okay uh it will regard to your uh question, Singlish uh as everyone knows was actually, where we have lah lor, !walao! you know was because


our unique uh language started when uh, uh at that time I would say twenty thirty years ago, when uh a lot of us uh do not actually have very good English, uh spoken foundation


a lot of our, uh friends and uh may live in a, uh Kampung or speak uh come from a dialect, , uh environment, speaking with always with a lah and lor


it's always something that uh we it comes natural, it's just like in Korea we will have Yeoboseyo you know things like that, so it's like a a term however, (ppb) it has become so unique, that the


our foreign uh and, some articles as well as I will, believe there is actually a, book, that speaks about the unique Singapore, which resulted in a lot of tourist, coming to Singapore and trying to be fine uh to


uh finding uh thinking that is really interesting and uh, uh that they want to, , what they call about uh put, , speak like a local, and every time they'll talk to you and they'll just say lah lah lah and


there were many times when I have to work with, uh overseas uh colleagues, and counterparts and they every time they'll, what I notice is that they always say ya lor but and I'll have to answer that, well, not all Singaporeans speak with Singlish


we do speaks proper English and I think lots of us right now sepaks, uh very good English, uh with regard to, your, uh question about what the younger generation speaks yes , they don't really speak much of such


but the they do have their own, uh codes like, uh instead of lah they will say duh, you know uh yeah where dude, JJ and things like that so they do, have their own code words, it's just whether you understand what they're saying or not


but , and is like instead of the other ya you very duh, so when they say duh you're like what in the world is these people talking, you know but is actually their way of talk, so Singlish, yes it makes Singapore a unique


Singapore but uh it's is not, I for myself I don't feel comfortable, each time my uh my, I get to have to speak, to a foreign, uh counterpart or guest, which always have to end their sentence with a lah


uh thinking that it sounds cool, so okay, I think that's a, good conversation piece for us


!wah! that's a pretty uh interesting question Singapore should become the next, I was about to change the whole thing because uh while, Singapore, as much as uh we don't have natural sources we can't be, everything Pau-Ka-Liao because uh there's even there's nothing that we can Pau


you know , I was looking into more like uh Singapore should be the next hub for collaboration, because uh we don't have, uh natural resources we can't do everything ourselves, so therefore uh maybe if you look into the business context maybe intend last


uh last ten years ago you would have got, uh where the the it was like a trend and a norm, where companies will say one stop solution, of course if you one stop solution is exactly the same as Pau-Ka-Liao because is like everything you come to me


I can do everything for you, you know whereas even though you you you do not have the, resources we outsource it but the in the eyes of your client is, , you can Pau everything okay like a durian Pau-Jiak power uh Pau-Ka-Liao however


now the business contect is not about Pau-Ka-Liao because, uh the younger generations, uh are very expose we have the benefit of Mister Google, uh they uh the search engine, where a one click for a item or one click for a service you will have a lot of other


service provided listed on it, and therefore what do you all usually do is decode actually, for uh for example what my trade is uh we run the mice, uh just for a event or a function that we do uh the our clients can actually


outsource it out to two or three vendors uh because uh you know uh even though I can do everything, uh a one stop solution can Pau-Ka-Liao but, with the with the internets and the out uh search engine uh ability


today uh clients rather uh know, get you know outsource to different parties, and uh you no longer able to do, uh one stop solution uh for the client anymore uh because the whole industry has


change the uh the man the generation that comes into the working world is very different doesn't be , behave you know do not uh believe in, uh providing one stop and then okay you know I give to this uh service provider, uh one stop and then okay everything also can uh I don't have to headache they would they prefer to work with different


uh vendors and get different opinions and things like that so now I would say that Singapore context of Pau-Ka-Liao, is no longer uh a one stop solution but, more often uh able to collaborate uh with everyone and lavish on each other strengths


uh and that is also going to be something that uh moving forward uh the business uh trend of, uh the future where collaboration will be one of the key thing


I'll do that, I'll, I decided to follow how you do it so I, you know for a change uh, okay, next one is pretty interesting uh


I think it relates to, it will be easy topic for you to share, uh the title is call Giam-Gana, okay uh metaphor for, uh stingy person lah, uh what do you always stinge or splurge on


so it's something that uh what do you stinge on and what do you splurge on


oh (ppb) oh ya , why not I share a bit I mean I agree uh again a lot of uh you know whether you are Giam-Gana, or you are a uh big spender


uh a few apart from uh I would think this in my opinion is uh not only, saying uh you know to some people, they may be they come from uh a well to do family, but uh typically they are very careful with their money


uh or there are some who are also, uh not very careful with their money they are a little bit more generous, uh I recently read uh in when we were doing profilings, uh it's actually sprouts on the personalities of uh the human being


that uh if you happen to be a blueprint you tend to be, most blueprint people uh when we were in this uh, mainly more uh uh care you know they're very careful with their money, they know how to manage the moneys and what


uh whereas if you're in another group uh if you happen to be a, high I or what it tendency that you tend to be a little bit more generous, a little bit more uh not doesn't take money uh very very uh, take money as one of the very most important tools in your life


uh I used to uh belong to, uh the latter group which is I'm not, uh to me money is just a mode uh money easy money earn easy money go easy money, money was never difficult for me to count from the from the day I was born


however ever since my last uh business failure, uh it totally changed my perspective about money, even though I am careful with my money I think primarily is because, uh I do not have anymore uh


spare money my savings are all gone and everything, uh it became to a stage when money becomes a very, uh difficult uh situation in of course that that time, you auto become a Giam-Gana because every single cent that you have


uh you have to merge and verify how long can you last this dollar uh last, uh it also change my perception where uh I use not to, uh if you ask me eat leftover food or you ask me to, uh do a lot of things I wouldn't even uh bother even uh to take a wink but


today uh whatever I can I'm also not bothered about, uh if like say for example like you said uh in the clothes uh you know you a a good one and a, uh more uh cheaper version you wouldn't mind for the same money you buy three


uh it's a same uh I also tend to be very careful with all the food, uh if I can uh I don't mind, uh, uh I used to have a certain brand perceptions and loyalty, but today if it's a same type of food uh for example baked beans and you have


house brand and you have, uh, a a a a well known brand, the differences is about a dollar I'll just go for house brand, cause house brand still serve the same purpose, okay uh healthy choice no healthier choice it's just food on the table


I recently even joined the food, rescue of course it's also good purpose lah because uh you, your uh you actually eat a lot I mean yours, so purpose and done we the food that we eat you know


uh even at buffet table I also uh, don't mind even going for leftover food that is on the buffet table uh I, so in that banner I think uh it's all about uh Giam-Gana also has the


as also have to have some situation, that uh account for, in terms of splurging I think uh one thing has never changed would be, my splurge for food, so if I happen to have an extra money for that month or uh what reason I would not hesitate to go for a good meal


uh to me a good meal would make me feel very happy, uh I'm not bothered about my my how whether I fat thin or or or slim uh, I just like to eat uh eat and eat really makes me happy, uh so I don't mind splurging on food


uh in terms of clothes uh I also don't buy often, uh maybe Chinese New Year buy one time uh or recently uh I found some new uh nice, comfortable uh blouse that worths only seven dollars


and uh it's very comfy and I think that's good enough for me to wear uh because, when I was younger I don't (ppb) almost most of my clothes were all branded stuff, yes there are good and bad the brand is like it's as a marketer brands, really just is a brand a brand is


you know you are paying more for the brand versus the quality of cloth but, uh I do have like uh Polo-Ralph-Lauren uh shirt, that uh, ten years down the road I'm still be able to wear because of the quality of the materials that they use


so there is actually a truth in also the material, the because of the price that you pay the quality of the thing is okay uh, just as good yep, so uh I for this, uh I will it it all depends on how you see money


okay like I said it's all about perception, but I mean it it's your perception it's whether you want to do it uh your values and things like that


oh okay, sad to say I think I forgot who are the teachers that in my life, uh especially my growing years my secondary school teacher my primary school teacher, uh even if right it the streets I don't even know who they are


but if you were to relate teachers to mentors, I would say that the one that give me the biggest difference, is the very first boss that I work with he's uh, he was the guy who actually introduced me to the world of


uh in what I do as a living which is event management, and uh he happens to be the first guy in Singapore, to start an event company and uh, it so by chance I met him I was first his customer before I join him when he was just


uh when he decided to expand, and at that time Singapore uh where we are there wasn't any of a company and uh there wasn't even courses, uh until much much later uh for us to learn about the ropes of uh


uh event planning and things like that so, uh I learn and the the greatest influence uh difference in my life was because, without him I wouldn't have made an impact in life uh, career out of uh the this industry itself


and also without him I would not learn, uh project management uh it was it was because of the opportunity, that I had that I actually uh was able to, uh uh create work for so long


uh and learn so much things uh which I did believe the books, uh would not have and this is the industry that whereby everyday you are learning new stuff, so as I actually uh, grab on to my industry uh I mean as I work longer in the industry


I realized that I could have uh I became, uh so good at uh what I do uh that I be, uh now it was more of a pay forward but, where I would not mind uh teaching, as


the younger generation about the trade of what I know, and today I have actually trained about, more than ten, and uh most of them has actually till today still keep in touch with me, uh


through teaching because of, uh the teaching that I have actually taught them, I even in my business, they are also I've still, uh I've been always uh becoming, uh I have people calling me <mandarin>师傅:shi fu</mandarin> and I said uh what <mandarin>师傅:shi fu</mandarin> did you thought


uh because just because I actually shared with them, the principles of the future, uh in terms of technologies and uh where what we are doing, and I'm I will, it become something that uh I have, people are inspired by what I'm able to share


ya so what about yourself do you have a teacher that, makes a big difference in your life


