Time went on and it showed Alani taking drugs and smoking to handle the pain, she was also drinking a shot of vodka every morning to stable her mind. It showed Alani stood in front of her Dorm Rooms Bathroom mirror, she had a box cutter in her hand, she rolled up her right sleeve and she dragged the blade against her upper arm, she did this angrily over and over again, blood ran down her arm. Her Reflection rolled it's eyes as it insulted her for being weak. The scene changed and it showed Alani stood on a chair in the centre of her Dorm Room, she had a rope around her neck, she was about to kick the chair but Paumar swooped in and cut the rope with her beak. Alani fell to the floor and sighed. Time reversed and the scenes that started getting played were one from when she was Seven, she tried killing herself by eating a poisonous plant, but Paumar swatted it out of her hand. It showed Alani when she was Nine, she tried cutting her wrist but Paumar stopped her, yet again. It then showed Alani when she was Eleven, she had tried to overdose all all her medication, it was successful and she was sent to the Hospital. 