I have finally started college! Yesterday was my first orientation.
Eric Leong’s speech was really inspiring too. I didnt really mingle much,
I’m very quiet in awkward or new situations.
I’m very excited for my first class on Monday. I really am, although I’m quite nervous.
One of my ultimate favourite pole dancer(s); Anh Lee.
Also known as Dirdy Birdy. She is extraordinary.
IT’S TIME TO CONCENTRATE ON KEEPING FIT!
I’ve been slacking off on work-outs & the junk I’ve been feeding myself.. ridiculous.
Shouldn’t be allowed. Ngeh. But, I always have this perspective where people should eat what they want yet still work out. And I am not doing any of that!
I’m so disappointed in myself. Oh god. I pole once in awhile but the muscle building is taking so long! WAI YU NO MAKE MY BODY LEAN! I’m so frustrated. It’s so hard.
but then.. hmm..
Okay.. Okay.. I’ve gotta remind myself!
“Let’s be realistic here. You don’t drop two jean sizes in one day. You wont loose fifty pounds in one month! You’re going to binge every now & then. You will go a day or two without working out. Your weight is going to fluctuate here and there. You’re going to try new techniques, and they’re not going to work. You’re human. You’re going to fail. But nothing great is accomplished without a few obstacles.”
I GOT THIS!
Oh, This is one of the best songs ever created. One of my all time favourite.
I miss this song.. so bad :’)
Seventeen Years by Ratatat.
Friends. A simple word isn’t it? It’s uttered everyday to almost every person imaginable. Who are your friends? I used to think that friends were the people that you could laugh and talk to. Now I know that friends aren’t that, they’re the people that touch your hearts. You could spend hours with them doing nothing at all and it can be the best time of your life, just because it was with them. They’re the people you can share your secrets with, cry with, laugh with, and just have fun with. They don’t judge you or make you change. They accept you exactly as you are. They look at you and they see a great person, one they love spending time with. You all share something in common and are tied together by memories, tears, laughs, and smiles. You’re tied together by love for the other. Friendship is the strangest but greatest thin in the world. I find my time with my friends, the best times of my life. My friends are my heart, my soul, my fun, my laughter, tears, love and my life.
When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives mean the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares. -John Mcvaughn
Of course, you’re going to get your heart broken. And it isn’t just going to happen once, but a lot. That’s just part of growing up, and it makes you stronger. Then you can handle it better next time. You may not get through it yourself, but your friends will help you through it. And you’ll be a stronger person because of it. Then one day someone will come along, and it’ll all pay off and no one will ever break your heart again.
Pole Dancing has always been my greatest passion.
This is for you D. Don’t give up.
You gotta hurt. This is the worst part, but do you really want to get over this thoroughly and move on with your life and not still be talking about this person many years from now? OK. Then you have to go to all of the places where the pain is and feel every single bit of it. You have to seek out the pain like you’re playing a videogame where you get a point every time you find and deal with another aspect of your heartbreak. You have to tread and re-tread all the neural pathways and smoke it all out and give voice to all of your deepest fears about your loss and then conquer it by telling a new story about it. The story that’s always worked for me is “I was lucky to experience this relationship and I’ve learned from it, and just because a relationship ends doesn’t mean someone failed.” Just kidding, that has never worked for anyone, but try it on anyway because hopefully that’s how you will actually feel in a few months. Only time works, but it always works. You will get over this person. You are NOT the exception to the rule. Feel the pain until it bores you.
Kraddy A.K.A (One of the most awesome DJ in the world. It’s his real Tumblr btw) just followed me. I think I’m going to shoot myself in the face :’)
- I don’t usually wear make-up on a daily basis. I just use moisturizer and sun-block to keep myself from the hot sun here in Malaysia! (: But, I’ll post my skincare routine some other day. For now, this is some Foundation make-up tips for the ‘Flawless Look’ (:
1. Apply foundation to your cheeks, forehead, and chin using a foundation brush, sponge, or clean fingertips. Blend the foundation all the way to your natural hairline with long, light strokes.
2. Continue blending over the jawline and onto your neck to achieve a natural, seamless look. Check your face and neck in natural light to make sure the foundation is completely blended in all areas.
3. If under-eye circles or red spots remain, do not add more foundation; it can look heavy and cakey. Instead, try a concealer.
Tip: Choose the shade of your foundation carefully. When testing out shades, pick one that matches the tone of your jawline exactly. It helps to use a mirror outdoors to see how shades look in natural light.
Tip: Begin by applying a small amount of foundation then increase amount to achieve the degree of coverage that suits your skin.
Tip: For daytime, mix your foundation with a light SPF moisturizer before applying for a smoother, more sheer application.
Tip: Face powder can be used alone, over foundation or over your moisturizer for a natural, sheer, no-shine look.