oh-my-god are you serious, Dafuku, no oh no no is not is not okay,


wait ah, let me see, I don't know I, okay my wish shall we unveil the difference, wait does the shark has two fins


is there anything okay how many rocks are there on the left side of the big rock, ya and then, there's this lighter there's this lighter rock


okay and then, there's one next to it right, next to the lighter sheet one, and then on the right hand side of the huge rock is a small rock and a moderate size, okay


the the colour is light blue, yeah, isn't it light blue, ya light blue, ya I think we should


I already did ya, okay shall we unveil the difference, where oh ya, ya no wonder it looks like


oh okay, oh ya so one two three four five, six seven eight nine ten eleven twelve, why, okay


that's cool, that's very cool, okay shall we proceed to the next game


thank you, alright, free talk okay never mind


ah I will take it first then you answer the question, do you see it already, okay, never mind, okay the topic is recess time what is your


most favourite canteen dish or snack, if you can't answer I can answer for you, okay fine, but I need to hold the card okay


my favourite, canteen dish, was wait, I know I love chicken wing, ya so when I was in primary one, I would, primary one and primary two everyday I would go to play either hop hop hopscotch


at the back of the, or I'll play Monkey Bar everyday, and then, ya then I will train until I can, I can move without, so I can go uh, how to say programme how to say


I'm lost forward, I'll keep continuously ya, and then after that I won't have enough time to eat my recess, so we just buy one chicken wing for fifty cent, ya I know I just eat then run back to class


so that was my recess, and my recess time, ya, let's just give it other two points every time, no need lah ya, okay fine


no we just we just write like okay, okay okay okay, and then, ya so what is your favourite, canteen dish


can I drink your water, but remember though last time we had those eighty cent one dollar Yuan-Mian, in school and


one dollar laksa


is it a pretzel, is it pocket dose, I've never eaten it in my life, I've never eaten it in my life though


ya and my frequency seems to be going down, for some reason, is is big is is loud enough, am I am I always, wait am I talking very softly just now, do you, or to the computer okay


hello, okay


okay, at Vivo-City, oh ah okay in your school okay


there are only three stalls in your school, in Sembawang sec primary school, Wellington primary school, oh ya, is it in Sembawang, okay it's in the west okay understand


okay, oh I remember when I was younger I also really liked the, the crab meat, ya, and then, last time my sister was a prefect


so she cannot eat lunch she cannot eat her her recess, she cannot eat her recess food because , she will always be standing at the queue making sure people don't cut queue, ya I know, yeah they will always like that one then at the end of the recess right me and my sister will share one crab stick for ten cents


no just for fun lah and I and she never eat lah so, hello can you hear me computer, hi, okay, and then , she will peel the, we will peel the crab meat, and then we will eat it uh thread by thread ya


eh it was very nice eh, it's different from the crab meat nowadays, because last time the crab meat right it's like, thready thready but these days the crab meat is chunky chunky, ya I'm trying to elongate this conversation by describing the crab meat


you know, yes, oh twenty minutes already that's so quick okay, okay let's continue with this, okay next, yeah


by blah, oh !wow!, oh you're asking me, recess, catching ice and freeze and then


Monkey Bar, I think everybody calls it different names I don't know eh, and then you have the stupid twist thing, twist when somebody's gonna catch you and then you twist then they cannot catch you, ya it's, it's so lame right


ya, ya same


!wow!, we voted for the prefect, , okay


!huh!, really, do you remember her, oh but she's our senior, oh means she's one year older than us


ya I really love hop hopscotch


oh okay okay ya, for


ya, ya, ya same, ya, I know right


you cannot take, ya, eh that's quite funny I don't why if, they did it in anywhere else right the money confirm get get stolen one ya


okay that's very interesting, I guess when we were younger, the, the speed ya lah we still play that game, ya in secondary school actually even in JC I also play


so lame, but not in uni anymore, you know how to do a speed, now, !wow!


it means you can join cheer leading, no you can be the base, yes, okay shall we, let me ask


this question is quite boring but, the teacher who made the biggest difference in your life is, oh !wow! okay


is Otah ya, is it, is not spicy


oh that's very nice ya, oh that's very nice


that was in primary four primary five, oh !wow!


ya that's true, maybe you should, through Facebook, !wow! okay that's very very very interesting


but she may not be using that number though, it may I mean you can stalk her, you can go to WhatsApp, no you can go to WhatsApp and add her name, and then see if she still online, or maybe she is if she has tele


the teacher who made the biggest difference in, my life, I think I I don't really have any good teachers that I love love because I actually hate most of my teachers who made my my life miserable


one of the teachers that I, really really hated right was in secondary school, sec sec two cause my school had a lot of uh, and my class had lots of book, so, there was this day this teacher, not only her name she had this very piercing voice


and she was a science teacher, so she taught us Physics and Bio and Chemistry but it was the, sec one sec-two kind, and then I was so bored I hated science and math so much, so I started scribbling on my notebook


and then I wrote I hate school I hate school I hate school on the notebook okay and then, she singled me out and then, she say what are you doing why is why are you not paying attention, and then she took my took out my diary that notebook, and she read it eh, then I was so traumatised


I was in sec-two ya correct then after that she told my form teacher, and after that, after that incident right I was very, I just didn't really like her because instead of, coming to talk to me personally she just saboed me and told me about told about


told my form teacher about me, ya and she's she's one of the most senior teachers in school she's around sixty plus at the at that time, and, so, that time back then I was quite, because I always had CCA and school


and I will go home around like six eight plus night and I DSA into mine, so I was already not as smart as other people, so there were since time uh, I tried doing my corrections I always do my homework one, but I really did not know how to do my physics homework the the reflection sheet


so, I borrowed my friend's worksheet and I see how how she do and I copied the diagram but I tried to understand, and then, after during the next science lesson right she told, she she just, randomly said something in the middle of class say


not like some people always copy corrections one, so she was referring to me eh, then after that I was just okay I hate I hate teachers and I hate teachers like that, from then on so I never really had a very, supportive teacher, before I guess


but I like my JC teacher, I think they are more mature


for, oh you mean, like the students private photos, social media photos


!wah! so scary, ya, oh ya ya ya true, ya it's very strange, ya


ya, ya, it's like, normally students stalk the teacher but I think is the opposite


ya, ya it's very weird how come a teacher is she like lead teacher or something, Maths teacher, , along the line of humanity


ya but I'm talking about teachers right it's damn funny because being in a girl school right you always have, a friend who always crush over male teachers, like literally crush over male teachers


ya I know, yeah, yeah, the security guard, wait so all your school


of female oh !wow!, that is, that is so awesome, I want go toilet


oh you mean Chinese, okay , okay, for me I think my favourite teachers were Lit teachers and English teachers, they they are always I had this teacher he was so funny he's an English teacher he


just never fails to quack us out in class he's the funniest guy I've ever met in my life ah literally, and then also uh normally the lit teachers, or maybe History teacher I feel like they are more understanding, like Geography teachers and I want to learn more from them as


compared to those maths and Science teachers I feel that they are very rigid ya, ya that's why, let's move on, yes


okay, the the best place to chillax, I don't know eh but my favourite place to chillax is the you know the boardwalk at Marina-Bay


I think you've been there right the ya, , ya ya ya correct that's like my favourite place to be, yeah I found that place when I was, uh during my first part time job


it was at the #Marina#-Bay Link mall I was waiting there, so one day I just decided to explore upstairs and I saw the boardwalk and I thought it was very nice so I decided to hang out there more often, yeah, what about you, (ppc)


(ppb), but it's a chillax, yoga


oh ya ya yes yes yes yes, ya actually #Marina#-Barrage is the is a nice place to chill ya, at times ya


ya ya, ya same, oh ya that's true as I grew older I tend to go to those uh less crowded places


ya I don't like to go to those crowded places, yeah, eh I went there that day ya, on Sunday when we were walking from Chinatown to #Marina#-Bay


is you have to, you have to go through this, ya you have to go up a slope right but what do you do there you ate there


I have never see I did not see, oh okay okay


what's the name of the place that you went, at #Ann-Siang#-Hill, oh okay okay, which is


okay, eh but that area is nice ya, that was a very random drawing sorry just felt like doing it


can you hear me okay, okay that's very nice to know, K my turn, oh, K the theme of this card is Kaypo and what's the most busybody thing you have done ever done


(ppb) , okay the most, busybody thing you have ever done, can been your personal sphere or your public sphere


at home or, with your friend, let me think


okay and then you accidentally like a photo, oh-my-god and then what happen, do you meet her, after that, she doesn't know you, okay


oh okay okay, okay, ya actually


ya is very very scary, I have done that many times but, I won't do it ever again, what's the most busybody thing I've ever done, okay I think I'm quite busybody by nature lah but


