but then, just tell him lah I mean if comes to this then yes but you know what is a different case or not I wanted to say that my father also say to my mother angel that you don't stick with your mother and your aunt cause, they are teaching you bad habits


but yesterday I was he saying that he is saying that not they teaching is like he's getting like learning by seeing them grip, no, it's like a memory based learning, so now you as long as you are what is doing right now correct or not it's not cause of my father say ya you you must do this but that's how our father face it or or how to face it popular he just say it in the traditional way this is not ya


ya, so I told him you stop doing all this then my father be like okay lah okay lah you teach what you always do it the mistake on you right you wouldn't accept, then I thought I was really pissed off ah I say you stop you stop all your nonsense, they stopped being selfish so thinking about this is what I tell everybody stop being selfish think about others also think about the bigger plan the bigger thing the bigger which are not about the immediate trying


it is also why I'm telling my parents also I'm telling you or somebody also this is the same thing I told you do y'all actually went to Camnish I told you before he went to smoke, he smoke one stick only then he telling me he will call me and tell me I smoke today then I didn't anymore cause he doesn't didn't use the smoke already mah


I wonder


ya me ah uh athlete that's why I say athlete runner, it's a runner for their athlete he runs just like a, think long distance or something so that time that time he go smoke now he smoke !wah! you smoke ah you smoke ah then he will say that he angry he like a bit pissed off he was like then I say nevermind


it's not like they ask you because you cannot they ask you because he shock didn't wanna like you know <tamil>புரளி:purali</tamil> gossip gossip, so don't care ah talking about if I'm saying same thing don't smoke ah, I also also want smoke I can't force you force you to not smoke


you go smoke everybody know what you need to do lah I mean anything reservist like lah forget how is it going can come back lor, I haven't yet, why you why I keep asking that question


I mean not everything you should know mah monday you already know is, why you don't need to know everything, you know you know mondays, no you know on that day you got reservist that means the whole day you must already allocate for it doesn't matter what time you in the morning afternoon you must be able to pack


I mean that one they wouldn't say last minute lah they will say around friday lah now is so early now I want to show you now I want to do what, put on a calendar write down is it, ya, you do that also you don't do you also do that correct you don't do things according to plan also lah correct or not


, !aiya! just your way lah I think you need to learn and adapt lor, cannot always be like that, however


I say that we always need to learn and adapt, say you always means just your style that's what I said, don't get offended, is that sarcasm or is that you saying true ah


uh we just saying true ah okay, understood got it, ya so I scolded my brother and my mother, then err so you are shown off actually we we uh, withholding of our restaurant plans


because we really got the quota already, and the quota to hire people with the quota for what, there you for me to talk lah why you interrupting


uh ya so the quota is for hiring people from overseas so the quota all daily already so basically for CPF right the reason why they, I always use CPF is for, for the number of CPF people you get one quota that means seven CPF people you pay right that means you company pay for seven people CPF right you get one quota


so that's that's how she play her role, so now I pay for fourteen people I got two already so one is thomas thomas was already here so now we added another seven more people, so now you have two people but the thing is right we cannot hire


cause cause we trying to hire through my company mah so through our company don't have like EPOL account that means like the work pass the account, so I did account you declared a business so I declared it under restaurant but then I don't have food licensing mah so I put no


so he rejected say that so he rejected it lah, saying that, saying that cause you all you all haven't have license yet so basically we thought that we can get our people then we do all the license thing then get the license and the place that's what we thought but then apparently we need license first


the annual first then the carder first then the license then only can get people, so how long was like you know what, let's just get people from from our our family mart, well you can shop around so now we are, working for another mini mart


since that is something we know and then you have so much interest in that, so we can make money by doing that so let the quota thing work let the people come everything like then we mix and match lah, and I also


so yesterday according to Serangoon, Serangoon there were two shops and then I think one at uh Punggol, ah these three shops they cannot sell beer and alcohol alcohol and uh cigarettes I don't know why


then there's another one at Sembawang, that one can now I I ask your father the moment he tell you I was smiling to him I was like eh he look at me also eh I was like what what location you choose ah very far one ah ya ya why cannot be side by side one so far you going to give me grab money is it


then you also smile lah, that means she understands lah like all the places we you have to go is like so far then then we have to go the first one hawker was at woodlands, then this one #bukit batok#


ya did you know my father is open to the idea of having a motorbike cause he was saying me telling me now see I got motorbike already I will just bring you go there one hour the work finish already, I like ha now you want motorbike is it ha that time I see you want to get motorbike you make so much noise then now you want to go jalan-jalan go see your work thing you want motorbike ah


uh I mean this why I told my dad lah erronce we settle the hawker or restaurant you sui sui already we are moving to pinnacle


if you don't want don't bring a girl we go over queue, I don't want to live in this rental anymore, I want to go back to the place let's say you go lah don't want everyone go lah then I say I stay so near to my shop right then I go there for what I say no no no you say you bring there or we all go there I don't want to stay in this place anymore


!aiyo! just change yours right, he was disturbing me ah saying that you and your mum are so selfish lah don't talk you all want to do what you all want to do only, then I told him right that I told you I am tired of people who are always wanting them wanting me to do what they want to do instead of thinking about everybody everything okay or not


ya so err scolding screw them all that lah, ya because y'all so self if if I were to be like that right and then I do what I want to do then you all will be like making so much noise oh you doing what you want to do you ruin this you ruin that


you don't care you all that nonsense will come out, but then when you all do just keep quiet just shake my head wait ya good okay good, so you can't expect me to hear basically we're telling me like <tamil>எனக்குவந்தாரத்தம்உனக்குவந்தாதக்காளிசட்னியா:enakku vantha rattham unakku vantha thakkaali satniya</tamil> this this is what I've been feeling for very long time for this past year one year this what I have been feeling everywhere


I feel that everyone should be equal, what you want is to do something that you like, then you should come to a compromise come to a common ground and then, I know y'all they all, but you just do what y'all wanted to do what you want to do then you just expect other people to be happy


because at the end of day you all feel like what I want is important, well how the other person feel is important, ya so yup


ya so that's about it, and I didn't was a nuisance


the thing is aggressive or something I don't know what is going on lah, her boyfriend, so today I was supposed to meet here but then, today I wasn't in the right frame of mind I I'm gonna, I know lah I don't know you lah I know hard to just walk away because she is a girl and then she she don't want to her then she she now in a very bad state then


whereas same time I just can't keep on going chasing girls, she listened because uh never mind sometimes she don't listen then I also a bit like, so I just want to sit down and talk to her really sit down and talk to her and tell her this and tell her that


a lot lah all I told her not to get a boyfriend she got a boyfriend I tell her not to go out she go out all the things I ask her not to do she do, that I told her all this problem happen at what I say happen when it happen


Sillsa Ohsila joel always ask me !oi! Khatik, why ah got any problem whatever happen ah why you see ah Zhun Zhun happen is it because you don't chew your phone or your mouth got Makchor or your tongue got Makchor that's why happen I say experience under what business


no I'm not gonna fix anyone I'm just being there for you, why is it not my job, so ya so what are you what are you what are you not asking me to do why why want you telling me not my job I don't understand why you keep telling me it is not my job


we, (uh huh), (uh huh)


oh well she's my friend what isn't that what friends are supposed to do, (mmhmm), I mean so far the only thing she has done for me which is negative is making me think a lot


other than that, other than that nothing [orh], (mmhmm), well there are a lot of things you know she's done for me but that's on her part I don't want to bring it up


ppc, I mean, Fariah this is not this is not about


this is not about me doing something for her because I'm indebted I feel indebted to her this is just me this how I roll this I work I don't just abandon people just because they are bad for me or whatever I tried okay I know I know where the line is I haven't cross the line yet


I'm very very near the line, okay she doesn't have support like you your parents are so much better so I just depend on my parents she doesn't have those support, cause she has no moral support, she has no shelter


she turns twenty four next year twenty four she has to go and find a own housing, she has no education, should should, (uh huh)


okay she has been putting in effort to okay she you wanted to go for nursing but then they wanted a guarantor, and our family members was his guarantor if her parents are willing to be her guarantor she will be now in school already, K but she couldn't get him to do it too


so the nursing thing went off and then the kaplan thing was blown off because of the boyfriend, so ya I mean, she has been thinking about stuff and, and try to make decisions, but but she hasn't been following through


okay cause she don't know what she need to do okay she is confused okay she needed someone to guide her through and just okay, okay as long you give me she hasn't done anything, bad like getting into trouble or, you know


well the only thing she's made me do is think a lot, and you worry for what, okay so


this is me cautioning that this mean letting them know what's coming


balestier was there I told him I just walk away she's gonna continue this way then I've no more near him already how long has it been, how many years as it been, I think you should want to some of the thing ah second year already one year plus already ah


ya, I think this, oh this family right, uh next year birthday going to be one year ah, how many month has it been, it's good what


he was a real nuisance, and he meant more to me and I really to be honest, so don't always say that I say I don't do I say I don't do


okay okay I you telling me this to my and I my workout routine then fine that one I'll agree, and that's, but to relationships, but relationships to real life solution where the person affect a lot of people that I know I am with


okay, you know a lot of people don't see eye to eye I know sometimes you don't see me eye to eye also but then, if I say this then you will say [orh] why you bring it up again, that's just


