talk, study thing but, you know is still we are still going out we are still going for dinner, it will be nice for you to look a little bit more presentable and nice, and of all the other times that we oh shit that went very loud ah, and above the other times you went out like you don't


make the effort to do, to dress up, because, I know you don't have the clothes at my house but like, if you have forethought, then there wouldn't have been a problem, but you don't


are you making excuses again, you always got a reason I don't want to know I'm just letting you know


I don't give a shit, what do you miss most about from your childhood


impress me, I'm surprised, by your answer


do elaborate


is it, but climbing is a individual sport what, you should have known from the start, ya but I get what you mean cause like, it's like that, really that team work lah that team effort, is something very different from climbing


nothing because honestly I don't, live, with regrets, regret what, I think it's like something that I told myself, from when I was younger to not regret anything


because everything, I truly believe that everything happens for a reason, and, I just, I don't know I just really believe everything happens for a reason even if it's bad, maybe it it's because it was so bad, that I have to comfort myself like that


to keep myself going I have to keep telling myself, it's happens for a reason it happens for a reason, like if I have regret, and things turn out bad, it's like just a, super mega big


combination of, badness, you understand what I'm saying, ya ya in a way, and, I really truly believe that, there's no point in regretting anything because like even if


honestly I think I might have wanted to go to poly mass comm, ya or like maybe I would have picked up like the arts humanities, earlier instead of like so freaking late like I took twelve years of science only to throw it all away


I I can't remember anything now, I guess so but ya lor if if, if there's regret maybe just that but I've like come to peace with it lah


oh please, oh really I, uh I interpreted it as regret though


uh okay, do you enjoy doing chores which is your most or least favourite chore


do you think like because you were forced to do something when you are younger, the more you grow to hate it when you are older


but then if you had to choose like one favourite and one least favourite what would it be, then that that that doesn't answer the question, like ironing mopping washing dishes laundry


brooming my goodness, but your house would be dirty if you don't do it


so you find all chores a chore, so next time you're not gonna help me with chores ah


, ya I understand, there's, yeah


you don't need you don't need to read this one Spence, animals lor ya, okay fine (ppb), if you could wake up if you could wake up tomorrow morning and with a special ability what would you have


seriously


telekinesis ah, (uh huh), tele, tele powers, can I just have tele powers encompasses everything


but don't you think that's like a double edged sword like, no but like what if you, hear something, that you don't want to hear all the time, like I think a lot of people filter out a lot of thing, because they are humans and they are cordial


don't you think that, why goes on in someone's head, is very private, but you still wanna like, know every single detail


no but I just feel like every time with, with power comes great responsibility


okay, sorry, maker, to be honest I think


actually oh for the deal was the dealbreaker your question or my question, okay, I think, deal maker ah


yes to me yes, why, it's not say I feel like, deal maker is not just about liking someone, but to be able to (ppb) truly


like to be able to truly like trust someone, takes a lot, from me lah, deal maker, to like really


ya lor I think that's the deal maker lor, that I have to be able to trust that (ppb) person I know it's not exactly a trait, yeah, the person needs to be trustworthy lah, not really like


I don't expect him to be a saint outside


okay I not sure, I don't know let's just, you do it, just do it after the thing lah !aiyo!


I don't know, maybe I can like just !wah! what, deal maker


I think there's, I think that's the thing you know like, I really cannot stand, people who lie to me, that's why I think a deal maker is someone that's trustworthy, you're not even really listening to me


okay, is it my turn


if you have can, if you could have a hour long conversation with anyone at all who would you talk to Morgan-Freeman, eh this one, eh no eh I thought I give a sheet answer


an hour long conversation with anyone who would you talk to, Paulo yes


oh I thought Paulo was the philosopher, I mess to say the philosopher


I don't think yes to necessarily be someone living


yes so much scandal surrounding him now, they eat pair lor


you bored me, okay fine fine


because it was the first time that I


honestly was because it was the first time I felt so out of list, but then eventually, became a home, ya and, to think like five year ago I really feel like (ppc) I really feel like I didn't fit in


and I even cried because you guys started dinner first, you know and like it was, now when I look at it is, okay lah but at that point in time it was really really something, that I never had, like a family to really sit down and it dinner with


and have rules although you hate, like the chores that your mum gives you and things like that, it kinda mattered to me I kinda liked it because it just goes to show there's a system, it is a home not a house


like the people in it and like when you have a system it means that, you have been there for so long, to have this, ya the or like that hair the people have been there, because like


from my my family is like, no one's ever home there's no system you just, out of side out of mind you just, there's no ya there's no, ya that's why, so


ya I think that's one of the favourite place that I've been to, , Angkor-Wat, describe the worst date you've ever been on


silent, yeah


eh two people, two of your ex girlfriend are pregnant already, ah please tell me more , ya, ya


to you, oh goodness


with with with that guy with, oh damn, oh nice


life, sorry, holy shit ya, ya ya ya of course, survival


should I elaborate, what else okay then what's the best thing you've learn from your parent


of what, so and


how would you react if a, close friend expressed his or her romantic feelings to you, what if like , shit I wanna say Amanda confess to you but then is like


why why do you why do you what about like Justine, or, or Yi-Liang, !yay!, poke you in the butt, with their finger


because of me


coconut (ppb), what about you, your mum, !huh!, oh


only can choose one item, oh we should have like asked each other like I only asked you then you never like, if I ask you a question then I never answer the question you know what I mean, we should have like both answered every single card


so what would you say, elaborate


you're not gonna say fat but, okay


but we have the hardcopy uh blah the softcopy, , okay, what nick, names, do you go by which is your favourite


Spancy Wancy, yeah , awesome possum


awesome Amanda it was so, spoa


Sebastian, but your English name eh but English name middle name is Sebastian right, yeah, Peter


you know mine what Liang#-#Teh, the panda, JJ oh double J, uh cause, yeah yeah yeah , ya cause I wanted to just like, because I'm a noob mah so I was like just okay lor


please have mercy, no I wanted to like name king J or queen J, but it was taken, so I was thinking and thinking and thinking


nah it's okay I like I like, no as in like I like, like please have mercy so like people don't think I'm some, I'm some, pro, I am noob, ya


no eh yours the peak isn't as high as mine, no yours is not as mine eh you see like my peak is like freaking high


sorry okay shall we go, my hero ah


cliche enough is my mum lah but, I would say that I don't have a hero, inspiration , really really no one because like


I feel like I've always been very alone, and like nobody has ever really been through the same thing as me to tell me what to do or like inspired me to do better, ya, so, my inspiration is myself


fine, what about you who's your hero


how many siblings do you have who are you close to, , , okay


ah why don't you talk about your cousins, why are you so sad, ya I know you are not I tag, do you feel like you are close to anyone


why is that


isn't this question is so poor like what if you don't have any siblings and, what, what if there's only one sibling then there technically there is no one that you are close to other than her right


, like, !huh!, I don't know whether I would have wanted a older brother eh but come to think of it I wouldn't mind


ya I know, like I mean, I think all in all I wouldn't want a younger sibling ah, ya I like being the youngest


but back when I was younger I didn't ah like I hated it I like, every single day I just wanted like grow up, I hated being a cry baby, I hope somehow magically growing up will make you not a crybaby anymore


eh whatever, moving on, trust, , what about you


actually no eh it's not just trust, I think I value acceptance, I really really value acceptance because like every single time I'm with my secondary school friends Michelle just say, ya like


I am a freaking screwed up kid, and no matter what I've done in this past seven years, like I've never felt a little bit of judgment from them, they've never really questioned what I did they just only accepted


because it's me, and I think, that's really what I value the most in them, not trust but, ya


I would not give you the point if it was my card , eh it's my turn ah, because you took that, never mind lah it doesn't really matter anyway, what stresses or destresses you


, , on a serious note, sports basically


ya exercising your finger, you see


what stresses me ah what stresses me ah, no leh okay I don't know, I'm really quite hungry so let just eat nearby, I don't know what's around here I don't come here


this is not stress, then, !huh!, what you want say, uh I wanted to say like I don't, honestly really know when I am stress, I think is because most of the time I don't want to admit it


that's anxiety, no like fear causes anxiety, this irrational fear, that's why is like I don't really know when I am stress


I think I handle stress quite well, I usually just shake it off, or like, I don't acknowledge it, like I don't get stress over exams okay


maybe a bit of public speaking stresses me out, like speaking in front of the large group, that stresses me, what destresses me ah, Yoga, Momo, my dog


petting her combing her, sorry, and I think generally, oh massages are nice, it de stresses me


travelling, as in what, overseas, no sometimes is stressful, to just look at how Bali turn out ah, ya like


what is this ah is this mine or yours, like I negative five years (ppb), does that count


uh let's try and change the question, relationship, I don't want to talk about relationships, okay nevermind let's just skip this question I cannot think of anything anyway


when did you last cry, I think I cried quietly recently but I can't remember why but it was because of you


got, I have no idea okay never mind, ya, I was like, tearing


I think your face is so ugly, so when did you last cry, do you remember why


no one's getting this (ppb), your turn, oh, the first the first name that comes to my head was Ethan, I really like the name Ethan and I just feel like if I name my son Ethan he will be handsome


handsome Ethan, but besides that I don't really, but I think I generally just like eat, Ethan Elias Elias is a more,


Elizabeth is nice also, Elly, eh the eh I don't know, what about you what are your top three children names would you want to name them after a specific letter


so you can just go online and get a random name generator and you'll be


you definitely grow into your name


that's why it's so hard for me to think of a name now what, what are you procrastinating right now


what about life


what am I procrastinating right now


what am I procrastinating right now, I have absolutely no idea I think life in general , just the idea of adulting, like looking at investment or credit card or insurance


the other thing I'm procrastinating cause I hate looking at things like that, can't you settle it, ya lah then you look at it [orh] so I'm not procrastinating or anything, good job


ah, she better not cheat us our money man, sure


uh uh ya sia I like just blank, no, no no, literary character ah


I honestly, you might hate right now is actually the ugly duckling


but I know like I'm not that pretty now, but I also that ugly also so is irrelevant, what's Belvedere, what about you


do you identify with, ya it's quite I I ya I think is a good question though, cool down identify as


ah and then define with anyone that is like talentless, ugly


no I think, the reason why I feel like I don't, uh what's it called, identify with any literally character is because most of the time, protagonist are very like special, and I don't think come special that's why I don't identify any of them


