cause ya cause <mandarin>西门町:xi men ding</mandarin> is like very is like one of the most <mandarin>热闹:re nao</mandarin> places every night they


, okay continuing so they say in in <mandarin>西门町:xi men ding</mandarin> [right] there's a lot of every night there will be like live performance events by taiwanese


and is like is like very fun lah they they will perform all sorts of <mandarin>奇怪的动作:qi guai de dong zuo</mandarin> or even very exciting performance


ya and <mandarin>那边有很多:na bian you hen duo</mandarin> like shopping so it's very good and ya lah


!wah!,


!wah!


oh no it was Taichung


(hmm)


ya ya


okay


so I went to ah Hong-Kong instead same thing with my family my <mandarin>妈妈爸爸跟弟弟:ma ma ba ba gen di di</mandarin> so we all went to Hong-Kong and I can't I can't exactly remember what we do at Hong-Kong lah I'm but I remember we went to Disneyland


ya I went Disneyland for the very first time and and at that point of time my favourite thing was mickey mouse, err minnie mouse and donald duck so I basically queued at the cause at Disneyland there will be like person wearing


there will be person wearing like the thing [right]


so I was really very excited and I had this book <mandarin>让他们签名这样:rang ta men qian ming zhe yang</mandarin> so they can sign on my book and then I can keep it forever so I basically queued there for about two hours just to take picture with err I think I took picture with mickey mouse and minnie mouse only ya and these two and then <mandarin>很好玩:hen hao wan</mandarin> lah I mean


although my parents was a bit annoyed <mandarin>因为:yin wei</mandarin> why why do I spent two hours can just queueing [right] and then ya lor and it's ya and it's quite Sian ya then besides taking photos I was still small so I I can't really <mandarin>坐那种:zuo na zhong</mandarin> high roller coaster so I have to take those like very low rise and


cause I was have to reach a minimum height what if you want to take all these high high roller roller coasters so I can't really do that so, ya and then what else err


let's see ah okay so basically [orh] you know Hong Hong-Kong is Hong-Kong Disneyland is like somewhat like USS like that <mandarin>那边的食物:na bian de shi wu</mandarin> !wah! is legit expensive legit damn ex I think I ate I only ate chicken rice there and it cost about !wah! <mandarin>十五块:shi wu kuai</mandarin> ah


yeah it was around it were and it was so small that the portion then some meat at on the top and then that's it but I think I think at that point of time we had a voucher so that can let let us eat for cheaper so that we so we use lah we use the voucher and luckily we had that if not we have to pay like fifteen over dollars just for a plate of <mandarin>鸡饭:ji fan</mandarin> and then it's not worth it lah


you know I think around Hong-Kong dollar is about <mandarin>看看:kan kan</mandarin> as you can remember <mandarin>三百四百:san bai si bai</mandarin> ya around there so basically how how to go to Hong-Kong Disneyland is not like in town area it's not a in it's not like the main Hong-Kong area you actually have to take like a <mandarin>地铁:di tie</mandarin> like but it's a very special <mandarin>地铁:di tie</mandarin> is like this Disney <mandarin>地铁:di tie</mandarin> that will bring you from


the city of Hong-Kong to Disneyland itself so it's not really easily accessible lah ya but really went there for one day and then I think now Hong-Kong Disneyland can you can stay there so you don't have to exactly leave the place itself cause <mandarin>那边有很多东西做:na bian you hen duo dong xi zuo</mandarin> as of now


so ya then nothing much lah I mean Disney then I just enjoyed myself for the very first time cause I managed to take photo with my childhood idol mickey mouse and also I can <mandarin>我有做一些:wo you zuo yi xie</mandarin> pretty <mandarin>精彩的:jing cai de</mandarin> rides with my family so I think it's quite a nice day and then after that you just head head back to <mandarin>酒店:jiu dian</mandarin> and just <mandarin>睡:shui</mandarin> the whole day lah


ya then so that was one day and then the next day err oh I forgot to say also I was I also went with my grandparents so actually we went shopping the next day we went to the different different places I can't I can't really remember the exact place but there was this one place where I particularly love the chicken rice and I think it was ah <mandarin>好像那个:hao xiang na ge</mandarin> old sergeant chicken rice ya the name the name of the stall is this


and basically every day no matter what no matter how far we are I will always <mandarin>劝:quan</mandarin> or rather I will persuade my father to bring me to that <mandarin>鸡饭:ji fan</mandarin> store to eat and it was at this shopping mall and it was I think <mandarin>有有一点点贵:you you yi dian dian gui</mandarin> lah around like ten dollars


ya but it was so nice that I keep going back everyday lor ya at that point of time I think chicken rice is the only food that can make me happy during during that trip because Hong-Kong <mandarin>他们特点就是点心吗:ta men te dian jiu shi dian xin ma</mandarin> and I don't really eat dim sum so ya I only eat like chicken rice or this those with meat lah in some is like


watery and just <mandarin>不是我不是我的特点:bu shi wo bu shi wo de te dian</mandarin> lor just not something that will enjoy lah, yup do you want to Zoom


alright okay wait I will go and join right now


can you see me, okay that's great


did I like accidentally lock out of Zoom ah, [orh] my internet is <mandarin>很差:hen cha</mandarin> sorry


ya okay so basically where was I <mandarin>香港香港:xiang gang xiang gang</mandarin> ah <mandarin>香港:xiang gang</mandarin> [orh] the <mandarin>鸡饭:ji fan</mandarin> yup so basically I eat I love the chicken rice there and ya so and then I think the first time I went Hong-Kong I spend about five days there and then basically you just did a lot of shopping and a lot of eating and then (hmm)


going to different attractions and all lah, ya


okay sorry alright , okay so what else okay let's not talk about travelling already <mandarin>我们去另外一个:wo men qu ling wai yi ge</mandarin> topic


uh oh I will say my, okay I'll says why not say some of your best experience with friends like and basically say some of your best friends lah


it's like okay nevermind I say one example, so basically I think in primary school I had this friend of mine she's a girl and <mandarin>她她跟我住很近:ta ta gen wo zhu hen jin</mandarin> I think she stay a few blocks away <mandarin>而已:er yi</mandarin> so everyday we will walk to school because my house and the school is <mandarin>好像:hao xiang</mandarin> just a carpark over


you just have to cross a carpark and then you will reach the school already say everyday everyday in ah we will meet up err then we will walk to school together, and she was basically my childhood friend lah like while the


ya and <mandarin>我的知道同行的朋友:wo de zhi dao tong hang de peng you</mandarin> so is very it's very nice and, she is actually not the same class as me so I think she was one class before me she's in the smarter class


be the same way as how we first meet, ya, so that's why we drift away


ya so that's one of the childhood friend that are actually miss lah then I think another one it was a guy, but this guy is same thing lah <mandarin>他他也是:ta ta ye shi</mandarin> not from the same cause he was also in from the smarter class and he also stay a few blocks away from me and basically I think around P three <mandarin>我们:wo men</mandarin> I will I will I will always go to his house don't for what we will just hang out and basically when we very Sian then we just sit down and play games lah I think so


and, right and he I think we actually err quarrel but I don't know over what I can't remember it's been so long and we just became enemies lah <mandarin>好像:hao xiang</mandarin> it's like when you're being <mandarin>幼稚:you zhi</mandarin> and then when you just have a friendship fight and then you suddenly become not friends and then I didn't expect that that fight can break our friendship until now


and in Temasek poly engineering and business school <mandarin>好像很近这样:hao xiang hen jin zhe yang</mandarin> so is a good chance for us to meet again but now cannot <mandarin>因为我们现在没有上学:yin wei wo men xian zai mei you shang xue</mandarin> so ya


and I think I'll, yup pretty <mandarin>精彩:jing cai</mandarin> so


yup, eh wait, ya


so you basically is


okay so I don't think you know this I've never told you before but <mandarin>我有一个小狗:wo you yi ge xiao gou</mandarin> actually before, ya


so <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> actually <mandarin>有养我有养过一个狗:you yang wo you yang guo yi ge gou</mandarin> she's a no sorry he is a japanese spitz


but he's very cute, and initially <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> <mandarin>我的家人不是很同意要养这种狗因为我们因为我们都很忙:wo de jia ren bu shi hen tong yi yao yang zhe zhong gou yin wei wo men yin wei wo men dou hen mang</mandarin> we cannot account accommodate to this dog err life it's like taking it's like taking care of another baby


so how I convinced them is that err I actually went to online <mandarin>我去我去在网上:wo qu wo qu zai wang shang</mandarin> and then after that I go and find some


contact lah like <mandarin>我去打电话给那个人:wo qu da dian hua gei na ge ren</mandarin> and then I go and ask him are you actually adopting and then he say yes then I just give him my number and after that <mandarin>我们聊聊聊聊聊到:wo men liao liao liao liao liao dao</mandarin> he sent me some photos of the dog and then we agreed to meet at Sengkang


to let you try first to see if <mandarin>你真的可以:ni zhen de ke yi</mandarin> cope with adopting a dog or not


like <mandarin>他只会听我的话:ta zhi hui ting wo de hua</mandarin> but <mandarin>它不会听我妈妈的话我爸爸的话跟我弟弟的话:ta bu hui ting wo ma ma de hua wo ba ba de hua gen wo di di de hua</mandarin> cause the very first day he came back we bought him a very large cage mah then after that


ya then after that I was like the very first night it was so bad because he keep making a lot of noise that he basically just miss me lah cause I was in a room and he was outside sleeping then <mandarin>我它就是:wo ta jiu shi</mandarin> like very clingy and then he made a lot of noise then my mother come out and then after that <mandarin>她就是讲不要吵不要吵不要吵:ta jiu shi jiang bu yao chao bu yao chao bu yao chao</mandarin> but end up it was so bad


that was my first experience


hello, yes, okay, so, !hais!, there goes our effort early


anyway, just, find something new then, okay lah


no lah as in for a staycation it's a nice place actually, although, not much that you can do in that Bugis area


