I don't want to not be able to travel lah for sure I'm sick and tired of, it's like the the the same thing


I think I rather travel lah you know explore the world but, I mean <tamil>அப்டியோசிக்கும்போது:apdi yosikumpothu</tamil> but


okay okay nice


, the other questions are like a bit lame


read people mind be invisible or teleport err let me think read people mind invisible or teleport I don't think it'll be teleport for sure feel like


feel like that's compared to other two options like teleporting is like not as powerful lah I feel like, reading people mind and being invisible has it's own good and bad to it lah depends on how you use it so,


I low low key say invisible lah, I feel like I want to sometime I just want to go and see what everyone is doing in their life like see like you know, I can go anywhere I want you know I can just like walk into places I mean from there I can see what they thinking about


okay lah but I can just walk I can just walk through the gate what no one no one can catch me what if you think about it invisible means you can walk through walls don't worry you are invisible


K whatever lah but I just walk through K lah I mean I definition of invisible is different but I think I will choose invisible lah


ya true true, but like I just kind of like the the idea of being invisible lah so


ya I mean


if you if if you are invisible you can go out whenever you want but


, if at two AM you are invisible you can you can just go and go out whenever you want, but your your parents won't know what you won't no one knows you exist what what's the point


they won't know you there what what's the point


ya I mean it's a stupid convo lah you can just keep going on and on change topic change question, I don't know I feel like, I don't know lah for me I feel like invisible I thought invisible means like you don't exist lah


as in I want lah I thought it will be like that lah you know I can just like fly around whenever I want and shit


as in something like that lah in fact like I can just go wherever I want, but I mean is is is like I mean I say switch because like I feel like there's so much relations to it lah so there's no point talking about it


, I'm just checking the questions, K I ask you this one if someone give you twenty dollars what will you buy with it


K lah I got two options maybe, I feel like first thing is when people give me money which randomly like, I mean my dad always inculcate this err doubt into a mind that like , it's not safe lah just feel like what whatever money that's not earned by uh like me or my dad he will just feel like it shouldn't belong to us so I feel like maybe


either I will donate the money somewhere like this twenty dollars or like, what I'll do is, I will use the twenty dollars to make more money out of it lah like maybe I'll buy I'll maybe I'll buy a shoe that costs ten dollars and try to sell it for at least fifteen dollars lah so in the end I make twenty five dollars in the end you know like I'll slowly like use the money to make the money bigger lah ya


as in in the end I'll have twenty five dollars


I say I'll in the end I'll have twenty five dollars, ya so after that I can like slowly do this again like you know like ya so you can do make money out of money lah so I feel like that's not a bad idea lah honestly


as in this these are thought lah I just thinking like, like you can actually make it


ya invest the money, so ya that's not bad err, !huh!, do you prefer cold weather or hot weather


same, cause I'm done I'm done being in the hot weather for every and everyday


I mean I would prefer cold cause I've only been to one two cold places not I mean countries maybe, I guess not really but like maybe Dubai you know india when it was cold at night but haven't really been to winter


winter countries before but after being after experiencing hot weather every single day here I feel like I want for a change I don't mind cold weather I don't think there's anything bad about being in the cold other than your body will get very


sometimes even hot at night like it's sucks uh honestly, okay do you have any questions to ask


uh no I hate that , as in firstly cause in my religion like tattoos are like Haram I mean


just cause err you are like, more you are like so call like modifying your body part not body part but like you are like doing something that's permanent basically like, how to say anything that permanently like changes your looks or anything that's actually like I mean not good lah I feel sometimes


tattoos in another way I feel like, firstly is like the way you put it in it's like you know you use the ink like to like, I think I feel like those people who put those small name tattoo of their life err like their lover or anything I feel like that's fine lah but I hate people they put tattoo on their head tattoo I mean I mean I'm not saying is wrong like I mean or or I mean it's their life lah but I'm asking personal opinion I don't really like it lah don't like people don't like tattoo but I'm not judging anyone for their tattoos lah but to be honest in singapore there are many people who are like I mean we have this we have this misconception that tattoos are only


only people who are like those like gangster gangster type that put tattoo but like actually people who are like, very decent very like you know like those people who are CEO of company even they have tattoos and stuff so like, I feel like some what the what the only bad only bad thing about tattoo is people judge them like as if it's a like bad thing or like it gives people it makes people give off a very bad vibe but I just hate tattoo causes I feel like


I like I like I like how I look and I don't want to like put my tattoo here here anything also, don't really like it lah how about you, ya ya


(hmm)


true true true, err wait what else one question oh, saw some question


if you could be famous would you want to and why, if you could be famous would you want to and why


ya true lah I mean fame has it's good and bad side I mean


I feel like I both lah like I sometimes I just feel like , I want to be famous in the future I want to I want to like establish something and like everyone to know me but at same time I don't want to let go of the normal life I I don't want to be under the microscope of everything I do you know like ya I mean I want err ya I think I prefer low key lah I think


being happy I think it'll be happier it would be more really it'll be more real like, ya true true true true, K I ask you okay do you have any question or anything


uh my oldest friend err


is this guy I know from my parents okay lah basically our dads our dads err study together in india, in this university I forgot the name of the university but they study engineering together in the university when nineteen ninety can't remember what nineteen ninety something and then


uh his dad came to singapore I think before my dad cause his dad got married err earlier than my dad about four years earlier than my dad, so he came to singapore like they were best friends at that time already then after that my dad came to singapore also and like we and we stayed around the same like


neighbourhood Serangoon right we stay around neighbourhood, ya so err, ya lah I so basically I knew him from like K two K one times we will travel to malaysia together during those times, and the best part is we went to the same primary school


same class from P one to P four, and then just because we talked so much I mean I'm damn talkative in class so, our teacher decided that we have to split classes in P five P six so they split our our change our classes, ya so after that after changing classes in P five P six then basically our PSLE we are damn best friends ah let me tell you that everyone ask every single person who ask us they will be like are you all brothers like we are that close cause


like our parents know each other we are very good friends we used to in the same CCA football athletics, ya so after that err P six right we got the same PSLE score let me just tell you like that is like the most coincidental shit that can ever happen between us same PSLE score but he wanted to go to saint andrew's secondary I wanted to go to like some #kuo chuan# or like you know some other secondary school so


, so after that somehow, saint gabriel's was my fourth choice saint gabriel's was his fifth or fourth choice so we're like thinking there's no way that we're going to meet so guess what, somehow we got into the same secondary school when we didn't even mean to choose it we both got into saint gab's I mean he lives the other side of saint gab's I live this side our blocks are like beside the school maybe that's how we get it I don't know but after that err sec one sec two we weren't the same class lah like


but sec three we got you know after streaming we got into the same class again then sec three sec four we got the same class then O level, we were just one point off each other only then after that err we applied to go to the same JC, out of the out of the twenty eight classes there we got into the same class again okay like in JC also so J one J two I same class as him then everyone who knows us from the start our primary school friends they're like how the hell can you guys will always be the same then guess what you know I check my enlistment me and him got into SPF on the same day the same time enlistment like I'm like thinking


what are the odds that you both get and it has to be jan enlistment okay got april also you get jan enlistment you know then freaking hell we got into SPF I mean our squad wasn't the same lah like he was he was eight hours I was one I was two, then we both applied for whatever vocation we want


somehow we both get into transcom after that like, like we he didn't want to go to transcom but he still come transcom well we weren't the same team but like basically from five years old to twenty years old fifteen is is <tamil>சேர்ந்துபயணிச்சிட்ருக்கோம்:sernthu bayanichitrurukom</tamil> so you know <tamil>இருபதுவயசுஆச்சு:irubathu vayasu aachu</tamil> he's still in my clique he's part of my friend's gang


I don't know what's the luck lah but I mean sadly university like he's different university from me lah so like ya maybe that's where that's where this journey has to end unless somehow he makes it to NUS also like ya I don't think this feels like some kind of like err you know like people like people just tell like what the hell fifteen years


stick together ya how about you


ya ya ya my friends are like my closest friends are my secondary school friends also lah like eighty percent of them are my secondary school friends I mean


that's the time where, you go into like your teenage times is when you do like crazy stuff with your friends so I guess that's when like you make the most like you you meet people who are closest to you, I feel ya definitely


what kind of business, hard to say though I feel that business, what kind of business I legit don't know, err


and if I open a business I feel like


I want to do something that is low cost but can get the most money out of it lah, ya I mean that's the point of running a business lah ya


ya I mean like I mean I if you ask me I will say this but I mean I also want to open business for happiness but like if the first word of the the meaning of running a business lah the objective is to earn profit lah so


me and my friends me and my neighbours these two people who are like similarly know for like fifteen years like we always talk about like when we grow up what kind of business we want to make and like I feel like we all like had this topic one day we feel like one day we want to open a cinema together that's like our dream lah cause we we are all very passionate about movies so like we always watch movies together from young so like and one day we decided that


like one day we have to open a cinema you know like for our passion for towards films like, ya like so I had this idea of mine where I feel like in singapore right there's not much places where like you know how KTV there's songs


I want to do the same the same size but you can play movies there instead of like you know like instead of watching netflix at home with your friends and telepartying it you can go to a a mini room in singapore like KTV but, !wah! I think that I'm like telling my idea here to people but okay lah so err you go mini mini rooms I mean I feel like the one reason why people don't do it is because of like copyright issues lah like you can't get the you can't get you can't get to play Netflix publicly and shit but I mean if there was a choice like I would say


ya ya ya so what what I'll do is I'll create mini rooms around with like choices of sofa bed, err popcorn drinks instead of songs I'll do movies so that I feel like five maybe to a of a family can come in sit down put or whatever movie they want but charge low you charge low so that you charge per person a base and like you charged based on like like whatever services they want so I feel like this might be a hit in a place in singapore where like people don't mind spending for entertainment uh I feel


cinemas are not always the best option you know you can only cause some people they want to watch movies that released before and like instead of going to someone's house like you all just plan come here maybe ten dollars per person you all can watch or whatever movie you all want with free flow drinks and popcorn like some harry potter marathon or something you know like I feel like that's a very it's been running in my mind lah this idea so like maybe one day


ya one day K lah hopefully no one steal my idea but I'll I'll I'll K lah one day if I got money I will try open the business in singapore lah see how it goes make it or break it ya


strangest dream ah, err some of the dreams I don't think is worth saying about it err I've had many strange dreams very weird dreams


oh my strangest dream was once where, I had I was forced to go on a mission to mars or something like that like some other planet so like I was I was supposed to go and take something from there and come back to earth lah so after that what happened was I only can remember in parts but like the moment I landed the room was for some reason there was wind there in space when there's not supposed to be any wind there like cause like cause you know like I mean I don't know


ya there's not supposed to be any air but some kind of oh I remember some gravity was pulling me so it was like some black hole was sucking me but like I was trying to hold on to the thing and like somehow take it cause I was spinning around like like somehow like like I thought it was a real okay I was in outer space in my dream so like


ya I really have very intense dreams us some days I'll be like in a battlefields fighting for war and I'll be shooting down some helicopter I think it's probably cause of the games I play also like ya I feel like


ya so this is what kind of dreams I get lah I mean I get many dreams I


sometimes the dreams make you like traumatise until like


I always get dream K I realise that I get dreams when I think about something a lot okay so, usually before I go to sleep sometimes I think about football matches a lot you know like maybe match started playing liverpool but sometimes I actually I don't know I won't watch the match cause it's late at four AM right so when I sleeping at night I'll be like thinking eh suddenly my dream right I will be watching a match you know you know sometime you know the


four for the score then suddenly will be like man U win three zero or some shit then I will believe is real but then somehow when I wake up in the morning it would be a totally different thing like like I've I, ya I have I have such dreams lah basically like I think of something


so what ya, ya so , that's my dream, err, I ask this what are your top three things on your bucket list


okay


oh I mean that's easily possible lah actually


ya but there's this turkey there's this city where like it's just everywhere hot air balloons one is filled with hot air balloons, my bucket list


bucket list !wah! got a lot, I mean one of it is definitely like, nice house nice car nice family


