Tears spillover and fall on his chest. Not only is there going to be a war, but we are going to be in the middle of it, we will be fighting in it. It is going to be bad and dangerous, he doesn’t even know how in the middle I am. Should I be? It would be safer to choose one side, but which one? I can’t leave Draco or the other Slytherins behind if I choose the Order. Even if they would come with me, the Order doesn’t trust us, in their eyes we are all Death Eaters. They don’t trust Severus and he has been giving them information for over a decade. 