I don't know lah but then <mandarin>从小的梦想就是出国:cong xiao de meng xiang jiu shi chu guo</mandarin> to migrate lah ya but then <mandarin>以前:yi qian</mandarin> same as you I will always wanted go to US I guess it's because you know it's the to go place you know hollywood the power of soft of media that kind of thing soft power lah so basically I always wanted to be there


ya I mean until now right I would say that and I'm still attracted the big cities so <mandarin>你叫我去:ni jiao wo qu</mandarin> new zealand <mandarin>我会有点:wo hui you dian</mandarin> Sian <mandarin>去:qu</mandarin> lah because <mandarin>八点多就要回家睡觉是吗所以有点:ba dian duo jiu yao hui jia shui jiao shi ma suo yi you dian</mandarin> like okay lah ten years ago I was like oh you know like attracted to like new york I like new york I like the vibe there


I like san francisco even though was a real different vibe compared to new york I didn't like l a but ya lah I like the city big city vibe basically like the london oh okay I like I like the big city but I gotten more used to small towns already but I think after like last time after one day right <mandarin>我就:wo jiu</mandarin> tak boleh tahan <mandarin>了:le</mandarin> I must go back the big city I feel the vibe now maybe <mandarin>两三天四五天:liang san tian si wu tian</mandarin> max <mandarin>给我:gei wo</mandarin> lah then before I go nuts like like


different you know it's too chill it's too chill so I don't see myself in like new zealand and I think australia <mandarin>也是算是蛮:ye shi suan shi man</mandarin> chill <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> lah for for now like you go gold coast that time I was you know <mandarin>我是:wo shi</mandarin> those backpacker style then I will go airbnb find local host to stay with then that guy was like oh you know like to say it's very hard to get locals to work in you know that australians are construction workers right their own workers


they don't really have this you know like this foreign worker as construction workers because they also paid quite a lot right so they say oh sometimes it's very hard to get people especially in summer where they want to go surfing and gold coast because they are so good ya then you are like your own staff will MIA on you like don't turn up or like I will be there tomorrow today the wave is good that kind of thing it's too chill for me guess


maybe I'll get used to it ah <mandarin>澳洲:ao zhou</mandarin> gold coast lor ya exactly gold coast he was like !wah! sometimes it's really so hard to get workers to come in especially when the wave is good and that guy was a surfer himself lah so I thought was quite interesting the mindset is different it's a very strong focus on family or work life balance maybe not family but maybe like life lah work life balance ah like really more of work life balance


then what are they doing, to get mask


eh ya I think so you know


ya actually I think so you just wait a few years <mandarin>就:jiu</mandarin> !wah! very <mandarin>爽:shuang</mandarin> already then you know when you start to get less stress you probably you can get used to it oh and I guess it will be different you know because you went to orlando versus the faster pace cities ah like the cities but I still think there's a difference between asia and like western countries ah I don't know lah but like the Chiong one hor Chiong in the USS right I think the china people can Chiong better than us lah


ya so I think the asian cultures are the one that don't want lah go away lah ya they will top the survivability skill are china and india lor I feel lah


ya I think it's just a culture thing maybe because they have so many their population so big right so survival skill that kind of thing to stand out, it's really a culture, ya but ya true I agree you will get used to it it's just whether you can get fully used to it so I think maybe all or no still got some like you know shopping spots still okay lah not like go and sit with a cow and what one hour later I got a neighbour one hour's drive away then that one cannot lah


it's called <mandarin>自欺欺人别再自欺欺人了:zi qi qi ren bie zai zi qi qi ren le</mandarin> ya I think ya, nowadays they


working holiday ah did you try the you at the new zealand one because by my cousin my cousin also (hmm), the age meh until thirty right


how about the australia one australia one should be can leh, australia working holiday should be can it's just that the australia one don't know whether the ya I think this year I think no visa I'm in the singaporeans in australia the working holiday group in for australia I think they sort of stopped the visa or something for this year because they never open up the borders mah


not for everything lah because I recently tried to complaint some stuff selectively but ya generally not bad lah our overally company processes


but who will who will oversee you will there be some oversight, you boss


ya like I want to surf more than I want to serve you, , err perhaps but I think maybe the overall culture is different in that day is not just about the money like when I'm ask for directions walk around they are like quite happy I guess we also one thing a part because of minimum wage so this other hairdresser was telling me oh they he he he likes the system here a lot in australia because he can do what he like and get paid pretty well for it so I guess they are happy and maybe it's not just about the money


so I think yes we are we are in you know our asian culture singapore mentality or money social status career <mandarin>事业有成:shi ye you cheng</mandarin> and what sort of career you are in it's so driven into us whereas for them right even when I talk to those highschoolers they are like oh the emphasis is oh we can choose and study what we like it's very flexible and they're very happy with this being able to do what I like you know my my own prerogative the agency ah whereas for us


ya I mean because we will think about oh like you say lor we don't want we just be any job also and then like <mandarin>反反复复:fan fan fu fu</mandarin> or feel like oh aimless ya so I think this <mandarin>观念:guan nian</mandarin> hor this <mandarin>人生价值观念:ren sheng jia zhi guan nian</mandarin> is super different lor ya and it's not something that you can overdo overnight lah it's probably like you say lor a few years or maybe work there maybe you settle down with your partner there that kind of thing <mandarin>就是:jiu shi</mandarin> I think


or someone change you ah like your significant other change you ya it has to be it takes time and it takes effort and it has to be more something more important happen to overwrite the value and the social status and the <mandarin>事业:shi ye</mandarin> and everything else


that's how I feel


ya, is it


and the thing is important that she went with somebody lah ya it will make it easier


but it means <mandarin>你过去就比较:ni guo qu jiu bi jiao</mandarin> stress lor have to assimilate everything lor


but what we can do is prepare to switch lor meaning prepare, I really feel so


can you cope


too much effort, interesting


oh well, so what's


(mm) we can just save this [bah], okay


I think you clap okay can okay I I plug in my earpiece, okay


so what should we talk about, err ya can


ya it's actually a, ya okay let me just share with you about like my current situation right now, so <mandarin>我就想:wo jiu xiang</mandarin> cause recently I went to work this like temperature screening job for eight dollars per hour


so <mandarin>其实是蛮轻松的因为我只是坐在那边然后就一直点头:qi shi shi man qing song de yin wei wo zhi shi zuo zai na bian ran hou jiu yi zhi dian tou</mandarin> ya so I just keep nodding my head and and like all the aunties then <mandarin>他们来:ta men lai</mandarin> then <mandarin>他们就:ta men jiu</mandarin> like either happily show you there QR code or they will just happily <mandarin>拿出:na chu</mandarin> IC <mandarin>然后就讲:ran hou jiu jiang</mandarin> like like that


then like all my all I have to do is to just sit down there and just admit them kind of thing it's actually more of to make sure that they have QR code scan ya and if let's say they walked away without scanning then I'm supposed to kind of like chase after them


<mandarin>是有一个:shi you yi ge</mandarin> app <mandarin>的一个:de yi ge</mandarin> app <mandarin>叫:jiao</mandarin> YY circle and <mandarin>是我朋友介绍因为他他去做:shi wo peng you jie shao yin wei ta ta qu zuo</mandarin> so what inspired me to actually do this right is because my friend she's actually working in a bank so she like this was supposed to be her annual leave


ya then I also don't know why usually people annual leave <mandarin>就翘脚:jiu qiao jiao</mandarin> but <mandarin>可能因为这个:ke neng yin wei zhe ge</mandarin> COVID situation right <mandarin>就每个人想赚多一点钱:jiu mei ge ren xiang zhuan duo yi dian qian</mandarin> but actually she's not poor lah but no lah I think she just she's not poor but I don't know why so anyway she decided to use her leave to come and do part time job eight dollar per hour


so I was very inspired by her and err I was like !wow! if she got job then still go and do this then I should go and do something also so I just try lor anyway for experience ya so it's a good experience it's just it just makes me a little bit like okay if I just see it as a experience then I think that it is okay but when I try to like <mandarin>很像算:hen xiang suan</mandarin> right !wah! <mandarin>一个小时才赚八块钱:yi ge xiao shi cai zhuan ba kuai qian</mandarin> right


ya so at first I wanted to be like coached on this issue like so called issue like this afternoon lah but then in the end the other person that I was coaching she was too lazy to coach me so instead as an exchange for my coaching she gave me ten dollars then <mandarin>我就觉得很爽:wo jiu jue de hen shuang</mandarin> !wah! at least <mandarin>这个:zhe ge</mandarin> hor <mandarin>虽然:sui ran</mandarin> I put in more effort right to coach the person


so industry wise I'm not sure but then recently right <mandarin>我就在:wo jiu zai</mandarin> research err <mandarin>像:xiang</mandarin> online <mandarin>网上有什么东西然后:wang shang you shen me dong xi ran hou</mandarin> err what I see okay so I actually know like recently right in the MRT I don't know you got see or not got a lot of people giving out <mandarin>那个传单:na ge chuan dan</mandarin> right <mandarin>就是:jiu shi</mandarin> trying to promote SG united the job then


!wah! <mandarin>你的工作范围啊:ni de gong zuo fan wei a</mandarin> seriously I don't even know eh


okay so what I'm confused right okay so okay so what I did yesterday so I just went through the profession the PCP err <mandarin>那个整个:na ge zheng ge</mandarin> website right <mandarin>我就看:wo jiu kan</mandarin> err <mandarin>很像有不一样的那个:hen xiang you bu yi yang de na ge</mandarin> description so at first right my understanding of what this PCP is about is if let's say you are trying to do a career switch then <mandarin>你要换工作:ni yao huan gong zuo</mandarin> but then <mandarin>你又很像没有那个:ni you hen xiang mei you na ge</mandarin> like <mandarin>经验所以你就去这边:jing yan suo yi ni jiu qu zhe bian</mandarin> then <mandarin>你去:ni qu</mandarin> apply then need apply <mandarin>了:le</mandarin> then then after that hor <mandarin>你就会去:ni jiu hui qu</mandarin> go through this kind of program


eh <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> SGUS <mandarin>是:shi</mandarin> under IBF <mandarin>还是:hai shi</mandarin> not the SG united traineeship right cause SG united traineeship only got fresh grad


ya so it's no guarantee right so I I get money by going on a training is it


I see , err so so so okay SG SGUS is it SGUS


so they pay me one thousand two hundred dollars to study a certain course there ah for how many months again


I thought I have to I have to pay to learn also


t I t o


oh why you don't have to renew the person because it's a one year contract ah


<mandarin>对我我:dui wo wo</mandarin> eh actually I don't know why right got all this thing hor but like I like something like very stupid eh like I never go and like it hasn't really sink in to me that !wah! there's so much help available and I never like because I'm not aware of it somehow right then I cannot like fully like graphs it ya so now okay but then the SGUS is very selected thing right do they train you like


NTU <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> lah, ya was ya wait wait wait you see


you see ah I pay I I go and what earn eight dollar per hour then I learn nothing this one hor I get paid then I learn so much thing of course this is damn <mandarin>划算:hua suan</mandarin> lah


okay eh <mandarin>那时你:na shi ni</mandarin> send <mandarin>我那些:wo nei xie</mandarin> right <mandarin>是这个吗:shi zhe ge ma</mandarin> all those links you send me


so I tell you something when you are earning like quite a lot right quite high right and then this is a training programme right you will feel that you are taking a pay cut right to go here right but then right for me right because I am like zero right so when I'm doing this right this is the improvement for me so I think you cannot you cannot limit yourself based on like current circumstances also you also must like see like your future which one really makes more sense lah


ya I tell you it's very horrible now now I'm very <mandarin>没有因为那时我还没有在找工作:mei you yin wei na shi wo hai mei you zai zhao gong zuo</mandarin> so it's like okay still okay but then now <mandarin>我就很很要:wo jiu hen hen yao</mandarin> like be engaged in a society again like there's this desire to be like engaged and like I feel like I'm still very young and talented with a lot of potential then I want to like you know solve problems do challenges and everything but then here I am with my potential untapped so I feel like oh I need to


