The moment the words tumbled out of her mouth, she wished she could pull them back in. She felt foolish that she couldn't remember something so important. Antonin seemed shocked by the question if his furrowed brow and rapidly blinking eyes were an indication. It was a familiar expression that she couldn't bear to see again. How he was always able to make her feel completely insane with just a look was beyond her comprehension. Rising to her feet, she didn't give him a chance to answer.