It would've been too easy to blame Rodolphus" charms for all of the times that she gave her body over to the wizard for his use. But it wasn't true. As all of the memories of their relationship, if one could even call it that, trickled through the blocks on her mind the longer the spells were removed, she knew without a doubt that she'd gone to Rodolphus of her own will. Perhaps that was what made it feel all that much worse. He'd taken advantage of her when she'd already given herself over to him.