you know blow dry my hair like straight like they do in salon ya let me try doing that at home so I use the brush you know the circular one and I was doing and somehow my hair got tangled into the brush like really badly, ya, ya I had to cut the front part and thank like lucky I could I could get away with like cutting just a few at the front


it became like fringe I had to cut like the rest of it all, ya oh my god ya ya it was right at the top my mom tried taking it out but couldn't it didn't work


but ya so ya I'm stuck with a fringe again, ya but I think mine because right I don't know why my fringe is like much frizzier than the rest of the part like the rest of the hair so it looks very weird when I put it down because the part here is just frizzy


ya, , ya


ya ya that's the, ya that's the that's the logic ya that's why my mom everytime I say I want to cut my hair also she will be like it will become like worse than it is now ya like now already is like, really insane


logic logic one oh one, but I I mean, my mom is okay with it I guess I mean like I literally cut my my entire hair off once so but then it's like


it's the fact that it will look odd I guess, that's why I've been like <tamil>நா வந்து:naa vanthu</tamil> like looking into how to tame it like treatments and stuff but then nothing is like okay I don't want the the one thing I'm hesitating about keratin is like it will make it straight and I don't really want straight hair


ya I feel like straight hair for me right it will end up looking very flat and my face is like circular and big so it's like it will look very odd, true


ya, ah mine ya for sure, and also like I think a part of the reason why my hair is damn frizzy at the front right is the baby hair, there's like !wow! so many really really short and curly baby hair


ya it hasn't ya, same like I don't even know how to make it grow like look at that this has been this length for like the past few years


but see how , thanks it's like sky blue ya, I never I never wear it out I just put at home


it's very bright, ya I think, I think [orh] I think because actually this was supposed to be about the wifi meeting I don't know


ya I think cause they also couldn't find another time or something, I think ya ya, ya we like the day me and zara like we had a LCIP like we talk with the person like what's that the person called like the organization


ya so we wanted to ask like talk about that to welfare so I don't know if the rest are joining, maybe sunda join maybe lah, ya I don't know if sunda join it will make sense but I don't know why the cats, are here ya


ya that's why, I was just thinking of like letting people just do two by two but then, but then !aiya! actually it's true lah I feel like if they ask me to do on my own I'm going to keep it until like the one hour before the time ya that's why


(mmhmm) what other, I'm supposed to like we were supposed to discuss our group err presentation like this way, because we have a presentation like the following week like after this week, then, and society ya ya that one


but then !wah! no one like talk in the group everyone is probably like so stressed about, the two quizzes ya, eh but <P1> miruthula </P1> is taking that mod leh, she's in my ya she's in mya


ya, I think cause right err this year the year ones like for chemical engineering, they are not taking a few mods which are like the chemical engineering mods they only taking like physics math like the general stuff


so a lot of them just taking random, like you know this kind of extra mods, earlier, [orh] maybe ya for us it was in this sem but then I couldn't even get it during star wars


then I I had to like ya I had to ya, ya I had to wait for add drop then they added more lessons


actually got alot of like okay apparently my slot is only like me and like only one guy is not from chem eng or bio eng, , but the other tutorials apparently got a lot of like other engineering students ya


ya ya, that's why like we can like coordinate our schedules better,


perm hair tips, [orh] just err, actually you have you have done it before right


oh just tell him oh ya I got do before, how long did the perm last


ya same, oh


ya ya that's why, you did only the ends ah, (uh huh) (uh huh) ya mine


mine still have like you know like okay so after circuit breaker I cut my hair once and then now is like kind of back to the length where I cut it from, like it grew back and then okay the thing is right I have like you know I have dyed my hair right so like there's some strands of colours which start higher than the rest


so if I cut my hair short right I'll lose the colours at the bottom and I'll only be left with like random strips starting from the top that would be damn and like okay I don't know why my fringe is colored you know it's damn weird, so I don't know I really got to do something about my hair but


it's like so much thinking, ya I've been thinking about that I feel like, ya okay literally at the rate ah


at the rate that I want like something to do my hair I might actually go get one today and just, ya ya


I I feel like err for the past few days I was like researching like hair stuff like you know the curly hair thing the one I was telling you about ya, ya ya she I ask like she PM me then okay but the one she get is quite expensive I don't have budget for that ya so right I was looking at like cheaper like


I found a good like hair serum like according to reviews is good lah so I probably get that and then but I can't decide on the shampoo and like conditioner that I should get, oh


like I was looking at like if Watson or something have stuff physical in store one so like I don't have to order like everytime I finish, ya then they only have like baby shampoo which doesn't have all the chemicals or like they have their own housebrand ah like one like their in-house brand ya


and that one is okay I guess so I might either get their in house brand one or like order online, but if I want the hair serum all I have to order online so I have to, see maybe for the first one I can try different brand


oh ya, but my a lot of my friends ordered it, ya that's why


I feel like I I have absolutely no skincare routine, it's like terrible my face is terrible, and and wear mask is like


like circuit breaker I was like yes I should have a skincare routine, like no never do anything, ya ya, like okay like for the a few days I was like okay I need to moisturize my leg because you know when you like


like you know when you scratch on it then it will have that white because your skin is so dry ya mine keep having that then I was like okay you know I really need to do something about it, then err I think it only lasted like two days haven't done anything again


ya, like every time I try like I want to become healthier, I just, okay but I haven't been eating so much fast food I guess, like I think sem two especially I kept eating KFC in school and Mcdonald's


ya this one is like , okay uh I don't know this sem is so confusing like I don't even know if I'm in school alot, or I am at home a lot ya somehow I'm in school but then I would have eaten at home I don't the schedule is just so weird


and <tamil>வீட்ல சாப்ட:veetule saapta</tamil> is like confirm healthier, and <tamil>என் வீட்ல:yen veetule</tamil> is like mostly vegetables


half the time because my dad like, ya <tamil>அவருக்கு:avarukku</tamil> like need the <tamil>காய்:kaai</tamil> to eat one, so we will just, which is good lah in a way, everytime okay like for the past few days right actually somehow circuit breaker I keep eating out


quite a bit I don't even know how like I I feel like I'm at home most of the time but I think let's see like ya sunday we went out monday tuesday what did I do tuesday also ya tuesday, wednesday !wah! like I don't even know what I did, ya oh ya


tuesday what did I do like I you see it's like my it, ya , it went by so fast I can't remember anything, oh ya


<tamil>நல்லாதா இருந்துச்சி:nallathaa irunthuchii</tamil> like our group is supposed to have like <tamil>ஐஞ்சு பேரூ:ainzhu peru</tamil> right then


err we went bowling, then nazrin had to leave after bowling, so then me err parthen and krithika a junior we just sat at Mcdonald's and we were talking for like an hour or so, ya then after that we all


krithika is err writer's wing err coordinator, ya so she's err parthen com, eh dance was with me right, ya


ah ya ya maria ya, ya ya he can, oh ya someone told me sundar can beatbox oh was it vishalini


I think vishalini told me once ya, oh so did you see the video was it good I've never seen him do it though


oh cool talent , I can't do anything like art talented in arts like ya


ya his talents, so cool know like working on this kind of projects,


okay but that's that's literally his degree ah so, unlike our ours, ya, like that day I was randomly looking at like you know


what's that, it's the it's the guy that everybody knows err, but his production house, , so I was just looking at it on Youtube because I don't know why I think, it came up on my, ya ya


then I was like watching the music covers and stuff !wah! people like they have so like they have such plans for themselves and there's me, ya !wow! that one is like big


wait is he from RI, (oo)


I've seen the video ya !whoa!, ya it's like a wedding ya even wedding I feel like I won't have that many people, ya got dramatic entrances


how sia like !wow! for twenty first, ya wait but he's not in uni now right is he, oh alright


[orh] , uh


, I feel like I've seen him for, his is he his friends with rayman right, ya


I, I think maybe that's why ya, but I mean I don't know I don't know him like rishi, mess up with such like big projects


and it's like completely independent sia like they just form their team work on it, ya, ya


ah I don't, ya exactly and he's in uni like how, confirm


but I know like a lot of uni people like suddenly like a lot of them are working on like dance videos or like some some kind of, project on I always see on instagram and then someone will be like something is brewing and I'm like cool


I'll wait for it, I think cause nivetha ask them, ya I was


ya with like decorations all, ya but it was cute like the that part looked cute, I wonder how the video will be


and I feel like the video will be better than last year's !hey!, ya I wonder how the, was he I think so


ya but I think oh ya like this year I wonder how the photo shoot is going to be like the committee ones


ya ya probably even then like, I have no idea probably, I feel like I've worn all the sari I have for TLS already


ya, that one sari that I didn't wear I ended up wearing for the Tiktok, which is also in the TLS so, it was on Instagram already so, no it was supposed to be like hundred bucks for our com ya


it's still like, and it's it's like who can ask for it already it's like, who give us sundar, tani give out of his pocket money


, where's my ya where's our hundred dollars, cause it's apparently ten, ten ten bucks per person, !wah! I feel like I feel like ya I feel like when they ask already my com should have been like yes just deliver something to our like houses


but then err, err ya we wanted to like once circuit breaker is over like go out and, eat I guess, but then ya everyone just, circuit breaker ya that's why !wah! it's quite sad


it's like day also like take out we were out right, we had to, like they even though we were like five people at first, they still like the restaurant has such weird seating arrangements so you have to sit like three and two


ya that's right and they didn't even let us talk to each other I don't know I like we are a group of five you separate us then you say we can't even even like talk to them, ya that's why


ya especially committee here community, !wow! like scarily, ya confirm and I feel like until there's a vaccination we can't go india for sure already


ya, quite sad sia I would have applied though , maybe twenty twenty two


oh, oh wait how, [orh] okay okay last november yah that would make sense


ya, but we should have just followed on the recce trip and made it our actual trip


ya lah I mean I think so sad that we can't even meet half like most of the committee people like still don't know most of the people


ya ya they are all nice both of them, maria was from my JC


ya she is from the same JC as me, ya ya she's in chemical engineering, shamala ya I think so


ya ya I think err I met like, krithika also like the writer's wing, she also from AJC, we were they were say like for the AJC <tamil>கும்பல்:gumbal</tamil> and I was like actually ya like it starts from


like you know shan's batch is like the last AJC batch in school like the I mean the first, the earliest in right now, and then it's like niraj, and then is like after niraj is I think, ya AJ ya


niraj is our batch so he is, probably two years younger than, shan


no no he is our batch, ya, ya he entered school and I left school, I mean oh my god the other way around, <tamil>நா போனெ:naa poone</tamil> he went NS ya


ya so then after that is like, the karthik they all ya, then it's like the girls like me tarani akshita


subahana also, but she never join this year lah, then now there's like the small little bunch of year one, ya it's alot


ya there's a lot of AJ people in TLS, ya, I think I went to sleep around like two ya


like oh , oh ya I don't know like halfway through I I left the group like I left that chat too, I was like sometimes I will accidentally click then I'll read then I'll be like okay then I'll say something then I'll leave again because I was trying to watch my lecture video yesterday


ya that's why I think yesterday, I open just to go scroll all the way to the bottom


ya that's why , but the group is surprisingly active I mean it's it's good


like err ya, as in my both my test are online but then err the morning one I confirm won't come to school is nine thirty I think I would wake up at like nine fifteen and just sit in front of the computer, but for the afternoon one I'll come to school


hopefully but then we need to Zoom so we need to figure out a way, and mainly is like we don't know where to go and sit, is like ya


they want to check I guess but then, it's like it's either we have to find a TR, or like, we can't sit along the benches it's going to be a little noisy, ya that's why try to find a space


