uh and the thing is that because we finished the dance already and then after that we slowly walk off the stage and then they were cheering already and after that the lights took forever to like fade off and after it fade off we ran out and then after that I felt like it was still going on and ya I felt so I felt very validated and I felt like I did something right I felt like


okay quads have a lot of bad memories but that was a good memory ya like the yes uh quads but I felt that my whether it's quad validation or my validation I felt like I was validated at that moment and I felt so


tall I felt so strong it almost felt like you know all the years of hardwork I put until then was validated ya


uh brown jeans and blue singlet, yup


it was a crazy memory lah it was really like (uh huh) like that was the first thing that pop to my mind it was like lah I done shows and musicals like you know you perform on bigger stage before but that's like that one was like it was it was I was doing a dance item for people who came here to watch a dance item who appreciate it and it felt awesome


although I'm like thinking why not why am I not thinking of like my tap performance or whatsoever or like my choreography or whatsoever but ya the first thing that popped to my mind was that


your turn


by right you're supposed to keep a constant distance and constant volume but it's okay moving on


you do know that if we failed this trial then they won't ask us to do another time and then we won't get to do this again right, uh I think we can try


what is, what is your most treasured memories and I keep cutting you because there is no ten seconds silence it cannot be more than ten seconds silence and we cannot keep repeating the same thing over and over again which ya


you can say your sex memory you know


treasured memory it's not saying that it's good or bad it's a treasured memory what is your most treasured memory it's the same thing like at quotes it's like a ex-boyfriend to me but it's still like that is still a treasured memory for me


okay ready for next question, okay I think we stop here because I don't like the next question


what okay let's just like I nevermind it's okay we just cope like bang or hit against the wall what is your most terrible memory I got three that comes to mind one is uh waking up and not being able to move my hips because my boyfriend fuck me in the ass and that he hurt me so much and after that he got angry that I couldn't walk


second is when I have a spasm down my spine and then after that I still went to teach a class bad mistake and after that into a total spasm and it hurts every time I move uh he brought me same boyfriend brought me to uh the doctor and then I couldn't move like every side hurts and then after that while I was walking halfway passing the passing the the road and then after that uh I


spasm and I couldn't move at all but a car was coming so he just ran me because he thought that I was acting so he just pull me across and then I was crying and spasming and it hurts and everything and I run don't know why I still want him there and like thinking back like I should have like just said that you know what I'm gonna walk myself like I'm not gonna stay with you tonight or whatsoever blah blah blah thinking back I was stupid after


a terrible memory and this is the best one which is uh when I woke up I think I told you this before like I woke up in a friend's house and then his husband have a knife over my throat, because he thought that I was scaring his cat but I was just drunk and I was falling asleep and I was on the sofa falling asleep and then I he had a knife over my throat and then I woke up and then I sober straightaway


and then I was like okay I'm sorry for scaring your cat can I leave now and then he let me go and then as I was reaching stood up I was reaching my hands down to the sofa trying to get my phone and my wallet he stabbed the sofa, he was aiming for my hand but then I ran away and I was like that is my phone and my wallet can I get it so that I can leave ya then I walk backwards like facing him because you never turn your back on crazy and then ya I went out of the house and then I sit at the roadside and cried for two hours and then I walk home


oh, have I not told you that before I thought I told you that before


uh (hmm)


yes so there's that okay your turn what's your most terrible memory


so sorry to hear that babe but thanks for telling me thanks for telling me,


that's what I was trying to say like yes I will like not tell anyone I'll keep the secret to the grave and technically oh my god I just realised we just tell our deepest secret to an AI and operator if you're listening to this and not just a AI please don't judge us okay


and now I get why this survey is like literally to make people fall in love like this questionnare is like literally like !wow! like if you're like really answering it like honestly like it really is the shit


ya, !wow! AI please learn how to be more human


hi can you hear me can you hear me, !yay! perfect alright Swee lah


I'm okay uh eh damn Chio sia wait ah I show you the sky can you see the sky you see the sky Jin Chio hor okay I'm okay I am so far my temp job


they I offered I I said I want to take on I can take on an extra night lah and then they said like uh they said that it will be if they extend my contract so then they got back to me they said they will they're offering to extend my contract for another three months after I finish in july


but then they want to extend to five nights a week then I'm like I don't know if I can take five nights a week I don't know if my health can take it I'm like I think it's a lot like it's good but it's a lot like I want to negotiate and see if I can do four nights a week ah for the remaining three months [orh] for the additional three months ah ya


oh no no this one is the not the kids one this one is the the social agency one, ya


you realise that's being a parent right that's being a parent, yes uh poor parents uh ya


ya I don't know how she produced five kids sia it's damn fast


is she is she done


oh no why they never snip like snip snip


ya that's true that's quite true but as they can tell condoms not very not hundred percent effective lah


what's what's the meaning behind that one, very good ah not bad ah


!wah! so how did they find out like that


!wah! this baby stealth mode ah


oh !aiyo! !wah! that is very Chim that's like super super like !huh! how do you say ah uh like well that's a lot of deep thoughts for a baby


that's true like they will know lah they'll be able to sense the emotions and everything lah


I love it when I grow up ya cause thirty one is not grown up uh I wanted I wanted three cause it's me and my brother right just two of us and then I always wanted like a baby sister or brother baby sister that I can like just hug like she's a doll so I thought like three is good but then my friends with three right the one in the middle they say like has


middle child syndrome but I'm like but it's more fun eh when you have three kids then can play more ya you leh how many you want, why four


I love it eh like just to fulfill all the chinese one <mandarin>哥哥姐姐弟弟妹妹:ge ge jie jie di di mei mei</mandarin> like very nice Swee Swee ah


ah but how to guarantee


ya this is true ya they always have some


poor thing oh no, then what happened to like your other sister what is she is she she doesn't live with you all right is she married


!aiyo! but so fun the cousins when they come together can like play a lot, for you lah cause you're the uncle !aiyo! that's so cute


really


did she say why


ah okay I get what you mean, ya lah okay I I get that lah


!yay! it's so good I was so happy when I heard lor I was like oh my gosh yes aunty you're so enlightened I love it !yay! did she say how she knew like like what made her like guess years ago


okay lah I guess there's your answer


was #ming yang# your first


oh that one


yes , it's not it's not trust me I I understand obviously you want to do better than you exes ya !aiyo! uh uh what was I gonna say I was gonna ah there was something I wanted to bring up my brain failed me ah oh well


uh oh I know what I was gonna say no so you know how I've been distancing myself from celia right then the other day she messaged me lah then she was telling me about how how obviously she wasn't short listed for NDC right and then she she go and say andy's favouritism is very well known ya


ya she said that andy's favouritism is very well known and that yup I can read out the text for you ah I mean might as well since we're here and since I have it in front of me I tried to be as I tried to be as like


objective about that as possible keep calm I'm here for you uh oh ya she asked me to submit for something that's why we started talking so ya ya sure


yup, exactly I also feel that way so right so she say ya okay she said uh uh she said MDC got back it's no secret that andy is biased and she found out some things are quite unpleasant then she was like I thought it was #wei cheng's# job to call no though it was #wei cheng's# job to call cause #wei cheng# call her to tell her that she didn't get shortlisted right then she like you're doing NDP with them right then I say


I said no I rejected it lah then I just basically explained and stuff that you know that even though offer you know everything like I can't lah cause of my shift right uh so she said that for MDC she didn't get shortlisted but she's not affected by that cause she knows she killed it for auditions even though she can't sing and then (uh huh) this is what what she said she said to me right then I see already right I like


I very what lah cause she said don't get too triggered okay remember must watch the red line ah she said I'm not affected by that cause I know I killed it for auditions even though I can't sing but can't be natasha dumb can get in and not me right the choreo she choreo quite hard and she said that and I'm like


uh okay nevermind you want to say like that about people okay ya then I said so rachel called you then she said HR could only accept three more girls so she knows shauna got in before her and that she would take #lam lam# lah so she was like in her audition was the cell girl jaslyn #lam lam# herself Pajon and kenneth in the audition


so she said previous audition shauna and don't know who apparently anne but she did not tell like that day lah so she said definitely obviously andy spoke to anne and jaslyn to come and audition since he took over right so so celia said she never knew anne was was already selected but then andy fought hard for jaslyn then she say of course lah he does go by favourites then I'm like are you read already I'm also like


jaslyn is a better worker than her jaslyn has great technique jaslyn has good showmanship jaslyn has a better I'm sorry if you want to be superficial lah jaslyn has a killer body and she's damn flexible and she is versatile right you know then she said then she said about #wei cheng# calling her right she's like as a close friend she would prefer a sincere honesty lah but she was like she felt it was too fake


and then she go and say so you know lah I never could work claudine although I'm okay with her but long history she then she said apparently claudine told everyone she doesn't want to see her in MDC MDC then she's like the weird thing is the next day I met #wei zong# at my house for a delivery for a client video and then #wei zong# told her that she didn't get NDP and apparently claudine and kresha mentioned #wei zong# is full time in CB so can't do shows then she was like claudine always with #wei zong# doing why say that then


then she said that she spoke to melody since they're close and then melody said she wants to quit already because the politics are growing and it's obvious andy is biased so apparently melody says andy is biased then she said maybe she try talk to #wei cheng# lor so she replied melody said no offense but #wei cheng# no use ya so I'm like


uh uh so what what celia says what celia says what she thinks is right is she won't be doing the audition anymore differently even if she goes to reaudition this year and then she says unless I suddenly improve in singing which no need what so many dancers got hired without singing ability so she doesn't understand there's a quota right


