I lower the wall, keeping Pansy and Draco blocked, Blaise looks up at me and gives a small smile. After a deep breath I try to push my emotions towards them. I think of nights doing homework and sitting in front of the fire in the Common Room. The normal and carefree moments that made me feel like just a normal student, make me calm and feel normal. I know I just need time to accept Draco and Pansy again, but right now their emotions will be too much and I can’t break down in front of everyone.