I know you wouldn't like me saying those words but that's the truth, yup I that means I feel like I told her you know we can't keep up during this I got a lot of else things to do like I have to focus on myself I can't keep running after you


yup, I mean ya I was suppose to meet y'all today but then I I wasn't in my right mind though I I didn't think I could, talk to in a calm manner so I told her I don't wanna see her I see her on saturday


itself, ya so, I'll see her on saturday I will spend time with her just talk to her really talk to her, I mean ya I mean like whatever I said that will happen happen in life lah although I told her what would happen if with optimist it happen flow


after this it is really up to her lah it is up to her (ppc), everyone think why so Suay, ya true, I mean as long as it applies to you it applies to alex it applies to joy it wouldn't apply to you or not


well also dumb things y'all do I don't agree with, I tell y'all y'all say can handle it, I left y'all to do it [orh], the smoking is a smoking ridiculously this past few months


ya she's smoking, it's like smoking ridiculously for the past few months, really bad it is really really bad, and then met alex with his girl whenever he is in a relationship with a girl is just


it's my thing my thing is whatever the girlfriend say will listen ah yes he doesn't have his own feelings, but what the girl say he must listen everything I think you also need that kind of boyfriend whatever they say right, then everything must be okay okay baby that's what he does and then it just gets to me


cause sometimes the thing he ask him he say he like it he say he don't like but then he do, and then I'm like what's the point, you living you living, for yourself you living for her you must try to bringing both of y'all like love for love for her what


well smoking what about <tamil>வராதகிட்ட:varatha kitta</tamil> quarantine lah <tamil>இந்தமாதிரிவிஷயத்துக்குசொன்னேன்னுவச்சிக்கயேன்:intha mathiri vichatdhukku sonnennu vachikkayen</tamil> give me a reason <tamil>நான்ஒத்துக்கிறேன்:naan otthukkiren</tamil> okay


okay lah before this was smoking I will, no I am not saying the small smoking don't matter


alert level, and a conveyor


ya later, I'm earlier


ya, a mah


(mmhmm)


(ppc)


(hmm)


no I never said, and then I <tamil>நீஎப்படிஇப்படி:ni eppadi ippadi</tamil> you put in a quote I don't know I don't know how you are creating these to you being not not knowing about it and you making and you know it's a big thing or small thing I told you different or next is really different I have never related this to


it


let <tamil>அப்படிஅப்படிபண்ணறதுநான்இப்பயும்பண்ணிட்டுஇருக்கேன்டைமாகும்மாறுறதுக்குனுஒதுக்குறநீ:appadi appadi pannaradhu naan ippayum pannitdu irukken daimaakum maaruradhukkunu odhukkura ni</tamil> right ah


ye more accurate


ya, just a while ago you say I was, (uh huh)


oh that one that


and I was talking to you what it's not, I no


said right <tamil>விட்றுஅங்கயேவிட்ருவோம்:vitru angaye vitruvoom</tamil> okay <tamil>உனக்குபுரிஞ்சுச்சுனாவிட்ருவோம்:unakku purinchuchchuna vitruvoom</tamil> okay


upgrading Marie bayfront <tamil>நம்புறேன்நல்லஇருக்கும்இதேமாதிரி:napuren nalla irukkum ithe mathiri</tamil> bayfront, ya, en


, for there for dinner, [orh] the rescuers for dinner is it ah !alamak! is it for dinner !alamak!, !wah! but it was quite early dinner is it because of the rehearsal okay okay, can can


(hmm) I thought you are quiet yesterday you didn't have lunch eh so I thought you were early dinner, cause you miss lunch that's why you said we having early dinner, today ordering the thing finish


ten thirty, so friday you don't want me to come because you don't know what time will finish or, but it's okay with you right if I wait and then I come and see you it's fine right


nevermind I just follow you the grab then I come back lah, !alamak! lord, ah


!wah! the reason why I don't want to come in the morning is because I for you know lah for don't know how many months I say I want to get into the routine I am not getting into the routine


the rupee, forced onto them


cause today he name me two days, is it too late I do one thing then I will just forget, ah so that's why I'm thinking if not I would've come cause I no school also I think you also right


so like, after reservist meet all that stuff then we will be free and all, the friday blackie went to meet where to go


make the booking


thumbs


and I didn't articulate maybe you're in the barbecue indonesian food or chicken rice, man


I mean password okay lah I mean even if we don't eat you can just sit down and chat chat or talking, or you can go with me just go talking talking, I mean doesn't necessarily have to have ricky right


the point is to meet, ya ya true, and then there's the healthy the health bowl the healthier healthier food been milky lah where's expensive lah


got fishball noodle, I have fish, well got korean food, oh the fur the wilkie is for korean food beside the, ya beside opposite starbucks is a korean food shop


but I don't like open in the morning or not, what time you need to


, yes, ah ya friday is your surely you know


ya, I hope Jihad does well in his N-level


I know my mother so she literally bought another coming holder then she keep on piece however the whole entire house, and ya like what you, one cause K yesterday she want she brought one Sami photo one family photo


family photo <tamil>போட்டாஎன்னஆய்டும்இருக்கஎங்கஅசிங்கமாஇருக்கோஅங்கபோய்:photda enna aaidum irukka enga achingkama irukko anga pooi</tamil> I got so pissed off, no one want to see the family photo people want to see the family photo why you want to put now I took


!aiya! tired lah really, correct or not


then this thing problem, never mind I told her nevermind I told her ah this I told her if you go pinnacle like this once full space is provide your Wasami thing whatever you want to do don't worry about this whole place


cause I was thinking about making you know the big #sammie videh# know in some houses they have big #sammie videh#, then got a hunter booth where they're the same thing over there, because she bought all the #colo boomeh# mah


so I thought can do for but she doing over lah she nowadays, people think you ORD release this Khatik don't think about me but I always thinking you know what to do what to look for you what to do for them, I was thinking of getting gold or something for my mother next year her fiftieth birthday


I don't know what to do, I don't know whether I should bring it to a nice nice dinner or lunch or should I buy for her gold I don't know, I'm thinking, then you will see how things work


but I just hope actually I go pinnacle lah just please, this premium food, let me go there and then I will settle then I don't need to worry then I can just set my room up the way I want, then I don't have to think think and procrastinate mah


I'm going to buy I'm gonna buy a roll secret lab chair also, ya it's a gaming chair but I'm not buying their chair cause for gaming


cause chair is very comfortable but is expensive like four hundred bucks, the roller chair, cause it's really comfortable you can increase can go down go high up you know


it's like a massage chair, but just in the form of of a confidential, and apparently it last long, five to ten years, and you just give you any back pay and stuff so you can sit down on the cause this wooden chair my house wooden chair mah


as long as you sitting down for very long hours right, I also can't sit down because that's my I don't I can't sit down and just, do stuff ah


and so ah so so, so I thought, ya I mean ya that's why I always I'm just looking I mean I am thinking of it buy I wouldn't like confirm I want or rent, sometimes you got to look into it and see if it is worth it if it is worth it, then on I'll get it if it is not worth it then I just wouldn't get it


but then I'll I'll only get it after I moved to pinnacle then I see how my room how can I, no point I buy now here got space there no space then how, because my room is quite small only my room with smaller than pinnacle compared to this one


so I must see how also, you know, then thursday my first practical after so long, for my bike, at night, it's a night lesson


no only this one class apparently I need to go one night and one morning to say so it is lesser it is practical lesson six so lesson six already big lesson a very big component so joel told me that I have to go for one night


but if you do everything well then you can just finish that one one thing in one night mah because night is a it's a, it's a variable, it is ivy, so basically is is a night riding need to go for night riding


so lesson got night riding plus riding stars if you can do either at night or in the day, what things wait, I don't know lah I don't know what is the difference that's why I never go to car night riding also so I cannot really say a difference


uh I mean I don't know lah that's what joel said safety lah better to do Sekali he say later need to do night then you must pay again then go again so might as well you just go at night mah


let me but there were no lessons that go at night meh, maybe I don't know lah I mean it's okay lah just go lah doesn't matter what that doesn't doesn't matter, I enjoy said all the recording to going to reach one hour one hour already for me for me is fifty eight


fifty four, know just one more minute, when is when is one hour for you you just you just talk then I press stop when it is one hour for me lah, then when you stop already then just let me know you stop already then I stop I also let you know I stop already


I have coffee at around twelve twelve thirty, I want to stay up the night what, I'm not really sure is damn what o'clock, but I didn't I slept


that's why I oversleep today, I feel like I slept I slept long she couldn't take it then I was like should I drink milo so I was like, well I'm just going to, do it today, I don't know if have basketball tomorrow I mean I mean which is free


ya, I guess that I wasn't going to gym as regular really, !wah! this one I was going early so I was trying to find a balance, where I couldn't find a balance so I was like


okay hi, wait


mi, okay okay I talk I talk, so right, oh ya so like yesterday I came home at, almost midnight cause, after the hassle we went out to eat


then that's why I came home almost at midnight then my mum not happy, okay so the dude it is right in front of wilkie edge, it's like two junction away that if like I walk straight like if I stand there


towards Bugis it's in between wilkie edge and Bugis, yes yes yes NAFA NAFA it's opposite NAFA there is there is a temple there like Krishna temple or something, ya ya ya ya ya it's right there one four seven goes there


so I usually take one four seven down cause like it's a thirty minute ride <tamil>அந்த மாறி:antha mari</tamil> so it's not bad so today I met bugs on the bus like I took the bus, buggery, ya that that's what I mean that's why she she said that we can her bugs


but, she always in yeah she's our age but, but I never ask oh as in as in if I have talked about her before like do you remember


me talking about her, ah okay bugs bugs is the internal vice pres you know like Thinakar his external VP so he handles like Sungey cause it's a very big external project, Barkavi handles the internal project so like spectra


cause she joined DLS last year, , ya, if they give me the post but I wouldn't want to take up the post in my final year I don't think so


ya, then ya so today I so like I boarded the bus first cause she lives right opposite nex, so so one, ah okay like