, ya lah kalau macam Fullerton or Marina bay sands at least you boleh turun and do some shopping


and not to forget, #sim lim# square, the, the IT mall that replaced Funan, so lousy now


how can you turn an IT mall into a sports ah (ugh) I have no words for this


velocity


eh no I am just kid


oh is it is it that's why


parliament no lah not not that nice I think clarke quay is still nice pasal singapore river


ya you're not you're not supposed to fly like five or ten kilometers away from either these two places


maybe it's public safety and also like I think government property privacy ah


but which which hotel is it that's the problem you don't remember right, was it or only on mothership


err, as in like, facebook article, yes a'ah


I see, I think mothership is endorsed by government


I think so


(hmm), (hmm) I believe so, do you know what's the


difference between SGAG and mothership, no idea


mothership creates good content, mic mic keep drop no but just, no but, they just make more good content


mic drop, no lah just cause they came up with the singaporean dream game


meh


I don't think so I don't know lah see lah if not because nowadays I think we are more interested to play checkers,


well wak wak is I mean he's a champion at checkers then also is my mum and my uncle, yeah, no lah nothing much to tell like I keep losing to them


in malay they panggil dam ah,


oh my goodness you're almost twenty eight years old you tak tahu chess


well, now you're today years old


chess ke the checker board, uh he doesn't have but we have, you never see before right, yeah, cause it's in the storeroom we didn't have a


the chess the the pieces so we never took it out


wait, play dam or play dumb , excuse me, it's twelve forty three in the morning


so, how is it, and now we're back


a cringe, hi, yes, oh yes, so basically, what it is is


you, instead of putting it in, all the boxes it at your side eh, you need to put the pieces, alternatively like if you are putting it at on all the black boxes put it on all the black boxes only don't need to work on the white


, yes eh but you can use either one ah either the black or the white ah but you cannot put on both colours


no if I put it on the black boxes you put it on the black boxes also, , and in chess you can move I think quite a few directions but for checkers or dam you kena move diagonally


but you can't move back you can only move forward


eh chess, ah chess, !alamak!, chess I'm not too sure, but diana I think, chess you can move like, front I think, or diagonal, but for


yes something new every day


then you start crying, oh !wah! oh !wah!


okay, I wonder, is that ice cream still around mister softee mister softee the one at seven eleven


(mmhmm)


like no more right, ya ya I don't remember seeing any machines, really ah still around


IMM, I didn't realise also


serious ah Macha, oh yes no lah I mean that's just a term


yes, sorry, I forgot I forgot to look back on my laptop, I think they are still showing kin


kin the kin yes, oh someone's yawning are you tired


oh ya lah, busy girl, !wah! !wah! !wah! !wah! shots fired


you watch out


oh oh, oh oh yes


yeah I haven't, listen to that in a while, sides, it's always procrastination


yeah, you need time to, you need time to oil the machine, !chey!


so you need to buy some


singer oil, only available in selected department stores


oh my god you have no childhood


!haiya!, singer oil is, machine jahit lah, just to smoothen, see, today's old again


(uh huh), no not really, no


!wah!, so formal, it's always been in the west,


from, holland road, to, #bukit batok#, then to #bukit batok#, again


move to Yishun no way eh, no way, no, oh yes


you don't know this story ah, ya we wanted to buy, #pasir ris#, , well when papa was still in turf club


yeah, then, secondary ah no no err kindergarten, upper kindergarten


ya, cause, this time we go Changi village


Changi village, ya it's in between Changi prison I think and, no, !alah! how to say eh, no I think before you reach Changi prison there's a condominium area there's there's a condominium there


yeah, , yes,


not really I don't think so, now now I don't think so, ya I think they renovated a bit also


, and then mama, stop him from buying cause he wanted to leave, leave turf club


no lah it's about principle, not worth it lah, not really sensitive lah actually just


it's, they want to raise me properly, outside of that life ah


(ugh) cringe it's one AM hello,


oh, before finishing my story, so after the condominium, he left turf club then, we wanted to buy a house at


, Canberra, Canberra ah, ah, then


deposit put in already but, because of the, I think there was an economic crisis that time, HDB kasih you


ah deposit you kalau you nak so they ambil balik dia punya deposit


yes


yup, west siders


not really actually I've been to, most part of singapore already except, Sembawang


, no lah, no lah, basically I've been everywhere


Bedok, then I will I will always passing into Bedok, so the what is fine, #pasir ris#, cause of school sometimes kita makan dekat #pasir ris#


of school, oh


okay lah it was ya it's, different, ah ya lah ya lah ya lah ah, you just miss the people there


ITE, primary school meh


there is a dark past in primary school


nope, clean as


eighteen nineteenish, eh no, maybe sixteen seventeen


eighteen eh no lah I went, I went to NS at eighteen, cause after


after eight, after my birthday terus I, applied for driver's licence what, that was that was maybe I think after graduation atau before graduation


ya I spent my sixteen or seventeen in ITE what


no lah I've been in secondary school since ten years old just kidding


of course lah thirteen, (mmhmm)


no, eh please lah it's one AM in the morning shut up with your maths


no need to level up


!aww! that is so sweet


ya just hi bye , yes


told you dark past, yes, cause before that what what school was it from again Jurong something


I see


no you're in denial actually not undeniable, tomorrow


okay stop doing that it's early ah


so papa will, so this is what, that's going to happen, ya he will start cooking the #nasi lemak# lah make the sambal first


, no, I'll probably be busy with my video hopefully ya in the morning after breakfast


you forever interesting


interesting interesting interesting


why, ah interesting yes interesting I know


ya ada lah of course those are like the essential ingredients, yes just like how artists are non-essential


interesting interesting


that's a touchy topic, and we're back, sincerest apologies for the technical difficulty


yes what do you say, !hais! so sorry, I mean this is this is my first time downloading this app normally I use my my default voice recorder


, okay lah this one seems like easy to use


I mean it's fine it's just that it's a third party app lah, do you know why it's quite easy to use, yes do you want to know why


cause it's an easy voice recorder (uh huh)


that is such a boring topic, okay lah I miss going to malaysia


I think the moment the borders open eh immediately we will be planning trips to malaysia even for a day trip lah, interesting


just for the sake of


just to rehat and relax


yes interesting


okay I think


no I think dekat JB, !hey! age doesn't matter hello, so I think what happened was


ah we wanted to go back but the traffic jam was ridiculous so we stayed at Putri pacific it's the only one closest to the causeway


yes, !wah! such discrimination


all these polls and surveys are useless


correct


must it be a plane why can't you take a ferry and go Batam or take a car and go to malaysia


!alamak! leceh ah, I see


okay lah, but have you ever driven at malaysia highway


I see


or colorado, uh


interesting, (mmhmm)


Jialat, yeah


(mmhmm), yup it's still my dream to go to new york city one fine day one fine day


, ya no lah at at that time lah but I'm not too sure I think now they are quite contained


you should or not you think what do you think you tell me what you think I will say if it's right or not, yes


!huh! no, no need one one one try only okay fine okay fine second try go go go go second try go go come shoot shoot


it's called times square not main square what there's a main square then the side square


yes yes, the most touristy spot


get get the things done then you start going around


around lah around you taking the train to brooklyn


not interested, oh really actually I didn't know also,


I see, (mmhmm)


broadway shows well depends on what's showing lah, as in the broadway one or the theatrical, oh uh


broadway ya with you


ya lah hopefully lah when this thing goes away fingers crossed, ya and I want to go to #san diego#


comic con, which one


ya, I mean, you kill two birds with one stone lah, interesting, !alamak!, comic con is normally


ya it's over it's only I think last week or the week before ya last week twenty it ended on the twenty first eh no it started on the twenty first


ya online but, it's not really that happening in this year pasal I think they messed up their advertising


, now it's free free free


ya lah but it's online via zoom, but this time round no actors it it's just like comic artist and


ya some actors lah or like a drama drama actors not movies, interesting


ya lor


ah, oh ya ya it's the why you keep recommending me to read ya to to listen to to watch title #taika waititi#


yes he is ya


that's why he always have like macam err playful fights with thor I think new zealanders and australians have, uh it's uh


his last one was Jeju rabbit oh oh ya mandolin orange is a'ah Mandol was the last one


two thousand nineteen eh no two thousand eighteen or eighteen maybe


not too sure but I think nomination, yeah


(mmhmm), oh my god please don't remind me of that


, I mean I just don't feel that it sounds like a national day song


!huh!, after this I am going to sleep


, alright we have just made it to the one hour mark


testing loud and clear


is it okay on your end, !hey! okay, so Amacam, today, today, yup


it's okay, okay today good day for you semua okay, yes


no way, it is lah ya I guess for the price also


true, location penting but, you know where else can you go in singapore anyways [kan]


I see ah, well technically Bugis, provided let's say there's no more COVID there's no CB [kan] macam we can still go down and like there's a lot of eateries museum


, it's walking distance to plaza sing, there's cathay, what okay


I guess if, yes that's right, oh no I I don't I I I'm I'm against that sentence that you just said


!hey! okay firstly it is not a sports mall a sports mall is actually dekat Novena which is to velocity, right secondly it is a mall for all ages and all people from all walks of life so kalau let's say you're a foodie there's lot of places


shopping clothes trendsetter that's also


oh so now you are yawning right now, I am stating the facts of the Funan mall and I am I like that mall I mean you dah pernah pergi dia punya rooftop right and the views from there thanks to me who brought you what do you say about that


again, cause of COVID yes, !aiya! ya my one of my friend pun tried to go up there dengan kawan dia juga then macam eh okay


it was closed, hello what does that even mean, (mmhmm)


ya, there's laws, exactly ya


yes yes yes, okay, Istana


your drone kena shoot down [seh] kalau you fly, yeah


right right okay (hmm), okay lah interesting first one is safety wise another one is I don't know what is the other reason my my mind is suddenly blank


security, ya that's one thing, okay, okay anyways


talking about staycation, I just read this article one of the big hotel chains also tak ingat apa nama hotel itu ah so they are offering


daycation which is like twelve hours then you just pay at a discounted rate, it's a big, I think mandarin mandarin I think


it was on the mothership article, ya


from like CNA or straits times


are you serious


like some some, but since you said it's they're government backed like okay


ya, okay that's new something I learn (hmm)


is this going to be a funny answer ataupun serious answer, oh, okay I'll make a guess mungkin SGAG, SGAG makes memes


mothership don't, what do you say to that, (mmhmm)


but I hear a but, no but, ya cause you're one sided is, you're one sided you see


I saw some, true, well as compared to my point of view macam I follow both SGAG and mothership on their social media so


some, sometimes I do agree with SGAG, so, so, no biases on that part, yeah, anyways talking about the singaporean dream game you're not bringing it tomorrow to play


serious ah, okay tell me more this is news


, oh dam lah okay okay, cause sampai sekarang [kan] I don't know the difference between dam dengan chess wait chess is the one dengan the horses things right


okay


oh mindblown yes yes, yes I am


the the the chess piece, the board thing, sorry lah, oh


ya is it hidden around the rooms, oh, proper place, I see interesting


a bit yes macam dulu-dulu pernah lah like you know someone taught me I think my grandparents or, my father ah, but I know what


shut up, come on this time of night you want to play this kind of games diam please, , yes and we are doing this, it's recorded by the way


so now ya, okay okay, you need to move


okay, so, yup, so, we're back live on air with me and you


trying to be anonymous right you, okay, ah, I tanya pasal apa I tanya pasal dam okay okay, interesting


yes please explain, (mmhmm)


oh jadi yang kotak putih itu is like supposed to be like non-existent, , so, yes, ah


oh okay, so let's say ada dua player right so I'm player one you're player two so I, put my pieces on the black boxes tapi you put the pieces on the white


