Sometimes she would be forced to relive some of the more gruesome moments of her life when she was asleep. She enjoyed some of those, recoiled from others. No matter how foul the cleanup was, she would never think about Walden Macnair's end without a smile. Thinking about Oliver Wood's death or the raid in Edinburgh that went so terribly wrong when she was a young Death Eater still under Antonin's observation made her sick to her stomach. If she could somehow extract those moments from her brain, she wouldn't hesitate to do so. Many memories were better left in the past.