, Thinakar, ya ya ya, ya, ya Thinakar lives right opposite me like you know opposite bowen sec right so like opposite bowen sec that's where Thinakar lives


ya, ya that's why Thinakar is fucking near so if next time I need I can take the car for like Sungey stuff right I can drop three of us back honestly


ya got camera already how am I suppose to bring the car last time already, outside, they will see the card


they will see the roads I'm driving in what, they will know already, no I think there were other features like got park assist and everything, and I don't know lah, probably not ya


then , see you interrupted me I forgot what I was saying


no I really lost my flow of thoughts, what do you mean, I had Prata lah then they had what there's there's a thick kind of Thosai eh what's that called, no no it's a thicker one it's one of Thosai I mean I ask them what it was they say it was like Thosai but it was thicker


like it's it's just round shape, it looks like Appam a bit but like a flat, it's, I know I said it looked like Appam I didn't say it was Appam


you don't know, there so it's there okay okay ya so so it's near NAFA then, we walk to Bencoolen MRT then we took to #jalan besar# cause already eleven something, so we were trying to figure out where there were like


where there will still be food lah, so we went #jalan besar#, ya lah that's why I told you it's actually end up at Tekka cause we walk then we saw a green sign and so we thought that is like <tamil>தமிழுகெடயாது:thamilu kedayadhu</tamil> there then you will have food and everything <tamil>போய்பாத்தாஅதுஎங்க:poi pattha adhu enga</tamil> is a mama shop


but it was just super mah then after that just like oh my god !wow! so like if you just continue we just continue walking down then, then we continue walking down so, there was essentially to eat easily he Tekka lah like if you walked in some more probably be Tekka market


but ya so after that like bugs and I bugs and I came back then the other two guys so like Jemal and Galton we both live in Tampines so they went, like like that's when we split lah, oh we all took to macpherson then from macpherson we took to yellow line making design then they continued to Tampines


ya so today only about Kevi and I were there, then tomorrow everyone will come so tomorrow starbucks is one for one so we should be getting, ya


then I've been doing my transcription so not bad I I mean I I I had a target that I wanted to finish every day so so far I'm on target, ah I supposed to submit this friday lah so if I keep to the target I can submit, so


and that what would be good, reply about what, !wow!


, okay lah


okay do they do you all have like the green colour amber colour red colour, , oh oh then you cannot do anything about like what if you are references also Kena plagiarism then like literally that is plagiarism lah you can't change it what okay that's not plagiarism but ya


oh okay ya, tomorrow morning I got meeting with the treasurer so Thinakar and I probably we will go I mean we will go Bugis cause it's near Bugis mah so can walk down after that


so you probably, oh okay I can takeaway my, !alamak! can I leave


ya, laptop


tablet tablet, can you say that it's very blur, K I use this first, so I mean so like now I bought


the cam, yes, what


okay, no, okay


shall we like we can quickly quickly do usual meeting, do you want to quickly do a new zoom meeting, so that we don't have to restart the recording, I think it will leh


okay wait, ya, oh ya, okay then we can pause later also lah


can can then we see, ya ya ya can can, yup


ya so ya anyway, ya, where else is going on ya so I'll be meeting treasure I dunno she keep says you cannot tell me things like budget and all that but like, I have to <tamil>அதுதெரியாமஎனக்குவந்து:adhu theriya enakku vandhu</tamil> I need to do my work


and the money part is literally my work so she needs to tell me what I need to do, so we'll see how but I mean the working relationship with her is very important so I've asked like I wanted Thinakar to come along tomorrow cause initially the treasure you just say me and her lah but


for now I rolled Thinakar to come along first, then from there we will see how, you're a bit muffled


what happened next what do you mean what happen like, oh I think they said that, okay probably not completely cause I know they had a few like disagreements, like they Thinakar says lah perfect like K this is essentially work right work wise confirmed they will all have disagreements


ya but it's just that we hope that number one disagreements we can sort out so that everyone comes to an understanding, and number two is that it doesn't affect uh the personal relationship like work is work, you know for Sungey we can argue with each other as much as we want and you can fight and all that but once that part is like it's it's like sports lah whatever happens on the field stays on the field that's all


so like tomorrow I feel like I just wanna, I feel like it's a it's a it's a common I feel like everyone feels at treasurers are always very you know like stuck up like they never want to help out help out there always not cooperative the kind of thing but then at the


this is what, ya it's a girl, so like, no usually they do what they are known to be but then again if you look at the treasurers' job they are supposed to be that way like they are supposed to be very very tight with the money you can't just like anyone and everyone know what's going on like


I get that part but <tamil>என்னகென்னனாவந்து:ennakennana vandhu</tamil> like I'm the AP I am the assistant producer you want me to bring in grants you want me you bring in sponsors I need to know what's going on so like I'm pretty sure that this girl will understand that's why tomorrow is for for us to set for us to set a a a


like just for us to like touch base and start something lah then from there we'll work it out cause I also can't expect her to compromise on her responsibilities


cause it's sensitive information, it's confidential information so that's why then the the timing also comes as in like I will tell you when you need to know undermined it


you know when people tell you things I'm not asking you to give comments


it's fine, ya cause I'm trying to say stuff just listen it's fine you just say that I can talk first cause then later you will talk


see it's gonna end, come let's pause the conversation, can you come down, can we pause now


did you start your recording, , I think, I don't know actually


how's your day like, I'm not talking now there's nothing for you to interrupt, ya I'm not talking


, and whatever to do eh,


you know what's that what, ya, en


en, so where do you buy


(hmm), ya


then don't cook so much lah ya, oh so he's not a sorry ya continue, !wah! I thought you were done continue


second guessing, they're second guessing, your brother lah, (mmhmm)


, ya ya ya, , okay


, ya


you said athlete for the army


oh okay


so have you told him what time to book in on monday, quiet late ah, as in it's very late I I won't like it lah I need to know what's going on I don't like you don't know then how you supposed to plan your day


, and so that you can plan not everything but a lot of those things


ya but you need to know like what time to wake up what time you need to leave the house, see, then at least you will know ya


but at least I know what you need to do, stay, ya it's always me,


, , true, you know I'm just saying sure


no ya what happen ya okay, quota for who, I don't know <tamil>அதான்கேக்கறேன்:athan kekkaren</tamil> lah, I mean ya on top


, okay, say


oh, the


oh, en


okay


what what is that suppose to mean, ya that's right


, ask him for car


I remember is holding everyone


what happen again, wait wait wait wait, pour


like the shell station petrol station ah, ya the boyfriend or the friend


it's not your job, fixed people or to be there too, like ya as in it's not your job to do that, at the end of the day she is her own person she is capable of making her own decisions


as in you you say you you you know hard to like, , then and all that right


like it's not your job to be that person for her, if, within reason, you you can't stay friends with someone who is no good for you


then what has she done for you


that's the thing babe, sometimes relationships have expiry date and it's fine, just because someone listen just because someone has done a lot of good for you in the past doesn't era listen to me listen to me


it doesn't mean that you for yes you are forever indebted to them and I get that, but it doesn't mean that you constantly put yourself on the line cause if it comes to this stage and you constantly feel tired and weighed down and you constantly questioning it then you have to make a decision for yourself


at the end of the day you got to do what's right for you, but there is a line


what has she been I get that circumstances have been shit for her, okay and I cannot imagine going through any of it,


has she been trying enough


are you going to wait until I mean again touch wood I am not saying that she is going to do this, right I'm not saying that this is her but


(mmhmm)


one year, it's only been one year when we were still talking you were still going to him, his birthday house was when february ah, (hmm) it's not even been one year lah


ten months,


is it <tamil>இதுக்குவந்து:idhukkum vandhu</tamil> like you always say


!huh!, every time I ask you you say it's okay


then why, love,


oh like


ya cause you always give me reason what, then stop giving me reason lah, you give reason, ya so it's like out of nowhere then I get annoyed


don't you get it that the small small things also matter it's not just the big stuff, that's always what you seem to imply


a mah


hello are the <tamil>அதுஅப்புறம்தாசொன்னேன்:adhu appuramtha sonnen</tamil> when we were when we were there in the moment I laughed as well, I try to relax lah talk about it I didn't wanna make a fuss about it later on only when I realise it's about me then I brought it up why is that wrong, so I'm not supposed to talk about things that bugs me


ya cause if I bring it up and then you then turn around and convinced me that it's a small thing I will let it go so I need to be sure that for me it's not a small thing before I bring it up to you, because you gave me something you think about in the first place


can you change the topic honestly


change the topic


maybe it's the things you see, it's not always the other <tamil>இல்லைல்ல:illaila</tamil> you always turn to me, I have to go there <tamil>அதுகூடஒரு:adhukuda oru</tamil>


no cause it's not the only thing you said genius, ya that's the thing it's not even a small thing to begin with, you trivialise it because to you it doesn't mean something so you make it seem like I'm overreacting


again let me repeat, I no longer have confidence, that you will listen to me unless I can give you substantiated reason to why it is a issue which is why I need time, to figure things out for myself


because everytime I bring something up, you will always trivialise it you always say that I'm overreacting that's always a connotation to it, it's always that oh you don't know what it's about because you are just a kid and you don't know the world so you know what you're just misinformed


so when you imply things like that is what you essentially imply, that I do not know anything


yes you have you will say that <tamil>இதெல்லாம்உனக்குபெரியவிஷயம்தா:ithellam unkku periya vichayamtha</tamil> because proven that, because you grow up like that but when you see the big picture you know exactly like when you know more about how life works it is not that big of a deal that is what you have told me before


so how do you think it make someone feel when they hear that all the god damn time, it's it's not always right that's the thing, it's not always right, but how do you think it makes the other person feel


you need you don't listen I try doing that and you don't listen that's why I started making such a huge fuss about things cause that's the only time you listen if I said it calmly to you was like <tamil>ஒரு சின்ன பிள்ளை பேசுற மாதிரி:oru chinna pullai pesura mathiri</tamil> you just entertain and that's it so I feel like I'm hurt then I'll move on with life cause thinking oh K K he hurt me


ya cause it's gonna take time for me to revert back to being, trying to be civil, what


ya, cause I don't understand what you are talking about


because you didn't even realise that I was bringing up issues that's the point, like what


only if I push you or something then only you do, saturday when I came to your house, I told you I didn't want certain things I ask you to move


