The more she considered the state of her marriage, the more depressed she became. Both of them were keeping secrets from the other. Both of them carried on adulterous relationships with others in recent months. Yes, she knew that Antonin could be given a pass sort of because he'd been drugged with Amortentia, but he'd also gone to Ginny willingly. If he hadn't been in her house to begin with, there wouldn't have been a chance to be drugged. She'd been with Draco. At least Antonin confessed to his relationship with Ginny when she confronted him. That was more than she'd been willing to do when it came to the tracker. If there was hope that they could repair their marriage in the future, it was dying day by day. Either they would have to start over like complete strangers and try to forget their pasts or they'd be unable to do it.