ya not that stressful to the point of you know committing suicide, ya I mean it is, very true I I saw the news eleven year old boy, commit suicide because he didn't met his mum expectation, and, she expected all A star from him


is like, impossible, ya should should ask her to take PSLE examination it's not as easy as in the past, I can tell you


!wah!, confirm fail because you know why the the syllabus has changed so much that it almost unrecognizable because, I I did, I mean I have this job


student, uh care teacher I, I've teach those primary school kids before and they learn algebra like simple algebra since primary five level when we learn that during secondary one, it's very highly stressful and their science textbook right is very


thin ours is quite thick so they are suppose to find, and research the information online they can't find any in textbook I've tried to find in textbook, no answer, and that is horrible


I mean they maybe because they trying to cultivate this uh research culture instead of spoonfeeding you culture, ya I mean they have to learn it in another way be it good or bad, they have to change with the time ya


okay so which one, uh, whose turn now ah


small meaningless way that I have rebel, I think being lazy, like lazy to do household chores, because, because I I I don't know I always feel so tired since like


teenage years I mean during my childhood I was so active like like to jump around walk around like there's boundless uh, energy but once I go secondary school ah !wah! I felt like, easy tired ah maybe because the stress level first thing


second thing is uh I think we have, uh, like CCA and, stay back for extra, you know lessons and everything and excursion whatever


actually we choose quite slack one ah to be honest but I think because uh we also do a lot more other things ah maybe hang out with each other after school, until quite late, , and ah not forgetting we also gaming ah ya


and, do shopping or what not lah, window shopping ya no money what , ya go go see only lor touch only , okay


so, my turn to ask you, what parts of your personality do you think have change over time


you will just go ahead and challenge him or her right despite of the authority, I mean that's good because , we we shouldn't be a a yes man all the way we should always ask why


because we don't want to be blind followers and, become instead of doing the right thing we do the wrong thing, very true enough


ya, okay your turn


uh in under five sentences, !wow!, okay, I don't think five sentence is that short also, okay, five years back right


ah cannot squeeze into five words okay nevermind, uh, I felt that my past five years of my life, is, very interesting and enriching and


time well spend, is because, I, actually in the past four years I graduated with a degree, which I'm very happy because, that is one of my biggest goal in my life


and, I also managed to stay in a full time job as a admin for, three years which is, quite a big feat for millennials like us because we're


viewed as, job hoppers, do you agree, , is that five sentence already I I never really count , , can pass or not


uh two more, K I really never regret the past five years of my life because, I I I give my best in my studies and, while I juggle in my work, I also do my best in my work


and, although it's a bit a pity that my, job contract didn't continue but, I still enjoy my time working and studying at the same time which not many people


can do that ah, can find it satisfying ya, hello, , ya I thought you were sleeping okay, okay can pass


okay, so now I ask you, would you want to change your, destined career or your destined demise


that means uh would you want to change your, let's say your destined means destiny ah destined career or your destined demise demise means, death, demise ah ah whatever (lah) as long you understand


so would you want to change the destined career or destined demise or something ya


I mean it says would you want to lah, to change


like, , just curious how you want to change it ah , ya actually I wanted to like you know die in your sleep is the most painless way to die


, ya, your life is already full of suffering why should we, , like suffer more right like those people like battling cancer and all those, is very tough on their health and financial health and


emotional health of their love ones and ya I think ya die in the sleep peacefully is the best way, , your turn


wait can you repeat, the longer the phrase the more money I get


!wow!, that means I have to think a very long phrase, one word one dollar, !wah! the longest phrase ah I think my vocabulary


uh list is quite limited lah, uh, can meh can cheat meh I don't think so ah, okay , the longest phrase I can think of is uh


do wait, I don't want to say anything wrong but, wait, do unto to others as if you would, others do unto you


I I don't know if I say this phrase correctly but I learn this phrase during my, university studies, , actually what what this long sentence means is reciprocation


so, do unto others as if you like others do unto you that means, if you do something good to others others will do something good to you if you do something bad to others other people will do something bad to you, so, ya it's


karma yes, reciprocation karma something along that line, ya, I don't know if you heard this phrase before, no okay something new


okay uh now is it my turn, okay, in a world of powers, what superpower, would be the most useful for society


I thought you watch a lot, I thought you watch a lot of those marvel or you know the superheroes, or at least spell out


can you describe the action


and and you can only choose one most useful superpower you can't choose more than one, it says in the world of powers which superpower would be the most useful for society, mind control


, why just curious, that's good, world peace


and avoid killing also lah hor right, , very true, okay your turn


to a blind person, , animal would be easier, I guess, , okay for me I would like to describe, , maybe cat lah


okay lah, okay for cats they have, usually have, whisker whisker is like, around the uh three lines around their mouth is like three hair or something, and


the cat is, well usually smaller than a dog and they usually have, pointed ears like a triangle shape, and they're mammals they're


quite, hairy, I mean a lot of fur, and and and ya furballs, ya and, cats, have very cuddly body you can just


molest the cat, , and another I I touch before a cat tongue it is, the tongue's rough yes, very different from our human tongue, and


cat can come in, many different patterns, different colour, and their eye colour is very different also ya and avoid speaking about colour because it's harder to describe,


ya but cats are usually very, usually are very, uh, gentle very, cute, and is fun to be with around, because


not just dog cat can be a therapy animal, I'm I'm not sure if you heard therapy animal before but it is really helps those patients, , filled with uh post traumatic disorder to recover


ya, ya, so ya, I mean cats is a must have animal at home, I mean although not married many asian parents approve of it


ya, and they they always say what can make them asthma asthmatic, which I find it, uh is whole lot of crap no, really, it


but those people who have no asthma cannot rear cats, I don't think so, I think those people with who have existing pre existing asthmatic condition shouldn't


have cats lah but those without I think it's possible but it's just that, asian parents like to come up with that excuse because I I'm not even born with asthma and I can't even rear cats


okay uh it whose turn now, okay, every morning, you can take a twenty minute sneak peek at the upcoming day


what time do you look at, oh no


uh okay what time do you look at, six AM !wow!


events for the day I I thought you are working at, uh F&B, you are still working under F&B right, no events management


oh I see so you like to know like, oh how are you going to start your day at work right, I see


very true I mean I mean, uh the time that you prepare before work is very important because if you come prepared you can reduce the amount of mistakes, ya and also, to uh be more productive and more efficient in your work


ya, okay your turn


us, , sorry again, ignore the law of nature okay, ignore the law of invention uh the law of nature


!wow!, this is something I really never thought of


oh okay , for me I I I won't, use your example but, I think I prefer


to go against the law of, , !wah! law of nature ah maybe, , the law of biological process the law of biological process


because I find that our human biological process, has to go step by step which is which I find it very , slow, I mean for example right if I want to lose weight right


, it's not gonna be easy you know you need to do fasting plus exercising, ya I mean it's a combination of both I mean like why not just


one of them, ya ya ya ya it's like a miracle like you don't need that much of the,


that hard work to achieve the result that I want, so the law go against the law of biological process ah, ya just one pop a pill then you see instant result !wow!


that will be like totally amazing don't need to take few few months or what !wah! waste money, uh no I'm not a researcher I'm I I I don't think I can ,


okay, whose turn, okay, if you could change any professional sport, to make it more interesting what you what would you change


I don't think you answer the question it says uh if you could change any professional sport, to make it more interesting, what would you change it's not about career


I will say, maybe, I will like to change, the professional sports like football like I mean soccer because, all I see is


man kicking a ball, and people just go crazily when the ball reach the goal post, and they say goal, sport ya so


I I don't find it interesting so one thing I I would like is that instead of using legs maybe they can use, with hands I don't know or or extra equipments, like you know, ya


golf


!wah! !wah! create very creative ah swinging blades !whoa!


oh really, okay !wah! very challenging eh, , ya very interesting agreed


okay whose turn, cat and dog


uh why why cat and dog because, I don't want to choose a a very large animal beside me it can be quite scary if they, accidentally trample on me or or eat me up


you know and I I prefer small and compact easy to carry animals like, although not that small until like you touch like not like, you don't feel satisfying lah like hamster like very small, ya I like big enough to like you know like


cuddle like a uh, cuddle like your whole body like that but not so big lah, ya just the right size, I guess, like a small pillow size, ya


my turn right, K, imagine something you take for granted and give it a twist to make it more interesting


I imagine something you take for granted, and you give it a twist to make it more interesting, what would you take for granted first you break down first


okay so you treat money for granted but how would you want to give it a twist to make it more interesting


well I mean that's a good idea, but because investment uh is a very broad subject, have you ever thought of which investment would you want to like which investment tool you want to learn


bitcoin, okay bitcoin is uh like I say is more towards trading so there's, high risk involve in a short period of time


is a bit like stock market trading, and forex trading so, , I mean you can make money over time in a very short period but you can lose money over time in a very short period and it's a great deal of money


that is trading for you, but investment is like like I say is, , it it has a very long time horizon usually more than five years, it can take up to ten fifteen or even twenty years


and investment do have, , some risk to it, yes , that's why uh you you know my profession right, uh we do have investment products


but before that we will need to do uh this there's something called financial need analysis, which uh to analyse what is your financial risk profile, like whether is it conservative


or is it balanced or is it aggressive, then from there we will allocate whether we should, let you take more of the bonds or equities or something else, like unit trust


so according to your risk appetite we'll allocate the right, , asset profile for you so that, you can, take the risk while you will see it grow, ya but at the same time


if if if, it doesn't make money but at least you know that this is the risk appetite you can, uh, tolerate lah you know


I mean no harm you can learn a lot from me, because, ya I do learn a lot of this kind of thing in my work so I can share more with you, yup, so whose turn, okay


!wah! two food, , okay


I think most importantly I I need, , I need one carbohydrate that is, perhaps noodles


because noodles is one of my favorite carbohydrates, and, ya I mean it's quite tasty, all sort of noodles you know, ya and, also one more food


I think I cannot live without meat, , perhaps, , chicken meat, although I, I actually initially I want to choose fish ah but some fishes they have bones all over it and I got the phobia of the fish bone poke into my gum


