"I've failed everyone so massively, Enola. I know that I have, and I cant shake the sensation. And I know that you still think that I'm manipulating Harry with Delphini and Lucy - and maybe I am - but I'm just desperate to do something good that makes amends for my failures before. But I'm scared that nothing will be. I don't know how to deal with this guilt, and I think that's why I have to focus on healing Harry's emotional scars ...