it's not very far apart that timing so we I still don't feel the pressure, and I furthermore I cannot sit too long, !oh-my-God!, then I see, I see like the place like dirty they never clean they keep on talking ah then I keep telling sir


the dirt there, somebody throw something then he turn okay okay is very concerned about the cleanliness in the class, you go and then I say ah what to do I have to I'm so clean person I cannot see dirts lying around on the floor


once upon a time it's call Coca-Cola, once upon a time lah


now no, oh ya, ya ya ya, !wah! god bless you


ah I don't really fancy last time I loved to watch Superman, because the hero so handsome Christopher-Reeve, he so handsome just for him can go and see the movie but now the superheroes all sucks, especially the Spiderman !oh-my-God!


I think my son looks better , old one ah not old old one the new one, I don't like


macho macho tank macho look, ya lah but, that's how they want him to act lah


is it, ya very matured


it's all the make-up lah ya


that's the problem with celebrities it not only in that country it's even in India also you look at Rajini that that superstar, he so old bald but you see in the movies, ah that's what I they only make the men looks younger than the women


cause women no matter they old also they are pretty, unlike the men


Friday, if today I didn't go tomorrow I have to go


why you giving that funny face


in the classroom


no lah once you know already all your fingertips, oh it's a lesson itself is it


need to come or no need to come


housework not completed, when housework not completed you know I scream like hell right


!oh-my-God!, one item, my children lah, item item uh, safe lah


my mother's portrait, in the hall the living room, my portrait's in the room, I'm still alive what I don't need that, I want my mother's portrait only


your phone, !oh-my-God!, ya lah !aiyo!


!walao! update people on the fire !walao! people already in agony then you want to take photo some more stand live ah, !aiyo!


run to the kitchen whatever I cook take the food bring out , you think you got time for that all


on the way on the way grab everything flower vase everything, tablecloth everything grab


embarrassing moment


oh you sleep as well


is it, the the that time when I was admitted in hospital, think I vomited blood I think then the the doctor ya I thought it was the nurse, but I go and hold the doctor who's supposed to attend to me, then


she, I hold on to her then I say I can't I want to vomit then she ask who's the person in charge of her why leave her here alone, then I realize that that's the doctor then she ask me are you okay say okay, then I'm talking to her she's talking to me but I vomiting very embarassing then the next time I cause I cannot see her face I was


very blur then the next day I was okay she come and visit me then I I go and ask her, may I know who are you then she say yesterday in front of me you vomited you forget me I say oh sorry I didn't see, I cannot see cause I was blur I was vomiting I was so sick


actually the lady she help me but I go and ask her who is she that was so embarassing


I walk, for when I was, in early primary one few first year primary one I took Malay I was at this school, it's near to my house so I can walk there I think ten to fifteen minutes I and my second sister will walk together


then when there's there's no Tamil I took my P one I took uh Malay, then uh all decided to change to a school where got Tamil then they change, me to another school when I need to take bus, then I took bus, that's why when I go there for P two all the other students can write sentence but I still learning the Tamil alphabetical word


writing there, eh I still can talk okay I still pass my second language, my Tamil but my Tamil is not so good lah because my language first language first what no kindergaten I learn Mandarin


ya then primary one I learn Malay, then I learn Tamil see lah I but I bilingual I learn all the language , but but actually I should have continued learning Mandarin cause in kindergarten I I won a prize for, for knowing the language well


ya, now no more I I think now is in the in that church now at Kampong-Kapor there's this church like they are doing that, kindergaten thing last time was just the shophouse


ya that the there the shophouse there lah they just, one house they took that into as a, (ppb) uh kindergarten school the principal is a Indian man but the teachers all Chinese but I love, to say my one two three in Mandarin


you know I go everywhere they ask me sit and they ask me to <mandarin>一二三: yi er san</mandarin> I I talk to them I I communicate with all the Chinese old ladies so in the coffee-shop, then I like should have continued right but my family they worry If I come home with homework nobody is there to help me


ah that's the thing, okay lah but cannot lah, it's not so easy, but at least like Tamil the rest my siblings all know Tamil all take Tamil they can


the only thing I struggle a lot, when I was in P two !wah! I really struggle !wah! Tamil Tamil class I see Tamil class now Tamil class only !wah! I, want to cry already, you know all will start writing the compo you know I don't know I don't know a single word


I was really struggling, I know that normal we talk in normal language it work, ah spoken one is good but not written lousy, but somehow I managed lah somehow I managed, but some until now I still got the phobia you give me a Tamil book come read I cannot


I cannot read, can't remember lah you ask me now how many donkey years already of course I pass I pass all my, but one thing all my exams I pass my it's not that I fail, that's why my sister she won't say anything because she is the one who used to coach me my studies every night have to


go to the dining room with my books she will never scold me because she know that no matter what I sure pass my exam about all the subjects, so I'm the sayang one lah my third sister she always get it, she always anything ah she get low marks or something like that ah she always get it from her so I I I move away lah


is not my problem, combine lah, uh Chemistry


second English then uh, ah I take Bio I take Literature, POA right


POA lah, history geography, I take my time got this religious knowledge, we had religious knowledge where we learn about religious Hinduism Buddhism Christianity


I have to go all the way to Rangoon secondary to do that class not in my school, but okay lah that's interesting I'm always, very interesting


ya have but Tamil I never go only for religious knowledge I go, ah is just like the sec one sec two


oh my home-economics I love, I'm always the top student in home-economics and literature, top student every year, then they say uh literature uh the top at the class they just mention my class then to then before they tell


(ppb) my class will announce my name call my name already


I'm very good in geography my geography teacher also loves me, in all my test I get upon upon then she will come she will every time we call her butterfly teacher because she put this bow, thing on the head like hairband like that is a butterfly think


she say every time she will come to the class and she will she will say okay, uh you know who the one who get the full marks then they all like tell, geography, chemistry literature, ah home-economics


I took art, I love art it's so nice, creativity mah , same lah last time also same, just one chilli and a bowl chilli and a bowl and a carrot will take months to shade


months you know, class work ah


ah still has, not I mean for literature students no problem for theory writing it's pages but one question you have to write three to four pages


then now I'm going for that course also right then they say this particular model, we need to write one question thousand five hundred words they were telling then all was yelling groaning crying


ya lah ya lah, ya lah, that's why I I I tell in the class !aiya! thousand five jujube lah


you know literature students if who those who take literature in school literature students no problem, can write more than that we're so used to it writing essays so many words, as long you know


k let me see, why is this fellas the hand oh ya you gonna shoot right, but no gun, k I see


Adam Peggy Sue, what's yours, so Peggy Sue lah


oh okay, I think this one is like old McDonald's have a farm that kind of thing you know then what the two boys one, two boys on the see-saw this fella like terkejut oh like scared only


correct not uh, one blue colour, and uh one white colour, behind there got one pig like you like the face, okay then uh below


besides is a bush, where got bush with flowers, then how to, right behind lah, what colour flowers your one


also got lady, how big are my circle, just anyhow circle lah, uh below there got one, the Edward-Scissorshand like that holding on to yours also have ah


[orh] okay my one invisible bush he's cutting invisible bush, okay never mind uh, let's see, John Pin store they only sell pins there I guess, oh now only pins, oh so okay I think that's the one


then got a picture of uh clothes all they say pins, mother's day, buy your dad the perfect gift, anyhow only they all, then after that got put two T-shirt, yours got two T-shirt lah but lah


then below uh my one got the sheep with the, the baby sheep call what ah, lamb ah the the lamb, mine got one more here, k then


got lamb then got chicken ah lamb chop and chicken chop, yours also chicken chop ah, then like the you see the two


then this one chicken so lamb chop chicken chop , no lah mine got peas green peas


okay, that's why I think they not happy you see this one like eh my one got peas eh how come my one don't have ah, see the peas like that irritating ah , later they, these two like, what play what police and thief ah I'm gonna shoot you cowboy


he looks more like a cowboy he go and tell the negro fella like cowboy like that only, oh mine gonna shoot you cowboy, so that's one so how many we have now one two three four five six seven still got another


five more, five more five more, tractor the tractor my one got three wheels one wheel like Macam Punchek like that


then beside got the shop, what's that, okay behave, honey hive, no hives ah I have one


then after that below yours got what is the one the sack, sack of what, rice ah honey, potatoes mine don't have, so only mine don't have anything in these sacks, something is wrong somewhere, one two three four five six seven eight nine


anything different, I see yours, the haystack that one is the haystack right, so at the shop


oh my is the the the pig eat until all ya the I think that is the some vegetables ah no the pig, eat what that one, uh okay one, then these two you see these two funny funny, see them see them


got any difference or not no right, the ladies also no difference, nothing much of the difference already what, k, this one the chicken doing what eating


we done with the chicken


the face of the, two of them the two of them anything, correct I also have ya


ya, though yours is the perfect thing, John Pin store yours hats and pins


I really have no idea I really cannot find already, [orh] yours adult <unk> ya right one more you don't draw my hand lah


ah the pic you see the pic already nothing ah, ah I was looking at this only, there, oh


she just what, [orh] so the whole thing ah


like that ah, so twelve meh, half half lah ya lah correct lah because, should be what cause after that lesson finish, cannot be lah, okay


only the bush right, ya lah, ya lah I just any just go and put there cannot be what should be twelve


