what time is it now ah, exclude ya exclude break, so it's only one thirty, quite early, okay maybe we talk about one more topic ah


oh-my-god my I got, I got umbrella never mind


eh later we check ah the how much is the Flame Cafe ah, I hope it's cheap, okay what do you want to know, everything ah, okay so I I start off from


my background ah, so basically my mother, she, she live she


it's very complex story ah so basically my my mother right she has two families, one lives in KL one lives in Brunei


ya so at that time ah according to her lah in the eighties, now she have relative in Singapore in KL and also in Brunei, all three countries so basically like, it's all distributed


ya it's really really, so we all know each other lah, but surprisingly none of them are in from Indonesia lah, my father side from Indonesia, err so is like a bit spread out lah, so back to the story like


err when she was she was she was saying that when she was, like in her twenties or what ah, in the eighties like, like, when Singaporeans hear the word Brunei ah, they are like very like !wah!, Brunei, very rich, like very grand


and then they like when people say I go to Brunei what !woah! Brunei ah, Brunei is very, but now when you think of it you never even hear, other than like the, Sultana like that, ya the richness


when when we go to Brunei ah then we talk when we would we would tell them like, oh I'm from Singapore then they are like !wah! Singapore so good, so rich ya it's the opposite, she was from Brunei she lived there for like how many years then she


food wise basically it, it's a mix ah I I can say it's a mix between Malay and, oh okay, for them they have they have theirs


is is like their own delicacy, where they use the cow's spare parts, err no no err it's like you know the, the where the where the, you know when the cow produce the milk, the breast ah


ah they use that they chop chop it up so it's that's why it's called spare part, then they they just make it into this, is all very fatty you know, but is very nice, ya is, no no no it's just that it taste very nice it's like


it's a it's a cross between you know Sambal Goreng, it's like that, ya something like that, but it's soft, and then, they have this like you know sago, ah the the translucent the the translucent ah translucent, no it's not ball it's like liquidy


it's like slimy you know slime when you eat slime, when you play with slime when you were a child right it's like that you know, so basically, is , a white color, liquid, but it's sticky, so we they use that and they they have a lot of different dishes to go


so that that is err, is like a staple for them, then they use they eat with fish they eat with vege they eat, they have like hundreds of different dishes you know and they just eat, ya that's the that's the special thing about Brunei


is only found, ya ya, cause that one is like a their own delicacy, ya if you go there you can actually eat there lah, their accent is a cross between the


is you can understand but usually when I'm with my cousins ah, I will just speak in, err because, their, the words they use is very different from us, and they have their own slang, ya so I can't really


but I I had a good like you know every time last time when I was younger I would like go to Brunei ah, to just, my auntie she has this house


so every time go inside her house, it when I was young ah I would think ah why is there a playground in, her house, ya she have this like playground in her house, like is that is is very big ya is super big ya ya she put the playground then the next time I went to her house


eh where's the playground because we all grew up already where's the playground oh we take out already ah, cause all we're my my, children all grow up already my cousins all they grow up already, they they replace it with they put sofas instead, then I was like !wah! so good, playground, is like those at the hdb kind


is like okay is like three stories high


with a really big err, backyard yes very big, you can put like plants, you can have maids like four maids at the max, I don't know they need so much maids for what lah


err dog we have the guard guard dog, but now, cause now my cousins all they grow up already ah


like they now staying at the uk know, my cousins, studying like, electrical engineering, I don't know, but from what I've heard they want to stay overseas ah they want to stay like uk, not not Brunei I don't know why lah


oh I think so, ya ya it is, ya rws, I say rws what


no I saw W rws, near your house ah, oh so good


Indonesia, it's very close to us right, Batam is until Penang is it, oh, oh okay okay, oh okay


so the island there's like, to the island need ferry or there's a bridge


oh okay it's like those speedboat lah, oh, oh okay okay


a bacon


so when's the last time you went back there, you went with your IT friend, ya I want go


ya I don't mind eh, got what, ah can ah, because you know I plan like next year during my term break


I want go


oh really like those, oh okay, oh okay


okay okay, then, !huh! one chicken ah


okay then he send like shops or what like to to buy food have ah, oh I don't mind leh, is that close to the ferry terminal ah


that's what I want lah like to escape from Singapore ah, you know like from our fast paced life just go there relax


ya, this how big the kitchen is, !wow!, so big ah, oh-my-god, a lot furniture inside ah


okay, so big ah


now now is err who stay there nobody, so it's a vacant ah for


I feel like going leh, this December can a not, this December can, for countdown leh, no okay how far away like are your neighbors


very close ah, oh okay okay lah


oh the the show ah the cartoon ah, okay K, so is a bit like Pulau-Ubin is it


okay K so your house is the is made of what concrete ah, oh okay


then we can cook inside your house all lah, you got stove on or not, so how, [orh] K K K


go with me ah, Aiman also lah, if you want, eh ya


ya this one I want village life, then your neighbours they all take care of your, property all lah like


oh it's a lot of jellyfish there, wait but is the is the beach there very deep or not


must careful lah, so there's no there's no sand on the beach is just rocks only


oh okay okay, I don't know you have this house eh, eh Wantisden near near your


really reach school one day [ah] really [ah]


top left


green fish, ya it says learn to dive with Paul in red


no then there is another sign ah this one, have two seagull, and also, err this one you said theres another sign beside the


learn to drive dive with Paul, ya err, the beside it there's a the left ya my one shows err, like there's a, North Shore Golf Club


ya it's, one arrow pointing to the left with North Shore Golf Club, err food check, yes still on the left, ya we go like anti-clockwise direction


food shack brown house, one door, nine window pane, two doors one on top ya, then , left


bottom, then there's the sign say cray fish shell fish lobster, a wiggly line


two , just wish I know mine is only food shack, K, err then the, couple there's a old couple, the lady couple reading a


book or magazine, with what, turtle, the couple has a radio nearby, the uncle wearing, brown sandals


ya then the, auntie wearing pink slippers, uh okay I think, I don't know same color code


yes she has, one two three four five, oh no the uncle's not wearing a red sock okay


food shack


okay, blue, ya blue and white lah


one two three four five six, yes, three ya, red and white


is it better four and three four, okay four reds, three white, there's a sign bottom right beach eleven AM


ya she sitting on the ball, no green I look at you


yesterday we found on the seven, different already, seven or eight ah I think eight already


two piece bikini right , oh no laughing


see-saw , at the end of it there's this red colour thing and a white colour thing I don't know what is this, ya both ends, respectively, oh no there's something on my


ya there's something mine, (ppb) mine has apparently has some of it no need, okay so less


perhaps I didn't know seesaw got seats sia, ya your's is, mine is red and white


ya eh it's fine, replace on the bottle wine ya


is he missing a sock, ya


brunette short hair shoulder length


oh ya genie, no blondie, ya so, uh blue, spaghetti strap purple slipper, actually I think we find twelve already what


one two three four, five, six, seven, eight


signboard for, seesaw


ya then my signboard beach and err ya lah, nine ten eleven twelve four more, two wine glasses, err the table got three


plates, no both close


eh both open


ya, interior green walls ah, special offer peach and wine


eleven, do you have a man, ya with a fishing line


oh grey hat


is your rubbish bin filled, is your door to the bar open, did we count that


learn to dive free fall, Jove is shag, ya the uncle, the the signage, ya then the seesaw


ya then the rubbish bin, ya then the special page and wine


oh then the door has push, yours right, there's a cigar no mine has a thing (ppb) does the cigar have a flame, your cigar the flying one


oh mine is not, alright done done, alright moving on to the next topic


the age of innocence what do you miss most about eh what do you miss most about your childhood


it's a conversation I'm supposed to ask answer and you are supposed to talk what, oh what you used to do with your family on Sunday


eh yes , ya ya, no I'm deprived of sleep that's why I miss naps from my childhood, naps like you no need to have, ya it's a


naps consist of sleep, consist of sleep, no it's no, like a thirty minutes sleep, ya so I miss sleep and naps like


anything got to do with sleep ya, ya for what, what am I supposed to miss from my childhood, no that's


horrible horrible, I didn't get naps during my childhood, I didn't get naps during my adulthood, I'm deprived of naps and sleep


so I get attention from Silat what, ya lah like I keep myself busy


then you want to go ahead first, ya


oh what band do you play


oh what kind of band do you play like orchestra kind of thing or like, do you like perform a lot


okay okay, yes I understand, oh so so since you perform a lot means you are happy a lot ah are you happy


ya so ya so like you perform, when you perform you feel happy and then you perform a lot you see, so


so it doesn't make you happy, so describe my happiest moment I think my happiest moment is like seeing my, mom being happy


I don't know, why you so dark , how I know when she's happy


I also don't know like when she's laughing all lah like when I get to spend time with her, think, ya I think the happiest moment of my life is when I get to spend time with her, we go to study


study like she does her studying I do my own studying then we study together I bring her out, in the middle of the night to study, talk a lot at night ya before we sleep like I don't know everything like we share with each other


yes we are very close, I am the only daughter, I have a brother


no mud, no my brother is overseas right now, he is studying, philosophy and social science, at Oxford


yep, it's a, no he only comes back every, year, like annually he will just like come back


ya it's nice to have him and my whole family around, alright moving on to the next question, isn't I'm supposed to pick the next card, I'm supposed to pick


oh !wow!, wait hold on, If I If I let you pick this card and ask this question the next one I get to pick up two cards


alright no way , (ppb) like I will like actually like


sit him down and a close friend, no ya


I don't really have a lot of close friends lah because I like to like keep my distance away from people (ppb) I am more of a, you know, no introvert ya like I, ya I keep, my circle of friends close and like I have very little


no I don't actually like like to like be friends like opposite genders like I only have


two girl friends like with me, ya so I don't really have like that kind of situation before, ya but ya so like I don't have any close friends that, the opposite sex so


the opposite gender so that's why like I don't think like I have, experience this before but if let's say in a scenario it actually happen to me I think probably I would actually like just, have a sit down mature talk and be honest, ya and actually like If I like him like then maybe yes err like


there, like but I wouldn't like be on false hopes but lets say if he is not my type then probably I'll be like, ya I mean like everybody have the kind of person they want in their life right (ppb) ya so perhaps if that guy


does you think that guy is not suitable to you, ya it's not your type you know your cup of tea, ya some people prefer Earl Grey tea some people (ppb) prefer camomile so like ya


you sure a not that's the question, no are you sure that's the question , eh we are supposed to ask each other what, how would I let him down