I do agree with that I have a friend he used to be a, teacher and uh she shared with me the challenges and uh, the that they face as a teacher she says in primary school uh it is still not so bad because


uh the students still don't, uh disobey but when it goes to a secondary school, uh the teacher can continue teaching the students can be, uh a world of their own and playing and uh they can just rebuke you back, uh the so and the pressure and the workload has become so big


that the uh numbers of teacher resigning, in the first five years is very big, so a lot of teachers don't work longer than five years, uh due to the pressure and uh, that uh and the workload that they are facing, that they don't feel that you know uh it's worth


uh their time uh teaching, so the turnover for teachers are actually quite high uh because the , because of the challenges that they face, uh it's not only about the passion that they have, but also a because of the


, you know the pressures the attitude that the children have, and with regards to you know parent uh, uh the teacher and the parents the uh teachers can't discipline, uh the parents I remember reading in the article in the newspaper that


, if a child uh misbehave and uh needs to go for corporate, uh punishment they have to seek, the teacher has to seek the permission of the parents, before the punishment can be executed


so uh it's no longer where, uh when we were younger the teacher will just feel that uh we misbehave and uh, or we didn't do our homework or we didn't, uh uh we are rude that uh we will you know get uh punishment


uh from the teacher or even the principal but today uh the teachers have to, uh seek the permission of the parents uh even before any punishment can be executed


okay, local talent which Singaporean dead or alive do you most admire


okay , yes we in fact uh I do agree in some points Singapore do have quite a fair bit of, uh talents hidden talents uh as a matter of fact some of the talents were are not even based in Singapore anymore, uh because their talents are not recognised


and therefore they decide that you know is good for them to move away, like the they're doing it very well in the other elsewhere but their, , and in terms of uh local talent, uh Singapore yes uh


for myself likes , in terms of foresights , yes everyone of us uh actually foresights is something that's pretty uh, I would say that not everyone has uh if you are a very contented person whereby you just work


uh you you know you just want to work and make that sort of money you may not I don't not think that you have that foresight to know what would happen, especially if you're working person uh in this uh vocal world right now that we are in, uh you never know when you are uh what would happen uh I used to have a lot of foresights I was able to predict quite a fair bit of


trends in my industry and it used to be the first to do it, uh even right now I still do somethings that uh I know that it's gonna to happen, and it will be one of the forthcoming trends unfortunately the people that I work with uh do not identify with the same thing that I do


okay so they do not have that foresight uh primarily because I actually uh, ya, uh, we basically have to


have that four side, oh another factor when you mention about uh talents , uh where that uh in terms of foresights uh I like I said, uh not everyone, uh would basically have some people are just very contended uh way back in two thousand thirteen


I've already, uh decided that I wanted to be a trainer , but uh things are moving, and now I think uh it also uh timing that uh, applies to it, uh that we have to uh work on that


, so, that's how I see local talents, in terms of your opinion, now let's go to


that's mine ah, oh okay, okay this is very interesting when I was in school


till today my best language language is still English I'm pretty good at maths, uh but Maths not my best subject, but my worst subject is definitely Chinese, cause I don't come from a family where I, uh Chinese speaking is uh


uh we are we are not from a English Chinese speaking family uh in fact , all of us speak English uh of course in the later years we speak our dialect, uh but ultimately our English is still very powerful uh, we we speak, uh be uh also because


my elder sister is a teacher, so she is very particular about English, in the family so all of us uh, I would safely says that our English has always been B three and above, for all uh myself


maths was okay I'm not too bad in maths but definitely in Chinese, where I only barely make it, there's no help, at home, if I have difficulties in Mandarin because no one knows, none of them I can recognise a single word of Chinese


so it was all own, uh but as I grew older and when I went started going uh, enter the working world, uh my Mandarin improved, primarily because I speak to, I learn to speak to more people in Mandarin, uh


I, bought, uh the Chinese eight days magazines, uh to read, to improve my Mandarin, so uh today I can recognise uh Mandarin words, uh characters I can speak, uh but I'm not too good at writing


but I if you gave me a magazine or a book I can still read up everything I can understand, but I'm just not good at uh not too good at uh, written, uh Mandarin


care (ppb)


ya I I why don't we just continue along with your topic yeah, correct


oh K


it's already been stated yes I agree , in two thousand I mean the uh future, uh would lies a lot on the design thinking would play a very big important part, uh creativity uh I used to share with a lot of uh friends that uh


uh for the longest time we have been always been doing design thinking, cause where we do a lot of planning creative work uh you need to do a lot of design, and recently at the Hackathons that uh we organised, uh that I participate every single hackathon has


uh that will always be a part called uh the design thinking, uh where we have to uh to conceptualise our concepts, uh to prove uh within a short time uh frame and therefore after which we will then


uh create the prototype, so uh the prototype itself uh is a proof of concept, uh based on the design thinking, uh practices that we do during the hack uh our design Hacakatons uh uh


participations, so uh I fully agree with you that, uh design thinking creativity uh would be uh the future and the the younger, uh the uh kids of the future


uh will have a lot of uh work, , do a lot of these uh in their work, uh in as a matter of fact uh I've seen how my grand nephew and nieces, uh are able to uh come out with very interesting uh activities


oh and they use a lot of uh, uh create design thinking, and


so what we do is


okay, uh, two bottom, clockwise okay fly ah, okay top left


yes, now is mine says Paul and Rose Diving School, right next to the sign there's a blue uh, blue sign with a black arrow pointing to the left, on the turquoise greenish sign okay ya


like just points to the left doesn't say anything, yup that's it, okay uh, ya I think that I think that's the different mine just has an arrow pointing to the left towards the Paul and Rose Diving School, to his right, to the sign's right


yep, all of the fans


okay directly above his hand, okay, piranhas yeah, once he go to, two seagulls one right above the piranhas and one to the right of that seagull


to the left, okay yes uh it's the fur one further right, bigger than the one on the left, okay ya I guess it's correct uh, bar


yellow, uh the bar and the outer structure is red the sign is gold, bronzish


there's no special offer they just say wine list rose and peach rosy and peach, mine says wine list rosy and peach nothing else


okay, yep, yellow on the left red on the right, then to left of that there's two bear taps


green, yes two dustbins one open and one open on the left with a pink blue red and brown stuff overflowing yes, okay that's different, also there's stuff leaking from the bottom of the left dustbin pink colour


yes, yes, drinking wine uh guy is green shirt uh green shirt olive pants blue shoes white socks


one's on the left uh right foot, yup wearing sunglasses yes, yup, uh slightly fat , yup yellow hair blue dress uh red slippers


okay, ya they both drinking red wine each of them has a glass on the table in front of them, uh three legs and three legs each, which makes no sense so cause technically you should see four legs on a chair


ya that is their the the people sitting down then uh about, four o-clock from them, okay seasaw


ya my left side is lower too, ya red uh, no both of it, so the right side is white, okay uh did does it also have like axes on the axis, two axes


like cross cross cross, okay then the ya, bow, mine is pushing the wind ball, yellow head pink bikini


brown hair, smile on her face, okay sit on the floor, okay, don't have, is there a deck chair with like red and white stripes


uh four red stripes three white stripe, okay, yeah, old couple ya


women wearing pink floral dress rich's flowers on top, uh kinda like sunbathing suit ends at the, uh thigh, yes uh, reading a book, that says list has a green man, right page red slippers specs


blue, uh, orange chair uh balding grey hair at the back, a ponch a blue shorts red socks black sandals, red socks


oh cool, yes white colour and then it's sticking out uh two o-clock position, hold on two downs on the radio, okay


left is school check, (mmhmm), (mmhmm), (mmhmm)


over ledge and one lower pedastal thing to walk in, mine just says local shellfish, on the bottom left of the picture right, blue okay yeah uh


one two three four five six seven I have seven on mine, one two three four five


oh the dustbins, both are open is it, yeah, so the second one is, my second one is close uh furthest right top right, uh


one two three four five six seven, eight I only have eight where's the last one that's different, yup, yup, yup, yup, yup, yup


[orh] beach coming thing on the bottom right, like all the way bottom right, okay, deck chair umbrella is there anything else in the picture


peach skin coloured, uh is there cracks on the building, Joe's food shack


oh ya, okay Joe's underneath is the words food shack in blue, there's no sign Joe's on top, oh cool


there's cracks on the side of the food shack, a lot of Z


I count five, the second one from the top is, left side lower than the right side, I wish they would that would be so cool, obvious


ya blue and white, uh going anti clockwise, yes blue white blue white blue white, uh, blue shoes on the green guy


uh, oh does the does the fishing rod extend into the water, forty five degrees, maybe there was only ten


wine cups are half full, wine bottle's full, which makes no sense again, push door, circle with the word push, at the bar, ha, ya okay my bar has a push door


uh does is there a word bar on the like surfboard thing bronze colour sign, at on the bar, okay uh anything top right, I have nothing top right top left, bottom left, words local selfish


on the bottom left, okay, I have no idea what is beeping


I have no idea, one, we can't speak Chinese, both, in this end actually


one, uh I'm counting it one two three four five, six seven eight, nine ten eleven, the deck chair is there, maybe is there like crisscross and armrest


silicious on the arm rest, ya, is there looking down, the guy is he looking down, straight across, girl also looking straight across


everyone looking straight across, ya, how's the deck chair like, uh like, the chair is different from the, guy sitting down the chair, so the


there's three kinds of chairs, there is one with four leg, there is one with, the legs that are joined together in the U shape, and then there's the deck chair on the bottom, , the bar, but the we only got


three things on the bar, red, mine is like, diagonal, what you mean by rectangle, mine is also like a box


ya, oh yours is not three dimensional, and arched, yes, so this is just spread across mine also


