err, because I don't how to say I don't really the people I interact with them the people I keep very close to me are people who kind of have the same vibe or the same wavelength as me and so I know that they don't have like a negative impression of me like I like to keep the you know I think it's normal and like everyone likes to keep the positive vibes around them right so like obvious so I think like most of the people who are around me would have positive things to say about so but I don't exactly know what labels I'm given because I've never like bothered to ask people like bothered to actually


see what area because most of the time if it's something negative I just tend to like ignore it I don't take it too hard or anything so even if I have anything I cannot remember


oh okay ya that's right ya that's


true, ya


ya, and I feel like there are a lot of how to say there are different parts of our tradition right and I think in today especially in today's day and age like a lot of us we go around and practise whatever we believe in we don't like blindly follow and everything that's there but a lot of people think that oh just because we come from a certain community or just because we are we are like just because we are indian or we come from a certain community we will blindly follow everything or we agree with everything or we are comfortable with everything that's happening but err but in fact like that's not the case for us and like I think we each of us like we have our own beliefs and we stand by it like ya


I think that's the main thing


we ya we are labelled


okay I think something that really stood out to me like a lot was <tamil>நான் வந்து:vanthu</tamil> Rajasthan we went for this is a Dali is a Rajasthani special is is very huge and variety like it's it's so much like we we couldn't even finish one round of all the food so obviously like the serving and all was like err in enormous amounts also like err unlimited serving so if you want more of a certain dish they will give you but but like there was so many varieties of food that like we couldn't even finish one round of everything so I think that was very memorable because that's very unique and like I think like in singapore we don't really have that kind of experience because


ya


uh , uh the experience, ya


occasion ya


oh you know the you know indian <tamil>அதான் அந்த:athaan antha</tamil> barbeque nation <tamil>ஒரு கடை இருக்கும்:oru kadai irukkum</tamil> do you know, that one is very good like the food is okay like singaporean prices is they are reasonably priced so like I think that one is like very memorable because like <tamil>நான் போய்ட்டு வந்து:naan poyittu vanthu</tamil> like I told a lot of my friends also then they all went and then like everyone enjoyed also ya like the spread is is like a buffet but the spread is like very great and is like I think singapore singaporean ten dollars or fifteen dollars so like <tamil>இந்த ஊர்ல பத்து வெள்ளிக்கு:intha oorla pathu vellikku</tamil> you can literally not get anything but <tamil>அந்த ஊர்ல:antha oorla</tamil> the spread is it was so amazing it was like a buffet so I think like the whole experience was very nice


free I thought <tamil>இத பத்தி பேசுனோன அதுதான்:itha pathi pesunona athuthaan</tamil> free <tamil>சாப்பாடு:saappaadu</tamil> but on a serious note err


I think healthcare because <tamil>அது ரொம்ப:athu romba</tamil> like <tamil>இப்ப ரொம்ப:ippa romba</tamil> expensive <tamil>ஆகிட்டே வருது:aakittae varuthu</tamil> and like, like I think in I don't know today's times like is just we everyone just needs it so much more and like it's it's ya it's just becoming more and more expensive to live a day so I think if it's free it would be nice


especially with COVID,


if humans no longer


cannot cannot cannot


!huh!


ya but I, ya everyone will travel get experience like and actually like spend time on doing things that they love instead of like having to think about other things also


ya or like or like even like marks to marks or like <tamil>எப்படி சொல்றது:eppadi solrathu</tamil> or a certain career <tamil>தான்:thaan</tamil> good or a certain career is not so good err <tamil>அந்த மாதிரி:antha maathiri</tamil> like a lot of societal perspectives like where will not be there anymore and like everyone will I feel like everyone will just be living life to the fullest especially because like now got a lot of people who have anxiety panic about things that don't actually mean that much in life like all of them are just learning experiences so ya so but err a lot of the times it's like sometimes it's hard for us to just take it as a learning experience so I think that's the thing


exercise, err daily <tamil>பண்ணா நல்லதுனு சொல்வாங்க:pannaa nallathunu solvaanga</tamil> so <tamil>அதனால அது:athanaala athu</tamil> everyday activity


brushing your teeth, uh


, err I think <tamil>இதான்:ithaan</tamil> main ah what would you do for eight hours like <tamil>எந்த:entha</tamil> activity you don't mind doing for eight hours


eight hours everyday ya, ya watching shows


ya true, you get at least sleep for eight hours, what is the pettiest reason you will dislike someone oh


petty, I don't know what is the pettiest reason


I think the pettiest reason will be like for me it will be like if they don't make an effort to talk to me right then I don't do it as well, like, no in the sense like in the sense like if I have just met someone and then like you know if got suddenly say I'm going to think about whether I like them or dislike them and then like if if they don't make the effort like if either the conversation is very one sided then I think naturally I will feel like I dislike because I feel like oh there's no effort from the other part in the sense so I think that something that because dislike


okay next question oh


, , oh ya that that that's like okay what like if your friend doesn't like them but if you don't mind but if you still do it for your friend then I think it depends on perspective but ya sometimes it can count


ya, ya


jolly ah dance <tamil>ஆட புடிக்கும்aada pudikkum</tamil> so that I'm, then , err


, the thing is I don't want to like study anymore than I already am doing so like and I don't even consider that as a skill so ya


oh photographic, ya then you just study one time


sing, ya you know now is like is like we sing but we sing at home we don't dare to do it outside ya


like <tamil>நம்பளுக்கு வெளிலே செய்றதுக்கு கொஞ்சம்:nambalukku velilae seirathukku konjam</tamil> shy ah <tamil>இருக்கும்:irukkum</tamil> but if you are good at it it wont be a difficulty you can just do it wherever you want and nobody will care


which genre, TV or drama or TV show do you enjoy the most I think for me <tamil>எனக்கு ரொம்ப:enakku romba</tamil> simple <tamil>எனக்கு:enakku</tamil> comedy <tamil>எதுவா இருந்தாலும் ரொம்ப புடிக்கும்:ethuvaa iruntaalum romba pudikkum</tamil> like <tamil>என்னோட:ennoda</tamil> first preference is always something that really funny something that will entertain me a lot make me laugh so <tamil>அது:athu</tamil> but <tamil>அதோட:athoda</tamil> like romantic uh <tamil>கொஞ்சம் புடிக்கும்:konjam pudikkum</tamil> like I think comedy is always like first preference


I probably will watch the movie like I don't know ten over times it's so like <tamil>அதுல இருக்குற:atula irukkura</tamil> comedy so good so that's why I think it's important, ya


it's like he's a natural in doing it, ya and like whatever he just wants to say like he can just say it, at the right time like he just comes out to where


oh ya


okay


actually ya I watch only one I didn't watch a lot ya I watched how to get away with murder, ya


, err, what's the next question tell a story that is funny in retrospect but may not have been funny at that time actually <tamil>இத நா யோசிக்கணும்:itha naa yosikkanum</tamil>


, ya but I think like ya actually true like a lot of our resources are depleting and like we we just don't have so like even like if a lot of things and like especially now like confirm got like coronavirus lah like you know people are like <tamil>இந்த:intha</tamil> virus <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> we could have stopped it easily if people were more responsible but and oh okay I don't blame the people who


actually take steps to stop the virus and stuff and like do whatever is necessary to like help other people from not getting the virus but like at the same time like I just feel like those who like you know no coronavirus is a thing but just like oh don't care about it and then at the end if they get coronavirus and stuff like you just don't take the effort that's required so I think those are thing


err ya


ya especially like oh government perspective <tamil>பாக்கும்போது அதுக்கான:paakkumpothu athukkaana</tamil> responsibility <tamil>இருக்கனும்:irukkanum</tamil> lah


but as well <tamil>நிறைய இடத்துலே:niraiya idatthulae</tamil> like coronavirus is really like you know even like in india I feel like they did a lot to like, stop it like initially but now like they are relaxing everything and like is just becoming so uncontrollable like they I feel like they're just may be opening up a bit too fast


because


ya, uh


ya especially social media lah you will literally be the talk of the


actually I feel like <tamil>அவங்க வந்து:avanga vanthu</tamil> ya I think <tamil>அவங்க வந்து:avanga vanthu</tamil> they just have the perspective that <tamil>நம்பளுக்கு இது வராது:nambalukku ithu varaathu</tamil> so they they just don't realise the seriousness of the problem like you you know like especially when you're when they were in quarantine it's just like a lot of people who are in a safe place right it's very easy to think that <tamil>எனக்கு இது வராது:enakku ithu varaathu</tamil> but I think the one thing that is very important to realise is that <tamil>அது உனக்கு அது யாருக்கு வேணும்னாலும் வரலாம்:athu unakku athu yaarukku venumnaalum varalaam</tamil> and <tamil>அதுக்கான:athukaana</tamil> precaution proper ah <tamil>எடுக்கணும்:edukkanum</tamil> so <tamil>அதான்:athaan</tamil> like especially when you are in a so I think that's the thing


oh, ya but I heard now ya but I heard now they're like not giving the like if you pass away from corona they're not giving your body back so it's like it's it's so


no you can't even see I heard, ya unless ya


ya so I think like if you are a normal person is very hard


okay <tamil>அடுத்த:adutha</tamil> question <tamil>போலாமா:polaamaa</tamil> you are dining at a new restaurant called karma it doesn't have, oh another question


one horse sized otter because then ya then it's like your focus is just on one place and then you just have to focus on like that one thing but if it a lot of small things then is very disturbing


oh but horse is not like really carnivore


ya but I think I just stick with the horse one if I'm fighting I just like


ya, you are dining at the new restaurant it does not have a menu you simply get what you deserve what food will you be served


what food will I be served, okay like I think from my own perspective I choose to believe that I choose to believe that I'm a nice person lah and ya so I think in a sense like positive positive things in a sense like


normally even if err someone else is like an enemy to me right if they're suffering then I feel bad for them like I won't feel I won't feel overly bad sad or anything but I won't say like I feel happy for that or anything I will just like feel bad for them so


uh oh


ya, I think like we I think we don't do bad things intentionally like unintentionally we may do something lah and like even if intentional ah <tamil>செய்ல நாலும்:seila naalum</tamil> it won't be something that's very bad like maybe <tamil>சின்ன சின்னchinna chinna</tamil> like things ah <tamil>தான் இருக்கும்:thaan irukkum</tamil> so in the sense like I don't think it will be like something that's very bad like it will probably be like something that's good and bad at the same time I feel because we try to remain


true to ourselves so that's like the for the good part and like at the same time <tamil>நம்ப செஞ்சா:namba senja</tamil> small bad things so like we will get what we deserve so I think something that is in the middle


ah, , ah


what would be the worst buy one get one free sale ever worst buy one get one free


