You must mean it. He wants you to use the torture curse. I can’t. I can’t. He is innocent! Look at him, he is still begging me. How can I torture an innocent person. It is a test and I am failing. If I don’t do it they are going to torture me. I can’t let that happen. I can’t save him. Sacrifices must be made. If I don’t do it, somebody else will. His life of mine. How can I even choose? I can’t. I can’t. I don’t want to die. I need to live. Harry needs me to live and survive this summer. Everybody in the order is counting on me. Severus has gone through this, I can do this. 