[orh] I think they want us to not, have a background, ya because they want to see our surrounding, ya like different different parts of the TR


one got one TV one got the outside of the arch ya, if not I'll just sit on the floor and sit next to the white wall, so that would work, but honestly I feel like even if we sit together it's not going to help much because the questions are jumbled


ya and it's like ya and it's like another the questions are jumbled so you and it's like


as in, ya oh my god you know that day I was talking to like a friend and then like we just like it was a new friend, we met through a mutual friend so, err he was telling us how like, he finish his degree already because he went to err UK so it was three years


so he finished earlier earlier so he is like done and then he's in singapore right now then he was saying how like, his we are talking about something lah then he said ya because I'm well versed in this you know then after that I was thinking after I graduate I I don't think I can, say I'm well-versed in like thermodynamics or something like I'm not going to be well-versed in anything related to my degree


ya, ya it's like the computer gonna do everything


ya, and it's like just checking I guess like making sure everything is alright that kind of thing, but the more ya, the ya actually even research right I feel like it's very


like textbook like you just it's like a set of things you have to do all the time, it's nothing exciting, and the more I think about it the more I I'm like there's only certain fields of chemical engineering that I'm okay to


be in like, I I don't mind biotechnology because I think that's pretty like, not very standard, it's like more, ya so it's like


or it's either that or like pharmaceutical side industry, so if but then right even that I feel like after awhile I will be sick of it or something


ya, like you know like at the back of my mind I know what I I would prefer but then, it's like I'm going nowhere towards that direction, so just gonna be stuck with this for awhile


ya, true true true and like I don't know like okay, you know my mom wants me to take masters right so I feel like, I might try looking like start looking into like masters which


are completely not related to what I'm doing right now, like, business is a option but I feel like business is like, it's it's one of the top options right now lah because I don't know what my other, possibilities are but then like I don't mind doing


like masters in like arts related stuff like, public public affairs that kind of thing so it's like, see how see how after this ends after as in like after undergrad


ya , ya like what for I like go through all this for four years, when I know ya and when I know I could have done something easier to like do whatever I'm going to do in the end


, okay but my top like goal is just to go somewhere, hop around places for awhile


ya like it's a dream you know ya exactly I see like them I'm like first where how did you even get the money to, go to the place, okay okay for


ya which I don't mind ah oh oh okay you mean in that way as in I I mean like like I'm the kind right when it comes to traveling I'm very flexible with everything like, I don't like I would really want to backpack through like europe or something that kind of thing so it's like like I don't need hotels or anything I just need


the basics thing to get through like for me is just seeing experiencing it's not like the luxury behind it, ya so , ya then it's like, but then need to work and get some money


ya ya that's why, that's why like okay so like I don't know like we sometimes when talking like the chem eng people right


for me I want to work overseas also like, like I just want to like, to go somewhere and just be there for awhile kind of thing, then , so like I don't know if it's easier to like work here, and then like, you know some companies they have like the branch somewhere else also then ya transfer or like just you know like how our parents did it they just apply for jobs at the ya then ya I think that one would be easier like apply overseas


or the even more like !wow! YOLO option is go overseas and then apply there, but that one okay, ya, okay but that one is like I think I will only do that if I already work here for like awhile and I have some money like


I've ya I've some and like, to depend on for awhile before getting another job, ya even here looking for jobs anywhere


is going to be so stressful, okay lah for us I think, our degrees will get us, quite a number of like the like most countries are quite, like they need I guess


that's what I say I that's what I tell myself before, , ya that's why


okay I at least our's won't be like lab like you know those lab works like research assistant and stuff, there's is like, for like the scientific ones is literally just doing the same thing everyday kind of thing, like I see our lab


, ya that's why , like okay maybe the reason why I hate lab is because I've to write report, !aiya! then I'll hate it


ya if it's just me doing things I don't mind, ya ya, I I'm not going to do give you any feedback information on


ya, exactly and you know right okay so we have this one senior


like she sends us our report she was our OG err she was our OGL so but the thing is right her reports even normal like the informal right it's so long like you know my informal report would be like less than five pages


and including the cover page and like the last random ya it'll literally be as short as possible hers will be like literally like a formal report like that will have twelve pages all then I'm like !huh!, why like !wah! like


and okay right honestly I don't know if that's what they are looking for I feel like it's not, because TA also will be like can you all just keep it within this ya, ya extra ya that's why


and then is like also like, I don't know I feel like she also, took her's from her seniors but then instead of like just taking from one senior she just, take from like four or five different options, so hers ya hers is like literally the size is like four times everyone else's


so we don't even know if we are we are like referring to the right standard, ya, and I've lab like until year like every sem I have lab


until I think year three I also have, ya, and it's like okay so this is two AUs for year two, year three I think it's three AUs, and it's like six hours or something


ya ya I don't get, no I don't get how it works, but reimen was saying something about lab being six hours, ya same


ya and it's usually like you know I've I've never submitted lab report before the actual, ya at max it's like even if it's one easiest report right I'll still end up


procastinating until like eleven thirty then submit, oh


ya, then , it was I think cell, something about cell colonies and stuff then


it was just like questions and then need to write the answer like explain like that, for me right <tamil>மத்த:mattae</tamil> report <tamil>லா எப்படி இருக்குனா:laa yepadi irukunaa</tamil> like, !wah! <tamil>ஏகப்பட்ட:yegapatta</tamil> calculations like there will be like so many calculations you know, that's what I hate about err reports it's like it takes so long to get the calculations done and format it and then it will be like half the time half of it will on excel so it's like !wow! it's like


but this one was just like writing down googling and writing down but even that I'm just like, push until last minute to do, , ah <tamil>ஆமா:aama</tamil> my friends are like


like because right I don't know since sem one <tamil>எனக்கு எப்படினா:yenakku epadinaa</tamil> like, I work much better when it's due, when I know it's due in like a few hours, I'll I'll be like yes full on doing it then it's like, like some of my friends won't even ask me if I'm done with lab report like I have if I have started until like on the actual day they'll be like actually how where are you ah


like yup I'm doing it, ya


okay that's exactly what I was thinking about ICT I was like !wow! I could do so much in two days and actually understood things if I had started earlier I would have been quite solid for the test I feel, but then okay then I was like okay since that happen for this test two test I should start throughout recess week I should be consistent and finish it


obviously that didn't happen


same, I feel like I can't change it anymore like it's just , same


like I feel like if I had studied for the test properly I would have caught up with, both the mods but no I am like back to, being confused on what's happening in uni


and it's like on top of like after all these like, like this sem I really wanted to exercise, and I haven't like gone to ya, oh <tamil>அந்த அளவுக்களா:anthe alvukala</tamil>


for me, year one I went to the gym a few but like like weekly, then, sem two I didn't do much, then circuit breaker until the end like I think in the middle I tried doing something but after that I just didn't do anything


thing is like I was like okay one of my friend has hall she has the keys to the gym I mean the, ya like we can go to the gym but then, now is like err, she also never go she stays in hall but then, we like and you know you have to book gym in advance


and it's like even if you look at it like a week before, or like, five days before it will be fully booked already, or there will be like, ya ya ya COVID then it's like !wow!


because all the gym like the dudes the they just like very on they have schedule, those people who have a schedule they know when to book already, for me and my friends it's like err tomorrow we don't have lesson ah oh okay should we gym, ya it's like


and but now is like you can't just <tamil>எந்திருச்சி:enthiruchi</tamil> oh gym <tamil>போர மாரி இருக்கு:pore maari iruku</tamil> then, have you eaten lunch, as in breakfast I mean


ya ya I was when they I know when they started I was I was like slowly eating, ya ya I was, because I think when I think before like I when I joined it was just him


me like, vaish was there and then vaish didn't want to on the camera then they were saying how she was eating something, and then I was like oh ya my thosai is at the side I'm gonna eat also


actually usually I don't eat breakfast but then <tamil>இன்னிக்கு அம்மா:inniki amma</tamil> was like, I just straight to lunch, ya at like twelve thirty one


if I eat breakfast my lunch will be at like, two three , !wah! but it's like my !wah! my lifestyle is just really unhealthy


ya then in the morning he wake up and come out I'm still sitting there also, ya until seven I was still ya, I oh it was it was like ya it when it was like reaching the sunrise timing I close the windows I was like no I'm going to refuse that it's morning


