She felt her head shake without her permission. Better off, anyway, as she didn't think it was something worth hiding from him. Ex-Order member or not, there was probably nothing to be gained or lost from that knowledge. The fact that she had none, that is. His face sunk, and she felt another wave of tears prick at the back of her eyes. Rather than let them fall, though, she fixed her expression pointedly on Blaise's intricate periwinkle suit.