I'm selectively so so if you're talking about stocking right, I can stalk someone, that I want to find out about it can be a girl or a guy, I can stalk her or him right all the way until, their secondary school primary school blog


ya, ya ya ya, yeah, yeah


oh okay, their life


I not, I normally don't ya cause I more, it depends ah it depends on the person for me ya, cause I'm not as, I I don't tend to, be so direct all the time ya


that's true, that's true, no he don't, it's alright


oh-my-god it reminds me of the, tray return , I remember I did it it was so awkward, did you do it, we all had to do it oh ya ya


oh ya you had ya you have, it's very awkward ya


oh ya, ya ya, oh ya that's true, okay fine I will say first then after that


you add on, I think, I think okay, I felt that their initiative was very strange the intention was very good


the way it was approach was just very strange cause it doesn't really educate people on doing something and it's actually quite pressurising


ya ya


oh ya ya, ya, and it's incentive driven kind of ya


oh really, oh-my-goodness, I didn't know that eh, Wednesday and Friday okay today is not, oh-my-goodness okay every is is it gonna be forever, okay I rather eat more Wednesday sia like this


but I'll do it though for the next one it's so easy


ya ya true, ya I'm also not very sure because, it's (ppb) I feel like the contactless payment thing is more like a, (ppb) it's it's not something that's so personal to you but whereas for eating this kind of thing right is a choice that is personal to you


ya and it ya okay anyways, tray written, what can I do to make, oh okay, no I think that oh ya ya true, but I think something more than that right is you know some people like to spit on the table


no they like to spit their bones on the table, you know, no okay ya sorry I think I'm too exaggerating because I wanted to say you know and I wanted


that's the thing but I don't think they understand, and then when you tell them they, you don't know you you feel like you're controlling them in a way ya so


and then nobody returns tray and then you're the only one, then you're a freaking odd ball right, oh ya that's true that's true


ya, ya that's true, oh ya ya ya, you don't have to yes, clean


ya, that's true, okay, ya I hope is sufficient, I hope, okay, this is quite interesting I think quite interesting for you


no , for the theme of this kinds first come first serve, what would you queue for in Singapore, it's quite interesting, Hello-Kitty


oh ya, ya same same same, is very boring right ya


(hmm) true, when, maybe like the coal and grill that


oh ya, right Orchard, oh okay, oh okay okay, I normally queue for food, like for example Genki or like Ramen, I will totally do it but if my partner doesn't want to do it then


I won't do it, so I do it less when I'm with him, ya, ya, ya I don't mind cause I think it


uh when you queue for food right, and then when you eat ya true and then when you eat right you feel the taste is better, for some reasons I think is phycological factor, Theme Park ya, oh ya but I don't like to queue for Theme Park


not in Singapore, ya it's very long, worth it, ya


oh ya it's faster right, I know my grandma queue for Hello-Kitty, ya did your grandma queue for Hello-Kitty


okay that's very this is fantastic, ya nothing else lah to be honest I think, the most, like I would go is


buying, buying , bets during the, World Cup season, ya, no as in the betting, so I I actually won ninety dollars, from one of the match because one of my friends right, he's really very very accurate at predicting


ya, I bought right it was England versus Brazil something like that I forgot, and I won ninety dollar, and then the


the the final one right he was very very very close, but he didn't get it because of the, who's in the finals ah


three months ago, two three months ago, the finals was, ya ya correct, and the country that, was very, no no it wasn't Germany, it was some


it was a country with, guys with very long legs lah I remembered that's I remember, okay later let's go and let's go and refresh out memory


[orh] but the thing is that my mum already cut contact with most of her family members, so I don't even I'm not okay they are my relatives but I'm not clost to them but there's, this girl , she's from my mother's side, my mother has ten siblings


okay so the eldest sister quite old already lah, but she has a granddaughter, and the granddaughter is, actually some uh Teochew Getai star, now and she's quite, she she receives a lot of attention from the


media lah, so, in a good way ah, cause they always say like oh culture talent, or things like that she's, , she's right now in #nanyang#-girls', , secondary, ya I think I told you before right so


that's all I can think of, other than other than not really ya, what did he do, oh !wow!, is that why


ya, oh really


you mean your uncle or your great grandfather, so is it, wait !huh! , [orh] so the great grandma that just passed away is the wife of, oh !wow!


okay, he's like a player , okay


ya, trivalous, okay oh my, (ppb), oh oh !wow!


eh your great grandma is so lucky, oh your grandma


your grand your uncle great grand, oh !wow!


!wow!, how did he find the article, wait he he did it on the spot or


okay the community lah, he just go he just, did a search, why so cool, then did you take a photo of the article, you should show me, yeah


it's so interesting though, okay, yeah, it is quite interesting you know my, grandparents we were very ordinary people, and they were mostly quite , they were quite poor lah, ya so one side,


one my father's, parents, the the father he loves gambling, hello, okay, ya okay so he he he loves gambling ah but my mum side, uh my grand the grandparents


they they are very hardworking, yeah, but they but the father died early, so I never really saw my grandfathers before, ya both my grandmothers, one of my grandmothers never worked a day in her life, and then the other one works very hard


I know ya, ya, ya


isn't it Tai-Tai life, ya, ya, who oh, okay privacy okay, okay let's continue


okay the question is , the question is on the the the theme of this thing is on the ball, and then the question is the work that you do is super dot dot dot dot dot


is super something, okay so you can talk about your FyP or something


ya, people


ya like Royston-#Tan#, , that's nice, I okay honestly I don't, okay I, oh light guarding okay, I actually like lifeguarding because I get to meet different people also


especially different colleagues, and people from different work environments like hotel schools, and most of the time right they are very down to earth and they give me a lot of good advice, on life, and I get to meet a lot of people from


not from university like IT poly and I see the way they perceive life is like, they're very pragmatic and is something that I have to I can learn from because, as a, how to say, I think I'm more idealistic so these people give me another perspective lah


ya, and I think , when you do things like outdoor events, it's usually more interesting and it's quite exciting also, especially when you when you get to use the kayak when you to the beaches, ya so it's part of the job [loh]


ya that's true, yes


oh that's horrible ya, everything is good ya, ya that's true, oh so she's the same age as us


okay, but she's studying in, you [orh] okay so oh ya ya I understand understand, yeah


yeah, different ya it's true right I feel like, normally people who go to mainstream schools like ours, even if you are not so well off right


you can't be under privilege to the point where, you'll be kicked out of the house right after you graduate you still have time to settle down think about what you want, and time to explore with the money that you have, so in many ways I think we are more privileged and because of that we don't have that drive as much as they do


ya I feel like some of them might a lot more driven and a lot more, they know how to think for themselves and work hard for what they want lah


oh !wow! okay, I need to think about this question, ya you can go ahead first, yes I know right


as in adults as in our parents or current adult


that's true that's true, ya, oh ya that's true


yeah, I agree I think, okay for my parents right my our parents generation, I ever thought about why they were like that, before but I, think it's has it has something to do with their background, cause most of them they didn't grow up in a very good environment and it actually most of their environment was


were pretty poor lah I would say especially when I look at my parents one, my mum's one especially, not having enough food to eat not enough clothes to wear, yeah and when you yeah you don't even have yeah, so, that's why she never stops working once she gets the opportunity


to ascend and get further qualification, counts part of her personality to just be chiong and she just cannot take a chill pill because that's, the way she has become, ya so that's why I think most of that generation is like that, and that I think right the


the current parents right have inherited our parents generation, the attitude, so that day just yesterday I was at my brother's house, and I was and my nephew was just very happy, watching the tv and then he was just jumping very excitedly to the song and then my parents


and my brother was just saying, I translate from Chinese ah, don't jump don't jump later you knock your head so every time he's spinning around or jumping right, they they stop him so in my head I'm just why are you stopping a child from, expressing his joy and excitement at something that he's never heard before or seen before


it's gonna stifle him eventually next time, and it's gonna kill his interest for things that he sees that are fresh around him, am I right so in a way you are conditioning him to, not be reactive to these things simply because you think it's dangerous for them


so, ya I agree when you say they need a chill pill and just let their children, just grow up in peace lah but one thing, the reason why, we can't really let them take attribute is I think it's something to do with space like physical space also


the reason why, they are so afraid right is because the house is so small even though it's a condo, it's so small so it's easy for him to knock into things, but if you're thinking about places in other countries right the the kids can just jump around and they won't get hurt


is one thing right ya, a tomb


oh !wow!, okay, [orh] ya


ya and then all the dogs can just run so happily right, children, oh ya


is the, is pays also and the reason why, sometimes


but too bad lah


she said that, well, oh well okay


wait is that is this a real person, [orh] okay the show okay, realistic


Singaporeans can learn right, teach Singaporean students one lesson is to not be so transaction one in everything that you do, ya and even in the relationships they have it's not good to be so transactional in the, with the strangers that you meet the dialogue they have right it should be


spontaneous it should be something that you, engage in with personally, not something that you wanna do it because you can get something out of it, cause I think, this, we are so trained to be so realistic that we see everything as


valueless if it doesn't give us money, yeah, yeah that's my opinion, oh your turn


what do I always complain about, I don't know, you know you like to complain about the police, no, the the, police show


what do I like to complain about, oh ya, same, yes, ya


just now


oh ya the bullet


it will just fly out of the tracks okay, and then it will land in the, ya it is though, do you know what happened today


oh-my-god ya, so apparently at Jurong right the, platform door has, and then for mine somebody press and then when, they announce that there was some issues with the train right somebody laughed, like who is that


ya, what what is the question ah, ya transport issues, and the lack of


in the sky ya, oh ya that's true, ya, , oh yeah true


eh ya ya, yes, ya, and it's very confusing as well, ya


, yes, same, ya, yes yes I agree, so uh when I was in Ireland right I have to take this particular bus


every day to school, and then, I knew the bus will come at certain timings but at that time, I did not know that they had this live website thing cause I thought that in, doesn't really work and my flatmates weren't using it, so


every time I see the bus coming right, there's about maybe, three to four hundred metres from my day my point to the bus so I had to run all the way to the bus eh, and I just missed it by a little the bus just leaves, and it's so sad ya


ya it's easier that's true, and, yeah, and one good thing about one bad thing or rather one good thing about the country is I think the weather because


yes and over there, the bus stops it can be a winter's day and, the bus stop just doesn't have a shelter, it's at just a pole next to a pole, and it's very dangerous for us


ya, you will never get lost actually, oh !wow! so once you missed you need sleep in the wilderness, right, ya


you can take a, no there's no there's not even Grab there you can't even Grab home , , ya I know, and then you just you can't even Grab home that's the that's the worst thing ever ya


oh yeah, king of fruits what, what's the most number of durians you have ever eaten at one go, okay


where do you normally eat them like in the house or what, someone's house, public place


really, know I I don't like it I didn't like durian, I like, I like the smell, (ppb)


