Harry Potter came to a conclusion that he was like Peter Pettigrew. A traitor but more importantly a coward.  He betrayed Hermione in hopes to avoid the unnecessary fight and, he must admit, for fame and security he craved for. Yet for that he had lost more than it's imaginable.How did it come down to this ? How can one person tear everything away from him when he had it for so long ? He laughed inside his head, a confused and dazed sound more like. The burning stinging around his neck reminded him of his cowardice and the tears rolling down his face, falling on to the wooden floor, his unbearable sorrow and guilt.He remembers that night quite vividly, what Sirius once said to Pettigrew and it makes him throw up. An acid taste burning his throat.