but that's when the hoodie guy went to the girlfriend's house and then say like you better not tell anyone about this if you do your girlfriend dies and he is already in the house so he really needs to like think on his feet, ya, so then he said okay okay I'll return your laptop because the hoodie guys is like I just want the laptop back lah I don't care about anything else you know


then he said I'll return your laptop but you must make sure that the whole time none of your friends like disconnect from the call because if they disconnect means they can like call police like them leaving the call or leaving their position is like a evidence that !hey! they called the police you know


so it's like they cannot disconnect from the call then he go back to his friends and say it's a game it's a new game that I developed like and then I tested it out to see like how authentic your reactions are like how good the game is so he had to lie so that they won't panic and then like no one will leave the call


then one girl like didn't believe it so she kept going like no it's that like how do you get the footage of that actually missing girl like she's actually the girl who's missing ya then but he tried to lie all his way lah then to a point where basically hoodie boy is like a henchman right like he's not really the main person operating the dark web and this service like he just works for them


so eventually those the main people will like hack him because they will tell him like tell us because they think they don't know that the laptop is stolen so they are trying to connect with the henchmen, ya, then this guy will freak out then a henchman before that will be like shit shit there's no way they can know that my laptop got stolen because if not they will kill everyone like they'll kill me also so these two to tried to like fake the the main dude's like so he will tell him what to say like all the specific code words and stuff so that like they will think that the laptop is still with the henchmen


ya because the henchman and him are on video call now because they are like we are so screwed up so they are like talking to each other it's quite funny but it's also so creepy because the whole movie you don't actually see the events of like how the henchmen goes from wherever he was to know


you only see the screen of like the stolen laptop ya ya ya ya so actually it's a very low budget film but they did it so well like I never thought I would, watch a movie of a screen recording for like one hour plus it was so good ya


ya it's like those low budget movies and it's hollywood bro like it's not


err I think <tamil>இருக்கும்னு:irukkumnu</tamil> because <tamil>நாங்க:naanga</tamil> Netflix <tamil>பார்க்கல:paarkkala</tamil> illegal set up box <tamil>வச்சி:vachi</tamil> you know that box that like got all the movies loaded into it itself have you heard of it, I don't know so the box has many different names depends on which country you buy it from so she bought it from china


ya, but it's like fake Netflix but it's like it looks like a modem so you connect the modem that box to your TV then you will get access to all the movies but it's like


it's not Netflix it's like, how to say it's a box , I mean I really don't know, on the box so you need to connect the box to the your TV first then you need internet connection then after that the box just has so the box acts like as your you know if you install cable TV they give you like digital set up box


ya ya so that box acts like that but it is just holds a lot of pirated movies I mean everything is pirated inside ya but it's a box it's not really like a website ya, because it's ya because it's connected to the internet right


like you need internet connection also so using your internet connection it will like update it's database


oh okay okay ya so I like as in that's all I know about it that it is a box, but I think Netflix I'll send you the movie title is good is good, what ya unfriended then colon the dark web because there's two movies this the second one


I haven't watch the first one <tamil>ஏனா தப்பித்தவறி இதை மொத பார்த்துட்டோம் இந்த:yaenaa thappithavari idha motha paarthutom indha</tamil> like in the trailer <tamil>மொத வந்துச்சு இந்த:motha vandhuchu indha</tamil> after we watch the whole movie we realise this the second one there's actually a first one then we didn't have time to watch it fully the first one is called unfriended the second round is unfriended


ya different cast but then , ya ya and the first one is also like screen recorded movie so


but it's so cool like I never thought <tamil>வந்து நாம:vandhu naama</tamil> screen record <tamil>பண்ணி ஒரு படம் பண்ணலாம்:panni oru padam pannalaam</tamil> you know and the movie came out, ya because you need to have all your tabs ready like you really need to know <tamil>எந்த:endha</tamil> tab <tamil>கு போனும்:ku ponum</tamil> you know ya


oh really no but


but it looks super real like because <tamil>சில நேரம் வந்து:sila neram vandhu</tamil> like one time that dude got the assignment the custom order they told him to do like trepanation but he didn't know what is trepanation is when they drill a hole in your skull like it's a surgical procedure


so he didn't know what it meant then he just like went to Google like it so relatable because it's exactly how like people our age will behave ya ya like when we don't know a word we will okay a normal person wouldn't when they notice the laptop is shady they will just like stop as in like other than that like when he like oh I don't know definition you immediately open a Google tab and then just Google it that kind of stuff is normal then


like even in the zoom call like you can see everyone's little little squares right even small things like <tamil>எல்லோரோட:ellaaroda</tamil> camera angle <tamil>எல்லோரும் எப்டி உட்காந்துருப்பாங்க:ellorum epdi utkkaarnthurupaanga</tamil> it's like purely a friends really like <tamil>நம்மலாம் நம்ம:nammalaam namma</tamil> friends <tamil>ஓட எப்படி உட்காருவோம்:oda epdi utkkaaruvom</tamil> video call <tamil>இருந்தா அந்த மாதிரிதான் இருக்கும்:irunthaa andha maadhirithaan irukkum</tamil> so


quite ya it's so realistic that to a point it's like quite creepy because you will be like next time you video call your friends you will think about it that's how realistic it is ya


, virtual background lah <tamil>வச்சா அவ்ளோதான் ஒன்னும் தெரியாது:vachaa avlodhaan onnum theriyaathu</tamil>


!wow!


ya ya ya because we are not recording like the call itself what you are recording what you are talking I'm recording what I'm ya ya ya, ya they'll put it together that's why I think they keep ask like it's we need to verify that we are each other's conversation partner like so many times ya


, no no I'm in my hall now, ah ya ya wait I'll show you I was like of course you cannot see


ya I saw, you go to video that video button then the arrow then choose virtual background oh my god Feroz you are such a boomer


oh my god you are flexing your NTU official virtual background


normal lah wait normal ya ya ya like in like is, oh okay okay maybe your side looks like that so that it looks correct for me


ya it's fine, ya, !wow! fancy you oh you know what it looks like it looks like the uh, you know after like soccer match or like press conference they'll have the wall behind with all the sponsors ya ya ya it looks like that


ya I don't know why I thought the NTU background would look nicer I mean it's not ugly but I thought it will be like a big NTU logo like on your right side or something so that when you talk ya it's


to the fair when the presentation <tamil>அந்த மாதிரி பண்ணா:andha maadhiri pannaa</tamil> you will share screen then it doesn't really matter like because you will only look like a small speaker you know ya so I think that's


ya it's like you know because last semesster there was a lot of project works then the presentation is like video call err you give online that kind of stuff so dude a lot of people just happily cheat like it's a group project so err one person will just be the one sharing the screen and pressing the slides for everyone then the other person will just


like everyone else will have their script and their notes just there and then they're just reading I'm like, ya dude can you imagine people who like kids who grow in this generation like they grow with this presentation style eventually they won't know how to like IRL dude


oh my god like I'm so I I guess in a way I'm lucky we are lucky we had the experience to like just do it ya ya ya both both, like it feels cheating like it really doesn't even feel like a real presentations anymore


oh ya that kind of stuff but then then I tell myself like err when I'm talking it's more important so I just like give up like okay just don't care what's coming on this screen you just deal with like your talking just make sure you talk well


because like technical faults you can't really be faulted for that, especially this is a new like platform you know not everyone's used to it but your speaking faults you can be faulted for that in a presentation like just keep to that and then move on like


you will be fine if you know if it's just technical delays


I don't know but I'm sure some people can be strict also like they can be like you know this is a new platform so you better have like rehearsed it well like you know what I mean like you should know that this is not new also <tamil>அதுக்கேத்த மாதிரி நீ உன்னைய:adhukkaetha maadhiri nee unnaiya</tamil> prepare <tamil>பண்ணிருக்கணும் சில பேரு யோசிப்பாங்க:pannirukkanum sila peru yosippanga</tamil> so


but I just tend to not look at the screen when I'm presenting because I know when I look at the screen I'll be like oh my god the font looks too small I should have made it bigger that kind of stuff while I'm talking so I just


look at myself like I'll bring I'll bring I'll bring my like my speaking one up then just look at myself


oh <tamil>நா:naa</tamil> I think I just look at my face a lot like in the mirror I always look at my face so, my face isn't scary I'll be like !wow! you look good today


oh my god like you know how I told you I go I went back to my secondary school to give like that twenty minute presentation thing ya then also one time err because you know do the OBS events and stuff so I was the emcee for one of the event so I'll ask my friend to record and like take pictures of me so I'm like I know how I look at this point like I've seen enough pictures and videos of myself like I know how I look but like don't you don't you feel like your okay your I feel like your voice sounds okay but everytime I hear myself back I've I like cringe like why is my voice so bad


no I feel like I've I've just have a really bad voice like I'm not even kidding like I will think that I'm saying something cool, no like do you remember yesterday we finished the recording and then I played it back I couldn't listen I was like (ugh) like why


no I listened ya I listen to like five seconds to see if I was like loud enough did I speak like in singlish or whatever not and then I was like, oh my god what is that why why does it sound like that


I okay maybe it's like the quality also like you know how they ask us to use the lower sampling rate then I think your voice sounds even horrible because you know I record like podcast right and then you heard a few but, the few podcast that I recorded I really don't sound as bad like ya it's not amazing but I can listen myself like I can bear it through but this recording


oh that one I'll record with like high quality lor that's all, ya ya ya, nothing much, ya, maybe but maybe this one the audio quality will be better because it's at the night so there is not a lot of like those the air noise ya


, , oh ya I think you should be fine like, yesterday yesterday our aircon was on when we recording ya


I on it okay excuse me ya it was on it was just like on the wrong output ,


your twin sister, wait do you have your own room or you share it like with your brother