ya and apparently she said claudine is really talking to andy a lot and become became the new favourite so she said Ishan was at rehearsal and witness some amazing ball carrying ya, ya lor so it's like it's just weird I'm like then I just try lah like she asked me about NDP stuff then I just like whatever cause apparently #qing wen# was the first choice and winnie didn't hear for the first batch also so I was surprised lah that I shared that I was surprised cause the dancers are really very good but I had to say that I told her I clarify lah that sam and Zani are the ones in charge andy has nothing to do with NDP


so ya but I'm like I'm like even if #wei zong# doesn't get selected for NDP again it has nothing to do with kresha and claudine because andy is not in charge of NDP's selections at all he has nothing to do with it and andy


andy likes those who work hard and who can do what he says as in like what he wants lah right it's very clear what and people he enjoys working with so I'm like it's very clear that he doesn't want work with celia because of what happened and celia it's not that she's not good or doesn't deserve a second chance but she up till today still doesn't get it you know I feel okay go everything now that you heard everything


ya I I agree lah like I'm like so for me claudine is a bit problematic but it's because of my personal past experience with her and it's because she's very headstrong, uh but as a dancer I will give her the fact that she has worked on herself she has made a conscious decision to not just do hip hop but she's consciously decided to do go into and to explore and to use dance as more than just dance like she did a recent series about connecting with your emotions and like your meditation


am I too loud I'm okay eh on my side thanks for reminder ya but ya so but ya so I will give her that because she she has made the effort right and whether or not you want to say that that she is sucking up or carrying balls right like you said if she delivers she delivers


and claudine at the end of the day right she she doesn't need to be like she doesn't need to to do anything but listen to andy and if she can play and if she can work with the MDC team which clearly she can then that's the most important what even if she couldn't go with other dancers in the past it doesn't matter anymore because her current environment it's one that she can work with what and I'm sorry lah kresha is amazing like kresha is freaking amazing


on all fronts ah you know so I'm like ya again I will also obviously choose them and obviously I choose shauna and #lam lam# not just because #lam lam# can also sing right and everything but also because ya they're workable they're hardworking and even if technique wise like even from a jazz technique right even if celia has more jazz technique background than like #lam lam# or shauna #lam lam# and shauna have showmanship and work hard and everything and #lam lam's# body movement is amazing lah so I'm like


and shauna also has a great voice so I'm sure she can MC you know for events and all so I'm like ya zee zee up till now doesn't understand right that it's like, people play they have favourites it doesn't mean they show favouritism but they choose people they want to work with what like previously I know andy had reservations about natasha years ago not cause she's not she's not a hardworking dancer but because he said that she stresses herself up so that's why and she's worked on that and she literally is the the hardest working literally she's the hardest working dancer I know lah and the hardest on herself


you know and she she is so humble and she's always you know for a fact right that she will always push herself and go the extra mile even if you don't ask her to she will run a hundred extra miles for you just just so that she feels like she can deliver and live up to her own personal like standards which are actually higher than anyone else's standards that I know of so I'm like how can you how can you compare to that like


and and at the end of the day andy already said what andy made it very clear that he wants to build the strongest team of dancers in singapore that's why he has brought the people that he has brought in there that's why like is in everything right so I'm like if people are feeling that andy is playing favourites chances are chances are that these are the older ones


who came into the company before andy did and because of that right their standard is different from the standard of dancers coming in so they are feeling that he is playing favourites because why obviously if you look at it from a non bias point of view he has to give the better slots to the dancers who are deserving of it what and if you're feeling like your you're lagging behind then say


Jialat I have to do something about it do something about it and the best part is a lot of these amazing dancers they're more than willing to work with you what they're more than willing to help you improve that's the most ridiculous part of it all what that they're not like oh my gosh no like they're like I won't help you except shirley


!wah!, ya (ppc) ya lor is like hor like !aiya!


I don't know (uh huh) of course


right, yup yup exactly the other MDC was like seriously eh like I I don't know what it is is it they just went in without understanding the singapore dance scene then just go in and think they can start a studio and of all places at marina square like Macam the rent very cheap like that then like can can you all please do some research and figure things out !aiya! ridiculous eh


yes they had to do a minimal minimal what's it called uh minimal renovations and everything ya and the studio space is there everything set up floors are done Shiok lor


!wah! damn !walao! wait you're asking a question !wah! !huh! hard oh my gosh this is tough man !wah! I think oh my gosh can I ask like many questions cannot


can ask many questions okay okay so the first thing I wanna ask right is is how I can be a be better at keeping my friendships cause I'm also like I will go through like I have phases of being close to people I think you're one of the few that I stayed close close to consistently and I think part of it is cause when I get into a relationship right I get so close to my partner


that I not as like don't give as much in my friendships right so I want to know what it is that I need to do to be able to keep the friendships cause partners as we've realise come and go but at the end of the day I want to be able to have like close friendships lah that I can like fall back on cause my my best friend from primary school that I was close to up until my mid twenties right one is married then the other one got girlfriend so like obviously distance already mah


so I'm like ya and then (ppc) and then the other one that I want to ask is oh my gosh this is terrible who who who my future husband be


ya just cause oh my god seriously lah !walao! so tiring to keep looking and everything and I'm like can I just can I just know like when and where I will meet the person and then like you know just just get over and done with like ya and then for work I think I want to know what


what would be the best route for me to be successful like cause there are so many different things to go into right like especially now besides this COVID period so I'm like what should I what should my focus be at least first if that makes sense ya ya okay all done


oh my gosh oh I knew it I knew it I was actually just thinking about it the other day you know cause I was like what are we watching uh big bang right theory then ya lor I was like eh when they get to episode like we haven't continue yet okay okay I'm ready next


(ppc) !yay! I know secrets ya I'm I'm all for the no STD thing uh and ya I agree I think that you'll be a very good studio owner but ya it's the


the business sense part and the uh finance stuff but yes I think for me uh I want to go to england or new york but


to do my masters in musical theatre and (ppc) I haven't done it because I keep putting it off cause to do that it means I have to work on my singing and singing still terrifies me cause the whole like having to catch up keep catch up at people and everything right like you know


tough and also the money I don't know how much it will cost I don't know uh if I'll be able to save up or what will happen and then and everything but ya to be able to go there and do my masters and then hopefully live and work there after


but ya also to go overseas and work is another one and I haven't done it yet because to get a contract overseas is hard and I'm #hum chi# to just move overseas and give it a try there like I really admire the people who are able to


especially those like like who've been able to make it at new york and all that like I I would love to do that and I'm just #hum chi# lor I like don't dare to go because I don't know what will happen to me and then at the back of my mind it's alway the idea of I have savings now but if I go there and I do that and I can not get work and then my savings just go down and down and down then yes I can move back here but then I feel like I'll start from zero so it's like a


ya I'm #hum chi#


I think you need someone like #wan ying# to be like no no free classes nick cannot not allowed okay no and then ya you cannot cannot allow that you cannot give everyone free classes


yes, yes, !wah!


yes please


I I have no clue like I think it's a bit sad that I have no clue what the greatest accomplishment of my life is maybe it's uh I don't know uh so err aloysius the aloy who used to be


he the one with TDRO oh lah he mentioned once I think he mentioned to me either last year or the year before that one of what he thinks is a one of my great achievements is that so many of my ex students are still dancing from my years with jump and also jump productions for like four years


but in my four years there it's not just me lah because after after that they still stayed jump productions had like a alumni program as well that kept them going and everything right but amongst all the schools and all the instructors somehow my students are the ones who have stayed on and


dancing and ah teaching now and I'm like and aloy is there another one of my students abigail is there sherry is at converge now uh I have another student alex who is still not not tall lex another alex who's still dancing a lot of them are still dancing and all so that's what that's what he mentioned and I didn't realise until he told me then I'm like


!huh! and I I guess that's a good thing lah the fact that in just those four years I was able to get people invested enough or peak their interest enough that they decided to continue dancing and like aloy is has grown a lot as a dancer as a person I'm like I like him but sometimes he can bit be a bit controversial or whatever


but like as a dancer like his technique is much better now and like I mean like come on lah he does more turns than me he can do more tricks than me cause of his training with NAFA but like ya I guess I guess that will be one of my great achievements but the sad thing is right like I'm I'm thankful for my time there and I'm thankful I was able to impact them and to some extend I miss it but


does it make sense that I wish that my achievement meant more to me does that make sense ya cause cause besides that I don't know what my achievement would be like I'm like would my ya


ya I don't know what my ya I'm trying to think if there's anything that to me makes sense as my greatest achievement uh ya


okay, ya can okay ya I'll keep talking no worries you go uh this boy so since he cannot hear I will just sing his praises a bit this one is one my very good friends and he is one person I would trust with my life he is somebody


that doesn't realise how amazing a person he is he has blessed a lot of people in his life and he doesn't expect anything in return this whole circuit breaker period he has been blessing us with random things like bubble tea just cause we say we miss bubble tea he will get it sent to our house all of a sudden like that day I suddenly got four large cups of bubble tea


from nowhere and it's cause he sent it and then my other friend also in our little group natasha she also said she really wanted bubble tea cause she was not feeling good after her rehearsal and then suddenly it appeared at her house and he has been so wonderful and so selfless he teaches tap uh I take tap classes from him sometimes he's like no need you just pay me in food and then


yes, of course <mandarin>可以来:ke yi lai</mandarin> next question, !wah! this is tough ah you want go


ya I think same thing that showing up and being present uh and the ability to just be there I guess for me ya


ya agreed ya


ya it has been and I think I think also reciprocation like we don't have to show the way we love and care for each other the same but there has to be some like it gets very tiring when you feel like you're the only one who is giving in any relationship whether it's a partner or whether it's a friend so it's always nice like to have people like who


even if they don't show it the same way as you do who'll show in their own way that you know they're there and that the friendship and the connection means as much to them as it does to you ya


yes, why so hard one


okay what what's the memory come


ya was it the one where you all wore was it red pants and black shirt or something


ah ya ya I remember that cause I think that's the one the flare was after you all right then we went to side then we were cheering cause you were doing your practice together correct right that one right ya I remember that one we also damn excited for you all screaming at the side ah ya


but that's okay leh like it's okay that it's not tap mah cause it's a part of who you are and it was a very defining moment I feel lah I feel like it was a very defining moment for all of you all also as artists not just as like a group but like as individuals cause you all finally I feel got the recognition lah that you know you all deserved and everything ya


ya that one okay I I moved my mic a bit closer cause now I'm wondering if it got a bit soft at points but it's okay nevermind no red line can already !huh! !wah!


