He Xuan also noticed that something is not in the same way as it was before. Earlier his part of the memories were more like a book for him. Quite a vivid, touchable and violent one, but still. There was a barrier (the fourth wall if you use the literature terminology), which separated his current "I" from his past one. But something happened that day, which makes everything more impetuous. For the last few days his self-awareness has increased more than for the last few years. Which is very strange, but nothing more than his usual life. He has a few explanations why, but to share anything with Harry he needs to have more evidence. Talking about that boy...