I think that one they call it like


ya so I think


I think anything that's bad buy one get one free <tamil>மோசமா தான இருக்கும்:mosamaa thaana irukkum</tamil> like if you don't like it then it'll be something bad lah


poison ya maybe


good looks or a fit body what would you prefer good looks


I think <tamil>எனக்கு வந்து இல்ல:enakku vanthu illa</tamil> I think <tamil>எனக்கு வந்து:enakku vanthu</tamil> good looks <tamil>தான்:thaan</tamil> like important <tamil>இப்ப நா வந்து ரொம்ப:ippa naa vanthu romba</tamil> fit ah <tamil>இருப்பேனு இல்ல:iruppaenu illa</tamil> like if I am healthy <tamil>எனக்கு அதுவே போதும்:enakku athuvae pothum</tamil> so <tamil>எனக்கு வந்து:enakku vanthu</tamil> personally <tamil>நா வந்து பாக்க நல்லா இருக்கனும் பாக்க:naa vanthu paakka nallaa irukkanum paakka</tamil> presentable ah <tamil>இருக்கனும் அந்த மாதிரி:irukkanum antha maathiri</tamil> things <tamil>தான் எனக்கு இன்னும்:thaan enakku innum</tamil> personally like those are things that are strength to me those are things that are more important to me so I think like personally like good looks and like something which I can groom myself to look better <tamil>அந்த மாதிரி:antha maathiri</tamil> things uh <tamil>அந்த மாதிரி:antha maathiri</tamil> things like I prefer


<tamil>இல்ல அடுத்த:illa adutha</tamil> question <tamil>பத்தி பேசலாம் அடுத்த:pathi pesalaam adutha</tamil> question <tamil>பத்தி எதோ:pathi etho</tamil> topic <tamil>இருக்குற மாதிரி எனக்கு தோணுது:irukkura maathiri enakku tonuthu</tamil>


err I think #rashmika mandana#, ya I think like <tamil>அவளோட படம்:avaloda padam</tamil> <tamil>அவங்களோட படம்:avangaloda padam</tamil> generally like it's quite nice and and her roles and the kind the kind of movies that she has chosen in general like <tamil>எனக்கு அது புடிச்சிருக்கு:enakku athu pudichirukku</tamil> and I think like as a actor she's she has very good potential like err <tamil>எப்டி சொல்றது:epdi solrathu</tamil> like she knows how to


that's two years ago is very recent


really true or not, ya


and if they are really like that


so <tamil>இப்ப ஒரு:ippa oru</tamil> if you are going to wake up as a singer who would it be


actually <tamil>எனக்கு வந்து:enakku vanthu</tamil> like <tamil>ஆமா:aamaa</tamil> true <tamil>எனக்கு:enakku</tamil> singer #sid sriram# <tamil>தான் புடிக்கும்:thaan pudikkum</tamil> like <tamil>அந்த:antha</tamil> voice is just so unique and <tamil>அது:athu</tamil> super ah <tamil>இருக்கும் அது அது தனி வித:irukkum athu athu tani vitha</tamil> voice


especially <tamil>எனக்கு வந்து:enakku vanthu</tamil> #sid sriram# <tamil>குத்து பாட்டு பாடுனா எப்டி இருக்கும்:kuthu paatu paadunaa epdi irukkum</tamil> like I want to I want to like have a chance to listen to them so maybe if I wake up like that then I think some feel <tamil>குத்து:kuthu</tamil> song and I listen to myself


ya but if he's a music director I will AR Rahman like he's so great so humble at the same time like I don't know how he does it like and how to say it's like something that he that's not in his nature then I feel like over the years that has been in the in the industry where he has been there for so many years


he's done so many songs I feel like at least some one person might have something negative to say about him or like or like somewhere out there will like show but for him I feel like nothing has ever shown up like that and he's just like a really good person ya super professional and like super good at what he does so I feel like that's just really really in him so I want to like know how he thinks and like how he actually does it because it's it just seem so !wow! to think about it like that


so <tamil>அதான்:athaan</tamil> <tamil>ஆனா எனக்கு:aanaa enakku</tamil> personal ah I really like, him as a person like him as a music director and like I think like maybe if I wake up I can also think like how he actually does his music because it's just so !wow! like his music is just so genius so amazing


ya so that's all oh we are at the last question, err <tamil>வேற என்ன பேசலாம் வேற என்ன இது இருக்கு:vera enna pesalaam vera enna ithu irukku</tamil> actor singer


some


you okay


I think for me like something that really like stood out to me this year was like crash landing on you is a korean show lah and for me I'm someone who doesn't watch korean shows at all like err I have I have like a perspective that err like okay I generally don't watch something that's very hyped so I believe that if something it's very hype then I try to stay away from it but <tamil>அதுவே எனக்கு:athuvae enakku</tamil> it's a it's a push factor for me so I don't watch it so like generally korean shows like they have a lot of hype so that something like


I I don't I didn't want to like I think crash landing was also like you know something that had a lot of hype so for a very long time I procrastinated watching it I I I just didn't want to watch it and stuff and then like one day I just randomly watched the trailer and it was actually quite good so I decided okay let's just try one episode so I tried one episode at night I really love the series and I finish watching the whole series and the thing is like even after that like I tried to watch some korean shows but I actually like got bored of it and I and I stopped watching so like I think that's that one show it was so good that it just really stood out to me


ya, ya


Madhu <tamil>மூனாவது:moonaavathu</tamil>


ya you know a lot of times like you watch err you know you have like sometimes especially because like TikTok right I didn't like have a very positive perspective of it as well at first because like I think at that time right especially because a lot of people were just starting out a lot of people were just like learning how to make TikTok and stuff so when TikTok like first came out err I generally didn't have like a very positive perspective but over time like people actually grew into it and people actually learn how to do it properly and err do it right then it just became so much better and like people actually started producing quality content


so I think like over time that something that made it better so like then they started making content that people will actually like instead of just doing random things on TikTok like just for the sake of posting it


ya and like you know even sometimes like you have to change three or four clothes for like a thirty seconds video and like it it's a it's a lot of commitment that goes into actually making the TikTok right if you watch over here it looks like it's something that's very easy to do but the overtime right a lot of the things that came in with TikTok is like it shows that it's not as easy as we think it is


accepting themselves as who they are


platform, because like generally in social media everyone just post like they just make themselves look the best like that that's where they


uh started, three two one, okay we can wear our earpiece now


hello hello, hello can you hear me


err okay <tamil>ரொம்ப கஷ்ட்டபட்டு:romba kashtapattu</tamil> tamil leh <tamil>பேச தேவ இல்ல:paesa teva illa</tamil> like ten to twenty per cent tamil leh <tamil>இருந்தா போதும்னு சொல்லிருக்காங்க:irunthaa pothumnu sollirukkaanga</tamil> so wait <tamil>பண்ணு:pannu</tamil> okay if you had three wishes what would you wish for


, , ya


(mmhmm) ya,


<tamil>நீ ரொம்ப:nee romba</tamil> deep ah <tamil>சொல்லிருக்க:sollirukka</tamil> err, okay <tamil>அப்ப நா யோசிக்கனும்:appa naa yosikkanum</tamil> , actually <tamil>நீ சொன்ன:nee sonna</tamil> first <tamil>இது வந்து:ithu vanthu</tamil> like it's super dumb like I just wish I had like a shit a lot time


like without having to worry about work


, I would just love it if all the food was free like , everyone eats food so it would be great if it was free , what else


ya and I would just love like a society where no one gives a shit about what other people do like just mind your own business and like, not spread any hatred and just like let everyone live their own life in peace I think that will be great like all of the problems that we have stemmed from what


other people like what other people are going to think of us or like you know our parents like to say like oh <tamil>என்ன பண்ற மத்தவங்க பார்த்தா என்ன நினைப்பாங்க:enna pandra mattavanga paarthaa enna ninaippaanga</tamil> like <tamil>சொந்தக்காரங்க பார்த்தா என்ன நினைப்பாங்க:sontakkaaranga paarthaa enna ninaippaanga</tamil> like if all of you just you know minded their own business so we can all like do whatever you want and like live happily so I think that would be my last wish


ya


what do they mean I'm dropping everything


oh okay okay,


ya ya ya same same like besides from as long as I'm not hurting anyone that I love, I think it's fine ya so I wouldn't like risk or sacrifice my relationship with anyone or like friendships and stuff like that


unless like they are not supportive and, like they wouldn't want the best for me eh you understand what I mean , like you know ya so err some of the friends or like some of the family members that you have are like super supportive and they will be there for you even if there are times in your life where you can't be there for them they will still understand and they will try their best to be there for you so


those kind of people I definitely not sacrifice because if I want to achieve my dreams I'm pretty sure like I need their, support and like it's very important to have, that like good support system while I'm trying to achieve my dreams because it's not like it's gonna be a perfect through like


so ya besides from that if if even if I sacrifice it now I will be able to do it later I won't been missing out on anything that great I think I wouldn't mind sacrificing it to like go after my dreams


, ya ya


okay the next question is, if you have any unusual superpower what would it be


ya , that makes sense I think mine would be like, because I'm super lazy maybe like, I can teleport from one place to another place because I just hate travelling so much and I think if you can teleport I will do more things like a lot of things like I would have made plans like a super long time ago then when the day arrives I'm just like lying in the bed I'm like no I don't want to get out or like travel one hour to do this thing


so I end up like, is just ditching all of them so I think if you can teleport that will be great then I wouldn't be so lazy


oh if you found a time capsule from yourself ten years ago what would be inside, , ya ten years ago was when we were nine years old oh my god


P three, ya, (uh huh)


I don't even remember anything until like maybe P five P six


it's like okay so you can put in items or like anything valuable or like write yourself a letter and put it in time capsule then bury it somewhere and then like a certain amount of time later you can like to take it out again and see what


like you put in there lah so I think that's what a time capsule is


ya that makes sense


actually I don't remember much I don't know what I will put inside , I don't think I will put anything inside there , ya I don't think I would


okay wait what's the next question oh what labels do you think you have been given by society why all the question so deep


, ya


, for me I don't really know err


I don't know if it's considered to be like society, but err I don't know some people have told me that, like


in certain communities that I'm part of like okay maybe what if we talk about labels, like that we get as a female or as an indian or something because that is who we are right, ya so I mean we do get some remarks you know from being a girl like they think we are not capable of doing much or like we are too emotional and stuff like that but I'm actually not like that I'm


