For Hermione, however, dissociation had never been a permanent option. With the return of consciousness came a period of upset. The overload of emotions meant that in the past, for several weeks afterward it wouldn’t be uncommon for her to break down in tears or laughter at the slightest provocation. Perpetual irritation and intolerance strove to find balance with empathy and guilt. Hermione was cognizant of being unpleasant and difficult to be around during this time, and such an awareness often served to give her mind fodder with which to cut away at her self-esteem. However, being a practical and level-headed person, Hermione could usually counter this negativity with positivity and the support of her friends. This time she only had one of these weapons at her disposal, and she wielded it relentlessly, ignoring the thought that perhaps it would not be enough.