"Because there's someone there who loves and cares for me even if it is deranged and sadistic. Someone who would always be there for me, some people might think I'm insane for thinking she cares for me, but she does. In her own way. She loves me more than my parents ever did or anyone else for that matter," Harry muttered burrowing himself deeper into Carrow's cloak as if he could disappear inside. "You understand?"