I am not not that emotional like all sensitive but a lot of people assume that I'm quite emotional sensitive just because I'm a female like without even knowing me then


ya, I think I understand what you are trying to say ya it makes sense, ya besides from that I don't think there's any like specific label that has been given to me maybe also because like no one even knows me


to give me a label you know like society <tamil>அவ்ளோ பெரிய:avlo periya</tamil> label <tamil>கொடுக்குற அளவுக்கு நம்ப ஒன்னும் அவ்வளவு பெரிய ஆள் இல்லை:kodukkura alavukku namba onnum avvalavu periya aal illai</tamil> so like


sometimes we are labelled this stuff, okay the next question (hmm), what was the most memorable meal you ever had and what did and where did you have it


that's why


(mmhmm)


, oh damn


ya,


ya I mean the fact that you remember it shows that it's memorable you know, mine is like I don't know mine is not like anything special I feel like there are a bunch of times where some of like my cousins or like my friends have came over then we'll all like


order something order like indian food Briyani and like, err chicken sixty five the whole spread and we all just be like jamming to some music or like having a little party there while eating Briyani and I think that's like


so fun ya ya it's the experience like those are the kinds of meals that like make me so happy, because it's not just the food like ya Briyani is amazing but also like eating it with like all my friends and cousins that I like


and like having so much of fun is like it it such like cheerful event and you just do it like out of nowhere like it doesn't have to be a special occasion is just like another day ya so that's kind of fun because that's


ya damn


, ya


okay shall we do the next question what is one thing you wish was free,


ya like, ya I agree man I was also thinking like maybe


especially the sanitory products or like because, I think it's something that we cannot control is not that we asked for it, you know and , fifty percent of the population has it so like how when you go to a toilet there's always like tissue paper you don't pay for the tissue paper it's just there because they know that everyone uses it that they just you just need to do that you don't have a choice


so like <tamil>அப்டி பார்த்தா:apdi paarthaa</tamil> like <tamil>அந்த மாதிரி அவங்க வந்து:anga maathiri avanga vanthu</tamil> like pads or like whatever shit, other not shit I mean whatever eh wait cannot curse whatever stuff, whatever stuff , okay whatever stuff other types of products that


females use right it should also be free because we cannot control it it's not like we like you know had a choice whether we get it or not and it's something like, tissue paper you know it should be readily available for people and we spend so much of money on it


like , that's the whole industry like profit making industry out of it so I think it should be like, ya, okay let's go to the next question eh I think cannot curse leh I don't know we can curse or not


cannot curse right, eh I'm pretty sure this is not the first time that I said the word why didn't you tell me earlier , like because,


cannot restart is okay is okay hopefully they don't care like just edit out the words I'm pretty sure people are going to like curse at the AI right , no but the thing is like okay so it's not that I'm trying to curse it's just sometimes I replace the word


stuff with that word so , ya okay if humans no longer needed to to work to survive what would we do


stay at home, !aiyo! family <tamil>கூட:kuda</tamil> time spend <tamil>பண்ணா மண்டைய பிச்சிட்டு எங்கயாவது போக வேண்டிதான்:pannaa mandaiya pichittu engayaavathu poga vaendithaan</tamil>


no but the thing is, seriously a lot of a lot more people, will travel like I think everyone wants to travel but they just don't have the time or the money to travel so everyone would definitely travel more


, ya, ya ya, and it would be great if we did not need to work to survive then no one would like linking their productivity or like how much they earn to their self worth I think that will like seriously reduce amount of issues


, ya,


ya, ya true, what everyday activity would be torture if you had to do it for eight hour straight


every exercise is an everyday activity since when , ya I think brushing my teeth


, can you imagine brushing your teeth for eight hours straight like you have to do it, every single day you don't have a choice I mean hopefully everyone does it every single day


but like eight hours that's way too long


school work I mean not that I don't mind you don't have a choice we go to school and we work for eight hours right, ya, why would I not mind doing for eight hours watching Netflix show


sleeping, we already do sleep and we are supposed to sleep for eight hours, ya so that okay what's the next question


as in someone you already know or someone you don't know


ya that's true


, petty I don't know I I sometimes , err, , not sure petty I feel like all the reasons that I can think of are not petty though


maybe if my friend doesn't like them would that be, petty I feel like that a bit immature but, ya it really depends ya like


it depends on how close you want to the friend that doesn't like the person and also depends on whether you knew that person before so if I don't know this person at all and my best friend absolutely hates this person because they did something like to her I would definitely hate this person too


I don't even have to see them , because she's my best friend so obviously I would be on her side you know who's like, I don't know if it's petty and I don't really care also okay, if you can instantly master three skills what would they be


, ya that too


!whoa! so like, artsy


ya ya ya, oh my god I want to have like photographic memory, so I don't ever to but can can you even develop that as a skill like I just want the trait I want to be like I would have photographic memory so that I don't have to study again ya exactly or like during lecture you just listen or look at the notes and you just


remember everything in your head what other skills , ya I would actually be like, I would actually want to sing too


because ya I'm already singing all the time, so might as well make it sound good you know so now because now is sounds horrible like, bathroom singer


ya, exactly I think I would also want to pick up the skill of like, what other skill, cooking okay some people say


that you can learn how to cook but I feel like there there's this rare group of people who just, know how to do it like it's as if it's their instinct like they just know how much of something to put without even having to measure like for our mums it's like it's just in their brain they have been wired to be able to cook so like I'll


ya, like how do you do that me with measurements I put, everything in and the thing still comes out burnt like how do I cook like I've can't cook but I would


I would love it if I could cook so I guess that would be another skill, which genre


, ya comedy is actually first I love tamil movies oh my god some of them are so funny like


ya okay okay so, ya


and also like some movies with Santhaanam in it it's just like I don't know it's just so funny, like I don't know why I watched it so many times, ya his timing is perfect


ya, I think my favourite genre but most of the shows and, like movies that I watch I like to watch like those thriller ones or like scarier ones like the ones that like keep me on like like keep me on my edge of my seat super good


or like sometimes very selectively fantasy related stuff like, I love vampire diaries but that's only because it was realistic and the characters were so good some of the other shows like I didn't really like


other fantasy shows because it was just like not realistic at all but I like a bit of fantasy and, thriller like murder shows, I love it I watch so many murder shows


oh my god same I also watch how to get away with murder


how do you think


, ya


human like trump , trump for getting corona like trump getting COVID nineteen is the funniest thing that I've ever heard like


the dude was like that's not real, ya exactly gosh


like no and he also said that he knows that it's a thing that he keeps acting like as if it's not a big deal but he said he knows it's a thing but he just doesn't want to make it a huge deal because he doesn't want people to panic but there are people dying every single day what do you mean right shouldn't you be doing something about it


exactly, ya


I think it's like india literally they had a then they had quarantine again then they didn't is like, when it gets slightly better they opened everything up and then like it just becomes worse and like they care


they don't realise how serious it is like <tamil>இப்ப:ippa</tamil> singapore <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> if you don't wear a mask like then other people will like actually come after you you know you can't leave, ya exactly, and we have like those like social distancing ambassadors like walking around like you can't put down your mask for a minute without someone asking you to put back up your mask


so like in singapore the people are like super aware of it and in fact like damn scared so they are like willing to do whatever it takes to keep themselves safe but in india I don't think they realise that is a very big problem or like they just like


ignorant as to like how serious a problem it is but I'm not sure why


which is like ignorance, like they will


not let you bring it back home but you can ya like err relatives and stuff, unless you are like some big shot, then can lah like recently when SPB died when SPB died and stuff they


ya same, oh but otters are carnivores right


could it just eat us, ya is not but the thing is no matter what it's still an otter it's just the size being compared to horse it doesn't matter right


ya ya ya I think if there's hundred of them like in a team they will definitely be stronger, okay the next one


damn


I have no, I feel like in my life like as far as I'm concerned right


karma has like hit me back almost immediately like I don't know how how much you realised that but I feel like sometimes is not related that like once right so once my mom gave me food to eat then I didn't eat it so I wanted to throw it away so I threw it away and like


five or ten minutes later I fell and like I started bleeding like from my knee so it literally felt like karma to me because I threw away the food that she give me ya so I feel like incidents like this even though they're not like completely linked it's like when I do a bad thing


like it has it has a boomerang effect something bad always like comes back at me so it's like as if karma almost always get served so, what would I deserve I think maybe


I don't know


ya, maybe like maybe I'll just get served this food that I moderately hate, or like maybe something that I've thrown away before you get it because I didn't eat it the other time, okay what's the next question


!eww!, that's why , that's why


ya what else would they give buy one get one,


what the shit , I mean <tamil>வேற என்ன இருக்கு:vera enna irukku</tamil> buy one get one


ya, if I don't like it actually <tamil>எனக்கு ஒண்ணுமே:enakku onnumae</tamil> mind <tamil>வர மாட்டிங்குது:vara maattinkuthu</tamil> what do I don't like


I guess poison , ya, but you wouldn't get them free <tamil>ஏன் நீங்க மட்டும் போறீங்க உங்களோட குடும்பத்த சேர்த்து கூட்டிட்டு போங்க:yaen neenga mattum pooringa ungaloda kudumpatta serthu koottittu ponga</tamil>


what's the next question, oh !wow! nice


ya I think , okay I mean <tamil>எனக்கு ரென்டுமே தேவ:enakku rendumae teva</tamil> but ya I think I will choose good looks also, ya because most of them


like you only look at their face you know so I would


so I think I will choose good looks also, what about if it was someone else like what if this question was like which one would you prefer, in your partner or like your future boyfriend or something that what would you prefer


ya ya, ya okay <tamil>இந்த:intha</tamil> question <tamil>பத்தி வேற என்ன பேசலாம்:pathi vera enna pesalaam</tamil> okay


oh !wow! if you get a chance, to wake up as an actor one day which actor would you want to become and why


ya she's


ya , I don't know I feel like there's a few a few different faces like okay so you know recently Ranveer and Deepika got married right I don't know if it's recent a while ago


ya exactly is only two years !wow! okay so dirty agent okay ya and then like I just watch all of their interviews and like all their cute moments together and I feel like it's too good to be true so


I want to like wake up just like Deepika or Ranveer and see actually like if it's, true, ya because I feel like most of these couples like they just put up like a good face for the internet right like on media so like they accept this like super high unattainable expectations like in everyone thinking that like a relation can actually look like that


and like the way Ranveer speaks about Deepika is like neutrally golds so I just want to know if it's like true if that's how, ya or is it just like a facade you know like is it just something that they put up for the internet or something, (hmm)


singer #sid sriram# I'm going nuts like #sid sriram# for sure


ya, exactly ya


ya I would like not sing emotional like heartbreak songs and I will go and sing like some super happy cheerful song and see how it will sound if he sang it, damn


