Hermione smiled to herself as she considered it. "I'm starting to realise it more and more. I find it startling, and humbling, and even a little tough to accept at times. I ... I actually feel a bit guilty for having it, to tell you the truth. But I'm rabidly covetous of it at the same time, you know? I'm sure I don't deserve it. I cant really explain it properly. But I almost feel, I don't know ... wrong, in a way, to be loved like that."