!huh!, okay, wait chess, you cannot move back tapi boleh move forward


yeah, oh okay, interesting


right, okay okay, , please continue the island


sometimes, too many things, coming into your brain, and you get tired, and then you get sleepy


yes and your eyes start crying, even at this age, I'm not afraid to show my tears, come on lah maybe I just I perempuan [seh]


soft, I'm a softy, okay, , yes, what, no


seven eleven, oh my god, interestingly maybe not, what, do you know last I think I dengar pasal mister softee is like, secondary school or poly


how about you, ya, interesting, ya it's true, slurpee still around right, should it been non-existent


, but, maybe


could be that, eh jangan gitu lah, let's just stick to that


yup, okay, oh my god talking about mister softee now I feel like eating ice cream macam mana ini !walao!, ya I should do that later


anyways, eh you're watching TV right now


kin, oh channel five, right, okay, ya I know, eh


cause, you know, seeing the laptop, I told you, I told you what a lot of screen time, that a lot of things go to my brain, , someone is really busy in this relationship


okay, just stating the facts sometimes, come on


okay, I was online and then after that, , screen time, orientation


and yup, just had to, this is time to rest, then I had to go out and then uh to my relatives house


so, oh ya we were talking about the online thing then your online classes yang photography videography itu how is it going


anyways, I understand, I feel you I'm feeling it right now


ya but come on lah like okay five years of working and suddenly you start back school it's going to be a bit weird, pray for me please


, spoiled and karat yes


it's creaking and, it's, it's making sounds so you know


I don't even know, honestly I don't even know what is singer oil and apa benda itu and what is the usage and function of it


ya because my childhood is spent like playing around on land and on sea not doing anything


oh, ya


is that that could be the reason oh okay, !hais! mana lah tahu cakap pasal childhood did you


grow up most of the time in the west you did right why am I asking again ya it's always been in the west, actually me too, (mmhmm)


serious ah, ya, never ever your family or parents wanted to or any, oh !wow! !wow! I tak cakap Yishun [seh] I wanted to say to the east or the south


you know what I mean, well now that you what, (uh huh)


when was this, right so maknanya you were about primary school


oh okay that you were young wait tapi please explain to me how you know about this information you were so young


you boleh ingat sampai sekarang seriously, !wah! good job, is it the one yang brownish in colour like brick walls


that building that land is is been there for a while lah macam you know, since you say you were still young, so, does it look old, ish from the outside


!huh!, interesting okay


live, oh okay, is it due to cost and expenses


do you want to talk about it is it even sensitive okay, I mean but oh, principles so I guess we can break it down to priorities also lah like


they are raising you also and they're still, early in their marriage days, (hmm)


you raise me up okay sorry suddenly reminded of that song, I understand


you were saying ya okay priorities lah in that sense, like getting a house, , yes yes


where in the north, in the north


!wow! in the north


ya I suddenly remember, oh, okay that's very nice of HDB


when I was in school macam doing research on like economists and economic crisis, ya when we're younger there was this thing happening macam at that point of time we don't feel it lah obviously cause we too young


ya it's so interesting, but I guess it's a silver lining right like you know the way you guys are now anyway so macam more comfortable, I mean everyone has hardships lah but


it's like this is a life that's comfortable for you and me and ya, for you sorry not me why why am I in your picture anyway for you


okay, oh, it's always been in the west nice, schools in the west, for life there's right


natural right, okay wait but


but I guess, ya do they still find it macam alien when you


I drive up to the east especially for with myself or with myself pula on my own, with my parents et cetera macam it feels very alien


I have people who go with easties that go with me to that area, what do you think


just Sembawang lah in the north, , no other places in singapore make you feel janggal like out of place except Sembawang


that's true, (mmhmm), oh ya that's true okay


, you miss those days, like ya, like in ITE you were a bit mature what


as compared to secondary school I guess, I don't know, like no one like memories right what do you feel


(mmhmm), ya, of all your


of all your education, levels like what period in time of your life macam you, you you you


feel Shiok most, okay, seriously not primary school, oh my god okay


oh there is a dark past in everyone's life, but why though oh wait okay no it's okay how about secondary


any issues during your


no dark past I'm digging out from you you're safe okay tak zilch, clean A F zilch okay okay understand


, also I think ya I think ITE pun like for me I was in poly what so macam we were like what eighteen nineteen right


ish yes that's right eh, I left secondary at sixteen, ya, you went to that school at eighteen


you come back this


wait, you did five years I did four


!huh! wait meaning, from thirteen years old thirteen right


thirteen, no mana boleh !hey! hello


but I think ITE is eighteen what, your maths fail lah eh hello brother, oh, I'm trying to liven up liven up what perk up


perk up the spirits perk up the spirits tau jangan macam gini lah, okay we met at primary school


no no no there was no ties there was no ties, it was it was exactly


acquaintance, acquaintance too young to learn the word acquaintance back then tapi that's the fact, ya


anyway


there wasn't much anyway but the previous school, Xingnan, Xingnan, at Jurong west so I was a westie


still a westie at heart hello, undeniable, oh okay I don't even know kalau ada perkataan undeniable entah eh


we should look it up later or tomorrow it's already tomorrow !wow!, !yay! !yay! !woo! hari raya at home


okay okay !aiya!, well


so the plans for later on I guess it's, the plans for later on is, for you will be visiting


okay tolong ceritakan thanks okay sounds nice !woo!, wait you tolong or just like help potong-potong something oh really


in the morning okay please continue


!woo!, okay okay interesting, wait tapi macam tapi err sometimes my my english words are limited so I'm very bad at presentations


I can I can screw up I can screw up but tadi nak cakap apa eh ya I know very interesting right, err


you prepare that, interesting


okay, cucumber


essential workers, that's right ya, that that article is interesting ya


anyway okay


okay !huh! interesting oh my god I use that word again, break up, okay I just say break up see my words are kind of limited when it comes to fruitful conversations it just sucks


okay


whatever is in the phone function right, their


so you nak pakai ini forever


why is it easy to use, meaning yes please can you share, oh !wow!


that's interesting, mic drop, okay, ya you know


!hais!


at all I mean ya the cheap stuffs I think


it's more of , it no matter how the short getaway is like, you literally just nak leave singapore just for the sake of it after all this


after all this is over like like we can go out lah you know


no lah come on lah I still remember bila you go you went to malaysia with your family then suddenly last minute, your mom decided to do a sleepover there


[kan] macam out of the blue there was one time, , it was impromptu for your family lah at least, and then macam you guys didn't have clothes additional clothes ke something like that


it was very ya, I think you were, let's see, ya eh cannot be NS days you not so fit during NS days I don't know


ya uh I think in your early twenties ah, okay okay okay, oh my god


ah right right right cause mostly singaporeans would go through that way anyway


what !wah!,


I am certain maybe ICA has done up something along those lines, ya (hmm) so ya


that's the thing about your family sometimes dia orang boleh just do impromptu stuffs, and I'm very surprised, it's it's interesting, yup


for me right, I just want to get on the plane, I know it's very, I think so


I'm (mmhmm), honestly [kan] I'm kind of prone to a bit of sea sickness, even though you know I do a lot of water stuff and diving but still the thought of getting on the boat for forty five minutes to an hour consistently ya


ya, and you know I don't really like to drive a lot so kalau you know someone


drives me and we go up, to another country okay that's okay


highway tak err there was one time we went to Desaru, uh it was my previous car, ah and then, ya just drove sikit [jer] it's just a short distance


and then apart from that I've never driven overseas except for when I went to US in the snow, remember ya I told you


that was scary man, legit macam snow and driving is no easy business of the sleepy roads and everything !wow!


it's, ya, and uh it's uh wait left left hand driving also no joke, snowing very hard sampai kalau you stop at the traffic light [kan] there's no one go on to the front mirror


and then you need to macam every rental car they provide you with a shovelish kind of thing, to wipe the mirror off of snow, ya so if you don't move you will get drenched in snow


interesting, ya I know right, ya but good good memories lah no matter what


I hope one day I mean all these will go away lah inshallah you know just dua for the best, ya well I know


ya I pray for that, for you too, !hey! but you know new york now is really bad, ah in terms of the disease lah the pandemic


actually I don't really follow up with the news in US, that much anymore macam I get so annoyed cause of him, you know, in the issues


sometimes the news just makes you don't want to see the news it's like why, if you get to new york why this the first landmark you want to visit


I think I know, you know, okay oh sorry we're doing this right now okay


I think it will be the statue, don't know, wait wait wait wait, oh man wait wait wait it will be uh okay fine fine


well I lost okay it might be somewhere in the main square area, you know where all the lights are


where oh right right right, there's a middle square there's a front and back, is it times square


yes, ya I'm sure that's the one place you want to go first ya


okay what, , which is near to the subway


oh, you know you know in new york there's a lot of climbing gyms also, ya I know like you can just go and pass by


ya actually rock climbing is quite popular worldwide lah so I think every country you go to there's something there, yup (hmm)


