Harry screams and lurches toward the gateway. Neville and Remus have to hold him back. Gone. Gone! Sirius. He screams his pain, his rage. The one person he considered a father figure, one of only two people to never betray him. There’s a hollowness in his chest, an ache that he knows will never fade. If Sirius is gone, he wants to go too. There is nothing for him here, only a world that used and manipulated him. There is no safety, no belonging. He will follow Sirius, because he can’t stand the pain of this world. His soul, his heart, finally cracks.