, ya


I think he's super professional also, , , ya


ya it is actually he's super talented, let's just talk another category yes


TV show actually, series ah okay, okay there's two but they are related so I'm just going to count them as one the vampire diaries and the originals like original is like err err just a bunch of characters from the vampire diaries like started I mean have their own show call the originals so that's my favourite show


why,


oh makes sense


damn, okay


I understand your point on the hype thingy also like sometimes when things are popular like especially stuff like TikTok


oh <tamil>சரி இப்ப ஏதொ சொன்னியே:sari ippa etho sonniyae</tamil> okay sense of blip, ya so err ya I was just being what is this application like you know everyone is so hype over this like it sounds so lame like you take videos of yourself like lip syncing and stuff so but once I joined TikTok I was like like not join as in I started making content


I started watching some of the content and like once my for you page was like, filled with a lot of good stuff like I just got addicted to TikTok just cannot stop watching because, ya for you page is literally like all the stuff that you can relate to so it's damn good


ya exactly and some of their content is like amazing they put in so much of work for a fifteen second video like really some of their editing skills also damn good


oh oh, ya,


ya, ya and also TikTok recently it's been like super body positive, like I don't know how much of TikTok you watch but everyone has just been like showing their flaws and like or like you know some times when you


ya and that's like so positive like that's not something that you see on social media like other social media platforms you know, on all other social media platforms people are always like, being aesthetic and like posing and like trying to put up like a happy face and try to be all perfect but on TikTok people are literally like showing oh how people think I look versus how I actually look at like just not even caring about what other people may think of them just because they want


someone out there to feel better about their own body and stuff like that like that's so positive it's not something that I expected to come out of like a social media platform, ya


(mm) ya


oh


then how you feel don't you feel bored just staying at home the whole day <mandarin>不是很闷:bu shi hen men</mandarin> mah


oh ha ha ha what kind of games you play so, [orh] okay okay is there any other games you play


oh mobile legends


oh [ho] [ho], ah I see I see okay okay interesting


oh err I've not really be doing much <mandarin>只是呆在家睡觉看电视用电脑:zhi shi dai zai jia shui jiao kan dian shi yong dian nao</mandarin> just like watch those like drama, and like actually last week I I did some interesting thing because last week was my birthday


so I went out with my friends and we celebrated <mandarin>我们去:wo men qu</mandarin> Swensen's <mandarin>吃一点:chi yi dian</mandarin> err <mandarin>东西:dong xi</mandarin> !wow!


and, honestly it's not even that good cause I don't know I don't I didn't like the the food they cooked but other than that we also went out


elsewhere on my some of my friends <mandarin>我们一起去看电影:wo men yi qi qu kan dian ying</mandarin> so that was pretty interesting week for me ya and I also spend a lot of time playing a lot of video games also ya


ya, yup thanks thanks man thanks man so anyways you know after these holidays and everything you know we're gonna go into NS soon you know are you excited for NS how do you feel


, oh I see, so do you think you are ready for army


oh, , !wow!, ah for me, I'm looking forward to army <mandarin>我觉得你很幸运:wo jue de ni hen xing yun</mandarin> you know so lucky you have four brothers to tell you what to expect during army but


for me I don't have any older brothers to tell me only have one cousin that is


train like physically and mentally ya


no <mandarin>我已经:wo yi jing</mandarin> uh gain weight <mandarin>了我现在四十八公斤了你知道:le wo xian zai si shi ba gong jin le ni zhi dao</mandarin> mah, !wah! <mandarin>很肥:hen fei</mandarin> eh <mandarin>我的肚子:wo de du zi</mandarin> ah <mandarin>那个那个肥肉:na ge na ge fei rou</mandarin> ah <mandarin>可以看出来了我的:ke yi kan chu lai le wo de</mandarin> six pack <mandarin>完全消失了你知道:wan quan xiao shi le ni zhi dao</mandarin> mah I cannot take it now I gotta go exercise


well,


oh okay I think err, like be open to all the <mandarin>新的东西你可以学:xin de dong xi ni ke yi xue</mandarin> you know be like


it will be a new experience you know you just need to open your eyes open your ears open your heart and just be ready to accept and learn new things from your instructors you know, it will be quite exciting you know you'll be able to learn how to use a gun you know shoot a gun throw of grenade all these things are


err very exciting things so I think I'm ready you know I'm ready I'm really looking forward to ah <mandarin>去当兵知道:qu dang bing zhi dao</mandarin> mah, ah


(mmhmm)


TikTok you should stop watching all your TikTok and Instagram you know so that you can prepare for the army life you know


ah I see I see I see but I thought now in the army you know there's WIFI signal you know I think is quite strong now right I heard like from my friends


oh


oh, oh I see, oh I see I didn't know that you cannot charge your phone in #pulau tekong#


oh !wow! I did not know that oh okay,


ya yes that's true that is true, okay well ah what are some of the things you know you're not looking forward to go in army, ya


oh no


ah I see, ah okay, ah !wow! like after hearing you share right I'm also kind of scared you know because I'm also scared of those


not looking forward to <mandarin>一直被骂:yi zhi bei ma</mandarin> you know <mandarin>一边被骂粗话:yi bian bei ma cu hua</mandarin> you know all those kind of things ya I'm not really looking forward to getting scolded because like


who likes getting scolded right, ya


ya ya <mandarin>我知道我知道:wo zhi dao wo zhi dao</mandarin> I know what you mean man ya it's a unpleasant feeling you know the guilt watching your teammate get punished instead of, ya


ya, oh sure sure what do you want to talk about man


!wow! ten years from now ah ten years from now I will be, twenty eight years old so, at


so that I can ah support my family because right <mandarin>我的梦想:wo de meng xiang</mandarin> you know my dream is to have, a soccer team you know you know you know what's a soccer team, ya so I want eleven kids you know in my in in the future


ya so you know I I'm very ambitious person you know I'd like to have I love children also and I'd like to have a lot of children so I need to err, I want to have a stable job you know to <mandarin>养我的十一个孩子:yang wo de shi yi ge hai zi</mandarin> and then I also want a happy family you know


so right now cause <mandarin>我们现在在读往往:wo men xian zai zai du wang wang</mandarin> poly like diploma in info comm security management so I really enjoy what, I'm studying now right so


but most importantly is ah I need to find ah a girlfriend first you know cause now I've a no girlfriend you know I'm ya so I'm very lonely now I got no girlfriend so if you got anyone


oh, ya


, ya maybe he prank you back


ya, ah


[orh] you know what you can do, you know what you can do I think right you can ask your brothers you know for help or ask your dad even for help you know like ask them how did they get their girlfriend, is it like you know ask them to teach you all these are all these <mandarin>花言巧语:hua yan qiao yu</mandarin> you know so that you know you can up your game ya


ah, ya I think you can you can ask your mother you know she's still a girl you know


[orh]


ah


, !whoa! I see I see but I think I think ah <mandarin>你看太多戏了:ni kan tai duo xi le</mandarin> you know all these like you know come from all the


drama you watched you know all the hong kong drama all the korean drama you watch you know but, ya I think like you know <mandarin>世界有那么多女孩子:shi jie you na me duo nv hai zi</mandarin> you know the ocean you know got so many fish you know so I think you don't need to worry about, err the competition you know or like the the guy uping the standard you know I think there's err every everybody will have like someone that you will find in the future


so you don't have to worry about that but you know like I can't really ask my sister this kind of things because like it's a very a bit like sensitive kind of thing you know cause like I'm not very


what what err what what what's her love life you know cause she also don't ask me for guy advice you know so I think we should just keep it that way you know


ya but ya I would rather prefer to ask like a female friend of mine, that will be like much easier you know like <mandarin>我可以问她怎么办:wo ke yi wen ta zen me ban</mandarin> you know <mandarin>怎么办:zen me ban</mandarin> you know, then <mandarin>如果我记得:ru guo wo ji de</mandarin> you know I will just ask


like why good female friend that I was like known for like long time ago so ya, ya, ya


ah okay okay, I see I see


okay okay I'll share it with you so right I think the most important thing right is, ah if you like a girl right and then you want to see her you know and she's in our class you don't need to get her number so it's very easy, and then so right, the first thing you need to do right if you like a girl right is definitely to get to know the girl is like to spend more time with her like


as friends you know as friends first you know because you just know the person as a surface level friend you know you don't know how much so you need to get, to talk to her more spend time with her go out for lunch together with like a bunch of friends and then if you guys are like getting close enough you know you guys will start


messaging each other you know you just start talking you know more often and then and, and then after talking more often you know after just like texting each other I think err then you guys will probably go out you know cause you this is uni


and you guys in the same class maybe you can ask her out to err study with you you know go and study together


you know ask her out you know but also do not be afraid of rejection because everybody has this different opinions you know you can you can just use


just take that leap of faith and ask but before asking you can also ask around you know ask around her, friends you know do you think like you know you should hang out you know do you think she will like me that kind of thing ya


oh, oh <mandarin>我谈过了好多个我的手指也数不清:wo tan guo le hao duo ge wo de shou zhi ye shu bu qing</mandarin> ah actually ya


ya, ah very funny very funny ah <mandarin>你以为很好笑:ni yi wei hen hao xiao</mandarin> ah, (uh huh) okay, ya


(mmhmm) ya, so okay let me ask you a question this just random question right if you have any unusual superpower right what would it be


!wow!


!wow! !wow!, !wow! <mandarin>你讲的很:ni jiang de hen</mandarin> inspirational eh like, !whoa! <mandarin>很很很很深:hen hen hen hen shen</mandarin> eh <mandarin>讲到:jiang dao</mandarin> !wow!


