Antonin, as much as she hated to admit it even to no one but herself, was the biggest reason she was still around, still capable of running away. He might have hurt her physically more than anyone else ever had, but he was far from being the person who'd hurt her the most. That was an honor reserved for an infuriating wizard with a fondness for mystery novels who she knew would never leave his wife. Not even to run away with the witch he claimed to love to start a new life somewhere else.