"I thought of you dying in the middle of nowhere, bleeding out of your ribs, gasping as the air was sucked out of you and you took your last breath. And then I thought of you alive, as if nothing happened, standing in front of me. As if you never died and you never bled and then that meant you were never hurt. I thought I saw you once out there, with your wand raised at me, angry and fierce and golden. I thought you were going to kill me right then and there, and I did nothing, waiting for it to happen." 