I think, wait I think, Siloso this one look more like for me East-Coast Beach eh


you look carefully, anything lah you just go to eh now we have Punggol Beach ah, okay lah Punggol Beach ah, uh looks nicer ah Punggol looks more picture looks more like a Punggol, k


shack open what is what is shack open, as in what open, toilet like that ah, I think it's like a toilet is it, is yours shack open, oh no mine shack open


okay then after that uh, oh playing golf ah, she playing with the with the red hat where got red hat


oh okay, no is just standing there with the ball, golf right that's like playing golf right, anyhow only


k, the beach ah but the beach you all never even go near the beach what, okay, then this one like modern like that only, how you know, I don't have any beach cream


looks more like a beach cream, looking at her like , then beside is what last seats half price last seats for what, the uh South Pavilion Paul-Simon Tribute


oh yours don't have ah last seat half price, don't have ah, ya no then for the South Pavilion Paul-Simon Tribute


ah Paul-McCartney Paul-Simon , then you see this lady like just coming out like wearing pajamas like that, I don't know looks looks like that's why, looks like she just woke up and then never bathe and then just coming to the beach to


then beside this one what got, this one pushing a pram or pushing what trolley, ah the lady, he's pushing a trolley but oh uh looks more like a pram


but inside the pram like no baby right standing beside the recycling, and the waste dustbin, no one recycling one waste what one is for the to recycle one is to throw all the rubbish


no wonder I think, peaches yeah, yeah, mine is like, I think he's uh he's he's about he's about to shout and saying eh peaches because he's holding a bunch of peaches on the hand


do you want to hold the straight peaches ah, do you have is is he holding anything at the hand, no there's some dangling from the basket no, [orh] more probably he wants to go there lah and get something to eat


behind him the man lah ogling at the lady oh oh you're talking about the fisherman thing ah, laptop, where got North Shore where got


no there's no North Shore yours you have ah, fishing net and some fishes , first time I see fish fish blue color, there's seashells yeah


seashells ah mine got three, then got seahorse what, seahorse got fish all, oh are they trying to say what beware of seahorse and fishes ah, or you can go fishing for seahorse and fishes


my God, seahorse and fishes this one like got more, more differences like that one two three four five six seven eight nine ten eleven twelve thirteen, I think should have more you know can, you see more sure can find and then this boy here sitting down there with the socks


and shoes, one socks he take out I don't know what he doing, no he just took out his socks I think the socks went sand went inside the socks I guess


they took out the socks, nothing better to do I think taking out the socks for what I also don't know, fourteen you count again, one two three four five six seven eight nine ten eleven twelve thirteen fourteen ya ya fourteen


so which is which Paul-McCartney show tribute or Paul-Simon, wait I still go back to the next feature can or not cause I not happy about, I cannot find, the twelve one cause that one is like fourteen then here like cannot find anything


there definitely will have one you know, check properly lah, okay go down, alright you go to the haystacks, anything with the boys anything wrong with the boys, pointing fingers then the fellow is putting up the hand


don't know, okay you go up another two boy on the see-saw, one is like terkejut like that the shocked like that the face, any expression on the face for you


you saw the shocking face ah, then the boy the face, nothing ah, go up Adam Peggy Sue dog, eh no pig


that one done, pig got tail that one oh got, (ppb) no no I, hello, sometimes the they have the pictures right sometimes don't have, dog okay after that tractor tractor got nothing at all ah


wheels anything wrong with the wheels, nothing okay the shops, honey the windows got crack, then downstairs got potatoes okay, okay John pins blah blah blah


you check properly, don't have


twelve ah, no because this one is circle two time this one looks like twelve see I cheat you all ah don't know one two three four five six seven eight nine ten eleven twelve ah you see, you circle this one twice lah just action like that here one then here one then become twelve already


just anyhow only , k I start first or you start first, I start first ah you got you got more cards okay I start first, how many cards you have there, one two there four five six seven eight eh same lah


k I start first ah, k, bucket list, what's top three on your bucket list what bucket, ha I also don't know what is bucket list I think probably like what you really want to get top three on your bucket list like , what's your first three priorities lah probably something like that


let's see how much I earn within these few weeks to go another two more weeks three more weeks to go, first first one ah first one must be the top one


must be the most expensive one, don't tell me E-scooter all that one I cannot get I must work three days four days I think non stop I work, handphone second one, handphone you go handphone shop very easy can get one just go ask them


second one, shoes ah, our house not not enough shoes ah, okay the third one


never make up your mind ah, then three only, so difficult for you to okay I tell you my one three ah, first, but actually ah bucket list ah for me ah nothing is I think for myself ah, first for Steph lah for Steph would be


handphone, then for the second one uh for the second child, probably something that he wants lah E-scooter is a bit too expensive maybe I buy for him you know the toys one ah the E-scooter model, then for the other kids


the small ones uh see lah that's for the bucket list now lah my mind, the rest all old already so you all, keep cool ah Christmas not for you all already old already, k


hello am I not doing that everyday at home, favourite uh favourite would be cooking lah you should know, okay mine will be cooking you know very well


secondly, hanging clothes oh washing clothes that's the easiest just take put everything put inside washing machine and wash clothes, and thirdly would be washing the toilet I think, the last the least one I hate is what you know


folding clothes because I don't know whose whose whose is whose whose is whose then I have to be like !aiya!, yours


eating and sleeping, tell me about it , and mopping, what personal okay character flaw ah what what personal trait do you dislike most about yourself ah I know I know actually you no need to tell me I know


personal trait do you dislike most about yourself right, so don't know lah, your stubbornness maybe your fussiness, ya lah your flaw your flaw


personal trait you dislike okay you dislike about most about yourself not something you should like not the pros all the cons, I tell you, no really I think it's the fussiness it's so irritating sometimes


no making up your mind is different know but fussy is like eh this one don't put here lah that one don't put here !alamak!, this one cannot make it for me it will be what you know, ya too soft hearted, I dislike myself because why or not every time I become soft hearted ah like everything people say also go everything people say also go


everytime must give in !alamak!, k, !wah! I a lot of nicknames ah belly


then belly so smelly, then belly belly Lom-Chiam-Pas, so many because my name Sally what oh start with Jelly, okay I think the most I think belly lah because everybody calls me that now, you all are the one who give me the name yours I know


fatty , !wah! a lot but mostly all will call you fatty only even #ah pa# also call you fatty


outside Sonia, ah there you see rhyme right, okay my one tete-a-tete, tete-a-tete when did you last have a truthful meaningful conversation with someone [orh] what did you talk about that is will be me


meaningful conversation no lah I think <unk> I think should be the eldest, right, or is maybe some, can be not us lah can be probably someone outside the family, probably of any of your friends


I I also don't know because you last you spoke to anybody was like one week ago, with your husband ah, k good then I think you should talk things out, get over and done with


but, this one is conversation with someone you know and what you all talk about, with me lah probably about work, right, ya, probably is about work, for me would be meaningful conversation is uh


ya that is, but truly meaningful conversation is about uh my boyfriend ah, my boyfriend, we talk about the future lah, what we really want and uh mostly we talk about Christ ah


about his uh addiction to drugs, ah really to really get over, what he should really stand for the signs and symptoms everything lah you should know, okay next yours


of my lives or, happiest moment ah that point of time ah, when I gave birth to my first daughter, there was a bundle of joy you know really I do know


when you got married with, to your husband , first one second one, first husband second husband, ya lah, and gave birth right ya lah


same ah, no I think I think the first one is the easiest one because I was not there, really the second one also I was not there the third one was a nightmare, please, don't make me go through that again k mine last supper


for your last meal, what would you eat and with whom would you eat with, last supper I thought what know know Jesus-Christ <unk> last supper, we will be eating with the disciples, what's the last meal


ah what would you eat and who would you eat with


then food what would you want to eat, ya I also, okay mine would be very simple lah just eat the eh


enough lah I think you, some more, might as well you say right you bring the whole family right, bring them to a seafood restaurant and sit down and eat, okay, k mine would be what know very very simple lah you know about me very simple person, eat with the family but


uh homecooked food ah, just cook anything, at home just gasak only everytime pot, ah like like hotpot like that you know like not hotpot lah like uh, what do you call that ah, potluck potluck everybody cook their own favourite the best dishes ah they put on the table then we all eat


!wah! Shiok, me ah, my innocence ah, ya lah my innocence lah I miss most is my innocence like acting like blur like not not acting blur you know now is acting blur


last time young time ah is really blur, people ask you uh you got boyfriend !huh!, what boyfriend got lah a lot of boys and friends ah, then like uh you come puberty already, got blood not blood then you scream and run you know that kind of thing is like so


so innocent like that, now ah people say blood ah ah you got menses ah blood ah !huh!, the one common lah heavy flow !huh!, common lah I got Kena two three weeks know all these kind of things also you should understand lah


trust ah, but this one your childhood know, your innocence same lah that's why I say innocence lah ya lah you every time like to cheat people what, use your your your <NEN> the the the pathetic face you know and then give like I never do but actually you actually the the mastermind


then everybody will really trust you is like really lah why you got that that face, ya lah that's why now now that's the opposite lah that time you never do you give that pathetic face ah people will believe say !aiyo!


ya lah, now, now we give that face also we can cannot run cause the eyes can cheat the nose can cheat the mouth can cheat, okay two to tango what are you looking for, what are you looking for a partner or what are you looking for in a partner lah something like that lah


