no I I think some of their work sheet like more difficult leh no meh, no I think we learn and like the science they learn right is very different like <mandarin>他们学:ta men xue</mandarin> like how the digestive system system is linked to the cardiovascular system like one mark eh


, why you look so stunned I just I just like I look at the question then I'm like !wah! <mandarin>我不会回答:wo bu hui hui da</mandarin> but I know is linked, yeah it's open ended as in but <mandarin>我不懂要怎样写啦如果我:wo bu dong yao zen yang xie la ru guo wo</mandarin> okay but I think if <mandarin>你:ni</mandarin> like revisit those err primary school syllabus I think <mandarin>你会做的:ni hui zuo de</mandarin> cause quite easy leh primary school science I think from what I remember yeah


oh yeah , are you serious


wait


oh my god okay I <mandarin>我没有看过那种:wo mei you kan guo na zhong</mandarin> question I or <mandarin>我没有印象:wo mei you yin xiang</mandarin> but if I see right then I will see whether I know how to do but now damn hard to find parents like as in students


I applied a lot eh, like, like my tab is like full but then none replied me it's from the same website the one I send you I think


I'm not sure leh but, I think is higher chance or like sometimes they just want your information to help you publicise to like tell the parents got what choices lor, yeah but then I think the one that I found like the student right like the coordinator is good but at the same time like she MIA now so I want I wanted to give you the contact but then I text her then she never even reply me so I don't think she got like assignments on hand by hand but I can give you the number and then you can try asking her


yeah yeah, what do you mean


[orh] no leh, but <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> just text <mandarin>他:ta</mandarin> leh cause I don't know


oh okay then phase two finally phase two then I'm like is it like circuit breaker end already so I texted her then I'm like err circuit breaker end already right haha then then she like oh yeah then then she just give me an assignment then she ask she gave me three


as in she got three on hand lah like one at Woodlands then two at Jurong west the two is like the same student that one I teaching now, but I didn't want to take up the the english one so I just teach math then, after that like after I started right like one two weeks later she asked me like how is it then I just ask her again like oh do you have any other assignment then she's like oh <mandarin>有:you</mandarin> but then after that she MIA Liao as in <mandarin>他跟我讲她要问那个:ta gen wo jiang ta yao wen na ge</mandarin> parents <mandarin>先:xian</mandarin> like err to confirm I think


but she just MIA I think she will only reply me when <mandarin>他有还有:ta you hai you</mandarin> like results, from the parents answer from them so, oh ya I also very stress leh I feel like they won't make a big improvements leh I I don't know why like three weeks already I still at fraction eh


okay true


yeah as in I think the three kids like like for my mine like for my case right they are willing to learn but then it's just, I don't know how to say okay this like this kid right these P five one she's like damn obedient like <mandarin>他很乖:ta hen guai</mandarin> but then when <mandarin>我教他怎么做:wo jiao ta zen me zuo</mandarin> right cause the assessment book I bought is like err first page is example


then after that is all practice questions then the practice question is all the same as the example just they changed the numbers or like the wording a bit lah like the sentence structure then, she will just like err I will go through with her one question then after that she will just copy how the first question is like but change the numbers you get what I mean so I feel like if that's the case right then actual exam right she won't know cause she just blindly copying she don't really understand the concept


right <mandarin>我一直跟他讲不要:wo yi zhi gen ta jiang bu yao</mandarin> copy <mandarin>不要:bu yao</mandarin> copy <mandarin>因为你:yin wei ni</mandarin> copy Liao <mandarin>你在:ni zai</mandarin> exam <mandarin>没有东西给你:mei you dong xi gei ni</mandarin> copy then <mandarin>他就:ta jiu</mandarin> like [orh] okay okay but I think then so I test her lor like but this one I ask her to I ask her to, I ask her to just do then she did until this particular question right is like the wording change a bit then she don't know how to copy already or she rather like she don't understand what to do yeah


, no lah at first I search online then after that I realise they got just they got free papers yeah yeah yeah so actually you don't even need to come up with your own materials you can just google like jimmy papers I think


they provide like free papers for you to print with answers


oh yeah thirty per lesson eh thirty is it thirty five no thirty thirty yeah thirty


yeah, true


no but I don't know leh normally I just as in I don't know if I'm overcharging eh but I think it's okay cause I teach before in tuition centre but now I feel a bit bad I think like <mandarin>我像算很多:wo xiang suan hen duo</mandarin> but okay lah <mandarin>我没有觉得很多:wo mei you jue de hen duo</mandarin> leh cause P five is like thirty five dollars is okay right


right and then P three P four is thirty dollars and it's like thirty for two students so fifteen each, hor <mandarin>我也是觉得:wo ye shi jue de</mandarin> leh but then okay lah I mean <mandarin>我也是:wo ye shi</mandarin> I also like don't dare to accept too much cause I think like I'm I got teach before but I'm not super experienced I just teach whatever know I think


, yeah sia I wonder how your friends <mandarin>这么:zhe me</mandarin> like confident that <mandarin>那个孩子会:na ge hai zi hui</mandarin> improve then <mandarin>他:ta</mandarin> charge like <mandarin>六十块:liu shi kuai</mandarin> per hour, how


that's good !wah! I wonder where he learn from


oh true yeah, like I mean like at first when I explain to the student right I also just use hand gesture but then after that I realise I think, like sometimes it's hard for the students to picture and like fraction is one of like the harder topics I had in primary school so I went online to search how to teach fraction by googling I googled how how to do fraction primary five


like I don't know eh like I tell her right I got ten sweets I give you five then how much am I how many sweets am I left with


think so slow, I mean not saying that it's very very slow but it's just like yeah like it's quite common a simple I think for a primary five kid I think you should though but okay maybe when I'm primary five okay I think when I'm primary five I also quite <mandarin>笨:ben</mandarin> one so like


yeah, I know right then I'm just like if I got like for example I just say like ten candies and chocolate if five is chocolate how how many sweets like candies are there lah


subconsciously no meh I don't know but yeah lor I guess !aiya! never mind I feel very bad sometimes I lost like lose patience


no I I just like err the answer is just there like sometimes she write down already you know that's why I think she blindly copy cause sometimes <mandarin>他写:ta xie</mandarin> Liao then <mandarin>我问他:wo wen ta</mandarin> then <mandarin>他就:ta jiu</mandarin> like <mandarin>在想:zai xiang</mandarin> then <mandarin>我就:wo jiu</mandarin> like the answer is just there , like you wrote it down then like yeah but okay lah I can tell she like she got try lah cause but I think she distracted cause three kids tuition at the same time so I'm I split them next week onwards I split them yeah


yeah three together but I think like it's not good lah so I tell the parents then <mandarin>他就:ta jiu</mandarin> like err increase <mandarin>那个时间:na ge shi jian</mandarin> so like instead of one point five is three right <mandarin>我跟你讲过:wo gen ni jiang guo</mandarin> like <mandarin>三个钟头:san ge zhong tou</mandarin> then she then I say like one point five hours for the P five one then


one point five hours for P three and P four together lor, so like split them P five alone and three and four together but I think P five can take two hours then the the other two can take one hour cause P three and P four math like actually I think <mandarin>那个男孩子:na ge nan hai zi</mandarin> which is the P three one lah he damn naughty <mandarin>他的:ta de</mandarin> math actually <mandarin>蛮好的:man hao de</mandarin> leh <mandarin>我只是讲一点点:wo zhi shi jiang yi dian dian</mandarin> hor then <mandarin>他会做:ta hui zuo</mandarin> Liao


yeah but just <mandarin>一直不要做:yi zhi bu yao zuo</mandarin> so yeah but I think <mandarin>他看得出我生气:ta kan de chu wo sheng qi</mandarin> then <mandarin>他他就会做:ta ta jiu hui zuo</mandarin> like I think <mandarin>他有吓到:ta you xia dao</mandarin> like <mandarin>他:ta</mandarin> just like <mandarin>安静:an jing</mandarin> then, but <mandarin>他一直问:ta yi zhi wen</mandarin> like <mandarin>很怪怪的问题:hen guai guai de wen ti</mandarin> like I think they film TikTok also LMAO I'm not shoot but yeah yeah but okay lah they are like very nice kids I think just that hard to teach


yeah, okay not not I cannot solve okay <mandarin>是:shi</mandarin> like <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> solve <mandarin>到一半:dao yi ban</mandarin> then <mandarin>我我:wo wo</mandarin> realise that actually <mandarin>我读错:wo du cuo</mandarin> or like <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> miss interpret the question


but I asked her to like write down already cause I was quite confident it's like then I realise it's wrong and it's cause it's fraction I think other things okay just fraction I quite weak then, I just tell her lor like just now I I do wrongly then I miss interpret then I just say sorry then she okay so like


yeah and after the miss interpret part right then I explain to her again and again and again then I ask her like if she understand yeah I think I'm not super good yet cause I still haven't brush up my fraction, yeah I'm trying


yeah but they rarely leh I think fraction <mandarin>需要:xu yao</mandarin> model <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> meh okay but <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> next week <mandarin>会教他怎样画:hui jiao ta zen yang hua</mandarin> model for fraction cause I saw the jimmy online answered key then they all use fraction to solve which I think is easier in a way, but it's not feasible leh imagine <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> fraction <mandarin>是:shi</mandarin> three over forty then <mandarin>你要画四十个:ni yao hua si shi ge</mandarin> box ah


what okay actually you are quite smart !wah! but I really cannot do fraction eh I think I really need to like brush up


before the tuition again as in I can understand lah but I just some some questions like I don't know how to do yeah, true


!wah! I miss maths eh I miss secondary school math my god, but I don't know why I can never do paper one like as in I can score well for paper two like it's upon hundred right I think I can score like eighty six or something one then but then for paper one right like upon eighty is it I can only score like


sixty plus seventy okay which is high but like not like as high as paper two then my teacher is like yeah your your weakness is on paper one yeah I but I don't know why, 一


yeah actually maybe I should eh maybe I should do fraction tomorrow then I don't know how to do then I ask you , it's not like, don't know I think it's just like err like a moment of like you don't know how to do but after like you see the answer key then you will understand then you will remember how to do cause it's the like the remainder of this and that but I still don't understand why I'm wrong eh


but I will go and see again yeah I really don't understand why I'm wrong though like, it says, wait you know like for example two third of the remainder it it means like two third times the remainder right


so what you are trying to do here is that you are trying to calculate how many units it is for the actual thing right like you are converting from like the remainder units to the actual model units okay you look lost


yeah, no no no so like for example I have okay later I send you lah later I send you I think it's like easier for you to see the question yeah I think what they're trying I think I'm I think I interpreted it correctly now but then


yeah but it's just something that <mandarin>你会做:ni hui zuo</mandarin> then <mandarin>你会做:ni hui zuo</mandarin> I think ah oh my god I'm a bad teacher but I will try, and I need to try , no <mandarin>你没有:ni mei you</mandarin> try so you cannot say that


you will what you will what you will google and like see how to teach, then try to


