Like the potential for her freedom. She had yet to make her final decision whether or not she would do as the Resistance was asking her once she learned enough to keep her use of magic a secret. To be fair, she could have years to think about her choice and still not be prepared to make it. There was too much that could go wrong if she had to go back to her old life to gather information and recruit new supporters. Would all of her running for the past almost year be for nothing?