I had that once and it's very painful to be honest, but chicken bones the bones are big lah, so it won't hurt me , , and chickens are quite tasty be it fried be it steam be it roasted


I mean it's so tasty, ya, yes so these two I can't can't live without yup, my turn


imagine something that could be the next new fad, F A D, that means new trend


I mean you can anyhow whack maybe it's your own trend, I don't know maybe let's say for handphone you know this last time ah you use nokia right


now become what apple right, so that's a new trend lor, so you predict what is the next new trend, not necessary based on the phone brands ah but other things also can


I mean why not because, last time, who can imagine fries can go with cheese and become cheese fries which is, wildly popular, and now they come up with what bacon fries and


a lot of different different things, and can be japanese and western fusion, oh my god


uh I mean I I try like, , once, I find it okay lah, I mean, for me if I I really want the authentic flavour of Nasi-Lemak I will still buy the original one instead of put with


the bread I don't know I'm not a bread person, if you want me to choose rice and bread I will choose rice to be honest, ya


I uh one day you should go and try, one day if they come back leh like you know the seaweed shaker fries, and now they they come up with roasted sesame with seaweed leh, that is even better I mean I can


taste the flavor of the sesame seed is like, !wow!, very different, yes encourage you to do so then we can share lah you know after this talk I'm very hungry already


, uh wait how many you have left I have three left, [orh] okay your turn


wait I I don't get you, oh no


fire superpower, oh no, , no what what I can think about fire is all the destructive properties I, uh the only positive thing about fire is I think it can only cook food ah,


oh no, , ya eh too much of fire is a bad thing, , unless


okay if uh fire power okay let's say for Naruto animation right, uh there's different elements right and I have this fire power like Sasuke right, okay probably I'll use that to kill my enemy


ya I mean that's what they do what, roast them yes roasted chicken yum, , joking, ya


okay, what was your, I am not even mad I'm impressed moment


I also stuck, I don't have this kind of moment , , like you was not even angry but you are being impressed by a person, !wah! got such conflicting emotion one ah


, okay have you ever being mad about me but you are impress, , no ah


how bout your parents, or your brother, like you're not angry with him but instead you are impressed by something from him


!wow! you are impressed by that , !oops!, oh my god that's gross, I'm not impressed I'm mad, because if I'm eating and this person eating while farting right I'm I'm like


!eww! gross I mean I don't want to smell that, smelly stench, of smell while I'm eating I'll probably vomit or something it's like I mean, there's no civic,


minded lah you know it's not even fun I'm like you know can can he go fart somewhere people are eating, you know you so smelly


maybe he so used to his smell of his fart lah then, then just eat lor, Bo Chup one, don't care, ya funny you're not even mad but you are, you're laughing at it, , and you impress ah !wah! this person ah !wah! can do two things at one go ah power ah


okay, your turn


what interesting happen, while I was being lazy, lazy, oh


!wah! lazy got interesting story one ah, , let me recall, lazy, , I think !huh!


the most interesting thing that happen to me while being lazy because uh, usually right if I sleep I can sleep the whole night one but, lately ah, I I when I sleep ah midnight I can wake up eh not because I want to go toilet or what I just wake up


probably because my body is telling me I that I slept enough, I, I cannot sleep like some people can sleep like more than ten hours straight one, why my max is , eight nine hours


lazy lazy can be sleeping what sleeping is like, you know like just sleep lah don't don't don't want to do anything


ya, like I want to sleep lor I don't want to do anything mah I just sleep lor, I seldom rest one lah I want to sleep , , ya, or maybe there's another moment lah which is


in my previous workplace right, uh the one that I work three years, I, during my break time I can rest on the massage chair,


ya I mean seldom workplace has have massage chair, so, so that interest me lah that is the most interesting to me because, I I I go to so many workplace ah not, not all workplace have massage chair do you agree with me


ya, so I I wish every workplace has massage chair, , like you know to to rest properly to to laze you know like, a a resting period lah we we can't be productive the whole day right


my turn, tell a story that is funny in retrospect but may not have been funny at the time


okay I, I think what it means you can tell a story, that is funny, you think it's funny but may not be funny at today's time


that that might be funny in in the past but may not be funny at, this, current age and time, for example


ya, uh, I think just make fun of her maybe her behaviour or something like you know she like everything pink


and is kind of funny lah because, it's really weird mah to like, everything pink, uh, but I think I I still find it funny now


, ya I mean is like, !wow!, maybe because you are too numb already lah, I I think why why is it funny at that time ah I think is


because ah, when we are very tired ah and, sometimes we tired we tend to speak nonsense, doesn't make any sense, then is funny, and even till now sometimes if I'm tired I I tend to speak nonsense and my friends are just laugh it off my colleagues also


ya, ya, so usually when I'm not tired ah I usually quite, when I speak I I I very serious and quite knowledgeable but if I'm tired I just anyhow sprout nonsense one you know me ah


, okay, who's next, ya


sorry make someone, else day, uh that, I make someone healthy not happy ah, [orh] , okay I thought I hear something wrong, happy


, happy, tell a story that I make someone's day lah okay, , you want me to say our story or other person story


anything, okay, , I think, well before we we come to this conversation together right


I think I was typing something very funny right about this place, the the washroom right you told me is run-down right, then I I say , what if the toilet the run-down toilet suddenly explode right and the all the crap just fly over


ya I mean do you think it's funny I mean do you really laugh, ya, I mean when I'm tired I I just think of a lot of nonsense thing that, that that is quite funny one lah


ya, so my turn, K, tell a story about a crazy coincidence


oh okay


actually I I think singapore is very small is easy to bump into someone you know, oh okay


and is it that day he off day


[orh] certain time only, I see


I see okay, anything more, okay my my card has been finish, okay


what founded awesome, until I try it, uh can I just confirm with you that this question ask, what I think this is awesome until I try it then I don't find it awesome or something


!wow! what sounded awesome until I tried it, , I think, I think we we did the jet ski uh I think is


before we did I think is quite awesome lah because, jet ski is, one of the I mean faster, fast, faster vehicle on the land of water lah I mean not land uh but on water


okay , I I I I I generally like things that can speed quite fast ah like, you know for example sports car on land, jet ski on water, so I find it awesome lah


ya, but I I I guess what they can do better is, to have, , more instructor more capable one, to teach us how to ride the thing properly


ya so, so frankly speaking right it's not our fault, ya, okay so we are done, okay I think we can go out of the room


hello, ya, !wah! so many free topics, one five or five zero


!wow! oh no okay, okay, okay


okay, uh okay, multimedia services doing those like photography videography and uh the sound system


ya, yes, !huh! you remember that scary moment


okay, uh for me I I think is, ~s


what I find interesting about our CCA is that, we learn a lot of, like, how to take good photo technique like, the colour theory, the pattern theory the texture one the three grid rule


the the lighting, ya, !huh! you can't remember ah no no you are should be more proficient in photography than me


are you sure why I thought you like taking photos edit photos, oh that's a lost skill, okay but I I think lately I like to take food photography you can see my instagram all filled with food pictures


wait wait wait you never like my post oh no you go and see only ah you go like leh


[orh] I mean uh okay the post right there is a heart shape icon you just press lor, ya, oh no you are still young, , you you sounded like one of my colleague who is quite middle aged she don't know how to use instagram I teach her then she know how to use


I will see only, okay


okay, I see, , okay I don't know what to say anymore about our CCA, oh my god


, okay I I don't think I can say any government organisation here, but for for for me


I get this subsidized tuition class and I felt that, the tuition teacher like if when she teach me maths right, her way of teaching maths and my, the way of my maths teacher in my secondary school right


is quite different so the technique is different the method is different then I was like very confused, so I think I struggled more during my tuition, , uh when I like that I think my sec one my first year in tuition


after that I, is it I no I think is sec two, for one year of tuition then I drop out because I it doesn't help me in my results, after I drop out I I I felt much better because I wasn't so stress like which teacher method of teaching


uh is more, suited for my learning ah, and which one is like, more easy to use, I mean is very confusing for me ah, ya I I prefer to learn from one teacher and that's it if there's two and they're teaching different methods I I I'll tend to get confuse


ya, ya, and, ya, , ya, oh really ah


but different teacher lah, oh no then how then how


okay, so in in the end did you go back to the teacher who taught you like getting A


oh okay, uh, I find that I don't have much enrichment classes because I felt that, enrichment classes are for the rich, uh parents, because


they have the money to splurge on their kids to learn what piano lesson swimming lesson, karate lesson whatever lesson lah, ya how about you


not much, ya but what do you think do you think it's, relevant in today's uh, for today's kids should they learn, I think


ya really depends on the kid lah because, let's say for joseph schooling right, I I think since young age ah his parent has been sending him for swimming lessons, and uh when he decide to go professionally


and his parents are rich enough to send him to overseas get a very good, I mean world class swimming coach, and now he's he's uh you know a one time olympian you know I mean it's very impressive


but not everyone can do that of course, but I think I mean if enrichment class I think it's good to focus on life skill maybe, know how to swim is I I think is a very good life skill because one day if touch wood lah ah


if we do water sports but if we don't know how to swim we might drown but if you know how to swim good, and it it it may become a, a future career either uh, in, uh either lifeguard or maybe you want to compete internationally also can ya


and I I I I think it is wise to have , many skills than just no skills ah, because I I find that a lot of people can be academic smart but, may not have the diverse set of skills ah to thrive in this


environment you know, ya


parent teacher meeting, I think I only remember the primary school one, uh why what it struck me that, my chinese teacher, met with my mum


and my chinese teacher she actually look highly upon me, because my chinese grade was, not bad but maybe just, fail by a few marks I drop drop a grade instead of I getting A star I getting A only or something


or A or to B lah around there lah because she because she was expecting me to go upper primary to take higher chinese language, but just by a few marks I cannot make it to that higher chinese language class ah


