"But of course once our Father did find out, he beat all that out of her... I suppose he didn't quite take away her desires of disobeying him with it, but she made sure not to get caught especially when she got Married. She just covered her tracks well. I suppose when I got with Ted, she didn't let anything be beat out of me, she just told me to keep it quiet. And the more I think back, the more I realise she only did that because she thought me and Ted were not serious, she believed him to be my plaything as some girls were to her..."