Esme woke up groggily, in the arms of the man she did not want to be sleeping near. She was craving the presence of his father, and the worst feeling was the guilt that continuously flooded through her chest. Her mind was overthrown with thoughts. She couldn't even fall asleep because of the constant overlapping thoughts that all seemed to come back to Mr.Malfoy. She wanted for it to stop, to leave this unwelcomed feeling and embrace her love for Scorpius. But she couldn't. She was lacking the push to obtain the feelings she once had. She knew she was never going to give up. Her feelings would have to come back sooner or later. She wouldn't let anything take away her focus, she needed to become better, so she could leave. She needed to start a new life, and in the end, she would have to leave the man who saved her from three godawful years.