"Even if in the end this adds up to insignificance for you," he continues, voice lowering, "in my mind, it won’t ever be the same for me. And that will remain the same if we do nothing to each other. Even if we don’t even touch...the fact that you’re in front of me right now like this means things have fundamentally changed for me. You should know that. You should know the imbalance between us right now." 