That being said, it would be wonderful to take part in another holiday ritual. It had been some time since I had done a proper one, especially given that Merlin and I were the only ones to take part in during the wars. We had our own little area where we would perform them. They were always lacking based on what we were used to, but we still did them. Guilt filled me when I realized just how many I possibly missed. Let alone the ones I missed in this life.