At least she only attempted to murder her husband when the moment finally came. What if she'd hurt her son or another innocent? She had years of experience pushing aside the worst thoughts into tiny little, hidden boxes in the back of her brain. For whatever reason, she was unable to push aside the very real fear that she was an unstable accident waiting to happen. Oliver was just in the next room when she exploded. Would she have tried to kill her son if he'd been the unlucky soul present for her breakdown?