He turned again looking visibly confused, "Granger, thank you for the pity but even if you really think you like me the fact I’ve just told you I’m worth nothing and I’m practically impotent. I don’t think you love me at all. You just don’t want me to feel like shit which doesn’t matter because I feel like shit most of the time. It’s okay to leave and we won’t ever talk about this again’ he sighed resigned to his fate. 