"It was killing me inside, all these years without him. The less people talked about him the more and more sour my insides became. Finally, at this year’s remembrance ceremony, when no one dared say his name, I broke. I left the Great Hall only to find myself in the Astronomy Tower. I was...." Draco faltered but the soft encouraging look in Hermione’s eyes eased him through the wave of emotion. "I was in a terrible mental state. I stood in the spot Dumbledore had been in before he had fell. I couldn’t help but won....wonder what it would be like to fall from the tower." Draco said quietly.