I just tell the honest truth lah sorry I don't think like we are great being as close friends, it's like there's a spoil disk and not get together and, spoil everything because if we lose one we will lose the whole friendship and relationship


no so I have two questions now right, so one, no I want to ask you this question, ya lah, ya lah then I have another, how would you react if a close friend express his or her romantic feelings for you


what you mean by type does not matter, ah I see, perhaps, it makes you blind it does, means you are not


it does not mean you love the person truly what because you are blinded you are handicapped so you wouldn't know so if we not blind, then you just like


like you just putting yourself at risk of getting hurt [loh]


why you risk the whole game like you gonna risk your friendship it's so risky, it's so risky, I rather not, play with my friendship because I I I don't know about you but because I have very little friends


so like I treasure my friendship a lot so I wouldn't want to risk like, losing my friendship just because I want to try a relationship, featest


no but then, ya but that's changes like the way you treat your close friend and you treat


your partner is different what you what like a partner can consist of a close friend but what if you can't jump that gap you understand, ya and then risk losing the whole friendship, ya sometimes like people just can't keep up to their promises


alright next question , what value do you bring to other people's life


anyone lah in general, value


do you need me help you out, alright what


a possible friendly


alright, get to know that you're ernest, alright one value that I, bring to other people life I think is respect, ya because like, I can stand not being respected but I


understand that respect has to be earned so like usually (ppb) like they say what, you give, so like, (ppb) before anything else like I actually, try my best not to be rude and have manners to actually talk to other people (ppb) so there's


this one is not first impression is how humane you are because like (ppb), like, you have to respect people like it's like the basic, err ya, ya that's what I would bring to other people, that's so but is my answers


ya, then you do lah


you can't pick like that, it's called flipping cards you're supposed to flip the card


the thing is my heart ah like I don't trust my like, like it's too vague to actually say that my house is a home because I don't feel comfortable I, feel that a home is comfortable like a place of comfort, and safe and I think the best place that I feel that right now is actually just inside


like just with me myself so technically I bring my home everywhere I go, did I say vague, ya cause like err I don't feel that my house is a safe space, for now


ya that's why I feel like my home, my own place ya, what about you, oh okay


I didn't want to pick another fight, what's the most inspiring book you have ever read


no lah it's just any kind of book do you, I never say anything, oh shit I put back the card (ppb)


I think is just any book lah, try to pick our attended, ya, what's the most inspiring book you have ever read ya


the book that have inspired you, anything lah like you feel inspired by reading the book, inspired by what I don't know


no it's not the latest book that you read , it's most inspiring, was that inspiring to you


(uh huh) which, what is it about


how did it expired inspire you


competition, ya because like I think, I don't have a specific book that actually inspire me but


oh I think my favourite author all the books she write actually inspire me and I can't even like, J D Peacock, ya she has a very famous, book that was actually like


err sisters keeper, my sisters keep, so she


actually, wrote a few books that I actually, she actually touches like a lot of, points in life that's, applicable


and suppose to be a conversation what, ya talk talk between you ya you want to pick which one


I think I'm at that point whereby I don't know like the different


standings or whatnot ya but actually I'm still fine with my enrolling my kids into, ya like within the, ya kilometer like I don't need them to go into like those kind of like IP schools or anything


integrated program school, by they have, like DSA all that kind of thing, direct school admission like into secondary school or like A-level


all that, DSA direct school admission, so like, some schools are affiliated what, something like that ya but is actually like more of like, err RG


err Raffles Primary to Raffles Girls, and like Hwa Chong err ACS, ya like that you know then they have those integrated program, err like, ya eh no it has their own programs lah all the


does your income matter in what school you're enrolling, your child, does it matter like how's your income or or like does your income depends on know, actually think so ah because all


no it's still, not about you


alright


no when I don't I, I can't recall any parent teacher meeting that I had lah, oh I had once I had once, in my secondary, no no that I recall ya that I recall like


my parents were in school like but I wasn't, wait is this parent teacher parent teacher meet, take report book what that one ah, the


no ah, like okay perhaps, have lah, ya I think one, every year


I think like I was too good of a student that like my teachers had nothing to nothing


ya I was actually quite a good student, ya I think this one reverse that's so reverse in school, ya but, ya I didn't think that there was any, ya I thought just PTM is parent teacher meeting is the one like err at the end of every


year or sem like the, teachers will meet the parents and tell them like, the kid, every sem every end of a sem


oh no I don't think so I was the top student also, ya and I was the model student also like in my secondary school days, or perhaps they had this kind of meetings and we are not around like


face to face, I think my parents are too busy lah then that's why they never come on that's why I don't remember, ya I but I really don't I think like my parents didn't come or something


you're not a maths person are you


then after that's nice, but unfortunately sorry I can't Chinese stories because I do not have any recollection of, (ppb) my parent, like coming to, do you have like tuition or enrichment classes


I don't know you might be a certain level of like, ya you you you can be there err, (ppb) like certain, I wanted to say you're stupid at certain level lah but ya like even, though you had tuition you are still failing maths or you had no enrichment classes or tuition


at all, I suppose so


you must be a delinquent back in the days ah


do you take, CCA, should be mandatory for all students, so only for uniform group


I think not you don't take throughout all the, activities like or not all, the ya activities so it's just uniform group but


it should be mandatory it should be, what do I what


ya I was from like err national team so like I'm not allowed to have CCAs in school so like I don't get to join my schoolmates for, the normal CCAs in, the normal CCAs in school, so I like at least for at least the first two years of my secondary school life lah


ya I didn't get to join the NCC netball my school offers, fencing, ya am I schooled like, ah okay I was a transfer student from school A to school B (ppb) so in school B they offered a lot of CCAs but like


I transfer when I was in sec two so like I couldn't join, CCAs offered by school B, because like I was busy training with the nationals, (ppb) ya so that's considered as CCA and I got my CCA points from there


I sustained an injury, in sec two so (ppb), err I was out from, my nationals and I was, also doing nothing in school so they said I had to join the CCA and then that's when I actually join


err NCC, ya so like when my friends are like going for ya, sergeant spec course all that thing, ya I was just like the, err no they send out code ya ya, and then I was a private ya


ya and then I was a private is the one with got no rank, ya then after that but then I I went for one camp, I forgot ah what camp that one, ah I I enjoyed it so much because I remember


the I remember, no it's at, because err spec course happens twice a year like there's a first batch and second batch, ya so err I actually got


I managed to cause I was the cream of the crop ya I managed to actually get, like go to the second spec course then I was like on par with my


classmates batchmates ya, it was actually an eye opener for me, because like, nationals I was actually from a sports CCA


like I had no idea what uniform group is about, ya so !aiya! it was great lah it was a good opportunity for me to actually experience, I learn a lot of lifes, I wouldn't know If I would use it one day like outdoor cooking like mind knots all that I learn


because NCC mah ya like, I would wouldn't know If I would use it one day but it's great to know like ya I can cook an egg with an orange that kind of thing you know, ya then, ya it's cool ya then like the rapport is, the rapport is built and my networking I have a lot of friends


thanks to NCC also, err ya then my, previous CCA the one that was from my first school, thanks to Nationals I made a lot of friends overseas, ya and


it's good lah like because it teaches you how to be, a person, oh I didn't get to choose ya cause I enter late so the only place that had like


err ya that has no waiting list that's how lame and see easy in my school lah, in my school okay don't start getting do not like start getting defensive like as if your school


how gullible you are, no lah I think is just you guys you just very gullible and also like


ya and plus that's how rumours start and that's a very, perfect example like you must always check where your sources come from, cross reference with other references


no they say can talk our just topic, K I want do this, okay, your favourite one, what do you most


like to eat in the whole wide world


Halal or non Halal, who knows you just have a preference they say Halal and non Halal meat taste different


it's like what kind you say lamb steak or pork steak or what kind of steak, that's my question, beef steak okay, steak or stake


oh do you like it rare medium rare or what


do you have pen, why you never go there, oh like constraints


I I don't understand, like you have, do you think like, if you like something you can make time for it what, what do you mean by you have no time


would you care to elaborate


ya as in main question is you can't find your way about or what, you can't think of any solution to make sure that it's


so you say err, is there something that, people are like usually like struggle with


so you wanna pick the next one, you can't pick like that, no I didn't


I'm actually like pretty much clear since like day one that I'm not interested to have a relationship actually


why were you so act no no


what risk, !wah! am I am I is it safe to say that I'm a selfish person because I don't like to risk anything for the, for anyone else any ya


I have never risked my like anything for someone I love, meet for my mom and my !aiya!