ya , I know I got read I got read cause I keep moving back and forth also I realised I keep rocking like I will not do that in future next time I sit on the chair with backing you know uh I don't know !hey! so hard favourite memory !walao! uh


we can submit another trial what no meh, okay I hope we pass please pass us ya please do okay uh !aiyo! why so hard why your question so hard one


either that or, okay


okay, uh my most okay my most treasured memories I think would be in, thanks I okay I I explain why it's complicated first because a lot of my memories are unfortunately tied up with ex-boyfriends and a lot of my very good memories my favourite memories right are tied up with DJ in particular then obviously I cannot have those anymore as favourite memories because I mean I cannot lah but it's like it doesn't make sense and to me it also doesn't help cannot right


I love it okay uh got a few lah okay I choose two I choose two uh not not boyfriend related I think for me one of them was when I did TRDO at one the one that had a family theme to it and it was me and #min li# and we were portraying sisters


and it it was it was a good push for me to be dancing with her and to be directly learning from ryan and not just from him but eventually also from jessica and even jeffrey because they were saying that we were taking too long with the piece cause at first we were dancing in silence right and it was about seven minutes and they said like


it was a bit too slow so ryan was like okay and it was literally I think the day of or the day before right and we were just working on it and then he was like can I just trust you like jeff and jessica to help me with this so they worked with us and from seven minutes it became like a two or two and a half minute piece but it was in pure silence and back then we were very close like me and mins


so it was to me it was very amazing to be able to work and dance with her and to have that experience and for after that for merrisa she came and she told jeffrey not jeffrey she told ryan she told us that when she comes back she wants to work with us so for me that was very big validation lah cause you know me I'm like of all people on the street bloody mins you know she is so damn good and then merrisa's piece had these amazing dancers right and then to be told like


that she wants to work with me and I'm like I I know I'm not as technical as them I have things that I really need work on like serious like like what I feel are technique flaws right and I'm like you still want to work with me and and for myself I could feel the power of dancing in complete silence for that two and a half minutes with mins and to be able to bring out and I think for me it's also treasured because I don't have that relation with mins anymore and I miss it and I miss her uh


and it's just something I have to live with lah but ya and the other one would be almost almost any memory in england with my aunt and my grandpa especially christmas cause christmas in england is special lah you get the snow you get the cold weather then you get the turkey and everything so ya so those two lor


yes, oh we move we okay what is the next question then we pass the next question we still got six minutes


what the heck Kanasai what what the !huh! what is this


I don't think so man bro I never hear before eh, !walao! eh


uh okay so I don't know if I told you this before uh it'll be !wah! they going to hear our secrets nevermind uh first one will be my first abortion


uh when I went through the procedure err I didn't react well to the the the anaesthesia I guess so I woke up feeling very delirious and in pain and then when I got back home uh my boyfriend at that time wanted to break up with me because he said that he was angry because I didn't ask the nurse to let him up


so that he could be with me as I was recovering because there were other people there other girls there and he also wanted to break up with me because I had told my I told one other person besides him I told my best girl friend my best friend at the time and he was upset cause he said it was something that we should have just done as a couple together


and so on the day that I had to go through such a terrible and difficult procedure he almost broke up with me and I had to convince him to stay and I was in pain and bleeding and shit ya so that's the first one the second one obviously will be last year courtesy of DJ this one you know lah !huh! the whole stupid shit with the girl who shall not be named


and be woken up at five thirty in the morning to a fucking hysterical boyfriend and his damn bitch whore who is in the background going hysterical and I have to coach them through shit but you know all of that so I don't need to talk about it anymore ya


it's alright, of course you are probably the one person that I would tell anything to in my life like legit


whether you want to hear or not is another thing ah but


we are wonderful human beings thanks


ya you really open up to people ya, yes uh okay


can already right, okay they say you cannot break more than ten seconds, oh my god quinn it's so awkward


and we cannot overlap each other eh oh my god we just overlapped each other, do you know how to


do you know how to fill in the like silence you just like eh ba ba ba imagine if they, I know but imagine if they have to transcribe this and then they B A B A B A B A


actually what's the purpose of this ah


oh, eh if it's if Angmoh is hokkien right does it mean that we can only speak hokkien now, if Angmoh is hokkien cause they say you only can speak in one second language


so does it mean that we have to speak, hokkien now remember what I asked you no right, it's chinese it's chinese my second language is, so I was like thinking how come we can say hokkien okay nevermind nevermind continue


Angmoh is hokkien what I thought, the word Angmoh, how I know I'm just saying right for this guidelines


okay, oh ya eh actually rachel ask me if uh she wants to stay in hall with me eh I think, no she ask me no she ask me if I'm staying single room


but, why


ya, maybe maybe


you cannot apply for hall halfway right, #si qi#


but then a bit waste money if you apply also, eh dude that is one point five K eh this is eh no we should Por we should Por the people recently eh this is good money guys this is good money


and this is until september right


no lah we not gonna do that lah you crazy ah, no okay, we still have to speak in chinese eh


what eighteen eighteen weeks ah eh it doesn't make sense times once per week oh, ya that's true four times ya


ya that's true, actually who cuts the other one more ah I think I cut you more eh actually


I think I have a bad habit of, cutting I wanted to say cutting in chinese but then I realised that I don't know


ya I know, I know right, !wah!, oh what story eh no wait can we wait can we go back to the, right okay so so I think I heard right that we can't stay in double room


uh Xuan said but I think from her source is hearsay one, but if if that's the case then then I don't know if I should just apply double or single


eh you ask eh, then you opt out ah you can opt out right


ya how much is application fee


wait we need to pay application fee oh ya I can't remember, ya, I think I think actually saying more times right doesn't help it like that you know


okay ya okay okay K back to the point so the thing is that rachel ask me if I'm staying single room and I think she's asking me about my situation first, so that like she will ask the question whether want to stay together she knows that you are not staying with me is it


no wonder


true, , okay that's true that's true that's


okay okay I'm sorry I'm sorry but this is just I just I'm just doing it in a comedic manner I really can't I really can't help it I'm just doing it in a comedic manner I really can't help it, okay I'm sorry ya


wait so did you tell her that, I will be like I'm finding for roomie or does she not know that okay


shit man then she still have, online lesson meh she still have online lessons meh, she still have online lessons meh


she still has online lessons meh, ya ya sorry does she still have face to face lessons


oh but one to two days then stay hall for what sia, oh ya oh ya ya did I repeat after what you said though no right


okay


okay, ya lor as in her house so big confirm got <mandarin>位置:wei zhi</mandarin> one what


oh,


ya I don't think I would eh, I think I cannot I think I cannot, really ah !huh! really you can ah


okay lah maybe you maybe you can lah maybe you can, then you still say my tolerance higher than yours


, I think no but I think I will room with #xin fang# Aish and who who else ah, I think kim I'll also room eh to be honest, no but but then again right it's cause we know like I know how how rachel can be sometimes


am I lagging ya, ya, I don't know why today so laggy eh maybe it's cause I close my door sia, ya it's just to me like I can hear you quite clearly ah


ya, oh I thought you talking about the internet connection, really meh, now it's very bad ah


until now oh shit, I sit very near to the door already eh, oh no lah no lah I don't think so


I have no idea eh, ya actually I realise right that I use very like I use chinese words but I don't like structure chinese sentences much


ya unless if it's like short sentences like, then if she say <mandarin>还没有:hai mei you</mandarin> ah then I'm like eh <mandarin>去冲凉:qu chong liang</mandarin> leh <mandarin>酱迟了你还不要去冲凉:jiang chi le ni hai bu yao qu chong liang</mandarin> like that kind of thing but I won't say things like


uh like uh !wah! the video damn lag in chinese cause I don't know how to say it, you know what I mean I think you also


oh, oh okay, but I was just thinking right if you are brought up in a chinese family right


as in, no as in I thought you'll be the <mandarin>高级华文:gao ji hua wen</mandarin> type, like ya ya like if you are brought up in a chinese family then you will be like #xin fang# like a very chinese cultured kind of


okay that's true that's true maybe that's why,


, oh


that's true


for me ah, like actually from instagram right sometimes when I type things right then I will be thinking !wah! <mandarin>以前我不会写这种东西:yi qian wo bu hui xie zhe zhong dong xi</mandarin> but now I will, like like, kinda know what I'm trying to say


ya, ya ya that was I was pretty like (hmm), ya which I was quite surprised, ya


I'm not emoing eh !huh! where got emo sia


ya, okay that is true, but seriousness doesn't doesn't correlate to to being sad what I feel like you can be very assertive about something but it doesn't mean like <mandarin>你很伤心:ni hen shang xin</mandarin> to be honest


too much ah


true okay but sometimes right if <mandarin>你不写出来:ni bu xie chu lai</mandarin> right I think, you know what I mean ya I feel


wait but I thought #xin fang# can be quite critical I thought she is actually more critical about current affairs and thinks more than me though to be honest


oh really ah, so, ya


that's quite bad that she gets swayed easily then, but then again that's also me ah sometimes on a lot of things