K come, let's , K you don't want the same question right, K then we can do the second question


second question, oh you okay, K lah can K what's my favourite thing to do my friends is uh I like to talk to them like about life and everything


and , online the games that I like to play with them is like, uh psych skribblio codenames and everything then offline I like to play like card games card ah uno monopoly deal monopoly that kind of thing


eh I like to do like as of adventurous stuff like you know like, either like hiking if got chance or like, going to like the pool to swim that kind of stuff


K you


interesting, okay


K when you were a kid what movie did you watch constantly,


(uh huh)


interesting, err what movie do I watch ah, I think cartoon wise maybe like tom K wait tom and jerry is not a movie it's a show


movie ah, okay lor then uh toys story I watch a lot other than that, I like if you one movie that I remember I watch a lot is english Vinglish


K but I watched it like ten times, K lah around there that age


K next, okay what do you do when you're not working, ,


ya


when I'm not studying right, uh, K netflix perfect, then K if got nothing to do I will clean


everything, then err, err ya go out also, stop, then I will


what else do I do, err, oh I play with my rabbit, correct I forgot the main thing of course lah everyone


so same lah then I use social media, yes, what's your favourite childhood memory


err okay wait <tamil>எனக்குஒன்னுதோணுது:enaku onnu thonuthu</tamil> I say okay so one is I don't know if got tell you before one is when I was very young right you know I stayed in like the of singapore right so at that time what happened was like


my my parents like my brother my my father brought my brother to go buy something then he asked me to play in this nearby nearby playground first okay I don't know if I told you this like like he just say like like they go buy and then they'll come


then after awhile I tired then they never come also


so I was like never mind you know my house right cause like you know it's just like the nearby playground so I decided to go back to my house so I went to the floor I went into the unit and then somehow the door didn't look like my door then like <tamil>வித்யாசமாஇருந்துச்சு:vithyasama irunthuchu</tamil> then err


when, then I keep knocking the door okay I like very scared like no one open the door it doesn't look like my house I very scared I started crying I check whether the floor is correct, then the floor is correct lah but then some chinese women opened up then I was like this is not my mother you know and then


and then after that I started crying cause like, you know it's not is like I don't know where is my house and everything right then after that I told her like, my parents left me at the playground then I decide to come back home then like I don't know how to go back home then I just started crying cause this is not my house I thought that was my house


then after immediately she just like, like bring me down then she call the police, okay then these are two nearby policemen came it was like it's very late already like okay very late meaning like nine PM already you know that kind of late for like a kid okay I was like how old was I ah I was probably like six years old five years old around there


then, then I don't know lah then they trying their best to like know what's my name called tried to find my parents then somehow, my mum like ran to this playground and then then I was like oh my god that's my mother then I go like then I like damn happy then the police started scolding my parents and like you know like <tamil>என்னதனியாவிட்டுட்டுபோய்ட்டங்காவிட்டுட்டு:enna thaniya vitutu poitanga vitutu</tamil> and everything ya then they got scolded and I went back home and stuff and like ya it's so


(mmhmm) ya that's like my most memorable cause the police all came you know like two policemen came eh, ya


(mmhmm) (hmm)


are you sure you were a child, your age gap so big


wait I thought you brother was born in singapore, oh when you were in P one lah


okay


were were you !ee! you saw the blood, no as in <tamil>அதுஎனக்குதெரியும்:adhu enaku therium</tamil> did you, !huh! wouldn't they wash the baby then show the family


were you happy it was like a little brother or do you want a little sister, why


, (hmm) okay, err, he was like you know do you have like any


err, what's the word ah, it's like the most favourite show or movie ever, that you've watched


no say the one say the one that like


see lah that's why <tamil>தயவுசெய்துஒண்ணுமேசொல்லிடாத:thayavu seithu onnume sollidatha</tamil> correct


K my one show that is like my top one forever and always would be modern family I'm a fan I just love it so much it's just uh very relaxing lah in your stressful life


ya then movie I think uh, K, I don't okay I definitely have watched better shows than this oh sorry movie than this after I watched it but it's still something that always


like stays in my mind


english movie ah K harry potter lah !huh! there's no other choices, that's my favourite K in harry potter if you ask me my favourite movie right cause harry potter got eight movies plus fantastic beasts that one got three


err, my favourite will be, I think either goblet of fire or, chamber of secrets


I !wah! you really need to watch can we watch


no but it's a very good movie you will still like it, well ya I've never seen that


oh my god you know I have never watched a movie alone


I cannot go eh like I very like scared to go alone, I I try hard to watch movie alone so weird so I cannot


I I don't I mean I know the movie but I don't know what year it came out twenty seventeen, twenty sixteen


okay


if you could only eat at one restaurant for the rest of your life, what would it be


who who eats from the same restaurant every single time everyone, everyone


so you eat McDonald's every single day that's damn unhealthy eh


K if let's say I need to choose one restaurant forever right, K my choice K cause we're indians right so like


err like the restaurant that I choose will definitely be an indian restaurant cause no matter what I cannot not eat, indian food as much as we want to go eat like western or like whatever like thai food or whatever we cannot not eat our food so it'll be uh


it will be a, a indian food and that has like all the varieties like both south indian meals north indian food you know Naan everything, what's the what's the one


then vegetable fried rice with <tamil>கோபிமஞ்சூரியன்:kobi manjurian</tamil> so, and everything then I can like !wah! eat all the time with all the so many starters I want all the starter


ya favourite food right oh my god can you guess what's my favourite food, okay lah we should we should we should go for fried rice is my favourite food number one


is my number two, know what's my number three maggi noodles I love maggi


ya ya ya ya ya, also like


but then <tamil>நீஎப்பயுமே:nee epayume</tamil>


really, I also put mock mock mutton when I eat


ya, K my god I want to ask you something, would you K uh okay you need to choose between


like <tamil>வாழ்க்கைக்குஎப்பயுமேவந்து:valkaiku epayume vandhu</tamil> lime juice <tamil>தான்குடிக்கணும்:than kudikanum</tamil> okay, !huh!, only lime juice that's option one


option two is lime juice <tamil>தவிரஎன்னவேணாலும்குடிக்கலாம்தன்னிலஇருந்து:thavira enna venalum kudikalam thannila irunthu</tamil> coke lah <tamil>இருந்து:irunthu</tamil> milkshake


!huh!, really


!wah! shit this this kind of scared me cause I thought you liked lime juice the most compared to like


don't drink coke my mum tell me very unhealthy


!eww! my god you are such an unhealthy person what if you get diabetes in the future, you know you hit your twenties already right


okay mine, okay I I like, okay I really like water I know water is tasteless but I like the taste of water I don't know how to <tamil>எப்படிசொல்றதுன்னுதெரியல:epdi solrathunu theriala</tamil> but if you ask me drink right right


ya I I rather eat the fruit itself rather than fruit <tamil>போட்டுகொடுக்குறது:potu kodukurathu</tamil> plus you know <tamil>கடைலலாம்நீவாங்குனனுவச்சிக்க:kadailalam nee vangunanu vachika</tamil> like the fruit juice right sugar <tamil>போடுவாங்க:poduvanga</tamil> I like sugar cane


and another thing I like is banana milkshake or strawberry milkshake <tamil>அதுஎனக்குபிடிக்கும்:adhu enaku pidikum</tamil> mango uh Lassi there's also like


Lassi, ah <tamil>அதெல்லாம்பிடிக்கும்மத்ததுபிடிக்காது:adhellam pidikum maththathu pidikathu</tamil> juice <tamil>பிடிக்காது:pidikathu</tamil> I like milkshake I like that one


, ya


okay if you if <tamil>நீஅந்தசாரதூக்கிபோட்டேனா:nee andha saara thooki potena</tamil> yes correct but if you <tamil>அரக்கிறேன்:arakiren</tamil> and put together then you will not losing anything, okay err


okay okay this this is interesting if you could cross, eh sorry if you could go on a cross country road trip with a famous person dead or alive who would it be


oh ya correct correct I was thinking like someone from harry potter


(uh huh) what do you want to ask him


who would I have,


okay as much as like like a tamil, heroes <tamil>எல்லாம்பிடிக்கும்:ellam pidikum</tamil> heroines <tamil>எல்லாம்பிடிக்கும்:ellam pidikum</tamil> I feel like if if I if you ask me to go so long with them I scared that I got no topic, who I would want to meet right yes maybe


supposed to be famous celebrity, err, !wah!, very tough hor, (hmm)


okay maybe some heroine, heroine, oh ya okay maybe maybe uh, Chaya maybe Chaya and I forgot the other girl's name


maybe I will meet them, one day I oh ya correct then I ask them like how did you all start your dance journey how did you all start this like company okay okay correct correct I I'd rather that than like, we we err indian actress


okay I think that, I think that okay the answer for this right <tamil>ஒவ்வொருதடவயும்மாறும்தான்:ovvoru thadavaum marumthan</tamil> you know like


oh


what do I like ah , !wah! I like a lot of songs leh but (ugh), <tamil>கொஞ்சம்:konjam</tamil> okay never mind


what are the, , K I use to like, oh


no but then travelling every single day is also damn tiring and you never settle in the same place, okay I feel I will choose never be able to travel


