Friday morning she lay next to her husband watching him sleep. She hadn't been able to string together more than an hour or two of sleep since the ordeal began. Her greatest fear for the past twenty years was to be caught asleep by her enemies and dragged away to face her torturous end. It was a scene she was able to witness play out in the lives of countless victims of hers. What she committed to other people she feared for herself. She knew she was a hypocrite and didn't care.