I ask you two times, it wasn't a conversation you needed to have there and then, we could have like a sat properly and talked about it there would have been fine too


okay,


although the dynamics of the relationship is different, ya


#nasi lemak#, ya, they have early dinner


en no, ten thirty, I don't know what time you free


no because I'll be rushing back, I might take grab back on friday if it ends late, but clearly you supposed to come with me, cause my parents will pay for the grab so she make sure you arrive also


you find the jeans to walk all the way back doesn't make sense


the third got a shock, the toy shop you have to go to the shop, !hais!


then it's okay lah we will meet after reservist, we just stay home lor


can go Bugis, (hmm) wiki got anything


your fishball noodle stall will be open and all


I don't know actually, no okay, but what are you going to eat in kopitiam, in the morning


okay, ya


and I think if I go then I shouldn't like I can eat lah before, then you as well, , don't want figure we key then we go eat the fishball noodle got anything else there or not


they probably got just super song, like their stall has korean food


twelve thirty I should start walking down lah from the gauge, eh, no friday show day so what time ah let me see


uh friday friday friday friday, wait ah


eighteen december is it, oh one PM one PM,


alright lah let her be lah, she want then let her put,


(mmhmm)


, oh okay, (uh huh), (mmhmm)


then what's that oh is that like a brand of chair, oh, okay so why you want to spend


but then why you want to spend so much money, okay


en,


ya


no, ya I know, okay


what time is your practical whey does it end so late, is it a must the entire module is at night, a


what do you mean, why is it such a big thing for you


what's the difference like night riding for car and for bike, as in it is not compulsory for us to do at night, a


okay cause like for us it's not compulsory lah like I know my lessons were daytime I never went for night lesson, you don't have that's what I'm saying


you know and she's you know like if there's a like if it's a particular reason, ya, ya


okay, okay, why


a, I thought you slept up on monday monday, oh ya


I thought you were going to stop playing basketball then you decided to continue [ah]


okay (hmm) ya I can I can hear you err coach gift is here is here do you want to take a look or something


the coach belt is here I mean the, ya so oh ya when I meet you I can pass you also mah, in case you all forget about it, is dasson in camp


I think I think you collect it on a day when he's not in camp eh when he is in camp, because you you carry is the coach bag, or like or you can just hide it and bring


ya so, ya I mean my lease is pretty much lah, I want to buy this, remember


because whatever I have in my life, most of it, it's my mother buy for me then you ask me why I don't want, so what else you wanna buy a nice


, yup so waiting already, looking forward to it, , so did you drive the car, the new car, did you get to


tyres, what tyres, oh why


so he wants to change tyre because it looks nicer lah


do you know how they change tyres in india, but you know first you buy new car right, to drive outside part will, first right, what they would do is after our outside part, then they will switch the tyre so the one which is really inside right will come out


will go inside, ya, like this right, ya inside out bascially inside out like that, the outside one will start, the inside one will just be normal that's how it's was how it used to be


that that's that's what I did, that's what we did to my car, that's what everyone do it like india, ah that one that one I don't know, tell you that's how they do it after that already then they will re-thread it


so after once the tyre is completely worn out right, they'll re-thread it, so you use it to a certain means means like they bring the threading again, if the existing via the MM if it's within the required MM then they will re-thread it


then they'll use, after that they will change the tyre, so basically my tyre came for, my first the brand tyres lah the brand new tyres came for I think three years but the back one was gone first


ya cause the back one is the one giving you a lot of sum mah so the back one usually you go first, I mean I don't know whether singapore that allowed or not but I think if they allow then why not maybe not returning part but the inside out


I mean if you are life is it or is it is and do then you do it if you have a car in the future lah, like if still allowed then I don't mind changing, means what I mean I'm just saying what I know lah from india I don't know if it's applicable here


for motorbikes also I don't know sia I don't know how you change onto a motorbike I don't think it's possible,


what, oh I asking about, the india house one to demolish and, and and or want to want to renovate or demolish then innovate want to renovate the new house or make new house


then my mother all like don't care don't care I am like why don't care, I don't know how is it gonna be when we are married, like cause now I have one house right but it's technically my father's house remember


so if you were to go to india you need to stay we stay where, , so basically I can use the money if I want to


but then after okay touch wood my father pass already then the house go where, I mean I wouldn't mind I am err rather sharing you know if you go there you use there but then I don't know what is on his mind


our father will ask us mah but he said whatever is in india is mine that's what he said, he say whatever in india is mine whatever is in singapore is his and then everything is equal worth close to one to two million I'm like !huh!, !huh! don't wash don't wash your money ah


I was like, , ya I am just thinking you know so later I don't know, no need to so I know what to tell you


yup


(mmhmm), (mmhmm), (mmhmm)


, , so you will also be alumni right


then you will also go back to NUS and stuff, then the buying some games and all those


so this year are you planning, , alright alright, but then it will be difficult right forgot about this COVID period eh the releasing vaccines and all ah that is approved vaccine meh


that means it's working ah, that means they have finally found a vaccine that it working lah, where's the


it's in singapore though who's who found this vaccine, ya that that's why I that's why I also confuse it's


ya ya but they said that singaporeans and PR is free and the others must pay money or something, well I think I ask I ask I also don't know sia, I mean I believe that this vaccine must be free for anybody to be honest not just for


and it's not it's not something that we chose to do then, china must be wearing this thing, what sorry


oh really ah then I don't know what I mean whoever is raising I mean like, , function or colour lah


you know they say worship place can two hundred fifty people now right, ya worship place two hundred fifty people can then concert all two hundred people can, but then eh ya but then, err other thing eight people go visiting eight people I don't get it


I really don't get it out if I have a chance to ask #lee hsien loong# right I'll ask him that what are you really thinking like it doesn't make sense, okay worship place okay never mind lah worship place religious thing can is there really a necessity to have concert and stuff it shows two hundred fifty people


I mean that's you just being selfish to buyers to some game lah I'm just looking at the wealth of everyone in this country, , I don't understand lah I should be a politician I should be a minister


I'll make a good minister, but I need to study I need to be like a iron flyer stuff or don't know what nonsense to be a minister, why that a sarcastic sure or a a okay that's a sarcastic sure I know


it's okay, I mean like I don't want to be a minister just to become a minister leh I wanna be a minister to look good, so I mean we will see how I mean I open the idea because I always feel like that that I I always feel like I always voice out stuff that needs to be changed and most of the time is right


but if there's already a good system in place there why should I go there, no need to go there, well just stick to my army and my police use some guns which I get then I just go there lor


but I don't get this, you know once you high flyer in army right you straight away go become politican I don't get that thing her regard, I mean retire lah then you go out work one thing lah why straight away politician


ya true okay, ya but we need to move and stuff you know right


so you you you discussing with me or are you telling me, so it's okay let me let me let me interface so you will sit down with me and discussed the possibilities and how you gonna make things work or you just gonna tell me that you gonna move


, (uh huh)


what is happening, I mean you go lah I tell you your masters your education I won't disturb you you want to go where go


(uh huh), , all right all right we'll see what happens when we go there


dinner dinner very nice a nice fancy restaurant, looking at me like why is he talking about this


show off, show off what, not showing off like I bring you a nice decent place mah like, I mean I don't know her parents mah if not I bring her to Kopitiam or I bring her to I don't know what place not like I would bring her to Kopitiam right I don't know whether


and I looking forward for this you can thinking what how perfect I can make this happen so that things go smoothly so what what what thing what makes you think I want to show off, you think I will show off is it


you think I want to show off is it, why would I want to show off okay maybe my education, ya my education I am I and and and and network is


because someone tell you that you can't do well or you will not well you have to prove yourself and stuff all these kind of show off like like go there like won't won't do the, humanity, ya I am I am a human what how am I not a human


oh humility so what can define humility maybe I was wrong understanding, ah,


I am a humble man no meh, I am a humble man I am a humble man


!huh!, do better what, err don't know think about it


I have my plans, oh boy what happen can you share actually what happpen


uh, oh


oh


no she took what four years to realise lah, not wise did she just break up or some, that means from primary school secondary school is it


secondary school love ah


I mean, you so long together then why the fella never change, true too, nice caring that coming from you


that's nice sharing that coming from you, yup true true, not denying that to this very very true


so, good good job good job, how is iris and josh they still the same, you guys supposed to talk right or something


(uh huh), I told about joel came my room other time remember then I told this is what I did you go buy durian go swallow


why lah why why, then I wanted scold him, then I went laughing I also laughing all laughing then I turned and left with the phone also laugh


err alex is fine he said but he said the work culture is more toxic than how to, ya but then I mean they haven't disturb him yet lah that means cause pitchy because it's more a bigger restaurant a diner like that mah, so they have their own stations like buffet then got western other main station


no one has the, !huh! I don't know that one I don't know, I haven't ask in detail yet so basically


I don't expect help or who expect to help, but nobody lah, but he did, I mean he's earning more but then he's working more hours than his contract, so he said that back he said that he will not make noise now lah he make noise the after the I mean next year will make noise lah see what they say


so I mean you look you look good on his CV lah, I mean if I eventually I open a big ass restaurant then he will be one of my chefs ah !huh!


then matthew also will be I don't know like matthew can never fit with us ah, matthew must seek permission from his girlfriend then only he will say yes, I don't like that


me, I don't seek permission from you unless I drinking or, ya I mean other stuff can mah go lunch if go lunch if friend must ask permission meh, (uh huh)