very lame eh <mandarin>我是要可以飞只是可以飞:wo shi yao ke yi fei zhi shi ke yi fei</mandarin> ya lor, first right, ya


common ah, so, oh


why I want to <mandarin>飞:fei</mandarin> ah because right !aiya! <mandarin>很懒惰:hen lan duo</mandarin> take MRT to <mandarin>学校:xue xiao</mandarin> ah, like don't know where you know that !wah! <mandarin>很闷:hen men</mandarin> you know then MRT <mandarin>只是看电话也是没事情做:zhi shi kan dian hua ye shi mei shi qing zuo</mandarin> like <mandarin>浪费时间:lang fei shi jian</mandarin> lor


then ah <mandarin>如果我可以飞:ru guo wo ke yi fei</mandarin> ah <mandarin>我可以去:wo ke yi qu</mandarin> you know around the world I can go anywhere around the world and I can go to my dream country I can go to


then that's my superpower that I want ya, ya


ya, ya


[orh] super speed ah, [orh] because right sometimes like super speed like you know running super fast right that kind of thing I must look at the traffic road you know, later red light must stop right that's why cannot cannot break the the law you know because, cannot you cannot like later the car bang you also then how but then right in the sky right got less less aeroplane mah you know


very little mah only the <mandarin>新鲜空气:xin xian kong qi</mandarin> you know the sky you know you just breathe in the fresh air you know so that's why I want of the superpower to fly ya


damn like <mandarin>很奇怪:hen qi guai</mandarin> then <mandarin>我的背后:wo de bei hou</mandarin> ah !wah! <mandarin>有两两两只翅膀:you liang liang liang zhi chi bang</mandarin> you know then like like like the hawk eye is it you know the DC superhero


wings where got manly is more like angelic, Sayang my wings


why would aim my wings and why would I let him pluck out feather you think what make make into a shirt ah or make it into jacket is it [orh] no no no no, ya lor


ya exactly how to how to wash ah I also like cannot turn three hundred eh one hundred and eighty degrees to <mandarin>洗我的:xi wo de</mandarin> wings you know <mandarin>我的:wo de</mandarin> wings like


ah ya, !ouch! that's a interesting topic ya, ya


I feel right the reason why ah <mandarin>我要可以飞:wo yao ke yi fei</mandarin> ah is <mandarin>可以减少我的:ke yi jian shao wo de</mandarin> commuting time you know can save time you know, so right if I cannot fly right the next superpower I want is teleportation, ah teleport ya then I can teleport anywhere in the world


ya also right, ya then I have a girlfriend like call me eh I very sad ah can you come then I can instantly teleport over, or right if I out in the nowhere I <mandarin>我要去厕所:wo yao qu ce suo</mandarin> right <mandarin>怎么办:zen me ban</mandarin> leh I just let it port to the toilet you know


save time you know don't need to uh <mandarin>急急:ji ji</mandarin> hold <mandarin>到我的我的屁股要:dao wo de wo de pi gu yao</mandarin> explode you know you just like cannot wait lah, like like can teleport instantly to the toilet lah so that's one of the superpower, ya ya


what about you what is another superpower that you would want, ya other than batman


oh, ya


oh, oh okay


oh okay okay I didn't really watch, (uh huh), oh okay, !wow! but there's such a complicated err confusing superpower but interesting interesting superpower


(uh huh), (uh huh)


oh, (oo)


oh, ya, okay is he the gambler


ah oh, okay


ya, ah, oh


oh okay okay !wow! sounds like a, oh that's why you watch lah so you want to see all the <mandarin>美女:mei nv</mandarin> lah oh okay


[orh] okay so the plot is the first thing that you focus on then the <mandarin>美女:mei nv</mandarin> is the second thing you focus on right okay okay understand


ah I see so you like all these romantic kind love story you know, right


oh okay never mind lah you know <mandarin>世界:shi jie</mandarin> you know <mandarin>很多:hen duo</mandarin> of fish one we can find one for you if you, ya, well I think I think it's a


the drama, err it sounds interesting it's like uh the plot and everything and like other the main I don't know lah you according to your standard lah but, I don't think I've time ya ya according to your standard but I don't assure whether I have time to watch all this dramas cause I am personally watching my own


err <mandarin>节目:jie mu</mandarin> you know watching err some <mandarin>卡通片:ka tong pian</mandarin> you know watching some cartoons you know watching like err recently I've been watching, lego ninja go ya, ya, ya so it's it's a still ongoing cartoon like the reason why I watch it is because like I watch it from young you know like from season one


and like over over the years you know I've been very busy like we studying and stuff so I didn't really watch the other seasons but now that it's holiday, I can you know spend some time binge watching the lego ninja go you know like bring back some of the


(mmhmm)


oh ya ya ya ya I watched a few anyways I watched uh the classics you know <mandarin>我看过:wo kan guo</mandarin> Naruto <mandarin>看过:kan guo</mandarin> dragon ball <mandarin>看过:kan guo</mandarin> Gundam age, ya those are like the few that I've watched but it's it's I'm not really a anime kind of guy so I'm not really sure about the kind of anime but what about you <mandarin>你看过了什么:ni kan guo le shen me</mandarin> anime


ah okay


ya, !wow!


!wow!, (uh huh), (uh huh)


oh,


ah yes I remember, err I think it's about the rain or something, ah ya weathering with you yes err it's a decent anime movie I guess


ya, !wah! <mandarin>那你不是花很多时间:na ni bu shi hua hen duo shi jian</mandarin> lor like how long do you, how many hours or like you even spend on watching all these movies cause like detective conan is like nine hundred episodes and like


!wow!


ah I see okay okay oh interesting animes with very interesting plots, ya okay right other than watching anime right, and, what do you think like err you would like to do


during your free time other than watching shows, ya


(mmhmm), oh okay, oh okay


oh okay, okay okay, then what what is one thing that you wish didn't exist


ya in the whole world, can be anything can be like, like you will you wish like cockroaches didn't exist or you wish like he he a mosquito never existed you know ya what was one thing you wish that didn't exist in the whole world


(mmhmm), interesting why why would you want that


ah


, oh interesting what a interesting perspective, for me one thing that, my mind would be like totally opposite of you around like one thing I wish that did not exist


will probably be like err, like something really, petite or something very small, like uh cars I wish cars never existed, cause cars are like


these vehicles you know there are like so


err go around to their places you know they don't they don't use cars you know they don't use like buses <mandarin>所以他们:suo yi ta men</mandarin> like


so like and even though you take more time and it's err tiring but then you know <mandarin>我认为:wo ren wei</mandarin> like


one thing I would wish that never existed is of course was cars which sounds really weird compared to you ya


ya,


ya, ya but, then ya there's there's, the one thing that I wish that didn't existed but anyways moving on


ya in the whole world what's one thing that you want you know to


oh okay okay ya ya ya is valid is valid


(uh huh)


(uh huh), ya


oh


oh !wow! !wah! that's very interesting to have


oh I see I see !whoa!


ya cause ya is really interesting cause I also like to <mandarin>跟他学习:gen ta xue xi</mandarin> like


ya so, (mmhmm)


ah, one thing in the world, because one thing if I could have anything in the world, <mandarin>我没有想过:wo mei you xiang guo</mandarin> eh


maybe <mandarin>有一个:you yi ge</mandarin> uh


, oh, oh


I got go for


err <mandarin>很很难很难做可以出去的很愉快因为有很多:hen hen nan hen nan zuo ke yi chu qu de hen yu kuai yin wei you hen duo</mandarin> safe entry around and ah <mandarin>又要见又不可以跟太多人太靠近又是有一些:you yao jian you bu ke yi gen tai duo ren tai kao jin you shi you yi xie</mandarin> crowd ah


err


mobile legend, they very they very ah toxic and they they everytime will scold you when you when you ah was fleeing but they they say you never look at a map ah and can can be very can be very ah


unpleasant unpleasant the environment ah, okay ah what about you what you, what you been doing, for your holiday


alright


ah to be honest I've been


ah I hope I'm ready before I enter army because <mandarin>这样的话:zhe yang de hua</mandarin> err


army <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> life <mandarin>因为刚开始:yin wei gang kai shi</mandarin> ah <mandarin>你不只是要为你的:ni bu zhi shi yao wei ni de</mandarin> environment but <mandarin>你:ni</mandarin> you also have to make friend ah then err you also have to


ah <mandarin>磨练这样的话我就不会太太太过:mo lian zhe yang de hua wo jiu bu hui tai tai tai guo</mandarin> err <mandarin>疲劳:pi lao</mandarin> during the army army training BMT


I don't think so like ah I think there's still a long way to go for army and ah, hopefully by the time I graduate from poly I can err, seek more tips and from my brother and maybe <mandarin>他们会告诉我一些:ta men hui gao su wo yi xie</mandarin> ah


what are the dos and don't when you go the army and so I can I can avoid the mistakes that they make, and you know ya, what about what about you


oh, I think ya I think you don't need to go deeper into your stomach but then like ah <mandarin>除了除了你的:chu le chu le ni de</mandarin> physical <mandarin>你觉得你还可以怎样:ni jue de ni hai ke yi zen yang</mandarin> prepare for <mandarin>你的:ni de</mandarin> army


ya I think like the movie ah boys to men also like show a lot of the ah army experience like even though you say you only had one cousin who is long grad long like, he finished his NS already <mandarin>你还可以去看一下这种:ni hai ke yi qu kan yi xia zhe zhong</mandarin> army <mandarin>的电影:de dian ying</mandarin> ah I think it's a very good experience too an eye opening experience for you to see


like what are their life but ah but sometimes I from what my brother they all like told me it is quite different from the army style ah so so like ah, they say that ah because I'm from uniform group mah for my CCA in secondary school I'm NPCC


then <mandarin>在我的:zai wo de</mandarin> NPCC <mandarin>里面:li mian</mandarin> ah a lot of them a lot of ah it's much worse than NPCC because NPCC you can uh, go home after like the CCA curriculum time but then in NS <mandarin>你跑不掉因为你你一直不断做不一样的东西所以:ni pao bu diao yin wei ni ni yi zhi bu duan zuo bu yi yang de dong xi suo yi</mandarin> I think it's gonna be ten times worse than


ah what I what I think ah because ah


ah maybe ah, train for these kind of things like minimise reduce the amount of time you spend on your phone and like so that you won't like when you enter army you don't have to


I think that that that that that something different from the, from the movie because they only show you some short clips, but then you really like <mandarin>他们:ta men</mandarin> tell you that SPF can be quite different


ah ya maybe we can procrastinate that a little bit further for now for now ya so


ah it's strong but then like is is is ah okay but then you cannot play game you cannot ah you cannot like ah have a stream movies ah like your data is not enough ah cause, and even if you gotta watch movies or games ah your battery cannot lasts that long because your I think they also limit the portable charger that you have that you can bring in


so technically inside you your phone is technically not part of your life anymore, so it's like ya so you're like trapped trapped inside the, the Tekong for quite long (ppc)


ah you cannot use their socket to charge you must use your proper charger to charge, hopefully I don't send across the wrong information to you but ah that's what my brother told me


some of the things I'm not looking forward ah, I would say the, training that you have to exercise a lot, but I've I think ah, there's pros and cons because, I heard the food is really good like


the food is very delicious and ah, it's very, delicious also like they give you the portion in the right amount and <mandarin>你不会担心你肚子饿:ni bu hui dan xin ni du zi e</mandarin> lah, ya but then what am something I don't look forward is to the toilet because sometimes you need to take shit or you have to ah


do your business there and, ah it doesn't really it's not very it's not the most pleasant experience ah because there's like ah wild wild animals that you may you may came across like ah insect lah and


ah lizard lah and there's a lot of those kind of insect and they can be swimming beside you also you also don't know ya so, so so it doesn't really I don't look forward to those kind of things except and if you go to those forest right those outfield and then there's also a lot of those err


got centipede ah snake ah wild boar all of them can be can be quite quite a nightmare to to, to venue to a when you come from the city, you know ya so it's not your urban city life


