Me After You Me After You, Me Before You, it's the Sam-Claflin and the and the Game of Thrones girl right, ya ya ya ya ya, the ya ya Me Me Before You I think I think so also eh I like that a lot


I like that a lot I cried I cried so hard, wait no but it was so sad, oh-my-god no it was so sad okay no I cried so hard, oh I cried so hard


he died he he chose to die he chose to get euthanised, no I


I was like, so sad when he died, I I cried, no my favourite genre oh-my-gosh I'm recently getting into horror, I don't know just, not the gore kind


actually I don't mind gore also but, I mean I think, people, who are a fan of gore, eh ya why I I just want to know why


you are a fan of gore, I will be interested to know why, I like A H S, ya no I like it when horror is mixed with a good, plot


ya a lot of horror stories can be very like, to drive ya to to make the, ya I I only like I'm very, I'm like into intelligent horror, ya


and, ya ya ya like it ya ya ya the script has to be good ya like sitcom, ya ya ya


ya ya ya, ya I like thriller, break Breaking Bad


ya ya ya yes, when when the, when the scriptwriter manages to shock you with scripts like, I love, I love it when shows have good plot twist, like I love a good plot twist


eh ya same same like I don't I'm not into melodrama I'm just like oh-my-gosh can we get this over and done with, I do not like melodrama I cringe


ya ya like no but okay if it's melodrama like the Me Before You, like if it's done well honestly if it's done well I am, good with it, but if it's just like Crazy Rich Asians kind of melodrama like I'll pass


I will pass and Crazy Rich Asians wasn't even good !ugh!, we've been over this okay, wait favourite genres of music, alternative , alt rock, ya


I'm into R and B now, ya R and B, ya I'm into R and B and rap now, I don't know why, I think I think my adult tastes are maturing, I think my music taste maturing like I like


I started listening to more Oasis and Nirvana now also I think, ya maybe I'm just like, don't know like I'm not really into E oh-my-gosh I had this I had a EDM phase in JC but now I I really can't even listen to EDM


ya only those only those songs that I like last time like dance music like I really liked dance music and EDM last time but then now I feel like I've grown out of it like, now I listen to it then I feel like it's too, uh like I don't know it just, great on me sometime


ya, well taste change what do you like to do in your free time this a lame question, what do you what do you like to do to relax isn't that the same as free time


what do you do every weekend !ugh! no, what part of your hobby, interest, slash, engages you, what is my hobby, have, have so many hobby, oh-my-gosh I have been getting into drawing recently cause I'm like determined to finish off half finished stuff


in my sketchbook, no progress, oh cause there's this , do you know like if if you seen before ya so like everyday, you will draw something, different, then Julie was asking me if I have been participating in Inktober cause you know Julie she like does her comic stuff also


ya then I was like, oh I drew something like I wanted to do Inktober, I drew two pieces I sketched two pieces out, until now I have not ink, ink them in, ya so I was just like uh then yesterday last night I was like trying to


ink them in and then suddenly I don't know why I suddenly thought of photoshop, and I was just like, wait I have to go figure out my photoshop stuff and then I tried, !ugh! and then the stupid like, (ppb) the scratch this thing happen then I was just like !ah! what's going on


then I just forgot to ink it in, ya I won't have time anymore that's it the recess week is over, ya, that was fast my interest die


very fast, everything just half finished, what else, what are you reading now


I'm reading the Riot Act now, its like by I have it in my bag actually, ya is by this is is just a local book about, like a fictional retelling of like the okay wait I don't know if this is controversial but, the


they made a fictional retelling of the story is is is very good, the Riot Act, ya Sebastian, if I didn't remember his name it might be wrong later I show you the book, ya, what new music artist are you following


oh Imagine dragon's new song very good, the zero


new music artist, new music artist, I can't really remember new music artist cause I just, I feel like I always go back to the same people, okay no I I do try out different music though


oh there's this new artist that I recently got into called Saint Rome, Saint Rome, ya they are really good


ya I like their music they do like, electronic pop, pop is electronic what am I talking about like it's indie electronic indie


ya oh and I recently started listening okay I don't know why but recently I just, kept keep listening to Lady-Gaga's the Fame album, ya the Fame I grew up with the Fame album it was like my jam in like lower second


upper primary lower secondary, ya and then recently I've been listening to the the Fame again then I'm just like oh-my-god like, ya it's it's such a good album though like Paper Gangster was is still a bop, and the and Boys Boys Boys yes


Lady-Gaga queen, and oh-my-gosh Lady-Gaga the the new song with Bradley-Cooper, the a Star Is Born the Shallow uh uh this song called Shallow it's like super good it's super good, Lady Gaga's voice is just damn nice ya she's so good


damn I love Lady-Gaga, what's on your current playlist lol Lady Gaga , and what else uh, Ariana-Grande's new album Sweetener buy Sweetener stream spit stream Sweetener on Spotify


uh stream BTS Idol, ya and I'm just gonna pluck my favourites, pluck my faves here, who else are my faves, lol, P A T D ya, stream Panic At the Disco


(oo) uh what's his album High Hopes, is it High Hopes is is the oh ya Pray For the Wicked right Pray For the Wicked, oh Pierce the Veil is coming out with a new album they are working on it, ya Pierce the Vic said


(ppb) Vic is like the lead singer of Pierce the Veil, ya then he recently said oh we are working on a new album, already, so I was just like yes I will be waiting cause the previous album


the last album was in twenty fifteen then until now I haven't listened finish to it yet, ya cause twenty fifteen I was like damn busy with like A-levels mah so I didn't listen to a lot of music ya, then now it's been ya it's been three years but honestly their latest album wasn't that good


but, the, the second and third album the latest album is the fourth album, then the second and third album like wah selfish machines and collide the sky I really like, memorise word for word like every single song, ya


what are your who are your favourite musicians, I feel like we know each others favourite musicians already, ya, we do and we have very similar favourite musicians also, ya favourite actors what is your favourite who is your actually I don't know who is your favourite who are your favourite actors


ya Jim-Carrey my mans Jim-Carrey


oh ya Jonah-Hill, (ppb) !eww! I can't get over the fact that Jonah-Hill and, and and Emma-Stone are like, having a love ya Jonah-Hill the twenty one jump street dude with Channing-Tatum


(ppb) I love potato man, Jessica-Lange


America horror story she's like quite old though but I really like Jessica-Lange she's so cool leh she's like this cool old woman, ya so cool okay not really like not really like, sure but I think everyone likes Ellen


she's everyone favourite lesbian, let's not even deny that, talk show host, is a toss up between Ellen and Conan, cause Conan is super funny, ya he is so funny dude I think Conan is one of the


Conan is one of the funniest he is he is weird that's why he is, and I think Ellen is, a super good talk show host cause she can just talk to anyone and everyone like, she's so good at her job ya


Jimmy-Kimmel Jimmy-Fallon, Steve Carell what James James-Corden James-Corden, I think James-Corden James-Corden not bad also but I think honestly I think Conan is the funniest


no one no one can beat Conan he even looks funny eh, ya I love Conan, Steven who Steven-Hawkings ah, Stephen-Colbert Stephen-Colbert ya


uh I never really like watch Stephen-Colbert a lot but I think he always use politics to make jokes, then after awhile it just gets a bit like okay [loh] another like, like here we go again with another Donald-Trump joke, but Conan Conan wah Conan is


super funny and, oh in Korea was like obsessed with like Conan and his, what his producer, Conan and his producer have like this segment, on his show and it's damn funny like, they just, feed off each other like


usually you need to watch like, they are their dynamic is super good, and I love it oh for Ellen it's like Ellen and her producer right Andy, ya Ellen and Andy are hilarious like, when uh I love it when Ellen makes Andy do like, do shit


are your favourite genres, oh wait we, we been knew (ppb), what concerts festivals have you been to We Been New also


favourite concert I've been to, is it very lame if I say Laneway, because, because I feel like Laneway is like worth the money you know like you get to see a lot of like your


musicians that you will never normally see remember seeing like, Purity Ring live and Flume !oh!, I was like obsessed with like Purity Ring and Flume and then like to get, see and hear them live and I know like, ya that's why I had to like go for Purity Ring set


and then like run off for Flume's set, and it's like damn sad cause like I love Purity Ring and Flume, then like they play at the same time I'm just like what are the odds, ya oh uh who else was there was there also the Internet was there it was such a good line up that line up was so good


nineteen seventy five ya nineteen seventy five, that I remember that was like the best line up ever, and Thundercat was there also, Thundercat, that was the best I think


Big Bang, oh ya Big Bang concerts are good also, but then I don't know whether, cause I'm biased, like it's cause, you already listen to their music all the time then you know their personalities also so it's like


when you go for your favourite artist concert then it's just like [oh], like you already know everything you know what I mean, okay


okay what else


okay


okay ya, then I say, ya what what's the difference, ya


ya that was top right corner


ya the the stickers right, ya have, no it said place your bets, okay, then err you move on to the pharmacy ah, so pharmacy err on the left side right


it says pill boxes on shelf, ya ya ya the the stickers, pill boxes on shelf, okay can, and then on the right side it says extra shine with pole toothpaste


oh okay, okay then move on to toys, how many Teddy Bears do you have, okay same


mine has two ribbons eh I mean like for each of them has, one ribbon each, then is like ribbon ah but one of them like each of them has one ribbon


oh okay, ya okay, cafe, the cafes is what ah, ya


ya, ya there's a menu on top, is there, the what


ya ya ya there's salt pepper and, sugar, okay then err go on to the pet shop, err what is the name of the pet shop, oh okay mine is called Pete's Pet Shop


okay that's the fifth difference right, then , what's the color of the pet shop ah, then err


in the window right what can you see in the window


(uh huh) at the top ah, okay okay same, (uh huh) then , at the door right, it says, there's two doors eh, there's a cat door, at the bottom


okay can, pink, pink color, ya I like pink, ya ya ya ya have


ya ya ya, err green color, okay then uh move on to the


sell your second hand goods, oh you don't have that ah okay , [orh] okay okay


ya ya ya at the at the at the behind, ya this is the sixth one


no I don't have, oh which lamp post the left or the right side, ya don't have, then err do you have a sign post on the left


lamp, post that says, oh cause mine says is doctor, what about !huh!