, but, my mum it was like okay lah I mean is up to me lah whether I want take it or not, I was at that point of time I I think that I don't want to give so much stress lah just take chinese language will do lah


ya, I mean why why that high hope on me because, my chinese teacher ya I mean she is from china but, the way she speak uh is, really not like china base like you like got slang one she no slang one she really speak proper chinese like singaporean chinese


and I find it very easy to digest and easy to, pronounce the dictation and also I do well in the spelling in the essay I mean almost all of them lah my chinese are quite good


ya, I mean it it boils down to having good teacher also lah, ya, how about you


oh no


so funny, ya it is better then never ask permission you just go right oh my goodness


then might as well pee in the classroom Kena scold again do anything wrong just left right front back also Kena whack !walao! eh, like that how your teacher react ah


!aiyo! typical lah, , that's funny


oh no, ya not a baby no no no


I I think uh, , ya I I think is naturally teachers are quite concern because, usually children are quite active uh in terms of, active in their growth and activity growth means they will tend to eat more as they grow older


and also activity wise they tend to be more socially uh active like try to make friends, ya, and, ya that's why they find it a bit not a bit ah quite worrying ya


no, , ya thank goodness I'm all over this, over Liao


ya, exam, I think exam, is a important part to, do assessment on our academic, knowledge like which level are we at but


sometimes I think that exams can be overrated, till the point that people cannot, get over it and, do something stupid like suicide ah, just because they can't ace the exams


what do you think, ya, I mean, exams are not the final destination in our life


I think life is a exam, it's not about the, the papers itself, and uh ya, yes, I think teacher can do more in terms of


stress management like how to manage stress, during exam period and also pre-empt them I mean the student like exams are not, just like, you fail the exam that means you are doomed for life you know that kind of thing


ya, and, and life in life there are so many type of exams I mean make them see the, other type of exams available I mean, I think they I think don't use the word exam lah it's too stressful put in a lighter manner maybe test


, I mean during my poly days uh we don't call it exams we call it understanding test one two and three, I mean, that time, when they say test ah it felt much easier than


for example O-level exams, to be honest ya, so ya I think they should scrape the word exams because it's already, to me ah it's a stressful word ah, rather than test test is a lighter lighter part of exam lah


true, ya I mean thank goodness my parents are not like that they say !aiya! you pass can already


!wah! Heng ah if if I have this, parent that expect me way too high I I think I I might just, break down and do something, unimaginable because, I just can't meet their targets and expectation


yup, why is exam coming out another , , oh no, can we skip that, it says free free talk topics right can anyhow skip right ya


since already say don't repeat lah ha, okay


okay, you start lah I feel sleepy


oh okay ya same, mine is not really memorising mine is more towards, like how to present this topic in front of a class of twenty five people and that is


totally out of my comfort zone is so scary, !wah! ya that's, ya horrible , but after my first year I get over it already I excel in it but now I'm very rusty I need to brush up my presentation skill ya


, seldom even have very seldom ya


easy ah easy to, , I mean for poly is easy for me to make new friends, because , I mean I'm seeing them like almost everyday


ya and even for interest group I also, meet them like every week and is we have a common interest lah, and but, you only, what is easy I don't think uni is easy you know


, I don't find anything easy, uh, uni no for uni why is harder to make friend because, it's part time right so usually


some of them may skip one or two lesson and even for one, module right, we seldom have face to face session is only one module is only three to six, face to face session, with our classmate and lecturers


is very hard to build bonds, friendship bonds ya, ya, , as in even if make friends it's like hi bye after a group project


then we move on to another, set of different, classmate already, ya


I think when we do it group project, , there will be some, some people we can easily click with ah but although it can be easily click with ah one thing whether we have the initiative to, uh keep this friendship going lah


if not it it die down you know like, after group project then goodbye lor, ya, , because uh, mine is part time uni what so most of us are working adults so


uh it it it's not like poly days we have so much, face time together like one whole spending almost one whole day meeting my, classmate !wah! that one can build a lot of bonds already but, for part time lectures it's only three hours


then after that we go home, ya, so I I don't find anything easy maybe it's easy for me to get to my school , uni , because uh I mean there's a few bus from Clementi that I can go


not like I don't know I felt that, older university maybe NUS or NTU, sounds like they have bigger campus than mine, and they, I I think I read a article that they have the automated vehicle to bring them around the their big campus


I think so I thought so too, ya I I I don't like to have such a big campus because I got one time I was lost in SP


uh during the open house and I took one hour to get out of SP, ya it's really very big, uh, I think I I was alone ya, that's why


it's very scary, , anything interesting


poly nothing interesting


okay


I see, uh, for me, what is interesting about my poly is that I get to, uh, do some of the interesting experiment


like you know those uh lab work, uh, when we, uh, learn how to, do some of the simple techniques, like using micro pipettes, and the


what the streaking of the agar gel to grow some bacterias, and I, use, biotechnology, ya so


I mean basically I like science experiments something that, , you want to test whether the outcome is, ~s you know ya, but I I I think primary school science experiment are much more interesting because the


we totally won't expect the outcome or the knowledge we thought so but, it comes out differently, but as we go on further it doesn't seems to get interesting in fact it is more of, whether you can, innovate something and you keep testing until it's ready


to be used for human consumption for example right, , something along that line ya so


ya I I mean I like to learn new knowledge, and, I find interesting but, if you ask me to think of something innovative, , probably need a lot more time and effort, ya, and ya


I I find that primary school, science experiment are interesting to me lah what do you think, uh science school science experiment quite interesting but not interesting in the way that I I need to


memorize some of the formulas I don't know it's relating to maths, , but but ya I think I I like I like when it comes out different reactions you know like chemical reaction,


oh no, , ya, the light blue flame, !wah! this is so old school ah I don't think they use this kind of lousy bunsen burner uh ya


bye bye, , ya, ya, and,


ya, ya that's right, [orh] ya, I I I find that is, it's very stupid lor, like must turn the screw ah don't have any simple


like, thing to make the flame you know, I don't like screw lah I find it very troublesome, ya


ya, ya


ya because you know it might spill out right and might hit the next target , , oh my god,


ya, !oops! lack of safety, , for uh we are talking about interesting part right okay, eh I already spoken right


ya, move on to enjoyable ah enjoyable what do I enjoy, , did I say anything interesting about my uni no right, okay, interesting about uni is I get to learn a a lot more


comprehensive uh psychological theories, because when I learn psychology module during my, poly days is just touch and go lah they never go slightly deeper


ya, I find it and I I did some psychological experiment on my , RP lecturer leh, ya I I I ask them to do test to test their


uh, reaction timing, plus uh their spatial skills means uh, uh how well they can think of space for example, if you do parking of cars right


, a good driver have very good, spatial skill because, they can plan, like how to park their car at the right, uh, position, at the


location ya, I think is very hard to very hard for me to explain here but usually drivers have good spatial skills than non driver, and have better reaction time also, ya, ya


so probably I also find this enjoyable lah interesting and enjoyable to me is, go both ways ah, ya, how about you


I see, ya


okay, , CCA we already talk about it already, worries ah, !wah!, I think I got a lot of worry leh ,


we always worry that, , we might not, pass, a particular subject that we are the most weakest in for example maths right, , I mean no nobody wanted to fail this subject but it's sometimes


too confusing for, , some student who are just, don't have, the, I the natural talent to understand maths, and, ya


doesn't make a lot of sense to me , ya but, what I think is they probably want to test whether you are a logical person or not, and maybe, and maybe they want to use


this whether, I mean maybe they want to teach maths because they probably want some people who can, be a maths teacher someday or mathematician or, physicist or engineers or whatever because


I'm not sure algebra in which occupation they will still need to use, the only thing I can think of is either maths teacher or mathematician, engineer I don't know leh


oh really ah


oh okay, okay


oh internship, you you want to say


!wah!


oh I see okay


okay, okay, , okay


[orh] okay, for me , okay I I want to say the good one first, so my, , **


uh I I was assign under a supervisor who is a, PHD student, and I mean, she is very understanding and she is very patient with me trying to teach me


what she is uh going through her project and teach me the things that I need to know, and need to perform in in the lab, and, I I find that during this, uh, I think one month, I


I think don't know one month or three month but I learn a lot of things from her, and, I I find that, I mean we we can click lah ya, and after I finish my


internship , think few months later she graduated with her PHD in, uh biotechnology and she is doing a, uh research in A-star, so ya very smart girl


ya, and, obviously researcher earn big bucks, , ya, doing some simple lab techniques to help her in her project lah


ya although her project ah actually is quite complicated than it seems ah but I just, don't have to do the entire project !duh! it's not my project but I just have to help her some simple things like prepare the reagents, prepare like uh cultivating the bacteria


all the simple ones lah, ya, the bad one is uh when I was, in my final year I was, being attached to uh, you know this lab testing company is a small company


they doing food taste uh I mean food testing on on bacteria growth, so , the environment there was, a bit, not a bit but is very


not as technological advance then A-star facilities, okay that's first thing second thing the people there are not as friendly, and, I don't know


they keep asking me to do overtime although I didn't get paid extra money, it's like free labour, and, I don't know, , the environment there was not very conducive to


do experiment ah I felt that it it is a far cry from A-star facilities, and in the end I don't know why, just because I take uh one day MC


probably due to some bacterial infection in my throat or what, they decided not to continue me in this internship, I was, ~s, not being informed until, when my uh RP supervisor told me


I mean if anything you not happy you could tell me in front of me, and we can settle ah instead you go tell my, superior, then she tell me, then I I'm like okay lah I also don't feel like continuing because I felt that I was being used


and, I and, what happen in the end I never continue, because they decided to terminate my internship, so, I continue to do final year project with my team


because my first semester is doing FYP second semester in internship, but okay lor halfway they don't want me okay fine I just go back to my FYP team, and it is still okay lah it was not too late to do so


in fact I I did better in my, FYP the second semester, and it pull my overall grade up, actually it's better ah, ya


because, why at in the first place I choose internship because I want to expose myself to uh, to gain some work experience first before going out to work, second thing is uh to maintain my grade lah I don't want it to fall further


ya, but life is so unexpected lah, okay, let's move on


you want to say first, !huh! you you don't have, ya I thought you working in the F&B company uh doing some bubble tea right