I will sleep , err we we had a assignment due we had to finish it, and it was like okay so, ya that's why like you know okay so what


happened like was okay so, , at the start of the sem we have this new professor for thermodynamics, and, he had he have this new system of like, homework thing, okay I feel like the weight weightage is not that high but I don't know it was it's just a lot of work to do


like so right , assignment, so there was total five homeworks, and then it's like, ideally you finish it every week lah so it won't like accumulate to the


end but then like, and, like <tamil>நால ஒன்னுமெ பன்னல:naala onnume pannale</tamil> so it's like <tamil>நானு:naanu</tamil> okay, ya


that's why so I was like ah okay so but then this sem thermodynamics again right, I mean like a few of us just really didn't know anything like we just couldn't understand, like a lot of people actually but then there's that few smart people who knows everything lah, but then so the homework right


we need to know to do what so like me and my friend weak, could barely you won't figure out what the content so we just, let it pile up, okay is it was supposed to be in groups of like two or three and then so me and my friend formed the group first then this other girl like we knew her but then


like my friend knows her better lah so she also ask if she could join and she's very smart


can't help with this and then she also join lah because we need she was need the group what, so and she was very consistent, should be like doing the work and mature like even earlier on then we me and my friend will be like oh shit so we what we did was like


but the thing is we can't do it it's like it's like I wanted to do it but I don't know how to do it ya, it's like it's beyond me already lah, so we offered to like write it down nicely because she was doing in pencil and stuff so we were like will do on our own like we'll try but then obviously our answers are going to be like not


like marks worthy and so we will just like help you write it up nicely and stuff but then I I don't know why it just took so long to like process everything because there was excel involved, like graphs and stuff so me have to like do that and then


put them all nicely to a PDF and then ya, know it took so long, I don't even know if I copied stuffed correctly in the end


answer <tamil>ரையு கொடுத்~:raiyu koduth~</tamil> because some she doesn't she didn't give the answer also you have to figure it out and stuff, it was such a mess, but lucky I was zooming my friend if not I would have


fallen asleep already


oh my god ya I'll be like okay, her early has never happen, ya same like I'll be like okay <tamil>இன்னிக்கு நல்லா படிச்சுட்டு போய் தூங்கலாம்:innikki nalla padichittu poi thoogelam</tamil> like, stay up night then I'll do something like okay usually what happens is after dinner I'll end up watching some random youtube videos for awhile that for awhile will become until like eleven or something


then after that I'll I'll set up everything and start writing down something, and then someone who start talking and I'll be like okay yes let's start okay like okay let's play some game let's do this and then after that I see the time it will be like, one something already


and by the time of the okay instagram for awhile, and another two hours gone then I'll be like okay my own lighted button, without doing any work


ya and it's like I don't know I just don't function until like, evening, and just like okay after lunch to like around five, I just don't know what I'm doing but I wouldn't do anything


ya, ya, like I don't even I don't nap that much, but I will just like, do like I would walk to kitchen once I'll come back sit I'll watch like a video or something


then I will go sit in front of the TV for like five ten minutes and then, it's just that loop going to the kitchen coming back going to the TV


ya okay then I'll ya I'll do that right yes, did after dinner is my just now colour already watch something talk to people play with people and then ya, !wah! it's (ugh) I really have to fix


my schedules, like I want to go into


ya that was awful, my GPA was so bad because of sem one, but okay lah I feel


ya, like we just never got to get our things together in uni, then this sem is like completely different, is like, okay but I feel like uh, there's potential for me to do well this sem like okay do well as in catch up


not academically well, but then that one thermodynamics mod right it's just so draining like because I don't know and then I'm like !wah! I don't know then like, it just I just like err I don't want to do this because I don't know anything


ya that's why, ya actually I don't know because the test is at three thirty I need to ask friends lah


I'll end at like four thirty though, so after that I'm free, are you coming to school tomorrow, for the late module leh


ya, , !wow!, damn


forget like essay how many words, ah okay okay, ya I think it will take like around, half a day, ya same like JC I took late what so


but then after that I already like I never write essays in so long that's why I very hesitant to take such modes, is it a jerpy or U E, okay but I feel like I might take it because


ya but I really don't know, heavy,


, for me it's like , jerpy I haven't cleared anything so it's like I really need to like start doing that but then year two I don't have space for jerpies and UE's


ya but I'm so worried for the business on it looks it all sounds bad, ya that too


ya, I think year three and four, they will give priority , for the electives


okay I think that's done okay, okay wait let me put in my earpiece okay have you have you put in your earpiece


wait headphone headphone , headphone <tamil>ல தான இருக்க:le thaane irukke</tamil> ah okay okay can can can that's why cause apparently it's not supposed to overlap and all so, okay I think we can start now so


like legit because right oh my god like okay not talkingk about this but just seriously lah I honestly thought right this recess week is gonna be fun leh like legit you know


I was like hopingk like everytime I was so stressed about uni right I always tell my friends ah recess week I cannot wait, every mod different <tamil>ல எல்லா:le ellaa</tamil> exam <tamil>வச்சிடாங்க:vachitangke</tamil> I got like exam on like monday and then I had another exam on like freakingk friday you also had right


ya I was dyingk I died the whole way, exactly oh my god


same, same same same <tamil>நா நா என்ன நெநைச்சனா:naa naa enna nenaichana</tamil> because <tamil>ஏன:yena</tamil> computer science <tamil>ல நீயு நீயு வந்து அந்த:la neeyu neeyu vanthu anthe</tamil> err computational thinkingk <tamil>எடுக்கர தான:edukera thaane</tamil> ah so, eh first term <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> err python <tamil>அப்ரோமா:aproma</tamil> second term <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> C


from monday to friday I was just studyingk then saturday I went out for the bondingk day and then today sunday and then I have like other stuff to do, oh my god do you have ethics and morals that module, group two I'm group two I haven't do


have you have you finished the three hundred word essay is it <tamil>நா முடிக்கவே இல்ல:naa mudikave ille</tamil> ya <tamil>இன்னிக்குள்ள பன்னி முடிக்கனு:innikulle panni mudikanu</tamil> , I was like no because okay so you know what err monday right okay I think wednesday, because err tuesday <tamil>தான நமலுக்கு அந்த:thaane namaluku anthe</tamil> computer exam so wednesday my friends were like oh you wanna go to school and start do the ethics and morals I was like okay lah can no problem and then we went right and then I was think actually I was thinkingk beforehand should I like stay at home do math cause like the limits is not somethingk we learned in JC mah


right so I was like really confused about, limits as a whole lah because I also never watch the videos , did did you watch the videos, , no that's why that's why that's why that's why on tuesday night right I was thinkingk because they ask me do you want to go and then I was thinkingk I actually do want to go because I haven't I want to like you know sort of like not stress about math and then I want take some time to like you know we are studyingk but it'll be in school by yourself so it'll be with your friends so it will be fun


but then on the other hand I was like maybe I should just sit at home just Chiongk maths all the way you know what mean ya but then I was like okay lah never mind never mind never mind I can have thursday to catch up on math right err even though friday's the test never mind you do it in one day so I went on wednesdays went out finish my ethics and morals you know the video have you finished the video


err the ethics and moral all thirteen videos ah, okay lah <tamil>அதுக்கு வந்து ஆன உனக்கு:athuku vanthu aana unaku</tamil> november thirteen <tamil>வரைக்கொ உனக்கு:varaiko unaku</tamil> time <tamil>இருக்கு:irukku</tamil> so that's fine ya but I was like


but is it group two seven to thirteen so you have roster


so eh you can just click is it you can just click, oh I thought must do CUN [seh] that's why I was like I was all the first !wah! smart


how it started in africa and then like how all the people there first did it and then the british came and then they saw a guthrie and then they took slaves then they took the tree out of the country all that some nonsense lah the whole history


november thirteen don't have deadlines just because it's just like <tamil>ஆறு:aaru</tamil> video thankfully this is just <tamil>ஆறு:aaru</tamil> video tell I did the first two videos apparently right <tamil>அதுக்கு வந்து:athuku vanthu</tamil> you got like get to type out some


questions like there's open ended question also ah you know what my friend did she went to Google, apparently right there's this actually there's this like blog or page or somethingk that literally just gives you answers for that module


!wah! wait your brother's older than you ah


!whoa!, ooh so he's like three years older than you lah


[orh] not bad not bad my brother just like one year older and he went to NS ya, ya that's the worst oh my god that will the worst leh it like I mean okay okay I don't know about you like would were your brother and you the same school when like in primary school and secondary school


same same


oh really you went to a girls school, why what what happen to all like why why, why the is it because of a good because it was a good school nearby or is it because you wanted to go to an all girls school like that


ah okay lah I mean, [orh] okay lah that's quite good


it's just easier ya ya


I think that's like one of the what do you call it like one of the thingks that are sad about like all girls school like when they see boys they will start go for them you know what I mean


that's much easier I think for me and my brother like we just it's not like we didn't we pretended we didn't know each other or like we like acted as if we are like the best of siblingks we just like we don't say it but we do not deny it you know what I mean


ah so it's just ya it's just ya , but then I had instances where like my brother's friends after knowingk that I'm the sister will come and like check, are you sure you the sister of pravin I'm like


ya like what do you think I'm the original target sheet thank you very much, tell me about it ya that happens but, after that I think I was like when I was in india lah, here we have never been in the same school


ya, err until sec three I came here in sec three so I came here immediately joined sec three, and then ya, but like my dad was workingk here ever since I was youngk so I was like


ya one year older so like ya so every year <tamil>வந்து போய்ட்டு வந்து போய்ட்டு வருவோ:vanthu poitu vanthu poitu varuvo</tamil> like for duringk the school holidays lah so it's like it wasn't very like oh a new country altogether because I've been like jurongk point every singkle time when I was youngk


so it was it actually it wasn't really that it's like it's not new to me so it was like very easy to adapt, ya so, what did you do in the last week


I


I I think for the maths one right I don't know what the final exam is gonna be like you know what I mean, oh I can't even imagine ya


it's like ah, ya exactly but then it's like a take home test is it, is it I'm not sure because like on the <tamil>அந்த:anthe</tamil> blackboard <tamil>ல போய் பாத்தனுவேய:le poi paarthanuveyeh</tamil> ya you'll see like mathematics one can go there's this file called assessment then you see the assessment there's like quiz there's online assessments and then there's a take home tests


I'm assumingk that the take home test should be, the ya I think


ya tell me about it oh my god, , same tell me about it


, that happened to me also oh my god I think he because I think okay the first day of the tutorial right he he came in right then there was like a lot of people but then I think the second or third tutorial right there were like five of us or six of us when he came to class


for tutorial for some reason lah not low keep so , everyone got must sit in the same table right so my table got this one guy, one chinese guy I didn't know who he was lah like, mask <tamil>லா:laa</tamil> cover <tamil>பன்னும்போது யாரு பாக்கரதெல்லா தெரியாது பாரு:pannumpothu yaaro paarkarathella teriyathu paaru</tamil> so err I went a bit early so I went to sit at my table and then there's this guy who comes in with his bag then I'm like okay lah oh just dri-fit t-shirt shorts and then his bag then I'm like okay lah is it is it the guy who's sittingk in my table or he in another table because


if he is sittingk in my table then I need to move my chair a bit, and then he goes to the computer then I realized oh wait this is the teacher ya I was like oh my god okay wrongk, first err and oh but oh my god you know okay so you go to tutorials normally right <tamil>எப்போயுமே:epoyume</tamil> like normal <tamil>லா நீ போவதான:laa nee povethaane</tamil> how many people are there in your tutorials normally


okay I mean that's good you know at first okay at first the first day of tutorial first tutorial a lot like fifteen twenty people


ya ya ya and then by the time we got down to third week or the fourth week it like, ya and then I think I went for, six week it was just me, I know <tamil>நா மட்டுந்தான்டா இருந்த:naa mattuthandaa irunthe</tamil> ya it was just me and the teacher and then


and then we were like because I came earlier so I was like err I thought maybe someone will come and then he came and he was like, maybe it's just you, I'm like shoot what am I gonna do