I don't really understand also, ya


ya, ya and it's safety


I don't lah, the thing that puzzles me is why they see as, they they say that it's smell like poop, but in what way does it smell like poop I do not understand because it smell nice


yeah, it is good yes, exactly, for me I like durian but I'm okay with durian I don't hate, but I don't like to eat it like that because , it's so strong


ya, mooncake durian mooncake, I have it I had during mooncake wish, this me autumn, yes I did, yeah


where we still can buy what, ya, snow skin is nice, okay, on a side oh ya on a side note I really like durian pastries, though, like durian cake, the best


ya and durian puff you know the, Four-Seasons pancake, oh-my-goodness , but it's so expensive, it's four twenty, up price already, ya the recent one that I went to was, at, Taka


and it was, four twenty for a, small pancake our I just, shed blood ya, okay, it's a like open air one or in the shopping


oh okay okay that kind, oh I always avoid them


ya because it's so awkward especially after you grow up yeah, , (ppb) it's okay you are not living there anymore yeah


all the children okay I see I see, working already lah


they are not very friendly right


but I do have a quite friendly neighbour lah she's


(ppb) , , she's about sixty seventy years old, seventy years old lah seventy years old, years olds , and she's the grandma of uh two kids next, to my, house and they are about just a few years younger than me


so we're a bit awkward ya but she, ya it is yes, and so sometimes she will ask me like uh have you eaten do you need me cook for you, ya cause she use to be quite close to me with my mum before my mum move


yeah that's all, yeah, but it's not very effective I would say


yeah, and like I said it's , yeah, yes


ya and then to the tickets to the don't know what, where like to the zoo, ya at discounted prices, , (ppb) ya that's true


, , okay how interesting, yeah


but it is the discussion question, uh if you feel like, maybe that's, let me read the questions, okay but I ask I ask the question first, where's the quite interesting question


treasure hunt if you could be a Karang-Guni man what would you want to collect, oh !wow! , oh yeah that's true


oh yeah that's true,


yeah, , yeah, ya that's true ya


I think mostly all all these things they have put behind them so they don't really, remember that clearly, yeah, ya that's true


you never know ya, (ppb) no , you'll be talking about how you had this conversation with me many years ago, for me right because, for me I see a Karang-Guni as someone who collects a tangible things


so, maybe, something that was once important, to the person but, has lost it's value has lost it's sentimental value, ya so maybe things like


old like a bit like yours but in a more material form, like old love letters that they don't want anymore, with a long lost boyfriend, no


[orh] that's just very far away, I thought , okay , ya, ya


ya that's quite interesting, and also photographs, of maybe really bad memories that they had, that they cannot let go of for a period of time and then


ya I just want to see how something that was so important to someone at that point in time right, can just, be discarded because the person has to move on, that's very interesting we should come up with a museum idea,


okay is it my turn, oh no it's your turn


I'm not a very direct person, ya a little bit


stop just stop chasing just material things, I think, to the group of people who are just in a rat race, always in a rat race like stop chasing material things, stop, always looking for, positions titles and


and having that, good future you imagined it it be because, actually the happiest things are not these things at the end of your life, they are the simple things but because you, are like that you are propagating a culture of, the chase you know and then you are making other people feel like they are missing out as well


so it's very difficult and even the the our value system of our country is centered around all these things so it's very hard for people to escape it even though we know that our core nature is not like that, yeah, that's what I think


how about you


return your tray , this is so lame


, I I'm sorry if it's, it's okay what they are still a body of group of people what they are people what, did they said no he say political right, ya but they are still people what they're just people they can be good people


yeah, ,


yeah , censor !ee! , oh that okay, I even don't know what to call their generation the future risk


ya, why why is it Gen-Z, why ah, why why is it X Y Z ah, sorry I a bit slow


okay can, HDBs, where we literally grow up in hdbs


okay, oh oh they they grow up with the technology ya correct


the virtual ya, correct


ya, it's getting younger and younger right, I didn't even use make up when I was seventeen eighteen, but these days right I see sixteen fifteen sixteen right they are already, putting quite heavy make-up


ya, ya, we we could grow up naturally right ya


ya, and not just be caught up in the trends on social media and just pleasing others, ya at least we can discern between what we want and what we are caught up with but we don't want


mental issues, so very boring Cheong how do you define success, yes I don't believe there's, I think is different for different people leh


even if happy is hard to define as well but I think, content ya contented with you life ya


that's enough, can achieve that right ya, is very hard one this question, yeah, but for me maybe it's just


being surrounded by people who care for me, and also , maybe having a nice house with my loved ones, that's all, maybe a pet, and then


being in close touch with nature, maybe it doesn't have to be all the time lah but close enough


and doing something that you like [orh]


ya ya it is it always happen, ya that's true, I think the environment very important, yeah, okay,


your your turn right


no it's not, it's not you do you trade stickers with your cousins and friends, !huh!, yeah yeah , is actually name card


ya, stickers are quite ya it's fun what it's fun, yeah, you got different sticker books for different themes


for what, [orh] ya, , , oh,


this is branded


water babies


(ppb), like slime, oh okay, marbles, is that marbles, okay


oh ya before you go leave primary school, , yes


oh ya, oh yeah correct correct the that thing right you do you collect the container, yeah I always, I don't remember


, why do you why you get such like zodiac stuff, oh, and then and then and then


oh-my-god (ppb), for me you know the cover right, the the the Pokemon cover right, I use to I used it to catch spiders last time, so my father will bring me to the, the more natural places around uh yeah


and then he'll bring me to catch spider and then there was this time right I mean it's quite cool lah looking back but it was fun and there was this time we got hen eggs, and they hatched and I don't know where they went, yeah, yeah it's it's actually very fun ah and then we also make kites out of the branches on the ground yeah


so !wah! the things I got like, oh you know the bread, ya you know our house had so many boxes of I don't know so my sister collected it, no, Bonjour ya the Bonjour bread


and the Gardenia bread, then you have the plastic, so we had boxes of that, ya, they wanted that


why would they want that, to recycle ya, but it's quite funny eh if we look back we quite ancient, ,


oh ya ya I know it's smooth one right the cover, oh-my-god, ya ya


okay, oh-my-god, ya, ya ya, I realised we lit like to spend money on stupid things when we were younger, ya correct


ya me too nice pant, oh finally ah still got half an hour, this is so, social what can you do to help the elderly poor


it's too taxing on the brain, oh what single piece of advice would you give a non Singaporean friend who's moving to Singapore


I can think of it or it I just one line


go ahead and come here if you're rich, ya but if you're not think again


ya it is, ya if we have money, and I guess I guess that's the irony because


while most of us some of us are trying not to, be attached to material pursuits right is the only, you can say that a lot of things you can't have without money, ya that is that's the irony, yeah, in our country I guess


, okay he's not he's here [orh] , yeah, , ya


is probably not, you think forever,


, ya that's why, but you could do it


just leave, no you can leave yeah, eh is it my turn no it's your turn


as a kid I didn't really go out very often ah because my parents, didn't really bring us out, but I used to have a helper name I called Marry Jie Jie, so we always go, places around our area lah which is Yishun Sembawang especially Yishun because my school was there


so I remember there was this , park at the top of the hill, and there was the swing there, and she, I really like that place because I will bring my Prata to eat there, and just wait until school starts then I go for my class


and , you know you sit on the swing right is the kind of rubber swing that looks like that, and then there'll be a tree there, so my Marry Jie Jie right she can swing all the way up to the tree eh, ya, so I always aspire to go up that as high but I I never enable to


that was a nice place


Dhoby, Tumblr no no no that time don't have, Louie is a elf ah, hah okay, are there is probably some Harry Potter place lah


okay


is in Singapore, okay


(ppb), a carnival oh ya, oh ya


every years, then it's quite funny, oh okay, first time in your train she took photos


ya it does make you wonder what, kids thing when they go places like you know the aia carnival, must really magic


oh wells, oh next question is which aspect of, old Singapore do you miss, the most


ya, maybe like maybe ten years ago


and your child, which aspect of old Singapore did you miss the most


ya I won't seen pictures on my parents, generation the landscape


yes yes, it's a Singaporean, oh okay


right ya, ya political, violence, [orh] is it a Chinese film


probably right okay


I think you told me about it before ya, they lost it right ya


there's this, looking at the past with a tinted lens, what does it look like though, what are in those films to you what does it look like


for sure, it was that kind of, eighty's fashion high waist, ya and the girls they had such thin waist right


no I don't know I just see, those agogo, things right I see eh how come the girls the waist so thin ah, I don't know if you saw those ah, when I watch those old Mediacorp shows


ya that's true, for me I'll say that , I never really saw old Singapore lah so I wouldn't know but then, I don't think I will have liked the, standard of hygiene back then, as someone who's


in more a more contemporary time, because of of the things that are around us is so sanitised right everything, but I think I would had appreciated, like empty spaces, for example when I cycle I can see


open spaces instead of buildings just around me, but they they I think they give you a


a space of reflection, ya, ya, ya that's why


ya is the reality, ya that's true, that's true, and other than that I miss, oh ya just pockets of space ya empty for example even


an old stadium, ya where you can just chill and, just be alone for awhile, ya


yes ya that rustiness right ya, untouched space ya, ya, even the plants they are all trimmed and all


and I think , it seems like it's, almost seems as if, whoever is up there right is trying to make a utopian society for us, right but then it doesn't mean that


it's a bad thing it just, the effects on a, on the way we think right, hasn't really surfaced yet, cause with such an environment right comes a certain you produce a certain group of


ya whereas you have, when you have a an environment that's spontaneous you also produce another group of people, ya because we are all products of our environment I guess in one way or another


I don't I personally think there's, not much essence, in thing ah Singaporean ah that's just my opinion ah, how apt