!huh! so fast how long were were you been in there, they hire you for two weeks or you two weeks you don't want do anymore


oh my goodness


so you you felt that like environment was I mean the people there are, not very understanding


uh I don't think is fair lah, , I, I think they should like give you proper training then give you some time to, get the hang of it then you will be fast mah how can you expect people for few days !wah!


can do so fast already ah , unrealistic expectations


ya, true


oh no, I think the work culture there is uh no good


, okay, so I I think probably I should let you know more of the like ad hoc jobs available or part time jobs, ya, I mean I have some good Lobangs here and there lah


ya, so, I mean it goes both way both way lah if I help you next time you help me lor that kind of thing lah, ya, for me you know I'm working as a financial planner


how was it I find that, usually, for totally newbies like me it's a rocky start, but , thank goodness because I have, my first client with me who I knew since RP days


she is very supportive, and uh she even want to plan to buy a second plan from me, and I totally very happy because she start planning for her future she is going together with her boyfriend


she wants to settle down soon and have a family, so I I'm doing uh first planning is I think her budget is very tight, I encourage her to do saving plan with me, second thing I find that her hospitalization coverage is not enough


so, in december she is going to buy one hospitalization plan from me, and I I think it's very good because our plan our best plan hospitalization plan it covers all private hospital


and also we cover three hundred and sixty five days of post hospitalization, coverage, I mean three months coverage lah let's say for physiotherapy or chemotherapy right within a year we still pay out fully


not like other companies they only, have hundred and eighty days which is, a few months only, ya, and, I find that, since she is my first customer or client right


I will walk through the entire financial, planning journey with her, ya, , no no uh as in RP ah RP


uh, not really classmate is more I I know her through an interest group like CCA like that, ya, so I I'm very thankful of her, and she also try to like uh ask me out ah which I'm okay


ya but also depends on our schedule lah because she's working in a polyclinic as a pharmacy technician, so uh sometime she can get a bit burn out because she saturday also need to come back alternate saturday


ya very tiring, and, I find that, I I very appreciate what I am doing in this line I mean it's meaningful though some people may see us as like, trying to sell them something but I don't like to push for it I mean


if there is a need I I would want to help them because, to be honest, majority of singaporeans are not millionaires, and I'm not rich, but if through proper financial planning, is a protection net


in terms of if we get critical illness or death or, disability, we we don't want to end up, digging our savings just to pay for the hefty hospital bills and treatment bills


so uh I mean insurance is there for a reason and we are very heavily regulated by the government as well, so, it's actually, even NTUC income okay can bye bye


okay


hello, (uh huh) okay, uh describe from bottom left, okay uh I see a building with a horse


uh logo a guy riding a horse logo, okay uh above it is betting shop, above that is a window with, uh, red purplish curtain


okay, , beside the building is, real estate agents, then, uh, with wording let us sell you


no sorry let us sell your home, okay


no, (orh) okay, yes


yes, , and then below that building there is a bench, uh there's


a stroller with a baby kicking off a yellow teddy bear, ah okay that one


okay uh now we go to the top left, uh, so top left I see a shine and polish sign


okay, then there's two uh chairs, and then there's like a box or like a table in the in between the two chairs


ya, okay then uh beside the sign there's one dog, waiting at the zebra crossing, then uh there's another dog, uh in the middle of the zebra crossing


err there's a lamp post uh ya lamp post at, with a zebra crossing sign, I mean it's ya, then there's a car waiting green colour car


okay , now we go to the middle top middle, there's a pharmacy shop, err with, red and white banner


then uh headache pills two for one, okay, then there's a person looking at that sign


uh, K now is uh top right, uh there's a bank, then there's a, greenish bank


ah ya, ya so uh, uh the bank uh above that that bank uh is a clock


is like greenish blue, okay, uh, below it there's, err one of the window is like a pie chart


ya, then beside that is phone banking pay bills, okay, then below that is discount pet


insurance, ya discount pet insurance, it is below the two windows


then uh below that building there's another dog, sniffing, some ya


ya, okay, , so now to the wedding shop that you mentioned ah, , the top one uh on the roof there's like a picture of a man and woman in wedding dress


uh is it like green and white, eh, blue background ah ah no I mean the the clothing


that they wear, the guy is in green then the, !huh! okay, okay then in the shop there is uh three shoes, two white, ah okay


err in the window there's a display of the wedding dress, with, like pinkish, colour, ya, ya, then uh


there's two uh people outside, , ya,


ya, no


same, ya


same, err okay let's go back to the zebra crossing


is there four lines of zebra crossing, okay okay then you see the road lines, is it three, uh okay


uh, let's look at the car, behind the car there's like two red dot, okay, (hmm)


I don't know where else to look eh , colour, yes


[orh] okay mine is red, [orh] pink and red ya same same, okay


ya, same, yes


pathway yes pink


ya it's the same


yes, yes, maybe we count how many there are cause mine uh between the bank and the wedding one there's like, one two three four


there's four like, background buildings lah


ya, yes, yes


what about the sign of the zebra crossing is it in triangle or any other shape, no as in the the


you know the zebra uh I mean the the jaywalking sign, on the lamp post, ah okay then maybe that's the one, ya


okay, wait how many more ah, two more okay, maybe the shape of the roof of the wedding


okay ya same, the what, oh I don't have that


there's no wording, ya, so one more, ya


ya, the pie chart is in blue, ah ya okay


wedding shop ya it's brown, ya


ya, err what about the car is there an exhaust pipe, at the back of the car, okay, ya


ya, ya, is there a headlight, ya, oh my goodness ,


just one more, the which one


[orh] mine is, like a plus sign


like a plus sign, ah okay ya


the chairs, ya


the window of the bank, [orh] yeah yeah, it's always the last one


there's four, ya like four long lines and one short one


ya, ya then there is three at the side right


looks like three to me , ya


okay , ya correct, uh, ya no face, then uh how about the pharmacy right there's a plus sign


okay ya same, ya


ya


ya, white colour is it


ya, ya, ya but there's no number


it's yellow or orange, or is it like orange orange yellowish, ah okay same


ya, I have no idea


ya, oh wait wait, , the the clock, uh above the bank what time is it


okay mine is three o'clock also


for the percentage, ah ya there's only lines


I have no idea , that you mean the word or the building


yes, uh I'm also stuck eh


what you mean which one, mine is phone banking


and then pay bills, I don't know


phone banking and pay bills no arrow, and different word, I don't know


ya I already circle, ah two circle ah


K guess so , just go ah, ya, uh don't hang up the phone ah, K K we just call them


okay


hello, okay, uh you start first ah


insects


no insects, like scorpions or all those, ya


ya , ya it's like even though it's uh safe I mean like people do eat them but


not sure if my stomach can take it or not I don't even dare to eat


okay, , my question is you are given the chance to send a five minute message, back to yourself from five years ago what do you say


, so so what are you exactly gonna say to yourself


ah okay, ya, no matter how much you plan, it won't always go smoothly ah, , okay so your turn or


humans are pets, okay, I want salmon , , cook cook salmon


yes, , ya, ya I cannot


okay , how do you think, your favourite topic will change over the next ten years


exploring like what or what do you mean exploring, you mean like volunteering and all that


oh okay, okay I think is your turn right


I can do a single thing without worrying, just spending money whenever I want,


ya, ya everything involves money so,


okay, ya, so ya I'll just spend money whenever I want, ya


, if not die ah, oh also , okay K uh my turn


err you can instantly learn three new skills what are they


maybe


for me, maybe in terms of, time management, , ya, uh also lah leadership lah maybe,


in terms of uh when I get promoted to be a senior or team leader, ya then I can lead the team also


bitcoin I've ya I've heard of it


okay I didn't know that, biggest pet peeve what


[orh] this one I don't know eh


motivational phrase, maybe something like, Naruto never give up , and


ah okay, uh what is the hardest thing that you have, ever said no to, what is the hardest thing that you have


ya ever said no to


I know right


but it's not hard for you to say no what and you can straight away say no, ya something that is hard


it's also like not fulfilling ah


okay, you ask me


I hated my childhood, , the only best thing about it is when I met you, ya I think, I can't remember my childhood ,


no , , okay wait, uh, childhood ah, no I think I want more freedom


, because, ya because I always like you know after school you just straight away go home I can't do anything else, ya


okay, ya


you no need to think, ya


I was stress but not that stressful to this point


ya, they have like too high expectation for the child, ya I think if if we take PSLE now confirm fail one


ya I didn't know it was that bad


me me I ask you, uh, in what small meaningless ways have you rebel


eh same eh


but then our CCA, ya I miss those time


ya window shopping ah, , ya no money how to spend , , your turn ah


(hmm), maybe in terms of, fierceness ah last time like I just, keep quiet don't dare to fight back ah, ya then nowadays uh if


someone or even if, his, or her is like higher position than me I don't care I will just, uh fight back, ya, ya


not only that ah like maybe taken advantage of also sometime, ya, describe your past five years


in under five, sentences, ah just five sentence only


ya true ah, uh I think it's about , it's about two or three just say two more lah


