"But I discovered some things I can't dismiss. Dumbledore put obedience charms on me first year. One that made me consider Harry's safety and well-being above my own. And another to study anything and everything. Studiousness was already in my nature, but he made it everything. He removed any interest in fashion, cosmetics, or even my appearance. He made an eleven-year-old believe her only value was her knowledge, and that she never knew enough. He made me think of myself as plain, not even interesting enough to be ugly."