what about the people there, err in the picture, okay ya same


then err what is she doing


oh she carry oh mine is not carrying anything, so that one is the seven


aye this is seven or eight difference, is it eight, okay , okay err, err what's the what's the color of the clothing of the lady


ya same, what's the color of the high heels, mine is flags lah but it's pink lor


okay so the eighth difference uh okay err then, the duck is it got duck meh, oh that one is duck uh


ya they are they are eating food on the floor, ya ya ya, then err did you see any aeroplanes


ya okay, there's two words, okay then


err what's the color of the cat uh, okay same, what's the color of the pavement, off white uh, okay mine is pink color uh, ya


ya ya, okay okay, but the road is, off white right, okay same, what's the colour of the bench


not brown right is it, not orange colour right, okay some brownish colour, what else


do you see any clouds, at the toy shop there right, then what else


landscape I see a city landscape (orh), quits


[orh] [orh] cracks okay , a floor crack, the right side, wait the the the corner


sign post for the betting shop, no there there there's only a sticker, wait sign post, I don't have that, my is called place your bet


did we say that before, oh okay, I think so, ya I I don't have that


err then what's the colour of your person ah, do you have a person that's holding a card, and what's the colour of the soup or something


okay mine is black


ya all black, there is black also, nine differences okay, then


what else, ya ya it looks like pie ah, err ya ya one whole pie with one pie with one slice missing


oh okay can, okay this is ten difference, err then what else


ya what else ah, there is nothing eh


do you say anything, I don't see any difference yet, but it got ten difference there


really, how how how do you count the crabs, I think should be same right, I think don't have with you, I think it set everything already


ya can, ya, I think it should sweep overall a bit, hello ah ya that, ya I think that's


ya ya ya okay, okay, ya


how do we do it, so it just stick like that ah, ya I think we discussed, you want say out the thing


for me I enjoy, going, out, with dinner with them, okay that's all, okay seen


the second question is called each of innocence, what do you miss most from your childhood


ya so what do you miss most from my childhood


for me I, I miss the freedom and the, ya ya that was my childhood what cause there is more freedom at home what like when you when you are child no meh


don't meh, I mean I mean like is less stress lah


ya ya ya I think ya, ya I miss the I miss the stress, ah yes is stress free life from my childhood okay


at this table


err what intrigues or interests you about this person, by most


about you ah I'm, is should start about your curly hair, what is your most valued possession how did you come to have it


how do you come to have it, okay


okay , !aiya! true lah, for me would be, a pillow


a but the pillow is not err is not, err worth anything ah, so that pillow was given to me by my mum when I was young ah, so is like, a pillow for a baby you know, ya then I grew up with it ah


ya so it will it very dirty ah, ya ya ya sentiment value ah ya that's why, and then that one, ya okay


okay start first start first


I think for me would be, err if the guy drinks and smokes ah, ya, I think, ya more than one ah usually and, and same thing ah if he's not honest and anything ah if serial liar or anything


something like ya, ya then like I don't think I will like him ah, okay next one, how would you react if a close friend express his or her romantic feelings for you


err how would how would you react, if it's a person that I don't mind dating right


then I'll I'll, be okay with accepting ah, but if is a person I don't like right, like I am not interested in dating right, I'll just talk to him less


[orh], okay can, okay


I start first, ya, err I want to have mind reading abilities, so so I can think about what he's talking what he's thinking about


yes


so you can see so you can see who is, talking bad about you right


ah yes, ya lor, do you want to teleport to to a new country, !aiya! that's true


okay next one, what nicknames do you go by which is your favorite, okay can you help me answer


turkey, is it turkey, okay that that one is my other friends ah, okay what else, oh no why why, yes yes Waikir uh


ah ya ya true, ya then I got other nicknames like turkey


I I don't know how that name came by uh to be honest, okay nothing, okay now for you, err my nickname for you is called BB , **


err and then I call her Lokiku also, because I stan her with another guy called Lookboon, (ppb) okay err then what else


okay then


ya okay same family, describe the worst date you have ever been known, I did on date lah but I don't have


is not a exactly date, date lah, serious, (ppb) I don't have any, bad dates lah to be honest, okay we work


not really scientist lah just, but true lah, err but that is normal what, I think I think if be me


sometimes lah but then sometimes he says some, a stupid stuff also, and then I get and then I get kiss talk also, so we just hold hand, and then we just look talk each other, like ya, okay can


and then the Bill Gates lah but ya, okay ya ya


for me right, I think the one of the most embarrassing would be when I cried in school ah, ya


I thought you beside me, ya that one that one ya ya that one, embarrassing lah who want to cry in school ah


I'm I'm, embarrass because I cried yes, okay then ya


oh-my-god so embarrassing


oh there's there's another one last time do you remember Yaki, ya when I was reading a passage right during English then I, I think my tone was too harsh ah, then then she mention that , the way that I talk right makes me sound like I was going to kill someone


ya think that one was quite embarrassing also ah, she was sitting at the back, and then the people around her


err I I don't think so (ah), ya but but some people heard it lah you know, okay


speak louder [orh], okay can, you want say, no idea


ya I say I think I don't have any experience in match making or blind dating ah so, eh wait SP, I did a blink date


then how how's your blind date


oh okay no wonder


okay okay, eh you only have one SP ah, cause for me I have two eh


ya then for hall camp is , because for our hall one right is a bit different, so one day before the, the SP date right, blind folded us and then they made us talk to each other


then err we talk to, two guys lah for each girl they talk to two guys, and then err after that they made us choose one of two, ya the first or second guy ya you get to choose ya, err no just err in front of our own OG ah


then the the agl will ask us like which guy you want choose ya ya, no that that that guy don't don't know is me or anything ah, ya then I


!ee! no okay, ya then that guy right, he is from dunman also, then he's, he was the former roommate of, ya dunman-High, ya then err he is the former roommate of


my current partner also, err no it's different but he's the roommate of that, that sp


ya but all of them know each other, ya just like, but right now my sp has, ya but I I don't really like the guy lah cause he's, too too formal


he he doesn't know you know he give me toilet paper for a gift, then the second, for me uh, I gave him what did I give him uh


I forgot already, no no no not , I forgot I forgot what I gave him, no, but I feel like my school camp is better, ya the sp is


yes ya then he's nicer a bit lah, ya okay that's all, okay nah


I meant you just fantasize, ya


think now, okay I go first then


I think the point that like the, ya the point that I know that I love him right, it's damn weird we are talking about this, err is is


is when I accepted, his flaws [bah], his flaws, ya like accepted everything lah you know, !aiya!, and not just focus on, his good parts lor, ya I think that's the point that I know


okay there for you


comfortable silence, okay


can, okay err what are you procrastinating now, yes mid terms, okay done, okay err nah


loyalty and honesty , okay no betrayals man , ya ya ya, okay


if you knew you could not failed what would you go accomplish, I will conquer the world, oh wait make world peace


ya, but what did you want to do with the business


oh okay ya can, for me ya, err I want to get a phd, and research the things that I want to research on


which is on a brain, ya about brain ya, ya but obviously I cannot get it lah so, it needs first class honours leh, no to become a phd


ya, third class honours you can get phd one meh, no you can just jump, ya


can lah but I think, ya is very long, ya, I don't know leh cause I really heard is just degree then phd, but you need sponsorship ah so


ya typically, ya okay, okay err where is your true home, okay fake home in Singapore


ya, India, I mean yours yours root are from India


ya I think hard to blend in also lah, but you are westernize already, ya ya, true ah, okay


bake rice, oh make rice okay


for me I can only cook instant noodles, ya same okay then err baking I don't know how to do ah I haven't experience in that, okay, cooking instant noodles [orh], ya last time I used to cook a meal for myself eh


ya, ya and then rice also, but I just didn't like it lah, ya I too is very troublesome leh, ya I didn't is not, very tasty also ah


okay, graduate, ah you also what


err graduate with err at least, I think very hard lah, very hard leh, my gpa is just the same leh like every sem, and then how to put up


and then the next one is err find a job that is well paying, I think that one very hard also lah, err ya and then the third one is, have a stable income


and go overseas ya, okay now your turn


err ya that's true, okay move on, what do you most like to eat in the whole wide world, I like Singaporean food


ya, okay


I think is during my grandma's funeral, ya, ya, okay, yes, nah


I mean err what if your brother is an insurance agent, then would you trust your brother, [orh] okay can


ya of course, I mean I mean he, is doing it for my own good lah but I don't know maybe in the future maybe he's doing it for the money, who knows lah ya


ya he like doesn't force lah but, he nudges my father and then my father nudges me, then I feel very stress, ya that's why then my father wanted to pay, for the policy, err for me first lah, and then after I graduate I have to pay for myself


ya, err yes that's why


buy ya, uh ya lah true lah, ya, okay, then for me the most important lesson


my mum, she told me to, find a husband that is not like my father, ya that's why, I mean like find a guy that's more easy going not alpha male, ya alpha male lah ya dominant kind of male that is very traditional


ya ya right right your father is like that also ya that's why, ya, okay done, regret


ya ya ya


err ya why, I mean in the house leh


[orh] okay, ya okay, I don't enjoy doing chores, but, the chores that I am okay with is washing dishes


ya then the chores that I hate is, bring the clothes in from the, from the outside, err cause cause I I don't have any energy, to bring the clothes then


cause is one pole by one pole what, then I don't have the energy to bring in the poles, how to stand


