"Partly, but I was not well after the war, the things I did...was forced to do, they weighed heavily on me. That was part of the reason I believed myself unsuitable for any kind of relationship. Harry helped me to get through my PTSD, Penny helped too obviously. That is the main reason I have struggled, the depression is pre-existing and well the stress of the pregnancy and the changes to my life...you understand," Severus sighed he would never have expected to be here talking to someone like this, but Morgan understood she was in the same position and Severus had rarely felt so comfortable in the presence another person, Harry and Narcissa aside, Morgan was a good friend.