it's it's ya ya blending in with the forest already, ya so so what about you


ya true but then ah, I think the scolding part is err, it can be very ah


like shocking to you because like ah, because they whatever how loud you shout their voice you will always be louder than you, so like so like ah especially if you shout in front of you in your face then you don't know what to do


and then the worst thing right if they don't they don't make you do punishment they let you watch your friend do the punishment, then they make you feel like sense of guilt because all your bunk all your teammates ah are all doing the push up but then you're there are watching them so it's like not very nice


ya you know you know what I <mandarin>你我在讲什么:ni wo zai jiang shen me</mandarin> mah, ya


okay ah how about we enough talking about army life like let's move onto the next topic, ah what do you think what do you think ah if you, if you, if you ah what do you think ten years from now what will you be what will you be doing what do you imagine yourself to be


ya I know, oh that that's very, that's very ah ambitious


ya, ya I think I think the the next valentine's day will be your chance to proposed to some people


but I think I think the best way to propose is not on valentine's day because the best day to propose like on april's fool, so whether you get rejected you will say, ah it's a it's a prank but then if don't get rejected ah that's a good news but who knows maybe he also pranking on you


ya but


so I think like the real <mandarin>情人节应该是:qing ren jie ying gai shi</mandarin> you should be placed in first of april that's what I think because like


what do you think


up my game ah !wah! you very lucky sia you got you got a I heard you got a a sister right you can ask her opinion sia so it's like, ah, you can everytime <mandarin>你不知道怎么女孩子怎么想:ni bu zhi dao zen me nv hai zi zen me xiang</mandarin> [orh] <mandarin>你可以去:ni ke yi qu</mandarin> approach <mandarin>她叫他教你一些:ta jiao ta jiao ni yi xie</mandarin> ah what the girls thinks like what what what kind of actions you do will be romantic to the girls


which is very nice eh like all my all my family members are boys which is enough already I have no there's no too many opinions about like ah the boys opinion so I think ah you're very lucky to have a sister, in your family


ya but then ah the generation is a bit ah too too far ah so I don't know now that kind of girl who have the same thinking as my mom


and like ah the there's also like ah different way to propose mainly because the ways that my parents and my mother made I dont know, ah I'm not I'm not very ah in dept into their love story but then ah it's a very a nineties kind of town so I don't know whether


the the girls now will be interested and see see there's so many people at YouTube ah our local talent #jian hao# they have so many ways and they they up the market so far to, like proposed the girl so ah I think now the girls their their standard is higher than ah


what they <mandarin>他们他们的想法已经变得就是他们:ta men ta men de xiang fa yi jing bian de jiu shi ta men</mandarin> is not normally just invite your friend lah then just proposed maybe they hoping for somemore, err they hoping that the guy can up their standard lah so they can you know they don't feel like when they compared to their friends who also got proposed they don't feel like they are


at a lower uh not lower kind of romantic you know they want to feel the they want to feel the power you know


ah keep it that way


when you talking about the like you embarrassed to ask for phone number right, what what will be a best time when you like err know a girl like do you if you if I had to ask the girls phone number you mean you are talking to a strangers right what if, what happen if they're in the same class will that be like easier for you or like ya for now since our class


doesn't have much girls maybe you go for university there's more like uh there's more of your type girls would you like err and they are in the same class group chat, so you you don't have to ask for their numbers what ah then how how how do you approach like these kind of situation like you don't need to ask for their numbers would you


would you like err start your first move or or like how do you how do you, what what what's your what's your what do you plan to how do you plan to you know, cause cause the hardest part is to approach the girl for handphone number so if you already have their handphone number already right that's the next hardest part of the thing


ya <mandarin>你的你的秘密:ni de ni de mi mi</mandarin>


, !wah! then then <mandarin>为什么他们全部都跑去哪里了:wei shen me ta men quan bu dou pao qu na li le</mandarin>


or are they in your imagination, !aiya! <mandarin>差不多:cha bu duo</mandarin> lah <mandarin>差不多:cha bu duo</mandarin> lah K K err enough of the love life ah how about we move on to the to the next


next next topic that can be relevant to us, err


superpower err actually I didn't really think of uh like ah out of so many


ah <mandarin>超能力:chao neng li</mandarin> right is not because of <mandarin>那些:na xie</mandarin> uh power lah like ah superman <mandarin>这些也不是那种:zhe xie ye bu shi na zhong</mandarin> uh, top sci-fiction <mandarin>的那种:de na zhong</mandarin> power <mandarin>他是真的是:ta shi zhen de shi</mandarin> based on <mandarin>一个:yi ge</mandarin> human <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> like <mandarin>超出一个能力的:chao chu yi ge neng li de</mandarin> capability <mandarin>就是他:jiu shi ta</mandarin> uh overcome <mandarin>他自己的:ta zi ji de</mandarin> limit to become a


mentally prepare <mandarin>因为如果他不不好好:yin wei ru guo ta bu bu hao hao</mandarin> uh <mandarin>锻炼他的:duan lian ta de</mandarin> mental <mandarin>的话它很有可能:de hua ta hen you ke neng</mandarin> oh <mandarin>会被:hui bei</mandarin> joker err disturb <mandarin>他的:ta de</mandarin> mind


overcome <mandarin>你的:ni de</mandarin> limit <mandarin>就是你自己不可以:jiu shi ni zi ji bu ke yi</mandarin> fear <mandarin>那些:na xie</mandarin> villain


err it can be like the flash can have walk fast can also go back to time those kind are cool power right, it's like it's like err what most people who want to have that kind of power or like err meet more people like uh feel, feel <mandarin>得很很:de hen hen</mandarin> cool so I think like


I think like both as a as a normal human myself what I aim is like you


capability and <mandarin>他的:ta de</mandarin> mindset


that will that will be the best of both worlds ya


like like as a child a lot of people they see aeroplane then sometime they say !wah! I want to fly I want to catch the aeroplane or something so it's like you know very common


ah sure sure sure,


!wow! not bad actually talking about the the localised context right like if you can fly to your workplace I think will very convenient, and then you can observe those MRT breakdowns in singapore see how frequently they they keep putting down, and then like and then I think like err if you take them far right then you want to meet your friends right then you will also like


can fly to the place very immediately to avoid all those uh traffic ah, I think you are I think is quite cool to to but what what why don't you try to aim for like super speed lah then you can also like archive those kind of things that you mention


ah, ah, fresh air, would you would you want a pair of wings to fly or you can levitate by yourself


, but many many maybe some girl right like your manly wings you know , like very ya very cartoonic right when you show your wings right then they they !whoa! you got wings ah then they they


Sayang your wings and then like you know maybe may maybe like you know pluck some feather from your back and then like oh eh this, feather very nice eh can I put on my earring or or something like that,


, ah ya cool cool cool


ya about superpower ah okay ah I think like ah everyone got their own own tell about what, if you if you want to choose another superpower would it still be still be flying like like what makes you want to have fly want to want to fly


, oh teleportation ah


ah teleport to your to your love to your girlfriend also can, , ,


, , ah okay


seriously, oh ah another superpower ah, maybe maybe have, maybe have a like a uh, like uh <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> predicting the future I think that would be cool cause otherwise like sometimes err


you may be changing the future like I don't I don't need to change the past but I hope to see what's the future like


ya ya I know that though, , ya, ,


so that I can see that or or or what I want is that I can see the future but everything I do will be the same thing that I just want to see my future you know


so that so I cannot spoil the futures technically like I no spoiler like that so if I'm I'm I'm the only one that know such a turn in I cannot spoil anyone, you know like you know like game of throne that throne guy they can see the future and can like beat the all guys in end games if I get like something like what he did lah ya


that will be that will be ya you ya you should go watch game of thrones no no no I mean I didn't really watch everything I watch a summary of everything to save time ya so ya


ya interest


oh any TV show ah I I'm watching the chinese TV show it's called err <mandarin>反黑路人甲:fan hei lu ren jia</mandarin> it's a twenty twenty one it just it just came out like err, a few months back then until now it still airing so because it's not done so we are waiting for the new episode to come out every


every monday to friday so like I just watch finish my last episode on friday which is I which is I I I'm thirty for more


err classic scenes from a movie so it's like very very interesting, if you if you will know like stephen Chou <mandarin>周星驰:zhou xing chi</mandarin> like this <mandarin>电影:dian ying</mandarin> right there's a lot of comedy <mandarin>幽默:you mo</mandarin> right then this year this


can tell you err no he is not the gambler he is like a double agent ya the main character like double agent I


I mean everything about about this character is very unique lah so like everyone right got uh is like got involved in this scenes right, everyone their chemistry between the whole err actress and actor right they are all very uh connected together like you feel like !wah! this one this one also not good


I like like all this one also good then this one also good like this one not good not good not good like everything every sometimes you watch movie right there are there are some, there are some characters that you don't really like think is unimportant not relevant to the plot but all these right the in the drama lah, everyone is like uh you need you cannot miss out any character you need all of them to put together like you make up new character right


like uh the show will then be very different very different already ya so each of them play their uh unique part in the drama so


but the but the but the most important thing right are the err is that the main character err has a lot of girls that like him so and then there is also a lot of pretty actress like


so is like so no ah so, the plot is one of the main things ya but sometimes sometimes when you when you are watching right you can got some eye candy you can look out for also ya,


ya, you must you must have some some handsome guy and then some pretty girl then there's also a lot of girl stories, ya


what to to to to we played for my own like personal love story


err what do you think, will you go watch the, the drama that I recommended


!wah! according to my standard


oh lego ninja go you still watching it now or search this


ah <mandarin>所以:suo yi</mandarin> you like all this kind of cartoon cartoon show


Gundam


oh err I can tell you I'm very impressed with myself for watching so many long run series anime like, ah, the common one lah like as you mentioned Naruto dragon ball and dragon ball that not only like just one dragon ball like dragon ball dragon ball Z dragon ball supper


and that's a so that's a lot of dragon ball movies that I also watch like the dragon ball versus the brolly versus the, dragon ball characters like this is all ah this is all in movies then err I also watch detective conan there's like nine hundred plus episodes of all for this


so it's like very impressive for to to watch watch really everything but it's still it's still running that that's the thing so err that's why all of my commitment goes to all these like, long run series so I don't rather if those series like drop already then uh


how am I going to replace all these uh time that I spend on this they're not only not only detective conan there's also one piece, and then still ongoing also and like thousand plus episodes and have been watching it since like err our secondary school so it's like


very long run series and indeed I I drop to manga so cause to have a faster faster pace, and err not only one piece there's also like like those very quite short one which I consider quite short although they can be quite long to other people


because everytime I compare the series like nine hundred plus that will be around, ya so my short one would be clash of titans, the emperor sign doctor Goh uh and many other like err short movies ah like your name and like the one that rewards the the


ya what was the what was the movie again ah err, the weathering with you ya weathering with you, ya, ya all these all these movie all these anime ya I think I think we are quite good leh you can go


go try out all these


twenty twenty five or something ya around there around there, ya that's a lot of I spend a lot of time watching all these, err I think I think I also watch bigs also like a lot of very long run series but you know the reason they can run so long right is because they're legit very


powerful like they have their own application like the fans they would like so so I think like they got their reason for running so long lah so, also also err got their own pros and cons so I think if you are their fans or you can embark on this journey and time


when I felt like it's never end but even if it ends just don't get yourself spoilt if not you won't be you won't be as exciting as uh, like us lah cause we we we've been wanting to know who is the most villain guy in detective conan who is the boss behind the organisation


and for one piece what's the treasure about like like all this is just what makes us motivated to watch till the end so if you get yourself spoilt in the beginning right I don't think like, you will be you will be as fun as like how we did lah ya


