There was a bitterness in his voice that she didn't care for. It was the same every time they brought up a lover from her past, especially the one with whom they'd lived with for an entire month. Did Antonin think that he was the only one of them that ever got jealous in their marriage? That she didn't mind him climbing into another woman's bed? Of course she did! What she wouldn't give for the chance at a normal marriage. One where they didn't actively try to hurt the other or keep score when they did.