"I'm pretty much... I shouldn't have walked out," she said.   He'd told her he'd do anything for her. She'd seen him attack people for her. She'd felt their blood and breathing and souls try to align and she'd still believed the worst. She should have known better.  She prided herself on being logical and clear-minded and she'd still stormed out like a schoolgirl going to cry in an empty classroom.  "I should have listened."