"It was like... everything I'd done, all the progress I'd made, the demons I'd forced out was just... gone. I felt like it was my fault, that they were... that it had happened. If I'd only been stronger. Faster. Smarter. I would have found them and they would be alive and I'd have my parents. But I wasn't, and I didn't." Tears were falling now, though she didn't break, not yet.