"I'm suffering, I'll admit it, I'm in pain. But no one actually cares  about what's going on with me, they pretend to care in the moment but they forget about it after awhile. I'm better off sucking everything up because I only burden people when I express my pain. I'm not like you, Freddie, I'm not loved by everyone, I'm not funny, I'm not outgoing or attractive. I'm a loner, a weirdo, a freak and a Monster. I'm always apologizing for just existing. I'm nothing without my good grades, no one would even know I existed if I wasn't smart." Alani admitted. "Stop caring about me, you'll only get hurt, I mean that in a definite way, you will only get hurt if you stay around me... The people I love only get hurt, I can't fall in love because the person I love will only end up leaving me out of fear. Whether that be a fear of me or a fear of the death that follows me... I'm cursed to be alone for the rest of my life. Just ignore me and hate me like you used to... " Alani firmed as she turned on her heel and she went back up to her Dorm Room.