(uh huh), ya, ah ya ya ya


eh no wonder, I know ya cause cause, I'm I'm just scare that I might drop the clothes ah, ya then after I get in everything ah my my whole body aches ah, I I I cannot do it, I don't like it oh-my-god


okay move on, err what motto do you live by


be selectively trusting to other people, I mean like exactly no one lah but, nothing else


and err what ah, what ah, err okay I don't know, okay move on


okay okay other than this, me lah


I know last night where at home, talk about just catching up lor, no with him, ya I just catch up ah cause we we didn't meet at all this week right


ya that's why


what do you talk about, about life, oh okay


oh okay, okay move on, for me


for me will be, it's going all right now also, okay ya that's all, what's the dealmaker ah


he's caring lor and, and likes to listen to you ah


and honest, down to earth, okay, okay, my niece


[orh], then you can't you can't take film making eh, ya


cause err film making one of one of the assignments is that we have to scratch a, landscape or like figure using on on the acrylic sheet, ya so is like like that ya, ya then I don't think you can do it


ya ya, (ppb) cause I didn't know about that, okay ya okay, oh I have uh have ah have


err pet peeves ah, err that is one of them ah I mean a lot of stuff pisses me off ah, err then I don't like people I don't like it when people talk during movies


ya then he just did all this stuff ah then I just, I've no choice what, okay okay move on


ya think it should have ya, I think for me is the same lor, is like that kind of speed err speed dating then


I think I might try lah if I'm very desperate, ya, ya lor, but now I'm not, ya are you


ah okay ya can can can, name a favorite place that you have been to what is it's significance


for me I think would be Denmark, err is quite significant because is the first time that I travelled, overseas alone, ya, then , quite lonely ah, but the the


the scenery is very pretty, ya but because, traveling alone makes me think makes me think about, a lot of stuff ah, ya makes me reflect a lot [loh], and makes me err realize that how much I hate traveling alone


is very lonely eh seriously, because you no one to talk to eh


Rozz, which Rozz


no thanks, okay moving on


err I have one sibling which is my older brother, we were close, I mean he's the only person lah, he's the only sibling that I have, so err I was closer to him when we were younger, so when we were older we just


sort of, ya drifted apart ya, a bit lah a bit, ya we still talk lah sometimes about insurance [loh], then I have to listen to him


ya okay move on, for me will be


ya then I will just, stop [orh], I think we are going to finish, ya I think like that only, okay ya


what's yours, mine ah I think mine will be


going overseas I don't know, to Denmark or, and then I think that one the the the riskiest thing that I ever done ah


okay, okay, okay Lai for you come for you


it's always fantasies eh for me isalso fantasies also eh, ya, not really, ya, I mean I did propose to him lah but he just I too lazy I don't want to do it ya


ah he is a bit like me


ya cool eh, err for me will be staycation, then err for dinner I think we just, err wear very formal, wear nicely go to a nice restaurant eat ya and after that just go back slack


ya I think that one is, yes act, ya okay ya that's the that's the perfect date lah, what stresses or de stresses you


so you eat chocolate then you you will be okay


err for me studying also stresses me, then err not studying destresses me, !wow! so I'll also err I will be like doing reading or doing some art stuff lor crafting to de stress myself lah, ya


okay, describe one important life lesson you have learnt from the books you have read, I don't remember also I read too many books


Nicholas-Cage, Nicholas-Cage, wait is it Nicholas-Cage, ya okay, no meh


eh that's not fun, that's not fun, I mean like if you read something that has a bad ending, for once in a while


ah true lah true, ya probably lah, or maybe I'm, I'm I'm too depressed lah cause I always read depressing books


ya like like people die or something ya like bad endings lah


ya lor


quit school


ya that's why, err I think for me will be err I will travel once, and then I will save up the money or invest it, ya


work ah you know just, put that money inside the bank lor just in case ya ten million leh, ya that's I did do a money can't be at all, ok that


if you only had one more year to live what would you change about your life now, travelling, what if you no money in travel


ah ya true lah


that's all, eh for me I would, I think I will travel also but not as much as Sherry well, ah ya ya true ah true, okay then move on


I want to be remembered as the, in a mysterious


ya mysterious err, mysterious sweet person yes


how if not, okay what will you


err no I mean the the the last part, ya be there for familiar different, okay, which of these symbols best describe you


I think it will be minus lah for me, cause it sounds very negative


answer is so meaningful mine is, okay then mine err my ideal one will be equal [bah], ya cause I want to be able to relate to everyone


okay , I think my hero is my mum ba


okay, err how does your mum inspire you, my mum, inspires me how ah, because err she reigns strong during difficult times


and then she's able to withstand my father, ya she's the one that, ya that's why, ya I don't know how how she did that for twenty plus years leh


there's a mouse, where is it, okay okay, ya okay


now I'm scared, I think don't have already lah, okay ya, your mum


you have to be calm chill, chill chill chill


ya lor that's why, okay next one, !huh! really ah, so you don't have children


okay so if your husband wants children then


ya true, I think for me err I want to have children, ya because I like children a lot, at depends on their age ah like my niece ah when she was younger I hated her so


ya but no choice ah but I still like children in general, okay, describe the saddest moment of your life


okay, ya, okay err ya so that one's your saddest moment, for me I don't have a sad


door ah, okay , for me I don't have a sad moment but mine is, generally a sad


period in my life, which is during secondary school, I mean ya ya you were lah but it's still sad lah ya, cause I I just didn't like, how everything was going ah


ya sec three sec four like with Ying they all, a being left out and stuff ah, no meh, ya, ya and then with o-levels and everything I the I just hate the


ya that's why, couldn't accept period though, okay, if you could have a, an hour long conversation with anyone at all


I thought we were having doing that, I thought we were already doing that right now, yes


I think for me will be err either my niece my mum Pim or you [loh], ya that's all, okay


haven't even think of it yet, yeah oh no, seriously, actually I did come up with names you know


ya David, Davina, !eeyer! no I don't like it, I don't like it, no , I I mean I have a friend that call that that's called Davina lah


I don't like it in general ah, I prefer more feminine, ya more more like ya, more girly, ya Davina


ya, ya Davina


okay then , I think I like, Samantha quite a lot, another name would be


Derrick, ya cause I like Barbie ah then Derrick is her boyfriend ah, ya okay then, oh ya


eh last time he was called Derrick like some some other Barbie, ya some some Barbie show, was called Derrick ya then I really like that Barbie show, I think so ya, ya that one that one I really like that one


ya then call Derrick then I really like the show, then I, ya the the main, is like the show lah ya, ya think so, !aiya!


oh okay ya, then how we open the door for him already eh


okay , I scared got interference, ya did


you can call your child Topshop


Zara what Zara then you have Topshop , you know, is it Zara is is not a store name, is not a store , don't scare me I cannot see anything


because Zara is a store name what, then you call your another child G-two-thousand


I'm just lame ah but anyway


okay ya then , (uh huh) then, what else


okay okay good, ya okay then what else, oh really, that small uh, I think we open the door for what


[orh] okay, ya okay then what else, okay then we move on, if you could, if you could turn back time what


what is the one thing you've done differently, okay for me I would have studied better for o-levels , !aiya! ya true eh wait wait, Poly also lah I think I'd have done better for fyp also lah


ah true lah but, my internship was really bad lah like my my thesis, I want I want change my thesis


ya like the the report and then the presentation, I think a better grade lor, no my gpa lor ya gpa gpa poly gpa


okay then nothing else, I bring a truth


ya I very straight forward yes, is it


ya hopefully ah


I risk, my parents, being unhappy with me, then I risk, err not being able to find someone


and because I'm going to be with him for quite long time right, but we are not getting married what, ya so I scared I might lose out on potential, husbands ya, I mean after I graduate lah


!aiya! not now lah I mean like, the after I graduate if I continue being with him, that's why, and then for you


okay, why are you looking for a partner, ah that's true


ya ya that's why, ya ya, some people, I think some people are are okay with, being ya being single, I think


it is, [orh] okay, ya probably lah some of them, and because it's nice to have someone to spend time with lor, nice like


there's someone to confide, no, okay


you have fond memory, why she do that


err in my on on my desk, but I got some other cards inside my cabinet so it's like all over the place lah, I'm not, I mean it's, no, I mean it's not exactly open lah but just stored in different places


ya, ya, ya that's why, then for me err the one I think I will save is my phone


ya then my laptop and on my iPad ya, ya I think ya, okay, personal trait ah


not physical characteristics right, I like my straightforwardness, I mean it's not a good thing but I like it


committed, it is, I mean to who, [orh] okay ya ya, ya ya ya


ya, is it very long eh


okay, that's a good thing, is it important


I mean you get official title ah, and then your child gets an official title also, there isn't a lot of, stigma, your child is born out of wedlock ah so


ya so is it important, ya but you if you you don't mind not getting married right, [orh] okay ya okay, for me I want to get married


but with the right people with the right person ya, ya lor I think hard to find leh, eh who knows , maybe you get married faster than me eh


no there's no future in it what, and then I have to find again, I know lah but he has to convince his parents also what


no idea


how much, !woah! oh-my-god, you heard before, ya I think you told me before


err then for me would be I don't like that I'm, anti social and quiet, I don't have a lot friends ah I don't have that lah so , ya that's why, okay


err which literary character do you most identify with, like a character from your novels lor, I read a lot of books eh I cannot think of any


ya true, okay move on


i don't like mitch-albom, I think it's too boring for me, is too, is too inspirational, you need some bad things to happen, serious but what's the reality


I know lah but still is very very, I mean you should read some of the books I read lah you know even more dark than that ah , ya, and it's very boring also


very boring also is, ya true lah there's a lot of


for me , I usually read books that, I mean I like books that, talk about, rising through hardships or something lah, ya then, ya lah but


very bad endings lah, with the ah then, I like to read historical fiction, ya then err, they talk about what err women, oppression all those stuff, and then I like it a lot lah


then it just tell me err just err taught me that women must be strong ah you know, ya must fight all the men , oh is that true, ya that's why, okay move on


ya, but we're getting paid, I think spending time more with my family, ya like that [orh]


describe the happiest moment of your life


I don't have ya, I think everything is just neutral ah to me


ya there isn't, anything in particular I think, okay move on, then the last one, ya


how, ya when they're too toxic err when, ah that's true ah, no but you must think of their feelings sometimes ah you cannot be too harsh ah


ya, and I think when there is, no love ah, then I think you've let go already [orh], to accommodate


ya, ya it's just toxic [orh], okay, last one, name one of your closest friends how is he or she special to you


ya I know right


fifteen, no not fifteen we started from fifteen right so, ya six years


okay okay, ya ya ya, ya ya ya


where meaningful, err for me will be, #sua gu# ah, ya so same reason err I known her for quite long, and then you made like dream


ya then we made during bad circumstances ah like you know like something with friend, ya, ya that's like like similar situations mah is got close lor


like what err, like what, even though I don't like tights relationship she is quite nice if lah, and I'm the her mother sometimes, but she's very err very, she provide the listening year lah


and then err she keeps my secret, ya I be is I think with lah, okay, nice, okay then that one


just now I saw cancel here, no is in Korea so cancel, where talk about


education, oh ya how's your attachment ah, yes nice


then the second one leh you didn't, but you went for interview


research lor, I don't know just general research lah, I also don't know leh


I mean I can pursue lah that, if I can find my ownself, then err our teachers give it to me lor, I think so ya, or I can approach the professor myself, if err the thing that he's researching on is, of my interest lah