, younger brother wait how old is he dude I feel like I always ask you this and like I


oh my god <tamil>என் தம்பி:en thambi</tamil> also actually <tamil>வெளில தான் இருந்துச்சு:velila thaan irunthuchu</tamil> then my brother my mother bought brought back two monitors from her workplace because they were throwing it out, so she brought and I already had that monitor you saw that one is like the one monitor we bought then after that she brought back two monitors because they were going to throw it away and they were all like in good condition so she just brought it back


and then uh one monitor she gave my brother and then he was like oh now I can keep the PS four in my room then he just took it in and then his excuses is oh <tamil>நீங்க:neenga</tamil> TV <tamil>பார்க்கணும்னு நினைக்கிறப்போ நான் வந்து:paarkkanumnu ninaikrappo naan vandhu</tamil> PS four <tamil>நான் வந்து விளயாடணும்னு நினச்சேனா இடைஞ்சலா இருக்கும்:naan vandhu vilayaadanumnu ninachaenaa idanchalaa irukkum</tamil>


dude ya which is like such a lie wait how many controllers you all have at home, [orh] my house only had one at first like my brother was playing then after that my mum <tamil>வாங்குனா நீயும் விளயாடுவியே:vaangunaa neeyum vilayaaduviyae</tamil> then say ya like I'll of course I'll try lah like fun what then I have then we played for a while like then after school and all started it's like hard but since it's holiday maybe I should hit him up one of these days no but he always damn annoying because he's been playing for like like we had the PS four and one controller for two years before we finally bought a second controller


so he has been playing for two whole years like where I haven't touched FIFA and then he's like you're so bad I don't even want to play with you then, sometimes I be like okay okay today I play with you and then he'll like go and thrash me like ha ha ten zero you lost I'll be like


like what joy do you get out of winning someone who doesn't know how to play then one time we I got a bit annoyed then I was like ya I was like you just want to flex like I don't play with you anymore and then he was like okay, okay but the one thing we play where it's like not so mismatch it's like if you play a match then it's quite obvious that he is better than me but then if we play like penalty shootouts then that one is like okay like ya


ya ya ya ya that one is fun like that one I win him more but the match itself is like because there's too many controls then it takes me like so long to understand how like when I get control of which player you know what I mean like it's not like intuitive like ya ya ya


like I can run on the field like I know where to run and stuff but this is like I need to control some other dude


you guys only play FIFA or like what, [orh] intro some games and like because my house only have FIFA then I was thinking like we should try err buying like more games so that we can play a game that me and my brother are both equally bad so we like train up like you know


but this just shows that they do nothing but play that's why they are so good at it ya, (uh huh), oh okay okay


okay my brother was that bad like he was playing all day and then err and then my mum is like during school term she'll put the, PS four on top like the disconnect and put it like at a different place then now it's just we okay but now it's holidays again so ya but usually during the school term like he will ask for permission to play then it'll be like half an hour only like it's more strict


but now not school term it's like no one even knows when he plays and when he doesn't because like he you you saw yesterday right it was in his room I mean it's not his room I sleep there too but he uses it ninety percent of the time, and he's just there no one knows what he does inside


uh no he's not A levels he's IB so he don't have ya but he


ya IB results always comes out earlier


ya it's like A is seven points B is six or something I'm like not very clear but I know it's like one point to seven points so if you just pass you'll get four points, then you take six subjects so six the maximum you can score is six times seven like forty two but IB is upon forty four forty five points so the other three points comes from three other like you know we had GP project work that counts ah so they have extended essay then they have


something and something like I think CCA I'm not sure ya so forty two is like easy to get I guess then the next three points is like damn hard to get ya, but they always say like for IB if you get forty and above you are actually like


it's easy to get ya it's actually quite good already and if you study in ACSI like their average is quite high so it's quite easy to get forty and above ya, err questionably


he's not here so I can say this kind of stuff, ya oh you know like


I was secondary four when he took his PSLE so we had two national exams in the house in the same year but ya but that's not the story so the story is like I finish my my PSLE score was like two five three then, then uh I got A star for mathematics and tamil and then A for the rest so then four years later it was his turn then he keep flexing like I'm going to do better than her and I didn't even study that hard talk so much and then you know like okay if he did better than me as a older sister I would be happy for him but although there'll be like that small like two per cent of you like (ugh)


yes so I was like okay do well but like we'll see like I don't want to curse anything I don't want say it out loud and hurt the result dude then I went for his results day and then his results and we got the same score we both got two five three


and it gets better like the subjects that we got A star and A for were the same so he got A star for like tamil and mathematics also and then I got ya, oh my god


ya and then but then my mum just so savage she just said oh but I think Naveen your batch two five three is uh easy to get her batch two five three was hard to get like because you know PSLE is that deviated score like bell curve thing


so even though is both two five three like some years you will have a lot of people with two five three then some years you have like ya so in that way my mum just dissed him but I don't care about that we just got the same score and I'm like what


uh (hmm) I guess I guess but it's like ya it's like it was so unexpected like I saw it and I was like oh my god like I was laughing that's how shocked I was, ya it was quite funny ya then after that err we were like okay let's see in O levels but then he didn't go like the O level route ya


ah <tamil>ஆமா ஆமா:aamaa aamaa</tamil> secondary two leh you can change like secondary two to secondary three you can change streams in ACSI then he changed ya


like for JC, oh fun fact I was first posted to ACSI, like my JC posting ya originally so my first choice was raffles second choice was ACSI third choice was #hua chong# after that like don't care ready lah because uh you like based on the previous year confirm will get AC if I never get RJ so I actually got AC that was my posting first


ya like just put AC ya ya then after that err


I ask some of my friends so that my batch like usually RJ cut off is three points or two points right so I got three points for O levels then I thought err it's I never get it lah then my friends quite a lot of my friends who got three points got RJ so I was like oh my god I should apply like


like I should reply appeal ya apply I would I should appeal and then I tried so usually how it works is that if there's too many people applying for the same school then they'll cut you off based on like your cut off then after that still got a lot of people they will select only singaporeans


then still got too many singaporeans they will ballot you so it's pure luck and I'm a singaporean so I know like I got out at the like balloting stage so it's like just a lack of luck so I appeal and then I tried my luck again but then I got it so I went to ACSI for one day


and then because <tamil>நான்:naan</tamil> JC one <tamil>போறப்ப என் தம்பியும்:porappo en thambiyum ponaan</tamil> secondary one <tamil>போனான்:ponaan</tamil> but <tamil>வந்து:vandhu</tamil> you know secondary one school starts in january but JC starts in like february, so that one day of school actually we cut we went together but then in the bus all we sat like so far apart like he didn't wanna be associated with me then that I don't know lah he think he cool or something then oh but it was quite cool because we had to meet at like this place called the space or something then he like showed me where it was he was like it's here ya


ya then after that uh oh my god <tamil>அன்னைக்குனு பார்த்து:annaikkunnu paarthu</tamil> the one day I was in ACSI all the breaks because you know it's orientation you'll get quite a bit of breaks like every few hours you'll get one break all the breaks I keep bumping into my brother like in the canteen we're always like side by side table like


one day only you know then he came back and then he told me like I really hope you get raffles I can't be bumping into you that many times in one day, so first day of school was actually friday then when I came back uh then I got the result that I got accepted to raffles so ya then by then all the the orientation WhatsApp group and everything was formed you know so I had to like tell the group because I did ya ya ya so I made friends actually the first day like people from other school then there was this one girl who was like


I hope like she's I don't know like she's not my secondary school friend like I met her on that day and then she tell me like I hope you'll get what you want but I also like really vibe with you so I like super selfish I don't want you to move to AC ya ya ya ya ya ya but it was like so fun because we keep like it was a good vibe ya


no but ya but during the orientation period we were texting each other like even after I move on so I think it did last quite a while after that school and everything started then we just drifted lah I think quite natural


like after actually after my first day of my raffles orientation she texted me and said how how was it, then I was like I was so touched, ya because like ya ya, and then I had quite a few of secondary school friends in AC lah so actually singapore chinese girl's school a lot a lot of us to go to ACSI like it's it's a breeding ground so ya so I left a lot of my friends there but honestly raffles also they were like thirty people from my secondary school so there was a lot also


actually there is a lot like usually the other schools I know saint nicks was the highest like saint nicks girls there was I think fifty of them but, oh but you have to understand that only four hundred come from O level so out of the four hundred you will get a lot of people like from neighbourhood schools where they are the only one or two people who came from their school


ya so you will have a lot of like one two one two so thirty is like a lot thirty from the same ya ya do you get what I mean ya ya but saint nicks had fifty so that was quite insane, and my secondary school clique like most of them were in managed to get to RJC actually so it was quite like I was the one left behind ya


ya correct ya but there was one girl who was in NJC so at first it was she in NJC and then me in not RJ and then the six the remaining six people were in RJ but then


secondary three okay like secondary three we were close like that were we were like I was close to two people then the two people were close to another to two people but secondary four we started becoming like actually the clip originally had ten people, then two people just never replied and then they never come in the group so they like eventually because they keep not replying then we just created another WhatsApp group without like those two


ya so then it became eight, ya ya like dude we were they were in like we only made that second group at like I think two years after graduation like from secondary school so we ya we only when we went university then we were like okay ya like okay it's fine let's just create our own group ya


because like if you wanna make jokes about them not coming for the outing we can't do it in that group


oh most of okay so err eight of us right one is studying medicine in ireland because actually for the NJC girl so she went to, ireland after three months of NJC because she was born there like she's chinese her parents are malaysian singaporean she's but then they like her parents are doctors then they happened to be at ireland when she was born so she got UK like citizenship then in ya then in UK is if you education till your JC is like free if you are citizen


so her parents were like like apparently since young they already knew like JC she will do it there so but she told us so late like I didn't even she was going I had a shock because she was a really really close friend ya, ya so she went to ireland to study then after that after uh she finished her JC there she got medicine in


like so she studied at ireland like the ireland that belongs to UK north or south which which ireland belongs to UK and then she went to the she got medicine in the, ya she got ya ya she got in the one that is not UK ya so now she's in she's in Dublin


then err another one is studying NUS medicine then another one is NUS pharmaceutical science


