No one should be able to compartmentalize like him. Someone like him shouldn’t even be allowed such abilities. She wants him to burn in the pain she’s felt for months, to rot into decay just as she had while captured. To think, just like her, that no one was coming because she wasn’t worth the effort. To feel guilt for even thinking such things because it was unfair to put so much burden on others who were only trying to survive in the same circumstances as her. 