, okay, ya ya ya , no I'm listening, K


[orh] demise, , okay


I don't even know if I can, I mean how to change my demise when I don't even know what's gonna happen


ya I think I can I want to change my demise, because, in terms of career I can change on my own, ya for demise you can't change, once it's happen then it happen lor


maybe die in my sleep


ya, ya


okay, , you get paid every time, a phrase is said, the longer the phrase the more you get, what phrase do you choose


like, you get paid every time you say a phrase so the longer the phrase the more money you get, so what's the phrase you will say


ya maybe let's say one word is, one dollar lah let's say lah, google lah google


no lah , no lah I just saying only lah


so it's like karma, no eh,


ya, oh what superpower ah (hmm)


did did it state like, ya but I I don't really know how to pronounce the thing eh I can't remember, I only know, uh


the spelling is weird also , , because I only know the the superhero name, it's like he's like an alien ah then have


uh, super strength can heal, uh then uh, can


I think like that is mind control ah, , let's say there's a lot of bad people in the world right I just control their mind to be good lor, ya so there's world peace like this ya


ya, okay, uh describe an animal or colour, to a blind person


ya


hairy , okay, seriously


very rough, ya


uh okay, ya, , because of the cat fur flying around


eh actually it's true eh, some people who have asthma cannot have cats


, ya


ya I'll same [orh]


oh okay uh, what time do I look at , what time do I wake up that's the first, ~tion , I want to wake up in the afternoon, uh


let's okay lah let's say know normal day where I have to go to work, , six AM, ya, let's say if like on normal working day ah, ya I just wake up at six AM [orh] then see


what are the events for the day , twenty minutes ah, now no ah


no I think like, , example like when I have a job lah, my day to day job ya


let's say if if I can avoid any uh mistakes or anything or any scoldings from my supervisor


ya, okay, uh, assuming you could ignore, a single law of nature, what invention would you like to create


like you can ignore the law of uh nature uh then, ya I can create, uh any invention


ya, okay I can give you one example maybe just, uh you know like uh star wars you can just zoom into any planets, in within a second


ya something like that


I can think of so many


uh and diet and like, see what you intake, okay, [orh] maybe for example you take just one pill and then next day or what you slim already something like that


hard work


miracle pill, in the future you make okay


okay, your turn


professional sport, uh, in terms of career ah maybe uh, (hmm), I can, be like


inventor or like a scientist


professional sport uh okay maybe you can give me some example ah


oh you mean sports [orh] okay okay


ah okay, (hmm), maybe golf ah, ya instead of like, just normal plain field with like hills then you just have to keep swinging and


making the ball go into the the hole right maybe have some obstacle course, where the ball have to go through, that you have to go through uh swinging blades or you know all that ,


there is a game like that, then you have to ya then you have to go up a ramp go over the water, ya, ya, , but it's interesting ah


, okay, me, , if the two people next two you were animals, what animals would they be,


why cat and dog won't they fight


ya, rabbit


okay


something I take for granted, this never cross my mind


money I guess, I think instead of spending a lot of money on food


maybe I should invest and let my money grow


I've thought of the trying the bitcoin, before ya


oh okay, ya maybe I can go with that lor


uh me, uh choose two foods, to live off, for the rest of your life, , ya


so you don't mind having noodles everyday ah, ah, okay


so you're a chicken person ah, uh ya


ya chicken like is very, flexible also, (hmm), okay, okay, ya


okay new trend, it's not like a uh difficult question eh


my own trend, ya


maybe more of, fusion foods


ya, ya or like mcdonald


the Nasi-Lemak burger , , have you try


oh okay, I I never eat the Nasi-Lemak burger , ya , no more already lah where got one day


that one every year one eh, oh ya


feel like buying later , , okay ya same ah, , okay wait whose turn ah


four I have four, oh ya ya ya my turn, , get a new superpower decided by the person to your left, what do you do with it


ya I don't get the question either , , it says just get a superpower decided by the person to your left, that means a a person will decide a superpower for you and then, uh, what do you do with that uh superpower okay maybe I give you one example


, what superpower, maybe, fire lah you have a fire superpower so what do you do with it


why don't know , oh ya oh ya


ya, but let's say uh you're you're a superhero lah so, what do you do with that fire power


you'll roast them , !ee! okay okay, okay uh your turn


okay, !huh!, no eh


my brother, okay lah maybe I I don't want to say any names out but ,


there was once where there's a person A is eating, and then while eating, still can fart and then continue eating


ya and I'm eating also , I'm, ya


for me is what what impresses me is that you fart already you still like can continue eating like as though nothing happen , ya ya but it's funny to me ah ya ya


okay , , what interesting story happen because you were being lazy


any like any story uh interesting story happen when you were being lazy, that's okay


what does that have to do with you being lazy , okay


sleep the whole day ah


oh okay, ya


ya true enough lor, okay, ya


oh my god , oh I have no idea


[orh] okay, [orh] okay, uh


what was the time where, you find it funny, I think in that time, uh, when we were friends, with, uh grace


where I don't know we make fun of her ah, make fun of what ah


[orh] everything ah ya ya, okay, what was it , , I don't I don't find it funny anymore lah


ya it's like it's like [orh] okay lor she like pink like pink lor


[orh] ya, , ya, [orh] okay


ya lah ya,


I think it's my turn right, okay, tell a story about a time when you made someone's, else day, ya


like you make someone healthy for that day ah, happy happy


anything ah, just just don't say the person name or what ah


ya , ya, nonsense , okay


ya, crazy coincidence


[orh] there was one time , I was, walking around in uh Jurong east, then uh I bump into my uncle who is uh working there, uh


I think SMRT there ya he's a manager lah he's just like making his rounds there then I bump into him, ya then then, I I really didn't expect him to uh to be there at that moment when


I'm just walking gonna take the escalator then he also the same time going up there , ya but is very rare for me to bump into my uncle cause usually all my uncle is working in like


uh, offices and all that, ya then he also, , like usually in the office lah, no he was uh working just making his rounds lor is not always ah like only maybe certain time only ah


ya, then he work shift also, so ya lor just bump into him lor, usually like most of the time also I'm at at Jurong east what then it just happen on that day then I saw him


any other days all I never see , ya, (hmm) no, okay, okay mine is uh last question ah


what sounded awesome until you tried it


I only know it it says like, what sounds awesome to you then until you tried it, it didn't say whether after you tried it is it uh like awesome or not, ya


ya, ah oh okay


ya lah but then apparently the guy said that, , it's, uh, for people who already know how to, uh ride the jet ski ah but the person who is selling us that


didn't mention it didn't say that oh you must know how to ride the jet ski ah, ya


ya, ya okay


hello, hello, okay we, , the person say we have uh fifty minutes left uh


five zero, so about five five PM lah, so we start from the top first ah


parents children and education, CCA, okay let's talk about our CCA , uh


actually what did we do in our CCA ah, [orh] ya I remember the sound system when we went to uh the backstage


of the school right sort of uh there have to climb up the stairs, that one scary eh , ya because is like so high up and then like you know need to climb up the stairs then you can see the the overview


from the back a bit lah, ya


oh you remember all that ah , ya because I lost interest, ~dy


no I don't like already


ya I saw I see also sometime I hungry than I like !aiya! I want to close but don't want ah , uh how to like I don't use instagram a lot eh most of the time like I'm on facebook


[orh] I'm I'm not a


I mean I just the the purpose for me for uh instagram is just see picture only mah , , I I, ya I don't I don't see any other purpose in in having instagram, ya it's the same thing I mean


same thing as facebook but just that, is mostly pictures instead of, words, ya


ya, tuition and enrichment classes, okay lah tell me about, the worse moments during your tuition or enrichment classes


oh okay, ya true [orh], sometime will make you, like even worse uh actually that affect your grade also


happen to me eh , ya, like I think in sec what ah sec, sec three uh sec three or four I don't know there uh this, subject uh POA


ya the, first year, uh, the teacher taught me I get As, then like when I move on to the next year right still taking the same subject then, I fail


ya different teacher, , ya then I'm like I I was very angry ah like why why am I failing when all the while I'm been getting As and I feel like it's so easy, then now it's like so difficult as though is like I'm doing


uh worse, than than maths ah because maths also I won't fail that badly ah , ya


I cannot go back to that teacher because every time that class is always has that that teacher who make me fail


oh ya, no eh not much eh


depends ah if it's useful, then ya why not ah but, it's like, where the parents would ya you know ask them to you know just take for fun but then, like in the future when they really want to do it then the parents say no it doesn't


is not useful and everything then like you know what's the point


like lifeguard right, ya


ya true ah, okay parent teacher meetings, , did you remember yours


oh really ah I thought you just, okay


uh ya lor


okay, ya, eh , basically my parent teacher meeting is, , not so good ah because my my mom will be the one like


scolding the teacher , , ya because like one sometime I mean like not all lah, like one of the teacher is they they like bully me like that lah, like just because I I wanna stand up and then ask permission to go toilet right


then the teacher ask me to no you keep quiet just go back sit down ah ya things like that, ya I never do anything wrong right just want to ask permission go toilet also Kena scold


ya exactly then I I just sit there keep quiet only I want go toilet also cannot go , ya exactly so I I complain to my mother lor


so she came down to school and scold the teacher, , !huh! she gave excuses lor, ya I can't really remember lah but ya ,


then there was once uh one really good uh teacher lah, uh, she always like worry about me because I I didn't have friends usually recess I would be, alone lah she notice I'm always alone, then I don't eat much also ah


so she was, ya she was like so worried about me then like told my mom you know recess she never eat a lot, uh, she always alone very quiet, then uh she ask my mum you want me to to feed your daughter or not


ya , I think that one primary primary school, uh primary school uh primary one or two like that ah ya I I I never talked to anybody


ya, I'm the total opposite


ya, okay, exams oh my god, , I'm all over this like five years ago


meaning, ya lor it's just getting worse nowadays ah


ya the papers don't define you


uh ya ya, ya


but also I mean your parents also uh must play a part lah not only the teachers lah, ya sometime parents will add on stress


ya same


ya, (hmm), okay, uh don't, , skip lor uh


, ya, , okay lor then we see the the poly or university, err, what's difficult okay we see what's difficult about


that first ah, , you start first or I start, , uh okay during my poly times


the most difficult, part is actually staying awake during, ~ture , ya, ya but I mean other than that also like trying to understand and a lot of uh memorizing all the theory parts


oh ya because yours is everyday presentation


your uni don't have presentation ah


oh, okay, then what's easy about, poly or uni


okay


then uni, no I mean ya in terms of making friends


[orh] so you didn't make any friends not even one ah


but, is there like anyone where you feel like you can easily click with


[orh] okay I didn't know it's like that ah


uh I think NUS ah, ya there's like a bus, oh my god


oh my god, , you were alone


okay, , interesting for me uh (hmm) nothing eh


no ah, , poly the the only thing I I know is that I did some bad things in poly ah , , but this one is like nothing one lah it's like uh maybe during


during, tutorials ya during tutorials, uh especially uh maths ah, I I got so frustrated and bored lah, cause I couldn't understand anything then the the students one by one go out on the whiteboard and then uh solve the the problem right


then , I just got out of the class I went down to get bubble tea , ya, like I just got so frustrated lah, , maybe I I don't know I no mood or something lah then


