Things are changing, Harry. I don’t know how much longer I can survive being here. And yet, I fear there is no way out for me. There might be a chance for me to escape soon, as the Dark Lord has been gone frequently, searching for something, I believe. If he catches me... I dare not think of what he would do to me. He makes me do horrible things, Harry, things that make me feel like a monster. I don’t want to be a monster.