I recently watched Venom, was great lah because like I managed to, ya I did, err this a friend of mine, ya so


like it was a good show, I guess I'm ah, he's black he has, he has a long tongue, oh and there's like, so there's this bunch of people


went up to space, get this err, oh shit I forget, they biotic, as in biotic is, err symbiotes ya depending medicine medicine ya so anyway


ya there he they he has four of them, let's name this guy A four of them, then after that, what we had, we can


ya so there's four, got four tubes in then inside there's symbiotes, black, the rocket that come, ya it's inside like, tube, cylinders ah then after that like


go up in like I don't know what planet than after that come, like coming back to on earth then, the rocket actually crash, and one of the symbiotic actually escape, ya so, okay so two seats


ya was great man marvel marvel over D C anytime, ya do you know that Venom actually turn, good after that it actually stayed on earth when the all the other symbiotic was actually destroyed


ya it all the other symbiotic was actually destroyed but, Venom stayed with, that guy and he just became good and they, like ya, Venom, did he learn, ya (ppb) he, hold on ya then after that


they actually learn how to co inhibit each other, ya co exist like that guy Venom was inside that guy ah I forgot that guy name again, I guess so, ya ya ya


ya I guess, I I don't know lah but ya and he also actually broke up with his girlfriend, but the girlfriend had someone else anyway, oh ya haven't I see ya you should try watching it such a great movie


I love marvel, what's your favorite superhero, ya in Marvel only, Nightcrawler, uh !huh!


why is he your favorite


so why do you like, what's his backstory, care to share, why his parents


oh saturn as the devil ah, I thought saturn as the planet, devil , is it


err ya she's a sheep, that's all


I think you ask me that just now, right now I'm just recatching my Prison Break, Michael-Scofield is hot


ya, I'm not gonna like go more into that because like ya, nope, nah I'm just full stop then because full stop just because ya


do you like do anything to keep yourself fit, why not


okay what do you think is the average like to keep yourself fit and healthy, like average, err how to keep yourself active, ya to keep yourself active like what do you think you need to do


like, as long as you sweat is fine


actually their what goes is actually there's, you need a deeper understanding lah what you loses it's actually not like fats but it's actually muscle weight muscle mass that kind of thing ya, no it's not healthy because our


like most of the people the, end goal is actually, healthy and fit, you can be fit but not healthy, which one is actually more


which one is actually more, important to you, health, current, eat as much as you like or that kind of thing or like health


and pay later


I think there's just this stereotype lah


ya like to eat things moderately and to exercise, consistently, ya you don't have to be like this, okay but you are not considering a perfect balanced there, may I know like why do you like consider those kind of choices


like risking your future health just because of


you know the, they say like it has to be like three times a week for, twenty minutes at least a day you have to walk that's like a minimum then after that like, have a balanced diet of like greens proteins and carbs all that, I'm just keeping things at moderate make sure like don't eat like excessive salts or like preservatives


ya, ya because I'm hungry ya but I keep it at moderate because like I I don't like eat, ya I try to keep my meals like well balanced also lah


like I'm not talking about portion wise but I'm taking about in nutrients and in like the, ya contents of the food I eat lah I'm not talking about the, the the the what


like size size of portion, err for the exercises I, like, because I actually work shifts so I can't find time, err to exercise like twenty minutes a day for three times a week


so I actually put them all together err, I go for walks for like one two hours usually I spend my Saturdays walking the whole day, like to me that's like, to made up of make up of what, I lost for the week that I can't exercise I try keep myself healthy by walking lah


on Saturday I spend like, err on average every day I'll try to hit twenty thousand steps, yep, ya I have an App on my phone if you don't believe me


ah because I think like I want to live long, like I I I mean like at least I know like I, I keep my, you know like at least I know I've done these certain things to actually like be healthy so that I won't regret in the future like how old people regret


err I work in before I heard so many people like in their, later days they actually said that oh I should have taken care of my diet oh I should have exercise all that I mean it's already a bit, tad too late lah because you're already in the chronic


err stage so like, it's best to start now like small steps actually that this is one degree, one degree makes a lot of change like difference, it's like I think it's good to start now, and not wait until it really happen


prevention is better than cure


what do you wanna be when you grow up, no that you're not grown up yet lah but I think there was a question here, it says, oh what are your career goals and aspirations


but I heard like to be a producer you have to be like super rich right


is it, true


is it the producer like the, sponsor of the whole movie, like okay is the part of the producer of a movie right, you produce a in order to produce a movie you need like money to pay your people below


are you pursuing your


career goals and aspiration, err no, I actually graduated from nursing but actually I don't aspire to be a nurse, I actually, wants to, wants to actually


am on the path on to become a social worker, ya I just want to be a social worker so that I can actually give back to the community


I just said because I want to give back to the community like that's how like, the closest thing I get to help people, like, personally, like to, on the ground, ya so


if you only had one more year to live what would you change about your life now, yes


yes yes, what do you by anything you want


of where, but you do you have the money to travel leisurely


why do I have to do it now, so you you are saying when


uh then why not you just do it now but because eventually it's still gonna come back what, you can, ya lah then start over again when you come back, like don't you think ya don't you think that's like, ya because to be fair right like now also we


like what what difference like okay to me this question right like like, why does something like that stop you like why just because you have one year then you would do something, why when you have the whole life ahead of you you wouldn't grab that opportunity and the same opportunity


ya you can drop your commitments and then just pick them up later what, ya, ya because you can do


isn't that what you gonna do like in, like if you had one year left too you could just gonna drive, is so just because you gonna die you're just gonna throw away your dignity is that what you're saying


so you it doesn't matter to you to not live your days your last days with dignity


your last year


how about me what, err ya


I won't change anything, I want to die as me, I don't want to be lower than me I don't want to be higher than me, ya I want to live as me


ya probably grab the things that I have to rush into things to tick of my bucket list, ya that kind of thing I have to like, push and recramp everything into one year instead of like you know I can take my time to accomplish thing


that's why


I want to die as me, if you knew you could not fail what would you go accomplish


change everybody's perspective, ya I won't feel like changing people's perspective I want to do that


it it doesn't tell me how I get to achieve that so I don't know how like I just know that at the end of the day my end game is that everybody has the same perspective the right perspective, the positive perspective, yes


I'm not allowed to talk about


what you mean by equality or fairness I don't understand


is it equal like fair like everybody have equal means it's fair what, ya is is it not, ya I think to like ya I understand it to be the same thing ah


this perspective right doesn't mean your perspective and your behaviour, uh !huh!, ya so you think that you need the negative for, like what drama because it's so boring so that's why you need negative for drama then you can give attention that kind


that's it, ya like so a positive to a certain extent, ya some people can, like some people can be, very positive some people can just be positive


(ppb) very positive like, how well can you cook or bake oh very well I actually enjoy cooking and baking, but err unfortunately due to some unforeseen


circumstances I can't be baking right now, err I have a boyfriend and my boyfriend is fat I think it was because of that cause I keep feeding him, ya and he gets fatter cause like I give him two portion of what, a normal serving I give him two portion of it because like he says it's just too nice


oh no because my boyfriend is fat so he's like on the risk of a, obesity what so like I must like make sure his salt content is not that high, ya so I don't put salt ya I just put nope ya it's healthy it's you know HPB, ya, ya


yeah healthier choice , nope no salt at all, ya ya he he actually finish it clean


no I don't think so because he's take care of my he he he's a very he told me earlier on that he's a, straightforward guy and he's honest ya so I think if, ah ya he did but I actually told him why


sour oh I've never cooked anything sour, ya sour it's only the like if it's gone, stale lah I think he ate something stale that's why he thinks that its sour, ya, (ppb) ya


in my best, I create ah, oh yes I have this


its like Malay and Chinese like, confusion, I cannot share sorry this one secret only between me and my boyfriend and my family


quite well because most of whatever I put inside the oven comes out well lah, like its doesn't, a pro , okay like my standards are not that high so as long as it's edible to me it's fine lah and most of whatever I baked actually is some sort edible lah


brownies, chocolate brownie, if you want put you can put ah all those are like additional things lah


these are the basic things but ya I think I bake brownies really well, err I use to sell oh sorry, ya my I prefer err like you can like adjust the different


yes yes so that kind of thing lah you can, ya if you want moist and chewy you have to add more egg, ya the eggs are, how do I, I think its self interest


spark ya like I just realised, spark spark spark the self interest ya , ya so like, ya like, ya because apparently like my dad bought


my mom an oven for her to cook but ya my mom does not like like I think she just don't have the hands for cooking ya, err I think perhaps


err ya because apparent err thankfully like fortunately because of how my like she knows how to use salt but, at a moderate taste like she puts very little like a pinch she put half a pinch that kind of thing ya and


like instead of using cones you just use like that, ya that's how I pinch ya so, ya like my whole family is healthy, no, no diabetes no high blood pressure


healthy people, ok ya and I plan to keep it that way for my future family, ya excuse me, yes see my phone it's very nice


how can it even be Hong Kong it's just Chinese, I also don't know, ya that's why I made it, ya so like I can bake I can bake like the


ya brownies when we're oh I used to sell brownies and, instagram, ya for Hari-Raya and like if like let's say like my friends have birthday parties, ya quite a lot until I


no ya but like twenty five pieces thirty five pieces


ya and then err ya I also then err over the years I actually like, got better and I learn how to make err


ya that one also that one is roll, this one you still have to roll


yes but unfortunately creme brulees needs ramekins and I don't have ramekins, ya ya it's just a ceramic bowl, like for you to double boil then put inside oven, ya I just, like like for you like you lack of the equipments


to do your music stuff ya this kind of things, it depends ah a good quality one are like two dollars three dollars the cheaper ones is fifty cents, err ya it's actually just custard with sugar


ya can use, yes I do I do I do, can't wait for what, what why do you get to keep asking that question


ya like, ya like, err ten questions ago, eh you have been asking the


catch and release, are you ready for this session, how do you know when to like let go off someone, anyone


okay wait let alright let, split this conversation okay first friends, how do you know when to let go off your friends


not in your eyes lah but, ya okay, I I don't know the question is so vague I don't know, no ah oh because no friends then girlfriends then family members


but if he he talk shit about your girlfriend, behind and in front of you


how about on the days that you wake up and you feel like you guys are suddenly not meant to be together, I hope not lah usually


actually I think isn't available outside it's just available in my house


what was the question ah I think we not answering the question sia


so you're not the kind of person that actually prioritize family ya, immediate you mean


you list it legitedly


does it like worry you that like, because like you are so used to not being a family man then what makes you think suddenly when you have like your own family you think you can be a family man but you live like twenty eight years, ya lah let me but still let me finish my sentence lah


never mind you cut me already, instances, ya because I wana be like, ask the question properly ya, can so like I left but still it's


but better to let someone finish the sentence


I hope you get to be a family man that you think you can be, why do you know how to get like what for person


then someone is not a , good addition to your it does not help, if that person does not help you get better, let go, but then in anyhow even if it's like


a small contribution, anyone it it like for me it doesn't apply like for family friends or, boyfriend or whatever like it applies to all if you do not benefit me, in (ppb), one way or another bye you go


ya I don't pick this because you are my friend I give you face to like, ya this is just my girlfriend that kind of thing right if, ya I'm sorry and bye no lah ya my boyfriend


