"It’s hard to come to terms with having someone you admired become someone you disapprove of," she sighed. He nodded in agreement. "I thought that with him being in the Order, and fighting with us meant that he understood what we were fighting for. It’s difficult for me to think that some people fighting were only doing so to be on the quote unquote right side when the dust settled. Especially when the war was about something as important as fighting for the right for some people, like me, to  live."