Why hadn’t they had this before? Yes, he’d loved Sirius and known Sirius had loved him, and in some abstract way he’d know the same of Remus, but they’d never had  this. Was it his fault? Had he been too distant? Had he not been vulnerable enough? Had he been so acclimatised to the treatment he’d received from the Dursley’s, that he hadn’t truly registered how wrong it was until he had his own children? Harry wished he had an answer.