I can’t sleep, everytime I close my eyes I see all the wands on my body. Feel the dark magic seeping in my body. When it is silent I can hear the whispering of the spell all around me. I know where everyone is standing around me, even Draco and Theo helped. The older Death Eaters put more power behind their spells, willing the Mark to stick on my arm. Lucius and Severus both look me in the eyes, standing next to each other. I lock my eyes with Severus as long as I can hold in the pain, I bite on my lip to keep from screaming, but a whimper escapes. The shield around his emotions drops for just a second and I see the guilt and sadness in his eyes. It breaks me even more and the pain overwhelms me and I let my head fall back.