My rage threatens to suffocate me. But not only because Pansy, of all people, was injured so badly. I know I can consider myself lucky if she survives, after all, by suggesting her as a test subject, I consciously took the risk that something might happen to her and it would be my fault. The main reason I'm so angry is the fact that Potter gave clear instructions before we left and Smith didn't follow them. Namely that we should be careful with any Death Eaters who we suspect are good Exit candidates. And especially with those who don't put up a fight. 