Ever since he started Hogwarts, he felt wary around Dumbledore. His aura (which he could sense because he has lycanthropy) was light, but spoiled like curdled milk. It was like adding extra sugar to something to make it taste better, even though it just made it more sickly. His magic was also repulsive, and he knew Sirius felt it too; because he never got close to him the same way Remus had. Siri’s relationship with the headmaster felt forced and strained; it was as if Sirius was a captor; trying to outsmart his captive by creating a relationship with him. His Hogwarts years were hazy and he didn’t remember much; though he remembered feeling great admiration for the headmaster. It took a while to figure out why that was the case; because he also felt great apprehension. It was weird because he only felt the wariness after every confrontation with Dumbledore, it was during the "meetings" that he felt content and admiration to the Hogwarts’ headmaster. The pattern was very subtle and it was a few months after Harry’s birth that he realized it. He got lost in the memory and stared off into nothingness: