A different sort of mania overtook her as she stood in the empty countryside with Aberforth Dumbledore struggling to put into practice what he was teaching. No longer caring whether or not she could prove she was worthy in someone else's eyes, all she cared about was making certain that she learned for herself. It was her life on the line. Her future. If she had any hope for continuing her existence outside of her former home, she had to keep at it, keep practicing no matter how long it took.