I think I got one of the best cards you know, responsibilities as in, ah that's obviously


same ah I just wanting I was thinking of that only honestly, truthfulness lah, honesty ah, for me most importantly is, ya, sincerity ah


genuinely genuine lah, something for me is ya lah like you say uh, loyalty honesty, trustworthy lah trust lah the base, the base is always trust once you lose the trust for the person you cannot


how honest the person can be with you also you can never believe them trust must be there, once they already, ya that's, betrayal lah once you betray the person's trust already that's it there's nothing that you can do to turn back time, okay


but that's mine my question or your question ah mine ah okay yours what, faith


peace, misery ya, ya I give them their freedom ah


oh wait uh let me change my card I think this one I I don't think I really can understand, ah I know this one you good okay what is the most inspiring book book you ever have you have ever read, !oi! got a lot lah you know about the inspiring book you know


mine #Lee Kuan Yew#, not really #Lee Kuan Yew# lah ah ya ya I think mine is #Lee Kuan Yew# ah no no no sorry mine is this one , #Subhas Anandan#


the criminal lawyer lah that's the one, I love you know I love to read those kind of detective story like how he, how he break the the


hey you know right I love kids right from me, very very important, I always hope that uh you know even though even my life not in the my children will make me happy, they are the most precious ones


same yours got, same right, very very important now, k is there someone at this table you would like to know better which table which table wait I change my card


mutant power okay if you could wake up tomorrow with a special ability what would you have this is nice, interesting, ya, don't tell me you have the same as mine, same thoughts


mine is to turn back time, same lah you see my one I want to turn back time because why you know, everytime you do mistake only then turn back turn back, do the correct the mistake again then come back again


(ppb) then after that after that you you you, uh hurt someone's feeling go back again go back to the time then talk to the person nicely okay yours, power to shut people up, that's why


nothing, I always get things done, and over with, actually ya sometimes lah some topics lah


ya, oh ya something sometimes like that lah but, I will definitely I will have thing to like pin pin it down on the spot get it over and done with, k


okay if your house caught fire and you only have time to save one item what would you save, item you look like item ah, !huh! your phone ah


your phone, for me would be my savings, my piggy bank, at least everything done down the drain everything all ah still ah inside the bank got no money also at least the piggy bank can help buy food to eat


what stresses and destress me ah, stress me relationship problems ah, relationship problems money when it comes to financial issues


financial issues, work, okay finish already lah two, oh six eight mine eight already finish yours also ah, ah take some more


catch and release, k, catch and release do you know when to let go of someone, do you know when to let go of someone, in what sense, ya lah


how how do you know also how do you know when to get, let go of someone


for me how do you know when, when to let go of person is when you repeatedly, have to keep on or constantly have to keep telling them what to do what not to do, probably like uh


what to do what not to do and then like, like no keep on spoon feeding them, really it's really very uh annoying you know you tell them once you tell them twice ready they they act like they know they listen to you but in the end


like, back to square one again, then again you do the same thing again you tell them nicely ah until you really burst out, then they want to, oh too late already what every time there's always this word too late to justify whenever you do something which is very wrong


you know that you're wrong but you act like blur Sotong like that then, too bad for you lah out you go, how how


!alamak! mummy's cooking, ya mummy's cooking both of us, I miss her too , oh I always love to eat her you know ah


until now I don't know no even mak besar all they all don't know until now until now her I think her that one is her secret recipe


but got the Kicap feeling you know, ah she never use the oyster sauce all these things you know she only use the normal ah, right that's why I wanna try that one and then the the other one is the Sambal <NEN> Sambal Tumis is always extra


different ah her Nasi-Goreng also different, I really miss her I miss her cooking so much, okay what is the most important lesson you have learnt from your parents


let's see yours and mine the same or not both same parent


ah something like uh, what do you call that ah, love your enemy


ah do unto others as what you want others to do unto you ah, there's no difference lah ya lah ya lah, for myself will be what you know mummy always taught me to be humble


ya humble yourself, everytime humble yourself if not uh, always keep not say, control your temper lah most of this is just humble yourself do not, uh don't every time everything also fire up fire up fire up or whatever people say you always want to be the


at the highest ranking once you humble yourself the rest will follow it's always like that, yesterday, ya yesterday you also yesterday ah


I cried yesterday because I was worshipping not sorry on Sunday was the last I cried it was because I was worshipping, God ah, I really, on Sunday I don't know why it's just the overflow of the Holy Spirit I think, it just made me break down I started singing the sing from nowhere I just started to cry


and I didn't even know I I couldn't at the point of time I just beside me anybody or nobody also I never bother I just crying I think I everybody was like looking at me I didn't even bother, really lah I think there's so much of burden in me ah that I just, the only person that I can cry to is God and that's the the moment when the Holy-Spirit just uh take over take control over me


ya for you why you cry last night why never tell me, what happen, you've been crying the whole day the whole week right no I wanted to ask you why but you didn't tell me I keep on asking you you say you were okay


okay the moral of the story describe one important life lesson you've learnt from the books that you have read, describe one important life lesson you've learnt from the books that you have read


can I tell can I tell, Incredible Tales do not be afraid of do not be afraid of spirits because , ya


the important lesson ah life lesson, for me actually uh just now I was just joking for me life lessons would be uh, do not be picky and choosy lah you know, uh picky and choosy in a sense that, take it as it comes


you don't take then you say !alamak! this one don't want then after that Sekali the the next one that you you thinking that the next one would be, uh better but the next one is worse, uh so take it as it is lah, but doesn't mean all the rubbish you ya


ya lah don't don't like as if you know uh the rubbish come also you just take only, then after that you sit down you suffer, okay, the other one yours !huh! that one is mine or yours


yours ah okay mystery guest if you could have a, an hour long conversation with anyone at all who would you talk


daddy Appa, because like if you I think ah from young I've never really sit down and really talk to him


as a father you know as a father and daughter never really every time he talks to us we'll be like hiding behind the door, so probably there'll be a time ah where I really need to sit down and have a really, good, a logical valuable conversation with him


your one ah your turn, what's your card, no more already ah finish already ah


how do I want to remembered that's a very cute, no lah is a very uh genuine and uh


sincere person, you how you want to be remembered, jovial, bubbly, ya lah, positive person lah, what risks have you taken for someone you love


getting married to him oh-god, that's the risk the highest risk , very true right, the mine also lah the risks I have taken for someone I love is, committing suicide, sorry attempting suicide


that's the risk I took right that's the worst ah, I think that's the worst uh, uh I have done for anyone in my life ah, thirty seven years of my life I've never done even for my own family members my children I think, for some useless, person who just come and goes in my life


really (ppb), I I I feel that that point of time I'm just being stupid I never think of anything probably is because the alcohol take over my body take control of my body ah, so I couldn't think straight but after that the pain and suffering also


he like nothing like that like don't care like that happily going behind my back with other women all you know so you see the the the important , not risks you know the the pain that I went through ah, even to the person I really love I did it for him also in the end he


not bothered, and for somebody that I do nothing for them they are the person who is like caring for you so much and, you know, really going after you like a like a dog, uh really giving their really giving their time their their their money their everything whatever they can give even they can give their body and soul they will do it


oh last one right there last one, anything, !wah! faster


no fear ah, oh, probably uh, fighting with a cobra


my worst nightmare, fear what If I don't have fear, ya lah, ya I I the the worst fear of my life is the cobra, which are snakes right so if I'm not afraid of them I straight away go and fight for them I see them I go and fight with them


for I know I I got the strength, fear ah nightmare ah for me actually, rap music ah


say lah, actually but actually, actually my one is not, not snakes lah actually my one is nightmare ah, fear the, very cruel


ya lah black magic lah, the voodoo thing all all these things right ya, actually still does exist you know this thing, I'm not I'm not talking about only uh uh around the world you know I'm talking even in Singapore itself


black magic can be people around you itself, not a lot people say black magic is you do the the thing you know, you go and see the, person and do is not black magic is within you, if you have a black heart everything you do is


uh that is people with no heart, you can describe the worst date you've ever been on


no ah never go on a date meh, all good ah all your guys good ah, ya so no worst one ah, then mine also actually got no worst one ah


do I have any close friend, name ah, what will you do if you won ten million dollars tomorrow


awesomeness ten million , ten million you give me ten thousand also I also don't know what to do ten million


ya ya actually, open a business ah, ya actually I wanted to ask you ah, just now you tell me these past few days you crying right why ah, come to the topic, because at home what I feel that I don't have the time to really talk to you either I'm at home


uh doing my things cooking busy with children, ya lah but what is the actual topic what is the thing that actually leading you to, this kind of situation, like Facebook, all these about social media right is it


that you've, you caught him red handed or what


you caught red handed, [orh] something somebody is doing to you ah, as in you are telling about that, black magic thing or whatever something oh, so is something concerns him also


I don't know it, yeah I I feel that ever since he go back to this job ah that he's doing ah


something of some bad people around there around him probably is, family members who


but I see is twenty four seven not anywhere else around ah or probably maybe, after so many years ah


thing else any specific things, I don't get you


in our house ah, me ah, person in our house, as in, our family members or is staying the house, must be your elder sister ah


you all must at least talk something ah then you can get about <unk> you keep everything to yourself then I myself got so many things to to to, to think about to bother, no lah you really feel comfortable about anything you just come to the person and talk lah