, I okay I think my tutorials also on tuesday ah then but okay, there are only two classes one is at nine thirty to ten thirty and then the second class which is math is at four thirty


ya right because they're all like also like students mah they are not really like teachers anyway so like when he comes he doesn't use the okay I don't know how you did in JC right but everytime they use the projector right


full <tamil>ல:la</tamil> workout <tamil>பன்ன மாட்டாங்க:panne maatangkge</tamil> just the steps <tamil>மட்டு கொடுப்பாங்க அப்ரோ நமலுக்கு யாருக்காவது:mattu kodupangkge apromaa namaluku yaarukavathu</tamil> confusion <tamil>இருந்துச்சினா அப்ரொமா:irunthuchinaa aproma</tamil> blackboard <tamil>ல போய் அந்த:la poi anthe</tamil> workout <tamil>பன்னுவாங்க அந்த:pannuvangkge anthe</tamil> whiteboard <tamil>ல போய்:le poi</tamil>


what


, I know right like even if it's in front of me right I have to be like <tamil>என்னால எழுதுரே:ennala ezhuture</tamil> wait wait wait what are you writingk and then oh my god because right err he doesn't he doesn't only do the steps he does the mental calculation right then and there


you know what I mean especially when it comes to thingks like matrix right <tamil>நீ வந்து ஒரு:nee vanthu</tamil> question <tamil>நீ:nee</tamil> method ready <tamil>பன்னனுனு சொன்னா போது:pannanunu sonna pothu</tamil> <tamil>ஏனா அந்த:yenaa anthe</tamil> calculation <tamil>பன்ரது கஷ்தந்தா இல்லனு சொல்ல மாட்டெ நானெ:panrathu kashtandthaa illanu solle maatte naane</tamil> calculator <tamil>தா:thaa</tamil> use <tamil>பன்னுவே அவ:pannuve ave</tamil> calculator <tamil>கொட:kodee</tamil> use <tamil>பன்ர மாட்டால:panre maatala</tamil>


and then, exactly and then when he's doingk the mental calculation right he's just talkingk to himself all the steps I'm like if you want to teach right teach properly or if you wanted to just do the calculation might as well just write down the answer


I'm tryingk to listen but you are just like mutteringk to yourself you get what I mean so it's like I don't know am I supposed to listen to you or is it like, your own inner thoughts or, I also don't know lah, <tamil>அப்படிதா அடுத்ததடவே சொல்லிட்டு வந்தரனு:apadithaa aduthathadeve sollitu vandtharenu</tamil> sir mind voice <tamil>வெளிய கேக்குது:veliye kekuthu</tamil> are you gonna use it properly or not


ya but then and then okay lah so


literally every question he will go through then I'm like


ya but he will go through, like okay err see the question now for example, trigo form <tamil>ல இருந்து உன்னொரு:la irunthu unnoru</tamil> form <tamil>கு:ku</tamil> changke <tamil>பன்னனுனா:pannanunaa</tamil>


so <tamil>அவ எல்லாத்தையு பன்ன மாட்டா எதாது ஒன்னு மட்டோ பன்னிட்டு:ave elaathaiyu panne maata ethavuthu onnu mattu pannitu</tamil> he'll finish it up, so after he finish this up that's like normal right, okay lah like one he knows how to do then the rest also you know how to do so that sort of thingk but then if we ask


I uh I understand part A but I don't understand part C can you go through lah he will go through lah, but as I said right there's not alot of teachingk no one asks, questions no one replies it's reallt it might as well be just him, only you know what I mean so it's like that it's like no one


ask any question so it goes by very fast because he just writes writes writes writes writes writes writes, and then goes to next question write write write write write write go to next question write write write, then that's all so is like actually got time to finish, but you know that day was just me right !wah! because it was just me right he just asked which questions you wanna go through and then I say this this this question then that's it and then it was just and then we had half an now left


and then like, no because I was like I also thought right okay <tamil>நா சீகிரமா முடிச்சிட்டா:naa sikiramaa mudichittaa</tamil> I thought we go home right but he's like one hour is not over yet


I'll just go through some, I also don't know but then you know in mathematics <tamil>அந்த:anthe</tamil> blackboard <tamil>கு போனனு வையே:ku ponenu vaiyee</tamil> under the content err you'll see what are the learningk learningk points


ah of chapter of like semester one and then he will just go he went through, and then I'm like you know this is a pretty much useless thingk to do and then and then while he was good, I know


I know I tell you oh my god and then and then okay while he was doingk that right there's one good thingk while he was goingk through that thingk right he was talkingk about like blah blah blah stuff and then he say you know discrete math do you have discrete math, no you don't have discrete math I think you do like next sem lah but it is another module I have which is


math but it's all about like proof, like prove this prove that sort of like, it's like logic lah proovingk lah your sets, lah all that stuff right apparently he also teaches that


you know union ah so my class starts at like nine eh ten eh nine thirty or ten thirty somethingk lah and then err accordingk to the union thingk I'm not suppose to have that day


but apparently he just kept the class, ya I don't know why he didn't even cancel the class, so I didn't go to the class because but then that <tamil>வாரம்: vaaram</tamil> I had like test


ah school <tamil>குலா பொய்:kulaa poi</tamil> okay lah better lah like you know math, MCQ <tamil>பாய்க்க முடியாது:paaike mudiyathu</tamil> a'ah


one hour so is okay lah so I wanted to ask him questions so I wanted to go to class, but I didn't know there was class I thought he cancelled, I just didn't go I'm like I should have just gone right I should have just gone and like if it's not then I come back home lah but right but I didn't think that far


so I was like okay lah nevermind err so that that, eveningk was like math class with him and then he's like eh I teach this err topic also I'm like oh my god wait wait wait I'll just ask you the questions I wanted to ask before and then I asked him the questions and I was like oh okay


so it was not okay lah if it's just me right, ya, ya exactly and then I was like week seven okay week six <tamil>யாரு வரல:yaaru varale</tamil> week seven <tamil>யாராவது வருவாங்களா:yaaravathu varuvangkelaa</tamil> question mark, and then I was like it's limits right it was limits


right so okay so that limits right usually I do, it properly my tutorials but that week right we had the digital logics test and alot of test comingk up right so I didn't


look at the lecture notes even I didn't do the tutorial properly I just like anyhow <tamil>எதாவது ஒன்னு எழுதிவிட்டுடு வந்தரது:yethaavathu onnu ezhutivittutu vandtharathu</tamil> sort of thingk right, so like especially with the limits right anytime I try to they asked me find limits in approaches infinity I just anyhow right then I realize the answer is not correct and then usingk the answer I worked backwards you know what I mean you're not supposed to do that


same same that's why so that's why I was like I know I got test right so I was like because if it's just you right in the class he does give like useful tips


so I was like I usually I only go for class dude for those tricks, you know what I mean like I don't care about the whole lot of thingks it's just like the tiny tiny bits of information he gives right use this use there, and then the easier way to do this sort of thingk so because of that that's why I go lah so I went okay week seven I didn't want to go because I didn't want to be like alone but


it's limits and if he wants to give me any useful tips about, limits right please take me you know what I mean I really want to know because I got test also so I went I was like prayingk and prayingk please don't let me be the only one <tamil>கடவுளே:kadavule</tamil> please help me this sort of thingk but guess what it was just me again all alone I was like ah


and then okay lah again he went through the whole thingk because it was limits right so it was a bit, confusingk lah so he took a longker but we still had fifteen minutes left, and obviously we couldn't go home right I don't know why


<tamil>அது:athu</tamil> recap <tamil>பன்னி என்னா:panni enna</tamil> use lah, no what he , at least <tamil>அது ஒரு சும்மா:athu oru summa</tamil> past time <tamil>கு ரெண்டாவது தடவே பன்ன என்ன அந்த ஆலு லூசுனு நா நெநைச்சிருப்ப போலலா என்ன சொல்ட்ர:ku rendavathu thadave panna enna anthe aalu loosunu naa nenaichiruppe polelaa enna soldre</tamil> but


right so that week he was like oh err how's your math test I was like oh good he's like oh I'll go through that and then he went through


and then I'm like, okay I mean it okay lah and then I asked him questions lah he was like these are the common mistakes students will do make sure you don't do these kind of thingks sort of thingk and then like err how did you do do you think you'd get full marks show me all the steps you do then I'll see if I can find any faults or somethingk and then it was okay lah that one but I'm just worried that


that's the thingk it was not awkward the last two weeks because there was always somethingk to talk about like ask question or like talk about the test or somethingk but


ya <tamil>யா நீ போரியா ஏ போ போ:yaa nee poreyaa yen po po</tamil> <tamil>நல்லது:nallathu</tamil>


you will listen, ya, ya ya ya same same same <tamil>அதா நானு பன்ரது:athaa naanu panrathu</tamil> but actually no err for me I don't watch because it's two hours somemore leh I cannot you know what I mean <tamil>ஒரு மன்னேரனாவது:oru manneranaavathu</tamil> okay <tamil>எப்டியாது பன்னி பாத்தர்லா ஆனா ரெண்டு மன்னேரொ இருக்கும்போது:epadiyaavathu panni paatherlaa aana rendu mannerae irukkumpothu</tamil>


I just like I cannot, ya and then okay that's the thingk my monday I don't have any class, ah so I don't want to go to school on a monday just for this are you do you have any class on monday


[orh] so it's actually quite okay, oh I see then you go monday also if you can force yourself, err err maybe maybe if you want tell me we can go together


one day , tell me lah ya because I also like cannot force myself sometimes to watch and then I wait until err the online test , , because right dude because I come we both come from JC right so <tamil>அந்த:anthe</tamil> background knowledge <tamil>கொஞ்சொ கொஞ்சொ இருக்குபாரு நம்மலுக்கு:konjo konjo irukku paaru nammaluku</tamil> you know what I mean so like when it comes to like


okay linus was hard lah that one I'm not gonna say no but, I think when what was the before topics ah vectors, ah we did a lot like vectors


ah then but but it was easier a bit here right as way vectors was way way easier like


oh, [orh]


oh but does he have any material for you to do question or you just do like oh so what questions you do


oh


, , ya I think okay lah that's what one aspect that will be hard lah because, ya I mean நா மட்டு பன்னனுனு naa mattu pannenunu veiye</tamil> you just teach me what I'm I don't know what I don't know


you know I mean that's like


exactly, ya ya ya I know what you mean because like I think when it comes to tuition they know what the


