Anyways, the point I'm getting at is that I don't take well to things I consider mine being tampered with, It's a gross violation of privacy and that's one thing I treasure. My problem is that growing up with so few friends when I finally made some my viewpoint was skewed of them. Sure, I love them like a friend should but subconsciously my mind had categorized them as my possessions. Morgana knows I never consciously thought that or I would have been disgusted with myself but now I know better it was just the equivalent of my brain filing information in the wrong section given the fact that the section it should have been didn't and still does not exist. This viewpoint of mine would have only gotten worse when Harry and I hooked up after saving Sirius.