into our our respective forces, ya then we then we suddenly


image, oh ya ya ya but then it's it's not considered what right, for entertainment purposes


ya lah,


then later we got ten views only, !wah! cannot sia


oh you got a channel,


oh my god <mandarin>真的:zhen de</mandarin> ah, !wah!, !wah! <mandarin>不错:bu cuo</mandarin> eh, !wah! <mandarin>我不可以:wo bu ke yi</mandarin> eh <mandarin>我讲话一分钟:wo jiang hua yi fen zhong</mandarin> also <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> damn <mandarin>尴尬:gan ga</mandarin> Liao eh


no but it's, you talk into the camera while the camera is looking at the view or looking at your face


!wah!, !wah! I cannot leh <mandarin>如果有人看我:ru guo you ren kan wo</mandarin> right then <mandarin>我已经:wo yi jing</mandarin> Paiseh Liao then <mandarin>我不会我会:wo bu hui wo hui</mandarin> immediately stop Liao eh


, !wah!, then I should have done that in my own room


, , !wah!, , actually I videoed I video a lot also


but my video skills are very bad


no then you must you must play the graduation song, you know the the one very sad one, ya ya ya yes confirm cry eh confirm cry eh


oh ya ya ya, ya ya,


graduation photo, , !wah!, oh my gosh !wah! damn bad


oh is it, oh nice, okay, I don't know do we need to


just clap just clap ah, can [orh], okay, clap,


what an interesting experience , oh this this morning I just asked my mother to go and download the the app, the the one that can tell the ya tell the location


she was very interested to, ya she was like oh so I can see where you are at all times now is it , ya hard life ah


my dad not yet lah I'm going to ask him tonight to go and download it then I can, yes so I can go and get rides , eh but uh tonight tonight how ah


I think raymond didn't know he probably thought it was a joke, that's why he, he was he was there when we were discussing it so I think he heard that it might happen


but maybe he's not too keen about it, I don't know, no eh he doesn't have work tomorrow public holiday


I thought he's riding on saturday, are we riding on saturday or sunday or both days


ya, ya I know what you mean I


no but I think our ride with the with the group is not happening eh, they never say anything, is it okay I will go and ask


okay I will go I will go and ask later on the group are we going to be cycling this saturday but, I it's either or what saturday or sunday so like, we cycle on sunday


with the with the group I think raymond can cycle on saturday, either or, should be lah, ya last week


I, uh , first july was wednesday he asked on wednesday, ya but I think it's fine ah we can always do sunday


oh okay we can always just ask because I think anyway raymond also saturday or sunday it doesn't really matter for him, but ah okay we can ask we we we ask you are right I forgot about the group I was like wondering


I thought nobody say anything, that's true but what #yao zhong# wants is somebody to ask and not just him asking, right


ya, , ah I think he knows that


, ya you are the type to always support lah so, I think he knows that , I don't know sia ya


I don't know that's why I was like thinking when he was talking about it I was thinking why is it he never acknowledge the other people who who go and the other people who also don't go, why is it, it sounds like I think I did mention it like why is it it sounds as though as like it's it's


me that is breaking up the whole thing but maybe because he


oh but I don't even say much that's the thing I don't even say anything much, so I don't know, but okay lah I mean we shall see we shall see how it goes #go ban# yesterday ah I really don't know what to do ah !aiya!


but he say okay we'll talk later, ya we are talking later, I don't know whether or not he will message me at six o'clock six if he say six o'clock ah then I will tell him sorry I need to go off already


eh later on tonight how ah I think I will tell them that , ya so so tonight how that's the thing like are we really going to go, cause I think with the girls it's going to take a while


at least until nine ten, by the time we come back over it's about twenty minute car ride then if I really do drop the car off at home and then come over it's going to take me another half an hour


ya, so, easier ah, easier to go there and come back, if not it'll take


ya, he's not working but the thing is that I'm very sure that he has got stuff to do like like spend time with his family and with his fiancee


that kind of stuff and I feel like he's also a bit old and too tired of drinking like , exactly because he's old it's it's because he's old that's why


so I, ya, lol he's he's getting ready ah


!wah! for reals ah it's only it's only four, ya but we are not are we drinking beer


sounds a bit a bit crazy eh, I thought it was gonna be more of like a chill night where we just drink and then maybe watch a movie and then like go home that kind that's why I was like oh I can drive I can totally drive, but it's just choose your poison ah what we wanna drink and then for me I don't intend to drink a lot


I wanted to half say ah eh anything lah it's okay I can we can just walk over you and I can just walk over to joey's house to go and sleep, it's okay if anything don't worry but


ya you can walk home, but walk home is a bit far for you lah, but , oh, do you know him well


ah but you all uh


okay okay but you hang out with him lah like like go out drink train uh drink drink train ya


ah okay, ah


oh okay okay so you sort of know him but also not really lah because he's a


oh, , , okay okay cause I I don't know like it's all of a sudden then I find it like a very odd combination cause I don't know him


and then it's very odd like the only person I will ever drink with is I guess you and then raymond, raymond doesn't drink so like it's it's super odd cause raymond doesn't drink I drink with you and then I don't know him


and he seems like the super wild type where like he not super wild lah but he he he seems like the type that go all the way to party really want to party that kind, but like you said maybe he's just a bit flashy he just wants to have the the all the drinks all lined up everything looking good that's why


so I I don't know, is it, I thought he he would totally be the type to club eh he sleep at five AM everyday eh that's like the clubbing lifestyle


uh see, uh ya ya no ya totally he seem like the uncle uncle type where sit in front of the car then do some fishing and then get some beer and then right just drink in a in a those kind of decathlon chair like old uncle


I also don't know lah , but okay very odd though I wish we were drinking with the other with the group though, because


ya, that's why we are not doing anything right because it's the, I don't think so eh


ya, ya, ya and then


ya I don't know whether it's because they think that we come as a pair which it doesn't have to be what, you can always still go with them like I don't care I don't mind lah to me it doesn't really matter because you all have other things to talk about also


since you all also do things and it doesn't have to be that always both of us come as a pair, so I don't know whether or not they assume


ah, that's why that's all about the inner circle , but based, ya but actually based on whatever we have heard in like the recent year or so it seems like they don't really mind talking about relationship stuff


but it's just that they feel more comfortable, that's true ya only hints ah


ya that's what I was driving at also like it doesn't have to be like such deep details about the relationship like I wouldn't want to hear about them you know, getting intimite and whatever with their with their boyfriend or girlfriend like like I wouldn't want to hear it from them but other things I think it's okay to share what right


like if they feel comfortable lah so I also don't know leh, ya, I thought for other groups of friends it's always like oh they would ask the girls in the group why do girls act that way that kind of stuff or


ya, that is that is highly possible ya


true you're right that is highly possible that's a bit sad leh that's why I say also I don't feel like they consider us girls, then #yao zhong# is always like where got we do we do


okay we need to write this down we need to write this down ya


ya okay I'm going to start writing down what should I write down , do are, you guys don't think we are girls like your girlfriend right don't think we are the same the same species of girls


as, ya if they actually as your girlfriends right


uh and then cite cite cite consult convos with for girlfriend problems


eh we need to speak chinese also eh <mandarin>怎么办:zen me ban</mandarin> ah, should do we do we have a dedicated dedicated six minutes allotment of of chinese conversation


I'm very conscious about the ten seconds


I think so but then how would they count though like they said it has to be or is it they don't really care like the software has got a way to detect for them, that will be pretty cool ah like if we could get a debriefing at the end of it like a normal I guess research study where they will they gave us a briefing already what like purpose of collection and then they tell us they got the they got the company and everything also chinese company


ya so like probably at the end it looks like a legit research study maybe at the end they will tell us like how how it's like, !wah! <mandarin>真的很:zhen de hen</mandarin> cool [orh]


I even have such good chinese speakers ah <mandarin>你们没有看到我发展发展我的才使一下:ni men mei you kan dao wo fa zhan fa zhan wo de cai shi yi xia</mandarin>


oh <mandarin>那个是:na ge shi</mandarin> mosquito repellent <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> I will bring I will bring <mandarin>要:yao</mandarin> uh <mandarin>以以免以免有:yi yi mian yi mian you</mandarin> dengue


ah <mandarin>对一个星期所以不知道如果她再有:yi ge xing qi suo yi bu zhi dao ru guo ta zai you</mandarin> dengue ah <mandarin>怎么办:zen me ban</mandarin> , oh but ya I think tonight tonight I will bring the Soju Soju we finish it ah should should be able to


I think can lah no lah no mold lah where got this is alcohol eh bacteria does not exist in alcohol it clears out bacteria in our system


ya only half a bottle but can buy online I think, ya I think it's eight dollars per bottle


ya I don't know lah I always never buy beer cider all that and then I realise that actually every I should have just stocked up I should have just buy, dude that's why I buy all the alcohol I also don't know what to do with them because I don't drink on my own


I buy it, he's got one or two bottles ya, I got baileys also eh I can bring some baileys we can drink with milk


ya I like that, that's why that's why I also don't want to bring so much because like I don't think we should drink that much, ya


to drink, ya but I don't know seems like you guys are close enough to be able to do that so I also don't know I cannot tell, yes I can hear you


change your speakers is it, okay okay then I talk by myself I will just talk by myself, okay in terms of questions ah what did we talk about just now the species of uh girlfriend and then how we never hear about their problems but that means we also need to share you know so how much do we share how much are they comfortable listening


I think I will write that how much would you guys this is a legit like case comm, would you guys be comfortable listening to us talk about talk about guy problems


that will be interesting, eh but legit though yes, oh oh no ya can you hear me yes I am there I can hear you lah


I can hear you but your earpiece ah is it, hello, hello, hello, ya I am there


I am here ya I can hear you you are back to you are back to how you previously, you you are back to how you previously were, ya, like like how you sounded lah ya


oh but I can hear a bit of echo, but it's okay it's fine, ya very slight echo, ya, uh I guess about the guys, I also don't know I hope the


my mother my mother just came in to go and check on us, but I'm doing the one hour record conversation with uh #mei shang# so we have to keep talking we cannot have ten seconds I have to keep I have to speak in chinese also


I I will be making my own no you cannot you cannot talk I cannot hear any external influence including the fan so maybe you can message me I think you can just send me on telegram, we have to keep talking we we cannot pause the we cannot pause the thing also so we we cannot do anything except keep talking for for okay she have left she has left now


ya no the thing is the funny thing is that she she say I would stop right and then after that she will be like can I talk then I say no you cannot talk and then after that I'll just continue talking then she will be like can can I say something then I'm like no


ya ya , !wah! but imagine having to find things no wonder people will find it difficult ah imagine having to find someone to talk about


for like nine hours a day maximum nine hours right, for nine hours a day, and then you cannot read, but, true lah but there's more than two people what


it's, [orh] [orh] okay I guess, but actually a lot of my project meetings were always quiet eh we will talk a bit and then after that oh my mum message me already is the cabbage in the fridge is the cabbage in the fridge yours


uh I guess I will reply her probably I think so , no but for me I I don't know eh I find I find that the the, the project meetings that I have will always be a bit quiet it will lull so I will talk for we will have like three or four hour meetings


but then we will talk for maybe about half an hour one hour then we will do work together, yes exactly


oh, ya, ya I mean I think for me because I I for one of my projects we did that a lot cause they are IS people and they like to do stuff online


then also in my final semester I didn't really go to school as much because I didn't really need to like my classes were all like one day per class so if if if I don't have classes or if it's like, actually I went for all the classes though but I don't know lah my project meetings and all that sometimes they just didn't want to go for class


or whatever so we have it online then ya lah they like to do that, work together online


!wah! that's quite crazy, !huh!


