"I told her to ... I said ... I asked her to ... to kill me!" Harry breathed through stuttering words. "I threw down my wand and begged her to do it. When I learned that my negligence had led to your suffering, I lost all power over my magical controls. I went wild and ... I couldn't stop. I did so much damage, to so many things, to so many people ... and I couldn't bring my power back under control. I needed Ennie to take me down, by force, before I hurt anyone else ... she was the only one who might have been powerful enough to do it."