I mean it's quite <mandarin>他蛮聪明:ta man cong ming</mandarin> ah but, my mum always say it's a like you must use it wisely bro, ya then next moment I see him and you also might


he ah, ya, he got lie to #xin fang# meh, okay yes he did okay now I think about it ya


no, no but I the thing is that I, if #xin fang# really actually knew about it or she like a bit know a bit know like you know what I mean like guessed it kind of thing


if you know what I'm trying to say ya, ya ya but then again they are both like smoking now so <mandarin>没有话讲:mei you hua jiang</mandarin> ah


I mean as in not cigarette like as in, quinn we have to cut this whole audio off already


do you want restart, it was all the while illegal okay true, it is what, as in overseas it is what (ppc)


but we are in singapore, ah they did, ya okay ya


what are we talking about, oh ya ya ya so, okay lah I think I very selfish ah in that way but, I I don't think I will tell her that I don't want stay with her of course


but I will I'll just stay single, then she will say then stay in another hall what


but then, is she guaranteed


oh, shit, it's quite sad, you are lagging but I am fine as in I still can hear you the audio is working quite well


oh, oh really actually my internet working quite fast eh, my internet is working very fast to be honest, ya maybe it's yours


oh uh, that if, it's something about hall


something about hall


ya correct, why


, , ya


, ya I think this year the crescent side not very good in, surprisingly though


I was quite surprised eh to be honest, the turns ya, ya and then pioneer suddenly like <mandarin>进步:jin bu</mandarin> like, suddenly by a lot, ya


, that's true, that's true, uh now is the wifi smoother


is it my wifi, do you usually use this fast wifi or the slower one


oh then that's weird, usually I'm not this choppy right


ya, I thought zoom got limited time that, oh my god oh my god is it oh my god and then who was it ah


no my diploma friends told me that that the the zoom was limited timing, because the creator was the one that that didn't sign in with


uh NTU account, ya so I had the impression that, oh I thought it's one minute straight eh


oh forty five minutes oh, ya ya correct correct, that's true but then that would be quite an hassle quite a hassle ah to be honest


eh today I didn't exercise eh, ya, ya


uh okay lah, okay lah, half of the time I'm just, no but but your type of internet humour and <mandarin>跟他的:gen ta de</mandarin> like


ya, ah ya, but were you amused at the video that shannon tried to show everyone what was the video ah the facebook video


the facebook video of uh, uh I think someone said something like wait it's like two two two puppets talking, and then one of them was like wait and then they were like wait where oh I'm here then where here that one


ah ya ya ya something like that I can't remember, ya ya were you amused with that video


actually same to be honest same , ya, no the worst part right was that <mandarin>那整个:na zheng ge</mandarin> video right was like three minutes long, so when shannon <mandarin>给我看:gei wo kan</mandarin> right it was like, like literally her walking with the phone for three minutes and <mandarin>跟我一起走:gen wo yi qi zou</mandarin> right and I was like !wah! dude this is a very long walk eh


I think <mandarin>是最长的路:shi zui chang de lu</mandarin> like ever oh my god I was really like, ya and then the worst part was that at the end right I had to pretend to laugh so I was like , ya we were at north spine or something I can't remember


ya ya


ya ya that's true, eh actually back to the, something that I want to hear, no


actually how will you say it ah to be honest


ya, oh


you know I would say something like that although it is very lengthy right but, ya, ya


ya that's true, ya that's true that's true okay but I think I think like when I'm working as a cashier right and then someone like a native chinese right, like china speaking like china china people so their chinese is very strong so sometimes it intimidates me sometimes like I'm like !wah! I forget all my chinese words eh


ya sometimes that's what happened when I went to taiwan and I had to buy things by myself ya


, , it's okay you can speak


damn embarrassment , then you must be like, then


, oh, ya, ya


eh do you you know you, you know you know when, I was uh having oral right do you know what was my oral video, it was SCDF eh !wah! I still remember I still remember when I saw the video for A-levels right I was like !wow! what is SCDF in chinese then you know what's the worst part


ya you know what is the worst part or not the worst part was that it was in SCDF right and they were having like an SCDF army fair kind of thing, and I was like !wow! I don't know the word SCDF I don't know what is, like the army fair called in chinese I don't know what is the fair


uh they were showing off how to use like uh the the uh fire truck that kind of thing, ya ya


I I have no idea, I can't remember what I said dude so so okay so it was video so luckily during this time of video right they they , what did they do oh they actually ask questions so you don't have to describe the video


ya ya ya correct correct so at least it was fine in that sense so I was like what did I say ah , I asked him something like uh <mandarin>他们:ta men</mandarin> uh <mandarin>遇到灾难的时候就能:yu dao zai nan de shi hou jiu neng</mandarin> blah blah blah blah blah


like you know that kind of thing but then but then in my head I was like I still don't know what is SCDF fair in chinese I don't even know what this thing is called in chinese, ya, so I think even when it was over I still didn't know what it was


oh for A-levels ah, oh ya eh your uh for your O-levels oral you got distinction right, then but you got B right


then second try then you got A right, dude this happened again to me in A-levels, that means distinction, for what then I still got B eh


then she really just scold me in front of the whole class eh <mandarin>你想要多差你跟我讲你想:ni xiang yao duo cha ni gen wo jiang ni xiang</mandarin> !huh!, no but she just she just loves to mock people so I just like no as in no her point is that how badly could I have written right that I could have ya


then she was like !wow! <mandarin>我对你很失望:wo dui ni hen shi wang</mandarin> eh #li fang# <mandarin>我真的是对你很失望:wo zhen de shi dui ni hen shi wang</mandarin> then I was like you cannot do this to me ya I know I know but it's fine lah, no lah Siao no lah


no lah, no but she said in a very joking manner so I was fine with it, ya ya ya


ya, ya sia, err did she she implied it, ya oh


ya ya ya correct, I don't know ah, I was like how could you say that, ya, but I mean it was true lah I wasn't very strong in chemistry last time


it's my favourite and I'm gonna I'm gonna teach it it's my favourite eh got hair in my butt, ya sia


oh ya so just now I had a meeting with my NIES, cause, like okay so so we talk for like forty five minutes sia !wah! damn long, ya so when it first started right he said


uh what did he say oh he say so melissa you know your school attachment will start from when to when, so I was like shit he's just going to keep asking me questions right, and then I'll just have to like answer him already then I was like uh twentieth of june to uh seventh august then he was like yes and school starts three days later which is eleventh of august


ya I didn't know that also eh, tuesday cause monday is public holiday, ya ya correct


so tenth of august is the, ya then he then he see my shocked face like oh so fast ah then immediately I was thinking about the helping international students thing so I was like, I don't understand so when do I help them like you know


ya then then he was like why do you look so shocked, then I was like oh I did uh he's the he's the professor that told me to not SU, but end up I got a B plus that one, ya


so ya, no he knows right he knows my grades, he is not but he knows that I'm comfortable in like four point two around there


ya, so so I told him mister why why you do this to me then he laugh, then he was like so how do you feel after not SUing my mod, then I was like uh bittersweet ah sir


then he was like, ya , ya then I say, then he say !huh! so after my advice you really never SU anything then I said , uh but sir actually got one module I SU lah one one AU one


then he say why, then I say oh ya you can say it's a reason slash excuse ah but I think the teacher was quite strict ah, it's uh shannon that one, like she kept repeating that everybody passed so I didn't want to I didn't want to risk it


ya, so I just told him ya so I just SU it, managers not he said, he was like, I don't think so maybe not


but shannon's not my group, ya, then even more I won't get B plus


okay lah but even if B plus it will still pull it down ah so it doesn't matter lah, I think this afternoon <mandarin>我割到自己:wo ge dao zi ji</mandarin> sia


ah eh did you SU, !wah!, oh


it may be your individual test though the like your nine out of ten those, maybe eh no but the individual test like the ones you do before that I think it's twenty or thirty percent eh


I remember it was quite high one final one is, thirty also should be thirty also I think, thirty or forty I cannot remember thirty or forty


, , ya, ya dude she was really very strict like the way she phrase her words right was like okay <mandarin>完蛋:wan dan</mandarin> already might as well just SU


you did what oh, ya, you know you know when I got A plus for this two, then #zi qi# said then #zi qi# said you know why


cause the whole time during class right I've been Poring the prof saying class part class part twenty percent class part , and the prof the prof knows that I do that to disturb her so I would be like


then she then she will laugh and then she will say, uh, didn't get A plus they got A, but it doesn't matter lah like one like we're still five what so it doesn't matter


ya then I then I told shannon see I told you does it bring any harm no it doesn't so just be as Kiasu as you can, and just Por the prof, ya


, and it works what and I think it works eh I really think it works, ya but it's three AUs, ya


your prof, oh, ya ,


ya, that's true eh twenty percent actually quite high sia


ya that's, , actually, actually I think right now that I really like went through presentation right and finally I think finally doing well in a group presentation right I think it is important to have a very good


balance of of the team, like you know what I mean like like #wen hong# and and #ru hui# right couldn't do didn't really know how to organise their thoughts into the slides


so I actually created like graphics right to to help the teacher understand and the audience understand like the flow of our presentation, so I even put like images cause it was quite complicated, then at the end of our presentation right she actually said that that actually helped a lot and she said that #zi qi's# video also helped a lot


ya lor that's why I was like thinking actually you know what this means, that means I just just I'm not the brains I just keep doing the slides things okay


no I just type less as long as I type less can already AMS type less type less, eh bro , no lah I'm just kidding lah


I'm just kidding lah after I got rectify right, no actually I did type it out you know like I did write it


ya then I deleted it cause I was like, I think she will think that it's it's bad, ya so I deleted it, why, no I think it's worse that you you don't do it at all


like from the start I think it's worse if I didn't do it from the start, ya ya I think that was worse that will be worse


ya but I think you guessed it lah I think you probably could have guessed it lah, , , okay ya