, , true true true and then when they see an interestingk question from another school they will copy it and then they use it to teach you and then it's like, ya lah I went tuition also like oh my god oh my god interestingk one uh my tuition math tuition teacher


she is my school le math tutor <tamil>இருப்பாங்கல ஏன்:irupangkgale yen</tamil> class <tamil>கு அவளுடிய:ku avaludiye</tamil> sister in law, I know I also didn't know I was like because the first class I went right the second second class I went right, it was just me


so uh it was just me another girl <tamil>வந்து வேர நாள்:vanthu vera naal</tamil> make up <tamil>பன்ட்டா:panntaa</tamil> so it was just me, oh my god I don't know leh eh actually you know math class ya I was alone by myself again but it was a female teacher lah


and then I went through my stuff and then err obviously tuition <tamil>னா நீயே சீக்கிரமா போ மாட்ட:naa neeye siikirema po maate</tamil> so she was like goingk through stuff fast also and then suddenly she was like err which JC are you from and then she was like who's your teacher and then I was like oh madame ngk and then she was like is it like catherine then I'm like err I'm not sure


I'm like ya ya ya that's her that's her that's her that's her and then she was like oh, she's my sister-in-law I'm like what are you kiddingk me right now and then okay the my school teacher brother <tamil>ருடிய:rudiya</tamil> wife


in tuition teacher ya so that's the story now right and, ya ya ya like I love both like, ya tell me about it ya and then she err my tuition teacher told me, I was like oh my god you know her oh oh oh oh I see I see and then she was like oh don't worry I keep my err students confidentiality like I don't say I'm like you know what it doesn't matter you can say also I don't care because I like both the teachers


like the only reason I went to math tuition was because my mom was beingk Kiasu, like major subject <tamil>னாலு ஒரு அளவு பன்னாலு:naalu oru alavu panaalu</tamil> okay <tamil>ஆனா:aana</tamil> maths <tamil>வந்து நீ கொஞ்சொ:vanthu nee konjo</tamil> like <tamil>ஏனா எனக்கு தெரியு நா வந்து:yenaa enaku teriyu naa vanthu</tamil> arts <tamil>பக்கொலா போ மாட்டெலா:pakkolaa po mattelaa</tamil>


so like maths is like a strongk foundation you need to have right so like my mum, , true I also went for physics, did you ah what what I only went for those two lah


err, me you also ah err jurongk east


!hanna! because right my physics, math teacher okay very good my school itself, physics ah is a bit


he's very like, , how do I put it very like


like that kind of guy it's not like he's handsome or it's not like he's youngk or really is nothingk like that you know but he made it that, I it looks like a two hundred meters gap between us girls and the


err I mean like if it's like that can lah but if it affects the teachingk right then, what can I say about it you know what I mean <tamil>நாங்க:naangke</tamil> tutorial oh tutorial class like third class lah <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> JC <tamil>ல வந்து:le vanthu</tamil> check <tamil>பன்னுவாங்க சில:pannuvangke sila</tamil> time depends on the teachers right so I think what he'll do is like you know girls usually sit in some tables guys sit in some tables together right so he'll go to the guys he will check their work


skip the girls' tables go to another guy's tables and check their work so like he literally skips every girl's table <tamil>இருக்குனா:irukkunaa</tamil> skip skip oh <tamil>பன்டீயா: panteeya</tamil> okay, that's what what that's like just like look ya, so like what obviously as girls if you have other


stuff goingk on you obviously wouldn't do because you know he won't check you know what I mean and then by time goes it becomes a habit for you just not to do, so you I think most of us just dim do lah and then he was like horrible and then


ah exactly and then like அந்த anthe nerathukulle</tamil> test <tamil>தே வந்துரு:eh vanthuru</tamil> and then you're like oh my god I don't understand I'm goingk through the tutorial and I don't understand anythingk and I can't oh my god we tried to once right because I think in J two


what would I do, I'm just gonna ask you a question what you talkingk about you know what I mean and then I was like ah I give up lah and then


he's useless I once went for consultation oh my god I went J one first semester or somethingk I went for him with consultation is like you know the one where all the students and teachers can got consultation right so is like that place lah so it's not like we're alone or anythingk so I ask him there's this MCQ question so why is


this the answer I do not understand because that is the answer, why does it increase speed oh because that's how the graph is given in answer I'm like


I know I know I know, oh my god okay I think I had a similar experience but this is the thingk my teacher she was a indian female teacher right some some some teacher lah and I also took H two right and then err


she okay because I have usually I have the dumbest question ever because for me right I don't go to tuition for chemistry so like all the stupid questions I suddenly form right when doingk the tutorial I have to clear them with the teacher cause I have no one else to ask so duringk the tutorial class I'll ask every time and I'll


confused her because I'll confuse her the class myself everyone, because of my stupid questions and she's like priya stop stop stop talkingk don't talk don't talk I'm confused wait and then, err sometimes I ask like some dumb questions right I think there was this one time this


there's this somethingk some somethingk about like some instrument in the lab or somethingk lah and some methods I think inorganic chem eh organic chem organic chem ah and then I asked her and then, I don't know what was wrongk but she literally for ten minutes she scolded me


ya she was in like she was like I don't know what kinda dumb questions you wanna ask <tamil>நீ:nee</tamil> lecture <tamil>ல நீ கேக்குரியா இல்லையானு எனக்கு ஒன்னு புரியல:le nee kekuriyaa illeyaanu enaku onnu puriyale</tamil> but I don't know what you are talkingk like how how are you so like I okay she didn't use the word dumb but she like kept scoldingk me why you always askingk this kinda questions and stuff


ya she was shoutingk at me and then I was like this close to like just beingk so like I didn't cry obviously because I'm used to teacher scoldingk me all the time, so like for me I was just like okay lah maybe I just but I felt like


why she's like scoldingk it was the first class in the morningk some more and then


ya ya exactly so I ask her and then after the ten minutes right the class was like doingk another question she came to me and then she suddenly was like okay class what priya ask is actually a very excellent question, and then I'm like what's wrongk with you


ya but she's always the kind of teacher like even if she scolds you right she will always give you the answer, ah ah


right that's like the job as your teacher like you don't have to answer the high level question cause that's like goes beyond the school, right right right I mean that's like a really horrible teacher to have okay


, obviously like Google has the dumbest thingks


oh my god might as well just answer the basic questions look like a good teacher and be done with it right, ya oh my god no wonder


no then you drop the H one lah if that kind of teacher because I think without my teacher says it's a dumb question or she's like oh my god priya why do you keep askingk me questions but she's still answers at the end either like duringk the


class or like after the class she'll come to me alone and she'll tell me blah blah blah so there's like no matter what or she'll tell me I come to you for the next class I will and she'll actually come to me after the next class and she'll come to me lah, but, there are some


horrible teachers in my JC also like chemistry teachers this this one guy he was like, you guys, err he was in my lecture but he's in my friend's tutorial class in lecture he'll be like you guys all gettingk dumber and dumber by the year


I wish you will all go to sleep eternally, he want us to die leh, I don't know what and then duringk the class right, he won't guilt he will just say like my friend say lah that duringk chemistry class okay first okay when you're first learningk


the content right you need someone to write it on the board so you can copy down and then <tamil>வீட்டல போய் உனக்கு தெர்லனா:veetla poi unaku terlenaa</tamil> okay lah you will like you know look through and then you will compare with the notes and then all that stuff but, if if okay lah if oh but then if you have like learnt a lot already then you will just ask one question if he just says verbally fine because you already know what the question like you do you know the topics already you know what I mean


but then for him right at at the start of the tutorial twelve everytime he will just say verbally, he won't write down anythingk on the blackboard or the white whiteboard or like give the answers or anythingk so it's like she will just be like so confused because he'll just rapidly like wrap wrappingk up there right


exactly and she has to like make sure she can write down what he says so that it's not just told in her brain for that hour you know like if you want to look back on it one month later or somethingk


ah


, oh my god I think okay for me right it depends what kind of distraction if it's like, okay for the thingk you said right is like you know some people listen to music when they're studyingk I cannot do that I think in secondary


for me no matter what I cannot like I think I tried I believe I tried with the wrongk subject lah as you said but I tried with geography I think it was secondary school lah my friends were doingk that


I know I know I was not, ya I was supposed to be writingk an essay, ah as listeningk to music guess what my essay consisted of, and then it was horrible and then you know but I can't even correction tape it's just alot to correction tape never mind I'll just rewrite a new essay and then from then onwards I just never bothered listeningk to music


uh so (uh huh), oh


, that's why that's why like when I'm listeningk to music lah okay I don't singk but you know it's like it's like the lyrics are nice so I'm listeningk to right so let's say I'm doingk math I lose focus


I'm like, I'm listeningk to music I'm groovingk to the lyrics you know I'm havingk one whole err movie scene by myself in my head, so there's no space for math here anymore you know what I mean


wait so you listen to tamil songks and then you singk ah tamil songks is


ah, ya right ah okay but for me right I think sometimes what happens is that right like you know you listen to music when you are walkingk outside goingk home right sometimes when you are focusingk on somethingk right, you saw that even though the music is playingk right it sort of like becomes like background music you know what I mean I think that's what happens when you're studyingk is it


like it become background music that's why you can like study properly, that's sad err but I mean like, err okay when I'm studyingk I cannot have any distractions, I'm by myself because I'm used to that lah because at home I usually study at home


right so for me like my parents also make sure that there's no noise and stuff if they are like you know you got TV in the livingk room, and then like if it's too loud I'll be like <tamil>அம்மா:amma</tamil> sound <tamil>டு கொரைங்க:du koraingkge</tamil> and then they will actually like <tamil>கொரைக்கரான்:koraikeraan</tamil> the sound you know so I was like okay lah so


and then what happen in chemistry paper three right got this one girl who just kept, I don't know if I told you this before have I told you this, so am I repeatingk myself no right so it was A levels A levels leh chemistry paper three is hard right somemore there's thsi one girl just adjacent to me kept coughingk


she got cold or I don't know and then it's not like a it's like a , and then it came like every like thirty sec I'm not even jokingk it's like every thirty second god and then it was like distractingk you know and I'm thinkingk you know if you got cold right you can just tell the invigilators and they will literally prepare a new room for you


it's not a problem you know instead of like distractingk everyone and makingk us vulnerable to your cold and fever you can just take a new room by yourself you know it'd be much better, but no man she was just sittingk there coughingk and because it's paper three right I need to concentrate I cannot concentrate and then it's like half an hour forty five minutes gone already and then I ask the invilgilator can you like ask her to like


keep her volume down and then I was like I was tryingk to be polite but I know, that one is a bit hard to say also right it's abit rude and then the, invigilator is like err I don't think we can say that, and then I'm like oh okay thank you and then she came back she was like do you want me to move you to another place


but by now I I was like a lot of time gone already so I didn't have time right so I was like if I move and then, my time somemore gone and I said never mind never mind never mind and then I was just like then she just keep coughingk right just I couldn't concentrate you know I was like I was this close to just like breakingk down duringk that eh I was like I need to like its not fair you know what I mean everyone's like writingk peacefully and then for me it's like distraction it's not my fault


and then I think the invigilator like felt bad for me ah I don't know what lah and then halfway through they came then they took her away, , I know I was like okay I mean that's good right I mean I was like as in the moment she left right I suddenly found the answer to every question because I finally could think ya she was the problem like legit I couldn't hear myself like


