"No I didn’t." Will snorted. "My last year was fucking miserable, I didn’t know what I wanted. Dad was better, but the- the things I experienced trying to save him caused me to stop and think about everything. When I stopped, I realized I wanted Lyra, did for a while I think, and I wanted to be a curse breaker, so no one would have to deal with what dad did. What we all had to go through when he was dying. Then I started working towards it. But not everyone is like that, Emmie didn’t know what she really wanted to do until she left Hogwarts, and Gwyn, well, Gwyn is just different."