It doesn’t have to be bad, to be here. All this time, he had his mission to motivate him. Even this whole dhampir thing, he only went through with it because he figured the extra advantages would be beneficial to the mission. He didn’t think much about what would happen after. At least, not until the last few months. Being alive, living, becoming a dhampir, becoming a vampire, that weird form of quasi-immortality, the possibility of living for hundreds of years if he pleases. It never appealed to him; immortality. Especially not now. Not now, when just being alive hardly has any appeal. He thought about it more and more, the closer he got to the end. And now, here he is. When he talked to Death, he thought he would want to die, after it was all done. But now...he’s not sure.