As her late-night thoughts drifted back to what her future was going to be from the recollections of the bizarre couple of days she'd experienced, she felt even more at a loss of her next steps. Returning to Hogsmeade was not an option. She knew there was only one option for leaving the Dark Lord's service entirely. It was a price she wasn't sure she was ready to pay just yet. Imagining returning to any sort of routine with the family she left behind left her almost breathless. How could she ever convince herself that they were happy and normal after spending even a single moment with the Jordan family? The lies she used to tell herself wouldn't work. She would know that they weren't a normal family and she had no doubt that she would come to resent them even more than she already did.