I cannot (ppb) answer that question, I cannot answer that question, , seriously, describe the Singaporean dream, what is yours


is like American dream, really, (ppb), ya ya


oopsies , not nope


but then again it's a tourist spot, ya, ya that's true, the last time I checked it was one in every five eh sorry sorry sorry


four in every five but I no I'm not sure about the current, no if you invert it, it means one in every five non Singaporeans, means within the radius of


actually quite a lot right, ya, maybe it has increased already, that's why I I personally don't feel a sense of belonging


because it has no, point where I can reflect back on even though our education system tries so hard to do it, right, by putting the Raffles as a starting point, everything, but, there's no referral point I can look back on to say this is what


my culture has achieved if you compare with right, what the all the way back to the monasteries, all the way back to the wars and things like that, ya there is there's no reference point even in America even though it's very


racist yes but they have something to, ya for every group they have something to look even the native Indian, the African Americans they have something to look back on, but I'm not sure about us lah it doesn't come off as so strong ya


ya, ya


ya I know, but actually to that I I'm just gonna say it's quite bleak lah, it's not political right this statement it's honestly quite bleak, ya I don't think it's possible with the, the amount of emphasis that they are putting on academic progress right it's definitely not possible


I mean one of the, when I was in , like during my internship you know where right, one of the main goals right was to make, oh a country a global city, so if you're making a place global right, then


it just, you you can't really be local and global at the same time you know, it's just too contradicting, personalities, ya so, if, ya so I don't think it's, that possible lah to have a sense of belonging (ppb) cause to be global you have to be mobile


yeah, is it my turn, (ppb) we have a vision for tomorrow what what what, what's the one thing about Singapore that should be preserved for the next generation you want to skip


(ppb) you you can choose if you wanna answer, a faster finish homework which was your best worst subject in school okay, okay


oh-my-god


oh ya we got away I was so happy, but some people still have to take it


oh ya ya ya, oh ya, oh ya that's true, and you can listen to music as compared to when you're doing language things right, ya ya ya correct correct


cause there's the numbers are not


oh ya, can you hear me, oh-my-goodness, okay let me repeat myself my my, from primary school to secondary school (ppb), my worst subject, oh best subject was English, and I had a lot of fun doing it lah, but my


JC GP was just horrible, ya and then , in, my worst subject was, (ppb), probably, at some points it was Math, but in secondary school it was


either Math or Science, yeah, that's yeah, but in primary school my Chinese was quite good, ya this time I got the highest I got right was ninety nine and half upon hundred


I write wrongly okay I just use Chinese I'm so sorry, ya I didn't ya I didn't put that thing, that is high and then I got hundred have you gotten hundred before


I remember my first, maths score was seventy six, ya and after that day right, my mum cane me very badly, very very bad did your does your mum cane you


results right, oh okay ya, mine is both lah, and the reason why she came me is because she she claimed that is because we made too many careless mistakes, so she lock me and my sister under rule and she started wacking us


oh-my-god so horrible, will nightmare eh do it's really a nightmare, your mum not oh ya your mum, really, okay oh oh never I have to do that to my kids ah I don't think


ya instead on nagging right, ya true eventually everyone is, will turn up like who they are like that


ya it's


okay, but you only started struggling with it in secondary school or starting from primary school, okay, ya that's when


suddenly suddenly it gets so difficult right, ya lor


I know, your ccas ya, and you wonder why why you had to take so many when in the end you're, you're just


half half assing everything you know I mean ya, ya, that's true, they should make more new subjects like astronomy or something


oh ya maybe, for the next gen ya


unbelievable I and make me stunned like vegetable I I cannot think of anything


I mean I saw someone trying to commit suicide did I tell you, ya, during, during one of during one one of the days, I went to the did I tell you, I went to the poorer neighbourhood neighbourhoods in Singapore


to do some drift drifting work, with uh the other social workers, and then , if if you know where Chinatown is right, there's this you know where Studio Studio-M is at the Clarke Quay area, is that Robertson-Quay sorry I I very I'm very bad with names


but there's a river there right okay so, over there right there is a those those nice buildings, and then across the road here are some trees, ya so this is a a an estate called Jalan something and one of them is Jalan-Kukoh


ya and the four Jalan estates are here so these are the rental flats, ya, oh the inequality thing right, ya so


if you're interested you can go to the Jalan-Kukoh area right you can, go to the top floor of those HDBs which is about fifteen floor stories, then you look down you can actually see it, but everybody's perspective is different lah some people look at it as as


as a kind of resentment but some people see as, this is life lah, but because they have been trying to get the people from opposite to come and engage, in community work but the thing is that those people there are normally, from expat communities so they are not really locals


so I don't think is more of an inequality problem lah, but then so that day I was (ppb) doing my drift sessions, and then , I saw the scdf people there so that was my first time seeing someone sitting on the, the (ppb) the place ready to jump but I don't think she did lah


because one of the girls say that, this happens very often in the estate, ya and that day when I was there, about , that previous week right there was a rape case


there was also a commit uh there was a suicide case somebody jumped also, ya so I think in the estate even though it's very confined right there are a lot of things that are happening that we don't really hear about, so it was quite eye opening


is not star my vegetable lah but it's just eye opening, sound like Hashtable


ya, oh okay, yes


and then what happen, you call the police, do you even know what the number of the police was, uh in Scotland it's nine nine nine, are you serious


I know what nine one one, okay sorry I don't even know ya okay, nine oh okay interesting, okay , , (ppb)


yeah, ya, (ppb), oh okay okay, were they shock


oh ya okay


okay understand, ya, oh ya, during ya okay it's quite shocking eh but, ya that's true let me think fear for your life right (ppb)


but I guess, the reason why maybe or air-bnb also don't really uh, like think much, ya and you were describing it to her so she didn't encounter it like you did ya, that's true that's true, my mum actually knocked into someone before


ya and she was so traumatized that, she she could not contain herself and she was, mentally disturbed for like, ya because prior to the accident right she was always a


she was always uh, very reckless driver, she's the type that can drive up curb, cause she's falling asleep you know, cause like I say she works very hard right, then that day she claims to did not I I believe in her lah she claims to not have seen to cyclist


so it was a uh old Malay uncle, and, so she accidentally knocked him because of the angle, and everything lah she wasn't speeding lah it was actually just right outside my house, and then , I saw that there was blood like a pool of blood


but he was fine, yeah yeah there was a pool of blood on the floor, my mum was just shaken so from then on right, she learn her lesson, she very very careful but that guy was fine, yeah it was the angle it was it was more than an accident thing


ya she had to of course, ya but, I think because of uh the circumstances it wasn't totally your fault as well lah, yeah, but it taught her a lesson ah, good what I mean it's good right, it didn't


for a lesson which is I think okay lah, right, that guy is okay, yeah, he's fine, oh ya, ya


in overseas right, oh because I, in Singapore, is it the girl that wrote her own funeral poem or something


oh-my-god


from NUS ah, oh-my-god, nineteen nineteen O nine oh-my-god, cannot like that, very bad


yes and it's near, but seriously though, ya but I also saw some


ya, the tree, yes, my god, you lose your life in a, during a time you are supposed to have the best, time of your life, it's very tragic, this it's a freak accident ya


my turn yeah, this is very boring eh, what is your usual coffee shop order for Kopi or Teh


I think we are that generation lah hor, is it, what's your usually, what what's your usual coffee shop, your usual coffee shop


oh okay okay, sorry I cannot ah cause the black tea is too strong for me, and then I don't drink coffee


I drink the normal tea, but I love Horlicks, but a lot of coffee shops don't sell it anymore


I I can taste but I don't know how to describe, Milo all the way


okay I guessed he's talking about his hot chocolate, but is it thick, okay


ya, yeah that's true, even like a simple chocolate tart, there right is, heaven eh, my goodness, yeah


uh I do not remember, so many eh, yeah, I had one this morning, but he was just talking to me about Lee-Kuan-Yew


he's talking with how Lee-Kuan-Yew has, , a a kind of power in his voice, ya that's all cause he used to work at some , archives place in Singapore, and then he was asking me what I study and all ya


so that's all, no it excludes the break, excludes the break


ya, you mean the film thing


oh that one oh ya after A-levels, ya okay ya, ya there's so many right, is it a movie


okay but mostly right the taxi drivers here, and the Grab drivers here right, no, from what I see, gather from their opinions of their life here right, it's usually, inclining towards the


negative side lah the very pessimistic, yeah, , , oh okay


ya that's true, ya you just wanna keep quiet enjoy the silence, yup, why is my frequency so low ah, I already put in front of me already


no but, usually mine is like that, like that like that ya but I'm suppose to talk louder, like that, okay I'm gonna try for last ten minutes, so that I don't get penalise for this


buy one get one free, what is the best Lobang you have ever received or shared, , I'm sure there are better ones,


got lah a lot lah so many


oh have you been to do you like Peranakan food, have you been to this this called Bollywood veggies, ya you should go to that place, not exactly the last time I went I remember


had to drive in ah, ya because you know, from Kranji, to Choa-Chu-Kang Kranji Bukit-Panjang place right you drive to NTU there is a road where you pass by all the farms, in do you have you ever passed by


ya but have you passed by those roads before, oh because my mum sometimes like to drive me and my sister through there oh when she's picking my sister back form NTU, ya then , so that area right is more or less


on your left and on your right right is all trees and all, ya it it feels like Pierce it feel like Macveggies Reservoir, ya so there's this particular restaurant there right they serve, very home made Peranakan food it's not the best but they have their own garden


in the in the place, so they they own the garden and they own the restaurant, yeah, so it's very nice lah you should go and check it out, yeah


