The more she considered how messed up everything had gotten in her marriage, the more she was ready to continue her plans. She had several more enemies still alive. Some that had done their damnedest to ruin her life or the lives of the people she loved. That could not be borne. Revenge might have been a poor motivator, but it was all she had. And in order to keep going forward, she knew that she would have to do something that made her sick to her stomach.