inside the bar, green okay same so outside it is dark pink and red I assume, uh you mean the bar sign, BAR in in black, and then there's like a, the background it's a surf it's a surfboard


so is like a brownish surfboard uh and then on the on the surfboard, uh the surfboard acts like a bar ah signboard, and a, on the on the signboard itself on the surfboard itself, uh is written the word BAR in black


okay so uh is there a, yes, is clear brownish surfboard, it looks like a


ya I have two bins the one directly beside the bar, building <unk> it's slightly ajar because I think it's overflowing with garbage, ya and there's one one of the garbage actually dropped dropped out of the garbage can


uh onto the ground, and then the one beside it is uh fully shut, (ppb) k I'm bringing you back to the uh the door is there a door there


with a word push, ya okay I have a word push and on top of the word there's the seven differences, and uh, on top of the word push is there a like a a circle


so that's the seventh difference okay, uh in front of the bar do you see anybody sitting down like a couple sitting down


in sandals, okay uh what about the guy


I assume it's the rose wine I guess, okay so uh anything around them that you see


ya of course ah cannot be, ya ya I have two <unk> couple, uh <unk> couple uh the man is uh half naked just wearing a uh light blue


short is that right, uh with red socks a pair of red socks, and sandals


is uh is uh bald in the middle right, beside him on his left, is the the other elderly couple the other the other elderly is a female, wearing a uh blue pinkish swim suit


with purple flowers as the design, red purplish, purplish red


like like, as red as the sign of the driving school


ah that's similar to mine actually, that's red, okay never mind, uh what about uh is she reading anything reading material, is the word Liz on it, L I Z


with a picture of the I guess a lizard is it green, ya a green figure, ya and then maybe Liz, uh what about this side on the right of the man


okay, uh is there a a blue and white umbrella in front of them, okay and is there a red and white beach chair underneath the umbrella


or beside the umbrella, depends on how you see it, ya, uh is there a female in a pink bikini, with a green ball, a big green beach ball


ya it's two different shades of green though, uh is she wearing a hat, a big big kind of hat cowboy hat or something like a cowboy hat


with a white strip around it, is there a see-saw


with the uh, hold handle, [orh] mine is both both are brown, ninth ya so we need to find one more


ten that's ten, okay so we have the local, and the the the the the signboard of Joe's food shack, mine is local shellfish yours is uh


ya okay, then uh Joe's, ya you don't have Joe right, uh that's the second one then the driving school the red signage, uh and then for me that's the third one the fourth one will be the one beside the green signage


ya and then the fifth one will be the seagulls, and then the sixth one will be the wine list, uh seventh will be the word push on the door, eighth would be, uh the socks in the old man


okay ninth will be the seats, okay anything else that I've asked that is, where


bottom right of the photo there's nothing uh, ah okay that's that's bottom right that means close to the the bikini girl and the the red and white chair right ya I don't have that


ya so the first one again would be uh the the the signage of Joe's food shack I have the word local, you don't have, the other one would be the word Joe's food shack you don't have the word Joe Joe's right


okay the third one would be the red signage which I have Paul and Joe's driving school, and uh the second one the the fourth one would be the green signage I have a, I only have a left arrow


okay uh fifth one, would be the seagulls the direction of the seagulls, ya sixth one would be the wine list seventh would be the word push on the door of the bar, eighth will be the red, socks on the old man ninth would be the


the colour of the seats on the sea saw, and the tenth one, which I'm missing out is, okay so I guess with that we are done, with this let's move on


okay how do you wanna do this, it's just the questions so I'll I'll draw, and then uh maybe you ask


okay so I'll draw one, okay so I'll I'll ask you the question, or you ask me the question


if I knew I would not fail, I think, I would accomplish I would go and set out, or set foot


uh to go for more trials in football, football trials because knowing the fact that I would not fail, uh I would actually go into these trials even more confident, and at the end knowing that I would succeed in these trials and at the end of the day


uh would be able to achieve my dream of playing football professionally and you know representing, my country, and also playing at the highest level that would be the one thing that I would pursue, if I know that something that I would not fail, and be successful that especially


but there's one thing that I wanna pursue even more lah


eh so it's I guess, pro bono, again the title is the theme is pro bono, the question is what are you willing to devote your time and energy to without getting pay, so probably like volunteering I guess


yes so doing at, just fashion or just doing something that you love something that you are willing to devote your time and energy to, but without getting paid of course


any reason why, fulfill, it just makes you feel full


it's a selfish deed lah there's no I mean there's there, that's true lah there's no such thing as a unselfish deed that you always do something for your own


I think there's a lot of thing ah


there's there's a couple of things actually first one would be, studies or my work, K so uh for studies I think right now we are in the midst of all, test and


revision uh but uh you know, ya I'm actually procrastinating because, I wanna do other things such as uh going out with my friends, playing my sports and even working, but even, when I'm when I'm supposed to be working I sometimes procrastinate on


for example making the lesson plan for my work, so although I do attempt, work, uh which it which, is gonna affect my studies and my the the my hours that I am gonna spend studying, but I still do uh procrastinate on my on making my lesson plan for my work


so that that that is something that's procrastinate within another procrastinate, as you can see, it is it is sacrifice


ya so I guess ultimately the the major procrastination is actually, studies because, you you know that you have to do it, you know that you need to do it you must do it because it is due soon, but you choose not to do it


uh why because of your other leisurely activities, or maybe not just leisurely activities just something you just want to do something else, and you're supposed to be doing your studies, so I guess that is one major, procrastination that I'm, very fond of lah


okay catalyst, what value do you bring to other people's lives oh


like do you ever feel that, to what like what is the expense that you have, uh to you know, bringing people joy does it have anything, does what what expense does it have on you though


but do you think is the worth


I know, is it like a personal idol or like a superhero


I think, a hero, or maybe not like hero but someone that I look up to, it's actually maybe my dad, because, it wasn't like


you can see lah the the effort, amount of sacrifice he, he devote, even be like for example before marriage, and the the the the the work that he does uh to to to quit school so that he can actually


ya focus on the job which pays really well, so he was working as a architect, a draftsman at that point of time which at that point of time was paying well, back then two three hundreds per project, it been you know in one month and you can get like couple of projects so of course you were earning a lot


for someone who, doesn't even have an O-level, so that was the sacrifice I think he made, forgo his studies, uh which which is why he asked me to continue to to surpass him uh to get a diploma at least


because he was in the midst of getting his diploma, and then he had to forgo because of financial issue, and you know the thing is, you you might think that he doesn't value education, but, after he stabilize his career


he actually went on to sponsor his, sisters, to get their diploma private diploma private degree, using his own money, so that is something that uh it's very inspirational, and then of course uh when he got married to my mum


you can see like he puts in a lot of effort lah to make sure the family lives well, starts his own, architectural company, uh do a lot of late nights work uh you know going up to Indonesia to make sure you see that


the the building is going accordingly to as per what was drawn calculated stuff like that, ya and then I guess, uh at the end of the day you see lah that he uh like the people around him and especially he himself is reaping the benefits of


uh all all that hard work that he's put in lah, but of course I think , all heroes are humans in the end so I mean he's also prone of having his own, uh I I guess selfish deeds or his own attitude which


makes it uh, hard to work with hard to be with, but you know that, uh despite all that he has done, a lot lah but to but it is worth or is it fair enough to say that, uh to measure his


greatness based on what he has achieved, over, the the so called bad stuff the cons of his life, is is debatable lah, but and of course you know it's something that you, don't wish


I mean it's not it's not something that is easy to to measure lah, but uh I mean if you just gonna take it like , face value and and in terms of inspiration, then ya, maybe he's one of those people that inspire you or inspire me, to you know to just keep going out there


do what you wanna do, hopefully you'll achieve something lah, just take take, take the good side lah you can say only only take the good side take it with a pinch of salt lah, ya because ya even even superheroes have their flaws


and what more humans


ya lah I mean, fully uh convincing convinced of myself that I can pull it off like him but


uh I mean at this, I mean just talk about this point of time it's hard lah, to be that for example he's without O-levels or is just N-level, and to be achieving, uh all this all that, uh you know through his skills


ya so he he attained all those through like, uh what's it called internship no no not internship like mentor, he he got himself a mentor and his mentor taught him, all all those required to to do drawings of of buildings so ya he got those he required those skills


and know managed to achieve lah but I think at this current age where, uh although , although everybody says that experience matter over certificates but, I think certificates is the passport


for more opportunities to open lah, so maybe you can succeed but it's gonna be hard, or harder, than before, where people just want things done, whereas now, people, might want you just because you have


a degree, ya so, I guess you need a mix of both, but then again times have changed, big break what would you do if you won ten million dollars tomorrow


that's a light hearted, ten million dollar not a lot but, depends lah


or what what do you is there any aspiration aspiration that you wanna do


like if you have one crazy dream just, you can do anything like you can have the most outrageous idea that you can spend, ten million dollar on, what would you do, I mean like probably you you you buy this house <unk> all this, uh buy the whole estate


you know make your own Theme Park you know out of the world idea do you do you do you have any of that


anywhere in particular or what what kind of uh travel like sightseeing, but with ten million


ten million, probably you can visit Mars, you can visit the moon


I mean you get ten million you will, ya and then multiply your ten million even more