(uh huh), ya ten thirty you cannot drink already


(mmhmm), (uh huh), (uh huh), (uh huh), (uh huh), (uh huh)


oh, (mmhmm), , (mmhmm)


, I told Giwa Giwa thursday we don't cook if you fail the exam touch wood ah we eat Sambal supper if you pass ah, we order KFC mcdonald pizza hut all you want


then he look at me ah good idea good idea, then we are just laughing


you can go and collect thing he say he must go collect, don't know my history was mentioning something about online then I say no no must go find something I also don't know I'm just saying based on what I heard them speaking


ya I think those who cannot come down only or something I have really no idea, !huh! really meh why you never say anything about that you just keep quiet keep quiet


I think I think also like that like I think can collect online but the cock fella want to go school, piece of something I don't like know, it doesn't tell us at all, that's what's very annoying


and I don't like that kind of anything, oh, the way I talk to


share to Giwa, put it, oh


again, oh Dinesh, how they find out


oh, so he continued doing it after talking is it


oh you never tell me about all these


(uh huh), (uh huh)


oh


so now I did nothing ah, !huh!, you know why right


you don't know why you want me to talk to you I tell you why, say sorry, ya cause you are the girl


oh you are still defiant , I don't think is defiant I would say is stubborn


ya with me I think you reach the point ya you can be I agree with your mother, I think they will say I think


I won't answer, I think is to a point where we'll tell you something, but you don't agree and it goes to a point that we are so frustrated we feel that if we wanna beat you, I think I think that's what they meant


(mmhmm),


(uh huh), !huh! she did he said it learn from you, (uh huh)


(uh huh) oh okay, (uh huh)


or they find out lah, I mean I don't I don't think he will say I think is when they find out


(mmhmm)


, I grew up by I grew up by saying I will say I will I will say they say no I still do


and you will know how many


ah nah ah nah you no you are enjoying you are one scary girl scared girl, it's wrong, because back young back then right


no cause back then right when they beat they expect us to be scared more scared than respectful, uh


no no no initial okay initially why they beat because instill fear that's why they beat, but over time but over time right if you continue doing means they just fed up with you already that's why they do it, like for me at first when I was doing primary school they beat me I think lower sec I was scared then I was like ah after upper sec I was like ah after after upper primary I was just like ah beat beat beat beat


so after that is after that is where you just you want to beat to vent the fustration so that to lose a bit probably should have did something about it like my


so what, that's the indian asian issue when


I mean it I mean ninety percent of children in singapore Kena whack when they were a child, is because it has become a joke you know you know sometimes talk about


what, (mmhmm)


, , I mean, I mean


(mmhmm), I mean different people have different ethical values lah so for some people is right some people is wrong all on the individual


I mean she wait you have to consider certain things ah


no I'm not defending it, no one is defending them no one is say no one is, well I'm not defending anybody stop just just stop getting emotional stop taking this personally I'm not defending anybody


this is my stand my point is is wrong to beat but what are you going to do with a child you will tell him nicely, he's not listening you scold him he's not listening you do whatever you need to do you do as a you are a perfect parent and the child does not listen


so, no I'm changing I don't want to talk about you, I don't want to talk about you


what why I always scared you emotional talk to you about stuff like this why I can't I can't have


why you must take it refer to yourself, I know


this topic will help us also or not, !huh!


oh, oh,


, okay, ya lah please go get a earpiece online, no I don't, he don't want to buy for you


uh


how much how much was it, ah then you eh choose something hundred dollar, twenty first birthday


, !aiyo!


skull candy try <tamil>பண்ணுநல்லாஇருக்கும்:pannu nalla irukkum</tamil> piece uh, !huh!, skull candy was famous in india all the kids in my school has skull candy and it lasted a year it's quite good


now I also skull candy, they have like obviously they have newer versions and stuff lah so like beats something like beats, singapore lah beats <tamil>அங்கவந்து:anka vadhu</tamil> skull candy


I always comparing eh I only can tell you what I know right, so so far enjoying your day intern start already ah


how was it, I think ah, I'll go make some food afterwards


err, so how was Himraj


what how how was the date what you all talk about that day, ah what, uh, oh


ya you told me that, isaac house isaac, ah


err


(mmhmm), oh, well


okay, oh, all the best, no no, I think maybe haven't


okay, oh I also can do I also get to do this balloting stuff when I go to uni appearently, oh shit maybe I plan wrong timetable, ah that's cool


but then you only can plan one day one day cannot plan the classes right can plan the classes meh what time what time the classes, , so what if they have two modules same same timing how like that it won't work mah


but we won't know what at that at that time, !wah! I


I don't know lah relax lah, ya that's why I told my dad we're gonna get a car after everything settled already once we go to pinnacle everything settle already then we will get a car


then my father just look at me then he know he silent means if he silent means it's okay he will only make noise if it's not okay, if the fellow silent means it's okay


that's how we find out cause today but Giwa brought the Briyani right then my father take a bit test then my father was like, then he will just keep quiet then you just like, for six years lots of hurdles in my life, to do in my life, let me tell you twenty two years I know him right anything is okay ah he won't say anything


if it's bad only right when you start become like machine gun shoot you all, err, ya so that time aslo my mother later this this this saturday or sunday my mother make #nasi lemak# remember I told you


my mother said my mother said, he scold you also you not happy why he scold me he never say anything also, ya you never said you never say also like not happy like why lah


okay I you give you my father number you call him and tell him uncle next time must say okay, okay, why, why you don't want


why like that, in life you cannot don't want means don't want you know must find common ground, unless unless it doesn't affect anybody


why got two parties mah you me and my dad mah, !huh!, how is that how can you do that how is it possible


I'm also hungry not hungry okay maybe starting getting there I don't know, so what time I want to wake up, !huh! why ten thirty


oh oh oh, well you won't have enough sleep, dammit


how can like that !haiya!, oh never mind, we totally forgot I also totally forgot about this thing


this is totally unacceptable you know, this is totally unacceptable I I I genuinely forgot that's why I never say anything, it's not nice


it's fine if you don't do it


ya, !huh! sure


err go to the shop in the morning then basketball basketball lah, I don't go gym on basketball days anyway tomorrow is a rest day, no I didn't go gym I worked out at home


I did like five sets station, really like killing me ah low key killing me, I got nine to get back, but I'll get there I'll get the


I see I see how long I take to get there how long more my mind want to play, let me see how long more I want to, cool around


so order you just go meeting teresa then after that go the rehearsal, then come back home lah this one whole week that's what you are doing lah, so when your school starting, Samar also enlisting january


mine also starting january, but I don't know the exact date when the timetable came out but I don't know official timetbale or not someone send


when, when, I call her twice ah why, one I called her before you guys are supposed to meet but then you guys wasn't together, one I just call her to talk about stuff between the stuff was going on between us


well I told her lah that I couldn't have a connection with you because you always get emotional, but we can never have a conversion without getting emotional so when you get emotional then it takes even though I can try not to be like that be civilized it's really difficult for me because I myself still learning how to do it properly


so I only can do it to a certain extent, I also get the angry, so that I also get emotional, I was telling her about the issues you were having lah I told her that like, out of the I told her Agak-Agak I never say like #zhun zhun# like I told her about like fight issues


three issues that day we talk about it we settled already, I'm sorry what you say


don't tell me not settle


you said that you wanted we talk we talk about it saturday but after that, so basically we settle issue aleady but you still had your self doubts


that's something you you have to come and tell me that means that we that means basically that one right we settled already but you said since you have doubt that means


for example on the


!huh!, I see, what usually that's what has happened with us so far


that's from there then she say ya mah, I got put on the


we talked about the, then we talk about drinking stuff, and then in the end she just say nah


she err only she talk she also said the same thing I told her I think she said why must err why must err err no one drink, but just don't drink in front of the father can mah


then I say


I would


no one is going to sponsor liquor


but if they like the parents exception


I gave in then I I become the bigger person


(hmm)


okay lah


what what what, what what do you mean if they can, drinking also doesn't harm anyone what


gonna harm who


she agreed that I'm doing this because not I want to do because like I am trying to prevent something from something from brewing, then I ask you told her I said never mind lah told her she keep


I don't trust her at all not one one person that later in future she, say the same thing before my parents so so I told her never mind, bascially I told her that she always talk about something then we talk about then settle already


I am not a person used to all of them schedule


it's already fifty nine, !wah! then it's just one minute then pause then we continue talking if you want to continue


ah important, ya


ya so that's why I just told her to talk to you and tell you that okay


okay, can hear me, alright


what, oh okay it's okay


I mean I have no rush to collect it lah


like ya you keep saying you you have things you wanna buy


, no we're still waiting for the tyres what, ya, no my dad wants to change a tyre then


so it's supposed to I don't know lah he said that rim looks nicer so he wants to change but honestly I think it's quite stupid, cause like after one or two years you have to change the tyres anyway so you change tyre is about like one K or close to like nine hundred dollars or one K


then like if you want to change the tyres after one or two years you might as well drive with their new tyres now and then when you want to change tyre like just change lah, ya the rim looks nicer


then, then you want to change then the guy supposed to have stock but like cause they supposed to trade in like new tyre mah that is a trade in value for the new tyre but then his stock haven't come so we want to drive like as little as possible which


I feel it's getting a bit annoying but, then again it's not like I would actually be using the car right now so I don't know whatever not about, but ya I think it's quite a stupid


no,


can do that meh, like inside out, are you sure I thought the inside the outside is different the fiction all that got different


ya that's why you all did but is that the proper way to do it, but is it the proper way to do it, then