[orh] okay I think I get what you mean it's like it's more of like putting yourself in the shoes of like the students so that you will know how you will want your teacher to teach you I think is that what you meant


okay true, well I think that's because you're a hardworking student but I think like <mandarin>我教的那些:wo jiao de na xie</mandarin> hor <mandarin>是:shi</mandarin> like after tuition <mandarin>他们:ta men</mandarin> just <mandarin>丢一边的他们:diu yi bian de ta men</mandarin> okay like how to say ah


like okay so for example that the P five right like after I explain to her like <mandarin>怎么做那些:zen me zuo na xie</mandarin> question then <mandarin>他就讲:ta jiu jiang</mandarin> okay okay then after that I say okay then you try this question without seeing the example like without looking at my working lah cause I literary work out the question with her on my ipad so I write down


so she never write anything on the paper then I say like okay after this right you say you understand right so you write it on your paper like you have to do it yourself then she's like !huh! cannot then I'm like


I have no time eh I I think like july <mandarin>你才:ni cai</mandarin> like <mandarin>送去:song qu</mandarin> tuition actually <mandarin>有点晚:you dian wan</mandarin> Liao <mandarin>不会:bu hui</mandarin> meh especially math cause math you really need to practice a lot


as in <mandarin>有:you</mandarin> lah but then like the the girl is like weak on weak in problem sum, yeah then the other two is like I think the other two like not bad leh I feel like the middle child right I don't know I low key feel like she just need me to like


talk to her like to like err okay you do this can then she will like okay then she will do like she know how to do one I think just that she sometimes make careless mistake but normally I mark their homework right except for P five one right both of them is always correct one so I think their math okay it's just maybe cause their one is also easier it's not problem sum yet


yeah, [orh] <mandarin>所以他们的是:suo yi ta men de shi</mandarin> like short answer right like <mandarin>只是:zhi shi</mandarin> multiply addition so I think it's like easier but then that's why I think the P five one more time


yeah, !wah! I feel like, I don't I just feel like right I should go down twice a week but then like I don't want to charge her I just go down but I'm not that free if I'm very free I think I'll just go down cause I really want the P five one to like improve cause PSLE next year eh


right,


!huh! somehow I feel like secondary school math is like <mandarin>比:bi</mandarin> primary school <mandarin>的容易:de rong yi</mandarin> sia cause primary five primary six they got like err fraction and okay I always talk about fraction cause I already quite bad at it but secondary school <mandarin>你没有:ni mei you</mandarin> fraction now eh <mandarin>不是:bu shi</mandarin> meh <mandarin>全部都是:quan bu dou shi</mandarin> algebra I rather teach algebra


same I love algebra I rather teach secondary school algebra it's like easier leh I think you just like anyhow solve right then you will somehow solve until three A equals to something then you okay A equals yeah but primary school is like I don't know it's not


easy but it's like you won't need it next time <mandarin>不是:bu shi</mandarin> meh fractions <mandarin>谁会管你除非你在分:shui hui guan ni chu fei ni zai fen</mandarin> pizza lah, then then <mandarin>就有分别:jiu you fen bie</mandarin> but <mandarin>你没有分:ni mei you fen</mandarin> pizza and <mandarin>就:jiu</mandarin> don't need care,


(oo), wait is it like they international students then <mandarin>他们要:ta men yao</mandarin> enroll <mandarin>进去那那个:jin qu na na ge</mandarin> international school in Singapore


oh cause I know my friend right like she was like from my secondary school then she left before O level to back to Korea cause <mandarin>他讲:ta jiang</mandarin> liike <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> international school or like uni or something I don't know lah it's just she need to get all A one for her O level


subjects then she say her chinese <mandarin>不可以:bu ke yi</mandarin> make it cause she's korean eh then she need to learn chinese and then she always just like pass only cause she can <mandarin>靠其他的:kao qi ta de</mandarin> subject what like <mandarin>你不一定要算:ni bu yi ding yao suan</mandarin> chinese then yeah lor then she left to like go back Korea to learn instead


so so maybe that's why maybe like <mandarin>他们要:ta men yao</mandarin> MOE teacher, yeah but actually <mandarin>你是:ni shi</mandarin> MOE teacher <mandarin>的话你可以教:de hua ni ke yi jiao</mandarin> like other people meh you can have your own private tuition meh


(oo), true oh yeah actually I think is can but I don't know is is I didn't know it's legal cause like <mandarin>现在我的那个:xian zai wo de na ge</mandarin> like the student the parents right she also like hire MOE teacher to teach science then the MOE teacher quite Shiok eh


like <mandarin>他:ta</mandarin> just <mandarin>待在家里:dai zai jia li</mandarin> zoom call then <mandarin>教:jiao</mandarin> science and the kids interested in science so like win the win half of the battle cause kids are interested yeah but


I can't remember leh I I wait I think is dry hair though if I'm not wrong I think <mandarin>是干头发:shi gan tou fa</mandarin> cause your hair must be cleaned before you can apply the dye <mandarin>你要自己染:ni yao zi ji ran</mandarin> ah


how much, yeah


I think it will be uneven leh I try to <mandarin>自己染:zi ji ran</mandarin> eh then like <mandarin>那个颜色:na ge yan se</mandarin> like <mandarin>在那个:zai na ge</mandarin> like <mandarin>头发这边:tou fa zhe bian</mandarin> right like the <mandarin>下面:xia mian</mandarin> lor like <mandarin>没有吃到那个颜色:mei you chi dao na ge yan se</mandarin> leh then in the end I still go salon


especially your hair so thick


yeah but <mandarin>你买:ni mai</mandarin> Liao


, !wah! actually


yeah, okay


good sia <mandarin>你有:ni you</mandarin> thick hair <mandarin>我也是要有:wo ye shi yao you</mandarin> thick hair I think my hair damn thin leh legit very thin [seh], , last time I didn't know thin hair means like thin hair you know like I just keep going to the salon then when I cut hair I just stay thin


so I think that's because that's why my hair like become like finer and finer and then one day when I realised that thin means that I will have less hair then I'm like okay no more thin just normal I think the auntie yeah


!wow! eh oh


deserve it but then okay lah as in I'm okay with my hair even though it's like flat but it's still presentable at least I got hair


okay no I think here is flat but like your volume is like towards the down cause you perm your hair mah


cause , [orh] true yeah yeah


oh my god yeah !wah! <mandarin>很贵:hen gui</mandarin> sia [orh] six hundred [orh] okay lah but I think it's like nice


ya lor I think <mandarin>那时侯我姐姐:na shi hou wo jie jie</mandarin> perm right like it only lasted her for like two months plus then <mandarin>那个人讲:na ge ren jiang</mandarin> like <mandarin>是这样的:shi zhe yang de</mandarin> then I'm just like how can it be like your perm so stable but actually I think when I perm right it will also <mandarin>这样:zhe yang</mandarin> like <mandarin>不会耐:bu hui nai</mandarin> like <mandarin>这样久:zhe yang jiu</mandarin> cause my hair very soft


yeah oh


stay there oh yeah <mandarin>我的不会但是我:wo de bu hui dan shi wo</mandarin> like perm <mandarin>我头发:wo tou fa</mandarin> then I I went to sleep then <mandarin>我起来没有了:wo qi lai mei you liao</mandarin> like as in <mandarin>有:you</mandarin> lah but then it's just like straighter, I think also partly cause like it was sooked you know like when you first perm your hair then <mandarin>他会很:ta hui hen</mandarin> curly but then after that like it will just be more <mandarin>自然:zi ran</mandarin> yeah I don't know maybe I should just try to go JB and perm when it's open


eh but if <mandarin>你染头发:ni ran tou fa</mandarin> I think you should stop swimming for like one two days cause if not <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> chlorine <mandarin>会吃你的颜色:hui chi ni de yan se</mandarin> I think


oh okay lah but I think it's bad because like <mandarin>你染头发:ni ran tou fa</mandarin> then your hair already very dry then <mandarin>你游泳你的头发会:ni you yong ni de tou fa hui</mandarin> like <mandarin>更:geng</mandarin> dry then like it's bad for hair but I think I put hair oil then okay leh


oh yeah , oh my god and there's me I don't even use hair conditioner but <mandarin>我现在有放:wo xian zai you fang</mandarin> hair oil lah cause swimming make my hair quite dry


I think you can find at shopee, cause like cheaper like <mandarin>外面的:wai mian de</mandarin> oil like <mandarin>很小罐:hen xiao guan</mandarin> leh no meh okay lah but I think Dove one quite cheap


!aiya! <mandarin>你去用:ni qu yong</mandarin> olive oil lah I think olive oil also not bad


ah yeah


(uh huh), did, maybe cause the <mandarin>你没有:ni mei you</mandarin> blackhead or maybe cause it just doesn't work


wait wait wait <mandarin>你没有去读那个:ni mei you qu du na ge</mandarin> comment box <mandarin>先:xian</mandarin> meh, [orh]


then


!wah! I think <mandarin>你真的没有东西做:ni zhen de mei you dong xi zuo</mandarin> then you go and like do this type of thing oh my god,


oh my god I don't even like I don't think <mandarin>我会:wo hui</mandarin> bother to like try cause it's like I don't know it's just very dubious lor unless like like famous people do it like I don't know like Mongabong or like a beauty guru they do then I will like okay maybe it work but I think I will be too lazy to even try cause


!hannor! <mandarin>我也是要去:wo ye shi yao qu</mandarin> IDS leh,


yeah


yeah I also want to do teeth whitening eh I think I will do teeth whitening I'll go facial but I think like you do the small face thing right like


oh, !wah! but then okay lah so it's not dubious but then like <mandarin>你做一次:ni zuo yi ci</mandarin> then <mandarin>你的脸变瘦:ni de lian bian shou</mandarin> Liao then <mandarin>你吃吃吃:ni chi chi chi</mandarin> then <mandarin>你的脸:ni de lian</mandarin> will it become bigger but it's a legit question


then you will look like Onigiri, oh !wah! I


oh yeah like alien yeah, !wah! but I think I don't know leh okay actually <mandarin>你让我也很想去做:ni rang wo ye hen xiang qu zuo</mandarin> okay I don't think <mandarin>我的骨头很大:wo de gu tou hen da</mandarin> but then like no as in like if can make smaller as in not like my I think my face is okay average just that it can be smaller why not


okay true okay but okay maybe I will just go teeth whitening and then <mandarin>我会出国:wo hui chu guo</mandarin> no lah actually <mandarin>没有如果是:mei you ru guo shi</mandarin> like <mandarin>在新加坡用那个一万块:zai xin jia po yong na ge yi wan kuai</mandarin> hor I think I would like go teeth whitening also and IDS clinic


right I also want go IDS next time we go IDS together , no ah I think we will choose to go overseas somehow because we don't need ten K


(uh huh), , eh anyway I need to sleep already okay K bye


wait why does mine not delete okay I think is deleted I am confused I don't understand okay


[orh] okay okay so means is fine oh yeah okay I think putting it further away helps a bit, oh I think it's fine there's no red lines okay but anyway if they even if they hear the red lines is fine lah okay I just take them like is a bit of joy for the for their day