I still remember you know I was walking down the staircase then I picked up my phone and then I was like oh my god quinnie <mandarin>生气了:sheng qi liao</mandarin> quinnie <mandarin>生气了:sheng qi liao</mandarin>, dude the moment I saw eh bro right I was like I was in my head !wah! <mandarin>完蛋了:wan dan liao</mandarin> sia <mandarin>这次真的完蛋了:zhe ci zhen de wan dan liao</mandarin> sia then I like !wah!, really it was really quite bad


ya, ya, but not my oh ya dude I actually texted my eureka prof eh


that I want to, it's the same it's the eh same so I texted her prof I actually really want to finish it by twentieth of this month cause I will have school attachment soon, she replied me two days


no no ya ya so I ya lah ya lah but I said I want to finish by twentieth, ya ya so then she replied me two days later sure, and I was like sure I wasn't expecting a sure I was expecting a like okay I will get back to you you know ya so I didn't know how to react to that then I just nevermind


hopefully hopefully


eh I wanted ask you eh the reflection right does it need to be approved by I know it I know it needs to be approved by the prof but the does the prof need to read it, reflection, oh okay


, , , no I was just thinking if if I were to write about my personal experience about eureka, what would I write


no I'm just kidding as in, <mandarin>随便:sui bian</mandarin> smoke


so I actually broke up with my boyfriend, no okay you can okay for you to give context to them right maybe you can try pretending to give context to me like that I don't know the context


ya lah, so you can pretend you're telling me the context right now, when you're actually, okay lah okay lah


ya I know, ,


okay, okay


, okay, ya


okay


I mean he even changed his instagram from brandon W H uh W W H !wah! that is really like oh okay but nevermind continue,


oh really oh I hear actually I was surprised about this, I didn't expect also ya


actually right if somehow ah from what I see right if he manages to like <mandarin>进步自己:jin bu zi ji</mandarin> right in a way like he keeps reading and, and trying to I don't think I don't think being critical is something that you cannot work on


to be honest, ya, so if if for example if he reaches reaches reaches to a point when like, I think it's satisfiable I guess would you ya would you consider


ya ya ya correct correct ya


listens more as in to you or


like your partner is better than you correct it's sort of implying that right ya


, okay but, but then I think the mum thought that you were the one cause he shaped her perception to be that way what to be honest


ya, ,


ya, ya


, ya


nope, nope, ya, (mmhmm)


, like realistic ah,


ya, ya, ya, ya


okay I don't really know whether that's loud enough, I think can lah I think, I hope,


eh ten seconds of actual singlish conversation okay great, ya, but real conversations overlap each other so if you are listening out there


no you cannot say random things what, I don't, I don't I don't even know whether they transcribe though, they creating AI for


for singlish so it's like they teach the AI how to understand singlish so they know because like typical english, there's siri all will understand what you trying to say what but then if like you speak singlish to siri right you'll you'll you'll that's why when people speak to siri they have to speak in the proper Angmoh way


right, if what, ya


but your second language but your second language is not Angmoh what ya exactly then


who who can say hokkien, but it's a singaporean term what it's a singlish term what, that's the thing you ask me right it doesn't even make sense I don't even know what you talking about


okay nevermind moving on , then what you say


oh ya talking about, but talking about hall right I think, I don't know eh I might apply eh might ah might, cause, no but you see the


you saw the news right, if if secondary school and primary school students can go back to school then I'm pretty sure you can only start physical classes soon right


then I damn scared like halfway through then they'll be like they'll be like oh we are going to shift everything back to in real life, like have tutorials then if my timetable damn shit then won't I be in a damn uh shitty situation


no it will be the same case as, like, ya lah damn hard to get lor and plus I on grad list so like a bit wasted if I don't apply I feel ah


but then again, ya it is but if this can give us money then


no you just you think about it the number of hours to hit one earn back one point five K right is less than hundred hours eh and we definitely talk more than hundred hours in hall ah , but okay lah


ya, august, I mean just think, you can just think about the times, you just think about the times, at twelve AM you lie down in bed then you talk non stop until four AM


that's four hours eh four hours times times what eighteen, no it's eighteen dollars


I think the first thing that we will struggle with is speaking in chinese, cause we don't speak then after that is cutting each other and overlapping


I don't know, maybe, but I'm pretty sure this doesn't count as speaking in chinese cause we are not even making sense


but my story has chinese, as in like what, I I don't know eh


really from who, lame


I think can ask the council people about the double room thing, !wah! dude if I if I go and apply right, for double room and then I freaking get a single room right and then I can move in early right !wah! I confirm damn Sian


can meh if they offer me I can say don't want meh, lose, then lose the application fee [orh]


twenty something, but, I think it's about twenty plus


but it's but it's still damn <mandarin>浪费钱:lang fei qian</mandarin> ah honestly, but really what


I think, ya ya ya I ask her whether she's gonna stay hall ah then she say that, she said that uh she will stay hall if she can find a roomie but anyway, she confirm damn hard to get into hall lah as in pioneer and you confirm also won't live pioneer what for what when you're already in the grad list


stop forcing it it's supposed to be natural in the conversation, dude confirm right later cause of you right we don't even get it dude confirm cause of you


what, but I don't think people listening to this will be amused , it's supposed to be meaningful conversations


no, I don't think I said that but I told her that I'm not staying cause waste money


what, what, what did you say you damn laggy sia


why are you getting cut off, you mean face to face lessons, ya I think so she say she probably need to go school like one to two days


I don't know, you see repeating it a few times doesn't mean that


no, oh but she also said that cause currently right her mum is using her room as her office, so


so and for now right her mum is gonna work from home for quite some time, so means that when school reopen then if her mum is working from home in her room then she have nowhere to study ah unless she study in the living room ah


but I think she's the type that like don't really do work, at home, like she more productive


ya, ya you confirm cannot lah, I


I think I can, I feel like, I feel like, no I think my tolerance for


like, people that I deem are closer to me is still better than like in general, like people I really care about lah and value like that one I really can like like I think if you ask me to room with like anyone that


that like I think are my close friends I confirm can eh like #xin fang# kim rachel Aish like I'll really just room one, let's not list any from NIE cause I don't really have so many friends from NIE but ya


kimberly , so it's just rachel ah


ya, ya you did, and it's and it's just to you ah


as in as in rachel is only like, but your internet connection is suck ah, as in like it's choppy ah no now it's okay


I think this conversation is gonna get voided cause half of the time it's like eh you laggy sia you damn laggy, what is lag in chinese ah


lag, like say full sentence in chinese ah


ya, ya, mine is only when like I talk to my parents, then if


like usually if I can phrase it in chinese in my head right then I will say it, or or if I know that if my sentence gonna come out and the english is something that they won't understand right then I will confirm say in chinese


ya usually that's the case ah


me, no, but you must remember I don't spend a lot of time with my parents eh, so I don't actually speak and my parents are the type that will try and speak english to us like they don't purposely speak chinese to us


ya but their their english is quite broken ah which accounts for a lot of brokenness !wah! my primary school english right !wah! my I say before what like, my, my language like my command of english is damn bad eh


like it's really damn bad that's why I must really like thank books like it's really through reading that it's like much better, then everything makes more sense that's why I know it really makes a lot of difference like even you feel it what right you feel it you felt it right feel it oh my god


ya, ya, it's like you developed, like you saw, like you saw how your your your choice of words also change what


but everybody be like what's happening don't emo eh, then then everybody will be like eh <mandarin>不要:bu yao</mandarin> emo why you emo like why you emo cause I think when when it's use of Chim words right


then people will be like oh this person probably took a lot of time to write this and craft this message, and then hence ya that's why I think it's because of that


okay lah, as in emo is not sad what, as in emo can just be like it's also a way of like thinking too much, cause if you spend so much time thinking the message ya if you think if you spend so much time crafting the message right then confirm it's like


think too much what as in put much more thought into that whatever you type lah


ya, but I can relate lah cause I also think what, but I think if it's like #xin fang# she's the one who confirm will be like why you think so much cause to them they don't spend so much time pondering


then they'll be like <mandarin>你想太多</mandarin> lah <mandarin>不要再想了:ni xiang tai duo la bu yao zai xiang liao</mandarin> lah, right, uh I think she gets her knowledge from #yi hui# ashley


ya cause I think #yi hui# knows a lot of stuff and ya, and if you hear her stance right, like her stand right it's always like #yi hui# stand one like high chance confirm


ya, I think ya lah but okay lah I mean usually #yi hui# is not like that wrong


like his logic usually is not flawed one, so it's, ya


ya, I don't think it's <mandarin>蛮聪明:man cong ming</mandarin> [orh] I think it's <mandarin>很聪明:hen cong ming</mandarin> [orh], ya, if you can if you can I think it takes a very smart person to lie


and pull off a lie, as in the whole smoking thing ah but you say she knows right I can't believe you just asked that question


ya, or like maybe she just pretend she know so that she don't have to be in the spot , !huh!


the bed oh shit , no lah, just kidding, but, okay nevermind, it's not I don't know whether but technically


last time what this was before it was illegal what was it ever legal overseas but overseas it is though, lag


it's legal overseas, ya lah, but they were overseas what they went overseas before eh did they go ya they did what but ya anyway moving on


we didn't even complete what we were talking about we're talking about what ah, rachel and the room


as in, as in if I were you I would just tell her the whole pioneer situation ah, then you just say no lah I don't want to stay in another hall lah


plus you stay in another hall also no guarantees what you only have this guarantee in pioneer eh, she's guaranteed, I don't think so she never say anything ah


ya and you know I heard from, are you lagging am I lagging on your side


but you are not looking well on my side, , ya you damn choppy, unless it's mine ah


but you can't change now it will be worse also, but shit what was I saying ah I cannot remember eh, uh


what, ya oh ya ya ya ya I was saying you know shannon as in shannon the crescent grad list also came out right


then uh shannon was saying about how like, like actually there is no need for them to even release the grad list, there's no need what only this year pioneer release what, like every year don't have grad list one what so actually there's no need to release


the grad list and then like apparently like the council people of crescent right, they actually told like the president that oh actually maybe shouldn't release but the president went to do it anyways lah, and then I think from what shannon sees from the grad list and from what she knows right a lot is like same clique one


or like friends of like the president or like friends of the council members ah, so for him to even release right is just shooting yourself in the foot eh, it's like people getting in through like pulling of strings


then you just release it, but then pioneer was okay what cause we could like you really know that they were really strict and everybody knew that if you didn't hit two out of three, then you don't even need to think about it like like for you to even get in is like you really did other things lah


and if you never hit the two out of three then, don't even bother arguing cause like this was the standard that they set, ya but I think crescent side don't have such things what, like it's really just like oh this person I know then I put in


so I don't know so I think like crescent side might might have an uproar, but who knows, ya


it's really like, major drop sia, ya, I think really makes a difference lah


like how the top leads [orh], and both the chair and vice chair both of them are very experienced what in terms of pioneer, ya, should I risk changing my wifi