Tom Pool Tom Dick, Tom


no Tom is kinda sad like, he never, uh no I don't identify with him I don't think


I see the trying part of me, ya so


what about you


don't really have to be books does it, from, Mr Fantastic Four, a fan, badger, why


how uh one and a half hour, still takes some time, yeah, uh yeah that's yours (ppb)


I have no idea, I think so, like, because my mind draws like when I try to think of characters


sorry, describe one important life lesson you've learn from the books you've read


I think, I think, one important life lesson, I think it will be like like everyone's going through their own struggles everyone has a story of their own, in the books we always read from the point of view of the protagonist


but, every character every person, is the protagonist of their own book, no matter how, boring their life may seem, dead


yeah I guess so like, they always paint the protagonist out to be someone so special, and things like that, and I've always hope that I could be someone similar, but I guess I'm getting there lah slowly lor


what about you, ya as in really what about you cause I can't think of anything right now, oh please, humble


I think I like, that, I'm giving, I really really like it the most when I help someone


like whether it's just some random aunty that needs help with her basket on the, bus or helping the handicap people, I really like that, the fact that I would do something like that


what's top three on your bucket list, I don't know


get a tattoo


I think one of the top three on my bucket list, is going to, the Savannah of South Africa, to see lions, big cats in real life, I think that's a dream that I hope, that I can achieve one day lah


I know right but I'm not rich, ya, what else ah what else would I wanna do, , if I if I was tall, I would probably want


uh eh but ya if I was tall enough I'll probably want to be a pilot, ya like, those small aircrafts, I I I'm too short, I'm too short, uh it's one six two, ya


ya, and what else would I want, I think I would want to get the traditional tattoo, the, I don't know I think is just something cool to experience


I know it's pain but, don't you think it's cool, actually your answer suck, South Africa


why not, but dating agency does that does tinder count, ya, I guess that's the only way I will know how to like meet lesbians, or like bi sexual


what about you, what how works


oh then I'll probably won't join also, (ugh), okay, describe a, describe an experience where you were match made or went on a blind date


I don't think I've ever been on a blind date though, (ppb) have I ever been match made I don't think so I've always had suitors (ppb), what's blind mean


and then you held her hand why, isn't that a blind date, oh


uh okay


in your heart in your arms, okay lah home is wherever you are lah, where about you


I just said where about you, so it has to be a physical place


okay


what activity do you enjoy doing together with your family, what do I like ah


I just honestly like it when my family is together, oh I know, when my sis, okay, yeah, I'm not saying is not


oh okay sorry sorry, then from, for me I feel like are you gonna listen or not, I have more I thought of something specific it's like when my sister is doing makeup


and then me and my mum just goes into her room ya and then we just Kacau her and look at her and she's so unfazed, and, you know is little moments like this ah, we don't have a lot of time where we are like really all together, ya


when they lie to you, I have no idea, I obviously don't really know how, I, I I when sorry not how, because I always let them go probably prematurely


before I can get hurt lah, what about you


you think my answer is crap, ya I don't know but I'm I'm aware that I don't know when I make a mistake, most of the time but I don't really care


ah ya lah I don't deserve the point, how important is marriage to you, why, is just a piece of paper that bonds you isn't it


then you can just divorce what


I think a lot people do that, and a lot of people get married because they have shotguns, how important is marriage to me, I don't think


marriage is as important to me as it is to you, definitely, I mean because, I grew up surviving well, even though my parents are not married, you know I mean, but, after listening to what you said


it make sense lah, it's like a promise, and a, beach look at me, it's like a promise lah, there is not just


say but also an action, uh, okay, I don't want you to NA, it's kind of crapy cause like now bto means that you have definitely go and get married or something and then


it's so unromantic cause you don't even get a propose or anything, but that's just the Singaporean way like, ya lah obviously


ya but like Samuel was like talking of course I talk to Samuel yesterday then, uh I was with your mum what, ya then he was he call your mum so I talk to him lah then after that he was like saying that, ya kind of bto then his professor was asking him are we engage or something


ya and then the professor was like so puzzled cause like, why in the world, how can, your all like be getting a house together when you all not engage this kind of thing lah like, I think I think it's just different from them because


usually the proposal comes first and then you get a house instead of like in Singapore, you bto am I, ya


the other one was what's the best trait you like what, you think about yours too


there must be something, that you don't like, I think is the inability to be kinder to myself


oh by the way when you you go Batam right do you want to do your nails have not nails but like, like scrap your, cause I wanted to go


ya I wanted go do my nails cause is long then it will look nice, but then I scared you got nothing to do so I was thinking you can like go get, you can even get to like Maddy Paddy if you want, like a paddy cure it can


it can be, it can be colourless you know is like you just shine, the top coat, ya ya like a top curl eh, uh just make it look shiny ah, I don't know, first time for everything


to be kinder to myself, get very petty person


okay


okay, I just don't see you as a petty person, I don't see like someone that hold grudges


I think that's the same that's the case with everyone, of course at the heat of the moment, people obviously feel angry what, but the thing of, ya but then the thing is I think is good because you don't like just flare up at people


I don't think there is humanly possible, sure


which of these symbols best describe you, minus plus divide times equal, why


okay, okay


where did you think I am


what do I think you are, I think, , I think plus you're right because, feel like you, are something that I wanna be which is like a positive


you always have a way of value adding to people lah whether it's just a laugh or just a hello, just a wave, you always do it ah, that's why you know and as a stranger I think if someone wave to me I would like it a lot


and I wish I could be that way lah, to be honest I don't really know like I wish, I want to be a plus, but I think I'm a minus because I'm a negative piece of shit


uh no lah, what do you mean, we're so glad it's me


but you are gonna have to answer it, one of my closest friends, I think I would say Choon-Meng


cause ya cause like, he's like C-class already lah !walao!, ya but probably Choon-Meng cause like he really just prove to me lah that like


even though he liked me and I rejected him and then he found another girl, but he's still here, and every time I meet him he will always make me laugh, and a and


nah he got he don't have the time, ya, I just, ya lah he's, I think is a reason is also because he's a lot like you, that his sense of humour is a lot like you that's why he is capable of making me laugh which is something that's quite rare lah


and besides that, every time oh, he's just so open minded, so everytime I talk to him, about something that I'm trouble about, I'll always come out feeling better


, is your mum your best friend


is not best friend but one of your closest friends


seriously Jing-Kai, oh so you guys share is your so


so is just like companionable silence, right


does he have a lot of family problems or something, doesn't smile


you accept them for who they are lah no matter how idiotic they can be, how insensitive, how lack of forethought they might have


ya I mean you know you love him because like, even though it's something you cannot stand you just accept it what, it's like, I say I want I must have a boyfriend that is taller than one seven five, and I think if you're not taller than one seven five


ya but like, !aiya! I don't know lah you will just accept, the person lah


no matter what he do, how about you how do you know that you love someone


but that's not how you know what


for me another thing is that, I know that I truly love my partner when I learn how to trust that person, ya I guess so


when did you last have a truly meaningful conversation with someone, what did you talk about, five, what


so what happened


I wanna wear Victoria-Secret angel wing, and then like, strut in my underwear you know, damn, I'll be short as hell though but, ya I would really wanna do that if I can't fail


what about you, oh ya that's a smart answer damn it


small talk, now at this stage, zero, I don't intend of having a children, having a children, having a kid now


but in the future, , most definitely


!huh! that's mine, but you knew already right


okay cool, describe the happiest moment of your life, okay okay


you should, what


!huh! which is what specifically, you had a big achievement in climbing


and I was there and you were happy


uh I saw I saw ya I saw your, okay lah I give it to you lah


there's always things happen for a reason, what about you, live laugh love


no regrets, no regrets, no lah that's not my motto , I think I live by, treat people the way you want them to treat you


ya, really, cool, okay cool


!eww!, what do you like to eat most


what do you most like, !huh! what do you most like to eat in the whole wide world, what about me I don't know, chocolate lava cake, let's have that later


describe the perfect date


I would wanna go somewhere that doesn't have a lot of people, I just don't want anywhere that's crowded lah, and my expectation very low one


ya lah that's about it lah I just don't what the place to be crowded then you will be good already


on a scale of one to ten cook, six bake, two , I mean, technically like it if you can really bake right you don't even need the recipe


okay fine, I would say five, five, what about you


I would agree, you think you're better at me at baking


the same ah, oh now I feel like baking, !wah! shit I really feel like baking, !wah! okay never mind anyway you see lah, is your last card


what risk have you taken for someone you love


I have, oh oh you think that's a risk, you know what I was thinking of that like I left, my boyfriend for another man, thinking that he will still be there


and he was there, but it was a risk, no as in, he will always still be there lah like he promised


and I think that's a very very very big risk lah for love, what risk have you taken for someone you love


are you not supposed to you make it seem as though it's something so warranted


so unwarranted, so


no you make it seem like it's such a big deal, !wah! such a big deal, you're still the same


my twenty first is it, when I, go blown hair is it, I have no idea what you are talking about ah


thanks, I can't really remember, I don't remember birthdays very often, shit there out of cards


I don't want eat read me a book oh, let's think about what we can eat later, that's reading with my accent you don't even reading in the like, normal Singaporean talking accent


oh-my-god imagine we play like heads up, actually I don't know lah, I don't have head up in my, yeah, damn it


as in what, the what what, which aspect of technology


medicine, I think, I think medicine is good, so are you saying


are you asking me whether is necessary or what, ya talking about the epic pant again right


why not, what if there are other people that are gonna have the same thing, if you are the only one doesn't mean you'll will always only be the only one


