But she wasn't exactly optimistic that she would survive long anyway, so speculations about the future didn't really mean that much. She was apt to make too many questionable decisions about her safety. Like meeting at the Shrieking Shack in the middle of the night with no explanation. Antonin claimed Thorfinn was his man through and through and while she hoped he was right, there was no way to tell for certain. There were enemies around every bend. That was a reminder she didn't really need after Rodolphus" visit. As cryptic as he continued to be about his plans for her, she didn't think they were likely to be good.