"I, he tried. He tr-tried to st-stop me. He offered to help me," Draco gulped in air, "He said I didn’t have to do it. I couldn’t. I couldn’t do it. Aunt Bella... she..." Draco took in a sharp breath then sat back and pulled his knees up to his chest, "Severus, he did it. He saved me. But then I was a coward to them all. Nothing I have ever done was right. I shouldn’t be here. Why am I here?"