I will be attached to a lab ah, the professor is the head of the lab


most of them hor, they are all professors like PHDs lor, ya so they usually hate the lab lah ya, so like that ya that's why, speak louder


ya so I don't know, I mean I don't have to choose yet lah so, year four Sem two leh, ya it was the very last Sem ya, oh ya you sent your err, that drop crack thing already I haven't send mine leh


that's so fast


but they say for the seven skills right, you don't have to elaborate for every job right, cause I got a lot of jobs leh, then I only I only elaborated for my internship leh


because, all of my skill is teamwork, then teamwork my all my jobs have teamwork inside, then I only elaborated for internship, ya the rest of it I didn't elaborate


actually is same leh, ya !aiya! okay lor then I track other, skills lor, okay lor cause I haven't send yet, three positions


cause I only chose, four skills, they say must choose seven right, then I've to redo


ya ya ya, I didn't it's Monday right, still have time, just too lazy to do it ah


then what else, that animal lover thing still have ah I thought they change it every year, I thought they change positions every year like change the people every year


(uh huh)


feels nothing, but you all don't even have any events eh


what's that


for me I have no cca also, nothing ah I just welfare service


with Ying [loh], ah true lah but I don't, I don't connect, to them personally lah I just feel like is a is a responsibility


ya that's why, eh I just don't like volunteering eh is not for me eh, ya, talking is fine lah but


but ya then you do stuff for them then you do what plan events for them, ya is just very tiring lah, ah ya lah then volunteering just


but you have to connect with them what you make them feel very, ya ya, then for me I'm my attitude is just like, I don't care man, I mean got problem you just tell me ah then I just help you ah but I won't give like you know comfort or what


ya that's why I won't provide, like like I don't know how to say, okay then


I cannot graduate, okay I I cannot graduate with four, very hard, wait wait are you actually doing anything


[orh] okay


really, oh-my-god, okay err talk about other than school ah this is depressing man, err talk about


shopping, did you even wear your lipstick, it looks nothing, ya


I thought is your natural lip colour eh, ya, it looks gone, you didn't even drink much


ya, you wear your makeup, oh you bought it, ah then did you use it


when, but every time you see you don't wear it, ya why you should wear it when you're with me


I mean I still wear lipstick when I come from hall what so , okay, okay , eh but but what colour did you buy


it's like subtle


not sticky meh, !aiya! have lah, [orh] I, I don't like Airy eh, ya ya ya it's Airy


I prefer Velvet, because Airy is like the the translucent bottle right, ya then err Velvet is like completely opaque, ya that one I prefer that one cause Airy I feel like when you put it on right it feels like


like a film is on top of your lips, I don't like it leh, I feel like Velvet is, ya ya ya I have my mum have ya ya ya, then every time I put it just like feels very, very


not meh I I don't like the feeling ah also, ya, whereas for, probably ah I I think I just


layer layer layer, roll on, oh no I use the liquid one, ya the Airy liquid ya


you mean lipstick ah, no ah


okay we talk about food I want go eat Poke, ah Sian I cannot eat, funeral ya


like that [orh], very sad ah, ya my parents cried, not really, close to a point lah but she also didn't like her mother-in-law what


ya I think my dad cried more, quite heart breaking ah, then my brother also cried, nevermind okay, ya I mean I mean , I mean it's normal ah okay ya


for one night lah, think ah I think my parents, ah ya I slept on the plastic chairs for one hour, I mean for me I slept for one hour then I my dad told me to go up to, my grandparents' house to sleep


then I slept on the chairs on the cushion chairs, then my parents stay stay up, overnight [orh], and just just guarding the, the, corpse ah


ya because you don't know meh, ya ya because our funeral is at the void deck what, ya you have to guard it from, like cats or something superstition lah you know, because they scared that the black cat will jump onto the, the coffin


and then you wake up, no, very scary eh, no lah but it would not be peaceful what right, ya that's why


I think so, ya probably ah


not good lah not good, ya lor then err, when the funeral ended right on Thursday right, then err, my whole family just slept from six pm onwards ah, ya then, cause, err then we woke up for dinner only, then they went back to sleep again


they very tired, slept a bit ah


then I cannot do a lot of stuff also, there's no restrictions ah, ya, I can play with but err like, within hundred days right I cannot wear anything


red or anything red pink purple, ya I cannot wear even lipstick I cannot wear eh but I I just told my mum I have to wear otherwise I look very dead, I have one one red clothes [orh] red red shirt lah


no meh you don't know meh never see before meh, like with the high neck one, with the very red, the black red one, ya then you i wear with the black pants the black shorts


like I cannot they they said I cannot wear brown also ah, ya because brown, ya brown anything because brown is a bit like reddish, it has red inside also what ya then I cannot wear that, but then slippers also


I cannot wear nail polish I cannot put jewelry, earrings, I don't know eh, but they say I can wear watch eh


they they say you're supposed to take it out lah during funeral but I forgot to take it out, then what else, they say underwear wise is okay lah my mum say


ya that's why, ya like that [orh], a lot of restrictions ah, hundred days eh


then probably, ya three months around there then probably I cannot, have a birthday party also, cause it'll clash, ah true lah but


ya confirm cannot already, ya like you know gathering like that lor, my brother told me to do that ah


I mean not a very, elaborate kind of party lah not this kind of chalet party , probably not lah, just like a quiet gathering I think should be okay, I not trying to , ya [orh] that's why


I think so, wait did you set the midterms, okay that's good, I write two leh, can meh, can lah but he never come in leh


so I just leave right, I think so, I don't know leh, I think I think he will know lah, I have no idea


ya two of ours is, hour is not yet seventeen minutes lah so, no I think he will come in lah, okay what else


what do you do to keep fit, nothing, where do you enjoy exercising, Tampines park


that's so boring, you know sometimes err me and him we go to Tampines park leh, I told you last time but you not in hall last time when we went to can fourteen


ya lah that's why


is it the one behind Tampines Hub, I think last time err because we were hiding in in the in the mushroom thing right, then I think I saw you pass by leh


I think so, cause that time I, ya it was very dark lah so


it looks like you, nine plus, I forgot ya, ya I forgot


quite a long time ago, ya a few months ago that time we haven't told anyone yet, err I mean before that before that way before that ya


I think you may ya, no May June, ya around there, ya I think I saw you I think ah


because I saw an Indian person, physique like you, but you live around that area what, ya it look like you


I think your family ah, I forgot whatever the time I just know is quite dark already, I think so, I don't know whether is you a not lah but ya


but already what, yes in the dark, what


you mean you look inside then there will be couple inside


okay what else, there's no where to hide, it's all open area


!huh! what, ya what else


oh ya when are we going eat Poke


i want eat Poke, I know right, is there, err have ah, #Buona Vista#, the the


Rollie-Olie, ya eat Poke, not bad not bad, err similar but, no it didn't have sauces is all


is not dry but you cannot add additional sauces, ya so I think a Poke-Theory is still better, err similar as, a Poke-Theory [loh] around at least ten dollars ah


okay, what time


that's so late, why so late, I can lah eh Monday cannot , then Monday how


cause study for, okay lor can, Tuesday lor, ya cause


my midterms is Tuesday and Thursday, I hope Wednesdays right, after pin making lor


why leh, ya I think can lah, ya, ya Buona, err maybe later maybe later I go find lor what places are close


right I think Pioneer confirm don't have one lah so, why #Boon Lay#, I think Jurong have, ya


ya, go Buona lor, or we just go Poke Theory straight, yes then we go back home


but you sure go back on Friday leh you, Thursday night, even so I go back Friday I go back in the morning what you always go at night


I mean like ya lah with the, ah ya lah, then go back earlier


then don't sit on the on the reserved seat lah, then you still give up, other people can stand ah


no lah that's why I, don't sit in the mrt, provided if you go there early lah


how I know how I know that queue is, so long only four thirty leh, why is four thirty only oh-my-god half an hour eh, so many people already oh shit


then how what else, Monday I have to go find food Carousell


that one is before with two and even so, cause you need ask ah cause our bousy so you don't ask don't tell what


I mean you are that you are that exception lor I just told you but you didn't ask what, we are for are they are tell, ya see see, cause Ying asked about it what, ya


then she saw him sometimes, roomie mah, no because err like she she knows that I hint lah because sometimes he used to give me like birthday card or something


ya that's like, as a friend as a friend, but but that time he really like me


okay, normally lor, I think she comes with us


that's so creepy, ya then he should be around in your in your room lah we go can for it


and then you just stare, what you all do that what, ya he do that ah I thought he won't do that


ah ya no ah hiking we talk quite a lot, ya, cause hiking is very long, oh yeah you know for the hiking right, the, the southern ridges right we went the wrong way eh


ya then I went again with David right then we went the right way, err ya quite pretty, and there's a bridge down because err when we came out right we should have turn


right we shouldn't have turn left, to the to the road there, ya there's like a small staircase to a bridge


same same timing, ya is a wrong with same timing, not very long, but, ya around that can finish around same timing ah


ya I know very tiring but, we went the wrong way lah, there's a, I mean that the bridge ah is very nice lah, got view ah got view, ya ya ya