Kranji, ya, it's not exactly very near the, okay it's not it's not very near the, Kranji place but it, it's not at the Kranji place but it's near the Kranji place


yeah, you walk there, what, why, do you go so oh-my-god what


oh-my-goodness, okay, this is very interesting, !wow! okay


yeah, you should check out that place if you can, yes yeah, I think they pluck the own veggies and they cook themselves, yeah, ya and other farms as well


yeah, maybe other mini cafes but I I never ready visit visited them before, yeah


I should ask you that ya, (ppb) a bit of everything


oh ya that's true, ya, Little India, Chinatown ya very touristy


yeah, (ppb), oh ya, ya, yes I think they should, and then they should check out like know those streets they should try all the food along the way, at the food courts, that you don't have to go to what Lau-Pa-Sat don't have to go Amoy Street you know


you can just go to those normal food courts and sometimes NTUC food fair is also very nice, ya and then, , they should go to, ya and see all those little shops like bakery shops, and then buy our cheese tarts our some baker like bread


ya, and you won't get lost ya, you never get lost


ya, ya you really need to plan, and make sure that you don't, go for a wasted trip, yeah, yeah that's true, ya and if you ever get lost just take a Grab home,


yeah, , oh ya that's true, oh-my-god we finishing


!yay!, which Singaporean dead or alive do you most admire, local talent, dead or alive do you most admire


ya but, someone else, oh ya he's good but he's not really a


local I think he renounce his Singapore citizen citizenship right somebody told me, !huh! NS, I don't know somebody told me, somebody told me, no the dj is it, I did not know


ya, oh, I know there are few people that were born here, ya, who, ya she is but if she stayed here he would he wouldn't have made it for sure


ya, for me , I like JJ-#Lin# for sure I like his songs, , not many uh I really like the, this


Singaporean host, she's called, her name is Michelle, Yeoh Michelle-#Chia#, she has been, no she she's not that one not that one, she's been around for a very long time


maybe I'll just show you a photo a quick photo, can we, okay


ya thank you very much goodbye, is it done, must we wait for him


uh hi Belinda the book store on the right top, corner book, blue color uh the white, beige, oh okay then below


don't have uh the red, box do you have the word like learn how to bet, don't have okay so we can circle on this


ya correct


pet shop, uh is it the, like a flat yellow, then a pet center I-Mount is it, do you have that


next left oh so it's different, it's different, oh you you mean the toy shop is it


book store oh the book store


don't have eh you mean there's a pet at the book store, oh ya ya there's a pink box, and below there's a little bit of green


as ya there is, uh ya so the toy magical toy shop right, the words is in green colour, ya so we can ya have magical so we can circle


ya correct, ya, there's there's no bear one yellow bear and one orange bear small one, there's a orange bear beside the big bear, don't have so we circle on that


uh ya there's a tree one big circle in the middle and two small circle on the top and bottom, is it correct


the butcher man uh is in, uh like a lot of blood on his, on his uh shirt ah, red, chopper, ya on the right hand


ya is wearing a white hat, pies ah, pies there's total seven pies, do you have seven pies


oh beside the pies there's no big pie ah so circle that, uh the tray, is not in yellow the tray, is in grey, the tree is it grey


yellow oh you mean the word pies ah, the pies is in yellow


is in yellow correct, then the word there's a pie word right


yellow table, uh don't have eh, the butcher boot is in blue correct


the spacing, spacing uh ya the sign is in white, uh ya it's in light blue


oh city pharmacy, there's a red cross, and a white cross behind, is it the same, is on the red cross


ya ya correct, ah ya there's a big yellow sun, ya there's a cloud beside the sun, ya correct


ya what sign board, super shine, uh shine lip gloss ah, ya so you circle on this, ya there's a big lip below


uh, ya and there's a, a, cap on top right round cap, ya correct


background is in pink yes, white door yes there's a white door and a pink window ah, grey


uh dark, very dark grey, like brick like that, two white little thing, don't have leh don't have white thing


so we circle on that, then below uh, do you have a lady in a black suit, ya under the city pharmacy, there's a lady


walking on the roadside, eh near the road, like with a bag, ya ya is in between the park and the Science fair, the sign


but what what's the, the shirt that she's wearing, yellow brown ah my one is in black suit leh so it's different, ya she wearing glasses


bun bun up her hair, uh ya the park is same green, ya there's a dog, uh ya brown small bag and a pink shoe


uh ya correct, science fair, oh don't have the sign below just science fair only


below nothing there's nothing so we circle there, red car I have red car also, red car uh there's only one door leh with a grey I mean silver handle


yellow lighting ya correct, tyre is in grey, uh yes there's a yellow hair lady in a white shirt holding a bicycle


ponytail ya there's a ponytail, ah yes correct, dark blue ya dark blue bicycle with a


a red seat lah, uh she wearing a orange shoe, oh so we circle on this ah okay, uh no he he shout hey Bill


hey Bill is it correct your one, okay so we circle the, what he show, he raise up his left hand to wave ya, the hair is curly hair leh


one two three four, the finger got four finger can't see the small finger, yellow curly hair


uh dark dark bronze yellow ya, ah ya correct, it's like uh like his hair colour but darker then his hair


okay we count how many ah


ya I got eleven eh, I think still got the last one eh, twelve twelve, he say uh got twelve, one two three fou


five six seven eight nine ten eleven twelve eh yeah , one two three four five six, seven eight nine ten, eh one two three four


five, six seven eight nine ten eleven twelve, oh ya correct, twelve, so we are done on this already, ya we do the card game [loh], we we put one side ah


uh, okay sorry can you repeat again, what risk have I take


what risk have I taken for someone I love is, uh I would sacrifice my time and, uh, some of my priorities, because I think my love one should be the first priority so I will spend more time with my love one


and spend more, money like to buy things that she need, what about you


, describe a prefect date, , probably I don't have a perfect date yet but, my ideal perfect date


like a very (ppb), a pretty lady that is like caring let me have a candlelight dinner, uh at the, very high class restaurant at, MBS, ya uh then after that we can walk along the


beach of, maybe Sentosa, yeah, ya for you


what's your perfect date


enjoy the sea breeze oh ya almost the same as me ah, cause I like to go to the beach and enjoy the sea breeze, okay


oh the most important lesson I learn from my parents, is uh to be, able to spend money wisely, because when I'm young, uh my parents uh always


quarrel over, money like, being spent unwise like example my dad, uh used to, gamble then my mum will nag at him, why he gamble away the money that, we supposed to use for groceries then


my mum always, uh tell me the importance of, uh, managing the money lah like, example during Chinese New Year, I'll save up my Angpao money, know for, for my future use ya what about you


oh okay, okay, I think it's a good question, okay I think , what value do I bring to other people's lives


okay I I think I have a friend that, always tell me in order to, uh, secure a job or do do well in in the job that we are in right, we should always like value add to other people


so example uh, , I'm doing sales right now so probably people, will ask me some questions like related to what I'm doing, uh but I think I can provide more information


other than, just my jobs scope probably, I can share my uh, my experience in, like, uh helping them to, to get their, their ideal home because I'm doing like


uh sales for counter top kitchen so probably I can share with them some experience, I have like, about life other than just about jobs ah ya, ya so I think it can valued at to them


example maybe I see them feel like, very sad you know like can, ask them eh what happened to you you know that kind of thing, ya so I think can my value add on do uh or say something that make them laugh


ya (ppb) so I think maybe my value add to that, ya what about you


oh last meal ah , , !wah! this is a very, challenging question leh, okay I think, currently, definitely I would eat with someone that


I love, so I think the closest, friend that I have I think is, probably is you, ya I think I probably would, eat with you if let's say I know is my last supper, cause I think we have


support me in, in many ways ah ya supported me in, competition last month, ya because my parents like you know they are not around right so, probably I will just eat with my closest friend lah like you


can eat with your mum ah ya your mum (hmm)


uh, what are you willing to devote your time, oh okay I think this is a very good question, okay I, think uh, currently, I'm quite focused on uh fitness


to improve my health because for the last, three to four years I have not been taking good care of my health, so it suffers somehow I fall sick every, now and then so recently I've


been into like a fitness competition, I exercise quite regularly, so uh through these few months of, competition right I actually, gain a lot of knowledge how to eat healthily, and how how to uh maintain a


a good lifestyle lah by keeping fit, yeah, so I think by doing fitness like example in the gym, or go swimming, even though I'm not paid lah, it's just like part of my hobby and, currently almost everyday I'm like cycling to work


so it's part of my, life already, ya so I'm thankful that I have this good habit lah, can save transport money, ya can save time also I don't want to wait for for bus or wait for MRT, ya I can cycle anywhere I want because my workplace very near to my house


there's about fifteen minutes to twenty minutes I cycle I can reach already, ya what about you


okay, okay next one, what motto do I live by, , happy go lucky


uh okay because currently, uh, a lot of things I think I I cannot control lah like example, uh, maybe certain things that, that cause me to feel very sad, I think the most important thing


to me right now is, to be happy lor so I think, that's one of my motto lah to be happy that's why I choose like happy go lucky, ya I'm always been blessed ya, thank god for that, what about you


oh, so, so this motto, do you think that uh it can help you for long term, okay that's good


ya Belinda you need to forgive me lah , okay


that's a, very, good question, but I don't really think about okay, a few years back I think, when my father is around, he actually try to


match make me with another, uh China girl lah, so during that time I, went out dating with her, less than one week she ask me, eh do you want to, oh I'm not get married, ya so during that time I'm not


so probably to me uh, maybe it's not very important I mean during that time lah, but I think as times goes by I think, marriage is important


it's because uh, to have a family lor I mean, currently I'm I'm single so, I think, to have a marriage means you have, someone like, a soul mate that you have found you know


and someone that you love, so that you can settle down and, get married so, I think to me is, can be very important, if I have found my soul mate, but if let's say I don't have found, I haven't found my soul mate


currently like not very important lah so, this is how I define, ya what about you


oh what why is that so


favourite place ah, , okay, actually last year right I went to Taipei, ya so this country uh Taiwan right


I've been dream to go since, two zero zero six around that period because, I remember during that time one of my, uh now is my ex colleague ah he told me Taiwan is


a very good place, where, they serve the customer like a king like, they provide very good customer service at the shops, ya so, last year to me is like


a dream come true for me to visit Taipei lah, I remember during that time I just got my, uh thirteenth month bonus, then I tell myself, uh die die I have to go lah because I've been delaying this


trip for like many many years, ya so this place, is significance to me in a sense that, uh I have, things like, I go there I like want to try their


uh I mean I mean they are, oyster uh noodles, and uh, like some the the, the tasty food in Taipei lah, so I think, is somehow I bring a significant to me because, I always want to go so finally last year


