He wiped his eyes while floating some applesauce to himself his mother had let out for some reason. He was noticing his mother was acting strange. It was almost as if she was fighting an internal battle of wills. He imagined that her inner self was in her body trapped, banging on prisoner walls. One moment she would be frantic, sobbing, and through the choked sounds would be a word he had no idea about, "kompolshons" or something similar before it reverted back to the perverted, disgusted look she always glances at him in. She always was confused afterward, for she never remembered why she was crying and there in the first place. His father never has such episodes and always gave him genuine mirthless smirks when he noticed him gazing off into the distance with a look of depression and self-disgust. That was before he had learned to hide his emotions, however he still does it when he purposely withholds food. He will have his revenge on his father, however he doesn’t know what his mother’s deal is. She has been bewildering Harry lately.