I rather just, have a like stay at home <tamil>வேளைக்குபோறதுஅப்டியேஇருந்துட்டு:velaiku porathu apdie irunthutu</tamil> and just like you know see videos of how places look like than


K any ways but I rather I rather, never will travel to never be able to travel than like every single day we travel that's very tiring for me, ya


, , oh K come I ask you this one


err would you, K three things okay would you rather want to read people's mind, or be invisible, or teleport


no as in you are invisible doesn't mean you can walk through walls you know


no okay ya ya you are invisible no one can see you but how can you walk through a wall you are still a matter


okay to me I think that invisible is like the is the least that I want I feel like it's the least useful


uh the other two is more useful I think my first choice is teleport then reading people's minds and third is, that one why I want to teleport is that right dude you can go anywhere anytime and you can like return back


ASAP, is like can you imagine like I just go to paris then I you don't have to pay for flight tickets or anything eh


then I can go visit my grandparents whenever I want and go see my mummy I wouldn't have to miss anyone do you understand you know like, like ya and like second like you see now let's say right at like, two AM K cause like I cannot


like go out at night right but then two AM I can just like go out, then like thirty minutes later I can just come back here, isn't that good


no wait, no ya ya ya ya ya no but you still have to travel so you what going to take grab


!huh! wait wait wait you damn weird invisible doesn't mean everyone forget that you're even alive or what is it you think that you're like, you you you just become invisible doesn't mean you don't exist anymore, ya lah they won't know I'm there but okay then how how do I come


how do I come there at night, no answer


oh you you so you think invisible like ghost like that like then oh, !huh! you don't want to be alive


oh okay our interpretation is different that's why you then you then in in that sense you think you're invisible also can teleport is it


if someone gave me twenty dollars, uh, twenty dollars ah K for right now what I will do with it is maybe go buy flats


!huh! wait did you just say you buy or you will buy a shoe for ten dollars then you sell for fifteen dollars then you make twenty five dollars, you'll only make you'll only make fifteen dollar because you only send the person for fifteen dollar how you make twenty five dollar


oh with the, what a weird guy


K if if you say that people give me a hundred dollar thousand dollar that makes it


ah twenty K understand then you are trying to make more money that one I understand


cold weather or hot weather, I think I prefer, !wah!, cold


ya singapore like you know really hot like, usually like on hot days right you will end up getting headaches you know like if you go out and then like there's no point for you to shower you like start sweating and everything so much back back and then you get darker and everything it's not very good


thing lah, cool only thing is that okay when I went europe right I was very scared that night, cause you know I've never been used to like cold weather so when I was going like ten degrees I was so scared that you know like you keep getting running nose blocked nose then like cannot enjoy or what but actually it was fine so I rather cold


weather


ya at least cold weather you know you can just put more pieces of clothing and then you are fine hot weather no matter how like it's it's very hot you can't not feel hot you know


ya that's like (ugh), ya then cannot sleep properly ya singapore is only getting hotter very sad, okay, uh


okay what do you think of tattoos


(mmhmm)


ya I think face and K I feel like tattoos right the only thing is I don't know how people, decide that this is what they want or like you know like cause is going to be there like for the rest of their lives right like I think their decision is so scary like


like ya how are you so sure that this is what you want, ya I think that's one thing scary about tattoos and secondly like I've heard that it's painful and stuff like I've seen like my uncle who did it like he got very sick after the heavy recover from it and everything so like because of that like <tamil>எதுக்குகாசுகொடுத்து:edhuku kaasu koduthu</tamil> like <tamil>பிரச்னையைவாங்கிக்கிற:prachanaya vangikira</tamil> you know


and stuff so like I know I wouldn't do it but like I said uh


you know, okay, err


wait sorry say again, oh okay definitely is a no for me cause like, when I was younger I feel like I've always wanted to be famous cause like you know all the famous people looked so pretty then they look like they're so happy all the time right


like famous people, ya but that's why I wanted to be famous when I was younger but after I grow up I realised that fame has a lot of like, a backlash to it lah you know you don't have your privacy like you can't even go to a mall and have fun like a normal person you know cause like everyone will crowd around you can't do normal things that's like so sad you can't go to a park in peace or anything like that and like <tamil>நீஎன்னபண்ணாலும்:nee enna pannalum</tamil> you know if <tamil>நீஎன்ன:nee enna</tamil> it's going to become so huge in the news


whereas like if we made mistakes like fine lah just learn from it that kind of thing so like I learnt this from bigg boss actually everyone makes mistakes but then when you make mistake there you're you're just like everyone will like


ya, ya right I feel like they go through a lot of thing but like just for the camera they just have to remain happy , ya so I don't really want to be famous


K, , okay okay who's your oldest friend


okay


I remember miss Mani used to call you all love birds


interesting, I feel like longest friend and is, is similar like like you know like my dad's colleagues from india then like their families are here also right you know those friends are my longest friend but


like I mean I still meet them till now but like it's not my closest my closest friends are like my secondary school friends, my JC friends, so ya


K if you want to open a business right what kind of business would you open


I feel like in singapore right, well you know people are so Sian of like, like singapore is so small then they have like nothing much to do right so I'll open a business that is like a new activity like you know those like you know like how high rollers like a new place the like you know ya I want to like introduce like uh if I could I would introduce like a


place that people can, you know their family and friends do activity make memories I guess but I want to make it not so expensive so that people can come


profit driven, you can also run a business to feel happy to do service for people


ya lah ya lah you know like how people just love to cook right then they use open a business cause they love to cook is not exactly I mean ya definitely want to make money so that you can survive but it's not exactly like


oh my god you should open like a home theatre kind you know with very comfortable


oh ya ya ya


I mean you can put the app then the people sign up on their own and then they just if they have their account


ya it's a it's a good idea !wow! interesting, K K this interesting what's the strangest dream that you ever had


K cause cannot think about it like cannot remember


there's no air there is space


you probably watch interstellar before that, oh ya ya oh my god now that makes a lot of sense why you keep getting see lah keep playing all the killing games everything this is bad


I think my weirdest also like I have like I have this, dream of like of people chasing me a few times before I think that's very scary you know like there was once like I wake up cause like very intense and like very I became very hot and everything


that's really, ya you know sometimes you meet sometimes, okay sometimes you have strange dreams that are like <tamil>வாழ்க்கைக்கும்இதுக்கும்சம்மந்தமேஇல்லாமஇருக்கும்:valkaikum idhukum sammanthame illama irukum</tamil> sometimes you have a lot of some of them you have all the people that you know in your dream every then when you wake up right you can't


sometimes it takes you awhile to to realise whether that is true or not did it actually happen in real life or never


man U never win, ya ya ya


okay,


oh okay number one is to, travel to a lot of places definitely, and like cover as much as I can you know cause I really want to like know what's going on in other parts of the world


number two is , bucket list !huh!, okay I don't know if, okay I don't okay I've thought about it before but I don't know if I can ever do it is I want to go in like a helicopter I've never


I have never been in in a helicopter like you know the one with the the open and then you can see what's going you know I'm damn scared but like you know I just want to experience it oh number three is I know


the the the hot air balloon also I've never been on any one, I mean there's every every country has


(mm) ya


clap again clap again, okay can ya, same here


hello, can you hear me, okay great like great that's great


my day was all right how was yours


oh my god same, ya because like is it after so long we have the meeting and then like so tired of all the projects and all that stupid shit like like oh my god oh my god


and somemore it was such a chill weather sia,


ya I was like chilling at home but then just now I went out because, no the thing is right because everyone went out my sister and my brother-in-law went out, then my second sister also went out with her boyfriend and I was like I don't want be home alone with my mom she'll ask me to do work so I was like okay I also go out


so I went out with <tamil>பரண் :paran</tamil> so ya, my mom is okay can you hear the knocking


ya that's my brother-in-law because I told him I was doing a recording so irritating, that's why you are laughing ah, oh and also because he can see me LOL


ah what time you going for supper, oh, supper where sia Mcdonald meh


oh, at night or just now in the morning or what, oh okay


ya most probably uh, can


(ppc), okay, ya


no <tamil>அவங்களும் அந்த மாறி : avangalam antha maari</tamil> #ah beng# #ah beng# street type right I mean okay, play I honestly feel like <tamil>வந்து அந்த :vanthu antha</tamil> and the quality is not like so shitty even if you save the photo also I think it's okay ah <tamil>ரொம்ப கேவலமல ஒன்னும் கெடையாது :romba kevalamala onum kedaiyathu</tamil> it's just that the fact that


, ya


ya irritating or what no but I think what like they say I really think they just want refund lah that's all they just want money


ya I know right irritating or what okay you speak <tamil>என்ன பேச்சி என்ன என்ன :enna peachi enna enna</tamil> , ya she's a creative director what else


uh, okay, ya that's my brother-in-law so irritating


, , ya you mean Zakirah


(uh huh), oh !wow!, I know ya I hope so too


err, you are shaking a lot


hello, uh, okay


Tahasen ah, err, wish


, err


ya she has she has a bitchy face, ,


, , madam <tamil>ரொம்ப :romba</tamil> strict officer


(uh huh) (uh huh)


(ppc)


bad things ya


fair enough lah, very trained you know, (ppc)


ya, fair enough ya, ya, ya me and Roshri got talk before what we were like you and you dave quite similar


ya, ya, how was the picnic were they okay or


, , , (ppc), oh shit


ya, so we cannot complain it's just the way we place the mats that's all, uh I think we should get another box or <tamil>டப்பா :dabba</tamil> for it also lah <tamil>இந்த மாறி :intha maari</tamil> roll <tamil>பண்ணி :panni</tamil> roll <tamil>பண்ணி அப்பிடி தள்ளி விடறதுலம் முடியாது :panni apidi thalli vidarathulam mudiyathu</tamil> even the longer we should we should categorise it lah but like


nobody listens to me, I would like to I would love to organise but like nobody wants to agree with me, okay okay


that's good,


oh damn, ya, ,


eh it's funny it's just funny ah then


oh damn it then


technically by right should set up the picnic first but I think the cupcakes smashed <tamil>போனது நாலா :panathu naala</tamil> she was trying to save it I guess, were you were you already setting up the picnic


picnic first


how how what what was her tone like, oh


ya, ,


(ppc), , ya fair enough I think


I honestly think Marichin is you know you know Marichin she is the type of person like err, very detailed person but her her detailed to attention to detail right it's very uh it's not as similar as Roshni Roshni one like she give uh details to the important ones


but this one she doesn't give very important details like the cupcake wise I think she just wanted to save the cupcakes lah that was her main issue or main thing ya


why is it oh just for that one thing or


I mean okay I we have to understand from her point of view also that's the whole point