McDonald's, McNuggets, McNuggets


true enough, artist, shout out #Hidayat Noordin#


okay, cars, gold cars <unk> Arabs


cars, but ten million is, also not enough I guess for these cars, I'll probably get a gold plate gold seated diamond seat, toilet bowl


ya all this stupid things ah, just just to spend it off and enjoy life while you can, but of course ya lah you can you can you can go both ways all I can


donate this I can do my research on this but also you can go crazy and, you know that's why I have a


ya your whole family will just stay there, ten million, but it's not hundred million


I think I saw this video on


ya last prison meal, and then like, there's a lot of funny funny ones like uh I mean some are those like you know things that they never gonna get, they get lobsters they get just a lot of shit, then


then some of them finish some of them just get, everything and refuse to eat there's one one of the prisoner prisoner, who bought <unk> got every single thing but then refuses to touch any one of it, some just became some just chose like ice cream


a particular ice cream, just a couple of things very modest, cause it's the last meal, and I guess that I guess that reflects like your, towards you know whatever


ya but if if it was for me, what I would have, what I would have that's very interesting, I never really thought about it probably


probably last meal would be my mom's Lontong ah, ya cause it's very nice, and then uh, but the last person I would have probably, okay I don't wanna chose anybody that is now or current


cause, ya I mean is you gonna go all soft with uh I'm gonna choose my mom but maybe I'll I'll go some I'll go in another direction I'm gonna choose someone, from the dead, and if there's one of them that I can actually


K make them come back alive, and eat, my last meal with together, actually actually I I would I would get uh Tupac, I mean not for his music but actually


uh it drives me crazy drives me crazy, not knowing what actually happened, to his death, ya it drives me crazy, ya it


ya I mean like ya I mean like ya lah if I were to go with the other another direction someone that is already dead, uh maybe I'd choose him, and and also not just talk about uh, not just not just to ask him about that but of course, uh as you know he he came from a family like is very uh he came from a time where


uh what's that called is it the something X Malcolm-X tried to free the blacks, and then uh Tupac itself was a art student tried to do something different, ya black movement so, it was a interesting, point in history and you know


ya I'd probably ask him a little bit more, the situation get a better situation because right now I think we are all taking it for granted like, what what what happens about this what happens about that, but I also another one would be


another thing and a another person that maybe I would, uh love to have my last meal would be Lieutenant Adnan, to know, Singapore's war probably a bit boring lah all the history history like uh but I'm


but who who who you have your last meal, where who, who you have your last meal with


what what are you guys gonna be eating, what do you guys would be, what will you guys be


say you have everything


mutant power, if you wake up with a if you if you could wake up, tomorrow morning with the special ability what would you have


!wah! you go crazy, you will definitely go crazy, don't know like maybe let's say your loved ones then you see like, three days remaining, (ppb) that that sucks, but what's the point


don't know that they gonna die it's like, it's like how they say you never know know you never gonna know your deeds, because it will make you go crazier sir, cause you gonna chase you gonna to start doing things, similarly when you know when you about to die


I think that's a movie about that if I'm not wrong, someone knows how how much he has to live


I think I actually have one, which is because, we I mean especially in Singapore we are always afraid to try or humans per se we are afraid to try new things, so, one superpower that I want to have, or I really wish that if I have then I will make full use of it is actually


having I wouldn't say time travel but, having the ability to stop, and move time, so like for example now, for example I like this girl, but then she doesn't like me, so you can actually go


try to get her, but then maybe the first attempt you get slapped, so you can stop time and move back, and then go go at it again, I mean is lame, ya but it's it's a it's it's, nice what like okay for example you uh


okay put it this way you know that or you don't know that something bad is going to happen right, something bad happened for example uh a a tsunami happen, uh and then you the first one you failed, second one you you know already so you get half the village out of the place you know so it's like a game


ya I will think of it like is a game, so your objective is to save the whole village, but then, the first one you don't know so you you die second one you like [orh] okay so I know okay so you get like these people away, so subsequently you can you know when to, push push back the time so that you can evacuate the whole village in time


and finally, get the objective, but then again <unk> like I feel every superpower will make you go crazy lah because for example if you're going to take that example, of saving a village, then what if we, you know every time you move back, the people that believe your words are not going to believe you again so you have to


you have to it's going to take some more time to convince these same people, you know but I I think the idea is interesting lah, so like okay I know that this is what would take, what what is going to take for to to to to make you change your mind or to make you side with me


last time maybe the first attempt I could do it in ten minutes, next one I can do it in one sentence kind of thing, (ppb) and then ya can achieve objective so maybe that is something interesting lah to move uh to move with time, I mean like of of course you you would say it's cowardly because of the example that I gave


when I say oh I wanna get, I want to achieve this person, so or this goal, but then I cannot get then I move back, but to me it's like, I feel that life is a game lah and like you know you have to move with, you you have to keep trying and you know and


you only can try and try and try until you get the easiest way, I mean like life is of course not like that lah but it will be interesting if your life was like that, ya true lah


ya and that ya and then you are like nope I've I been through that when I gonna go gain I mean try again, and try again try again but then at the end of the day, you will just be rewinding your life lah so you will be probably, ya for you in twenty four hours or maybe in one week you are still stuck in the one day


the time of one week you still moving back moving back moving back moving back, but what that's the thing what if you can move back and say those don't walk there you're going to the car is going to come


the other way, and you know, but then ya lah like you the whole the whole idea of life, ya ya almost but it's not really see the future because, you are going through life as it is but the moment you see something amidst you stop life and you move back


I don't know probably I mean, probably probably like uh go really in depth in religion ah, because like, you know as much as lifestyle, permitting but I guess that's something that I would really, love one day to do and I mean if you if I really know


that okay you gonna to have three hundred sixty five days left from today, and then I guess that what want to make you, prepare yourself become a better, what about you


for one year, and you not gonna do anything about it, just panic panic panic


true, PICQUED picqued, (ppb) is there someone at this table you would like to know better


so you got another one, page turner, oh this one is your question what is the most inspiring book, you have ever read


what is it about


why do you do you actually be do you actually think that gender itself, has a role to play in everything, like like okay for example, you have uh people who are saying that


uh you know oh guys why why why is it just guys who's supposed to do this why can't women do this, but in the first place my question is, in the first place, is there even a need to even question the role of gender, so like


military for example, you might say, oh it's a guy thing, but do you believe that there must be a time where someone says oh it's not just guys that can do it, oh it's also a female military unit, but what I'm saying is that, why should we even judge why should we even judge based on gender in the first place why can't we just


oh military is for everyone, why is it specifically bound, or is there do you think that is there a reason why, humans or society think, in a very genderist, kitsch way


discriminate ya


try try try, try, I think right now ah


ya it's it's it's something it's something that, that I think this this kind of game uh


some people think it's childish lah but, I mean if it's played right with a open mind, it it might be okay but right now let's say for example like just now, uh these kind of games when like that talk about uh if you had ten million dollars, and then if I start lashing out oh I'm gonna buy a sports car this and that and that but then ya


I think it's normal that your partner would think oh this guy is, what you call materialistic, he's just gonna splurge it's not gonna be, good financially but, it also depends on but it also depends on how


how open the your partner is and actually, and also what kind of uh, uh that that kind of relationship you have with your partner, you know so, the more that you know someone and, you play this kind of game I think it not only allows you to see a different side of


or which can be for the good or for the bad lah for the worst but <unk> it actually lets you explore, your inner, I don't know inner self like, you know maybe maybe I will never be someone who splurges stuff, but


there's always that one part of me that you know what what if you know you can do anything you can go crazy, you know, this is what I'm gonna do with ten million dollars, so ya I think this is a good, uh experiment or not just the experiment itself a good kind of game where


not just, not just couple, uh or pair, but it can be done in a group setting, so actually I had this game I I played this game with my group of friends as well, uh I don't know if I played with you, it's basically telling them I put four object in front of them and each object resembled a certain


so I told them very simple first object, is a straight guy, second object is a straight female, third object, is resembled a, a a, a guy who likes, guy


guy guy, guy and guy, a guy who likes guy, and the fourth object is a female who like female so basically a gay and a lesbian lah, put it very, out there, okay so if you had a choice, if you had a choice you have to take out, or you had to change so you had


take off all your, outfit, be naked, and then change into something else, okay so is not just be naked ah so let's say you put it ah you have to be naked, who would you actually do it in front with


so my my answer was simply I would do it in front of a guy, a straight guy, and my rational is that he's a straight guy, he will not, he would he would he would not be, he would not have any intentions or


ill intentions, you know because you know that strictly that you just gonna go there you have to be naked, is not gonna be so awkward I feel, you can see from my other friends, a variety of answers and some of them doesn't actually link with mine because they will be like


no I'm not gonna do that, uh I I'm gonna, take out in front of a woman, because why, because oh and you have different answers lah like, like you know who knows you might get lucky, this kind of stuff some of them will take out in front of a female


female lesbian so you know that, uh although, cause some of them feel that it's it might be awkward to be in front of a guy, you you you change in front of a female, who likes a girl so it's not that awkward ya so, there's a lot of deep conversations that you know


so that is one of the games lah I played, did you did you did you play anything, ya for girls is a


jet set, name a favorite place you have been to what is is what is it's significance, the hill what right, what's there


is there a pig, a dog, did you go, what what did you see there like is there anything nice, like is is there like maybe you can describe


the whole the whole trek up


favorite place actually, there's a lot lah I mean, most recent will be my trip to Thailand, for this overseas exchange programme, so I think over there it was, uh we stayed we stayed uh at this park as well


so we on top of the park, there's like three houses three bungalows, is like a chalet kind, so it was nice, to be able to go there and interact uh deeper with the, the locals and also


uh ya to to to to see what's there, of life lah, and you know of course not going there with the intention of helping, ya that that that's never the intention lah I guess uh it's more of, trying to contribute what you can, because I don't think I don't believe in going


somewhere to help because maybe, maybe, they don't really need your help help in the first place, ya you are actually bothering them, ya that's what I feel lah about these kinds of trips but it was nice lah uh the the recent trip that I went to, and you know it was pretty significant to my life because I have never been


