Someday, if I’m caught, I’m sure the experts will say it was post traumatic stress, or a need for revenge, or that I had a psychotic break. I’m sure they will find all manner of excuses to explain away why I became a killer. And, if I live to see the trial I’m sure I will tearfully agree with them and play up every past trauma, and contrive a few new ones for good measure. But the real truth of the matter is that I was born for this role. There was no dramatic turning point that changed me into what I am. I have always been this. If anything the events of my life have tempered my needs, honed them to a straight and lethal point that I have used to my best advantage.