"I told him I don’t like the way he is acting in front of me but still, he doesn’t change anything. And if he is like that right now, I don’t trust him enough in terms of not running away again when he thinks things are unstable or broken up. I mean the cheating thing hurt, Merlin it hurt, but if I knew he had grown up, then I would risk it, although I know other people wouldn’t normally do that. But like this... I – I just can’t."