She tried to push that thought out of her head before it upset her. If she was forced to interrogate Dumbledore before she was able to help him escape, she would deal with that issue when it came up. There was no sense worrying about a possibility that might never happen. But, it would be just like her Co-Head to do something so diabolical. She knew he was concerned that she'd lost her edge. He wasn't wrong. What used to excite her about her job now only brought dread and fear. If she was forced to torture another person into giving up their secrets again, she didn't think she could do it. Before she ran, it was hard enough. There was a reason why she'd been drinking too many illegal potions during that time of her life. Some days, that was the only reason she was able to make it to the next. What she had been tasked to do was unpalatable. Somewhere in the past twenty years she'd begun rediscovering her conscience.