Even with the potion and the long sleep, she was still exhausted. Not just in body, but also in her very soul. Keeping the facts of her sessions with Mr. Akingbade away from Antonin helped her to compartmentalize the truth. Now that he knew that Rodolphus was responsible for what was wrong in her mind, it was harder to ignore. She didn't know how she was going to tell Antonin everything. It was important, however, that she did. Once upon a time she hoped to make a fresh start with her husband, to try to see if there was anything worth salvaging in their marriage. Was this the chance for her to try again?