I already can sense that but I told him, but it keep on telling you you are having imaginations


yeah lah, I I think uh I told you already you see ah, when you started coming to church ah the last few


weeks ah, was everything, you going to church, ya lah why after so many years


no lah I mean, if if if they are not the one I I know who you referring to as they, I know I can feel that, you know that's what sometimes make me angry you know thinking that ah


so uh what the religion the religion that they are having now or they are praying to whatever is now their children are very well done, ya


not that's why I'm I'm that's why I'm trying to get to the bottom of this you know it is, lah like like like what I'm like what I'm saying you see ah, talking about religion ah is the religion that they they are talking about right


helping them in any way, all their children are good ah, all the children are good ah, you see all the children in all which direction, and the religion that we are bringing our children you see our children are in which direction


nothing can go against God lah that's why I tell you always I tell you just pray for it only, see lah for myself you see lah how many, how many years you know


how many years I've been, yeah, that's why I said you should be you should be strong in whatever you, you believe in you should not every give in to


whatever people wants you to believe in, be strong in your own religion be, everybody says everything same thing every every, every religion is the same free-thinker every every religion there's God


ya lah, that that's what we've been, and that's why they, anymore


children, really, they was


come on lah this is, oh so there has been an issue lah


that's not right ah, did I tell you what <unk> just dedicate yourself to God, just dedicate yourself that's it, no you we have been happy family


like I say that's why I say, God has never faked his love for you or have never forsaken you any for until how many years he's waiting, the day where you really made the move to come back that's the day that your whole life will change look at mine


I have, I you you, it's a choice that is given to you it's a choice is given to you no one, so I was saying you know uh


just dedicate yourself back, oh okay, no that's why I was saying telling you right just, see my life has been hell for what how many years


before I really really dedicate myself, then everything fall into place, work


but people is reading your mind as in, also, so kuat ah


so strong ah, oh is it maybe people they are reading they actually read you already, oh okay okay I understand understand, that's why I say you just go go to church you know something or not people irritate you ah you must irritate them more


whatever you can do I can do better, prove to them that you think you can do this better than I do ya let me show you that I can do it better than much much better than you, that's why you you understand what I'm trying to say or not you keep on talking about his religion did you talk about your religion when you stead him


uh the more, then you should have thought of your religion what you can do but actually actually what is, religion ah religion is God, and you support yourself God is only one, is how you


Monday, oh thank you


don't forget we waiting to see the gender of the baby also, I'm excited and this one is a girl means that's it !yay!, !aiyo! first, two three, four five six seven


seven boys right, seven boys and two girls so nine, seven girls two two boys nine plus yours now ten , I'm the, grand, ah second aunt right second aunt for


eight, second aunt, for eight, uh niece and nephews my goodness !aiyo!, that's it there goes my Christmas, money oh-my-goodness that's why I really need this week this year I really need to


last you know you know why or not, seven is, boys uh daughters birthday, then, it is, your sons birthday third one, all coming coming then after that boy boy birthday on the nineteen


then Christmas dinner on the fifteen, then Christmas on the twenty fifth your husband birthday on the twenty fifth, you see, then thanksgiving New Year oh-my-goodness this December, and tomorrow is December first, for heaven's sake


I just want, ya and that's why ah, ya ya, you're using the money for what actually for what purpose


but you you it doesn't borrow so much ah you only borrow for ten twenty dollars, twenty thirty dollars, ah his workplace are the people are feeding him you know, you know or not


how they know they cheated on him that you go inside, shy boy


why are they like that ah dear, he tell you ah


the thing tell you


!aiyo! scary [seh], in human form or human, warning you or just like, talking to you or what


then you got ask him or not, thoughts ah, the the images and the voice


hallucinating, mirror, that's a bit too much right


but you you never confronted him, I see ah nowadays he like Bochup also know in the relationship like that you know


normally last time he scared you know, last time he scared know, he got the money he got the pay he will come and tell you uh uh tell you account B pekan ini lah B, ya


I'll get this, no I I I one thing ah that I I realise also he change a lot and nowadays like, you talk to him never talk to him he also like buat bodoh he do his own things, then after that uh like


money come money go also like nothing like that to today he get money also he like, and last time he used to okay wait he give you all the money ask you to manage right, sometimes right inside the account or what, that's why I keep on telling you from last time money this is


this is what we should be from before already when you started working ya when you, when you started working the florist shop every time you been going to work all these things <unk> four five months you had money in your hands you see like dog already he coming after you


everything also must wait for you to give him money for expenses top up his EZ-Link card buy cigarette


what is his real life or who, again, what rubbish lah then, starting starting she really got left you what


what nonsense you talking, for eight years you been this one, rubbish right you talking


this one must be the mother lah, ya lah


every time you not around call you ten times, message ten times, now see you go also go ya, now everytime morning wake up straight away go work


ya lah starting starting that time like don't want to go work Macam baby I stay at home they give reason until don't want to go work say there pain here pain take MC all, now like you see like lincah everyday wake up the first morning wake up they go work


after so many years if if that was the case the moment when she comes out came out already he will just gonna stay with the mother and just


just not, that's why the second Facebook account all come in ah the picture


the this one ah the the his working place the all the this one lah Hantu lah, already the the Abang in the in his workplace already ah that time he was sharing with you we were going to the chalet that time ah inside the, taxi he was talking to me and uh Chris


this one that one then they all having conversation he's the centre man, centre man


used to right, so what lah then your your your your son is a your, oh both your son also are drug abusers what


what because why they are sons ah, come on lah, your son is a drug abuser one one is a


the husband !chey! your husband another one, you all you all never do any crime never do any mistake ah they will point fingers at people it's okay you know, k they are to, worst family lah really lah I don't know what to say you know


they're the worst family I have ever come across, my opinion lah, I'm no one to judge lah but really sometimes you every time you talk about that family only my blood really boils you know I sometimes pray to God ah for really


knock some sense you know take his hand ah really literally knock give them one knock on their head you know really sometimes I imagine that you know I say God ah please, never realise


that they're they're hypocrites ah, yeah call hypocrites lah, !wow! so many things, that's why I say you need to talk to someone you cannot yeah


genuinely


that's why I say don't care lah if your eldest, been living without a man for how many years of her life, I, am not committed to, anyone, you are the only one so far holding on to the relationship for


for your marriage ah for these past eight years, people twenty years twenty five years thirty years also ah, he's really playing with your mind too much already


!walao!, the coffee my-goodness, I've got no choice really I'm not going to drink it I don't drink coffee, no really I don't drink coffee but, own honest opinion


I dare you not, ya lah that's why, but you see ah Chris also ah, tell you the truth ah, he's not perfect you know, he's not perfect he has his pros and cons but I've been very patient with him that is why ah


he change so much because he shock of his life ah that, no one has ever done that before for him when he was hospital for hospitalised for five days ah, everyday I go I come back home, I see the children I cook something every time bath all everything bath again go there stay there at night come back again, this whole one the whole one week he shocked you know he say nobody has done that before for him


and ah I'm the only girl, I'm the only girl in his life ah who he cried for, that day he after the hospital right I send him back home we cut his hair send him back home under the block, he went up he put his things and put my things while I come down you wait for me ah then I send you off


it's very tired I was sitting down I was watching movie with my phone, watching only the phone suddenly he come down come down because you have to wear specs right, come down then he walk then he putting his head down, I never for today is our fourth month ah I never see him cry before in my life no matter how angry he is how hurt he is also he never cry


that day he came down ah, came down he look, sit down don't want to face my face me sit down like that just like facing sitting down like that he face like that, come lah go ah, then I want to take my phone he just grab my hand like that grab my hand already ah


then I look at him I say !oi!, why, Sekali he, cry lah, I look at him I say forty one years old buffalo crying <NEN> he cry already then he take out his specs


he tell me he say, five days I with you ah totally ah like suddenly you now you going back and tell me you going back ah I don't know what to do already I blur I say you know what you can do, punch your eyes one more time you can go back to hospital get the stitches open go back stay in hospital for another one more week I stay with you


say no there's different different type of nobody has done this before for me he thought when he go in right come out right the five years right, he will get another <unk> again, he will do this one again, he will, uh sleep with the girl all everything play the girl out, no not really play the girl out lah he has never break off with anybody in the in the relationship before you know one girl so all the <NEN> he go on with Yira Shikin


Yana Wati all these girls ah all go by months also lah one month eight months uh, uh Shikin is two and a half months I think all ah, is how he break off with them you know, is when he Kena caught he go inside then they break off with him not he break off with them


he never break off with them he all ah one girl, one girl he will be with but he got scandal all he got tell me he got scandal all <unk> all how he scandal you know, the girl will come and the the, girl girlfriend's friends all right


have to go through him only what he is the, the supplier right, so I have to go through him right, so from him only they will go, then after that uh, they will get to know the girl the girl will give the contact number what the friend, the girl's friends all will give the contact number okay meet me at this place and then I give


then he will purposely go down then he will ask them, how your place can go can smoke or not this one that one then put down then he will go sangkut but he will, (ppb) but he ah he very manipulative fellow also he know how to sweet talk


then after that everything okay already back to square one he go back with this girlfriend the girlfriend okay until he Kena caught the last one the one of the longest is Yana eight months, Yana also got two two kid, Irah also good but Irah is twenty something years old only young girl she's a poly student you know the girl Irah


quite sweet looking typical Malay look lah just come out give <unk> that kind of look how the face, short hair thin ah but got <NEN> but she's a poly student and she's a, hostess last time work as a hostess


see got this kind of education all what they work as, tell me, cause why want fast money, ah then is her ex boyfriend also, is a customer from the, from the club that she works, and everything then


started taking things from this fellow right, started taking the <NEN> from this fella, this fellow I don't know also lah, after work I go and see <unk> come back


these people really cannot take cannot, anytime go, day before yesterday all the whole family members came then, then the <NEN> was breathing very hard, the eyes all go up already, the heart stop you know


then they faster all start to pray pray pray pray pray then she keep he start to breath again ah then the the cousin brother was telling, cause the heart stop, everybody start to cry already they think okay that's it last


after that after a while later he came back again right everyone was praying praying praying, and, he was not there that's another thing make them shocked, after so many years he coming back he came out, never even go and see the <NEN> right yesterday only he go and see the <NEN> was complaining


so many years, ah so many years you, never come and see you come also come wrong timing, see now what time oh oh uh after three weeks only now only resting sleeping you standing like that


then after that I was telling lah I say lah see now don't worry I say <NEN> don't worry nowadays he will come often to come and see, see like him uh