I just like got out of the class in in the middle of the class though even the the the lecturer is inside, the class I just go out, , then I come back with bubble tea then I just drink in the class,


eh yours is more to bio ah, [orh] okay okay


it's not like learning something new and then like you don't expect the outcome, okay


I can't remember primary school eh I remember secondary I think, was it secondary


oh I remember the time where we have to use the bunsen burner, , ya than you have to turn the screw to for for the flame to turn orange blue right


, this one is ya I think it's already like uh extinct ya if you go ask around, uh they they like !huh! what is bunsen burner


ya but at at first when they they ask me to use that thing right then ask me to turn ah I was actually scared eh because like, what I mean is isn't it hot so if you touch then then it's metal right so I like I, don't dare to touch eh


ya, not much safety, then we have to use uh I remember one time like uh, we need to heat up some solution in the uh test tube right then have to uh tilt uh like forty five degrees then


have to sway a bit right, there there was one uh I I heat up too long then the thing like bubble so violently ah and then like I panic sia


uh ya exactly then I I I always point the the test tube to the person face , without me realising


and ya we just move on lor, no


[orh] okay


I think during my poly, learning about like , the reactor system, the, like large scale of uh distillation, ya or that uh industry based one ah that's interesting ah


cause I I I always like wanted to know how it works ah, the whole process from the starting to the finish ya, , but other than that ya I don't find it enjoyable because it's


difficult ah don't understand sometimes, ya then you have to draw the diagrams and everything, that's the worst part , , ya


yo, then you say first


especially algebra, we don't use algebra in the days now


maybe ya


or like engineers ah


I think, for chemists also have a bit lah, ya but I mean we we already I mean in the SOP there's already uh provided uh formulas ah so we just, , put in the numbers and everything then calculate lor


that one manually lah, usually, , it's already all precalculated lah, ya I think that's all


tuition we also skip lah, internship, uh, okay my, I think ITE


ITE internship is, in SGS ah, ya SGS, then uh I was actually, tasked to do like a receptionist, to receive the samples and then


key in the data then pass to lab for storage lah, then, I have to deal with uh documentation also, then sometimes, help the lab analyst


prepare reagents and all that, and, help them do some tests ah, ya but it was horrible lah because sometime during break time also ah, then uh people coming in then like I halfway eating have to


settle the the sample, ya, but I wasn't alone lah I was attached with uh, another friend of mine also ah, I mean not really friends ah I


classmates ah we only became friends during the internship, ya at first I thought she's like a bit uh stuck up or like, uh, because uh she she I rarely see her smile


and she only hang out with, two other people other than that she she don't talk to anyone else, ya so at first like like !wow! I don't know how I'm gonna you know talk to her but in the end like she's easy to talk to ah


ya that's poly one lah, eh no that's the ITE , ya, you eh


ya, eh but then when you attach there what did you do, [orh] okay


[orh] okay


but then what happen


your team


(hmm) maybe it's a good thing lor


ya, (hmm), ya, jobs and career


I cannot say the first one because I'm unemployed , , ya I think, ya I'm I'm still unemployed lor


ya I quit already, two weeks, ya because like, the


just four days only ah not not even full training yet, and their training is not proper one they already say I'm like slow, it's only been four days and they already like want to say I'm slow and everything


then they ya then they throw me in the kitchen area have to handle everything on my own from making the teas, to the pearls and then, to the jellies to the washing


ya, then, all that one person handle leh and making the teas is not, you have to boil tea then set the timer then, uh, eh how many teas about eight eight different types of teas


then by the time I finish one tea then another, have to make another tea already, ya


ya, then they say oh because due to lack lack of manpower so, that's why have to everything be fast, then it's not not my fault I just come in already then you expect me to be so fast meh


yo exactly lor, I I mean even though it's it's simple and everything but then, uh, still take time what , , I mean like they they do put up like uh


posters of uh how to make the tea then how many litres of water and everything but then still, cannot straight away so fast one , you know then like they don't help me also like


their position uh I mean their on that day their job is to make the, tea right I mean to to take the orders and make the tea, so like once they finish making the drink already they still have time to drink water and talk and all that I still like still


struggling and no time to like even breathe or take a break eh, ya then like, struggling on my own there like that lor then just, they still like happily talk you know laugh laugh and all that


, okay, of course lah


how did you uh get to know her ah she is your, colleague or your poly friend or


[orh] okay


[orh] ya ya


okay (uh) time's up already, okay


hello, hi


hello, hello, hi uh is there a letter in your you receive a city pharmacy


like a picture of a city pharmacy, okay with the with the shine lip gloss, ya


oh so we okay if we put in one one one one one, hello, okay (uhh) there's a city pharmacy right


there do you see the cross, the cross with the red colours, yes yes correct, ya the medical ya (uhh) and there's a vase too


of us okay, ya it's some sort like a vase, okay (uhh) then a sign of a shine lip gloss, (ppc), , ya the lip gloss ya there's a sign there it's over there sign lip gloss


okay (uhh) the door, there's a door sign, okay you you can see the picture of the city pharmacy and


ya you can describe me the the thing that you see, ya, yup


ya uh okay, , okay we can yeah and you see the butchers there, (ppc), do you see the butchers there, yes (uhh) the the the shape of house that in colour of blue


k with the capital words of butchers, and there's a picture of pies, ya k


yes, ya usually the the there's a butchers man with the green clothes and using an apron ya (uhh) and he's carrying a knife, yes machete right


yes so from this, yes from there you can see okay what is connection of the pies and that knife that he's carrying, yes


yes, ya so so it means there's a connection between the butchers and the pies right


yes, okay okay so she you see the the the environment of that


there's a butchers pies and a man standing there a butcher man, and is carrying a knife, so okay so is a similiar is the same as mine, so we, turn to another about the magical toy shop you see that


okay, ya (uhh) so must be a toy shop


ya (uhh) the toy is placed on a glass maybe in a glass panel, to make people to to see the bear, okay (ppb)


yes, correct, can you, (ppc), yes, hold on


hello, ya okay uh we get back to the city pharmacy okay, okay (ppb) do you see the words the wording, okay there's a


okay how about the cross


k, err k, so it's the


a small, okay next is it, next to city pharmacy, then after that the word okay the word of city pharmacy then the cross right


is the centre


okay, okay hold on so you mean if we, okay hold on I mean if we see the different cross or what


circle ah okay sure sure okay, okay other than that, there's a cloud


sun yellow colour right okay okay other than that the sheet lip gloss, ya, okay sure


the three lines, is there three is there on the door there's a three lines, okay, okay, the okay the brick yes, it


okay on the first okay so okay we back to the butchers, okay do you saw the sign of butchers


and the okay, okay and the colour is blue right light blue, okay, and how about the pies


next to no no no, no no there's a pot, there's a pot, okay


okay, are the, I have err, seven how about you, okay k k we back to the picture of the butcher man okay he using the apron


with the blood, yes, yes correct, how about the apron is there a blood stain


okay okay how many blood stain on top the top, yes yes yes


upper, okay, the the top one is two or three


three mine, okay mine's is two, okay ya how about the knife, ya the machete ya


okay sure (ppb) (uhh) how about uh okay, yes correct yup, so we back to the magical toy shop k, because the the missing year is


about twelve things that we need to see the missing thing, okay okay now we go so back to the city pharmacy there's only the pills that I didn't have that been shown


okay, ya other than that from that pic, there's a blue bottle, (ppc), we have a blue bottle then there's a sign of shine lip gloss is it, is it the [orh] k


mine is shine lip gloss, okay sure that's good other than that, ya okay for the cloud you see the cloud the cloud is there any (ppb) the colour of the cloud is white right


is there any, yes correct, okay (ppb) so okay we are settled out on we settle ready on the city pharmacy (ppb) now we going back to the butcher's, the butcher's okay you said that, next to the pie there's a pot or what is it


okay, okay other than that, white with white with a stripe of green


he's wearing the hat okay, he's smiling, okay sure, okay the main thing is he's smiling he show the face that smile


mine is not, okay (ppb) okay how about the magical toy shop


okay is there a bird a yellow bird on the lamp post, okay okay how about the wording of the toy shop


okay (ppb) (uhh) how about the bear we describe on the bear, okay how about the next bear next bear the small bear, okay sure


yes correct then the and the door is the, round in green right there's a three, okay sure that's good


okay now we turn to the books, books, uh two I have the magic is it two but mine is magical, so


but is two sign two two star right, okay sure (ppb) okay uh it's clear so we go to the books, , okay, (uhh), is your books how it how does the books


yes yes, yes correct, okay alright, (ppb), then (uhh) there's a


red colour and green is it, yes, the wording of pet center I mile is it


only pet center, oh okay mine no I have a bad center pet centre one mile, ya (ppb) okay how about the door how about the door


words ya okay, okay that's good


mine is books, the spell is B O O K the S is like J is yours that, S how about your S


okay that's good, okay, then how about the red red sign the learn how to bet, do you have that, the red sign


there's a red, there's a red, display there's no nothing okay for mine have


okay that's all other than that, though ya ya, okay sure so we go to the next, park, park you saw the park


park park, you saw the park, you saw the man I think a woman was standing carrying her handbag


ya with the colour shoe of pink, ya okay and the there's a (uhh), the woman was was using her blazer but inside is the pink colour of clothes


hold on, does yours show that she's wearing a glasses, but mine no


okay she's carrying a handbag right, what handbag the colour is, okay okay, yes correct then how about the sign of park on the pole


oh mine is park, they stated there leisure, they spell for you leisure okay, okay mine didn't have mine didn't have okay so how about the dog


okay (ppb) sure, okay rather than that, yes so the the colour of the pole is it grey


the pole the pole the pole that carry okay sure so, okay can, so we join to the next science fair


you do you see that, okay do you see the car


okay there's the tire is green colour, okay the bumper there's a yellow colour and black colour, okay sure how about the