is there anything in between the fisherman and the guy sitting drinking wine, fisherman and the #Ah Ma#, on the chair, ya, ya ya ya, is there


is there a rounding thing around the bar, like a, circle around the bar, ya, no no no no the signet but like, like the bar itself is situated on the block of land then there has a marking around it


ya, okay, and there's no change in the colour of the line, (ppb) (hmm)


okay lah never mind we only eleven things then they are like just saying themselves so that we keep figuring it out, okay antennae pulled out, oh we're cheating now ah, no there's nothing about the radio


oh I thought you said flying to the left, okay okay that's twelve


they start of it lah, I think it's the first three questions that were there, fat butt okay uh I have a soft toy duck


that was passed to me by you, and uh it's been with me through all of, except to one trip, because it was in the wash, and it's my most value possession because you gave it to me


what's the question again, what's the end of the question, oh, I saw it in your room and I said I wanted it, and you were like okay just hug on it


if you like the answer, really


so quantitatively how much more it matters to me other than the fact tgat you just gave it to me, why, but I feel that this was like the one thing that I asked for that I got from you like really just you gave it to me without


okay my turn, epi, epicare, how do you want to be how do you how do you want to be remembered


is it epita or epita, it's epitare, it's kind of like passing words how


but do you feel that, even with negativity in life, then people who, see you for that, okay let me think of how to phrase this question properly


do you think that, you might want to be seen as someone, who helped people out of their negativity or as someone who was, positive, because these are two very different thing


okay, so be someone that


it can emulate, be the positive, person rather than, tell someone how to be positive


okay nah I give you the point, I'm so nice , no I I was like just, is a good answer, you rather not be remembered, as changing someone you just want to be remembered as someone with your own, distinctive quality of positivity


bias, I think what you're trying to say, picking and eating your nose


well that's kind of one on this, personal hygiene, that's one, but like, I was thinking of like if if you've a looking at really really serious deal breakers,


I don't think I have, any it depends cause is like, !wah! I'm using so many fillers while I'm thinking, the person can be depressed the person can be, a bad person


but if that person makes you feel a certain way, you could have just said it okay no but if like the person makes you feel a certain way then there isn't, on my eye, if the person makes you feel a certain way then


there's not much that you can do about it, (uh huh) I'm a little baby I need to wipe myself, but ya I I feel that if a person makes you feel a certain way you can't help but love the person


and whatever dealbreaker you see or you don't see, it's not like what applies to one person will apply to the next person, tall


you said more manly than I do, but yes, ya, cause correct why we have two hours here , how long has it been nineteen minutes


but it's fine if there's a gap in a conversation, proper conversation has lulls I I feel it's very, where's water my mouth suddenly very dry, course correction if you had one more year to live what will you change about your life now


ya, ya, yes, studying


in Bali, are there a lot of failures


you want a better quality of sleep too, this is more like the, have you ever felt that walking into church, no no zen no peace no it's like even the air con you walk in you are like ah


is there really a no religious thing here, oh, okay


no but like you could talk about therapy, is it ever comfortable going into therapy, ya, okay


yoga, okay, where will you go besides, yoga


I feel like developing this question if you had one more year to live and with each day you got increasingly more paralysed, what would you do then


sports, ya, so nearing the end


okay, ya that was, Bali also right, Bali Indonesia


here's your point, most inspiring book I've ever read


I read a lot of fantasy fiction, but those aren't really inspiring in the sense where it tells you to be a better person right now I'm reading a very, ridiculous book about a money grubbing miser, who plays online games to make money


the reasons why he's so money grubbing is because his parents died when he was young, his grandma is, sick and he's the sole provider of the family so this is set in like a future, ya it's inspiring in the way where it tells you the value of money is very important, and then there was that whole he's doing a lot of stuff to just earn money and he's so frugal to the point where he's a crappy person


so everything he does is for the pursuit of money, because, that is his version of happiness, and money enables him to send his, sister to university his younger sister to university


no it kind of makes you reflect on the value of money but like there's a lot of other interesting things like oh the, amount of love that he has, to put aside, his own dreams for someone else, like the the the funny end was that he becomes very very miserly


but the whole reason that he does this is purely for the sister, so he cured he constantly thinks I need money I need money, but it's always for his sister or for his grandmother because he's like paying for cancer treatment and stuff like that, and he is really the sole provider, so there was like one of the more touching thing was when they were both young


and the grandmother wanted to put one of them in the orphanage so that, you get health care fund or like health care, a welfare check, so that you can fit the other son, he refuse and he went to work in a factory so that he would earn more money to supplement the grandmother's income


so that the sister could carry on staying with them


okay, because you identify, I I I keep reading this book because is about fantasy and the author rights very very well in terms of like


MMORPG, yes, so is like imagine you can live the world of world of world craft, and to stuff there and is off the true reality, so it's like, your skills that you are doing in the game literally translate to your skills in your human life if you learn scouting in that game you learn scouting in real life


you get what I'm saying, no is really like, okay fine, the question of, is there anything that inspired me


a full world, but it's like I like this book so much, but ya okay, I guess what inspires me


is how this guy thinks about how everything works together, there's an end goal in mind and everything that he build builds up to that moment, so it's like how he pieces together the whole parts [loh] there's like huge grand plan then he does like things in step then he lead you along this whole story


the planning of it you're yawning I feel so sad okay don't give me the point my turn, ya, ya ya ya, did you not feel that like it lease up to a moment, a pinnacle on the lag ah then you understand everything


there's some books that they just type of, no there's some books that are really good they just type [loh], I mean, I'm, inspired by the author's imagination


and people, sing beneath the waves oh, describe the saddest moment of your life, you see here, oh no, don't talk about topics related to politics sex race religion or controversies


trying to leave the house


really that's the saddest


most embarrassing moment of my life, falling down, no, not that embarrassing , do you know, uh primary school, I was drawing on the whiteboard, and then my teacher said I have a very, do you know


have I told you this before, okay so it's like you know okay there's there's like a few embarrassing moments in my life, like a few defining moments in my life that, kind of the way I am today, so like I think one of them was, the first time


in primary school primary one, you know you choose your monitors, so was quite popular and I do not know why, so I was standing there, makes to another person, and then I started cracking jokes cause I didn't know why I was being called to the front of the class


next moment I'm being asked to sit down, because I'm not monitor, minded, monitor material, so I just sit down then I'm like, oh no it was for this, uh


no lah because everybody suddenly realised that I, stupid open my mouth and made jokes, then everybody laugh at me, so it's kind of embarrassing in that way what, you know so like that like !aiyo! and then like oh okay jokes ah, sometimes not the best response to stuff


something along those lines that was damn like embarrassing for me, and then like the next other one was when I was just writing on the white board cause my teacher called me I have to write the question then she suddenly say !wow! you have very, a bit big butt and I'm a primary school kid and she's a teacher and like everybody is like, oh Spencer has a big butt


then like that's it, I was just big butts Spencer, ya !wow! that was, ya, but you get like how it's very defining like you know you're young then you're like oh so naive and, and cheerful and writing on the whiteboard then suddenly your teacher says you have a big butt you're like


really, I don't know but it's weird, that is like sad, ya okay, so yes I've a big ass, big break what would you do if you won ten million dollars tomorrow


half of it, five million in investment


three million left, to charity


specifically animal charity, if you could, specify which, okay


so two million is to travel the world


you wouldn't buy a house or a car or, stuff you just travel the world, but investment is not specific to a house, also like we'd still


no as in like you wouldn't pay for the house with any of the ten million that you won, ya but you have five million in investments so logically you are not in debt it's just that


I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm confused now because you have five million in investments and that grows well, ya


ya ya ya, no no no I'm not squishing your dream at all I'm I'm amazed that you have ten million and the first thought in your head is, not the problems


like debt now your first, that you have ten million you don't have that anymore, I feel like I'm triggering you, ah here's your point


ya, yeah, okay okay but this ten million would enable you to travel which is what you want to do


okay you can ask me a question now, I'm so nice I'm giving you all the points, choose sutd, admittedly for a variety of reasons, but like sutd was not really that accredited it wasn't that


it was just a new thing and I decided to gamble on that, stay with you, flew back into this card pile, what are you looking for


why are you looking for a partner, why were you looking for a partner, to be young to be younger


serious, like a sperm because of your mum's single marriage the whole fiasco with love


so you just thought that, to get a then why would you want kids, why, your mum raise you so you feel like you have to raise a kid, or you you saw your mum being happy raising you


I realized that water is probably for us, is there water inside, okay yes I would like some yes there is, what do you think this study is for


so is not speech recognition, I was thinking if you could fit this entire conversation into a robot that analyses, the no answers of your word and does machine learning to figure out, to group, certain consonants together


like did you know that there's a handwriting robot, that successfully groups, the images of the writing together, okay so there's this handwriting robot which is actually really really successful it shows


what's that guy, what's his name, uh, I start with Morgan-Freeman, to be fair I'm about to die, and he sounds like god


so it'll be so cool to suddenly like die and then god comes up, , but why would I have no lah like ah, I'm try to think would I actually prefer it with Morgan-Freeman, or with some others celebrity


okay I would assume, it says what I would want


ya I could, it's in the definition of the sentence it doesn't say like I'm about to die, yeah, if !aiya! like like last supper in generally means like eat before you die in prison


not necessarily Jesus Christ, or religion yeah so it's like you're spilling water, , now BB, is, BB wet, okay, , last supper no okay, what would I have


