She wasn't sure that she had the energy to go through the story again, but knew that she had to. He deserved to know what had been happening to his wife when they were apart. All of their disagreements didn't seem to matter much when she was afraid for her life. Even just having him so close with his hands grasping hers helped her feel less afraid. The world was closing in on her, and she didn't know how to make it stop. A change was coming. If it was for the best or if it was the end, she didn't know.