She was ashamed of the effect he had on her, that sense of total abandonment for which she knew he could do whatever he wanted to her and she would ask for more. She just wanted to be his, to become one person. She had never felt anything like it before and she knew she was shamefully on fire. Her desire increased, knowing from his movements in the lower part of his pajamas that she was about to feel him, flesh against flesh. It was almost there.