I don't have I don't take ya I'm also tired, yes


ya I didn't I didn't take any pictures, I think the sea ah need to take, because the, the scenery is just you know the the horticulture that the area, the one is a when you reach the green house the area right


ya there's a place you can't go further right, ya that's the place that we saw, which is under maintenance what, there is a lot of construction work also, nothing to see what, I mean is worth it lah because is the right way


is the actual way, not like us , how about we just , ya, now is off the roed, ya


can I'm okay with it our annual hike ya can, and what young go back to the, to the one that you, recommended


the career thing ah, we went to the small area right, the dairy farm, then there's like whole other place that we haven't explore right, dairy farm lah you know the cows, ya


you want to go back, I mean no actual no actual cows lah, but there's like other places, in the trail there also what, ya ya ya


but there are like quarries there like Singapore quarry or some other quarry


okay, cycle is what kind mountain biking


cycling where, we take the O-Bike and cycle, Ofo I mean, wait did you get your did you get back your deposit, ya


you got back, I didn't get it leh, mine is twenty dollars lah, ya nineteen dollars ya, cause they ya I don't think they they give it back


ya but, they have no money to give back anyway what, ya lor, but cycling where you want cycle


ya, [orh] that one


inside the Bedok Reservoir the, no I will just go to reservoir, but if the highway that connects to some other places


at Bedok Green there, which four junctions


no lah not really lah, I mean you can go if you want, I just, ya I think that one quite fun, really meh so fun, I think at least twenty minutes [bah]


ya, maybe hike there, actually there nothing to hike there also ah, to cycle


I'm okay with cycling ah


that means you have to bring your stuff, like if you go for Boon-Lay


hike where, tree top, Southern Ridges, Southern ah


ya, the one for one, ya that's, you can eat ah, cause creamier is either at Toa-Payoh #Tiong Bahru# or Labrador Park eh


ya cause there's like, one for one double scoop, until thirty October, either #Tiong Bahru# or Farrer Park ah Toa-Payoh is too far


green line, here is what ah, take to Paya-Lebar [orh]


I think still quite far I think I don't think you can, get back by seven uh


okay so, okay I'll start ah, okay okay top left top left okay, there are two clouds, in the sky at the top left hand corner


okay, and then below the, cloud on the right, there is a toy store that says T O Y S, it is blue yes, and then in, there are two bears


they have two red bows and they are yellow in colour, no no one red bow on each bear but the bears are yellow in colour, we found out one we found one okay next


there's a ya, there's a brown door, at the toy store, okay and the pavement is pink, okay can okay so the next store next to the toy store is a pharmacy


yes it has a plus and it has blue doors, P H A R M A C Y, excellent and then on the left window, there it says pill boxes on sale


okay nice, oh mine says extra shine with pearl toothpaste, three okay, yes they have three panels and yes


okay next, yes and it's wings are red, okay, and then next to the


fourth one okay wait between the betting place and the pharmacy are there three ducks, ya three ducks, yes they are pecking the floor okay great so


like the top like the top of the store is just empty green unlike the other two stores on the right ya, yes there are two birds but they are just black little bushes


and then okay so the display windows err there are three main display windows, right, okay so there are three main display windows, yes that's right in the centre window


there is a man, holding some cards, he's in a tuxedo and a black top hat, no his tuxedo is black, five okay so


it says place your bet, six, okay


no it says sell your second hand good, seven, yes, seven, bow


white tuxedo, yes seven okay, is there a cat in front of your store, is the cat orange


it is it is sleeping, yes there's a bench next to the cat is the bench empty, okay great, yes there's a lamp post, no there is no sign next


okay in front of the lamp post is a lady, a lady err she has, okay nice nine


blue top and a grey skirt, is there a bird on top of her


yes there are three rows, and then err the like they have yellow background like the yellow, ya yellow ya ya the stairs are yellow


yes and the last thing is green, and the on the second row the middle one is green, and on the first one the blue there's the first one is blue


yes it's like light grey, no it's Pete's Pet Shop, hold on err the lamp post right


the second lamp post does it have the a sign that says doctor on it, nice that's eleven


has a bird cage, a yellow little bulb ya, yes, open and, and it also has a sign open


yes okay, yes, the kid is wearing a green striped dress, with grey shoes, great okay the next one, and it says cafe with a pie next to it


yes, blue chairs


yes and they are all yellow, damn we are missing one


it it is a brown pie with err I think it's a, purple colour filling that's same as the word cafe, and it is on a purple plate, the purple the same as the purple that is inside the pie


red like the sign, no no no like the open the open sign


the, yes green on yellow pits pet shop, yes the door and the host door is purple


is it the, is it no I don't think it's the bird that's shitting you can see the shit right, okay how, ya the duck is dark grey, I feel like it might be the three ducks in between the pharmacy and the betting place


okay tell me about your duck, wait you can see, okay ya French fries ya okay


okay so two err is are your two, facing one way and there's one that is facing another way, okay then I don't think it's that, what's the last one


err okay wait let's go through this again okay so there's two clouds, too bad, in the sky there are there is one airplane, the back the background of this place are just buildings, just white buildings okay


err there are, three duck, one pooping bird, one cat that's sleeping, it is err


a dark olive on brown


pill boxes on sale, on pharmacy yours is empty right and then, extra shine with pearl toothpaste yours is something else


the bear, yes the ya two bears are yellow, Sal's ya, the white tuxedo


yep there's doctor, err yes, her shoes


am I blind, what is it, two chairs yep


err the windows are in a checkered shape right for the cafe, ya and


I don't know what else is


I don't know anything else that would have been a difference, what the heck, wait what's going on, I don't see anything, else that could be different


can we move on, the twelfth difference is there is none, I don't know like there's nothing I don't think there could be we are very detailed we even count the salt and pepper shakers


I don't know should we should we call the dude, hey man, we can't find the last one


that's confusing, no like I can't what, I don't think no I think


I don't see any other difference, like I really can't tell any other thing else okay, okay now it's time for some small talk


ya, so we have to go through the entire set, so I think I ask you one and then you ask me one, okay so, first question is ties that bind


what activity do you, do you most enjoy doing together with your family


eh careful your your volume, that's a bit low


oh that's cute, that's so sweet


I think something that I like to do with my family is, eating like any other Singaporean we love to eat a lot of food


so we have like, a weekly family dinners, and my grandma would cook and then we would all just gather and eat and we are a very noisy family so, ya that's fun, no I eat with him separately on some days


ya lah it it it it is very hard ya


age of innocence what do you miss most from your childhood (oo), get deep, what do I miss most of my childhood I think like


like how our stress back then like if we compare it to now it is so stupid is like, oh-my-god when we were kids we were just like oh-my-god is this person or this friend doesn't like me or like, oh no I got like an F on a test


and then and then I'm just like oh no my world is, ending and then now I'm like !wow! I have so many more problems to deal with like can I find a job, and ya just basically about job and graduating and like FYP which is


that is like a bigger issue than getting a F on a test or if a boy doesn't like you back, those were my biggest issues when I was like ten I'm just like, I'm just like oh I wish I could go back then


you are the kind to play basketball , no I mean just like, I I was never the kind of girl who like you know, play sports during recess I would be busy eating


oh


good enough, at least you walk your dog, no shame, tragic


of course I would love to get to know you better, oh, is it time for a feel good session I think it is oh-my-god, you are one of the most, I don't know I don't know if


I mean yeah I would go all the say to say like you you, you are an inspiring person very much so like your love for family, and like, dogs, animals the environment you are like you are not half assing it it's like it's


genuine like you really love these things and you are not afraid to prove it you know and I think it's very important in people like our age who like, you know they most they care about is like how their selfie looks on Tinder and I'm just like, there are bigger world issues than that okay and like you're ya


you're one of the only few people I know who has like genuine heart and soul, I even like I struggle to find that kind of genuine heart and soul, because most of the, everybody


I'm so glad to have known you too


my most oh I don't know are we talking about material material things or, okay, my most valued possession


you can go first I'm still thinking, I I I guess something that you have already


no no tell me


eh that's so sad ya


they are they're so cute, we don't deserve dogs at all


oh , I guess, as okay I will go into a philosophical kind of nonsense but, my most valued possession is my time, on exchange oh it's not even my time here it's my time in exchange like


that was the, it was really the time of my life because like, the town I was in was so small, so slow everything closes at six and closes on four on Sundays like what could I do you know, I have so much time to be my own person and school wasn't that hard like (hmm) the passing mark was like forty percent


so, that's nice, and so I had the time of my life I I I did so many things and, I'm still trying to recuperate, from (ppb), I wouldn't say I traveled solo but I traveled with friends but I would spend like a day alone that kind of thing so I guess that's kind of travelling solo


it's just nice ya, exchange oh I don't know that's that's like a whole Ted Talk for me, but like I don't know I I think it's just, I learn how to


open my eyes, to a lot more things and I learn how to open my heart to a lot more people but, then Again I also learnt how to be more firm, in my stance and not have other people waver me because I'm a, and one of the problematic, millennials who don't have a strong opinion on anything


but ya, that's true it's really bad I'm just like oh whatever like anything goes ya sure, like ya so now I know I need to you know have an opinion have a stance and not be afraid to


person person, deal breaker go (oo)


yes


(ppb) so true so true


someone I guess like something that will like really like, I don't think the deal breaker but would really like hurt the thing would be like, the person is very inconsiderate to others, son of something similar to yours but like, you know in a sense that they don't think about others first


in a sense that, yes yes that's so important like, oh-my-god like even the little thing you know like someone ask you how's your day and you like fine, I'm just like common courtesy to ask back okay


yes like, reciprocate when it is wanted because consent you know like, but like ya so many people they are so self absorbed now which is so like, shocking to me and it kinda like startles me whenever I meet new people and then like I ask them about them


and then, it feels like I'm having a conversation with like a bot you know and I'm just like, and I'm just like, ya I'm just like dude like I'm meeting you for the first time man like you need to


you need to show me that you are also interested you know, but I guess that's not like something that is like exclusive for a romantic partner but is just, everybody, people, you all you all need to learn, late bloomer how would you react if a close friend


