"But you've been through such a terrible ordeal," Harry moaned weakly. "I can't wrap my head around how much you must have suffered. I might never forgive myself for not acting sooner. You'd have to accept that ... if you ever really joined me on that page. But I have no expectation of that. You need so much fixing, I know. I can feel it, and I'll spend my life helping you do that, without hoping for anything else."