I don't even know carbonara, lamb chop, A five grade wagyu, I have it with you actually come to think of it because I would want you to try it


but you will be dead, because is my last supper, we've established that you will die first, fair, !yay! it came to my pile is it because of the last sentence


was it really good, pet peeves, who or, who irritates you, who or what irritates you


girls, your mum, sometimes wish, singing, this is for the purpose of this study


would you rather an indecisive choice that, good, or bad choice, because you hate indecisiveness


but would you rather an indecisive choice that turns out well or a, a snap, bad choice, of course


but you have to bear the indecision that comes before it, okay, so, then why would why are you indecisive


ya, why don't you just make bad choices


but, is that for people or is that for yourself, if you screw up, you don't forgive yourself or if you screw up people don't forgive you


let's try to find the original question but yes okay, but it's only one point, I bring happiness and I bring innovation


no those are the core values that I bring to other people's life I mean if like if you uh sarcasm, tons of sarcasm trashy memes, like, I feel that the value I have in people's life is directly correlated to


what I do, with my own life which is basically just be happy, and, make stuff, ya, so ya that's the value that I'm, three points


is there someone at, this table you would like to know better what intrigues or interest you about this person, what intrigues you or interest you about me, or we can talk about the that guy that left the room


no ah what intrigues you about him, oh well I guess that's then me what intrigues you about me, no but right now I intrigue, you


is there no interest


I realized that I compartmentalize quite a bit, for example if I'm at school I'm there to study, if I'm at your place I will, go out and stuff, which is why I think I don't really have much clothes in school that I would wear out


that I deem as, outgoing, because you, wanted to know, oh you just want me to know then don't say it ah shit


fine, then it doesn't like I your your response was I you want to know what's in my head why I do all these, but you just said that you don't want to know you want me to know what's in your head, so this goes here because you did not tell me and you should have said this about the previous one


band, of all things that'll be quite a depressing thing to me is actually


band, I'm try to think why that first pop into my head, but that's my first answer that I'm thinking about not soccer not friends not gaming band, I try to figure out why, I don't think I can


ya I'm surprised too that's probably why I can't follow up well, you know how you feel about cheer, I love how it was so shocking you gave me back my slipper


no but like how you feel about cheer and how is like that one moment that you trained for uh for so long and is like a team sport so you have to do your best because if you don't, do well you are letting everyone else down with you, and then when it goes well if it goes well, it feels so much better because you came into this as a team


band give me that feeling, more so then climbing now cause climbing is like no matter how much I cheer someone, whether or not that person wins is gonna to be up to his, ya, true and I enjoy it so


ya, ya, what is oh ya, hindsight if you could turn back time what is the one thing you will have done differently


do you seriously not regret even now, anything


regret doesn't help your life get better, is there anything that you have done differently, not regret but is there anything you would do differently in your life if you had a choice


oh that was what I was thinking actually I was thinking like oh you say that like you, you JC it wasn't really the right place for you okay


ya you didn't really try all the way, but you have like a basic knowledge when you read things in, the news and stuff, not helpful but ya you you have it, ya because if you didn't do that you wouldn't have met me then honestly your life would be


so miserable, ya that's it, you deserve this point, okay yes sure, eh didn't say regret here though, ya is just you heard that if you ah blah blah blah if you could turn back time what is the one thing you would have done differently


see, choice, no I do not enjoy doing choirs the repetitive pieces, stuff like you can get away with, after going to your house I learn so much about the meaningless


less of, the idea that you have to, wash, and then wipe the dishes, just to put it away, otherwise meet so much now, when you can just put racks


I feel that, you have, learning is a process where you hate something that you are learning if you don't understand the reason why, so as long as you see a reason why you cannot, hate it, or dislike it, you just understand why you have to do it


and then do it, so probably the only things that I hate now is the things that I see no reason for, because it makes no sense, the air will dry your dishes, you don't have to wipe with a cloth, favourite choir is drilling on the house


cause is not chore, no but is something, it's a, chore in the sense okay what are chores, chores are the repetitive, things that you have to constantly do, I hate all chores because they are waste of time


and I would like to do chores that, but it's still means that doesn't mean they have to like the physical activity, like appreciate the, ya I appreciate the outcome of the choir


and like there're certain things that take certain like more skill than others, no no I I would hate helping you but I will do it, you know, like I do the chore, I hate doing it while I'm doing it, so my least favourite chore is all chores because I hate doing all chores


okay my least disliked chore would probably be, putting clothes into the drying washing washing machine, like putting in that's like, most favorite cause involves least work


ya (ppb) you see I throw it in I start the washing machine I did it, I started it someone else can hang the damn thing, yeah okay yeah, ya one point one point, pro bono what are you oh, I know this answer what are you willing


what are you willing to devote your time and energy to without getting paid, ya lor nah no it wasn't surprising (ppb), was it be surprising I don't know, but it's very true


oh there's so many times I thought of this, it was like when I was younger it was like laser eyes and stuffs like that like claws coming out of my hands and stuff like it's all fighting base, but now is more like, I would appreciate the idea to be able to know what someone thinks


like mental is that telepathy, no telekinesis is thinking and movement, this is telepathy, pathy pathy, telly then then suddenly you wake up next morning and you see a tv


I can read the atennas, ya but ya I would like the ability to know what people think, I can choose to turn it off


I would deal with it, correct, okay, correct


no I would like to know when I want to know it, there are a lot of times where I wish I knew what another person was thinking, but I just didn't, and leads to a lot of problems lah


whereas if I had the ability to understand what a person was tryna think, because I understood and I had that telepathy thing, I would be able to act accordingly to what they wanted rather than what I thought they wanted which is completely a different thing, see


so wouldn't you want me to have that power too (ppb), but, okay, ya but ya telepathy, and like then again like it can be used for a lot of ways to get money then you can like kind of teleport


to different places and enjoy yourself, because money enables a lot of things, what is a deal maker, deal maker, tall


my question I said picking noses


that's not, is deal makers harder than dealbreakers, !wow!, you find it harder to find reasons to like someone (ppb)


yes, so in deal maker is trusting someone a lot


ya but okay, integrity all that, no no integrity doesn't mean that integrity means you act, does it, I always thought integrity was like


you live up to your expectation of how you are, a thief, stealing, has integrity, is that true though a thief stealing has integrity !wah! I want to Google this so bad now


are we allowed to do that, yes he did say we can use our phones give me, we we can talk while doing it, we have one hour eh like not many, is there a lot of cards, okay integrity


integrity, sorry, yes you can keep thinking about that, the quality of being honest oh okay I guess not, damn, instead of being whole and undivided can a thief have integrity


internal internal consistency, , yeah,


yeah, no lah you just cannot stand people that lie to you, like I was listening I just wanted to, figure out whether, integrity could mean, being honest to yourself


where did the card go, why did you throw it away, yes I agree, if I could have


no, he annoys me sometimes, but he's power in translating Greeks, no Palo is my teacher, Aristotle is the philosopher


uh, Heidegger, Heidegger is a philosopher like currently I'm not sure if he's still living , uh, okay but let me try and narrow it down to living people


because like if you talk to Albert-Einstein and he doesn't like you he will not answer, and I think a lot of brilliant people are like that, Elon-Musk might be interesting


true but despite the scandal that I know that he grew, you know he did he made like PayPal, ya, like you have to find the right people, and, have them


follow your idea to do stuff, you know like lead well, and that I think is quite interesting, fine, Pope-Francis, oh ya actually I want to meet with Pope-Francis ask him about the gay's thing set the record straight


do I get the point, yes , name a favourite place that you've been to what is it's significance


oh, really


so the sister makes it a home or house, to develop it


ya, you got the point because I did not expect, my house, to be on the list, I was thinking like oh you say things like the Cambodia looking at the what what


Angkor-Wat, what what, worst date (ppb), I trying to remember ah


that time where I brought out this girl and, she just kept crying about some other guy, but that was like long long before I met you, clearly I mean it has to be right


amazing right, uh that's not the worst date oh ya okay no but it wasn't really classified as a date, like you know Christa, my ya, so like I had my Catechism group, I think I told you this story before like we we met, on a whim at Christa's house


for something, and then, that girl, was like crying saying oh I I have a boyfriend but I still love you, ya to me, I was like patting her head thinking, no, you go and be with your boyfriend


I love you but like, you love him and it's been very long since we talk, and I don't know why this is suddenly coming up and it scares me that you still, love me that you want to cry, right now


so (ppb), love you I think I, ya and then she got pregnant so, kind of worked out well, and amazing, ya ya with that guy, and like they they have, cute baby, but the other one was a


like she she texted the, the boyfriend afterward, then the boyfriend die die don't want to be the dad, ya so she's like why why you don't want to be the dad, then like oh my parents say


couldn't take responsibility and stuff like that no it's like, I think cause the parents, were not, happy that he, made this, girl, pregnant then he, he really just don't want to, !wah! rabs ah in my head


so one went well one didn't go well, ya, like it two of mine ah I guess, once in prison, you know


ya so good oh, what's the most important lesson you have learn from your parents, really, is a good one but, no is fine I understand why


my parents, I won't say survive lah I will say endurance, look at their marriage, they called over gays, they are together still like hello


you know and they like conclusively said oh we love each other and we have like many problems but we keep dealing with it, I don't know like my mum feels that that's the purpose of church which is why she also wants us to have a church wedding, because she feels that without God's love and kindness and goodness like


ya, can I talk about religion from third person maybe that's possible ya but ya so that's that, like she believes that there is something else that keeping the marriage together, which is mentally is the Catholic thing like you you do it then like because you are married and you have to say that something else is keep gonna keep your marriage together


okay, thanks but no thanks


thanks but no thanks, it was a guy oh, I will ask you did you like Oreos, Justin confess to me


anyone you like, no, ah, ah of course with their finger, , the fact that I'm thinking about this seriously should scare you a bit


would you like an Oreo, , okay Awar will say thanks but no thanks, no not just because of you there was no like development or feelings relationships


there's no, more, there is just the I wanna the four king the butt, if your house caught, I know this, yeah there you go, uh


ha, my phone (ppb) that's the thing, it's a thing if your house caught fire and you, only had time to save one item


it's fine I don't think with that, ya it's fine, nah I'm just thinking the the what would I save, I might to say my mobile phone, ya


no like because I the only other emotional like the thing of emotional value I have is fat butt, but I would assume that fact but is not in my house, concept but it's out of stock, (uh huh)


it was at home and it was starting to burn down, oh our our picture, ya okay, I will say that, ya, I will still save it because of my terrible handwriting at the back


yes that is my favourite


ah bullies in primary school are very illiteral, like alliteration, like awesome, or some no that's like alliteration, but I think I think awesome poems is alliteration because it can be moved


the consonant and the letter alphabet, , maybe, what others uh, spancy yeah lah spancy lah


people are not very imaginative when it comes to my name, no no one has ever called me that, middle name, Christian name I think, ya but like, I don't want to change the birth cert I'm not like Chanel