expressed his or her romantic feelings for you, this is actually a a bit personal


stressful


ya ya I get it I get it I get it oh-my-god, but that's so long ago these were all like so long ago like in secondary school that kind of thing


so like my okay so I'm very good I don't know if I'm good but like, if I can sometimes most of the times I can sense these type of things, so I will sense it and then if I sense it happening I like my first instinct is to shun


like shun and cut every single connection I have with you I will run away this is too awkward for me to handle then I'm just like, bye, ya but I I I it's a very bad thing because like technically like it might not be true and it might all be in my head but also like


and then like I'm I will try my best to like remain friends and remain that level, closeness but you know it's not gonna happen especially if I'm not into it, it's gonna be like I want to let you down but I want to let you down gently


there's no such thing that's so sad so I'm just like, so I like you know let them like slowly drift away and then, you know and, ya but the there was only once that this exact situation happened and like


he actually expressed it everything else I managed to mitigate away, and then but like there was only one time but I feel so bad because he was such a good friend but I told him like, I I kind of lied to him and I was just like I'm not ready for this I have to focus on my A-levels


which was a complete lie, I just didn't like him that way you know and sometimes it's hard to like, give him the truth like I just don't see you as anything more than a bro, ya, like he was he was really sweet he bought me a Pandora bracelet


it's like the, the brand oh sorry not bracelet it's like necklace, he bought it for my birthday and then after that he confessed to me a few days after then I'm just like so this is what it's about shit it's not just about my birthday, ya so I felt really bad


it's over now thank god


I already know this I already know this, teleportation because, travelling is a hassle let's be real and from where I'm staying, but you know it's a hassle it is so isolated from god knows everywhere


and also wouldn't it be amazing to like be able to like grocery shop in one country where everything is so cheap, and it just transport back home, ya it's true but like I mean so technically okay my I my


but like in my ideal situation is just it'll be just me, and whatever I'm holding I can teleport back and forth, so like I will do my shopping like my grocery shopping in like maybe like Bangkok you know and buy all my snacks and then


is the main thing ya, like all my Thai make like, so convenient to have lunch in Bangkok and just come home like I could have real Thai food, oh-my-god that will be amazing


for now fun lah, until teleportation actually ya, what about you


really


ya ya I


I cannot name because personal information, I give an alias, Ronda, okay so her name is Ronda


and actually it's quite interesting because I haven't known her for a long time, but yet to go that way to, like she ya like she she has made my life essentially


like she has played such a pivotal, role in my life what the heck it's really quite amazing that it, I did not meet her, my life would have been, completely different in the sense that, I wouldn't know you, I wouldn't be where I am today I wouldn't be studying in my university


I wouldn't be I wouldn't have gotten so many things done and it was just because, she knew someone I knew, and then, ya and then my life changed and like I I don't I didn't really notice it until like, half like a year later after we became friends and everything and just like hey actually ya she


kinda changed my life whether she knows it or not and whether I know it or not it's so weird to think that, if I did not meet this one person, my life, would change and it's not even like if I didn't meet her it's like if I didn't meet, no it's not even ya it's if my cousin didn't meet her


can you imagine like it's not even a direct thing it's like going through another person, like so someone else had to meet her first before I could meet her and then, the stars aligned and she changed my life my god and ya


it's so, it's so weird and then like, I really didn't who the hell knew that we would end up rooming together, and it's so weird like when I first met her, she kind of just


she kind of just squeezed in but I mean, she was around more than my roommate so ya she could have just taken the bed but, ya it's just that when I first met her I didn't expect her to be, my eventual roommate and


such a big, person in my life but I love her very much, okay what about you, okay, no but you can


oh


oh tea


ya ya definitely oh that's nice actually, cheese cheese is a good place


how do you know when to like go out someone I felt, !wow! I don't know just because of like so many, no that like, I don't know when when do I know how do like go out someone I feel like


as as stupid as is as it is, as it sounds like, you need to know when to let go, when you know it didn't going anywhere innocent that


you are both fighting so much and nothing is going anywhere and your you both just always in a routine of, like you know loving and then fighting and then fighting and then fighting and then loving and then fighting again


no no no this is not based on experiences but I I feel I see on side, from surround not a surrounding feel it but, kinds of surrounding and kinds of what I I like, seen from other people relationships because I have a couple of friends who had


that kinds of relationships and it very toxic, and I think like if you guys cannot see eye to eye, not just like a couple of things but on every things, found yes yes yes yes okay okay okay so from perfect experience


the foundation things really it makes a huge difference like, ya so, ya it really, sorry speaker but let it's it's true like, if you can't even agree on fundamental human beliefs you know like if like you should abort a baby or not that kinda thing


it really makes a difference because someone might be okay with like you know the existence of Nazis, but you know, I'm not, but ya it's like


I don't know I just cannot, I'm the kind of person I cannot live with myself knowing that I'm living with, I'm living and in a relationship with someone who, doesn't follow my fundamental beliefs of human right and stuff like that so that's when I know how to let go


what about you, okay


yes very true, get out get out


ya that's so true, yes yes yes


ya I think like people, the thing about friends thing is like, they need to know what's going on in your relationship because I had a friend, who I'm very close to and her ex boyfriend was shit to her and I didn't even know, because she only told us about the good things


ya and then they always seem so happy on social media and stuff like that but, on the inside he was like manipulative and shit and he was so toxic and I didn't even know, and I actually told him to like ya go and try to get back together her cause I didn't know


and then only when she told me like, like the slowdown you know ya, she told me what's up and I was just like, I am so sorry I I might have kinda told him to go back and get you but, I am so against that now and let's move on ya


toxic relationship, (uh huh) it is great he used to carry my coffee and this


sorry I'm drinking some water


it's okay no shame that's my that's my life goal so


very


that's a very that's a very beautiful thing ya, so worth it


people ya


I don't know again as I explained before I'm a problematic millennial, so, I don't know what I, I guess similar to you but I can't I can't I can't say the same thing because, the amount of effort you are willing to put in


far exceeds anything I could ever dream of you know (ppb) it's true like, did he have jobs, oh-my-god what kind of jobs are they doing


I mean, the things that I'm thinking about right now they are so like, they are so shallow in a sense like uh maybe a dog or


like like, a baby but like, too expensive here but, probably dogs as well ya without time and energy without, getting paid ya probably like a dog like I was telling


err I forgot who I was telling but like my dream, my retiree dream is to be a dog mum, err like a the crazy dog lady in my neighbourhood ya that's my retiring dream to be a crazy dog lady in my neighbourhood to have like, walks six dogs everyday that kind of thing


like that lady with all the dogs that's me that's gonna be me in my neighbourhood, my friend was my friend stays in Manchester in the UK so, she says like there's this lady her neighbourhood that has six golden retrievers, six


can you imagine she walks six golden retrievers everyday that is my dream that's my dream right there, and then she she has the same dream as me too and she was just like, I look at her everyday and I'm just like, give me your dogs please and it's like yes


page turner what is the most inspiring book you have ever read, you can go first


oh Pulitzer Prize


but hopefully ya, okay it's like it's, it's really morbid, it's it's a very very morbid book so when I was in secondary school like we had a very strange library in the sense that they would stock


books about err, like survival memoirs, err and survivors of like, of abuse, of sexual abuse, then I read this book when I was like sixteen I don't know why I continued reading it but it was so gripping and I couldn't believe it


and it's the kind like you know based off a true story and I'm just like yo this shit real fam, it's so scary okay so basically this girl, I really I think it's called Daddy's Little Girl or something so basically like the girl, ya it is it's really really shit it's like this girl she she's from America


and she uh, I think her mum, marries, another guy a new guy so it's her stepdad and her stepdad actually abuses her to the point where, she has a kid she has a kid from her stepdad


that's messed up I can't really remember what happened but I remember that story very well like like no like, because she just she just dealt with everything like can you imagine someone in your own house is actually abusing you raping you every night


but you suck it up, you just try to fight on and one day she manages to, she has she has to raise the child the child's hers, but can you imagine like having a a child that is like


when you look at him or her, ya the, it's just screwed up ya no but like can you imagine ya it's not like something went wrong but like


you you know it's like can, I don't know, but anyway err ya she manages to, you know push through the whole thing and it's great and I think she's so inspirational I


I I need to find out what exactly happens through the book cause it's a it's a blur at the moment but, I just remember that like it stuck with me for like ever like, err and I don't know why I read it but


I read it and it was so scary to think that, these things are happening to people everywhere everywhere, it's a screwed up place, but ya so she made it through and she wrote a book and she survived and she's happy now but it took it took some time for her to be


able to you know handle intimacy with someone else again but, she's all good now she's a writer she has a book, exactly so I'm just like, if girl could do that I can survive university


archetypes which literary character do you identify with the most, I can go first okay so in jc, there was this book called a Street Car Named Desire


you know do you know who I relate to, blanch, I relate to Blanch the most, I think because she, like you know her basically her like what's that what's that what's that thing called like the character pitfall thing


that there's a word, ya something like that like, she ya her character flaw was just basically she, was she couldn't move on she was too stuck in the past and she was so stuck in the past that she started to hallucinate and, she's just so stuck in her make believe world I actually wrote an essay called err the Blanch syndrome for myself


ya or find it in, it was just basically about how she can't move on and she's so deluded that she rather, spend her time in fantasies, in her own little daydreams and she know and she knows it's her fantasy and she knows it's her daydream, because at that end of the at the end of the entire play she breaks down and she just like I know it's a I know it's a lie


it's better than being in the present kind of thing and I'm just like that is me too like I feel you, before university actually start of university I was very, I was very not in a right state of place state of mind and I was just


every night I would just always like how I fell asleep was to, imagine myself in a, scenario where I was like in a day dream kind of thing so from that I could, only then I could fall asleep like I would have to tell myself everyday okay I'm at this place