[orh] ya that is that is quite, !wah! but you did it turn out very well then your capstone like why why so complicated one


is it just your group that is very perfectionistic like like perfectionist they just want to have a an extremely great uh grading grading for capstone yours are graded your yours is graded right your capstone ah


oh your group is so big, oh !wah! that's quite big mine was pass fail that's why I cannot find job joking


mine is compulsory but it's just that that mine is uh pass fail so we only got two different profs that we can choose from and then one of them like they told us, one of them they told us what they were doing lah and it's on mindfulness and whatever like different topics of mindfulness and I didn't want to do that


so I just chose the other one which didn't say anything about what we were doing and I guess, it was a good thing lah because I went and then every week she just invited a speaker so we would come in ya the towards the last few weeks


ya ya only the first week she spoke and then after that she just facilitate a bit of the discussion so the speaker would speak for about one hour and then, or one and a half hours and then after that another half an hour to one hour of uh Q&A, and then there is no break in between so we would start class like one hour later


so we will start at maybe four thirty four o'clock instead of three thirty and then we will end by six thirty like that that kind of timing four to ya six thirty


ya ya but we got to write a reflection every week lah so she will tell us exactly what we need to pass that we just need to write a one page reflection and then like we can skip afford to skip one or two reflections that's it


and we have to turn up for all classes except one something like that lah so you can that's the bare minimum that a person needs to do to pass [orh], ya


there was a prof that did that, that's allowed meh, I thought they


oh that's so sad for them !aiyo!, so sad they must have been so happy they see an A then all of a sudden it's like called back cannot ya but okay ah


oh then you put so much hard work into it !aiyo!, !aiyo! why


I guess so ya, ya, ya but anything anything to pull up the GPA lah as long it pulls up the GPA lah , ya


I think just don't post anything [orh]


that yes !wah! that's damn bad, okay but I think it really depends on everyone like for me I personally don't mind if it's at somebody's house


and then it's more than five people I don't know whether or not, that's why that's why like like legally it's not allowed right, but


okay eh then then who are the six people who will likely to go who will be likely to go, or, #en quan# maybe #en quan#, actually no I think I think #en quan# #en quan# won't


no okay no because he's the first person after both of us in the group then I'm looking I'm looking at the group the group name now so I'm going down the list ya but actually actually I don't think, I


I am probably closest to actually to be really honest right the person that I speak the most to these few months right despite everything is #yao zhong# ya , because I think #yao zhong# is the is the one who who talks the most


he's the only one who seems to talk more that's why, Gwee also actually I spoke to Gwee not too long ago, ya, but not, I think Gwee is quite <mandarin>随便:sui bian</mandarin> that's why can talk to him


ya, then aaron true I'm comfortable to talking to him lah, no that's the thing like that's that's why I think right #go ban# is also maybe being like that and that's why maybe I'm also more


maybe friendlier with #yao zhong# than with #go ban# maybe because of that thing like that that history thing where we don't want to give each other wrong signals, that's why also like it's more comfortable talking to #yao zhong# cause it's like there is no like history we know where we both stand which is like


nope and ya lah that's that thing so I don't know


that's why like that's why I think they just view us as a unit like, like cannot cannot separate last time we used to be separate right cause we don't we don't talk to each other one you go for swim session I go for run session and then


we meet each other at the exco meeting first time oh hello this is the other girl that you guys were telling me about


don't know, no no that's the thing I think he take it he take it for granted that you will always come because you are always supportive what which is very true you are always supportive so he take it for granted I think, not that he take it for granted lah but I think he just assume that like you you are the more supportive one


ya, so oh no lah no lah, okay okay I think I think we should organise something help help


I think it's okay eh I think #yao zhong# will be damn happy that somebody is finally taking initiative and then I think the guys will turn up just just to save face


I don't know, why that's damn strange


no but that's the thing like why is it has to be like come support come support like this isn't like an official event it's more so like if you wanna come you come like, like everyone should be able to make their own decision they are their own individual what right


so that's that's the thing, I have a I I I that's why I was also saying like why is it it has to be like like, we have to support each other in that way sure if if the attendance seems to be waning like what they were they were saying then ya I guess a bit of prompting yes but then


I thought we are our own individual so if we wanna go we will go that kind, and it makes more sense also what we are at this age already


, but it will be nice lah I mean if if our first gathering after so long everyone we should do a a grad one though, like uh uh watch the grad grad thing together if it's possible it's when is it twenty fourth is it is it on the twenty fourth


that's in two weeks time I think by then they will have relax, what lift, I think so in two weeks it should be


should be fewer people already like I, I think there will be less people with COVID and then they will they will give us some time, I mean not give us some time they will they will expand


ya that will be the best [orh], we can watch it on TV together or something watch the ceremony together, as in why you single them out


[orh] no lah ya lah of course of course altogether, altogether everyone even delphine also and jeremy and all that I would think that it's more so a gathering and then we can just celebrate graduating together instead of taking pictures in our gown so sad eh


!aiya! then it will be the same thing


no no no I am I'm the eleventh or whoever who is the host is the eleventh, I don't mind hosting lah


nevermind ah !aiya! this is like the you know the aranda country club that kind of thing it's like that extra one person, okay but I I don't know whether everybody will come also lah you never know right maybe


maybe #en quan# might maybe #en quan# might not be able to make it friday night he's working, he seems like the most unable to make it lah and then plus he's not graduating also so he might just think that maybe he don't go ah


I mean not not so much because he doesn't want to go but he's just unable to his working hours are damn bad, stays at five, what stay until five oh if it stays at five ah


!hais!, then we link up ah , no ah it's not the same eh but I guess that's the best we can do actually


ya, the cycling also what, the cycling also the cycling group


sort of lah but I mean it's if it's like ten people okay but it's like thirty people eh like that is obviously thirty people cycling together


I don't know I feel like thirty people is a bit too much if it's more than that ten ten plus people okay it's not so bad if you say that, they eat separately they just happen to bump into each other two groups of people sure okay fine like cycling you can't you have to stay a distance apart anyway but if it's like thirty people that is


that is like really badminton hall kind of cluster so I don't know to me it's a bit too much


to see what it sinks, oh is it they balance it on top like <mandarin>那个啤酒跟跟:na ge pi jiu gen gen</mandarin> Soju <mandarin>放在上面:fang zai shang mian</mandarin> and then after that they they hit and then it it goes in


okay nevermind you show me tonight you show me tonight if we are really drinking tonight you show me tonight I don't know how it works


oh ya ya that's why, !wah! that's why I don't want to post anything on insta stories nowadays also cause first of all like like I don't know job wise I don't know whether it will affect me second of all uh all these kinds of things are very controversial, like <mandarin>有些人会会比较随便:you xie ren hui hui bi jiao sui bian</mandarin> okay but then <mandarin>有些人不会:you xie ren bu hui</mandarin> and then you never know who might report you right


ya, but !wah! I see all the korean barbecue I feel like eating eh, I really want to go and eat korean barbecue


no, eh I got I got ten dollar grab vouchers eh, ya can go and ask whether or not they need ya


, !aiyo! you should have just ordered like drinks , oh !wah! that's like twenty percent off


ya no actually you can you know like I have ordered before cause like I would get also some of these uh uh small vouchers and all that ten dollars maybe you can actually order maybe about, twenty dollars worth or thirty dollars like for a family is enough and then you just like take discount and you don't order the expensive stuff ah you just order like


I don't know japanese food or korean food or like chinese six seven dollars that kind, oh, burgers ah, can order macdonalds also


ya ya can order macdonalds ya, ya you are going you are going to to suntec and all that first right


oh my gosh !wah! you got library books, ya you got, !wah!, can you even enter the library I heard that you cannot now eh it's odd and even numbers


oh okay okay, ya I was passing I was passing by the school last weekend sunday saturday or sunday, oh my gosh the school was was black eh the lights weren't on for the first time ever like the lights were completely off for all the buildings


they must be saving a lot of electricity, ya okay I go I go and send #yao zhong# the the questions later


then we will sound very aggressive eh okay okay we got to start speaking some chinese at least three or four minutes of chinese now


, ah


ya, ya ya that's why then randomly message <mandarin>每一天有:mei yi tian you</mandarin> random message <mandarin>在信箱里:zai xin xiang li</mandarin>


oh okay okay uh <mandarin>我可以:wo ke yi</mandarin> pass <mandarin>给你:gei ni</mandarin> ah I can pass you <mandarin>你你先写在我有很多卡你你先写写一个:ni ni xian xie zai wo you hen deo ka ni ni xian xie xie yi ge</mandarin> note [orh]


digital note and then after that just copy over ah, ya, then dinner time <mandarin>的时候:de shi hou</mandarin> dinner time <mandarin>的时候你可以写:de shi hou ni ke yi xie</mandarin> , then


ah, and then after that <mandarin>我们我们很久没有见面了很久没有见面他们有会有很多东西讲不会有很多东西:wo men wo men hen jiu mei you jian mian le hen jiu mei you jian mian ta men you hui you hen duo don xi jiang bu hui you hen duo dong xi</mandarin> lah


then <mandarin>如果我们:ru guo wo men</mandarin> uh <mandarin>要等的话:yao deng de hua</mandarin> uh if we go to Novena <mandarin>什么它们有:shen me ta men you</mandarin> NTUC


uh after dinner what, I don't know eh eh wait, after dinner surprise


don't know lah, I don't know it might drag lah I think jake's house <mandarin>我们去他的:wo men qu ta de</mandarin> house uh <mandarin>十点:shi dian</mandarin> ah


[orh] <mandarin>今天:jin tian</mandarin> thursday night eh <mandarin>不是:bu shi</mandarin> friday night eh


[orh], and then at the beginning drink can already


okay lah <mandarin>我我回家我回家:wo wo hui jia wo hui jia</mandarin> lah, then I go and, !huh!


