like, right right that's why say too


ya that's what I say too but like, I planned before to like have date night at home like ask him to dress up and stuff one like at home, but no he just


ya, but I feel like my schedule's too busy right now to like compromise things with him, aku just tired of the fact that I have to keep going over to his place that's all , serious serious


ya I I'm just always tired that I always have to come to you, ya I just say the point now, I don't know what to do, dude everyone's been telling me that for the past like one year but like aku still give in aku just don't understand myself


damn that's deep that's so deep


ya, ya outcome of a, success product


ya, ya


, ya


(ugh) ya I need that I need that,


!aww! that's so sweet


oh my god, why, why, girl


serious ah


of course you wanna know why, because local man are pampered serious, oh


there's no reason sia, oh my god I can say this to you but I cannot say this to myself


true, gotta think about it, anyway so what you doing this weekend


#tanjong katong#


of course ah they open what, #tanjong katong# or uh this one, arab street, then #tanjong katong# ah


but, does andre really look good in a batik shirt I don't think so dude


no I've already imagine it the I'm like nah, you can just


so cute, but err, does he like oily food


that's good, oh he don't eat spicy food


oh, , you need to train him, you give him all of the spices in the world


give him the what california pepper eh


I think right we both need to do something healthy with each other other than drinking girl, oh


ya api kau ada ni [kan] the gym box yang ni [kan] there's one near andre's house what you can always go there, ya I mean it's okay ah then after that we can go drink


we have a healthy life if you have a balanced lifestyle, ya, I used to have aku pernah sia ada customer dia daripada pergi gym


then every time after he go home from gym right he would have a beer, at my place, ya and basically it's like you know good sia


oh I join I joining MMAs lah next month aku excited gila like yes !walao!, ya like finally sia aku nak join sorang-sorang I don't care I invited Syed and then like Syed like


said don't want ah lazy lah I just wanna be fed and like okay then it's up to you ah I just wanna join leh for me I don't care, ya I just want to get healthy, like now I see my body like what is all this flaps bro


january the aquarius, twenty fifth, really ah but tell me why is he like this tell me why


oh my god, let me tell you something, aquarius is the worst, sign that I've dated okay not gain no lah like basically


but okay ah from what I see on on social aku tengok dia orang cakap libra and aquarius would be a good, relationship ah we have a good relationship


I think it's only during the start ah


he love new experience ah but like I think cause of the relationship [dah] makin lama macam just, and he's getting like to him he is getting older so untuk dia dah macam just ah malas ah


right I need to make him meet andre and then like brainwash him and another reason is because he used his ACL and as a reason to like give up so aku macam (ugh), ya that's why sometimes aku just malas sia just do things on my own like it's okay ah I can just get things done on my own so that's why next month I am just gonna join this MMA if you wanna join if you don't wanna join it's up to you I'm just gonna go


yes, then when I become a professional MMA I'm fight I'm going to go into a ring I'm going to fight, !ee! entah lah Tiqa fight


anyway what how's your job interview


(uh huh)


okay lah but it's a stable job what, it's a stable job what, ya oh my god my friend did I tell you my friend, he found this job


it's a new startup company that lose I don't know paying for like spotify or something and then, right they're based is in, amsterdam bro, and, every year you have to go back to amsterdam to meet the people there


that's literally what they do [dey], and then aku macam uh I cannot do it, ya I don't want to go like that


so like ya, what you mean you not excited to travel with me, , boat


no no no no we both wild sia when we , I cannot help it lah there's a part of me that is white


it's two AM bro it's two AM


so what time you gonna wake up tomorrow


(mmhmm)


(ppl), (mm)


I'm going to be wearing this nonya kebaya lah it's pink and it's gold


because it can be done in like thirty dollars for like something that will cost seven hundred and fifty here


, no uh kitten just me, no kita just


kita just kena pretend ah macam this conversation ah kita boleh tukar-tukar background kau nak pergi paris kita boleh tukar pergi paris


boleh lah kita just tukar nama dia orang as A dengan B,


why would he do that what is wrong with him


!huh!


, especially local men


okay now he's just guilt tripping you


ya, that's it now you know what you gonna do girl


I think that's the gemini in you , there's no lah it's not lah it's sagittarius season my moon sign


ya, actually quite relax [seh] I think my moon sign was more active when like


sekarang aku tak boleh tak boleh gila-gila sangat Doh, ,


[kan], , ya, put it on, I am of course I'm happy I'm very happy lah


ya, and then I read it and I'm like why why why even bother why ha


very free ah, , I got the notification ah so out of curiosity I went to go and read it then when I read it I'm like eh aku seriously just eh


whatever boy bye I bumped into his friends ya the other day and I was with andre eating


and then like the friend keep looking at andre but like I didn't give a, how I know


let's hope, I know I know I know


like, I have one next week oh my god I've just realized I have two next month also


a'ah because kawan aku ni like she she nikah already in september, but then because at that time I think the wedding rules were still like, like


not very practical so she decided to do her sanding on sunday but that is her side then her husband side is going to do the sanding next month


to the same person, ya


apparently if you do your wedding under the void deck now you only get two hours, ya two hours so she's like but no forget it


ya that's why she changed her mind lah so she did it at home, singapore flyer


really


ya my friend also like she's not even excited for this sunday dia cakap like there's no point like, she's only doing it cause her mother and father there


I think if I ever do get married, I want like I don't want a big wedding either but, let's say let's say hypothetically speaking ah


there is no way in hell that man will want a small wedding, ya because he has people like, overseas it's not just people here leh


really man my ex wanted a fucking big wedding sia and I'm like, , I don't understand how some girls can have like twelve bridesmaids, I don't even have twelve friends,


don't know what corporate bridesmaid keeper ran to like how are you even forking out money for like of people too right, , right


[kan], like how how do you even have twelve friends who are, supposingly like ya


, like how I don't understand [sial] like I think about it ah I only got five friends I can count on and that's it the numbers stops there it doesn't grow I don't want new friends I don't care for it


speaking about friend


speaking about friends so did she talk to you again, I cannot be bothered she ah messaged me and she said uh


aku just malas like what is the point of you telling me this ah like, I cannot, ya


ya, ya I cannot I cannot I cannot I just cannot be bothered no I I just save that small talk for somebody else that gives a shit


cause I don't I don't anymore ,


you never wear makeup also they don't ask you for your IC


oh my god do you remember jamie, he texted me , he texted me twice this month, one asking me how I was lah this and that and then he said sorry that like


he never like remain in contact and that it was his fault and I'm like nah it's all good, I just said nah it's all good , that's all and then the next the next message he sent me was I think like two days ago and he said like !hey! I know this is weird but can I ask you for a favour then aku macam seram sejuk tau aku macam what favour sia this fellow want to ask


then he asked me oh can you ask your friend if he can help us get the, private area at rumours for a birthday party I need it for a friend I'm like, err no guarantees but sure


ya, [kan], he just has to book what


ya he can just book and it's not even that like now you want to book also it's not going to be as fun as that time, cause there are so much more stricter there are so much more stricter now, ya like now apa they don't even play music there


we went before like all that shit went down lah we went before the, the social distancing people even went there , ya


!ee!, I I think babe it's in july it was in july, start already lah but they were still like not very serious about the rules there


only now because now all the social distancing people like go there and like check like if you want to lepak at the beach also, by six PM you have to pack up and leave you cannot stay later than six PM and then all the beach clubs close at like eight o'clock now apparently


ya so we got very lucky ,


vindicative so I was like sure even if you get the place kat dalam otak aku ah aku fikir you want to get the place tutup it not gonna be fun ya


[kan], you lah busy, okay what's the date


but, it's like,


!huh!


ah


we can, we can do twelve


makan cake


, ya twenty six too far cannot twelfth is perfect


ya twelve is perfect


, I don't even know how you broke your phone that day you know I really don't


I wasn't even drunk that day I just don't get how you oh I think I know when, when you was getting at andre's lobby and you fell remember


your phone didn't fold in half lah the screen just crack lah, ,


, try we I should just wait so you mean she at home you get ahead you they they can repair or ability or or go with their iphone or cold air cool white apron sky then err I don't know last night eh I really don't know eh you give exists food opposite the airport who got a C is you know what


