But, she knew all too well that she wouldn't be able to gain the wizard's trust and hopefully, by extension, more knowledge about what he'd done to her brain and why if she continued to avoid him. She was heartened by Alexandre's sneakily delivered missive from Antonin that Babajide Akingbade was looking into the issue further. Everything that she'd learned from the three Lestranges only served to confuse her mind even more. She hoped that Antonin was serious that the memory charms expert was encouraged by the additional information. Maybe there was hope that one day she might actually be memory charm-free. It still rankled her nerves that Mr. Akingbade lied to her and her husband went along with it, even if she could understand why they didn't want to tell her. She had been fairly delicate mentally and emotionally during that time period. Fear of the unknown might very well have pushed her over the edge. She only hoped that that wouldn't be the case.