I'm cannon Peter Pan Pitipool, ha, oh ya let me ask you, no


why did you lay yourself please have mercy eh is it, please have mercy right ex please have mercy, why not like, Hiler ah


Florence Nightingale, and I think that would have been a very nice name, Jay, but, I think Albert, ya it's quite funny


no but like some of the bros have ridiculous names like that I am noob then are like !wah! then you just die that shout into the mic, peak, yeah


the guy will go pow, do something, no what, hi, okay, that can you imagine they are singing then it's like ah, who is your hero how does he or she inspire you


inspiration


inspiration inspiration, perspiration


so self conceited, if you keep trying


and then makes me like, locate myself and thing, who have a try recently, then I realise that I'm just struggling with school, but ya, the idea that you keep trying


to non, like I would like to say Sharon but that's because of proximity right now, emotional closeness


which are my cousins am I closest to, I can't even say Nigel, cause Sharon gossip to Nigel that night ya, no


I don't know there has been no like, moments in life where else like, I want to get close to you, I want to know you, is more like if I I okay, close in a sense where everyone will help me if I'm in trouble I I resoundingly believe so


but close in the sense where I know their deepest darkest secrets we meet regularly for drinks and stuff, why, I'm a guy, is a guy thing, I truly, am really


realising that's a guy thing now, yeah, do you have siblings, but like as a as a as a small talk thing it can lead on to other stuff


why don't you why don't you (ppb) have sibling, , if you had a sibling, what would you want he or she to be like, my throat has not been used in so long


is actually quite sore, (uh huh), but your older brother is your acts like a older sister, better I mean an older sister acts better than any older brother trust me experience


my leg numb (ppb) okay, , (ppb)


but you weren't necessarily a cry baby you just cried a lot, different, what do you value most in a friendship


crack, laughter, oh ya


they'll accept you for who you are


me, laughter, like you can lie to me all you want because I don't think the lies will hurt me, but ya like the ability to make me laugh, is is, very common


!wah! this is a very bad answer but ya I like people that make me laugh, ya I wouldn't give myself the points too (ppb), where's my heart, what


I ask you again then, what pushes your buttons, being forced to make a choice when I'm not ready to, (uh huh), suck on that , oh that stresses me ah that's one of the things that stress me making premature decisions


decisions that I haven't had a time to choose if you tell me I only got five minutes to to buy a laptop !wah! I will die I will be like, hello laloolaloolaloola, was that loud, okay cause that was kind of loud, but ya destresses me uh blah blah blah


this mic does not taste good, ya what stresses me is premature decisions what, destresses me is premature ejaculation , ,


destressing can take many forms climbing playing the piano, uh going for a run, piano, gaming, gaming breed, sleeping


ya okay, I don't know I used to think that I would like, playing with a fidget cube, until I realise that it annoys me more than destresses me, being forced to make a choice


no, what are we eating for dinner, what, see you already stress you're so you're so defence, I'm so worried (ppb), oh yeah, okay sorry you carry on first


no no you carry on first, when did you stop breathing


doesn't stress cause anxiety


but do you feel that because you don't acknowledge stress it doesn't really


like you said dog, like you said my dog, does travel not


how long has it been since your last serious relationship, ya okay I know when both of us, eh


when did I last cry, probably with you, frustration


uh, nah, really, nah they will never know what we talked about, really


it was that bad, wasn't it like


like you felt that I wasn't, it was the same thing but I realise that there are times where, I don't, like is justified lah then I felt bad that I was bad


what I thought three children's names


anterlop, if we get really really lazy we can name them ENT


is more like I want to open a book, any random book, point a finger to anything and they very like it that's well going, no but I would like like the name to have me


you know not like like you know dispenser provider of whatever whatever whatever, and then like really that person lives up to something along those line, maybe


okay but ya, yeah, Ethan, I know ugly Ethans, me none nothing, but it's like


what it's true, it's like I'm at school and I'm studying so hard ah I don't even have time to procrastinate cause I have like, stuff due, life oh your sister's frame


ya did he ask about it, okay, I feel like next week I'll just buy bamboo, ya then start fixing it together, then I at least like I I know in my head how it's meant to be fix together, I was thinking just do scouts lah


and then like maybe just, hammer in a nail or two to keep the, structure, straight, back to you


ya you said you wanted to get credit cards, why, congratulations, but I would hire an investment manager and park my funds with them like Natalie


I would just pass money to her and let her go it for me, it's very very good as an investments person, what literally character do you identify most with


what literally character do you identify most with that I know, boing boing boing the eyes will start blinking, Romeo Juliet, Mister Fox, Fantastic Mister Fox


badger, the kid, rabbit, yeah, Rapunzel


ugly duckling, so you're the grey duckling, ya Belvedere, grey goose, water


me, I should have seen this coming let me think, it's more like what who do you identify as


no but generally that's like that's thing literally characters are talent less and ugly until they find some talent


shouldn't you identify with Tom then


Tom and Jerry Tom lah, but not really a literary character but like Tom and Jerry the Tom, cause he like he like oh he's so exciting (ppb)


yeah, but he always gets what uh he always tries to get what he want, and he always fails but he always tries


okay, what do you oh yeah that's a good question I think you identify with Tom I think you, I think Tom ah, defines you bad luck but always trying, and they make friends with the person that you, try so hard for


actually I think of people that you know, books that you've read, I identify as badger


Fantastic Mister Fox, hardworking and doesn't really have direction in life just wants to work hard wants to do best for people


so you just point him and then he digs, and he digs faster than anyone else, yeah, no we still have a lot of cards we're doing very well, was that yours


no no ya ya ya okay wait who do you think I identify with, think of all the characters you have maybe is you haven't had many characters


movie characters


I trying to think if never give up is very important lesson then I realise not really, is okay to not have a plan, yeah, no not in the sense where you shouldn't plan but it's okay to not have a plan and still do stuff


you don't have to have a plan to get stuff done, I forgot what book I read that in but was this guy that, okay, that's my answer


kinda like you are special in your own way


what personal trait do you like most about yourself


humility, I'm very humilist, humililist, yes, , why is the word for humility so far off from the word humility, (ppb) okay uh


what was it again what trait, I'm very confident to the point of sometimes of overconfidence but I like that about myself, I, don't, care about what other people think about me, I don't define myself based on other people


isn't a lot of money on a bucket list, sky dive, if I wanted to get a tattoo I would look for a tattoo to get a tattoo


but sky dive is something that you have to, climb a mountain, the hard way like the steep one not the, rock climb up a mountain


ya that's about it I think, eh no I only can think of two sky dive rock climb, oh graduation trip where will I want to go, what will I want to see


what country will I want to go to, New Zealand, snowboard, again, maybe ski lah actually not snowboard, snowboard gets boring


not yet, did it pause


pilot, like fly, you don't have to be tall you can enroll in a, you tried, oh, you need two cm, wanna stretch


why, pain, sorry your three is what, get a tattoo, the traditional tattoo, fly


would you sign up with a dating agency


, I wouldn't, because I know how it work, okay lah I would sign up for a dating agency not with, uh I don't think dating agency is like Tinder, it's a app an agency is like I matchmake you with someone


right you still get the point , oh


match made, I don't but I match make, no blind date but I've had blind meetings then I held the girl's hand and it was like so fat oh


like you don't know you cannot see the person, then you just meet them for the first time then you get to know them, because we were trying to find a place to sit down among all the other people it was orientation, orientation, that ain't all it that ain't dating


but her hand was so big and I knew she was, is fat and I made jokes to my friends then the mask came off and she was fat, and then the person next to her was even fatter then we're like !wow! so mean, behind all their back, and then they heard about it then, they hate us, they dislike us


but I do say hi I wave, but ya is mean to call a person fat, but you can't help it, it's like you hold their hand and you like immediately know this is a monster, you can't even hold her hand you're holding like this


so much, where's your true home, how am I not suppose to give you the point this is so pointed


which is where the heart is which is in my heart lah, I wouldn't say


where you are I would say where I want to set up, with you, ya it ties to a physical place, because, for me is like, it wouldn't be home without you


and it wouldn't be home without a place to call home, but then again, if we shift around a lot, hope would be you lor


home is where I am, since you're with me it's where I am, ya eating, honestly my mum cooks great food


ya but do you not honestly think eating is a, great, hello I'm talking about my answer I'm trying to defend that point leh


ya isn't eating a great thing to do with like family, but you didn't give me the point, !wah! fierce fierce, is not like I'm winning lah, get so many three points, yes sorry sorry, but you just said that you enjoy it most with your family


together, , I just sitting there listening


that's doing nothing but talking lah, how do you know, when to let go of someone


or when this is when


I think that you will know when it's time purely because you are both unhappy all the time, there is no more promise of happiness there is no more trust in each other there is always just anger, there's always the feeling of like, you want to hurt each other lah


and I think that's about time when you want to let go when when what's in your mind is I wanna, murder the, ya ya ya okay


