The only thought that kept her from packing up everything she owned in her beaded bag and running was the reminder that there was a memory charms expert waiting in a safe house somewhere within their borders. He was there solely at Antonin's request to view her mind. She was desperate to know what was wrong with her, what caused the blocks in her memory. Maybe then she might even find out what made her so confused at times. She couldn't go the rest of her life wondering what was wrong with her. She had to know. Staying was the only option. At least for the immediate future, she wouldn't leave.