, I don't know


, I really don't know how you broke your phone I cannot like to this day sometimes I really like think about it tau I retraced you know like every single thing we did that day


not once did we see your phone come out eh, !huh!


you're not that troublesome to me ah


all you had was one glass [sial]


dah tua tak tahu tak sedar diri nak main skateboard


wake boarding, you know my swimming skills are so terrible, my swimming skills a very terrible


I will still be able to drown trust me , I think so ah you know when I went to Phuket right then I wanted to go snorkeling very badly because I really like the sea I love the beach I love the sea I like being in water but cannot swim for nuts I can only swim if my feet can touch the ground serious then we went to I went to Phuket right with my ex ah then


we book all snorkeling trip know going to island island hopping right so we went to like maya bay and all that then the first island was in the middle of the freaking sea leh, got no sand nearby so I see already I'm like okay nevermind lah but okay then my ex like no no it's okay got life jacket got life jacket if not you can hold on to me I'm like okay fine [sial] lah the minute I jumped into the water I straight away like just started screaming like no no no no no I want to go back I want to go back on the boat sampai the freaking thai boat man pun ketawakan aku [sial] then my ex like no it's okay it's okay I'm like no if you don't put me back on the boat I will cry here now that was my threat I will cry that's it


cry lah damn sad sia then andre tried to teach me swimming in his pool, like a kid like he hold out the hand habis badan aku kat atas tangan dia and even then I was freaking out I was like no cannot then he was like babe why are you scared my hands are right here how are we going to travel ha and then go swimming and all these nice places I'm like I'll I'll swim in the shallow waters


bodoh kau hiccups , I cannot take it why do you have hiccups now


are we allowed to like pause the recording, probably


, (ppc), eh I want to henna dye my brows also leh


I lazy [sial] want to draw


Syed'S gonna what, why, ya


he don't know how to find job is it, !huh!


oh


the irony , the freaking irony


panels


, I think there's a there's like a there's like an experiment eh where you get paid for just sleeping


ya, !wah! I'll be great and that sia andre sure sia will be good at that, , he always he always !huh!


I don't sleep twelve hours he doesn't sleep twelve hours he only sleeps for five hours babe, and he sleeps very early like whenever I stay that's why like if you like message me in the middle of the night I won't see because I will be sleeping also, !wah! snowy jingle bells but ya like if he's very tired the earliest right we have gone to bed is nine thirty


it's nine thirty but by three AM by three AM he will wake up, (mmhmm) I always I always cannot sleep like


early when I'm alone


!huh!,


I don't know when I mean when I was with my ex for six years also we never like kinda like I don't understand how couples can do it like we will cuddle for awhile and then we will say good night then we will both turn our separate side


I also cannot like panas [sial] only like with andre also we will cuddle for awhile then we will say good night and we will turn and sleep or sometimes andre will andre andre is a cuddler so andre will like put his hands but then after awhile I will like tell him like it's okay you can move your hand because I know it'd be uncomfortable but that is only sometimes if not he will also turn the other side but I will wake up to him cuddling


I don't know how but I will wake up to him cuddling it's either I wake to him cuddling or I wake up to him doing work downstairs, or he come up a wake me up with a cup of tea and tell me to wake up


it is only when I'm very tired like most of the time right I wake up but then then I see okay lah he already wake up he cause I know he always wake up very early then I say okay katil dah kosong dia dah tak ada dia bangun [kan] but I cannot like the bed very comfortable lah then I just go back to sleep


he doesn't I mean he will cook lah once in a while but lately we've been buying err he will go down cause he will go cycling in the morning like he will go cycling at six AM


I don't know how I don't know where he'd , I don't know where he get the energy from sia he would wake up at like on saturday on like saturday monday and tuesday cause I always stay from like


the saturday until tuesday standard then okay saturday because I will come in the afternoon so he will play football he will play football so tomorrow morning he's going to go play football chances are he went home drunk tonight and he's drunk is not like


the drunk we know like our kind of men do it like the my the way my ex used to get drunk not like that like he can still function you can still talk he can still like get dressed mandi take out his clothes and stuff and all that lah so, every friday he will go out with the boys so saturday sunday monday tuesday's our time right then saturday morning it's either he will play football if you never sign up for football he will go cycling then afternoon I'll come because you know I would not wake up in the morning


every time I plan every time I plan right like I confident know he ask me what time you want to come baby then I say okay ten thirty, then he was okay he he still can layan okay ten thirty aku tak bangun kadang-kadang I will wake up early I'll wake up at eight but then ah because I wake up too early right then I tell myself okay lah my alarm ten thirty uh no my alarm at nine thirty so I can still sleep I still got one hour of sleep right that one hour of sleep become two hours sleep lah bloody hell then when I wake up it will be always like after ten thirty then I see my message he already


babe still asleep right , I cannot so like even today I I'm ask him lah whether he got football not so that I know what time to come by then he said yup I sign myself up for torture session tomorrow's in the morning so you can stay a bit longer


there are things to do you just got to find it how about you guys go cycling


oh so he cannot cycle okay wait let me think what other things, kickboxing but then don't kick ah just box, that's what me and andre do too it's either cycling or kickboxing or gym that's what we do


ya see so so it's not that there is nothing to do it's because kau orang pemalas


so you must you must you must force you must force him you must do I don't know ah it's like it's a it's a two thanks to tango thing because if you keep allowing the relationship to like flat line right then


you will eventually get to a point where you will like ask yourself right is this really all we do


ya, ya so like it's very important like andre has a friend who's been like complaining about how like oh he's marriage is like failing and like how his him and his wife don't do anything anymore and andre just told him one thing like me


in a marriage like in any like relationship it's very important to always like do new things or like do things together because, it's the way a relationship is supposed to be like if you don't bring her out on a date then of course she's not going to dress up for you or anything like that


but I don't know why he's telling me ya, I mean just because he has that like it doesn't mean dinner has to stop like you can always do something at home ya like you can have your wine and cheese thing at home


ya see so like it cannot always be like one person like trying to clap if not you just making eh like it's pointless like I told andre because uh last I think last month andre got very like slack when it came to his active lifestyle lah so I felt very bad because a part of me felt like okay maybe it was because of me lah but he assured me he like he say it's not because of me as well I mean like he can always made the decision himself he he he makes conscious choices what anyway so like he told me okay from now onwards he he's gonna start working out again so me as a girlfriend what would a good girlfriend do


like I'm not going I'm I'm I love being lazy I love the bed right but, if I allow myself to like, not even compromise then want kind of a girlfriend will I be sia so I told him like okay I mean I do enjoy cycling in the morning and I don't mind and also do enjoy kickboxing and going to the gym so we can continue doing that and we can just remain active and then even when I'm not with you I will remain active so like you can sort of like inculcate a habit and then that way you won't feel like okay like I'm not doing anything and then at the same time we can always do things together


have to compromise ah, , that's the thing about life


why can't he come to yours, Syed better wake up better wake up


it's because you are comfortable, it's something familiar what and it's always scarier to start something new so people go back to familiar stuff it's actually why a lot of people cannot leave toxic relationships or like abusive people


cause it's familiar, it's very true, it's because you are so comfortable like already with the person and like you will tell yourself lah like that little voice in your head was sort of like tell you like okay what if you don't find anything like this again or like what if you don't find a better love but that's not true look at me


everybody can have that chance it's really not true like, and people shouldn't stay in places where they are unhappy because eventually over time like there will be resentment building and anger and like just sadness and it's not just healthy for like you is also going to be unhealthy for like the other person and your relationship and then of course more than ever you so like ya people just need to be more aware


and other people like I like I said like if you are in a relationship you need to understand that it's going to take work life is going to get away everybody is going to be busy everybody has work but look at andre andre is freaking busy, and he will still make time for me so nobody has an excuse like there is literally no excuse no excuse


he definitely has been, andre will do work like halfway while I'm there but he will still like once in awhile like let's say on monday monday has to work right so monday he will work from home then if monday he worked from home he will always he were really just concentrate on work and I will let him concentrate on work because it's to be fair he has to work


and I will never like you know like distract him maybe sometimes I will never like I will never like distract him on purpose lah but even then like halfway he will like stop his work and then tell me like come let's go to the pool or like let's go have lunch together or like


snuggle in bed for a while he was still make time so no excuses, like the other day he go in office and then because he went into office right I got nobody to wake me up


then I sleep until twelve PM sia, I wake up to him waking me up because he buy back lunch he walked back from his office and he got lunch for the both of us then he makan lunch already he go back to office


right see no excuses my ex used to also be like that like everything was like oh , I don't need to do this or like date nights were never like there he won't even like take pictures of me or like compliment me


and then he spent most of his days going out with his friends drinking getting drunk coming back late and I will be the one to like constantly imagine me carrying like a man taller than me like back home changing him because he's too drunk to even do shit


