If she was uncovered doing anything for the Resistance while pretending to be back in her master's fold, she would be subjected to watching her son and what remaining family members she had pay the price for her. Even as her mind cleared up from days earlier, she still struggled deciphering between fact and false memory. But, if her parents were somehow still alive, they would be found and dragged to her place of execution. Ollie likely wouldn't be spared. Not even with Antonin as his father.