(uh huh) ya so I'm trying ya I mean I'm like optimistically like trying to think also okay so there's another thing because right okay this beside side track so I think we have enough to talk about ya awhile so right so right recently I like err just like looking at those like money mindset courses then they say you are what you attract your like whatever you are thinking <mandarin>在想什么:zai xiang shen me</mandarin> right <mandarin>就是你会:jiu shi ni hui</mandarin> attract whatever that is also so they


they ask you to examine your beliefs like what is money to you when you are young right what you hear about money is it you always hear like oh <mandarin>钱不够用:qian bu gou yong</mandarin> or you hear your like like people your caregiver or your friends around you say <mandarin>钱很难赚:qian hen nan zhuan</mandarin> or whatever it is lah all these things you only actually shaped your beliefs unconsciously so then you will have a very negative mindset to money ah you always


you when you want to spend money you feel very <mandarin>不舍得:bu she de</mandarin> because you will feel that like money is limited and money is not enough and ya anyway all these beliefs so anyway what I came across I was like like I kind of examine like this money relationship but I also examine right why right I was unable to really like find a job that <mandarin>我很喜欢因为呢我我就:wo hen xi huan yin wei ne wo wo jiu</mandarin> examine <mandarin>我的:wo de</mandarin> belief about <mandarin>工作其实:gong zuo qi shi</mandarin> hor


so so try to be more like optimistic and more excited about jobs err opportunities and don't see job as a very horrible thing but like see job as a like a place where I can like <mandarin>学东西然后可能可能遇到一些很有帅哥美女就可能遇到你的如意郎君然后对:xue dong xi ran hou ke neng ke neng yu dao yi xie hen you shuai ge mei nv jiu ke neng yu dao ni de ru yi lang jun ran hou dui</mandarin> lor


then after that whenever I talked to people then they also very limited in their mindset like especially all the I mean some some coaches right <mandarin>他们是很有经验的:ta men shi hen you jing yan de</mandarin> but then <mandarin>他们的:ta men de</mandarin> background <mandarin>就是他们的:jiu shi ta men de</mandarin> background <mandarin>他们的:ta men de</mandarin> background <mandarin>就算不换工作:jiu suan bu huan gong zuo</mandarin> mah <mandarin>他们几十年都在一样的工作你叫他们:ta men ji shi nian dou zai yi yang de gong zuo ni jiao ta men</mandarin> coach <mandarin>我他们也是他们有自己的:wo ta men ye shi ta men you zi ji de</mandarin> perspective <mandarin>他们也是很难:ta men ye shi hen nan</mandarin> like understand what where I'm coming from so every time they coach me and they ask me the question is always about oh what do you want


then I always have to force myself to give them an answer like oh learning and development ah but then those are a bit of like I still feel that <mandarin>就很像有一点不对很像我真的喜欢吗就:jiu hen xiang you yi dian bu dui hen xiang wo zhen de xi huan ma jiu</mandarin> ya so I'm trying to like expand my my view about what is the all the jobs out there so I started this project lah <mandarin>就五个星期的:jiu wu ge xing qi de</mandarin> project so my first week right was to


<mandarin>都很好:dou hen hao</mandarin> lah <mandarin>因为有另外一个人:yin wei you ling wai yi ge ren</mandarin> <mandarin>就跟我一起:jiu gen wo yi qi</mandarin> like <mandarin>就是:jiu shi</mandarin> supported lor is is it is like the value of a coach lah like if you do yourself you may like flounder or you may you may deviate <mandarin>因为有时候靠自己不够所以那个:yin wei you shi hou kao zi ji bu gou suo yi na ge</mandarin> value of the coach is like <mandarin>进来:jin lai</mandarin> just like <mandarin>监督你:jian du ni</mandarin> okay lah <mandarin>也不是监督你因为你是要做自己的工作:ye bu shi jian du ni yin wei ni shi yao zuo zi ji de gong zuo</mandarin> but <mandarin>就是可以给你很像:jiu shi ke yi gei ni hen xiang</mandarin> additional support <mandarin>这样:zhe yang</mandarin> ya


then you will feel that that is of value lor ya


ya so this is only the second third week right so okay so what's interesting is that <mandarin>我第一个星期我就去那个:wo di yi ge xing qi wo jiu qu na ge</mandarin> okay <mandarin>我跟你讲我一点:wo gen ni jiang wo yi dian</mandarin> Suay <mandarin>因为:yin wei</mandarin> right I clicked on the SG united whatever thing I was like okay today I'm gonna do it cause like I procrastinated then you know what the the website down for maintenance so anyway it was like postponed so I


then no then the next next week right I was like okay now is twelve august I think the website should be backed up then I go back in right they say at that particular timing right it was like overnight on maintenance again then I'm like oh my god ya


err <mandarin>他是:ta shi</mandarin> instagram the <mandarin>人:ren</mandarin> lah ya <mandarin>等一下:deng yi xia</mandarin> after <mandarin>这个:zhe ge</mandarin> call <mandarin>你可以去看看他:ni ke yi qu kan kan ta</mandarin> lor ya <mandarin>他很出名:ta hen chu ming</mandarin> then okay so right okay I think okay so at first right I was operating from a very lost sheep thing then hor I chanced upon this on singapore website also then they tell me got four different industry right so it was finance information technology supply chain and logistics and I can't remember the fourth one


anyway I click on the four of them and I clicked on all the jobs oh last one pharmaceutical one <mandarin>全部都很像很:quan bu dou hen xiang hen</mandarin> boring lah so <mandarin>我就我就很气有这样啊为什么很像没有我要的工作:wo jiu wo jiu hen qi you zhe yang a wei shen me hen xiang mei you wo yao de gong zuo</mandarin> okay but then I realize like you know okay I should sample size too small and that's when I I see the PCP and that's when I got like excited like oh and then actually hor as I wrote down all the possible roles right that I may be interested in right a lot pointed


okay new data was was actually pointing to digital marketing


longer term <mandarin>是:shi</mandarin> PCP ah


so I think you mean <mandarin>现在的问题是:xian zai de wen ti shi</mandarin> right, wait so I will <mandarin>还是:hai shi</mandarin> don't get it though am I suppose to find job myself or would they help me


so both is I can drop out halfway if I find a job, eh when did they start all this whole initiative ah june ah


oh okay okay so I'm not that stupid for too long lah, ya <mandarin>对就是说:dui jiu shi shuo</mandarin> lor


and and then so so far it's like I guess digital marketing but then I'm also not super duper sure but then but then it sounds like okay so my ideal job right is something that can give me a bit of creativity a bit of flexibility a lot of exposure and as well as I can use it for long term like identity as my like survival skills you know like how how like my friends like you know even though they hate HR and everything right


like I feel that they have a very uh <mandarin>你就知道你就知道你改次:ni jiu zhi dao ni jiu zhi dao ni gai ci</mandarin> right <mandarin>虽然你辞职还是你真的要找工作:sui ran ni ci zhi hai shi ni zhen de yao zhao gong zuo</mandarin> right <mandarin>就就算你很讨厌:jiu jiu suan ni hen tao yan</mandarin> lah but at least <mandarin>你还可以:ni hai ke yi</mandarin> survive based on your recruitment skills


like I don't even know what's my transferable skills is very intangible is very like is transferable yes but it's also very , ya very vague like project management okay like sherlyn right she accountant right auditor right now she go canada right straightaway she she she can just apply straight for accounting cause it's very clear you know like what's her that survivability for but if I were to go to canada right you ask me to apply for a job right then I will be like a bit like err which areas should I really specify


then every time they put down there occupation select your occupation I always a bit lost as to like am I executive am I operation am I government sector or am I a manager so I always like a bit of identity crisis but if you see ya working as an accountant you just straightaway click accountant


ya ya correct so I feel that I don't have the hard skills I have a lot of okay lah have some transferable hard skills but not really like I don't know I don't think is that like common or whatever and I


ya but the problem if you don't like if you don't like the job you will not like all these skill sets that you have and you trying to keep trusting your path based on whatever relevant skills I think that's it ah


ya, that's true oh did you know that ah okay so one of my friend she was offered a growth marketing kind of job then she was actually offered a fifty percent pay increment


no she's in a dilemma cause it's not in her interest to develop in that area she ya so ya lor she's in a dilemma and, she is more in line with her current err specialization which is also something new that she just started on so she's more in line with it but then if she okay okay she she say she she's really in line with coach coaching as in that's the ultimate in line but then err


but then in between there is this roughly in line thing then now there's this not in line but then pay very high right ya and actually that's why I also wonder right whether will I really like the marketing thing so that time the archives ship the person say oh ya you could do err social media marketing and then manage some accounts and then I but then at that point in time I was like oh no lah but a lot of statistics and a lot of


err I may or may not I may wanna I'm actually quite tempted to try the new one the new one ya oh my friend right actually went to her for a follow up


okay lah then <mandarin>他就讲:ta jiu jiang</mandarin> <mandarin>他给那个那个人跟他讲:ta gei na ge na ge ren gen ta jiang</mandarin> !wah! <mandarin>那时你跟我讲都都有:na shi ni gen wo jiang dou dou you</mandarin> come true leh then <mandarin>那个人很惊讶就讲:na ge ren hen jing ya jiu jiang</mandarin> !huh! this is the first time that like people people come and feedback to me cause usually they just take the information and go so it was quite interesting ya and also because like they are paid hour mah so I don't waste I won't waste all this hour like telling the person feedback one


but she is quite nice <mandarin>就是他他他有帮我做一些:jiu shi ta ta ta you bang wo zuo yi xie</mandarin> free astrology interpretation then <mandarin>他最近寄给我:ta zui jin ji gei wo</mandarin> but <mandarin>就:jiu</mandarin> nothing much lor <mandarin>就:jiu</mandarin> some like reassurance and all that


<mandarin>我现在:wo xian zai</mandarin> off hand <mandarin>记不了:ji bu liao</mandarin> leh


ya ya ya oh then I'll share <mandarin>我有:wo you</mandarin> share with another friend about <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> tarot card <mandarin>的东西:de dong xi</mandarin> then <mandarin>他就讲我就讲我就讲又很像:ta jiu jiang wo jiu jiang wo jiu jiang you hen xiang</mandarin> accurate <mandarin>又很像不:you hen xiang bu</mandarin> accurate right <mandarin>就:jiu</mandarin> don't you feel okay the things that she say to you like a bit accurate eh so far the thing she say to you got anything come true or not


