She had to do something to keep the suspicions off of Ron. There was history between them that she couldn't forget. No matter how many years she tried, she couldn't. With the death of the Dark Lord, it was even harder. Was it possible that a day would come when they could openly be friends again? When they could talk about Harry and not be afraid of what everyone around them thought? She'd only been able to speak about her best friend in quiet whispers alone in bed with her husband. Even then they both knew that it was dangerous to talk about him. Because Ron put himself and his family in danger helping her with her list, she couldn't just abandon him.