I could hear all all I could hear was the cough it was consistently like re-occurringk you know what I mean it's like every one hour every thirty minutes also can but no this one every one minutes got one time, so it's like ah I couldn't think ya, but after that thankfully that was that and then after the paper right I was so mad I was


so mad even duringk the paper I was like I wanted to go to her and tell her can you like shut up, because I was that mad I was like and then I'm like oh gosh I was so mad I was like if I don't get if I I'm because I'm because of this girl if I don't get my A right I will be super pissed


oh my gosh I hate it also you know for the computer test right the computational thinkingk is like you need to go to the lab and then go online and stuff right so I was sittingk down there and then some person behind me click click click click click


like oh so done ready I'm like and you're supposed to be silent you know what I mean and I was like okay lah but then sometimes you know when you too focused on somethingk like everythingk become sort of ya so it's sort of


oh oh my god do you know when I was sittingk the computer lab I don't know which computer lab but it was like some software lab I was sittingk right at the end, and then you know suddenly somethingk hit me on the head I'm like dude what the heck is this


ah correct in, ya <tamil>என்ன:enna</tamil> designingk <tamil>னு தெர்ல:nu terle</tamil> correct <tamil>டா என் தலைக்கு இங்க வருது:ta yen talaiku ingkge varuthu</tamil> and then I'm like dude like, so I came and forward like that lah but like if I go back I will hit it so I need to like you know sort of crouch in front of the computer


ya it just lowered slowly then hit me like it didn't hit me like that lah it's like and then I'm like dude what, and then I moved forward and it just became like , I know that's why I was like so surprised then I'm like okay lah if it's just like me normally then can lah but then


so it was like okay lah, that one was ya, ah (uh huh) (uh huh) (uh huh) why


, !wah!


that's , (mmhmm), (oo)


!wah!


and not like they can multitask I cannot multitask like that to that extent, might as well just take yourself and go there is it


uni also like your course is it


[orh] [orh] [orh] [orh] [orh] so you are the, [orh]


ah, wait so you


ya, eh , ya actually when I first met you right it was very weird like when I tried to talk to you at first right it was like one worded replies and then for me I was like does she like me or does she not like me is it because she doesn't like me


and then suddenly you started talkingk alot, then it was like it was like suddenly very hot very cold then I'm like, what is goingk on with this girl I really couldn't I don't know because I'm usually normally right when you talk to someone you can either you can get the vibe it's like they either like you and can can talk to you or they don't like you and like you know they're just different wavelengkth lah right you know what I mean some people are just different wavelengkths not like they don't like you just you cannot really talk a lot


but then with you right ya it's just you talk to me but with you right it was so weird for some reason you will like quite okay then suddenly it was like it's like you didn't like me at all then I'm like what is goingk on


ah ah ah


, what is wrongk suddenly what happen , crazy woman


the more you try to, , but I but I think okay lah I think I for me it's not that crazy usually I'm


quiet when I go to a new school because I think when I was in india I changked a few schools because like you know you move move move so must changke right so I think for me it's like I am quiet the first few months, and then like once I made friends


ah I talk a lot, ya but yours just goes crazy I think, ya, from other extreme ya, I mean it's good


no it's like for me right I didn't even get the impression you were quiet for me is like you became quiet and suddenly you're talkingk then you became quiet and then you're talkingk I'm like what are you like are you hidingk yourself is this like a multi personality disorder what is goingk on


because when you talk right like you know we talk right then I'm like you seriously talk a lot then I'm like then suddenly you become quiet I'm like , ah


okay lah okay that makes actually set whereas the other point in time or like did you may one wouldn't replies and then the next minute is talkingk a mile, what am I supposed to think you actually library or accident


oh ya ya she's fine she's fun, askingk me like I think a lot of people ask me if you known each other, right was like no leh we just met there there she also ya actually diagnose those because I'm ya so she was like oh pretty also told me you guys mad a lot I'm like ya we talk a lot but we don't text them I think it was just not the textingk people or is it like


addictingk people's alert you text and and uh I think with her friends like I go crazy room with, they love it differently ya ya ya


I'm more like just face to face talkingk of thingks like how is burningk day for you, in real life you will become crazy that also haven't runningk there


oh not bad not bad you go so you also like all girls group right wait how many equities did he continued, and let me tell you ah let me tell you a little secret they are the only grow by who did it all


my group we only eight and then we like parkingk my piece a burrito


oh good, no but I'm let me tell you you definitely I gonna win because I grew group right we met right, and then err because my group a lot of year threes and year twos


and then like they all like got positions like, the year three right one was a dance choreographer one was a dancer she's in drama another year towards the secretary so they all have like busy busy schedules mah so it's really hard to get together everyone at the same time and then we we came lah and then err we went to eat


and then we will like should we do activities and that okay at first the girl one girl couldn't come the duchy need, right the welfare godchildren car and then after that like halfway after finish eatingk she came laughed and then we were like cover we just go somewhere and sit and talk and then


you just went to an open area we just sat there, five <tamil>பாட்டிங்க மாரி கதெ பேச ஆரம்பிச்சுட்டோ:paatingkge maari kathe pesa aarambichito</tamil> for like one hour we were just talkingk


uh okay we can move into the thingk correct, oh right oh my god


what is goingk on here, I hadn't oh added, ya if literally every like people were black they will like they were talkingk about the past relationships with most they did one only one girl had or somethingk lah and then they were like all the guys we sight <tamil>அடிக்குரான்:adikuraan</tamil> theaters got guys to sight <tamil>அடிக்குரான்:adikuraan</tamil> question mark


and then everythingk, therefore one hour it was funny lah ya and then like everyone had work so we just like came, home and orland ya you can find


let me tell you have it then, there are you you guys are crazy and so on like I think she she times you only like you guys group chat right she like, and I saw like the, the the the message where like you plan discuss what to do for each question like


what is wrongk with you guys you guys are amazingk, oh my god might no one did that no, one let me tell you tomorrow tomorrow


or today we have err I dunno someday we have next sunday right is what we have the thingk, I don't even bother talkingk bla bla bla never mind we your know over the winner is foot die you just give it to correct the car, I mean is it cause you were all year one so is a bit easier to widows me shadow is it


ya that's good lah, yesterday was like that time actually slept as the I think for the bus to waste I haven't been sleepingk


for like a sleepingk a lot like for the test and err, ppl, what wait what time do you sleep and wake up and all that


five thirty I leave a <tamil>ஆலாரம்:alaaram</tamil> right because, I'm a person will done of alarm, so what I do every five minutes you cheered every two minutes every five minutes


you know like pipe the device diwan wifi the divide by thirty verify the, it will just go on you you just keep ringkingk ringkingk ringkingk we I finally, but cause you have only one <tamil>ஆலாரம்:alaaram</tamil> right I have ten alarms


I have ten alarm so <tamil>ஒன்னு ஒன்னா யாரு போய் மாத்திட்டு இருக்க மாட்டாங்க பாரு:onnu onnaa yaaru poi maatittu irukke maatangkge paaru</tamil> right so it's just and then, once I finally wake up at five forty five somethingk right <tamil>எழுந்து ஒக்காந்திப்ப:ezhunthu okkanthippe</tamil> light <tamil>டு லா போட்ருவே முகலா கழுவிட்டு எல்லாத்தையு வந்துர்வே குழிச்சிர மாட்டெ முகலா கழுவிட்டு வந்துர்வே வந்ட்டு: tu laa poturuvae mugolaa kazhuvittu ellatiyu vanthuruve kuzhichira maate mugolaa kazhuvittu vanthuruve vantuu</tamil> because I'm studyingk with my notes right on my bed sometimes


at the I didn't know what they I think my body's to like siew I like it's like too tired already, I do like are we studyingk studyingk studyingk and then like uh suddenly lookout it's like six thirty already out of slept as an attack oh


I eh you not ya you know I forget my laptop literally twenty four seven I like okay okay no when I'm awake I'm on my laptop


the whole time like, for my leisure time also I'm on my laptop for studyingk also my my laptop, to the research stuff also I'm on my laptop literally everythingk also my laptop also right you also rikers both like computer staff suicide


no difference like same I gave up on my phone and when to start her laptop towel, I good leh you know the easy because bigger screen ride and all that so I just like use the computer to you go watch youtube videos or somethingk


so it's like I just watch and then like I don't think my eyes get a break right from eatingk also use, fred you or do you like ya, okay screen <tamil>தானெ:thaane</tamil> same ah that's just like and then ya lah obviously you see because I I went to meet my friends after the bondingk day yesterday right


and they're like oh my god the the universe your god I never see the big like eye bags on your room like I know I know we've like they're like oh shit out what's usually do it to you, ya cause they are like he actually poly lah, then why you you submit


okay I didn't plan anythingk do do do you for land !wow! that's like high, I didn't have fled, ya that's why I don't play you know that there's only one thingk I plan to do is sleep one day I'll catch up on my sleep and I caught up on my sleep yesterday okay lah yesterday I woke up at like eight


today I was gonna wake up at five thirty and then this time I flakes prove it I'm goingk to sleep today I don't care if I'm gonna because okay lah because you had to do like the ethics thingky and then, you know you have the effective communication right


what happened right for my group was that


we didn't we didn't know ya we need that like that kind of article, so like like the last week right we we we had we had the zoom consultation driver with a teacher she say oh then it won't be enough !hey! you like


we're talkingk about we need this upgraded next week and you are sayingk there's no shoot and then we need to rewrite everythingk so that staff had to do because we didn't changke mah, ride the whole drives holdingk ya so last minute so we were like okay let me try to changke the scope like interrupt and you will just changke to singkapore try to like you know use the same credit solution stuff but I just changke a bit so I needed to do that I need to do the three hundred word essay I need to do like math homework


and all that stuff right so because of all that I was like, okay I need to wake up early but then okay lah, I was like forget it I need my sleep more


is it okay okay have you stop the video, okay one two three


ya ya same, no <tamil>நா என்ன நினச்சனா:naa enna nenaichana</tamil> like recess week at least <tamil>கொஞ்ஜொ:konjo</tamil> catch up <tamil>பன்னலா:pannalaa</tamil> like, I felt so lazy throughout but then <tamil>என்னனா எதோ அந்த:ennanaa yetho andtha</tamil> exam <tamil>கு மட்டுந்தா படிக்கர மாதிரி இருந்துது வேர எதுவுமே தொடல நா:ku mattuthaan padikera mathiri irunthuthu vera ethuvume todele naa</tamil> so I don't know what to do


