I tried to live further as my dying muqin wanted. I’ve become a trader, it was even successful for a while. There were no thoughts about starting a new family, even if many xiaojies wanted my attention. I refused, of course. This would not be fair to my qin qin. When we were young she promised to marry only me, and I did the same. It sounds childish now, but I’ll keep it till the grave and then reunite with her in the afterlife, where we could be happy together. I started to believe that taking everything from me would be enough to pay back to this world for anything I did to deserve such misfortune. But no. How foolish I was. If someone from Heaven decides to take your destiny, the mortal can’t do anything with it. So my little paradise was taken from me again.