Would they even want her help now that she was the Dark Lady. She had used all three of the Unforgivables, as well as a multitude of other dark spells. Would the order be willing to pardon her crimes and take her back? Had Mad-Eye Moody still been alive, she had no doubt he would blast her out of the house before she even got the chance to plead her case. The others were nearly as paranoid, but still she was pretty sure they wouldn’t trust her.