Mr. Akingbade must have known that she was upset by the memory. Never since they began their session had she forced him out of her mind so forcefully. Maybe she should offer him an explanation, she thought, but she just couldn't form the words. It was too painful. Learning that everything she thought was true was a lie and learning that someone she thought she could trust was manipulating her memories was too much. It was all too much. She wasn't sure how much more of it she could handle.