!whoa! if new york really happens, !whoa! !whoa!, can do so many things wait but you do you like to watch macam broadway shows, those kind, cause


harry potter, there the broadway one, ya


where you see army daze in singapore, ya sounds out something like that, anyways


ya we can only dream hopefully this thing goes away, ya but you know you still have a long way to go


in terms of life oh okay cause of comic con, so maknanya if you pergi new york you kena pergi the period yang ada comic con


if you go to the to US you have go to the period yang comic con is happening [kan], which is what month usually


true that selalu bulan apa which month you haven't answer my question remember, wait oh so it's about this period (hmm) oh oh okay


!wah! is everything online cause I saw one of your instagram posts, oh


wait do they charge people steal to like watch online ataupun everyone can just login oh so there's kind of like how does it work do they still have the panels thing and what what happens actually


the, also like the actors will be in their homes and stuff, then


I see I see okay interesting, yes it is, anyway because I think , because of this COVID tak ada banyak wayang movies yang keluar right so macam there's no point interviewing having a panel also


okay, no, it's like remember I told you I was watching


the uh, ah, roald dahl the book ah some actors that read the book online and then they have charities and donation drives all this from reading the book [kan] ya ya so one of them is james and the giant peach


online ya, ya to watch actually cause it's on youtube


#taika waititi#, then, you so funny ya allah macam (ugh) eh dia dia dari new zealand [kan], so !whoa!


he is from new zealand, so he ya he has a slang and everything


australians australians ya they have a thing, something going on between them, ya


for him in in the cinematic industry also creates the good vibes as a director and an actor also


I see, jojo rabbit is not so recent also [kan]


ya last year okay, did they win something, think I, can't remember, nomination eh okay


I think so too, !hais! funny guys


on warna of all channels, it's kind of like a nice beat to it sometimes like someone that's not very musically inclined can get affectionate to that kind of genre


ya, so, but still I don't like it, tomato


(mmhmm), what you think about, you know why, stand up for singapore those kind


so you, we tend to compare with also lah, like, kids who are born in the year two thousand onwards or something like won't, understand, I don't, ya


!oops! but I, our asses off, talking about NDP I I missed the deadline to collect the bag I think


so, almost there ya I know right


ya, [oh] !wow! we kind of made it


okay so, where were we where were we, okay so back to the conversation that we were having just now right about , the, and I think we just whatever we say we just move on lah doesn't matter lah we just start from


like so ya ya ya I think cause forget it lah I don't think I don't see a point of having a conversation that we already had and it's not like, ya okay so


where was I, when you, when you want to post all these things you're look you're seeking validation right regardless of who you are seeking this validation from ah, that is only up for


selection if, your account is, private to begin with, (mmhmm)


but <mandarin>那个是他们的:na ge shi ta men de</mandarin> main account


oh meme is another thing okay, ya that's right, that one is a bit err, more tricky right because these are public figures correct then <mandarin>你跟我讲一个:ni gen wo jiang yi ge</mandarin> private public figure <mandarin>也要:ye yao</mandarin> privacy


it's not that <mandarin>不可以:bu ke yi</mandarin> but it's funny to ask because we think that, well you choose to be a celebrity right then, you you also choose to, exchange your privacy with fame, err I can see that argument


but also I think perhaps, it's a bit different because, someone like Kumar I know like seriously his account is also private I think because there are more like, controversial figures, so I think


, for that I feel like the lines are a bit blurred know and the thing is if you are talking about the same issue so people are sexualizing their content while their private account, I have not I've yet


then you <mandarin>你跟我讲假如:ni gen wo jiang jia ru</mandarin> #xia xue# is private, I don't so if if something like that happen one day then I can give you an opinion on <mandarin>我觉得:wo jue de</mandarin> err this is


weird or <mandarin>我觉得:wo jue de</mandarin> you know like what what my opinions are but I cannot <mandarin>去想象一个:qu xiang xiang yi ge</mandarin> like, thing that hasn't happened yet, ya, cause I feel like who you know who is this person that, were have their pictures shared online that would have an issue with their pictures being shared online


because you are private account cause you know celebrities you kind of know that, like celebrities also is very vague like who is counted celebrity I don't think Kumar is celebrity, if you like if I saw him in the streets I'll be like oh that's Kumar but I wouldn't, and I did see Kumar before when I was working oh when I was working in err like when I was working in a hotel last time don't know which hotel but it was in a banquet


it was a very good dinner for teachers, yes he was there like to I mean obviously he wasn't a teacher, so he was there to like entertain the teachers lah so I thought that was quite funny , and he is very very entertaining on stage


ya, , ya so I don't I don't know what the answer to that question would be,


ya, that's that's that's, there's a given


you choose to share your life with eighteen K people, you know, it what what privacy privacy amongst eighteen K, have you ever seen what it looked like, do you even know what if you like to be in a space with eighteen K


of people at once in real life like we don't what so we weren't what so, let alone when its online like you know anyone could eh like anyone of these eighteen K could be sharing it with someone else but what I'm saying is those normal like Normees like you and I or like


like girls that are very fame hungry and thirsty for like lights and views and everything and then, you come and say that your your pictures are inappropriately shared online then what is appropriate you know what what is deemed appropriate as in like we talk about like morals and ethics right these are things that


maybe in my moral compass that I think this is fine but which like okay like for me I feel like, like I think, you are consenting you are an adult, you're you're a consenting adult that choose to share your pictures online for validation then you don't get to choose your demographic but people like el would think that oh no that is wrong err like in the first place


you shouldn't even err err like this group shouldn't even exist and things like that for me I I agree lah I mean like all is quite nasty, right considering how there's like underage and, like for the other factors I think it's nasty but in terms of this like if let's say this group was purely following cause I'm I did go in and see then like the admin right they did say like err no underage no like like


no nudes err no pictures of girls that no unsolicited messages basically ya so no private messages or anything like that but all these rules got breach but if everyone was following those rules right, strictly right


legally there's nothing wrong, and also I don't think there's anything morally wrong these guys wanna to fap to these pictures, we cannot control, ya then el's okay so let me ask you then, el's opinion is


that, these men can go fap to, porn what why why do they need to, why do you need to fap onto these girls, or what do they have a need to have a group to like jerk off to these girls what do you think


, , whatever lah, no that means like you can consume


media that is, meant for fapping,


ya, ya, oh so I ya so I told her yes they could but also maybe they have preferences and you know their preference is not what they see online like they like to fap off to I don't know clothes fully clothed


ya that are more a slightly revealing I guess, ya it's funny very funny lah like you want to, that's why I don't know I think my my my my view is is I, will think that in a very PC world that we're living in now it's not


it's not the most correct like if I know that I know that if I go out on the streets and, I had a casual conversation with someone about this they'll probably think my god like this girl is like, Siao, rape the rape culture and things like that which I would disagree because


I don't think I would side a rapist ever,


okay so there's two groups, okay, one of the group is like that, that one is the one that I saw one with the mod right, yes, okay so that one that one I think it's fine, err, okay fine with with asterisks


because, admin cannot verify if these features are stolen or like not stole stolen isn't where cannot verify if these are unsolicited messages they can't verify if these are pictures from private accounts they can only they will only know if these are nudity


or ya that's about it and, ah, ya okay so that's the only two circumstances that the admin can so called moderate but the other one right or that once more fucked up


the other one they can talk, ya, err okay so right when this thing blew up, okay, so here let me give you more context


el's friend, which is also win's friend like their mutual one of their mutual friends was one of the, person one of the people that actually blew this up, ya okay so friend of friend right


and then like this thing <mandarin>闹得很大:nao de hen da</mandarin> right, they literally went to screenshot <mandarin>他的:ta de</mandarin> page, yes, ya they were all like !wah! <mandarin>这个人:zhe ge ren</mandarin> like err Nen I don't know what the heck were they


I I cannot remember what they were saying what basically they were like bashing , so then, that one is like, (uh huh)


when <mandarin>你们还是:ni men hai shi</mandarin> like you're still hiding behind all these


like your accounts and everything like everybody knows who you really are, and then he might <mandarin>你骂人家又怎么样:ni ma ren jia you zen me yang</mandarin> you expect to gain respect like I eh, I don't know <mandarin>我觉的很好笑:wo jue de hen hao xiao</mandarin> lor


ya ya, their reflex a a reflex mechanism reflex


I don't know fight or flight okay let me read to you okay so basically right let me read to you what, she, he so win, called out one of her friends !huh! ya right


and then the guy, basically responded to, her saying that she don't that he don't see anything wrong with it like I don't know if you can find I okay, basically he he went to say like in an in a nutshell right that is not


it's not a problem, because, it's not like he consumes that anyway he just he just passively in a group, but the thing is, if you are really just passively in the group then what for being in the group


when you can just not being a group since if it's like you said that you are not really participating in it then what's the why would you need to be in the group to begin with, ya then they, ya then she went to further call him up right then he go and say oh


err, basically saying like , I'm gonna remember what he said he say like, it's not like you know if these girls were fully clothed like that anyone want fap to them anyways


ya, like why don't you go and teach those girls do not expose themselves instead of like, , telling guys to not fap to them which is reached that one that opinion I I that is when I think that


is perpetuating rape culture cause, ya obviously so I say so I mean I I mean I said that these girls don't get to choose who, they who their audience is but I do but I don't agree with saying that oh it's because these girls are revealing so that's why these men


ya, I that one I really ya correct so whatever you want to post online sure like go ahead right as long as you think that it's okay, but what you don't get to choose and that is not my opinion that is a fact that you don't get to choose who


is gonna see your stuff, because, if this world gonna find this content they're gonna find it anyways correct not just from Europe and you will find it from other people exactly you are just one of the few people like, exactly


okay, , (mmhmm)


[orh] like like like your ego is so big that you think that people care enough, bikinis


they're just objects hor all just images in this picture, that is the facts, ya, ya ya as in it's fucked up not denying it but you know, that is how is this lor you just see them as, they don't they don't see them as real human beings like these are actual girls with


you know actual fishy links and emos and lives ya ya ya I know what you mean I know what you mean, !aiya! I just think that it's very it's a very it's just very like it's a very complex, topic lah


like <mandarin>说不完的东西:shuo bu wan de dong xi</mandarin> you know, I mean obviously the best way is I feel like for girls is like, if you just need to know, how to protect yourself lor, that's the that's my take away from it is that, you know like but then you will see like why why should you teach girls to cover up when you should be teaching boys not to rape which I agree I agree don't get me wrong


but at the same time right, because boys are like that, uh or because the boys now are like that, just because these boys should change not doesn't mean that they are gonna change, and just because these boys are like that shouldn't it shouldn't mean that


you should go and, put yourself out in more, like, harm, you know what I mean like, you will, I feel like there's a difference between like you wanna you wanna you wanna dressed like that, like sure


like go by all means, but if you are dressing like that just to challenge, ya I just feel like, I, in the best interest for you like, I would I would much prefer you to


take care of yourself and not, potentially risk any bad things happening lah, okay


