"Please, don't. Can we just... enjoy this? Finally?" His head lifted and he shifted, as though to move away. She didn't stop him, but he stayed seated next to her, fingers gripping hers tightly as she continued. "I can't... risk it. I won't. And I meant what I said the last time we talked about this - I don't know if getting my magic back would be... easy. Or safe. The surge of energy -"