She didn't expect anyone to forgive her for her crimes. There were too many. A number of them she completed readily, joyfully even. Being removed from the heart of the Death Eater forces meant that she had had the opportunity to sit back and rethink about the past. Perhaps, she had too much time. Some days that was all she could do. A time existed when she was so thoroughly convinced that she was doing the right thing that it didn't even matter what she was being ordered to do. She did it gladly. William Wood wasn't the only surviving brother still grieving a sibling she killed.