She still had secrets that she wasn't ready to bare just yet. Not only about where she'd lived after she was attacked or what she'd been doing while they were apart. A massive secret that wasn't exactly hers to tell still hung over her head. Would Antonin forgive her if he found out that she knew he had a daughter and she never told him about her? Part of her was afraid that he would see a family with Ginny as a better option than what he had with her. Maybe once upon a time in their fucked up marriage she would've seen that as an attractive prospect, but no longer. In the deepest part of her soul, she held out hope that Brazil was still a possibility for their family, still held out hope that their little family had any kind of future together. She wouldn't accept his offer until all of the secrets were out in the open. Neither one of them was ready for that.