If she was honest with herself, and she was trying to do that as little as possible, she might have come to the conclusion that she simply didn't want to know what was happening because for the moment, she was satisfied where she was. Even if every single person that lived near her hated her very guts and longed for the day they could end her sorry existence, the alternative wasn't attractive. She liked not having to worry about where she was going to spend the night. Because of the somewhat protected status of the Resistance's corner of Devon, she hadn't had to fear that Antonin or any of his mates would come find her. If they were even aware of her location, they wouldn't seek her out. Not unless she chose to run again.