"Only now, I have no idea what to do next," Hermione completed as her story wound down. "Lily told me I have to heal, to create a strong foundation to lay the bridge inside me to bring Harry out. The problem is I draw so much strength from Harry, from our love and intimacy, but Enola says that this cant be used, because I might have a sort of relapse if memories of my abuse surface. And I really don’t want that, but I don’t know what else to do."