I was living your life girl, I was living your exact life I was where you are now, trust trust I was where you were now like literally he will pick a fight with me if he was drunk and I didn't like pick him up


and I will always stay at home I didn't even get to meet any of my friends I didn't get to go out because if I go out he will pick a fight with me things like that like it was so bad like, so, ya


I I really think it's just local men that actually like they just don't think about anything but themselves, my ex wasn't pampered because he didn't have like family he doesn't have a mom he didn't have a dad growing up


and he was made to like literally work his whole life but still, same freaking theories ya they they won't bother working you gotta listen to yourself damn you you really have to I mean like


now you may not but I'm very sure eventually you'll get there lah, eventually, you have to place your happiness above like somebody else because if they're not even thinking about your happiness what's the point of thinking of theirs


gotta love yourself more girl


I told you already what tomorrow I'm going gift shopping


on a saturday, but it sure is


upper #joo chiat#, arab street punya mahal Doh


cause afternoon we're going to town to go robinsons or Tangs I think and then I was thinking okay by the time kita habis we will probably be eating dinner


because chances are but I'm only I'm meeting him at like one PM what so I'm meeting at one PM, we will probably like chill at home for awhile, and then we will go to town so I won't have time to go and bring him there then I was thinking kalau dia orang buka pagi then I can go and buy first


I don't know, that's why gotta find one that will match him


but the other one I'm not sure whether he will have at least a matching shirt I know he got a lot of pink shirts ah but I don't know whether it will look good together I'll see ah I'll see tomorrow see tomorrow also we have to plan the outfit


and then I have to finish writing my speech, yes, I'm I'm very excited to be bringing him to like celebrate another culture that's not even mine


then he eat but it was really spicy for you ah , he eat but he's still white, so like white people [kan] standard cannot tolerate spicy food


ya man, he's so cute, oh my god that one would kill him


he will just die, I am hungry please don't like talk about food


ya we can do that I've been going to the gym it's the only problem is that we live on literally the opposite ends of singapore, ya we go we go to that one what I mean if you are near the area then ya lah if not it'll be very troublesome for you what


!wow! I wish you heard yourself girl we should do something healthy together besides drinking but then suggest going to the gym and then going drinking


, andre has their beers after football


do it do it then we can we can do kickboxing together


what's his horoscope ah out of curiosity


when is Syed'S birthday, january what


oh my god it's one day after andre's birthday, the moon sign must be something else the moon and the mercury and the venus must be something else for sure must be something lazy


that's funny because the aquarius and gemini should be able to get along well it's actually mainly why me and andre get along well because like


I mean you are not a gemini lah but your gemini moon is very strong


no it's it's because like it's not just your sun signs what your other signs nearby so he definitely has like more stronger like signs that are much more like prominent in his chart that are lazy


because aquariuses actually love new experiences, and he is very unlike an aquarius like very very


he's getting older andre is forty two, he is such an underdeveloped aquarius


yes do that do things for yourself


that's how you start loving yourself bro, ya


, !wah!


I'm still waiting for them to get back to me, ya and I I I will message them one know in like the last message I got was that ah oh it's still being delayed like it's still processing government agencies are seriously


(hmm), it is a stable job but like can you hurry up


, , , ya andre has


I can't wait to travel with andre, we can do that too girl but if I travel with you I know I confirm become mum friend cause you confirm like small kid


yes but you are the one that will get drunk,


!aiyo!, I'm so tired, yes and I still have like things to do after this I cannot go to sleep yet


well I'm allowed to sleep in term just going to wake up at eleven then I'm going to pack my things and then I'm going to go out, ya I must like spare my baju-baju or what I mean I have some of like my my things there but I don't have my clothes there I have my workout stuff I have my my boxing gloves are there


my some of my underwear is there, (ppl) like I already have a toothbrush there and he already bought a shampoo for me that's there so like that one all <malay>tak payah fikir</malay> [lah] but other than that he's bald what he want to wash


so today we're going to talk about friends


they play a very big part in our lives <tamil>சில சமயம் வந்து:sila samayam vanthu</tamil> like family <tamil>இருக்காத போது:irukkaatha pothu</tamil> friends <tamil>தான்:thaan</tamil> they will you know I'll be there for you and stuff like that


ya, ya, same <tamil>ஏன்னா வந்து சில சமயம் வந்து:yaennaa vanthu sila samayam vanthu</tamil> some things that parents don't understand friends <tamil>சுக்கு தான் புரியும்:sukku thaan puriyum</tamil> so


I think the difference is that <tamil>அவங்க வந்து அவங்க:avanga vanthu avanga</tamil> parents <tamil>ஓட எது பத்தி வேணாலும் பேசலாம்:oda ethu pathi venaalum pesalaam</tamil> it is like they are friends you know and <tamil>அதனால:athanaala</tamil> there's like a more there's more trust and


there's like a stigma


ya <tamil>நம்மலால வந்து வேணா:nammalaala vanthu venaa</tamil> able to relate <tamil>ஏன்னா நம்ம:yaennaa namma</tamil> situation <tamil>வந்து வேற:vanthu vera</tamil> you see it's just like, you can only wish some things, ya so


I feel like the for the <tamil>அடுத்த:adutha</tamil> generation we should be different parents like <tamil>நாம வந்து நம்ம:naama vanthu namma</tamil> children <tamil>ஓட:oada</tamil> very, open ah <tamil>இருக்கனும்:irukkanum</tamil> about certain topics like mental health, and like relationships and stuff like that


yes and


and, ya


(mmhmm), ya


like for example friends <tamil>குள்ளாற வந்து நம்பிக்கை இருக்காது:kullaara vanthu nambikkai irukkaathu</tamil> or like the friends are <tamil>சில சமயம்:sila samayam</tamil> friends like if you choose the wrong friends I <tamil>அவங்க வந்து:avanga vanthu</tamil> like


ya trust <tamil>வந்து ரொம்ப முக்கியம் இது வந்து:vanthu romba mukkiyam ithu vanthu</tamil> friends <tamil>சுக்கு மட்டும் அல்ல:sukku mattum alla</tamil> it applies to, all kinds of relationships in life <tamil>அது:athu</tamil> trust <tamil>வந்து நாம ஒடச்சிடோம்னா அது திருப்பி கெடைக்கவே கெடைக்காது:vanthu naama odachitomnaa athu thiruppi kedaikkavae kedaikkaathu</tamil> you know you will, never be formed again as strong


we just have to go in the flow of life do you agree with that


anyways, why do you feel, do you like that you are growing old


we are like in the twenties


ya, but that's because


I mean as much as <tamil>நம்ம:namma</tamil> youth leh <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> we can have fun it's also a good time for us to be you know productive <tamil>ஆனா வந்து:aanaa vanthu</tamil> we must like weigh properly must be or <tamil>ஒரு:oru</tamil> good amount of productive and <tamil>ஒரு:oru</tamil> good amount of fun <tamil>ஏன்னா வந்து இப்ப:yaennaa vanthu ippa</tamil> fun <tamil>நம்ம அனுபவிக்கலனா எப்போ:namma anupavikkalanaa eppo</tamil> when will we have fun that's the question


so <tamil>அந்த மாறி:antha maari</tamil> like supper mah supper <tamil>எப்போ:eppo</tamil> who will go supper in the morning like <tamil>ஏன்:yaen</tamil> night leh <tamil>தான் போய் சுத்தணுமா:thaan poi suthanumaa</tamil> that kind you know like <tamil>அவங்களுக்கு புரியும்படியா:avangalukku puriyuppadiyaa</tamil> and tried to convince her for a good one hour but <tamil>அவங்களுக்கு புரியவே இல்ல:avangalukku puriyavae illa</tamil> at the end she was like <tamil>என்ன வேணாலும் பண்ணித்தொலே:enna venaalum pannnittholae</tamil> just


