"I haven’t explicitly said it, but he knows. Malfoy told him that he had a mate, and I guess almost spelled it out that it was me, I’ve known since the Battle, but I thought maybe if I ignored it and focused solely on my relationship with Remus that I could just pretend it doesn’t exist. But now Remus and Malfoy are apparently getting close, Remus almost suggested... Well, I’m not entirely sure what he was suggesting... That he also has feelings for him? Or that he wanted to fold him into our relationship? I don’t understand any of it... I’m so bloody confused, but I can’t help but be just as attracted to Malfoy. I’m drawn to him in the same way I am Remus."