I warned, ya I warned you once I warned you twice, once then after that if you still do it again, over a course like in a very short duration I will actually like, tell you I never meant like, if you're going to be disrespectful to her means you're disrespecting me


because I'm partner and I'm going to spend my whole future with her and like, too bad even If I know, know you longer or ya ya like ya like, ya so like I did not


so like that's why lah, and then I like, like go off that friend lah or even if, and if my boyfriend keeps speaking ill of my parents I also just, ya the hierarchy is just like that, friends, partner parents


whose bigger ya, like the bigger ones with, ya lowest to highest


I just told you like close friend boyfriend what, ya so boyfriend win


why would he do that, he must have a reason and I will respect his reason for it


who or what irritates you oh I have this person in my life who irritates me a lot, okay he's like whatever he does will like irritate me like even he move one leg can irritate me, ya but I still love him so like I don't have a choice but just to you know


ya he move one leg also like so annoying, okay actually I was just like being a, who or what irritates you, I think liars irritates me a lot


and especially If I know the truth, oh err that can actually spoil my whole year , no I actually like ya, not year lah that was an exaggeration of course (ppb) but ya, I hate liars they irritates me, it irritates me a lot


pet peeves ya pet peeve, no just really really generalised ah ya, ya I have no like hidden agenda to actually like you know talk about anyone in this room but, ya it's really generalised I hate liars


potato


particularly I didn't understand


who or what, you can only list two


are you actually like describing someone


wait wait


nice, err I have a lot of bad place to actually , oh next question why why we can just continue this conversation


eh glitch


so you don't confront them lah, okay


I think err, it doesn't bother you as much lah


ah you don't like like rumours ah that kind of thing, I dieded, alright another thing that actually irritates me is, someone who doesn't care about like, oh someone who doesn't have good hygiene


ya like I have seen people who actually like, go around like digging nose and then just wiping like err, under the table or like just like on the railings or like things that , ya I I think that's really like you know some people sneeze into their hands and they don't wash their hands


ya they wipe it around like I I think that's very, ya but poor hygiene or like, someone who doesn't like wash their clothes or like brush their teeth when they go out, or like shower ya I think ya it irritates me a lot


ya especially that's right and they like talk to you in your face like dude come on like, ya I tried to do that but like apparently it doesn't work so like I try to like


give them like you know like those kind of like mints, for them like sometimes it doesn't work cause like , ya like they ya exactly like they don't even know I'm the one suffering, ya like very poor hygiene ah


ya so far I'm too nice, ya I'm fortunate enough no lah I don't think so, ya oh ya ya because I have like this, oh ya you know me better than I do ya I , ya I have like super bad sinusitis if like I'm in a cold room like my sinus vents actually get


like super swollen so that like in aircon rooms or like, air condition car like I can, uh I'm not so sure


then I'm not so sure


scape sesh


oh that's nice ya I like this kind of people because like they take care of their personal hygiene you know, ya I understand ya


err is he like one of your friends or what


why did I laugh like that sia, I understand, oh that's an unfortunate


is either friend, ya thanks for saving the world, thanks for saving the whole world's offer raft, what are you willing to devote your time and energy without getting paid


without getting paid ah, ya okay I don't I I'm fine with not taking the money obviously, for free


I've got no idea ya, is it wait ah, I think I didn't understand the err question properly eh


ya lah I was just reading it, it's somewhere around here ya what are you wiling to devote your time and energy without getting paid oh okay I'll give you, like some textbook answer I'm willing to actually


devote an time and energy go to old folks' home, volunteer there like keep them company talk to them all that kind of thing in my free time or go to like, animal shelter


yes I love dogs but then that you know like err, ya, I love dogs, cheap thrills I love cheap thrills I need, thrills in life cause my life is just so that boring you know


ya like I get to swim with the shark, ya technically this thing could have just ask the volunteer direct no meh, volunteer is you devote your time and energy without getting pay what


allowances not pay what, ya perhaps that, okay, oh ya like yes I'm yes then like, for SOS like I'm also doing this SOS


ya suicide if anybody like going through some stuff can just call, ya I don't remember doing that like being getting paid I am not even getting paid also so, ya I went for the training and like for wires


err for SOS you have to go through a training first for six months, ya if you want to join you can just volunteer with them go to their website, ya and just sign up from there they have trainings two times a year once in January and once in July, ya so just look out for their Emails


ya so like the commitment times are actually you have to be free, err fortnightly like just one, once every fortnightly and also standby for every two shift


like there's two shift in a month that you have to standby your name there lah but, you don't have to come down if there's enough people like of their own, workers also you need there is, overnight shift, ya from eleven PM to seven AM


no you won't is a volunteer work, but it they will actually really train you on how to talk and how to actually deviate like negotiate err like, deviate like whether is a prank call or is really a proper call like if they really needed someone


name one of your closest friend how is she or he special to you


one of your closest friend, I wonder who you gonna talk about


no that's not the question the question is like err name one of your closest friend why is she special to you


Shu-Xuan helps you if she doesn't even have a reason to help


but how is she special to you, oh so she special cause she help you


do you have any other close friend, that special to you, just one just one more just one more, talk about one more person


oh why is he err, how is he special to you, just because he's your basis, cause you guys [orh] the the bond ah ya, he is a special one lah


ah that's nice, ya later you can go ahead and ask him lah, like whether, ya okay, cool cool I will ask


holy alright alright alright alright cool cool cool, eh but, I haven't answer someone special to me leh, no no no but it's alright I will tell, then I towards can not can I do this first


worst that I been on, I was trying out to go out visit this guy this guy was a friend apparently like, I had this rule whereby if you are my friend I am not supposed to be dating you because you are just comfortable as my friend, so ya but I


I don't know I just got better of myself because I think that I'm still young so I can just try and, err twenty one I guess, at that point of time ya I still like, err ya I just wanted to give like you know like just now earlier you actually mention like it's okay to take risk


or etcetera etcetera ya so like I was, ya so this what was one of the risk that I tried to take so , ya we actually ate dinner like, err like buffet like steamboat kind of dinner ya, then he brought me up to Marina-Barrage that kind of thing then I was like he sat me down suddenly then after that sorry


ya then after that like, he suddenly confess to me then after that like like but a few days prior to that I told him like I don't have feelings for him like, I didn't want to escalate things so that ya and then after that like, ya that's, ya and then I didn't know how to react but I had to like his err no I had to like take out his feelings so that's why (ppb) like


ya you know right I have to pretend oh it alright it's cool it's cool it's cool then after that a few days later like, how I, usually am lah I'll just like MIA from this people just ghost him that kind of thing ya cause I'm not interested in him, I hope he gets the point that I'm not interested in him


so for yourself, ya but because I'm not interested in him what so like like, err I don't know like


ya I'll think of another one you go ahead first, I don't know, like ya cause like every time just say him I have to break someone heart you know, ya and ya


I'm very emphatically person like I empathize a lot so like I can I it hurts it hurts I had to hurt him ya but, he was just a friend lah he was actually our, I've been friends with him for like over ten years that's why it's like !wah!