, this girl, versus like I actually


ya I mean I agree with you but then like, those those people will say like , like basically it's a snowball


something like there but not exactly they're not like that what they're saying is like


all these guys <mandarin>他们有这种想法:ta men you zhe zhong xiang fa</mandarin> and then <mandarin>这种想法:zhe zhong xiang fa</mandarin> will lead to actions and then <mandarin>他们会觉得:ta men hui jue de</mandarin> like <mandarin>他们的:ta men de</mandarin> actions is justified so <mandarin>他们会去做:ta men hui qu zuo</mandarin> like so that <mandarin>可能那些:ke neng nei xie</mandarin> like


like <mandarin>他们渐渐的长大:ta men jian jian de zhang da</mandarin> and then, I don't know they became they they become rapist or I I don't know or maybe like or even if <mandarin>他们:ta men</mandarin> like <mandarin>有女生被强奸:you nv sheng bei qiang jian</mandarin> or whatever <mandarin>他们也是觉得:ta men ye shi jue de</mandarin> is okay or like do you deserve it


ya, ya, ya, so <mandarin>他们是说:ta men shi shuo</mandarin> like you have to eradicate this whole thinking to begin with do not


to so it's like basically a snowball effect right so you you you you need to correct all these thinking so that you won't even lead to that in in the at that end stage, err I mean ya lah of course right


, then but then this is their fact their their their battle right, ya this is their, the activists the, goals and, things like which I think it's just


as in, by all means go fight for what you think is right go fight for what is wrong, err eh sorry fight for what is right what fight against like fight against like


things that you disagree with but, for me I feel like


, no then they will say that is harmless now but you could grow into something there I mean so !aiya!


that's why I say it's very complex leh ya because people would they did you know you anything you say there's a rebuttal anything that you say you disagree there's a rebuttal you don't agree I eh sorry you agree there's also rebuttal that that you can just never win, and


err wait speaking of which suddenly got like just now what you said reminded me of something, suddenly can't remember what were you saying ah,


no like, like


all the fucked up cases , fight for all these girls, !wah! I don't even think they belong to they are scum of hell leh


ya these are no those are fucked type those are, they go and blind her, then there the <mandarin>法官叫他:fa guan jiao ta</mandarin> #kio lasap# #kio lasap# <mandarin>他妈的我现在啊不用不用:ta ma de wo xian zai a bu yong bu yong</mandarin> hor <mandarin>去:qu</mandarin> strangled <mandarin>一个人:yi ge ren</mandarin> and blind then <mandarin>都要去:dou yao qu</mandarin> #kio lasap# <mandarin>了:le</mandarin> I mean I in my house I just


I, no but that's the means ah but you know it's like, I think for us is, for me lah at least like you know because I know that


I mean I don't study locally, but I've always had the impression like I mean you know right I, I have always, known that, I don't wanna study locally


ya like and then like, after coming, like coming back like for now you know after going back and like after being out and then he realise horror stories like these are horrifying, real stories more horrifying that the ghost stories that I watch you you like these are these are


humans leh this this like <mandarin>这是个:zhe shi ge</mandarin> like <mandarin>真的是禽兽都不如:zhen de shi qin shou dou bu ru</mandarin> eh


most of them lah ya they just, perhaps need some help, to go and cross over to the other world but more or less, I think


the act of man is even more horrifying than, ghost stories that I can hear that I that I heard that I hear lah, hear a lot, because I think these guys like, how can how can you do this like that guy that went to, strangled his girlfriend and blind her like what need need like


what give you the <mandarin>冲动:chong dong</mandarin> to, go and do that to, trespass into, , oh


yes and make that kinda dolly's


(uh huh), yes fucked up man and then to think that we live in a, first world country to think that we are very, evolved right we are very


this this kind of guy still exists and then the thing is people online hor like men online would agree like they would think like oh it's like no big deal or whatever like you know what I mean like they will say like oh the girl deserve it or something


okay so okay just today just today, I saw on the news, err no I saw this person speak something on the comments this this guy, got arrested, for stabbing his wife think like twenty one knives or like twelve or something twenty one I <mandarin>很多很多刀就对了:hen duo hen duo dao jiu dui le</mandarin> lah like more than ten


then after that right no that's not the most discussing part this guy fucked up that's one thing, the comments, like is like singaporean men saying like oh


I err she probably deserved it or like you know what I mean this woman is dead leh, this woman don't even know if she actually did commit adultery or not leh, how how can you say someone deserved to die


ya ya, no not weird err murderous


have to go kill your wife, oh my god very drama like very nice very absurd by like some people really think that way like


real life will behavior you ya, ya, it's not too far fetch, not too far from the truth, I just I just feel like, I don't know what can give you the


but bring you back to the NUS case but I'm also glad that it's like generating so much publicity and cause like if the <mandarin>法官:fa guan</mandarin> never like do until so like, no but the thing is it shouldn't even be like that to begin with how can you have so many fuck up so many cases that


it's okay so many cases get covered up that's one thing,


ya, have, !aiya! please lah they come from like elitist schools and then all these, you know like the elitist group they are


know they are like you you you and I we can never imagine and we can never understand what it's like to be in that group because we simply ya ya we simply we simply don't belong there right but, I tell you money


money can do a lot of things, it's not just money is money and power, so at least people are kids or, people that have, the power to, do things or or change things then


there's a different there's a different game that they are playing already cause for us is like, you fuck you fuck up okay, ya or you, you know you made a mistake you have to find a way to resolve it by yourself


ya, ya, right so, if you cannot like act because I tell you like, people like us ah like, commoners right


okay so I I went to a, rich primary school what right like it it's eh, or no these people are rich it these people are filthy rich okay, yes, ya


correct, ya ya ya but I think my school is even more, even more elitist than #henry park#


think is <mandarin>我小时候:wo xiao shi hou</mandarin> because an especially when you're in primary school, don't really know <mandarin>没见过市面:mei jian guo shi mian</mandarin> don't really know how


well I mean like <mandarin>以前小时候去他们:yi qian xiao shi hou qu ta men</mandarin> like, she stays but very near Orchard, ya she stays like


err if she stays in a landed flat at stevens err landed like a bungalow at stevens road so she's filthy lah and then, , you know people like our our senior


that one the, the choir one okay ya that one right, these people !huh!, they can, they fly by business


or that's like me lor they fly business or first okay, one, one, one arm of, accessories, of theirs ah, can pay, your, no they can pay your school fees


your entire and your entire education, and for me is like really like one semester or one and a half semester ya like one and a half semester but, what I'm saying is that


these people are that rich so you really think that they can't, resolve things with money and also another guy just got exposed for bribery what the, the, LTA the deputy like previous deputy


my question is, ten


, I I don't have my phone now so I can't pull out all these all these things are pulling out from my brain from my memory, no I think I I think he, no the thing is


you fine him forty five milli right, where the fuck that forty nine milli gonna come from, from the funds that he embezzled from right I was


ya but isn't that part of the, unlawful acts is what I'm trying to say, like in your, and then and then !huh!, and then a few days ago so there was this Instagram posts that was going around saying that like, billionaires are just like a hoarding wealth do you see that


I agree but also no one owes you shit, ya like <mandarin>吃不到葡萄说葡萄酸的那种感觉:chi bu dao pu tao shuo pu tao suan de na zhong gan jue</mandarin> it's like <mandarin>他去赚这些钱:ta qu zhuan zhe xie qian</mandarin> okay


ah okay


no it's not that, the money that he's making you still gonna be fuck up, money that we can never comprehend it like is incomprehensible to us in this lifetime or even in five lifetimes from now


so, who are you to make noise did you come on Amazon you didn't


err, err not really okay so right, for example bill gates, they were saying I read about it before, do you okay so they were born into it in the sense where they weren't born into oh developing Microsoft right but they were born into a house of opportunities how did how what makes you say that is because right bill gates at his time right <mandarin>因为他的家够富有他们可以买一架电脑给他给他:yin wei ta de jia gou fu you ta men ke yi mai yi jia dian nao gei ta gei ta</mandarin> oh okay okay okay so


he was ya so what I want to say lah he was born into these opportunities ya so <mandarin>他有多机他他有的那个机会:ta you duo ji ta ta you de na ge ji hui</mandarin> whereas in if <mandarin>他的:ta de</mandarin> peers


so I think that's that's that's that's where the people like, you don't get very like !ee! cause err how do you define self made how do you define


started with nothing,


live, we're living above the poverty line ah, , I don't know


okay I get what you mean we're not we're not we're not right now we're not living to survive right we are, striving to live, even more comfortably


well she's fucking entitled oh my god, wait ya okay no no no her behaviour but, the fact that, you


have the choice, to think that way, if you are fucking entitled okay or speak of tammy I have, a lot to say ah not a lot to say I but I like I have have things to say okay you you wrap up and then we move on to the next <mandarin>环节下个环节:huan jie xia ge huan jie</mandarin> right okay so I, okay so


ya ya, what bills will I have to pay really, you know, brands is done, right , terms of expenses in singapore, what do I have to pay I just pay my phone bills at twenty dollars a month you know


and then, ya sure I need to give my parents money lah right, I I mean I do intend on doing so but as in as in know even now I I do give my mum a part of my


pay, err, just because lah right , but, and ya lor you know I I like err what what else you know whatever we we ya I I agree I completely agree what we're spending money on now like whatever I'm earning


it's too <mandarin>养自己:yang zi ji</mandarin> in the sense where in terms of expenses I don't have to tell my mom but everything else, my parents still cover for me what ya the house the roof over my head you know is is, definitely not my my own err err credit right


and I okay so, speaking of privilege and let me let me let's let's move on to <mandarin>下一个环节:xia yi ge huan jie</mandarin> okay so this, these err <mandarin>神圣的人物:shen sheng de ren wu</mandarin> that we had been discussing about for years right


okay recently she made a post on <mandarin>他的:ta de</mandarin> private, see now, post, I mean it could be anyone else I just I feel like