, okay


ya,


okay,


ya no we'll see how, ya but no I just say we will see how


what you do mean, , your father's house


that's up to your father, that is up to your father already you you you don't you don't I don't think you have much of a say in it


okay lor if that's what he wants and that's what he wants lor,


yesterday show bar like it's very nice being part of like a new new production and like interacting with people cause usually I don't interact with a lot of people in school like I just go do my thing and then I come back, but then now it's forcing me talk to people it's actually nice to talk to like uni kids


I didn't know there's a difference like when you talk to people from uni matches away they talk, even if it's still mocker jokes like honestly some of the provinces just plain stupid, it's ridiculous but like, it's nice


I guess like the the like even though some game brainstorming and all that cause it's it's all business NUS kids right it's us and the alumni, like it's very nice you miss that okay I don't miss it because it's not like I noticed it before


well that's nice, although we have the IC sign ups and then I might be taking part as for ticketing


just letting you know, once I graduate lah ya, if I want to ya, err like more of a planning or like the input part lah we all plans on game planning some game is the current students who are supposed to do that


I am the producer what I'm assistant producer, so ya


ya lah singapore usually, so far that is what they say, (mmhmm), the what


no idea I really don't know there've been a few vaccines going on too I don't know whose singapore is taking but I know singapore just say that, they were like helping with some of the research by sending over data and whatever thoughts are


ya maybe someone was asking what about foreign workers, cause that's why I said I mean I honestly, ya


that's why, it apparently they're saying now it didn't in china, they found traces ya they found traces of it in in err US even before the china outbreak


so I mean no one's going to claim responsibility for this ever, err hardly I'll be surprised if anyone does


really ah, !yay! suddenly can do, ya that one I don't get it also


uh ya we want some game to have


sure


it's up to you


cause at some point you have to retire mah, because politician is your rice bowl it's a very good rice bowl, but you know I want to explore the option of like I'm working overseas if I get the chance and all that right


and if I like it there then I would wanna consider staying, I'm letting you know that there is an option I would like to be able to entertain I mean if all goes well


they were trying to see if they can make things work, I mean if all goes to plan I will be going overseas for masters


like if we can make it happen then that is happening that one I'm not compromising on, like me going overseas for masters lah


ya so like matel was saying also sometimes you go like that then from there they get you mean you get internships and all that if they have a job opening and you do good enough then they might invite you over to join on like more permanently for more permanent positions


of course take the chance cause for job wise also like especially if I want to practise it makes a difference that I practice elsewhere, so ya


(mmhmm)


no just trying to make sure that you don't show off unnecessarily, ya, I don't know


ya, because that's what you always say, ya exactly that that's that's what do you want to show off that's the point


ya but humility is the huge thing, humility, being humble, it doesn't mean you have to rub it in their face


I don't know


but do you have drive, like do you want to do better, you just genuinely nice


bugs broke up the boyfriend earlier this year they were together for six years, and ya she's I mean she just said that they wanted like fundamentally they wanted different things, and she felt like cause she ones like kids all ah


and he didn't want he didn't feel the need to push himself kind of thing you know and like no drive lah that's the thing but then she want shes like that and she wants someone who's like that, so ya but she was like so they were together for six years but she said even before this like for a year already she partly in her mind to break up but then you know she like held one for one more year and then at the start of this year she's like enough is enough


I mean five after five years she was done lah then, cause cause she already administers have been five years is a long time what she actually invested


ya like upper sec sec three sec four something like that, , do you know when the sun goes by the sea first they already invested so much into I think she, try again lah but then when it became clear that things you wouldn't improve then there's no point holding on anymore


because there are certain things of a person you just can't change, that's stems inside them the core stuff you can't change that what a lot of people forget


(hmm), ya but then there comes a point of whether or not you can leave it those things because if you can't then you have to move away from the relationship


I don't know I haven't ask, it's been very long you know what the video call only I told you she was back after that we haven't talk she just said she's out of her stay home notice


so we can meet but I don't know but I don't know when too meet, cause I mean I've been busy and I don't know when so I haven't texted her


, how is alex doing his new job


oh my god, en


oh, oh okay


does he prefer it that way, oh no,


ya, (hmm)


(hmm), , then you


, oh talking about drinking, they were thinking of drinking like sunday after the show, then like cause at first they thought wednesday ladies' night then we realise all the bars are close damn early so there's no point going anywhere


that's why so like no point then later on maybe like sunday if you get a bottle then they have some place near bugis then, like just four about five or six four to six of us lah depends on who wants to


and we go to drink so I'll see how I mean I just but because sunday's last show they already said they would have better appreciation things so they might just buy pizza for everyone like all the crew and the artist drinking monday just us Sunge people lah


okay we are called team one, for Sunge, so just us so I don't know you know I mean I'll let you know what's the plan lah, I told my mum lah like oh okay sunday after the show they plan to do something, I just said it last night she was also a bit annoyed with me so I don't know


dinner, ya


how would he know the results, oh not online ah, as in I think you because COVID too they don't want everyone to come down


you have, you have the option to you have the option to collect online, ya, I mean last time A level results also the option to collect online but they all wanted to go to school lah


oh go lah I mean


oh so watch your language, the way you refer to Giwa, the way you referred to Giwa, referred


what do you call him, by the way my parents found out that my brother was seeing the girl outside the condo


cause my mother thought something was off cause like when we ask him bring dora down for a walk then he, he he only know like anyhow anyhow then must force him to go down, suddenly then he just went to my mum be like okay ah mom five thirty I bring her down for walk so my mother was like quite suddenly he so specific about timing you know usually are


then he will just laze around then like, ya he's been doing it, that day I went for my my run also he they they were there what


that's why, so so apparently my mum ask Rashan to follow lah but then like , Rashan was tired and he figured that my mom should follow if my mum should see for herself, since we can't like we don't wanna tell her cause that will be snitching on Dinesh but we can I mean we know there's something for her to find out so you can just ask you go so appearently he ask her to go down I think this was on friday friday when I was staying over at Shuva


no so, no no no so, she went she saw then she call she talk to Dinesh basically Dinesh, he said no no friend only at first he say he don't know girl


and my mother was like clearly this two know each other like she that girl pretending she on the phone and walking behind Dinesh like come on, you think, ya then he he say no is friend so like my parents after that then they ask so saturday only my dad talked about it then ya so why why you never say anything then Dinesh say oh no if I say that I going out with her maybe you all think we boyfriend girlfriend when like actually just friends


and then my dad was like then you tell us lah you don't say this kind of things then don't tell what, you know that's what they want, no, hello


I would have been bitten, why, why cause I'm a girl


oh, oh, no my mom was saying it's cause I was very defiant when I was a child but then the thing is I need to ask her, no but the thing is I need to ask her is what was I so defiant about that you had to hit until like that then you have to use those kind of words


she said I was stubborn to the point where I was defiant I'll never say I'm not stubborn I know I am stubborn, so she's that defiant but then I ask okay but I want to ask like defiant to like what extend it they feel they need to hit me until like that


cause even up to now even now they'll say that for me like I had a lot of focus on studies so I, of course whether or not like I follow timing whether I deliver the best will possible is a different matter


I didn't say that much, even if, they they know I talked to boys like and all that like they know it's a it's a very like like it didn't take up much of my time I was more focused on my studies I couldn't care less about other things, and they knew my friends and they knew like sof and alise and all that so they knew that I was very grounded


so now they say that kind of things like I'm just like so what was I defiant about because people who knew me like relatives who know me and you know how close these relatives are they see us they have also said that I was a very normal kid in a sense I never did anything out of the ordinary it's not like I was playing truant


it's not like I was drinking or smoking I wasn't sneaking out of the house like I wasn't doing any of these things so define mine defiance, what


so why ya so why would you beat me I'm a child cause I told my mom she said I am vocal that's what she said so the difference between me and my other brother is I am vocal which I agree cause I also tell her you all beat me or scold me for a lot of things cause I tell you and then I do, Dasson why just do then by the time you all find out there's no point you all scolding him then my mother laugh she say ya lah he learned from you he learn to not say anything and just do so how how it I mean that's not fair in the sense that we do the exact same thing


she said that Dasson probably learned from my experience like seeing me that he shouldn't say and then do things lah he should just do it without telling anyone, so ya so ya so I don't know whether he learn from me or that's just the kind of person he is but that is what he does


and now like recently only my parents like realise cause all this and they were like oh maybe I'm the defiant one only afterwhile they realize that actually no like, like isn't even like he do and then he say he doesn't say until you ask him what happen


ya, and he ya he doesn't say anything one if he if he find out if my parents ask eh so you went out yesterday ah oh ya ya I went out yesterday, but


ya but that's the thing cause, because I say and then I I say already if I say if I ask them then they say no then I still do that's defiant that's open defiance, but Dasson doesn't ask so they have no chance to say no they cannot say no means no defiance what


casue my parents never say no to Dasson what, that's why now I'm not saying anything I'm still doing right that's the point right, but I still feel bad cause like that's not how I grew up, and like when I was a kid


ya which it's is apparently it seems like that's I did but so that's the thing, I will ask I will argue back, then then my mother say what she say she say I got no bio


I looked at her and I was like why am I suppose to be scared of my parents, ya she said no there's there's like, I was like okay maria there I understand as parents yes I respect you all but why do you say I


I'm like why be real ya I was like why do I need to be scared of him ah like what is the point of me being scared of my parents, no that is why they they beat me lah that's the whole idea why they beat me so much cause he likes that I wasn't being fearful of them


that's why I know, I know


as in, but, you okay you can do something about it but you better be something right you don't do something stupid and be like oh at least I did something about it, you might as well not have done anything at all if you're gonna do something stupid no it's the same thing like my mom say oh cause


then ask her so you beat me cause you want me to be scared for what what kind of relationship is that, ya but it doesn't mean it's right it doesn't mean you do that okay doesn't mean that you inflict hurt on a child


it does not, there is always a limit


my dad has crossed that limit a lot of times, I agree once again it is not the worst case scenario, but it is wrong I'm not talking about the times when it was normal I'm not talking about the times when he hit and nothing happen I'm talking about at times when he went overboard


cause you do not do that and that is unacceptable, even my brothers didn't know, how bad things were like the other day they were casually saying certain things Dinesh were saying oh no #ah pa# #ah ma# also beat me I just looked at him and I said have you ever gotten a blue black


has your face ever swollen up no right then you shut up and listen cause you don't want that to happen that's literally what I have to tell them, even Dasson when I say that to Dinesh Dasson say no what never happen, that's why even now today my parents say among the three of us I'm the one who got hit the most I'm the one who got the worst of it not my brothers


Dasson cause Dasson quiet so they had nothing to hit him for Dinesh because they scared they learn from me, then they don't want it to happen again so they scared


you know your strength and you controlled it then for what are you an adult, you are not suppose you defend these people


it's like defending a no listen listen it's like defending a rapist anything like oh but I not saying what they do is right then why would you defending them in the first place, that is what you are doing right now


but not listening about what if you tell me oh I'm not listening about listen listen the things that I got hit for I didn't like the compo they wanted me to write, I don't care about general then I don't want to know then I don't want to know about the general one


ya because normally, say already then change lah


because I'm talking about my stuff right now


ya because I'm talking about myself so if you don't want to talk about me then just change the entire topic


okay


anyway I am suppose to have a word with Dinesh but I'm not probably not this week cause I'm too tired and I'll just get annoyed with him cause he's going to be really stubborn and stupid, about the girl lah, and apparently he's like my parents have his phone so they were looking to his chats apparently his language I mean language atrocious one thing is teenage kid that's fine


but he talks about the girl in that kind of away it's crossing a line and it's not even like he PM his friend about it he's posting it in a class group, which is a huge no and they're not even close to each other, so that is the key is just being an ass that's just him being a jerk really


so that's something that we need to sit down and not think about, but ya, yup that's that's about it, ya I need to buy new earpiece then I ask Dasson to buy for me for new year


then like I told him and then his hint, he don't wanna buy for me I found like the ones that I was using before this because like I didn't mind that, no listen listen I'm talking, cause I found the earpiece that like I was using before this and I didn't mind those


so I sent him then he say those like cheap ass shit then he don't want to buy cause it's a waste of money but, I don't know like if it's okay for me, fifteen to thirty five dollars like depends on who you buy from


that's for his twenty first birthday, his budget is very high for each of us he said I can choose up to what fifty dollars or seventy dollars something like that I also like what the hell, what the hell no


it's not savings calm down it this new year thing it's not supposed to for you to buy extravagant things you know it's supposed to buy like simple things for each other that's it, if you want to buy, ya but I don't need like a fifty dollar earpiece


okay then find me a earpiece I will like lah, find me a earpiece I will like, ya that's why I find something that I like then


ya it's fine it's apparently the samsung earpiece, err eight KG one


how much, how much is, okay that's very long


okay so tell me about things in singapore


and started long time ago, I think it's fun,


he's fine he's fine, we spend so little time together lor, we spend very little time together, like very short, okay lah, you are fine Himraj is just talking about his business with you asking about his business apparently it's well


ya that's all lah, that's all we talked about, ya isaac's always fine, there's nothing else to add to that


ya school also we don't know how oh oh so apparently for my minor for public health I could put in like a preference exercise so before the module balloting right there I was doing last sem remember


so I can put it in preference exercise then they will pre-allocate me the mods, that I ask for I mean it's not confirm like they will choose lah which mods you're pre-allocated but you'll get to submit the options, so I did that so I can choose up to three mods so I choose three mods for for public health


then , we shall see lah if I get anything then I have one less mod to worry about during the actual selection round like the balloting and stuff, ya, next tuesday I'll know my results


next tuesday is welfare day for dealers did I tell you, we going to I think ECP, then I think


(uh huh), oh, yup


depends lah if they had some classes have option some don't, then you can't take lah, you when you plan the timetable you should know all the timing so that you can plan such that it doesn't clash


ya that's why my timetable planner is like that what, I used that to plan so download already I can see all the timing they schedule already all the timings, I am very chill, I am very chill


okay


oh, ya ya ya you said


ya something nice you must say something nice , ya you must say it's nice you cannot just not say anything


I don't want, like that lah


no I don't want means I don't want, ya this doesn't have anybody what I don't want means I don't want lah, so now someone can't even count, nothing


like I'm hungry, I think we meet at Bugis at ten thirty, ten thirty


eating what with the treasure, so ten thirty means nine thirty leave the house, eight thirty I wake up, ya I know


like that lah


but it's okay


what, okay, okay, I didn't want to say no


say already, sure, okay


what's your plan for tomorrow, oh are you going gym, then today you went to gym


yup, january, sorry


when, why did you tell so far, when you called her


where did you call her


oh okay the stuff that was going on what you talk


then doesn't that show you sorry ya continue, doesn't that show you that it's not completely settle there


(mmhmm)


ya so what am I supposed to do like if you know, ya


ya cause it takes time for me to to to to construct thoughts


(hmm)


(mmhmm), ya


well what if it's not, what if it's not that way


ya that's literally what I said, oh okay okay


ya I wish they will change the term but


you do realize that your balance is not balanced right, you are not in the name of finding a balance you actually know finding a balance, as in you just say what oh I wanted to find a balance but it's not


if you can tell them in a nice way go ahead and tell them maybe you can tell them beforehand not to even do that in the first place, go and tel lthem, honestly like I would if I know that certain things that my parents would err tend to do, and if I know that it's not going to go right


then I'll just tell them lah for the time being when your folks are round


ya if they can then ya sure, well as long as it doesn't harm anyone like not drinking, like not drinking doesn't harm anyone, err yes does


it's not exactly a very reputable thing to do, ya that's the thing so it's not a reputable thing to do right so it harms your reputation right, it harms my family's reputation


your reputation clearly your reputation is different cause our the way we deal the way we we see, then is what my parents think listen again that is what my parents think


so if I can if I can humour it I will, and if I can't humour it I don't see why I shouldn't, say already okay fine


okay, ya


hello


let's go to the same question what's a few thing to do with your friends


I see I see interesting


err my friends err usually what my favourite thing do is just to sit down and talk, most of the times when we meet like we just talk about casual stuff like err football and games usually during the daytime when we meet but sometimes after dinner when you have this time to just sit down and you know when you are more laid back then we tend to open up our personal stuff like family friends relationships and future where like feel like this kind of convos are like the times where you know you can get you kind of feel your friend on a more emotional level so


sometimes when they get to know what you are going through or like or sometimes they will ask them for your opinions on certain stuff in life so like I feel like, I I like this kind of things cause you know like they actually give you genuine opinions from the bottom of the heart, you my friend so sometimes it gets fun like you know you just start a joke and stuff that's my favourite thing to do is just you don't have deep talks or just joke around


talk about something and then have a laugh err other than that I like to just go with my friends find good food to eat like, usually we go online and search about you know good halal food to go and eat somewhere so, ya usually you explore a lot of food err talk a lot other than that


recently like I don't know we gym together like with my friends so like that's something that we find like we should invest our time in, other than that err watch football talk about football together cause we all support different teams so


ya it's some ya football I guess other than that play FIFA together, err play reverlent together my favourite thing to do with my friends


err hundred percent got one movie I watch like over a hundred times was cars, ya cars I can still remember every single dialogue every single like background music and like


I remember everything from the movie until from the start to the end because every single day cause my younger brother right, like when cars came out he was like what three I don't know around like I mean you know like the movie preview on TV and shit like, he was like three years old right so like he's my mum will always play this movie cause you know cars will like attract young kids right so my brother every single day he'll watch the movie once so when I I I use to be very young when the movie was playing also right so like


I watch the movie so many times like, so that's one movie that I keep watching every single day was cars like, I can remember like the main lead lightning McQueen, ya and I and I even have those cars like collection in my house I I I don't think they have it anymore but I still have it lah ya


so that's the movie that I keep watching constantly how about you what movie do you watch


ya it's not a movie


oh ya okay okay but that you weren't really a kid when the movie came out though, okay lah but I mean I don't think you were a kid when the movie come out, you were a teenager already


K I mean ya lah accepted accepted, english Vinglish, what do you do whenever weekend, what I do I


I play a lot of PS four, I message my friends, I go out with my friends, err, other than netflix I feel like recently has been a very good time pass for me to watch netflix


err, go out with my family I guess like for me other than work spending time with your loved ones is important I feel, ya I like I like to do all these lor gym I like to go gym I like to just relax


ya that's my favourite thing to do lah I guess


what what what keeps occupied, !wah! legit


my favourite childhood memory was


childhood memory ah <tamil>நெறயஇருக்கு:neraya iruku</tamil> I need to think, childhood memory, same


oh


oh how is that possible


so what's the proof how come so you went to the wrong block


ya I understand, my most favourite I mean I don't know whether favourite childhood memory, I just thought about something but I just forgot wait ah let me think a bit


favourite childhood memory, I mean, my childhood one of it was when my brother was born I was a child, ya so basically I was in india like


ya I was seven years old when my brother was born so that's considered a childhood memory, so basically I was at india with all my cousins in the hospital like basically my mother was like inside the delivery ward


my brother was born in india, I went to india when I was P one I took like three I took a four months holiday from cedar primary school, ya so


ya I was P one, ya so after performance break from school there's like then after that I when to india lah like around may something then the morning I know my mother was going to give birth but suddenly randomly you know I was seven years old so like you got no <tamil>புரியல:puriala</tamil> at that time


then one day like this ambulance just put up my mum to hospital out of nowhere in the morning then could I cry sia like my <tamil>பாட்டி:paatdi</tamil> was saying <tamil>ஒன்னும்பிரச்னைஇல்ல:onnum prachana illa</tamil> like <tamil>போறதால:porathala</tamil> then I like I don't understand at that point of time


so after that suddenly I hear this scream, then my <tamil>பெரியம்மா:periyamma</tamil> was like err <tamil>அம்மாவந்து:amma vandhu</tamil> then I was like oh shit, then I run then I go see inside I didn't know baby was this tiny sia it's like, this small with blood on top you know he's like this tall


ya no shit uh of course there'll be blood when it comes out, I never touch lah they got towel what they will wrap in towel one, ya as in the the first moment they remove got blood then after that after they wash it then let you hold it lah


ya so that was like a very, for some reason like you know I when I got this problem I can't really remember stuff when I was young like whatever movie I watch whatever memories but like this memory like I just cannot forget lah like I can still remember every single moment like it's like a movie like that like


like I forget a lot of stuff but like this one this one this one memory that I can just never forget is that lah for sure, err definitely I wanted a little brother