!huh! no lah I go joey's house <mandarin>睡觉:shui jiao</mandarin> lah , I walk over to joey's house three AM I disturb her I don't know see how lah


I sleep with the dog outside I sleep I sleep with the I sleep with the bikes ah, , but should be okay ah then after that I ask my parents come pick me up ah then we go and eat breakfast then we go polling station


no not in the morning but my dad wants to poll, ya ya <mandarin>我的爸爸说:wo de pa pa shuo</mandarin> I mean <mandarin>我的家人说他们要要去吃早饭然后去:wo de jia ren shuo ta men yao yao qu chi zao fan ran hou qu</mandarin> poll


oh, nevermind [orh] <mandarin>等我爸爸先进去:deng wo papa xian jin qu</mandarin> [orh]


ah <mandarin>对没有没有我的爸爸是早上我跟我的妈妈是:dui mei you mei you wo de pa pa shi zao shang wo gen wo de ma ma shi</mandarin> uh <mandarin>四点:si dian</mandarin> uh


!aiya!


uh <mandarin>进来我的房间然后他我在躺我躺在我的床上他就看我他说:jin lai wo de fang jian ran hou ta wo zai tang wo tang zai wo de chuang shang ta jiu kan wo ta shuo</mandarin> !wah!


ah <mandarin>不知道:bu zhi dao</mandarin> lah !aiya! I said it's age lah I think


ya <mandarin>去韩国可是去韩国这么久了:qu han guo ke shi qu han guo zhe me jiu le</mandarin> , , !aiya!


I don't know lah !aiya! so many things to do, !wah! is it I really don't know how this conversation is like eh will we be able to pass the test or not


ya no they will give the twelve but it's whether or not we get to move on and then also can you imagine can you imagine doing this randomly, for I really don't know what we are gonna do eh like like if if we pass and if we continue it's good money but


but what are we gonna talk about, and then, ya we got to find topics ah then maybe we we should start really doing the videos we double double it as videos but !wah! I really don't know eh like how ah


ya dude I was thinking like we just do the most random thing there is no need for us to you know think about it cause we are doing it for fun what


yes whatever we feel like doing so we do the we can do the makeup ah ya ya and then we bring our makeup and then we just try we just try to do oh we do the ABG , that there's that thing going on like it was very popular a few months ago but then I think some people are still doing it it's like what american baby girl


challenge where they do very very heavy american makeup and then they will do the hair, and they will put like tattoos and all that on the arm and then they will do really really long hair that kind of stuff, ya they will go and buy the fake tattoos all that kind of stuff but we can just draw it on ourselves lah we use marker lah ya dude


ya !wah! but I'm very bad at dancing I'm very bad at dancing actually I got tiktok videos I want to do I got tiktok videos I want to do eh like with some uh chinese, chinese songs not chinese songs but


I is it should I don't know but I I found some videos online that !wah! the songs are really really catchy and I would really like to do them but it's just that, I I would need to edit them and I'm not too keen on editing them I don't know


ya I don't know how people edit with the phone, ya


damn hard but okay ah let's try let's try anyway we we put aside so we got to really schedule our days like for two hours or three hours a day we go and send, you know that was what YT was telling me also he was like I mean you and #mei shang# are unemployed right looking for jobs right why not you all just go and like you know Chiong together training


Chiong training and then after that go and Chiong uh uh jobs and then, !wah! ya he's all about the training


, wait get get get into a what four first, oh ya the SPF and airforce ah <mandarin>真的不可以:zhen de bu ke yi</mandarin> leh


the sideline ya the the thing the they call it moonlighting <mandarin>不可以:bu ke yi</mandarin> moonlight


build <mandarin>的时候只是:de shi hou zhi shi</mandarin> hobby lah <mandarin>没有赚钱没有什么的所以:mei you zhuan qian mei you shen me de suo yi</mandarin> still okay


and then now is the best time to go and do the funniest thing we go and try all the gyms around singapore also, go and try cycling ah then we go and make a five minute video ten minute video and then !woohoo! just video but it will be fun let's go and


it doesn't matter it doesn't matter man you just do eh I'm surprised eh, you know the youtube like like <mandarin>我的:wo de</mandarin> youtube videos ah <mandarin>有有:you you</mandarin> views eh, I got a channel I got a channel cause I post a lot of reef alert stuff


edit <mandarin>因为我很:yin wei wo hen</mandarin> lonely what , <mandarin>可可以十五十分钟十五分钟二十分钟在:ke ke yi shi wu shi fen zhong shi wu fen zhong er shi fen zhong zai</mandarin> camera <mandarin>面前自己讲话:mian qian zi ji jiang hua</mandarin>


ya I will just walk along the road and then I will just I will just talk I will have video footages of myself just talking so I should go back and I should really start editing all these, running


uh I will turn the camera around and then after that <mandarin>如果有:ru guo you</mandarin> view <mandarin>的话我会让:de hua wo hui rang</mandarin> camera <mandarin>看:kan</mandarin> ah, and then after that I will switch it back to myself ya


oh I really don't care but maybe because it's winter time lah so like I wear my winter clothes then I put my hoodie on top and then I will just like cover and then I will just talk talk talk talk, but ya cause I was so lonely I wouldn't talk to anybody, like I think it's not that


ya you can do that ah like I think it's not so much like really so much feeling very lonely but it's just that I will have things to say cause I wouldn't say them to people and then I don't have internet also, so it's not like I can call and talk to people also so I would just talk and ya


I don't know whether it's a very sad thing but ya I will go back and I will look at the footage ah but ya I'm surprised I think like, eh you should go and ya ya you should go and edit them all into into one


I think okay you know what we have got two weeks until graduation right I'm going to I'm going to look through everything that we have done from year one, and then I will go and edit them into a video I don't care how long it's gonna be maybe it might be a thirty minute video cause it's like four years worth of stuff plus taiwan and everything and I will go and edit them into a video


including uh uh eh !wah! shit that means I need to go and look through instagram and download but no I got aqua I've got all the aqua highlights then I will download all the aqua highlights, and then after that I will put some of the videos into the into the stuff


vitamin C is it the vitamin as we go on we okay the last three minutes the last three minutes, ya then after that we can share screen share screen and watch together but no we should actually really gather eh let's do that lah I think I'm going to post on the group after this I'm going to be like do we have any uh graduation uh grad video plans oh oh shit I haven't send my


I haven't send my picture it's today right nine july right they extended until today, okay I'm gonna I'm gonna send the picture okay what do I have to do after this ah I need to write down, first of all I need to send #yao zhong# the picture of our questions, then need to post on the group then after that need to go and write the card bring the card for you also and then


okay, !wah! we got so many things to do then we we we need to start planning our content also that we want to do , okay we got a lot to talk about for the next few hours


okay okay eh I think it's one hour already, ya it's one hour one hour two minutes already, nice okay can do we need to clap we need to clap at the end right, I think I think we need to clap at the end ya nevermind lah I think we just clap at the end then ya okay then anything we talk on the group lah the girls group chat


okay can I'm going to clap, (ppl) thanks for the talk man (ppl) see you tonight (ppl)


okay I got the clap I'm going to turn on bluetooth and get myself connected first, okay <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> connect Liao


(uh huh)


!huh! so <mandarin>你们今天就应该是要去见:ni men jin tian jiu ying gai shi yao qu jian </mandarin> prof <mandarin>的是吗还是什么哪个星期一是:de shi ma hai shi shen me na yi ge xing qi yi shi </mandarin> due date


!huh! <mandarin>你们你们为什么现在还会有那个:ni men ni men wei shen me xian zai hai hui you na ge </mandarin> project <mandarin>是不是上个:shi bu shi shang ge </mandarin> sem carry <mandarin>过来的:guo lai de </mandarin> work


oh <mandarin>哇你很累:wa ni hen lei </mandarin> leh, ,


, <mandarin>不要爆:bu yao bao </mandarin> please okay, for me


so <mandarin>我这边就是我今天的:wo zhe bian jiu shi wo jin tian de </mandarin> Taobao <mandarin>的东西来了:de dong xi lai liao </mandarin> that means it came lah <mandarin>它来得比我想象中的早啦:ta de bi wo xiang xiang zhong de zao la </mandarin> so


that means uh I have I have a lot of things to do suddenly lor <mandarin>突然之间有很多事情要做:tu ran zhi jian you hen duo shi qing yao zuo </mandarin> then <mandarin>我弟弟这两天考试所以我不可以去:wo di di zhe liang tian kao shi suo yi wo bu ke yi qu </mandarin> build <mandarin>那个:na ge </mandarin> cupboard mah <mandarin>不可以去:bu ke yi qu </mandarin> hammer, yeah <mandarin>他:ta </mandarin> j one <mandarin>他今年:ta jin nian </mandarin> j one <mandarin>他有那个:ta you na ge </mandarin> mid terms ah I think something like that


but j two <mandarin>他们至少没有:ta men zhi shao mei you </mandarin> test <mandarin>这样多:zhe yang duo </mandarin> topic lor <mandarin>我觉得:wo jue de </mandarin> j two <mandarin>跟惨:gen can </mandarin> leh <mandarin>你今年没有时间学:ni jin nian mei you shi jian xue </mandarin> then <mandarin>你明年要:ni ming nian yao </mandarin> Chiong


ah then


yeah then


paint <mandarin>成绿色:cheng lv se </mandarin>


uh okay lah as in uh <mandarin>现在有很多:xian zai you hen duo </mandarin> design <mandarin>也是这样子的吗:ye shi zhe yang zi de ma </mandarin> <mandarin>只是:zhi shi </mandarin> paint <mandarin>一面墙:yi mian qiang </mandarin> just to show some contrast lor, try lah try


yeah


yeah a bit scared,


uhh, ,


[orh] okay


ah, ,


, (uh huh)


!aiyo!


ah, <mandarin>然后你买:ran hou ni mai </mandarin> ah, ,


okay


yes okay, the thing is just cause singaporean don't really have the chinese yeah actually I don't know


ah, think is just Rojak english and chinese that's the most defining feature okay anyway so right, and need to add in all the lah specifically okay lah


maybe will get used to it lah it should be fine anyway other than that, other than that I've just been worried this whole week about orientation stuff lah I think I told you before but then yeah because because of COVID right then everything is shifted online now and it's a little bit tough


cause err to organize uh face to face meetups, possibly with some of the juniors and I was stressing out so much okay I tell you ah I, was almost about to fall sick so I think is like really really stupid lah to fall sick from stressing over something like that like I stress myself so much then I get COVID even more easily I think is damn bad