C oh


, ya ya ya <tamil>நீ:nee</tamil> group two ah


!aiyo! , ya ya


ya, same oh my god I didn't also but the test was horrible so I regret not watchingk


, , ya ya


thirteen <tamil>லா முடிக்கல பாதிதா முடிச்சிருக்க:laa mudikale paathithaa mudichirukke</tamil> , ya ya


ya ya


ah,


got deadline anot or is it just by november thirteen,


[orh] , I think <tamil>நெரைய பேரு அப்டி பன்ராங்க தெரியுமா ஏனா நேத்து நானு:neraiya peru apdi panrangkge teriyuma yena nethu naanu</tamil> ethics and moral recently I was doingk it lah then my brother came in then he was like


, ya he's in year two now aerospace engkineeringk, he knows durga because they are in the MA club right ya so they know each other actually <tamil>அன்னிக்குதா எனக்கே தெரியு:annikuthaa enake teriyu</tamil> I was like oh !wow!


so he's like, , okay at least not like two years older then he will be in year one also then I'll be like oh no, that's just awkward


it was bad primary school <tamil>ல ஒரே:le ore</tamil> school <tamil>லா இருந்தோல:la irunthole</tamil> he pretended like he don't know me you know


and I hated it I was just so frustrated I was like screw you then luckily secondary school I went to a girls school then he went to another school so like whatever, ya I was in cedar girls'


what do you mean why


like I just heard from somewhere lah then cut off point meet <tamil>பன்னுச்சு:pannuchu</tamil> so I was like okay fine just go, but I think it was I think honestly I prefer like co-ed school lah, girls are like cause they are toxic like forever gossipingk forever talkingk about people then


then <tamil>அப்ப வந்து என்ன பன்னுங்குனா என்னமோ பையனுங்கலேயே:appe vanthu enna pannuguna ennamo paiyanugaleye</tamil> err <tamil>வாழ்க்கைல பாக்காத மாரி:vazhkaile paakathe maari</tamil> reaction <tamil>குடுக்கும்பாரு:kudukumpaaru</tamil> I'll just be like !hais!


ya , then the boys on the other hand like <tamil>சும்மா கொரங்குதனொ பன்னிகிட்டு:summa korungkuthano pannikittu</tamil> they just throwingk stuff around don't know what they doingk so I'm just sittingk there like done with both the schools


, yeah yeah yeah like <tamil>கொஞ்சொ:konjo</tamil> awkward <tamil>டா இருக்குலா:da irukulaa</tamil> like, friends <tamil>கோட இருக்கும்போது:kode irukumpothu</tamil> then suddenly your brother comes in then you like right err hi,


[orh] how many years were you in india,


oh so <tamil>நீ தம்பி அம்மா:nee thambi amma</tamil> in india then your dad here, okay okay oh ya ya one year older son right


ah ya


that's why <tamil>அதா சொன்னனே:athaa sonnaneyh</tamil> I was just like really just my whole time was just spent on like, on like on the exam <tamil>படிக்கருதே:padikurathe</tamil> that's all because <tamil>அதுக்கு முன்னாடி தொடவே இல்ல:athukku munnadi thodeve ille</tamil> so I had to just do it and then next I I just did some


I was tryingk to revise a bit of digital logic but <tamil>அதுக்கு நேரொ இல்ல:athuku naero ille</tamil> then I start on ethics and morals <tamil>எல்லா அரெகொரையாதா பன்னிகிட்டு இருக்கெ:ella arekoraiyathaa pannitu irukke</tamil> so, I think I'm goingk to really suffer a lot lah , for the final exam I'll just be like oh no


oh my god I can't imagine


really ah, (uh huh)


but means what they will look as through Zoom again ah, the kind of thingk is it like own time own target ah , eh that one is nice


but I don't think they so nice right since when unless they, err like okay pass <tamil>பன்னி தொலையட்டு:panni tholaiyattu</tamil> that kind of thingk,


so <tamil>என்னனா அவரு ஒருத்தரு நின்னுகிட்டு இருந்தாரு:ennenaa avaru orutharu ninnukittu irunthaaru</tamil> then I thought he was talkingk to like two other people so I thought he's just like want the other guy lah so I just like sat on my own like on another in another table


then I realized it was a teacher then I was like oh no


quite less like seven eight that kind of thingk, that's why like the whole class was like full of people


oh no


no because the thingk is like tutorial also like <tamil>எல்லா:ella</tamil> online solution <tamil>போட்டுருவாங்க:pottruvangkge</tamil> online right then class <tamil>லயு:layu</tamil> like <tamil>அவ்ளோவா:avalovaa</tamil> go through <tamil>பன்ட்ரது இல்ல:panrathu ille</tamil> like <tamil>சும்மா மெலோட்டமா பன்ராங்க:summa meyhlotamaa panrangkge</tamil> so we just like okay fine this is useless like we go there like you travel like one hour plus just to go there for that


pathetic one hour because my tutorial is like tuesday right so is like the only lesson that I have the whole day so it's it's quite wasted so sometimes when I'm lazy I just won't go to tutorial also so I'm like that kind of person , shoot here


!wow!


ya ya ya,


ya ya , ah


oh ya and the and the thingk is like his handwritingk is very small like my tutor's one so <tamil>இந்த வாரத்துல்ல எழுதுன அந்த வாரத்துல சத்தியமா ஒன்னுமே தெரில:indtha vaarathule ezhuthuna anthe vaarethule satiyamaa onnume terile</tamil> so I just like <tamil>என்ன சொல்ரீங்க ஒன்னுமே புரில:enna soldringkge onnume purile</tamil> so I just like <tamil>நா எதுக்குதா இங்க வாரேனு தெரில:naa ethukuthaa ingkge vareenu terile</tamil> I was


ya I feel like it's just like ants ah I


oh my god same mine is <tamil>கீழல்லா தரைல முட்டி போட்டுகிட்டு:keezhalaa taraile mutti pottukittu</tamil> they were like then I was like <tamil>அவ்ளோ ஆர்வமா:avalo aarvamaa</tamil> can take my seat lah can go seat there do workingk I don't mind, ,


exactly like if you stare at that you also not goingk to understand what he doingk you just goingk to be like okay ready to forget whatever, I'm just waitingk for the final answer check whether my answer is correct if not I'll look at it again that's it


I'll just be like mind voice<tamil>வெளிய கேக்குது:veliye kekuthu</tamil> sir,


ya ya


!wow! <tamil>அவ்வளோ:avaloo</tamil> time <tamil>இருக்கா:irukaa</tamil> cause like the complex number all that the number of questions were alot right


oh so you just back already or you, yeah yeah,


exactly there's only one person what what he want to do, ya ya


I think <tamil>அவரு ரோம்ப குஷி ஆயிட்டாரு:avaru rombe kushi aayitaaru</tamil> like at least oru student <tamil>வந்துருக்கா:vanthuruka</tamil> so <tamil>அதா பன்னோ:athaa panno</tamil> maybe he's just talkingk nonsense


no, ya ya, [orh] I think I saw someone like my friend doingk it then I was like <tamil>என்னததூ:ennathethu</tamil>


ah


ya, for discrete math ah


ah, oh eh okay


, okay lah then at least you got somethingk to ask , ya ya


, ya that's why the the test also I don't know what I'm doingk also


ya ya,


, ya ya,


so he went through the learningk objectively again ah


no cause right at least if it's in-person lecture right I feel like I'll force myself to go if it's a online sometimes I'm just like


ya


ya ya yours is monday is it, [orh]


I have class I have digital object tutorial at like one thirty to two thirty then after that I have engkineers and societies from four thirty to five thirty


okay okay


complex number is like somethingk we did before lah, (uh huh)


ya ya vectors was that way easier, compared to , like it was just like the basics right


I had a home tuition


like err it was someone like it was like <tamil>அப்பதா வந்து:appethaa vanthu</tamil> uni <tamil>ல இருந்து:le irunthu</tamil> graduate <tamil>பன்னி:panni</tamil> that kind of person, I don't know lah whether it is as useful as like, tuition centre because tuition centre like <tamil>அவங்களுக்கு அந்த:avagaluku anthe</tamil> materials <tamil>இருக்கு:iruku</tamil> then they can like show you and like go through and stuff ya


ya is like I do question then from there then I ask question kind of thingk, no it's like my school stuff it's like because they give like papers and stuff right so <tamil>அதுலிருந்து:athulirunthu</tamil> like <tamil>பன்னிட்டு:pannitu</tamil> and then like <tamil>புரிலனா கேப்பெ:purilanaa keppe</tamil> and then like he will explain them


but I don't know whether it's that useful lah but then the good thingk about like home tuition is like you get more attention right compared to like group tuition in a group tuition


I think was better in that sense but then cause of the materials it wasn't that ya, ya


ya so like only if you do the question then you like okay <tamil>இது தெர்ல இல்லனா:ithu terle illenaa</tamil> you don't know like because, if like group tuition then do you know like they will go through some concepts like and stuff then you'll be like eh I don't understand what you're talkingk about then you'll ask them to explain, then this one is like <tamil>நீயா தேடி தேடி:neeya thedi thedi</tamil> question <tamil>தேடனு என்ன கேக்குரது:thedanu enna kekurathu</tamil> then you'll be like <tamil>இது: ithu</tamil> two hours <tamil>கு போதுமா:ku pothumaa</tamil> then then if not enough then you try to do more questions then you confuse yourself more without even knowingk the concept so like


, ya like the common mistakes and stuff


yeah and cause they got like students from different schools right so they will know like <tamil>என்னா:enna</tamil> schools <tamil>எப்டி கேப்பாங்க:eppadi kepangkge</tamil> then they'll be like oh this school is harder so I'll give you these materials then blah blah blah that kind of thingk


ya ya


oh my god


okay,


ya and like because maths like the main thingk is like practice right so usually people just go tuition like get more questions like practice bundle I guess, same same I went also


same I went learner's lodge though the tuition center, [orh] no no no I didn't I didn't go there because I was goingk with my other friend so <tamil>நா வந்து எங்க போனெ வேர ஒரு:naa vanthu engke pone vere oru</tamil> branch <tamil>போனெ:pone</tamil> pungkgol <tamil>லா:laa</tamil> hougangk hougangk hougangk


