Though we came together under unusual circumstances, it happened as if it was always supposed to. The Compulsion was integral for this to work. It was everything. And it was good. As lips and teeth worked my body like a fine-tuned instrument, I could feel everything that my wife wanted me to feel. I could feel the honesty, the trust, the love between us. It was a raw force of nature, something that gave us strength... admitting that I loved Narcissa was the scariest thing I ever had to do but once I did, I realized I was no longer bound to the Compulsion. In effect, surrendering to my emotions made me realize that I was free.