"So, let me educate you. It's hell. Excruciating mental torture that I don't have the vocabulary to effectively describe. It's the single worst experience of my entire fucking life ... and I've had a few bad ones, you know. It cost me much of my mind, robbed me of parts that I may never get back. I live now with bitter pieces of a fractured psyche, all held together by cerebral sellotape. It's taken some of the most powerful mind magic and rituals ever designed to simply preserve what little grip on my sanity I'm still able to cling on to. I'd be fascinated to know what a normal mind would be like without all of that.