I also cannot remember lah but something about like leave or don't leave job one, can't remember


ya so okay true, so that's what I felt


both lor likability and EQ, a bit of a connection to people and people are naturally kind of <mandarin>人员:ren yuan</mandarin> is just like people are naturally just drawn to do positive things for you okay this is my own interpretation


to me I feel that right if you don't like them I mean you can you can blame it on external <mandarin>就是他们很烂还是什么:jiu shi ta men hen lan hai shi shen me</mandarin> right but actually a lot is also a reflection about what is going on within you <mandarin>就是:jiu shi</mandarin> <mandarin>很像当人家不是:hen xiang dang ren jia bu shi</mandarin> like <mandarin>你的定制这样:ni de ding zhi zhe yang</mandarin> like a mirror so if let's say or you feel very triggered by that person it is probably because something in her


you hate it can be either whatever that she's portraying like for example she is glutton for example lah you see this person right everyday like drink like ten bubble tea so she's a glutton then you really hate that about her right so you you could be hating that part of yourself that is a glutton also so that could be what you mean by a mirror like you hate that type of yourself also the other


interpretation could be someone that is very mean to you in your life in the past is also a glutton so you project that on her and then so every time you see somebody who is a glutton you get triggered for example maybe once upon a time in your primary school there's this fat girl who always pick your head and she also drink ten cups of water so


the next time you meet this very innocent girl who is actually a very nice person but because she drinks ten cup of water you associate both of them to be the same mean person so ya it can be either a mirror of what's within you or something that you are projecting err and either ways is all about something within you that you have to deal with


what do you mean so what is it, <mandarin>这个就是要很多很多慢慢的的:zhe ge jiu shi yao hen duo hen duo man man de de</mandarin> layer <mandarin>慢慢的:man man de</mandarin> uncover it can be through your own journaling or reflection or you or you just have to observe yourself but usually it's very hard and I tell you before like I got into this whole world of coaching I also never ever do it so so ya I mean a simple thing could be just to


to observe your own reaction but otherwise if you want then something deeper would be coaching related then another deeper thing will be just to see lah for it to or you can find other programs you don't have to be TCC but just that I don't know what's other programs out there other programs so far I come across some you know how this holistic psychologist instagrammer not sure if you know who I can forward to her she actually deals with a lot of his inner childhood trauma and all that


which is actually <mandarin>跟:gen</mandarin> TCC <mandarin>很很有关系就:hen hen you guan xi jiu</mandarin> is actually about the same thing ya <mandarin>就:jiu</mandarin> I realize that whatever like TCC is about right is not really that exclusive <mandarin>其实外面:qi shi wai mian</mandarin> right <mandarin>他们都在讲很多一样的东西就是:ta men dou zai jiang hen duo yi yang de dong xi jiu shi</mandarin> like in child healing your subconsciousness is shaped when you are before seven years old


and therefore unless you you uncover discover what shape you and and possess it out otherwise you will always be in your subconscious and the thing is there will always be a lot of it so so like just getting awareness is like just the first step only then there's like many many steps


then <mandarin>你根本都不讨厌他:ni gen ben dou bu tao yan ta</mandarin> mah right <mandarin>但是你就:dan shi ni jiu</mandarin> break down their there are certain steps <mandarin>你就慢慢:ni jiu man man</mandarin> like observe right <mandarin>其实:qi shi</mandarin> right <mandarin>很像:hen xiang</mandarin> from an observer eye lah you detach yourself you observe <mandarin>其实:qi shi</mandarin> right <mandarin>你慢慢看:ni man man kan</mandarin> right <mandarin>其实:qi shi</mandarin> their specific point right that <mandarin>你真的会比较生气地看他你跟我讲什么啊火山爆发这些啊:ni zhen de hui bi jiao sheng qi de kan ta ni gen wo jiang shen me a huo shan bao fa zhe xie a</mandarin> all those are your emotions <mandarin>的那个:de na ge</mandarin> meter <mandarin>很高:hen gao</mandarin> so those are the times at


no lah it can it can depend on different thing so like I said it can either be reflection or something within you or something that you experience that you are projecting but then it doesn't matter like which one is it but it's more of like okay so once you gain that awareness then the next time that you feel angry then you will be like oh


now I recognize okay so after you do this a lot of time right you can recognize the point like oh every time someone demand something from me without telling me what she wants it actually okay so I was about to go to a third specific it makes me feel worthless for example and that's why I am triggered so the next time somebody demand something from you and you know that you are gonna


react in a way that makes you that you will feel worthless instead of choosing to feel worthless you can now make a different decision to feel that this is nothing personal and I'm I'm worthy regardless of what she expects of me and I love myself and this is just her own so you will not you will just not take it personally you just say that okay this is just what happening to me but I'm not going to react to it so you make the decision to not react to it


eh


ya you can also observe like your your your reaction lah you can also ya this has to be a bit guided, into going to very specific incident I can like like for example a very specific incident then you can write down like what are your thought process like around it


err guided as in like literally have somebody like me I tell you what to buy that kind of like ya so so maybe but okay off hand now you'll be something like err you perhaps can write down like what she do so this is the cause so cause and effect so what she do then what it cause you to feel and how it caused you to react


ya so when you start to gain a lot of these data points then you can just maps it you get clarity lah


positive energy <mandarin>对对对对对没有:dui dui dui dui dui mei you</mandarin> lah actually <mandarin>我觉得:wo jue de</mandarin> positive energy <mandarin>跟七月可能没有关系但是就是对:gen qi yue ke neng mei you guan xi dan shi jiu shi dui</mandarin> lor


err your own your own debts, because religion is just he said okay so his theory is that


okay like everything the universe the deities the gods they're all there so actually they're all there but it's just humans who go and categorize them into all these christian you know these allah all these like like like buddhism so it's like humans who and categorized them and put all these rules and like and then this is mine no this is mine


ya this is mine so it's like they they they actually it's humans who actually created it so ya so then he don't believe in that because he he can access the higher whatever realms and already but I also don't dare to dabble too much into it because I don't have a lot of of knowledge so if I dabble a lot into it then it is not healthy lah


!wah! I suddenly think that our conversation is very interesting leh and I hope they don't


ya judge us based on our conversation


actually I also believe it so even though my family prays to like <mandarin>官银:guan yin</mandarin> like a certain god but like what you told me I really believe that like there could be the existence of all of it like allah jesus like all all of them and even more ya there there is


actually I feel like all these thing that I do now right you really have to do it with also a pinch of like for funnies that kind of thing you know and and like like I think I resonate with what another friend what the other friend said she say she do all these like as a form of err data collection for herself


because when you do all this reading right you you can when people tell you you can kind of hear oh what you resonate with what you don't resonate with so you take all the good things ya you believe in all the good things then it can it can help you okay that's that's for me and then the other one is that you when you see you can resonate with it then you you you just gain a understanding from it yourself ya


it sometimes like a reaffirmation also for example I always think that I'm quite creative right but then right through the the record reading she tell me that I'm creative also eh so it's like a real affirmation that ya I it's not that like <mandarin>我自己:wo zi ji</mandarin> like fake <mandarin>出来的:chu lai de</mandarin> but like but like it's a reaffirmation lor ya so something like you probably have her telephone number you always know that you are very resourceful then after that during the reading she will tell you that that you are very resourceful so you really get the reaffirmation like okay that's really my strength so that's a


that is err err the and perhaps she may tell you something that you you like didn't realise it yourself like maybe she would have said that oh err like do you know that you are always appearing very strong on the outside but then inside you are not for example then if you think that that's true and you resonate with it then there could be like oh ya this is how and then you just gain that awareness because sometimes like you you know that is there but then when people don't friends I'm not gonna tell you a adult I think that you are like eh nobody mandate is going to ask you like oh what you want to drink but


tell you or you nobody in normal life is gonna tell you all these kind of thing your friends would not tell you like eh adele I think you are like that eh nobody man they are just gonna ask you like you want to drink bubble tea what you like to eat what clothes you like to wear this kind of superficial thing but nobody is gonna like observe you and tell you so that's where like all these readings or like coaches whatever come and tell you this kind of thing then when it resonates with you then you will know that oh my god that's really true and then you get new data points about yourself and then when you learn more about yourself I think that's the best gift that life can offer because like you are your own


best friend for the rest of your life, it's not that I'm positive is that I'm like so true and then like okay I think I'm a very there's this path called the adapt K K how to say okay apparently I'm also a truth like the truth seeker something lah but anyways but is like okay when I learn something new about myself and I really grow and evolve from them right I really find like a huge sense of satisfaction okay so I think there's two path one is the person who tried to gain self mastery the other one is the idealist path that you try to help people so


I mean there's a lot of other paths but then this is just the two more contradicting paths so, ya it's a coaching framework lah so there's many many paths okay for example like career path and business path is two separate path people always quit their job and think that their transferable skills can be applied to the starting a business but actually right no you are actually starting from scratch because like there's this whole set of ball like rules and regulations that you have to play


then so the adapt path is about getting self mastery and then the you get a lot of satisfaction from going yourself then the idealistic path is that you gain more satisfaction from helping people so for me I think I have both but like I think the the adapt path is stronger ya


which which thing will be my future path, I don't know but then like in the long term right okay the the new vision that came to me right err the new vision that came to me about my future ideal life right is that like I open this a school so <mandarin>这这个学校:zhe zhe ge xue xiao</mandarin> right <mandarin>是在海外不再新加坡因为我觉:shi zai hai wai bu zai xin jia po yin wei wo jue</mandarin> Singapore <mandarin>地很贵:de hen gui</mandarin> office rental <mandarin>也很贵:ye hen gui</mandarin> then <mandarin>那个风景也很淡当你:na ge feng jing ye hen dan dang ni</mandarin> lookout then <mandarin>你就看很多:ni jiu kan hen duo</mandarin> office building right


so ideally it's like <mandarin>海外:hai wai</mandarin> but hopefully also like you know slightly developed area or whatever I don't know then so I open this school then it's very nicely furnished and I have my own office then I could be doing some kind of consultation or coaching and then right I have two other like room or studio one is teach yoga then the other one is teach Ayuveda medicine


so I do not know why is Ayuveda medicine okay because it's super random but I just randomly have this new vision whether or not it's gonna come through I have no idea but I guess somehow these visions excites me and makes me feel a bit happy so so


I don't think India lah I think I got a bit of trauma with ya, that will be a separate conversation so ya <mandarin>对:dui</mandarin> lor then <mandarin>你:ni</mandarin> leh what <mandarin>其实我不懂哪一个哪个国家:qi shi wo bu dong na yi ge nei ge guo jia</mandarin> leh <mandarin>我其实我其实:wo qi shi wo qi shi</mandarin> right <mandarin>我的我的头脑:wo de wo de tou nao</mandarin> right <mandarin>当他跟我讲我要去外国的话:dang ta gen wo jiang wo yao qu wai guo de hua</mandarin> right okay <mandarin>我自己也是讲了去玩我的头脑是想:wo zi ji ye shi jiang le qu wan wo de tou nao shi xiang</mandarin> #ang moh# <mandarin>的国家:de guo jia</mandarin> then then <mandarin>我就想牛斯蓝澳洲:wo jiu xiang niu si lan ao zhou</mandarin> lah <mandarin>这些其实我本来有想:zhe xie qi shi wo ben lai you xiang</mandarin> US


but then <mandarin>我有看这些:wo you kan zhe xie</mandarin> COVID situation <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> I don't really want to be in US and the government is not very good also like UK also so so then I would prefer to be like those like in COVID free country that is more peaceful so I always think of #ang moh# lah but then right actually I don't know I was looking at some jobs then after that right they got some of the job actually covered APAC region


so that's what I'm thinking of, could it be there, like like should I open my mind up to looking at APAC like korea taiwan japan but ya ideally right actually my ideal job is okay it's either in a MNC or I'm actually like like a singapore headcount but based there because I feel that if I'm a singapore headcount and based there there's more certainty in terms of like


but then if I am like go <mandarin>很像:hen xiang</mandarin> taiwan right <mandarin>他们的:ta men de</mandarin> currency <mandarin>好像不大好赚不多我觉得:hao xiang bu da hao zhuan bu duo wo jue de</mandarin> lah based on <mandarin>我的以前的朋友:wo de yi qian de peng you</mandarin> but I don't know how true but I think so


actually I I actually also last time always like thought that I would like all these places but then because we are born and bred in in like here locally right so then we are always in this like very Kanchiong fight or flight okay I think it's a fighting fighting spirit you know like get to best school get to the best like schools and everything


so then like when I went there then I went like for example arizona I think when they were queuing for the bus and then they then I was like so Kanchiong trying to get to the ahead of the queue right then they just like they just like leisurely queue then they left a very big gap then the Kanchiong singaporean ya arizona US the Kanchiong people in front of me so I was very Kanchiong I was like


