"It means I'm dumb, blind, and should have known what you were to me a long, long time ago," Harry smiled. "You are my Quintessence ... the culmination of my part of the Opus, the partner I needed to complete the Upper Work. These are the signs that nature sent to me, to let me know who my White Queen was. But, because Dumbledore fucked with nature, I didn't know who or what I was, let alone that I was looking for something at all, or what it would ever look like if I ever found it. That's why I was never able to properly see you, Hermione ... I wasn't worthy of you. I didn't deserve to see my own personal vision of perfection, even though you were right in front of me the whole time. I had to have my eyes opened to you. I had to become good enough."