I wanna discuss about the content that she's, sharing, right like her her thought process okay so we we we we kind of know what her background is like correct, and we know that, life personality type I mean based on so called what you know from me


it's kind #cai cai# right okay, ah okay <mandarin>够了:gou le</mandarin> lah, I think last week <mandarin>她去:ta qu</mandarin> post <mandarin>她去:ta qu</mandarin> post <mandarin>在她的:zai ta de</mandarin> private


that, let me see I don't even know how long we've been, talking for, and ya, twenty exactly


okay okay, so right, !huh! this this topic is enough for twenty minutes okay, she said that , the gist of it was she said that she she, used to want to be independent


so she say that, like <mandarin>从小:cong xiao</mandarin> as in I guess lah as I think I I assume right, but then she feel that <mandarin>近几年:jin ji nian</mandarin> like after she's become an adult that when she's finally given that independence that she suddenly feel like she don't want it anymore


okay okay there's just just just, okay hold hold your comments first <mandarin>你先听完我讲然后:ni xian ting wan wo jiang ran hou</mandarin> tell me what you think, that <mandarin>他觉得:ta jue de</mandarin> oh <mandarin>他有了这个自由之后他觉得:ta you le zhe ge zi you zhi hou ta jue de</mandarin> oh, oh I don't want this <mandarin>自由:zi you</mandarin> because


and I quote that, this world is a very big scary it's a very big and scary world out there, that she suddenly wants to, like give up like she wants to be a child again you know she don't want this independence who doesn't


okay so then she said then she continued and saying that, the thing is <mandarin>她在家她觉得她的家是一个:ta zai jia ta jue de ta de jia shi yi ge</mandarin> to her I suppose is not a a a place that she, where love is given unconditionally she said this is her saying lah that


(uh huh) she feel like her love like love that she receives is like a, endless rat race that she has to constantly fight for, okay so she says that when she goes home inside her parents or that her family members only see her mistakes


so like they don't see like, like they they don't see her growth I I I and you know you don't think just a chinese parents thing our asian parenting, like she don't like she said that they don't really


ya like basically love doesn't come free lah you know that she has to fight for it and that no fight for it in the sense where like <mandarin>真的要:zhen de yao</mandarin> aggressively or but it's just that <mandarin>他们应该没有那么:ta men ying gai mei you na me</mandarin> like, well there you know it's not so free


like you have to be good lor you have to do you have to


you do all these things that you are like, just that keeping track of things that you you you're supposed to do and then you do it because you know we have societal norms right like things that you're supposed to do while you are at this age you're this age this age those things you hate well right those are the things that her parents would notice or highlight lor


and then she say that like she feels like her home is no longer when she said that her dad used to tell her that she can always come home if like you know if if the big bad world out there scares her and, , shit hits the fence you can always come home to us


ya like home will always will always be a place that you take refuge in and then you, recover and you go out again right but she said that she basically don't feel that her house is that kind of safe space anymore


oh so she just don't feel safe lor, like I mean like you know what I mean


no I think it's more of comparing herself no, I think <mandarin>他是拿以前的:ta shi na yi qian de</mandarin> family <mandarin>跟现在的:gen xian zai de</mandarin> family compare


okay so okay <mandarin>我都跟你听:wo dou gen ni ting</mandarin> like like like a gist of it <mandarin>他讲:ta jiang</mandarin> like, well, before you know because


eh you know ah, I guess the good parts of it that she say


like basic basically is an endless game of like, them getting disappointed in something and then she has to go and gain their trust and then they gain their trust then she she disappoint them again then, and okay, and then after that she said that


I don't basically she feel like she is a disappointment, ya to walk in the house now and feel like a disappointment because of the mistakes that you made, mistakes you knew you needed to make you a wiser person


studious mistakes you were proud of the people that live with you sees, those reasons as disappointment, okay, so what do you think, okay you wanna hear what I think okay I think she's fucking entitled


like is very privileged okay I tell you why because people like us ah, there's no such thing as a choice there's no such thing as having, a choice to be a disappointment


ya, ya


to gain experience, , who is the biggest loser


correct, we cannot, we cannot afford to


well if your passion pays !wow! that is, ya <mandarin>观音妈:guan yin ma</mandarin> is like okay


and those mother fuckers that stay in the big ass house then they go and intern at TSL those people are privilege what you know who has that kind of luxury in life to go and do those kind of fucking nonsense thing, I just think that it's so you are so entitled like you are so


ya and <mandarin>对于我们这些穷穷小孩:dui yu wo men zhe xie qiong qiong xiao hai</mandarin> right when you look at people like that ah, ya <mandarin>有什么好烦恼的:you shen me hao fan nao de</mandarin> !wah! as long as as I told my mom yesterday I said that is so privilege that you you have the choice eh you have the choice to to to to even not to even


think that you have a choice to not want to be independent right, like it's not whether she in the okay not even ultimately whether


, didn't think of it that way already that way honestly I forgot I forgot for for a moment I forgot that we are, at our age, why


ya, !wow! eh we've come a long way you have here as long or much longer than I actually, but, expected lah but it's like, I mean, when you were sixteen you wouldn't go and think like oh how I be like when I'm twenty two


get what I mean like what, well I'll be like my twenties but, !oof! right


ya so I was saying my mom is like if I after I graduate I have to go out and get a job that's not a choice the fact that I wouldn't even, think like the fact that I wouldn't even think like !wah! I don't wanna be independent right this thought doesn't even cross my fucking mind


ya, no I don't think no I don't even think that I have had that thought before, you know what I mean to to, to to begin with, it's like I you know I mean like for us


I wouldn't even go and like ya <mandarin>我根本都会去想:wo gen ben dou hui qu xiang</mandarin> oh <mandarin>我不想独立:wo bu xiang du li</mandarin> because it's not even a choice


ya so I think it's very funny when I just find it at like it's really like listening to a joke, , really because to hear someone say I don't wanna be independent I want to be like like basically here their want out to be I want to be a baby I am baby I am baby and I want to be baby forever


you know what I mean, oh I think she'll really be dead, no I, what not saying that we what


I don't know what the hell you want to say but I want to say but what I have to say is that I am a hustler, no, you see my sister working hard, that's because she conveniently found I the previous job is I found the job then she conveniently tag along this one is my mom found it for us then she conveniently tag along what she she she didn't she never had to work hard for her life in her life


except for, studying as he she never work, correct but that is but that is still privilege but that for her it's still privilege, in that sense we you know even though we are siblings we live very different lives what I came out to work when I was sixteen my mom didn't fucking knew like my mom didn't even know that I was working


I told my mom like oh <mandarin>我十六岁出来做工:wo shi liu sui chu lai zuo gong</mandarin> my mom was like <mandarin>哪里有我都不知道我说你不知道不代表没有:na li you wo dou bu zhi dao wo shuo ni bu zhi dao bu dai biao mei you</mandarin> ah, ya lah <mandarin>你不知道不代表没有:ni bu zhi dao bu dai biao mei you</mandarin> ah just because I didn't tell you <mandarin>不代表我没有去做:bu dai biao wo mei you qu zuo</mandarin> ah alright so then, then after that, you you you you hear like you hear them say all these things and then you're just like


<mandarin>我不想独立啊:wo bu xiang du li a</mandarin> I wanna be at home and be a like a a a fat ass and just sit on my fat ass, you will not have anything to do but I don't I think life is more than that like to


to gain independence then it ready there's lot of many other things that ya it's a big scary world out there but if you don't, go in and, like see what it's like for yourself than you would never know what opportunities


you know lie


err sure


ya like working a doggy job you know ya ya but like you know especially when I'm overseas that, I wouldn't I wouldn't have expected to get the job that I got but it did I do and I do fucking well in it like you know it pays me shit like it pays me a fucking tonne of money but


I wouldn't I wouldn't have known otherwise you know if I didn't if I if I didn't apply for if I didn't decide okay you know what that I'm gonna get a part time job while I'm here while I'm already here


miss B, okay


technically as in in terms of like, duration I'm gonna be longer that I'm going to stay longer than miss B lah, or, [orh] you are saying that with the same amount of time that I was there I found a I managed to find a job within the first


year first year I mean like that's not very fast I will say all no because I tell you for six months I wasn't even trying a sign of say nah how she was constantly frying I don't know if she told me like you applied for like, oh no because I tell you first six months I wasn't even trying first six months I was just like nah


but miss B <mandarin>的中文真的很烂:de zhong wen zhen de hen lan</mandarin> so cannot make it man you know the the Chinarians come and then they are like <mandarin>我要这个这个这个:wo yao zhe ge zhe ge zhe ge</mandarin> then she was like !huh! <mandarin>这个:zhe ge</mandarin> ah think she don't know what they speaking , err <mandarin>几号:ji hao</mandarin> or something like that I don't know lah you know


fuck you lah err err err


but that's kind of like TSL level, TSL level already, ya miss B, miss B barbie thing, another another another privilege


you can't simply to simply put it you can't, mummy, miss B don't even pay her rent what


ah, okay technically I didn't work to pay my rent, then after that lah, no I


[orh] but no but then again, I don't get half as much do you know as miss B, no do you miss B have ah confirm get fuck lot of money one miss B eat out like nobody's business miss B can go here go there


but miss, ya miss uh ya you need to have money to have savings right you don't even have fucking money how to get fucking savings bro


but miss B worked a lot during poly leh, ya, so I I give it to her


it was her choice, why not


why not it's not a good thing you just like a, why, no you talking about right now


no that is different leh, that is different that one I I can agree, ya I'm talking about miss B I'm talking if I'm miss B why would I feel bad


no if they have the financial means of doing it, what the fuck I feel bad for no if anything right that's smart that's being smart you take their money and then you save it, ya they want you to score well but also you have money to grow more money to go and like not be a fucking slave and


ya okay one milli by what ten years or your your your, friend, by net worth is our combined net worth now is


look very ya very #yim chim#, okay


(mm)


where we end or or, , it's not organic


okay but then like let me ask you this question okay, what if you are the celebrity with a private account cause I've seen that leh, like I don't know Kumar or something like for a period of time like


they had like a private account, phase of their life but then they still have like maybe like, eighteen case err eighteen K like followers more or less but then the account is expired, then, ya ya ya <mandarin>是他们的:shi ta men de</mandarin> main


it's like why do they do they is like this like for example meme accounts also, err celebrities that are private okay okay


