"He wants me to become a killer for the Greater Good, without telling me. He wanted to manipulate me, put me with the Slytherins so I can grow with them, maybe even become friends with them. All so I can betray them too and help the downfall of the Dark Lord. He realises that it will leave me with nobody right? My friendship with Ron is gone, Harry will hate me, Draco won’t trust me and the other Gryffindors and Slytherins will see me as a betrayer. It will ruin my life, I need to lie to everyone," I rub my eyes at the dark prospect of the coming years. 