I think it's just a very small group lah like four four people five people like that kind yeah and we haven't clear the school yet but technically it's allowed like in phase two what, we just have to organize


oh we gonna decide by where we stay in so westies meet westies lor, because we are too lazy


no I never sign up to be OGL lah it's just cause uh I'm I'm a house rep lor so I want to do this properly like at first I didn't really care then I realize that it's cause the juniors don't have the same experiences as us lah then I thought we could put in a little bit more effort to make it like more intentional for them lor


yeah but I'm now very stress over this, for the faculty


I actually not doing a lot cause thankfully for COVID right then err we just have to stay at home lor then I didn't have to organize anything so it's quite Shiok lah


exactly exactly, I think so too but but I think the worst thing is actually for the for the organising committee lor cause they finish organizing the the physical camp already right then COVID hit then they had to like suddenly switch so yeah but at the same time I think logistically it also became a lot easier lah cause a lot of things you don't have to prepare already mah like a lot of things you have to prepare physically like beach day and all that then now just give some instructions over Zoom can already


other than that I've been trying to I've been trying to learn about my body type cause I want to I want to figure out like what kind of clothes it suits my body type then I can keep these clothes in my closet then I will sell the rest


, you should search kibbs body type K I B B S


, there are thirteen body types I am there's


correct correct that they branch out somemore I am I am soft natural, so I have flesh but my bone structure is a little bit more squarish then my flesh can also get a bit muscular but without exercise I add a lot of flesh lah


no I took a quiz yeah I took a quiz, #ying yang#


really ah is a very old studies leh, no lah


okay it is ah but at the same time anyway I understand that I think every single like era or, okay I think decade decade yeah they have their own beauty standards so certain yeah like last time during the sixties may be then they will they like marilyn monroe or something like that yeah but today is out trend already lor


yeah, yeah


, I know I know cause you you have a lot of like classics colors in your wardrobe already lor


I think it's good but I also feel like how to say ah once I know once I find out like what is actually good on me I do hope that I can buy less


yeah like I think I want to learn how to style it lor then once I learn how to style it I can wear one piece in many different ways lor,


yeah we are lah , , uh


yeah


last time <mandarin>你一只买那个:ni yi zhi mai na ge </mandarin> editor's market <mandarin>的:de </mandarin> lor


yeah, , , oh,


it could be yeah,


okay maybe <mandarin>我们:wo men </mandarin> slowdown and talk <mandarin>这样子的话我们就用少一点:zhe yang zi de hua wo men jiu yong shao yi dian </mandarin> brain then <mandarin>我们不需要换这样多:wo men bu xu yao huan zhe yang duo </mandarin> topic, so for me, <mandarin>就是:jiu shi </mandarin> lor so <mandarin>以前我一直都觉得:yi qian wo yi zhi dou jue de </mandarin> editor's market the clothes is like not for me ah <mandarin>他们的:ta men de </mandarin> cutting is all a bit low as in the cutting is like <mandarin>怪怪的:guai guai de </mandarin> cause uh they will have a very a very small bust area and then they will have like very long straps then whenever I find the right size for me right that fits my bust area then the straps like just too long lor


so,


but I think it's also good lah like when I'm looking at all this our body type like Youtube videos right I realize that actually hor err there are certain kinds of prints that looks good on certain body types so if you yeah if if you are like


for example very dramatic !aiya! whatever that word means basically maybe if you are super bony then you look good in more structured cuts you look better in sharper cuts but then you may not look good in prints, so actually I feel like for some people they can wear prints for some people they cannot wear prints and the fact that the editor's market right is very very plain lor is not very it just means that its not for everybody lah


actually cause I haven't been having a closet for about two weeks right so all my clothes are in duffel bag and then


when I had to transfer my clothes to the duffel bags uh I realised that I have so much clothes like so much so many of them I just don't wear at all, yeah


I sold it on Carousell lor , dude that day right I wanted to I listed it then I thought people will come and bargain and stuff then there was this guy who wanted it so badly hor he he ask me can deliver today I was like


I don't drive a truck dude I how to deliver to you you need to schedule with the mover, yeah then he came to my house to pick it up himself with his friend so the story was right I was watching a movie with my friend okay we were supposed to watch a movie together lah then


he the guy from Carousell message me and then he say can you deliver today then I say cannot they he say what I thought you said delivery included then I was like okay I can schedule the mover for you lah then he say


no but my wife got really excited and took out all the clothes from the closet and put it on the bed already now I'm supposed to tell her that you cannot deliver the closet I was like the shit is your wife's problem,


yeah but then, yeah in the end he came to my house the next day like it was he was a very nice malay guy lah but I think, over over uh the Carousell chat he was also very stressed out cause of his wife lor then I learned that he had a he just became a daddy lah so err I guess there's the new stress cause that day the like on the day itself his baby clothes came also yeah


so he, correct then he wanted a closet, it's already here I just need to build it up today or tomorrow tomorrow yeah


, you're damn weird dude


I think cause I tied up like different lengths somemore I just use my hand to grab so yeah but it was layered don't try and tickle me, it doesn't feel grassy at all actually I don't know it looks like that yeah


I didn't expect she'll accept


yeah


yeah I think, , okay the way I see it right is like uh so you know hor if she's the kind of person that has been posting like oh my god I just tripped over the when running for the bus that kind of stuff


yeah on Instagram right as her story then like she's doing this for years already hor then I normally just don't feel so bad about missing out on small things like that lah yeah and also like, generally knowing her nature hor she's the kind of person that will say like things that she don't mind people knowing a lot but


for things that really matter to her right she will like keep it to herself or she will actually she won't tell you what she's going through when she's going through it but then it's like after that lah then she will be like oh I actually went through this yeah so I slowly learnt that she's the kind of person that


the more you ask her the more you don't want she don't want tell you you just need to give her time then wait for the like wait for her to be comfortable to share lor, not at all


, yeah


, [orh] oh yeah yeah yeah


(mmhmm) yeah


, yeah yeah


yeah yeah, yeah


, , and it must be difficult lah to feel like you have been excluded and see the person the same day I mean like no hard feelings I'm sure you love her still but must be hard lor and also cause how to say ah


I thought yeah your batch was a bit like the captain, think was also a bit it created I think lah I feel like like choosing captains and stuff can create some uh not say grudges but something like that


yeah like even I mean I think as years passed lah it will definitely get better cause you no longer need people's approval to to feel like you're capable enough yeah but at first it can be a bit difficult lor


I also think that right like if you need to try very hard then over sometime I feel like it's actually not worth trying lah cause in this time where you didn't strive for a certain friendship right you actually gain other friendships that just came more naturally


yeah, remember your leh lah lor


yeah,


(mmhmm) yes lah, (mmhmm) yeah I know I know


you either either yeah lah,


correct yeah


yeah, yeah yeah


real friendship lah, I feel like


you so passionate about this you forgot about your leh lah lor, yeah lor, I feel like how to say ah I I did think of this before, and I think birthday parties is a more legit concern for me lah like but I also know that I will never throw a two thousand dollar birthday party for my twenty first birthday lah and I literally just cannot part with the money like that


but !aiya!, more like I'm paying two thousand dollars to take photos with my friends for one day I don't want do that


yeah lor and then I feel like for wedding right think is like who you want to share the joy with lah,


yeah, I feel like if you open your heart right like if if you feel like you are inviting people of formality like that or like err you feel obligated to invite than just cause you have been together in the same team or like if you are afraid of people like commenting and saying that eh last time jane and I were in the same team for six years leh she don't want invite me leh


if you are afraid of people saying this ah I think it means that you haven't let certain things go lah like, you I think that a wedding is gonna be like, some of the most important days in your life and I think this small things are are really not worth you worrying lah because ultimately you gonna host like what hundreds of people you know and I think definitely seating capacity is more important


if there are limited seats then you've gotta really select but if you can host a larger one or, can afford a larger wedding then I just invite people here lah share the joy give them the chance to like meet up with you lor or sometimes just how to say ah, opening up the invitation to them lah is going to help them feel like oh like you you give them the choice to come or not come you know what I mean if they feel likewise like if they also feel that I don't feel that close uh shit I go there then I go meet all the people that I don't really talk to anymore they want to they will feel awkward then they naturally won't come


right yeah but if they don't do come then, if they do come I think is cause they want to share the joy lor either that or they want eat free food maybe like me lor,


yeah oh my god the the airplane fly fly across my house and then the noise is like


I feel like they just say that you need to be in a quiet environment cause they don't want people to be disruptive and do it on public transport or while they are driving or anything ah, ah !aiyo!


yes that's good oh I need tissue paper my blister started bursting sia lah I'll just use a towel


by the way do you know that I sold my nanyang bear ah my #hwa chong# bear cause I really don't like that bears, I never I don't know lah I buy I sold all my free bears like SMU bear MOH bear NTU bear I sold all of them


the coding course that I didn't pass


yeah, yeah, what's that oh that's the SEA games one ah, !wow!


yeah, !wah!, so your bears are all the milestone bears


lah, I cannot stand it when like err people fill their whole beds with teddy bears lor


I cannot stand it when people fill their whole bed with teddy bears lor like, ah, not you like valerie cannot stand it yeah as in, yeah I also don't know then I say doesn't it collect a lot of dust then she's like lah I I always take the bear that I can tap tap


, yeah I was like no she will go to the balcony then she will go under the sun then she will tap the bear oh my gosh, !aiyo!


, try lor just slowly


yeah exactly lah I mean honestly I just not very interested in the bigger picture as of now yeah, as in I I know what you mean like is not our to vote yet and I think when we vote our votes will count but generally I think I'm quite happy lor with the things the way things are I don't see a need for


I don't see a need for change, yeah as in as of now maybe it's because I've been tuning out all of the news and voices lah then I just only read the bible


I like living in the medieval ages eh literally not a social media girl


, , yeah


yeah


were you turned off by them or do you actually want to find out


yeah, yeah, yeah I think you're right


yeah, there's a lot of I don't kow


yeah, I mean ultimately how to say ah who says that you need to know things to express your political view right I mean it it's totally valid lor for a taxi uncle to feel really angry or because of something yeah and vote accordingly to his feelings like who are we to say that his feelings are not valid lah


if he's truly suffering and he's not happy then I mean of course like casting a vote doesn't directly help with your problems lah but is inevitable that we add on our feelings also


eh, yeah you go you go you go I was saying I was gonna say right if you need to if we got nothing to say hor then I'll just do the body test with you then you can find out your body type but since you got something to say you can go on first


okay okay, ,


, I only know yi wei


, oh my god isn't that eric, oh took me a while leh


thankful thankful,


, , ah


help lah his mother nosey one like always go and like ah <mandarin>加我微信吗:jia wo wei xin ma </mandarin> that kind of stuff, I can totally understand, yeah


oh my gosh, oh my gosh thank goodness, !aiya! okay lah but people change lah maybe maybe she's not like that anymore I don't know


I don't care , but I never regretted my decisions , from start to end yeah I thought about them a lot yeah so I don't regret my decision lah


yee hao, yee hao yee hao yeah


I actually didn't even realise it was like that okay , yeah interesting, okay lah