NUS medicine, ya then, ah no no no no I like imagine her studying mathematics her mathematics is good but like she hates she doesn't like mathematics so it's fine ya


then another one was doing NUS pharmaceutical sciences but she dropped out recently like she wants to pursue, a business in sydney so after like a few years she just just this semesster she dropped out but she was doing very well in the course like it's not like she was struggling then she decided drop out


ya she was a scholar and all, !huh!, so like for two like when she joined the course she wasn't really sure but then in the two years she joined a lot of like extra curricular then she now she really knows what she wants to do so she just want to switch ya


oh no no no no it's because this semesster so she's still in singapore I went to her house today to watch the movie with her her ya ya ya, ya ya ya then another one how many have I said I think five ya I'm in NTU com science


then uh another one is in SMU so actually everyone's in NUS except me and the SMU girl, they will always talk about like err NUS NUS uh NUS reject okay not really reject lah but just NUS


not NUS, actually now after two years in the course I'm happy that I got NTU but back then I would have like I wanted to go like I viewed myself as a NUS reject because I didn't get NUS computing I got like NUS industrial engineering


ya it's so niche but it sounded so boring then it's like hard in global ranking NUS industrial engineering is like quite high so my parents keep trying to be like anyway it's not like you are like die die want to do computer science you're just somewhat interested in it just try this lah then I was like no nop nop nop sounds too boring


ya so then I ended up in NTU so at that age at that time like two years ago I would have said no I prefer NUS but then now it's like I think I had a lot of fun wouldn't have gone to spain


ya, ya, your loss,


!wow! okay ya, so I think about that a lot for raffles and ACSI I'll be like what if that day I rejected the appeal where would I be now I think about it quite a bit


like not as a regret like not like oh I regret my raffles time way but more of like a what would like because it was like so close you know like I could have easily just rejected that appeal, or easily have not gotten that appeal go through then I would still be in AC like where would I be now how would that point of time like what is it called butterfly ya butterfly effect like how would that small moment ya affect I like quite curious about it


sometimes


nice nice ya you were saying


(mmhmm), , oh


oh my god okay okay ya okay you finish first, dude ya okay you mentioned detour to singapore then it reminded me remember I talk about my dance teacher, and like how she was like settling her life in malaysia and stuff so she was on her way back to india like and then the stop over was at singapore like a few hours layover


then when like a lot of the singaporean because at that time everyone teaching in singaporean came from like Kalakshetra , that the ya that OG dance place so they came from there so uh most of the teachers here were students there and then when everyone heard like because my teacher was like a senior artist at that point of time because she's like the pioneer batch right so when everyone heard that she was going to lay over in singapore for a while like a lot of these teachers went to see her meet her <tamil>எப்படி இருக்கீங்க:eppadi irukkeenga</tamil> stuff


and then she like was like oh my god like can do so much stuff like in singapore for art lah like the art scene in singapore is developing and there's already like everyone in Kalakshetra is ending coming to singapore she already got a good base like if she wanted to work there it's already like the foundation is already built like everyone speaking to her alma mater as like a


role model so then in that few hours of detour she got so many opportunities then her father like the, like a the another great artist he was like how about you just start settling your life in singapore instead you feel like you really feel so disconnected from art in but singapore is like you know almost everyone in the art scene there because if they're all like your students or like your student's students


and then she was like fine and then she like after that okay not in the detour like it's not like she didn't take the flight back to ah ya ya ya but she came back and then she set up her base and she's been here since then and then I just think about there's really like holy shit like


a three hour lay over literally changed her life like !wow!, thirty years because like you know there is SIFAA singapore indian fine arts association which is like the main school for everyone going to learn like classical music violin veena and everything then she taught there for like twenty years


and then she like she left there to start her own dance school and then so my dance school is starting in two thousand and two so she left SIFAA at like nineteen ninety nine two thousand and then she at when she left SIFAA she already worked for twenty years so that means she started like nineteen eighties ya and then since my dance school started it's been twenty years so like almost forty years she's been in singapore


(oo) ya all for three hour lay over and then I think of it as like oh my god <tamil>அந்த:andha</tamil> three hour <tamil>மட்டும் இல்லனா:mattum illanaa</tamil> wonderful teacher miss <tamil>பண்ணிருப்பேன்:panniruppaen</tamil> life leh you know like !wow!, ya


I think they will know lah because like they are usually very close right so they're like you know it's like how even your family friend if someone from US that your dad knows coming to singapore then he will randomly out of nowhere he will be like oh my friend coming to singapore like for three hours like I'm gonna meet him in the airport ya that kind of stuff I believe it's like that lah but


just so cool dude oh my god, wait I was thinking okay so you know like I I wanted to start like okay you know I podcast right but then I faced an issue with this podcasting, so like a lot of people who are my friends they listen to podcast then they give good comments and then I realised they text that they have to text me these comments because Spotify or like any podcasting app doesn't have like a comments section for you to comment what you think about it


ya so I was thinking like obviously there's so many strangers listening my podcast and based on the analytics I can see like there are people who are strangers listening to it lah then when they listen imagine they had something to say like they can't impact like the interaction is so one way like they can't like talk back to me so I decided okay


now I am going to my YouTube channel it's going to be like a podcast YouTube channel so instead of just my voice I'll like record like this you know me talking like with video and then I'll post it on YouTube instead so people can actually comment like oh you mentioned about this and I liked it or like I didn't like it or whatever so the interaction feels more two way lah so


ya but I feel then it still takes like in a way some effort like they listen then they need to like ya they need to like go to Instagram and then DM me and I still haven't decided whether like I wanna make my current Instagram like public


because okay if I were if I make the same account public then I would need to like I'm not comfortable showing a lot of stuff that I've already posted so I I have to archive it but if I, oh wait you know about it so like I haven't used it in like ten thousand years but ya so the I I could use that I guess


two like active like and then so is is still it's still privated that means like


you must wait for me to accept you like you you must request to follow ya you cannot like just follow, ya so I actually have do have one public account that I told like twenty people about like not everyone knows about it, ya it's it's not a secret it's because I just wanted to wait till I post more stuff on it like more YouTube slash like


the famous life stuff before I like the like plug to people you know you go and follow then got nothing but I don't told the twenty people because I was so excited that I even made it so I it has three, but I never say what it is eh follow me double A at the back


(ppo) [oh] my god ya [eh] [oh] my god thank you like you know when I transcribe I realise I didn't really have to sign like a P_D_P_A form okay not that I'm <UNK> to like I will disclose


okay


ya she said as soon as you update, as soon as we upload and let her let her know and she checks that our upload is there she will, oh ya as in together with these two lah this and that so fifty dollars


ya two hours, ya, hope not


, no lah I think it's stupid as, let me check


where did I keep my phone


, so <tamil>என்னபண்ணிட்ருக்க:enna pannitiruka</tamil> what is your day like, ah nice


(mmhmm), ,


, oh,


uh, self, uh


yes exactly, instant sleep though dude, you sleep instantly what like isn't mostly, you get damn tired, of course


most of the time that's how I lose, no, ,


ya ya ya ya, ya, the blue light is too strong man so blue light issues so I just, quickly slipped, !huh!


no no dude no this the like device ya, yes exactly, you need a counter balance


, ya, (uh huh)


okay, dude what the dude it's actually a very like proven thing like, do you not feel sleepy like


, yes


today I had a, did I tell you like, a bunch of christian people talking to me, no no no so we so we meet up on zoom every week


and discuss, ya ya ya, today monica also joined in the call she was like, as ipad and the zoom call she just she was like interested to see what we talk about okay


maybe it will, so it's just all the three of us just like, chapter eight lah <tamil>என்னசொன்னாருன்னா:enna sonnarunna</tamil>


no no no it's quite chill lah you just ask questions it's like how you did with your mom it's like what what's the guy called, like your muslim teacher the, the big shot at the school, they ask questions


(uh huh), no okay so this is lecture but there's two med school students they just like, they're actually friends with Ricarsh and Arivin so ya, ya, apparently the guy talked to Arivin to like just say like expose enlighten him and everything and Arivin said


I don't want to hurt my mom's feelings I cannot believe in this , , the whole group was like, ya, the whole group was like what a weak response


who monica, ya ya we meet every week once a week, no no it's just like maybe once a week or twice a week I don't know, , she she's working like full on working full time


so ya, ya correct, next year next year our female friends will be working already


oh, oh okay, no I was confused like Viknesh is a code word or something then I like


, the kindergarten one, ya I'm done with that yesterday it ended yesterday, it's quite fun


no no today was also quite shag I had four events, for the appointments, so first thing oh the I I get like side adult projects on and off, to my from my the internship company that I went it's the best deal so far that I've did


done, so ya actually anyone can dude <tamil>நீங்களும்வாங்கஎல்லாரும்வாங்க:neengalaum vanga ellarum vanga</tamil> , no need coding knowledge, the only coding knowledge my co intern was a real estate agent


, nothing actually it's just you just see how the toy works and then okay so this is coding okay can


ya, it's like all the education toys, so ya just connect the tablet you can do that you are a tech genius bro, yes


some of it is contract so they like have three full time employees they just like alternate between they all have projects lah one is the wife of the CEO, another two are just the managers, so they all have projects on their own so they just like


poach from each other like oh I'm gonna slot I'm gonna pick him up I'm gonna so they complete to get the, trainer so <tamil>எனக்குஅவளோ:enakku avalo</tamil> demand , so ya is, so there's always some assignment ah


no dude no, so if it's zoom lessons, it could be from anywhere from, thirty dollars to fifty dollars, thirty to fifty thirty to fifty if you making the slides you can go up to fifty five ya


but making slides is very hard though making slides is fucked up I demand higher pay for these slides, there was once they they actually they try to undercut me by a lot because I was still new to them right they were like okay


they give me thirty dollars an hour then I was like I was close to the manager I was like talking to him it's like is thirty dollars normal I don't think it's normal, and what is happening I didn't get in then he's like, , the the CEO wife is very like cost savvy like so


, then I'm like thirty dollars, ya, ya she's damn scared though


, so ya, I got, ad hoc stuff


ya, no lah I'll just tell them my friend is applying then you just send in resume to them, business student business student


don't you like have a resume workshop I mean like, module or something do you, ya do y'all, oh okay okay ya, sort of compulsory thing is it


ya ya okay it's like six months is it


this is one whole it's a optional module though right, [orh] okay, nice


there's no grade though right is there a grade is there a grade for it, oh


, okay


wait that is a mod, it's a massive mod okay, so if you go for overseas here and internship then does it count for both


oh okay , how can you do all three, intern at a non-profit, intern at a non-profit, that is CIP I pay get paid in CIP hours


[orh], right


must show the impact is it


OGL


right, library <tamil>பண்ணிடலாம்டா:pannitalamda</tamil> CIP, okay


no no no as in do CIP like local CIP like go to library, stack books, so they really want to see like some, impact


okay, ah, right


and you make money okay, how the


how do people feel about it, like do people like think it's a burden or is it like I don't know !yay! like a like it's fun


, okay, , correct


, correct,


okay okay, no big


then I'm like what is, , it came up because like I said I'll ah so yesterday I lost one of my earphone earbuds like I was walking coming back from work and then like


one of it just fell on the drain, in the rain and then the rain just washed it away then I'm like, then I don't remember then it's like <tamil>அம்ம்மாஅம்மாஎன்ஜாதகத்துலபோட்டிருக்குநெறயவிரயசெலவுகள்வருமாம்:ammma amma en jathagadhula pottirukku neraya viraya selavugal varumam</tamil>