I have the chance to go lah, ya what what about you, I think Singapore also can


any place ah that you feel that is your favorite place, oh what, why Sentosa


oh, okay sure


!wow! fantastic (ppb), I think is, really a, dream come true the real dream come true for me, ya because I think since young I've, always thought like !wah!, what if I have like a million dollar or


probably even more than that I can do a lot of things, so actually I've, someone that asked me like similar question before if, if I born like, a ten million, uh amount of money like from Toto so the first thing I would do is


I think I would still want to continue to travel to uh many uh of my, dream country that I want to go for example like uh Japan, uh example like, uh Korea


or even like uh USA China, ya so actually there's a lot of places I want to go but, because of, uh (ppb) budget constraint, and not visit I think, uh maybe I can spend


at least uh, maybe, just one ten of the amount to visit, the countries I always want to visit like I just named a few uh earlier on, and then uh some of the money I would want to, do business


I also dream of opening like a, a music, cafe, but the special thing about this music cafe is like, uh cosplay theme, cause ah I like, to cosplay in the past so, somehow I go to certain event I


I like to take photos all these cause players so I think I will want to open a, something like a music cafe but, in a cosplay theme, and then uh, also partially of the money maybe about


uh one third of the money, on maybe not one third one quarter of the money, I would also uh give it for charity, because I believe that uh, when good things happened to me right I want to, uh contribute to


to uh the society that, is not so well off, compare to me lah I mean there's, people who are very poor have, no money you know to spend on, or maybe they have


no money to uh, live uh the kind of life they want so I want to give it to charity, and then I think I still left, another one quarter maybe I would, able to uh, maybe


eh do, another kind of business in, uh in a like a restaurant so I would like have two business one is in music, cosplay team and then another one is like


uh related to F and B because I think I am someone that enjoy eating, so I think two business these two business I believe, uh will be a like a dream come true for me because I have thought of, uh this before then what about you


so so how much money you will spend to eat, with with your like ten million eh , (ppb) like one one quarter or, [orh] like many times [orh] you will keep some of the money


!wow!, can lah can lah I think Mediacorp will look for you lah


okay, okay , okay actually some, many years ago I think someone like ask me if


I get married do I need want to have children or not, so during that time I told my friend, that I, don't really want to have children, uh because, I think, because of my


, not so happy childhood days, ah like I always, , see myself like eh, how how should I put it like, I see myself during my childhood days like I'm very naughty always bring trouble to my


so I think that when I grow up if I have children, I will be seeing my children like very naughty like example playing in the train, then making a lot of noise making a lot of nuisance so, uh I think I would prefer not to have children


if possible but if let's say, my spouse, if she really really want to have children, I think maximum I will have one lah one children, so in order to, uh, to build the next generation


ya then what about you,


[orh] personal track ah okay, , actually this is what most of the people tell me lah like, they they see me they feel like I'm a very uh, honest person, then a a lot of people say that I I don't look like my age


they will feel that I'm like, uh, look very youthful you know I always uh thank God for that because, uh I think, God is the one that have given me like a very, youthful appearance so I think my personal trait is


probably uh I look youthful and, uh, sometimes certain things I say are, easily just make people laugh even though I I don't, uh meant to tell a joke , so I think is


is my personal trait [loh] then then what about you, oh your smile okay


your smile right, [orh] ya I think you have a good smile ah


ya ya you're right, very important ya


!wah! okay, , of course I would talk to someone that, I know for, at least uh, at least, three years or at least four years I I think I've know you for at least


about four years right coming to four years, ya so I think , certain things I share right, is only to people that I know for many years, I don't want to talk to someone that I know for probably one day then


I talk to one hour or maybe two hour maybe the person will feel that I'm very, uh long winded or very nagging, but I think if I talk to you an hour you're okay right ya so probably I can talk to you [orh]


if you're okay, then what about you, ya maybe your mum ah, ya


oh okay, !wow! okay , ya recently I been like doing a lot of, housework and, chore so


actually, , (ppb) , quite uh, how should I put it lah, quite lucky in a sense that for the past, many years, until uh, end of, August


I have my helper to help me do all my , housework and all my chore so, when she left uh Singapore she went back to her country, the chores is all all done by me, uh before I go to work and


I I don't think I enjoy lah because, to me it's like very tedious because all along my, my helper has been doing chores for me, so let's say we're talking about, my most favourite right, I think the easiest one is


just uh, wash my cup, because how how I wash my cup is, just splash the cup with water (ppb), so that's how I wash my cup so I think it's the, most favourite the least favourite I think


uh the most tedious one I think which I don't like the most is sweeping the floor and throwing the rubbish ah because, when I sweep the floor, I will spend at least, uh ten minute to sweep the floor because I have quite a big house


and, why I don't like to throw rubbish because, actually the rubbish I have at home is !wah! really a lot and then, I'll throw the rubbish in, take, up some of my time which I find that is quite troublesome


ah go out the house to throw, ya so I, you want me to choose one of the least right maybe is, uh throwing the rubbish ah just find that it's quite troublesome, to do that


yeah then what about you


oh I see, okay, oh okay that's a, very tricky question also, okay I think I value most in a friendship is


uh I think trust is very important, because , I think, as time goes by you you know what who are the your true friend and, who are really not really your true friend, I think a lot of times it's not just


uh, what the person can do for you or, what the person have wrong you but I think the most important thing is, uh, maybe somehow you feel that the person have hurt you, but you still trust the person that


in the future probably, he or she will treat you better, goes down to trust mah, so, I think is very important ah, ya to trust the person in a, friendship, so that the friendship can


goes a long way, then what about you, that's why trust is very important [orh]


okay so I just give an example lah let's say , let say the person have somehow hurt you right , so how you know, the person won't hurt you again right, is you have to trust the person won't do that again mah


very hard to say right ya, so that's why I I feel that, uh trust is very important, because for me, to be frank I also been hurt by, uh many different kind of friends also


that that certain, be some some kind of things they do that, maybe hurt you, or somehow you hate them, but let's say, totally like, don't trust the person is it or this person is like gone case


then, the friendship will stop already mah because no trust already, yeah this is what I mean lah,


oh okay that's cool, oh okay, miss most from my childhood, okay, okay I remember when I'm very young


uh I think around my, uh during my kindergarten age ah, so what happen is that I I got a lot of neighbour so, we'll always like to, play some kind of games ah not not iPad that kind of games like


example like uh police and theif, hide and, seek, or probably uh playing at the playground because, uh, during that time when we play at the playground, really totally like no stress like


you can !wah!, run around (ppb), you know sweat all all over, and cycle around the neighbourhood, and during that time also is the time where I, get most out of the the so call the games


is very fun, but at the same time I got hurt also like, example I remember there's a time where, I cycle up, uh somewhere near Mount-Faber, Mount-Faber so we actually, want to cycle down so my friends actually cycle very very far


so I thought it was very fun like !wah! I can cycle very fast, then I can feel the, the shortness you know, so I actually really cycle very fast and then you know what happen it was really very fun but, because I, go out of control of my uh bicycle ride


actually I I fell down, so ever since that incident I fell down, I've not fell down ever again, so I think is a very, uh memorable, uh childhood experience which I miss the most


because I think that, uh because of this, incident I fell down it was very very painful, I tell myself I won't want to fell down, from my bicycle again, and then ever since I think, I've not fell down from bicycle again from what I can recall from my memory


ya what what about you


all inspiring book ah, oh okay, I think the most inspiring book I have ever read is uh by Adam-#Khoo# like, uh how to be a millionaire, so that book somehow have inspired me to, to uh find different channels to


earn like passive income for example, I think for, a few years back I actually, sell some of my, unused stuff for example like, some of the dragon ball cards I manage to sell on Carousell


and I remember, I did sell !wow! quite quite a lot of money I sell like, about twenty over stack of, dragon ball cards in golden colour, and someone willing to pay me about, seventy over dollars for that, so !wah! is quite a


a satisfaction feeling that I had lah, ya and of course uh I did sell other stuff like, , like sets example like some of the, the books that I don't really want to read Again I sell it online


ya so I was quite happy, and some of the electronic cables as well, what about you


ya did you recall any books that inspired you, not really ah oh it's okay we we go to the next question


what are your top three children's name, uh oh ya so for example, I have children right, top three children's name, actually I didn't really thought of it but uh based on


what I can think right now if it's top three I would name my children, uh David, uh Benjamin and, uh, Samantha, because I think all these are like


uh biblical name from the bible, ya they are they are very successful, uh people in the biblical history lah, ya, why oh ya because , uh okay what I mean is


they're like godly people lah because David is is a king, that follow after uh god's heart, so which means the things that he do is, very successful, oh okay so ya so I think


uh ya because it's easier to remember also, ya


oh Angeline ah, Angeline Jolin is it, oh Angeline Jolin


oh okay, oh okay I think I would be very uh


surprise and, I think I will be very happy as well, let's say someone express like romantic feelings for me, ya because I think I've not, experience this for, I think for many many years lah ya what about you


!wow! okay I think uh what, activity do I enjoy most, together with my family right is, eating together because I think, my family there's a culture where


uh since young right we always like, ask eh what do you want to eat for lunch you know or what do you want to eat for dinner and especially during, uh Chinese New Year, I think we have our reunion, uh dinner right I mean after my


elder brother and elder sister have married, so they only come like once a while but, I think the activities we enjoy most is, eating together lor because that's a time we, we spend uh we'll interact with each other like


how how we've been uh recently that kind of thing, so I think that what we enjoy most because, I can't really recall what other things we, we do uh, other than eating during like, when we are together


ya so I think that what, most people enjoy also lah, ya eating together ya what about you


deal breaker, in your search for a partner, , okay I think in the past right, uh, I always want to look (ppb) for, like very ideal


like superstar kind of, very pretty and very, kids , ya like very, uh good looking kind of lady but I think as times goes by