!huh! why did they leave such a big gap then I don't want to require whatever so I went to ask them then they just ask me to go ahead they say oh it's okay you want you can go ahead lor so they just like super freaking chill they were just talking but then they see I Kanchiong so they just say [orh] you want you can go ahead and then just get on so they just to skip the queue so they just like not Kanchiong then after that I went to orlando also so so it was like queuing to go inside the


queuing to go inside the disneyland err one of this attraction so how the queue operate right is that it will be one line then after that it will open up to this like room so okay for example you have to watch the room you have to watch the donald duck talk something before you can go to another room in order to watch some donald duck show so right what happened was that I I I Chiong I try to like Chiong and then get to the okay so that time the singaporean in me was trying to Chiong to get into the room but you know


everybody was just walking at a very slow leisure pace but then to me right I was like trying to get like the front seat then I realise the contrast it's like I actually took a step back and was a bit shocked cause in singapore is very normal to do that everyone will just Chiong with you but then suddenly ah when I Chiong then I see everybody all like laid back then I was stunned eh I was like eh !wah! really very different hor then that's when I questioned myself whether I can really survive being in such a place


but actually I feel that you will just get used to it lah after some time


ya so I think it's good to have a balance lor because I feel like I want to be connected to nature as well and singapore is really a bit hard to be connected to nature that day I took uh I was feeling super bored so I took a walk out to the park then I'll try to pretend like I'm in nature but I know that I'm just like in the park that's man made and there is HDb in front of the park so


actually, you said hor that from young hor you have an inclination to go overseas right I think you should really ask the the record about it like why do you feel so and I what countries suitable for you because I think right that these inclination right is not like exactly it may not be just shaped by society it may be could be a reason


then <mandarin>他就一直找一直找:ta jiu yi zhi zhao yi zhi zhao</mandarin> then <mandarin>他:ta</mandarin> oh <mandarin>终于就找到一个:zhong yu jiu zhao dao yi ge</mandarin> like <mandarin>很很适合他的地方:hen hen shi he ta de di fang</mandarin> then so anyway her point is that like sometimes she feel there she have already outgrown her previous place and then it's time to move on and that's why she started to feel very like down and then now I'm actually reflecting I'm thinking right whether like this is my that period like <mandarin>就我可能:jiu wo ke neng</mandarin> there's a reason why I feel so


like uninspired recently like in in here is it like I'm meant to move but to be honest lah when I think about moving there's also things that some things that are holding that I'm a bit like concerned about like will I get used to the food there like if my parents are old then like you know how is it gonna be but then I know right then I definitely want to experience it like once in this lifetime so ya


the age the age not, no the fresh grad thing you must graduate from a school within two years I already don't know how many year


err I can't remember


so there's another another thing apart from like working this overseas I also don't want to like just like work go there and then be a barista then come back feel lost all over again I think they will be very stressful so ideally is like I already have some kind of path then when I go there then I can can continue to work on the path or like what I say ideally is I'm a singapore headcount then based over there or or maybe I'm the MNC like for example like netflix so


so singapore have a headquarter but then there also got headquarter then just nice I go there and work but then if anything I have to communicate with my singapore counterparts then I will still have <mandarin>有一点家里的感觉:you yi dian jia li de gan jue</mandarin> right isn't that cool like <mandarin>就你:jiu ni</mandarin> K shirley is like she's in this like company that is totally like based there but imagine if you are working in netflix then you know that like netflix also have a headquarters in singapore then sometimes you get to like liaise with your singapore counterparts


then you will feel a bit <mandarin>有家的感觉:you jia de gan jue</mandarin> but of course you will also get the Kanchiong singapore spirit and everything but then I mean that's <mandarin>家:jia</mandarin> also right, and I really think so I think that if I'm overseas and and and like if let's say everyone around me is all very chillax I may


feel a sense of pride for our Kanchiongness because like, and like it's it's also not easy lah so you know to be Kanchiong it takes in effort one so, okay more of like Kanchiongness as in like I think that we have a certain quality standard of ourselves like our government part pride ourselves on being efficient and there's really a lot of KPI but you know how other countries a lot of stories about how when you apply for something like three months later then get back to you but in singapore is very efficient one week seven days three days get back to you


ya lah not not for everything but I think most of it is really because in my previous in my previous company that's the KPI three days otherwise seven days and very strict one


if you if you seven days seven days never reply you must send an interim, the system, is track so the system will allocate you the system and then if let's say right is red flag right okay so there's a department or there's a err ya is it a section that's solely in charge of all this communication so when you never reply it will be flag out as red so they will come and remind you and not only will they remind you you will have to explain as a reporting why why is it late so there could be valid reasons lah like for example oh I have to wait for external party


to get back to me or another agency lah ya another agency so to get back to me then then then I have to explain it lor so of course if it's this kind of issue then you explain then your boss have to be sitting inside one so everybody will know but if let's say it's your own like Daiji hen there's a problem or another time is m c lah but if you on forgetness right then you start to get very anxious because I do have staff who actually really forget then I'm the boss so I have to kind of like


like you know explain for her sometimes and she really forget so it's really a oversight so then the boss don't really know that you forget so it's not a good thing but because Singapore also take pride in our own works thing and that's why we care that's why we scared lah if let's say like we go overseas we also don't know whether they will be scared or not you get what I mean like they they you might mean if they can just go oh like today the wave is good bye then probably they isn't much care for it lah


actually I don't know why they are not stressed about it that they don't need money meh maybe they are young part timers is it


very


I also think <mandarin>有好有坏:you hao you huai</mandarin> when I went to australia <mandarin>澳洲:ao zhou</mandarin> then <mandarin>我跟我妈妈和我的:wo gen wo ma ma he wo de</mandarin> grandma <mandarin>去:qu</mandarin> then like it was uh


ya especially muji eight PM close ya because I wanted to buy this notebook then every time I go to muji they keep being closed then I was like oh my god, then <mandarin>好:hao</mandarin> lor <mandarin>我们在:wo men zai</mandarin> practice <mandarin>我们改次要去:wo men gai ci yao qu</mandarin> foreign land <mandarin>的时候:de shi hou</mandarin> lor oh <mandarin>我觉得好的是可能:wo jue de hao de shi ke neng</mandarin> like like <mandarin>你:ni</mandarin> you are a short drive away lah ya lah ideally right like <mandarin>如果我去那边:ru guo wo qu na bian</mandarin> right ideally like I know people there and I can be like assimilated into the environment like together with them like for example sherlene right <mandarin>他不是讲他的那个:ta bu shi jiang ta de na ge</mandarin> got this singaporean helping them lor over there ya I think is quite good


ya ya that's true ya true so if you are single also got good lah you got freedom


ya so ideally that's why I feel like if got job and everything oh I heard another story so this girl from like the coaching place so she went apparently she quit her job then she went silicon valley without a job then she found a job there


I have no idea not close to her but anyway she continued to do some to do job lor anyway I think she's quite Zai okay I don't know as in I think she's Zai as a person so I'm not sure about her back I think her background is normal uni degree with a marketing or whatever but I think she go there and do somewhat venture capitalist or whatever


so ya but anyway she's as in Zai as a person as in you know she have the capability and resources to go there and then like find a job without a job and ya ya


fourteen days err quarantine


ya so ya because


I was like !huh! then my my parents still thought that I will miss singapore food a lot then they still straightaway bring me to eat #hor fun# lah #bak chor mee# lah but then when I eat I was like boring taiwan food is nicer but of course when I went to USA the opposite happened lah when I went to USA I came back on a singaporean food rampage like I was eating <mandarin>豆花:dou hua</mandarin> #chee kueh# #char kway teow# #hokkien mee# consecutively for like two two whole weeks before I feel okay I'm done satisfied my craving


ya so so okay hopefully there's still asian food that I go there and then like there's still a lot of asian food all I have very nice housemates who who somehow cook a lot of all these like local cuisine to make me feel like not really lah not very well like you won't have that really that have the taste that I'm looking for ya


I find cooking quite troublesome I like to cook but I like it I like to take shortcut so hence the food always taste a bit like different cause I don't I think really nice food if people who put in like a lot of effort and they take extra step for example when I'm making curry instead of using curry paste they chop the chili peel the garlic and then they blend it ya


that's when it really taste nice but since I'm a bit lazy to do that so then hence sometimes I feel the food then I cook is edible but could be nicer


we talk like, one hour twenty one already I don't know whether it's time to stop or not


okay [lah] then we just stop [lor] did they say how to stop no right they just say stop right, okay then I just stop now [ah]


!huh!, you plug in already right, I want to err change time like


can move time, like doctor strange <mandarin>这样他可以:zhe yang ta ke yi</mandarin> like move the time back and forward


or if not <mandarin>你讲你讲:ni jiang ni jiang</mandarin> right <mandarin>几点到哪里:ji dian dao na li</mandarin> ah then err <mandarin>你到的时候:ni dao de shi hou</mandarin> hor <mandarin>就会:jiu hui</mandarin> meet <mandarin>你在那个:ni zai na ge</mandarin> airport then you then you reach there at the time that they land


ya true, then if <mandarin>你有:ni you</mandarin> like teleportation hor <mandarin>现在不可以:xian zai bu ke yi</mandarin> travel cause of COVID right then you can totally travel like everywhere but then like depends on the country lah <mandarin>看他们让那个:kan ta men rang na ge</mandarin> citizens go out a not


but then <mandarin>你的:ni de</mandarin> passport <mandarin>不会被:bu hui bei</mandarin> stamp what


oh ya ya that's true <mandarin>对:dui</mandarin> hor, imagine right like you are like <mandarin>今天我想吃:jin tian wo xiang chi</mandarin> Sashimi and then like !huh! singapore Sashimi like not very good let's go to japan then you the next like second queuing up for Sashimi in japan


what a great skill


then but then like you have right then <mandarin>每个人都会有:mei ge ren dou hui you</mandarin> like this special power is like not special anymore


confirm expensive, but then it will cause like you know like the technological adoption of like and then err reduce the what's that called the, what uh reduce the manpower of like people like bus drivers and everything


I think they say <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> LRT then they are gonna have like <mandarin>小的:xiao de</mandarin> don't know bus or car then like <mandarin>送人家去那个:song ren jia qu na ge</mandarin> LRT or something


ya a shuttle bus but like a driverless mini shuttle bus, ya so like if it defeats the like not defeat lah like <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> LRT you'll be faster than <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> LRT lor


ya, oh you know Sentosa is rolling out like the err stuff oh you know the driverless car NTU also I think one of the uni


ya that's why


ah go


!wah! <mandarin>这个很难:zhe ge hen nan</mandarin> eh, okay you go


true


err <mandarin>讲到:jiang dao</mandarin> addicted of <mandarin>麻辣:ma la</mandarin> right you know in I don't know is it in china <mandarin>有一个:you yi ge</mandarin> like this err shop owner hor <mandarin>他去放那个:ta qu fang na ge</mandarin> I don't know what <mandarin>药:yao</mandarin> but it's like err addictive <mandarin>的药:de yao</mandarin> then he put inside the <mandarin>麻辣:ma la</mandarin> so that people will keep coming back to eat the hotpot


