Thank you for your owl and for taking the time to read my previous messages. I understand this is sudden and unexpected. I am asking because, in my entire lifetime but most importantly the last seven years I have spent as an adult, I have never been satisfied by a partner. I believe the issue lies in my rather unusual desires and the extreme difficulty in finding a safe situation in which to explore them. Even the process of seeking the appropriate partner is rife with challenges given my background and the risk of putting myself in a vulnerable position with someone who may wish me harm. This led me to the arithmantic approach that I laid out for you in my previous message. Though I did not know the spell might reveal you as a potential match, I do not doubt for a moment that you would be an excellent option. I already respect you immensely and trust you with my life. And as awkward as it is to admit, from the time the spell revealed you as a potential match, I have vividly imagined this to... great effect. I do not know if this type of relationship might appeal to you and if so for how long, but I swear to you that I very much would like to explore the option with you.