On another ordinary Tuesday morning where she was stuck in the house with nothing to do, she envied the freedom Augustus and even Antonin had. Neither man was confined to the safe house any longer than they wished to be there. Sure, she wasn't technically a prisoner and she often took advantage of the seclusion of the property to go on long walks, but there was nothing for her to do out in the so-called real world. She feared that she would be nothing but a liability to Antonin if she went with him on his mysterious visits and errands. After her embarrassing display at the Dark Lord's funeral, she would likely never be taken seriously again. It was easier for those he met with to imagine she wouldn't prove to be a problem in the future if she wasn't put on display. Even if they made a public declaration stating all of the horrific spells Rodolphus used on her to rob her of her full sanity, there would still be those who wouldn't believe it, who would call their announcement "convenient'.