, ya, ya wouldn't like candle like sink all the way to the bottom, and then <mandarin>那个烟会:na ge yan hui </mandarin> disappear you know is that what you call it <mandarin>烟:yan </mandarin> okay I am trying my best at this code switching thing


when oh, oh oh


ya, , ah ya K but the the the Sashimi <mandarin>很好吃:hen hao chi </mandarin> and I was like I was craving okay not really craving but like I felt like eating salmon after like cause a few days ago then I ate salmon samurai then I was craving for like #Mentaiko !wah! I want to try making my own #Mentaiko also


no but I think it'll be <mandarin>很贵:hen gui </mandarin> because the cod roe is very expensive so not sure whether it will turn out nice or not and then like I don't really have a recipe and I don't wanna waste money on like like if I make the cod roe right and then it taste not nice like <mandarin>很浪费钱:hen lang fei qian </mandarin> eh


are you going into your Seh mode already are you oh but you are quite good at the like switching between chinese and english


!aww!, , , ya


ya actually I feel like our conversation will be more than like a lot of chinese I feel <mandarin>我觉得是会这样:wo jue de shi hui zhe yang </mandarin> because like we're already putting in a lot of effort to do this code switching thing and to not make it weird and forced like you know reading six minutes of chinese language


ya, I think I will still fail sorry my chinese not so high but you you you stopped taking O O level chinese when you were in sec three right as in you didn't need to take eh


!wah! Shiok then that means JC you no need to go and take chinese !wah! I don't know how people like take chinese in JC sia it's so stressful leh like you have so many other subjects to take right then <mandarin>你还要去:ni hai yao qu </mandarin> study chinese I don't understand like I think I will get headache I think I will pass out eh seriously


how long is a lesson in JC, [orh], oh ya do you find it difficult adjusting from JC to uni cause like <mandarin>我听別人说:wo ting bie ren shuo </mandarin> like when you adjust from JC to uni is very difficult cause JC is very structured right then uni like you got a lot of like <mandarin>你有很多时间去做自己的东西:ni you hen duo shi jian qu zuo zi ji de dong xi </mandarin> or like you have to be independent to like


what's that called, or schedule your own time or manage your own time properly ya, (ppc)


, ya, (ppc)


like in SIM or like in in uni itself like in general


in UB, !wah!, I'm <mandarin>着急:zhao ji </mandarin> for I'm <mandarin>着急:zhao ji </mandarin> to start school cause like I think, ya I heard from <P2>rachel tay</P2> also that the UB curriculum like she said during exam periods then they will just like


go into their cave and <mandarin>去做工:qu zuo gong </mandarin> right and like to <mandarin>学习:xue xi </mandarin> as hard as possible but I don't know leh like and I also don't know how I will adjust from poly to uni I guess cause like I didn't really do academics in poly


yeah, ya, (ppc)


, but then, you go you go


, for one like for one lecture, dude


ya but like, you sit in class and then don't you feel like very <mandarin>焖:men </mandarin> like it's so boring and like when you keep looking at the screen like I feel like your brain will just they oh like like go wander around you know, like three hours is a <mandarin>很久时间:hen jiu shi jian </mandarin> you know


, , ya, haha oh so weird


err I think I'm feeling quite nervous or like I don't really know what to expect cause like, I think looking at OIP's catholic scene for like the uni students like <mandarin>他们很:ta men hen </mandarin> like they are very on fire and they're very eager to like spread the love of god but then like I I don't know how are I'm gonna balance that or like maybe that shouldn't be my full focus when I <mandarin>上大学:shang da xue </mandarin> because like I think my vocation is still to be a student and to study right but I guess also a part of me is also <mandarin>担心:dan xin </mandarin> about like making friends and then like being involved in community cause I don't know how I will balance time ya


ya


would you eat with greg was that the one, I think it's okay lah never mind lah ya <mandarin>不用紧:bu yong jin </mandarin> just, continue


it's okay I think it's fine, is it a lot of red lines, k lah but I think we just continue lah, anyway we already recorded so much so like <mandarin>现在如果我们停:xian zai ru guo wo men ting </mandarin> hor it's like a big very big waste but okay I think should be fine


ya and to restart again k lah can lah continue lah , I let me see oh


, I think I will get very Sian, like, ya like can you imagine it okay I don't know whether you can eat durian everyday but cause you like <mandarin>榴槤:liu lian </mandarin> but I don't think I can eat like even if you give me like I don't know what's my favourite food


like coffee is so unhealthy eh actually like, like if okay if you drink it for the taste I guess <mandarin>我明白:wo ming bai </mandarin> but like if you just drink it to stay awake and like as a food I mean it's not even a food is a liquid


!ee! no no, ya ya, was it since young


oh, but that's why some people drink coffee eh like as in like they like the smell because it wakes them up like that time when I was working in kindergarten right then like the teacher she they like are very into diffusing essential oils then <mandarin>他跟我讲:ta gen wo jiang </mandarin> that those people who are like who have caffeine what's that allergies <mandarin>他们会:ta men hui </mandarin> they will they will like err diffuse caffeine essential oil


or like coffee essential oil so they get the smell but cause they cannot ingest it right <mandarin>他们不可以吃下来:ta men bu ke yi chi xia lai </mandarin> right so they will diffuse it and so it will wake them up I don't know and then apparently caffeine essential oil is supposed to stimulate hair growth


, <mandarin>如果你有你没有头发:ru guo ni you ni mei you tou fa </mandarin> then <mandarin>就要长头发:jiu yao zhang tou fa</mandarin> lor, what kind of cup is that why is your cup so cool, is it a marble


so nice, !wow! oh that's really tiny it looks like you can't


did you put your Teh inside, oh, ya that's true but chamomile tea has a very like I don't know I can never get used to chamomile tea <mandarin>我觉得它有一点怪怪的口味:wo jue de ta you yi dian guai guai de kou wei </mandarin> like it it tastes very weird and like maybe the floral taste I don't know


ya ya ya,


okay, I will try, , ya


I feel like that's what you always that's what you always say you know I want to cut down on my sugar but then you always go back to oh I'm going back to drink two Tehs like anytime I hear you say right I <mandarin>每次我跟你讲话的时候你会讲:mei ci wo gen ni jiang hua de shi hou ni hui jiang </mandarin> I want to cut down on my sugar I'm drinking two Tehs but the next time that I talk to you again you're like I also want to cut down my sugar because I'm drinking two Tehs but it's always the same


drink Teh C leh, how about you start with, how about you start with #siu dai# first then you transition to so like two bags of #siu dai# Teh right then you transition to like one bag of #siu dai# Teh


ya, yeah


, I think it's the sugar I don't think the milk is bad in itself but like I think <mandarin>因为那个糖:yin wei na ge tang </mandarin> like there's a lot of fats or like health like non health benefits that come with drinking tea lah it's very bad not tea but like sugar like sugar is really very bad for your health ya


err


no it's okay I also knew that it was internally wrong I guess ya K my brain just just doesn't process chinese in that way will we get flagged for doing this like is this considered forced code switching okay maybe the thing is just to not talk about code switching at all


how, I think so ya but ya lah but okay I haven't tried being off sugar but I have tried being off milk cause like <mandarin>因为牛奶:yin wei niu nai </mandarin> like it's not very good for your skin because apprently like when you drink too much milk then <mandarin>你的皮肤会比较:ni de pi fu hui bi jiao </mandarin> like there's a lot of secretion from the milk or something lah especially if you have sensitive skin like then it will make pimples more like those with acne shouldn't drink milk


(ppc) did you get angsty


ya, but sugar


to doing Nineveh or what , Nineveh Nineveh ya but


like in a good way, can lah


, , what tell you what as in


actually there's a easier one right <mandarin>我有跟:wo you gen </mandarin> gina <mandarin>讲过:jiang guo </mandarin> as in like we were talking about doing it also like there's this other ninety days one like the fiat ninety I think that one is the easier version but no it's not that one is not


ya but I guess if you wanna do <mandarin>你也不会:ni ye bu hui </mandarin> like you don't need to do the whole thing <mandarin>你不用做全部:ni bu yong zuo quan bu </mandarin> you know like especially if if it is too much I guess I think sometimes we're so focused on like or we need to grow and we need to like be productive or we need to do things in the spiritual life also like


ya we are very focused on like growing and like becoming more holy in everything and then like doing this like okay I'm not saying that these programs are bad I think it's good to challenge also your own spiritual life and to stretch you in a way but


like <mandarin>如果你不可以做到:ru guo ni bu ke yi zuo dao </mandarin> then I think it's okay to cut yourself some slack also, ya


, it feels like dieting for catholics oh if you want a ninety days diet plan just go and do fiat ninety ah exodus , there's like you don't I mean like okay it's not that you need to be happy while doing it but then it's like after you do it then it's like oh my god I'm never gonna do that again or like I'm never go and pray the rosary again because to be honest that was a horrible experience while doing that right like I was forced to do it just so that I feel like I can get something out of it or like I can gain spiritual muscle but like like lose spiritual fats ya but like I don't know lah that's why I also like I have been thinking of like


is it really that important to keep going all the time like not say that we should be stagnant but like I feel like everytime when we go for like retreats and <mandarin>这种东西:zhe zhong dong xi </mandarin> right like they will always place a lot of emphasis on like oh you need to like grow and like <mandarin>你要一直一直:ni yao yi zhi yi zhi </mandarin> like put in effort to do more and like you need to as in not saying that putting in effort is bad but then like


at which point does putting in effort become just putting in effort and not actually like, listening to what where the lord is trying to lead you or like, ya


err if you like okay you shouldn't compare yourself lah like sometimes we think that like err making ourselves seem less is like better right like oh okay I'm so insecure and everything you like you know looking at your weaknesses is better than looking at your strong points or like err ya or like thinking less of yourself is humility but actually it's not nice like if true humility is recognizing that god is the one who like made you and god is the one who has given you everything and when you see that then the only option for us is to be grateful and to practice gratitude and ya and thankfulness to the lord lah but it's so difficult to like do that I don't know


, ya


, , ya, but I guess that's also where like the lies also start to creep in and then like sometimes it causes a lot of tension within yourself cause like when you have been on this journey for <mandarin>很长的时间:hen chang de shi jian </mandarin> then it makes you feel like okay I know I know that what I'm doing is wrong but and I know the right way to do it <mandarin>但是我不要做那个对的东西:dan shi wo bu yao zuo na ge dui de dong xi </mandarin> like I just want to continue to like sulk you know and just like be <mandarin>伤心:shang xin</mandarin> about where I am and like complain then tell god like oh like oh you can't you see I'm like this like why can't you help me and then like blame everything on him so much easier to do that than to actually like try to realign myself with where or like to try to like be moved by god also


, ya, but I think also sometimes is !oops! sorry


ya I think like sometimes is also like


we are more stubborn than we think and I think for me like I'm also someone who's very resistant to change then that makes it also very difficult to like ya like it's like when someone ask you to wear new shoes then you are like oh my god but this shoe so pain like ya