I understand, the person can just die because he selectively unfavourable


do carry on


yeah, uh I don't know I think she just checking out of me, yeah, !wow!, [orh] hor !walao! you see lah


yes [orh] stupid, I don't know I'm not interested in talking about what you just ask me


isn't is like it is just the way it is lah you talk about this kind of thing you also cannot do anything about it, then go do it lah, then what's the point of doing it


then go do it lah, then, then I make the money lah, my if in, my my thing is that if it mean so much to you that you


do you want to do it even though is pro bona then go ahead and do it then obviously I will support you in doing it lah, I don't like talking about politics


oh I did, eh Venom comes out today, yeah, yeah, no but you say you don't want I mean you got go back and work so I was like oh okay nevermind I even, I even save the date in my phone that Venom coming out today


ya you should, you should feel guilty, for always, no lah too late for student price already, and I'm just kinda worried that we cannot get the tickets for Batam tomorrow


no as in I didn't bring the voucher but apparently like you're supposed to claim it there, there and then, then like what if it's sold out but I don't think so lah, from where ah, I, ya lor uh what time ah


oh ya we having lunch with her right, okay okay, okay, you can bring work to Bali lah eh ba ba ba Batam lah, oh, then


I don't know are we going to get a Sim card there I'm very scared like like transport there's issues, what thing, [orh] [orh] [orh] [orh] [orh] [orh] I know I know, I don't think you can unlock for three days is either thirty days or like none


[orh] got, you know I'm quite cold that I can't even type properly


the there it's got total conversation two hour seventeen minutes though, uh sixty dollars, ya you can use it at the , the eh you you haven't even change money eh how ah, like I have some


some uh what's it call, I have some rupiah, but I don't know how much is it, eh Batam is bigger if compared to Singapore I always thought Batam is smaller than Singapore


that's why I thought it will be like easy to get around, and it's cold


hundred mb ya lor okay lor just for contact and like, Googling stuff I guess, are we supposed to stop at two minute seven uh two minute two hour seventeen


ya oh okay cool, okay uh (ppb), oh right , so we going by majestic ferry Batam, sorry


ah so expensive


no lah we can just go get a Sim card there what I'm sure, I'm sure is not that expensive, right, or you don't want to buy then you just get that one lor


you also no time you want to, I not sure, I have no idea lah, you want a go kart, but I'm not sure whether is good


I've no idea what to do I'm very scared eh like I never really plan then later like


!huh! as in what, [orh] okay cool, I'm so cold oh ya I should check what there is to eat, why the


I'm so totally done being vegetarian ah, uh I don't see the benefits, maybe because I didn't try hard enough


uh, the connection is not private, where are we ah we are at Tai-Seng, what is there to eat nearby


ya we should carry on talking because we're almost done last, ya, !huh! what Xin-Feng restaurant, it sounds expensive, oh nice do you want eat Popiah


[oh] really, I mean we can always go back to the east, [oh] there is one more, (ppl)


oh so we start, okay we go one by one uh top left corner I got one cloud, one sun with dots around it how many dots you have


okay count mine one two, three four five six


ya mine got grey only also, okay yup, uh my red line only goes, it goes like behind the far behind the sign ya


ya red cross, then uh your pills got two, your one no pills


my okay my, next to the, city pharmacy sign, there's one blank space on the right side right, on the right of it


like uh within the white within the white, okay so, that's one difference, okay I think you also circle right, there's a difference what, the difference between ours


white dog with grey accent yes


three reflection lines, one circle in


white table yes, yes one short one and one long one right, red colour one right, then beside that is super shine


your one got super shine, okay, ya mine is, mine said super shine with a lip on it, wear heel, okay


okay so below that there's one grid, so your grid, is, black and grey okay, no lah , okay okay how many by how many okay


count count count count to in your head eh I cannot count, mine is eleven by four


same eleven by four, okay let's go next to the butchers, yes blue, ya, it just says butcher yup


okay how many pies do you have, okay I also have seven, next to that is there a big pie


ya blue doll, ya then he wearing the apron is like, one looks like the meat ah, ya okay ah, okay


yes your clever got blood, okay what hat is he wearing, with with one green colour thing right, green colour accent on the white hat yup


okay, brown, like grey


ya the, sharp booth yes, toy shop okay, [orh] mine is just toy shop, the curve words, that there's one curve banner on top of the toy shop right


ya then yours got one magical on top right, okay so that's the difference, then does your magical have two stars on the hand, okay, then uh your toy shop got underline


okay , your door, uh one big dot, and two small dots up and down, same, ya ya ya, okay then beside there is the window the window got one bear


mine got one bear, mine is, ya mine is just one big, yellow bear with, a red shirt, my door got door knob it's quite low


ya ya got one segment below okay, then where above above the toy shop you got one lamppost, mine also has a bird on it, ya yellow bird one only right, okay


go next books, like a blue roof sort of thing


ya is the cover of the book blue, then down to the windows, two windows on either side then in the center is one door with one like smaller window on top of the door


okay your left window, I have, one like magenta thing and then one, green thing


ya next left for pet centre, ya mine says next left, okay


okay different already, ya mine has nothing, mine totally nothing on the right


ya, ya ya have that one have, okay, on top of the butchers all the way to


ya clear blue sky and then the, ya the bird and then like the lamppost and then nothing on top of the books as well, okay


is like white white colour, oh mine's mine's brown


mine is a brown suit, [orh] mine is wearing a skirt, ya circle the whole thing ah, yes brown handbag with right hand


ya like Harry-Potter, yes in a bun, okay, okay next to the next to the lady do you have a sign ya on the left


do you have a sign that says leisure park, okay, ya metal grey pole okay, ya my sign's green


so then below the lady there is a brown dog, you have a brown dog, ya with only three legs ya, okay, then on the right of the lady uh, okay


(uh-huh), uh the the the, the the the front of the dog looks like like like a rat


your tail up or down, okay same, ya he's sniffing the ground, he got two whiskers , oh ya hor, uh dog have eyebrow what


have have have, like they got the eyebrow ridges some dogs then like they cut the hair so looks like got eyebrow


bluish purplish, okay ya same, yours just says Science fair, okay mine on the bottom of Science fair has like random ass like brown things


with like a dot, oh I don't know, okay just random brown things, uh the dot ya, okay ya


is is it like Science fair near the top edge of the sign, it's in the middle okay, okay then just circle the whole thing because mine is Science fair on top and then like brown, ya circle the whole thing, okay


lady with the bike, white, white like blouse long sleeves, blue skirt she's not wearing shoes, orange flats okay


the colour of her bike is blue, and then the seat is like red yup, ya, colour of her hair is, blond with like a red rubber band


like red, red red brown okay , ya move on to the car, yup two door


ya it it's a boomerang


ya with like a, around it ya, what's the interior of the car, okay yup


ya there's a, ya on the bottom of the windshield there's a weird like, no, okay


ya rectangular and grey, one like, two lines like that, ya squiggly is yours squiggly or is it straight, squiggly


straight-ish okay okay, K straight-ish line, got the, ya just badly drawn


ya have, with like a little nub, to like pull out one


the boot lor the boot, I I got one, red circle around, at at the center, not not the center like the edge of it, ya the bottom, then like lines, one line on the like


okay, then move on to the guy waving


like a grey panel on the bottom right, ya have, okay, then do you have a guy, okay he's waving okay, he what hair does he have perm and yellow


a grey long sleeve shirt, tucked in yup uh blue blue pants, a green pants sorry green pants green pants, brown bread


brown bread shoe, okay what is he saying, oh yours is hey Bill, mine's see you later Bill


one two three four


so move on to the cards right, oh baby can't you, I never play before


use the box, I think someone left their phone here


someone left their phone, I draw and then I pass to you right


who or what irritates you


ya I tell you yes


ya ya ya it's enough, ya I read books


actually cause, I don't read a lot of, but then I got read a few, like , the, most inspiring book that I read before, I think would be like


basic eh, like the the the, uh the Five People You Meet in Heaven, no no no Mitch Mitch-Albom Mitch-Albom, because like ya because like it is like


this guy died, and then like , he goes, like purgatory or something like that and then like, like he just, went through his life with like, five very important people


in his life, he either know or don't know about, ya like, ya something like that or like, got people that are like that


and then there is also people that he he himself knows lah personally, ya, so like, is like, pre dope book, ya, so, ya that's the most inspiring book you you want to hear more about it


I think it like, it goes through like things, that, like, it opens up like, like the question of like


when you do things why things happen or like why things happen to you, for what particular reasons, like something like that but then like, ya, you


it just, makes you think about like the people you meet and the people, have around you and like, if you didn't have them around you what would, what, ya how how would it become because


like you, did meet them and then like your life goes this this way ya, no it, it didn't really show


the book didn't really go like on to like the alternate but then like, ya ya ya


#faux pas#, describe the most embarrassing moment of your life, what what thing


!oh-my-god!, was it the thing


gen X, ya, is it you flick Mister Kenneth nipple, okay


okay, ya, waist waist or waist or leg, should be leg should be leg


okay okay, ya, okay ya


very embarrassing meh, [orh] you purposely say one lah like with with that with that intention


