Everyone stops asking questions and we drink in silence. I am thinking about how I am going to ask for the potion. The best thing is to go right now, it is known that you can’t wait too long because it won’t work anymore, my time is very limited. I dread it, but I can’t take the risk. I can’t go into hiding, the Dark Lord will find me and even if he wouldn’t, I don’t have a relationship or anything with Sirius. Age gaps are more normal in the Wizarding world, but I don’t want to have our one night stand baby. How can I be so irresponsible? It is not like me.