<tamil>கை கழுவிட்டேன்:kai kaluvittaen</tamil> something like that she's like university then I told her university <tamil>பிள்ளைங்கல்லாம் வந்து:pillaingallaam vanthu</tamil> like they are going for supper and stuff like it's normal then she was like <tamil>அவன்களுந்தான் படிச்சிகிட்டே வந்து:avangalunthaan padichikittae vanthu</tamil> you know they are like uh studying and working can you do that too she was like don't compare you are not gonna do everything and stuff like that


I don't know uh she just like she thinks that, we shouldn't have fun then I say you know when you are you shouldn't live life with regrets then she say oh supper <tamil>ருக்கு போனேன்னா போவலேன்னா:rukku ponaennaa povalaennaa</tamil> you will you will be regretful lah for life


like, like they are very old fashioned <tamil>எப்படித்தான் அன்னைக்கு நான் நினைச்சேன் அவங்கள வந்து புரிய வைக்க முடியாது:eppadithaan annaikku naan ninaichaen avangala vanthu puriya vaikka mudiyaathu</tamil> they are like super old fashioned like their thinking is like you know the different wavelength completely <tamil>புரியுதா:puriyuthaa</tamil> like even if we tried to convince them they are like completely different world


then she doesn't even understand at all she's like night lah <tamil>தான் போய் சுத்தனுனு சொல்லு இந்த:thaan poi suthanunu sollu intha</tamil> thril <tamil>வேணுன்னு சொல்லு:venunu sollu</tamil> night leh <tamil>தான் இங்கயும் அங்கயும்:thaan ingayum angayum</tamil> so <tamil>சாப்பிட போவல சுத்த போறிங்க:saappida povala sutha poringa</tamil> ah <tamil>காலையில இருக்கு மத்தியானம் இருக்கு:kalaila irukku mathiyaanam irukku</tamil> that's how they are they will never understand


like what the shit is supper


then I go outside eat for what, so you eat here then you watch other people eat, and the money


so are you planning to come back at three o'clock, she will keep on like she will never get over it I say <tamil>நான்:naan</tamil> fifty years old <tamil>வரைக்கும்:varaikkum</tamil> you will never get over it right then she just look at me


and it's not wanna <tamil>தப்பு:thappu</tamil> that's the problem that's the point is not a <tamil>தப்பு:thappu</tamil> is like normal


you got to just deal with it and at the end you just got to like move on with it you know you just if they hate you for it then let them hate you you can't do anything because they are different then I say I say at the end I gave up I say <tamil>உங்களுக்கு புரியவே புரியாது:ungalukku puriyavae puriyaathu</tamil> then she say then made me understand then I was like but you are you really don't understand like you really don't understand I say even in NUS NTU like the children you know they go for supper and like people live in a hostel and they all they all go for supper you just like


and she couldn't she don't know what to say but she was like <tamil>அவங்க வந்து:avanga vanthu</tamil> like <tamil>தினமும் படிக்கிறாங்க அவங்க சில பேர் வேல செய்வாங்க அதனால:thinamum padikkiraanga avanga sila per vela seivaanga athanaala</tamil> meet <tamil>பண்றதுக்கு:pandrathukku</tamil> time <tamil>இருக்காது அதனால:irukkaathu athanaala</tamil> support <tamil>போவாங்க நீ என்ன பண்ணி கிழிக்கிற:povaanga nee enna panni kilikkira</tamil> you always at home so free what <tamil>உன்ன வந்து இந்த:unna vanthu intha</tamil> university leh <tamil>சேர்த்ததே ஒரு பெரிய தப்பு:serthathae oru periya thappu</tamil> you know she say that day she was like because you are like so free and stuff plan <tamil>போடுறதுக்கு எப்போதும் வந்து:podurathukku eppothum vanthu</tamil> time <tamil>இருக்கு:irukku</tamil> like you are like so free then I'm just thinking like to you it seems like I'm so free but do you know like how much struggles I have to go through you don't know what because to you I wake up at eleven o'clock means I have a good life you know what I mean


but you don't know how long I take to to I would have woken up at nine o'clock you don't know I took two hours to get up, so that kind of things you don't know


know that they won't they won't understand, (mmhmm)


so ya lah it's just like that sometimes for my case <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> like


how to say if I, if you want to call me like a bitch, go ahead you know what I mean like if you want to call me all kinds of things go ahead because at this point I


like I'm so tired of making you understand <tamil>அவங்களுக்கு புரியவே புரியாது:avangalukku puriyavae puriyaathu</tamil> you know what I mean <tamil>சில விஷயம்:sila vishayam</tamil> like small things <tamil>நாம பண்றது கூட அவங்களுக்கு வந்து:naama pandrathu kooda avangalukku vanthu</tamil> like a big thing like for example, you bathe at twelve o'clock at night, to them is like a big thing you know like you're not supposed to bathe at this time


first for that we need money because moving out in singapore is <tamil>மிகவும் வேலை:migavum velai</tamil> and the rental is <tamil>நிறைய:niraiya</tamil> that's why it's like better to like share with the person


I think rental would uh room rental is like, fine but it


the minute you move out it's like, oh I do I don't want anything to do with the family <tamil>அப்படித்தான் அவங்க:appadithaan avanga</tamil> interpret <tamil>பண்ணிக்குவாங்க:pannikkuvaanga</tamil> so they will


I don't care about you anymore like you're not my daughter because you move out of the house that is a big sin like, or like <tamil>கை கழுவுறான்:kai kaluvuraan</tamil> like you <tamil>கை கழுவுனா நீங்க:kai kaluvunaa neenga</tamil> parents like they were looking like that, do duck, married <tamil>பண்ணா மட்டும்:pannaa mattum</tamil> they can move out <tamil>அப்ப மட்டும் கை கழுவதில்ல:appe mattum kai kaluvathilla</tamil> but when I am independent <tamil>நம்ம:namma</tamil> independent woman I move out <tamil>அது வந்து:athu vanthu</tamil> problem but marry <tamil>பண்ணி போனா அது:panni pona athu</tamil> problem <tamil>இல்ல:illa</tamil> I don't understand the difference why must I depend on someone to move out


and, like for example that day my mum was talking about marriage I like she was talking about very negatively lah like saying like oh <tamil>எனக்கு கெடைக்குற ஆளு வந்து நல்லா சாவப்போறான்:enakku kedaikkura aalu vanthu nallaa saavapporaan</tamil> something like that you know like good luck to him and stuff like that


and I was like


to me it's not funny, it's like I mean it you know


ya it's true, you should only do it when we're at eighty, like <tamil>நம்ம வந்து கல்யாணம் பண்ணும்போது:namma vanthu kalyaanam pannumpothu</tamil> we should be ready shouldn't just do it because your parents asked you to marry that's the biggest mistake <tamil>நீ பண்ணுவ:nee pannuva</tamil> because <tamil>அவங்க வாழப்போறதில்ல அந்த பையனோட நீ வாழப்போற:avanga vaalapporathilla antha paiyanoda nee vaalappora</tamil> so are you just gonna like choose anyhow or just you just gonna say yes to your parents happiness


(mmhmm), is damn gross


it's damn cringey <tamil>இந்த மாறி:intha maari</tamil> thinks it's like the way they decide a life partner is


riksy like, but <tamil>இது ரெண்டும் இருந்தும்:ithu rendum irunthum</tamil> genuine <tamil>நல்ல:nalla</tamil> family lah <tamil>வர பையங்க நிறைய பையங்க வந்து தருதல:vara paiyanga niraiya paiyanga vanthu tharuthala</tamil> case but the families okay


so other than this, you should think about that too you know


immediately if it's a doctor they won't even think about if she's good character or not okay already or surgeon means okay already so <tamil>இந்த மாறி வந்து:intha maari vanthu</tamil> like what if you <tamil>அவன் வந்து:avan vanthu</tamil> narcissist, I wonder like he put down others do you know <tamil>நிறைய:niraiya</tamil> doctors <tamil>வந்து அவங்க நிறைய படிச்சு இருக்குறனால அவங்க தான் வந்து பெரிய அவங்க:vanthu avanga niraiya padichu irukuranaala avanga than vanthu periya avanga</tamil> world eh <tamil>தெரிஞ்ச மாறி நடிப்பாங்க தெரியுமா:therinja maari nadippaanga theriyumaa</tamil> like <tamil>மத்தவங்களுக்கு ஒண்ணுமே தெரியாது அவங்களுக்கு தான் எல்லாமே தெரியும்:mathavangalukku onnumae theriyaathu avangalukkuthaan ellaamae theriyum</tamil> they will think like that a lot of them are like that


