You caught yourself watching him from afar a few times too. He looked sad when you caught him off guard, but he would smile the moment other people showed up. That idiot was pretending to be okay, and it broke your heart because you wanted to help him, even though you didn't know how. Without realising it, you began to worry about what was happening to him, waking up wondering if he felt better that day than the day before and wondering the reasons that led him to be so down, even though there was no way to guess.