, no idea as in, but then again counter to that today morning I got a bonus thirty dollars I can make up for the lost airpords


, honestly he is working on better and, voluntary, and johnson and, (hmm), err he's wandering at Johnson and Johnson I think ya


yes finish already, is it oh nice, I only know I only know sh was working there for awhile then ya


ya, , okay


ya, interstellar, for what, I wonder what gravity feels like


fourth dimension , fifth fifth yes , oh, right fifth dimension but love is beyond fifth dimension


, , really, I thought the last thirty minutes was the one that made it feel like oh okay


, no he always does this like I will grab everything back


do you see the hand waving, ya, tenet is too much, it's arrogance <tamil>எனக்கென்னதெரியும்காட்டுறேன்பாருன்ற:enakenna theriyum katren parunra</tamil> movie


he's stuck in some time shift dude, he's like ya, when he explain the movie he was like he drew this U thing, and kept telling the story like this, to the producers


and he wrote drew this and then just kept bouncing like this to tell the story, hundred million already, hundred million already let's go


I watched it twice, what, !hey! oh did you, did you think, the kid is new


he did he say his name oh ya he did say his name ya, ya neil is, could be max neil


neil max , it it was a popular fan theory, max is neil, because he says you know who I am and she's going back in time to pick up like ya, he's travelling from the other side


, dude the explosions was just michael bay <tamil>கதபுரியலையா:katha puriyaillaiya</tamil> it's okay I will just explode a bunch of stuff


, ya


, , ya


, oh no I haven't watched that, ya why didn't we watch dunkirk why did we watch tenet, I think I would understand dunkirk more


, some verbal or ya war, it's a simpler plot no time twisting,


those who watched it really like it (hmm) maybe I should watch it, what are you watching now I'm watching this, me I have time bro, make time, I watch this, I watch this show called eco adventure by bear grylls it's it's an adventure race


it's, , amazon prime ya, it's not bad it's quite nice, ya okay uh why ah why people poaching this okay, but no no as in this is more like survivor like it's like they almost die every single day and then they it's like outfield lah it's like


six hundred and seventy kilometres, six hundred and seventy kilometers over eleven days, and ya some of the stories are just very inspiring like, got this guy with alzheimer's sixty eight years old he's like just, powering through the whole thing


, , , ya ya but sam said like


he like they they all of them has some powerful story to talk like, like those who last beyond four days right they all like very determined they they all they all have like very strong stories, ya


four people is it, ya, [orh],


I think even in each team they only focused on two people (hmm) maybe that some formula they're just focusing, the world's toughest race out like bear grylls actually is just, I don't know man


it's like he just so slow when he speaks it's funny sometimes, , amazon prime can do that meh, cannot what


oh oh, alright alright, you can okay


apple sucks, no lah his accent is just funny that's all I'm fine with it,


(hmm), , like when it when the other one is lost right it's like they could feel his brother losing or something there's this blinking non stuff I was like switch off switch off it didn't switch off


kept like blinking, , ya haven't checked it, it was raining and


ya I was like crossing the road, so I have to like kind of ju- like I don't know fast walking I guess, then it just popped off and like it didn't even go to the metal drain thing you know at the side of the road there's a hole


the, ya there's uh the clown thing, it it was raining heavily the thing fell down, the car wash move by, and the thing just like blinking back inside just went inside what do I do now


and there's like cars coming, and then like it just was eh just gone, what are you doing <tamil>இதுஎன்னடா:idhu ennada</tamil> recording <tamil>ஏதும்:edhum</tamil> void <tamil>பண்ணாங்க:pannanga</tamil>


so there's a cockroach in the room


im in thirty five, can you hear me you can right


, okay


a bee is it


nice, (mmhmm) (mmhmm)


[orh] yes, I don't know I think adventurous that's the last thing I remember


what is adventurous supposed to be like just go around the world is it, flight ticket, flight ticket flight ticket, serious ,


are the challenges interesting though,


(hmm), oh but is it how many teams are there like


okay so is it's like ya okay, ya, character development, okay


, wait ah, ya my internship is asking me, for a few days and like, check and tell you tomorrow


so the three people so one of them ya not the wife the wife, I told her I won't do anything in december for awhile, yes, so she has, no the way she negotiates itself


sacem <tamil>கூடஇருக்கறமாதிரியேஇருக்கும்:kooda irukkura madiriye irukkum</tamil> !huh!, go on, ya she knows as in it's just the pricing for the trainers I'm saying, projects are all really good


is the price for the trainer she's like, ya, ya


like I was just telling monica the other day that, if I don't feel like I'm dying every night I'm not livid, that's his facts it is


alright she is, banter banter, ya we, the sparks are emerging because of


Snapchat now, we use Snapchat so we just like there's this like mini stupid game inside Snapchat, like, if you post every day to each other you get it right like a friend rating like a sticker


and she snaps like her friends in india and like for her friends in like, in singapore and everything so she has a lot of Snapchat friends but I only have, , so like it's it's just like some small banters


ya, and tomorrow I'm meeting her, why are you vegetarian, bring Nafizah to this place it is a amazing place it is at orchard road it is about five dollars


it is, it's called, Puncak noodles, Puncak I don't know, oh no this a very <tamil>தர:thara</tamil> local place this place is very <tamil>தர:thara</tamil> local place it's not a high SES high SES place


ya, what is the what is the what is the projected valuable


what did you even spend on, well, okay,


okay lah I think it's uh, I think it's a good, it's a good, I don't know, , impossible


, was it chewy, or was it like a patty


ya, ya ya that's like it's like ya as in it's like veggie patty


Subway has veggie patty, no Subway's Subway's veggie patty you know how that looks like, not the Chatpatta crispy the the one that no one buys the


ya, , oh okay, okay


okay I I didn't, I, only tried it, where have I tried it, I tried it in US Burger King Vikram was like a big fan of it then it's like oh is this what meat tastes like then


ten minutes later he's like you know how good vegetarianism is, oh , no I just had a doubt


ya what what do you say, oh no I haven't tried that, actual, no no no no, as in I think is just the combination of sauces that made it nice I don't really think it's the meat itself


which is where most vegetarian vegan stay also lah like they don't they think they say that meat has no taste it's the, there are other things that they add on it like err, batter or whatever spices ya


but I think no there is some element, some blood element you know meat, ya, it's not just like eating rubber with sauce, ya


that's how Vikram describes it but it's nah, I wonder if we're entertaining to like do you think we are entertaining to the ones who are listening to us


ya correct, ya, correct, I remember we had the religion discussion I think people will listen to that


ya ya ya, correct


right, I was more conscious the first time the first time I was like I was trying I was really trying really hard not to interrupt you and I was like everything, now, yes


why, , , , ya the first recording I didn't want to laugh because I thought , audio <tamil>காசுகொடுக்காமபோய்டுவாங்க:kasu kodukkama poiduvanga</tamil> you're laughing too much


no lah I don't think so


, ya, ya they said they wanted us to do one more hour, so I'm thinking, they wanted us so, it should be


exactly, ya ya ya ya, I'm a busy man


, yes, ya the sneakers , you know everytime I start the no fap challenge, it's always the sleep thing that that that that messes it up


, err, I, I think it definitely has become an addiction at this point


it definitely feels like, if you don't do it you won't sleep bro , it's it's becomes that point of ya I think it is that but I'm now trying to really force it, you know I've thought of every single reason to like motivate me like


god <tamil>கண்ணகுத்திருவாருபண்ணகூடாதுஅப்படிஇருந்தவங்கதாஅந்த:kanna kutthiruvaru panna kudadhu appadi iruthavangatha antha</tamil> lady, I was like every single motivation, I was like, I actually wouldn't do this then I was like nothing worked


, ya, no bro, no bro, you can do it to the girl you cannot do it yourself that is just sad


, oh yes very very yes, I am ashamed of it, my name is Viknesh and


, , it's you know, !huh!, I don't know like just podcast <tamil>தான்:than</tamil> idea


, , , plan , ya,


religion is a good topic I think I think people listen to like monica herself she was like she had no idea what we were going to talk about today like me with the christian people, but she just joined in to just see like what we talk about and she's like oh okay it's quite interesting I didn't think, it'll be like so in depth


and I didn't think they will be comfortable answering so many questions like she was okay ya, those guys are quite cool also they were like they like they understand the opposition they get so they're like okay ya


no no no no I was just saying because there was a point where I believed in everything that was set in the bible like blindly like wholesale, and I justified it with my own reasoning, so when I just ask them lah so what is your reasoning some of the things that I forced myself to believe I was like so what do you think about this well how do you justify this


and, , ,


ya ya ya, I get it ya, ya ya it's the it's the same, no no no it's never like, it's not like ah it's fine let's just slide it it doesn't work like in order my my my plan was like in order to convince her that I'm clear


I should be convinced at everything that is, being said inside so I would find like convoluted reasoning to support everything, but the interesting thing is that and every justification that I came up with myself independently to support why this is what the bible says it's the same justification that the guy said also


like I'd found that like, as in what I feel is like, ya it was like kind of like like okay I was doing it the right way kind of feeling


, , uh hangout is clear I can still see you


[orh] you can't hear me is it, can you you can't hear me, I can see you


!huh!


so what I was saying is, am I there now, now you're gone, oh now you're here


so what I was saying can you hear me, can you hear, ya so as in I was just like, it felt good in a way that like


I knew I was doing this the right way, like I I've believed in it as they were believing in it as well that kind of feeling, ya what I was supposed to like it's it is what like I because a lot of the justification I didn't just like Google and find I was just like thinking really hard like okay


if there was a character like god what is the purpose why would they want this, so ya that's I really wanted to like get it like deep down like okay I understand it, and to be honest I would say that it changed me quite irreversibly in my perception of god and stuff like that


, right


I would I would lean more towards the second one that you said now like after the crashing realisation hit me right I had to recalibrate back to like okay, what is christianity what is my stancein christianity <tamil>இதுதான்நமக்குசெட்ஆகுமா:ithuthan namakku set aakuma</tamil> like do I believe in everything that they say or just half of it or like what percentage


and to be honest I think I believe in a lot of the ideas that they have now like in my mind the question that I keep asking is if there was a character like god what would his character be like, and a lot of the things that I read are like okay ah, it sounds right sounds about right


but then again some of the things I'm like (hmm), <tamil>இதுஅவருசொன்னமாதிரிதோணல:idhu avaru sonna madiri dhonala</tamil> , the ya, the part where it triggers me the most is like


the exclusion of other, religions or like other people who have strong faith in their view, like for instance right hindu wisdom kind of, there's a line where Krishna says something like people may refer to me in many ways but they are all still referring to me something like that


