Some day all of this would be a distant memory. She would be a housewife managing the house elves and popping out a kid every so often to ensure her meal ticket continued. Not as many as her mother, perhaps, but more than one. The family Harry desperately wanted. But when she felt old, she could pull out these exciting memories and feel young again. But before that could happen she needed to land her husband. While Harry hadn't seemed interested in her, he hadn't seemed interested in anyone else either. If this illness was related to Voldemort it might be better for her to get pregnant, his child could claim Harry's estate, the Potter fortunes and the Blacks. She had her future to consider.