Rubbing his hands over his eyes, James lets the thoughts go. Now is not the time. He is not in the war right now. Instead, it is his son's 3rd birthday and James is beyond grateful to be alive and with his family. James and Lily worked hard at creating the perfect schedule for raising Harry, considering that they are not romantically together. Lily is with Pandora, and they’re absolutely perfect for each other. Although, James can’t quite remember how they even met? Pandora was a year under him and lily, during their time at Hogwarts and she was a Ravenclaw as opposed to a Gryffindor. After giving it some thought, James decides that it doesn’t matter how they met, what matters is that they are here, they are together, and they are happy. James on the other hand, can’t remember the last time he had a crush on someone. He’s never been in love. He loves his friends and Harry of course, but he’s never been utterly and irrevocably in love with anyone. The thought makes James sad. For some reason he feels like he has dated, but when he goes to pick his mind, he comes up with nothing, no memories of dates from school or secret rendezvous.