, yeah yeah yeah, yeah is it wei xuan got say before


I don't think so leh got so interesting meh they, they classmates from so long ago yeah but anyway lah I don't really know what's up with with him now


I hope he's doing well but I really don't know how he got out of like, army or rather if he got out of army I wonder if he actually wait you know that last year he didn't get to do medicine right he didn't get to defer dude


he couldn't, no lah he doesn't have to defer the decision is with army yeah


yeah is not is not, you have the choice to not defer lah if they allow you to defer, so this is like extra sad but ah


as in cause he got allocated to got guards leh like guardsmen apparently basically he didn't get err he didn't get to train like SCS is it SCS or OCS lah like neither, then I think he really didn't like the environment there lor so I think I sensed that he was clinging on to me when like I don't really like him and he doesn't like I feel like he didn't cling onto me because he liked me or we really clicked or but because like he needed someone in that moment


correct correct, and me being me yeah me being me I'm selfish obviously I wouldn't let that happen , legit !aiyo! I sense too much insecurity in him okay like he doesn't like where he is now yet at the same time you cannot expect me to save you from your situation you know what I mean like the more I let you cling onto me the more you think that I'm supposed to solve your problems for you which is not the case


you better do it yourself yeah so and also like because he had so much insecurity right and, like if you also got to start school like if he got to defer I'll probably feel like it could maybe we could make it for awhile but because I was entering school and I knew that the school ratio


was was like more boys like two third boys and one third girls yeah my school ratios always a little bit more boys in NTU but NUS is more girls, so I was like there's no way I'm going to let like how to say ah this person like stop me from doing what I wanna do just cause he feels insecure


like I really really didn't like it when I heard <P2>jiao kai</P2> telling <P2>zi yan</P2> last time oh you cannot talk to other boys cause you just cannot talk to other boys lah like how would you like it if I <P2>jiao kai</P2> was still gonna talk to other girls like I really really hated it yeah


yeah so, ah and I think it really comes from a point of insecurity and selfishness lah which is totally valid cause I everyone everyone goes through that but then was that was that what I wanted in my life phase not at all because I think just as it uh how these two years is very important for him in army is also very important for me in school lah cause that is


yeah the only two years this the only two years I have before clinical years start eh there I don't think I should waste those years like being someone tailored for somebody else instead of like being who I wanna be


must be


, oh my gosh, I very happy that I don't like anybody now, yeah


I think I've oh my god there was one time I did something really stupid leh so right I was talking to this guy, okay let's call him person a alright and then uh let's call cause you don't know either of them lah so it's whatever lah and we don't really hang out that much but we are in the same house fam so let's say person a and then


then I anyhow say cause cause how to say ah I know that like, to make a conversation more engaging right you should say something that is more relevant to that guy also so if I said like a random person that he doesn't even though then he wouldn't be interested, so I say oh I dying my hair for person b so I anyhow say one legit then turns out person b really likes me leh so person a was like


!wow! I'm so happy for you all then I was like LOL shit I anyhow say one dude don't anyhow, no no it's not it's not he's not in my house fam yeah, some other guy that


I don't think so leh I think I too brother, (uh huh), he doesn't I tell you wait I don't think I updated you guys okay so right actually he's like to get going out with another girl


yeah and I'm super happy you know <P2>shin yee</P2> <P2>shin yee</P2> from <P2>shin yee</P2> from choir last time


okay okay anyway like they've been going out and I'm so happy okay like number one I was so happy for them number two I was so happy for myself I was like I don't have to waste my time on this stupid shit anymore, help


Jesus be my bread and butter lah, oh yeah I oh my god


from me, , !hey!, actually a lot of people didn't know I think oh no and I think I like forcefully


fully stopped myself from liking him for a very long while until a levels was over then yeah, gonna be a productive girl , help lah


okay that's worth it !yay! next time we can we can do the test together if we got nothing to say


I know what you mean, correct correct, yeah, actually we have


I know I honestly just how to say ah a lot of like things that I never finished then I feel very stressed to finish let me go and see like, oh not really but I I try to, I try to like reply messages at night that shit stresses me out


yeah yeah yeah yeah, !wow! that's so amazing eh I think you set a time to reply everything very good already lah


, for me I, I always reply like in the morning instead of at night so at night I will take a look and then if it's too overwhelming for the day right I will just switch off wifi switch off cellular then I'll wait until I wake up at six AM in the morning cause I know that nobody is awake at six AM nowadays everyone sleeps at six AM


okay today is because like my ankle was really so itchy okay damn itchy lah, I slept at twelve plus like twelve ten I think, was so itchy


, I think is just, I don't know I think is just cause morning is the most productive time on friday right I slowly realise that right I must quickly clear the most like important issues yeah to me yeah so for example some days I wake up and I'm like damn I need Jesus


then I will go and read the bible first then some days I wake up I'll be like okay I need to exercise, so I will I will go and exercise first I will go for a walk first and then I'll feel, good enough such that even if I come back and take a nap at ten AM I wouldn't feel bad about myself


yeah


oh


yeah yeah,


correct, such a good thing though, (uh huh)


oh no do you do you set alarms though for your naps, oh my gosh wouldn't your family get annoyed if it's ringing forever


my brother will come in and slap me so like, leh okay maybe like five more minutes just just in case, yeah yeah


I do but maybe my house small actually I don't know maybe my alarm just damn loud then, someone will come in and slap me that's how I I grew to like pounce the moment my my alarm rings if not I confirm get scolded like my brother will come in and scold me like be like you stupid ah last time I also never my alarm ring I also never do this why you do this to me you make other people cannot sleep then I okay fine sorry ah


yeah, but anyway maybe it's cause right do you feel like you have a list of things to do in the next day cause some days when I have a list of things to do the next thing or I know that my schedule is so tight right well I get into the I cannot fall asleep mode you know like I I just get so little sleep every single day like some days I can like last week right cause I know that I had


to attend to some calls and I also had to go and meet people for orientation stuff right then I just like end up sleeping super late and then I'll wake up at five AM leh


oh ,


, okay lah but I'm happy that at least you know that you know what I mean like it takes time to figure out just like how it took a lot of time for me to figure out that damn I actually need to sleep by twelve and if I like if I sleep any early later than twelve right


the chances of me falling sick is like within the same week is so high eh, yeah so I think it's good that you know that for now at least you cannot sleep to


yeah sia you cannot force yourself to sleep lah you need to like slowly get your body back into the rhythm and I think maybe like the biggest problem for you right now is your napping, and also is like very terrible to not not nap so


oh actually right I discovered a pattern when I was studying for exams so normally on nights when I sleep less like for example somedays I will have four hours of sleep leh I'll sleep at one then I'll wake up at five disgusting dude then then by the


at those those days are like the days I've been Chionging lah like I never do my prep then I have to sleep at one then wake up at five to Chiong my prep before the nine AM class so I know that that kind of days right like, by nine AM ah after I finish Chionging and the class start right I'm really damn tired so like four hours of sleep and then four after I wake up is the time I need to nap


so if I wake up at five on four hours of sleep then at nine I'll be damn tired so I'll be like maybe that time is when I have to put in err thirty minutes so I there for awhile lah like if I have five hours of sleep then I roughly estimate okay five hours after I wake up I'll be damn tired


yeah yeah, I think maybe it's cause for people like me who worry and like cannot sleep properly then the way I think about this is damn simple lah you only have four hours of sleep naturally your body cannot last you that long so four hours later will Toh


so sometimes I will just put the prof there and then I will like use my other device then I'll take a video of the prof then just go sleep,


no the the at the start of every class right there's a test so I did the prep for then after that just leave


thanks thanks LOL, probably for you like you can find something to like find a way to reenergize yourself like try to skip the nap lor maybe


, , okay


also don't drink coffee after two okay should we end together, oh really


, good job , ah, okay what the hell do we need to clap it


I think click okay yeah okay three two okay you go you count


okay


okay, yeah <mandarin>刚才我们在:gang cai wo men zai </mandarin> oh <mandarin>刚才我们在讲什么:gang cai wo men zai jiang shen me </mandarin> ah, <mandarin>我有一点:wo you yi dian </mandarin> feel bad okay


so <mandarin>我们在做那个:wo men zai zuo na ge </mandarin> project <mandarin>然后然后这个我我们:ran hou ran hou zhe ge wo wo men </mandarin> next <mandarin>下个星期有有一个什么:xia ge xing qi you you yi ge shen me </mandarin> ah presentation [right] like presentation lah, yeah and then, then <mandarin>他他们我们:ta ta men wo men </mandarin> okay <mandarin>我们明天需要:wo men ming tian xu yao </mandarin> err <mandarin>需要我们明天有多一个:xu yao wo men ming tian you duo yi ge </mandarin> lesson <mandarin>需要:xu yao </mandarin> update


but then <mandarin>现在已经:xian zai yi jing </mandarin> monday <mandarin>了但是我还是我在那个:liao dan shi wo hai shi wo zai na ge </mandarin> Google docs <mandarin>好像:hao xiang </mandarin> nothing sia there's nothing here <mandarin>没有看到:mei you kan dao </mandarin> like any anything anyone did


I can't talk oh my god yeah so, <mandarin>没有人没有人做:mei you ren mei you ren zuo </mandarin> anything, no <mandarin>不是每个星期每个星期三因为我们的那个:bu shi mei ge xing qi mei ge xing qi san yin wei wo men de na ge </mandarin> presentation <mandarin>是下个星期三:shi xia ge xing qi san </mandarin> mah so so <mandarin>我们明这个星期三应该应该已经做好了:wo men ming zhe ge xing qi san ying gai ying gai yi jing zuo hao le </mandarin> err <mandarin>做好了就是大概:zuo hao le jiu shi da gai </mandarin> maybe <mandarin>七十巴仙:qi shi ba xian </mandarin> [right]


yeah


<mandarin>你有:ni you </mandarin> connect <mandarin>那个:na ge </mandarin> bluetooth [right], okay okay okay <mandarin>很好:hen hao </mandarin> oh okay yeah


cool


oh oh,


<mandarin>那很好:na hen hao </mandarin> ah


oh


so <mandarin>你只:ni zhi </mandarin> paint <mandarin>那个:na ge </mandarin> sticky sticky <mandarin>的:de </mandarin> part ah


!wow! contrast <mandarin>那你有没有你买你买了那个你买了那个油漆了:na ni you mei you ni mai ni mai le na ge ni mai le na ge you qi le </mandarin> ah, !wow!