I mean fair enough lah, ya


fair enough actually you know ah she uh she said uh you know the the one of the employee feedback that we did a google form, ya so uh we read everything then Marichin <tamil>சொல்லும் போது தான் :sollum bothu thaan</tamil> double edged sword <tamil>மாறி இருந்துச்சி :maari irunthuchi</tamil> she said all so very positively but certain things she say uh like a like a double you know the double edged sword double edge sword right like it's a


whatever you say it's ya it's just it's just it was very sweet whatever she said but at the same time, uh like certain questions when she replied it was like it was the truth lah because uh what she said was that uh during the meeting she felt that she was being interrogated as compared to like trying to understand the situation


because okay I I got to uh understand that as well because, Rushini or like most all of us all four of us can understand our similar situation because we are friends you know like we are best friends we are very close we, understand each other and everything even though like I don't know what is going on with you I'll still understand you know what's going on or like Roshni will tell me or something like that not the full thing but at least she'll tell me oh Dwevs going through something like that


but with Marichin wise we don't we I don't know we don't know and Rushni is not as close to how she was last time before, so it's it was quite it's quite different but actually what Marichin say is true lah it was it felt like more of re-interrogating as compared to trying to understand but maybe the message was just not put across well lah so


progress


oh <tamil>நீங்களே :nengaley</tamil> create <tamil>பண்ணி நீங்களே :panni nengaley</tamil> answer <tamil>பண்றீங்க :panringa</tamil> it's so funny ,


ya ya communication like ya, we're not comprehending,


, uh


ya fair enough


I guess she felt that I understand lah I don't know if I told you this also even during the Namzi where we went to meet Avinesha the first time me and Marichin, she was saying that <tamil>வந்து :vanthu</tamil> we are she first got angry she reacted first uh she was like err because we were late already by right lah


we wre late and then she was like and then I said we have to take Grab uh Marichin now and she was she's quite angry then I said uh then she's like you know I don't get paid enough you know but then I'm still using my Ezlink card money for this and everything, then I just listen I told her I understood her and I said ya same thing here also Marichin I understand as well then she realise oh my god you all also going through the same thing


then she like then she say sorry lah I said no you don't have to say sorry I understand where you're coming from lah like even if I was in Marichin'S position also I would also understand what she's feeling like, my Ezlink card money lah <tamil>போறான் :poran</tamil> and then still like not getting paid enough but the same the thing is Marichin she's not doing so much of work ya she's doing creative designing she's doing this she's doing that


uh Ascott when it comes to marketing she's she doing a lot of marketing collateral design but her output is not that great, like I I got tell you guys befoew what then uh I I didn't tell her upfront lah I will tell her during the meeting but in a much more a nicer manner you know as a criticism ya okay


uh ya her, okay not really disable ah mentally not stable type her brother I I completely understand I understand her situation very well butokaynot so well but I understand, but the thing is like the amount of effort that you think that you are putting in


we even though we try to comprehend or understand what other everyone situation is going through even for yours also like the school <tamil>நீ படிக்கிற :nee padikira</tamil> and everything but you do a lot of back end work which we really appreciate but the thing is I also talk to like, my other friends also Farhan also and everything they said that you know we can't expect a lot a lot of commitments or or have any other expectation because we're not paying you guys enough also


so this is a big dilemma even though we try to say that you know we need we need commitment from you guys but we're not paying as we're not paying <tamil>அந்த அந்த மாறி :antha antha maari</tamil> level for us to even, expect that much of commitment you see you know what I'm trying to say


and several priorities


ya, ya I remember I was err start starting of internship I remember ya


I'm quite drained


because it's very uh labor intensive very mental labour intensive it's not like it's not like products that you know I can outsource or I can drop you know drop shipping services


!aiyo! <tamil>டேய் :dei</tamil> as a marketing major doing your marketing for marketing agency I just feel like a I don't know what to say I feel like a washing machine you put Softland detergent, I you wash and then I filter out ideas and I give you I cannot do that also is like marketing for our marketing agency it needs to be well so that you know clients you know okay the marketing for the marketing agency is well enough you know


, and some of this Rupinis also it's it's not a the client it's not just like the marketing itself it's also the clients as well how you interpret them how you understand them as well


then this Rupinis honestly have no idea how Rushni understand this client honestly speaking she saying something during the meeting I just look at her then I look at Rushni I like then she Rushni understood then I'm like, how the fuck she understand sia <tamil>இல்ல என்னக்கு புரியவெய் இல்ல :illa ennaku puriyavey illa</tamil> like like #rupini#okaywhat she was saying was she was like I need someone to handle customer queries then I ask her is it through Instagram because with Instagram we technically are handling the customer queries and then she was like no through email


like err she then she say she has back end someone to help then I'm like if you have back end someone I just didn't understand her you know, !hey! I don't know how Rushni does it but she could understand clients like really well I okay maybe


you also can understand but I have literally no patience when it comes to clients I just get very irritated easily I don't know how you guys don't get irritated easily as I really don't understand how you all not get how don't get irritated how you all don't get irritated


no no it won't it won't work definitely won't work that , no Rushni is always calm I've I don't know how uh during the meeting I she she will see my face she will just understand that I'm very irritated and I just look at her and I'm like I don't know how she's calm like I I mean


no no I mean <tamil>காசு வருது தெரியுது :kaasu varuthu teriyuthu</tamil> but she calm also she's quite upfront you know, I don't know I I understand U TMU has also given that like you know give me a certain level of patience <tamil>ஒரே :orey</tamil> certain levels certain certain levels like hundred percent of my patience right I just like


twenty five, twenty five twenty five, ya, ya, fair enough fair enough


oh the new millennium she still haven't reply yet let me just like do a follow up with her right now, ya


I know I mean definitely it'll be Shopify it's just that, with, ya


well versed in it as compared to the founder , <tamil>தெரியுது :teriyuthu</tamil> I know


why, oh boring, why


that's so lame,


, you know just now my sister signalled me that she wanted to she wanted me to leave so that she can watch big boss in the room


ya, no only Farhana, and then okay Farhana and Farhasha but Farhasha watches a day later in online Farhana will, Farhana will watch it on the spot the shoes like on the spot then she lost her fiance lah so ya


, oh okay so the thing is our family friend like one we really know she's a malaysian and then my mom used to work with her in burger king but my mom not working right now taking care of Faust


but my brother-in-law who's are working in uh Zaffron kitchen at great world city she the the the family friend Padrim she's also working there, so she's quite close with us and then uh so her family is like uh studying in singapore and also working in singapore but they are malaysians but they go back to malaysia often


like at any weekends so right at the during the post circuit breaker season everything was on lockdown remember (ppc), then they my brother-in-law and my the family recommended the #bukit batok# house so because at the point of time Faust was very young


okay he's still young lah I mean Faust is a newborn baby so we'll just take care here in take care of him here so that's why they are still taking up space there ya,


no, then after that now uh it's it's uh it's okay is just my mom now is like quite tired obviously everyone's a bit tired and everything but the thing, no no she's not working right now ya


ya maybe she'll work soon lah maybe, uh she's okay but I don't know what's wrong with the <tamil>கை வலிக்கிது அதுனால தான் நீ ஏன் நீ போனா :kai valikithu athunala thaan nee yean nee poniya</tamil> then the doctor give you painkiller in in injection format


you next day you want to take out the toolbox want to do something in the kitchen want to organise the kitchen then she'll put the hand sanitiser outside, I don't know what's wrong with her eh it's like her rest day ah it's not rest day you know is like that's when she'll want to do the work day I don't know what's wrong with her also


then I look at her I don't know I look at her and I'm like I know why I'm like that when I see her it's like I'm is that I'm the I'm the, uh DNA of like the worst characteristics uh impatient hot tempered I got it from my dad you know then err organising irritable organising got it from my mom and then like


ya is just you don't know you don't see it, eh but at home ya but at home or like when he's driving very hot tempered that's why I always look at you know when I go to Rushni'S family I will go over their house, when they driving the mom very quiet eh you !siala! this one different culture cultural shock <tamil>என்னால நடக்குது :ennala nadakuthu</tamil> like <tamil>என்ன நடக்குது :enna nadakuthu</tamil> season twenty you know like


ya is is very they are very very soft, ah father ah when he's angry ah, you know the only loud piece there is when I go with them you know whenever I say hi uncle then the uncle will shock you know like eh


ya but it's funny lah ya, it's very noisy


ya, , ,


, I mean like ya for her she's very soft, then whenever I tell her that my family finds that I am loud they'll be like she'll be like ah the whole family loud <tamil>யாரு :yaaru</tamil> loud <tamil>தெரில:terila</tamil> I also don't know


ya, how's your father ya sorry he's your father,


, he's a freed man


strong man, , he's stupid stubborn man , uh


, , oh you mean the sticks the helping


where where he did the stitches which hospital, oh


no lah anyone scan your IC they will know your history <tamil>என்ன பண்றது :enna panrathu</tamil> but, fair enough


why you usually sleep now


, but schools over for you right


no no no TMU GM <tamil>ஓட :ooda</tamil> like technically your school is over, oh


ha but last semester was internship for you what, wait this is your year three right


so wait you are now still in semester one or semester two


!aiyo! so long what the hell , fair enough ya so what are you going to do


, no no it's not definitely is not if you want you can talk to my both sisters about it, but what okay but I feel I I think you know this HR got a lot of uh other sections to it there's like procurement there's also recruitment overseas recruitment also right


then


(ppc) fair enough ya, , ya, (ppc) ya fair enough, because my sisters are when they stayed at home I saw them doing the work both of them actually do uh


overseas recruitment so they apply the permits and then okay I the second one I very confused I don't know what the fuck she doing lah but the first one uh she does overseas recruitment she handles like, (ppc) regional recruitment and then see how far (ppc) the company have progressed


recruitment wise because it's a big company, (ppc) ya you talk, (ppc), (ppc), I'm going to get water, (ppc)


(ppc), (ppc), (ppc)


(ppc), (ppc)


(ppc), (ppc), (ppc), (ppc), (ppc)


(ppc), hi, was my coughing too loud in the <tamil>கேட்டுச்சா :keatucha</tamil> could you hear it, oh is it I mean technically ya lah it's just it's just my flu


