want in a relationship. Hell for that matter, in this life. I still don’t know if I’m interested in a long-term relationship, nonetheless marriage, or kids. I don’t get involved with people because it's unfair to expect them to live in limbo forever while I try and figure it out. And yes, plenty of that stems from one childhood heartbreak. I’ve tried unpacking that with a therapist. It didn’t take. I’m unsure of a lot of things." She’s forgotten to breathe during that entire speech and is now sucking in air like she’d been drowning. But she wasn’t finished yet. 