Sunday, that's why lah, I already I, no that's why I I already plan already that's why purposely I purposely two three times you remember or not


no you were sitting, you were sitting down inside the room two three times I purposely come and remind you what, fatty don't forget ah Friday Saturday Sunday got work ah you confirm right confirm right keep on telling you then he was sitting there right so I was like thinking definitely he will


definitely I was I was thinking to my mind what I was like thinking okay, uh hundred percent he will come and ask me what is it about #zhun zhun# today he ask me, ya that's why I tell you just as I expected today morning he ask me I said I I told uh


I told who ah eh go and wake mummy up mummy have to go for survey, then he ask me what survey oh yesterday yesterday, yesterday, because I told you what


no that's why I say yesterday right I I was talking something then after I say !alamak! tomorrow I got, very busy day ah one whole day I have ah need to do a lot of thing he say tomorrow not not working ah he ask me, he ask me in Malay lah he say tomorrow not working ah no ah tomorrow I take off because morning have to go survey I and Fatty have to go for survey


what thing, got ah but far far that's why very difficult lah, got Somerset you wanna do or not I try talk for you


Somerset is Orchard lah, two person five thirty uh Monday why Monday you don't wanna go ah, !walao! take one day off lah, so Monday every Monday you take off means Tuesday to Sunday you work lah


you want jalan terus or Somerset if you want no you go jalan terus also can you can take Monday and Sunday but Sunday cannot, unless you work Thursday to Sunday lah four days straight you take Monday to Wednesday you off Thursday to Sunday you work


like that I can arrange for you, ah that's why you must plan and tell me then I can arrange for you so next week Monday Tuesday you take rest then Wednesdays through Sunday Sunday you can work, like that also he weekdays he don't really need people weekends only he need people


today you go and try your this CP CCP because I got this one I working under different not under working under Kumar uh Sara I working under Subash so different contractor, he give to the contract to subcon already what, that's why


that's why I I said ah yesterday when he ask me, I say survey survey apa I say don't want ah Yogesh and uh Steph went, these are the, you say uh my sister and my daughter will go, the survey lah that one


they oh Sonia also go Sonia also going ah I say ya lah, I told you all already lah before, cause that day I think when <unk> ask him also he like not interested to


eight years already now only want to


this one ah, I'm telling you ah he's everytime nowadays ah complaining to the mother and the father or complaining to the mother most of the time about the family, that I langgar or what some problem ah he everything will tell Ani everything


nothing that he won't tell, uh about <unk> where thing also he will tell the mother, about <unk> also he will tell, oh apa tak de I got he say ah he got no rights to even scold the children all these everybody want to


this one all our, correct right it's it's the it's good that you all go out and uh have your own house and settle your own problem and have your own, family nobody say no but that should have been done, when you got married first, not at this stage when you gonna have your fourth child


this is not right, you're just you see what boy boy did or not, your family shouldn't get involved in your own family problem actually like how we all move away


ya lah, no at the same time like I said lah, privacy your own decision decision to make (ppc)


that's why when he tell me he was very angry <unk> say, uh he everytime talk about this when he inside (ppc) even though the okay lah, he inside that time the mother got the parents got ever one time say or not come bring them go to temple ask them come to the house for <NEN> all these


they all all on their own own this one what they won't go and see Sasi also we go and see your husband also on the on their own accord what, ah never bother to say I bring the children with us to go and see the father never what, we are the one who doing everything what for him someone very ungrateful lah


don't care lah that's why I say as long as your father is alive, your family is alive, very very


I think their, nothing that we do is right in their eyes, nothing we do is never right for them, pin us down ah


very cruel people ah really, never expected know of all people is them


you nowadays ah i also quite afraid of this you know, did I tell you or not recently uh my ex colleague


I got shock of my life, that time I think you sleeping beside me then after you ask me who I say my ex, I see a private a different number that one is just after Deepavali one week or two weeks after Deepavali, the mother call first after a few days later he call


I thinking ah to myself because the mother can go to the extent of doing some for the son that one I got tell you right go and see Pakcik all for the son because of the case, that case that uh the drunk that one the drunk driving all this right


know go and see the <NEN> all this the Pakcik all what ah get the water or get some tyre or what, tighter for him for his protection that the sentence will go down all this thing all lah, as far as I'm concerned it worked ah, he only Kena what


fourteen days only what, inside, then, I scared already you know because the mother die die want wanted me to be with him already you know so I scared because why you know, this past few days I feel ah me and Chris ah often fighting know for no reason know


for nothing you know, ah that's the one lah I told you


I scared already you know then I would I everyday pray what so I know I can feel so every morning when I wake up I pray already I say, the whole day must be good for me and anything that's why you see nowadays when anybody say anything to me I just smile, last time I drink that time they all anybody dare open their mouth for me you know they open their mouth also they will see my


see my character okay like today my good mood ah okay then they open their mouth today I bad mood then they dare not open no lah, stop lah if you don't


you think like haunting you right, square one, I giving urine what you giving urine what


ya ask them to follow you lah to go urine like how I follow Chris go urine, I follow him what until to the extent that he ask me to come inside with him, he don't believe he come inside with me I say no


ya lah, that's why I say you don't smoke for quite some time then suddenly you start smoking again then after that you don't smoke again then you start smoking I say apa lah really, say what lah, then this moves that he was from


phobia, !aiyo! this one too much already lah


this the thing, no lah they cannot be doing like this to you lah you better go and get some help lah


to go church and go and the manifest ask pastor to help ask pastor to pray for you, something it's sometimes it's that's why eh, you don't believe me ah you go and ask my boyfriend now ah, cannot they say cannot mention the name right


this one cannot Jalan


that's why I say because of willpower is strong, but for me also nothing can me like Macam


Thailand, water


girl or boy, your father lah


he also say ya oh no wonder just now you tell me lah the person the only person in the house who knows what's going on


ah don't think about it lah, these things all can be overcome it's only how we do it, ya I also now nowadays also I can come and go some


that's why I make you like just lie down only sleep only, just wake up go toilet come back sleep


nowadays also you don't eat much ah want to eat also like no appetite right that day I cook all you also got eat or not, you better put a full stop to this ah somehow get help ah from Appa or


if not the best thing is just follow me to church, go to church next week lah this week like you got work I got work, go to church next week lah talk to pastor pastor will do something about it, you just have to go again ah


ya that's why I say, eight years you know my goodness why are they not happy with when they are


the, child is married to someone with a family with their children he they want the all their children life to be like that ah, ya, all his their children that means what all the children will go you see you see the second the third one lah


the third one also they break off the marriage then the the first second one got girlfriend also they not happy


that's why you see you see the even the the second second second have boyfriend have girlfriend they also somehow right don't like the girlfriend, want to break off their relationship


no you see <NEN> is not born from him remember not that time, he was he was suspecting that is, ya lah I that's why <NEN> was very uh


more like the their side side of their family


ya, !oi! Malay, everything also eat everything also go not not fussy one thing very cute lah that fella, only thing ah must really this one cause not nice you go other people house ah


but not the beating is not the way to do it, every time beat beat, I never must masuk campur already now


I, the working place people lah, I I'm telling you also working place people also got some people got


put fire into him so, every time got got things to do for everything also Sasi Sasi Sasi <NEN> Sasi, I'm saying also him


say that why lah you have to go other place and cry all this things all, is it, about what


link ah, will come in the link, that's why, I shout already because the past few days he never talk to him because of one incident right


then suddenly, ah that one no <unk> know because why not I ask him for cigarette right I then he told me, then he (ppb), he told me that uh, uh he only got few stick, then I say I got I got ten dollars with me because I want top up my EZ-Link card the next day


for work lah so I say okay lah since tomorrow he say he want to pass me the money right I I remind him so the money that, I have the ten dollars I go down and buy cigarette, then the then after that I come remind him Sasi don't forget ah tomorrow uh, pass me the money, then Sekali he just flare up lah


I thinking why, he just


no suddenly he just uh shout at me he say what eh, eh <NEN> eh Belly aku besok kasih kau punya duit I tomorrow I give you your money, uh next time I die I whatever also I won't take money from you he tell me like that then eh you okay or not I say like that, then he just come out and just <unk> I was playing with my handphone right he just came out from the room he just take the two five dollar he just put on the table he just go inside


then I was thinking, okay fine you wanna show me this kind of attitude okay fine then whatever money I had, uh then whatever money I had I just took the, I took the what is that the


the cash, I went down and bought cigarette and then I came up already, I don't know lah I don't know what what they are thinking we never pause right you did ah, then after that he all the way never talk you know I I I got talk to him also you know like eh


you know sometimes when he come back already like eh come back already ah then he just, like that


boy boy bodoh only like that no the boy boy come also like Macam <unk> boy boy, boy boy came what yesterday right, you never talk to him also ah you never talk to him also he come


and he just like try uh trying to, uh provoke you to say ya ya I don't love you anymore that kind of thing ah


when talking to the person in front, he he talking to the person in front inside you ah ghost ah, spirit, the person, scary you know this kind of things all !aiyo!