[orh] okay, oh is it the one where we play archery, the archery tag


the creepy basement room oh, ya you got go upstairs before


[orh] ya ya it's damn weird sia upstairs they like completely don't touch the rooms upstairs


no no no uh uh I think I think the no no no , home ball, home ball ah because, no no no floor floor is damn paiseh, floor floor was damn embarrassing


like, it was like damn it's damn cringe thinking about it, ya ya ya [huh], why


okay, no because like I was so into it like I was too into it


like, ya I was too into it then like then like, like you know how like when you think about, the past and then like you think about those things that you were too into that you were like it was weird to be into


ya you know, ya ya that one


but how she find, then then you got, okay then nevermind don't don't don't like I also want show people you still got the one where we tried to I tried to parkour over the


railing and then I fall on the floor, the one at Ian house one, it's Ian house it's near Ian house, no it's Ian house, and Ian, no it's me you and Ian


ya it's, no more than that it was it was still when I I wearing short pants, so it's like, sec one sec two


cause like home boy then home ball, ya I don't have oh no remember Ricky, I don't know I don't know Becky Becky ask me to Becky ask me


ya, ah ya


you get another three point


how do you want to be remembered


but like that's, but that's a given what, but that's that's that's a given like, I feel like


okay but then like I feel like that's, do you do you do you really, feel like it is really something to be remembered by, because like, Mister Kenneth brought a very nice, point the other day when I meet with him like, like like like I tell him like oh I feed my family can already


so so like, like he was, he was saying like do you do you really define that as like, successful, it's it's it's such a easy thing, it's not say it's not say very difficult


to do like this type of general like okay I'm, I'm I'm I'm helping here and there I'm like, affecting my friends my family, but then like is that really, that, successful anybody can do it's, and it's such a common thing


so, so is it really, something to be remembered by, that's why like it's not, to me it ya


Ted-Talk, Ted-Talk ya oh


big words boy


ya , true true true, but then like, don't feel satisfied leh it's like, it's like


still, like like they you you you never is, like, there there is no bigger picture you know, like I've I feel like the question was, meant in the sort of like Gandhi type of way


like like like those like people that actually like really really change something, like, for like a whole community or whole, type of thing


oh baby


okay yup


I can feel that


ya I think I think like, I think, I think there are like two versions of it, they are like, the versions of like not


that that feeling of like, you never achieve what you really wanted to, got two versions of it there's like the one that is really like uh, you don't you don't


more on the self esteem and confidence type of, direction, but then like there's also like another way of looking at it, so like, uh I was watching this documentary the other day about the you know the Studio-Ghibli guy


the you know the, Spirited Away that director the #Hayayao Mizaki#, you know all the like very famous, animation movies like


all with that distinct art style and like storyline like Totoro, like the same director lah, so right basically right he, he had this, he every single time that he does things right like all of his movies lah like got Oscar got this and that


like what, anything that, very satisfactory to, like, never enough, type type of thing


oh Innova, ya, ya


ya, ya


true true true yep


how do you want to be remembered


very patronising type of, ya ya


okay, okay ya, okay, !oh-my-god!, eh speaking about this you got you go and watch uh Maniac, uh Netflix


read first read first, playing darts


cause it's like a fun family activity, ya, it doesn't have to be it doesn't have to be anything what it's fun lah ya it's just playing darts it's so it's so satisfying


!huh!, also so satisfying man, ya it's it's it's it's freaking baller, I hope you don't get okay okay it's not that bad cause correction, !oh-my-god! !ugh!, it's like another Xiao deep


if you only have one more year to live what would you change about your life now it's two pointer don't think too much, yes


but isn't there something that you want to do, ya, ah ya ya ya of course


ya, okay


it might be coming soon eh, ya the new album tour what, ya must go must go , okay ya


okay, oh ya Amsterdam really need to stay save like I go and see the air fare, it's like one K already, ya it's super expensive, then like, staying there spending money


all need all all really need to save like minimum minimum like three K, like super legit especially if you want to go like take train around Europe some more, like it's gonna be so expensive , is gonna is gonna eat up so much money okay can


faster next one, I keep getting all the super a lot of points one okay, !woah!, intense eh, ya !wah!


okay, like put down the card, angrily okay, what value, I want or do I


okay , I think, I think the, the the, I think what I bring to the table is like


the ability to like how to say, let, let go of like, the regular, how to say interactions you know


like, when you, I feel like I feel like if, if you just meet me for the first time right, like, I would be in a way I will


I will interact with you in a way where, you have this like, how to say your your walls are already broken, and then like, ya, and then like it's


it's much easier to like, how to say, interact with me, I think I got the question wrong I think, oh okay, what value ah I think


I think I think the, I think I bring, like, the, a very loyal friendship


like, I feel like because, like but it has to be a, ~procal thing, where, like, if I show you this, loyalty like, and if you don't like I will end it


because like, if you don't appreciate it, I'll just like stop, but then right ya, so, I think that, I value, people around me a lot


to the point where, like, you know, you know how like, I like to keep my close friends even closer, you get what I mean, so like


I don't know why I'm going with this


ya ya but, no it's not a time sensitive thing it's more like, it's more like


ya actually what what I'm trying to get at it's like, the value is that like, even if it is a last option, you get I mean


so like, ya lah, that's what I think, that value there, but then also right I think, sometimes, I don't know I don't know if I'm


all up in my head now, about this but then like I feel like I feel like I, for like the, for like studies ah, like I, there is a positive influence, from me, because like


I'm not a very like, standard, like smart guy, like is, when you see me you don't think like, [orh] his GPA damn high, you just think like this guy is just gonna pass


because you know me already you know me ya, ya, ya ya is, ya is is a very non standard, non standard type of smart so like


can be like, like, if like this guy like this right he, he's not safe like, the smartest looking guy, but then he can get like, like this type of results


how does he do it, in a way, so right then then they, then if they go and find out then ya they understand that, I really put in a lot a lot of effort into, uh what I want to do and like


what I have figured out, on what I want to do with my life, and like how to go there, so like, maybe it will like encourage people to, figure out what they also want to do with their life and like how


they can approach it, to reach that goal you get I mean


[orh] okay ya okay


I just


[orh] that's intense, uh there's there's there's, very intense


trashed, !oh-my-god!


ya, ya I don't I don't worry on my, current problems


!yay! boy, oh it's a heart shape one leh taking boxes what is


a deal maker, for your what is a deal maker in your search for a partner, the the Donovan factor


ya quite lah, not satisfying eh, no it's like deal maker it's like it's like it's like how like how like if


if you basic if you basic then that's a dealbreaker, the opposite ya


but, ya


okay, okay see you found it you found it okay, okay, can lah okay lah I think quite satisfying lah


personal trait, what personal trait do I like about myself I honestly don't really like much about myself eh, oh no


I think like, it's okay now, but then like I feel like there's so many flaws with how I act, like and there's so many flaws with my personality


like I I'm I'm a robot, got no emotion one, and like, how to say, I think I think maybe maybe the


the personality trait that I like about myself is that like I'm I'm quite open, about myself to myself, like I can tell myself the truth lah


ya, ya I can tell myself the truth, and like, tell people, tell people, with that with that knowing, ya ya I'm very frank, ya ya


ya ya


~ple card sink beneath the waves, describe the saddest moment of your life why you always get three pointer I don't get anything ah, oh no no no


ya describe the sadness moment of your life, how could this happen to me oh


Claudia


ya you tell me you tell me, [orh] okay, what about the parents thing again


can but you're supposed to describe


describe, oh okay, okay can can can, but you don't need to give me context, okay continue never mind, can can can just continue just continue


okay can can, every time three pointer, miss most from my childhood


I think (ppb), I think my old house, because like, if I still stayed that lah, now and like through secondary school, I think I think like


because like there'll be much more opportunity to like find, you and Cavis, and like, ya lah, maybe (ppb) uh, things would have been different lah but like, true true true true


okay what I miss most about my childhood ah, I don't know eh, I don't really look back


but like if I were to, maybe, maybe , how to say


what do I miss ah, maybe just like the


I think I think, I miss is like the having the, that small community type of, feel


from last time, because like, like everybody was, everybody quite knew everybody in a sense, then like, right now, like with, uh how


poly works and stuff, there's not really much of uh actual connection in a sense, where like, how to say, like you know the feeling when you go find your neighbours


and then like you go and play with them type of thing and then like, that type of feel lah


true true, make sense, it's like, ya ya the friends out of convenience thing everybody is just a friend out of convenience


and like there's no actual like, real thing you know, okay can I have my two points now


can can, damn hungry, ya influencer, which of these symbols best describe you, minus plus multiplication, divide, or the equal sign


minus plus times divide, equal


question


I remember something that made me super sad, like it was before I I I I realise the extent of your like indifference, like I I forget I forget I I just I just remember something, like like


I was super sad about it, but like I don't remember, that I just remember being something being sad about something, that that that you do or something like that, I think so, uh I don't know eh


I don't remember, but I remember, I don't remember I don't remember I really don't remember


imagine okay I imagine , I imagine I'm I'm I'm your very close friend yes


yup, ya, ya times, okay then divide


okay then equal why you choose equal sign, best describes, ya


ya, yup


ya so like you balance out the happy and sad ya, okay I feel I feel, okay ya take your two points


