"I see you Granger, I want you. But I’m not going to ruin your life being stuck with me. If you still want to be my friend I will happily, forever be your friend. But I can’t be anything else.’ There was a silence of understanding between the two. They had known weeks ago and even agreed on it, so why was this so difficult now after only a few meetings? "Would you like me to leave now instead of the morning? I’ll understand if you don’t want me to stay.’