She was quiet for a long time. "I don’t know that I ever thought about it if I’m honest. I should be dead, ten times over, but every time I think this is the end, I can’t stop. I think once this is done I would like to go back to being myself. Read. Sleep. Rediscover my humanity. Live in a quiet place with a pond and perhaps some ducks though I don’t want to get my hopes up. Lestrange has it in for me. I put my odds at 23%.