I was just thinking that leh like like like I feel like I feel like this thing right like this game right this game right is like it, like, I pretty good eh, ya ya I think I think is like if it's a small group ah like like three ah


three three three or two right, it's like it's like , not more than five, talking, ya


ya, okay a perfect date would be


I think, like, have dinner, and then just talk lor, because because, I feel like, a date


is more like getting to know somebody instead of just like, going out and doing things together, cause like it's quite shallow ah, like it's so surface level like, like that's why I say that this game right is like is like a pre


like good thing, ya I want to go buy, I want buy tomorrow then like play with play play play play with them, play with Lynette, okay ya


you got you got text uni or something like that, never, okay okay !wah! why you come eh, I want you to come eh, ah I want meet I I I want you to meet them


okay, ya lah like that lah like it, ya sia, w need to podcast qw need to podcost I got I got the snowball, okay ya like I think I think having dinner


or like maybe something more on the, like something relax, and like something, that gives a lot of opportunity for conversation, it's it's like it's like great for me


like it's not a, not just doing things lah ya you get what I mean


it's only one point


true, ya


ya, one point, make haste what are you procrastinating now


I I my my my brother say is good, but like I I watching a lot of different shows now so I, Paradise BPD, oh so intense, you so intense


consistency, okay maybe not ah maybe not wait let me think, like like if we


like the like the level of consistency that we have, ya ya, ya you know what I mean it's like, it's like the thing that we have lah it's like we, like we we can leave


each other one day, and then like we don't, or talk for like for like, a month or two and then it's just like eh, you want go have drinks just okay, ya that type of like


and then it just it just resumes back, all all all all the time go Carol there ya


three point again if you know you could not fail what would you go on, if you know if you knew you could not fail what would you go accomplish, ya


like ya if you got the super power for one time only, ya one I think so I think it is one time only


ya it's a three point question, ya it opens up a lot of opportunities


ya you have to worry about like, ya


like Bill-Gates, type of thing, ya, true that true that true that, okay


ya it's not it's not it's not three point worthy, ya your turn


thirty years yes thirty years, ya, larger than life who is your hero


how does he or she inspire you, strong young independent woman


two pointer


okay okay okay say say say say say, okay, okay continue continue continue


I think of that same age right, #Lee Kuan Yew# #Lee Kuan Yew# born that year, eh no no no no no no no no no no no no cause cause I ya ya, no no no I cause like I remember like my dad birthday


is like the easiest thing to remember because I all I have to do is Google #Lee Kuan Yew#'s birthday, about three ya


okay met, met let met let met let, like primary school time or like earlier, okay


the the play game one right [orh] I remember that thing


okay here's your two point, well finally, where is my true home ah


I don't know eh there's so many conflicting like, thoughts right now


cause, cause like, I'm, I'm, I'm like, because like, when I can be like really, [orh] when I can be like


very , like myself, I I thought that it would be like my, what I feel like was like, my true home, like like with the people that I can, be really be myself


but then like I also thought about like my family because like, honestly because even though like we don't really like, communicate, much on a very like, personal level, but I just feel comfortable


with them and like, it's very how to say, two, two type of like, interpretation you know ya


ya, ya is is is is is very very like different, ya, I I I I have a hard time like


trying to, balance this because like, I also know that, my family feels like I don't really, treat, them as important, but then like, it's not like


anything's gonna like, change I know it's like a bit it's a bit of that, you comfortable until you like don't care, like, ya it, ya, it's not your is is it's not it's not you trying to you're not trying to be


you not trying to be ungrateful or anything it's just that, you want to do other things and like you want to (ppb), like you hope to have that security in mind that if, like whenever you go back home like, your


ya is my family is gonna be, my family and then like is is nothing to change ah in the sense you get what I mean, like, ya, yes


yes, ya ya, care about them ya


ya, ya this is the this is the only time, to do it, ya ya


ya I think I think I think we've, we've we've gotten to a nice level now, tingling in your toes, how do you know that you truly love your partner


I don't know you got like so many heart shapes eh where's your heart shapes, how do you know that your


how do you know, that you truly love your partner


don't have to worry, don't have to think about the, okay I feel I feel I feel, ya everything's


okay, okay nah two point


hour long conversation with anyone who would I talk, let's think, let me think ah


to write to him, okay, I think


!wah! this is, there's so many options, there's like, what was that, okay


an hour, okay


I I don't know if I got his name correct, but maybe, like, that guy, the Luke, Bresson guy


the basically the, the, the, he's the father of street photography, ya so like


ya just wanna talk to him lor like how, how he views the world and like on like the shots that he takes, and like, what made him want to


document that everyday life type of thing lah like, now now it's very like, straightforward to us like it's, it's for that, feeling of like


like the people, and like the masses like, just documenting the everyday life, but like, just thinking about like


how he came, to that, ya, ya, ya because like I think back in the day


like, there isn't really much to begin from that, you know except for like a personal thing, ya


ya, ya it, it's, how to say


ya like like, ya, ya it like, and like basically how how how he came, and like, of course know learn about his process lah like like, people said that he was very meticulous about like how he took his photos he will spend one whole roll on just one place


ya so like, ya lah I would want to, talk to him about, photography ah


when did you have, when did you last have a truly meaningful conversation with someone, what did you talk about


okay, no eh this one not really, no when did you last have a truly meaningful conversation with someone and what did you talk about


is it the last time we met


reliving


I feel I feel, ya same same I also have that realisation


ya make sense ya, start the bullshit


okay, ya can ah can ah


I think, don't know what would I eat eh, let me think ah, maybe like


vegetarian #bee hoon#, I eat it with you ah, no you don't have to eat vegetarian #bee hoon# I eat the vegetarian #bee hoon#, so good


ya lah I think is I think is self explanatory it it'll be like, like like normal bro-ing out is how, I want to


like ya you you you you understand you understand is just, I don't want any grand like, I don't want any grand like, gesture or whatever, ya just something simple lor


just like the things that, the things that, has happen, and then like, the things that I will remember, type of thing !wah!


then it's very easy to, it's very easy to talk to you lor so, ya it it it it, there's no there's no need to like, try, it's just that


ya it's just normal just something simple, something comfortable and then, archetypes, which literary character do you most identify with


you don't read books right, okay let's just like take another one, big break what would you do if you want, ten million dollars tomorrow


it's not about the money money money


like put that money to work ah


oh ya ya ya having like the multiple house thing and then like don't have to worry, like okay like I I I think you need to add in a plane (ppb), buy a plane so like is is is


a small one ah, okay okay


okay, okay like put the money to work and then buy a plane, with the earnings okay can, it's only one point (ppb), what stresses or destresses me


I don't know eh, like I think I think I think I have a lot, like like like actively I'm not stressed out, but then like, like I think subconsciously I'm so stressed out or not I won't be grinding my teeth


ya right right make sense right I think I think my mum stresses me out a lot (ppb), ya ya it's so intense, like oh, I don't have to go into it


what do you most like to eat in the whole wide world


pizza, I never eat before eh eh no I eat one time but then like


!ah! we should have eaten dinner eh, top three children names, top three children names ah !wah! I I never think about this eh


I think, must be themed one must be themed one like like like since like since like, me and my brothers all M right I need a I need a select a letter


choose a letter for me, what what what would be a nice letter name


!wah! but I got more names that I hate than I, got names that I want eh, like, ya ya ya


ya ya ya


reminds me of, Xavier, Xander-Pang, okay


I don't know, I don't know that's not, I I do I I've never talk to uh, I never I never I never thought about it what is the craziest thing that you have ever done, ah what you mean


is you what I asking you what, that one throw away what


Belinda, no lah no lah, actually I don't really get it it's like, I also don't really know her much


skip, three, two, ya, okay we are close in a way where we are not close


ya but I think ah if ah you are talking about the closeness ah I think I think I quite close with Mendel, but then we also not quite close, okay, I'm close with Marcus, in the way


of like we are not close, but I'm not, close, Mendel in the way where we are close, you know, like on a very personal level, like on a like like I, I talk to you you talk to me type of level I close to Mendel


but on a like, like like, how to say


ya ya then then, ya like, if it's like, really like, something that he can relate to lah, like like when I tell my when I told, him about the camera thing


remember the camera thing, no no no no no the one where I save up like six months and then like, like almost a year, and then like all the money just disappear, and then my mum only return me half, ya


he he confides with me he he, he confides with me a lot, or like I make him ah, oh ya okay sorry, algorithm would you sign up with a dating agency


Tinder okay


like when you don't click ah, when when, oh, ya if it just doesn't work out then it doesn't work out like like


cause like straightforward ah, is free free two points, to have and to hold how important is marriage to you


it's, is it like a, you don't want to or you, or it's like it's not important


okay, can lah can


special ability, let me think ah, there them


special ability I think I think like the, I don't know eh there's so much like okay maybe like


to have like, mind reading, like mind mind like telepathy like one way telepathy, like I can read your mind ya mind reading


cause like cause like, because because of my low empathy threshold, like I feel like, I need I need it, to like at least try to understand people more


cause like I I I I think it's like really, I feel so I feel so I feel so useless sometimes like like without that that that, that ability to understand, like what people are going through


so like, ya


I don't know I I cannot understand that, no as in like I cannot I cannot even process that that emotion, is is either is either I'm too inexperienced with like things that require


emotion, or like, ya I can, I can like understand, I can like understand in a way where like yes I I know the situation


I know how you feel, but then like I don't feel for you, like like like


okay


ya, I'll be like [orh], ya, no, ya


but then also like things, things like, where I'm supposed to be sad I don't feel sad, like like the two uncles


ya, ya, ya, ya I think so


ya I think


ya, ya, ya ya


okay, I thought I asked you ya, name a favourite place, that you've been to what it, what is its significance


ya but let's say, if like, you could, spend, the time with, those people at this place versus this other place which one would you prefer more, like the most preferred place


fingers, but is so is so many is so is so many people now


okay okay, okay can one point only, oh that oh that was the discard pile, you sure or not you sure you never


okay okay ya, feel ah


!wah! react lah, depends ah depends on the thing, I think it's uh


I'm I'm I'm always open to try, you know, like it's uh, I'm I'm not like I'm not like I'm not like, I won't go like, [orh] uh but I not interested in you eh


is more like I will go like, oh okay, let's like, let's like see if this can work out lor, if not then ya lah, just like really really, just like pure


no I feel like I'm quite, ya I'm quite open about everything eh it's just like it's just like, I don't I, because because there's not, (hmm) not really ah


