She knew Harry was important and that meant that every moment with him was a risk; she knew and chose to remain his friends through every horrible, strange event that occurred through out the years. She’d braved the tests for the philosopher stone in their first year, faced a basilisk in the halls of Hogwarts (and was petrified!) in their second, followed after a madman in their third and helped Harry through all of the challenges in the fourth the best she could. None of that haunted her the way the Department of Mysteries did. 