"It’s just... it’s just I feel like he’s always brought out the worst in me," he said, "I know I’ve made mistakes in the past, and I’ve tried to grow and learn - but even now thinking about him I just...," he trailed off, "Even when we were kids I always had strong feelings about him," he admitted reluctantly, "all of them pretty negative. I just worry that I’m going to end up reverting back to being a total twat again. Like the last ten years didn’t matter at all," having been avoiding her gaze, he finally looked over to her, and found her watching him with a strange expression. She was quiet for a long while before she found something to say.