The pain women faced from their first time was well known to Theo, he slipped inside her with an aching slowness, but holding back from her was like trying to catch pixie dust with your bare hands - impossible. He sighed with relief when she tugged him down quickly, getting the pain over with in one thrust. His heart ached knowing he was causing her body to tense uncomfortably. He stayed frozen, waiting for her reaction before he continued. It was a different kind of torture, not like the chamber beneath his house and the many dark curses he endured. This was a torture that would consume every thought until he imploded from the inside out. Seeing her laying there, trusting eyes gazing longingly into his was a pain like no other because it didn't hurt, it flayed him open from sternum to navel. His heart was there for her to take, she could do what she willed with it now - he was hers. If she so desired she could pluck it from his open chest and toss it into the great lake for the giant squid's dinner and he would let her because he would do anything she asked him to.