I like that idea of it ya, , ya correct which I feel like it sounds like what god would say he wouldn't like say okay I only serve these people I only serve these people


ya, , ya


ya


lecturer <tamil>அடிக்கறமாதிரிஇருக்கு:adikkara mathiri irukku</tamil> , alright


tomorrow test,


right ya, right,


ah okay, , ya correct


so most likely his character be something like this in my mind I have this character of god, and all of a sudden you tell me like oh no he wouldn't serve those who don't love him like as in they don't say it explicitly but, isn't the whole idea that not loving him itself is a sin


that kind of angle, I couldn't like accept it I I feel like all those who love you even if you don't love them back that's the way that I look at it, and in a way a lot of like christians that I've met do take that view they don't they when it comes to other religions they just like close one eye they like okay no I don't even want to think about this I don't want to know


I have been grown up with the idea that, nothing else is true this is true ya and I don't want to bother challenging that who am I to challenge that's the view that they take, but they do also believe that yes sir it's ultimately just about god the other religion still really matter to me


if I know this is a crude what's the point of other things, but are we are coming from point where like I see other people so devoted so into it, they must have seen something inside to feel so strongly about it


right, ,


ya, ya, from outside, ya, and critical thinking will be off the charts at that point, compared to when we were kids ya okay


, right


ya that's that's what also made it interesting for me when I heard those guys say it, like when I said the christian guys said the same things that I found out right, I felt the same like what you're saying just now, I find it interesting like how is it that we all come from different angles different approaches to it but all end up


in a somewhat same place to think about it, some of it is like eerily similar like some of the things that they said are like I I legit like typed it out when I was thinking about these kind of things it's like eerily similar how it, sounds but then again we were studying the same bible lah okay I guess same thought process goes through


, ya, so I was asking them a question on like how does god talk to you that kind of thing there's no explicit answer anything


like in the bible like they, as in I knew what they were going to say like they're gonna say like oh the bible is the word of god, the people talk here like god talks to you through the people you know, uh the things that around you happen circumstances and all of that


and ya then I was fully believing that I believe in everything, everything god talks to us through, now I'm a bit more like okay I I don't think the bible is, all of god's word kind of thing


that's how I recalibrated a bit more,


, like okay this might sound a bit, spiritual, but I okay I haven't I legit believe like strongly believe that this whole episode was to somehow get me to see all of this


like, like, before this I never gave a thought about looking at the church or like seeing or thinking of like god's role in anything or anything of that sort I said there was an atmosphere because that's the most politically neutral statement like atheist means you are already going to war against religious people


ya it's convenient ust say okay I believe in the unknown, I don't need to be strongly for it I don't need to do anything individual, but now I'm like I'm strongly wondering like what is the role of this kind of person and what is happening is their control is he controlling is there no control


so when things happen to me I'm like what is the purpose of this, like why are you doing this to me now, so when I lost the earphones I was legit damn pissed at that point, I was like eh the at earphones yesterday


I was like just super pissed because, before this I also lost another item like last week, my glasses, I I went to gym and then lost my glasses, ya, then I was just like what is happening first I lose my and and it's because I lost my glasses I couldn't search for my err earphones in the darkness


so it's like everything is, randonly <tamil>நான்:naan</tamil> I'm lazy to go buy so, it's okay man I like the life in two forty three


I was like legit pissed and I was like what is it that I'm doing wrong, that you keep taking things away from me, so it's like a discussion it's like a conversation even though I'm not getting any answer I'm I'm doing this now which I wasn't doing previously


and at some point it just I feel like this whole thing was meant for me to do this, and I also think one step more is that he didn't want me to believe in christianity on whole because it got recalibrated to something else now


he wanted me to go through this christianity process to see something but he didn't want me to fully understand that hence he gave me the last back, and like just say okay there's there's something else you


find out, ya, I just want to guide you to do something now so I feel like this whole thing was somewhat in that plan, initially I couldn't accept initially I was like, you could have done this in so many other ways


so I feel like the hurt element right was necessary for me to believe it


, nice, like did the lady update anything


!huh! as soon as


, so we've to upload minimum two two hours first lah, , , both together is fifty dollars per person is it, okay <tamil>ஆள்பாப்ப:aal pappa</tamil> right


!aiyo! half of what Riggie and I did


I I I've been


like three weeks before finals I think, is I can't I can't sleep like , my sleep cycle got messed up during that period lah because of finals and what not so most of the times I'll sleep at four and wake up like if I'm meeting Kabulan then I'll wake up at


nine thirty-ish lah so before nine thirty, then otherwise before to what eleven plus, then I'll


so I went to bed at I went about twelve so I can sleep till six and then go to the exam at eight lah, that was the plan, so it's from three AM to six AM that day please <tamil>தூங்குடா:dhoonkuda</tamil> math exam <tamil>வேற:veera</tamil> stats so like <tamil>நீ:ni</tamil> alert ah <tamil>இருக்கும்போதே:irukkumpote</tamil> careless mistake <tamil>பண்ணுவஇதுலதூங்காமவேறபோனாஎத்தன:pannuva idhula dhoongama veera ponna etthana</tamil> mistake <tamil>பண்ணபோறியோ:panna pooriyoo</tamil> so it's like oh I was like damn stressed about lab so the same thing happened yesterday but yesterday I was like damn shag I I went out to play cricket lah with my NS friends so I was like quite worn out already then I I came back I slept at like eleven-ish then I woke up at two forty nine


so I slept peacefully for two hour forty nine minutes, like you know it's something that I took for granted


self uh, !huh! what


what the no


what the so you do it because you can't sleep is it, then, you know what I think, torchlight ah


the blue light as in the one from the church or from your screen phone screen, really, oh oh


circular reasoning


I don't do it right before though, like I don't even, ya like why , eh <tamil>அய்யோஅனாவசியமாஇந்த:aicho anavasiyama intha</tamil> topic <tamil>லாம்எடுத்துட்டியேடா:lam edudhutduyoda</tamil> [orh] okay it's okay it's okay


today ah, ya the christian fellowship people, holy,


, legit ah so it's like that is it formal or is it just a


the MCS classes ah, oh dude no that was a talk then there was a Q&A section at the end


I didn't have like a informal session with anyone


is there like a regular time slot or is ad hoc like y'all,


I don't have female friends, closest is Viknesh but


no no no no no I mean <tamil>அப்டியேஎடுத்துக்கலாம்என்னா:apdiyo eduthukkalam ennaa</tamil> man


are you eh you done with the coding thing already is it, ya


from where


come lah we do together lah why not


<tamil>என்னடாஇது:ennada edhu</tamil> this is how a toy works <tamil>இதான்:ethan</tamil> coding , , okay


is it's a contract thing is it,


okay, wife <tamil>இருக்கும்போதே:irukkumpode</tamil> project ah, , what the


okay continue, not bad what's the pay like ten bucks per hour is it


how much, thirty, oh,


, (mmhmm)


a spelling mistake


until


in SMU, as in everybody in SMU has can have a resume workshop lah like a resume building workshop


it's not a business thing, I mean, we just like <tamil>அதுஒரு:adhu oru</tamil> course <tamil>இருக்குனுவச்சிக்கயென்:irukkunu vachikkiren</tamil> so there's like complusory modules that you have to take before you can because internship is a complusory module in SMU smu so before you go for the internship you have to clear like resume building err linkedin website profile creation interviews tactics <tamil>அந்தமாதிரி:anthamathiri</tamil> like they'll be online courses that you have to clear once


it's compulsory you have to do it so usually people clear it before the sem starts like in year one like orientation and <tamil>அந்த:antha</tamil> gap lah <tamil>முடிப்பாங்க ஏற்கனவேஉனக்குதெரியும்லஅங்ககொஞ்சம்முடிச்சுஇங்ககொஞ்சம்முடிச்சு:mudippanga erkanave unakku theiyumala anga kooncham mudichi inga kooncham mudichi</tamil> I finished it but you have to finish it before


eh accountant <tamil>கெடயாது:ketayadhu</tamil> you have to complete it before you can because like I said intern is a complusory module so <tamil>இப்பநீஒரு:eppa ni oru</tamil> internship <tamil>பண்ணறேனா:pannarena</tamil> declare it to to the school lah saying I'm doing this internship so before I can declare that and officially count the internship you have to finish the mods so it's a pre requisite for the internship lah


if you don't finish then you cannot go for internship if you don't go for internship you will lose that you have to extend, that's why that's why Sumbri went kenya and all


ya it's err global exposure <tamil>சொல்லிட்டு:sollidu</tamil> so you have to go overseas that's compulsory you have to do hundred CIP hours worth of stuff that's also compulsory, overseas internship counts for internship and overseas overseas CIP like what some Sumbri did counts for CIP and overseas


so you can come for both lah, eh, die


, no there's actually quite strict like it's not like err raffles here like like you work for five hours then you say I'm afraid it's not like that like, if you like uh eh actually the opposite because


it it it's not it's not just that like see like you have some time some people clear it during <tamil>அதுபேரென்ன:adhu perenna</tamil> like when you are , you are the leader for that orientation camp the group OGL ya so some like they work longer than they can actually claim for cause things like planning and staying over all these <tamil>தூங்கறதுலாம்கணக்குலவராதுல:dhoongaradhulam kanakkula varadhula</tamil> so like when they stay over to plan like seats so those things so is usually is you work longer than you can actually claim lah but if you do overseas stuff then one shot hundred dollars <tamil>முடிச்சிடலாம்:mudichidalam</tamil> cause you'll be there for weeks what


shouldn't be a problem, but the only thing is like


I would rather go overseas to go intern


and the other one is tuition so you have to teach secondary school kids, no, zero dollars <tamil>தம்பி:thambi</tamil> only CIP hours so


those are the local ones lah , in what sense, I don't think it's a ya fun thing like I mean obviously there'll be some people who get a kick out of helping other people lah <tamil>அதுக்குஒன்னும்சொல்லமுடியாது:adhukku onnum solla mudiyadhu</tamil> but


