"I – I couldn't – You don't understand." Theo beseeched, sensing the shift in Draco's confidence. "I had no choice." – a strangled laugh followed by, "Are you fucking kidding me, Theo?" – "It's not like I intended for this to happen. For any of it, but you don't understand. I – I can't let it go. I can't look away. I can't pretend like it doesn't mean anything."