I always when I was five six years old like I keep telling my mum I want a brother to play with like I don't know lah just felt like it will be more fun to have a brother but of course when I grew up then I feel like I really wanted a sister lah like, my dad really wanted a girl daughter a girl baby but


my mum my mum was like so adamant on a guy baby, so it's like a contest lah like which baby is going to born so when it come out I think I think all my relatives wanted a guy baby also lah I mean indian people mentality is like that so ya


I mean at that moment I wanted a guy baby, ya, so that was my favourite childhood memory I guess


err most favourite, most favourite show, !wah! I watched so many shows from young I think


one show K I mean got a few but I think I can just name a few lah like, one no lah cannot remember lah okay there was one show I was addicted to my whole life was lah season one cause when


that show when it came out it was it was it was when I was P six right ah let me tell you ah the hype was crazy like, everyone in school use to talk about like shit like, you know every single day and night I would stay up until ten thirty just to watch every single day


what, I didn't want to burn out early in my in my life just to study for PSLE lah I mean I still I still made it to where I wanted to lah so ya you know doesn't matter lah I I I have more fun than you in school so cannot compare


ya definitely for sure, so err ya <tamil>வேட்டை:vettai</tamil> was my favourite show favourite movie in my whole life ah, hard to say lah I mean cause I like <tamil>விஜய்:vijay</tamil> so I like a lot of <tamil>விஜய்:vijay</tamil> movie but


the one movie that I felt like, just !wow! I think <tamil>பாகுபலி:baagubali</tamil> lah <tamil>பாகுபலி:baagubali</tamil> one and two, it has to be like the most cinematic experience I've ever had in my life to watch I mean I watch many english movies before but, this movie just make you feel like you are in a whole different world lah I feel like <tamil>பாகுபலி:baagubali</tamil> is my most favourite movie I've ever watched I mean there's many shows and movies that I like but since you asked for that one I feel like


this this this is what comes to mind lah ya how about you leh


oh ya it's like a very like funny show you know like full of comedy


cause I I I watch in india like <tamil>தீபாவளி:deepavali</tamil> like, the first day like evening show, ya


how about english got english movie, oh I mean ya ya definitely a favourite choice is harry potter


oh ya ya those two are good


, ya err I watch harry potter I mean like sometimes I feel like am I past the time you know like maybe I I would have liked it more if I was a kid right like you know it's more fantasy stuff like


ya I mean ya lah I need to like sit down and watch one day maybe ya but my favourite english movie is interstellar for sure like number one, ya but that has to I I mean that's many peoples' favourite movie lah like, like a lot of my friends agree right that's the best movie ever watched interstellar space movie !wow! like when I I still remember when I watched it when I was sec two december holidays like I was going to go india but I think there was a bit of time before that all my friends went overseas and like that movie came out


then after that I really wanted to watch the movie but every single ticket was sold out for like days you know so what I did was I told my mum that I want to watch the movie so I went up I went to uh shaw theatres to book the movie and there was like this one sit at a corner of the cinema at the back so what I did was I I don't care I just want to go watch alone so I just go book that one ticket at like nine PM at night


then the problem was beside me was there this this couple you know I like ya it's like I think they wanted the corner seat like you know for their privacy but like when I was there right I felt so like err like err uh like why did I have to choose that one seat but I mean I really wanted to watch the movie but I didn't really care if I watched it alone lah I mean I watch many movies alone before in my life lah so like it's not really a good thing


really like I mean I'm not I'm the kind of person I feel like K not now lah but at that last like uh when until sec four right I feel like if no one wants to come I mean my friend circle is not very big maybe five to ten people only lah so I feel like like


so I feel like if I ask them and they don't want and my family doesn't want so I feel like what's the what's the point I want to watch I will just go and watch lah I watch about five six movies on my own before like I can still remember what movies I watched alone before


ya it's like it's like sec four around sec four that time, so I I remember I the weekend one of my friends wanted to watch with me like my neighbours but at the last me I think they have something on then like my other friends like they didn't really seem interested in the movie my parents also like didn't want to watch it lah so like


ah you know what lah I'm just going to go watch it on my own lah so I just went to the theatre I sit down and watch the movie lor like, but after that after that year I always watch movie with my friends uh like ya or like whoever that's whoever can come with me, ya


uh this is hard, I, I like so many different types of food like you ask me a restaurant I legit don't know leh I I don't eat from the same restaurant every single time you know like I'm very like


ya but like, I don't know leh rest of the life means like all the kind of food I like is those kind of food that you eat one day then after that <tamil>அடுத்தநாள்வந்துபோர்அடிக்கஆரம்பிச்சிடும்:aduthanaal vandhu bore adika arambichidum</tamil> kind of food you know so like I don't know my favourite food is McDonald's wingstop


err, ya but I'll probably die I'll probably die in like one year I guess like ya, ya I mean okay you ask you me my favourite food, I can say


I would say Naan and butter chicken is my favourite food or like Briyani oh Buderim is my favourite but like restaurant is hard to say lah how about you


ya true true


ya best


vegetarian


ya, I mean I I I use to eat a lot of maggi noodles lah like but recently I stopped lah feel like feel like it's I don't know ah it seems like it's unhealthy to me lah the more I maggi noodles it's like


I feel like it's one of food that you eat when no choice ah you don't make it a food habit so I try not to, I try not to eat as much as I can


you get half half like mum my mum like if you <tamil>இப்பஎனக்குசாப்பிடணும்னுதோணுச்சுனா:ipa enaku sapdanumnu thonuchuna</tamil> my mum will put all the vegetables and make one but if I just want to eat the noodles itself then I will just eat plain noodles ah ya


I will put any meat in my, Maggie


okay


ya lah then it's option two lah, I like bubble tea I like coke I mean I like can I can I just tell you I like coke more than lemon tea


K like my most favourite drink in in this world is coke sadly it's unhealthy I know but I feel like from young from the first time I drank, coke to this day I feel like when I when I just take a sip of coke right like I feel like the taste


is unbeatable like especially when you are thirsty as hell and you you just drink a can of coke right that feel is unbeatable feeling like !wow! I love coke so so so much


ya I like lime juice now now ya but in terms of taste I would still prefer coke lah but I mean as a more like , a more consistent option I would feel like I would feel like lemon lemon iced lemon tea is my current alternative lah or go to


is unhealthy lah but can I mean it's not like you cannot drink forever what when if I go out to eat a meal like McDonald's I'll definitely drink coke with it lah if not like it wouldn't taste nice you know, ya from young I drink coke like


I won't get why would I get I say I stopped already what when young can do whatever you want lah but once you hit twenties that's when you can't


ya that's why I stop already lah last time I drink everyday now I don't drink everyday already, yup so that's my favourite drink I know what's your favourite drink, actually I don't know what's your favourite drink you barely drink anything so like ya water your favourite drink is water


ya, I like water but can't drink it everyday


I don't like fruit juice also lah like


I read ya ya like oh sugarcane ah ya ya sugarcane is really nice but I mean I'm not I don't really like it but ya


oh mango latte, oh Lassi ah Lassi, actually I I also read online lah that is it's better to just eat the fruit than to make the juice out of it like cause you know you don't apparently like you don't nutrient if you make juice out of it so


I stopped drinking, ya like other like you lose all you don't you don't get anything out of drinking it lah so like


ya, I don't know why but you are like lagging a lot


I mean who else uh I mean, I would say


I mean I mean not gay lah but like uh it's probably Vijay lah, like I really want to just I mean of course my my dream ah to talk to Vijay you know so


cross country trip I can just ask him so I have so many questions to ask him you know so I feel like it'll be a nice, I want to ask him like like when you know when at that point of time when people use to throw him right for his looks and shit what


what did he do to like look better and secondly is, you know when he was going on a flops trip of movies right I want to know like, how did he like manage competition like I want to know like how he overcome it I want to know like I just want to know lah I just want to ask him a lot of questions where his movie choices and like


like how like you know his heart how how does he view fans and stuff so ya I think Vijay will be a good idea lah for cross cross country trip


oh famous ah, is tough


maybe some B funk people lah maybe some B funk people in the car, then you all can go on you all can go dance around the world or some shit like that


ya think not bad lah I think B funk


something, err if a song played everytime you enter the room what would it be, I know my answer


okay lah but, but the one song that you feel like when you enter the room you just want to play every single time you enter your room


I would I have one answer for my I think my whole life I can use this lah I would say err <tamil>கார்த்தி:karthi</tamil> BGM lah, like that that song energy <tamil>கிடைக்கும்:kidaikum</tamil> just like <tamil>பாட்டுகேட்டாலே:paatu ketale</tamil> sword of destiny theme !wah! I I I


I love that song, song for you


nice choice, err, would you rather travel everyday for the rest of your life and never be able to travel, I think it's an easy answer lah