I think it gets you should let go when you want to cause harm to someone else, what did you say again, you said you didn't know, ya that's why it's crap


ya that's what I was thinking, very


actually, then it's not, marriage enables things also, it's like you can love someone, for all your life and stuff but before you get married I feel that there is no concrete way of saying


that you love her and only her, it's kind of a feeling you all get and it's like you all two go a long way then suddenly you break up and then that guy get someone else and you're like what, ya but like there's a lot more steps to get divorced


it's something that you have to think of and marriage is something that you, it's something it's not the next step in the relationship, don't get me wrong but it's something that you do because you feel very strongly about it, like I really want to live the rest of my life with you marry me


you know it's an affirmation of, how you feel about each other, it's not a, oh I'm so bored what can be do !aiya! let's get married, it's more of a, I am honestly sincerely believing in spending the rest of my life with you


and that's why I think that once you get married you shouldn't break up because, to even get to that state you have to really really really want to be with someone, you can't just get married because I'm gonna be single all my life


I'm pregnant, I am rich


which is why I feel that you should never propose to someone in public, hint hint ,


I honestly feel that a proposal should not be done if you are not sure, where you both stand, like the girl she has the right to say no yes correct, but generally you don't propose until you're quite like hundred percent sure the girl will say yes


you did, excuse me, not yet


and did Samuel explain that we've been together for five years, !aww!, such a terrible way to say now I drink all the water I need to pee but I keep looking at that


then I don't want to pee anymore (ppb), what personal trait do you dislike most about yourself, what's the trait you hate most about yourself


surprise me, not really I kind like, surprise me anyway, I don't hate myself, I love all of me


perfect the way I am


mine is, exfoliate


no but it's heal up you know, I guess it will be fun I have never had a pedicure before, but they put a gel right, why


I always thought gel was bad for the nail like softens it, what's the question again (ppb) oh ya personal trait I dislike the most, about myself, yours is, your inability to forgive yourself, mine would be


pettiness, in my head, I will do something in my my head are be like curse and swear the whole way, and I wish that I actually


said I actually thought the things that I said, yeah


I was surprise you didn't know that though, but I don't hold grudges but in the moment of like angst I will be like


no no there is a difference between angry and expressing it and saying something else for inside thinking, oh ya ya ya no what I'm saying is one step further I'd rather not even have that I rather actually rely


it's fine, really, I think it is through much training, I don't think your pope gets angry


power off, ya I I would identify most of that symbol, I think whatever's given and I return it back, especially sarcasm


so like I multiply whatever comes to me, and give it back like, exponentially, so if you give me shit, !wow! that kind of thing, more like okay if you give sarcasm I will be so sarcastic you want to not be sarcastic anymore


if you touch me in an inappropriate manner I will triple touch you, yeah, yeah, probably


divide, opposite of me, because you like to find the easiest way to do stuff, like you take a huge problem and you chunk it up into so many small chunks that you can manage


(mmhmm), I always pray to people I don't even know,


, okay you, what do you think about yourself


I don't think so, I think you've gotten a lot more positive in the time that we've been together, then Again I think you're just getting back to what you used to be


I realise is I say divide that you may have taken it to be like the opposite of what I'm saying, the like I had to starve that kind of thingy you were saying you make everything that's good make smaller, cause you are a negative piece of shit, name one of your closest friends how is I'm so glad it's you name one of your closest friends how is he or she special to you


if it was me I'll be struggling to think of a friend and how he or she is special to me, okay fine you first, yeah


Chun-Ming, not we learn, be a great friend now (ppb)


oh no demotions of demotions, friends stay


he's damn funny, and have you all played don't starve, you should play with him more, I just freaking love the way he's like, oh he can do this


I love his thoughts about Jesus, so what gift is this, no


that's the thing I can't think of any, besides you, there's no one that I did talk to daily


people that make me laugh would be Amanda, but those are just people who are also convince, coincident in my life, like just


just like happen to be there at the point in time when I'm talking to them, but like, best friend, ya like okay I would say I would go with Jing-Kai, then why is he the best friend


right now ya, cause he goes through a lot of trouble also, like with grace and stuff, is like more like I offer him drinks and we come and then we just drink our sorrows away we don't talk much we just drink


compatible ah griped, like, my girlfriend is so sad because I'm always so busy then I'm like, join the club, and stuff like that


Jing-Kai doesn't have family problems he just, doesn't talk to his parent, like his family problems is that he doesn't have a tight family, how do you know that you truly love your partner


but would you say that comes because you truly know your partner, wouldn't that, come because you truly love your partner, is not the, knowing is the after you know that's why you are like that


that spiked on my mic too, you suddenly sound so accusatory the person lah, you just accept him lah


if you okay ah, I I'll get it, give me a choice every single day, ya, you know because you know that making the choice isn't that hard anymore


but when it comes so naturally that you wake up and you're like okay ya, you left this person and that's how it's like when you know


and like even after you all go to sleep angry and mad and sad and bad woof, ya it's okay, because the next day you, wake up and you, ya


so which is also how you say you truly love your friends lah


five days ago with you, three, two, Tuesday night, time, and meaning, you know what


that was the uh like last minute and all my meaningful conversations are with you or with your presence because, without you I don't even bother asking it, you have to understand this, ya, oh oh-my-god I actually know #Kai#'s Kai Wednesday night #Kai#'s story #Kai#'s side


Amanda and Kai, Kai side, !whoa! why you so curious, , no was I shouting oh !wah! that's so hard, uh ya so, Kai already felt that things were breaking up, in


in school then they decided they are both going overseas so they give it a try, and then halfway through, they video called each other and Kai was like I I don't feel much anymore, and Amanda was crying, and sad, and it turned out well


because Brazilian, and is not the only meat she ate, eh , ya ya, so I I heard #Kai#'s side and I was like then Kai is like


then I ask him how do you feel now then he's like, okay lor, then I was like okay ya maybe you're not really in the right mind for a relationship, and there was this route yesterday at boulder world which made me fall in love with climbing again, it was like you start and then there was this weird kick off dino


so you pull and step and jump, then you hang on one hand, in this like, ya I couldn't end the route but it was such a cool move, and I, like only figure it out after like fifteen tries Yi-Yang could never do it, proud of that ha, okay yeah


that's what I feel, okay, if you knew you would not fail what would you go accomplish, what's the point


, and what kind of stage, okay,


, I will invest all my money, well that is not a smart answer is just that was the literal first thing I thought of


because like to me I don't know what I want to do in my life, so honestly uh bunny just enables all this, and by the way I figured it out like there's three government agencies that are willing to take very high, grade, like mine, yeah, in specifically in engineering


ya so I will start, like to link more and surprisingly there's this thing called ice squared c then I was like, there's such a company, me how important is having children to you


now, not now lah but in the future, I know this


okay let's only give points to the answer you are surprised by, truthful answers that you are surprised by, how about that, cause I feel like a lot of things that you are saying I I know, that's yours, eh was it yours, you what, if you know you could oh


ya that was mine, no the stocks thing, the model, no I didn't know precisely what, ya I didn't know precisely what


having important is children to me, very very children, I would say I really want kids in the future, uh now, I'm too young for it I'm not mature enough like you know that I'm not mature enough, I don't even have time to plan things with you and then is like plan thing for kid


are you, oh I was gonna swear ya no I don't think so, ya now no, what, oh louder louder girl, happiest moment of your life


!wah! why do I sigh when I think of that, I have no clue, happiest moment of my life is, when I, !wow! this is so hard, it came right after my greatest achievement of my life


and you were there, you being there for the greatest achievement of my life made it the happiest moment of my life, climbing


I remember when I got fourth, well I qualified, I was happy when I qualify and you being there made me like like the the happiest moment of my life at that point in time, I trying to remember recently lah what's the happiest moment in my oh-my-god I sat on a small car today I should ask Amanda to Amanda


ya I was riding that then I was like uh ya that was the happiest moment of the day, ya okay, all my life I really don't remember I don't I can't think now


what motto do you live by, live laugh love


no, I was just thinking of things that with L, make people laugh, let I feel this, just I feel is a bad motto but okay


ya, !woah!, that's so Jesusy, yes that's what Jesus said, ya, he turned it down in two commandments one love God with all your heart and two treat people the way you want to be treated


you so Jesusy, oh yes


even my sharp didn't trigger your mind, Paul chicken Mulan


okay, anything else confusing


doing something extreme, then having a nice lunch, then doing something chill, then having a nice dinner, very food oriented, preferably somewhere where there's place with good food


you, that was such a good answer, like deserted beach


okay, carry on, trash she did not help me just one and non crowded


oh eh no that was your that was my, yeah it was you giving me okay, this is for you, how well can you cook or bake,


really, I disagree with you by the way, no but to be fair you bake well according to recipes, you bake well, because look at all the things that you make you make it, and it's tasty


six and you cook seven, I ate my brocolli today, trash but endeavor


you know I like to think that you might have all the food, like all the ingredients in the world I mess it all up, three, but baking seven, I think I can measure well


I can mix well I can follow instruction well, if your definition about a good baker is one that bakes without a recipe, I would be one, but if you definitely should not be baking someone who follows the instruction measurement