I'm doing this, I am okay and like everything is like this is okay and like I would detail, it out to the point that I knew what colour the chair was, and then I'm like ya I visually like put it in and then I'm like okay


so I feel her and I feel , reality is a cruel cruel place, I feel Blanch and the poor girl was just a misunderstood soul and people hated her and sent her to an asylum for that so


what about you


!aww! that is kinda sad


ya definitely


I'm a, ya


literally


okay we are gonna dive deep right now, character flaw, what personal trait do you dislike most about yourself, are we gonna dive deep we gonna dive deep okay


most about myself, I know same, is like choosing a favourite, my favourite my favourite personal


okay I think I can go first I can I I think I save my sloppiness


my sloppiness is something that I hate I, despise of myself I am so lazy and I don't even know why, like, honestly like you know the whole like if you put your mind to it you can do it I mean


I legit can't like, there is so many things like I don't know, I think, I I mean I'm able but my mind says, too often my mind says no too often you know and then


I have a very bad like mechanism that I will just shut, everything out and I'm just like nope nope nope not today not today not today and it will never happen this is, this has been basically me for most of my life when I just like, I know I should do it and I want to do it and I know I really have to do it


just can't ya I just can't like I physically, my mind tells me not to do it and I'm just like okay then I won't do it then, and I regret every single time and I know it's bad for me, but I still do it anyway, or more like I don't do it anyway (ppb)


what a mess but, okay okay yours, oh oh Bobby why


I guess, ya I guess ya


you shouldn't oh no that's not that shouldn't stop you, is bad is bad don't do that to yourself please


how important is marriage to you


amen, err this question is going to pass by super fast my answer no it's not important at all it's just a piece of paper and it's Singapore just to get a house, please and thank you


I don't know is it just us, is it just us though because I do have a no


I mean like if my friends are getting married I guess I would, ya ya


so next time if I get married and I invite you , goods and know ya ya I understand ya, ya that's fine that's fine


I don't know I never, ya ya, ya ya that's the worst part, ya it's like, no thanks but


ya again uh marriage is not important it's literally a piece of paper that people can get removed, I mean, of course I want to be there for my friend's weddings, and stuff and of course like it is, I don't know like


it's just for show, it's trash your trash wake up


why can't you serve something more fun, like cotton candy that's that's not gonna harm no one


personal question inner fibre, what personal trait do you like most about yourself oh table, don't say that come on you're pretty spectacular


you are


I think the ability to care and the ability to have, self awareness about what I care about what I don't care for and what, I should care about but I'm not caring for yet it's, it's good I think I'm quite self aware and I think I'm glad that I am because


if not I be just a dumb, a dumb hoe living in bliss, I'm a dumb I'm a dumb little girl living in bliss but I am not I'm a woke girl, living in semi bliss most of the time or a self created bliss


what about you , what do you like most about yourself a personal trait


oh-my-god Yen I can think about ten things I like about you


you do, you're you're err, you're hospitable, you're welcoming, you are, you really are


you are you are a beautiful being don't ever stop thinking about that, you are also I ya I can think about, like fifty other things I like about you but, moving on, six zero to tango why are you looking for a partner


ya why are you looking for a partner, so why are you looking for a partner, okay let's get into some philosophical shit I think is just a is is condition


we are conditioned to think that we need somebody but we don't, I'm still trying to convince myself that I'm fine by myself but I know I'm fine by myself like I'm, I'm great I'm fabulous by myself thank you very much, err ya


but I mean of course you know you are growing up with every kind of, thing around you everyone's just like oh gonna get married to have happy family and stuff like that, and what honeymoon ding-dong and then I don't know


ding-dong I don't know what else people tell you like, you know movies and everything oh you found your perfect love oh Disney prince Disney princess, is just human condition honestly everyone is just fine by yourself everyone is just fine by themselves


is just the need to procreate and at this point I don't intend to procreate I just want to get a dog, so, ya I can just have a dog by myself I can have two if I want to


well I'll go and rent a condo for my dog, the lengths I will go to, so ya, what about you


of course I do I wanna hear about everything you go through that's what I'm here for


all or nothing at all what risks have you taken for someone you love


I mean, err oh I know what I risk I risk err my ego , if I have to like tell somebody I like them which I have before when I was a kid


I risk my ego I risk my, my face ya, if my dignity was gone for a week , but it's all good now, ya and he didn't like me back


okay like it's not that, but it's it's all good I'm just like, now I'm just thinking about it I'm just like


oh ya risk getting err scolded from my parents eh that's eh ya that's right I got scolded by my parents cause they found out about relationship, home girl was dead but it's okay, it was err a relationship that was so not worth it


but ya, that's all, what value do you bring to other people's lives, humour maybe I send them memes


hindsight, if you could turn back time what is one thing you would have done differently !woah! I would have done many things differently


I could have done something differently I would have handled a lot of ya kind of like what you said like relationships with people not not even the romantic sense, differently I would have told like my younger self like yo dude, some people are just not worth it some people are


find out who, and also, I don't know I wouldn't I don't know if I said err I don't know if I would say, I would have studied harder harder, because like technically if I studied hard any harder, I would probably made it to a better school you know in secondary school


and then I would have made it to a maybe a better jc maybe I wouldn't even be where I am now so and I don't want that I love where I am now I guess, as shit as it is, but ya but no okay okay, one thing ya many things already but this one really like


I will slap some sense into myself, have like, have more confidence in myself I guess, I was a very stupid, and very susceptible to peer pressure kinda girl when I was younger and, I just did a lot of shit that people told me to do, which I shouldn't have done


so stupid but, ya like I bullied people I got bullied, so, it's shit I would tell myself to stay away from toxic friends okay, oh man it's another hard question damn it


little tykes what are your top three children names can we change it to dog names, oh god, okay, go go go three


Sadie okay


but why what why Sadie or Luca, okay this is (ppb) there's one there's one dog name that is so stupid but


I would like to name my dog Appa, after, Appa not not like the Korean dad but like ya ya ya from Avatar so I will teach him a command it's called yip yip, which he runs and jumps on me I'm like, Appa yip yip and then it will come to me I will be the happiest dog mum alive


that's my life goal right there, my other two, I haven't really thought about it yet, I don't know we'll see how it goes but maybe


I don't know I want to name it something funky like hammer, Rojak


no I don't know err Singaporean food chicken rice, I don't know cause I don't really like Laksa and I don't really like Mee-Siam, I know I know I know you do, I know nugget


I will name him nugget, chicken Mcnugget that's his full name chicken is the first name his middle name is Mac


oh-my-god I would also want to name my dog socks, isn't that great, okay socks socks it is okay


come here socks, I think I'm screaming too much I apologise, okay mystery guess if you could have an hour long conversation with anyone at all who would you talk to


trash okay, sink beneath the waves describe the saddest moment of your life oh, this is gon get deep y'all cause I haven't told you this story yet, err the saddest moment of my life is when my dad moved out of the house I might cry


he actually moved like he, moved out, a few weeks before that moment and like he was just gradually shifting his stuff out and, the saddest moment was when


came lah he he just a truck so he came he drove to the bottom of our flat, and then he just called me as a hey can you bring the rest of the stuff in the room is like one box and like, a couple of these things and was like small, and I just and I knew that that was the last of his things lah


so I break down and then he was just like oh, then he he apologies for being a bad dad, ya and then he


he said oh I'm sorry I'm sorry I was a bad dad oh-my-god every time I cry, I'm just sorry he felt very sorry about that and then he said , err no no then I forget I said I said something like, err no lah is okay and then


I still see you now he just like ya , Singapore is too small too keep us apart, and then when he drove (ppb) when I saw his, like truck drove off like I just sobbed I just started crying my eyeballs out


no don't cry I thought this I thought this very nice one lah half drunk and I was, sobbing and luridly but ya every time


okay okay you good you good okay, oh that's why next question you gonna to love, how important is having children to you, no I don't next


who is your hero, how does he or she inspire you larger than life, who is your hero, I don't have a I don't have a hero hero


amen skip, okay influencer which of these symbols best describe you, the minus the plus the times the divide the equal, amen same


regarding, wait we're getting the other board in question, oh shit, how do you want to be remembered


hardly want to be remembered


I want to be remembered as someone who loved, be a lover not a fighter, okay, course correction, if you had one more year to live what would you change about your life now


big break what would you do if you won ten million dollars tomorrow !woah!


two million to me, moral of the story describe one important life lesson you've learnt from the books you've read


oh no I saw the question


yours will revolve around the shelter


definitely, don't say that


okay but like technically what would be your perfect date, where would you go where would you eat, would you eat old-chang-kee


I don't know is it too basic if I say that my perfect date would be like a nice brunch date or a nice dinner date, oh-my-god I feel like, such a loser but like okay I don't I don't care for flowers I don't care for chocolate


I mean, or dried give me dead flowers


okay but that's that's aside but ya , no I mean I've seen her insta stories of it


