Maybe she had a point but I just couldn’t bring myself to act like that. It was just so embarrassing to have boys touching me like that, especially when I didn’t know them that well. Girls touching my breasts was better, though it could still make me feel all sorts of things inside of my belly that I just didn’t know what to do about. And when they offered to let me touch them as well... that brought me out into even deeper waters that I had no idea how to deal with at all.