(mmhmm)


okay eh


was it emceeing or something, [orh]


, ya I guess so cause like, even though they are private accounts they still have a large pool following it's not like or it's like me and my friends only like hundred two hundred people small account people won't lick their stuff then it's like


I don't know ten twenty K of people, and, as much as like you want that privacy like, you can't expect much when you have such a big pool following I guess right


no nudes,


, so be it meh


I don't know I feel like probably like easy access or some


like I don't know upon his like I don't know I guess like maybe video or like does it encompassed like magazine or pictures, everything anything that is like nudity lah is it


[orh], !wah! that one a bit hard for me to answer also ah cause I'm also not a guy so like, I also don't know what they are thinking but, I feel like


that's what they like lor, like what else can I say how else can they justify it


girls


siding with the, so not


I think they are very like different issues but then people are like putting them together to create a bigger hoohah about it than what it actually is cause like


I also went to check the group, but the admin really like, removes people that breaches the rule it's not like oh, like, you breach the rule but then it's just like that lor the content is still left there the person is still in the group they actually remove the person from the group and they also remove the content


okay okay, that with the mod right, the admin mod ya,


yes


or if someone reports it like this person obviously underage and then someone else reports it to admin,


oh is it, !huh!, so they discuss about the girls is it


!huh! serious !wow! okay


maybe they also want some sort of like I wouldn't say validation but like, they just probably don't feel like what they're doing is wrong and like honestly in you and I perspective like


but, when you get called out you might, be more defensive if I guess I guess if I put it that way


, , err fight or flight I long as part of like okay let me read to you okay so basically right maybe it to you what


oh ya


ya I think that guy was just defensive right, save face you know


!wow!, that's a very drastic stance


I disagree with that


have the rights, really cannot really cannot


correct not just from you right they will find it from other people, you are just one of the few people like I think like one thing I don't understand is that people take it very very personally okay like they are just one of like okay lah maybe like this is the raw mentality also because I did they are just like one out of like the thousands of photos that are being posted to all these you thing right


like they are just one of like okay lah maybe like this is the wrong mentality also because like they just like one out of like the thousands of photos that are being posted what makes you think like they have, extreme particular interest in you


you know what I mean, like dating this whole thing is about them and the thing is the guys in a group do even know who they are they are just like go fap in, revealing in revealing clothing that's all they are to them


I mean like it's very disgusting to think about it that way lah but , ya


, correct


then then it's very redundant also


okay but I think the most extreme thing about this is that they keep, misappropriating rape culture into this like, fapping to someone's pictures


versus raping someone is, mountains and mountains and mountains apart leh, like ya I objectify you in my brain then I just like I don't know fap off to, this girl that is like in the group lah, versus like I actually


!wah! I go and stalk this girl and go and raped her, because she was wearing revealing clothes is very very different like they're not on the same spectrum in my opinion


[orh] like first you start off with like the small things like first you fap then you fantasize about being with this girl then eventually you will move on to rape her or something


or like do you deserve it, cause like, their own opinions, which, is not correct,


I think that one is wishful thinking, yes ya this is there


as in


, forever on that , , ya, and some things can just late


live and let live like just fight for the more like extreme thing things that actually, need to be, fought for like I guess like don't, use all your energy, into like such a small thing that is


more or less harmless like I feel, complicated


deja vu,


the fapping versus raping, or after that, cases !huh!


scum of the earth, , they really damn disgusting do you see the recent one the one where the guy strangle the case girl


ya what, that is like, messed up leh,


ya that's the,


Singapore goods support


won't do physical harm to you so far I don't know lah,


funds house go and like strangle them in their bedroom it's not even like she's outside or like she's at his house and they're doing like some rape play thing this is like messed up guy climbing into


rich ex girlfriend's house it can't happen in our house because we live in HDB, and like doing these kind of things to her


, teacher I guess,


!wah! that's absolute madness leh


like different knives, or like she or like he


!wah!, suspect <mandarin>而已没有:er yi mei you</mandarin> facts lah, reality <mandarin>有:you</mandarin> come up or not after that, but honestly right is still not justified even if he touch it like their proper mediums to go through


!huh!,


I don't think anyone deserves it lah like go to jail maybe you get caned


okay I guess but death penalty, maybe only for like paedophiles ya, the rest, but not really leh I feel like <mandarin>这个是冲动的:zhe ge shi chong dong de</mandarin> division <mandarin>他不是:ta bu shi</mandarin> like plotting to kill his wife the entire time it's just like a


maybe a possessiveness thing you know the alpha male, mentality, like <mandarin>他们的老婆是他们自己的:ta men de lao po shi ta men zi ji de</mandarin> then if like <mandarin>别人也有了:bie ren ye you le</mandarin> then like, it's like tainted or something new to me or me yea like all the movies like very like it's very absurd by like some people really think that way like


ya ya ya like all the movies , like it's very absurd but like some people really think that way like, movies are modeled after like, human behavior ya, so it's not like <mandarin>不可能:bu ke neng</mandarin> ya ya ya


absolute madness leh that us as it should


, ya imagine how many get covered up before like this


one or two years, cause like we cannot deny that NUS is very very rich in very prestigious and a lot of students inside are very very rich also come from like, influential parents I'm not very sure so I didn't really have the ability to cover this up


(mmhmm), in a spirit of their own


weren't born that way ya


, you really just get thrown into jail, we have no redeeming factors but do they have like


money, simply put it lor


, simply well off, it was in a private estate right your primary school, surrounded there, #henry park# similar or background


ya definitely #henry park# is a bit more like neighborhood even though it's like prestigious name


she says but very near orchard, oh, !wah! that's very rich


, which one oh okay okay okay


rent, [orh] ya, my two years,


!huh! I only saw the Najib one, that one is confirm, I send my boyfriend then I send like the money flying away then I send the fire emoji then I send the three droplets of water


, but how much did he take more than that, ten B or ten M


I think ten B right, or ya ya ya ten B <mandarin>是:shi</mandarin> like <mandarin>整个:zheng ge</mandarin> country <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> GDP


they still get into the same place , maybe his salary like he's he's probably paid like very handsomely


, guess so


yes I saw that what are your thoughts ah, exactly I feel like it's very salty talk,


they capitalised on like labor like cheap labour


before you say I have things to say about, ya ya ya


ya exactly a lot of them are saying like or like cause they were either born into it but people like bill gates jeff bezos jack Ma they weren't born into this what, innovated into this


for example bill gates, they were saying I read about it before,


or they, [orh] okay okay,


, and people our generation I guess, I think like we were born after the revolution so like after like it's been like I don't know sixty years at least after the world war


and like our lives have changed like so much since then and like okay lah like there's still a lot of people that are dirt poor now but like more, most of us now are like, how do I say it like we are okay we are not well to do but we can like


live, daily day life, oh ya basically , breakfast like then, so like, the wealth is being redistributed to us in a sense also


, correct like even those people bitching about it like they probably have like, well to do like imagine like someone like tammy go and like


repost this like in our eyes she's already considered the richies leh,


alrighty


all your money is not yours, so far like okay we work a bit but


how much you have our parents actually like given us, at our age, exactly no not even <mandarin>养我们自己:yang wo men zi ji</mandarin> leh it's just for <mandarin>我们:wo men</mandarin> luxuries <mandarin>而已:er yi</mandarin> eh <mandarin>我们的:wo men de</mandarin> food lodging


I don't know everything majority <mandarin>都是:dou shi</mandarin> our parents foot one so I don't think they deserve to say this, , your brands , or ya


, eventually like you have to pay them back like not necessarily but, it will be nice


oh no we are discussing people's private account


the content


I mean I don't know know her lah it's just a bit hor


[orh] okay we have another err twenty may twenty exactly


!wow! okay so to say that,


, okay okay


who doesn't


what do you mean by that


okay


you know this is just a chinese parenting or asian parenting


hungily , then what is the condition if she thinks that is unconditioned, it's not unconditional then what is the conditions


correct


that she's always welcome at home


and what is safe space like she must have like felt something else like she must have felt like somewhere else was, consider a safe space for her, !huh!,


there must be like someone else that make you feel like hor, got more like <mandarin>家的感觉:jia de gan jue</mandarin> that's why she would, make that comparisons what, if not how we compare like


then maybe like grand parents <mandarin>家才是家的感觉:jia cai shi jia de gan jue</mandarin> then that's how you make a comparison what <mandarin>不然你怎么知道:bu ran ni zen me zhi dao</mandarin> leh


[orh] !huh! <mandarin>他在:ta zai</mandarin> compare childhood versus adulthood, ya cause <mandarin>现在你长大了吗:xian zai ni zhang da le ma</mandarin> like, well <mandarin>这就是这么听得懂:zhe jiu shi zhe me ting de dong</mandarin> lor,


but what has she done, you know this is a vicious cycle that never ends lah


if fair enough, !wah! this quite shag sia to think of yourself as a disappointment


, !wah!


okay you tell me what you think, okay


no that was what I was thinking about like me you told me about the independence thing, it's like she wants to be independence but for in our case we have no choice but to be independent because our parents, don't have the capabilities to provide this like


refuge that she talks about, to us like we go out and work like <mandarin>他:ta</mandarin> go out <mandarin>打工:da gong</mandarin> right is for fun <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> that is like, ya like those people that can like go TSL <mandarin>做:zuo</mandarin> like the <mandarin>六百块一个月:liu bai kuai yi ge yue</mandarin> that <mandarin>工:gong</mandarin> is really like a privilege eh


like ya we always make fun of them say like ha ha <mandarin>六百块而已:liu bai kuai er yi</mandarin> but then like seriously is, ya me , cause I cannot afford to take your job that only pays me six hundred dollars for it


like we cannot talk about passion leh, I mean we can lah but we can lah but at the same time we cannot, that is the biggest luxury you can find in the whole wide world most I think the


strike lottery eh, life , right


, like what the fuck is your problem


, whether whether actually she is or not


it's about the choice like, for me is like !wah!, my brother doesn't do well in school he's already what twenty seven, my, mom and dad are getting old, if I don't like faster finish from uni class faster go and find a proper job


then like who else is gonna carry the family we are the sandwich generation but then is really like, we must really go and get that bread man, it's, if not no one else in the in the family is gonna get well all so old already


like ya when we met you or what, what teen, sixteen, now we have twenty something, , ya


ya, life has moved on, very very long way, expected it to go


ya, ya, forever twenty one that one like the next milestone kind of thing but then like now that we're actually like past it is like !huh!