if comes if I I mean means I think I by now I very difficult lah for me, unless I really give in give in to it ah like I really jatuh I drink or all these my my mindset not proper thinking then I can fall, got got one point what when I go inside depression I Kena this one right I got tell you ah got one big figure standing in front of me nobody believe me at the point of time one when I tell he say because I drunk already


that's why I was thinking that time (ppb)


no it's like making him move away from the family starting starting he keep on coming to change all your change only you want to go now only he like move


no but really know last time when you say something only ah he will listen know some in one point or another even fight with you also he will just for a while only


what things eh and you and also because nowadays Sundays Sundays you also go to work last time Sunday all you won't go to work you want to stay at home you want to Lepak, ah nowadays Sundays Sundays if not he want to go his mother house nowadays every time work work work work work I think


I am only telling because I can, sense something is not right that's why I I keep on coming back home I see I will ask you if everything's okay is everything cause, something in me is telling that something really wrong happening it's not right, but I cannot get to the bottom of this I can only pray for it I cannot


what I can do only I mean just I am only human I have my own backside to take care also I have to take care of my own things also, you see sometime I got very frustrated in group chat ah, I sense something ah sure got something ah they want to Tekan me about I know lah I'm not perfect, I know I don't have the best boyfriend I know I don't have the best marriage or the best children but what I'm doing for them ah you all don't know


I only know that I got the best family that nobody can have this kind of family understanding going through so much ah still together all these kind of thing because of that people mata merah I know, but what can I do about it, I'm just recently only I forwarded a message about this fellow in the hospital that think ask me first you take care of your family then you talk about


I say why I never take care of my own family ah I never take care of my family ah then he question me he said, ya


I one friend you check my handphone one friend also I don't converse with my life is around my family church, Chris my boyfriend that's it, seldom people go down so nowadays If I go down also I go to work if not I'll be with my boyfriend if not I'll be at home


that that's my world now my children that's it, what else I have and the when you message me you tell me ah uh what get pay also quiet only, I say what you mean get pay also quiet only what everyday I've been, this whole


there the whole one week you know I like Tuesday Wednesday Monday to yesterday all I, go home and Tuesday I bought things to cook a lot thing I was cooking right, I was I were I was everyday doing cooking then the money all come from where they all come pass give me ah, Appa buy the things and put ah


so I how to explain like that ah sure boy boy will come into the picture and bombard me ah belly now only want to talk if not, who, yesterday he came over for a while because you all say you wanted to you all wanted to go the this one right


he wanted to ask y'all to go and then Lepak his house or something like that go rest at his house, then but today is, let's drink


who, oh your husband ah, oh you follow them ah, yeah lah on the way he can easily uh the fella can drop him what


only


uh maybe can be also eh the fellas, no no sometimes he go by Tampines, Sengkang, he go by Tampines way his last location always Tampines, ah can be also


but who send boy boy to our, he came to our place right or he went straight to Potong-Pasir, himself he came to our place first because I left first before that, five forty five already I left first five forty already left the house, they still haven't come yet I five forty leave the house they still haven't come yet


yeah lah after temple right, I already tell them already you all ah the <unk> the cake, whatever ah, Shawn is, my son is, mad about all this


we cannot put inside the fridge we cannot decide y'all want to eat at least y'all eat jamah some then you all put, cause if he see this one he, he goes already yeah take the whole so I sitting down and eating the <unk> I thinking to myself I ask them to bring for me he ended up sitting down eating


then don't know for what reason your last one, start shouting at him oh you never think of people only ahyou just take and eat ah all this thing, children got the thoughts ah want to sit down and think oh who never eat who eat already everybody eat alraeady or not they got think or not, they see got something down there they sit down they will take one and eat same goes for any <NEN> also


we are the adults who must sit down and think okay, who buy this, is it for them okay we take one two the rest we keep for them, sometimes we also never think of that then how can the children think about it lah, that's why he he he know nowadays ah he knows Sasi ah I mean sorry your husband ah


he's quite pissed with Appa also know, because last time Appa Tekan him, later Appa will Tekan him


now but papa Appa Tekan him everything about food only everytime, everytime about food only Appa will Tekan him, no that's why they say you see ah, uh Appa also got say about this uh, uh the fella also


why, food only you know if ask you what this one plus plus plus put this one put that one cook into what ah then one all you know ask you about other things all you don't know ah, ah then you everytime what uncle what I do uncle


that's why Appa everytime get angry because of that then he will just, one month his pay thousand plus ah, every week he get pay ah two weeks once right but why everytime I see his pay two weeks once is so less


so what then they work for free for the two weeks ah might as well you tell them you take monthly pay lah, you got no family


ya I see last time last previous time ah everytime, from starting starting ah I see her like, everytime ask you what you want to eat what you eat you eat


please lah do that lah please please do that, there's these three days you work you earn yourself you just, whatever you want to do with the money you just do you get the GST money also three hundred also that one also you just save, don't do it I have whatever you want to do just do just pamper yourself like what I'm doing now you when after my ex leave me already ah now you see I got a better life


I work ah I got the money ah, rubbish lah, she's not a hundred percent taking care of the children


don't care about them all and your sister, and the eldest one is not the only person who's taking care of the children, like I said lah I say the eldest is not only one who is taking care of the family the rest also got do a part only maybe financially here and there you got help


no, the youngest is still this one the the the fourth one already married and settle down already me I'm my own self only the eldest one or not she got no, this is the time for you to speak up lah when you speak up already then you can


you can know what is the the root of the problem everytime we all cannot just keep quiet that's why I say nowadays ah, I keep quiet because why you know or not I don't want I'm I'm really very tired of sick and tired of arguing ah, because when I do wrong ah everybody you can see that they supporting me


when I drink I drunk right everybody scared of me all dare not come and question me or ask me anything when I sober a bit only they ask me, can help do this or not can help do that know how the <unk> but because I never, another, because I never drink ah I okay I stable ah all want to climb on top of my head and dance so that's why I sometimes I thinking should I


like change also wrong never change also wrong, I never change is I get a better better treatment then I change you know when I change ah, when that time you like that, when you that time like that lah like Macam blur blur Sotong like that ah everybody like take care or do things all


that that that's why I tell boy boy I say


don't know whether they have mind in the first place to think or not, ya I only have one solution ah God is the solution ah you better come to church that is the only thing I can tell you, come to church talk to pastor


manifest, let him do the manifestation, see what he can do, then become like Sabrina the movie like that ah, Sabrina you got watch right Sabrina, become like the movie like that ah the person inside you


that's why I thinking sia from just now, now what time already you know (ppb) I very hungry I super hungry, I think last night I never eat also I eat where at my workplace only I eat, faster still the serve serve finish already


do you wanna go eat or not down here the #Tai Seng# the coffeeshop down here ah got the Nasi-Padang, ya lah must buy food then eat then no need to good nothing at home to eat eh you know I I cook the soup ah two days ago ah


so much of ingredient, so much of ingredient still inside I don't know whether they all got eat or not that's why I get angry because of that that's why I don't want to cook I tell them you know, you all gonna do like that so much of ingredient inside you all don't want to eat ah I don't wanna cook you all got money you all go outside and eat, at home the children got nothing to eat I'm gonna just cook one small portion hor everytime ah just for Appa and the children or just for the children


if not fried rice I just cook something simple cause children are not fussy if got anything just cook anything if not sardine just buy one can of sardine, I just gonna cook sardine curry or something later, something simple before I go to church , cause still got two hours right


I just cook sardine curry or something, I have all the ingredients at home I just need to buy, potato oh potato I bought already, I just need to buy one tin of sardine that's it, want to eat you all eat, four thirty


can ah I think you got another two hours of sleep, bathe already right just have to wash up only what, but still have to because you never perspire never sweat anything what, never eat, haven't eat yet right


you haven't eat yet what, that's why, super hungry, uh this one every day I eating only one meal you know, you realise or not, come back and eat one meal I sleep and wake up go work at night I come back too tired to eat and sleep


talk on the phone or sleep, today also the same now after this, go and buy supper then go back home I don't know the children eat already or not I think tak Appa would have bought just now he say want to buy mixed rice right for the kids, you buy something for the children eat already, then I buy, I buy


that's why ah that's why I was, I don't know how come he should be just now you only said about one hour one, one and a half hour or something right, okay, oh ya just now


Appa was telling me also I think past few days also he don't feel good that's why he is most of the time at home, he is not feeling well something, you know be like this you know you realise or not, his body like


pain like that then that day he he, no that day he said that something <NEN> him his whole leg


and <NEN> and me also nowadays ah don't know why every time got conflict you know, bit bit I still also <NEN> with her you know, I just tell her I say I don't want to say anything you all just, do your things you all will prepare your things you all decide everything will never tell, and then check check


we are the one who don't know, children the children means you all starting starting you really would have stop


would have stopped, after so many years, so many after after so many years and


talking about the first one what saying what, saying what is not his, his, don't get him involved with the the first one, the first one


pity him right he what wrong he do lah, ya lah, cannot lah very bad lah I you have to go through


he Macam I realised lah ya because he Macam not say <NEN> you know he knows what's going on everything he not naive you know he knows what is going on and everything it's just that


and he's using this all as reason to, do whatever he's doing now, and he thinks that I don't know, I got boyfriend who knows all the, things what is going on, and I know why that day that fellow also came over to our house


that fellow remember or not I told you right, and he's also do, see who also I know, no, but he he already say that


my boyfriend told me not to tell I say my sister already know, what is there not to tell, and after that he say that my sister was the one who tell me that, the fellow come to see her husband, I don't know I don't know what's going on I mind my own business then I say how you know


ya lah, and out of the blue because I told you right when he see me already he jam already he like shocked because he never expect maybe, your husband would have told I'm not at home I went to work, so he never expect that I will come back around that time


so when I came back that time he jam already, so on top of that after that he say that he's gonna meet my boyfriend, see you also like nowadays don't want to shave don't want to anything also don't want to dress up all the anything


if people really ya, why ah they like that lah, they are really eh


after eight years, ya lah might as well just get it over and done with ask them to so so this one means ask them come talk to my father lah ask them talk to Appa