, it's just sometimes a bit choppy lor, I don't know eh, it might be mine ah


but I also don't know but, ya, it's always this, but sometimes


sometimes is sometimes yes ah, maybe next time shouldn't use house party, should use zoom zoom really much better actually, we NTU oh my god nicer


ya, , it's NUS that cut off ah, NUS cut


ya because they don't have the, NTU, ya, but anyway, anyway forty five minutes you can just like, off and then come back again what


so it's okay, (hmm), forty five minutes, ya, ya


ya, oh my god so, did you see the, did you see the tiktok video I sent you, the chinese one


not funny meh I died sia, shannon didn't find it funny at all eh


okay lah but, my humour is really the stupid kind of humour, but I'm easily amused most of the time


which one, what video


oh the the then what video lah, as in that was where the then then what thing came from what, remember, uh if I saw it if I saw it on facebook I wouldn't have watched till the end ah


right , ya, ya


I thought I was there though no meh, as in some parts were funny lah, but it was clearly like a misconception which which was prolonged it was a prolonged misconception as in miscommunication


ya, wait wait wait wait wait but the but the chicken one damn funny what no meh


as in I had to think for a while lah but from the laughing and from all the stupid words that you are throwing out I took very long to think of


uh <mandarin>他们准备:ta men zhun bei</mandarin> or, ya


what but not <mandarin>那个鸡死掉的日子:na ge ji si diao de ri zi</mandarin> right the <mandarin>天:tian</mandarin> eh it's not even the <mandarin>日子:ri zi</mandarin> eh it's the <mandarin>天:tian</mandarin> eh


it's so chinese like eh it's so english like the day the chicken no it's not even english at all it's not even direct translation eh, the, the day lah okay lah the day


oh really, oh, I think I'm usually okay I only remember like, cause ultimately I still don't really speak a lot of chinese unless I'm at home right then last time when I was working for black ball


then there will be some chinese speaking customers so usually I'm okay cause like once you get used to the terms and everything but I think cause I wasn't working very frequently, then there was one day when my chinese was just damn off , so for some reason right I don't even know why I spoke in chinese in the first place like I could have just started in english


but then I just spoke in chinese then it was so bad right, then the customer was just like it's okay you can speak in english, she was like I think it was a she but ya then I was like !wah! shit damn embarrassment I think it's <mandarin>我是可以讲华语的我的华语不是这么烂:wo shi ke yi jiang hua yu de wo de hua yu bu shi zhe me lan</mandarin> okay like oral is my best suit leh like honestly


but I didn't distinction ah for A-levels !hais!


what, oh my god


oh my god, SCDF


as in as in SCDF as in the the fireman ah, hose


then what did you say


oh oh ya ya ya ya ya ya


ya, ya


I can't remember mine though but mine wasn't that hard, like it wasn't like yours lah like you have a specific term, but !aiya! but I also never do well for uh as in for oral


I think it was just merit it wasn't distinction ah, ya I did, ya


ya, that shows, what you mean


but what's the, but what's the point you already finish you already got your grade what there was no way to retake, ya


!wah! so bad sia, then you should have you should have been like <mandarin>是啦我很烂:shi la wo hen lan</mandarin> but <mandarin>你:ni</mandarin> eh


you should have been like that lah, I confirm damn like what the heck sia if if she if the teacher do that, oh then okay lah, not like the miss Mok manner ah, the <mandarin>临时抱佛脚:lin shi bao fo jiao</mandarin> eh no no no she didn't say that no she didn't say that


no <mandarin>临时抱佛:lin shi bao fo</mandarin> no <mandarin>临时抱佛脚:ling shi bao fo jiao</mandarin> is is last minute work what, but she meant that you were really lucky, ya which is like


ya, but now it's your favourite subject


I doubt you will teach it often though, then


ya, so early ah


oh so we end on friday then we start school the next monday ah should be right, national day ah


ya, ya, who is he


oh, ya, but end up, but he never he never ask for your grades or anything lah, he is with he's your AM meh


good, oh


you confirm don't feel good right B plus is still a four, pull your GPA down eh,


, ya, ya


but you'll probably get a B plus though, but shannon got B plus, !huh!, oh, oh oh oh oh ya ya but most of it is individual though


half of it, sixty percent no but we did the final thing together, true, but


but I think, I think our final quiz really did quite well sia, no I didn't I got A plus


ya but I think is people in my group had A got A minus, means that our overall did quite well


okay lah but I don't think you would have made a A minus and A plus difference ah it's two grades difference eh


ya but the final one but the final one is even higher what, ya but anyway so from that we can conclude that that my


as in I my guess is that our final one did quite well but then we did the final one together right but then shannon still got a B plus so it just shows how freak your prof is ah


the the other belinda charles one, ya


then, why


but the rest, but the rest didn't get, ya it's it's one AU


I mean that's what you tried to do for AMX also right, class part , but it's it was ten percent for that lah


ya, !aiya! and my that prof was a shitty prof also ah !hais!, but, ya for uh two, she don't even give a shit lor what the heck


like, it was so bad eh, I don't even know how she gives the class part when she don't even know any single one of us, she don't even know our name , all she does is come to class then sit at one corner


then look at the class, ya and she doesn't know anything eh, but nevermind lah I still got a B plus so not that bad my was a freaking B and it was three AUs freaking belinda charles


what you mean, ya


ya, ya, good lah you all complementing each other lah that means


what, but you still bring value to the team, type less and don't even do shit


terrible eh , ya after I eh bro you if not you were just going to leave it there and wait for me to do it


and write it, ya I know then you deleted it , insecurities, I think it's worse that you deleted it


!huh!, oh ya lah ya lah of course lah, but I wouldn't have known that you do it what like what I read that you deleted your sentences meh no right I only see what I have what


I was like why you so fake to write can tell that you are just like just like (ugh) eh okay bro , then it's like okay okay okay K K I go and write


cause it's always better to cut down, than to write from up, cause if say even if you write a lot of things that you think don't make sense right but with your ideas I could have still written something and changed things, so it's always to just write


eh anyway even if you just write and it's wrong right people will still give you credit for the effort, oh shit then oh ya what's your progress now ah


dude the deadline is this month


maybe maybe she was really just gonna write for you, and then like, after she send back then you can submit, maybe ah hopefully ah ideally ah


ya, I I didn't ah I didn't let him read I just submitted, cause a bit weird what he's the one grading the reflection then like and reflection quite personal mah so I don't think


but I didn't think so much ah, and he didn't say anything about it so I just assume that like I write cause it's more of a personal experience as compared to like poster and abstract where like it's about the paper


ya, !aiya! <mandarin>随便:sui bian</mandarin> lah just write, just <mandarin>随便写随便:sui bian xie sui bian</mandarin> smoke


smoke <mandarin>一个:yi ge</mandarin> reflection essay <mandarin>出来:chu lai</mandarin> , anyway the highlight of today's conversation is then you'll be like are you all ready for it


, so some context here oh shit damn bad eh they confirm laugh sia


no I'm not even no the the thing is we are supposed to have a conversation we are supposed to have a conversation, but you already know the context but not important, but anyway so we had cell that night


then like, so like usually our cell now right is like if you got any questions then we can just say then we will like discuss discuss a bit, so like he recently he quite


enthusiastic ah, like over these weeks which is a quite a good thing lah like everybody is like like even my more spiritually stronger friends right they will be like !wah! shit, like brandon really change a lot sia uh which is a good thing lah but ya so anyway like he asked the question


then like we kind of had a mini debate , over the question, but it got cut short cause we had to like move on to the actual discussion question but then when the once the cell ended right then we continued to discuss about it


then then ya lah we just finished then we talked a bit about all other stuff then we just okay we ended the cell, then after that he texted me like actually do you want to like talk now then at first I was like


sure about like like I didn't even know like what lah then then he was just like like for a closure then I was like oh okay, but it wasn't immediate lah cause I haven't eaten and I haven't showered so I just went to eat and shower first


then after that so we called so after that we called, then like as in it was a bit awkward at first lah cause it's first time then like face to face not face to face lah but like over zoom, then like so we just started with like oh like what are you doing now like currently now lah


then I told him about like stardew valley , ya then he was like what , ya then when he found out that I exercising then he was like what , eh and he doesn't agree that I'm built leh


no he doesn't agree that that like okay but that's not important ah, uh, then slowly we like he just started uh like asking like so how are you coping with like, breaking up or like getting over then I felt damn bad sia cause like from my point of view like I said before like


like I don't really feel very very very sad cause I think I reached the point where like I was quite ready to accept that it wasn't going to work out, and there was no point like holding on cause like it's going to be a waste of time like that was my point of view but then I cannot say that to him what


confirm damn asshole , right but I didn't oh my god everybody's going to think that I'm an asshole but ya but that that was honestly what I felt but I didn't say that lah then I just said that like, so it's like half truth lah so I was just like as in I I never said that I'm very sad or anything I was just like I think it's okay cause


