"I do, I didn’t grow up with it. There are moments that I remember when something weird would happen, but I never thought that I had magic. Until Professor McGonagall was sitting in the living room and explaining everything. She gave me Hogwarts: A History to prepare me for school. Gave us directions to Diagon Alley for supplies. The first time I touched a wand was amazing, as if something came alive, wind actually swirled around me, lifting my hair. It was magical. I read all my school books before we even started, I just wanted to start living that life. In the beginning I thought I would be homesick, but that feeling came when I left Hogwarts and the magical world behind for the holidays. Everything was boring and my parents didn't understand. It is frustrating to explain the simple things to them every time, so I don’t bother with that anymore," I shrug, I notice that it is easy to talk to Severus.