"Shut up." She rolled her eyes with a grin. " And I don’t know what to do with my emotions very well which is why I locked them up, just like you tend to do. But I cannot not say what’s on my mind, so, I said what I thought, what I felt – I mean, what I feel. I’m not crying because I’m mad at you or expecting you to feel the same, it’s just that a tiny part of me doesn’t listen to my rational brain."