, !huh! , !ee! but don't you think that it is <mandarin>很恶心:hen e xin </mandarin> ya it's like disgusting


ya, , they say can talk about anything what right as long as it is chinese eh you should do this with one of the chinese character


we're so, no not yet, the one at midtown, you all went that time right


okay,


ah !wah! sushi express come on let's go next week after after your retreat after the retreat oh ya, ya oh my goodness


you know my facil is van right then like she was my facil for kick start so funny eh then I was like I was telling her like what if you are my facil for school so that like helps that's legit eh okay god was like okay no you shall not be separated


oh cause she leaked !oops! oh she tell me not to tell people , ya


as in same group ah, , ya, oh no don't go don't go and tell cause I forgot about it she tell me not to


ya, ya, okay lah ya K but, ya she's so cute eh she's so funny she sucks at screaming, (oo)


(oo) okay okay, I see, okay maybe will maybe the chain of events will stop there


!ee!, , he is right about you cause you are like weird so like ,


excuse me , no oh my goodness eh did you so you never you didn't go for the community thingy


oh


the meetings that you have until now is all for FR ah


oh my goodness oh ya,


but if you all hold it you all will hold it in OIP right I mean <mandarin>不会:bu hui </mandarin> right I mean it's pretty much a standard <mandarin>每次都是用:mei ci dou shi yong </mandarin> OIP compound, ya lor except for when you are from outside and then so expensive <mandarin>那么贵:na me gui </mandarin>


ya but


dude , ya


ya, oh ya ya ya ya


she said she wanted to go right, (oo), never mind it's okay ya !wah!


silent retreat actually I think once you grow as in not once you grow up but like once you grow in the in in your relationship with god then like you start to lose that like !wah! I wanna have a five day retreat in church church camp kind of thing like it's just like oh my goodness can I just go away to a quiet place and just sleep with jesus for four days not in a


ya,


oh is that why you suddenly wanted to go for the silent retreat after SOCL


ya, initially I was fine with COVID then after that like after the days started to like just blend into one another and you don't know when monday is monday and when friday is friday like !wah! like yesterday I went for sunday mass yesterday right then <mandarin>我觉得好像:wo jue de hao xiang </mandarin> like I feel like I just went for weekday mass you know


, ya then like even like you know you posted on your insta story right like you sleep at two AM cause like you don't know whether the next day is gonna like be a next day ya like actually that that was the reason why I also slept at like four AM for good period of COVID <mandarin>因为我觉得:yin wei wo jue de </mandarin> or <mandarin>我想过:wo xiang guo </mandarin> hor like <mandarin>如果我睡晚:ru guo wo shui wan </mandarin> and then <mandarin>起早:qi zao </mandarin> also like you will make no difference cause my day's gonna look the same ya


, ya


, ya, ya and then like every area you go like okay like cause it is home also then it doesn't feel like even if I go outside or like I sit on my porch right like <mandarin>沒有分别:mei you fen bie </mandarin> like there's no difference between doing that and staying in my room like it just feels the same it just ya


ya ya no so I think I think <mandarin>我有跟我的朋友讲过:wo you gen wo de peng you jiang guo </mandarin> like cause we overheard like somebody saying that they will go and stay at the hotels right like they want to go go for staycation now but then <mandarin>我的朋友讲:wo de peng you jiang </mandarin> like during this period cause she's working in that like kind of industry she's the one doing the allocation for all the foreign workers and everything right so like she said that <mandarin>如果我们去:ru guo wo men qu </mandarin> err hotels stay during this period right then like it's very bad also cause like we might get mixed with all the isolation people so like there's a chance that you might also contact


like COVID even though they are being isolated but ya


ya, I went for twelve PM, eh you went twelve PM, eleven ah


oh, , Chiong


, ya ya ya no, oh, oh, ya actually the slots fill up quite slowly leh I think I booked in the middle of the week or on sunday evening afternoon monday maybe and I don't I can't really remember but like it fill up quite slowly leh like even on monday or tuesday when I book right there was still a lot of space like there was forty six slots still eh when I booked or maybe I I booked on sunday I can't remember when it first opened


I don't know, ya


, but I don't think that they will be able to finish the renovations during this period of time eh <mandarin>因为他们:yin wei ta men </mandarin> like <mandarin>那些:na xie </mandarin> foreign workers also like cause now all the dormitories are like going through the inspection and everything right then like they don't are the foreign workers allowed to come and work now


at nativity, oh, oh


ya, ya (ppc) <mandarin>我有跟:wo you gen </mandarin> jana <mandarin>讲过:jiang guo </mandarin> I wonder whether next year whether there will be SOW or not or like was it one of my followers I can't remember cause like if now you only had can have fifty people in like church with social distancing then how would they even organize like a school of winners next year


oh my gosh


ya, so sad, so sad yes ya, like , but okay lah I guess I guess it was difficult to go through SOW also cause like it's hard to be open when you already go through like so many church camps


and like listen ya I think for me okay lah I mean some of the things that they talk about was interested in and maybe also it was lecture style then I was like ah my ears, can't be open to this like <mandarin>听了要睡觉:ting le yao shui jiao </mandarin> you know like like I told you right I slept all the way through father jude session ah


no <mandarin>他知道他看我:ta zhi dao ta kan wo </mandarin> my friend who was sitting next to me said when he was doing closing prayer and like before closing prayer when he was talking right, like, he said that like oh I know some of you all fell asleep during the session then he looked at me and then he close the prayer already then he said I hope that this session had an impact on all of you and this like topic shouldn't be taken so lightly even though like is just history of the church in singapore right


cause they show the long video right then I don't know why I was so tired that day then I just like !wah! <mandarin>半个小时我睡觉:ban ge xiao shi wo shui jiao </mandarin> eh


what do you mean like (ppc), he did for most lah as in like but like he asked most of the more theologies people like so those people who like are very smart kind the he will go and ask them the question then is like ah okay what's the point of their question is too high level for me to understand so I will just tune it out you know like just doesn't even make sense to me I don't even understand what he saying in the session so how can I understand what the heck they're asking


no it's five months eh and you will go, really


ya, but are you considering missionary lifestyle


ya ya, but I think actually being a missionary is very scary cause like initially I thought like it was also like nice right like oh so nice you can go travel so many places and then like you can just oh go where the spirit leads you


or like, but then like I think I I didn't <mandarin>我没有考虑过:wo mei you kao lv guo </mandarin> like that you have to give up so many things like you might not even have a phone during this period of time also like how can you contact anybody you how can you, like keep in touch with the people at home


I think that part is scary


, ya,


ya how many more years do you have left ah, yours is three years also right are all SIM


, I think that's SIM UB right


I'm not sure cause, my cousin's wife <mandarin>她跟我讲:ta gen wo jiang </mandarin> that if I want to graduate like if I wanted to do honours right or like if I want to be able to go and study overseas like with masters then for UB I need to go and take another year in james cook to do thesis I think


, ya, no I don't think I want to do a masters like the only reason why I'm taking a psych degree maybe I don't know part of me is also scared that I'm doing psych cause I'm settling cause I'm afraid that during early childhood is like confirm if I do early childhood now have to do early childhood


forever you know but like if I do psych then is like or at least <mandarin>我还可以做其他东西:wo hai ke yi zuo qi ta dong xi </mandarin> like I can deviate from psych and then I can go into special needs or like, can do art therapy with like my diploma in design


or like if I really wanted to go early childhood I can still change after I do psych and then like psych also helped me a bit cause but ya, I felt more peace when I was choosing psychology rather than early childhood


so, ya I mean there was no other, why say welcome


, so weird so awkward ya but ya I mean, part of me is also scared that like I won't be able to adjust to uni life that's why ya


ya, but I just see how it goes lah I mean take things one step one step lor I not even in uni yet then I worry about this kind of inconsequential things like what's the point


actually do you will find it difficult balancing communities


, oh !wah!


, ya


, ask them to pay you this must be how the kids feel sia I mean, no uh no that was the end K it was just a thought in my head but then if I say it out or don't say is also no difference


are you thinking


, oh, oh you will say ah become reality eh


but I think you will it think it will be good cause like you are good at, talking to people, like you are good at like what's that called you are good at, you are a very hospitable person like it's very easy to talk to you so I I would see like I can see you working in church in the future


ya as in like if you wanted to if you wanted to you could, ya


madam, actually ryan ask me whether I want to help like with comms in church when I'm in uni, I haven't given him an answer yet cause I told him that like I don't know how the uni life will be like yet so I cannot say like if I say yes now then I back out later it's like a bit irresponsible so I might as well like hold off for it now before


like I join as in I like doing comms and I don't like I don't like it when it's like work work you know what I mean, like if someone give me a project to do I will do it, as long as it's not my job like I think when it becomes a work thing that's why I guess working in churches is like difficult also lah cause like if you want to


like do everything with your heart right but like at the same time there are some things that just require you to, like you need to do it kind of thing that those things that are not so nice and not so like


in your ideals of what church will look like,


ya,


then how , but I guess like then as a working adult also like even if you are not working in church then


I think that's difficult also cause like part of you is also, but in a way lah but like if you work


at a secular job or like if you work in our office and everything like everything seems to be like <mandarin>每天好像:mei tian hao xiang </mandarin> like it's the same day also or like


, ya, , ya I have a question but I forgot it never mind no but sometimes like people have to do things to survive you know what I mean like not everyone can


find a job that they like like I feel like that's very idealistic like finding a job that you love and then that you are passionate about like sometimes, like yes on one hand, in your heart you wanna do that but then like looking at facts and like family life everything like <mandarin>有一点难:you yi dian nan </mandarin> you know like it's a bit difficult to fulfill that like or I I want to find what I love and also I want to earn money


or like earn enough money for my family


(mm), [oh] legit how do we end [ah] [oh] ya, (ppl) press the


I think is deleted like if in front right got the lines is okay lah I think is the actual blue colour one then it'll count


ya, ya, ya,


, but then err we realized that it's not very like ya it's not very possible so


, the flame the flame right of the candle I think, I think <mandarin>不用紧:bu yong jin </mandarin> because, the, I don't know eh will it


oh ya I am just thinking right now but okay in the end we never buy <mandarin>板面:ban mian </mandarin> we bought sushi because, like <mandarin>我们知道你要吃:wo men zhi dao ni yao chi </mandarin> maki-san right but then <mandarin>很难找那个:hen nan zhao na ge </mandarin> maki-san leh like really , I think there's err one maki-san at Sengkang but


okay nevermind it is a


so, really ah, !wah!


have you have you tried, (hmm)


, I, no lah I think you are doing fine also !aww! look here's the affirmation in the middle hi to the person listening ya but I think cause I speak chinese at home to my parents


, ya, ya then it's really funny then it will become like oral like <mandarin>口试:kou shi </mandarin> which is


then might as well let's go and retake our O level, , I took O level chinese in sec three then <mandarin>高级华文:gao ji hua wen </mandarin> in sec four