I tell you sure boy boy will, he will really get nicely from, him one, you bloody hell you one year plus you inside, uh people go through for you so much


people do for you for so much, then you want to, !aiya! ungrateful is another, another thing lah, being a very


you was telling me there was the girl who, who is uh went through the operation that girl is the one influencing you


that day remember not that day I my boyfriend him, we were drinking, your husband, don't know he say that uh that girl is a ex ex that girl is his ex girlfriend ah


say, they say that, uh that girl when came of to our house on Deepavali that day we were talking under the block what, I told you right that day when Chris uh my boyfriend was drinking, then suddenly he came afterward


she say that uh, no I know he's telling me say that, I told you I said I don't know I don't know that girl is your ex, you don't know ah, I say I really don't know lah you think what I so Kaypoh ah


I say I you think I Kaypoh want to go around finding uh who's your ex boyfriend who's your ex girlfriend I got my own things to do, and say oh your sister uh trying to put me and her together talk about me and her I say !huh!


like how know like when that day the Deepavali he came right like you were looking at him like one kind like Macam, look at her then look at him like this, ah really ah that girl really your ex girlfriend ah


how many years ago sia that one, that's why it seems that he he came to the house she got talk to him ah, got talk to him right said he said that talk to she talk to me also your, your sister look at me like one guy like as if I got do wrong


got do something wrong I say you not guilty what for you want to bother lah, so don't care lah I say whatever it is just for bodoh only, say you know about your sister right, you tell in Malay like you say like you don't have anything also you then after that you talk about start talking about the Facebook


let's start talking about the Facebook, I see you really you really dumb lah I see you really dumb lah, why lah you want to do case also do case properly lah you do case until Kena caught what to do


then who open for him the account, I don't know what to say already lah, my life story is also not perfect, but I would try to save whatever thing


yeah lah, if I cannot I cannot, like I said if my my my, is down ah


my marriage is down also I drive to hell to save other people's marriages I'm not the one like, you've to talk also know because I'm the one doing most of the talking


that day what you say, and she will talk to me, I told you so many times already you feel casual just causally come and talk to me also I won't all this


first few days I don't feel


cause you're gonna earn more than him, and you're gonna dominate what, like the previous time because why when he's not working he get a big hand then you working, he was working he was not, yeah because he was dependent on your money then right so now he's already got work now he's working everything


but the money is not enough he know, let's see lah yeah lah, but please ah Fatty I tell you one thing only if you think that you need money for your expenses you want to take from him is up to you


please take from him for your children's, for your children that's it, how how also that one you cannot give up, this what shiok sendiri he what still bachelor ah


right so I say what shiok sendiri or he still bachelor I think, not married, no children, not married married but no children that one that will might lah still can be considered bachelor what whatever you want to do with your money is your personal


then if you go and talk to him you go and ask him ah he say what lah Belly apa lah Belly he talk in Malay, !huh! what lah Belly I what do wrong lah your sister merepek ah she what, finding what, means and ways ah


all these things all, he can lah just macam buat bodoh just see the phone do her things all nothing


but he cannot talk to, to Miss Debbie all to Apa all properly know he cannot talk with the eyes know he talk also no uncle is not uncle this one all his eyes look down I know Appa knows, I know a lot a lot of thing he know what is going on in every he know


but where's mother-in-law so you also know what, got put all these things all for him, but now uh I think


he's just waiting only that's why he say that he never get a chance to talk to mother-in-law he get the chance to talk to mother-in-law issue and now this is not going, go and see anyone also right so very difficult for him, he knows very well what is


I also don't know know that day only ah, when talking time right, suddenly ah uh Chris uh the boyfriend was telling me last time he also got keep the, my husband keep them, the buddha the thing, but he never play uh we go in come out go in come out meaning the thing where also he don't know


he say he never jaga the thing that's why the thing I think now ah like , ya lah, cannot we be kotor all what you


that's why thinking ah, I think you just the thing, and it say it it is not the, the way


like difficult to talk, converse in English truly know everytime got some Indian word want to come in Malay word want to come


ya lor, does it mean in Singapore English means you must twenty four seven talk in English only, just now you say, anyhow talk one, ah because I was uh messaging the person I say that


in future got any other things uh something like that or what ah you inform us, ya, but they every time ask for this person then every time ask about the what you know, you got car or not, got credit card or not got use credit card or not this one all right remember or not


you know the same lady that time uh <unk> went uh was the (ppb), fifty dollars or what he get at Orchard, must go there and do something then they give her cash fifty dollars, for two hours or one and a half hours or something, that's the same one


and she was telling me as well ah, you and you and she or, ah is it or you and I thought you and Aka went went for it, the topic is about uh the diabetes thing right


I think you should, they're having more of these uh sometimes you go to FB ah, the social media you scroll down, the uh daily cash pay all these things right, some of them will have will about surveys about uh, on the spot cash pays ah cash cash pay job all ah you just go for it you see the days that you don't have


this work or anything ah you want to do ah on the spot they, Appa have slept already I think now Steph will have bring back no, I still cannot contact anybody


you have to go back home and rest also I I think I just, I just cook something simple later lah, is my, not fried rice lah, you won't have the time to eat you will eat at your workplace so you don't tell me I just <NEN> now you go go down and go buy food go back home and eat


then I just cook fast game lah, so all of them will be in church already nobody only the children so I just cook for the sake of the children only, no you want you can have it please, !huh! I'm not going to finish it, hello I very


I very rarely, I very rarely drink coffee lah, I normally don't drink, I started drinking coffee when, really eh I started drinking coffee when I was in prison, I never really I never I never drink coffee before in my life I told you right I started drinking coffee only when I started being in prison because no choice


until the Bobian act, so I see everybody ya, because of that only I see everybody fighting for coffee I also thinking why the coffee like so nice ah, then I try already nice lah some more they give the bread ah put the butter


ten times better than office offices so Gao you know so thick, the coffee some more you drink already right, you cannot sleep for about until afternoon, muster check all finish already ah you still sitting down like that, kick the wall (ppb) want to sleep also cannot sleep think


some more you eat with what bread and butter awesome, best than this one Singapore cannot get only Singapore this one Singapore cannot get Singapore prison only can get, got to Singapore prison ya Singapore normal local this one cannot get the same taste I tried


I try Starbucks already I tried all the coffee shop all also cannot get the same type of coffee ah this one only the the, at the must bring the person from inside do one ah bring outside okay done already


okay on the left hand corner, there's a yellow tower with, with Adam and uh purple tower with Sue, mine is Sue


ya, ya, mine there's a bush there beside the see-saw, with flowers red flowers


uh mine has uh bush with flowers just right behind, with and a lady there, yup, yup, left right


ya, there's the lady with the scissors cutting the, flower from the bush


mine is hats and pins, the gift is for Mother's-Day, ya buy the perfect gift for Mother's-Day


oh red and green, lamb, mine is the big one mine there's only one


mine, oh mine is vegetarians, they are both eating carrots, fail


ya they're both eating carrots only, mine only carrots


mine is just I'm gonna shoot, good job


yeah, it's the same, my shop has uh, just two my shop has honey, no beehive no honey hive mine has no hives


mine don't have, ah we have four sacks of potatoes here, yeah, it should


go and order more, yep


okay we have , I don't know what is this called, we have the plants on the floor, pig is eating the vegetables from the


the, no let's see the back to the shop is there any difference, yeah we have a shirt, blue shirt with trolley inside, okay uh


red and green shirt inside, okay, !huh! the veggies they're eating the veggies


okay, as in the back to the, Adam and Sue okay yours has the dog there and with the ya


eh ya, right yours do not have the bush mine, the lady is holding the scissors right ya there the lady is holding the scissors but mine, is the one yours do not a bush mine has a bush ya, ya


ya setting must, no I don't know, no, there's no difference there she is holding the scissors, ya, only the bush is not there ya so


only the bush is not there


okay today we are going to Siloso Beach, let's just go to the beach ah , Punggol Beach ah more of a family beach ah


k once we arrive at the beach, I dunno what is that


but it's just so near the beach, mine is fishing shack open, !wah! this fella is, beside the shack open the the man with the white shirt


and the hat, with the red hat, uh mine has a red hat, is swinging the ball towards the beach, oh mine is swinging the ya ya he's playing golf but the he just swing the golf


ball across, the beach, mine is already across halfway there, oh she's a beach queen, ya


she's a beach queen, ya and the guy is like ogling at her, okay


page one I see the girl is just getting bored seating inside there with just one white box and the green box, doing nothing, ha ha last seat for I think for the beach queen, uh <unk> tribute to Paul-McCartney


ya mine is Paul-McCartney, ya I think she just woke up from somewhere near the beach near some chalet something like that


no I think who the lady oh mine is like looking at the lady I think thinking why she wearing pajamas, ya at the beach he's just looking at there, okay mine there's no pram ya


there's only tourists cycling basket there uh bin there for me, okay mine doesn't have a waste


and the man selling peaches, ya


mine is just, is holding it in his hand with the whole basket, no mine don't have, just right behind him


ya on the left hand side, on the left, on the corner North Shore near the North Shore, there's a North Shore uh just right behind the man with the radio, that is yep is a North Shore there with a fishing net