I love hawker centres but I love bougie food too I love wine and cheese, legit legit no like I, yes I love I love wine and cheese


no but legit you have to try it one day like it's one day I will I will bring you I will do a tasting for you, it's life changing you really like, you have to have it with a certain cheese and a certain wine pairing, mind will be blown at how amazing the human body, how your taste buds can change


okay calculated risk what is the craziest thing you have ever done, I don't even think they can hear you, what is the craziest thing you have ever done err I will go first I err jumped off a amusement park ride


you know like the you know the Genting the spinning spinning spinning one, but it was okay no I didn't jump off when it was spinning at the top no I jumped off when it was like, slowing down and it was like about to reach the ground


err ya because I saw this guy okay so he was a grown man and he jumped off and he got the, he got off fine so I was like oh okay can go off already ah then I jumped off and I was a, puny seven year old and I, ya so that's the that's the craziest thing I've I have ever done


you will I am sure you will


not buy a dog like that


oh next question can go through very fast Keane how many siblings do you have, who are you close to, younger brother older sister, oh sorry I have an older sister


and ya err I'm not close to her are you close to him, is he is he in a phase


oh no that's the, oh it's the herd mentality, where is he now, army, on your, that's why


ya you better sit down and talk to him, boy needs to be told, name a favourite place you have been to what is it's significance


oh no no Paris is not my favourite place it's one of my favourite places but, Lisbon believe it or not Lisbon, Lisbon is the capital city of Portugal


ya like, I don't know it's so like, it's not as cultured as like Paris, but you can tell like the city's history is so rich and it's so beautiful there like the sun


sun is just so crazily beautiful it's like I don't get it like, how do you have golden sun rays everyday and no rain, and the people I mean okay lah there was one day that was raining really heavily but aside sad like, the people are so friendly they are so kind


and I wasn't afraid, pickpockets even though it is in Europe you know like it was so safe and like it was actually quite advanced but they're not like, they're not super super advanced in the sense like oh you know cbd everywhere kinda thing, and I guess it's just very different from Singapore and it was very refreshing and


the food is so cheap and so good, oh-my-god I could eat for hours but, ya there is so much, the people was so kind they were so kind and so friendly and, even even if they were kind of like, even if they kind of like you know


you know pointed us out as Asians, it was never as a bad thing not like in like you know Spain where they like, Ching-Chong whatever but it was like, it was more like oh #ni hao# like they were very friendly waving at you then I'm just like


ya ya, ya ya it's not it's not in like a it's they don't do it with malice, and also ya Lisbon is crazy beautiful okay ya that's all you go next


natural ya, ya ya ya of course, pet peeves


who or what irritates you, I mean we have chatted about before, people who are inconsiderate people who are not kind people who are gross, in that kind of aspect ya


yes yes self absorption is so real


yes same, oh oh oh I know I know like people who cannot, who cannot be tolerant of a difference in opinion


and it's not like you know the whole the today thing ya but, it's not even like, I mean ther's it's okay if you are not it's okay if you are intolerant of a difference in opinion in very fundamental, beliefs like, children should live, if you


that is a no for me but, I mean it's the smallest things like, like I don't know children should wear white shoes like, children should wear school uniform and you are like you know that kind of thing and I'm just like it's just an opinion calm down


ya ya


it's true


ya yes yes, oh my


that's true


business, ya you guys are just volunteers


oh I have another like pet peeve that I just think about because like I didn't realise that it was something as well, until like someone pointed out to me, is like when people lean on the pole of the mrt, not even like like they lean the whole body against the pole you know and no one else


ya ya is like okay technically if like the train is empty ya go ahead lean, I don't care but like if the train is, as shared, and there is no space to move


or no if worse if my hand is there and then you still want to lean next to my hand, I'm just like what the heck is going on like are you not self aware, are you like do you not see my hand do you not feel my knuckles on the on your back


err excuse me you are squishing my hands, what is a deal maker in your search for a partner


a deal maker, they say like you know how how a guy treats


stable, guys who love their #mama#s, guys who love their families, unless their families were shit then its okay


hypothetically if it was a regular family you better love them, you better love, you better love your Mama okay


when did you last have a truly meaningful conversation with someone, what did you talk about, today with you we talked about life we talked about everything from the card, rarely cry what what motto do you live by


I think I need to find the quote, let me find, let me find the quote, let me find the quote, at least at least I think is something I try to live by


okay so the quote, that I I mean I try I try to live by I don't live by it very well cause I, am not the best person on Earth but, a quote that I really like and love, control what you can confront what you can't


that's deep !huh!, control what you can confront what you can't, is really, it is !huh! it is, so important


but ya that's a good quote you, okay next question then, alarum, alarum, alarum


if your house caught fire, and you had only one and you only had time to save one item what would it be, that is so smart, I don't know what is one item I would save my laptop maybe as superficial as that is


ya, laptop, my phone I don't know, considering my phone is in my pocket, laptop , no actually both lap like quite important but then got if


ya can remake okay next, damn sport, do you enjoy doing chores which is your most and least favourite chore oh I know my least favourite chore is changing the bedsheets


ya that that that's my most hated chore my favourite chore is washing the dishes, really I hate folding clothes cause I can never get the corners


what is the most important lesson you have learnt from your parent, that's another deep one


from my dad I think it would be like, my dad my dad is a very interesting man like he is very generous and he loves


he's a very like you know go with the flow kind of thing, kind of person and I think and some points is good and some points is really bad, ya I think I would learn the like the, the gift not the gift but like the skill of kindness


of being generous and kind even in a in a situation where you are not, you know you are not, at a position to be generous but you still choose to be generous anyway because, and for my mum


is it very mean to say I learn what not to do , I love my mum but


I agree, oh that's for mum also, next, cloudburst when did you last cry


I teared I teared up it wasn't a cry, when was my cry, I don't know when was my last panic attack , I think last month, that was my last panic attack


oh same same same no but like last I think it was last month, or the month before last month I think it was last month, it was really bad, cry in the shower, cry in bed, ya same I can feel you


so when was yours last month also, ya, you crazy


amen you got it, you doing a good job, kay spice of life what do you most like to eat in the whole wide world, easy #Chirashi don#


okay bucket list what's top three on your bucket list


okay my top three bucket list things are, to adopt a dog, cause I really want a dog, to, move to another country for awhile, Australia, Canada


London oh I would love to live in London damn, it's very city, but I love city so that's just me, uh the last one oh shit I had it in my head


adopt a dog, move and oh the last one is a bit, obscure it's to find a big love, ya it could be anything, can be a person can be a passion just to find a big love


sweet and savoury how well can you cook or bake, god I do better at baking just because I used to take err food nutrition


in sec three so I had to do the Master Chef shit, I made like four dishes in two hours


sec three can you believe it like when I was fifteen sixteen I cook for like almost every single day, my best dish I don't know I haven't uh I haven't cooked in a while, okay but I haven't I haven't cooked in a while


okay except from pasta I can make like cookies and like cupcakes one day I will make a cake for you guys, I made my grand, oh that's hard I have never tried that but I made


I made my grandfathers birthday cake one year, when I look back I'm just like yo, what the heck I made that okay but I'll find the picture later it was like a, oh I made one for Father's Day too it was a triple layer cake


it was red yellow and blue and it looked, red yellow and blue the primary colours, oh not sure unsure


lame okay next you, oh-my-god I love pastries okay


that's all that's even better cause more people can only cook like pasta, a lot of people can just cook pasta which is so lame, I cooked a lot on exchange too like everyday ya


oh-my-god teach me how to make Kimchi fried rice cause my Kimchi fried rice is never ever good so, where is your true home


technically that's my home, true, actual home is whereby I feel happy, whatever uh okay that doesn't really make sense but where I am perpetually happy


I cannot be happy for just a moment it has to be forever


know no fear, if you knew you could not fail, what would you go accomplish if what doesn't make sense if you knew, you could not fail, what, would you go accomplish


oh-my-god really, go for it dude, why are you scared don't be scared, oh-my-god you should totally go for it, something if I knew I couldn't fail


if I couldn't fail, I would, no there are no there are many things I I would fail , I I (ppb) I guess I kind of know I'm I'm gonna fail but


I don't know maybe a singing career, a career as a, a career as a, but it's because you're my friend, ya


no probably like a ya a career in music, doesn't have to be singer but I want to be like a producer and stuff, I make sick beats, #hao le# okay, okay Keith


what do you value most in a friendship oh, I wrote I wrote this down, I wrote this down imma find it, I think it's the categories cause the hearts, the hearts are mostly three


I don't know maybe it's like love is a category and like everything else is a category


we need to stop screaming okay but anyway ya , things I have okay the things I wrote down they are not like, they're not like, a like a like a trait or a value but is like little actions that I think that are very important and it tells me


a lot, err or when people ask you questions back, I think that's important, like when people ask you like, ya like how's your day and then I'll be like it's good how about you kind of thing kind of shows me that you are kind of interested in my life


and I like it a lot better than like, people who can't people who have the conversational skills of a brick, gotta go fam gotta go, can't do, err what was I saying


err they follow up asking about something you said before, so is like hey are you still around like someone's listening, ya someone's listening and they actually bother to internalise what you're saying instead of like, you're just you know the gloss is everywhere


and then, oh they care about others aspects of your life, so for example like if you're close to your fam someone's just gonna ask like how is your mum, how is your father, or like you know, how's your dog


how is your, like because like for example my best friend she's really close to her cousins so I'll just ask her like hey how's Denise doing is she okay, like she's still sad over her breakup kinda thing, ya so it kinda shows


ya I I guess like, as long as I know someone wants to be involved in my life and it's not like, and it's not like I am just an ornament in their life, ya like I don't want to be just like a piece of decoration on your Christmas tree


you know I wanna be a present under your tree or better yet


I agree, what are you procrastinating now


err everything in my life lah school work err, school work err jobs err opportunities in my life I am just trying to live it a day at a time don't tell me what to do, okay you you I can't I can't I can't do this question


how do you know that you truly love your partner, I don't know maybe okay maybe I can just say that I think that


toxic as shit so no thanks don't procreate


describe an experience when you were match made or went on a blind date, have you ever been, oh is it the is it the


ya ya


then he has like a Saree, sure you are


describe the most embarrassing moment of your life there have been many things there's nothing that really stands out, ya so it's just part of daily life so


crash and burn describe the worst date you've ever been on, I can't tell you because I have not been on any bad dates or


okay for your last meal what would you eat and who would you eat with


anyone anyone, Jesus


say that oh-my-god, for me I would eat my grandma's cooking


alias what nicknames do you go by and which is your favourite, yours is Baby Ian don't forget, that's only


but ya Zeth is a strange one


okay you you you want to start, or you start from like top left okay we need to do this systematically


is it blue, excellent how many bears are in the window, is there anything that they are wearing are there, two red bowls


okay mine has one red bowl and one red vest, we found one difference, okay so one


oh ya ya ya yes, yes does it have a plus in front of the word pharmacy, how is pharmacy spelt, excellent


left window, okay my left window is empty, and, and okay and then my right window says shine all day with pearl toothpaste


excellent three okay the doors has like three panels, okay, and like two doors ya, okay, is there like an airplane in the sky


beside the pharmacy yes, two birds in the sky next to Sal's betting shop


yes there are three ducks are they like pecking the floor, so yours has no sign, ya, oh okay okay great so like mine has it says Sal's betting shop and then next to the signboard it has two


okay, three main yes correct, and then one window on top and then two double doors


okay, yes is his tuxedo white, okay oh-my-gosh how many is that