like seven eight nine years ya, ya then like ya then because of that, you see I just lose my whole ten years of friendship too


ya that's why that's why earlier on I mention don't take risk with like relationship like if you're not my type means not my type don't waste, waste the relationship our friendship


oh that's nice ya that's nice, like ya how old is she


a crayon, I think she just want to be cute for you lah, was it too childish for you but it is cute lah that's why some girls actually do that I guess


ah she like childish ah, ya because you feel like a, pervert or pedophile kind of thing


but she just wanted to be cute for you lah, ya ya true true true, what do you like most about your girlfriend like why do you keep her as your girlfriend


you just mentioned about your girlfriend just now, like do you have a girlfriend do you have a partner


oh you don't you don't okay, I'm I'm sorry I thought you had a partner because earlier on you, talk about like your girlfriend or like, okay alright alright I got it


some dilemma it has been about, my last year's relationship was, I think you should go ahead with this question first because my friend actually, like I actually want to process the thought, ya I'm not sure when


last few years relationship, I see, (uh huh) so that's serious ah, three years only


go on our separate ways ah, oh my life's serious relationship was in, no I don't think I had any real like err like serious relationship because like


ya I have been focusing like I I really not interested in relationships since like, in school cause like I think they are a major distraction, ya I I prefer to be alone


being alone and lonely is different I have enough confidence and like, ya I have a lot of friends who actually keep me company when I need it, ya, but actually most of the time I like to be, alone serene and peaceful I don't feel lonely


be alone I think that's better than you being with someone but you still feel lonely, it's fail like far worse off


what personal trait do you dislike most about yourself


horrible


oh but


err I think with all this perspective ah


I care too much, need care lesser, I do not know like my boundaries like I always give too much than what I can I bite off more than I chew so that actually it jeopardizes


me more than it jeopardizes anyone else, set the most embarrassing moment of your life


poor you, my most embarrassing moment, I went out on a date with this guy like apparently it wasn't like err, got to do with ice cream, then I did want this guy, we had ice cream


ya so we walking walking walking so apparently we are supposed to share this like, it's actually ice shave with ice cream at the top just one, like one scoop of ice cream at the top it was the first date or something I guess, like first few dates ah like, we will still getting to each other


oh I'm actually quite a clumsy person and I just drop the whole ice cream and he was so upset that I was like, I didn't know what to do it was so humiliating because he got so like upset he was like, whining and complaining about how the ice cream drop I was like, dude it's just a scoop of ice cream sia to me but like ya he was


err but I paid for it, if he wants to share why he never pay


what, say you wanna ask the next question


how deep you want this answer to be, pick level one two or three, three being the deepest, no which one you want one two or three which how deep you want it, to be , no ya but I don't know which one I want one two or three come on


I what's the question ah, how you know I want to be with that person, how do I know I feel I want that person I want to see that person in heaven


cause I want to see my partner in the afterlife, in heaven, cause I yearn for that feeling that feeling of that yearn of that oh I need, see him in the afterlife


heaven lah of course, If I, If I don't love you enough !wow! to hell with you


you eh how you know you love a person, ah I see


how many siblings do you have, I don't understand the question


think Hermione Granger cause I'm smart and I'm a type A person


err amy-santiago, no but if if you do realise harmony is a type A person too, ya I am that ya


that's all, from which show


sent my mum too holiday for like one whole year, without working then I would sent myself to a holiday for three years without working and I would invest the balance of the money, I always, ensure before I die I spend the whole ten million


none of my kids gona inherit from me you want money you go earn it, youself, that's how I earn it, I earn by winning it get it, alright moving on ya


like just shop without looking at the name err price tags, then I had to just go take advantage of you


alright


I hate, hanging out clothes, you can give me dishes you can ask me to mop the floor sweep the floor everything I can but I hate hanging out clothes to dry, ya that's my least favourite


I don't know it's just so calming you get to see things, I don't know, ya


like the change immediately, no is it not (ppl), ya so


okay, so right, err lets start from the left to right ah, top left, top left for me err there's a shark, a fin of a shark, err two seagulls three fish


three green fish yes, err also there's a signboard, Paul Angels Diving School, and an arrow pointing to the left where I'm facing is pointing to the left my left, is it any difference


oh mine is Paul Angels Diving School, oh wait wait wait so, that's one right okay then confirm, then how many seagulls you have


the red colour ya the red signboard, arrow is pointing to my left, oh so basically is instead of arrows its


alright so there's a second one, so you want to explain another one, so seal on the left lah


nine window panes okay the door has two doors with a glass on top, okay, alright the second one that's the third one we found different somewhere else is local sell local shellfish


does it have a , a shell, then the, the Joe's food err Foodshed, oh so we have found a fourth one then


okay okay the magazine has any pieces on it, what colour is turtle


I think so, most probably it's brown sandals, or is it red though, I see red colour, is either red or pink ah, alright but the auntie


the Nyonya auntie , err has flowers on her, bathing suit ya how many flowers, same five then the uncle is it wearing a red sock, ya is that isn't is that all for fun or faith


pose okay err let's count back again, the signboard, both the signboard two two right, then the logo, Joe food shack, my one got Joe's on top, so that's three right, then the local sell shellfish the signboard just four so that's the fifth one


am I right, alright, so move on to okay we go, just beside that the, umbrella, what colour is your rail, just blue


so how many, triangles are there of pattern, so three blue three white, then three rectangles of blue, correct, eh then the, beach share, what colour is it


how many reds how many white, it does matter sometimes right find the difference what, okay, oh okay


there's a sign on bottom right, mine doesn't have sign so that's six one, so, the the err small girl playing a beach ball, sitting on the ball, mine is not mine is playing with the ball, so what colour is the ball


you can't show me, green colour both green right lighter darker, is it seven though oh ya eh oh ya sitting at the signboard right right beside the signboard is the girl wearing a hat


seven seven, okay that doesn't just we know all that one right we can actually find another one, it's just picture of step, does girl wearing me hat, it's like a sun hat right, is he wearing a pink


apparently right, seesaw, laugh don't avoid laughing too much, ya the, sea sea shore sea shore, saw her on the sea shore


white colour, my one both end is just is just like the seats, and also the handle


right


okay moving on, okay so we found the ninth the the the number nine the ninth one, one is red, so both ya your is red white okay , the next is the couple drinking wine, err drinking, sorry err drinking


is this wine right okay, is the guy okay I'm I'm going to explain the guy the guy is wearing a blue, ya on the right side you cannot see her I mean on his left


we gathered you got no source right, the guy is wearing sunglasses err brown hair curly, with stubble, green shirt, and dark green, pants shorts, and a beach chair


alright then you explain the girl, you know what colour is brunette, know is red, brownly, genies, orange this is blonde


there's nine only there's the nine one


halo night, okay let's recap back again, do signboards on the top left, the arrow and the samurai left right less two, the Migos is three, nevermind the, signboard is four


uncle is wearing, red colour sock, five right, girl is sitting on the ball


ya that's it, ya so this is err what you differs there's no need, foreign so there's no the couple doesn't have anything right, two wine glasses and one wine bottle, a bottle of wine, fit right


next we move off to the rubbish, that's not a cheat there's a revision, uh is it two, one close one, open, halfway open, yours is both close, mine is okay found a knife one is


then okay beside it there's a door it says push, so that's the, so okay the bar, is brown and black


okay then after that, green walls, there was there's two I think, the bottles, err four bottles one, two grey colour one red one yellow, mine is wine list rose and paid


so that's, you love it, fishing lines so blue hat, yellow shirt


oh one has grey hair sorry this is, grey hair, K let's recap back again you tell me which one you


mine has push in it, need recap recap start from the first one


so I'll I'll count, I'll count you say I I count, the two signboard, the Joe's logo, the signboard, the uncle


the girl, the girl the signage, the two rubbish err one rubbish bin is close right it's closed so it's one


mine is this is ten, I'm eleven ya the my one has push yours has


next, [orh] okay, the seagull right my seagull is flying both okay both is the same position, so this is twelve lah, so you done, that's good good job high five


let's shuffle this okay


okay so give you one card, you don't want take this card okay let's choose one


then I'll choose one also


like how a normal family not per say normal lah, err as how a family, does do every Sunday, like hang out like both our parents after work, and just sit down watch TV together or eat together at least or go out and eat


err with one and one another, and all the games that we used to play, quite how to say


but is, conversational you understand a not, oh my goodness, like yes


say if you want to eat err we go, to watch movie I don't but I don't remember any of that but, so I find the what how about you, it needs naps I want


really most of the childhood you miss naps well I'm sure you're having a lot of naps nowadays, naps or sleep, naps is like short naps, so is not so so a nap right


is is the duration of when you, close your eyes , so a nap duration of a nap is suppose to be nap is people take okay and you have a nap that's a short, ya so is a nap


so you have been closing your eyes and everything, hey this seriously isn't this like, I know you, you go Silat, every single day


ya so like, is there any like, I don't think is naps that you'll be deprived of like, than attention, now this thing is like you went to Silat every single like almost everyday you say to me


now I was just saying like you get attention from Silat like, I didn't know I don't go Silat so I don't know , it needs nap so much


okay, to have some sleep well, ya how about I'll ask my question first ah, sing to the mountains err describe the happiest moment of your life


describe the happiest moment of your life err chilling the happiest moment of my life is, now to think about it ah there's like, kind of blocked in mentality ah your brain in memory and all, well


the top, of like the first thing that came out of my brain of the happiest of my life is actually, when I get to play with my band ah, I'll play with them like we perform on stage, and like perform for people, like at top of my brain right now if you like


you this question this kind of happiest moment of your life, is actually, when I perform on stage, no I I I I sing is is actually a met err, is call hardcore band but


it's a metal band as well so, ya, sound loud but, too much a good thing is not a is not, a good thing, too many cooks for this soup, too many cooks for this soup


you understand, then what did he what for, he got not the mike


like I said I only like I'm happy when I perform, you get it, you understand, not a lot per se ah is


is acceptable, like the, as much, cause like I say too much of a good thing is not a good thing like too many cooks for a soup, do you not understand no this is


like how kind of happy, I say that's fake happy, then how do you know when she's happy


I'm not doubt is like true what some people are afraid of me


K like what do you guys do, what kind of study, okay just study alright


like other than studying, then you guys talk about, can share with them with things so you guys have a close relationship


why you don't stay at home well your other family members, where do your brother, your brother don't join with you talk with your mom or anything, what's he doing overseas


!wow! that's nice, so he's dock home alone, once twice


why you are you happy when he he comes back, so I'll ask you this


nice one for you, okay it's called late bloomer, alright late bloomer, but the question ask is, how would you react


fine, alright they know, alright so how would you react, a close friend express his or her feelings for you


uh like I said I repeat the question okay how would react if a close friend express his or her romantic feelings for you, has that ever happen to you, oh you sure


so within that okay let's say like within that closer friends, okay like within there must be within that close circle of friends there must be, some guys


ya but I'm I'm talking about the opposite sex


alright understood understood


so how do you like what what do you know mean is not your type


so as the question also says right like how okay, if if not your type, how would you let him know, how how would you let him know, how would you let him down