, !aiya! <mandarin>但是:dan shi </mandarin> !aiya! <mandarin>现在没有上学应该感觉好像每天很:xian zai mei you shang xue ying gai gan jue hao xiang mei tian hen </mandarin> what is the word even <mandarin>感觉很:gan jue hen </mandarin> yeah <mandarin>悠闲对对对悠闲:you xian dui dui dui you xian </mandarin> lor


ah


basically <mandarin>我刚才出去因为我要去我要去:wo gang cai chu qu yin wei wo yao qu wo yao qu </mandarin> err basically <mandarin>我要在:wo yao zai </mandarin> Carousell <mandarin>要卖东西:yao mai dong xi </mandarin> okay so <mandarin>我要卖一件衣服:wo yao mai yi jian yi fu </mandarin> [right] and then, and then okay then <mandarin>有一个人:you yi ge ren </mandarin> err <mandarin>就是发简讯给我讲他不要买但是他要换:jiu shi fa jian xun gei wo jiang ta bu yao mai dan shi ta yao huan </mandarin> like <mandarin>他要:ta yao </mandarin> trade


yeah exactly <mandarin>以前是你:yi qian shi ni </mandarin> ah, yeah


yeah <mandarin>等了二十五分钟:deng liao er shi wu fen zhong </mandarin> after like <mandarin>从十一点到十一到不懂几点改了改了改了两次:cong shi yi dian dao shi yi dao bu dong ji dian gai liao gai liao gai liao liang ci </mandarin> !wah! <mandarin>跟你讲:gen ni jiang </mandarin> damn angry sia


!hais!


<mandarin>不会长了:bu hui zhang liao </mandarin> lah , yeah so so in the end <mandarin>我决定卖掉:wo jue ding mai diao </mandarin> yeah <mandarin>卖掉他因为我不可以穿了:mai diao ta yin wei wo bu ke yi chuan liao </mandarin> mah,


<mandarin>对其实你:dui qi shi ni </mandarin> Carousell <mandarin>你卖什么:ni mai shen me </mandarin> ah, yeah <mandarin>可以改去英文了吗:ke yi gai qu ying wen liao ma </mandarin> <mandarin>讲中文真的很痛苦:jiang zhong wen zhen de hen tong ku </mandarin> sia


, the chinese with the chinese with I don't know leh I think it's a very specific accent is like the like when you hear it you can tell I feel like I'm low key sounding like a malaysian but okay


yeah,


this is so deliberate leh, yeah I suddenly feel like , yeah you were saying


(mmhmm),


, , wait but you have to organize orientation for the year one the incoming freshmen and


and wait so even in this situation the the school they they're allowing you to meet up meh like to to meet up face to face or is it just within your like within your whole like your medicine community


oh, but it will be but, yeah but how you all gonna select who to meet, oh


yeah that's quite smart actually, that is smart !wah! so you actually sign up for this thing ah like the signing up to be a err orientation OGL


, that's nice the house rep is for the for the faculty or for hall, oh that's that's so cool you're doing so much


yeah true but you're you all you're still you all are still but isn't it tougher


to like have to think of of games to play online or like like zoom zoom games zoom interactions or zoom orientation meetings that is even more <mandarin>头痛:tou tong </mandarin> and it feels low key awkward because cause like you all have to, like you are you are meeting in a chat room and then everyone sitting in their own room like talking


yeah I feel like it will be more awkward leh, oh oh


yeah


(hmm)


!wah! that's wait I don't even know okay I knew that were body types like differences but I didn't know specifically what leh let me search, kibbs how do I spell that


oh, kibbe, so what are you wait it says five though or like oh I think families five families


!wow!


how did you how did you find out what you were like you took a quiz or you just read the different types and see what you are, oh, !wah!


natural they are mainly Yang, oh my god this is so old, no as in based on a celebrity celebrity examples they give it sounds quite old leh like jennifer aniston


, yeah


, this is interesting, I feel like I always wear the same clothes I'm trying to like branch out more to I don't know I think I always like wear the same style of clothes which is actually I I think I tend to deviate towards basic basic stuff more


and, and I'm trying to I don't know leh like I'm trying to sort of sort of find my style, yeah when I like when I shop for clothes I try to like consciously tell myself not to get something that is similar or like similar to what I have already and try to go for louder or maybe


maybe like something that is more err , yeah you know like a different style that is not so basic yeah, yeah yeah yeah


(hmm), yeah yeah like you just have one of that kind [right] and


yeah, I think oh my gosh actually now that I'm looking at my wardrobe [right] it's crazy I feel like we're also starting to lose our like our our our leh lah lor


for much cheaper so I feel like what the hell like we are paying we're paying so much like they really hack up the prices just because of the place the place that it's sold and, and like <mandarin>那个:na ge </mandarin> brand <mandarin>那个:na ge </mandarin> brand <mandarin>有点离谱:you dian li pu </mandarin> leh


so <mandarin>很多人喜欢:hen duo ren xi huan </mandarin> like <mandarin>进去看:jin qu kan </mandarin> then <mandarin>如果你看到喜欢的:ru guo ni kan dao xi huan de </mandarin> then <mandarin>你就在那边等等看有没有其他人要买:ni jiu zai na bian deng deng kan you mei you qi ta ren yao mai </mandarin> then <mandarin>如果你们一起买的话就比较便宜:ru guo ni men yi qi mai de hua jiu bi jiao pian yi </mandarin> like there's some sort of like err like thrill in that yeah but now they remove that pricing system already is actually even more expensive


yeah that day that we were waiting for you all remember then like we were at the actually ah wait I'm seeing a lot of like red thing in my recording is it because I'm too loud or something, but yeah, but that day we went in to look around and walk around lah then then we saw the they remove the pricing system then and and supposedly it's supposed to be more competitive but is actually not it's actually more expensive


yeah and <mandarin>时间:shi jian </mandarin> yes <mandarin>现在才二十一分钟:xian zai cai er shi yi fen zhong </mandarin>


I think <mandarin>他们的他们的:ta men de ta men de </mandarin> like what is it demographic no not even demographic like <mandarin>他们的衣服:ta men de yi fu </mandarin> fits a very specific body type [right], yeah so it's not very inclusive in that sense lor I think


oh really


oh, , yeah


, yeah wait but why why don't you have a closet like you disassembled it ah, wait why


and then he came to your house, !wow!


, oh my god so in the end he just came to your house


oh so suddenly there are too many clothes that need a home, so when are you getting a closet


oh, interesting, eh can you show me your hair I wanna see your hair leh I feel like I didn't touch it the other day okay that sounds a bit weird lah but


oh eh why is it different length , , does it, but does it feel very like grassy


eh then that's actually okay I mean I thought that if it looks grassy will feel grassy, oh my god I haven't heard I haven't heard from her in so long like so long


actually if you don't have Instagram and you know like for example we have some friends who are who we don't really talk to lah but, but they tend to post like regular updates on Instagram then do you like go talk to them to to like ask how they're doing like for example #ruey xue#


or at least I feel like I don't talk to her so Omo I keep seeing red thing I'm a bit worried okay I put further away, like yeah like for example #ruey xue# she posts but she doesn't really talk to me or like I don't talk to her so I like because of that I don't really like know what she does or like is doing


over the rock


, true


, do you do you talk to sarah, actually same I feel like in I don't know I feel like that day #li ying# was asking me ah like


who who are you err not eh no I think she just ask I think we were talking about who we were not close to in in the group and like in the yeah and like in the group [right] and, and then she just casually asked if I'm close to like still close to #ruey xue# or sarah then I said I think #ruey xue# yes yes lah like because we are still


not say close we don't really talk but like feel like we don't have, there's there's nothing there's no emotional baggage between the two of us but for sarah [right] like I don't know I feel a bit awkward when I'm around her and also I I don't think I told anyone before besides #wei xuan# because I think he ask me about it that


that like the dynamic [right] between our netball group like the CCA [right] and my batch made it very like hard for me to see her as like a close friend, because yeah as in because if you realize [right] like you know like she and amelia and nicole are very close correct and then like my batch only has five people which is the four of us plus erica which is from #nan hua# mah so


when they when they when they are very close like that and they are very I don't know it feels a bit, I don't know how to see lor I don't know whether it's like intentional or or I mean I know that they are not, malicious but the fact that they didn't really like try to like include me or or maybe it just happen to be like the the chemistry between the three of them but yeah as in I just don't know how to feel I think I think last time when I was when I was like younger like maybe like sec four or j one then it was more like hurtful because because they also didn't really try to like not like for example oh we're not err


we are not inviting everyone so let's not post about it like they they they they didn't really try to like hide it lah so it was more like like oh okay when you see it then, then you are like why why why why did they not like try to include me yeah


but I think now I'm just like okay but it's just that because of this thing [right] then when I see sarah in like our group setting like in our in our circle of friends then it it it's just a bit weird like I cannot see her as someone that is like close to me yeah


yeah,


yeah, yeah


correct yeah I feel like, when I when I like when I think about this I don't think it I don't think, oh yeah so when I think about this hor when I think about this I don't really I don't really like


like there's no one bad thing or like that there are no it's not like, individually we had any problems lor like like nicole</P2> like me and nicole like we are we are like good and some more we are in the same like we are in the same uni together so, so yeah there are no like bad individual relationships between like me and any three of them they happen to be like much closer and I don't know if they ever felt like


like they are excluding me or they just think that they are three good good friends who are like hanging out at each other's house but yeah as in yeah I think I think after talking to #wei xuan#, like I was telling him actually there was one day I was just like because we are like moving onto the next phase already I mean we have moved on to the next phase like we are like in uni and stuff and we don't talk to like the same group of friends that we talk to in the past


so I was wondering when I when I get like for example like if I if I like have a birthday party or if I get married [right] and we are in, I mean okay like like you know like if lah if lah yeah as in I'm just saying at a group setting where this kind of things are more like sensitive [right]


like who to invite that kind like who would I actually invite to to like maybe a close gathering or like err like something as big as like a wedding you know who will I, think is is my friend or like is close enough to me that I want to invite them because when I think about it


like I would invite as in okay definitely we have to invite like I mean I have the [right] like my my group of friends which is the like <mandarin>酒鬼:jiu gui </mandarin> even if I'm not close to a few people because it's part of like the you know like the bro code in our group but then


then I was thinking about it if I invite sarah then I have to invite nicole because nicole is my netball friend then if I invite nicole I have to invite amelia even though like we're not we're not like close individually like either I don't I don't even text her I think at all in in the whole of past year so yeah it was just like these things that were bothering me because I don't know


I don't know what's the line to draw when it comes to like formality and when it comes to err when it comes to just your own line yeah yeah correct yeah, !wah! I'm so passionate about this that the line is all red yeah slowly lah nevermind one hor okay


I know yeah, are you sure you just part you just parted with one thousand dollar leh like with your hair and your and your headphone okay I get its like tangibles and intangibles [right]


