"Yes," Harry snapped, tearing his eyes from the map to glare up at his two friends, "Yes, I love him - I’m  in love with him -  of course I fucking am!!" he punched the bed in frustration, "And I just accidentally told him in a room full of people! I need to speak to him! I need to find him on this stupid fucking map, so I can find out if he loves me too, and if you’re not here to help me, then please!  Just leave me alone!" by the end of his tirade he was panting, his anger giving way to the fear that was truly at the heart of everything.