Her heart was pounding thunderously in her chest, threatening to burst out of her ribcage if he pulled away from her as he had so often these days. She missed the way he felt pressed up against her and she hated herself for it, but that didn't make it any easier. When he had asked her about her desires, she wanted to say him. As much as she tried to deny it, to push it down a dark endless rabbit hole and never let it resurface, her body yearned for him. Desired him.