I don't think it should be uh, just, so, how to say so short so, I believe in opportunity and uh opportunity


something that you can give, you get I mean


is is very likely but I think I think with my with my personality I don't think it will go go that bad, ya ya, because I don't I don't I don't throw people away because of like


do you enjoy doing chores which is your most and least favourite chore


ya hor you got do anything one or not fold clothes, but that's your own clothes it I don't think it counts as a chore if it's like for your own


that's that that I don't think that counts


ya but not, like we we can go like oh we studying you all don't ask me do this eh (ppb)


true true, ya [orh] but my mum keep complaining, why we never mop floor lately, ya I need to mop the floor soon, like I told her on Monday that I mop it


photography ah ya, I I I devote like when I'm into it like I devote a lot of time energy, and I don't like there's no there's no there's no like, monetary benefit for me I it's just it's just something for me to do


ya like, like I just I just like, is is is calming to just walk around take photos run away from aunties


describe the happiest moment of your life, ya


that's three points eh, it's it's not a three point worthy answer leh


most important lesson that I have learnt from my parents, I think, from my dad, I've learn not to be stagnant


like, because like, just just not to be stagnant lah because like I've seen like


like generally like, how he acts and like what he does and like I feel like, it's not very very, beneficial to me, if like I, keep stagnating and not


not try to, change things about things that I don't find, like right, and like from my mum I learn that, if if you want if you if you want things you go and you go and you go and get what you want


like be straightforward with the things that you want, ya all the time ya, like, how to, a lot of a lot of different things ah like


it's small things big things whatever like, like, might be externally


I think, she's been trying to do that, like, like she's she's been trying to like, how to say


improve our, like, like our financial, status right now, because like, you know the whole thing


ya is, ya she's trying to lah ya, also also, but like in another way that it also


I also learn from them to like, try to manage my money better, like uh at least at least like think about it, because ya, because I don't think, they have a lot of, plans around money


because like though the, the situation that they grew up in is always a, week to week, month to month, type of thing, so, I don't think they


ya, ya like, ya so like that lor, got them one point, okay got another heart shape


is there someone at this table you will


what personal trait do you dislike, the most about yourself


okay ya I can see that yes yes yes, true true true true true, not in a way where it is like


stubborn in the sense of, no eh you are actually quite stubborn in that way also eh, I don't know eh like, I don't know eh, it has to be a scenario


[orh] ya ya ya ya


you quite stubborn in your in your in your ideas as well, okay okay


it has to be, okay okay, ya okay


okay can, ya, I feel I feel


ya, uni ah, I don't know how, don't want to talk about it eh I think, like it's a, let me see


she's she's special to me because like we, we went through this whole like, crazy period, of like six months together, and then like and then like we


ya, the ice-cream shop, ya then like like we we we experience so many things so many new things together, and then like, and then like, we can quite same frequency as well


so, ya ya lah, like I, is special because like, ya frequency same, and like I like I think I think that's quite a hard thing to achieve


ya nowadays, ya that's it, almost to the end, of the deck, when did you last cry


is really is really when did you last cry, what Claudia, okay


you reap what you sow, self explanatory, describe an experience when you were, matchmade or went on a blind date ever happen yes or no


I got matchmake meh, [orh] okay


okay


ya just to hang out you know , ya


most valued possession and how do I come , what is my most valued possession ah, I think, right now


it's like, all of my worse skills thing, like, okay maybe like if if I've to pinpoint it ya if I have to pinpoint it's like


it is the, like it's my most valued possession because like it's like


that one like, my current proof that I, like I have I have, ya it's, ya it's something that I can


ya like I I achieve something like, bigger than myself in a way and like, I did something, for, something bigger than myself as well, the whole representing Singapore thing then like then like


and then like the, like being team captain and stuff like, it open up a lot of opportunity lah like, I got to, talk to a lot of people


and like, I got to basically, how to say show my worth lah, ya, ya


ya, ya, ya ya


ya !wah! I miss it now eh ya, ya, ya like I I actually, ya I want to I want to do the international thing but I also don't want to because like is so much time


ya, ya, the, ya lah the the the whole experience and the


memorabilia that, I, have from it ah, this just the paper for like, free free okay let's free talk, for like


oh ya, oh the two of them they they they introduce me to Cos you know about Cos, uh Lynette and Farhan the two fashion the two fashion ones


like they introduce me to Cos it's basically, no no no COS, it's like basically high higher end, H-and-M, and like the clothes are damn nice, like is really seriously


it is it is Ion Ion Ion is like, is like, like Gucci at Ion, and then like on top of level three, is is like really the clothes there really fantastic


for what it is like is like semi designer, ya is semi designer, ya can, the like the jackets are, hundred to two hundred range, like like like


like regular jackets lah, but then always got sale one lah so maybe drop to like seventy plus, ya apparently no eh, no, I don't know but they tell me about it it was is is is really damn cool we should go we should go, like I find money and then we go


so ya we should go there, oh you want all the way ah


then uh, okay I think I think I think I got the


like the know how you know, I have the know how to cook I got the sense already, I got the temperature sense, but now I don't have like the sense to put, not not not effort like, like I don't have the sense to like


play around with things I have to, ya I don't have the ya I cannot experiment, and then like, I don't really have a lot of knowledge about like


[orh] ya !wah! it's fantastic it's fantastic , for like for like seven dollar piece of meat it's good ya


now now now now I actually want to like get more proper, pans pots and pans for the house cause, it's all very thrash leh, like we need to we, I want to get like proper stainless steel pans like


get the nice sauce pan and then like get a cast iron so like, !wah! can grill things, more, more intensely like, you you know like like cooking things like


ya like like like, and like you know cheap cheap things the material is like damn thrash, then like then like, it doesn't have like the, how to say the temperature, the capacity to hold to hold heat


cause the material too thin already then like then like, the transfer is very, there's only a very little bit of transfer


quality that I want, like it doesn't have to be like, like like so, it just has to


money


ya okay, I think we have to go to like twenty seven because ten minutes break what, we are supposed to have a ten minutes break


I don't know, just just give him just give him extra just give them extra material, okay , oh ya we need you need to watch Maniac you need to watch Maniac


(um) it's like it's like (um) Jonah-Hill and like Emma ya ya [oh], okay seventeen (uh) eighteen already


okay, alright let's start ah, okay, okay the sun right okay counting from the top one two


three four five, seven, eight nine ten, ya correct, okay so wait the top left corner there's a cloud right


okay I don't think there's any weird shadings with the cloud right mine got grey on it, okay K K okay then we, move down a bit, uh lower to the, Pharmacy ah, K city pharmacy, there's a red line on top, is it the same


ya ya ya it's behind okay, okay correct correct correct, okay then after that after the sign city pharmacy there's a red cross, with a with a white cross at the back ah


okay correct correct, pills ah I don't even see any pills leh, no pills, where's the pills at


blank space on the right ah my my blank, there's no blank space for me there's only a red cross on the right, [orh] okay is it, oh within the white ya there is nothing there, ya okay then you circle already okay okay


do I have to I mean there's no difference right, [orh] is it, okay fine, okay circle already, alright then moving down from the signboard, there's a white door with a grey accent


okay then the window is, I say pink, okay then on the white door there's like, those you know uh reflection shimmer right okay, ya correct okay, then, beside the door there is a vase a blue vase with a circle top


ya okay then below that vase there's a white, like table, ya it's a stand right okay okay, carry on, before the okay before the vase on the left right there's a


window partition do you see that, okay, okay okay we are on the same page then, yup yup yup, super shine ah, mine is just shine lip gloss, with a lip on it


okay that's the difference, easy bro okay okay okay, black and grey, ya you want count the dots ah


a lot sia, okay, one two three four


eleven by four ah wait am I am I am I counting it wrong, ya okay, mine vertically is four, okay, okay ya ya correct eleven where am I wrong


okay butchers blue building, with a signboard with blue accent, it just says butcher correct butchers, okay, so in the window I see pies


I see seven, alright, no, mine's a empty table, okay, okay next to the next to your picture ah the big pie is there like a blue door


okay that is there a man in front of it, is blood, (ppb) okay, so blood, he's wearing a apron white apron grey I mean beige right


he's holding a cleaver, yup, it's a white fedora , green ah, [orh] ya ya ya is green is green okay


okay so is there anything else what what color what color are his shoes, okay brown, what color is his hair I don't think it will make a difference right got or not, okay grey okay already, okay, wait I ask you ah, the shape the shape of the building what is it like is it like a A A roof


okay, okay then carry on lor okay, magical toy shop, okay wait so yours don't have like the, the


okay ya the curve banner, ya ya ya, okay, ya


yes, okay


got two bears mine, mine is one yellow bear and one brown bear with red shirts, okay wait your doorright got door knob or not


ya okay correct then there's a line like a segment below right, ya mine has a bird on it, yellow bird


okay books is the, the, ya the banner okay the banner is just like a book, ya is just a white book, with that there's his books on it, correct same


is a white and blue shop lah


okay so like a purple magenta poster on the top, and then the green one on the on the bottom the green one is covered by this sign right the pet, oh your all says next left ah, mine just says, uh pet centre one mile


ya and it's pointing to the right ah, okay wait back to the book store, so on the right window right they say uh that mean there's this poster, saying learn how to bet, is it right different ah


but there's a red poster or you or don't have, okay okay then below my my picture ah, uh below that poster learn how to bet, is there a white book below with like


two pieces of paper on the cover, alright okay then, okay wait wait carry on, on top from, okay look from the top of the butchers all the way to the book store right, there's nothing on top right, is just is just clear blue sky right


even on the top right right, okay, okay we go back we go back below the city uh uh city pharmacy ah, K so sidewalk white colour same


alright then okay let's go to the lady the lady is wearing like a business suit, pink shirt, uh pink heels, uh pink shirt pink heels uh black suit, or yours brown okay


mine is a black suit, and she's wearing pants, is she wearing pants, so I think just circle the whole thing right, okay then she is carrying a brown, uh handbag with her right hand, okay is she wearing glasses


okay uh, is she I mean is her is her hair in a bun, not much difference, on the left ah


no mine just says park, alright, is it like a like metal grey uh pole, wait is the sign green


okay, ya it's a brown dog with only three legs, okay , wait wait wait about the dog more interested into the dog


okay, wait the dog right, K describe how your dog looks, !oh-shit! okay wait why why did I circle the dog I was still interested


is sniffing the ground right, okay okay then beside, here got eyebrow one eh the dog


okay I don't know about that but okay sure then okay next to the dog and the lady, there is this I'll say blue blue sign, blueish ah like sky blue kinda colour which, say Science fair


yes, Science fair but yes, it just say Science fair, ya there's no accents or whatever there, I don't think you can say S can we say S


ah this this this is quite hard, okay wait okay okay okay nevermind then we carry on ah, so the Science fair right there's no