, that's why JC was like !wah! super Shiok cause, when my other classmates are like having like <mandarin>华语的课:hua yu de ke </mandarin> right, I just go and slack okay lah but then sometimes when the timetable is like very bad like chinese lessons before PE right !wah! like can just cry we will just sit at the canteen and like okay lah we'll do our homework


or try to do our homework, depends eh like, sometimes <mandarin>一个半小时:yi ge ban xiao shi </mandarin> sometimes <mandarin>两个小时:liang ge xiao shi </mandarin>, ya depends on the subject also lah


, ya, I think it's okay leh because maybe cause err I took a break then <mandarin>我去做工:wo qu zuo gong </mandarin> after my A levels so I mean it's easier for me because I am already very used to the


the more Eng time uh table but then, like it's really really a lot like freer than JC timetable ah because JC timetable is like super packed right then you go from uh one class to the other but in uni okay lah but I think different uni also different


I'm like super grateful for the extra time lah if not there won't be enough time to finish everything, (hmm)


in UOL I think I'm not sure about UB because I see my friends like, so so <mandarin>忙:mang </mandarin> sia ya, <mandarin>加油:jia you </mandarin> friend


, I think for UB still okay cause it's quite similar like <mandarin>很多:hen duo </mandarin> project but then, I think it's okay lah like, can adjust one I there's quite a few like UB people in CS and ya they are doing okay ya like okay I got got periods where they are like super <mandarin>忙:mang </mandarin> right but then


ya they they also can deal lor, but I think the best part oh, I think the best part right is like, they get to study with each other and like mug with each other like


ya cause sometimes the UOL people right we have three hour blocks so like we don't know like, like cause UB is only one hour thirty minutes but UOL is three hour so like when we are in


ya all lecture is three hour but okay lah during the lecture they will do different stuff and like there will be a short err there will be a break in between so it's three hours but then it's it's still okay it's like sessions in church you know


ya I think if you don't think of it as like <mandarin>三个小时:san ge xiao shi </mandarin> right I think it's okay because, when it's the actual lessons then like the lecturers would do a lot of things to like


like engage you lah I think there will be a lot of discussion and everything, at least for the mods that I took, ya my my lecturers are quite thankful for the lecturers lah, ya so must choose the right lecturers !hais!


how are you how are you feeling like going into


, ya I I think that was like, my one of my worries but then I realized that like <mandarin>很自然的:hen zi ran de </mandarin> like it will just come naturally especially when you're like surrounded by like people who are like that


like wait did I tell you my first lecture ya, ya I was, !wah! I was super shocked, !wah! got the red line eh do you think it's okay


okay, !aiyo! oh no, I think before that was okay


ya, like <mandarin>一有点奇怪:yi you dian qi guai </mandarin> right, , ya, what's the other prompt question ah


I think we have one question where like oh what is one food you will eat for like the rest of your life, !wah! <mandarin>一辈子:yi bei zi </mandarin> sia must eat one food


ya because for the rest of your life leh unless you only eat like one meal per day which is like <mandarin>有一点不可能:you yi dian bu ke neng </mandarin> lah like, ya, ya,


I don't know man like oh ya no no he drinks coffee, ya


maybe that's the elixir of life that I'm just kidding I get headaches !wah! I drink coffee right <mandarin>我会头痛的:wo hui tou tong de </mandarin> like cannot, ya I think cause I never drink coffee since young either that or because my my dad drinks like coffee every morning right so I I hate the smell because it reminds me that I have to wake up


I don't know


eight dollars I think then it comes with a cap, there, ya, and like got a spoon like this like super Atas looking spoon, ya but I think is for like sugar and like condensed milk I guess


so like it controls your portion also, <mandarin>不要你不会放太多:bu yao ni bu hui fang tai duo </mandarin> you know, just now I drank Teh but then now it's chamomile tea with honey because it's raining right then every time <mandarin>下雨:xia yu </mandarin> you just want to like drink something hot


ya that's why I put honey in my chamomile tea like if you cannot get used to it right I think I think it'll work like if you put honey it will cover the I know the grassy taste right


because like sugar is I drink too much sugar already like the the past two weeks right I've been drinking at least two Tehs per day, ya


I'm trying okay next time <mandarin>我我:wo wo </mandarin> try again in our stage to the healthier versions of me I think it's just the the condensed milk but it's like I cannot drink the Teh without condensed milk like


but #teh c# is also like the same like condensed milk you know I not condensed milk I mean like evaporated milk


so sometimes I drink the chinese tea, but then now I also drinking chamomile tea okay I'm just trying to drink all sorts of tea


but then I think is the milk that is bad


have you tried being off sugar, like <mandarin>你不要吃糖:ni bu yao chi tang </mandarin> at all


this <mandarin>感觉:gan jue </mandarin> but okay I'll try and control my facial expression


like right I don't know eh


oh, I don't know eh, but even when I never drink you know that time when I was doing Nineveh for like ninety days, !wah! when I live without sugar I think the first two weeks right !wah! I died eh like I really !wah! can pass away


I think I never get angsty but but then I think got no diff because I feel like if without sugar means I don't live on condensed milk and that's my only milk that I drink so like like no diff leh to me I feel


between drinking milk and not drinking milk, I think sugar like the first I'll get like super like tired and like <mandarin>有一点没有精神:you yi dian mei you jing shen </mandarin> for, err


I think for a few days then afterwards will get better but then I also like I don't know I abit !aiya! I won't go back lah I think , Nineveh Nineveh


Nineveh, I, I don't know I feel like because doing Nineveh is actually I think it affected my spiritual life a lot, actually can we talk about this ah on err on this oh man ya but I no I don't think it's a good way because


it was during lent so like I feel like when I did it then I don't have to do extra things for lent or like I feel very like <mandarin>我要逼我自己做更多东西:wo yao bi wo zi ji zuo geng duo dong xi </mandarin> for lent, so like, I don't know if it's good or bad because it will become like I'm just <mandarin>我做很多东西:wo zuo hen duo dong xi </mandarin> but then I'm not doing anything well


ya so I think I need to go a bit more before I can do it again or like even exodus cause even when I share with like the exodus people right they also tell me the same thing, like they also told me that I think exodus made them a bit complacent in their faith life cause you think oh I am doing ninety days of this spiritual thing but I don't make an effort to


ya so, !hais! I don't know


no ya fiat ninety you have to do a lot more so I didn't do fiat because fiat was harder than Nineveh to me because there's a lot more like things to do, there's jana ask me about that also when we went to like when the young adults committee <mandarin>我们一起去:wo men yi qi qu </mandarin> the harbourfront there eh harbourfront #telok blangah# ya


but okay lor like, I I told her about it then she said oh lucky she asked me about it because it's one of her concerns and ya she said she will like <mandarin>她会想一想:ta hui xiang yi xiang </mandarin> before she do, ya


ya, then I think we shouldn't like, say that we are doing this program or like we can say oh I'm I won't eat sugar like <mandarin>我不会吃糖:wo bu hui chi tang </mandarin> but then I won't say it's because of this


ya so like I feel like what lacked for me when I did Nineveh was <mandarin>我做很多东西但是我不知道:wo zuo hen duo dong xi dan shi wo bu zhi dao </mandarin> why I'm doing all these things, ya wait cause like to me I'm doing all these small things like I'm okay not small but like it adds up to a lot lah but like each one is like quite small like I'm praying rosary every day but then I don't really know why I'm doing it I'm just doing it because I'm on this program ya so I feel like I should have like err maybe like if I want to cut down on sugar is so that I can be focused instead of relying on something so it's like ya like any single thing I do must have a meaning behind it lah if not cannot it will just be very torturous


that's true


, , ya


, ya I I know what you mean but I think, so I talked to like grace about it and I think like one thing she brought up was prayer and I think I always felt that prayer was like a very


like err, like do I actually like you know like what what do I do in prayer like must I have something out of prayer but then I realize that prayer is just realigning myself with the spirit, I feel like if there might be times that like the spirit asked me to <mandarin>休息一下:xiu xi yi xia</mandarin> but then I think sometimes like


ya so like to be like open to what the spirit calls us do also like there are times for rest like even god rested right on the seventh day but also there are times to like actively like go I feel


but then that is different for everyone I feel like in terms of like spiritual life like some people are just called to err like every day just find something that they can go in but to me it's not really like sustainable lah


ya I think that's why it's like a journey like <mandarin>你不可以:ni bu ke yi </mandarin> like <mandarin>突然间你一天醒来然后过后你:tu ran jian ni yi tian xing lai ran hou guo hou ni </mandarin> oh I'm so holy like that's just not possible so like, if not it won't be like a journey already, so but I get the like comparing part I feel like


but this like, but there's nothing to <mandarin>对比:dui bi </mandarin> if everything everyone is made like in their own like unique way


the package that I am is not the package that you are, and like that I don't know like, but everyone has the same value I feel that's that's what I then I was writing it down someday like I just oh I know I was at Bishan then I was outside this oh this is before circuit breaker then I was outside like this restaurant then I was just looking at the the set meals thing you know then I'm like eh wait all the set meals is like <mandarin>九块九:jiu kuai jiu </mandarin> but then I don't know why like each one there's like different like like the things in the the set meal is different but then together the value is the same then I'm like !hey! isn't this like us like


!wow! !wow! like so so interesting like I just look at that then I can like relate, that's so weird ya


it's true lah like I think it's easier because like ya so like comfortable in, like because it's our <mandarin>舒适圈:shu shi quan </mandarin> right, then we want to like, just stay there because like going out or like trying to learn new things will just make us super like <mandarin>不舒服:bu shu fu </mandarin> but then


oh, I think also realizing that like we are made for more than like whatever we are in lor like sometimes it's very hard to believe that, cause like when the going gets tough then you are like !aiya! just let me like


just let me be how like bad I am but then I realized that cause cause okay spoiler okay I'm I'm doing like a session and then like, oh I realised that our distorted image of like what happened to us in the past right will actually lead to like how we view god and how


ya how we view ourselves also, because our distorted images of god will lead to our own like behavior and I'm like, ya so like do I want to go or like what do I want to do ya


no it's okay just go ahead


but then like, I don't know like how how do we break into the shoes right like cause there needs to be a time then afterwards like oh actually these shoes are like we know that like sometimes when the shoes is very nice then we want to wear it but then it is very painful but then you know it's good for you I don't know


ya so !wah! man but then also I think that's why we have like people to encourage us and like tell us that oh these shoes are nice like these shoes is for you like I think it's very comfortable to wear like someone else's shoes


like like as in like the old shoes like <mandarin>人家的旧的鞋子:ren jia de jiu de xie zi </mandarin> right, it's a bit disgusting right ya, that's what like we are kind of doing when we like try to like <mandarin>跟人家对比:gen ren jia dui bi </mandarin> then we want what other people have but then


it's it's not like what we have so we'll still feel very like a a bit like <mandarin>不舒服:bu shu fu </mandarin> I think and it's disgusting because it's not ours, ya


interesting right oh my gosh you think we will get flagged for like talking so much about religious stuff , that is true


oh my oh my have you went have you gone to eatery the the one that the, I think someone's ya


ya but it's not as cheap lah as when it first opened but then, ya I I think like once in a while is okay , okay this is a very sudden change in topic but I really want to go sushi express, just now when you talk about the <mandarin>三文魚:san wen yu </mandarin>


