"I don’t know  what  I want, but I’m tired," she says, voice cracking. "I’m bloody tired of fighting. Fighting  with  my husband. Fighting  for  my marriage. For my livelihood. I’ve been fighting my entire life and for the first time, tonight I felt alive.  You  made me feel that way, a way my husband has never even  tried  to make me feel." She sniffles and glances down before continuing. "I know this thing between us isn’t real, but you’re right, Malfoy. When tomorrow comes I’m still going to be married to a lazy, angry husband who would never dream of stuffing my cunt full of toys for my pleasure. The truth is I'm  not  here out of obligation. I’m here with my tail between my legs because I  want  this, regardless of the consequences, so there. Is that what  you  wanted to hear?"