so <tamil>அப்படின்னா வந்து:appadinnaa vanthu</tamil> how are you gonna live with someone like they just because they are a surgeon I always believe like mental torture <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> and emotional suffering is more so character every time first it's just like that


ya exactly


they get act to up to one year, you will not know


<tamil>என்ன பொறுத்த வரைக்கும் என்னன்னா வந்து:enna porutha varaikkum enananaa vanthu</tamil> like, like how to say ah, character is important like for me I would prefer being with the artist


like someone who's artsy who's like into the arts like something, they do something related to the arts to me that matters a lot, and like


at the end they have hierarchy and Unilever actor cannot but if in a direct again, ya if you are director can because director is like big what


but if is a hero he's a hero like Vijay immediately can already, his hero ah Vijay they immediately get get you married do you understand that's double standard


even the art scene see uh there is hierarchy, for example if you are a normal dance teacher <tamil>வேண்டா:vendaa</tamil> if you own a dance school maybe can, do you understand where I am coming from <tamil>அது வந்து:athu vanthu</tamil> stress <tamil>ரொம்ப:romba</tamil> disappointing because everyone starts somewhere


I don't understand why again it's everything to do that you match at the status, just my favourite topic of all time, ya


it is not a <tamil>கல்யாணம்:kalyanam</tamil> it's a showing off process, invetes in the in the in the invitation right they'll put their name then the <tamil>என்ன படிச்சிருக்கான்:enna padichirukkaan</tamil> like the BSC


they put BAC or like eh you know when I first join university <tamil>என் அம்மா கேட்டாங்க ஒன்:en amma kettaanga on</tamil> degree <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> like the abbreviation is what, and she was like is it BAC is it what is it, (mmhmm)


she keep on asking me I didn't know why she wanted to know then after that I realised that, she just wanted to know what was the short form for I don't know why like it doesn't matter at all uh it's, very disturbing


station I will never put that because it's very disturbing like, why must you put the educational status on wedding invitation in on the wedding invitation, it's like <tamil>எனக்கு வந்து:enakku vanthu</tamil> it's like showing your love with the other person


and ah ya and they either born on, it's like so extra


oh mine both will have


and, exactly I thought it's a celebration of love like to me it's like oh you're going to marry the love of your life but to them is like showing off process it's like a way to show off to everyone who was invited to the wedding <tamil>புரியுதா நா வந்து எங்க அம்மா கிட்ட கேட்டிருக்கேன் இது பத்தி:puriyuthaa naa vanthu enga amma kitta kettirukkaen ithu pathi</tamil> actually I have asked her before


she said, why can't show off somewhere else, we're going ashore in err online, you cannot show off when you tell when you visit other people <tamil>ஏன் வந்து:yaen vanthu</tamil> wedding invitation lah <tamil>போடணும்:podanum</tamil> I don't understand so are you trying to compare <tamil>இவன் வந்து:ivan vanthu</tamil> doctor <tamil>நீ வந்து:nee vanthu</tamil> doctor <tamil>அளவுக்கு படிக்கல:alavukku padikkala</tamil> like are you trying to compare I don't understand the purpose


I don't know if she just like she just thinks I'm in another world my mother told me one day you know my views are very different from hers right she thinks <tamil>நம்ம:namma</tamil> I and all the youths <tamil>நம்ம வந்து:namma vanthu</tamil> we don't make sense to her we don't make sense


we are <tamil>வந்து நம்ம சொந்த ஒலகத்துல:vanthu namma sontha olakathula</tamil> live <tamil>பண்ணிக்கிட்டு இருக்கோமா:pannikittu irukomaa</tamil> to her lah


(mmhmm), !wow!


!wow!, , ya


what they heck why must you do say that, this is so relatable I tell you my story after this


why must you lie just oh my god it's such a it's a lie to make you look good


yes yes yes oh my god but to them they don't care about all that, ya


if you don't mind studies like <tamil>ஏன் வந்து:yaen vanthu</tamil> now a loads <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> I did okay okay lah, so <tamil>எங்க அம்மாவும் அப்பாவும் வந்து இன்னிக்கு வரைக்கும் இன்னிக்கு வரைக்கும் யார் கேட்டாலும்:enga ammavum appavum vanthu innikku varaikkum innikku varaikkum yaar kettaalum</tamil> yes university they won't see it as SUSS


they will say SMU


again, and I know what I went through and you could just lying anyhow, and for me itself it's painful because <tamil>எப்பவும் நான்:eppavum naan</tamil> SUSS <tamil>சொல்லும் போது எல்லாம் கேப்பாங்க:sollum pothu ellaam keppaanga</tamil> oh where's that


is it is it a private university <tamil>இப்படி கேப்பாங்க இப்படி இப்படி:ippadi keppaanga ippadi ippadi</tamil> questions <tamil>கேக்கும் அது பத்தாம:kekkum athu pathaama</tamil> you are lying some more that I'm in SMU, then oh my god then #pam yo# ask me oh so how do you go to SMU then I'm like oh I take bus I take bus to like #dhoby ghaut#


then that time I send my ID card uh for SUSS luckily they forgot or else they be thinking this whole family is lying, first <tamil>டு நான்:tu naan</tamil> SUSS lah <tamil>சேர்ந்த போது:serntha pothu</tamil> my parents were like, kind of happy because he say okay not bad you got into a government university then coming out with the lies and all that after that


why you so embarrassed, freaking hell you still embarrassed I said SIM uh


losing it eh, ya that's correct would, even I say Kaplan lah next time, losing it you know I really I'm really like <tamil>பத்தாம அங்க:pathaama anga</tamil> like seriously


you just do, if no university ass accepted me no choice right, I kind of wish that happened


'because I don't think they would have put me in SIM because my parents were not in favour of private university, SIT, SUTD


and , SMU, six


just that iceland


why, then did in, I can't remember those, nobody is it, then, [orh] so is not religious lah


okay, I'm so hungry, why do I feel like eating


Pasta I don't want to eat Pasta I want to eat sweet stuff


so ya lah, is that a bad thing


and then you have to say SUSS where is it ah, private university ah


this is people here in a nutshell is really really <tamil>அவங்க வந்து:avanga vanthu</tamil> like, I don't know why they want to know where is it like


I don't get the purpose of where is it I don't get the purpose of where is it <tamil>இப்ப:ippa</tamil> NYP <tamil>எனக்கு என்னான்னு தெரியாது:enakku ennaannu theriyaathu</tamil> for example if you tell me it's in #yio chu kang# I won't be like oh


I have never seen it before, is like as you've <tamil>நா வந்து:naa vanthu</tamil> fake <tamil>ஆன ஒரு:aanaa oru</tamil> university <tamil>பெர சொல்லி:pera solli</tamil> or Clementi <tamil>அதுக்குனு இப்படி:athukkunnu ippadi</tamil> oh <tamil>உண்மையான:unmaiyaana</tamil> university <tamil>தான் உண்மையான:than unmaiyaana</tamil> it exists, like that


it's damn nice I really wanted to go Lasalle you know <tamil>படிக்கிறதுக்கு:padikkirathukku</tamil> you know I wanted I've been there I wanted to study there also, ya


it's damn aesthetic, it's like very artsy it's a art school what yes <tamil>போலாம் போலாம்:polaam polaam</tamil> it's near rochor rochor MRT,


yes so what are your views do you think do you think I have a nice voice, no leh I feel like it sounds like shit


feel like it sounds like a boy, you're a brother girl


low pitch ya mine also quite low pitch, I can't stand some girl's voice is like hi what did you eat for lunch


you know like


you see whether if you can finish most of it then okay


but,


because next week I think I'm a bit busy, !aww!, [orh] okay okay


my phone storage <tamil>வந்து முடியப்போது இந்த மாறி இந்த:vanthu mudiyappothu intha maari intha</tamil> one hour one hour recording <tamil>பண்ணி பண்ணி:panni panni</tamil> seriously, how much storage you have