I don't know whether it's like cocaine or something, but it's like <mandarin>那种:na zhong</mandarin> err additive <mandarin>的药:de yao</mandarin> to make people come back but then <mandarin>他:ta</mandarin> in the end <mandarin>也被抓:ye bei zhua</mandarin> lah so not that successful


but he did earn quite a bit I think but <mandarin>他有:ta you</mandarin> Kena fine lah so, oh shit <mandarin>我还没有想:wo hai mei you xiang</mandarin> eh last meal ah


maybe, oh I think I'll eat black #cai tao kway#, you know ya the carrot cake the <mandarin>黑:hei</mandarin> #cai tao kway# cause like it's quite err the house downstairs here got one err hawker centre right then <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> a vietnam lady she <mandarin>煮的那个:zhu de na ge</mandarin> #cai tao kway# is damn good I mean not super lah it's just like better than average


hawker centre, ya, like all quite like normal


, got once I went to the alexandra market to eat the #cai tao kway# <mandarin>很多人讲很好吃:hen duo ren jiang hen hao chi</mandarin> right but then like <mandarin>我们吃了:wo men chi le</mandarin> it's like her mushy ah like <mandarin>软软:ruan ruan</mandarin> soft soft don't like that kind


oh yes but worse


okay, what kind of jobs have you work at


is <mandarin>你:ni</mandarin> is <mandarin>你刚刚好找:ni gang gang hao zhao</mandarin> healthcare or is you purposely go and <mandarin>找:zhao</mandarin> healthcare


[orh]


I think maybe it depends lah like I say lor like the company because not a lot of companies wants three months also lah to be fair ya and some more like since like this and we didn't get to travel at all right then if can of course I also want to go and travel already lor


oh ya


ya but it's like trial phase and <mandarin>如果你:ru guo ni</mandarin> Kena <mandarin>重:zhong</mandarin> COVID right then the hospital bills is on you so it's not very not very <mandarin>划:hua</mandarin> and you have to pay for the the swab


no no you can only choose one


anywhere anywhere, oh yes


ya did you see the err the Bangkok news is quite sad so like you err you know Bangkok streets like the Khaosan ah is it err they always like a lot a lot of people like <mandarin>很多人满街都是人:hen duo ren man jie dou shi ren</mandarin> right then like <mandarin>现在他们:xian zai ta men</mandarin> film <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> it's not documentary like <mandarin>一个:yi ge</mandarin> video <mandarin>这样:zhe yang</mandarin> there's like only like <mandarin>一个人而已:yi ge ren er yi</mandarin> like the shop owner lor


ya cause like they say even though like the country open up to their own people lah but still the the the number is not that not that like much compared to tourists


they say they predicted


in this year alone I mean like this year gonna end soon lah so


no I think before before march


ya after after march after march we didn't meet them already


like that means more than five


it's been <mandarin>很久:hen jiu</mandarin> lor


ya I think <mandarin>我跟你讲:wo gen ni jiang</mandarin> ya got a lot of restaurants like err trying to say like <mandarin>不要:bu yao</mandarin> like more than five then you like try and sit together <mandarin>这样:zhe yang</mandarin> cause they will Kena fine, which is true lah


some more now business so difficult to do already still want to


also can, okay I think mine will be dream dream like dreaming like I always have this I always have this recurring dream of me like <mandarin>在飞:zai fei</mandarin> in the sky


but then like every time every time I I got that dream right then like <mandarin>我知道我在:wo zhi dao wo zai</mandarin> dream lah but then like I cannot get out of the dream


so I always fly around my neighborhood and I can see like the playground and like the park and everything <mandarin>这样:zhe yang</mandarin> lor, ya but it's like it's it's quite weird that you <mandarin>每次:mei ci</mandarin> got the <mandarin>一样的:yi yang de</mandarin> dream


stress like that day yesterday, did you see just now the the #jia wei# ask the question he asked err the like he say <mandarin>明天可以不可以:ming tian ke yi bu ke yi</mandarin> have the revision like the last hour of the lecture ya then the teacher was like but I mean like everything's online already what's the point like you ask them to revise again I think that's what they mean lah the lecturers


ya he needs a lot of security, since it's MCQ right


she say got calculation so <mandarin>要算东西:yao suan dong xi</mandarin> like the probabilities and everything


, what is sleep paralysis is like you cannot move is it


no I don't think I have you have


like <mandarin>我去:wo qu</mandarin> check err I went to online I went to google it lah like some people say is like like <mandarin>有鬼:you gui</mandarin> all that like the supernatural stuff but the scientific thing is that you are too stress like your body is too stress


, we still have we still have a lot of a lot of submission left eh


oh no no no no next don't have, ya but then like work lor


but then like you know internship I mean is good to like <mandarin>赚钱:zhuan qian</mandarin> lah but then intern <mandarin>的钱:de qian</mandarin> is not really a lot and is mostly like a lot of #sai kang# I guess


where do you plan to find your next intern are you gonna find intern


but then but then you can find full time already what


!wah! I understand okay


actual cert, but I think usually <mandarin>他们不会:ta men bu hui</mandarin> really like ask for the cert first, ya correct


now, but you have if you haven't ya say


I think end of the year, I think so, I don't know I don't know why I got this like mindset that chinese new year <mandarin>他们会给:ta men hui gei</mandarin> like bonus


but I guess it depends on the company [bah], ya cause some companies like they they have you know like the financial year, ya maybe some of them do by financial year I'm also not very sure but I know like you know last time I work like one of the education sectors like they do like courses right so every time err during march then they will always send like their people for more courses cause it's like their financial year ending already then if you don't use up the budget for this year you cannot bring over to the next year so they <mandarin>浪费:lang fei</mandarin> like use make use of the money to go to for courses lor and the courses are not cheap it's like six hundred to nine hundred dollars


ya <mandarin>这样:zhe yang</mandarin> lor,


no I have to do internship what but I think maybe <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> internship like <mandarin>我找的:wo zhao de</mandarin> right need to hopefully lah can convert to full time that kind but then another side is that like I want to travel before I I start on full time


but <mandarin>我的:wo de</mandarin> course requirement is must take internship mah


ya I know right I regret cause like <mandarin>本来我:ben lai wo</mandarin> sign err <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> course right cause I thought is err is not self source, then now the website right they put self source


ya correct then vick vick vick saw lah then he went to like err go and tell SIM


so like <mandarin>我们:wo men</mandarin> ya <mandarin>我们以为:wo men yi wei</mandarin> right like <mandarin>我们还:wo men hai</mandarin> the extra what five K per person ah by the way it's it's to like like liaise with the company and everything right but in the end is not it's just like <mandarin>他们给你几个:ta men gei ni ji ge</mandarin> course like <mandarin>讲:jiang</mandarin> err your resume blah blah blah <mandarin>什么什么鬼:shen me shen me gui</mandarin> lah ya so <mandarin>现在那个:xian zai na ge</mandarin> website <mandarin>他们有讲是:ta men you jiang shi</mandarin> self source


like I don't ya I don't hope to be that kind lah but I think I will be like my mum


so maybe just don't have kids after all


ya so it's like oh did you watch the, did you watch the Joonie video the adoption one


why ya it's quite sad lah, I mean after all life is already so stress right


six seasons


but <mandarin>他们一个:ta men yi ge</mandarin> season <mandarin>很多:hen duo</mandarin> it's like twenty four episodes


but you don't know whether they coming up coming the season two yet right


like the cliffhanger <mandarin>这样:zhe yang</mandarin> hor, but now all the filming stop no so maybe a lot of their shows that we want to watch is like two years later ya especially the situation now like if we want to watch on the US dramas is quite bad lah


okay so basically right if you are <mandarin>二十四:er shi si</mandarin> and below you can go and <mandarin>打那个:da na ge</mandarin> jab to prevent cervical cancer, ya so if you are of a twenty six ya twenty six and below you can go and <mandarin>打那个:da na ge</mandarin> jab to prevent cervical cancer but if you're after twenty six I think they say it's like maybe you can <mandarin>打:da</mandarin> but not so effective


ya but the thing is it's not cheap, if I'm not wrong <mandarin>他有:ta you</mandarin> three different err categories lah so I think is four five nine so four is prevent <mandarin>四个病:si ge bing</mandarin> five is <mandarin>五个病:wu ge bing</mandarin> lah and then nine would be <mandarin>九个病:jiu ge bing</mandarin> but the catch is the four <mandarin>可以用:ke yi yong</mandarin> medisave the that means <mandarin>全部都可以用:quan bu dou ke yi yong</mandarin> medisave


the entire bill so let's say it's like four hundred for example the entire bill can use medisave but the nine you have to pay cash


that one I don't know <mandarin>那个我不懂:na ge wo bu dong</mandarin> err that one I need to check if the oh sorry my sister got go the DFC clinic she say that one is like the cheapest <mandarin>这样:zhe yang</mandarin> out of all the all that she find if I'm not wrong is the fall is <mandarin>四百多:si bai duo</mandarin> but got consultation


oh <mandarin>对:dui</mandarin> hor, ya so basically my I have to do on both like my right my left and my right tooth ya my right tooth is like done they put the real crown already but <mandarin>他们是讲我的:ta men shi jiang wo de</mandarin> left side right <mandarin>是比较:shi bi jiao</mandarin> problematic so <mandarin>我需要去:wo xu yao qu</mandarin> like <mandarin>动手术:dong shou shu</mandarin> on my left side in order for them to put the real crown


okay


oh you know like I want to go and like fill my teeth right then <mandarin>我去:wo qu</mandarin> check <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> polyclinic the website ah cause like apparently polyclinic got dental also but then I never went polyclinic before so like I need to call them to make appointment but that time like kristy <mandarin>有跟我讲:you gen wo jiang</mandarin> hor she say like polyclinic <mandarin>要等几个月:yao deng ji ge yue</mandarin> to go and do but it's like the cheapest lah I think <mandarin>他的:ta de</mandarin> consultation is <mandarin>二十多而已:er shi duo er yi</mandarin> or like less than <mandarin>二十:er shi</mandarin> but <mandarin>他没有跟你讲:ta mei you gen ni jiang</mandarin> like what


ya but only certain polyclinic <mandarin>有:you</mandarin> ya certain not all


it's not painful it's just like you know how you eat things then like let's say you eat like err rice cracker or something ah then <mandarin>那个那个:na ge na ge</mandarin> rice cracker <mandarin>会:hui</mandarin> stuck <mandarin>在你的牙齿:zai ni de ya chi</mandarin> then you just need to <mandarin>挖出来这样:wa chu lai zhe yang</mandarin> lah


err but I <mandarin>我有:wo you</mandarin> check like other clinic ah but it's like not cheap eh <mandarin>他的:ta de</mandarin> filling is I think starting from fifty to seventy per tooth


ya fifty to seventy per tooth so <mandarin>一个牙:yi ge ya</mandarin> is <mandarin>五十:wu shi</mandarin> eh no no no no no that's clinic, ya that's like the cheapest


oh my god then oh you know did you see the <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> jade Rasif <mandarin>他去做:ta qu zuo</mandarin> wisdom tooth then I think <mandarin>他还十千:ta hai shi qian</mandarin> just for <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> surgery but I but I mean <mandarin>他有去:ta you qu</mandarin> private clinic ah


ya err no I think maybe all four


no but <mandarin>你看啊:ni kan a</mandarin> okay cause like the base cost right <mandarin>你要还了:ni yao hai le</mandarin> then <mandarin>你的:ni de</mandarin> anaesthesia <mandarin>也是要还:ye shi yao hai</mandarin> right so if <mandarin>你还:ni hai</mandarin> like everything <mandarin>一次还:yi ci hai</mandarin> instead of like <mandarin>你还:ni hai</mandarin> like more than like err <mandarin>两次三次:liang ci san ci</mandarin> depends on how many times you do your wisdom tooth surgery lah


most people just do it once


I mean you don't know when it's gonna come out mah


but <mandarin>你的是:ni de shi</mandarin> private right, [orh], I see okay <mandarin>明白:ming bai</mandarin> <mandarin>对:dui</mandarin> lor <mandarin>一个头两个大:yi ge tou liang ge da</mandarin> don't know what to do


oh, supply and demand got what thing to eat like cafe cafe style


have you seen the menu to see what you want to eat


eh


yes yes Tipo Tipo, ya super screwed up <mandarin>他一个:ta yi ge</mandarin> tick <mandarin>而已:er yi</mandarin> eh eh no <mandarin>现在两个:xian zai liang ge</mandarin> tick <mandarin>了:le</mandarin> but ya


okay I will be there


ya understand, oh you know my intern company the hitch they having another event the ID event next week then they ask us again lah to if like <mandarin>我们有空做工:wo men you kong zuo gong</mandarin> I mean like <mandarin>做:zuo</mandarin> for them then I'm like ya sure


per hour per hour, ya so it's not bad, ya


then it's ya it's quite simple just like err we err that time I did already so, err <mandarin>有有:you you</mandarin> they ask like all the old interns to come back oh my god we like so old but no ya they ask all the like previous interns


uh other people lah basically to do and schedule them to the breakout room which is us lah but the wedding designer the wedding people right like the vendors they are okay to do that so he only hire us for the ID event


ID ID the interior designer ya so like basically our job is damn simple lah it's just to like say hello err <mandarin>你:ni</mandarin> register <mandarin>了没有:le mei you</mandarin> and like <mandarin>你有没有你的:ni you mei you ni de</mandarin> floor plan then like err ya ya something like that lor so like we are in charge of one ID each


ya so like after after they come in we ask whether they got the floor plan then they got their mood board like what they want in their house then <mandarin>我们就会:wo men jiu hui</mandarin> like err <mandarin>安排他们去那个:an pai ta men qu na ge</mandarin> breakout room


more than reasonable ya


ya lor then after that like after they are done then like we will send we will ask like the next home owner to come in lah, ya but it's like <mandarin>下个星期拜六礼拜:xia ge xing qi bai liu li bai</mandarin> but then like err I got <mandarin>拜六:bai liu</mandarin> I got work at err BC so I need to find cover so I'm gonna message and ask later


ya, , but you already decide on like the topic headers right


I still deciding which industry I should write


and contemplating whether I should use green marketing or societal marketing societal marketing is like <mandarin>他们讲:ta men jiang</mandarin> about the environment like for example for every product <mandarin>你买:ni mai</mandarin> right <mandarin>我会给一块钱:wo hui gei yi kuai qian</mandarin> to ah likes then green marketing is like free <mandarin>什么鬼:shen me gui</mandarin> free <mandarin>这个:zhe ge</mandarin> free <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> free you know like the five free


something like that lah ya like <mandarin>我们省钱不是省钱省水:wo men sheng qian bu shi sheng qian sheng shui</mandarin> then uh <mandarin>用:yong</mandarin> solar panel you know that kind of thing


oh they deliver, ya oh you <mandarin>没有看那个新闻:mei you kan na ge xin wen</mandarin> they going to open one at suntec eh


I mean like Dooki is halal right


then we eat with Aiman that one is what, Aiman didn't come


is it, oh no I don't remember


ya no that time I had interview, capella ya, oh you know now got a lot of staycay deal but also not like can go so


ya that's what I was thinking so I think if we go staycay right <mandarin>我们会在那个房间做:wo men hui zai na ge fang jian zuo</mandarin> essay which kind of defeats the purpose lor


you serious, but then like there's a maximum cap on the room ah like I think maybe like even if go I rather like maybe the four of us go


ya but I think tiara cannot, ya that's why


<mandarin>对:dui</mandarin> lor oh <mandarin>你又有没有看到那个:ni you you mei you kan dao na ge</mandarin> giga promo, err recently like <mandarin>我不是签那个:wo bu shi qian na ge</mandarin> giga lor then after that is eighteen eighteen dollars for <mandarin>二十块:er shi kuai</mandarin> right eh no <mandarin>十八块:shi ba kuai</mandarin> for <mandarin>二十:er shi</mandarin> gig then now they give promo <mandarin>十八块:shi ba kuai</mandarin> for <mandarin>四十个:si shi ge</mandarin> gig


err twenty six


then why not you just switch today


there's no contract, ya <mandarin>你你现在有几个:ni ni xian zai you ji ge</mandarin> gig


but is it enough I think it's enough right


, err actually okay


then I think I think you should sign the giga, ya since like a few months later you gonna pay twenty eight, but even if you change you get the no contract plan it's still cheaper


you go and think about it lor cause giga <mandarin>的那个:de na ge</mandarin> promo right after that err <mandarin>他们就没有:ta men jiu mei you</mandarin> then after that <mandarin>就是:jiu shi</mandarin> I think <mandarin>二十五块:er shi wu kuai</mandarin> for forty five gig


then you go and sign that one next time lor anyway now like circuit breaker so at home so you don't really need eh sorry now not circuit breaker anymore it's like phase two


no I just thought like why you not on your table, oh no wonder okay understand


the <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> econs test right <mandarin>你读完:ni du wan</mandarin> everything already or


okay yes, yes plug in already, okay the first question is if you could have one superpower what would it be


as in <mandarin>你可以传过那个时空:ni ke yi chuan guo na ge shi kong</mandarin> is it, okay for me is I want to be able to teleport


because I stay at pioneer right so <mandarin>我去哪里都远:wo qu na li dou yuan</mandarin> ya and if I can teleport right I can just teleport to like my friend's house and I don't even have to travel <mandarin>我不用还:wo bu yong hai</mandarin> transportation fees eh


I mean <mandarin>如果可以的话我也是会带他们去:ru guo ke yi de hua wo ye shi hui dai ta men qu</mandarin> like <mandarin>一起:yi qi</mandarin> teleport


ya isn't it great eh anyway now right we cannot we are not meeting also because <mandarin>我们需要:wo men xu yao</mandarin> travel and we feel that travelling is like <mandarin>浪费时间:lang fei shi jian</mandarin> right


ya I'm so productive outside like I'm more productive outside than at home like to do work


ya but if like example <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> teleport <mandarin>去一个国家:qu yi ge guo jia</mandarin> right then <mandarin>我可以从那个国家:wo ke yi cong na ge guo jia</mandarin> teleport <mandarin>回来:hui lai</mandarin> what <mandarin>我不需要:wo bu xu yao</mandarin> chop <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> stamp


ya that is such a great superpower I really need that superpower eh cause I'm so lazy to travel


yes, actually I wonder if like


ya that's true but maybe they can charge a higher price for that device so like only rich people can like afford it


definitely


yes I wonder how the world will look like, no <mandarin>我没有读那个:wo mei you du na ge</mandarin> news


like a shuttle bus


okay I have one question, if you had one last meal what would it would it be okay let's say we are in singapore lah so what what's the last meal that you want to have in singapore


I love <mandarin>麻辣:ma la</mandarin> so much eh is like even though it's like <mandarin>很便宜:hen pian yi</mandarin> right <mandarin>很普通:hen pu tong</mandarin> but, okay lah as in as compared to like Sashimi and all that


what, !wah! <mandarin>很危险:hen wei xian</mandarin> eh what if <mandarin>那个药:na ge yao</mandarin> got some side effects


okay of course not


#cai tao kway# is carrot cake is it


actually <mandarin>我好像没有吃过好吃的:wo hao xiang mei you chi guo hao chi de</mandarin> carrot cake eh


same I also don't like it's like the rice that we ate the other time


oh no okay


what kind of jobs,


actually <mandarin>多数是坐在:duo shu shi zuo zai</mandarin> office though it's like okay <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> internship right <mandarin>我是做:wo shi zuo</mandarin> like did I tell you before, okay basically <mandarin>我是在这个:wo shi zai zhe ge</mandarin> healthcare <mandarin>的公司做工:de gong si zuo gong</mandarin> ah for internship so it's like half half of it right the first half <mandarin>我是在那个:wo shi zai na ge</mandarin> clinic but the clinic is not like the normal like small small clinics it's like how to say ah it's like quite huge and they have like a back office <mandarin>所以我是在:suo yi wo shi zai</mandarin> office <mandarin>做:zuo</mandarin> like <mandarin>那种:na zhong</mandarin> admin <mandarin>的工作:de gong zuo</mandarin> then check like the claims and all that lah ya so another half I went to like their headquarters to like work also for admin stuff


ya so it's like but I feel like my entire life right I've been working like backend like jobs ya I think the most, no the one before prep course is err HR but it's at another hospital ya <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> internship <mandarin>的那时是在:de na shi shi zai</mandarin> another healthcare lah another healthcare like


yes but what if <mandarin>你要出国:ni yao chu guo</mandarin> like okay like let's say like next year we can go overseas already like COVID is like dying or like we have vaccination then like what what what will be your plan


yes <mandarin>我要出国:wo yao chu guo</mandarin> leh it's like ya oh my god our Bali trip though, and our JB trip <mandarin>我要做我的眼睫毛:wo yao zuo wo de yan jie mao</mandarin> eh


I think <mandarin>他们现在:ta men xian zai</mandarin> like <mandarin>不会:bu hui</mandarin> allow leisure travels like anytime soon, brunei and new zealand right


yes, ya


eh honestly I got a lot of places I wanna go eh, okay <mandarin>第一个国家我要去的是吗:di yi ge guo jia wo yao qu de shi ma</mandarin> the first ever country, meaning that singapore open up already to anywhere is it


actually <mandarin>现在我最想去的国家是泰国:xian zai wo zui xiang qu de guo jia shi tai guo</mandarin> like Bangkok, yes even though I really love europe right but the first country I really wanna go is like Bangkok JB like those like nearby countries


that's so sad


probably because, probably because they also scared to go out like <mandarin>他们怕他们出去他们会重那个病:ta men pa ta men chu qu ta men hui zhong na ge bing</mandarin> ya


ya actually I when I think back right now it's already like it's coming to an end to end of august already I don't know where the time went to sia like honestly ya it's like <mandarin>时间过得很快:shi jian guo de hen kuai</mandarin> I feel that the last time we really had like a proper meal with like the rest of them is like march april eh is it march or april


ya and it's so sad because <mandarin>我们已经:wo men yi jing</mandarin> plan <mandarin>要去哪一个:yao qu na yi ge</mandarin> restaurants <mandarin>吃了:chi le</mandarin> like for the rest of the month then suddenly got like this circuit breaker the <mandarin>我们不可以出去吃:wo men bu ke yi chu qu chi</mandarin> until now we still haven't met like the whole clique yet leh


ya I wonder when like the government will increase the pax like how many people can like hang out in the group


they say supposed to have phase two B right, I don't know leh, ya but okay according to the news right the other time <mandarin>我发给你们那个他是讲:wo fa gei ni men na ge ta shi jiang</mandarin> after in phase two they will gradually like you know like increase the number of people can hang out but <mandarin>现在已经:xian zai yi jing</mandarin> like <mandarin>多过一个月了他们都还没有:duo guo yi ge yue le ta men dou hai mei you</mandarin> eh


but phase two started in mid june


ya, Kena fine, okay what is one dream you have had but never to anyone dream as in like <mandarin>梦想:meng xiang</mandarin> what you want to be it's not like it's not like you sleep then dream that kind okay I mean if you want to go that


what, flappy bird


really, so cute, actually <mandarin>我做我睡觉的时候我很少做梦:wo zuo wo shui jiao de shi hou wo hen shao zuo meng</mandarin> eh <mandarin>我发现到:wo fa xian dao</mandarin> ya <mandarin>我很少做梦做我不知道为什么:wo hen shao zuo meng zuo wo bu zhi dao wei shen me</mandarin> eh it's like usually when I ya usually I sleep right I will straightaway like sleep I won't like flip here and flip there unless I'm very stressed then I will like flip here flip there cannot sleep that kind ya


ya I was super stressed leh ya actually I wanted to say something then I forgot


I think he wants assurance like, ya but based on what they told us just now right like <mandarin>我看他们的:wo kan ta men de</mandarin> reaction and stuff like that right I feel like that's gonna be quite tough


ya and it's fifty percent, yes


eh, okay talking about dream right have you ever like have sleep paralysis


you know like you know okay let me tell you a story like last time right I have like this work friend <mandarin>他跟我讲他每次有:ta gen wo jiang ta mei ci you</mandarin> you sleep paralysis <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> then I don't like really understand <mandarin>我不懂他是怎样有那个:wo bu dong ta shi zen yang you na ge</mandarin> sleep paralysis I don't know <mandarin>是怎样还是:shi zen yang hai shi</mandarin> like the feelings like how how does it feel like lah then like ever since I came to uni right like I think


ya I know right uni makes me so stressed sia, ya but on the bright side next year march <mandarin>我们就没有学校了:wo men jiu mei you xue xiao le</mandarin> right as in as in like internship is fine but oh ya you have the assignment for internship


oh ya then that means <mandarin>下个:xia ge</mandarin> next year march you will be free lor, actually <mandarin>我比较喜欢做工因为可以赚钱:wo bi jiao xi huan zuo gong yin wei ke yi zhuan qian</mandarin> but at the same time like I don't know man