that, in the basket ya, !wah! got mine has two seashells around there, mine only has two


ya probably, no oh mine only has seahorse no fishes


more or less ya ya, ya he's she look


oh is it mine is just sitting there he's he's still wearing his socks though, so, we've got about fourteen here


that's right you just counted thirteen there right, I don't know


they say stacks


of course pig got tail you see mine has tail


eh wait you see, don't have lah I think because there's additional behind I think


okay, okay, one two three four five six seven eight


ya I'm always fair, what type of bucket list


if I'm gonna tell you are you gonna get it for me for Christmas, okay uh, k uh


mine ah, nah actually for myself I'm gonna get a new handphone ah, ya


uh shoes, our house enough shoes but it's not mine what, third one, I dunno still haven't make up my mind


too many more I dunno


alright okay my turn (ppc), out damned spot, do you enjoy, doing chores which is your most, and least favourite chore, ya but which is your favourite and which is not your favourite


ah actually for me none is my favourite, I hate doing all those chores, ya


what, ya that's the one I hate the most ya


uh I for me I just, least dislike ah, everything got to do with clothes at home, uh what I like the most is, that's the best


that's the best, maybe just sweeping and mopping ah that's all, ya


what, what was is it what trait, dislike about myself ah, there's pros and my cons I don't know


very indecisive, ya lah fussy lah very indecisive ah I can't even make up my mind very fussy I don't know which is


every time must give in every time will give in, okay uh alias, we what nicknames do you go by which is your favourite


fatty Ani Sonia Annabelle, ya, but which is my favourite, that's my favourite at home lah, of of course ah outside Sonia lah if they call me Ani outside it's gonna be so funny


what is that


meaningful conversation, personal, when was the last ah, I don't know


I just rabble only, but I'm not going to have some meaningful conversation very soon, ya


ya, ya, oh so with me


sing to the mountains describe the happiest moment of your life, life


is this happiest moment of my life, ya, happiest you know happiest moment of my life is when I give birth to my first one ya


actually to all three, is like reborn give birth and reborn again


ya I know, !aiya! that's the first thought, ya, that will be the first thought, mine, my last meal, God knows lah what would I eat then who will I eat with but if you ask me what I want to eat and who I want to eat with


be with with my family lah, my whole, family, ah stingray, barbecue stingray you know now I feel like eating, Kangkong hotplate


chilli crab, prawn paste chicken, Sambal prawn, barbecue chicken all you can eat


chicken #assam pedas# ah very long never eat , okay age-of-innocence


what do you miss most from your childhood, ya lah


my what I miss most ah , fast


mine, mine is your trust I will tell some people will believe, innocence lah my innocence, ya lah


ha ya right, ya lah that one really never do, this one really never do also people will say you do, ya lah, when it's the truth also become manipulated


manipulated, that's why


what I look for in a partner, responsibilities, responsibilities faithful, truthful, I want, what I look for in a partner ah honesty


honesty, ya lah


honesty even if you're not loyal also be honest, that's all


vice versa this is a vice versa (ppc), your question


catalyst what value do you bring to other people's lives, what value I bring to other people's lives


ya, what value I bring to other people lives is, peace ah not being, you say busybody in their life lah give them their peace lah, ya their freedom that that is correct


your turn, ya, I can't remember


inspiring, I can't remember


uh mine is the one, inspiring book is about a child, the abuse one and how they grow up and how they cope in their life and all these, ya okay mini-me, how important is having children to you


ya, ya mine


ya lah same, how is having how important is having children to you, ya


special ability, the pain the power to control everything, ya lah the power you have the power to control everything you can turn back time you can do everything


that's using your brain


the power to shut people up, make haste what are you procrastinating now


I always procrastinate, if it's my right means it's my right, if is I'm not in the right then okay, ya I don't like to be


to be blamed for nothing, for what is not, myself lah, item my my phone


that's all that matters


push your buttons what stresses or destress you, you get a push it over, ya


relationship issues, honesty and everything else lah, mine also finish already


in what sense I must ask you lah you are the one asking me the question what, how do you when a person, is not bothered about you don't fight for you that's when you let go ah


that you are not important to the person let go, move on


so late to justify cannot justify but can always change that right, spice of life, what do you most like to eat in the whole wide world, my mom's cooking, and I miss her, I miss her


you know the current, the I don't know how she do that I don't know how she do that, must say I must ask


she just try she just try I don't know how she just put onion garlic, onion garlic, she don't even put ginger and then garlic and then she just try she just stir fry, I think she got put little bit ketchup, but she always use the normal ketchup what the green colour bottle ketchup


(ppc) and then she just stir-fry and then only uh until we go and try


uh mine ah is , there's a Malay saying uh, ya is like, it's okay let's people do to us we don't do to people, ya


whatever bad people want to do to us let them do we don't do it back to them that means we are we we are, no difference, ya do unto others lah, but is not that


is something like uh, if they going to do something to us and then we do back, there's no difference ya, be humble lah


ya, cloudburst when did you last cry, yesterday ah, ya


mine is yesterday yesterday day before yesterday


mine is if, you don't like something or if you cannot cope with something you know it's not in your strength walk away


ya true lah take it as it comes, but if it's beyond your strength if it's beyond your strength already you have to let go lah


yours, ya that was mine


who do I talk to, some ya someone who can, do something for me ah


mine is someone who can do something for, ya


epitaph I dunno what is this okay how do you want to be remembered


mine is uh, for the good things that I have done ah, is a positive person, yeah


yes, yeah true, yeah


no no no no fear if it you you could not fail what would you go what would you go accomplish, yeah know no fear that means you know that you can accomplish in that thing and it won't fail


got ahead, you knew you not fail you know, if you knew you could not fail what would you go accomplish oh


mine ah mine is, no fear ah


but, If I know I won't fail I will do it is


mine is things people do uh, unnaturally lah, something like that lah and all these ya, it does it is is still


sometimes you have a good heart also people will do to you, worst date i've ever been on ah


I have but none of it


dunno thick as thieves, name one of your closest friends how is he or she special to you thick as thieves name one of your closest friend


how is he or she special to you ah dunno lah, what would I do run away oh what I do ah ten million dollars ah many things I will do


first I'll run away first then I'll plan what to do, come on lah nowadays ten thousand is just like ten dollars but ten million


yeah


how to like you tell me when people, even where and what you are doing every single thing what you are seeing what you are doing, you think first what, if your mind, people is invade that's your privacy people is invading your privacy


invading your privacy people know what is, happening, the next step what is going what you're going to do everything, <unk> this kind of thing I don't know how to if explain also you all can believe or cannot believe


can talk talk to you through that


always talking about religion think what, really that's why he want to show his power the power of his religion doing all these


I I'm the one I'm I'm the one who's stuck in the middle actually you know, they say that I just want I just let go only I just waiting for Monday, I just want to let go I just wait for Monday I just wait I don't want to see anything I don't want to see date time or whatever, I just go I just go


yeah that's why that's why need to go to work


ya lah all very near near, that's why


money financial issue don't worry you got no money asking money here asking money there, already from this debt here all and not telling me, and then then just using the money and not telling me, I don't know, I don't know


gambling, or whatever his using for, but my the like that like that go, not telling me, twenty thirty dollars his workplace


his workplace, here and there he's asking for money don't want tell me then suddenly when he take his pay money just go there the problem is he's not suppose to, this is their thing he's not supposed to spend a single cent on me, okay understand because so called that I cheated on him when he was inside


okay, so uh, I don't know how to explain ah, doing this in a different way doing this, when he's inside you think what, people trust me ah hundred percent


don't want to know what what is my what am I doing with my whereabouts all what I'm doing all you think people don't want to know ah, and put fire ah, you think, people you think they don't want to give him peace of mind when he's inside ah you think he don't know ah what I was doing when I'm outside


whatever I'm thinking he knows do you know that another my next move what am I going to do all, okay this one all recently now only recently only I find out I know, ah he tell me ah, sources come to me by itself lah


one morning when I wake up suddenly, how to tell you all this lah, telling you


some sources, you know human form whatever form there is, okay


no its just going on and on and on and on it's just like <NEN> in my mind, is, but, this, they are all familiar voices they are all voices that I know, they are all people that I know, not images images


and, I don't say images what, ya I don't want I just don't want to talk about it or say anything because why or not they say oh because you were taking this one on drug with, and all this thing that's why you will


hallucinating all these is not, even when I'm not on drug also its just going on and on and on, so they are very smart they use this as, my weakness, with, through this you understand


every single day I cannot take it ah, he knows everything, when I ask him ya his money just finish like that he don't care


hundred dollars ah come in hundred dollars just finish like that that's why I I tell you right now you know you see with your own eyes, sitting down with


fine


nah I ask him to keep his own money I don't want a single cent I don't need a single cent from him I can work, no now I work I stand on my own two feet also I don't need him since he don't need me also I don't need him, I don't care


then after that then he can really go to I really want to leave him he can really go to their religious purposes this one is his real love


that's why he got this kind of sickness ah this one is his real love, he's he's in love with somebody else, it's been many years already, okay for the eight years he's with me is because of I don't know what the crap lah


tell me about it, ya I I don't want I, this is what people will do people when they do things to you they will say that you did it first you are the one who did it you understand


I don't know who lah I really don't know who, because why, he got so many girls he got good looks everything why is he stuck with me until like that why is he last time how is he to me lah, you can see right everyday with me cannot jawoh from me


twenty four seven must be with me don't want to go work, the ah now, ah there you all yourself can see the difference what I'm not lying what you all can see, okay, then from now