It's heaven and hell on earth at the same time. Heaven, because she feels so fucking good I'm afraid I won't last two minutes. Hell, because the precision of Granger's movements is a testament to how much experience she has with having sex in this position. Presumably because this way she runs the lowest risk of being touched accidentally, can escape quickly and is in total control at all times. The thought gives me a pang and I bury my hands even more determinedly in the mattress. I will not disappoint her.