!wow!, I think we are <tamil>ஒரே:orae</tamil> case, I think mine is one two eight or so but dying, no idea dying


you know now Starbucks got offer, Starbucks <tamil>இப்ப:ippa</tamil> offer <tamil>தெரியுமா:theriyumaa</tamil> one for one


here got Starbucks ah, I want to buy later for my brother and my cousin, Bishan have


!aww!, of course I'm never going to give up on that <tamil>எத்தன நாள் தெரியுமா ராத்திரி:ethana naal theriyumaa raathiri</tamil> night <tamil>டு:tu</tamil> night <tamil>டு பகல்:tu pagal</tamil> morning I'll wake up, I'm damn anxious about this whole thing because


my father <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> he wants me to intern, now, during the holidays like he tell me to send applications out intern all that


to me I feel like god put me in this university for purpose, and it's like not the whole day, so it's it's for me to do other things in life apart from stuffy


but <tamil>நான் பேக்கு மாறி படிச்சுகிட்டே இருந்தா:naan bekku maari padichukitte irunthaa</tamil> which what they want, portfolio lah <tamil>ஒண்ணுமே இருக்காது:onnumae irukkaathu</tamil> I'm thinking of actually putting this acting thing into my portfolio, ya


my school we have to do a portfolio school portfolio to graduate, online, ya


you can even link like Instagram account uh and all that


I'm thinking should I create a new Instagram account, put all my photoshoot pictures there, is that weird, so that I can link that Instagram


into <tamil>என்னோட:ennoda</tamil> portfolio <tamil>அப்ப:appe</tamil> portfolio lah <tamil>இருக்குறவங்க வந்து:irukkuravanga vanthu</tamil> they will, click <tamil>பண்னோனயே அவங்களுக்கு தெரியும் நான் என்ன பண்றேன்:pannonayae avangalukku theriyum naan enna pandraen</tamil> and all that, I don't know lah I'm still not sure yet but


oh my god <tamil>அன்னைக்கு வந்து:annaikku vanthu</tamil> I went for one shoot right, Haran <tamil>அப்புறம்:appuram</tamil> photo show <tamil>பண்றேன்:pandraen</tamil> he so handsome <tamil>டி:di</tamil> and damn cute like


if he if he kept talking to me like he ask me to rehearse my lines and he came me and ask me he was, then he keep smiling so I also keep smiling he's so cute leh like <tamil>அழகு தெரியுமா அப்புறமா காமிக்குறேன்:alagu theriyumaa appuramaa kaamikkuraen</tamil> photo after that I went to Instagram <tamil>இவன எங்கயோ பாத்திருக்கோமே:ivana engayo paathirukkuromae</tamil> like seriously handsome and I saw this Divya lavigne also


she's, social media <tamil>வும்:vum</tamil> real life <tamil>லயும்:layum</tamil> very different, she's not that friendly, ya, !huh! ya ya so interesting mah other people were nice


it's a new drama, it's just a small role, it's just one episode but when the episode come out I'll send you


okay you know I'm still very touched you know there's the english drama I did then you went to how did you find my episode <tamil>எப்படி கண்டுபிடிச்ச அவன்:eppadi kandupidicha avan</tamil> shocked you know


you watch the whole thing is it, but mine is just a small role you know


fine, and we all start somewhere, I'm flying, yes yes yes


but the wonder mighty good as vivid light ya send do, I don't think <tamil>அது வெளிய வந்திருக்குன்னு:athu veliya vanthirukkunu</tamil> I don't think it's telecasted yet <tamil>அது வந்தோன:athu vanthona</tamil> then I'll send you


ya, uh so, ya lah but the harem guy though


damn cute, and oh my god set <tamil>இன்னும் நீ பாத்ததில்லை நினைக்கிறேன் அப்போ இந்த:innum nee pathathilla ninaikkuraen appo intha</tamil> set camera <tamil>லாம் அது வந்து:laam athu vanthu</tamil> this not the actual set by you know


I was telling the makeup artist that day I said


director <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> action <tamil>நூறு வாட்டி சொல்லுவாங்க அதலாம் வந்து தெரியவே தெரியாது:nooru vatti solluvaanga adalaam vanthu theriyavae theriyaathu</tamil> like you will never the efforts will not show, it's like, the magic miracle people behind the scenes, and one more thing <tamil>அவங்க எடுக்கும் போது:avanga edukkum pothu</tamil> and one you see on TV is two different things


'because anything uh anything goes into that


I trying to understand and memorise, but that one is my first time uh film filming because <tamil>நான் வந்து:naan vanthu</tamil> theatre actor so <tamil>நா வந்து:naa vanthu</tamil> theatre lah <tamil>தான்:thaan</tamil> theatre was one time show stage <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> that's all so no action all that nothing


some that kind of actor <tamil>எல்லாமே நடிக்கனுனு நான் பெருசா பண்ணுவேன்:ellaamae nadikkanunu naan perusaa pannuvaen</tamil> because theatre is like that, for example <tamil>இப்படி நடக்கும் போது இப்படி நடக்கும் போது:ippadi nadakkum pothu ippadi nadakkum pothu</tamil> theatre <tamil>நா இப்படின்னா இப்டி நடக்கும்:naa ippadinaa ipdi nadakkum</tamil> okay like <tamil>இப்படி நடக்கும் இப்ப:ippadi nadakkum ippa</tamil> TV lah


yes <tamil>பெருசா:perusaa</tamil> because, many people needs to see the esplanade theatre everyone needs to see what


if not whether who will see, ya, so that's that and the first time I did the Vitsy was on camera <Z> <tamil>நடுங்குச்சி தெரியுமா:nadunguchi theriyuma</tamil> say three two one action I was like


it felt I was nervous lah I wouldn't say my peformance in the vitsy was like hundred percent, are you sure I thought it was just meh, I only saw my acting once after that I didn't want to see


ya,


you give your best shorten the the dick, then you take again right, let's say in the fifth take <tamil>நீ வந்து:nee vanthu</tamil> you gave your best again you know let's say in the fifth time you didn't give your hundred percent you give eighty percent


but the other actor also did well, to the director is like two of you did okay not bad he would take the fifth take but to you it's not your hundred percent, update


even that <tamil>ராக்கு:raakku</tamil> song you know the song, that wasn't my hundred percent you know, but <tamil>அந்த ரெண்டு பேரு:antha rendu peru</tamil> one more guy they were standing next to me they did like that, but I wasn't paying attention when I did the


I wasn't doing hundred percent <tamil>அது வந்து:athu vanthu</tamil> I felt like <tamil>ஒரு மாறி:oru maari</tamil> lah but, and the director say okay okay we're taking this shot I was like, !huh! <tamil>நான் ஒழுங்கா பண்ணலையே:naan olunga pannalaiyae</tamil> I was thinking, cannot you can't say let's take one more time <tamil>ஏன்னா பக்கத்து ரெண்டு பெரும்:yaeannaa pakkathu rendu perum</tamil> sync what


that's how it is, and <tamil>நீ வந்து:nee vanthu</tamil> director <tamil>கிட்ட திருப்பி பேச முடியாது:kitta thiruppi pesa mudiyaathu</tamil> unless you are like <tamil>பெரிய:periya</tamil> actor <tamil>புரியுதா:puriyuthaa</tamil> like


they, ya so that's about it


ya lah, let's see let's see, I really like acting lah


but what hurt me so my dad lah like, I don't really care, as if he's very successful like that


okay maybe he is, he did work hard but, I don't know it's just, asis lah <tamil>நா ஒழுங்காவே பேசல:naa olungaavae pesala</tamil> like you know


to him, ever since then till now I never talk properly, then <tamil>னு நம்ப:nu namba</tamil> I'm like because I need you to realise that, you can't just talk anyhow and uh I'm just not going to talk to you normally I think he realised that what he said was wrong


oh my god, deepavali <tamil>முடிஞ்சு ரெண்டு நாள் இருக்கும் அந்த ராக்கு:mudinju rendu naal irukkum antha raakku</tamil> song <tamil>இன்னும்:innum</tamil> play <tamil>பண்ணிட்டுறாங்க:pannitturaanga</tamil> they were still playing on the TV okay


my dad, how come you still playing the video on TV, say Deepavali over already what, the only parent in the whole wide world not happy about the success of a doctor not happy, don't like


that's why have to deal with, my mother got the cheek to send me you know #aishwarya dutta# <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> #aishwarya rajesh# she did one TED talk did you see, #aishwarya rajesh# she did one TED talk TED talk about, people didn't accept her because of her skin colour and all that


the TED talk lah <tamil>அப்புறமா காமிக்குறேன்:appuramaa kaamikkuraen</tamil> she talked about how, nobody supported her


it's like, okay so, it's just like, first of all I'm being her now because I'm supporting myself nobody supported me she's saying in the video <tamil>தெரியுமா:theriyumaa</tamil> nobody supported me <tamil>நா தான்:naa thaan</tamil> support <tamil>பண்ணிகிட்டேன்:pannikittaen</tamil> self eh I'm just like that's me right now and you got the cheek to send me this video