(ppc), oh is because I have forgot to take care of myself, , ya I mean <tamil>பாக்கும் போது :paakum bothu</tamil> vitamins <tamil>அது பாக்க அது ஒரு :athu paaka athu oru</tamil> vacuum cleaner <tamil>மாறி கம்பு மாறி இருக்கு தெரியுமா :maari kambu maari iruku teriyuma</tamil> how is she though


err how is she I mean is she's still with the boyfriend


(ppc), (ppc) I mean technically, eh no just now I went to drink with him because like just one bottle I'm okay it's just I'm quite high but now I'm okay


oh no no no no now I'm okay now I'm okay like like a few medicine conversation I was already okay already ya, no it's just Soju


actually you should try grapefruit flavour you don't need even you don't even need yakult (ppc), you should try grape or grapefruit it's nice


Farhanah, (ppc)


, fair enough ya


fair enough lah ya, (ppc), ya then you are going to be a adult adulting uh


because in theory you are quite comfortable with everyone what that's why, , ya, ya it's all our friends it's still quite small scale although it's a big scale you know what I mean it's a small scale yet big scale


(ppc), oh ya, , from events to marketing to operations


(ppc), ya, exactly


oh


ya fair enough lah ya, , I mean if (ppc) if you want a so working site what is your expected pay what what would would you like to keep it


quarterly ya, very expensive, (ppc)


, ya, fair enough no no actually I you got tell me before like even a year ago but let me be honest I'm studying in NUS right now I'm telling you that whatever I studied right (ppc) is the same thing from poly all the projects also it's


(ppc) it's it's the same thing is really okay I have business management business administration is the same thing as an NUS student I'm telling you it's the same thing it's just the, people you're surrounding this the expectations they have for you that is the only difference that they have is very uh independent very self <tamil>நீயே தான கண்டுபிடிக்கும் நீயே தான :neeyae thaana kandupidikanum neeyae thaana</tamil> you self study like that


so I mean that's uni life ah I would say and then some more the people down there and the professors down there you don't know who is a pervert also but, ya I mean honestly speaking right in my first year itself and then with a COVID situation uh TMU TMU growing right and GM growing (ppc)


I realise right even if I get a principles of marketing a C in the module, I don't give for damn my TMU and my GM I have a marketing agency marketing consultancy there fuck you I don't need a I don't I don't really need the NUS degree in this


and even if okay degree it's a just a personal err, err satisfaction of my ya is is achievement of mine to prove all these motherfuckers who said that maths I fail private school I fail all cannot I do fuck you I did it anyways <tamil>அந்த மாதிரி :antha maathiri</tamil> but like


no no I am doing it for myself like you know just to gain you know and to see other platforms uni is a different thing from poly you see, I mean mostly just scene <tamil>இருக்கு இல்ல :iruku illa</tamil> but ya still something like that no but the thing is what I'm trying to say is that even though you do uni also there's no like uni salary uh a business I would say


mine is in local somemore so is more than like it's around I'm not engineering <tamil>சொல்றன் :solran</tamil> I'm in business industry, so as a marketing manager I'll usually I would say three point five K as a private degree like what my sisters are doing like a HR they took private degree from murdoch kaplan err then is like two point five K


then from there they progressively did in industry like my first sister she was she's in HR industry for more than ten years so (ppc) ya so she's, she's nine years older than me so she's thirty this year thirty thirty one


ya because uh she intern in a HR company and then ya, she she after diploma she straight away study then eh no sorry straight away worked then in Astar then uh she work part time uh full time, ya so she full time work and she part time studied lah in private


in private this so funny but ya so i, ya, in these times


exactly and then you just going to get a a loan out of it only that's what I'm doing I'm getting a loan out of this only nothing nothing else,


(ppc)


then what I I should be born with the degree lah they want ten years experience I'm twenty four years old ah what the fucking hell it doesn't make sense, ya


I mean they're still, I mean there's still like backwards companies I would say so ya, even in theory also you all want an intern who's NUS what nonsense I straight up not I straight up said okay the NUS interns that we had sierra and amos they


ya, three for three months whose unpaid internship, eh if you see on ya, , experience know


, ya I won't say <tamil>சூடு சொரணை :soodu sorana</tamil> I would say you are you are not a people pleaser which is good


ya I mean you are in SUSS so for a while I I we can straight up say during the TMU meeting I I'll I won't we won't, shut up about this actually one of the good thing about TMU also is that I don't I'm very honest right now I'm trying to be more honest


even in your personal life also what if I don't like somebody also I'm trying to be more honest


I mean okay it really depends on when you are when you are being honest when it matters lah I would say, for example like err for TMU wise it's okay for example TMU wise you are talking you're in HR you know you have to talk about commitments then you have to be honest if we are talking about like uh talking about like some effort


uh some work ethic then it's it's a different thing itself what it's different if that I also cannot say what I because I'm a marketing manager but <tamil>அப்போகூட :apokuda</tamil> I also cannot say that because I'm also technically a shareholder so, our TMU team is like very uh it's very different


ya eh but honestly I'm really thankful that I have this group of friends that I have you know, like I'm really thankful to have made you met you guys meet you guys and everything it's it's very different


I I don't know


no but actually say I'm very thankful lah it's like it's very different because the all of you all have a very different mentality very different, for very <tamil>தோலை நோக்கு பறவை :tholai nooku paravai</tamil> you know


it's like the the people you surround yourself with everyone wants to not really okay, just because you don't start a business that doesn't mean you're bad okay but they at least have their dreams and goals not like just to go club everyday and <tamil>மச்சான் :machan</tamil> come out and drink ah not like that


ya but none of us are like that all the the the, drinking phase, (ppc), even that drinking phase let me tell you that it wasn't that much of a drinking phase let me tell you


it wasn't that bad I I mean honestly even me also I wasn't I would say that I wasn't that as that bad you know everyday I'll drink or anything like that there's so many other people your ex primary school friend


ya, I mean, oh really drop the tea, , because ya


I how were you with her in primary school though, no how we were you with her when you were in primary school


, uh, our achievements are different, (ppc) I mean who don't judge tell me who don't judge


no everyone judges what it's just make sure that when you judge also you have to still give a give the person a chance at the end of the day


(ppc), ya, fair enough ya, you know as you know I I I don't remember if I tell you this that time at that point of time ah sarah was not in my life but like she was trying to get back in my life she was like


uh oh then she's telling me about Parthi then she's like oh uh Parthi actually dropped out from school she was in RP then I'm like what the fuck why why she dropout then she was like oh, err because Pavi uh fail one module so she has to re-mod then I'm like re-mod only what then sarah say ya exactly


she I mean okay I think sarah understood when it comes to studies wise she was very particular about it because because of her only I honestly because of only as very inspired to to study well in in my secondary school


I mean no no no I had in that sense I had good influence when it comes to studies because me and her we really studied a lot we were very workaholics we were study-holics we were, she was first in in social studies I'll be second I'll be first in geography and POA she'll be the second we were very in that best friends who were very hardworking


one two three, can hear right, I'm going to put in my earpiece


, hi, yup I can, okay so how was your day


mine was very witty and chill , oh my god, ya actually <tamil>நேத்து வந்து நான் :neathu vanthu naan</tamil> early eh <tamil>வேய் படுத்துட்டேன் :vey paduthutan</tamil> I mean like compared to last time <tamil>எப்போதுமே நான் மூணு மணிகி தான் தூங்குவான் நேத்து :epothumey naan moonu maniki thaan thunguvan neathu</tamil> also so tired so I slept at like twelve thirty


ya I think all of us were like so tired yesterday , ya, so


that was just so Shiok, I know so Shiok ya I say thank gof we ever go out today


(mmhmm), , oh, so how is your how is your mum


yes I can , oh no wonder lah, ya, ya I'm not going to show my face because anyway it's very dark


even if I on, ya, probably like I don't know twelve forty but I don't know if it's still on because like you know my family all of us are lazy


no we nowadays we go what's that Srisun for supper, with a Prata with #teh tarik# oh my god <tamil>ஆனா மோதலை :aana mothala</tamil> #teh tarik# <tamil>குடிச்சான் தெரியுமா :kudichan teriyuma</tamil> damn Shiok, no like in the evening, ya okay so I assume


that in the call <tamil>லந்து நான் தான் ரொம்ப பேசணும்னு :lanthu naan thaan romba peasanumnu</tamil> , in that event right , oh my god okay


okay <tamil>இரு :iru</tamil> uh where where is it where is it okay uh okay so <tamil>டீமா பத்தி மோதலை நம்ம மெய்ஸன் பதோய் பேசுவோம் :teeamaa pathi mothala namma maison pathoi peasuvom</tamil> , okay


again


ya, (mmhmm), ya


ya and then, (ppc)


ah I also don't know lah, stupid people but ya I just need we just need to wait for them to update us like what what's happening, , I mean okay if the photos were shot in like daylight I would say okay ya the quality isn't like fantastic but based on the fact they were shot at night with such bad lighting and muted space what he did was really bad decent more than decent


, ya, no <tamil>என்ன முந்தி ஒரு தடவ அது பண்ணும்போது கேவலம் இருந்துச்சி :enna munthi oru thaadava athu panumbothu keavalam irunthuchi</tamil> but like I think <tamil>அதுஒட :athuoda</tamil> photo I mean <tamil>அதுஒட :athoda</tamil> camera and like the her IT skills are much better now


I can hear someone screaming, oh my


so that's the first time that I actually properly talked to Tahal said the background noise at the back is so bad I hope they give us money for this , okay ah where is that ah (ppc) so ya that's the first time that I properly talked to Tahasen lah so <tamil>அமைந்தசி அன்னிக்கி வந்து :amainsi aniki vanthu</tamil> the <tamil>என்னமோ :ennamo</tamil> event <tamil>என்னமோ :ennamo</tamil> poem event <tamil>என்னமோ கவிதா :ennamo kavitha</tamil> event but now basically ya


that <tamil>என்ன நம்மள :enna namala</tamil> uh I'm the first time meet <tamil>பண்ணும்போது என்ன :panumbothu enna</tamil> opinion <tamil>இருந்துச்சி :irunthuchi</tamil> like you know why we always ask the like first timers that's what I ask lah


so are you back, so, err ah so what her first opinion was, hello okay just shut up never mind and listen so so basically I was asking her the first impression of us lah so I ask her to start from me obviously


ya so she said the same thing what I don't want to say bitching cool and then something then now then I ask her what the current impression then she say


