Another week passes with busy classes, too much homework and too little sleep. I can’t stop thinking about Sirius, it felt so good and so right, for a one time thing. It is difficult to not stay mad at my Father, I know he means well, but the way he makes decisions for me is not acceptable. If he wants us to work together as a team during the coming year and war, he needs to be honest with me and not try to shield me from the bad parts. Everything is bad and I can handle it, I am smart enough to know when I need to focus on facts and not follow my feelings about a matter.