I don't think that before it came to my head so clearly, that it is a completely different story now. And I’m the only one left here from the previous journey. But I’m not lonely. I have a family for the second time. Maybe this time we’ll be left aside. I can’t remember the time when someone truly supported me (not Ming-siong). I was not Ming Yi, Ming Yi wasn’t me. I’ve just used him. So why am I so jealous of him now? To all that friendship and support that was given to that role? I’m okay alone. 