<tamil>அதுக்கு அப்புறம் :athuku apram</tamil> uh <tamil>உன்ன பத்தி கேட்டான் உன்ன பத்தி எந்த :unna pathi keatan unna pathi yentha</tamil> she say same thing like current and first impressions the same


she said that what ah when like <tamil>அது வந்து :athu vanthu</tamil> phone <tamil>ளலாம் வந்து நல்ல பேசும் :lalam vanthu nalla peasum</tamil> and everything but meeting <tamil>லாம் வரும் போது கொஞ்சம் :lam varum bothu konjam</tamil> strict <tamil>கொஞ்சம் :konjam</tamil> like bitchy face also same as us


ya she has then uh <tamil>ரோஷினி கிட்ட போனான் :roshini kita ponan</tamil> saved the best for the last you know so <tamil>ரோஷினி கிட்ட போம்போது சொன்னிச்சி என்ன :roshini kita pombothu sonichi enna</tamil> same she tell bitchy then I started laughing because like


like like from from secondary school until now I can never understand when people say she has a bitchy face or bitchy tone, so ya that then she say now it's just like she's strict when it comes to meeting and all, so yes


yes strict strict <tamil>அதுக்கு அப்புறம் அதுக்கு அப்புறம் அது கேட்டுச்சு என்னோட :athuku apram athuku apram athu keatuchi ennoda</tamil> opinion <tamil>அது பத்தி என்னனு அப்போ நான் சொன்னான் :athu pathi ennanu apo naan sonnan</tamil> first impression then actually <tamil>நான் ரொம்ப :naan romba</tamil> honest eh <tamil>சொன்னன்ல என்னக்கு :sonanla ennaku</tamil> actually <tamil>நீ தேவ இல்லனு நினைச்சிட்டு இருந்தான் :nee theava illanu nenaichitu irunthan</tamil> ya I said that


ya so <tamil>நான் கேட்டான் உன்னக்கு கோவமே வரலையா :naan keatan unnaku kovamey varalaya</tamil> so many time we like like not degrade you but say like so many feedback that uh this one and yet you like stay with TMU


but ya then she ya then she stayed so, ya then she said that she and I are like really similar like whatever you all said lah she says like similar and all, then ya, ya


ya she also said the same thing then I'm like, ya, ah okay so the picnic okay so I don't know if I I think I told you about this say again for time purpose so ya so that day


uh <tamil>என்னக்கு இன்னொன்னு தோணுச்சு மிஞ்சின் வந்து :ennaku innonu thonuchi mainchin vanthu</tamil> cupcake <tamil>பத்தி மறந்துடுன்னு :pathi maranthutunu</tamil> so that's why I message the group that day earlier asking Machin you know that you're supposed to collect the cupcakes right then she say, oh I thought there was some because on the checklist it wasn't updated which is true because I didn't update it to say that Maichin collect got only put the address


then I told her but no I already sent you an a message earlier saying you have to collect everything then she say oh okay okay so I'll leave now so go and collect <tamil>பனிச்சில :panuchila</tamil> then, ya she came a bit late to the store hub so I was the one packing first then uh <tamil>அதுக்கு அப்புறம் :athuku apram</tamil> as usual slow ah pack <tamil>பண்ணிட்டு இருந்துச்சி :pannitu irunthuchi</tamil> but


<tamil>என்னக்கு அவ்ளோ கோவம் இல்ல :ennaku avlo kovam illa</tamil> because we had like so much time to pack actually because we were quite early because I know she will come late that's why I ask her to come much earlier, ya then oh my god ya <tamil>அந்த :antha</tamil> stall <tamil>அந்த :antha</tamil> stall <tamil>வந்து ஒரு :vanthu oru</tamil> very poor condition lah <tamil>இருக்கு :iruku</tamil> especially the mat's place because everything fell because of the shelf that broke


ya so the next time we go there we have to help to clear up a bit for that yes


ya that's why, ya


ya so that is your job you're the organiser so ya , okay we make suggestions in the PM new meeting okay , ya and then pack <tamil>போனோம் அதுக்கு அப்புறம் அங்க போனோமா நல்ல வெல்ல :panom athuku apram anga ponoma nalla vella</tamil> err arrived driver <tamil>வந்து :vanthu</tamil> surprisingly that day we had good drivers


I mean they were ya there they were very kind like the guy helped us to put in the luggage when we were going towards gardens by the bay, err ya then he was nice he dropped us off then ah <tamil>அதுல தான் :athula thaan</tamil> the cupcake got smudged


because he it wasn't his fault lah it was raining very heavily that day then when he turn right time to move than the cupcakes were like smashed like that, then ya then err when we got there Tahasen is really reached damn early she came two hours


then she's like but nevermind I'm already here so might as well just follow us so follow <tamil>பனிச்சி டேய் தற்கொள்ள பணிக்க போராடி :panichi dei tharkolla panika poriyadi</tamil>


yes because all the glass I think it broke then uh <tamil>நம்ம :namma</tamil> set-up <tamil>பங்கிட்டு இருக்கும்போது மைனஸின் இருக்குல்ல :panitu irukumbothu mainsin irukula</tamil> oh my god


ya so technically it should be picnic correct, ya so me and Tahasen we we were we just only just started setting up the picnic then she say oh I just want to ah I'm going to try to re-arrange the cupcake and all


but if we have like we have to set up the the picnic first and then do the cupcake because anyway we got a lot of time because we reach there like an hour earlier I think, so naturally I would expect everyone to chop chop finish the picnic so that whatever other things we need to do we can do it after which she didn't she was doing the cupcake then I say Marichin you stop that first we can go and do the set up uh picnic set up first


then she say oh I already wear the glove then I'm doing it then I'm like oh my god I was really irritated you know then she say this I even more irritated, then I say I say okay Marachin never mind you just try to fix it as soon as you can and then join us in thirty seconds then I think she got angry because I can just see it in her tone


and then, like her tone was uh like uh had a bit of the irritated tone in it, ya and then and then I and then I know for sure that she is irritated because you know we did the performance evaluation right


then I was like okay confirm <tamil>ஆயிட்டு இது தாணு :aayetu ithu thaanu</tamil> but as usual I don't care


err, no because I because I do because the the comment of that only she's the only one who who believes in that because, the rest of you didn't say that before and I have never heard any of you all say that I don't listen to your comments because I always listen to your comment and then I see if it is reasonable and then I accept


so I I know only she's feeling like that because of the picnic set-up because if it was if it was before then she would have definitely said this to me or in performance evaluation earlier, so I know it's only from her


ya, correct but the thing is ya you see you need to you need to know which one to prioritise first and then which one to prioritise later yes the cupcakes were smashed but we had so long so you might as well just finish the picnic set up and then chill and then sit down and then


slowly I don't know fix the cupcake or something and also I just realized that Marichin is someone who cannot take criticism actually, if you, no if you notice right I'm uh <tamil>நம்ம பொண்ண :namma ponna</tamil> meet meeting lah <tamil>கூட :kuda</tamil> I think err Roshni <tamil>வீட்டுல :veetula</tamil> whenever she saw the negative feedback all she ever do is try to


comment and like say and give explanation, and, and I'm wait, ya no I'm okay with I'm okay with her explaining her point but I realised that she never


she's she's never able to take in the criticism in a positive way where she can attempt to change it, and and everytime after she gets those negative criticism if you look at her if you look at her carefully monitor her right her face will change and her tone also will change for awhile she'll be affected by it if you realise


so you realised it in this TMU meeting coming I mean but I I also kind of understand because obviously no one likes getting criticism to them lah but, like with Tahasen and all you see how she uses the criticism in a more positive light but for Marichin we've saying the same thing for don't know how many months or years but nothing has been done


so ya, ,


(mmhmm), render and,


, , , , ya


ya, , ya correct


ya actually that's what I wanted to say also because I always appreciate Marichin'S honesty because ah ah <tamil>அது ஏதுமே மறைக்காது அதுக்கு எதாச்சி தோணிச்சின்னா வெளிப்படையா சொல்லிடும் :athu eathumey maraikaathu athuku yeathaachi thonichina velipadaya solidum</tamil> and it really helps in terms of how we, conduct ya how we progress because if if uh Marichin <tamil>சொன்ன மாறி :sonna maari</tamil> okay I didn't think it was like interrogation but at the same time I felt like


each and everyone of our situation because and that's why I also said I don't if I said in the welfare one but uh I said it in the questionnaire that I created


which I'll share with you all during the meeting, ya I know so so stupid actually but ya so I <tamil>அதுல நான் என்ன சொன்னான் நம்ம எவ்ளோ :athula naan enna sonnan namma evlo</tamil> feedback <tamil>குடுத்தாலும் :kuduthaalum</tamil> I feel like it's not really being hurt you know is is like you know there's a difference between hearing and listening


so I feel like we hear, ya we hear but we don't listen we just like <tamil>சும்மா ஒப்புக்கு கேக்குற மாறி கேட்டுட்டு :chumma oppuku keakura maari keatutu</tamil> but we don't exactly like use the whatever the other person's opinion is and then, especially when it comes to Marichin I realised that we we really might not be as understanding as we think we are I know in our mind we are thinking TMU is a very team team environment friendly environment a very how to say


, a company that will listen to feedback and then act on it but then but then I don't think that's entirely true, because of like like what Marichin say also like you know we don't try to really understand people who are not as close to us their situation


then ya so ya that's for Marichin lah but after that she was fine for the event


, , ya


ya, ya, I am I already know that there's going to be some sort of mini fight or something in the annual meeting this time round because the


performance evaluation for Marichin was went down quite a bit, ya, ya


oh she has I didn't know so disable lah, ah ya ya ya, ya


ya I mean that's exactly my point but the thing is <tamil>காசு மட்டும் இங்க வந்து :kaasu matum inga vanthu</tamil> not the only issue like doesn't mean that we don't pay then we also cannot expect the commitment more than uh giving money also right we also need to see


each everyone's work schedule and commitments so that we can understand err what what I say like how how much they can contribute also because, even though yes money plays a big thing you know if you pay money commitment will be higher obviously but I don't think money is like


the only factor affecting or impacting our teams' commitment level it's more of really whatever we all going through in terms of, Marichin working me schooling you all schooling you know there's there's a lot of ya there's a lot of different priorities everyone has you know like my priority will always be school family and then TMU then for Marichin her priority might be


like work TMU then family or something like that, so like we also need to understand these kind of things so that we can also improve like HR that's why I think HR is very very very important for TMU because, if if like basically we all are employees like if the employees are not happy then TMU the the productivity will only be going down down down which is why I think last year or something remember our productivity was not so good


ya then is is only going to it might continue after this year because, house stressed all of us are with all the different commitments ya correct because we have a lot of events we go we went it's a great year for TMU but is not a great year for the employees


ya correct ya, ya correct ya it's like we all have to be there, in the event we all have to do so many back end task to ensure that all the yes even is fine and we don't have a what's that break out or something but ya


correct,


, ya


because because imagine there's two people both also irritated how will it work it won't work this is why, ya that's why when you are you are irritated Rushni has to be the calm one and Rushni is irritated you have to be the calm one


