Draco took a deep breath in, and then started to talk, "I said you deserve better than me before, and I meant it. You deserve someone who is able to commit one hundred percent of themselves to you, with no reservations or conditions, with no baggage or hang ups, who sees you for who you are, and cherishes you for how amazing you are. I... I know I’m not that person -  no, no,  please listen to me," Draco insisted wetly, holding Harry closer when Harry instinctively made to put distance between them, his heart clenching in his chest, "Please listen," Draco insisted, his lips trembling, a single tear trailing down his cheek; he swallowed loudly, "The thing is... the thing is, is that I  do have baggage. I do have hang-ups. And I don’t know to commit one hundred percent of myself to you when such a huge chunk of me died with Astoria.