I have never been, ya so ya that's nice K move on, !wah! worst date ah, (hmm) let me think just take a while


actually I don't think I ever had a worst date though like, ya I don't think I ever had a worst date it was just


dates or maybe you, is there a worst date, they are just normal dates ya, depends lah I mean


I mean like, maybe boring dates, but I don't really have, nah nah no it's not, I was good


why are you looking for a, no idea how to answer that we go to the next one


top three children's name, I have no idea I never thought about this ever in my life, I have no idea uh


maybe not at this moment where you think of family uh, children name maybe not for guys especially, like they always say like oh girls have their wedding planned out at the age of seven, but like for me or I think guys I can speak of for


like we don't really have, time or we don't really think, of think of uh what names I want to name my kid, but, if I had to name someone it probably has number one it has to have I mean for for me it


their their name is going to have my name in it as well, like something something something bin, Ahmad Shafiq, oh of course, of course when uh when when you want to name your child, it has to have a ring to it ah


like you cannot be like Alessandro Bin Ahmad Shafiq, so it doesn't it doesn't ring right like it doesn't is is just like what, you know so number one it has to ring lah like probably something I I cannot think of anything right now so of course the name has to have a ring to it, where it flows if if if fits


the name has to fit, ya it doesn't have to the length is okay but it just have to fit with of course my name cause it has to be there, because of religion and all, but other than being able to to to uh other than uh to having a name that fits, I like names that are unique


rich is not like the typical I mean I'm a Malay and then the typical name will be like, ya maybe but like you know all those uh, Muhammad Rasif, I mean they are nice names but, I I I mean I'm not even talking about unique names like uh


uh no no your name is fine is something like, what what is that, Muhamad Hadi Khairul Akmar like that, I don't know that's that's fine that that that that that's just long, but it still and my definition is it's still under that


common name, Muhamad Hadi Khairul Akmar, uh unique names such as, !aiya! ya the spelling like uh it's, it's Malay but they they change to a Q


but then you you know it it's it's not like, ya ya it's if a name is like Nur Nur Quraisha, you know it's, it's supposed to be like that, but, when is something like, ah I I don't know but I think you know where I'm going with with the the spelling like it's a Malay name but they just change the spelling to make it


English so I I I'm against or I don't like as it is I I rather go with more common names like, Hussain, you know like, I mean like of course those kind of names are a bit, old lah but like, I would probably like those kind of names if as compared to the name where is like is to me is like fake


like, you you change certain aspect just to make it, what personal trait do you like about yourself most


is it bringing joy to people as well


oh, personal trait I don't know, probably just doing, uh I will just go, oh no no no actually I I've written it on my Instagram, spontaneity, the how I I actually love that I mean I'm not someone who likes to describe things


or like tell me more about yourself or tell me what you are, but I like I like something that uh spontaneous like I like to do things that are not planned, and like crazy some people would think like it, this guy is crazy or like


I don't know like as in I I cannot really recall, but like probably there's a lot of spontaneous things that I would have done, in the past all the way until now, and you know and looking back maybe there are some embarrassing ones but, to to to point out a certain


example would be a little bit hard right now


okay saddest moment of our lives, probably, I don't know, do I have a saddest moment of my life


no no of course not lah I mean there are times when you are sad, relationship then of course, uh there will be like those those uh


those moments where you you knew that oh it it was going up it was going good but then, uh you know some someone or something just had to happen and then, uh you know it it kind of like, halts your journey


okay then of course that was that is probably something sad lah but to say, it was the saddest of my life I wouldn't say lah but I think, maybe maybe when uh when I was fourteen then I got, that was the only time I got arrested


then uh I had to be bailed out, so that was, one of one of the saddest I wouldn't say the saddest moment but it was of the turning points in my life where you, where your mum cried and kind of thing so, uh so it was definitely a a a a time where you have to change you know that okay maybe this is something that


you have to change lah, so ya so but to say that it's the saddest, I wouldn't say it's the saddest but I would say it's the life changing, point lah maybe if I were to tweak the question a little bit it would be the one of the, life changing moments of my life lah


and to see your mum cry kind of thing and then, uh you know but then the thing is you know life goes on lah and you know you try to be better everyday lah, a bit boring answer I know, mini-me how important is having children to you


!wow!, see see the difference, between a guy and a girl they they already have a I already have, the how many children they they need


but I do what, I do what, no lah I mean everybody has a


then just now you talk about legacy I actually had this question uh, ya you mention about legacy and I had this question lah like, like I noticed your family are very involved in the whole ah Javanese culture thing


okay so like, as a, as a, offspring of them of of this set of parents being born in this kind of, family a family background, so do you think that it's even more important that


you actually have a kid yourself, so that your kid, can actually, learn and you know this legacy of, your own can be passed down and hopefully your kid, can carry on, what your grandparents have set or or or sorry your parents have set out


you think that's also one of the key, reasons why you think it's important, why do you think it's important for you to have a family, or to have a kid children


important lah not the priority lah


the necessity the basics ah


okay fair enough ah


okay, oh stress stresses me when I'm to work, very pushy people around me


and not just that lah uh I think one of the most stressful periods would be, when I was doing my internship then I had to I when I had to do my internship and then I had to cover, for a full timer so I was practically being a full timer


for a week so you basically got thrown everything, and you know but you know that certain things you cannot touch certain emails you cannot reply, uh and it was quite stressful lah because you had it I was in charge of events, so you know certain events you know you had to do this to do that but sometimes


you were cause you were seventeen eighteen you you didn't know, that this is what is supposed to be done the the whole logistics the administrative portion, so ya it was quite bad lah that I I got migraine sick but I still had to come to for work because I had to do the event


cause I was in charge of the event so ya that's probably something, stresses me but I think, that that stress can also be, (ppb) uh can also be destressed lah the moment you know how to handle


uh especially I mean if I were to give a overall theme it will be working, under tight, constraints ah or this time time constraints lah, so that was probably uh stressful stressful period lah, ya and I think


time has is also of course uh, uh time constraint is of course something that we, we uh very much, as much as some people claim that they can actually work within time constraint but, you know this are stresses lah that actually uh


make your life a little bit challenging but, I mean I feel that this stress are also good because it actually brings out a little bit, the best of you lah and it also brings out something that you don't know that you have, so I didn't know that I could, be able to multi-task that much


ya through this stress that I get I learn, I learn that I actually could do this, what destresses me ah I don't know just, just having to do nothing, like maybe just for a day just just do nothing


no not not sleep like sleep makes me relax lah but, it doesn't, when you wake up then, you still gonna, destress again but, ya imagine is just like going, somewhere just just do nothing, just walking around


ya just walking, or maybe going to holiday just having a carefree mind lah in a sense, that I feel is the best destress, exercise you know that's when your mind just drifts, and you know you are not really aware it it kind of like, it's kind of like


like being in a state, in a trance where you are not aware but but not to that extent , what do you value most in a friendship !wow!


but what about the worse thing, worse value to have in, something that just makes you despise the person, like is there a particular value that, maybe cheating, or maybe lie I mean that will be honesty lah but, is there a particular value that you actually see


K then that won't be a value lah but is there a particular act, that you would think that oh man this is definitely, I'm not really gonna be friends with you from now, is there a particular action like if you


of, uh of you lah


I said already, so I guess this is this goes back to my superhero power lah, about moving back and forth back and forth


what's the question again sorry uh done differently, I mean right now I I I wouldn't say I have had, much regrets ah because, things that that you people would think that don't you regret doing this


to me I don't see it as a regret, because I see it as a learning uh learning experience lah like if I didn't do that, then I wouldn't know, this would have happened, ya so like to say that


is there something that I could done differently definitely no lah I'm not that kind of person who would say like, no regrets yes no regrets not even a word, not even a letter, ya actually really there's no regrets because I mean


ya lah there are some things that you wish that you haven't haven't done lah, in life, uh but, then again, these are what makes you who you are at the end of the day, ya I mean like if I were to say that oh I've


I've killed someone, and then, maybe you you give me this question ten years later, again maybe my answer will be I don't regret doing that action, but I won't regret, uh doing the action lah I mean I don't regret killing someone because


ya I mean, I you know, it's something that you cannot turn back anymore lah time right but, ya lah then again this question is, turning back time lah but, really there's nothing lah, but then when it links to my


superhero power that one, then it's not really much of regret it's just getting what I want lah, do you have any, burning burning, that you wished that oh I shouldn't have done this I shouldn't have done that


faux pas, faux pas, faux pas describe the most embarrassing moment of your life, falling down on the stairs many many time


would you change I mean if you relate to my previous question would you change or would you, undo anything to make sure that you are not embarrassed


ya it's something when you look look back, to to reminisce, ya just ya just very true lah


failures, what I I my family calls me Ahmad Shah


ya Matrep what, then uh, they call me more, because of so many chinese why I think the, my favourite I used to like Ahmad Shah but I realise Macam very uh very long, for a nickname ya it's very nice but it feels nice for a family


much lah much lah much lah, I think right now, like it doesn't fit me, see it doesn't fit me, ya <unk> would fit me, wait wait wait wait wait uh but ya lah


so uh, ya lah maybe maybe a favourite one will be my family, or ya how much, do you have any


do you have any, nicknames that are, people don't know, that you wish people will call you by


what what what about nicknames that are like, but like, you know how some, will have nickname like, but their name is not Jack, there is no