I be very hard eh, okay, can bake tomorrow morning


I know it I know risk you've taken, long plan in the future expensive plan in the future, with in my future, you Finland, Maroon-Five, I think financially those are very big risk


that's terrible, but you thought that he still be there, as a boyfriend


not good for me but ya that's definitely risky, what's this game, time


I feel that I invest time in, our relationship, no is like, let me explain I I know of


of couples that meet once a week, on Saturday, I make time for you, damn it


no it's a risk because I'm giving up like study time, oh yeah I give way in public, no lah okay biggest risk was planning your birthday


that time that mission okay, I'm not sure which birthday, but yeah


I don't remember, really, I planned your birthday, and I got all of them to come, you don't remember


ya I know, I can read you a book


we have seven minutes, simply water is a pure drinking water goodness it runs through leading age purification system


now, new phone, what do you feel about technology, what do you feel about


the idea of cost versus technology, cost versus quality, the idea that that somethings that people just cannot afford and, cannot pay for it, what did you feel about medicine


actually that's very good question what do you feel of medicine, ya


the definition of medicine is something you eat and makes you good so yes, no I'm talking about designer medicines that only like, you have a very rare


not not that epipen I'm talking about worst cases where you are the only one that, where the only one with this disease, and, you have to have a company figure a cure for you, and then sell you that


cure, I'm not talking about it from that point of view I'm talking about the companies because they research it it cost quite a bit


there are governments are unwilling to pay for this kind of medicine to subsidize it, what's your feel, do you think government should pay for it do you think, so you feel that the use of a human is its usage it's usefulness


you know we had this in Philo class actually let me tell you about it, okay there's this idea that things are not valuable until it's complete until it's put together, there is no value in it in it's in each in it's


in it's own elements until it, sums up, into this complete thing, is that argument, is your mum, is she probably coming for dinner, she knows you're with me


oh-my-god I'm a magician, was that not magical, and and !wow! you're picking up card


really, you have no thought, no what if one day I'm going to be involved in a research that only caters to very select number of people


but they are poor they can't afford it, charity because they deserve to get it done, but then there's no government subsidy, what if our livelihood dependent on me doing it


see so you approve of doing it, no do you get why I'm asking you this, (mmhmm), but do you feel that government should subsidise for this type of people


that's not really is it oh yeah yeah we can't talk about politics, oh this is so hard I don't know what to say ah okay , what movie have you watched recently (ppb)


today, !aww!, you can watch it in Batam, ya I am, you wanted to


ya we could have gotten student price too, oh should we get now


mum's fetching, from your house my house, my my school, early, ya so you can actually do it quite early, which helps also lah, which means I really have to get my work done by tonight shit


homework is due Friday, basically I just get it done by tonight then submit tonight, the problem here is that, none of us know what's going on Winnie doesn't know what's going on which is her first I've never seen Winnie not know


I was gonna go and do the Singtel thing, Singtel you can go and get the, then just unlock for a two day three days


no is a week, or you can pay for day pay per day, pay per day pay per day pay per day ya, let me see, ya I think that is though I'll get it lah


ya, by the way are we supposed to do this for two hours or, longer, and we're paid how much


you have enough, so how,


okay I need to pee shit, oh this so bad, okay roaming add ons, so no but okay Batam is which one Indonesia right, Indonesia, ya okay uh


data roam hundred mb daily, , ready roam one gig thirty days, oh hi, yeah


seventeen minute, oh so we got three minutes more of talking, no singing, , is that the cost thing can you plan that


can you plan the cost thing start here and here, let me figure out the this thing, but it's thirty dollars a day eh, yeah, you might so good and buy the one month thing for twelve


it's one gig thirty days for twelve dollars, (ppb) I guess, yes, are we going anywhere else no ah I'm only going overseas these few days


how much is the Sim card, okay just work on WiFi, yes


oh it's uh, three dollar per month three dollars it's cheaper here compared to Singapore, just buy prepaid Sim card, yeah


ya did not tonight, I saw a a a vegetarian place, really, would you have to be vegetarian ever again


what you mean, Tai-Seng, Upper-#Paya-Lebar# near the MRT, yeah, no but to be very fair just Googling where to eat it's a conversation in an of itselft


Sin Fong restaurant go and search that, S I N F O N G restaurant, oh eh Qi-Ji HQ is here also, no but like is far you have to walk, yeah


there's a mall at Tai-Seng, #Tai-Seng#-Mall (ppl), does it suit are like


okay, uh how do you want to start this you want like go from top left first then, to then we go like clockwise direction, so we start with top left, for me uh there is like this red colour sign


that says learn to dive with Paul, okay, there's a black arrow pointing to the left but it's not blue


ya okay I think is greenish what does it say, it says North Shore Golf Club for me, so there's the difference also, okay then beside the


to the signs right there is a man that's fishing and he's dressed in yellow, and he has black shoes and, olive, the pants with a whitish hat, okay so it's the same and there is a shark, to the


right of his pole, somewhere or down there ya then to the right of him, there is three green piranhas , ya, then there's a seagull above it


like flying, uh the body faces us, yes, yup, I have nothing nothing nothing nothing until the right side of the picture which is a bar


what colour is the bar, gold or like brownish, and bronzish right I think it's the same what's the special offer today


okay that's, then it's like the bar has like you where you order right for me there's like a, special offer box, and then it says peach and wine, you don't have that, okay I guess that's different


then beside my special offer sign, there is uh two bottles that is yellow and red, yellow on the left red on, ya I think so, I think so ya that's the beer type what's the colour of the interior


green okay ya that's the same beside the bar is there any dustbins, one is open only, mine is both open


is pink colour, okay then let's move downwards there is, to the like, eight o-clock of the bar there is two people seated, yes


there is only one sock, right foot, is he wearing shade ya, he has brown hair, the woman is, has yellow hair


I think is red looks a bit purple, ya that seems the same, ya K then like moving down a little bit more there's like a seesaw


as a ya, so on the seesaw, the my left side is lower, with a red thingy


the other side is white, ya is, mine is white, ya, ya like, ya same, below the seesaw there is this girl sitting on a


green, ball, yours is pushing mine is sitting, yup, uh ya, no, cause mine is sitting on the ball what


then below that there's this thing called beachcombing, ya okay so don't have, have, ya and then beside that there's this blue and white umbrella


and, beside the blue and white umbrella there's two elderly people, ya what is the woman wearing, dress


ya same, ya red slippers bags what colour is the chair, same the man, yeah


red socks, uh mine is not wearing socks, ya so beside the man there's a radio, yeah, ya about that then to the left for me is the food shack


pull down sia, ya then, ya is the food shack then the, the low the, signet is, dark blue, and then the building itself is a brownish colour, the windows have nine panel


and then the door has two doors and one, above it, ya, and then beside that there is a, sign that says crayfish shellfish and lobster, okay then that's


ya, okay so one two three four five six seven eight nine do we have nine differences there's supposed to be twelve, one two three four five six seven eight nine


no mine lah both ya mine are both open, ya ya ya ya, I've may be there's something like different about the couple it's just that we cannot see it


for me is the two signs at the top left, and then the bar the special offer, and the two dust bin, and then the seesaw there is one that is white, and then the girl sitting on the ball, and then below that there is this beachcombing thing which you don't have ya


ya just was at the bottom map, at five o-clock of the ball, , what else could it be, I don't think like any okay what what colour is the lamp that the food shack is on


ya same, where like uh, Joe's food shack, mine is just called Foodshed, yeah okay so your


ya uh uh, as in mine is just, ya [loh] Foodshed, there's no Joe, no, yeah, we have ten so there's two more


ya like along the like the three-D the, X and Y right , the Z, uh same ah there's one two, one two three four, four cracks


five ish lah ya, left ya ya I don't think they are so detailed lah the the difference, the differences have been like quite obvious, what colour is your umbrella


as in is it's blue white blue white blue white, from left to right, ya it's the same


ya same, shades, ya ya ya it does, if if what about your wine cup is it


is the wine bottle full, shall we move on, what push door, I don't have


ya sad have have, local shellfish as, bottom mine is crayfish shellfish and lobster


yeah, I don't think there is anything else eh know what we are missing, what's going on, I, Shang !huh!


uh Shung, Shang-Chuan I have no idea already okay nevermind, okay shall we move on or you want to continue finding the last one


you think is anything to do with the couple that's drinking wine, me like just like line line line line line, the what


he's like looking like straight, so the grandma's looking at the book


ya is both U shape U shape I feel like, I felt like could be the bar though, what colour my bar is like my my bar is just rectangle


is just like a box, is just like a box survey, uh golden colour bar, it is three dimensional is just that there's no particular like roof


you know usually when they draw roof they always have like this, triangle to be the arch, ya


nothing, can you find anymore differences, rounding thing as in what


bar ya as in the the signage right, ya there is, uh I think there's there is like this line, and I think that's


what I call it, the land that is on, ah, no is just is actually the same colour as the beach, ya


continue ya who knows here let's just see, ya, oh, your bird lah !walao! just now I say is flying towards me


the belly is facing me, you suck, ya moving on, !wah! my ear kind hurts


okay, first question, , what what what is your most valued possession how did you come to have it


am I, how, how did you come to have it, what is, am am I supposed to give you the point, no I don't like the answer


that's so lame like, impress me lah it's an opportunity for you like to show off how much it matters to you but, you just like said it as a matter of fact leh, like you could have talked about is so precious to me that I when I lost it in Hong-Kong I went back and


when it was already dark to some trail and we went to find it and we have to have like torchlights and things like that, but then like, ya so what if I give it to you there's like no big deal what I can give you a lot of things what


to speak louder


what, I think, what's epitear, I don't know man, , I think


I want to be remember that someone that, loved a lot, like, wherever I go or like whoever I meet I hope that they remember me as someone, that was like lovely lah like I cared for them I hope they know that I cared for them


I would I used to think that I want to be someone that makes the difference in people's life, but then I realise that like is quite difficult lah some people just don't want to change, all I can do is just, I don't know care for them and hope that they do remember me a positive light


okay all in all I think I just want to be remembered as someone positive instead of, negative in anyway