(mmhmm), ya nobody supported her, and


really, unless, uh yes


I see, what


but that is very confusing, very confusing,


she's a hypocrite you know I don't like her, she say she's dark skin nobody accepted her with dark skin she did a Fair & Lovely advertisement, I show you later


this kind of people ah putting on a show only !aiyo! directors rejected me because of my dark skin, okay support Fair & Lovely advertisement people, advertisement some more


[dey] she say she got rejected by her skin colour from the first day she started to do acting, this advertisement was later on, so successful <tamil>ஆனா கொம்பு மொளச்சிருச்சி:aanaa kombu molachiruchi</tamil> lah


always remember where you came from, (hmm)


#priyanka chopra#, she did skin lightening Chopra, they don't make sense


yes I hundred percent agree, one person who never does that is #kamal haasan#, he never forget where he come from his very his father is a lawyer but he never shows it off


ya I think giving importance to friends also like <tamil>ரொம்ப முக்கியோ:romba mukkiyo</tamil> lah, because you know <tamil>அவங்களும் நம்ம நம்மகூட இருந்திருகாங்க:avangalum namma nammakooda irunthirukaanga</tamil> so I think we should also like treasure them and stuff, ya so what do you think


totally agree man like some things you just can't share to your family or parents and then


so ya I I feel like nowadays I talk to my friends more than my parents and I also like share things with my friends more than my parents lah like are you the same also


mah


true lah it's like it's like we spend so many hours in school and then like school becomes like <tamil>நம்ம:namma</tamil> second home like <tamil>ரெண்டாவது வீடு:rendaavathu veedu</tamil> like that and then you only like staying at home <tamil>ஒரு:oru</tamil> less than twelve hours so you staying at home


and ya lah I don't know okay


ya true true like, like <tamil>நினைச்சு பாக்கும் போதே கொஞ்சோ கஷ்டமாதா இருக்கு:ninaichu paakum pothae konjo kastamathaa irukku</tamil> but then have you wondered like how some okay example you talking about western parents right like <tamil>அவங்களா எப்டி:avangalaa epdi</tamil> err


like how can they, the parents and the kids are so close and then like, they can like open ah <tamil>எது வேணாலும் பேசுவாங்க:ethu venalum pesuvaanga</tamil> so what do you think is like the


I don't know the difference between <tamil>அங்க உள்ள:anga ulla</tamil> western culture and <tamil>இங்க உள்ள:inga ulla</tamil> asian culture


and sometimes when I see my friends like okay so some of my friends they say ah oh I'm okay my parents are like my best friend and I am not gonna move closer to them I'm not gonna move closer and then over here in in me my mind is like


how I wish I can be like you, like why is it not the same for all of us, it's


I know man, I know right, ya ya that's why


ah ah like <tamil>இருக்கனும்:irukkanum</tamil> lah <tamil>அவங்க கூட:avanga kooda</tamil> then because if they don't share with you the smallest things they wouldn't share with you the bigger things in future


if <tamil>எனக்கொரு புள்ள இருந்தானா அவ:enakkoru pulla irunthaana ava</tamil> school <tamil>கு போய்ட்டு:ku poyittu</tamil> then err okay then after that he come back home then he say [orh] <tamil>இன்னைக்கி என்:innaiku en</tamil> class lah <tamil>நம்ம இது வரைஞ்சோம்:namma ithu varainjom</tamil> err <tamil>நம்ம:namma</tamil> class lah err <tamil>இந்த பொண்ணு கிட்ட பேசுனா இந்த பையன்ட்ட பேசினா:intha ponnu kitta pesunaa intha paiyanthaa pesinaa</tamil> I had oh I've got a new friend today then when we parents show like


the interest and the eager to listen more about it, 'because you see the smallest thing matters lah that's why I feel but ya I'm sleepy


I really wish too I feel like now my generation is a bit


it's a bit shitty because there is like a lot of transition especially indians we talked about indians culture right the transition is very bad but then all of us are working hard to break all those stupid stigmas and stuff


ya ya <tamil>என்ன நடக்குதுன்னு பாக்கலாமே:enna nadakuthunu paakalamae</tamil> I'm also hoping for the good


(uh huh) true


there's this fellow there's this dude, okay so usually I don't trust people that quickly <tamil>ஆனா இந்த இந்த பைய வந்து ஒரு:aanaa intha intha paiya vanthu oru</tamil> like normal ah <tamil>இருந்தா:irunthaa</tamil> okay ah <tamil>இருந்தா:irunthaa</tamil> then


and I'm like dude then from that day onwards I kind a don't want to trust people that much so like I'm just like keeping my distance first lah unless I know the person like <tamil>ரொம்ப தெரிஞ்சிட்டு:romba therinjittu</tamil> like and stuff and like okay with it


but trust is actually a big thing to me also so, ya I value that


it's, it's, so, but at the same time


ya, I mean now I I, I don't know what to talk about


ya man, and now it's just like seven minutes and his team got like we still got like fifty minutes to go so, ya


do I like my what, twenties <tamil>நம்ம வந்து:namma vanthu</tamil> in twenties err


I feel like, I feel like <tamil>இந்த வயசுல:intha vayasula</tamil> I should be doing more, like more than what I'm doing like, I see people like


err jolly ah <tamil>இருந்துகிட்டு:irunthukittu</tamil> then they're just like living their life in their, teen hood and adulthood and then I feel like I'm not doing enough of that, and, I want do more of it


what do you think uh


(mmhmm), true true lah like ya , that's very true,


but you studying and doing together what


I get it I get it, (mmhmm)


true true they will never understand I mean it's not that they will they won't understand <tamil>ஆனா சில விஷயோ நம்ம சொல்லும்போது:aanaa sila vishayo namma sollumpothu</tamil> it's like a total alien to them because they have never heard such thing example supper then I don't think then know what the supper in the first place


like ya we know but they don't know what so ya lah


!chey! so I'm supposed to eat here and then I go out to eat also is it


ya ya, (mmhmm)


I hate it, I hate it like !wah! I hate it when


I hate it like I hate it when ya <tamil>ஒரு வாட்டி தப்பு பன்னிட்டோ ஒரு வாட்டி என்னமோ பண்ணிட்டோ:oru vaati thappu pannitto oru vaati ennamo pannitto</tamil> but then they bring it up, okay ya, then they bring it up for like oh because the first point to backup their idea is that mah like coming home at three AM and that's what they see like oh


shit lah bullshit lah


!wah!


