She wasn't in a hurry to leave the house even though she knew it was dangerous to remain there alone. Perhaps she was a masochist after all. The one person alive who tortured her more than anyone else was herself. Always had been that way. Even as a child she forced herself to complete impossible tasks and punished herself when she fell short. As a student in Hogwarts, she was even worse. What other person in their right mind would think that using a time turner to take extra classes was a good idea? She had to place a lot of the blame for that decision on Professor McGonagall and Professor Dumbledore. They were the adults in that situation. Neither of them utilized their decades of life experience to help her come to the correct conclusion that there was only so much a single person could do. A lot of people in her life were too passive to correct her when she was being unreasonable.