Hermione and Narcissa are dead, just like Bill. Everyone dear to me is gone.Circe, I can't ever sleep. I watch Bill die every time I close my eyes.How does Severus survive losing Lily? Did he ever find love again? Is that why he survived?Only working with this Death Eater double-agent do I keep the darkness at bay.I once was beautiful, adored; now I'm scared that I actually enjoy the fear and shock I derive from others.