(mmhmm) (mmhmm) ya (mmhmm)


(mmhmm), ya, man, ya ya oh my god oh my god


usual pattern lah so the moment they wake up right I also have to wake up


you know because my father sweeps the whole house like he just loves to clean he loves cleaning and then he will just clean nonstop afterward he come he will just start cleaning cleaning cleaning sweeping ah wiping and everything so


so like every morning <tamil>நம்ம வந்து:namma vanthu</tamil> room lah <tamil>தான தூங்கிட்டு இருப்போ:thana thoongitu iruppo</tamil> and then err my mother will wake up first followed by my two brothers, and then followed by, me lah I mean


sometimes I want to sleep longer, but then knowing that my brother said he woke up and my father wants to clean the room, well just force me to wake up faster you know you you you it's just so shit


ya, but ya lah


, true true, ya


ya I get it I know right, , , (mmhmm)


that's why I like, like I don't know for me I just feel like, I am very restricted in my house like <tamil>நா வந்து வெளில தங்குனனால எங்கயாச்சம் வெளில இருந்தனா:naa vanthu velila thangunanaala engayaachum velila irunthanaa</tamil> I feel like I will be able to do more much more


but I really want to move out and I don't know how is that going to happen


share rental, one, one, okay lah that mean then if you want to divide is like <tamil>ஒரு:oru</tamil> three fifty eh two fifty sorry


!wow!, unless, ya ya ya unless you are doing like part time so example morning <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> school uh <tamil>போயிட்டு:poyittu</tamil> then evening night


part time work then imagine ah, both are we take your time and then, assignment <tamil>பண்றதுக்கு நேரோ இருக்குமா தூங்குறதுக்கு நேரோ இருக்குமா இல்ல வெளில போறதுக்கு நேரோ இருக்குமா:pandrathukku nero irukkumaa thoongurathukku nero irukkumaa illa velila porathukku nero irukkumaa</tamil> like


ya, I, you're not my daughter yes yes yes yes ya


problem ya


because technically <tamil>அந்த காலத்து:antha kaalathu</tamil> generation people think that oh <tamil>நீ தனியா இருந்தனா:nee thaniyaa irunthana</tamil> you have no support you can't do things, later you go to the bad thing, and then you know who's going to save you that's a kind of thinking that they have and then <tamil>அந்தமாரி:anthamaari</tamil> thinking lah <tamil>நம்மளுக்கு இல்ல நம்ம வந்து:nammalukku illa namma vanthu</tamil> oh <tamil>அது பண்ணு இத பண்ணனு நினைக்குரோ:athu pannu itha pannanunum ninnaikkuro</tamil> but then


they're just not comfortable with it, like ya,


ya ya


(mmhmm), ya ya actually they say


then <tamil>ஒரு:oru</tamil> it should if you reach a certain age that's when you'll start thinking about oh how will it be like if I have a partner like you know share feelings share these that like, support of pillar something like that


so, I feel like, I don't I feel like age does matters lah like <tamil>ஒரு:oru</tamil> age <tamil>கு போனோனே:ku pononae</tamil> then you will start thinking about different stuff than what you are thinking I mean right now we are like, in other career minded that's good


and also we should have like <tamil>ஒரு:oru</tamil> proper, financial stability lah, that's, that's ya, man


eighteen, ya


coffee you choose coffee like


how do you decide your life partner in that five minutes I don't understand


ah ya ya ya ya but it's


all they like not all lah majority of them think about like oh <tamil>நல்லா படிச்சிருக்கா இல்ல ஒரு நல்ல வேலைல இருந்தா:nallaa padichirukkaa illa oru nalla velaila irunthaa</tamil> okay then he can support you <tamil>நல்ல வேல இல்லனா:nalla vela illanaa</tamil> example like, that time when we were talking about arts arts <tamil>வேல என்னனா இல்ல ஒரு:vela ennanaa illa oru</tamil> musician or something right oh cannot cannot already cannot <tamil>இவனலா நா ஒனக்கு கட்டி வைக்க மாட்ட:ivanalaa naa onakku katti vaikka maatta</tamil> because I don't think he's going to support you at the


is is like, okay straight away okay, ya ya, ya ya ya oh my god


(mmhmm)


ya ya ya, one year, well, that means


that means example, uh, it means example if, if a person is gonna get, example if a person is gonna get matchmake, and then


the matchmake partners <tamil>ரெண்டு பேரு வந்து:rendu peru vanthu</tamil> must, like what do you think


, and these, oh


ya


exactly, !huh!, direct, oh


(hmm) double standards, ya they'll be like disgusted


I understand what's double standard


you match in status, !wow!, a, oh tell me about it


the post it ya ya correct correct,


I have no idea for me like diploma I don't know what what is the abbreviation


, ya, like I feel like I've seen a lot of invitations like that in india like


and especially right <tamil>அந்த பையனுக்கு வந்து:antha paiyanukku vanthu</tamil> what I don't know BAC all these thing then when I look at a girl's name nothing there you know, I would I would always see that I will always notice that most of the time it is like that, okay then sometime <tamil>பையனுக்கு வந்து இருக்கு:paiyanukku vanthu irukku</tamil> like <tamil>ஒரு:oru</tamil> at least three postings eh one then if the girl is one okay okay it's okay and then sometime I don't know it's like


okay I didn't thought from like <tamil>நீ சொன்னதிலிருந்து நா கேகல:nee sonnathilirunthu naa kekkala</tamil> but then I think you got a good point lah like, why must put the education posting there to show your worth like you are more than that like why are you showing that could


showing off showing off,


dude same same same same dude same same shit


well, then what she say, ya definitely


actually ya ya I think last year I went to india right <tamil>அங்க போகும் போது:anga pogum pothu</tamil> so I was in Pondichery


and , I was I was actually staying with my Chithi'S house for awhile because they, bought no not they not bought they rented a house first so <tamil>அங்க போகும்போது:anga pogumpothu</tamil> then err


I realised girls in Pondichery right there they actually literally wear T-shirts, pants and everything because it's not common in my place but it is not a common at all then ya, then when I


ah okay so so then I like when I came to Pondichery then when I look at them right I was like so shocked eh


the the owners right they got two daughters, err sometime traditional sometime modern <tamil>அந்த மாரி போடுவா:antha maari poduvaa</tamil> and then so the father actually came down to my Chithi to just like you know <tamil>விசாரிக்குற:visaarikkura</tamil> like you know how are you like <tamil>என்ன பண்றிங்க:enna pandringa</tamil> and stuff so I was new mah and then some more when I like <tamil>ஒருத்தங்க:oruthanga</tamil> forign countries lah <tamil>இருந்து வந்திருகாங்கலா:irunthu vanthirukaangalaa</tamil> then those show a different my have have I and also they will show like a different level of


like !wow! like that you know oh singapore lah <tamil>படிச்சிட்டு இருக்காங்களா:padichittu irukaangalaa</tamil> they like that kind of thing so then what happens like, everyone knows them studying IT <tamil>ஆனா எங்க:aanaa enga</tamil> Chithi <tamil>வந்து அந்த:vanthu antha</tamil> father to the owner she said oh


ah <tamil>இவ வந்து:iva vanthu</tamil> aeronautical engineer <tamil>படிக்கிறா:padikkuraa</tamil> like that, she said that eh <tamil>நா வந்து:naa vanthu</tamil> I I don't know who to look at where to look at he or when to look at her then I was just stunned I was like looking, looking then I look at him then


I was like ah I just nod my head, after he left right then ah <tamil>அவங்கள கூட்டு வச்சு கேட்ட:avangala kootu vachu kettaa</tamil> like <tamil>நா:naa</tamil> aeronautical engineering <tamil>படிக்கலயே:padikalayae</tamil> I'm studying IT isn't it then then he say <tamil>இல்ல இல்ல:illa illa</tamil> ah <tamil>இங்கல ஊர்ல வந்து:ingala oorla vanthu</tamil> aeronautical engineer is very popular so you know it's good that you know it it's good to like say it like you know it's just she say it's just a way to you know like


it means like, I I don't know lah I just wasn't comfortable and then in my mind I was thinking


so after few, because you want to look big ya it will make you look good you will make you look big, about three years after if I'm going to meet that same owner again if he's gone to ask me <tamil>சரிமா:sarimaa</tamil> oh aeronautical engineer <tamil>படிப்பெல்லா எப்டி போய்ட்டு இருக்கு:padipellaa epdi poyittu irukku</tamil> if he ask me that I have to make up an answer or if not I have to say oh <tamil>இல்ல:illa</tamil> err I transferred course <tamil>இப்ப நா வந்து:ippa naa vanthu</tamil> IT <tamil>படிக்குற:padikkura</tamil> you know I have to I have to follow up if I say something else then it will bring a bad impression too my Chithi itself herself


ah so tiring, ,


NUS


ya ya true true true


!wow!, like what


so, man


it's like we indian parents, a status like what you said status image is like more important than


dude what is SIM is singapore institute of management uh


<Z> oh man


ya ya ya you told me that, , you should owen overseas you'd be much happier you will always have a degree, you should have went overseas you would be much happier if you were overseas I tell you, but they they all okay with you going overseas ah


, !wow!


SUSS is private or government, okay so is NUS NTU SUSS, SIT, SUTD, government


!wow!, six university but five polytechnic, five right republic singapore ngee ann Nanyang term than a temasek ya correct


Koufu ah, rice lor you eat you eat at home, rice with the irish didn't want to lie