"Do you have any idea how hard it is to ignore and swerve the advances of you, Granger. I thought you were mad for a while or possibly desperate. I thought Ron and Lavender had driven you crazy enough to want to keep trying to snog me. I get it okay, I get it because I like you the same way, of course I’m in love with you how could I not be. The second you laid your perfect head of luscious wild curls on my chest on your grandparents lumpy old sofa I knew it. When I held you in my arms and watched you sleep peacefully I knew it, when I tried bargaining for your future with that dusty old hat I knew it. You fell asleep face first into my cock in the conservatory on the first night and I knew it. Every time you kissed me I knew it, every time I saw you with your friends I knew it, every study session, every party, every time I watched your perfect body dance, every Potions class I’m paired with you, our Astronomy project I knew it. I have been knitting my life into yours for 6 months knowing painfully well I was desperately in love with you Granger and preparing for the day it would come apart and unravel. Forgive me for being guarded but the pain I have felt caused by my own life choices have me second guessing everything. I mean honestly how can I tell you all that and your first response is to confess your love’, he exhaled for the first time it seemed in minutes and stopped to process his own confession. 