I don't have any I don't have any designs on it it just like literally Science fair, no it's in the middle, it like it like takes up that entire place so the ya


ya just circle the whole thing ah is that entire sign, okay, uh you want to carry on to the cow or the lady with the bike, okay lady on the bike what she wearing, okay


she's not wearing shoes ah mine is wearing like flats orange flats, red, okay, two wheels right


ya I guess so ya it's red, uh move on to the car, okay so the car it's a two door car, obviously two wheels on on this side they were looking the, okay the head like it looks like a Boomerang


okay then the bumper is black, it's a red car, the, the colour of the of the lights are yellow with like, they the turn signal is orange, the logo on the hood is yellow just a circle


okay what else, the wheels uh is just, grey wheels with like a black circle in the middle, ya with a circle in in a like, like ya around it as like a rim ah


okay carry on to the door, interior is pink is just a, okay is there like a weird grid, on the windshield, like on the bottom


ya ya ya okay wait eh quite important I just realise, does your car have side mirrors, okay ya my also don't have my don't have my don't have ya ya that's weird lah but, okay okay, your car right


the the window for the door you know the one that one like go up and go down ya is it longer than the bag, okay the, the door handle, is it, is it grey, just a rectangular grey ya


is there like a accent on the door, ya like the spirit lies , I don't know I I think is just a style, no as in like it's a, it's supposed to be straight ya straight-ish like


okay below the car right there's a lot of like lines right, I don't know what's that but sure okay back back the back of the car, so the front the front wheel and the back wheel almost the same right, like same thing ah


then on top of the back wheel, is there a circular gas uh what do you call that ah, the gas tank thingy, ya I miss the handle right okay, uh what else


center ah, the bottom right, the bottom motor boot ah


I think I think that's just like to differentiate the boot from the, the rest of the car right okay then I think you're right, eh wait I ask you ah, your okay you see the lamppost beside the car, is there like a panel


ya, ya, he's waving


uh ya I would say so, perm yellow, ya tucked in, oh mine is green pants, bro okay green pants


correct, same and he's shouting, hey Bill with an exclamation mark, ya mine is just hey Bill


okay wait, count how many differences, [orh] then finish already ah, wait one two three four five, six seven eight night ten eh eh, wait can I count


K wait, one two three four five, twelve alright, ya, okay so you want move on to the cards, ya ya ya after we finish this round


things things getting personal with this game, you never play before ah, it's quite fun ah it's like uh it's like a very icebreakery game


icebreakery, ya ya ya hold on, I mean I can't, I can't, oh but what do you call that thing ah, the that one


I don't know, okay, you want start first or I start first, paper stone okay you start, uh no you draw then you read to me, you read it to me ya


oh (ppb), this is ya this is actually it's not it's not that there's so many okay, it's just that, okay with you maybe it's so many cause you will annoy you will annoy me okay that's the different thing, what okay but what are my biggest pet peeve


biggest pet peeve, okay I can't stand it right cause like, I think naturally you know ah I also are very curious person I mean like if you want to tell me something right you tell me something, like you don't you you don't you don't be like eh eh eh eh eh Donovan


and then after that you be like eh actually nevermind ah, !oh-my-god! man like just thinking about it really like !wah! pisses me off so much, like bro, okay wait, okay , you you enough ah okay thanks


okay, page turner what is the most inspiring book you have ever read do you even read books , you want me read again or not, most inspiring book ah, you have ever read


K ah then ya within your collection lah


nevermind ah just say ah, what Mister Midnight ah, Mitch-Albom


oh oh as in like, like date like just normal run in with other people ah that infect affected his life ah, K


like just say ah like okay like why is it inspiring


so it's like the butterfly effect ah, something like that


how different would the outcomes be, oh K K K, so it's like, it it's like showing you a alternate reality where like


if things didn't happen then like, something like that what no meh, oh ya lah ya lah like as as in like it it's just telling you like okay if you you didn't meet this person so and so you didn't do this thing then, your life wouldn't have turn out this way, okay can interesting


ya sia, and I think my most embarrassing moment you were there sia


okay !wah! I I !wah! I hate talking about this eh, okay so okay okay okay, it goes back to church, no no no that's not Lynn like Lynn was totally like, normal I feel


okay then like, okay okay okay so she remember right like, I forgot like what's the youth group thing called ah, Gen X right okay so that time we went for Gen X I remember, no that was funny that wasn't embarrassing, okay okay


okay so what happen right, so , okay so what happen was, okay I remember when, we were like


playing this game ah, it was about, I think everybody had a balloon, like everybody had a balloon, then like, this balloon was like taped around our thing our waist or, then we had to go and like pop the other person's balloon remember


is it I I cannot remember leh because like I remember the things I said that I don't think it's a leak, so like our team were like watching from the sidelines lah


then only I think there were in the game there was only you, Becky and like some other people, then I remember saying right, eh Merek you don't bang the key , it's damn embarrassing eh you imagine lah like okay it's a joke that, we will feel is not embarrassing but in church eh


then like that, it's damn embarassing, ya lah then what no no okay no no no no no I I okay no, it wasn't with that intention, but then that's how it came out as, so like that was very weird, so like I never go church again


no lah but kidding ah, I don't know leh no it's not that one it's not that one, I think it was in the basement one the the the, I forgot already lah it was it was it was such a such a weird thing, I don't know


oh it's not creepy, it's not that creepy, but it's going down the stairs is like okay, wait wait I have I have


ya ya ya ya ya it's like ya it it it it's quite weird, okay alias ah


what nicknames do you go by which is your favourite, I mean for me I call you what fat man, merman, fat boy


I thought you had this nickname called floor also, what was, what was


what floor, why eh, okay let's talk about floor for a bit, right you have you know you have to go through some meaningful conversations, like I want I want to know why is it embarrassing cause I know you so long already I I feel you never really get embarrassed by yourself


I mean you do, but it's like we never really talk about it, so I this is a good time to talk about it, okay ya ya ya okay then I get what you mean


ya ya ya, I understand, like how that time like !wah! you know one of my friends right, she found the video of us jumping the drain, oh that that was so, oh damn embarrassing sia cause I don't even know that friend that well like only ask her out


she stalk me on on Facebook, ya it's on my Facebook like I didn't private it, that's the thing eh, but a bit lazy also ah


I I don't think so, I don't think but I don't think that was Ian's house, that was, no no no that was it was it me you, and someone else I rambler, [orh] okay okay I remember that one !wah! that was damn long ago eh


that was damn long I think that was like five years ago already, no, I I I, oh ya ya ya ya actually ya, ya, long way, okay wait so what's your favourite nickname


why is it why homeball I don't understand, oh cause, okay, and then anything else, that's all


oh ya what what's with the Ricky thing ah, !oh-my-gosh!, oh right cause Merek right, she Rebecca then Becky then !oh-my! !ugh!, nevermind I also got gotten a few weird ones, find what Donny okay okay it's not weird is just like the at the end like the ny


like I don't know semi cringey, that's not even a word, alright here you go one point


I think can say shit, okay what, what do you what do you think ya


I think I'm a very simple person lah, ya like I'm a very simple person, I mean if I want to be remember by something I want to remember by as like, uh changed, I mean made a impact in a form


like made an impact in somebody's life ah like maybe my friends or family, I like could be a stranger but who knows I don't know, I hope to be !huh!, ya I mean okay is is, not really okay think about it no no one actually thinks about this like oh what do I wanna do with my life


like normally is like big big aspirations and dreams and stuff, but for me I just simple ah I mean I have aspirations ah, I mean I want to be like a, speaker or whatever but, I think for me as long as I, achieve


my goals where like you know I have a, stable job, stable family be able to like, take care of my parents and brother, especially the autistic one, I mean that's the that's the one of the main point also lah, ya so like


take care of them you know have a family of my own, be able to give them like a very comfortable living then okay already lah, okay okay then it


okay lah then if, if uh if you are putting it that way, I mean okay for me now yes cause like okay we are students what, I mean like we can't really like, foreshadow into the future that much also, I mean, all we can see is that, if we try to do well in our studies we'll maybe


get a good job ah and everything ah like, okay those things are very achievable yes I know, what I was really think about is like, I don't know eh I feel like, people of our age right now, also don't really think about that stuff ah, correct or not so like, I think for me right now quite okay ah but okay if talking about aspirations and goals and everything right


I tell you before what I want to be a speaker next time if possible, ya Ted Talk Kia, !oh-shit!, back on okay so, ya I wanna be a speaker next time ah so if, if I really wanna make an impact on like you know people's life and stuff I hopefully want to become like a motivational speaker


you know I just, I mean my life is not that dramatic or like whatever, but I feel like I've learnt a lot lah for my age, like, for the things I've been through and like it's not that I've been through a lot but then I feel like


