"I’m part of the Order of the Phoenix, since my first day back after Christmas I was caught. I share information that could be useful and our goal is to bring down the Dark Lord, end the war. You will join tomorrow, I arranged it. I should have told you earlier, but I couldn't because it is so dangerous," I grab his hands. "I’m so sorry, but that is all I can do. It is the safest option. We act like normal Death Eaters, and don’t have to do much for the Order. It is a safety net, after the war we can get a pardon and live our lives. Blaise," I feel so overwhelmed and all I can do is tell him everything.