"Things are difficult. I didn’t tell them because they would ask too many questions and I would not be able to answer them fully. They don’t understand magic, they won’t like that I am going with a boy, they don’t understand the rules. I would have to explain everything like ten times before they even get a vague idea of it. It is frustrating, so I just don’t even try, that is also the reason why I am staying for Christmas," I sigh. 