I don't know


ya, , reduced reduced, then ya


okay we are going to be the half an hour mark oh my god TMU <tamil>பேசுனா :peasuna</tamil> half an hour <tamil>வந்துடுது பாரு வேற என்ன பத்தி பேசுறது :vanthuduthu paaru vera enna pathi peasurathu</tamil> , uh !aiyoyo!


oh ya sure ask her Shopify right I think we should just stick with Shopify lah because, I, I trust in darlene Ng


what's that ya and also I mean if she say that it's easier for e-commerce and she's already doing e-commerce than I believe her ya, because anyway it's mainly going to be darlene or like me or like you who's gonna do website because we three are the more I mean and Tahasen who are more like


ah ya correct, ya correct not that she's , ya but ya lah so ya Shopify hopefully


okay <tamil>அடுத்தது என்ன பேசுலாம் சேரி நான் :aduthathu enna peasulam seri naan</tamil> big boss <tamil>பத்தி பேசுறான் உன்னக்கு ஒன்னும் புரியாது :pathi peasuran unnaku onum puriyathu</tamil>


like their task is also damn horrible like their task is not even fun, it's all like <tamil>மொக்க மொக்க :mokka mokka</tamil> task like that day they have this <tamil>கோழி நறி :kozhi nari</tamil> task where


ya then like okay you can make it like physical and have more fun with it but no they want to play non-physical <tamil>நாமெல்லாம் :namalam</tamil> rules <tamil>போடு :potu</tamil> rules Ramal and Jemari, rules <tamil>போட்டு :pottu</tamil> rules <tamil>போட்டு :pottu</tamil> it's so boring when ya then like this is the only season where I don't even have a favorite like that's how bad the season is


it's a very <tamil>மொக்க மொக்க :mokka mokka</tamil> season, there's a lot of err mocker pieces, oh your family watch big boss ah


(ppc) oh, I nevermind continue first, oh so I have a question if what what is happening to your sister's house in #bukit batok# now


(uh huh),


oh ya lah, oh that's why I was thinking because I know I mean obviously I know that when you first give birth is very crucial and like probably they wanted your mum's help also


so I was thinking how come they still there ya, , mummy is not working now is it, oh because taking care of Faust lah


, okay how is she by the way,


stubborn, , stubborn people leh,


your father is hot tempered, oh ya can't see it, ,


, , Roshni <tamil>குடும்பம் வந்து சாது குடும்பமடி சாது :kudumbam vanthu saadhu kudumpamdi saadhu</tamil> calm peaceful will only loud piece there is maybe the father


ya ya, , , but ya actually


actually Roshni also got tell me because when whenever she comes my house like when there's like my whole family here like <tamil>அஜி :aji</tamil> birthday they all she'll be like now I understand why your family's loud because


that's how loud we all are which is like oh my god your family everyone is loud lah no wonder you are also loud like ya see they family probably runs in the blood, then ya, ya


, funny but ya, oh ya for my father he's fine ya he's he's fine I will just following up so that we can talk for more, so for my father he went operation what I think like about a week and a half ago then like his third day already he not pain lah the leg


it's a shock because previous time he went for, uh the the right knee he went half replacement that one he was in in quite a lot of pain so you he took like morphine and all but this time round like he went for full replacement on his left but there was like no pain from the third day already


then actually ya there's the the physio actually told him exercise <tamil>லாம் பண்ணனும் :lam pannanum</tamil> but no, my stubborn daddy will never do err the exercise one he only did first day, not strong man <tamil>டி கொழுப்பு கொழுப்பு :di kolupu kolupu</tamil> this is where I get my stubbornness from and my every characteristics personality of mine is mainly from my father like I'm ninety percent my father


and ten percent my mother, but ya so exercise <tamil>லாம் பண்ணல :lam panala</tamil> second day <tamil>லந்து :lanthu</tamil> he just started walking and then now he technically can walk without like the <tamil>குச்சி :kuchi</tamil> all lah, but ya so


then next week I will be following him to like err what's that then they will remove the stitches, ya, ah NUH


ya he's all his history is there he's been going there like I don't know from when ya NUH, ya, ya so he has to go for like a check up next week


ya it's actually <tamil>பன்னண்டு மணி :panandu mani</tamil> really oh my god, no lah, my body clock is very screwed it's fucked up


ya, it's not even holiday for me lah because while I started my holiday last week but then I have like project meetings and then also got TMU GM meeting and tasks to do so technically is


no no I still have to come I still have to go school next year this is my last my last is like school not internship, ya for me it's the opposite way I wanted to have I wanted to end off intern I like poly with internship but then ya


ya but you know like usually people will finish internship in the second, semester like last semester, ya but for me for for me another class was internship first then you go back school and finish it off then for the other three classes now they are having internship then they just finish off the poly lah


, err semester two semester two lah err once january come I'll be in semester two last term so march lah <tamil>முடியும் :mudiyum</tamil> march lah I mean may official graduation but march is when I actually like finish finish school


ya but I mean it's not exactly long because, I have to start thinking what am I going to do and all that so it's a bit uh scary because it's adult life, I mean I I think I told you all right like probably I'm going to work


because like I like doing HR work for TMU but I don't know if it's going to be the same for outside company, ya, ya


correct, ya, ya, I I don't like all those ad hoc tasks <tamil>என்னக்கு வந்து :ennaku vanthu</tamil> like I like hands on on the go task which is more towards engagement et cetera but honestly speaking


engagement staff welfare <tamil>இத்தலம் வந்து ஒரு பெரிய :ithulam vanthu oru periya</tamil> company <tamil>லாம் செய்ய முடியும் :lam seiya mudiyum</tamil> actually Nadia say because small company they don't have the time they don't have the resources they don't have the money to even do all this like like TMU lah we also quite small we don't have the time to like, , daily elaborate and do all the engagement and welfare


so ya, ya,


oh my god , , I'm just going to continue speaking so


am I really interested in like uh HR do I really want to continue in the HR field or do I want to go and do something else so there are a lot of things to think about


but <tamil>அது முடியாது என்ன :athu mudiyathu enna</tamil> <tamil>அதோட நான் பொய் அந்த :athoda naan poi antha</tamil> website <tamil>பாத்தான் எல்லாமே :paathan ellamey</tamil> shit uh topics <tamil>தான் குடுக்குறாங்க :thaan kudukuranga</tamil> it's very like generic modules that I have to take and do which is no point because


because I want like something supplementary like something more than what I've already learned but <tamil>அதுல இருக்குறது எல்லாமே :athula irukurathu ellamey</tamil> mainly science course


so ya where was I uh, so <tamil>நான் சும்மா பேசிகிட்டு இருந்தான் நீ என்னமோ அங்க இருக்குற மாறி :naan summa peasikitu irunthan nee ennamo anga irukura maari</tamil> , so


I could hear you what happened ah are you still sick, oh you should honestly start taking vitamin you you fell sick a lot you know this year


see (hmm) you know Farhanah takes vitamins, to improve her immune, <tamil>அடிப்பாவி :adipaavi</tamil> she's good actually I feel like I feel like if you should initiate a meeting with you all because like you all haven't met her for so long ya


I mean I think <tamil>நம்ம எல்லாருக்கும் தெரியும் அது எப்பிடி :namma ellarukum teriyum athu epidi</tamil> end <tamil>பாணோமுன்னு :panomunu</tamil> but


(mmhmm), , oh are you serious is that why you are coughing also


, oh you drank hard liquor or what, oh eh actually Soju is quite nice eh with yakult I mean I drink with yakult lah


ya that time I tried the grapefruit and then like I don't know what's my normal one but ya I tried that also then the orange one also, ya okay where was I ah okay ya so as I was saying so even my sister also she was asking me like uh <tamil>வேலைக்கி :velaiki</tamil> apply <tamil>பண்ணிட்டியா இல்லனு :panitya illanu</tamil> then I say no because


even though I want to start work after I graduate I feel like I deserve a break because I've been studying for so long so I feel like I'll probably take a mini break before I actually start applying and then because I feel like I haven't exactly gotten a, how to say a very comprehensive like real life experience of how HR is going to work so only only when I have experience only when I go out and do the work only I'll know okay how is it like


and then then ya, ya but it's a bit scary lah because like I'm going to like stop my I'm going to like graduate really soon in like probably like three months then it's like actual, ya I sure doubt I want to cry I never thought I'll be an adult you know


, shut up don't make me sad , like I wouldn't mind being adult in TMU but I don'y like being a adult outside of TMU, ya correct but ya I mean it is high time lah because I feel like although I have tried a bit of new things and I with TMU is still a bit of a comfort space because all our friends so ya


ya, no I mean I don't mind small scale okay because initially I for me the my thought process is always actually to start with a small company because when you are a small company you do everything like how TMU we all know everything because we do everything


we all did everything from scratch right actually working at small companies is very beneficial, ya like all of us like we have experience in everything you know it's just it's such a good thing because who like not everyone will get an experience like that


then ya, so yes and then like that day Farhanah'S also telling me because her her whole family works in NUH except her father , so she was telling me that NUH has this thing where like work and study thing so I'm going to sponsor <tamil>பண்ணுவாங்க :panuvanga</tamil> education


because I'm asking Farhanah to tell me because if because I don't mind studying if like there's a company that's going to be sponsoring me also


because it's like a win win situation because I get to gain knowledge I get to up my portfolio at the same time I also can work and you know get the real life hands on experience also, so I have like two options lah so I'm just I'm still waiting for Farhanah to get back to me on that


then ya, because for me, as long as I get work and study where the company is sponsoring me the pay I don't mind if it's like not that high also because


I can still do like I mean hopefully got time I can still do part time work but also our I'm also getting like passive income from TMU like quarterly so I don't think will be that bad but ya, ya because my my generally why didn't wanted take degree is because one


second is it's damn expensive and then thirdly I didn't want to put a situation for my for my parents where you know they still have to work so much to like


help with the school fees or give me money for school and everything because like they've worked enough they've worked very long I really pound them so I think they really deserve a break so that's why you know that was like this were my three top reasons of why I didn't want to go


so ya, ya, ya that's why, exactly that's my point


ex-, , ,


, , , , oh my god ya NUS


, ya, achievement ya correct, ya,


but please do it for yourself and not for others ya, ya ya, ya


oh how old is your sister ah , with oh my god so she started third what she is thirty years old and she got ten experience


oh then she just went full time there ah oh, ah, oh A star is a good company,


ya , ya but that's exactly my point you know like degree <tamil>வந்து :vanthu</tamil> is very very useless because <tamil>நீ :nee</tamil> <tamil>என்ன படிச்சியோ நீ :ena padichiyo nee</tamil> <tamil>என்ன படிச்சியோ அதே தான் பண்ற :ena padichiyo athey thaan panra</tamil> so what's the point of me suffering for another four years for this ya


ya exactly <tamil>அதுனால தான் அதுனால தான் :athunaala thaan athunaala thaan</tamil> whoever tells me oh you not taking degree, I tell her the same reason because what's the point of me taking when I'm going to be doing the same shit there's no logical reasoning in it besides the sense that


you can gain you can earn more because of your degree lah but then truthfully speaking now even with a degree to get a job is still hard in singapore because why they want degree plus experience


that's why is so stupid, ya that's why but thankfully now people are going towards more of experience based and more of the attitude like based on the personality wise lah so ya but I mean maybe I might be


ya, correct I mean it's always going to be backwards company you just have to hope and pray that, more progressive not me ah not me you know who is it