generally if he like people wanna go overseas like most people around like me I'm very content with, my bubble in singapore and what most people are more exploratorative type they want to see places and what not so <tamil>அவங்களுக்குவந்து:avangalukku vandhu</tamil> why not I go do an overseas internship somewhere exchange semester abroad somewhere so I can clear


the overseas mod so the overseas mod is not that much a problem maybe the CIP is I'm not sure, it's not that big of an issue lah but it's just SMU is complusory other universities don't have


ah


what the oh shit


not how long is it like some <tamil>சனிதோஷம்:sani thoocham</tamil> or some stuff like that, , treat treat okay thursdays Sakthivel treat


eh eh <tamil>அது:adhu</tamil> voluntary work, no she finished already that was the internship


but she's going back there working again, you know <tamil>டேய்:dei</tamil> I'm asking you <tamil>டா:da</tamil> you only said johnson, no lah if I'm not mistaken, she took a LOA because I think it's about a six month internship


so but it's finish already so I don't know where she's working now


twenty minutes time, I watched interstellar today, it was more, ya


right, no lah I think, fifth <tamil>மச்சி:machi</tamil> fifth, , nolan <tamil>யாரு:yaru</tamil> fourth <tamil>ஓடநிப்பாட்டுவானா:oda nippaduvana</tamil> fifth dimension


ya that part was the wait <tamil>என்னடாநீஇப்படிமுடிச்சிட்ட:ennada ni eppadi mudichitda</tamil> like the like the first two hours right like except for the last thirty minutes is damn epic like it's more epic than I remember it, cause I only I watched it with my mum in twenty


oh god, yes


it had moments lah but , ,


(mmhmm), oh


that is too self indulgent lah maybe <tamil>அப்ப:appa</tamil> maybe it requires multiple viewings, we shall see,


, I don't think so <tamil>அவன்பேரு:avan peru</tamil> max right,


neil max


theory ya, but why like


yes,


shit


that's what , dunkirk have to watch properly did you watch dunkirk


how come ah how come we missed dunkirk I also haven't watched it, , dunkirk, it's a war film right


, , what else


, me cool, oh ya it's on amazon right


, I was watching amazing race, , same thing right almost


outfield lah , oh shit


!hey! that's quite epic there's like cheat though he cannot remember what happen because like everyday is a new thing


, I didn't I think I stopped watching after the first episode because I didn't like the fact that they pair <tamil>ஒரு:oru</tamil> <tamil>ஒரு:oru</tamil> pairing they put, ya they put them into the same group like I like the I like the amazing race cause there's two


it's two people two people two people see so it's like a smaller group of people is not like, two pairs are forced to work together in like one blue team one red team


I think you just ripped off the amazing race bro, do your checks, , dude I telling you I tell you the same thing I've told Viknesh I watch everything on one point five speed nowadays


it's just on ipad see on the android netflix version right you can choose to speed but for on the ipad version you can't for some reason,


chat is, ah last


, eh is Mirz still work on one ear or,


that's never happened to me though is it like it just fell off is it when you're walking or were you running


, , <tamil>கார்லயேபோச்சு:kaarlaye pooichu</tamil> oh the it the circus clown, ah


so is, oh god, , you should've just bought a vacuum cleaner suck out all the water


oh my fucking god, no lah I broke


, , I can hear you


okay okay never mind never mind it's gone already we can continue


it was this massive kind of like bee like thing, it's not really a bee it's too weak to be a bee I don't know what it was lah, so I just smashed it


camera on <tamil>பண்ணுரா:pannura</tamil> yes ,


, , what were we talking about before this


ya err, speed, ya, there's this amazing race, is it, I will sponsored dont worry, ya like it's actually they go to different so they're like so it's challenge right so they go to one place


they do a challenge all the teams that do the challenge lah so the first team will, the challenge usually depends on the country that like so for example the episode I I last watch was they were at laos so they have to learn the alphabets there and then they have to recite it to a classroom full of kids so if they you know if they're okay with it then they'll get the next clue lah to move on to next so <tamil>ஒரு:oru</tamil> episode there are like two to three challenges and there's things like so in the challenges you can Sabo other group other teams so you can like pin them behind you can like for example <tamil>வந்து:vandhu</tamil> some challenges you can choose to do one out of two


so sometimes you you have the opportunity to ask another team to do both challenges before they can receive their clue normally so you can Sabo other teams and stuff like that lah, so the last team that arrives at the last checkpoint for the day can get anything


so it's like that lah so if you get a lot of human drama also so if like there's a lot of uh tension if oh why did you, Sabo us why like things like that, ya, I don't know man beginning I think at the beginning it's like ten ten or twelve


it's not that many, but the reason why I like it is because they come in as pairs so the race is done in pairs lah so they already know each other, so versus the other show right they put two in they put together in groups of four so


I know and then, I prefer the other one lah and the challenges


is this the <tamil>கஞ்சபிசுநாரி:kancha pisunaari</tamil> wife thing, coding


but she won't know meh scared, but she won't know meh like isn't she part of the company, so, okay ah


, my bad, , okay lah <tamil>எப்படியும்:eppadiyum</tamil> you're keeping yourself busy, you're being more productive than, that rest of us what to do


facts, ah but if it were the banter she responding,


snapchat, , is it, streak lah, (uh huh)


not bad not bad


nice, what's the name


cause, I was planning on bringing him to the , the merlion place one <tamil>என்னமோ:ennamoo</tamil> cause they have this err, ah local ah oh okay okay


cause we were celebrating his birthday last week I think


as in, we, went shopping lah search he bought clothes so it's fine


no lah it's okay no, uh we went to that, it's not hundred I think eighty bucks so went fat burgers eh is it fat ya fat burgers place, I tried this err I tried their version of uh impossible


it's it was damn meaty like the stuffed version right <tamil>தெகட்டாதுஅவ்ளோ:thegatdadhu avloo</tamil> strong <tamil>இருக்காது:irukkadhu</tamil> the taste it kind of blend together the rest of the ingredienta, ya true ya


impossible is not like patty <tamil>மாதிரிலா:mathirila</tamil> what it's, but


veggie patty is more crunchy the Mcdonald's version lah like <tamil>நான்சாப்பிடவரைக்கும்:naan sappita varaikkum</tamil> it's, , ya ya I know what you mean


fair enough but I thought the meat taste was too strong, it it it didn't really like that's all I could taste when I bit into it you know, it's not I was expecting a more stuffed experience lah but maybe maybe they were overcompensating for


the actual , oh


, but you tested both is it could you taste a discern, recording is going on , you


no no as in did you did you try both like actual meat versus the impossible, you know,


possible, texture, spices sauces all,


is it, juices fats, fair enough but for me the best,


the rubber with sauce ah !aiyo! that's a bit extreme, I feel


podcast style, I mean okay I think podcast would be better because we already have a conversation to streamline so it's like <tamil>இதான்பேசப்போறோம்னுதெரிஞ்சுதானேஇறங்குறோம்:ithan pesappooromnu therinsuthane irakuroom</tamil> like so we won't be like <tamil>என்னபேசலாம்:enna pesalam</tamil> it'll also won't be us trying to fill time whereas this is one hour <tamil>பேசணும்ஒருதடவபேசுறோம்:pesanum oru thadava pesuroom</tamil> the other one the topic <tamil>முடியறவரைக்கும்பேசணும்:mudiyara varaikkum pesanum</tamil> so


ya and it didn't really feel like a very conscious discussion like <tamil>மூணு:moonu</tamil> hour <tamil>போகுது:pokudhu</tamil> so it it was a, like like


how do you not have how do you have


I don't know I can't do it like I think for you is also, uh


oh we have popular request thank you very much, ya ya baby of course of course, demand <tamil>இருந்துச்சுன்னாரேட்கூடஏத்திகேக்கலாம்:irundhuchunna ret kuda etthi kekkalam</tamil>


one hour one hour <tamil>பண்ணலாம்:pannalam</tamil> but the rate about fifty dollars per person per hour okay


(mmhmm), okay I have a question do you think it's because you do it that you go to sleep earlier or has it become a very habitual thing that when you don't do it is like


incomplete part of the day


, , <tamil>ரஜினிஎன்னென்னல்லாம்பண்ணிருக்காருடாஅய்யோஎத்தனை:rajini ennennanallam pannirukkaruda aiyoo etthanai</tamil> items


, what was your podcast going to be about,


<tamil>இதுஏதோ:idhu etho</tamil> mission impossible plan <tamil>என்னவைரத்தஎடுக்கறதுஅதான்டா:enna vairattha edukkaradhu athanda</tamil> plan, I do


(uh huh), , like


okay but you are taking a devil's advocate point of view or,


, , when you say force yourself to believe like is that, I imagine you see because when I encounter something that I can't quite understand right like if I am convinced by it it's usually to rational persuasion like there's a thought process to it right so when you is it the same for you or is it more of a <tamil>இல்லஇப்படிதான்இருக்கும்:illa ippaditha irukkum</tamil> it's the same right


emotional reaction, ,


, really, so what do you infer from that like, hello, hello


, right right


, right right, can


okay so you felt more in tune with what you were supposed to not supposed to but,


right right okay , so would you say


when you say perception of god, are you referring to like jesus himself or god as a entity regardless of whether he's jesus or Vishnu Shiva whatever


