Merlin, and now she had to sit here at home while one of her oldest friends and previous lovers was laid to rest. It was mind numbing, heartbreaking, and a slew of other emotions which she tried to control so that Loki may not become privy to her train of thoughts. Because, let's face it, Hermione knew she was going to end up at that funeral today one way or another. Her presence was not wanted, especially by Theo, but she had to try. She had to say her final goodbyes to Blaise whether Theo approved or not. Knowing her day was about to be riddled with agonizing pain, Hermione allowed herself a few more moments of "peace" in the darkness of early dawn before rising from bed.