I think character is more important than looks lah, ya so, uh, I think, the most important thing is the person have, good character like very gentle, very understanding


very patient with me because, I think I'm not a, uh easy person to, to so call deal with sometime, I might be fussy over certain things, so the person have to be


patient with me lah so I think, the ideal one I, want to to look for someone that I, good personality and character, what about you


what is my true home ah, okay, this is a very uh, tricky question I think true home to me is, not really like a house you know like a home


to me a true home is, a place where it makes me feel, like home so for example, uh, going to my auntie's place like, at JB like I go to her home so called her house or her home


I feel like at home lah I mean during that time lah, so my true home I think is, where I can be together with my loved ones, previously I think my loved ones are like my parents especially my mum


but unfortunately she's not around, and she have passed on so my next true home I think probably I have to, look for my true love lah then, I can have a true home soon, ya then what about you


uh which literary character most identify with ah, , maybe we we go to the next question I I don't know how to answer this question


yeah, I think, X the time will be, best describe me, because I think that


, okay because the cross uh is, like like wrong right I I I feel that a lot of times I do wrong things ah so is like wrong, the X then another thing is, when I want to


do, certain thing to get certain result right, I want it to be multiplied so multiplied is like times mah so I think it, somehow best describe me ya, ya what about you


equal ya why


okay sure, ya this a very


okay actually I think that, if I really have the chance to, turn back time right, I would actually spend more time with my mum


uh okay because to be frank, that day when my, mum pass off, uh I'm not at home she actually uh stopped breathing when, when she's at home, but during that time


like outside, swimming, ya swimming alone but, uh I swim until like very late lah, so I feel a bit, regretful why when, she like so call needed me most ah I'm not at home


so, how I can do, differently is probably during that day, I can just sit beside her and, ask her how is she doing, ya even though she can't really reply me because she got dementia


ya so, symptom oh no no, when when she going to pass on, that night my helper did call me, said, is she report to me say oh my mom is okay


you know every night she will report to me, so only about, uh twenty minutes later then, my helper and my tenant trying to contact me again say that, oh my mum face have turned white, ya she had stopped breathing that kind of thing


ya so I was like very shock like, it happen in a very, short period of time lah which, I didn't uh have mentally prepared that she, will just moved on that night ya, so


I would like to spend more time my mom if let's say she's still around, ah eh she always live in my heart lah and now, I believe she's happy in, in the paradise ya, what about you


okay, happiest moment of my life, the happiest moment of my life, oh ya I think is, during that time I'm at uh Taipei right even though I travel alone


I feel very very carefree, uh because during that time I, don't have to think about my work, I don't have to like, worry about, anything in my life you know I just


go there enjoy the food, like what most people like to eat in Taipei and also, I just feel very happy or like, I have nothing to worry about when when I'm there lah


just think eh this is a very good country that, probably in the future I would, want to visit again, what about you


oh, oh Louise ah oh ya ya ya I saw, I saw I saw, oh so he's actually sending to you


oh my closest friend ah, oh, , okay lah probably I just say one of my, uh closest friend


I think you you know him also lah like very big size, wear spectacle ya I think, uh why he's special to me is, because wherever he have, some uh special event like


certain club they having some anniversary celebration, ah he'll always ask me along then, uh he'll ask me to go with him, then other people I know ah, uh I'm not talking about you ah I'm saying some other people


they they have certain good events they will not share with me then they'll post on the facebook, then they say [orh] I have go to this event then I'll see it eh, why you never call me ah no lah I I mean, uh I just trying to say that, this friend is very close to me lah


and he's special in a way that, he always think of me when he go for certain event, ya, what about you, oh you don't have ah


oh you have an, oh ya ya oh


oh so good lah


oh really ah oh, so she's very close to you lah


oh I see, okay, how I want to be, he's a very, challenging question for me


actually to be frank I never really, thought of this question before, but if, I really want to answer this question right, how I want to be remembered of course, as a good guy lah like, someone that is


uh, helpful you know like someone that have, help me in a certain way I I want to people to remember me as, someone as a positive person not someone like, or keep complain about this and that


so, to simplified I want people remember me as like a good guy lah, not like a bad guy you, ya then what about you


ya ya angel


!wow!, okay, !wah! this question ah really force me to think what I, no no it is okay is okay I, I think this question like I just mention it really force me to think


what I want to do for this one year right, so , okay actually I never really think very far about what I really want to do, for one year but let's say for right now, this one year I think if


provided I have a lot of money, like I think earlier there's a question where I have ten million right, so maybe it link to that that question and this question, I think I would still do, what I would love to do if I have a lot of money example go to travel


and donate some of my money to the charity, open , the music cosplay cafe and, maybe a restaurant, maybe a Japanese and a Western restaurant, so if I don't really have that much money ten million


maybe I just do something that makes me happy lah for example, go KTV singing, go watch, some science fiction movie, or probably spend some time with, people that I trust like you


or probably spend some time with, with my loved ones probably some of my relatives you know, so I would do something that makes me happy lah, but those things that, don't really makes me happy


of course I would avoid lah because I only left one year to live mah, ya so unless this card is really true lah I only left with one year (ppb) then I would do all these thing but if not, uh ya I think my life will still goes on [loh]


then more about yourself


okay, this is a very tricky question also, okay I think, this question would also, uh goes down to the partner lah I mean


uh let's say we are in a relationship right, example I do something for you lah example I, maybe buy, uh, uh rose example you like rose ah and then the rose ah is very beautifully


decorated and, probably there's some other things on top maybe chocolates and things like that, and this thing that I buy for you maybe is not really very costly but, you did see the efforts and, the time that I spend to get all these thing together because


I spend time money and everything into, this thing that I buy for you, so probably you'll be very happy and, your smile and probably your laughter I can feel that, somehow


uh are very happy and then I know that, what I done for you is, something that, I because uh sorry it's because I truly love you, so let's say due to some reason you don't feel that


uh probably it, could be due to other reason ah I mean, ya so what I'm trying to say is if I truly love, the the partner that I have I will do something that makes her feel that I truly love her


yeah, what about yourself


oh okay, !wow! okay, (ppb) , !wow! okay I I don't know I can share this


okay I think uh quite some time back, I went into, the ladies, uh, which somehow I didn't see, the sign of


the toilet like this, (ppb) the sign is not visible to me so somehow, I just walk into the, lady so, it was a very embarrassing experience, uh that was like few years back but recently I also had a incident


I walk into ladies then the lady is in the toilet, trying to change so she was like very angry, it's not just embarrassing it was like, ya the door is not closed is she change is not inside cubicle


and then she was very angry because, that time I was like in a, in a going to a gym toilet so the toilet somehow, the ladies is on the very extreme uh right side, the guys is on the extreme left side


which I didn't see the sign, so it was very embarrassing and she was very angry then after that her, husband find out, that it was me because I think they recognize by my, my polo shirt because I normally wear wear very


bright colour kind of shirt, so uh it's not just embarrassing she was angry then, after that I think she trying to hit me also when she when, when I'm being confronted ya the husband trying to hit me but, someone trying to stop him lah and scold vulgarity and things like that


ya so I think it's not just the most embarrassing and, it's also the, most uh (ppb) , like, like drama like that lah like drama take experience for me, ya like someone trying to hit me just because


I accidentally go into the ladies, it's not I purposely is, really accidentally ya, then what about you


oh, , oh I see I see, ya maybe I'll I'll start to ask the questions since you've asked almost like half of the many questions right


ya so uh would you sign up with a dating agency, oh no oh you'll not sign up, ah ya why why you wouldn't


oh I see I see, okay, oh I see I see, okay for me right actually is, not a definite, answer to this because it can be a yes and also it can be a no to me


yes it's because , I think many years ago uh I did, so call sign up, something like a package with a dating agency, uh, to meetup like


uh something like four dates, like this package is consist of four date, so during that time, I actually don't really want to sign up but, somehow the dating consultant


convince me for almost like, uh trying to convince me to sign up like, almost like uh half an hour to one hour, so I felt the dating consultant is very uh


genuine lah like trying to help me, so I think maybe during that time I also very desperate, look for (ppb) a partner right I mean like, uh not just like girlfriend boyfriend but, a life partner so I actually did sign up


so after going for about, uh the fourth, I mean all the dates I did went, somehow, uh after the dates, with the, ladies right, the relationship didn't


turn out, to be like my potential partner it's like, just became like a, acquaintance like, just, so call like just a date on that day then after that I want to follow up with them


to meet up with them again then, they always have like excuse like, free so, probably I think is, not meant to be lah so, to me after that incident, I think I would not want to sign up again because


it's like waste of money and time lah, so to me, uh if let's say during that time I, haven't sign up right of course it would be a no to me lah, actually during that time I did sign up


so I, just want to give it a try lor, that's why, how much I pay ah a few hundred dollars I think about, close to five hundred, ya so, unless the dating agency can


very confirm promise me that, promise me someone that, can really match my criteria which, I think they can't promise because, different people have different expectation because


if let's say I expect, this lady to have certain criteria right of course the lady also wear, certain criteria of, of the, the man, so I think it's quite hard lah so for now I, don't think I would really want to sign up with a agency


rotating agency ah, ya probably I'll ask the next question, how many siblings do you have, and who are you close to


!wah!, so long ah, oh, oh I see


!wow!, , okay okay, okay actually I've quite similar, experience as you in total I have, three more siblings, and one elder brother


one elder sister, and one younger brother, so who are you close to right this is quite hard to answer, because, actually to be frank I'm not very close


to my siblings but let's say, who are the siblings that, uh so call have interaction, most of the time for the last, few years right actually is my, younger brother


because uh he's staying very close to my house, and most of the time , when my mom is still around, he'll make effort to visit my mom almost like, uh on a weekly basis, so actually from


what he has, done for mum right I can see that, he's really very very uh filial, uh so because, of him right I also, become more and more filial because


he has married like since two O O nine right, almost every week I see him !wah! coming to visit mum, then for me ah is like, I'm staying same house, as my mom right, then sometimes I


talk to mom sometimes I don't, but I don't know why lah like, maybe we have no no topics to talk about, but other than my younger brother, during my younger days like, during uh when I'm in primary school and secondary school