no you probably has by it's just that, you know that, it's never something that you can do,


you have to go and work that minimum labour job, that I dunno sweat shop thing like that is frown upon but is their way of life you think they don't want to have better rights you think they don't want to like


I don't know live luxuriously, no lah they don't have their choice what, whether it is five dollars a month they earn for that dog shit pay but then, it still gets them going that's why they do it, is really not choice for them it's survival ya


, !oof!


eh she's gonna die on the streets if her parents won't rich, ya, like not saying that we, I don't know, I don't know


ya boy we have no choice but to be hustlers, yes she's still working


, but, eventually you will reach a point where she will have no choice


, so backward


spoilt brat


, try


I need to try is definitely scary what like this kind of thing is scary for everyone like going for interviews, I don't know applying for, maybe like a foreign job getting out of your comfort zone, like all these are very very scary things and you will never be able to experience it unless you are willing to try


, , booty


apply for it, you can just be like, I don't know I had another friend like not going to name but then like, she was there for one point five years also she was, if you talk about trying to find a job but obviously she didn't what


ya, ya she just like came back, without any like working experience there even though like she was there longer than you


no but you were there after her or you found a job before her, ya, ya, I mean like that's not very fast I would say


but she was totally trying I don't know she told me like she applied for like a bubble tea jobs, I guess, so like


or is that they opening , ya but like I don't know why is like she wasn't actively finding or like, I don't know but like in Singapore she's a hustler like she works like top jobs


but it's still like privilege you know like, ya ya ya , !aiya!, another luxury, that we don't have


ya if you don't get a job how you gonna feel, exactly, but miss B will always be able to pay her rent regardless of no job


that's what I'm telling you she doesn't have to work for it what is hers, gradually what no meh, [orh] no ah guess you are a poopy not independent


, ha ha do you know how much she gets, I don't that's why


but miss B have savings, miss B have a lot of saving, , I guess so, but from what I hear though she doesn't get allowance during poly


ya she worked a lot during poly, ya, but her grades took, fall, because of it, ya which was sad


, but, you will meh, I don't know eh I feel like I won't leh


it's not a ego thing it's just like a, !wah! I feel bad man asking my parents, at my age I don't know, uh ya like right now lor, like even then I was a bit Paiseh to ask my parents for money already


cause like you knew what during that time my family's going through something like financial thing, that you won't ask your parents for money privilege


[orh] true true true,


score well, invest, well ya one mill in ten years but he also broke bro


hundred K eh that's quite a lot leh both you and I combined don't have one hundred K, I don't know lor ya I mean his assets ah but he's a very like how do I say that guy is very #kiam siap#


no is damn funny like I've been talking to my poly friends about him ever since like the marriage hoohah that we can talk about if we get the job, like !wow!, apparently he charge his friends one dollar for maggie mee for cooking maggie mee for them


at his house during group project


it's so long since I've seen you, so how are you


oh really, how is it


oh


oh !wah! not bad sia the job like quite chill for me I've been like searching for jobs because like susah lah like I don't know if what I should do with my life right now because I I'm contemplating between like design atau like just a normal working job like not design related


so ya because like I I wanted to go uni right but I didn't get in so I will try next year but for now like I need to find a job so is quite difficult lah because of the pandemic also it's like uh it's like very limited with the jobs so (hmm)


oh ah cashier job, oh that no that one temporary I mean they did ask me to extend lah but I it's not something that I want to do for like a long term you get what I mean ya ya cause like cause I work you know at NTUC there right like as the cashier so have to deal with like a lot of like like for you lah your one is also elderly right then


ya we also have to deal with a lot of elderly like for example like ah we got NTUC we got the you know the senior senior discount right on like certain days so I think it's ya no no no it's uh like uh for the elderly citizens like those sixty years old and above right if they buy their groceries on like for example wednesday they get a discount


so ya then sometimes some of the elderly like they confuse with the dates of bila nak apa itu bila nak bila got the discount right so sometimes they will pick a fight lah but like uh uh I'm used to it already they will be like eh today don't have the discount meh you sure or not ya then I like uh


ya so that's why I'm not working there anymore because it's quite difficult, right oh really ah


as in she working oh, oh, ya eh she working as cashier also ah


oh my god kesian apa like I okay lah because my one like everyone was very nice though like all the uh aunties were very nice to me and like all the manager and supervisor they were damn nice like ya okay except for the weirdos but like because


I think I got make like a few mistakes lah once because I was just new what then I like had to do the cashier all by myself right because usually at the start right they the aunty will be beside you to help you so like after like a few weeks right then ah you have to do the cashier part alone


so ya then I got make a few mistakes like like something to do with the money lah I mean ya then after that uh the manager and the supervisor didn't scold me so I guess that's good like they were very nice about it ya even though it was ya


, ya lah we need to pay back ya we need to pay back but like below five dollar don't need to pay back but if above five dollar need lah ya but so far never ah


oh ya got this one point of time when I was just new then like I was doing with the aunty lah so apparently like I think I miscalculated leh then got like a shortage of like ten dollars you know like ten dollars or more


ten dollars more ya because I think was fifteen dollars so five dollar offset right and ten dollars she need to pay well I I was supposed to pay ah cause I think I was the one that did the mistake lah then after that my aunty insist that she will pay for me so I felt so touched by her ya because they they're all very nice there ya ya I think it depends on the outlet lah


oh my god


, ah so nice luckily the uncle, ya I also got something like that because ah in NTUC we got the self self checkout right that you know the counter so there are times when you know some of the customers right dia orang tap they tap the card but then they never like wait so they will just leave


so ya I don't know if it's like some of them may be on purpose or what lah but okay maybe there are others who really not on purpose then sometimes the card will have a error like they will say try again or payment not accepted or something so that means


like that means the apa itu the the money didn't go through so ya then ya then most of the times right we have to chase after the customer and then sometimes right we cannot even like sometimes if we lose track of the customer then we are the one that have to pay for it because if we don't like


ah pay on the spot right then the machine cannot use like ya so that's why is like we have to be like attentive lah also but also some of the customers like I think ah some of them are like purposely like never pay then they just walk off ya


ya ya cause some some of like okay lah the one that time cause I work with sophia right then she had to pay like how much ah eighteen dollars like she had to pay ya because the customer walk off then like she cannot find a customer


ya ya luckily only eighteen sia imagine if the person buy like hundred dollar plus or what !wah! that one is like is like one week pay leh


oh ya okay I wanted to talk about the the ya wait what's her name Fadreena is it Fadreena so you met her from CCA right the try out


(hmm), oh no okay wait so my friend ah I don't know if you know her lah is she's the one that wear the hijabi she I mean hijab the she's my secondary school friend lah


so apparently she and the Fadreena they are in the same course I believe it's ya same course but they are not classmates lah so apparently uh my friend she went to japan that exchange program with the school right


then lepas itu err this girl Fadreena I think she was like alone on the trip or what so like my friend and her other friend right they like okay lah I ask her to come join her also I mean join them as well so at first it was like okay ah


then after that the few the next few days [kan] the Fadreena was like getting close to my friend's friend so like there were times when they would just like she would like go into the hotel room right


and then asked the friend to like teman her at her room cause her room is like not the same as my friend's rooms so she like sleep separately ah then after that right my friend was alone lah like she was left alone lah


then like ah the japan trip also like she was the Fadreena was like very like I don't know like the vibes of her was very off and then like they cannot click because I think also Fadreena like I don't think you know her much lah but her personality quite strong


ya then there was this one point of time I think they were like making fun of each other lah Fadreena and my friend then because ah then like she they I mean she said something hurtful about my friend like say uh I forgot what ah


like she say about my friend's height because my friend is very short mah so she thought said about the height then obviously my friend hurt lah then she my friend like we like how to say ah err like she kena back my she kena back Fadreena then Fadreena not happy so ya and then after that like it wasn't like their relationship very like (ugh)


very bad from then then ah oh ya recently cause that time I met with her so the my friend Naziha right she said like the Fadreena sent her a long long text, saying like what ah why you go around behind my back saying about me and all that when the last time they talk right was like two years ago because that that the the japan trip was like two years ago mah


so from then my from then on right my friend never talk to her because like obviously like they can they cannot click right so why would she talk to her right so ya and then suddenly like very recently she ask she just sent that long text ah of like why you talk behind my back then my friend also like !huh! I also never talk behind your back for what then also because she got like a boyfriend right I think I don't know is


like uh the boyfriend is quite old not old but like a few years older then she also say about that like what my boyfriend all like old what is your problem then like just cari pasal lah with my friend then ya ya like she think like the whole world revolve around her or what


ya, ya I mean like I don't know like so pretentious the vibe


what


!wow!, until facebook lah, ya true but but your boyfriend is not so old what


oh ya #ya ling#


ya twitter, oh my god she came back with a she came back with a new nose sia but nice though oh my god, did you see it ya as


it's so expensive but I mean, okay lah I'm okay with my nose


ya cause she has because she has an only fans account and I think she earns quite a lot also I saw ah while we if only


ya oh my god i saw then he fold the clothes for her eh so nice, oh you met him already


!wah!, !wah!


oh nice nice


oh, ya oh my gosh !wow!, but how old is the ex do you know


oh okay , oh wait i think I saw it was cause if tak salah it was on his instagram still right like the picture of them together but until now he haven't delete meh


oh, oh


oh then okay ah I guess I mean okay but like the starting okay lah from what I see he seems like not so toxic I mean it's still the starting but like


the little actions he do I guess like fold the clothes all ya then I saw he also like apa treat treat her right treat her food all sedap [seh] ya I wanted oh my gosh three hundred it's three hundred


!huh!, ya !wah! she deserve it !wow! oh my god the starting already he give so many things !wow!


ya oh my god why he keep posting a lot of like emo emo shits on his story like this


but like he already he, he's like engaged though


this month leh what the heck, which one yesterday ah or what


ya I also saw


ya oh my god it's scary though cause the first thing right dia [kan] engaged he's engaged and then now he's like what he cannot move on from rachel when he should be like focusing on his wife [kan] ya exactly