Antonin would find out she was living there before she'd been there a day or two, if he hadn't already been aware the moment she crossed through the gates of the estate. She worried that he would think she was there for the wrong reasons, that she was a part of Rodolphus" quest to take over the wizarding world. Would he even believe her if she tried to get a message to him what she was doing? The depressing reality was that she didn't think her husband would ever trust her again. She wasn't sure if he'd ever trusted her to begin with. Because of their history, she knew that she could no longer allow herself to even worry about him. She had to follow her own mission just as he had to follow his.