"15. Add 150fl.oz of powdered root of asphodel. I can’t do this any more. I can’t. I am not strong enough! 16. Hold the cauldron with your right hand. With your left hand gently stir the potion ten times counterclockwise and eight times clockwise. Let me die, please let me die. This is not worth it any more. Kill me. Kill me... 17. Leave the potion to settle for two and a half minutes"