, ya, it's actually unfair to the for us to our interns cause we actually give them a lot of work to do


for like not much money so a logical person will never ya correct but then again , but that's why ya I find it unfair because like <tamil>நான் வந்து :naan vanthu</tamil> ITE <tamil>லந்து வந்தான் :lanthu vanthan</tamil> so I know the the pain that people go through and you know


when you tell them you are from ITE like the kind of looks that people give uh is is you can it's very obvious on their face but to me it it never affects me because, I don't care what other people think that's one lah <tamil>என்னக்கு சூடு சொரணை வந்து அவ்ளோ இல்ல :ennaku soodu sorana vanthu avlo illa</tamil> that's one and


ya like and I'm confident in me I know that the only reason I went ITE was because of uh math, which <tamil>வரவேய் வரத்து என்னக்கு :varavey varathu ennaku</tamil> it's not something that I'm very upset about but also, ITE was more progressive for me than because ITE was more hands on more realistic expectations more realistic projects were given


as compared to so when when they all are saying that they only want NUS NTU intern of course in my mind in my mind and I and I told them also that, it's very unfair because you cannot just assume that other school the people they're not as great or they're not as good or their capabilities are not as strong ya


ya , ya, ya


ya correct it'll help be honest, yes that's very, ya actually for me is growing a bit different path where I'm still honest but like I'm just not worried I'm just not saying everything out uh that much because


there's a lot of fights that will come I'm learning to like whenever can keep quiet whenever you want to burst out burst out that kind of thing, ya


ya, , ya, ya


ya, ya, !aww!,


, heart and touch <tamil>புனித :panita</tamil> Fahirah,


you better than Maraodi I'll give you one lah, !aww!


, ya


, oh my god if any of you are like that I'll really abandon you all, you know Rushni had her I have to say quietly drinking phase I was like <tamil>குடிகாரி குடிகாரி :kudigaari kudigaari</tamil> I'm thank god she came out of it lah


ya actually she wasn't that bad ya,


ya, , , but you know to be honest I always knew that she would turn out like that, ya, it it's either <tamil>சில பெரு பாத்தாலே உன்னக்கு தெரியும் எப்பிடி :sila peru paathaley unnaku teriyum epidi</tamil> turn out <tamil>பன்னுவாங்கனு :panuvanganu</tamil> so like I don't want to be judgmental but most of the time my judgements are right


how is was I in the same primary school, oh actually I mean up till now like I think she's she's almost the same like, if we if we say that she's bitchy we're equally as bitchy as her


we have to accept the fact that we all are also bitchy it's that our goal in mind is different from theirs theirs <tamil>வந்து குடிக்கிறது :vanthu kudikirathu</tamil> party <tamil>பண்றது :panrathu</tamil> life enjoy <tamil>பண்றது :panrathu</tamil> ours also ya we want to enjoy life but we are more realistic and logical, in the sense that we know we have to do some shit before we can enjoy life


that's the only difference ya and then, ya lah I think that's the only difference between them and us because we also cannot say we are perfect very wonderful people because we judge and we bitch a lot also, exactly you ya I hate it when people say oh don't judge don't make judgment don't bitch everyone judges but they just don't accept it


ya correct like like if you are judgmental accept accept that you are judgemental but don't let the judgmental affect the way you speak to the person like if the person is is nice to you just be nice lah if they don't respect you then


don't respect them ah that's it, ya it works both ways,


!eww! you inspired by her give tangible inspiration , ,


Dou how are you, ya can you hear me


so, okay so, I usually want to watch movies or things like that


isn't this the start of weekend


no it was Ajit


oh, Anushka


it came like ten years ago, they the current came ten years ago because that was the year my brother was born also


I think it was two thousand nine or two thousand ten I'm not sure, , I know right, yes


ya, maybe fourteen fourteen fifteen, I think fourteen to seventeen, that's one month


(ppc), how long is it since A levels finish, seven was it


twenty seven, it hasn't even been one month


not much


you wish ah, !wah! I just I only sweeped the floor, and sometimes I help to clean the window, railings, the window grills ya, yes


and then what do I do after that I just come to my room and start learning spanish


like lessons <tamil>மாறி இருக்கும்:maari irukkum</tamil> so it's a bit , like the inspiring


, I guess that's good,


no I don't think so, free time you just learn, but I think <tamil>இத காத்துக்கிட்டானா:itha kathukkittaanaa</tamil> maybe if I go to a proper course


then maybe I can easily learn it, I mean easily pass it,


, chinese <tamil>கூட இருக்குனு நினைக்குறேன்:kooda irukkunu ninaikkuraen</tamil> mandarin


drama, there's this drama call awaken


, no


and the boxing movie ah, Madhavan


, actually <tamil>அது நல்லாருந்துச்சு:adhu nallaarundhuchu</tamil> it was really funny


so, ya but the mum doesn't


ya , I thought there was just


, and the costumes were also nice, no no no


I have always wanted to read the book especially after it became super famous, so <tamil>அதுனால நா படிக்க வேணான்னு விட்டேன்:adhunaala naa padikka vaenaanu vittaen</tamil> usually fan week <tamil>நா ஒரு மாதிரி இருக்கும்:naa oru maadhiri irukkum</tamil> and harry styles harry styles is nice but he's not


ya and, the movie the cast are like absolutely great


it is, I watched the first movie


last year, it was hyped


but, it was the first one


second movie <tamil>வந்து அவங்க வேலைக்கு போக ஆரம்புச்சுட்டாங்க:vandhu avanga vaelaikku poga aarambuchuttaanga</tamil> if I'm not wrong, and then is just a continuation, you should go watch it was nice the first one


hollywood no which one, ,


oh, so he's going to be speaking english, I'll see it later


but, I think jurassic


park, it will may be, no I don't know


, , oh, ya maybe


a bit like, proper,


(hmm) okay, , oh I told you right, I had the twilight books I got it I got most of the books from my friend


she used to buy a lot of books and then in secondary school she asked me if I wanted them so I got it from her at a cheap price, ya I know


I haven't read the twilight finish


err it's called the, Imdalind series, Imdalind


I M D A L I N D,


I got distracted


(mmhmm)


okay,


beginning, oh, oh


like I didn't want to stay at the campus I don't know why


oh really


community cases <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> like zero done


, you sure university <tamil>போவ எவ்ளோ:pova evlo</tamil> cutoff points


I feel sick


, , A B C C


but they care about your H one


err, Komala's, is it Komala's I think Komala's, no it's not Koomalas it's Kamal


is it Komala's I don't know, no little india and the, the little india market then the, is like at the first floor


vegetarin and non-vegetarian, ya for like at cheap price like one dollar two dollar, ya and then ya they're buying they just came


ya, so that's why I cook rice so we will just eat it


for my birthday, I told you I went right, we went to Anjappar,


the one at the race course road, I went there once and I didn't like it, I don't know why


I think it's kind of like because we broke the tradition like that, by going there, (mmhmm),


did you hear it, hello


oh, that tastes nice it sounds great


how did you even get the ticket, ya, ya ya ya can but then, I thought the ticket all sold out already


(mmhmm), oh, (mmhmm)


(mmhmm)


(mmhmm), Klook


but err so sixty six dollars for like both the entrance ticket and the rides, oh so you can go for any rides, oh I should tell them


oh okay that sounds fun, ah okay okay


I mean psychology then what others, ya


but isn't it under business, err okay


okay,


okay, so other than psychology want to see business, (mmhmm)


(hmm) ya isn't it, phonics, you mean like A B C


but if you choose that <tamil>என்ன வேலை செய்யலாம்:enna vaelai seyyalaam</tamil> did you choose,


a bit like psychology right, (ppc),


I mean it was the worst paper, (mmhmm), because the questions were just pretty much all of the syllables like that


, and even mountain question


ya, and the graph, so first <tamil>வந்து நா ஒரு விதமா பண்ணேன்:vandhu naa oru vidhamaa pannaen</tamil> and then it look damn weird


Ajay drew it, ya it makes sense but then <tamil>அந்த:andha</tamil> dots <tamil>வந்து:vandhu</tamil> like, they were everywhere, so I just gave up, and they say scatter plot


so just scatter them,


<tamil>நம்ம:namma</tamil> city prelim <tamil>வந்து:vandhu</tamil> bar graph but <tamil>நா போய்:naa poi</tamil> pie chart, first bar graph <tamil>வரையலாம்னு இருந்தேன் தெரியுமா ஆனா திடீர்னு:varaiyyalaamnu irundhaen aanaa thideernu</tamil> like


ya, paper one,


so <tamil>நா ரெண்டு:naa rendu</tamil> part leh <tamil>வந்து ஒரு:vandhu oru</tamil> part was how to say it was easy, okay so one question was easy then the other one was hard but the easy question they put in hard stuff


ya that one ya, on host economics or no host economics


ExxonMobil or something, ya


, environmental impact and the focus, , but, I think it was a easy question like if other just impacts


ya, and it was similar for the other two themes also there was this easy question but they made it like purposefully hard, ya that one also


tropics tropics leh <tamil>கேட்ருந்தாங்க:kaettrundhaanga</tamil> traffic congestion impacts on tropics and I'm like tropics so, and it was under climate change and sustainable development right


(mmhmm), , you know they say


, ya, if you're going to do sustainability then you can say economic social but how do you just skip example of tropics


like you need characteristic of tropics, unless you saying got rainfall and then flooding then the cars flooded


and no one will actually be in their cars when there's flooding, so you know I was thinking of business at first


but then I was thinking of global studies, she did, didn't she, she went NUS


didn't she go, what's the thing for teaching, oh


ya I think NIE is for teaching right, I think she went NIE, ya I remember her going for teaching


when I was in primary school I thought I should be a teacher, I thought I was born


, err


you can, do a lot of government jobs, you can also