Even if it is still very strong, it is not as strong as the first two. Or maybe, my body is already shutting down. I always thought my mind was stronger than my body, anyway. My eyes never leave Lucius as he hits me with the curse.  Let this moment burn inside of your brain. You're torturing a barely 15 years old girl, wearing your son's shirt and a pair of knickers and nothing more, on your own dining table. For what reason, having fun, having feelings, for making a stupid desicion?