There were days she missed her time on the run. Life seemed much simpler back then. She didn't know who she was supposed to be afraid of so she just tried to avoid everyone. How different would the entire world have been if she'd stayed away? Hannah would still be alive most likely. And the Dark Lord would probably still be lingering on so there would be no need for a power struggle amongst his most loyal followers just yet. The world certainly would've been more peaceful. But Oliver would still be afraid of her and she wouldn't have learned what she had about her husband. Was the promise of a false peace worth losing what she'd gained? She didn't think so.