[orh]


actually some teachers some male teachers got this mindset you know like I don't know whether they feel awkward or what or like <tamil>மத்தவங்க யாரு தப்பா பேசிர கூடாதுனுருக்காகவே:mathavangke yaaru tappaa pesire kudaathunurukaagave</tamil> they will like kind of distance from like


oh then if he in girls school then what he do sia, ya ya ya oh okay that's true that's true, I think ya


that's quite normal lah like check <tamil>பன்லனா:panlenaa</tamil> okay kay <tamil>இவருதா:ivaruthaa</tamil> check <tamil>பன்ன மாட்டாரெ:panne maatare</tamil> so I focus on other subjects then you will do other tutorials


ah, oh my god , you like I wouldn't do anythingk to you please stay there


, then if a girl like go consult him then what would he do


ya ya ya


!wow! , that was kind of my chemistry teacher because, I was takingk H two chem then after that I drop to H one chem, so my H two chem teacher she was damn useless like


everytime she just give you that mockingk look if you don't know how to do like if you ask this kind of question if you ask any question right she will just be like !huh! this question also you don't know ah that kind of you know that kind of teacher and then, after that she will be like err if you all don't know must ask me okay then I'm like <tamil>கேட்டாலு:ketaalu</tamil> like <tamil>மட்டொ தட்டுரீங்க:matto tadringkge</tamil> and then who will dare to ask


ya ya,


ya


what the


I mean like the way they say sometimes the tone also like makes you feel dumb, ya


no ya the thingk is like if you ask this kind of dumb questions is actually like those basic stuff that you need to know then if they don't want to answer then, you won't do the questions also then that one also they would be like you never ask me then you don't understand what's goingk on then I'm like what do you want me to do


she she needs some time to process her brain like <tamil>நீ என்னா கேக்குரனு அவளுக்கு புரியல: nee enna kekurenu avaluku puriyale</tamil> , that's good my chemistry teacher wasn't like that so right if you ask her this kind of dumb question right she will say !huh! this one also don't know ah then she give the air face then after that


err got these like smart smart people so like these scholar people then like the H three <tamil>எடுக்கர:yedukare</tamil> people that kind of people right like A <tamil>வாங்கிட்டு: vaangkittu</tamil> then they'll ask like those very very high level very intellectual question right then she don't know how to answer that


so you know what she will do she'll be like oh, ya that's a good question then she will just stone she will go to Google then I don't know what she findingk in Google then she will she'll be like I'll come back to you then the next lesson she'll give a Google answer and then it will repeat repeat so if you ask basic question also she don't want to answer make you seem like you are the dumb person


then they ask you like higher level question also you don't want to answer you need to Google so what is your point like just answer the basic question at least lah, ya, ya then the the smart guys will just be like <tamil>இதுக்கு நா எதுக்கு உங்கள்ட்ட கேக்கனு:ithuku naa ethuku ungkalte kekanu</tamil> I'll just go Google lah


she won't even like discreetly like pretend like she not lookingk at Google then just check Google and say you know she won't even pretend you know she will just, okay wait ah then she will even show Google like in the projector screen


that's why, then they should be like the guy should like <tamil>இதுகோட தெர்லையா: ithukode terlaiyaa</tamil> you are teacher you know that kind of thingk back to her, exactly at least like, ya you show face if people bother askingk then you don't know then is there any like <tamil>உங்களுக்கே:ungkaluke</tamil> like


your self esteem like your image also gone also, ya ya


ya that's good lah,


, , is that teachingk or like havingk a roastingk session


ya ya


ya like by the time you process what he's sayingk he will just move on to the next time then you wouldn't understand what you


ya for me is like if the if the teacher is teachingk you right then if there is any small distraction right I'll just get distracted so like <tamil>எழுதிகிட்டு இருக்கெ:ezhutikittu iruke</tamil> then if someone is talkingk about somethingk else behind me right as part of my notes I'll write what they said you know, so there was this time where in lecture right


then suddenly got like water or somethingk in my answer, then, in the notes right then I was tryingk to read to see if I understand I wrote, then I read right then suddenly got the conversation that I heard inside then I was like wait what is this nonsense


I don't understand what I was tryingk to write I was like oh no I'm so hopeless , ya ya


for me maths can, like <tamil>சும்மா போட்டு பாக்கரது:summa pottu paakarethu</tamil> so like can lah but like <tamil>இப்ப:ippa</tamil> theory <tamil>அந்த மாரி:anthe maari</tamil> chemistry physics <tamil>னா:naa</tamil> cannot process anythingk


that's the worst subject to try that, so content heavy you want to listen to music, nice


ya I will listen when I'm like doingk math lah because, because my hobby right it's like I like to singk


so I really really love singkingk although it's shit lah but like I like to singk, so like when I listen to music I end up singkingk also, so sometimes I just suddenly go full on in singkingk instead of doingk my work and then I'll be like oh no I miss then I'll stop the music for awhile


ya ya,


ya that's why sometimes if like I'm too distracted then I feel like I'm just too focused on singkingk and stuff right I'll just, purposely like go listen to hindi songks cause <tamil>அது புரியாது:athu puriyaathu</tamil> ya, I listen to tamil songks only so like and it's like songks that I always listen do right so I'm like also into tamil music so I I'll like end up singkingk lah


but this is like, hindi songk I don't know anythingk so I'll just purposely play hindi songks then I'll just like focus on that one, ya lah I will I will do the mix, cause I also don't know any hindi songks so I can't choose what so like ya


, ya ya that's true ya ya kind of ya


until I start singkingk lah then I can only hear myself singkingk, ya ya


ya


no no ya (uh huh),


ya that's damn distractingk, ya ya ya


ya, , ya ya


ya, ya


!wow! so she was the problem, ya


, ya


ya I hate it like some people like just continuously like click their pen then click click click click click then oh my god I'll just be like can you stop it, ya ya


ya ya like you won't like listen to it,


so you just lowered suddenly ah, <tamil>என்னடா இது தலையில:yennadaa ithu talaiyela</tamil>


ya ya , you know at least I singk right when I'm studyingk, my friend is like another level of singkingk so you know pandana cause she okay err from cedar right I have like it's like five of us like a clique so we are damn close lah


so even until now like they are like my best friends that kind of thingk, so <tamil>எப்பயுமே:yeppayume</tamil> like when we studyingk everyday we just like Skype each other like whether or not we are discussingk we just Skype like just to like so like our presence just motivatingk each other that kind of thingk, so like everyday lah like even until now so like even yesterday we were skypingk and stuff


what happened was two of them like they retain J one so now they are takingk A levels this year, err she lives in like a private house, so <tamil>இப்பதா வந்து ஏட்கனவே:ippathaa vanthu yetkanave</tamil> they got like KTV room or somethingk in their house like to <tamil>பாட்டு பாடுரதுக்கு:paatu paadrathuku</tamil> okay then after that then they rich also right so they say what they renovatingk their house now so <tamil>என்ன பன்னாங்க:enna pannangkge</tamil> they like


changke all the mic set <tamil>எல்லாமே மாத்திட்டு:ellame maathittu</tamil> like got new speaker all then new this new that for their KTV room, then I was like !wah! <tamil>இதுக்குலா இவ்ளோ செலவு பன்ரீங்க:ithukulaa ivalo selavu panringkge</tamil> then yesterday no day before yesterday we skypingk right she suddenly singkingk with a mic


so it's like cause we don't want to disturb each other when we are not talkingk about like studies and stuff or like we are talkingk to our family and stuff so we will mute ourselves lah when we studyingk then unmute when we need to ask any questions or somethingk, so she was muted but then I suddenly looked up then she was holdingk a mic then I was like


I was like what the heck are you doingk ah then she was like, I'm singkingk while studyingk then she was freakingk singkingk in the mic like then I'm like oh my god that's so stupid


that's why then need mic somemore for them to hear her then I'm like


, they in the same course lah so they in NUS biomed


and they were in the same JC also so end up they in the same course also because there was this one, one girl right she's like my best friend lah like the top the best friend that kind, so <tamil>அவ என்னனா:ave ennanaa</tamil> she wanted to come com engkineeringk with me cause she wanted to be in the same course as me then she didn't know what to do


so she apply also but then like her cut off a bit lower than me then she couldn't get in lah so end up her second choice is like biomed then she ended up with that girl again, fast leh !walao! why am I always figured to be alone, because if they're there right you know how I was with you like that day right how crazy hours and stuff right


if I'm with them right I'm like twice of that that kind of rangke, so like I'm just public nuisance with them all the time so if they are in uni right I will just be like the noisiest person in uni


, ya ya


ya ya like you don't click lah like, cause initially right I always have this, like thought with me lah like <tamil>இவங்க:ivangkge</tamil> okay <tamil>யா பேசுராங்கல பயொ எனக்குள்ளேயே ஒரு பயொ:yaa pesurangkgele bayao enakulleye oru bayao</tamil> so like I won't talk that much so I'll just be like


silently seeingk how they talked to other people that kind of thingk lah observe first then if okay okay then I'll show my true side lah so like normally my classmates also don't know like how noisy I can be so like, until they see me with my best friends and stuff right they'll be like oh my god that day that time in cedar I was like


I don't know I was chasingk my friend with my umbrella I don't know what I was doingk honestly I don't know what I was doingk, so I was doingk that so I was attackingk someone with my umbrella, and it wasn't even my best friend or somethingk I was with my best friend but then


some other classmate lah who I am relatively close to her then she was disturbingk me then suddenly I took out my umbrella then I don't know what I was doingk so I was actually runningk around with my umbrella then my history teacher he's like a guy so he saw me, then he was like oh my god , he was damn shocked cause I'm damn quiet in class right he was like


this is the quiet girl I know why you like a monkey now, ya that's why I expose myself to everyone lah like in class also, there was this time I was with my best friend right so I was just like I was literally lyingk on the floor


so I was screamingk that my head, ya I was screamingk that my stomach is damn painful then time I was I was still laughingk so the whole class ended up lookingk at me in that state then they were like oh my god what's wrongk with this person,


ya ya,


ya, is like from that extreme to the other extreme then they would be like is it, everyone right they will just be like if they start knowingk me well they'll be like oh my god my first impression is that you damn quiet then now look at you you are like the noisiest person ever


, oh ya sometimes I just tend to like stone alot so like I'm thinkingk about somethingk else then I'll just be like, because that day I was supposed to meet someone else after that


thinkingk about it so and I'm thinkingk about somethingk and then I just like totally like zone out


oh my god you know they'd they bondingk did I see thoughts the thousand who, ya then dishes chose leavingk that fleet the us sayingk we document is if we know each other for babies


I takes quite a lot lah it takes me, I couldn't see that you are not that takes the kind of person like is quite different


first I was I'll be like awkward in their life so I'll start off with like textingk so like textingk <tamil>ல கொஞ்சொ:le konjo</tamil> crazy <tamil>ஆயிட்டு:aayittu</tamil> then after that I'll be comfortable with the person ya, to it was quite fun night we quite honestly and I'm a group it's quite fun


unless unless the en- enact bindingk eh