"It was easy, then, to make a decision. To protect him, and in turn, you –I had to be everything Sirius wasn’t. And by every Ancient who still smiles upon us —I hated you James. You’d taken my one last source of happiness away from me. The last thing I was allowed to hold onto without seeming weak. But god was he so - much -happier. There was a light in his eyes I still can’t explain. His eyes are nearly the same shade as mine, you know. But he somehow makes them look so warm. So inviting. He never invited me back in." 