I've made enough mistakes, and, I learn how to like you know come back from them ah, I've like, learn how to like you know make those mistakes into a, into a lesson, that's why I feel is very important


ya so okay okay I mean we're going off on a tangent but, ya I think, if I want to be remembered as somebody I want to be remembered as like a person that could that you know, uh changed, people's life from like you know trying to motivate them trying to see


help them see things from another point of view like, helping people become more empathetic, not what, eh what big words boy I mean, okay these few days is been rough okay use a lot of big words these days okay so apathetic and and stuff ah


like I I feel that that's lacking a lot in our like culture these few days I mean nowadays, you don't think so meh, like the youth is just, just all very self centered, ya, can speak for yourself also


what, it's a very brief


Gandhi type of way okay I mean, ya I know one it's like a, okay, okay ah then, I mean I don't know where I mean


you want to get this you want you want to make this very personal, okay okay so okay, is not say like that lah but, I mean I only found out this very very recently what like


like about depression and stuff, right or not ya, and I feel like, okay ah like this this like I don't know how to say is it a condition or or or what, I feel that okay ya it it it it really it I mean, I don't know how to explain leh it's very it's such a


thing that just triggers, is like nothing can happen that day I can just like, wake up the wrong way, you know from from bed and then it could just trigger from there like nothing has to happen for it to like trigger, and then like


for the rest of the day it just feels really really empty and bad, so if I would make something as a purpose, about changing lives right I think that would be one of my main, main subjects ah like depression all these kind of conditions that


like hinder ourselves from like daily lives and stuff ah cause I feel that, uh this kind of conditions I don't really define the person lah it's it's it's, to be honest I see it as a obstacle as anyway as in life at because I feel, people with depression I mean for me ah and for some of the people that I've met lah


they they like to like they like to compare their lives a lot from other people like, I have this friend her name is Naomi, like she's doing really well in school, ya like ya she she's doing really well in school like she's LaSalle student then like


she's doing well like she's a A student and everything ah but, to her right her work her work right in school right is always not enough although like, it's really really damn good it's like even her lecturer wants to buy like her publications and everything


like like she's a A student lah basically but ya, then like , it come to the point where like ya she got a good grade and everything but then like she didn't, achieve what she wanted to achieve from the start so she blames it a lot on herself


but, I don't know I feel like I feel like she tried her best, it it ya it really it feel uh it feel that it really boils down to self confidence and self, uh esteem, don't you think so


never heard of him, okay somewhat


okay I mean ya okay basically it's the same publisher lah, is it developer everything and okay


he he wants to achieve, ya ya ya okay I I I feel that I get that point of view I really get it but, okay think about it this way lah okay yes I really get that point of view cause like sometimes I do feel that way ah especially for like


recently Innova, uh okay ya is just a module but sure like okay ya I mean, okay with, if I got if if I gotten a A or B or for that for that module right I've got I've could I could have gotten a lot better score, right is a four credit module right ya is


I could have gotten a lot, I mean I could have gotten a better score ah I knew that I have the ability to do it I knew that, I could have done it way better, I mean I I felt that I done my best but, I don't know this kind of things plays into interest and everything ah


but I felt that I I did my my best for that time, so when I got back my result serious I know that, uh isn't what I wanted isn't what I wanted to set up to achieve, for you know that module but, I accept it as the way it is ah I'm not satisfied


correct I'm not satisfied but I don't let it bump me out, you understand that's the difference, she okay for my friend right she, she allows it to like pull herself down you know make her self esteem even lower her confidence make her make her feel that she isn't, anything she wasn't she she like she said it in her own words like


I'm twenty I have not achieve anything then I'm like !wow! !yo! I mean like I don't wanna compare but, a lot of people have it rougher than you eh, but I know I mean this this this thing it really plays into like a lot of self, confidence and self esteem issues ah because


who hasn't, right not, so I I I I just feel like if you like I mean if you want to look things, from another perspective I mean you you can use both perspectives but then, I feel as people you have to learn how to like you know


look at it both ways, like learn from the both ways yes you want to achieve more you want to satisfy yourself in the work that you do especially if it's your passion like the, Totoro the Totoro director ya correct but then like at least don't let it bump you down to the point where like you can't function in other other aspects of your life


like ya be sad about it just, take in that info why where and why you messed up, then carry on from there lah, I mean it's not like, it's your final project it's not like you know it's the end of your life so why


like you know bump yourself out, okay so back to the question right why, back to the question, if you ask me what I want to like, make like do in my what was the question again do in my life ah, okay how do I want to be remembered I want to be remembered as the person okay ya I think I kind kinda like got I want to be remembered as a person where like


I can, help mentor this kind of people, I know that words sometimes don't really mean anything I mean they have to help they want they had to want to help themselves but then, I don't want be like those


very patronizing counsellors or like you know , whatever it is but it's not personal enough I want to be their friend I want to be like you know, everybody is going through this you are not the only one, ya correct I mean we all have our struggles like everything we all have different things we want in life ah like example


okay lah I I was having this conversation the other day with my friend, okay, I mean, he has not been through any relationships and I have and then he's always like !wah!, so handsome !wah!, !wah! !wah! then I'm like


but then like uh at the end of the day I have all these things that he wants right but I don't feel happy, and he thinks that he might be happy with those things, so I felt that after self reflection I've been thinking ah like, actually in this world like everybody right, we all want different things, okay


like, we all want different things but at the end of the day we feel similar, like we don't have that thing, I mean if we not we have not achieve that benchmark in life ah we will never ever be happy, ya so it doesn't matter of what I have or what you have cause what you have may be what I want


right and what I have maybe what you want, like your three point eight !wah!, !oo! I mean I'm a three point five ah but it's not that bad lah, so I'm quite okay with it, ya so ya, long story short ya I want I want to be someone personable but I help them okay


give me my point, what's Maniac [orh] sorry is one pointer you want to get another one, or you want to read first then I change, okay, uh later we talk about the midnight thing ah


ties that bind okay what activity do you most, enjoy most enjoy doing with together with your family, playing darts, explain


that's all meh, okay, let's say if, it doesn't have to be anything ah, it's just playing darts meh, then okay then what if if it's not with your family eh, not with your family, I I don't understand your darts craze man nah here you go


I don't know dart's not fun for me, why


if only have one year left to live what would I change about my life, I don't think I will change anything eh


so fun, I mean, there's obviously like the the most cliche typical bucket list, where people want to do ah like want to jump off a plane, I don't know like do bung bungee jumping, I want do anything exhilarating I would never I feel like I would never ever do again when I'm


a fully grown adult ah, so if you ask me I'll complete my bucket list ah, like travelling going to Amsterdam, going to UK [orh] meeting, my favourite artist Matt-Maltese, oh that rhymed, okay


uh maybe going for a a uh Arctic-Monkey concert, ya, they might be coming, okay then then then we go out we must would that one must go, okay ya, so ya I mean change about my life there's nothing much to change ah


like recently all the things that I wanted to do like like wanted wanted I've done it


K ah that's not that's not hard, oh K three


K what, what value, do you bring to other people's lives, gonna be a long one ya


yup, what value do you bring, what do you think you bring to the table ah for with are like with other people, like ya lah what what benefits other people by meeting you


so you are saying you are very approachable ah, no as ya ya ya as in like ya I think you got the question wrong already I mean you going off a tangent


K what value do you bring to ah ya what to other people's life


I mean you can start by explaining yourself what, I mean that I feel like that helps lah like, I feel what I'm getting from you is where like, you want to treat other people, the way you want to be treated, is it is it I'm not right


like you I mean you don't expect, but then you you surely want loyalty back like if you've been loyal to them, right, is is I feel is with you it's a, is it a time sensitive thing where like you don't really want to put too much effort into someone where like, they would don't really reciprocate


what's the point is it, if you don't, try


oh , okay


okay maybe, ya it it's it's been a long time ah so very biased point of view, but I I feel like you can say the same thing for me also what, you can weigh, weigh more, ya


ya ya


I understand what you mean okay like I feel ya we we both have the very same thing ya I've like, after knowing each other for so long already that's why, I feel we, how to say ah it's just a, I mean we don't necessarily do it


on purpose it's just it's just that, it's not an excuse lor correct or not for other people, okay okay what I'm saying is like, we we, some I sometimes, you subconsciously motivate other people by, letting them know, I mean like we we we you motivate them through the indifference


like what's different between me and you I have two legs two hands we have one brain two eyes like, if I can achieve all these kind of things, why can't you, right I mean, especially like talking about family I mean if you wanna factor a lot of things also a lot of things to factor you know like family background


past results, the only thing different is, is just the mindset lah I feel, I feel that it's very appliable to every every part of life ah, like I I never ever get okay that's why I had a problem with you


it's I told you already it's about it's about the money issue, it's like it's like !wow! bro it's like I don't understand that one lah it's like you have two hands two legs, what for you need borrow money go and work ah, but I know lah I mean, time constraint and stuff ah, that's for you ah


but I don't know lah I just you know, have some money for the rainy days is good lah, cause I I have a lot of friends also like you, I mean not to say like you ah I mean at least you pay, your debts and everything ah but then like I always see them, borrowing money ah always complain no money then after that their friends have to like okay


I lend you some, and then you know some people can be very naive what, like I had this friend the other day she was telling me, she borrowed like she borrowed this dude, that she met for a few weeks like two hundred bucks, ya and then the other time she borrowed this dude, like uh uh


an iPhone, it was perfectly fine where she, she's it was perfectly fine I think it was a iPhone seven, it was perfectly fine when she she she uh she when she lend it to him, when he borrowed it ah, and when when she took it back right it was just like, ya trash, ya and then like that guy was like oh I'm gonna go repair it oh give me a few days blah blah blah blah and then when she finally got it back it was not even repaired


so I feel like I don't know ah like this kind of people, feel I feel is also most like they don't really know what they want in life, then they become very irresponsible with their spendings and like stuff not saying you are


ya you don't want you want in life ah but you can work on your spendings ah I feel, ya you should sia ya okay then okay back to the point is like ya lah I I think you just try to motivate them through the indifference between both of you all, very short very short story


[orh] ya, ya okay what I mean I will I will say that you motivated you motivated me also lah, nah here you go


I won't know eh, to be honest I still don't know what what I want, like I knew what I wanted but it didn't work out so


fine, so right now I'm just like in the daze [orh], I really don't know, I really don't know about it right now, like I mean like okay I feel like all the my past relationships like never say not it didn't work out lah but just like, just didn't progress in to anywhere