, okay, , see because ah so so it's a


ya, ya I was going to bring that up, because in hinduism the concept is essentially like regardless of whatever religion you are it's all past that people take to come to me in the end


and that is the problem with abrahamic religions in general right like if you are to, be a christian or muslim or jew anything a ju- anything like abrahamic religion follower, there is a certain aspect of you, <tamil>இதுதான்:idhu than</tamil> character <tamil>னு:nu</tamil> conclusion <tamil>வறத்துக்குமத்ததெல்லாம்தப்புனு:varadhukku matdhathellam thappunu</tamil> it's an implicit conclusion so that's that's where I'm also struggling in that sense lah because one of the articles of faith is belief in the degree of god a decree so when when it when I'm trying to think of things like that right like things the issues that I usually grapple with is why is there suffering does god not love us and things like that that's that's one side the other side is is like what you said right like if god is really omnipresent all loving all caring person why is he like saying things like


but actually, ya, eh <tamil>நான்நெறயபேசுனேன்டாதமிழ்ல:naan neraiya pesunenda tamizhla</tamil> beginning <tamil>லஇருந்தேதமிழ்லதாண்டபேசுறேன்:la irunthe tamizhla thanda pesuren</tamil>


feel like I mean <tamil>இல்லஇதைநான்எப்பிடிதமிழ்லசொல்லறதுஅதாகப்பட்டதுஆன்இல்ல:illa ithai naan eppdi tamizhla sollaradhu athakappattadhu aan illa</tamil> , why why is god comfortable with


it, it was favoritism <tamil>னுசொல்லமுடியாதுஇவங்களுக்காகநான்கேட்டதுபண்ணறேன்மத்தவங்களுக்கு:nu solla mudiyadhum ivangalukka naan kettadhu pannaren matthavangallukku</tamil> but even islam press will be a bit difficult like even if because even for example in islam right it's not the case of, if you are a non muslim you go to heaven err you go to hell it's not it's not that <tamil>அது அது இல்ல:adhu adhu illa</tamil> because either there're even stories where the prophets profphets are like the moses <tamil>ஓட அம்மா:oda amma</tamil> the pharaoh's wife right


she ya there's she she goes to heaven but she's a jew so it's uh cases like that where it's not so clear cut also lah but, again <tamil>அந்த:antha</tamil> test <tamil>என்னனுதெரிஞ்சாநான்கூடகடவுள்ஆகிடலாம்லஎன்ன:ennanu thericha naan kuda kadavul akidamlaenna</tamil> specific <tamil>ங்கறதுஎனக்குதெரியாது:garadhu enakku theriyadhu</tamil> and it's not possible to find out also so the point I'm trying to make is if god exists why does he favour certain groups of people why does he favour <tamil>நீசொன்னமாதிரிதான்:ni sonna mathirithan</tamil> so that's things that err I also struggle with


, right, character actually <tamil>நீசொன்னதுஎல்லாமே:ni sonnadhu ellame</tamil> discussions I had with other people also like <tamil>அப்படிதான்:appadithan</tamil> so it's quite interesting in the sense that


you know people like kaplan grow up in a very strong hindu background so <tamil>பொறந்தததுலஇருந்தே:poranthadhula irunde</tamil> it's been implanted into him, and that's very interesting to me because


when people are born into that and they've been attending church from you know from very young age vs when you're coming into it, with the as a sort of adult where you have a rational thinking capacity <tamil>இல்ல:illa</tamil> so that's the difference there


, <tamil>இல்லஅதான்:illa athan</tamil> we we approach things differently lah so <tamil>குழந்தையாஇருக்கும்போதுஅப்பாஅம்மாஇருக்காங்கஜாலியாஇருக்கலாம்:kuladhaiyaa irukkumpodu appa amma irukkanga jaaliya irukkalam</tamil> but when we are twenty something whenwe are especially because we have circumstance like you and me is like okay ya I've there okay like there's a lot of why or how does this make sense so we start thinking that you know ya makes that's it's it's interesting


like it I suppose in a lot of ways, like what with experience is quite different in the sense that I've always had that someone who hold my hand through it, but you didn't but <tamil>எனக்குஎன்னதோணுதுன்னா:enakku enna dhoonudhunna</tamil> conclusion that we're sort of arriving at is similar am I right in saying that


but the way we got there is quite different, , , okay


the same place, ,


ya I mean I think is unavoidable for some aspects but, I'm I'm trying to think of an example right like, what,


right right,


so, so when you say recalibrated do you mean like , eh perhaps studying the bible right will you overcome with the sort of <tamil>மோகம்:moogam</tamil> that okay I need to <tamil>இதுஎனக்குபுரிஞ்சாதான்:idhu enakku purinchathan</tamil> I can get to so were you clouded did it cloud your sense of judgment is that why you said you recalibrated or what


or was it just a natural like even without her in the picture then do you think you would have taken the same part you know when you overshoot a bit then you come back


like


, convenient lah <tamil>அந்தபக்கமும்:intha pakkamum</tamil> ya, , right right,


, okay, ,


okay okay


replacement <tamil>வாங்கிட்டியாஇல்லையா:vangidaiya illaiya</tamil> by the way, replacement, !hey!


, okay okay


interesting,


interesting, okay,


<tamil>புரியுது:puriyudhu</tamil> impact is quite lasting lah I I get that there's no going back to , like you cannot <tamil>இல்லஉன்னஅறியாமையே:illa unna ariyamaiye</tamil> you start thinking about it <tamil>நீசொன்னமாதிரியேஅந்த:ni sonna mathiriye antha</tamil> the earphones <tamil>போடும்போது:podum podu</tamil> it's it might not be your first reaction a few years ago but


(mm), that happens I get it


wait ah, in life


like power to like, power, do better,


(mmhmm), ya


ya it makes sense lah ya, but I don't know I feel like there's some people right who can do both at the same time they have a good social life and they also study really well and they have all of these together and I'll some times I'm just like how, and you just like life is unfair


life is unfair, oh ya I do isn't he from, ya ya ya ya


, (mmhmm)


oh ya ya, ya, ,


so much commitments already ya, oh my god choreographer


, ya ya


(mmhmm), (mmhmm), ,


, , no no


, oh my god, oh ya ya ya


(mmhmm), med from engineering, why


damn, and


and I hate this kind of people, ya


ya ya, !whoa!,


it's amazing ya, ya, aggravation lah honestly what the


ah <tamil>நிவேதா: nivetha</tamil> aunty !wow! ya, ya ya


serious where do you how do you even know that I can't imagine, , I'm amazed honestly it is it just


ya it really is no but I feel like my school also have a lot of people like this also lah I I I feel like there's people like these everywhere and I just don't understand I don't understand why, that's crazy though honestly that that is the the like that his parents confirm damn proud of him


honestly I won't, cute lah ,


what's wrong with that what difference does that mean, , , , ah <tamil>அப்புறம்: aparam</tamil> that one year has so much difference ahead in our life in fact


, there's this that this, , impressive, you know that you say that right do you think there's actually a difference


like you know this twelve months like will the january baby do better than in december baby like it could make an impact that think about it cause, literally this person live eleven months longer than you


on the same page, ya, , well that's a small sample size you know, I'm thinking in general like if they took out like the data of


everybody, in singapore like for example our badge and then they went to rank, based on like how are they doing based on like which month they are born I wonder if there's a difference like if there was actually a difference then it will be this devil like that will blow my mind


, !wah! really ah that's why, that's why I had to fly all the way to UK , , , ya, I don't know, I wonder I wonder


M Y ya no but what they can't do anything about it because, that would mean right they will have to decrease the intake to like, like, jan to december, babies, primary one or not jan to december like jan to june babies go to primary one and then june to december like there will be a more cohorts


, , okay I'm assuming there's not much of a difference which is why we had twelve months like who choose twelve months in the first place okay,


, , ya your time is a construct okay a social construct it's not we're, , okay sis I'll try


it's not that, it is a just a set my pajamas set I bought in india, eh not in india I bought in some #pasar malam#, ya I did all my, ya it is nice, but my shorts are a bit short and my mom doesn't like that


you want to see my legs I can show you, , that's what, I want to show you , , , I really really hope is we transcribing this that's all I'm saying


, , okay <tamil>இங்கஇதுலகொஞ்சம்: inga idhula koncham</tamil> confidential information <tamil>இருக்கு: irukku</tamil> so you know, , please, I will just , , (uh huh)


(mmhmm), ya you showed me you bought it at Mustafa right right


which is, why, imagine your head and then you try it, and then <tamil>அதுக்குஅப்பறம்: adhukkumappuram</tamil> it's like <tamil>அதுக்குஅப்பறம்வந்து இதுகேவலமாஇருக்கும்: vandhu idhu kevalama irukkum</tamil> but it's not that <tamil>கேவலம்: kevalam</tamil> it's like, manageable but


then, I don't know actually I bought this rag top, from some online like I tried it with cotton on, and it was really nice, ya oh my I can show you a picture actually I bought it at I wanna I was gonna


I was gonna wear today for lunch but then right my friend you know amanda right, she works with student care centre and like she was when in direct contact with this kid who had HFMD, and I was like I don't want to be with you please, just stay at home ya then she's like okay okay


but like she said if she probably wouldn't have it lah like even her boss was like it's okay like you can just quickly come to work tomorrow and style, then I was like no sorry, ya, correct okay I show you the picture later remind me


because I don't know I very scared if I like swipe away the air or something then like suddenly like disappear, and then you stop recording and then my <tamil>காசு: kachu</tamil> I really want my <tamil>காசு: kachu</tamil> bro , , , ya


when you do it just don't get too stressed plus just do it when you want to but okay lah now they will rush you a bit cause it's like the like, ending already so, like, just, like


ya I, I, feel like when I first got it I was very excited about it though I really like doing it a lot, I don't know why


(mmhmm)


, [orh], , ,


, , , ya, no lah, introvert, ya, I can see, it's okay sis I feel like being chill also has its drawbacks lah like me right now you see I don't really give a shit about the essay that I'm supposed to do


ya, I am I don't really get stressed so easily one honestly dude even I she was telling me she was like I feel like your mental health is like through the roof it's damn good, I was like, , maybe it is,


yes but I don't know leh I very scared that there will be this one day where I just reach my breaking point you know like I had just like because like because of that like obviously not that I put a lot of commitments ah but I don't really care lah I'll just like do, I just take one day at a time man then I'll just do whatever I have to


ya get stress, ya


ya, (mmhmm), ya what I thought right like cause okay for me right whenever I procrastinate this is a very good way for me to procrastinate which is why maybe I enjoy it that much


cause like, you get what I mean I'm doing something that is not school work, but ya I feel like I started limiting myself cause I also used to get very tired after doing well actually you know last time like there was once once the first time the first few times I got it right like I wouldn't even go on my phone leh then I'll just do it like from morning to night


I'll just sit on it and just keep it and I'll finish it one then I'll just submit I think that's why they also like very like keen and like, like me a lot, then they just keep, ya and but I feel bad that like the past month that I haven't been doing stuff properly like no but really like I'm school work you know and that's always my priority


then she was like, ya, then she was just like it's okay I hope everything is better now than I was like oh, I feel so bad but I'm not going through some weird thing lah it's just like school lah I cannot cope with it , and like moving and other thing , ya


that was like the major one why I couldn't do like I just that was the time I took the break, and then like once I took the break, my routine got broken so I couldn't get back into it but now I'm like okay like trying again but this the end already lah so , damn it, I could have earn more money


now I also don't know, my mom gets very stress lah eh


(mhm)


but I mean, ya okay lah but as in cause <tamil>நாமவந்துஎப்பவுமே: nama vandhu eppavume</tamil> you put me move <tamil>பண்ணுவோம்: pannuvom</tamil> right so like <tamil>நமக்குதெரியும்என்னபண்ணனும்என்னபண்ணகூடாதுனு: nammakku theriyum enna pannanum enna panna kudadhunu</tamil> and like we're quite used to it already so like <tamil>நம்மளோட: nammaloda</tamil> furniture <tamil>கூட: kuda</tamil> is very like not a lot, we don't really have a lot


so it's not like uh, ya I mean this house is also smaller lah any okay but this time we move also quite stressful honestly like usually when we move


and twenty eighteen for IB, so like, it was, ya, so that time all obviously I'll just tell my mom like I can't help you like I'll help you pack my room I pack my own room that one is fine like that's not too bad, but like I can't help you with everything in the house but so she used to do it like my mom will just do it herself then this time


