"They say that insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results, but I don’t expect anything different. I know the result and I still do the same thing over and over and  over. Routine, Granger. Not in the way that you brush your teeth every morning, but in the way that a dying animal keeps walking until it collapses. I breathe and I eat and I sleep and I think about killing myself but I don’t do it. And I don’t know why I don’t, because it's the first thing I think about every morning. I’ll just keep walking until I fucking collapse, then, I think." 