If I know just


okay


okay so is you wanna choose a new question or, doesn't matter you want choose a new question or you want same question, the same questions I ask you lah so basically is this that's what I meant


I I think is so I'm I'm, what you said was also true, depends on your type as a bud, sometimes type doesn't matter


for love is someone that you don't think ya [loh] for love leh, to a certain extent correct, likes ya to a certain extent


to a certain extent, okay, then like, also like why not give it a try like, you won't know, you won't know if you never gonna try, like is either you or like you is the basically we actually tell the person is like


like okay why don't you try but in the end if you get hurt how like would you be okay that's why you don't be friends or, won't talk anymore like, ya life is all about trying, you won't you won't try you won't know


I mean like, is not, it's just it's just a change of


status what you are already a close friend with them like, like you are already a close friend with that person, like you already know the person inside out but a different situation, and the different status is alike, you might add err, err extra


feelings extra commitment, then in felony


get then you gotta to be honest with the person and like, no no like before license before start up we actually like read the terms and conditions, that's that why I said let you try not don't want


what really do I bring to other people


is that so like, my friends, or strangers, family, again Jerald, uh having Good Vibes that's what okay I know Good Vibes not a value, hold on like I bring good vibe so from Good Vibes I guess, he bring slide


okay how is it, pay up, good vibe as if like okay name me a person, K I have the word in my head head but I


this time is cleaning right, like clam it bowl goodbye slide, no humble no humanity, like when you meet him is bring your Good Vibes like hey how you man


act friendly, yes thank you that's what I looking for, ya I give, is really a value, this like commitment, he's back, integrity am I right okay so form


like I make someone like I can easily make someone like trust me you know from from from my friendly manner, my approachable manner like, friendly, ya so I guess that means like you know honesty


okay and also I'm a very straight forward person, no no I not not not listing everything I'm just saying that, it it goes in motion you know it goes in order like, in them also like to many people like I'm very


actually pointless okay how about you then


so first impression matters to you, eh ya I know basic necessities basic necessities but right


ya but I'm, talking about why you so rude, but I'm talking about like, in term term and respect right there's some people who like you got to earn it correct, so if to them like you don't earn it


that's simple okay moving on, why can't I, I take then I flip the cards


K fine, I will shuffle okay


so John, I guess uh question is where is your true home


so what you mean when it's too vague at your own house


where is my true home, I guess anywhere being with my loved ones, ya so like doesn't matter where as long you know you have your, loved ones beside you, no I mean like in the terms of travelling also right


doesn't matter where you are, as long you with your ones


oh no, must it be a certain, topic or


what kind like inspirational books or, ya I that's that's why, like give inspiration to me


inspiring book, latest book


ya but the latest book I read was, Harry Potter curse child, I haven't finish it so


it doesn't, most inspiring book, I guess is Stephen-King Stephen, Stephen-King's book, ya which is is


the sleeping beauty, ya it's actually about the world, actually , the world turn into a, like just, and all the, moments is like, sleeping


so basically is why it's called sleeping beauty, so but, they sleep no because of their choice they sleep because, cause of a sickness, so he turn the world into a, dog eat dog world, stand in own ground protective and everything


but it just shows that I guess, they need to balance life a man and women, they have always balance in life, they will always have balance in life, the yin and the yang


how are you what's the most inspirational book you ever read, is a what


is a type of diction, whose your favourite author


J D Peacock, really is like J D Peacock


I didn't know that


surgery pickup


err okay, eh how about we talk about


parents children and education, for you okay this is why I choose the topic for you is it okay, the conversation lah so, our conversation, on free talk topics prompts


which school do you want to enroll your child in, K lets start from like Alice, what thing primary school


a neighbourhood school, anywhere near


no I really don't know what's the , nope still lost me, direct school is it the DSA


or you mean like Pasir-Ris primary and Pasir-Ris sec, something like that is it, ACS duo okay K


basically under the same school name


err I guess to me, ya also, is not, the same I don't know the standing within all the schools but, Alice If I have enough income to send her to good school you know why not


to me I think that a good school costs a lot more money, is that not right, like the DSA the IP program that how you say it, it sounds Raffles Institution RI, surf got, is closer to like like say like to me like you know I do not know all this


like say like, like you know, more about me, alright so you know about the school all this like IP and DSA, ya so, I mean, ya neighbourhood schools sound good, but also depends on, the surrounding lah but to be


how say ah, easier from work, for my child and me like, try not to pick a like a far school, you know neighbourhood school sounds the best ah basically


parent teacher meetings, okay let's give a pick like do you have any, funny parent teacher meetings


like you went once only in your life or, oh you remember one you, it will like parents will come down and like the teacher will say


no no no like the teacher say oh this is how your school this how your school this is how your kids are doing in the school, like no like I feel bad from this English teacher that she's this this and this that that or


then you remember any, any parent teacher cause, as I know, every parent not every year is but every parent teacher meeting is always funny, be it the student or be it the the the parents, either one the parents or the, family will come


!wow! , you didn't sit outside office the whole day or anything, so you stay there in class no detention or anything, no fights with teachers, push student to rivers or ponds


every end of the year, every end of semester ya, so parent teacher meeting so like we come down and they tell you like this semester you can't child is doing this, and he's not say like for example he's not good at Math so I think err for advice I'll the teacher would say blah blah blah all and all that


a top student !wow!, a model student, no you should because, like I said like no during my time there's no WhatsApp, you know, it's you need to buy


by mouth dual the mouth like my teacher tell me, ya my teacher always tell me like oh eh go ask you parent to sign this form for parent teaching meeting like that, he or she is coming or not, so then, oh you don't remember either one ah


oh mine was, very same thing I remember this once I I I like this is only one because it's so funny, to me its funny lah because, it's abit


it's abit dumb, sorry to say that okay so mine I was in sec, my form teacher which is, okay my form teacher, say there's a parent teacher meeting coming up so I was I was scared


because I did not did well in my school, do well in my school that time, so what I did was , I home I forge the signature, and I said oh uh my parents is not coming down because they busy, then my teacher said oh okay


err but, Parents teacher meeting fall on during lunch my school was during lunch so, so like parents would be easier to come or like, so basically during lunch so I was the school was in as I was having my recess, so I was like okay my parents not my family members' not coming


then suddenly there's the like announcement ding dong Hazim would you oh uh, like calling me up to the hall, I was like eh, okay so I went up, and I was then my teacher called me up like and say like eh come sit down, next I was like


but my, family was not coming like you sure, like ya I give me the form I signed it then next I think know my brother was standing beside me , he was like why didn't tell me then I was like


ya so I was so scared, not scared I was nervous actually because but in the end it ended up okay ah like, I just know as usual I failed my maths and all that, ya not maths was the end ya and also


apparently I'm so not a person who turned up, to like give, to send back the homworks lah


did you not do well in maths do you take enough tuition in my classes


enrichment is it like, extra classes something like that is it, like remedials and stuff, okay I do have remedials, the main point is do I turn up or not for remedials


I try to be the best lah, in everything I do , CCAs, yes


for uniform groups so they will know like, for guys and girls doesn't matter guys or girls what, err foil, no no like, starting from uniform group, no it's not mandatory because it give them the experience to actually


you know like, ya I know like like starting from uniform groups let's say, like moving on to like sports, , it's good because it keeps you healthy


err keeps you, meet new people experiences as well life skill as well like let's say basically everything gives you experiences to life skill lah, like it's mandatory ah, like what do you do for CCA, ya it should be mandatory, like what do you take as a CCA


in secondary school what which CCA were you all in


one school


oh you join your CCA late, recruit, err private


so after you request private ya, recruit private no right


NCC camp ah, is it at school or what


like what make you choose NCC amongst like fencing and then other that, a sport is it


no I know I know like to me yes NCC is lame because I join, like firstly because my friend say, the rank that you have in NCC, you get it when you in NS, ya it's not being gullible like, it's got whole of Singapore actually know all these because


that's how they err, like how I found out later on that that's how they recruit new, new members for NCC I guess, ya because we were young what


that's a good topic, actually the top my list right now, to eat, from my list in the whole world if I'm able to eat everything, is actually


so obviously If I learn one I learn is, okay it's true but it doesn't matter the main point is, beef a beef stick, ya that's the top of my list right now


a stick, a beef stick or beef stick either one it's the same, ya like a A one a A one, beef stick, wagyu beef, grilled wagyu beef


medium rare If I made If I get to cook it myself then it's more better, much better, the one that top of, what I want to eat is actually is in, in Japan, ya they're famous for Wangyu beef


especially wagyu beef, ! guess and money, constraints ya, different time of constants every time, different types of constraints every time


no oh I can make the but like it's, constrains on top one another, like commitment, money, to me this three is the main constrain of my one


your and discipline sorry it's four I five actually, err commitment, money discipline I forgot what's the last one, this five is my main constrain


no like not cannot find a way about it's always like, a constraints one is constraints block another constraints, ya I didn't know uh, drop one of them


drop one of the constraints just drop it, ya like for example, If I really to go then, I'll stop I either a commitment, err or buck up my discipline, like solve one of the constraints ah


but if you pick like that, alright can hold on, he need buy his card, (hm) no this one we did just now, no this one no eh why you picking the same thing over over


err red herring, describe and experience when you were made or when you were match mate or when on a blind date, have you made on blind date before, match mate, like someone dates someone, no


okay, yes two person just both run okay he learn all or nothing at all okay my bad my bad my bad okay


so this one is I actually okay what risk, sorry, too loud, okay, what okay this is all or nothing at all, what risk, have you taken for someone you love


oh risk as in like you know like, risk can be very simple is very vague for saying risk like risk can be simple like !wow! like, the last curry puff, that's the kind of risk like you know, nope