Jack in the whole nickname but they just like what's your name oh I'm I'm Jack, like like Win is your name it's part of your name but suddenly my name is <unk> but you can call me, baby


(ppb) like you know some people just oh you can call me baby, Clara, Kara


how how, how important is marriage to you it's the same question as kids ah, oh mystery guest if you can have an hour long conversation with anyone at all who would you talk to, dead or alive


ya, but there's, Malik I'll talk to Malik yes


why her though, she's not really that


come on you have to answer it go straight, straight straight to the straight to the questions lah


I think, I think that one would be interesting because uh I've never done so, yes yes so like I've never done it, so but I've I've seen a lot of videos or movies that showed, uh speed dating


uh blind dating which I've never had the experience because, ya I just never had lah so uh, I think if a dating agency, it would be fun because you now become part of their catalogue


of guys and like similarly you are, also just waiting for something to happen, but then again this kind of thing I feel is very uh it's just there to boost your ego I feel, like imagine you you got ten


ten I mean it's something like your Facebook, Instagram Tinder likes, it's the whole number thing again where you know, uh the dating agency has you for like, ten dates a week where your friend has like twenty and then you'll be like am I not good enough


you know that kind of thing but then again, the, going on face value of the question I would lah just for the experience but have you done, have you been set up for dates


I asked my friend to set myself but I don't remember who, but I'm pretty sure I've like eh can you set me up but like we go out together but, ya that kind of uh, ya but, nothing really that fancy lah but ya that's all that's about it


pet peeves, who or what irritates you


any any example of a experience


or even younger than them though actually doesn't matter I guess


rudeness ah, I've never baked, so I wouldn't know


as in just help, help out so definitely is not a hundred percent job, so of course I wouldn't say I'm good at it but, I I guess it's slightly less complicated and less messy I feel when you bake, I mean like, I've met girls who are like I can't cook but I can bake


so I feel that maybe baking is slightly easier, I have no idea because, I mean I'm all I'm all for cooking lah I mean I'm not really a pastry kind of person, so I I wouldn't I wouldn't, say that I mean do the whole baking thing


but uh what was the question again cooking and, well how well ah actually actually I just cook well enough for me to eat leh, ya like like, ya is just


the simplest way that you can get, chicken to be fried that kind of thing ya you can't compete with, mum's cooking or ya but, but ya ya to say that I cook very well I wouldn't say but to say that I cook


enough, for the taste to come out, for you to swallow and not get, diarrhoea or food poisoning I think is decent lah, but of course my my recipes are not, extensive lah


in hall I only cook, two to three things only and is always the same, I I I is not that I am afraid to try other things but I just don't know how it will turn out, but I guess that's the fun thing about cooking lah about not knowing how it will turn out and then, like you see like how those experienced cooks will be like oh oh taste a bit oh you need a little bit more of this


ya it's it's pretty much more to it lah than just, just throwing things like you need to know the math, what goes with what, like sour and, sweet maybe cannot go together and know this kind of things so it's it's it's more to that lah and


ah how how how would you say you


but would you say that your cooking is comparable to your mum


how long has it since been your last serious relationship, age of innocence what do you miss most from your childhood I think we gonna spend some time talking about this


tell me more about your childhood


or at childhood, childhood you will say like below the age of twelve, below the age of six, but that's childhood


it's just like you said lah the carefree moments, but I think if I were go down, to before primary school, it was it will really be, just knowing, that I feel that everything was a routine


after school, your mum is gonna pick you up, then you are gonna go visit this shop, then you gonna go buy the same thing over and over again, ya and the whole routine is nice lah as like, and that you know you go back you don't have anything to do


then again carefree moments that, you just go back, and watch your TV, and then, next thing you know it lunch is served and the whole provided thing again, lunch is served and then, like there's really nothing, but then the thing is


still made it out like there there wasn't computers there wasn't iPhones wasn't gadgets but you still made it out, from your whole childhood with a very, a lot of experiences, but I wouldn't say I spent most of my under six years old


outside like apart from football so ya that I mean I couldn't really remember much, ya lah it's just football football football lah, it's nice lah I mean to say the carefree moments


how would I react, ya maybe maybe depends on how close I am to that person but, I for one would, never be , how do I put it ah like, there are just some people like I feel that


as friends, you would never want to go beyond the line of offence, cause you don't want to jeopardise, what you have, but it's a pity lah because sometimes you know that, by by staying friends, you can only be friends you cannot be more than that


then again, that runs the risk lah I mean if you go somewhere beyond friends, and that if it doesn't works out then of course that sucks lah because you are not only losing a lover but you losing a friend as well, but to say that for example like now I have a close friend that says


I I like, then I will be very thank you ah , I'm all for going out and


ya I mean unless I also have the same feeling for her lah, ya but other than that I won't, I mean actually quite quite interesting because last time in secondary school there was this one girl who actually like, no like one of the few time someone oh no lah secondary school got a couple (ppb)


like like but on a serious note seriously like, uh when I sec-one there was this other sec-one girl that like me, but then, she ya that point of time it was just oh whoever had the prettiest know that kind of thing then she was like a Ah-Lian ah


so you never really think much lah when she said she like you then she tried to she went after you, but then you like, ah no I I I sec-one I still into my football, so I I just want to play my football relax


ya so I wasn't really thinking about, date I mean like ya I was here and there with girls but, when someone said she like you and especially from the same school I never really liked back because, ya I don't like to date someone from the same school lah


ya then subsequently, ya there was another girl lah who like me, ya when I was upper sec ah, and oh ya I remember this because she gave me uh letters !huh! classic, the whole letter writing thing


ya so, that was fun ya, if I was just to based on that experience right, to answer this question how would I react I think I would just brush it off


maybe now different because now you are at that age, where oh someone like [orh] then you like you know, ya but, that that that will just be my reaction lah I mean, do you have, anybody say they like you, that I'm pretty sure you have


what's your top three on your bucket list


can I change the question, there's a what are what are the things that you wish you could do, if you had the chance anything that you wish you could do


if there was one thing that, you would die to try like you know it's you know, maybe for example you're afraid of heights for example, but then if there's one thing that you are dying to try is actually to to do bungee jumping


if there's one particular thing I mean, exclude all your limitations lah but if there's one thing that you you you, you could do, what what is that one particular thing that you wanna do, is there anything


one thing that you wanna do that you're gonna like okay tomorrow I can die, because I've achieved, what I want to achieve already, okay do you do you have any places you want to go, that you've looked into the internet and you're like oh this is definitely a place that I wanna go


why why what what so you know


what if you die, what if you fall but you don't die there, what what's worst, falling and not dying at the bridge or just fall and die, that's worst


that's worst to fall and die, but what if you fall and you don't die


you know just you don't die you just fall and you don't die, and then you just like, but you don't die, okay, I'll rather die though


in that weather, I'd rather just die, imagine you're you can't move, or you can move but with limited mobility and you don't die, and you know that it's so hard to get you escape that you'd rather just die so


that that whole, paradox


ya but at that condition that you're in, cold, probably immobile


so you'd just rather rather just do like this, trekking kinda


depends lah I mean uh, I mean like, uh there's a lot of nice places but, it seems like, these nice places are always the hardest to reach


ya like, you know there's this uh Devil-Stone is it, where there's one rock in the middle then, then it's stuck there, like it's nice lah but like


I wouldn't want to go there I I'd really go something more remote, where it's weird, places, I don't know like there's a lot of videos on this lah where people who go in, to the worst, stupidest places to do things


uh to find things and and I I like to go I mean there's no one particular thing, but if there's one activity I would like to go is actually to do that lah, so it's like for instance uh, ya to find ya or like or doesn't have to be treasure it could be treasure in a form of


uh there's this there's this there could be a a, cannibal cannibal, ya, uh those kind of those kind of things, uh it could be even like, ya you can say you can you can deem this as treasure


but like old, there there was this one place where it's uh in in US, it's a used to be an old amusement park, and then it's now right in the middle of the forest, ya so


I mean like you can you can say they are ya ya I mean, going out to find treasures but the form of treasure that I I seek is not, gold, I mean ya it's nice to find gold, but like is also nice to like go into tunnels and just find ya just things lah


I I feel that's why like, in innately is I'm I'm like that but like you know, that's why I'm in the history course, I just maybe now I know the reason why I


last time is just oh I have no choice, one item item object ah, one item one one item nothing much though


ya I mean like one item one item from a house urbaning house ah just talking about a house, I mean I would definitely choose item that, not just valuable but something that you know, you will need to use it next time


I I really don't have anything though, I mean my valuables I guess my phone, ya but then then that is not so valuable right but


I don't know do you have any items first, I want to say birth cert, but then again I will be like, ya but then like what is the point of the birth cert then but I want to save something, that ya probably my file my folder of


certificates, my, diploma all those includes my birth cert probably that file, cause with that then I can go out and seek other things I mean without it, I need to go and make it again, ya


okay for you lah for you ya, I I wouldn't have I wouldn't have, think like things like that, ties that bind what activity do you enjoy doing with your family


walk lah like to walk, at home


have you been to the one with the ridges, I know sorry the one with the at Bukit-Timah, Bukit Gombak there, something Mac, Guilin eh Guilin


