Somehow she thought she would feel much different than she did. Like it would instantly make her into another person complete with thoughts and feelings that didn't exist before. Through the entire process she had been holding out hope that she might feel more like the person she used to be when it was over. But, to her disappointment, it was evident that even without the spells removed from her mind, she was a completely different person than she had been before she was thrown into her broom cupboard.