  "I've always wanted to learn magic," Harry smiled looking not a bit nervous. In fact he was scared half to death and felt like he was going to faint. This place was where his family was, the people who left him. Abandoned him. He couldn't possibly forgive them, not now and maybe not ever. But that didn't mean he wasn't nervously running scenarios through his head. Some good others bad, nonetheless none of it helped him. He was scared, something he hadn't truly felt in awhile.