"I couldn’t make sense of it at that age why it burned me so when you dismissed me," he continued. "Especially since you were everything I was supposed to despise. But I didn’t. I couldn’t. When I realized I wasn’t able to get your approval, I went a different route. Because even when you cussed at me or punched me right in the face, which I deserved, it was all better than your apathy. I wanted any bit of attention I could get from you. If it was your hatred I got, I’d take it."