As that realization set in, Loki noticed his hands were stained with Sif's blood, but he had not the energy to banish the crimson horror away. Instead, he remained kneeling in Frigga's garden, contemplating the fact that he was no longer who he thought he was. If he continued on this path, even with all of the scheming and planning he'd done in preparation for it, he was going to be lost not only to those around him, but himself as well.