"I told you it would be."  After a few more bites she decided to just be straightforward with him, she'd want him to be straightforward with her. "You asked me before what I was running from- and the truth is, I’m scared. Not of you or of being mother to Scorpius." She absently turned the dragon ring on her finger, "it's just... I've not felt like this in years and the last time I did it didn’t end well and I don’t know what to expect with any of this. With our relationship. I mean- we’re married- but it wasn’t for all the normal reasons. So like, are we just living together? What are the ground rules? I’m your wife, and your friend, but we’ve only just started getting to know each other again. And the idea of being a Wife just doesn’t seem real right now." she looked up from her clasped hands, feeling like she'd been rambling.