, after our retreat come on, ya man I


oh no but how did you know she's your facil for FR, !huh! for FR she is your, wait but but okay never mind I mean I'm planning comm and and I don't know about it as in okay not that I don't know but I don't think your facil is


van leh oh okay ya it is ya it is I lagged ya <mandarin>对她对她讲得对:dui ta dui ta jiang de dui </mandarin> but then !aiyo! <mandarin>这个:zhe ge </mandarin> girl <mandarin>去:qu </mandarin> leak <mandarin>做么:zuo me </mandarin> !aiya!


no lah it's okay lah but then I already know mah so, she was my FR oh ya she does, she was my FR facil also last year


ya then afterwards she was my CGL in like cell group, , interesting ya but she wasn't my kick starter so


then she said how come I have this like weird thing with nativity people who are like born in <P2>one nine nine nine</P2> then I'm like, (hmm)


!hey! ya lah then she is like oh no cell cell group is gonna be so fun then I'm like that's right you have joelle the clown <mandarin>那个好笑的人她每次都做好笑的东西:na ge hao xiao de ren ta mei ci dou zuo hao xiao de dong xi </mandarin>


ya <mandarin>我们换去:wo men huan qu </mandarin> err this friday tea time I think cause ya <mandarin>晚上我有那个:wan shang wo you na ge </mandarin> FR the days you know but then


never mind it's just one more week I hope I don't really know


err different ones lah like sometimes got OIP one then sometimes <mandarin>有些时候是:you xie shi hou shi </mandarin> for CS then ya most of the time is for FR lor, ya it's like NIC last year when there was this two weeks I saw you every day remember


, ya <mandarin>每天都看到你:mei tian dou kan dao ni </mandarin> but then I think it's it's better lah that it's online so at least we don't have to go down to like vet the place and like <mandarin>我们不用去看那个地方看去哪里睡觉:wo men bu yong qu kan na ge di fang kan qu na li shui jiao </mandarin> for retreats and all


ya


ya true but then, but then we cannot <mandarin>我们不可以带那些小孩子去:wo men bu ke yi dai na xie xiao hai zi qu </mandarin> because right <mandarin>那些小孩子会:na xie xiao hai zi hui </mandarin> get lost


so nevermind maybe maybe <mandarin>下一次:xia yi ci </mandarin> lah <mandarin>我们自己去:wo men zi ji qu </mandarin> jana was saying right <mandarin>我们应该去:wo men ying gai qu </mandarin> Thailand for silent retreat I mean once the whole circuit breaker thing is like finished lah


ya like at the end of the year but then !aiya! because of COVID !aiyo! I think I just now said circuit breaker but nevermind


, ya I realized that there's no retreats that I can actually like participate participate in, like as a participant so, ya but even if like like I'm a participant I don't think I can receive as much also like I'm not saying this in like a prideful way but like it's just because like too much already it's like ya so maybe


I can maybe it's silent retreat is the best thing for me now actually that was what ryan like suggested for me to do also like at the end of the year, but alright


actually no eh I feel like that was so I wanted for my twenty first right I wanted a solo trip right but then my friend said no, and then and also I am not not enough like <mandarin>没有钱:mei you qian </mandarin> you know like #bo lui# then I say okay maybe I will just go for a silent retreat because


silent retreat is <mandarin>比较便宜:bi jiao pian yi </mandarin> and everything so, !aiya! but then because of this COVID thing ah I really hate COVID but oh wells the sudden exclamation of my hatred for COVID


like you knows the like because like pre COVID times then you will like hustle for like monday to friday or maybe a bit on saturday then <mandarin>过后:guo hou </mandarin> sunday <mandarin>的時候你可以休息:de shi hou ni ke yi xiu xi </mandarin> but then now is like I don't know if I'm like in a <mandarin>休息:xiu xi </mandarin> mode or like I'm in a hustling mode I just like


but oh no eh actually I posted that right because I wasn't looking forward to the next few days because there's a lot of meetings and its online I !wah! <mandarin>我真的不喜欢那个:wo zhen de bu xi huan na ge </mandarin> online <mandarin>的东西:de dong xi </mandarin> !wah! like <mandarin>我眼睛痛:wo yan jing tong </mandarin> sia


, but I I get what you mean by the everyday just looks the same I feel like because you are in a house I feel like if I'm going out to like do things then when I go back home is a place where I can like <mandarin>睡觉:shui jiao </mandarin> or like <mandarin>休息:xiu xi </mandarin> but then if I'm doing my my work at home then I feel like oh no like


where is a place for me to rest


!hais! maybe I should just !aiya! we should just go for a staycation at some hotel oh but then all the hotels and chalets are like !wah! <mandarin>它们都没有开:ta men dou mei you kai </mandarin> sia or it becomes the the isolation facilities


oh


I think just be safe for now and try and make do I guess like because of this COVID thing <mandarin>每个人都有一点:mei ge ren dou you yi dian </mandarin> Sian but then !hais! we can't really like, we we can't like do anything about it right


eh but yesterday what time mass did you go, no no no, [orh] no no I went the previous week twelve PM


when it first opened then I like I like those aunty you know no lah maybe just cause like <mandarin>我习惯:wo xi guan </mandarin> book mods for my school then I like, then I will camp in front of my ya I will camp in front of my laptop and then like when they open they're like oh I'm in


cause when I booked there were like forty people like forty seats I mean forty seats free ya


I think because nativity going through reno then a lot of people will either go to another parish, like cause I I don't know how long <mandarin>这个:zhe ge </mandarin> COVID <mandarin>的东西会:de dong xi hui </mandarin> last right then what if like nativity's reno is done I'll be so sad right if I cannot see the


the church when it first like is like <mandarin>刚刚翻新:gang gang fan xin </mandarin> you know


, I see them like <mandarin>我有看到他们进去:wo you kan dao ta men jin qu </mandarin> eh


yeah and they're actually like doing work


what if it'll be like eight weeks plus two weeks so ten weeks because like fourteen days isolation, and then eight more weeks of like, like actual so I'm not sure, but it might it might not be hell I'm not sure


so sad, ya


for you ah


oh my gosh please <mandarin>不要跟他讲:bu yao gen ta jiang </mandarin>


oh my gosh you mean <mandarin>他今年沒有:ta jin nian mei you </mandarin> do the seminar style


but it's okay maybe you should go for SOM


I don't know if my parents will be okay but then I think SOM is different from SOW lah because SOM is legit like you are considering the missionary lifestyle ya I don't know, ya that's the thing you know I I like don't know leh because


err like during SOCL right then they ask like oh what would you do if I'm not sure if I told you all about this, ya but err like SOCL then they ask me what would you do if <mandarin>你只有两年可以活:ni zhi you liang nian ke yi huo </mandarin> like and you know


you know lah that you only have two years and then I'm like !wah! I'm I'm gonna go out of singapore and like ya basically I whatever I described in like my journals print was like a missionary life and then I'm like


I scared <mandarin>我怕怕:wo pa pa </mandarin> because <mandarin>我我我:wo wo wo </mandarin> scared of the uncertainty and like oh no like what if I don't have money, like, !wah! like what if I don't even have a roof over my head you know


ya but maybe I go for some mission trips first then I see


ya especially for like, people who are like <mandarin>很像我们比较:hen xiang wo men bi jiao </mandarin> like, we are very concerned for our family or like we are more family oriented I think is a bit hard lah


ya but I don't know see where the spirit leads also lor regarding this, right ya, !aiya! let's get over our uni first, err two more you have three more right so I have two more


ya mine is three years, no some some of it is, one and a half years depending on whether you got exemptions, like I know RMIT can like super fast graduate one but then I don't get the point lah so


ya and some uh some don't have honours so it's three years but then if you want honours you need to like top up one year, oh UB don't have honours ah


oh oh that's like emily also lor like three plus one more, I don't know eh but then would you do masters


welcome, to to CS


okay lah like not that bad I I don't think is inconsequential but like, err like if there's no point in like worrying then like maybe you can, you know surrender these worries, I mean it is easier said than done but ya


that's why I I died lah at the first half of the year like before circuit breaker and actually even afterwards because I was I was having too many ministries stuff like in genesis and then I was in CGL then everything I think is a bit not possible


and then I had school and exams ya at the same time and, actually it's possible but then, it will just take a toll on you and I was doing Nineveh at that time, ya so I think that's why I was just doing doing doing <mandarin>我做很多:wo zuo hen duo </mandarin> but then <mandarin>我不是个人:wo bu shi ge ren </mandarin> ya I'm not being myself then


ya that's why I <mandarin>我决定:wo jue ding </mandarin> err leave genesis for now because I really felt very called to campus community law


experience in community, ya I mean I mean look at us so I wanted to learn what it's like to err not say okay lah ya be a leader in community but also what it's like to err lead a community I think I learned so much in this like two months of


stepping up in exco that I never learnt in nativity, it's very hard lah but I'm getting used to it lor, I really feel like I'm like !hais! working part time for YP


oh ya go ahead, , but ya lor I I don't know eh, maybe that's why I cannot be catechist


I thought about it, eh I never tell you meh like so my brother is in L seven facil then I was supposed to be a catechist but then I think it's a bit weird because


I told gabe that I think I would rather take genesis from now then gabe was like okay and then one week later he tell us that oh he's not gonna be the catechetical coordinator anymore then I'm like


ya maybe I should just full on work for the church


if maybe I should like, talk to my colleague my future colleague mister <P2>ryan paul</P2> and madam sarah I mean miss sarah


not madam miss sarah


I I feel like really eh working for the church right there's no such thing as like work life balance like <mandarin>沒有这个事情的:mei you zhe ge shi qing de </mandarin> because your work is your life and your life is your work your life is your work and like not but not in a bad way in a sense that there's no rest like <mandarin>你还是有时间休息:ni hai shi you shi jian xiu xi </mandarin> but then


err like your whole, work and your whole life is a prayer, I don't know what that means yet but, that's what debbie told me and I'm like, alright !aiya! I don't know and actually that's what fran told me like as she worked as an intern at YP


ya then I'm like, that's so scary do I actually want to work like <mandarin>真的吗:zhen de ma </mandarin> like


I think then also is like, do you find like <mandarin>你觉得你的工作有没有意义:ni jue de ni de gong zuo you mei you yi yi </mandarin> lor like do you find there is meaning in your work I mean if there's no meaning then you will confirm burn out, a lot of like the working adult shag right ya but then


