The emotion was back in his voice. She ran her hand back through his hair, offering what little encouragement and support she could from her bed. Perhaps all was not lost between them. If he still cared that much about her even after he knew the secret she'd been keeping from him for so long, it was possible that he could eventually forgive her. And it wasn't as if she couldn't forgive him for fucking Ginny in the aftermath of that whole ordeal. She'd forgiven other affairs and he'd forgiven hers. Certainly not the healthiest of marriages, it worked for them. Maybe if they could get to Brazil to start their new life, they could actually make a go at monogamy. She wanted them to stop hurting each other. Hadn't they done enough of that? A new life would be a fresh start for them. They could put the past behind them where it belonged.