[orh] ya ya, ya, ya, yes correct correct correct okay so so


anything than that car you see from the car is there any difference of what, mine


okay k same, okay let's go to the girls that (uhh), yes correct ya yes correct, for mine they are wearing shoes, your's not


okay, k, is like chocolates I think if not, how about yours


ah brown yes yes correct uh how about the, blue, okay how about the girl's clothes, she's wearing a white, okay the, okay how about the hair is it


okay, okay let's go to the man, the man was raising up his hand, left hand yes correct and there's a word of hey bill


is there, !huh!, okay that's great (ppb) (uhh) he's wearing a gray shirt long shirt, green pants, and is there any shoe


okay what is the hair colours, socks are yellow like, okay k k k k done hold on hold on hold on


I have a (uhh) for me ah I have eleven, ya can count for me


so is same with me


k you hold on you hold on hold on


hello Tati, ya k you nama you Tati [kan], ah okay lah kakak lah okay k


okay (ppb) so we are gonna start now (ppb) okay who is going to give the answer eh question first kak you you should ah what is


okay kak can you please do me a favour you now take the cards, (ppb) and separate them in the colour I mean to put them you know one stack of colours, I'm doing now uh k because there's a green orange, blue and purple


so you do already, start okay you want to start from, what colour (ppb) okay thank you (ppb) I'm arranging, (ppb) okay we start with pink then blue then blue


(ppb), then we go to green, I want you to stack, , orange, then we go to purple, okay done, okay I'm asking a question uh k what is your


I know it sounds weird but just try thing, yes yes, okay, what is your, I know it sounds weird but just try it thing


yup, ya weird thing such like


okay, okay


oh so the one who given the name is you


so !wow! what is your reaction when they said that, shy, embarrassed, (ppc) direct


yes correct, so you so you still, so you still, contact him through medias like FB cause it's a it's a young school friend right


so this one will be your secret you know, for the rest (ppb) for the rest your life, ya but it's a remembrance lah it's a memorable


a weird thing, cause so called it's like okay last time I'm going to I'm I'm also have encountered like this before, but the main thing is the weird thing that actually I don't want to remember is


I used to become a boyish, uh not not other round there I mean like I don't like to wear dress, ya (ppb) then (ppc) so called my friends alls are guys


then, uh, and too and too rough because I don't know how to (ppb) walk proper like a woman a girl, (ppb) I know that everytime my mother need to force me to wear a baju kurung or dress you know (ppb)


that when (ppb) when I wear I think like I'm I'm been putting a you know a huge coat like, giant, ya, (ppb), and uh and I don't like to wear the heels, ya just yes yes


yes yes (ppb) so not too likely in environment of girls, boys, ya, uh so that uh but, gladly now lah after after I finish my (ppb) secondary level of school ah then


slow slow lah, you know I change to become a girl, wearing all this although is at first is like, (ppb) ah, difficult, yes


ya that's correct, ya but I mean, but funny lah because, it's too too too weird you know because (ppb) you change to other environment already


(ppb) and (ppb), and so called my brothers and my sisters are laughing at me you know, the way the way I'm wearing the way I'm trying to be like, yes correct ya so that's a that is the one the the the weird thing that I have in my life ya


okay, so , okay sure


okay, okay there's a one time (ppb) and was in primary school, I mean I embarrass them or they are embarrassed by me


okay there's a time when I was in primary school okay, there's this guy we are doing the flag flag you know flag lowering, we are taking our flag, yes, we march ya we march we march then then after that we went to take a flag you know


then this one guy you know still now I still remember this guy although he just pass away about, (ppb), four years ago then ah, (ppb), ya and we are very close we are very close you know (ppb) because that time when


when there's a flag lowering he was late for school, so he run and run and run (ppb) want to go and march, at the flag lowering place, (ppb), so when, (ppb), he run and run and run suddenly he fall in front of me


fall in front of me, (ppb), then it's like you know like (ppb) like uh bad jackfruit, like bad jackfruit, , instead of help


instead of helping him, (ppb), I was laughing at him, until everybody was seeing at me you know until everybody was turning seeing at me even the teachers and the principal, (ppb), I was laughing laughing laughing until I sit down and laugh at him (ppb) without helping him


that is the very (ppb) that is very bad memory you know then after that when , (ppb) (uhh) when he he also feel shy you know because everybody was turning at him


ya then after that, ya I I you you can see from there I was laughing and laughing and laughing until I sit down and laugh, and you know (ppb) not only the attention put on the person who attention putting on him is me (ppb) the other people also right the the (ppb) I mean


like some of the children the peoples over there even the teachers, even the principal, so what what you expect, yes then after that unfit ah then after that uh he wake up you know then he just go and march ah on the parade lah I mean march for the flag you know (ppb) but after that (ppb)


uh I feel too feels too bad lah feel too bad, suddenly feel too bad then after that when recess after finish the flag on recess time, (ppb), I went to him and, talk to him nicely and apologise, (ppb) and you know what what you know what he's you know what you know what his reaction on the first place


he say my face, with his two bright eyes stare at me and say, you gonna get from me (ppb), yes yes he hide he hide my bag school bag


he hide my school bag yes because, for him that I really embarrassed him lot but in the end, he I mean he give his way lah, he give me back the bag you know then after that (ppb) for so long we never meet I mean about twenty years after


then we meet up that time I was with my husband we go for a wedding, bump into him, bump into him and in surprised his wife is my best friend, so


ya it's a small world, then after that (uhh) we you know we were surprised lah you know we were surprised then uh he like, (ppb), cant believe it you know when we meet up then uh he introduced the wife to me her wife to me then I introduce my husband to him


(ppb) then after that (ppb) we when we see each other know we laugh and laugh and laugh because we keep remember the school time ya then he told to, ya then he told to my my husband you know your wife ah, (ppb) she very vicious you know she was making me embarrass when the school time then blah blah blah


ya so, so she keep (ppb) keep saying about that to my husband then my husband just smiling then from start there, you know we, been back together we I mean, we meet up and you know then after that we when he stay at JB she stay there


then suddenly I was surprised when I open the newspaper the next day, (ppb), she pass away with motor accident, ya, yes that's that is that till now ah, ya life is short you know when the people that you really make him


and, you know is a really shock ah you know, ya then till now I never hear any news from her wife (ppb) I don't know where she was, sitting, I don't know uh since that because I can't go to the funeral because


when I wake up in the morning it appears in the newspaper, but I did call but I did call the brother, from the I did call the brother from there I know that he (ppb) the brother said that, his thing in JB lah and the wife but not directly I ask for address lah


uh maybe one day god's will I will see meet the wife lah, ya, yes correct yes


okay sure, yes thanks okay, is it okay we finished on the whole thing okay, then I want to ask you about how did you choose your career


because it stated here only how did you choose your career question mark


okay, because I also don't seem to know understand what is the question of how did you choose your career


what actually is the mean of this question


okay


okay, so now you're talking you're saying that you have been, I mean you have been doing the you have been as an airline I mean you are stewarding


I mean you are going holiday, oh you travelling


okay that's good I mean I also like to travel but the main thing is now okay because I see that, you know much about travelling you know because currently uh because maybe, you're talking this do you think this is the


career, or just a travelling career is like a job or


okay, okay (ppb) how did you choose your career


that's good


okay, happen with a click right if this is happen is happen right is it


okay, for me uh for me I more to retails, retails (ppb) like I'm doing the sales you know, (ppb) and, uh yeah I like uh yes correct I like to interact with people, uh I like to interact with people I don't like to work like a


, a boring stuff you know just sit down, you know I mean a fast placement ah, fast pacement yes (ppb) get to know (ppb) other people's uh personality, what is their frequent jobs you know that we can


okay, how


(uh huh), oh that's great that's a great answer okay, okay, yes, uh okay let me hold on, let me share with you okay (ppb) what makes a very big victory to me and how I celebrate it


okay (ppb) k for your information, I, been , (ppb), okay, in my life I doesn't know how to bake, you know bake bake okay, okay, yes yes k so


I got this opportunity from this, organisation, okay (ppb) so they give me opportunity, to join NDP for the course (ppb) and because is one thousand cost


for me to attend, you know, yeah one thousand dollars, that I doesn't need to fork out a single cent, okay (ppb) then there's this thing is you know (ppb) uh


this thing is they ask you to choose they ask you to choose which kind of course you want to join, you know (ppb) okay (ppb) actually this, actually this uh organisation is I get is uh is very good lah you know is open up my (ppb) open up


my business I used to have my own business then (ppb) it's a big opportunity and I groom it, hold on


okay (ppb) so then after that uh they give me took the course, (ppc) you know (ppb) then I I get to meet up a good chef, that very I mean she's a she got the name lah I mean she was among uh among a line up with uh


Siti-Mastura, ya k she she's she well known also, no no no she's not she's not I mean, uh, the the rank of this chef towards to siti


mastura is is the same similar rank you know (ppb) then after that, uh, I took up the course you know and (ppb) I mean is very, , people say like it's paid off lah is paid off


yup (ppb) then you know I sacrifice my weekends, you know usually you know weekend saturday sunday, when everybody with the family (ppb) everybody going to the weddings go to have fun with the family you know (ppb) I sacrifice my weekend


ya ya we go to baking class yup (ppb) the main thing is I like is you know we done it into a small scratch, from low scratch to high scratch you know (ppb) we learn to make uh like cupcakes you know (ppb) we learn from the basics


no no we are


ah ya (ppb) k (ppb) we doesn't do on uh like bread all mine is like more to cupcakes, the the Malay Kuihs traditional (ppb) then (uhh) we the main thing is good is you know (ppb)


we are exposure exposure you know the mediacorps come and see how our our job done, okay (ppb) and the more thing is that after that I learn to make a, wedding cake


wedding cake uh wedding cake (ppb) then we do the Hari-Raya cookies, from there from there I pick all the learns you know (ppb) until, I got to sell all my cookies


that is a very big a very big achievement that I make, ya and I've been sending and I've been sending two places


it's was on two that one is one two thousand one, two thousand one, I done a Roti-Boyan special, I send, ya I send to two places (ppb) I get a contract I get a contract ya I send at the cold storage


at the Yishun point and another one is at woodlands woodlands point, uh that is the achievement that I get lah that I can't forget till now ya


