We are back at school and I feel awful. The last week of the break I spend all my free time practicing my Elemental magic and luckily it is working. I couldn’t sleep and spent extra time on training my mental walls. The information I now know could kill me and everyone I know. I didn’t dare to tell my Father in the house, there could be ears everywhere and I can’t risk it. I have been drawn back from the pact as well. The humanity, or lack thereof, has settled again, but this time it is still very numb, which is amazing.