I think so <mandarin>我觉得我会找:wo jue de wo hui zhao</mandarin> intern lah <mandarin>因为我要赚钱啊:yin wei wo yao zhuan qian a</mandarin> like <mandarin>如果:ru guo</mandarin> next year <mandarin>我们可以出国的话:wo men ke yi chu guo de hua</mandarin> then I would prefer to choose I would prefer to like do internship to <mandarin>赚钱:zhuan qian</mandarin> for the


actually I don't think I want to find full time that soon but at the same time I feel like I need to find a full time because my mum has been telling me like oh okay <mandarin>你:ni</mandarin> start <mandarin>做工你要自己还你的:zuo gong ni yao zi ji hai ni de</mandarin> insurance <mandarin>钱:qian</mandarin> which one year is about two thousand plus eh


ya <mandarin>很贵我也是吓到我不知道为什么我妈妈好像还跟我讲过一年要还两千多块:hen gui wo ye shi xia dao wo bu zhi dao wei shen me wo ma ma hao xiang hai gen wo jiang guo yi nian yao hai liang qian duo kuai</mandarin> for my insurance, I guess so ya so basically I don't want to start work straight after school but I feel that I need to start work because of this insurance thing


but actually like by right we can find a full time job after november cause <mandarin>我们:wo men</mandarin> november <mandarin>才毕业:cai bi ye</mandarin> mah so <mandarin>我们会有那个:wo men hui you na ge</mandarin> actual cert after november


like our graduation cert and all that, ya they will they will ask for the unofficial transcript I think, but to make myself feel better I I can find a full time job after november oh I think okay actually I think right oh my god I really need to plan my life now


ya I think <mandarin>我会找:wo hui zhao</mandarin> full time job, ya eh, ya by the way you right err you know the bonus for like each company right <mandarin>是几十:shi ji shi</mandarin> ah is it like the start of every year or


end of the year


correct


okay so you will find a full time job like straight after march


but <mandarin>如果你可以找到一个:ru guo ni ke yi zhao dao yi ge</mandarin> full time job like straight after our last assignment or exam will you take up the full time job or <mandarin>你会:ni hui</mandarin> like <mandarin>先做:xian zuo</mandarin> internship then after the internship ends then you will find another full time job


oh oh so <mandarin>你不可以你不可以直接找一个:ni bu ke yi ni bu ke yi zhi jie zhao yi ge</mandarin> full time job and use the full time job as an internship


!wah! <mandarin>很麻烦:hen ma fan</mandarin> leh,


oh you mean our uni website, so initially all the IP students they don't know that <mandarin>他们要自己找那个:ta men yao zi ji zhao na ge</mandarin> internship [orh] such a scam


ya they should state clearly right but actually you usually uni internship <mandarin>是自己要找到的:shi zi ji yao zhao dao de</mandarin> what no meh


ya, what kind of parent do you think you will be


ya actually <mandarin>我觉得你会很凶:wo jue de ni hui hen xiong</mandarin> eh to your kids next time ya actually ya you quite angst ah


yes I totally think you will be, why not kids are so cute


ya that's true, you go first


actually <mandarin>我不喜欢看:wo bu xi huan kan</mandarin> sad <mandarin>的东西:de dong xi</mandarin> is like I don't like to watch something that will make me cry or feel emotional I like to watch like comedy like <mandarin>让我笑让我心情好:rang wo xiao rang wo xin qing hao</mandarin> that kind, ya I love two broke girls they make me feel so like happy


you know you the to burger stop like <mandarin>没有没有在:mei you mei you zai</mandarin> produce, ya I'm I'm still like stuck at season three like since <mandarin>去年:qu nian</mandarin> leh, ya I guess so


ya but it's like quite normal for them to have like twenty four episodes in one season like american dramas


ya <mandarin>我收到那个:wo shou dao na ge</mandarin> notification but now I don't even have time to watch like long like long dramas now it's like what <mandarin>那种一个小时四十五分钟:na zhong yi ge xiao shi si shi wu fen zhong</mandarin> that kind I don't think I got time it's like <mandarin>我都还没有看完我的:wo dou hai mei you kan wan wo de</mandarin> korean drama leh


ya that I watched that like before school started and until now <mandarin>我都还没有看完:wo dou hai mei you kan wan</mandarin> eh


I thought you say you don't wanna watch anymore but it's so nice actually that is one that is one of the nicest korean dramas that I watched like in my opinion <mandarin>我很喜欢他的那个:wo hen xi huan ta de na ge</mandarin> like I don't know they make me feel very like <mandarin>激动:ji dong</mandarin> like it's like thriller ya


I believe there will be season two lah based on <mandarin>他们的:ta men de</mandarin> last season the last episode


oh ya so I was saying about internship okay so basically <mandarin>我的朋友他现在在一个:wo de peng you ta xian zai zai yi ge</mandarin> german german german company <mandarin>做工:zuo gong</mandarin> ya she's working at this like german company then ya it's a it's in singapore then <mandarin>他跟我讲他的:ta gen wo jiang ta de</mandarin> company <mandarin>有一个:you yi ge</mandarin> like graduation program so basically after you graduate right you can apply for this graduation program so <mandarin>如果他们选中你的话:ru guo ta men xuan zhong ni de hua</mandarin> then <mandarin>你可以去:ni ke yi qu</mandarin> milan for one year eh sorry it's not german


milan for one year eh sorry it's not german sorry it's not german company I think it's milan ya you can you can you can go there to like work for a year and after that right you can choose to stay there or come back to singapore to work ya but <mandarin>现在的情况如何:xian zai di qing kuang ru he</mandarin> I don't think it will be it I will be able to go if even if I want to cause of COVID


actually why you all want to suddenly like go for the job ah


twenty four and below


oh


oh okay <mandarin>不可以:bu ke yi</mandarin> like <mandarin>还一半:hai yi ban</mandarin> ah <mandarin>还一半:hai yi ban</mandarin> medisave


nine it's nine hundred dollars


actually I don't know eh should I <mandarin>因为:yin wei</mandarin> hor <mandarin>你还记得我跟你说我牙齿要做那个:ni hai ji de wo gen ni shuo wo ya chi yao zuo na ge</mandarin> crown


so previously <mandarin>那时候我带的是:na shi hou wo dai de shi</mandarin> temporary crown ya so it broke remember it broke ya then ya I forgot what what we were eating but ya <mandarin>所以我是想要:suo yi wo shi xiang yao</mandarin> <mandarin>那时候我想要去做:na shi hou wo xiang yao qu zuo</mandarin> the temporary crown but then like I think <mandarin>我们那时候没有时间:wo men na shi hou mei you shi jian</mandarin> so <mandarin>我没有去做:wo mei you qu zuo</mandarin> lah ya then actually my surgery is supposed to be this year february or march


proper <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> timetable yet ya so I didn't I didn't call them to like put the the surgery time lah ya so until now it's like delayed and my tooth is still like over there ya it's not okay ya <mandarin>没有那个:mei you na ge</mandarin> crown


because I thought <mandarin>他们会:ta men hui</mandarin> refer <mandarin>你去:ni qu</mandarin> SGH the dental centre to do it


then <mandarin>你现在没有那个:ni xian zai mei you na ge</mandarin> filling <mandarin>你的牙齿一个洞:ni de ya chi yi ge dong</mandarin> then when you eat not pain


okay is in between the gap


ya <mandarin>我懂可是如果你没有去补的话:wo dong ke shi ru guo ni mei you qu bu de hua</mandarin> then <mandarin>那个牙那个食物:na ge ya na ge shi wu</mandarin> stuck <mandarin>在那个牙齿里面:zai na ge ya chi li mian</mandarin> right then <mandarin>不会痛:bu hui tong</mandarin> meh


how much is it at polyclinic, normal private GP lah, then what about polyclinic how much is it


ya actually is considered cheap already eh like I feel but you know my crown right one tooth is like one thousand plus plus


no no no not not the surgery one my right tooth is about one thousand plus already then for the surgery right is on top of the one thousand plus ya but final surgery <mandarin>我可以用我的:wo ke yi yong wo de</mandarin> medicine <mandarin>还:hai</mandarin> ah


one tooth or what


I think it will be priced differently leh it won't be


but now the procedure is different it's not it's like one wisdom tooth one crown so I don't know if <mandarin>他们会算不同:ta men hui suan bu tong</mandarin> you know no it's like okay <mandarin>我也不知道:wo ye bu zhi dao</mandarin> lah but I won't like do it at the same time lah how much pain will I feel sia like for both tooth ya


but actually like <mandarin>我现在的:wo xian zai de</mandarin> wisdom tooth <mandarin>都不会痛:dou bu hui tong</mandarin> so I don't see a point to like pluck it out yet but <mandarin>我就是怕:wo jiu shi pa</mandarin> like, err for now I only have one wisdom tooth


ya oh but my worry is like example <mandarin>有一天:you yi tian</mandarin> hor <mandarin>真的是痛到:zhen de shi tong dao</mandarin> Buay Tahan then <mandarin>我要:wo yao</mandarin> book <mandarin>一个:yi ge</mandarin> appointment <mandarin>也是很难:ye shi hen nan</mandarin> book eh like <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> book <mandarin>一个:yi ge</mandarin> appointment right <mandarin>要等多久:yao deng duo jiu</mandarin> for the plucking of the wisdom tooth


no I went to err dental centre the one at SGH


but anyways now I don't like <mandarin>我不敢去医院:wo bu gan qu yi yuan</mandarin> also like at SGH ya of the COVID thing anyways right like okay basically me and my friend right we are going to meet on saturday at novena then <mandarin>我在想:wo zai xiang</mandarin> like <mandarin>我应不应该跟他讲去别的地方:wo ying bu ying gai gen ta jiang qu bie de di fang</mandarin> cause you know like novena is the place that the #tan tock seng# ya like the NCID all over there


ya so I okay lor like if that's the case then I will just go novena


ya it's more western like cafe


oh now I feel like eating pasta


hopefully she can come on friday then <mandarin>我们可以一起:wo men ke yi yi qi</mandarin> discuss the question, I guess she will definitely study one lah


