"I didn't want anything to do with Finn at first. Why he chose to approach me at all was something I didn't understand. Eventually, thanks to his persistence, I began to see the benefit in having him as a friend. He protected me when I really needed it even if it hurt my pride. Of course, that was the best decision I've ever made and I will never regret it for as long as I'm alive, but in the beginning, I was only using him. I've had to learn to forgive myself for that and for a few other choices I made while I was simply trying to survive. I hope that one day you can forgive yourself."