She wanted to tell him that it didn't because she was afraid that he would ask her for details. Her dream journal was already in his possession. At the beginning of the session before they even began, he requested the opportunity to take a look at it. After her dream about Oliver's birthday party and the events leading up to the brutal stabbing of her husband, she was too ashamed to write down what she saw. It wasn't likely that she was going to forget it any time soon anyway. Keeping a record would only give Mr. Akingbade more fuel for his case against her. Despite him claiming that he was only there to help, her suspicious mind kept returning to fears and worries that this was all just some sort of trap set up by the very people who wanted her out of the way. Wouldn't it have just been easier to kill her? She was exhausted of the games.