I thought it was, ya I thought it was like something !wow! then I went there the park was like (ugh), it was the it's different it's different than


but it's just that ah you go there you just see a Guilin, ya there's one there's one at West-Coast also, uh Bukit-Timah Nature Reserve is nice I feel but


I only been I've only been to the easy route I've never walked through the forest route, the hard hard routes, uh ya but I I wanna try though but, two hours right


speaking of that I've been to, MacRitchie, ya so I had to conduct a walk there, that's why have to arrive early lah, so I was I went for a recce alone, and and I was damn scared


uh it was fine until you have, it was fine until you see monkeys there, because you don't know what to do because they are wild monkeys, so when the day itself I had when the day came right, I brought umbrella


so it's just to, cause I am leading a walk a group of, forty thirty year old, a group lah, it's part of my work, it's fine lah, just go there learn about this tree then that tree it's just walk with them talk a bit


there was the problem I had I think


now is not letting go already now is now is how to keep, so last time I was like, I actually I like after six months I realise I didn't want to be with this girl, but then I didn't know how to leave because I didn't know how to break someone's heart, so it drag until three years plus


that that remaining years two and a half years was, a struggle not just for me lah but I think for her because like it's not fair, that I mean, towards the end, like weeks before the separation


I realise that there was a lot of fighting and then like you just, ~ted to let go but you still didn't want to say maybe it was ego but maybe it was just something you didn't want to do, ya until someone said it, so she said it, I was like okay lah I took as cause I am someone who like


value words so the moment you say that then is like okay, as much as I'm, my words are very rough ah, certain things I don't touch, like certain words I don't touch


the value to it, a lot of value lah, ya so, the other party to say it before I like okay then you say it, I'm I'm ready to go lah


ah maybe maybe you can blame it on ego like I don't want to be the one to break up, but ya to to let, but then, ya that that's just for me lah do you have, do you know when when it is to let go is is that like a particular moment


but what about learning how to let go, okay just let's let's let's move on from like, boy girl relationship but just a relationship as a whole right, then like uh you know like sometimes, leave you or people die


but how how do you think you will take, letting go, like finally accepting like, it's not just death lah just, friends family, who just maybe maybe maybe gone missing like maybe you know the case of the aeroplane


ya like how do you think you would come to it and then learn how to like, let go, do you think it will be easy as compared to a love kind of let go, that that kind of family


what about if you are the one that left, so for example again not talking about boy girl relationship, no no like you run away from, so now put it in a case that let's say family, let's say family ah this this let's take this scenario


you actually, run away from your family, and then, you know do you think that you can let go, of your family eh maybe you run away for a reason that is that might hurt you, but at the end of the day I feel that maybe you feel very sad also what


ya but how do you think that do you would you able to let go like I mean as a as a what's that called a refugee ah you you run away from them what, so you run away because you angry at them, but maybe twenty years later do you still feel that you you you kind of miss what do you think what do you think do you think that


you can let go, what if you are forced to leave, ah then do you think you can let go of it like people people don't want you


maybe let's say now friends, friends tell you eh we all don't want you already, but then do you think then then when maybe you ten years later you saw this group of friends together still, eating at that table and then you are sitting here at this table with, maybe on your own or with your another group of friends


and then you look over the other table and then you're like, do you think you do you think you're more ready to let go of that


okay calculated risk, what is the craziest thing you've ever done, I'm sure there's funny stories for this


I think a lot lah I'll stick to secondary school only like just within school compound, I've ever okay this is stupid lah but, I've ever went out, recess time


I climb out of gate just to eat outside of school, and then climb back in, so I think that one quite stupid but, I think crazy also, cause it's only half an hour, cause you cause you you thought it was cool what right


ya so you climb out and then you you go eat outside of school which is just across the road which is fine lah which is nearby, and then second one will be oh I plan a robbery in school or a thief a theft in school superb


so uh, so this guy, I really didn't like him ah, so he brought his PSP and always played this in class, so this PSP


he used to I know where he keep it under the table stuff like that and then, so recess time our doors are all locked, so everybody the monitor will hold the door and locked, so I, I, gang up with my friend just two of us then we were like


you want to take or not, like we take we go and sell lah, so we like okay let's go and take and sell so we, for just for that day we were so nice to the monitor then we were like okay come we help you lock the door, then this guy, I distracted the monitor then this guy just lock and unlock


cause it was a double lock, so lock and unlock then we like okay can then we go, off we went to canteen, then we you turn went back up open the door, go in, and then, then we took the


took the, then we took the the PSP and then I was like okay we shouldn't keep it anywhere, or to anyone, so we that was my brilliant mind lah so we went to this corner of the school where we know there was a lot of logs that we use for campfire, we slid it all the way inside the logs


so, so it was a lot of logs woods so they just store all this you know it was nicely kept but is just that, ya it was just there lah and, it's basically the last place where you ever think someone would keep something lah, so I just slid it underneath, then we went back up


I went back up big hoo-ha lah, so I was number one suspect lah, and then of course this time of course I was like, because my reputation there wasn't that good lah but is not that I was known for stealing things, but is just that I was I wasn't really the the the best student


outside of school I am very I am horrible a lot getting a lot of, problems always in the principal detention, so naturally people would and I was express, so so it was I was the thorn lah really the thorn, so anything bad


links to me, so uh so of course it links to me first lah and I knew it was going to link to me, but, there was no way they could search me lah cause I as in me and my friend knew where it was what and we knew nobody would ever go there, so I was searched first


nothing and then they even went to the extent of searching okay they search me my bag and I say don't have, I really don't have I I I have to put the best Oscar act ah, and then I think they went, people of, the other like my normal tech friends (ppb) normal acad friends


cause they, cause they think that I would pass to other people lah, but I don't know lah end up they couldn't find lah and which is true lah because we were definitely one step ahead of them lah we we we didn't ya so that was, one of the craziest thing lah


then we took the PSP we sold it off for hundred and eighty and, we got ninety dollars each ah my friend the next day bought a new bag, I had no idea what I did with the ninety dollars, oh but I also have one more craziest one, I


secondary, oh primary school we that one was another thing lah, ya another another case lah ya so secondary school another one was really I think the craziest, was I, I was uh I I also did glue sniffing that time inhalant lah


so I did it right in front of the teacher, you know secondary school your this is the layout, and then this is where the teacher table this is the door right then the classroom so the teacher's table at the corner right in front is the, the the student's desk is like the you know the one row the the examination style


so I was sitting right in front, as usual lah Shafiq is always in front cannot sit at the back, then there I was lah, then I was right in front, then everybody around me knew, I don't know the teacher why they never stop me so that was the craziest


(ppb) there was I throughout the whole class , that was like number one crazy ah, in class, (ppb) that was funny really really funny, ya outside is really a lot lah but ya that was


that was really one of the I I if you ask me right now right what was the motivation right I would just tell you it's just, nothing lah (ppb), it was really just nothing, ya so ya lah that was the craziest thing that I have ever done, and that was just a


that was some of the major ones lah there is definitely a lot more crazy things , but ya [loh], it was fun lah it was fun, I mean it was all in the past lah


what motto did you live by, what motto did you live by come on


crescent-girls Saint-Andrews, Saint-Andrews, grace, (ppb) okay okay okay, why why why why then with race with style like that


doesn't resort to violence ah


have you been able to achieve that


ya spontaneous, I don't know last, few days right


then I don't remember when I cried I have never cried for something for this past month, maybe that day when you say eh you cry ah, remember that time, I think that day


have anything you wanna say, describe (ppb), your passion I mean is describe one important life lesson you've learnt from the books you've read


Lizzie-McGuire


not that I remember lah, !wah! one one thing I'll I'll always remember is uh, it it's like


like it's never easy to, grow, with a pair, of your partner, alright it's actually harder is it's especially hard, when you start to have a family, when there's there gonna be like discrepancy and


like the very nature of, the whole family, structure lah for social structure, so one thing is like no matter what, they they always stood by each other at the end of the day no matter how heavy or crazy the fight is


you know I don't know that's stupid, or just love or, just for the sake of the family, like they still stayed with one another, no no doubt lah but ya then then again like you know, that's the dream of course but like hopefully like whatever shit that has been done


can be reconciled lah, and you know like and so far it seems like it's, you know it it it it looks good lah like, like, like every fight like at the end of the day like if there's any misunderstanding or what then you know they will


and like , I mean like like I said lah like everybody has their bad points but, instead of tolerating the bad points you just grow used to it lah, and like you know that, like, you know that oh this is the certain attitude of, your spouse


so you just, but then again it could be bad lah because what if the thing is lying, ya and then you know you keep on lying and lying and you know you don't stop so and you don't want to leave that relationship because maybe you have a kid now


so it's it might turn out bad, but then again something that I like about them is although something bad happens they, resolved it lah, and and and like and make sure it doesn't happen again so it's like, it's like it's not just having one chance, but you have one chance for everything


so it's like maybe they cheat, so you make sure you don't cheat next time lah and maybe they, splurge too much, then make sure you then now now I come in now the other party comes in oh I'm gonna control your money that kind of thing, ya so ya it's it's about, giving each other the chance lah and I think that's


difficult lah in in many relationships especially right now, and like some people it's like oh I don't stand cheaters, and the moment one person cheat and then you just like leave, ya and then uh like some people is like oh, I realised, you just cannot click, and then I just leave you know but like I feel that if you really love someone


then you have to, you'll have to have that patience lah and like, that belief that you know it's gonna work out fine, but also, the other party it takes two to clap lah the other party has to put in the the same effort lah to show that to show, the victim party that


you know you know it's it's gonna be worth your time, ya and I think, that is something that I hope to achieve lah one day, ya and not just like I mean like what they always say lah I mean, you don't you you fix what you broke break you don't throw, what you break, but you know maybe


people nowadays don't live by lah maybe you don't live by that lah, never know lah, oh which of this symbols best describes you this is a good question minus plus times divide or equal