I think I'm more close to my elder siblings because, they always like, uh teach me in in, some of the subjects like, maths like English especially my elder sister lah, so I'm always very poor in my


my language like example like English, or Chinese but, my elder sister is like my, private tutor she will find ways to teach me how to, uh learn, all this subject in


in a more uh effective way lah that I can absorb, because to be frank I'm quite a, a slow learner, so I think my, elder siblings, uh they tend to be


more , so call more strict on me on like, uh reminding me eh have to do your homework, don't keep playing the video game like (ppb), since young I like to play like street fighter, or play uh


like Super-Mario that kind of super Nintendo game, ya so I think when I'm younger, I'm more close to my elder siblings, and then recently because my mom has passed on right, I think my younger brother


uh for some reason I think, he, didn't come and visit my house anymore because my mom is not around already, so, at least my elder sister still will ask, me some questions


concerning to my life lah like, like she will ask me question like, oh how have you been recently, you know have have have have you found a new job, so I mean if let's say we talking about the most recent, months


I think I'm more close to my, uh elder sister lah because at least, she she show care and concern to my life you know, yeah, so I think, it's depend on different stage of my life, ya I think for my elder brother there's a period of time I'm also quite close to him because


almost on a monthly basis he he come and visit mom, but because, due to some reason uh he had some, uh quarrels with my sister in law, he didn't come and visit my house so, somehow my relationship with my elder brother


not that close lah for the past few years ya, so I think currently, if I can remember correctly I'm more close to my, elder sister lah I mean for the recent months


will ask the next question, if you could wake up tomorrow morning, with a special ability what would you have, like superpower or something like, you saw in a movie


special ability, ya what would you have


oh, oh


oh I know already your special ability you want to stop the time right, example now is, nine PM right you want to stop at nine PM so can spend more time, uh with your mum right


oh ya this is a very good special ability, ya, , okay okay, I think for me , if I can wake up, in the morning and have a special ability


I think I would want to have this ability to, to read people's mind, because I always feel that, uh people have, different kind of thinking example they have, uh some


uh bad motive you know, towards me or maybe, uh they have certain thoughts about me, at least I know eh this person I can trust or, I cannot trust, and, because I I'm in the sales line mah so I can think this


this uh I I mean I can read this person mind eh whether, he's interested to, buy this thing from me or not so I can, can spend more time with this customer you know but if this person in his heart or in his mind keep thinking, !wah! your product like so lousy then I don't have to


uh talk so much mah or maybe he or she don't really like me, ya so I can move on to another person ah, because I would prefer to talk to someone that like me right, because the person maybe don't really like me he or she may might hide their their true self you know you you never know


so if I can read the person mind I can at least, avoid the people who don't really like me and I can spend more time with people that like me, so I think this is a very good ability ah, ya X-ray eyes ya to read people's mind if I can lah


hopefully I've this mutant power, eh oh is this side, okay so the next question, who or what irritates you !wah!, you have anyone that irritates you or what irritates you


(ppb), , uh can I talk about other thing , example like pets or like you hate cockroaches


like anything


oh so dogs irritates you lah, oh I see I see oh the thing that irritates me ah, is much smaller than your pets eh, yeah yeah I don't know why like


for the last, few years right actually my house ah almost every month ah, I will see cockroaches one eh and why it irritates me so much is because, I have to find ways to kill them eh and to kill them ah is not easy eh because


uh you know like in like a Chinese saying is, like you you can't uh the cockroaches can't be killed you know like that kind of phrase, so actually when I see a cockroaches, it will remind me like !wah! my house is like very dirty so that's why there is a lot of cockroaches right


somehow irritate me because I want my house to be clean and during that, few years when my helper is around my house should be clean one because it's clean by my helper almost every day, so somehow irritates me and then I see the cockroaches I want to kill then


then the the sight of seeing the cockroach running around is just, irritates me so I always find like some, ways to kill the cockroach that's one time ah I trying to use my broom to, kill the cockroach with a plastic bag


then !wow! I still have to find a plastic bag warp around the plastic bag and, hit the cockroach and then hit one time will not die one eh you have to hit like many many times then it will die, ya


oh the spray I I think is not very healthy for us ah so I just he he then in the end, I manage to kill the cockroach but it irritates me just to like pick up, the cockroach and warp it up and throw into to the rubbish bin ya


ya I think we just go to the next question, how well can you cook or bake


steamer


oh, [orh] it's healthy ah, so normally what kind of food


or you prefer the steamer food lah, [orh] I see I see, okay actually for me right, how well can I cook or bake, okay to be very frank, actually I can't, really cook like uh


proper food for the recent years, but few years ago I think around, early year two thousand, eh not early sorry early year two thousand and ten


I did try to cook, fried rice, means I go NTUC and buy like, those uh mixing ingredient to make like Laksa fried rice you know, so !wow!, actually during that time because I want to explore


how to uh cook like a very delicious uh kind of, fried rice right actually I, spend, about ten to fifteen minutes to cook, and then it turn out very well but I can't really bake cakes and things like that lah


correct, ya we go on to the next question, ya, if you knew you could not fail, what would you go accomplish


no no fears ah, [orh] no no I think what he's trying to, okay I think what it's trying to ask you is, you you know that you do, uh example now you're in nursing job right you know you not fail as a nurse means everyday you


you do something that, uh can help the patient you know, so it means example doing business because some people think that they do business they will fail, so this one you example you want to do business you know you'll not fail


so you want to do business some something like that or maybe you want to do some other thing you know you'll not fail, but you want to do accomplish is like you want to do, ah any example that you, want to, go and accomplish


because you know you'll not fail, okay so for me right uh, okay actually earlier on I mentioned that, uh I want to open a, music cafe with a cosplay theme right


uh I think one of the biggest reason why I didn't really start, it's not really because of money because I think money, to start a business is, very very uh crucial


but I think the main reason is because I scared that, I might fail the business example I've not done any business in, opening a music cafe and in a cosplay theme I never thought before, how to do that I totally zero experience


so I think the main factor, if I know that I will not fail means I know I will, able to succeed all the way maybe after I open one, music cafe in a cosplay theme, I can open a second one third one


fourth one because I know I would not fail mah, so I think somehow it'll, uh motivate me to do lah because, my main fear is because I, scared that I'll fail, ya I think you know what I'm trying to say right


so let's say if I can, know no fear, will not fail, I can go accomplish, is a music cafe in a cosplay theme, then what about you


oh ya I I work in iModels before, , oh advertisement


oh you got join iModels ah last time as a freelance model, oh, oh so what what I'm trying to say is, you go for the audition you are you fail right


so what you trying to say is, if you never fail you can accomplish as a model in that advertisement but what advertisement is that


the, oh is it like a TV commercial, oh TV commercial so you act as a young auntie trying to clean, [orh] mop and clean the floor is it


so I think what you trying to say is


if let's say you not fail the audition right you can be a, a actress or, or a part time freelance, artist in that, TV commercial lah, earn some extra income that's great that's great


okay go to the next one, larger than life, who is your hero, how does he or she, inspire you, who is your hero I think this is, talking about can be like superhero or can be


your parents, your parents can be your hero right, so who is your hero


but how does your dad inspire you, inspire you right


oh okay, that's a great inspiration, okay uh my hero right I believe is my mum, okay why because uh actually, since young right actually I'm a very


very rebellious uh child lah, very naughty then, I'm someone that, just cannot uh, stay still lah like to, go out to play with friends you know play with neighbors right earlier on I told you


like to go playground play, hide and seek or, go cycling or play what police and thief, I think I'm like, very hyper lah when when I'm I'm young, so why is my mom a hero is because


I think , so rebellious to a stage where, uh, I even like, quite violence towards my mum when when my younger days, so somehow


she didn't give up on me like, she will do things that, will let me calm down example like I mention earlier, she always, uh will still continue to, take good care of me ask me [orh] what do you want to have for your dinner


what do you want to eat for your, lunch the next day, so she never give up on me like, uh maybe some other people will think that uh I'm hopeless like, I always do things that, that's wrong lah that's like not right example I don't like to do my homework


and next day I will like, get punished by my teacher right (ppb), so my mum somehow will, will encourage me ah say [orh] you, you should like do your homework then somehow she inspire me in the sense that


she always like very patient towards me [orh] like, she'll, uh, take good care of me, you know she'll, she'll not use very harsh tone to scold me but instead, she will


use some example to say that oh why I should do my homework because, when I grow up I can, uh probably get a better job or, probably I can become a better person when I, study well you know that kind of thing so somehow she had inspired me to


uh to become like, a better person lah as, in, my life not just like, in terms of my homework because, I think studying is just, a part of our life right


so after that we still have to, to become a better person so that, we can contribute to the society and things like that lah, so somehow she had inspired me to become a, better person ya, so we go to the next question


what personal trait do you dislike most about yourself, dislike about yourself, anything or


uh too sensitive


okay, I think almost uh the same as me, I think a lot of times like , when certain things, maybe it haven't even happen like, will think like uh what is the worst to come you know instead you think like


uh what is the the good that's happening or, uh okay I think maybe is because of the, upbringing also because I mentioned earlier on, like my parents always like


quarrels over, uh money or maybe they quarrels over, certain, things that happen, so whenever I, see people quarreling I will get very upset


ya I I think I'm almost like you I, sensitive, in, feeling other people's feeling, but I don't really know how to express myself sometimes so, so I I don't know how to explain maybe is


a kind of trade of, like a bit , how should I say a bit anti social sometime like, example lah like I see a lot of people, talking, maybe I feel that they're talking bad about me because I'm sensitive ah