"Yeah. I never found out what was going on inside her head. I thought I knew her, but I don’t think I did. She could be so manipulative if she wanted to, which I was aware of, because I saw how she interacted with other people sometimes, or from stories she told me about her exes, and somehow I thought that meant I would be immune to it. That I would be able to see it when it happened and know better. And that’s what fucked me up the most, I think, it’s like–" 