I think you are a, multiply though, cause like you say when you say joy, when you say about joy, then is like multiplying it to others, are you more of a multiply


or do you add, value, I mean like if you think about it lah, multiplier, maybe you like give a multiplier effect


you can you can put it you can put it like that right, that's dividing, that that's dividing right


actually I I've ever talk to this to my friend Natasha, so we we we were talking about dates and then I was talking


I was describing my date, then I was like thinking this is something that is really nice and you know what it is it was basically, picnic, just the two of you, just talk, and then having like the most simplest meals


really just homemade food that's all, or it couldn't it could not be just picnic at a a nice view it could be just picnic under the stars that kind, like I just like simplistic things lah, do do you have a best date or a ideal date


that that's mine ideal date it could be, ya I just like to sit and talk, walk and talk I feel is a bit difficult, you can say lah, like is like more of like you know like, ya you get it


do you have a ideal, then I think we can finish it off with that thirty more seconds, do you have a, where where do you like to go what kind of setting


ya I mean like that's nice too lah but, but how much can you watch movies together, how how much, how much can you go rock climbing together how how much can you go bowling right, alright thank you


we have different pictures I assume, ya so we have to discuss on what is the difference


do you have that, what do you have on the left side of your photo, there's a Joe, I don't have a Joe I only have a food shack


okay okay what what what does your food shack sell, local does, so there's a local, ya, I I only have crayfish shellfish and lobster


I don't have local at all, there's this spiral thing


brown, dark blue, you mean the wording


how about do you have the North Shore Golf Club above, oh okay my the sign in red for mine is learn to dive with Paul


and then after that a sign on the right of it is a green sign saying North Shore Golf Club, I have that too ya


I have, two signs only


you can't see my photo, yes yes, and the learn to dive with Paul is


the North Shore Golf Club with an arrow to the left oh, oh okay I have a green sign


is she, yes, but is like white right, like light grey


yes I have it, he's wearing like a jumper almost but like a turtleneck mustard colour, jumper with like khaki or dark brown pants with dark brown shoes


a shark fin, three green fishes, they look like angler fishes, uh I think those are seagulls


flying towards the fish one flying upward, no, towards, the direction that is opposite of where the man is, so it's to the right


what do they sell, okay I think that's another difference cause I only have peach wine


ya just special offer peach wine, red and yellow, I don't know if they are bottles but they are like two grey objects


like dark pink red almost, how about your sign what does it say


uh yes, I have that too I think, is it a clear sign, twelve board also, is it or is it just oval shaped I don't think mine's a surfboard though


okay we find other differences first, okay okay how about the two bins at the side do you have two bins two trash bins


are they closely packed together, oh I don't have a push


oh the circle window I have it but I just don't have a push, yes, ya I see two I see a couple


the girl is wearing a turquoise spaghetti strap and she is blonde, uh ya slippers actually I think


the guy is wearing shades he has brown wavy hair, light green shirt, and khaki shorts with, dark blue shoes, he has only one sock on though on his right


wine red wine, around like other parts of the picture is it


we have a couple, sitting down old couple I, elderly couple I assume they are a couple


okay that's the eighth difference, because mine he is not wearing any sock, so, is he sitting on an orange chair


ya he is balding


oh okay mine is different she's she has, red flowers, no it's just red


uh close ya yes, uh the colour of the, bar, the the the, uh that's purple, I I don't know


ya I assume it's a magazine, ya, green wizard


ya I think so, a radio, a stereo


ya, underneath, beside but it's not directly underneath


yes, ya does the, ball has stripes on it, yes, yes it is


(ppb) ya I believe it's a sun hat, is it brown, behind her yes


ya, yes, what is the colour of the seesaw seats cause mine is brown the other one is white


okay so that's the ninth the difference, there's twelve it's oh it's ten oh ten oh okay


peach wine, uh you mean oh mine doesn't have local, no I don't have Joe


green shirt and it's here


yes, is there a beachcombing sign, at


bottom right of the photo, uh I have a sign that says beachcombing eleven AM, ya


I don't have


the beachcombing eleven AM sign, let's move on, okay let's shuffle it, okay we take turn


actually how do we play this again, ya you just pick


oh, I ask you the, know no fear, if you knew, you could not fail, what would you go accomplish


but you, but you already good at football though


okay, without getting paid


I mean I think, if you volunteer it's basically doing that most of the time, and generally I do like volunteering, but if there was something, that I was paid for and I wouldn't mind


doing it for, to work, in a social service area, because that's my dream


I want to be I wanted to start off as a social worker, so I feel like, if I wasn't paid to do it I will still do it cause it's my passion to serve others


I don't know it just makes me feel happy, ya but you know there is always that saying that nothing that you do is completely altruistic, so nothing you do is completely for people it's actually for yourself


so sometimes I have like (hmm) am I really that kind of person but then it's really what I like


make haste, what are you procrastinating now oh-my-god this is so relatable


but it doesn't sound like procrastination though because is just sacrifice in my opinion, because you you are aware that you got to do it and you you did it ultimately


!wow!, oh-my-god why are all the question questioning my, myself, what value do I bring can I ask you that question, since you know me best


I think, sometimes I bring, joy and humour to other's lives, because I like to make people happy I mean that's basic


ya I think most, is very rare, I mean based on my own experience, for people who gives you, completely positive energy


so I'm trying to the, I'm trying to be the person, that I want, to have around, ya I think I bring joy and kind of like humour because I like to crack joke


although they are very lame


some I mean sometimes on a bad day, because I use it as a front, so, sometimes, kind of I'm kind of lying also cause, I have to, fake it


you know in front of them them I will just be like !ooh!, ya I'm happy and good but actually I'm not really, in that, good mood but because people know me as that kind of a person, so I can't just suddenly


with a massive heel turn, uh ya it's worth because you're still making people happy, I mean as long it's not making it's not as long it's not detrimental to others I think that's fine


larger than life, who is your hero, and how does he or she, inspire you, I never heard you talk about this, like who's your idol who's your


ya who's your hero, where your hero, and your inspiration


that's usually nice but, I don't know, don't you think that, in this kind area like imagine if we quit, school I think it's like, can we even get there, like if you were to follow your dad's footsteps I mean like dad's of course


(ppb) they are seriously all these questions are questioning my morals, ten million dollars tomorrow, did you just say ten million dollars, is not a lot, !wow!


I have no crazy dream, I would just pay everything, of my dad's and, get like a few branded stuff, and keep the rest and think about what to do with the money later


ya I want to get a house, ya probably that, or like just safeguard some my future put the money in there, I mean I think when you have money you just think of where, I mean think of what you want to do later and keep it, for later because I mean if I were to spend it now it it will probably


it will probably be like fifty percent frivolous spending, so I'll just keep it


(hmm) I don't really have that kind of ideas but like, I've always had the dream of bringing my entire family to go travel though, ya that will be fun, ya


yes sightseeing definitely not like a shopping traveling but more of like, seeing the world other parts of the world oh I want to go to, there's this some place ya ten million for everybody you know


oh no no I mean no not to that extent I mean there's so much of of Earth I haven't see and I wanna go straight to Mars no, probably go like those National Park, I don't know I mean I don't know I haven't been traveling I don't travel


that's the only chance for me to travel, ya but ten million is too much actually ten million I would buy certain businesses, to think about it


like, ya I'll probably buy like, McDonalds is a trillion dollars industry, you can buy like a million nugget, ten million


ten million, okay, ten million so if I buy one, one million nugget, so I can get like a lot of nugget, but no I don't think I can buy McDonald's but I think I can buy like


, ~Kee, I think I can buy Old-Chang-Kee, what other, what other local brands I can buy


I do not want to buy him, clearly, his name is going to be in Siri can you not, uh but oh, ten million dollars, I think you just can safeguard for your future already this an interesting question ten million it's not one million it's ten


it's like, would you migrate I think I will leh, I mean, ten million dollars I can spend it outside, oh oh I know


maybe if I want to go on frivolous spending then I will go Malaysia and then just like buy a lot of things, [orh] like, what is the most expensive thing in the world


I have zero interest, in like all these gold cars, because they are what diamond encrusted


you sound like someone who will, who will get, all these stuff, you get houses you get cars you get, what else


you can split it though, fifty fifty percent five million is enough to go crazy five million is enough to do good thing, like can you imagine like if you buy a house and you just, then you like


it's yours forever, ya, eh this is an interesting question I'm really enjoying, what else what else can you do with ten million dollars, [orh] I know I will buy a small shed for my cats


no I mean like part of that ten million I will definitely get a, house for my cat, or maybe a cat shelter


last supper, for your last meal, what would you eat and who would you eat with, is it the last prison


ah I love to watch those videos uh


you can ask him after, after your last supper you can ask him that, but like someone who's alive like


the black movement right


I wouldn't choose to have my last meal with anybody, probably have it alone because I know if I will be with my loved ones it'll it would it would probably not have any appetite, ya I think it's just gonna be me maybe my kid


