But, she also couldn't deny the fact that there was no one else alive that she felt more comfortable confiding in. When he was nothing more than just her teacher, years before they were ordered to wed, she considered Antonin one of her closest friends, if not her very best friend. There used to be nothing they couldn't talk about. Not until she understood what his true feelings were for her and she learned how she could use them against him for her benefit. She didn't like all of the changes her personality went through since the end of the last war.