"Granger’, he sounded exhausted from an ongoing battle that seemed longer than tonight, "I cannot be with you, and I cannot love you. You deserve better than me. I thought of nothing but you every day since that first night. Hell, I’ve thought about you every day since the trial and if I’m honest I thought about you everyday since I met you. I was either jealous of you or had a crush on you depending on the day and what you had done to annoy me. It’s not even slightly fair that's how I treated you. You didn't deserve the way I treated you regardless of how I was brought up or what teenage feelings I was trying to channel at the time.’ he paused, exhausted with himself, "I was not, and never will be the right person for you, I knew it years ago and I know it now.’