"Because I'm never going to find my dream dress because I don't have one. I never imagined a wedding because I never believed I would ever get married. No one wants the boring bossy swot. Not for forever. With Ron, Molly would have planned everything, and I would have looked horrible in something fussy and old fashioned. That I would have hated. The anxiety of those thoughts is what prompted me to demand to make my own selection. Even though Narcissa could have chosen one faster."