I guess the calling is different if you work in a church and, if you work like outside like in a secular sense, like ya so depends on where you're your're you felt you feel called to


haha


, ya I think it's okay to earn enough money but I think, when you like, go into like unscrupulous like means to like, get money I think that's the scary part lor


it's one hour three minutes (ppl), ya, [oh] (uh) bye bye (ppl) I just press the okay [ah] K three


ya, that was a very soft , okay okay, yes,


okay can you hear me, okay wait ah why is it so soft now, it's good


, , I'm looking at the prom site quite funn, I I don't mind do one solid listening compre eh what listening compre <mandarin>什么来的:shen me lai de</mandarin> what are we talking about


oral oral ah <mandarin>对对对:dui dui dui</mandarin> okay lah okay lah so <mandarin>你上次有那个:ni shang ci you na ge</mandarin> eh you connect already or not, you connect first ah


, okay <mandarin>你上次有那个:ni shang ci you na ge</mandarin> three hundred dollar fine how do you feel about that,


, K wait, no gillian ya the horse


, ya what the fuck eh when ah when ah, what the go ask


no but I think she doing for the LOL only leh, Bokouling what is Bokouling ya ya ya


no what what <mandarin>什么什么来的:shen me shen me lai de</mandarin> is it hokkien, oh !chey! <mandarin>我没有我没有:wo mei you wo mei you</mandarin> hokkien <mandarin>我是:wo shi</mandarin> cantonese, listen to a bit only


, main ah, I got two dogs you


eh ya quite cute right look the same sia, ya benny, !wah! shit, zara, I don't mind go there without without no money leh you want without no money cause I now go without no money


okay okay I got ask her tonight, eh tonight ah are you serious


I can drive there what, eh actually <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> I think got sound one sia


but if she if she can then, I ask, fast, you want go bowling though, oh yeah you don't know how lousy lousy


so there was lola, then she said, ya lah the logo when you all starting ah


but I thought <mandarin>你们已经有那个:ni men yi jing you na ge</mandarin> logo Liao, I tell you put one heart shape already


don't want listen tell you already, so cute, ah <mandarin>不要太:bu yao tai</mandarin> cute


sorry, , no actually not bad already what then you all change here change there also not much difference


no lah it's red and yellow <mandarin>不是:bu shi</mandarin> meh, reminds me of the <mandarin>包:bao</mandarin> thing right


yeah, which one which you using, okay lah not bad lah but it's like around the same lor


why, it's okay what do you mean !wah! shit


I almost hit red sia, laughter


, ah shit I cannot put back this diamond painting, you know or not, like that so dusty eh it's like like that right then you must


like paint you must put one one diamond ya but is not colouring you just stick on, no leh it's damn cheap leh, for one for one


painting like, eight dollar only sia I can I can go out and take the painting I have to bring everything with me so like, ya then I did once then I stop doing already


you lah not me lah, what you all eat yesterday sia you know yesterday I go #pasir ris# then after that nothing eat leh then I got no cash also cause I lost all my money then after that I only got !huh!


what do you mean, how is it Ulu, Siusan is on the other side like west mall there got like <mandarin>菜饭那种:cai fan na zhong</mandarin> Pontian okay lah west mall yeah west mall nothing much to be honest but then <mandarin>是那个旁边有那种:shi na ge pang bian you na zhong</mandarin> hawker


but then I got no cash then like I <mandarin>刚刚好:gang gang hao</mandarin> ten dollars you know in my DBS that's all I left now like, now my bank account like left like thirty cents, no it's not I spend <mandarin>本来有钱的本来有四十多块:ben lai you qian de ben lai you si shi duo kuai</mandarin> then yesterday I lost thirty four


ya ya then after that then the two days ago <mandarin>我就:wo jiu</mandarin> lose like another nineteen so total I lose fifty across the two days


soon lor three four more days !wah! <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> orientation ah they still haven't send me the link leh it is it I think they don't want me to be part of the uni already


true true, but worrying leh it's cause this one is like is different one is like you meet three other people then you talk to them quite interesting yeah it's like it's like ah <mandarin>那种:na zhong</mandarin> amazing race you know but it's like so stupid cause


it's like online, I'm going to introduce them to donnie and lola they are going to think weirdo from Singapore like all singaporeans are like weirdo, ya eh how you got go


you got go ask them asked the agent, oh


so they haven't ah, oh, but, true, but how though like then if you go Australia still got scholarship Singapore not much chance


lulu, ya I won't, but then but then, Australia is full scholarship leh


wait I go ask, put the phone,


ya, !huh! why though, [orh]


I ask for you lor cause that time she legit say full scholarship, now working hours Liao


but then err, legit ah


true I mean you can go SIM still I think


true because you like a bit waste time lah to be honest


I also want hall life that's why I want to stay at the dorm, but tired listen to this girl jewel support


the best friend close one step one step close already !wah! shall I buy shall I buy Koi !wah! got empty Koi here sia


but legit today, ya ask already can you stop pronouncing her name Salah


why ah so so rabbit is what Labbit ah, rabbit is Labbit ah, short tongue lah


too bad, K let's go read the prompts, ya ah which one


oh really Shiok ah it's do what one though, where


, [orh]


!aiya! if <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> person ask me, ya a bit far, if the person ask me this week right I today eh last week last week I will go but this week like #bo hua#


ya Shag ah, no but this week <mandarin>我的:wo de</mandarin> school start Liao, ya even worse I mean actually I can work on fridays cause <mandarin>我的:wo de</mandarin> friday <mandarin>没有:mei you</mandarin> class


true but I want to like you know to want to flunk it cause like online mah then online like easy already so I better not flunk it


!huh! really meh, ya


ya that's why is this semester I put like oh okay okay, I got the I got the link already, yea, ya so I'm so sad leh okay lah I hope is fun


but now then they send though then just now got one session at one eh at eleven AM <mandarin>他们没有:ta men mei you</mandarin> send eh, ha


like they never send the <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> link until now !huh!, yeah I can there's three sessions there's one tomorrow also I choose the


what the okay basically this one is like mixer so they just mixed with mix you with other like people then, then, err you all will team up to go on amazing race throughout the next five days


ya it like online lah no lah Siao err err ya lor


ya eh I also, why, why, then then, then


ya ya ya ya


no I heard hor that's why <mandarin>我问:wo wen</mandarin> jewels she say don't need don't need like can one but then actually is ya cause nicole's brother right went in also then he say oh you also have to stay in your own zone then they will track by seeing your wifi connection


ya like if you if you connect to like ya lor like if you yeah that's why, so like if you connect to your like this zone wifi then they will like, know or something like that


ya that's why, ya that's why, no but even then I think they got a security checkpoints also so like even family members harder to go in also ya, I think NUS a bit strict lah cause <mandarin>他们很:ta men hen</mandarin> central then NTU not so strict


cause either yeah, yeah exactly that's why NUS too central everyone will go already ya actually SMU <mandarin>有:you</mandarin> hall life <mandarin>也是:ye shi</mandarin> you know, but yeah yeah !huh!


actually monkey is quite cheap in the Australia you know like my dorm my dorm one week is four hundred and it's it's not it's not even one apartment it's one apartment share five rooms


ya it's damn expensive, though dorm <mandarin>来的一个房间很小的:lai de yi ge fang jian hen xiao de</mandarin> like my room like that right about divide by three <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> room size


my current room, ya it's like ya then is like the room can fit your bed and a table


no, but then <mandarin>我只是要住:wo zhi shi yao zhu</mandarin> dorm cause I can meet other people also, yeah


true fifty dollar


ya that's why, ya, ya that's why but you know around the place <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> prices around the same also it's like three or four hundred also pearl city area mah


that's one is so expensive yeah, only have one night


ya ya ya, ya the suburbs is all the landed and all that stuff it's legit legit no tall buildings one !wah! ya but then like scary leh Australia the road a bit confusing


like for reals okay then, I think you shouldn't go Australia cause if not you going to I don't think you should drive


then you know <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> ya yes, david booking out and then


but how you even know him though like in the first place


oh I didn't know, that's all the genesis people


genesis <mandarin>跟:gen</mandarin> jolene, or or, oh oh


ya !wah! ah so you're you're part of the tribe I mean not tribe the, I see, no wonder lah


like what was the beef, oh


what the, !huh! legit ah, but why though


oh, yeah


what the, can see lah so you all do other stuff lah, like that what, my sinus full on today sia


no leh <mandarin>我每次:wo mei ci</mandarin> like once in awhile <mandarin>我会有:wo hui you</mandarin> sinus but today it's damn bad, what


sorry, , I just want to blow it out, my eyes also Sey


I think now damn dusty also


!huh! what time, !huh!


okay two AM two AM, then we start I try ask her start at ten or something, like nine plus, I can just ask fast to supper


then if she if she already suffering them just crashed her supper, , no what friends,


what do you mean that was all over the world <mandarin>我去:wo qu</mandarin> Korea meet <mandarin>他们:ta men</mandarin> meh, then ya ya


I think I know what's causing my sinus already donny like legit legit cause everytime donny come right like cables room right is very dirty


then <mandarin>我每次去:wo mei ci qu</mandarin> ah ya legit then <mandarin>我每次去去都是这样子:wo mei ci qu qu dou shi zhe yang zi</mandarin> like same symptoms then he just came from Batam, so, ah it's damn smelly but cute so


so bad, ya I'm going to scold


!wah! I very thirsty sia, my mum never buy any drink, I don't drink water


I don't I don't drink water one except that day at ian's house cause I felt bad for asking for sweet drink, the water I did I did I did I drink like half the cup


ya it's damn bad, later hor I tell you hor I need to have the australian accent what you doing mate,


!hey! !wah! I hope I got no sinus later sia, go bathe yeah actually they you are going to I go bathe first if not allergies later I legit no friends because I got sinus


Shags, , where who, okay lah, I


if today play then I don't mind cause nobody I I honestly don't mind cause <mandarin>我已经输很多:wo yi jing shu hen duo</mandarin> Liao then can <mandarin>顺便顺便:shun bian shun bian</mandarin> teach zara how to play and plus plus we can play bridge


I also cannot defend as in as in I roughly <mandarin>知道:zhi dao</mandarin> lor like like don't really throw those there's not on the board then the lah


yeah


oh, I think I kind of get it, I think I get it


oh ya ya a lot of where august ah, but I just don't look,


[orh] maybe he draw a new one


legit ah cause I I play hor, don't know how you all guard and win eh if I guard I cannot win if I win I cannot guard


the name is ava, then I I'm I realize that zara sisters also called eva, like legit after after I name her then I realized like oh


