With a strangled sob, Hermione realized that despite knowing she had fallen into this dark pit of despair, she still felt absolutely nothing. She should miss Loki and the love he made her feel, the safety he'd provided for such a short time, but she did not. Instead, she felt nothing but dread and a desperation to be free of all of the memories they'd created. Except Gwyneira. Never Gwyneira. She was the sole reason Hermione still found the strength to wake up each and every day and carry on as if life wasn't wearing her down inch by inch.