Remus leant further into the cushions. Sirius sighed, moving him so that his head was resting in his lap. He ran his fingers through Remus’ curls as he hummed. "I don’t remember Lily’s name most of the time. I wish I did, but that’s not something this life has allowed for me. I don’t remember how it felt to be loved by her, or held by her, or anything for that matter. I only just remember James because I clung so dearly to him, and in that I forgot the love of his life. I had to make a choice."