I am facing a transition in life and yet I am surprised by the level of calmness. Thanks to those who abused me here. You called me cunning, dangerous and untrustworthy but I am convinced that I am walking on the right path. The point is you missed the real poisonous snake amidst your own kind. In time, you will know who is the real cunning one. If you still don't, please do not tell me that I am not smart - I am your mirror image.
I am naive and idealistic, yes. I thought that I should be allowed to just do my job. And if I can do it in the most impartial way, give my balanced views and provide a honest analysis, I will be allowed to do my job uninterrupted. Alas, not here, not in Malaysia.
We aspire to become a first world nation but we react like a third world people. You probably send your kids to be educated in one of the developed Western countries. In these countries, undergraduates are taught to be opinionated. Being descriptive will not get you good grades. Critical analysis is what gets you good grades. Their societies will not be where they are today if not for this important emphasis on critical thinking.
You pushed me to choose this path. You will have to be equally responsible for what I have expressed here. Do you still expect me to be nice, docile and meek when you are so intolerant, vicious and self-centered? Do you sincerely believe that all things are well today?
How many parents you meet who wished that their children do not come back if they are already overseas? How many more wanting to migrate? How often do you see abuses, corruption and crime go unpunished? Are you happy to become a second-class citizen after 50 years of independence? You know what, some migrants who came after you and I were born were treated better because of the right skin colour and religious belief. How long more racial politics will go on before we can dismantle it?
With people like you who is willing to kiss the hands that feed you so that these hands can continue to tolerate all of the above and help to perpetuate a racialist regime, we do not see any light at the end of the tunnel. I am in the organisation because I truly believe in what it stands for.
Damn you! I am pissed off by this kind of attitude. Over the last 8 years I have heard all types of reasoning on why we should support this regime. Only one is real - self-interest. Show me that you are a real proponent of non-racialism and that you are willing to sacrifice for your principles.
Sorry, I am not a dog or a beggar. In the end, I do not have to take your shit!