She was afraid he would start asking her questions about her time on the run. Had she had lovers in that year? If so, how many and who were they? Had she been with any other men since she returned to Hogsmeade and to their bed? If he allowed himself, Antonin would drive himself completely mad with the questions that he shouldn't have had to ask. As much of a shit mum she was, she was doubly and triply a shit wife. Maybe if they'd married for love it would've been different. She didn't know and it was too late to find out.