I mean it was, not very close to my exam, but I still like helped her and like this time we had no helper last time all we had helper, so it was easy cause like , like <tamil>முன்னாடிலாம்வந்து: munaadilam vandhu</tamil> and someone we move within Simei so we didn't really need like a big, but not I we need a big troll but as in <tamil>நம்மஏதாச்சும்மறந்துட்டோம்னா: namma adhaichum maradhudomna</tamil> we just have to walk


take and then come back or we can transport stuff ourself, but this time is like, quite far right then , !wah! and then we have no helper, ya, ya we could lah but that's it's still quite hard


I mean clothes all we are but, like, we still I realize like we really have a lot of stuff you know like I don't know how to say like I do not know like, how to stop you don't use but we still have it but you still need to bring it like it's kind of like, I don't know lah, , ya, but like, when I move Simei last time like within my condo


I was it was, easier cause like whenever, cause like right the problem was that we had a lot of small things we couldn't bring over, like with this move that I did from Simei to #pasir ris# like those like so many small things and no box and put it in so we had to transport by ourselves in a suitcase right , but then


we have Simei like within my condo when we had a helper then the helper will just say bring to the condo bring to the room like she'll just do it for us you know like he does nobody else but now it was me and my whole family and my mom doing it, it was quite intense lah but it's okay, we did it, now we made it to the house I'm going to leave soon though


but it's okay, , ya, ya you know my mom keeps saying it's gonna be sooner than you think then she was like can you like tell me <tamil>என்னவேணும்என்னபண்ணனும்: enna venum enna pannanum</tamil> where is the <tamil>புளியோதரைசாதம்: puliyotharai chatham</tamil> like mix all


sis I don't wanna count but ya, , my friend is flying on the same day as we actually so I'm quite excited I forced her to fly the same day, so you know amy right my flat mate, she's flying


uh singapore airlines, but same night as me, but she like she flies a bit later her flight is about half an hour later so she will like go in later than me, I don't want to fly SQ she fly SQ cause they had insurance but I don't wanna fly SQ because like


I don't want pay extra money actually my mom was like why you never book SQ but it's okay lah whatever I book british airways, then like, my other friend one of my other friends who she already has a place in london like she lives with her aunt, she's flying on the same day as me, , , I mean the, same same flight as me


was with, I don't know but we don't really like okay all everybody doesn't like british airways, now it used to be good but now it's not that great anymore


, ya


oh ya ya ya they have, I've forgot , yes, , I think is david cameron or something right like the ya, I remember, britain's got talent bro, yes


I feel like he was doing this since the last time I flew british airways which was actually to australia, in like twenty fourteen, oh something, or maybe it was just something I watch on youtube but ya


I don't know is I haven't flown, flew on british airways in a long time, we'll see, I'll tell you I'll update you when I'm on the flight, , ya, we'll see


, vigorously !wow! what type of word is that , , , , ,


, and who even what does the safety video in the first place, oh ya that's true ya correct ya


ya, you know I realised I really forgot all my bank details, for my UK accounts , and it's so bad like , I mean cause I was only there for like six months but then like now cause like I have to pay stuff right then I keep like I looked then I'm like what's my pain


what's my that then I have to like go and like press forget and then like show my passport or like my IC, and stuff just to like get it it was so sad sad, why would I do that


since I have to I have free, I have free data roaming, I have free roaming, that's why I never changed my number when I came back what I'm still using my UK number because I can use the four G, it's free here so I call like I can call UK number also for free, damn good leh it's eighty countries you know


any most countries I go to I can use my phone there, like that, ya, I think is pretty, ya,


, eh I just realise right do you just do two hours one shot okay I mean we are too late now cause we were like one and a half hours okay, but like, ya sis not aware right we're quite good, yeah yeah I'm like one hour twenty six minutes sixteen seconds, , ya ya I have one hour twenty six minutes sixteen seconds


okay, , not that bad though but I was like okay wait let me , do you want


why, I just restore my account I cant be bothered, just now my #ah pa# gave me no so I don't know if he called on the I don't know could you hear, okay then I don't know, I didn't hear your #ah pa# talking loudly on the phone


you know like you know you know my #ah pa# right he will come in, ya but the thing is my house okay if my house like cause it's like loft right you cannot put fan in this house


cause the the ceiling is too small like I cannot stand here so we won't put a fan here so there's no fan , so I always have the air con on but he'll come in come in open the window ,


it is, well honestly I really miss fan I I don't like sleeping with air con like cause like you know what you said, energy and everything like electricity but now I have to use the, air con because like, I have no fan in my house now


, no no it happens


ya, so <tamil>நான்இங்கவந்தஉடனே: naan inga vandha udane</tamil> the first few days was so bad like cause of the I have no fan what I have to switch on the air con


and like <tamil>எனக்குவந்து: ennakku vandhu</tamil> I just like keep like, sneezing and like I have a cold like I never sleep properly you when I wake up in the morning it was so bad, but now I'm so used to it so I I feel like, like normal, so it's just getting used to it


uh like what thirty degrees is it , I always put twenty five, mine is always twenty five, ya


cold ya, okay so <tamil>நீஇந்த: ni itha</tamil> three days like a air con lah <tamil>தூங்கு: dhukku</tamil> okay


then he will be like okay mah , , hello , okay,


, , I don't think is that bad, ya I don't think it will be that bad, ya


, (mmhmm), , ya, I've, ya ya ya I understand you all that I mean I feel like I have the same I'm not even the one paying the bills in my house you know but I had that concern but honestly if my room right okay I show you like over here right cause I'm on a loft right if I could open these windows


I would be fine you know I wouldn't mind like not having a fan I just open the window, but I can't because it's like cause I I'm on the second like the loft area, have I show you my house yet, ya so, oh ya ya so I'm on top right so like this window actually goes all the way down to the flat the


the first, but so the top one you cannot open cause it's the, normally this room wouldn't have this, loft on top they like renovated it, okay you will see it when you come lah so like obviously you cannot open the windows on top, because it wouldn't make sense


ya I will set it up for you I had one mattress here and one king sized bed here, do you think is more than enough or should I put one more mattress downstairs for someone to sleep if they really cannot take it, ya, eh that day I slept with gigi okay but that so I was very tired so we but gigi didn't doesn't snore that loud though so that's fine


ya, (mmhmm), ya


, , , , if Arkifa doesn't sleep over this is more than enough ah actually even five people will be fine, like definitely not as crazy as


I pray you just divorce sis, push him off , make noise this one now he cannot tolerate, and you want to marry this guy, , , you know


[orh], good, you stand your ground, slap him , yes , ya


, you and your big boss yes


, oh no we're lagging for me I can't hear you


I don't know what to do, okay, you are lagging it's not my fault but anyway continue so you keep seeing the ad and then, you wanna watch lah basically you want to watch


(uh huh), ya,


give me an example lah, (mmhmm)


, ya


, , I guess it's natural though, honestly like I give you if you watched the show you wanna win and you know how you want to do what and the only way to win is to influence the audience lah like I guess so


what it's gonna be like ya


, ya, but you know big boss is not the like


it's like it's a show that has been happening before right, it's not a new concept right ya, some korean on ya, don't know, no idea,


the last few ya, , competitiveness the asian blood, , I thought you were gonna say you want to become you wanna go big boss and I'll was like, what


you need to be extra careful honestly, ya, , this is why would you even get famous first is uh actress


<tamil>அதான்கேக்கறேன்: athaan kekkareen</tamil> , , , !wow! miss universe, , big dreams big dreams ,


ah, why why miss singapore <tamil>அதுக்குஅப்பறம்: adhukku appuram</tamil> miss india why not miss singapore and then the world , ya


, miss miss I was going to say what miss #boon keng# you know <tamil>அதுக்குஅப்பறம்: adhu appuram</tamil> a bit and then we put you in other ways, ya ya ya


I know I know I know, , plam, very nice plan you know this reminds me do you know do you know the questions the thirty seven questions how to make you fall in love did you do before


eh you should try I mean, ya so, I one of the questions is oh do you wanna be famous and cause like me my friends are talking about it the other day, I was like damn, ya I mean you all had the same, thing lah don't want to become famous like even if I become famous right


like I wanna I wanna I don't wanna be like, celebrity famous I would rather be like famous cause I'm like doing something good or like I invented something or like help something in that way right like nobody can fault you for doing fault you but like, I don't think people would care that much you know or like always follow your every word or every move


ya correct, ya, but at the same time I feel like there will always be that popularity will increase in a bad way, that it'll definitely more people will notice what you were doing lah and like <tamil>நீஅவ்ளோ: ni avalo</tamil> famous not famous in the <tamil>பண்ணிட்டு: pannitu</tamil> people know your name then I'll confirm you will do something like really damn shitty though definitely be able to


they will definitely like tear your name down like your popularity will increase in a bad way, I guess, so for that, I will just stay like this I don't want to be popular, ,


I'm watching bollywood wives now sis, I don't know if you saw the show on Netflix, it's is damn funny you know we don't why I don't know why but I guess it's because we're indian right like I can see my family doing the exact same thing the families are doing there


eh really like is so like I guess it's not too relatable because they are rich okay like, rich someone north indian you know but like, you know but like, it's quite funny I'm watching my friend so, it's nice


oh really, , then maybe ya because maybe I'm watching with my friend then is like nice I'm watching with anna then like


she I mean cause I don't really know all the bollywood people but she knows then she was like tell me how they, [orh] maybe that's why lah says were like you like tell me like oh you know like this one this, Kapoor that means that then she like so he has the name then he's like related like I'm like oh okay K K K okay then like I understand that I'm like me


, ya, ya, I, thought I thought it was funny cause like in my head like I just keep thinking right