I will try to reach about, eleven a m


so <mandarin>我没有时间做我的:wo mei you shi jian zuo wo de</mandarin> ya <mandarin>我没有时间做我的:wo mei you shi jian zuo wo de</mandarin> dissertation


at least <mandarin>有钱的:you qian de</mandarin> right, ya then


not bad not bad


as in after <mandarin>你们离开那个:ni men li kai na ge</mandarin> company right <mandarin>他们没有请多:ta men mei you qing duo</mandarin> like <mandarin>新的:xin de</mandarin> interns like


what is that I be


interesting


actually good money eh it's a good it's like good money yes simple and you're getting paid well I think I think the rate is like more than normal market rate


, I wonder how many words I can write tonight


okay,


I feel like I suddenly feel like eating shake shack, oh, oh ya I saw actually I'm actually <mandarin>我很:wo hen</mandarin> surprised that <mandarin>他们要开多一间:ta men yao kai duo yi jian</mandarin> like <mandarin>他们从哪里来的钱他们从从哪里来的钱:ta men cong na li lai de qian ta men cong cong na li lai de qian</mandarin> like because of this COVID confirm <mandarin>他的:ta de</mandarin> revenue like <mandarin>已经:yi jing</mandarin> decrease but they are still opening new outlets


no I don't mind going to the suntec one but <mandarin>我们都不可以吃:wo men dou bu ke yi chi</mandarin> like together as in not not the time issue about the halal or not


it's not singapore is not halal the one at malaysia <mandarin>才是:cai shi</mandarin> halal, we never eat with Aiman before, oh that time Aiman didn't come


yes, it's okay I guess you are too busy thinking about your essay at that point of time


oh ya ya


I mean <mandarin>我们可以去:wo men ke yi qu</mandarin> lah but <mandarin>有时间做:you shi jian zuo</mandarin> essay mah


nice eh actually I I don't mind <mandarin>我们:wo men</mandarin> like staycay but then like we do our essay together that kind


like because now we cannot even like <mandarin>我们都没有每次:wo men dou mei you mei ci</mandarin> meet <mandarin>现在:xian zai</mandarin> to do as essay together right


you me tiara and Aiman, eh actually I think <mandarin>他可以:ta ke yi</mandarin> eh but <mandarin>他是要自己出那个钱:ta shi yao zi ji chu na ge qian</mandarin> right


until when ah the promo, twenty six august oh today is last day hopefully <mandarin>他们改次会有:ta men gai ci hui you</mandarin> promo <mandarin>因为我的:yin wei wo de</mandarin> plan right my circles life plan is ending november


yes <mandarin>一年了:yi nian le</mandarin> leh <mandarin>还记得那天:hai ji de na tian</mandarin> mah <mandarin>我在那个:wo zai na ge</mandarin> room six <mandarin>在那边想要不要买那个:zai na bian xiang yao bu yao mai na ge</mandarin> SIM card ya seven per month


switch today how long is the contract with giga, no as in the eh eighteen dollars for forty forty gig right


ya is enough more than enough because like on a daily basis <mandarin>我不会每次用我:wo bu hui mei ci yong wo</mandarin> data it's like <mandarin>我去哪里都会有:wo qu na li dou hui you</mandarin> wifi and now now most of ya now most of the days I'll be at home also


ya, err eighteen per month for twenty gig, but <mandarin>我不要跟他们签因为我觉得:wo bu yao gen ta men qian yin wei wo jue de</mandarin> like


oh I forgot eighteen is the refer than eighteen right oh ya I think it's twenty eight ya ya twenty eight, no but I don't think <mandarin>我会跟他们:wo hui gen ta men</mandarin> I won't recontract


now, actually now <mandarin>我在想我要不要换电话:wo zai xiang wo yao bu yao huan dian hua</mandarin> also I feel that


ya that's true


do they have twenty gig ah


oh actually I feel that six good enough for me


ya but still seldom I go out and most of the places that I go <mandarin>会有:hui you</mandarin> wifi, no I'm gonna eat after this


okay


okay <mandarin>今晚我要很:jin wan wo yao hen</mandarin> productive okay I need to remove all okay anyways hor <mandarin>我已经:wo yi jing</mandarin> clear <mandarin>我的:wo de</mandarin> study table can you see, ya because nowadays <mandarin>我在我会在我的:wo zai wo hui zai wo de</mandarin> dining room <mandarin>做那个做我的:zuo na ge zuo wo de</mandarin> assignment lah you know like every once in a while I need to change like the environment ya <mandarin>以前:yi qian</mandarin> this is my room you cannot tell meh


just now I was on my table then I shifted here cause cause <mandarin>如果我在我:ru guo wo zai wo</mandarin> table <mandarin>做的话我电话会在很靠近我的电脑:zuo de hua wo dian hua hui zai hen kao jin wo de dian nao</mandarin> then got the fan sound


that's why I shift to my bed, ya <mandarin>我读完每个:wo du wan mei ge</mandarin> lecture already but no I I haven't done the quiz yet <mandarin>我会明天做明天做明天做:wo hui ming tian zuo ming tian zuo ming tian zuo</mandarin> or <mandarin>拜五早上:bai wu zao shang</mandarin> I guess


okay I start already, ya continue


ethic, err google google is your best friend that's all I can say


!huh!, !walao! <mandarin>不不认识的:bu bu ren shi de</mandarin> I look at your that time <mandarin>你不是:ni bu shi</mandarin> show <mandarin>我你的:wo ni de</mandarin> schedule <mandarin>然后你:ran hou ni</mandarin> or <mandarin>你你的:ni ni de</mandarin> lecturer <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> name lor <mandarin>没有一个是我的:mei you yi ge shi wo de</mandarin> sia


okay, other than chef don <mandarin>跟:gen</mandarin> chef derek, (uh huh)


chef aaron, !wah! eh your background sound cannot make it leh


(mmhmm), and then


eh <mandarin>你:ni</mandarin> just <mandarin>随便写几个字:sui bian xie ji ge zi</mandarin> lah are are you going to get a C or are you gonna get a B, for your R J, B


why how come <mandarin>哎呀你每次骗我的:ai ya ni mei ci pian wo de</mandarin> lah <mandarin>你每次跟我讲:ni mei ci gen wo jiang</mandarin> this this subject this <mandarin>这个这个:zhe ge zhe ge</mandarin> module not confident then <mandarin>每次:mei ci</mandarin> result <mandarin>出来:chu lai</mandarin> [orh] it's a B is a C plus not even a D you bastard


H one zero two is what, [orh] this one ah it's okay I also got a D before,


okay <mandarin>不是你的错:bu shi ni de cuo</mandarin> maybe it's just, is the content is too boring is like boring like ya


okay so give me an example of, , err cannot apply, (mmhmm)


(mmhmm) [orh], okay, maybe because you never apply the F&B theory okay


[orh] so you got a D ah for your, F&B module, is it, eh so eh your <mandarin>你的:ni de</mandarin> M S A results <mandarin>出来了:chu lai le</mandarin> lah


okay, hope you do well, okay, chelsea chelsea


!wah!, !wah! !wah! <mandarin>你这个人:ni zhe ge ren</mandarin> ah


ya <mandarin>你:ni</mandarin> last minute what it's true it's a fact what <mandarin>你:ni</mandarin> last minute


(mmhmm)


okay, (mmhmm)


[orh], okay lah but I feel like you shouldn't do your thing like last minute lor even though I also like <mandarin>做东西:zuo dong xi</mandarin> last minute <mandarin>可路人:ke lu ren</mandarin> right it's like


but then the thing is right <mandarin>我们在做我们自己的事情:wo men zai zuo wo men zi ji de shi qing</mandarin> and then she just find the wrong timing lor so then we very Pek-Cek


then after that, then I was like !wah! you just is it's just the wrong timing <mandarin>不是讲我们不要帮你:bu shi jiang wo men bu yao bang ni</mandarin> [orh], and okay


you don't feel like doesn't mean she don't feel like what, (mmhmm)


is it ya, but did she help you in the end,


ya so so <mandarin>你是:ni shi</mandarin> before that did you even start <mandarin>还是你当天要:hai shi ni dang tian yao</mandarin> submission <mandarin>的时候你才:de shi hou ni cai</mandarin> start, , you got the cheek to say one day before ah


is it


okay noted,


okay lah, okay


so can you, can you can you like <mandarin>你可以:ni ke yi</mandarin> focus meh <mandarin>一边跟我讲话一边:yi bian gen wo jiang hua yi bian</mandarin> just <mandarin>写:xie</mandarin> R J do even know <mandarin>你在写什么:ni zai xie shen me</mandarin> meh, haven't even start a single word


oh my god, okay


don't really have any <mandarin>故事:gu shi</mandarin> for you to tell


to tell you sorry, just <mandarin>很:hen</mandarin> Sian lor I was looking for my, I was looking should I like, I was looking, at uni


[orh] is it, okay


so actually <mandarin>你:ni</mandarin> prefer more like finance, !aiyo!, K then then <mandarin>你想过你要去什么:ni xiang guo ni yao qu shen me</mandarin> uni mah


[orh], private U


thirty K only eh, ya you got check lah you go check, who say is not recognised


uh, okay lah up to you lah <mandarin>看你:kan ni</mandarin> since you have still have like


to figure out what you want to do


so sad, eh but, but <mandarin>问题是:wen ti shi</mandarin> that's like that will be like <mandarin>二零二二年:er ling er er nian</mandarin> what


then <mandarin>看你是:kan ni shi</mandarin> sem one <mandarin>还是:hai shi</mandarin> sem two [orh]


ya, maybe it's not a bad choice we will see how this COVID situation go lah, (ugh) <mandarin>讲话讲到我很累:jiang hua jiang dao wo hen lei</mandarin> leh


I talk to you for half an hour already <mandarin>可是我:ke shi wo</mandarin> record <mandarin>只:zhi</mandarin> record <mandarin>十七分钟:shi qi fen zhong</mandarin> oh my god <mandarin>还是:hai shi</mandarin> got forty five minutes to go, ya stupid me


okay, eh go do your R J


oh ya what's your what what is your no what is your R J question, ethics in your life what's ethics


!hais!, err, so you should go right not left ah


to the office, or something ethically right what morally right also right


err, whenever <mandarin>你:ni</mandarin> post <mandarin>什么东西:shen me dong xi</mandarin> on instagram, oh oh ah you and your mcdonald ah


okay, just write, just write okay, cause you will write like, , they gotta taro ice cream ah <mandarin>为什么我不知道:wei shen me wo bu zhi dao</mandarin> sia


oh oh ya eh not bad actually quite nice eh I like it, !wah!


so did you like put ten cone, how you do it how you do it how you put the, ten taro, ice cream into a


okay <mandarin>现在立刻马上写进你的:xian zai li ke ma shang xie jin ni de</mandarin> R J <mandarin>里面:li mian</mandarin> okay, I haven't try before then <mandarin>可是有空再去:ke shi you kong zai qu</mandarin> try lor


what's the next series, !huh! pandan again ah, oh pandan ah


about you, blame the COVID man,


this one <mandarin>有新的:you xin de</mandarin> right


, I never really watch the series one so I not gonna watch the series two but then they say okay only ah <mandarin>我朋友有去看他们讲:wo peng you you qu kan ta men jiang</mandarin> okay <mandarin>而已:er yi</mandarin> [orh]


I think so, okay I roughly know the story but then <mandarin>我没有去看那个整个:wo mei you qu kan na ge zheng ge</mandarin> movie [orh]


marvel, minions two


!huh!, despicable <mandarin>是:shi</mandarin> with the family one right


[orh] no I I am talking just on the minion itself, eh I check the popcorn app first to see what movie we have