I'm gone, okay hold on okay let okay let me start okay let me start again K, let me start again (ppb)


let's talk about interment, latest movie latest movies TV shows dramas, like you watching now


you watch venom, describe Venom, tell me the whole story of Venom, the movie tell me what was the movie about


okay we can't actually say oh all these eh so, really you can't, all black


so got four


so basically, was it good, uh TV shows


who became good, Venom became good, the movie shows good, then Venom movies is


err Eddie, Eddie Griffin, like I know it's Eddie, okay , so I I I I haven't watch Venom yet


so I wouldn't know, so , talking about Marvel right, Marvel only, Night crawler


err it actually, is the show Night crawler only in X-Men X-Men, ya X-Men the third one ah I forgot which


ya when Nightcrawler won, found in the church, and then Night crawler joined the X-Men, ya that's my favorite Marvel, because err


he can teleport, power is also his weakness he needs to know where he's going, then he can, only then he can teleport to that place


because his back story, his back story is actually , abandoned by his parents, I think is Satan if I'm not wrong


like I didn't read much on much but I know he looks like satan, two horns, devilish red, but his power his powers, like I uh his powers was from from his dad, the skin was from his mum, his mum is Mystique


and so is a teleporter but he doesn't need to know where he's going, he can just teleport at any place any time he wants, ya, ya satan err ya, so Mystique is the one that can


think a shape shift shifter, ya cause the Mstique ya Shapeshifter, skin walker basically ah so ya, ya


and so that's why he learnt all these tricks because but because he was a mutant, he has to go to every different circus at at point in time and in that in X-Men itself in that, err situation even the circus freak will consider, a normal human being other than mutant


like he move around a lot, he got, bullied a lot he got, attacked a lot, so he move around a lot until X man found him


ya oh, sorry , what's your favourite, drama, or TV show, I asked you what movie what which latest movie you watch as well, what you watching now ya


how's Prison Break


you not going more in to that because


no, I I mean, like I say just now I fall on the stage so I sweat, that's basically exercise to me, average what


what is the average, no as long as you sweat I mean like jumping around you know active move your body around is not like if you can say that


what in the same place also like you sweat in a sauna or a hot sauna you, lose your fats and everything what, am I not wrong am I right


ya but still you losing weight or keeping your healthy stuff


I mean I enjoy doing


I guess ya, I'm not saying I'm not I'm not saying like like, like


oh ya, it depends on a someone what on the the someone like, to you you happy life by, getting healthy and going to gym everyday by all means man bro go ahead like you do you you happy man


like I loved it, I'm not saying like everyone is it but like even like a gym rat won't, like certain that we eat like certain thing like chicken breast and broccoli chicken breast and broccoli protein shake and everything, I mean like it's not, I guess is stereotype but every gym rat that I know is doing that lah


ya but I understand that health is also important, alright like, not like you know, to me is just enjoy while you can, and if you need to get, if you got mark you got mark


you know but that I know there's is your own choices anyway what, if you wanna be healthy by all means you can eat anything you want as well but you can still be healthy am I right, moderately ya, ya like exercise consistently like


like I say is a perfect balance, no I'm not lah, so but ya I'm trying, what choices


but I know what's, the end game If I keep doing this you know like I know what's the end game like, ya, I don't know like, it takes like first thing I think it's also like no time


your attitude your, motivation type of thing, how about you


like eat more than you can like order eat eat more, like for example you eat Mee-Goreng then you eat Prata


ya I, alright uh that's good like


I agree to you I agree with you, like we need things either keep, things fairly or moderately or excessively, better


for your ownself, for your own health for your future as well, ya


alright err my aspiration is actually to be a, a producer, be it in music, be it in, the cinema and there's a screen itself


err no eh it's it's not that true, to be a producer in it, you can be rich, but you don't have to start, like you don't have, be rich to be a producer you can get rich


that's why your company comes from what


your company, your budget and everything, so but it also difference between like a movie producer a TV show producer or music producer, three of them is actually entirely different


okay starting from music producer, it actually produce the beat, it produce err the songs it produce the lyric, either one, daily you just produce the music then it's up to, I made the beats you make the lyrics or I give everything you just sing for me


or rap for me or just play for me, that's how music producer is, TV producer, right uh it's almost the same as movie producer, it's a it's a in the series is just a smaller scale and bigger scale lah


like but like you say right you need money to produce everything, you need know that is if, if you're in the pandama like you doing on your own without any company, then by all means you rich go ahead and just do it, but if you under a company, you with investors everything


you don't use your own money use their money, make a movie or TV show, no like I dream of doing that like you know I have so many creative creative ideas like, I'm still lah but I'm doing in bits but not exactly like


a main music producer you know like I do what I can with a minimum, apps or maybe I guess want to keep on or anything, that's what you can do lah like making lyrics making vids like on my phone and everything, like in TV producer and producer I have a lot of ideas in like you know in like


like a certain movie, that I want to make, and ideas TV show that I want to make, like my inspiration what TV show like you know like, supernatural err, Brooklyn Nine-Nine How I Met Your Mother Friends and all that you know comedy if


seek counselling everything ya, it's fun you know this kind situation and idea, but movie, I'm sure like I'm sure like like what ideas I have, those peers I have before, you like they must be a reason why they didn't make they didn't make this kind of movies or the ideas that I have


but If I have money or If I have that, role or anything, by all means I'll do it, but it's not easy being a producer, like you need context you need, experience we need start from somewhere


but it's not, no I am not, his it's quite hard for me, to be a producer, a TV show is not hard for me personally, it's just where I suppose to start this very far of


but the music producer I can, but I just need my, time and money, you know get all the equipments right, ya basically I just need equipments and all the stuff that I need


and then money and money goes into commitment and discipline, so I again after one another just find conscience with me, If I can defeat one I can defeat the other one I just drop all of them


okay I'll start a new question okay


oh what are your career goals and aspiration, you said you were nurse, you won't be a nurse


why you don't be a social worker, okay like


okay, what do you want, one more year, to live, like farting was the thing of today


then and, do I, do I, like pass away exactly, this timing this day next year, then I would say I would do anything I want, like since I have year leave like why not


like what am I anything one is like first thing's first okay in like If I have this kind of situation right now right, first thing first is actually drop everything and just go off, throw anywhere one


like just get somebody just travel one place, like from then on just, leave anything even work, illegally illegally I guess or legally, just find work get some money if you think you want move other place just go ahead move other place


cause I have people around me , and commitments and commitments and everything like I know I still have not I know lah per say like I know I do not have the constraint of one year left to live, like like I say like but I won't drop okay I know it sounds


you know rude and I know not rude it sounds selfish everything but, obviously I won't straightaway like know go off like you know like go off obviously I'll be like, say to my love ones say hi I like let me do this like


I mean [loh], I'll let I'm sure they will understand and like just leave me like I'll be back before my one year ends, ya but, I drop every commitment and everything leh


start over again


like I say, commitments, no really like jobs, just leave jobs and, go there, and live like err like


a proper, LOL I going to die anyway, hey get it


ya just do whatever I want, anywhere, you get caught you get caught you get, shoot you get shoot you get a kill a kill, you get it, that's what I meant I do whatever I want


last year, like even die anyway you know where's your guy, so why's not, but ya, like he say like


like, ya so, it's different that's why I said it's different from being having one year to live and having the whole you've to live, you still have think when you come back home, how old are you


what's what's the question that you ask


is that all you wana say, don't change anything, you won't regret anything your life that you made a decision, you haven't like change anything what


it is like, if it's still a on going habits or anything, might as well, if you knew you could not fail, what would you got go no please


no no fear, trademark


if you you you could not fail, ya how how do you like change changing people's perspective


so is is it, the positive everyone has positive adjectives, is it like so is that equality or is that, I'm not talking about politics I'm not talking about politics


you care about not so lah what, because it's near like okay, no I'm just saying like, so it's that equality like you everyone's objective is the same, right you you can't


oh what you mean no no you don't say to me you don't understand is is, is there what I said as it is what it is like, like everyone have the same perspective, so to you, is that fair, or is that equality


so equal and fair means the same, and [orh] so you you you, you are saying now that equality and fairness is the same


so can can you, like can you okay, okay so everyone is the same okay but wouldn't that make a boring


situation, when everyone's the same, if everyone perspective is positive, then isin't there's no negativity


ya a a balance like, to what certain extent, very positive like how


oh so just okay ya understand no no, that's good good for you, just now when we talk about no health right, you said about health the, like balance and exercising everything you said proportionate of salt right, so do you put salt inside


so you don't put salt, oh any oh any M SG anything, well I can, HPB health promotion board (ppb) healthier choice oh okay okay


eh okay so you don't put salt at all lah, so how did, but are you sure your boyfriend says it's nice, clean or is it to like, take care of your feelings or


but did he tell you before like like, use salt, no but in but instead you, make it more sour is it or


that's good that's good like have you made any like what's your best, creation, okay in in food wise not baking but I mean like in cooking, your own creation, ya great like you know your recipe or anything


what's shake more full, what's string


Chim-Mat-Fong, no my question was what was the best recipe that you made as well


so it's a Chinese recipe, as a Malay, so it's like err what's it called, fusion cuisine ah, so what's it like how like what how you you use this recipe how do you make this recipe


alright, okay so what's the best baking okay what how well do you bake, okay do you consider yourself a pro


okay what's your best baking recipe


the one that you confirm without looking at recipe you can just like just do it, brownies, like what kind of brownies walnut brownies, has raisin inside


is it sweet I mean, or chewy is it the texture is it chewy texture, soft tender, I like wines


and chewy, how do you, how do you learn to bake, did someone, teach you or you learn yourself, a spark lah


so bitches spark the


but where did you learn how to cook off, if you said your mum is not, like interested in cooking or like not that good in cooking, I'm sure your mum know how to use salt right


how do you half a pinch, oh you don't have any secrets at all


no diabetes, alright that's good that's good, looks good, nah but you take my phone, how's browse it


so it's a Hong Kong, cantonese, you don't know but you make the recipe what


you sell by, by cash or like by the whole brownie Angkat


Angkat brownie, or like like , how do you do leh Batam that one the cake, layered cake ah, Batam cake ya is like that is it, but you cut it up pretty