I will give him chicken, oh and my cat, I will pick


not nugget, I will, probably like, right like you cook our own and then you just like


ya and then you just, uh oh-my-god imagine if you ask for a buffet, and then you you can like just say that you haven't finish eating, and delay your death I mean if it was your last meal, why don't they say that


like I want a steamboat for my last meal


to see when a person will die, ya go crazy, when I, but, ya I could warn them I could warn them


but I think the, if I were to have that power I wouldn't know want to know when I will die, like I can find everybody's death date except for, I think is just sad but maybe not like, naturally I will see when they will die like only if I want to know


ya I don't have any other, superpower interest, because, I feel like they are all superficial, you can do it you can do it artificially like really like I mean reading people's mind that's just lame cause


even like I mean you can name any superpower any superpower will make you go crazy


that's sounds cowardly of life


ya but the essence of life will be gone, definitely I mean like then you can't say you been through struggles but I get what you mean though you've been through struggles that's why you like rearranging it


yes is tiring, imagine you just, witness a murder and then you move back and then the person's alive


what's the link, understand that's like seeing the future right, almost


your turn course correction, if you only had one more year to live what would you change about your life now, that's !wow! yours very link to, close to death issues like your last meal and everything


I don't know is just too sad, is like is is a scary topic though because one year can, you can do so much yet is so little, and, I don't know I won't trust that if they say I I only have one more year to live like because I feel that


halfway I can still die, it could be like a few days from that, point of time when I find out that oh I have one year to live, (ppb) found out like then suddenly I find out that is actually two days, then I die so is like I've no


I I think, if I know I had one more year to live I will probably be panic, real bad, because, of course I will prepare myself but


I mean inside of you you still know you gonna die, we all know that we going to die some time


but I know you best, I want to know you bester, inspiring book


inspiring book hold on, oh it's been long, inspiring book, I have I have a book in mind, that will always inspire me


this one I need time, there's so many books in my mind


okay uh can I just name one books that, inspires me oh is would be Woman-Warrior, by Maxine


okay so Woman-Warrior is basically a story about a, basically a Chinese family uh revolving around women it's almost like a feminist idea, that they are bound by , expectations of being traditional as always but also because they migrate to America


so they have to learn to be independent, I actually stand with the protagonist that I really, love how she, uh talks about, uh the reality of women usually when I read like this


~s kind of book with feminism parts in it, they will say that, oh we are equal we can do this we can do that, but she acknowledges that our weaknesses can sometimes become our strength, like she talks about how Asian girls are dainty and in


in that, in that being dainty, they are also strong in terms of their willpower, that they are hardworking but they don't show it, something I respect and something I want to be, because I feel like


right now, women have, women all around the world have different perspectives of what it means to be a woman, that's why that's why the book inspires me a lot ya


(ppb) this is a very, very deep topic because it will go back all the way to history I would say, the role of women biologically is for birth giving so if we were to go to war and then the population just can't, increase somehow I mean this is the extreme part of it


but, traditionally it it was meant well like it wasn't meant to like, oh degrade us but somehow it becomes a discrimination today, but I think the discrimination is not, baseless because they are some points that women can't do this men can't do that


but it's just that we are changing and sometimes it's harder for people to uh accept and adapt to it right, I don't know how to pronounce the title


I ah I don't know, when did you last have a truly meaningful conversation with someone what did you talk about, oh-my-god actually I would like to tell you that, this game, I feel that it's so good to get to know somebody


right right okay


no I have never played this kind of games because, I rarely have, I think for girls is a heart to heart thing but I I, so this is very interesting, I I love this game, no that's that's the one


I think I've told you Kaliandra right, Surabaya yes it's so beautiful


I think it's located, I mean it's located beside Mount-#Arjuna#, which contains like it used to have twenty eight water springs but because of global warming now they only have, so that's sad, so it's actually a conservation


conservation like organisation, then is so relaxing but then I feel that it's like it's kind of comfortingly, you know like, like, if the air is just very, mystical I don't know ya I don't I ya you get what I mean


ya and of course the dance and everything, yes definitely but you have to take the hiking course, no we couldn't because uh we didn't have enough


ya there's a lake, ya okay so every, certain level of the mountain there's


we went to like the middle level like the not so high but not so low, there was a restaurant, and it's like if I sit down and if I were to like topple a bit I will be falling down


all the way down, somewhat scary but it was also very, ~ty and comforting, but it only operates when you are there so like, I can imagine the place being deserted for a long time and then suddenly they cook up


but the food was traditional food then there was there's massage, there is a massage parlour also, and the good thing about it is that, ya every like, every morning they will invite cause is located in the middle of a, village it's surrounded by a village so they will invite the villagers to do morning exercises it's very cute


ya I want to go back there again, I mean ya I've been telling my mum about it


crash and burn, describe the worst date you've ever been on, !wow!


shall we skip to the next question then, okay, I think, no I've never been on a bad date, ya I think a bad date no I think in Singapore is rare to get bad date


I it it depends on what do you determine as bad right, worst date like the girl stomping off or something yes


two and two to tango why are you looking for a partner


okay we should change I think, oh little tykes tyke tyke sia what are your what are your top three children's names, this is cute, just name it, ya what would you name if you have three children what would you name them


you are clearly not a family man are you


your name


the three names long, that means like they have three names, ya something like that that's long, oh okay


the spelling you mean, it's called Malay like it sounds Malay but the spelling ya ya ya, yes


like QUE, ya ya ya yes yes


just simple question, no I think I like that I am, socially comfortable most of the time, I'm rarely awkward in person so if I know that I'm starting to feel awkward


then I feel like for me that's a, that's the red flag, how about you


like adventurous or something, oh yes


I realise, so what is, one crazy thing that you did


sink beneath the waves, describe the saddest moment of your life, are you comfortable with sharing that


are you happy all the time


cause, I want to start a family, I would like to have a family, and also, I think that


uh I want to have children but probably like, I plan to have two children, I want to have like, a boy a girl and a boy or boy girl girl but the boy will be


because, I feel ya, it can be, I feel like, maybe a younger sister might listen to an older brother but uh younger brother


something like that, uh well the previous story, ya I know but I mean that's just my ideal children, it's a set set of children, but it's very important to me because I think that I mean


there's nothing for me to pass on no legacy or anything, but I think it will make my, I think it will make


find new joy in their life


I think it is a priority, but it is not for most, like I want to have children, for my, direct family or my happiness my husband's future husband's happiness my parents' happiness or something like that


but, carry on the, to carry on the legacy I think, it's not


it's not, ya I it's priority definitely I want to pass down that legacy, but it's just not the first thing that would appear in my head when it comes to having children, like I wouldn't think of like culture and everything you I would just think of like


where is he going to stay where is he going to school stuff like that, ya the necessity to live life but I think that, tradition and culture is a way of life, more than something that I have to impose I can just


frankly said and then it's going to be normal to them instead of like, this is my legacy you go on with it


okay hold hand your turn your turn your turn your turn, okay, okay push your button what stresses or destresses you


not to the point of hallucination right, it's just one thing and it's called understanding


think a true friend, not saying that she, has to side you on everything, to know you to understand you to know that


to also understand that sometimes you make, bad and rash decisions, because I feel like if you understand a person and you understand, yourself enough to know that you do not like them then


you both shouldn't be friend, but if you understand, if you say that you understand their situation you understand how they, go about doing things, and sometimes when they go about doing something that is bad, or like some they make a mistake in life I think


with understanding then you can talk about loyalty, integrity and everything, and even if you have all that but you can't understand a person, then I feel like what's the point of the friendship


I feel that if, if you are envious of a person no matter no matter how good they are you won't be happy with, for that clear cut I wouldn't want to be


any friend of, a person who is envious of, uh because that just shows how, unaccepting they are


I'm pretty sure there were twelve actually, inside if you could turn back time what is the one thing you would have done differently


what would you have done differently


like no regrets


I think, sometimes, I do feel like I have regrets, but then I


faux pas, oh my this is, this is the bane of my existence , the most embarrassing moment of my life


let me think there're so many embarrassing moments in my life, but I would say the most that I feel humiliated is the story I told you where I bit the little boy's cheeks because, the entire class found out


uh maybe towards the sadder part is when the entire when I get the lowest for my A-maths class, that's why I quit it, but it's okay math isn't my, I think embarrassing but however I would like to add that


my most embarrassing moments in life actually makes me a bolder person, like not say I won't say that, I have a face, with a thickness of a brick, but I'm just


okay if if I mess up then I mess up but ya I'll feel embarrassed but I won't beat myself up for it


no cause, I laugh about it now because I feel like it's better to just move forward it's just a learning point, ya and I like the fact that, sometimes you just fail at life like both literally and figuratively but


and then when you move forward then you realise it's okay right, okay, oh this is the word alias alias alias I think what nicknames do you go by which is your favourite


this is fun at least or like a break, what are your nicknames


oh !wow! that sounds


but it's nice, okay, it doesn't fit you


ya just win alone (ppb) cause I feel like


(ppb) okay, ya, in primary school I had a nickname Kara


KARA, ya because, (ppb) but I know like seriously because , there is this book called the school story where she !aiya! my life revolves around books


like, the person okay so this girl is underage but she wants to send her book for publishing, so she used a fake name and her mom's credit card with her best friend, as her I mean not her publisher but her editor