, yeah true true true


correct and sometimes I feel like the people that you invite for the sake of formality [right] it's not but you don't even talk to them like, in the maybe in the in the past two three years you don't even message them or like whatever and then suddenly you have the invite them out of formality and it just feels very <mandarin>假:jia </mandarin> to me yeah


, , okay I'm going to lie down


yeah, k lah I think a bit of sound nevermind one [right]


yeah, (hmm) should I on the fan, I'm so <mandarin>乖:guai </mandarin> when they tell me don't on fan don't on aircon I really don't on anything eh


oh, !wow! friendships who even buys #hwa chong# bears


why do you have a SMU bear, the oh oh the coding course no look at my look at my collection of bears I think it's more of a not that I like it because the designs actually like quite ugly


but but it's a it's like a I don't know it's like a memento, momento momento of like the, it's so ugly [right] but is like no this is the ASG bear


yeah so it's all like the non eh what is it oh this one is from when I was in U fourteen then this is the netball Singapore bear, yeah so is correct milestone is not so much the design oh not so much the design lah


what what did you say


no it's not the whole bed is just the top and it doesn't interfere with my sleeping so it's okay lah, oh yeah yeah yeah I don't know how she sleeps


and all the dust flies into her bed, oh my gosh, dude I can't wait to I can't wait for twenty twenty five for the next GE and I wanna like immerse myself in the in the political rallies like atmosphere


oh my god is really so hard to it's really so hard to like add in deliberately add in our leh lah lor, yeah but anyway yeah I don't know I feel very politically apathetic like very yeah


like no stance towards towards it but also because I feel like I don't really have the obligation obligation to like to like educate myself [right], yeah sia


really, yeah


really truly, , I love it I love how you are so read the bible


yeah, I think because I deleted Instagram and then, and then I keep I, unconsciously use Facebook more and Facebook is not so much uh where people like post okay I mean it is where people post updates of their own lives but more so the older generation that I'm friends with [right] some not really like same group same same age friend mah and then and then there's a lot of because of the GE there's a lot of like GE there's a lot of like political err


related post and and and just news in general yeah so maybe I've been influenced by that, not turned off but I think as in I think that


I think that the news very diverse and and sometimes I find myself like sometimes I need to remind myself to be discerning lor like not so like not be so easily swayed by whatever I see and whatever I like read on the internet because sometimes is very like emotive language lah so


you need to you need to you you need to first find out whether it is true lah whether the news is like being put out as even like real and stuff then after that just like but you have to read with a discerning mind I guess yeah, but it's quite it's quite fun to watch but then I also feel very like I feel like I don't even know how it works like the contesting and how the elections works so I


yeah so I'm not like, I'm still a bit confused yeah correct there's a lot of I don't know and I'm sure that there's a lot that people don't know but but the choice the choice of voting is in their hands you know you know what I mean


yeah,


, dude you know yesterday uh yeah you were you say first, no you go first


oh but mine is like quite a small thing no so anyway yesterday cause yesterday I went to #wei xuan#'s house and then he his parents send me back then after that he his mum his mum was talking about <mandarin>他的一个同学叫:ta de yi ge tong xue jiao </mandarin> hao yee or yee hao


doesn't that sound familiar, no then okay so she was just talking talking talking lah and then err, and then err okay so he her her mum was saying I mean his mom was saying oh wei xuan <mandarin>以前一直很瘦的不像:yi qian yi zhi hen shou de bu xiang </mandarin> like <mandarin>他有些朋友很肥然后突然间变很瘦:ta you xie peng you hen fei ran hou tu ran jian bian hen shou </mandarin> like <mandarin>他的有一个朋友:ta de you yi ge peng you </mandarin> err <mandarin>叫:jiao </mandarin> #yee hao# or #>hao yee# ah don't know what lah and then


yeah , I was like wait does she not know her her ex's chinese name, then no okay so I I didn't know [right] I didn't know


like his chinese name mah so I was like oh okay okay then <mandarin>他讲:ta jiang </mandarin> yeah <mandarin>他的妈妈中国来的:ta de ma ma zhong guo lai de </mandarin> so <mandarin>我们:wo men </mandarin> like <mandarin>以前有讲过话:yi qian you jiang guo hua </mandarin> then I was like [orh] okay then she suddenly told me oh <mandarin>他的女朋友啊好像是你的同学勒:ta de nv peng you a hao xiang shi ni de tong xue lei </mandarin> then <mandarin>我想一想:wo xiang yi xiang </mandarin> !huh! <mandarin>他在讲谁:ta zai jiang shui </mandarin> ah


then <mandarin>想想想:xiang xiang xiang </mandarin> then after that she suddenly say oh <mandarin>他他家人很厉害读书的他的姐姐也是很厉害的:ta ta jia ren hen li hai du shu de ta de jie ji ye shi hen li hai de </mandarin> err <mandarin>读那个去那个是什么:du na ge qu na ge shi shen me </mandarin> err cambridge law ah then I was like, ah <mandarin>剑桥:jian qiao </mandarin> ah no lah she didn't say <mandarin>剑桥:jian qiao </mandarin> she was like ah <mandarin>什么啊:shen me a </mandarin> cambridge ah then I was like


then I was like oh okay okay, yeah yeah yeah she she said she said she said okay so how how they knew her I think is when you know the DSA the DSA exercise [right] and and uh apparently there were some like parent parent info session kind lah yeah for for p six p six students and their mums and their parents to go then apparently the <mandarin>妈妈:ma ma </mandarin> like <P2>eric's</P2> mum like


, oh my god so interesting, as in what to to like from the start to end ah, that's good that's good


, so is he #yee hao# or #hao yee# #yee hao# [right]


!wow!, !wow!, !wah! I never knew that his mum knew <P2>eric's</P2> mum


and I don't even know how his mum no no no as in #wei xuan#'s mum know that knows that you are his, okay I don't think that they they like she knows that you all broke up lah I also never say lah then but I don't know how that how like she can link the like you know like the relationship


I don't know leh is it


eric, , I mean he he must have what got out of army [right]


!huh! wait I didn't know, he he didn't have to or he couldn't defer, why but he's a med student what he has to defer what


oh serious so it is not a con is not a unconditional, thing for a medicine student ah, oh then how then does he have to, oh


but in the end how did it turn out,


, like something like something secure lah like security in that, in that moment of , I love it


oh really oh


, correct I I really hate those boys that impose like double standards


, correct the beginning [right],


, true yeah, yes but I'm glad you don't regret it I feel like regret is a very like it's a very heavy feeling to feel lor I think


!wow!


really but do you think anyone likes you, okay


uh


oh my god, can I wait can I guess person b is it is it the Hao err Hao, !aww!


dude I think you have like a hoard of suitors in in NTU leh, no from what you told me about the Hao #hao yun# [right], as in it sounds like he likes you


oh serious, who, no, oh I think you mentioned before but I don't know who she is


I also, oh my god


you sound like you faith oh my goodness, I can't wait for I can't wait for yeah I can't wait for the another story, yes like like the like the <P2>eric</P2> story but yeah like eh I think


actually I'm so surprised that you actually like <P2>eric</P2> for so long and and we all never knew or at least I didn't know, yeah,


oh yeah hor , !wow!, !wah! we have been so productive leh we are at the fifty six minutes mark already


yea, celebrate, okay okay let's do the test like feel like it'll be good if we can, do if we can do this like maybe everyday like every night before we sleep like just talk before we sleep like yeah random shizzles and then we can do the test maybe tomorrow wait do I have time tomorrow yes I have time tomorrow


at night easier to to like err arrange mah cause, cause it's more, I mean you will definitely have lesser stuff going on at night


[orh] then you do at night ah oh yeah, yeah but at least you are doing it at night like for me sometimes I see then I said okay I'll reply later but I never get to it and maybe I see again three or four days later then I feel low key ashamed to reply lor cause yeah I feel a bit like


okay I don't wanna like name someone but I feel a bit like #kai xuan# you know then I can remember how I feel when someone like #kai xuan# text me and don't reply so I I I feel ashamed but yeah I'm consciously trying to reply the moment I see the message


apapplauds for you,


you still wake up at six, wait what time do you sleep, how do you wake up at six


I mean on days that your ankles are not itchy, yeah I know


important thing yeah


!wow!, true true true, !wow!


okay I actually tried waking up at six like twice I did it twice in a row I think like two or three weeks ago and it was such a good feeling the only problem is I don't know is it, like the way my body works [right] or just the biology of it [right] when I wake even when I sleep quite early like maybe eleven eleven to six is about seven hours of sleep already but I still felt like like shit it felt quite tiring


towards the middle like maybe afternoon and I will I will be very tempted to take a nap and then when I take a nap [right] I also noticed that my body slips into deep sleep quite easily and then the moment I slip into deep sleep [right] then it's very difficult for me to wake up


yeah so I know so I end up sleeping for napping for three hours and when I wake up [right] is like five plus and then at night I cannot sleep again so it's quite terrible, but I like waking up early yeah, I did but I cannot hear, like is ringing beside my ear [right] and somehow I just don't hear


no eh like I close the door, oh we hit the one hour mark leh


okay, but do you close the door, that's good


woah


oh,


!wow!, I think you're someone that over worries a lot like you think of things way ahead of time and then it never leaves your mind so it is a bit hard to sleep like that I think, yeah but, for me it's just


I think mine is counter intuitive like when I know that I want to sleep just to get the eight hours of sleep and I keep thinking about it okay like body we need to sleep by eight if not if not you are gonna get lesser and lesser and lesser sleep so, so the fact that my mind is telling these to myself [right] I just can't fall asleep because of the fact that it's thinking of it yeah


not so much the list of things to do lah it's more like uh my mind cannot like be relaxed and chill and ease into sleep lor


yeah, yeah,


yeah


yeah yeah it's the napping it is for sure,


four hours after you wake up


(uh huh) oh,


oh that's so wait but cannot be what but is it because four hours and four hours like eight hours is a natural like sleep cycle or err the the substantial amount of sleep you should get cause if I think about it this way then I sleep eight hours


so I sleep at sleep at twelve and then I I wake up at eight and then eight hours later which is four four o'clock I take I take a nap ah is it


yeah true, but you have to take a nap [right] in the middle of your of your thingy class


dude then you did you did your prep for the class and then you actually end up sleeping during the class, [orh]


!wow! !wow! great life planning, no great life planning sia, oh my god okay


yeah yeah yeah as in sometimes when I nap I just nap because there's nothing to do, or I feel just very sluggish in a day so I take a nap and I end up sleeping for long but when I find things to do and and I have like, now nowadays my my days are quite like I have something to do in the evening or like in the late afternoon so I wouldn't like be tempted to take a nap so I think it is much better because I can fall asleep better at night and then it doesn't cost me to be sluggish in the morning is like literally a vicious cycle


oh serious it doesn't it doesn't affect me leh like I can sleep I can drink a cup of coffee like at ten then I go sleep after that


like like coffee is water to me, okay let's end together, I don't know no no don't need, click pause of the tick ah


tick [right] is it this, okay one, three two one


okay hello, how are you Ying


, why ah , oh yeah you say your father what ah


eh wait, you can drive ah, wait what, you can drive, I didn't even know, ha, , I didn't even, no, wait when


