Antonin kissed the top of her head again by way of responding to her depressing thought. It was normal to grapple with feelings of self-worth and self-doubt when engaged in a possible war for the very right to survive. Hermione had done a number of horrific deeds over the years to make certain that she continued to live for another day. She'd been a witness to the same with her husband. No, neither one of them started out evil, but that didn't lessen the black acts they'd committed.