"No, it's almost certainly selfish," she continues. My eyes flit back to her face. Her attention is still on our hands. "But there's no point in always repressing everything, locking away all emotions and pretending that they simply don't exist. Sometimes we need to feel and accept them, right? You wanted to feel something again, you said so yourself. And I think - I think I want that, too. Especially if it might be over in two weeks."