(mmhmm), other than watching shows ah uh


I mean that they mostly occupy my time I mean other than watching show I would play games ah of course, those that I mention playwright baron err and those kind of mobile games mobile legend, most of the time my time is like occupy occupied for these kind of things ya


so err what I want to, err say is like, it's it's quite boring like err, to to have nothing to do unless you err go out with your friends but unfortunately the distance is a


can be a trouble like uh, why I I want to like you know err if there's no distance right then you can like uh play, play with your friends and then like table tennis it'll be more fun


one thing I wish didn't exist ah, err


err, oh uh okay I wish that there is no, reflection in the whole world so like you cannot see your face like there's no reflection in on water you cannot see your own self cannot and you


down camera you cannot see there's no camera because you cannot see anything so uh those people they wouldn't know how they look like they can only see how others look like, so so like so so I wouldn't feel like uh loss of confidence cause like when you see a face you may see that oh it it affects you so if you cannot see your face everyone will be like equal


you will see everyone as it good cause like you don't know how good you looking you are you doesn't know like ah your face whether it is, a lot of pimples a lot of like err a lot of uh you will feel more confident when you talk rather, like there there will be no discrimination you know like you say this girl is pretty but then you don't know how yourself your own face look like


so if everyone got no perception like this they don't know how they all look like unless the other person describe you ah but then it wouldn't be as good as like, err seeing your own self in the mirror I know seeing your own self yourself image can give you confidence but if I take that away from you


like uh how what you will be left in yourself so what about you


save the earth then like err can reduce all those like err global warming effect but I think, I think like cars if no cars right it kind of like oh will be very inconvenience lah I think cause you say that you mentioned distance is a is a


if for example <mandarin>你用脚车或者那种跑步:ni yong jiao che huo zhe na zhong pao bu</mandarin> ah <mandarin>而且真的会会可能你可能会变瘦会比较适合:er qie zhen de hui hui ke neng ni ke neng hui bian shou hui bi jiao shi he</mandarin> army but then, ah <mandarin>也有一点它的:ye you yi dian ta de</mandarin> side effect but <mandarin>它会比较环保:ta hui bi jiao huan bao</mandarin> ah ya that would that would that's what I think ya


ya ah ah kind of reward thing but maybe maybe also maybe if if in your world right everyone would like consider


(mmhmm), or what one thing I want ah


like, , no lah I mean you can also bring back people from the dead also ah


err, err <mandarin>最近我讲过我要看我要:zui jin wo jiang guo wo yao kan wo yao</mandarin> predict <mandarin>未来:wei lai</mandarin> mah


ya, ya that's a I I know it's a very common thing to have time machine but then <mandarin>有些人他们要:you xie ren ta men yao</mandarin> time machine <mandarin>可能是要改一下他们的:ke neng shi yao gai yi xia ta men de</mandarin> past history lah but then


ya, uh ya


ah, so what about you like what you want to bring back, if you, what do you want from one one thing in the world


oh <mandarin>一个妹妹:yi ge mei mei</mandarin> ,


oh <mandarin>所以你想要一个妹妹:suo yi ni xiang yao yi ge mei mei</mandarin> ah


(mmhmm)


okay if you had three wishes what would you wish for


okay, okay <tamil>நா வந்து:naa vanthu</tamil> I will wish for <tamil>காசு நெறய காசு:kaasu neraya kaasu</tamil> and also err <tamil>ஒரு நல்ல வேல:oru nalla vela</tamil> and then I want COVID to be over, ya, and then the second question what do you want to ask me


I would risk my life, to achieve all my goals, err maybe err <tamil>எனக்கு வந்து:enakku vanthu</tamil> like


put in all my effort so, the things that I'll risk is my time, and then I will really <tamil>முயற்சி பண்ணி:muyarchi panni</tamil> uh <tamil>கஷ்டப்பட்டு:kashtappattu</tamil> achieve my dreams


oh nice okay if you had any unusual superpower what would it be


uh


<tamil>நா வந்து:naa vanthu</tamil> err maybe when I can I'll become invisible, because that I can go to a bank and rob the bank then suddenly go missing,


hehe ya, err <tamil>நா நெனக்கிறேன்: naa nenakiraen</tamil> I would be a younger self of myself


okay what labels do you think you have been given by society


according to me I know it's not true, okay except for the <tamil>வாயி சரியில்ல:vaayi sariyilla</tamil> sometimes it's not right but


at times I try to, ya I'm just a bit vocal


okay the most memorable uh meal I ever had was with err <tamil>என்னோட:ennoda</tamil> uncle, uh we were in the hospital and then we were having uh a lunch together and then we were talking for few hours


and then and then now he's not alive, so that was very memorable for us so we always think about it because we we shared a lot of things during that meal


your turn, [orh] ah ah


[orh], okay that's nice, okay what is the one thing that you wish for was free


thug life chose you, okay that's nice err what I wish uh was free is uh free education, I think uh there's a lot of people, in this world that uh who wants to study but they cannot because uh it's too expensive


they forgo education so I think that's what I would uh wish for it's free, what about yourself you have any other questions to ask me


I think I would, probably if I don't need money probably I'll do things that , that I love <tamil>எனக்கு பிடித்த விஷய விஷயம் செய்வேன்:enakku piditha vishaya vishayam seivaen</tamil> uh maybe uh, like do a lot of uh volunteering, and uh maybe I I will spend more time with uh children and animals and you know


probably go and work in SPCA I may not work lah go and volunteer at the SPCA and all that, because I don't need money and I have a lot of time for that so I would do something that I love uh like you know with children and uh animals


, ya true, ya


, okay true what everyday activity would be a torture if you had to do it for eight hours straight,


okay, and you don't need do it for eight hours straight what, ah , okay <tamil>வேற:vera</tamil> that's all


okay, for


ya so that is something that I feel it's quite torturous maybe I would prefer to do something that I like lah


, they call me black colour I don't like, that is very not petty but you know, I think it's very


ya racism I think uh that's something that would make me straight dislike someone and I will, like direct I'll tell them off you know so <tamil>அதனால:athanaala</tamil> I think that would be a petty reason for some people, but for me is I think err I won't accept that


okay if, if you can instantly master three new skills what would they be


that's nice


oh that's nice, , , , okay <tamil>எனக்கு வந்து:enakku vanthu</tamil> I would always want to play uh instruments when I was like much younger school days and all that I used to do that


now I totally uh lost the touch of it, and uh I always wanted to play like guitar so <tamil>அதான்:athaan</tamil> maybe I'll go ah, and then then now the scale would be probably uh


I want to like uh be very , IT proficient then you know at least everything is in my fingertips and because nowadays but, uh computer <tamil>வச்சி:vachi</tamil> you can do a lot of things online you see, so probably I would want to be good at that


and then the third one would be like what you mentioned ah get into <tamil>பரதநாட்டியம்:bharathanaatiyam</tamil> again and you know continue with uh, dancing and all that because I used to do that in school days, so I stopped everything and I've totally you know, ya I regret now because I used to be in all those ah dance crew when I used to perform for a lot of err shows and events


so now it's like totally like, I lost touch all of it and I'm out of, uh art, maybe I was but it's just that uh I didn't put too much of


effort after that you see like I you know I stopped it so ya, I'm too heavy now , ya so


ah instrument ya I even brought uh danish for you know for classes and you know, uh he just stopped halfway so I also kind of like didn't follow with him after that lah didn't follow him


oh,


err tell a story that is funny in a retrospect but may not have been funny at that time


okay , ya but now you find it funny, okay, oh my god


okay,


and then there was someone there in the toilet, , okay that's uh very embarrassing too


ya okay anyway for me is uh I would say I had a friend I cannot tell you her name, because you will know her but uh she actually


bus leh, ya <tamil>அவங்களுக்கும் அது இப்ப நெனச்சு பாத்தா ரொம்ப ரொம்ப ரொம்ப சிரிப்பா இருக்கு:avangalukum athu ippa nenachu paatha romba romba romba siripaa irukku</tamil>


uh I think err when COVID it is uh going to be extreme, like really uncontrollable or


cannot prevent, then I think slowly humans will become extinct because that's what is happening in USA now, uh because I I don't know whether it's true I heard this uh story I read this thing online but I didn't went to check the


check whether if it's true or whatever but I, I saw it online and they said that there's a new virus which is similar to COVID and it's in malaysia, now and you know, uh people are started to you know travel to work from singapore to malaysia so I don't know whether this may become extreme or you know <tamil>இது வந்து:ithu vanthu</tamil> you know


ya so I I when I think about all that I was thinking will humans become extinct soon is it matter of time because, uh <tamil>இது தவிர்த்து:ithu thavirthu</tamil> there's a lot of other things are happening <tamil>இந்த உலகத்துல நெறய விஷயம் நடக்குது:intha ulagathula neraya vishayam nadakkuthu</tamil> like you know fire explosion earthquake that australia bushfire and all that so


there's so many things that is happening so <tamil>அதுனால:athunaala</tamil> I think, ya


eh, [orh] [orh], ah ah ah ya correct


ya I I get it


okay so would you rather uh fight one horse sized otter or a hundred otters sized horses


ya, so <tamil>நெனக்கிறேன்:nenakiraen</tamil> I think uh one sized otter lah


, tastes yummy


smells good, I think I it will be served with , lots of , err what can I say maybe uh who whoever did


bad like you know anything that hurt me or my family, I think they would be served the same thing probably like , any anger or anything any any bad stuff they've done to me <tamil>எதாச்சும் கெட்டதா செஞ்சிருக்காங்க:ethaachum kettadha senjirukaanga</tamil> that should be served in that uh restaurant and


and uh it should go to the, , to me ah, to me what I did ah, I think err, sometimes I verbally abuse people


when I'm angry so probably people will verbally abuse me again, ya I think that would be for me lah but if if I want it to be served to people, whom have done bad for me then it should be whatever they've done to me lah


, ya ya, ,


okay what would be the worst buy one get one free sale ever


, and you get another same food that you don't eat again


ya true, , okay, okay for me is like err I think


I would err not like it if it's uh something that I, don't like to eat lah <tamil>எனக்கு பிடிக்காத உணவு:enaku pidikkatha unavu</tamil> like maybe I I don't like durians, but uh I don't like the smell but I like the taste


so if you're going to give me , two durians I don't think I can finish everything maybe I need to share some, okay lah so basically that would be it lah I think ya


, ya


okay if you get a chance to wake up as an actor, one day which actor would you want to become and <tamil>ஏன்:yaen</tamil> why


okay, okay, okay


so <tamil>ஒரு நாளிக்கி நா வந்து:oru naaliki naa vanthu</tamil> Suria <tamil>மனைவியா அந்த சில்லென்ற ஒரு காதல் படம் மாதிரி இருக்கும்:manaiviyaa antha sillendra oru kaathal padam maathiri irukum</tamil> at least I get to spend time with Suria for one day


you know the goals


achievement everything is within this , yes within this , that is second, it's always number one


ya, ya you can do monday spicy tuesday non-spicy wednesday a bit wet, err thursday dry err, ya something creative because the rest of your life you know


oh okay,


err I think it was uh australia, I went there to uh look around and meet some of my friends there, so I think I I stayed there for about two weeks and I really had a a good time,


I went to Perth, so I enjoyed myself there, so I think that is one memorable err holiday I had, !wow!