(uhh) the main thing is I celebrate with my family, I mean, and one thing is that really happened is I you know, I get the cert, the cert that verified me when I want to go to work at a hotel like five stars


I can go and join them, ya, uh no because I got no confidence yet, ya because, ya I did work from home


yes I did from home yup, uh currently no lah I'm now no more longer is, because uh mean you know the commentators of Facebook like medias there a lot of people doing the same thing


is not (ppb) like is not like you feel defeat lah I mean you scared of, challenging no no, you know (ppb) because there's a lot of things you need to know that we need to have a hygiene (ppb) we need to have a license to do that


test, ya ya


ya I did takes lah from friends relatives ya I do take lah, I mean ya but currently (ppb) not lah because I also have my others, others


I have lah the priority and I I have selling others things too, ya I'm doing makeup, I'm selling make-up I sell perfume, yes


yes correct, ya, ya


ya because currently I'm more to selling all these kind of of stuff lah, uh more to ya ya how about you, k let's hear from you how about you, what you do, ya


ya it's true it's true when we get something we will feel victory, this all like god's gift, own specialty that allah put, for them


ya you know right ya, uh okay, okay what is I mean do you uh okay I don't what is the last movie, book or song that really made you think


Paskal, what's so interesting


okay


yes, (ppc), so other than the movie how about the book or song that really made you think


k, for me my last movie I been seeing this I think, today is what on few days back lah (ppc) I see this story it's very


very nice story is like telling movie story it's a malay story, it's like, uh ya yes in no no no no I see in youtube, okay I see in youtube the picture is like you know (ppb) it's very


uh it's a there's a moral behind the story you know, there's a moral behind the story that you know, there's a lady you know she been looking after the mum you know, and, , I mean even the for the last of the breath of the mum


the mum passed away in front of her eyes, so she got nowhere to turn to (ppb) because the sister have been married and staying away, away apart from the family then, she only two sibling she only got two sibling the sister is married (ppb) then after that (ppb)


the story the moral of this story that I can see that you know like, you know when we we we done bad things to other people you know it will, it will hit back on they doesn't think about other people even it can be your own sibling


your own sibling when you do when they did something to you you know they will get the contribution, you know, so those, , ya, and you know when I see this story I've been seeing this story since about


a quite a time I like to see and see and see you know and continually see about this picture (ppb) you know, then I can say that you know after the mom was pass away she was she was staying at the village, with the mom she used to stay in the village with the mom (ppb) but the sister is staying in like town town side lah


like city side, , so after that the, the sister don't bother to you know don't bother to ask her to stay with her, you know after this is happening because she got no one to turn to (ppb), actually she got one brother the brother also staying with the


, the brother also staying with the sister I mean they got three no no no she's only, this this girl only was staying with the late mom (ppb) the sister is staying in the city side and, the brother ya the brother follow them


uh then (ppb) after that so the sister husband the sister husband the brother-in-law (ppb) ask her to stay, ask her to stay with them lah (ppb) then after that, the her her biological sister said


why must we take her in because why if we take her in it means we need to (ppb), feed another one more mouth in the family, you know, yup you know (ppb) so you see in this kind of world ah there's no free you know there's no free


you you understand what I'm saying (ppb) there's no free even if you're renting a house you're staying with your sibling there's a there's a price to pay, you know so, yeah ya ya (ppb) then after that she stay with the sister and they treat her like a maid


they treat her like a maid (ppb) then the most the most thing that happens to uh her is you know (ppb) because she hasn't yet (ppb) she never, saw his brother before, you know she never saw and he doesn't know that that is his brother so the brother


do bad things to her at night, ya, you know, ya ya I can that's why I tell you I can see that picture, again and again and again you know, ya


ya the (ppb) the lead actress is Noorkhiriah


uh Noorkhiriah, Khiriah K H I


K H I ya K H I, no I didn't have the (ppb) because this I gets from the youtube this they give me a like a link lah


ya yup, ya that's why, the other, okay you were the one who giving me the question it's not me


what is the hardest thing ah, the hardest thing, this one I'm gonna (uhh) I mean, , !haiya! it's very hard to explain, to tell them ah ya uh ya there's this one thing


(ppc) (ppc), that's one thing (ppb) another one thing is very hard for me to talk to my parents is when, I fail in exam (ppb), uh when I fail my exam (ppb) like you know like like you know uh butterfly was fully inside my stomach


no no this one is different different that one is stuck into the cannot bring out already uh, ya that's the main thing ah and when (ppb) you you know when the first time when we didn't have any experience when we come our menses


do, ya ya for me it's like


oh


ya that's the hardest thing lah for me to explain to my mum, about having a relationship, , uh then come to the menses then the thing that, (ppc) that when you know when we uh we like


we we already had, oh no, oh no, that that will not be lah because, for me when I married my husband my uh I married with my husband my husband lah the one who explain to my mum that she want to ya not me


ya she's the one who do the talk lah for me no no I mean I very hard to open my my mouth lah


ya ya I'm yes, actually I'm going to the toilet are you going to the toilet, ya ya ya ya we !aiya! don't hung up the phone I just put the phone like that okay hold on


hello, I'm sorry for making you waiting, then, no no no, I got my menses, that's why uh okay so my question or your question


oh ya ya ya, okay, ya


ya so sad how about you you dare to say anything to your mum


ya that's good


ya, okay, okay, yup I done I'm now doing on the blue, (ppc), okay what uncommon characteristic do you really appreciate in your friend


okay okay hold on what uncommon, okay characteristic characteristic do you really appreciate in your friends


ya, me for like, characteristic on, what I really really really appreciate in my friend okay, for me like I do have the best friend you know that I always appreciate her you know she know everything about me


you know I mean for like, but I don't seem to understand what is like what is this mean of uncommon what is that


okay like my friend is like you know, , for me she is like, , very close to me you know and you know, what I like about her and she really like uh uncommon is like you know, we stay very far you know when we and when I'm sick you know


she can come from, where she stay, to visit me, on the spot although she have her children to to take care, that is the like I really appreciate of her you know


ya you know because we know also since we are in the childhood small childhood like we know since kindergarten, ya, and we are the same age and our our date of birth is like


she's twenty three I'm twenty three but she was born in January and I was born in may, year, year, yes on the different month


yup, yes correct yup ya that is I really appreciate of her lah I mean everyday we call we you know we can take we can talk everything lah, I mean we can talk everything ya you know


that's true


ya it's true, okay


huge decision, ya, such like, (ppc)


ya I mean, uh, how to say, for me is yes lah is a good lah for me I mean can you repeat again


uh small decision okay okay like, yes ya that's why the the the question is too you know, like like I can't answer it


small, I mean there's there's a, there's a way lah like small but like you said is same like us we will not make into a small decision we'll just make into, big decision because we need to think it twice not even twice we need we need to think it about


several hundred times to make a very to make a very perfect decision are you agree with that, yup ya


ya, ya, okay, how will you define winning at life


ya, okay how will you define winning at life


how will you define winning attempt (ppb) winning winning in some situations like, I don't know how to describe what it means


ya, no not it's not like don't want to share I mean (ppb) what I telling you right okay my winning is like , you see just now I explain to you like that uh you know, how from zero, to now I am (ppb) that (ppb) I can't believe it that you know last time (ppb) even I never I mean I don't ever ever


even step my leg to the kitchen, you know (ppb) then suddenly I know how to bake I know how to cook and uh, (ppb) that is the big wining at me lah and the best winning is the (ppb) you know when beforehand, I let other people


or outsider try my (ppb) try my recipe that what I've been made (ppb) you know who's my first customer my kids, so when (ppb) they when they when when they give me the feedback you know (ppb) there's a spirit on me


so like keep going keep going yes correct that is the winning, you know because okay lah I mean now is not like I don't want to be open now for me currently no me now that (ppb) since my, mom my dad pass away even I have a I have a sibling (ppb) I have a huge sibling lah but


I'm sorry to say like that after been happen (ppb) when my mom dad is not around (ppb) then the environment is different, so I usually always with my, own family like my husband and my kids (ppb) they are my strength they are my strength


you know (ppb) so like sometime in human life you know that (ppb) I can feel that I don't need them I only need my husband I need, my child


ya, ya that's true, yup, ya, your question


what the first thing I google


what I google ah, okay, you know I'm doing what am I going to do, I am going to google


I google I will google that, how I can become alive, ya


ya, ya that's why its a weird question what I'm going to do


ya ah


maybe at amazon, ya, okay okay you my question is you get to add a zero


to any number, in your life where do you put it, ya, in your life, ya where do you put it


same to me, about maybe


okay, for me ah for me is the bank lah the same the same that's the only zero I know how to put is there any zero in our body, no


precisely, everybody will like to put that, okay sure sure sure (ppb) okay so we like to jump to another


question ya from you


okay like me like me is, okay now you asking me a question right okay like me is in it's like when, I will fight when I was not in guilty


ya and (ppb) definitely when the uh you know I will I will fight through ya I will go through ya, ya so that, uh, that's you know (ppb), until I don't get the answer and the question that being asked from me I will not feel fully satisfied


ya that is me, okay, I know you you came here before sorry to interrupt


mostly you were dah nak kena accident [kan], what happening, yes and


yeah, ya


oh god, do you do you do you managed to get the the car number, that's good


yes I understand


not in the wrong, yes, ya I understand that, sometimes they are careless, they careless


ya, then


will do something about it, ya, but actually I'm glad lah that you took out the the number the vehicle number


when the scene is happen your husband is around, okay


ya it's true, okay, report, ya that is the good things you do so it will not delay


lodge a complaint ya, ya but it's good because why (ppb) if you done if you don't do that you know, who might be he will be another victim that he can do to


then the something then, do something about it, ya take action about it right, ya hopefully that (ppb) everything will be go smooth you know, and they will (ppb) and they will respond back to your your calls