But after you left I regretted it, because even if you were the spy I wanted you with me. Even if you were the spy I still loved you and wanted you and I was a fool for thinking you were, I know I was. James told me I was being stupid and blind, and I told him he was too trusting of his friends, that just because we loved you didn’t mean you wouldn’t betray us. Guess we were both being stupid and blind, led in circles by the rat.