I'm still busy now, like, like I play [orh] this is where I talked about the game then I play games then like, like even though a lot of times but I still got distractions around lah then he also say like oh ya like he tried to drown himself in work which was quite obvious lah I think a lot of people in cell also saw that


but but I don't even know whether that WFH oh shit I should have asked him that day but I forgot but nevermind next time


then after that like we started talking about like, like what we felt of the whole two years lah, so we were just saying like, like what went wrong what we thought went went wrong and


ya lor but it's just very sad lah like like he say like, like he really thought that I was the one and like, a lot of the things that he did which I cannot deny was that he really like sort of like plan his life around me or the idea of me in his life


as in like a lot of things he worked for or like choose to do is also like for our future that kind of thing, then I think he he almost like like revealed that he was actually planning to propose or something like that but I think he stopped halfway cause like I don't think he wanted to say then I was like


but I think lah from my instinct my gut instinct is is that I think he did ah, but, ya lah but I think one thing was also like, like he was quite fixated, and focused overly focused on on the future


when in fact like like I already reached like there was already from I think midway of the two years plus okay one year plus lah towards two I was already feeling like like there was something lacking already like something is off


and I wasn't like hundred hundred percent sure that like should I marry him, that kind of things but on his hand right he's like !wah! like I can't wait for the future to get married wedding and like family that kind of stuff


but like can you imagine him keep telling me that when I myself not even sure whether like I can see a future with him, as in it's not like I didn't love him or anything but I think I was just wasn't sure and I think I did raise it up to him before towards the end like why he keep focusing on that when we have so many problems right now


so I think he stopped for a while and I think that's something he mentioned also he was like he was like I should have taken more notice to how you responded when I talked about the future then I was like ya but ya lah but, it was damn sad lah I cried lah !duh!


ya ya I did, !huh! what ya I also didn't I also didn't expect myself to cry eh, but then like ya like like like now I can really talk normally about it and how I feel about it or like what went wrong to like to you all or like my friends


but then like when I had to say it to his face what I felt went wrong and like and like how bad I felt cause I know that, like through this relationship I really found out what I want but it was at the cost of him loving me so much but losing me


like I had to bring that idea across right then I was like !wah! shit I cannot even do it eh , but I did it lah I said it like slowly after like like then he was then he was just like he was just like nevermind like you don't have to do it if you're not comfortable with doing it now then I was just like (ugh) you're making it worse


but ya I still we still continued to talk about it lah, ya


ya, , and can ya


then can date him again right, I might lah I think seeing how he was how he is now right I think he really like changed a lot, or maybe he's just like putting on his best front again I don't know, but like I won't know but from that conversation I was really like like can tell that he really changed ah and he really


value things that I value now also lor like in terms of religion in terms of like like even like your work and everything and he listens more ah (ppc) like legit and like


to like when speaking ah before speaking he really listens like I can tell that he does listen, and like so in terms of like critical thinking cause you know critical thinking you have to listen to what the person is saying and digest what the person says


before coming up with your point of view, I think he is also working and he's asking a lot of good questions I feel, as someone who is learning especially about like the bible and stuff, so I was like damn but anyway ya that's haven't finish yet then after that then he started like he like like we talked about like how we told our family and stuff right then he was like


he he was telling me about how he told his parents right then he was saying that like their first response right was


then I think like he told me also lah that he was very very hurt by that, cause it's like like your parents the their first response is like like your son like <mandarin>你做错什么:ni zuo cuo shen me</mandarin> eh like they already assuming that it was like


his fault, ya, I think so lah then after that like even then after that the that father was like !wah! <mandarin>你懂:ni dong</mandarin> hor mummy hor


then he was like saying then as in cause of that then he was like ya lah you see even my mum really thought that you were the one eh like I thought that you were the one then your mum also thought that you were the one, but of course they


ya also ya and like like I said and a lot of people around us also all didn't see it coming what, like really a lot like only probably like you maybe cause you knew what like when we fight you also know but even kimberly also like even towards the end like when I told her about us taking a break and we think like


she also was like what the heck like a lot people were quite sure lah and but like I said, it's very easy to see the couple from the surface mah, and I post so many things about the happier times


so no one really actually knows about like like, even the fights even the other fights about me being doubtful I also don't think I ever told kimberly, only like you knew what from I think because it was in hall, ya so I guess like it was very unexpected what in that sense so the parents also confirm found it unexpectable


eh unexpectable unexpected it was unexpected, oh ya but then when I heard the like what the father say then I was like !wah! shit man like I also feel damn sad eh then at the moment I was also like, like at the moment I was also like


like could we have actually like pushed through and everything, okay okay before that so after after we talked about what we felt and everything then I think for a while we also talked like we really talked about god and like the bible cause


how he like, one big change is also like how, like how he tried to heal was through like spiritually lah like really like, speaking to god and like learning more about god which I'm very happy lah like how much he have grown in his faith in that sense


so then the conversation went towards there like we talked a bit about the bible and like the weird weird chapters of the bible quite funny lah, then then we started talking about like, the things that we did together as a couple like to like reminisce lah


so we talked about the things we did which actually now that you think about it really quite a lot like we went to the zoo we went to the zoo together what, then we went to like sea aquarium we went to wild wild wet like we really we went overseas together also so it was really like quite a bit of experiences together so I thought that was like really nice ah


but also quite saddening ah cause it's like happier times but we also joked about like the not so happy times lah like we could really not say like joke joke but, like we didn't completely ignore like the times when we fought


ya, but, it was like four and a half hours, but I thought it was, pretty good conversation, oh ya and another thing another reason why the mum thought that we were going to last is cause like (ppc)


she said that like brandon is very he like I can't remember whether this <mandarin>成语:cheng yu</mandarin> is correct lah but I think it's <mandarin>一步登天:yi bu deng tian</mandarin> you hear before, you never hear before right when he told me I was also like like I hear before but I don't remember what it means so basically <mandarin>一步登天:yi bu deng tian</mandarin> means that like


like you want success quickly like basically you just want the like one shot and then you suddenly become rich and successful, but her point was just that like I keep him more grounded lor, in terms of like don't get like ya more realistic


cause he also the type like !wah! I want to venture into business I want to venture into stocks then I'm just like are you sure you want to venture into stocks or not cause like he's like a very huge risk taker but I'm a very very very reserved person


in terms of like risk like I really don't like [ah] that's also one of the big difference [lah] between us


okay I connected already


oh maybe you I'm not sure maybe I think yours cannot see the red colour eh, like for mine your clap was blue lines ah it wasn't any red lines


like I not sure like , exactly like how loud they want us to be, but I just try to make sure there's no red lines I not sure why yours don't have red lines, but like mine is quite quite within the


like you know there's a there's a middle line right, then it will go like up down up down right like mine is quite within the, like if this is the width of the whole thing mine is like here like it goes like that, but just now mine right all shoot up like that like it reached the width


I think actually is my earpiece cause just now really that noise cancelling thing right I cannot hear stuff at all, ya I couldn't I couldn't hear anything like as in that's the beauty of noise cancelling I guess, no lah confirm can hear you lah but okay I guess now that I can just speak without worrying about whether it's too loud or not I change my earpiece ah


yes it was from like err is it Muji, you know those not Muji err the Miniso


really


I don't know, truth I seriously like I don't see the, as in I to me is like if it's cheap right it spoils then <mandarin>我就买新的:wo jiu mai xin de </mandarin> lah like <mandarin>不用想这么多的:bu yong xiang zhe me duo de </mandarin> what


ya I trying a bit, actually no this is how I speak at home though, like honest like I, that I realise that like my my Chinese like a bit of Malaysian <mandarin>腔:qiang </mandarin> a bit, ya no because my my secondary school was very Malaysian dominated because of how close it was to the checkpoint


you get so like and my Chinese teacher is from Malaysia, but then I mean I come to uni I don't really use Chinese as much so


oof, you know when I first saw this job right I was totally thinking that I could just like err record down like the daily conversations of my family then like dinner time I'll just leave it there ah


you know then just like them talk cock right then I was thinking like oh because now COVID then all of us play mahjong like pretty often I could totally just put it there then let them like hear all of us right cause is I feel like honestly during mahjong my family speak Chinese the most, besides that right my family's Chinese is not that widely used I guess


cause both my grandparents is English speaking, ya, what do you mean why it's just like that lor


grandparents grandparents, [orh] leh I think for


for my grandparents, my grandmother's a English teacher, so, ya then my grandfather's a principal so it's like, , err no, I have no idea how they meet but it's definitely not they are not from the same school ah


they both from KR ya, correct correct


got, my mum was damn like at the start she was quite Sian because she wanted me to go KR my cousins all go KR then I'm the only one who like oh let's go TH you know , I told you what for me is my senior pull me to TH like


I didn't really want to come TH, like I just wanted to room with #Yi Xuan# I didn't really care like, whether I'm rooming at like whether is, at TH or is it at KE or is it at RH I didn't really care lah for me is as long as I can stay with #Yi Xuan# I was quite okay already but then


#Yi Xuan# really wanted TH like she is the one who wanted it but end up she never get accepted, ya I think for me I didn't have a recommendation at all, my only recommendation was through red house, where the netball captain saw me and saw <P2>Celine</P2> then she recommend me and <P2>Celine</P2> together


