"I didn’t want to hurt you Granger, I didn’t want your future to be filled with misery. I didn’t want to think of a future without being able to give you everything, deny it to myself either. Just being without you today was the worst feeling I’ve ever had to feel aside from watching you be tortured in the manor last year. All of my worst fears and nightmares involve you being hurt because of me. I was scared all I could offer you was pain. I did it myself today, that was my fault. I’m so so sorry’, he buried his head in her hair muttering all these feelings like a confession. "I didn’t realise doing that today was going to make everything worse, I somehow thought it would make it all better’.