When she returned back to the hated cottage after her failed visit to get the list of Rodolphus" enemies without removing a single piece of clothing, she'd been so angry that she downed the rest of the bottle of fire whiskey Antonin left. Though it wasn't her choice when it came to mind-numbing agents, she was limited in her options. The potions she preferred were illegal and she'd made promises to multiple people she actually respected that she wouldn't take them again. Thanks to the lingering sense of honor and nobility from her Gryffindor traits no matter how long it had been since she was a student, she couldn't go back on that promise. And besides, she wouldn't even know where to go if she wanted to. Clearly, she couldn't trust the hag in Knockturn Alley she used to visit.