His features might have been impassive, but experience dealing with people in the midst of terrible interrogations taught her a lot about what people weren't saying. It bothered her that she knew that he was judging her for the past choices she made to remain alive. Usually, the opinions of other people didn't matter much to her. She was the one that had to make the tough choices when her world crumbled after the murder of her best friend. If she hadn't been willing to do what was difficult, she wouldn't have survived as long as she had. Was self-preservation really so awful of a character flaw?