I don't think I have the betise to like, get someone out of their negativity because that is something very big, when someone is very negative is like a black hole, and I myself is kind of a black hole so is very hard


to like, act because I like to practice what I preach, so I know like I am someone very negative and yet I am like preaching like oh-my-god you have to happy dadada look at the bright sides of thing, and I don't like that lah like I would rather, try and give them something positive instead of taking them out of the negative


I that's what I stand for lah but, I just I don't know lah I'm not thinking so much lah I just


you don't have give it to me if you don't find it nice


that was a mouthful , uh I won't say so, okay, what is a dealbreaker in your search for a partner


that's it


you got something on your eye


I think that's always a case right we always set, certain rules like oh my boyfriend has to be this this this tall and something something and, when you meet someone and then you like them and then all this just goes away lah


ya here you get the point, hurry up, no lah like just, I don't want (ppb) I don't want there to be a gap in the conversation, okay fine


I, shush, I have water, if I have one more year to live what would I change


I would definitely, stop working and stop, studying, and if I only have one more year I will probably like go pursue what I want which is to go to Bali, go do the yoga instructor course like Rick


ya regardless of, cause I I've always had this fear that like I'm not good enough because, a lot of people that go there want to become teachers, I don't know whether they are failures but, the thing is, I feel like people go to be a yoga instructor but for me I wanted I wanna go because I wanna


learn lah and like go on this spiritual journey, of like feeling so at peace everyday you know you always fall asleep in corpse pose, you know imagine feeling that every single day ah that I think that will be kinda cool, no is not just sleep lah but the


the the whole flood of like zen that's, just fills your entire system, when you are done ah, no, obviously, no, church is like a place where people just


no no religious things, church is a very good place, ya he said no religious race, politics, sorry, we didn't mean to say that


as in, you know the thing is like, is about letting go which I cannot do a lot, because there's always this practicality of life, and just me being a control freak, so I feel like yoga's the only one time, that I really feel myself let go


so if that I only have one year left I'll go do , yoga, and besides that I'll probably just travel the world lah like, since my money is like not gonna be left for anyone already, I will just go travel the world lor


I think I will wanna learn more things like if my body is not breaking down, I will wanna like go do all the sports I've never done before, I wanna go skydiving I wanna go, what else ah like, parasailing a lot of the sports that I never done before lah


okay, I think I'll I will, really just go online and Google, what


uh like those extreme, what's it call extreme, extreme, uh bucket list type of thing, so I'll just really choose what I wanna do and as each it day comes I think I'll find a place


a farm, okay not farm but like a place with a very nice scenery, ya like you know tunnels after he snap and then he wake up to that view, those type of thing, uh I think it's in Indonesia I'm not sure whether it's Bali


Bali in Indonesia, ya but, as the days go and I'm getting more paralyse I think I would want a place, where I can rest where it's tropical, uh but cooling, which is some place like Bali lah


what is the most inspiring book you have ever read


I took two (ppb), (uh huh), I mean


then how do you think that like applies, does it apply to you in any way


you know you are talking so much but like, do you think like someone, find a book nice, it's because it's relevant to them in some ways, is it because like perhaps you think that you are someone that's frugal as well


but, you would, go out of your way to work hard for some, you know you, do you understand what I'm saying, like, a lot of times I think I like a book, is because, I see, a little bit of myself in the protagonist, is not that I


okay erase that ya , (uh huh)


your answer is so boring, and it doesn't really answer the question right, what's the most inspiring book you've ever read, as in, technically it could be fantasy but it could like inspire you


flop but the fact that like, it, someone was capable enough I was like, thinking so out of the box in creating, something, entirely out of their imagination, you know that, eh I mean, you could, that would be answering the question but for you ya just blabbering on and on and on


there isn't like, isn't JK-Rowling also very inspiring, because there's so much depth, to her work, ya then, every book is like that come on


then that's a poor ass book, I am not asking you, I'm not asking you for good books I'm asking you for the most inspiring, next question


oh no, what what what's the, but the saddest moment of my life is not about sex what, and is sexuality not sex okay fine but ya


I think, the saddest, one of the saddest moment I had during my childhood, was, that actually something that happen, pretty much everyday, when my mum send have


a shift job, so she couldn't be home a lot, but then there are sometimes that she had night shift what, so she could, accompany me, to wait for the school bus since I have afternoon session lah and then


you know a lot of times I think the people around that age always wanted, to be aware from their mum, they will their parents ah basically and then they will say things like [orh] mum I've supplementary classes I've to stay back, today dadadadada, but at the end of the day they will just


they will just try to stay out of the house or like, I don't know lah, just avoiding their parents you know, but ya lah I ah but all I wanted to do was just to see my mum ah and, every moment, before I, got on the school bus was like


the best, but in the next moment when I had to say goodbye to her not knowing when is the next time I'm gonna see her again, because she always have to work so much, was I think one of the saddest, things that I, been through


I mean, not saddest, but, one of it lah, I think I think the fact like


is that idea of like my mum, leaving, and not having time for you and, as a kid, I didn't really understand why, I mean now then I look back I understand lah, okay sorry


why do they have such sad things, describe the most embarrassing moment of your life


yeah, okay, I don't I'm not sure (ppb)


okay, material


how is that embarrassing


, okay okay I give it to you (ppb), the teachers hating on you


, I think I'll put half of it in investment


yes, okay maybe, seventy percent of it eh no no no no no, I put half of it in, in investment, I'll give one million to my mum one million to my sis, , how (ppb) how much is that left a three million left right


and, I think, I would probably, I think I'll donate one million, to uh, probably some animal charity


ya probably, no I can't like I don't really know but I'll probably give it to some animal charity, and then after that the last two million I will probably


probably, pamper myself a bit but not, not in a sense of like luxurious extravagant living like Louis Vuitton bags and shit like that, but more like I wanna travel the world lah and


maybe live a little bit more in comfort, but really just, mostly to travel the world lah, I'm sure I don't need so much money ah (ppb) but, I'll probably travel world with you lah


we'll just really take the time off, and take that two million and we'll go everywhere anywhere hop on the next flight, no, I have five million in investment what it will grow


I wouldn't wanna house like I don't need a expensive house I have a, sorry, oh so you're saying I'm in debt


I feel like it's not necessary because, just slowly pay it off lah when I come back to work it's the natural grind, but I feel like this is a


ya lah then okay from the money that I make from this investment I can use to pay off the debts ah, but you say what I'll use, for this ten million, and I'm just hypothesizing I'm not being so absolutely practical stop, like squishing my dream


because I don't have that now


as in that's the thing like I never really thought that even okay without even without this ten million, ya even without this ten million, I don't have, I don't like to think about that I don't like to think about money


I know I have debt to my mum and to my school I don't have a scholarship like you do, okay fine then I'll just use one million to travel and use the other one million to pay off any debt and any future debt that I would have


what is the craziest thing you've ever done


I'm done, why am I looking for a partner, I think that's like just the natural way of things in life like


generally oh wait no actually to be young to to be young , to be honest, when I was younger cause I grew up with a single mum then I thought that like I wouldn't need a a partner or a husband or something like that, all I needed was just his sperm and then I will like divorce him or something I was I was genuinely like thinking like that


ya, ya, I don't need no man, I just wanted kids, because it's just the way of life it's what I


I didn't see my mum being happy raising me but, it's just, what I understood as a kid, for but for now it's just the companionship lah like


I just, even when I was younger I got along better with guys, and then most of them just tend to hit on me, so I'll, I just like uh okay lah just, try lor, and then I like physical touch, I guess that's how it kinda like just


got me looking for one after another one after another lah, maybe I should have looked in the direction of females but I was like way too competitive, really oh nice do you want


you want some I think there is, uh it's to analyse the Singaporean talking patterns, eh no I don't I I have no idea maybe


no, is it my turn, sorry I'm not interested


for your last meal, what would you eat and who would you eat it with, last supper, Jesus Christ eat it with Jesus


seriously you will have your last meal with him and not me


but it doesn't ask you like, who who, in the world, you it just ask you what will you eat and who will you eat it with it doesn't give you like, this magical, like you can eat it with anyone


you can, up to you


choose once, okay, cool, okay , why would I be dead


!huh!, oh okay cool sure, no lah okay lah a bit lah


I think like, indecisive people I know I'm someone very indecisive, but I think that's the exact reason why I find indecisive people annoying, because that's a trait of myself that I really don't like, and when I see it in person in real life


it really annoys me, that someone can be so indecisive, and , I think another thing is the those type of, very whiny wishy washy character, how to say


I can't think of a example right now lah, I don't think, no lah, ya wishy washy yes but like for the whiny part I'm trying to think of the whiny part, stop naming names


ya but, ya sure ya but basically just indecisive people, whiny people


I mean of course we will always want something that is good what, actually to be honest I would rather take the latter where like, you just make a decision if it's bad it's bad we deal with it you make the most out of it


I think is because like, for one I cannot afford to make bad choices is just this mentality that I have that I don't have


I can't screw up anymore because I've already screwed up so much, I think is both ways because, both ways lah like life has shown me that


people have not accepted me when I screwed up so, I subconsciously or consciously make an effort not, to screw up anymore so that people cannot use it and against me ah


you don't have to give it to me if you don't want, what value do you bring to other people's life, that's it


okay sorry this is yours


no that so mean why if he listen to this, I think, okay I'm tryna think about like five years ago when I first met you I think it


and track nothing you are, nonsense , , well it's interested in how you got that scar as in not scar but like that injury


then, I'm just really interested what is going, with what the heck is going on in your head how are you so capable of making me feel so unimportant, ya and like didn't even know why was mad


I don't know is like when is the last time you were like Wing-Lun, you dressed up nice, to go out with your partner AK singing for him lah, you know, I mean I know it's like we are just going out normally for this