(mmhmm), okay, okay


okay, okay that's, okay


that's nice, oh


okay


heights


uh so <tamil>எனக்கு ரொம்ப பயோம் ரொம்ப:enaku romba bayom romba</tamil> heights


okay, I would try to change myself by trying to be more , patience


and uh try not to just get angry easily, and then uh maybe be a more understanding person, and err that would be the few things that I would like to change of myself lah, you


uh I think uh many years ago when I was much younger, I used to like go to work and then go out and then uh probably the next day, I go back to work and then that evening sometimes my friends will call me and say


come, let's <tamil>குட்டி சோறா போலாம்:kutti sora polaam</tamil> then I will say yes, let's go and then I'll continue, and probably that would be like forty eight of uh hours of no sleep and all that so , that was those days but now you ask me to do that I would immediately die just instantly my


I cannot do that anymore ya


, , okay,


okay, nice <tamil>அடுத்த கேள்வி:adutha kaelvi</tamil> I thought of asking you if , if you what err would like to meet someone who has already passed on who would you meet who who would you like to meet


(mmhmm)


, okay, , okay


what's the reason that she committed suicide may I ask, okay,


many years ago I had err when I was in like secondary school that time I had err, uh this friend that uh me and my cousin's sister know, so we we when I used to stay at my sister's house Anuja


we won't sleep at night then we'll like be like watching videos and movies and all that so that particular day, that we spend time with this friend that uh my my sister know <tamil>என்னோட அக்காக்கு தெரிஞ்ச ஒரு:ennoda akkaku therinja oru</tamil> friend


and then we slept early morning like six AM, and then my sister I I stayed at my akka's house lah so, so she was so tired because we slept uh <tamil>காலைல இருந்து தானே தூங்கினோம்:kaalaila irunthu thaane thoonginom</tamil> like we didn't have enough sleep so


she called my sister and my sister didn't answer the phone, so what happened was err seven forty five she committed suicide but she called my sister at seven, and then err we only found out at eleven AM when we woke up and then we had so many missed call and then we saw that particular friend actually had


tried to call my uh akka lah, and then ever since then we felt very guilty because we just met her before she died you see, so that is , I don't want I don't want to meet her like I but the thing is I'm just saying that you know things like that uh depression people have ah when they're with you you don't even know


like they seem very, , oh my god, ah ah


oh, okay, ah ah


oh my god then err, and she committed suicide after that, oh my god okay


[orh] ah ah, ah scary ah, but


and then what is the reason for her to do that because of uh <tamil>காதல் கத்தரிக்கா:kaathal katharikka</tamil> or what, and she found out, oh my god and how young was she


okay, that's very scary I also had a


uh coffee shop <tamil>சாப்புட போனபோ:sapuda ponapo</tamil> this girl was there as well, and then then they were like talking and all that then suddenly she had a phone call, so she went to answer the call and then suddenly uh she didn't come back


so <tamil>எல்லாரும் போய்:ellarum poi</tamil> don't know what happen to her so there they waited more than one hour which they tried calling her didn't answer, suddenly they saw a commotion at uh another block the next block, and police and all that was there then happen to see the friend was there so she actually went up to the next block and jump down


and ah uh they were saying that she don't have a boyfriend, but nobody knows what's the reason, she just said she had a urgent call and she needs to answer and she ran off, so, jump down and ya


and nobody knew why she did that because she didn't have any uh boyfriend, but some of the people who witnessed err her before she died, like uh the cleaner auntie and all that <tamil>அவங்க சொன்னாங்க:avanga sonnanga</tamil> that they saw her talking to a chinese boy


but don't know who's that boy is, so we also don't know who is that and she had this very long hair she was very well known for, uh hair because her hair used to touch the ground, and what she will ya super long so what she will do is like she will plait


so when she plait it's a bit shorter lah, so after that uh her family and all that was very depressed, and then uh <tamil>கேள்வி பட்டேன்:kaelvi pattaen</tamil> the mother usually will hear err the sound of


her coming back home like you know the when she come back home she has this habit of uh opening the <tamil>பாத்திரம்:paathiram</tamil> all that right to see what food, then they will just like kept quiet and just act blur lah like but they every time felt her


presence lah ya, at that time when she committed suicide she was nineteen so I was about twenty, four twenty three around there she's a nineteen, and I knew her through like neighborhood uh friends lah


and then she's quite pretty looking also, so I don't ya and then nobody, exactly, ya don't know what is the reason also and she never had a relationship at the time or what, so ya god knows lah but actually got a lot of cases lah I think when I grow much older I see a lot of uh


commit suicide accidents a lot of weird things that I come across ya, really, this, this year I don't know


oh, be, then, [orh],


okay


I used to have lah I think last time but then now I see when they are like older and older look so ugly then I was thinking was I on the like the right frame of mind to even like secretly admire them, ya I used


oh sorry I heard it wrongly I was thinking that do do I have a secret admirer, so, I don't know secret admirer how will I even know right,


actually actually I had this err this boy who is my mum's friend's uh son so <tamil>இவன் வந்துட்டு:ivan vanthuttu</tamil> actually, ya I think he's my secret admirer because every time when I see him uh, outside school days ah during school days he will always blush


then he will stand there and he will look at me until I like walk far away, and then uh my friend karla she always will say eh I think that boy likes you lah, keep looking at you you see your boyfriend coming then every time when he come I'll just say hi to him because I know him as my my mum's friend and his mother used to take care of me when I was younger


and then I remember that when I was younger right he had three other siblings ah brothers, so if the other brother like disturb me or bully bully me or something he will scold him so he's the eldest brother, so he will say !hey! <tamil>நா குத்திடுவேன்:naa kuthiduvaen</tamil> !hey! <tamil>ஒழுங்கா பேச தெரியுமா அடுத்தது இப்டி பேசாத:olunga pesu theriyuma aduthathu ipdi pesatha</tamil> you know that kind of thing all will do so


he was very protective towards me when he was younger so I used to like, , and then err coincidently I happened to see him like when I went to secondary school I like saw him at err interchange and all that


he every time will stand there he will look until I walk away very far then I just like bye bye, then he will smile then that time when my wedding the during my wedding my mum went to invite the mother right, so he he asked about me to my mother, and then when the wedding came the mother didn't know that he actually came to my wedding secretly


the mother didn't know the mother brought the youngest son and came, and then I say auntie I saw uh Buvilistha there !huh! he came ah, I think she was like very surprise taken aback then I say ya I saw him him just came and took picture with me and all


then he she, he went the mother went to tell my <tamil>அம்மா:amma</tamil> that, so I think he


then and then he took picture with me and uh my husband he's like standing next to me and then I couldn't stop laughing and my friends was like giggling because they also know about him, so that was I think should be my secret admirer lah but I don't wish that I don't want to put him in my secret admirer list because


okay, okay, oh ya ya


I heard that they stereotype girl's school people all that right, K then


and and then, oh oh okay okay, !aiyo! then she called you or texted you


, and then, then did what did she say


, , ya, then what was, what was your reply


, ya, I used to have this girl also from a school last time, but she is always like uh dresses up like a boy but wearing skirt


and then she has this very weird hairstyle whereby she will plait her hair, and then there's a fringe like a man, and then that that that girl her name was Guna so it sounded like a guy as well


Gunasundari lah actually, ya and then she actually propose to me in the KFC, and I my friends started laughing because we couldn't we didn't have that kind of a , experience before you see so we were like a a bit shock and uh we


I just told her that just give me my food because she was working there as a cashier, and she prepared the, ya, exactly, and then she gave me a lot of free food from the KFC counter you know she gave me like I ask for like chicken wing maybe two three pieces or what I can't remember but


she gave me like four five pieces extra, she give me extra burgers and give extra drinks fries all like, two three packets, and then uh she said let me know I'll find you on Friendster, ya and then I said okay okay you find me on Friendster okay see you ah


uh then my my my friend jokingly said Kogi said, ya don't forget she's a gangster and she will call, , ya then we will like we will like always talk about it then suddenly <tamil>கும்புடுதல் தீ மிதியல்:kumbuduthal thee mithiyal</tamil> will see each other in the temple


then she will like give me the very romantic look then we will start laughing immediately then I we cannot tahan that, a girl is behaving like that because that girl used to study with Kogi in her primary school, so they know each other very well then for me is like, like you know then she will like give me all like eh <tamil>எப்பிடி இருக்க:eppidi iruka</tamil> lah you know those like very


err flirtatious you know like, ah so all that is like very funny lah I didn't even thought that you know, someone will someone with the same sex as me will start liking me you know, but I won't even consider that even as my secret crush lah because


I feel like at that time at that age like I feel like that was not very common you see, nowadays is like quite common, ya


oh, , K


means uh okay lah, but now is, she


[orh], okay, okay but sometimes you cannot blame them because of the hormones and all that right, they say lah , ya


ah ah ah, ya lah, ah true, , I love uh english


and , I didn't like mathematics lah, err, biology, ya english and biology, literature was interesting in the beginning for me but <tamil>போக போக:poga poga</tamil> I felt uh sleepy


ya, ya, correct ya true, biology is interesting because I like to write a lot last time


so I found it like you know taking down notes and all that very interesting and I really liked science, ya so err I thought biology was interesting