"When I saw you lying on the floor, barely alive, I cursed everything I ever knew. Realising that the friend I have made was the enemy I was taught to hate all my life was too much for my broken self-esteem to take. I was hurt and angry, but not mainly at you, I was angry at myself for not seeing what was so obvious. I was in love with Hermione Granger and I didn’t know how to process that thought because how can someone like me deserve the golden girl of the world? And I know you hate the title, but to me you are golden. "