, oh yeah yeah I think so I think so I think so you told me, when ah, when was it


!whoa!, is it oh my god


maybe I just can't process that, my friend can drive, , (hmm), okay


no lah, I quit already lah, tired lah !walao! eh


yeah I know, because like, actually right my manager also tell me, why ah, now how to find job you quit ah then no money, but then


actually I want to tell them, you know money is not the most important thing in life, actually no lah is important but how to say, I mean, I'm still young right why I need to, okay you know in the past how people work like


twenty years with one company that kind of stuff, , but nowadays like we all young people we don't do this kind of thing mah, you know <mandarin>我们就:wo men jiu</mandarin> just like


but I don't try doing different things okay like example I, , do this hospitality then I continue working this one for my whole life but then Sekali actually right this is not what I'm like, good at actually I'm not even that good lah that's the thing


a bit lah actually honestly, like my colleague right


ah allen ah so I always call him, ah, uncle allen, allen, hello , you know after quarantine right then he saw me then he say like !wah! <mandarin>妹妹很久没有看到你:mei mei hen jiu mei you kan dao ni</mandarin> ah


yeah so I'm just sad because of him lah than that I don't really care I guess, , yeah


, yeah like that, but


like that lor, ya eh you know oh ya ya ya <mandarin>你懂哦他:ni dong o ta</mandarin> add <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> Facebook eh


add <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> Facebook, #ong cai sun#


like <mandarin>我的:wo de</mandarin> stuff <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> eh <mandarin>然后:ran hou</mandarin> send <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> heart shape , , !hais!, but


!hais! yeah lor, but then wait actually now are you still at, Converse


but, err technically, you are still employed under them lah is it, so you cannot find another part time right


, but, okay technically you're still


like Converse


oh, !hais! oh yeah actually right you know I found a new, okay I wouldn't say like new part time lah but is like, err, actually my friend work at like, this anime shop


then I'm going there to work also, actually right the pay is like, like now okay actually <mandarin>他们就讲:ta men jiu jiang</mandarin> like <mandarin>是你自己要做:shi ni zi ji yao zuo</mandarin> #zuo mo# <mandarin>你要:ni yao</mandarin> quit


but then right precisely I quit because, it's very tiring at it was very tiring ah at my old job ah


because like you just go there and then I could I don't know what they do lah but probably like, the anime merch you just like, err, you know organize, like that lor


at least not so tired, err, by right actually I wanted to do part time <mandarin>而已:er yi</mandarin> but then


is like, when I search online for other part time job, because you know those like, warehouse ah that kind of


by then the pay is like, okay lah <mandarin>因为:yin wei</mandarin> I mean not eight hours sorry twelve hours, but then <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> salary <mandarin>是:shi</mandarin> like not bad, but then, , I was thinking to do both like


half half I do this like warehouse one then half I do this anime so like my day off I do like a more #eng eng# job lah, you know right, but then, , my friend say like, the part time at the anime shop right you guess how much one day you guess how much only


okay, no, not by hour ah not by hour you guess by the day, I won't tell you the hours yet you just guess one day how much


actually you're right, but, fifty dollars is like, like what right


I mean okay lah I understand is not like I as if they will give right !wah! two hundred dollar no lah but, if I am going to do like same hours right because they don't pay by one hour one hour they pay by like one day, if I'm going to do like one day right


might as well I just do full time lor, for now, , yeah lor, so, actually not yet I just send my resume lor, then very funny because like I inside I don't know what to write also like !wah! <mandarin>我爱:wo ai</mandarin> anime <mandarin>这样:zhe yang</mandarin> meh <mandarin>不可能:bu ke neng</mandarin> mah


but yeah I think <mandarin>可能:ke neng</mandarin> interview <mandarin>是:shi</mandarin> like next week lor, , yeah so, let's talk about you


new new some like, are you planning on anything


eh, wait, priscilla also make cheesecake eh, eh


y'all plan to do this cake together is it why y'all everyone all do this cake, !whoa!, you started first


oh, ya actually <mandarin>他做给我是:ta zuo gei wo shi</mandarin> like, birthday, birthday cake , not bad eh, actually <mandarin>我不是吃:wo bu shi chi</mandarin> like cheesecake <mandarin>的人:de ren</mandarin> honestly I don't even eat that much cake


I just eat, rice okay LOL, but yeah, , I think I like like fruitcake, you know like <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> Chateraise <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> Chateraise whatever that name is


yes, yeah yeah, and then, yeah yeah actually they have the what's that, okay like a lot of fruits one right and and the bear bear one


you know hor the bear bear, , so, okay lah <mandarin>不是每次吃:bu shi mei ci chi</mandarin> lah but then hor


so, you know, if there's only one shop then you also go that shop what


sponge


err ah, that's the cheese is it, okay


[orh], is, is like layered, layered cheesecake ah


, but you got oven at home ah


!huh!, your friend your friend bought you, !wah!, eh, why


!huh!, but, is like she give you this oven lah, she give you this oven, [orh], !huh!, !wah!


!wah!


oh


so the, so the, wait so the secret recipe is the cheesecake is it


[orh], ,


actually right, actually right err


Sembawang lor, just one station lah, okay but anyway so in the new house right, actually okay is like rented mah, then got the, I already got this oven over there


okay then I was like !wah! <mandarin>第一次啊第一次可以煮东西:di yi ci a di yi ci ke yi zhu dong xi</mandarin> eh !wah! <mandarin>第一次:di yi ci</mandarin> bake cookie eh <mandarin>什么:shen me</mandarin> but then ah but then, cannot, because right that time I tried to cook this what's that


chicken ah, Youtube like oh oven baked chicken recipe then <mandarin>什么:shen me</mandarin> garlic !wah! like <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> excited lah <mandarin>结果:jie guo</mandarin> right, when when I turn the oven on


!walao! eh, yeah lor, there's something wrong lah obviously I mean if I'm paying for rent right


but then, oh <mandarin>这个国家:zhe ge guo jia</mandarin> hor <mandarin>装修很久了:zhuang xiu hen jiu le</mandarin> then I'm just like okay now you're just like


saying is my problem lah, you want to say like that then why you you should cut the rent right, if I'm paying like full rent then your oven cannot use, for what but then !aiya! then whatever lah so I just cook other things lor then I cannot bake ah


yeah, yeah, no actually is like how to say okay actually this is like sensitive topic so I wouldn't talk about in detail but then yes


sort of moving something like that, , but anyway main thing is, like, cannot cook lor, I don't know lah because I go and search right they say maybe like, the house, I don't know they not used used to the


electricity, usage, so like you short circuit lor then <mandarin>整个家暗暗掉:zheng ge jia an an diao</mandarin> sia, !walao! <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> cousin <mandarin>在玩:zai wan</mandarin> PS four <mandarin>到一半:dao yi ban</mandarin> hor then game <mandarin>不可以:bu ke yi</mandarin> save


!hais! because of one stupid chicken in the oven, cool right, thank you, !hais!


okay, so what what else should we talk about, dengue ah


above tenth floor and then the mosquito come up, but actually you know like mosquito right, they okay I don't know lah they can fly mah so they fly everywhere lor


yeah, so but is like how to say because nowadays, actually I don't know ah I see like Facebook, they say like dengue right, now got a lot in like what's that east ah Tampines is east is it, west


yeah, like that area got a lot of cluster so <mandarin>我我们这边:wo wo men zhe bian</mandarin> Woodlands <mandarin>这样应该是没有什么:zhe yang ying gai shi mei you shen me</mandarin> lah but then is still quite lot lor, ya actually be careful but, how to say, we cannot even catch


!hais!, everything lah, I don't know


err <mandarin>什么:shen me</mandarin> !huh!, okay, what did I want to say, let me think for two seconds, one two


okay I actually forgot what I want to say but anyway what I'm trying to say, is like, ya I forgot okay no, like <mandarin>我们小时侯:wo men xiao shi hou</mandarin> right


but then actually right when you grow up is like, I don't even want to do any of this things, !hais!


!hais!, yeah


I'm not, I am not even essential to this world man, yeah no lah actually I was essential but now I choose to be non essential, who needs anime stuff in a pandemic


you tell me nobody needs all this I mean yes maybe but no lah, !hais!, okay is like actually this at pandemic right


sort of ah but then also is like, if you already don't know what to do right staying at home it doesn't help also because you still don't know what to do


with your life,


yeah, yeah


I guess it's like okay you think, or, , how to say ah okay you know, yeah


actually, I don't know eh okay I used to be like in secondary school lah


E <mandarin>是:shi</mandarin> extrovert mah, but then like, I don't know eh, over the years hor, I mean I still like to go out lah but I like to go out alone


I don't really like going out with people that's the difference, yeah I like going out alone, that's why lor I mean if you ask me to interact with people lah like actually I can if I enjoy, but then like, most of the time right <mandarin>我很想回家:wo hen xiang hui jia</mandarin> just like


err, just <mandarin>做自己东西:zuo zi ji dong xi</mandarin> lor,


are you getting one


heart shape ah


what is what is CDC voucher


which hawker centre


by then who want to buy sia, !huh!


ya lor actually hawker <mandarin>怎样讲:zen yang jiang</mandarin> ah, okay even hawker within hawker food right <mandarin>我们有选我们自己要:wo men you xuan wo men zi ji yao</mandarin> like, okay, not every hawker <mandarin>你都喜欢的吗有些:ni dou xi huan de ma you xie</mandarin> hawker like the whole hawker right <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> no offence to all these <mandarin>可怜的:ke lian de</mandarin> hardworking people but <mandarin>有时候:you shi hou</mandarin> it's just not how it's not nice lor <mandarin>不好吃:bu hao chi</mandarin> lor


right, maybe, usually right you switch between these two, but then there's one that you like more because the food they have is better mah, so most of the time <mandarin>可能你也是去那一个而已:ke neng ni ye shi qu na yi ge er yi</mandarin> then <mandarin>他给你这样多个:ta gei ni zhe yang duo ge</mandarin> voucher <mandarin>也是:ye shi</mandarin> like


, yeah lor


I know right okay actually right, actually everything is like, actually right in the first place I don't even need the NDP bag lah just give me money


right actually yeah because honestly right, it's not exactly useful lah like masks <mandarin>有:you</mandarin> masks right


, but the thing is because the government has been giving many masks already like how many times how many mask face do I have, I don't need so many lah honestly


!walao!


wait, but then I think