!oo! that's nice, is it like you make your like Kit Kat Snickers bars inside all, roll one, but no more thumb guard it there eh so, the shape


my goodness I this, you're older no okay, but, my favourite is actually creme brulee, creme brulee, can you make can you bake creme brulee


is it ramekins is the mold am I right or


we just need that is it, is that cheap to get, so but how, the creme brulee, do you have the ingredients at home


do you have the burner, okay so glad I can't wait


you ask two questions already, just before two questions no just now I show you then I show you you take one I show you okay fine you choose


whose that someone, like put in friends okay, (ppb) did the friend do something wrong


no what do you mean no one has then there's no reason for me to let go of a person not in my ass, so but you you cut down to a to a specific


you said friends right, okay so, let's put okay some your friends okay obviously If I need to let go of someone is they do wrong am I right, I'm a very, I will say err soft-hearted person


a weak hearted ah that is, like I'm, I easily forgive, I easily I don't easily forget, but I easily forgive, but If I can handle it that person like, we can talk it out


by all means we can talk it out and saviour and save the the friendship, but, to the extend where I where I draw the line, is actually no like for example, you cheat with my girlfriend, like err


you stole mine like you stole my money, or you talk rudely about me, not talk rudely I mean like, okay basically like stealing no cheating with my girlfriend or like, ya you know like that can of things situation like obviously I'll draw line say like it's time for me to let you go you know like


err if behind I cannot stop what, correct or not but if in front obviously I will stop it, ya but I just told him oh like tell I will tell him like, like dude that's not cool like, like that's my girlfriend like you don't have to like her


just have to respect me, you don't need to talk shit in front over about me like let's not use, ya, let go, obviously when she cheats


no okay like okay at the point I'm sure everyone has the thought before, like every relationship in the world has that talk before you know, ya I okay no lah


okay, goodnight, ya I'm sure everyone has that feeling before oh shit why she's not meant to be what if she's not the one, like I'm, if the truth that's true right if like we can talk about it we can talk about it we can talk about it


ya that's the question, like how you let go of someone, how you know is the time to let go of someone, ya If I I I I, play ah so then go somewhere ah cheating around like if you wake up like you feel wrong


in my experience if you wake up feeling wrong, that's good to talk about that, but, obviously if you know when to let go of someone if you know like when when you know that, not going anywhere ah


family members, they're shit to me ah, I I'm okay I'm a very, back winded person, backwards person


like friends girlfriends then family, get it, like I'm willing to let go of cousin or family member so fast, much more, faster than my friends or my girlfriend


for now, like if my own family as in like my own brother and sister, like my dad or my mom my own family members like, legitimate family members, like, ya what did I say


correct my legit family ah my legitimate family or immediate family is the same ah like, it depends on what they do ah like if, no like they do stuff to me, I guess, ya that is that to me like I can't accept it then I let go but


but also same like like my family be like I'm not a family man ah right now, but when I I'm married I have my own family I'll be that kind of person like I'll be a family member like I'll hold man to me because, like my family member is not my family is not like a whole family


no yelling, ya I understand where you're coming from, ya I understand where you're coming from


sorry sorry sorry sorry, because you are like, talk about the question but then you turn around the question, explain, ya I understand right like I said I understand, so I want to answer respond I say I understand


glad to know that you know, so, what faster


like , what I want to say, like because I know what they did wrong what like I know where they go wrong like you see from my point of view I know what they do is wrong, not where they do is wrong like where they go wrong, or mistake they did anything like when I have my own family member I won't make that kind of mistake


so how about you


the same question, let someone go, how to know when you need to let someone go, catch and release


your family member


that's very straightforward, your girlfriend


like like if someone like talk, like if your friend like example I'm your friend, and I like, straightaway like, badly or rudely, your your boyfriend, you let go of that, let go of me, oh you want first then


who you talking about you talking a third person view or what


the parents first lah, what were you saying lowest to highest, so what if your boyfriend, badly or rudely


about your friend your close friend


negative like you know like you hate like hate hate on that person, like what if your boyfriend talk badly or rudely or hate, to like spread hate, about your close friend, like he doesn't like that person


ya you must tell person lah, was that his reason for it, okay that's good, you want answer question, you are ask just now


oh why why, he irritates you like moving one leg, why


is your pet's peeve lah people lying to you, so is any particular person, right now, generalize lah like I'm sure ya


must we say one, oh ya I hate someone who actually like bite, on spoons, or like do the file thing, the rough surface and then you like the the the the the


when you scrub the thing the thing sounds like , then like, ya then it makes like, it feel like you know, ticklish and hard like, ya it makes you feel ticklish


like also like, no but it's very ticklish is like you know like you feel like, irritate, irritated and the that and, ya so I'm going to list a lot of pet peeves actually, someone who actually you know like how to say who bit on spoons anything


scratch on the file, who or what ya, wait there's so many I cannot think of it is like all around the head


generalised lah same like anyone who does that I would like tell them off ya, oh ya the zip, the zip is the same as like you pronounce it like you know when you sip up the zip after then it like zip


zip, zip like it just makes me like, really ticklish and it can it can get me mad, as find the, it also like like I know, I'm not, I'm not trying to be a hypocrite like


I just don't like, to be a bone, rude people ah exactly like, like I I I I can say like I'm very like, I easily get I easily to get angry


but, I can say also that, I give like that someone a lot of chances to like to not make me angry, I can think like, like you can like I have one to one one to once twice ya like


it not going to be my fault when I'm get angry that kind of thing that's my pet peeve, like I warn you once twice already like don't, third time is your problem already not mine , that's why today's


is there any, you know you ya you, next question your turn to ask, okay you, like don't like don't get me wrong I hate liars too like especially when


you know you try your way around like and when I know the truth as well the same as you, like you know like, you know sometimes can see that the person eyes and you know like you know and, you know that is then but sometimes I just like to let it play and like okay


like I don't like to them because maybe they have a reason to do that, oh maybe I don't have a reason sometimes like, sometimes they have a reason why they don't want to tell me, like I'll give them a chance and say okay like, ya err like I don't point it out to them like say eh blah blah blah blah blah


instead I like okay they must have a reason cause to me like everything have a reason, I work for fright night yes so like everything has a reason one so, when they ready to tell me then they ready to tell me, then I'll be glad they tell me but If I get angry


like talking bad about me, is not exactly my is my pet peeve but is not bad, as much but, but depends on what kind they talk about me though like if they talk me like oh I'm a rock star or like I think like I will laugh like


like dude you talking about my life at school and then some, they was in your life you know like someone like so important you like to see talk about me, but seriously when they say like you know like I kill someone or anything that's, wrong reason already, so I'll I'll confront to them


you don't have someone who like don't brush their teeth when they go out one ah, sure if is like that every time you want to play give them eh you want some news or not I buy for you like you know like, you want eh come ah we go shop I buy food I want buy sweet lah


then you like say ah no need lah like how can or can cool cool then you like , but have you been with someone who like mouth smells so bad, is is okay right, like you want inside a air con room, or air con car like you can smell it


the whole room cause of one person, that bad smell, if fortunate enough because is is your nose blocked, you can't smell right


you know right like sometimes you can smell something so bad inside air con room because air con room like the air doesn't escape the surround air, so if you had like, smelly feet, you can the whole room can smell it, talking about this I have a funny story once ah


like I'm not once ah I have a friend studying about this kind of thing, going in the train, like my friends were getting after kids as kids, chest, session


sorry as kids session ah after a skit, activity alright, session elder kids session


you going in the train, it was pack ah I think it was cause, it was a weekend either on weekend or public holiday, you don't want ah, fuck oh no, ya it was a New Year's Eve


the next day ah the New Year basically like first the first January ah we're going back home first train, the train you know as train, really pack with people right, so that everyone was there so we went in so, like I I like to bring deodorant out


towel out when I go skate and like you know at least be fresh, because I go skate I will sweat and like you know and everything so I will change, ya so then this guy beside was so


bad smelling, really, odoring bad, like bad odor, like I couldn't stand like I did a favor the whole room and just like pick up my deodorant and then just spray and just, ya it it is I know is kinda rude but


no is not it's a stranger, cause he's taller than me and he's like holding not the, he was holding the handle bar instead, like you know up all the way high


like when I turn to his side like his face his armpit is actually right, I know it's rude but, you need do it sometimes lah


that's unfortunate but it's a must, some hero don't like it, some hero bring deodorant


like the job aspect, topics just now like I'd do it, producing music, without getting paid as long as like you know like, have my own space and time, err with all the equipments the ya


for a certain time lah, how are you, how about you, kind of, thing that you can


without getting paid, deported, what that they're paying you


what's the point, just a slip you can just say slip and hold without any job, they wanted to slip any job, ya, but didn't you ask me the question