I don't know, I don't know what the brother called sia


what the, sure I don't want do that too, but


!aiya!, I hear this before the who who what else ah there's a lot there's like, mustard


ya ya got other name also, tom tom can tom also err I'm tom then it's like tom tomato


oh yeah yeah lizard ,


gonna make make their life like the childhood damn bad, actually, why


eh, what the what type of competition is that obviously jewels will win right, yeah, err no thanks jewels will take the position I'll be god pa cause david will be the pa


okay I got this recorded anyway, blackmail material


oh my sinus getting better I put him away at a corner can you see he damn sad, ya problem you know, yeah he's sleeping now lah that's why I no one talk to Cutesie Sibo


no in in bunk, he went in at eight AM yeah cause <mandarin>没有东西做的:mei you dong xi zuo de</mandarin> like serious, yeah eh my my friend hor oh no no no in unit life is not called admin time it's just you nothing to you do like signals <mandarin>真的是没有东西做的:zhen de shi mei you dong xi zuo de</mandarin> like like legit like once in awhile have like some stuff


but if not right yeah, !huh! who's that who's that, oh which batch two


K I go, really meh, which camp is he


, Gedong yeah that one Shag lah it's cause Suay lah, some people legit Suay cause he west west but then like some people is west east then some people is east west


yeah yeah, yeah, ya like that one like west at first Shag cause west got a lot of camps so then after that unit life easier especially if you go OCS all those


he stay away, !huh! why


but no point sia like that, but like that no point leh ya lor, ya lor


eh I ask my friend already the Australia she say thirty K, ya per year per year, it's about full but I think fees pay like ten K Ish


a year a year yeah is still worth then total still cheaper than Singapore, that one different story lah I mean Singapore I feel like <mandarin>你那里的:ni na li de</mandarin> daily expenses <mandarin>会比较低:hui bi jiao di</mandarin> though like the sense whereby you cook more yeah like you won't go out much


I also can, !aiya! is that your main concern


!walao! I like how you don't care about jewels and your main concern is how expensive it is, this is why you shouldn't it cost you three hundred dollar that is stopping you from saving money in the long run


so you should quit, can can quit one just lock in the room without cigarettes for like one month


yeah exactly, okay then david no go, !huh! why


!wah! you damn bad ah, !wah! legit your Cuties ah


!wah! don't buy !wah! okay don't buy, what do you mean jewels your best friend, err no


it's called best friend, that's why I tell you best friend cause I save you all this best friend trouble yeah just get close friends close friends will do


that's good that's good, ya he kind of is for the LOL lah might as well lah


but for reals though for the LOL he also don't care, so, what do you mean uni <mandarin>他都没有:ta dou mei you</mandarin> diploma


yet private, you are better than nothing right at least still got


is yours is it got pattern pattern one, messy, you like or not so messy gets on your nose right I'm going to leave it there


, watch me ruin this perfect


why what she say logo ah, then you all do ah what do you mean


hello you have time now you can do and talk, then so is you no time or you don't want do exactly


wait wait what what are you selling ah exactly


[orh]


no cause I hate mushroom, like actually I quite picky one


drink,


oh but how you all going to deliver though, then your, ordering station ordering method


or you can try those like Shopify thing what no meh, cause like


for your, oh ya, cause I think


oh I think korean food <mandarin>真的会有很多人要:zhen de hui you hen duo ren yao</mandarin> like not even going to lie, [orh] no hor no cause Korea I feel like <mandarin>你跟人家讲:ni gen ren jia jiang</mandarin> China got some weird drink but then like is popular in China


then they wouldn't like really go for it I don't know how to say but then like korean <mandarin>如果:ru guo</mandarin> they say they says ah !wah! <mandarin>在:zai</mandarin> Korea <mandarin>很出名:hen chu ming</mandarin> like is the travel lah I feel like people more incline ya cause Korea mah <mandarin>是这样的:shi zhe yang de</mandarin> mah, yeah


yes <mandarin>酸辣味:suan la wei</mandarin> also now the hype ah, yeah, oh


weird like what like what like what, what's that


no, !huh!, what are you talking about I don't know I don't know I know the


eh shit I forgot eh shit I forgot I forgot forgot, oh banana milk is good then err you know jenny <mandarin>她:ta</mandarin> recently <mandarin>有一个:you yi ge</mandarin> commercial is a lotus lotus chips air baked ah


then is sell out everywhere you know like people are importing worldwide because is sell out in Korea like instantly after the CF release but <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> I not sure Singapore how many people want, ya


ya cause that one legit like is sold out in Korea then people worldwide like try to import it over also, ah yeah, ya but I don't know ah it looks it looks like normal potato chips to to be honest


but I think is cause jennie, yeah, what's that oh the cereals ah oh my god I want how much ah, cause singpaore sell eleven you can sell like lower than that it should be good


ya cause somemore you all no rental fee or workers fee all don't have, so should be good lah, ya if you all sell I legit will buy


yeah then and !wah! I know a lot of Korea food sia !wah! I craving I craving quite a few err, can you import like cooked food, cause cause you know <mandarin>他们的:ta men de</mandarin> the convenience store right they sell like those Kimbap rolls


cause that one hor legit you put it in a microwave hor is one solid meal already leh, so sad


oh no but the Kimbap is packaged also that's the thing, but it's cooked lah, ya but err got what else, oh eh, oh


oh but then okay cause actually I can ask for you like my friend you know vegas


yeah, oh no no no no no vegas she she she went to Korea what to like debut in the Kpop group, ya then she stay in Korea for awhile


ya then I can ask her she stay as you stay for one year so she know quite a bit yeah then got those demi soda or that but I don't think that's popular, eh can you can you import ice cream


cause Korea got the popular milkshake ice cream thing you know the you know which I talking about, the the packet one


no no no no no it's like ice cream in a packet, ya it's frozen, no but you can you can you can unfreeze it then freeze it again lah


cause that one is a milk shake but then they freeze it to make it like ice cream, ya then no then korean what all those got sell also, but then <mandarin>他们:ta men</mandarin> sell like two fifty ish so the cost price should be quite cheap if you can find supplier


oh Soju oh that's a good idea man yeah if you can sell cheap cheap really ah, solid


no honestly right if like that you just just buy bulk order then shipping should be cheaper also, cause odyssey right, it, or it's not my way ah


so is like definite one lah, oh, !wah! Shag


oh wait how many bottles does that fit though if it fits eighty than two dollars still okay like Singapore soju sell how much ah


oh ya not bad lah


legit meh, you sell before, wait, oh legit


oh, so you like you import for them ah


what the hell sia how you get so many ship, and then you can just don't study lor you just you just yeah honestly I think you can leh at this rate if you do full time, no but slowly lah


!wah! I think, oh


true, oh cause <mandarin>我没有那种:wo mei you na zhong</mandarin> cause how to say, like very I not daring enough lor


yeah <mandarin>我的:wo de</mandarin> my airpods fell out of my ear, like, whatever goes true, but I'll never do those billboard like you carry the you carry the sign then you walk around


ya, ya that's why that time my friend's boyfriend he do then he get paid he has to wear the beret you know like red colour beret oh my god like like you know those army those beret


actually no those french girls french girls those beret, ya artisan yeah, then he wear the red colour one then he wear a red colour stripe stripe shirt and then he wear one red colour bling bling light signboard in the middle of orchard road


yeah and he need to give, twenty, that one I don't know but then twenty is worth lah but it is a is it twenty or twelve ah I can't remember


I think it's twenty but then is like I still wouldn't do it cause it's like pre COVID know and then like ya


ya is it Taka ah, I don't know outside H&M outside victoria street secret <mandarin>那里:na li</mandarin> ya, ya <mandarin>那个真的是:na ge zhen de shi</mandarin> like central of central I don't want


ya, ya that's why unless you pay me like hundred dollars I don't mind, that's why that's why


what do you mean like actually you can be I talk to you more than I talk to him, as in as in no no not now as in at this rate at this rate if we talked for nine hours a day confirmed one eh


no what the, what the


so sorry sorry I throw my eva up then the fan hit my eva, no no no no no didn't, actually why she don't want do <mandarin>这个:zhe ge</mandarin> ah


I though Grab <mandarin>他已经:ta yi jing</mandarin> stop Liao


eh but jovan is a job, you know cause after that you include joven you like err err <mandarin>还有:hai you</mandarin> six jobs the frick !aiya! that one I know


yeah, yeah, no not one hour nine hours,


yeah, oh, true no but honestly if you do with her I'll just I'll just find someone else to do also, and like I confirm got a lot of yeah


ya true true because that's why I was like why <mandarin>没有跟:mei you gen</mandarin> jewels <mandarin>做:zuo</mandarin> but like okay lah cause I saw her uh I saw her story also like she quite busy, then she still need move in oh ya


ya I got nothing on like actually, yea I meet you like every week eh no every week really meh


why would you count PP, how sia when when


really meh no lah, no no, I only play four times last week eh


err eden's, friday night we did though, when


we didn't, nothing, actually what what did I do on thursday though


thursday's what date, thirty four right thirty three


we met meh, with jewels ah


oh ya then wednesday we, naughty, oh


oh, no thursday I legit didn't meet you though, no thursday I never meet you thursday I never meet you thursday I met my friends


then you meet jewels more lah she's actually going to kill me if I tell her about zara


so so like , yeah yeah yea you have to put it like so deep in the past though then twenty thirty years later then you tell


legit ah, okay then that's just, she doesn't does she how


I think she don't like but, but I don't know I don't know, I forgot I think I know I think I confirm


no how she no jewels how is she ya, I think so leh to be honest, is it, no no no she's not but but then I think she knows brandon from me


yea maybe I think so lah can't really remember also, yeah, !oops!, no you just you just hang out with jewels more please before she actually kills me


oh, I also got Jio her for Mahjong you know ya after after that I don't mind opening my house like no money Mahjong


eh but I don't think she will want lah, but legit don't mind opening my house for no money Mahjong but then I Jio my friend vegas but I don't think she want to play without money, no


yeah I play for the LOL one to be honest, ya, oh zara say who playing I can ask Faz simone simone


that, ya I said look she actually want no money, no she she she knows so much you think she'll play no money meh


funny meh, I think she down leh to be honest, eh joel going her friend's house though


until like two AM latest, cause simone also need go home


ya he just me you leh then you can like I don't know record you know or something ya, true really ah I think okay leh eh one hour already !wow! yeah


okay


can you hear me, K one two three, okay, let me just put on my earpiece


wait a moment I haven't put on my earpiece yet, ya right, actually I can't connect my earpiece I don't know why


do you call to me


they say probably is a listen, oral, you according our great long


okay can start already


ya, gillian ah, you know you know


eh you know, I cannot believe I cannot believe that is helping gillian do photo shoot <mandarin>三百块:san bai kuai</mandarin> leh, then, is for school photo shoot some more


but <mandarin>他为什么给他三百块:ta wei shen me gei ta san bai kuai</mandarin> though like #bo ko ling# leh like doesn't make sense, doesn't make sense, you never hear your parent say that at home meh


yes you can cause my father hokkien my mother cantonese ah, but cantonese is like <mandarin>我的:wo de</mandarin> main main


what is it called tha main ya lah what I speak at home lor, okay lah quite cute lah


eh <mandarin>几时可以去:ji shi ke yi qu</mandarin> when can go err whose one zara house, yeah yeah yeah


I legit down one, I anything also steady I really steady


ya <mandarin>不会:bu hui</mandarin> typing


okay come down to dolly, !wah! jewel <mandarin>也是:ye shi</mandarin> message <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> sia she like send photo photo photo I don't know what she sent it's for the logo design


I don't know eh ah starting doing with the logo already the shipment haven't come yet, sure we do cause <mandarin>他觉得不美:ta jue de bu mei</mandarin> lor