I know but then you reapplied you got in what, is it #Yi Yang# but I know they they tried damn hard for #Wen Kin#


ya they tried to convince JCRC to take #Wen Kin# right but JCRC stance was, IFG got no fencing so even if he's a national fencer they cannot do anything [orh] like they they have no reason to take him in


err, fencing is quite niche what not meh


what do you mean your thighs are damn good dude


you know everything we say will be recorded down then now you going to sound like a <mandarin>变态:bian tai </mandarin> ,


in TH, in TH meh


I heard a a lot of guys like <P2>Ee Jean</P2> but then, I I honestly have no recognition of like who <P2>Ee Jean</P2> is


goddess


honestly #Su xian# really is damn pretty you know #Su xian# was err quarantined at A two, like cause I think err she was having fever, but then like because of what's the she's with #Su Yuan# is it


ya cause now she cannot go back home cause #Su Yuan# is quarantining at home, then what's the point of quarantining together right like there's no point in that if one of y'all have COVID then now the other one have COVID, so uh TH open up the guest room for #Su Xian#


so that #Su Yuan# can quarantine at home, then we all didn't know like all the A two girls didn't know that #Su Xian# was quarantining there, until like because you know err when, the period where we all going home right that period, was like


the a few A two girls come and celebrate my birthday cause my birthday is nineteen April which is like when we all at home already is basically during circuit breaker ah so then like , she heard them sing happy birthday to me then she heard my name, so she text me happy birthday but that day is not actually my birthday


they just sing because in advance because they they can't sing what in actuality so she heard it then she end up right what we told her to do was we told her to open the door, then we all sit at the corridor then we talk to her eh you know she damn Sian alone, like for real she was damn sad alone


cause she said she didn't know who was at A two so she didn't like, and honestly if people you hear people quarantine in that room right, you won't dare to go into that you won't dare to knock on that door


like the rest of us were just like screw it we're just going to open the door like the minute we knew about #Su Xian# we just didn't want to care about the quarantine thing but then like low key I think some of them were like, actually scared that she got COVID so we decided not to open the door because we didn't want to go to jail secondly we didn't wanna TH to kick us out of TH so we just sat at the we sat like a few metres away from her then she sat at the toilet she eat her food and everyday her food right she must grab like TH give her money to GrabFood


but ten dollars only so if you go and count minus off the delivery charge of like seven bucks right she need to top up money confirm need to top up one, no everything is GrabFood


oh I think err comm hall food can be Dapaoed for her but, I don't know who went I think is the, basically like my my, my RF he was like he took care of all her food lah basically


ya she was in A block I mean no one knew too


I I can see


err now Zoom cannot even NUS cancelled Zoom dude I don't understand why they cancel Zoom, no but you won't be premium member like our current NUS email can use Zoom it's just that we are not premium member so we will be limited to forty minutes


but ya but we used to be subscribed under NUS but NUS cancel the subscription I'm so sad, oh actually I think actually I think if two people can unlimited actually we could have used Zoom though I just realised


, I think Zoom is better for me, TBH


so like if we get to do this again, ideal is use Zoom please, ya sia, actually we can play Skribblio eh


oh ya Sian and there's only two of us, truth or dare


!wah! this is how we run out of topics dude, ya we can talk about so many thing we never even talk about red house


if you all in the same block, I mean like if you all in the same block definitely will be closer lah but, I think is quite okay now already actually, err cliqueish ah that one hard to say though but then you can see like from other blocks those that like from the same


house do they look cliquey not exactly what, I think like THOC will remove any of the cliquey-ness


but then THOC will create more cliques like within your block, honestly I have no problem with cliques I don't see cliques as a problem as long as your cliques are like non exclusive when it counts


like for example blockout, like if not you having cliques is err I think it's totally fine lah say real


honestly I think it's impossible to not, how can you have like <mandarin>一百个人:yi bai ge ren </mandarin> in one block, be one <mandarin>一百个人的:yi bai ge ren de </mandarin> clique it doesn't make sense what


actually TBH I feel that D block is not as close as like people think they are, like I think is is like, honestly I think a lot of you, a lot of people will think that they are close just because of like the nature of the people in that block which is all like the hype people like <P2>Sarah Chow</P2> lah like all those kind of people right but then like if you look closely right they are actually not very close there are like there are close groups here and there but


I won't say as a block they are very close and I think they have their own flaws also lah say real it's just that everyone keep like getting obsessed with the whole like , [orh] D block damn fun all the fun people at D block D block always go and drink but actually to me I don't see like


like I never wanted to move to D block lah so I don't see ya when I was thinking of which block to move to I was only looking at like, B block to be more exact


it's not because of <P2>Elisha</P2> meh


this is like part of the reason why I didn't shift to A four cause I didn't want to carry my laundry which I assume we do quite often, like all the way down to A one and then like one hour later I have to like come all the way down and carry all the way back up I think it's a pain in the ass man


then you close to <P2>Nicole</P2> Xiao meh, no leh but then you have now you have #Zen Wei#


but she will confirm like help you get close to them one they are not difficult to get close to dude <P2>Deeney</P2> eh


I think whether you get close to someone is like more of the, like the opportunity to so sometimes like I'm in netball but no I was in like handball but do you see like I very close to like <P2>Celina</P2> no what like you know what I mean I think is more of the opportunity like I just didn't


go and talk to her and she didn't come and talk to me so it's difficult for us to be close but if let's say like you have, like an avenue like <P2>Elisha</P2> that can help you breach the gap between like <P2>Deeney</P2> and <P2>Mel</P2> and you, it will be damn easy like very easy to like lunch Jio then all of y'all go together one lunch Jio enough to be close already what hall people like that what


what FASS common topics all FASSies


your course though,


I mean either ways


do you do you know about the B two situation, like originally basically like, everyone Chiong to B three, like like at the start lah all the all the science girls they they Chiong to B three


then like only like people like me #Si Ying# #Pei wen#, err #Shi An#, basically all of us right we didn't Chiong ah we just like anyway we are the ones with the most points like we don't need Chiong this kind of thing, but I hate kicking people out of the room of their choice


like I just don't like to do it so like, we decided to just choose a B two lah like at first I was I told you what I was gonna go B three already I was just gonna take one sad room at B three short wing and I'm going to phantom sem one away, and then afterwards when y'all come back to B block I will go down to B two to find y'all but then like #Shi Han# they all was like eh just we just all go B two so got and also another thing is I didn't want to leave #Si Ying# at B two alone


because at that point in time it looked like #Si Ying# is alone at B two because only #Si Ying# is at B two, so like end up okay I was like okay we all go to B two so end up like I at first I'm two B two single room remember, which is the stupid reading room that will wet all your shoes


!wah! you almost Sabo me eh you ask me take that room, the rain room the one that will wet all my shoes, the a B two one one


ya cause is B two one one is the first single room and will be exposed to the quad, so when it rains right all my shoes will get wet, ya lah I know lah actually right I'm gonna tell you something I cannot hear you actually sometimes


ya that's better, okay ya so basically err that's what happen then the first person to put was #Hian Ching#, okay lah I not very close to #Hian Ching# and I, wouldn't say like my impression is like


hundred per cent good also lah because I mean I'm <P2>Johnson's</P2> friend so not that I I saying that he is hundred percent right but, I don't think is a is a hundred per cent right hundred per cent wrong kind of situation I think is a two way kind of thing so like, I don't know I just okay lah I'm his friend so is like you I'll have the vibe lah like the weird vibe you dated my friend kind of vibe so


, okay lah <P2>Nadia</P2> is our freshie but then like people that I'm not close to then like everyone started fighting for the room like Ming <P2>Olivia</P2> they all all shift to, #Yi Ling# #Yi Ting#


#Ting Yi# #Ting Yi# #Ting Yi# put the room also so I was like oh shit all of them there and all the people I'm not close to maybe only Ming I think that, me and Ming it's not that we not close or close or not is more like I think it's the same thing lah like I never actually go and talk to her but I think if me and Ming talk, it should be fine lah like it feels like me and Ming is can get along one


like just need to be a bit more
retarded
 kind so like, ya but then we we both know that like is can one lah then , okay so actually Zuk kind of told me and Ming to room together like, to be neighbours at B three short wing


so that we will be close to the guys, cause the guys are at B four short wing like Zuk lah and #Wei Teng# lah all of them so basically like me and Ming was supposed to go there but because of all these right Ming, Ming cause Ming , Ming err <P2>Odelia</P2> and #Yi Ting# wanted to stay together


but it kind of happened that like I think the quota in B three exceeded, so the three of them tried to shift down, to B two, but then when they shifted down the quota B at B two exceeded, so then they were kind of stuck


you get it they were like stuck in a way that were like they cannot go to, they ya they couldn't go ya, but then end up I don't know how they they they recalculate it and they realised that the quota for B three is eight, and the quota for B two is seven


so somehow it worked out, because you can just swap the quota what, ya right so end up they they decided that okay they gonna stay, then I don't know what happened after the, they they said something about like, b one


being converted to a business level ah or something like that you know remember they say that basically B [orh] B one it's a engin level now, it doesn't belong to science anymore then all the guys go up right the quota for the girls change, the guess who come down he and Ching came down


now #Hian Ching# is at the B two bay, at first all of us were quite excited cause I mean the rest of us are like generally quite like we all know each other and we we quite close right there now got one #Hian Ching# then I was just thinking like,


I don't know eh I find her a bit awkward cause like, every time I look at her I look at <P2>Johnson</P2> then I'm just like oh my <mandarin>天:tian </mandarin> and I'm pretty sure she feels the same about me I've got nothing against her it's just that is like when you look at your friend's ex boyfriend you know that kind of feel is just like


actually I feel like <P2>Johnson</P2> is a misunderstood character, as in like, I'm not saying that what he do is hundred per cent right but I think the things that are said about him sometimes is a bit overboard lah


like people's impression of him right is really very extreme that like I don't agree with [orh], like sometimes, ya like I don't think he played #Hian Ching# ah, like I definitely don't think that's it I just think that, they ended off in a very messy way


you get it so then, #Hian Ching# with that kind of character, with being like kind of sad and like butt-hurt, and I guess heartbroken, like it to everybody outside right, it just doesn't look very right you know what I mean