so she and two friends create this book and then it became a Pulitzer prize winner, (ppb) my primary school fantasy was that I was the editor for my friend who is a good writer her name is Rachel, so like she had two editors then my other editor her name was Charmaine-#Tan#


but, plus her name was Jennifer Jennifer something I remember mine I I love Anne-Hathaway, cause I watched enchanted Ella


there was one point of time, my nickname was Kara, for a year, but only by my class, hey Kara was, a pretty smart girl I think


ya we can skip that we know that it's simple I I find important


so interesting there's so many people I want to, no I'm not interested, oh ya you love Malik


probably someone dead like, oh oh oh what what's her name, what's her name the Breakfast at Tiffany's girl


oh-my-god you know the girl Breakfast at Tiffany's the ah, Hepburn Audrey-Hepburn ya I would, I would want to have an hour long conversation with her


because I feel like, she is literally the epitome of a woman, she is and she's so, gentle and like I just wanna get tips from her because hour long is not enough


if you want to find Tupac an hour is not enough to know who killed who or what what goes on you won't know the entire story, so I just wanna have like a breakfast, ya I want to talk to Audrey-Hepburn


algorithm, would you sign up with a dating agency, I think you'll go for the experience


setup for the, oh okay okay like double like like an outing but to get to know just one person


what irritates, oh, I think someone ask, or is just one thing, when the person's rude, ya when I just cannot, I just cannot accept


for example, uh young children, who are rude to their parents, or basically anyone who is older than them


sometimes when they, I won't I won't count tantrums as being rude, but like, their word, ~s to their parents I feel that !wow!, I I think it, it's harder on the parents


to hear that from their own children, ya that and also friends, who are insensitive, and, so like when someone says something that is rude


I won't say unnecessary but unnecessarily, ya then I will, sternly like instantly that's one thing that I cannot, practise self restraint


sweet and savoury, how well can you cook or bake


how well do you cook or bake, oh ya okay simple


I think if I'm in a good mood I would cook well, recipes , won't say most, but, what my mother cooks is what I have to


but now that I'm not home it's so hard for me to learn how to cook, no not even close I think the taste is comparable because of the ingredients


but in terms of how it's presented, like you know how she dice like those preparation stuff like dicing onions and, ya I'm so not pro at it


too long, uh what I miss most about childhood is


being provided with everything, not saying that I grow up pampered but, as a child technically things are provided provided, and I miss, the fact that I had all that I regret


not regret but, I wish I could have, listened when they say don't take things for granted and it will be like now you have everything in front of you stuff like that, and then when you grow up is you realize that oh, isn't the same the carefree moment


and, friendship is just about exchanging stickers, not about, your values I mean not about your like views on things


you didn't have to worry about, you just didn't know what adulthood was ya that's, the age of innocence what I miss from the age of innocence is that, I totally don't know what's in the future


then I just enjoy the moment, like I can enjoy now but I know in the future is gonna be like, I have consequences but, last time is just like I just play, you what do you mean


no lah twelve


ya before secondary school twelve


late bloomer, how would you react if a close friend express his or her romantic feelings for you, that's an interesting question actually


ah I'm not a bucket list person this is so your question, top three on my bucket list would


I don't, I don't have a bucket list that's really sad I really don't, sure, sure, sure sure sure


anything


!wow! I've never thought of it I really don't have anything, yes, the bridge at Everest base camp


but I know I will die there, like have you seen the bridge like it it's from the, Nepal so to go to the base camp is basically like, these are the two mountains right, then these are like literally


like baby Everest, and then they're just like, like down and then the bridge is just like a thin one, and literally with rope, strand so every, like to get to the base camp you really have to go through that bridge and before you go that bridge


you have to like, go to the temple for prayers to get blessing, just to get to the base camp not even to Everest, ya I mean, it's kind of a something to do before I die, but if I were to die there it will be a


it's a gruesome death, so ya I think


fall and die, at least not dying, I get yes, because you fall and die, I think everything will just flash before you before you die, my god this is such a sad topic


ya I prefer that, at least while I'm dying, or you mean like stay paralysed, like I I have moments before I die right, that's what you mean right


that's okay then, ya but


I think you just get time thinking about life, before you actually, pass away, really really imagine you fall and like you probably die okay like we are talking like you die from that bridge you probably die because of the height, your your heart cannot take it


but if you somehow don't die it's a miracle I will like rethink like again and again why didn't I die, no I rather not die, I don't know like I am interested to be on an adventure


yes, yes, anti wildlife ya, ya I want to do something like adventurous, adventurous but not like bungee jumping not exactly skydiving, but just charging into a place that is like, !wow! what is this ya probably all the national parks lah


something I I actually want to bring my parents along but then I realised they getting old so these kinds of places they kind of need like vehicles and stuff, so do you have any place you want to go


are you a travelling kind of person even


oh ya ya ya I saw it before


treasure ah, oh oh-my-god that's so scary


all those abandoned places eh that's interesting I like that


discover ya, so so historical


through this game, through this fateful game, if your house, caught fire and you only had, time to save one item, what would you save


oh ya sounds like in your hall


spectacle


same for me but also the addition of, perhaps like precious gifts, learn from people like let's say, like a necklace from my mum I kinda want it, in case like when you know like that kind of


uh I think it used to be karaoke, and trekking, not, ya when they will, they like, uh karaoke cause they like to sing or maybe jam


the guitar my mum likes, and ya trekking so sometimes we go, think we've been to, pretty much all the


uh but now they just


I I go there to like, with my friends, ya it's, it's different but obviously it's different but it's, it's more sightseeing than if you want to say oh I want to trek to the little Guilin


it's just there the lake and like, I feel like if you were to hype it up you can actually make something out of it, ya


I went to the forest route with my uncle, yes not only that there are like, and and wild monkeys


ya ya how is the experience doing it alone, I will never go trekking


catch and release how do you know when, when how do you know when to let go of someone, is it your problem now


but the defining moment is still the moment you know you have to let go of them right


I think when to let go of someone is when you have become numb, I mean , there'll be many times that you feel hurt but if you become numb to a relationship


it's not exactly I think it's not, you can never say that you stop, loving or like, caring for somebody, but the moment you feel numb or feel expressionless emotionless, towards the person


then I guess it's only healthy to let go, uh probably you just see the person, I think you follow your gut


ya I feel it's hard to, but you know wherever they are, they also want the best for, like they don't want you to feel sad even if, there's chances that they might be somewhere out there you can continue


finding, and fighting against like the emotions of like, depressed, tired sad, but then nothing after a while I think you naturally accept it when you realise that, there's nothing, to to be done


like if I'm lost


family wise, I don't think I can let go I think I will let go, by going back, like I mean I can never leave, uh understand


definitely, I wouldn't mind like even if they were once the closest ever I think once you have been banish been banish, there's always opportunity to find somewhere else, I guess maybe its my perception of myself some people will like


ride or die with the team but, I think I am just an individual person if I value that person then okay if they don't value me ya time to go


ya but it's a little bit too private, so uh the craziest thing I have ever done, normal for you but, probably


not craziest, because JC was basically a really bad place for me it was hell it was living hell, so my group managed to trick


not pastor but one of the, student pastor, to let us out of the school because we really need it, ya it was basically a lot of talking, so what happened was we ended


if we have project work, so we just wanted to end it early, so we wanted to escape, but but my teacher said that you had to stay to do your work but we really already did it, so what happened was we all ran like


my group ran to the, school gate to escape, but there was no one so we waiting for people to leave, but suddenly the student pastor enters and then, he said hi to my friend cause my friend was the vice president of the Christian society


so he ask her, like what are you doing here like isn't this, class time, so we said, so we're like ya uh no, so what happen was my friend just blatantly, like blindly ask can you can you open the door like can you just open the gate for us


and then he ask me why, then he ask why is your group leaving now, and then after that like, we basically told him that, he's then he gave us a lot of like sermon, about, patience and everything, and then my friend just said


we just really really need to leave, so what happened was he brought us to the general office, and then we had to talk to the, pastor (ppb), and ya we ended up just staying there till five but then we end up just climbing the gate, then he she he said that


anytime that you need the school just tell us then we will leave, I won't say that's the craziest but that's the, most, something that I would not think that I would have done


why would you eat outside of school, uh okay okay


it's so terrible


what does that mean I don't understand, (uh huh)


why were you the number one suspect what did you do


oh okay


!wah! that's so rude okay, ya, then what happen afterwards this is


oh-my-god this is primary school oh !wow! that's me


so you were high


my phone wallpaper, with grace and only grace so like basically just


no grace is just, ya I do everything right, not style but, grace is of course a style be graceful but I mean, everything can be settled I would say more towards peacefully


I mean I am a person who, no I panic a lot then I, I get frustrated a lot, having a motto that reminds me all the time that


it's okay, ya


I think, how I have grown is that, now that, I don't react to stuff very, very uh


alright, cloud burst when did you last cry


I realise when I was, the fiction that I read, was always about, it was almost like chick flick, kind of like I like this boy, this boy no not that but like more of like high school stories even though they're interesting mystery stories murder stories


they're always about like, a love affair in the middle, but, there's this book that I couldn't finish, it's it was, shortlisted for the Booker-Prize, it's called My Name is Red by Orhan-Pamuk


is a Turkish book, but it's of course written in the context of the Ottoman-empire, but, the way they talk about love it's, so, it's like you see those movies that about love that makes your heart just break


but this one truly like, I don't know I think it strengthens your heart because, there's this girl who's like hidden, who's who likes this man that, she's forbidden to love like every other story