For the first time since she'd started her journey as an escaped Death Eater almost a full year before, she found herself craving the potions Antonin would make her drink when her mind began its kaleidoscopic spin. As much as she hated the feeling of heaviness that was always a side-effect, at least she was calm. It had been a long time, weeks, maybe even months since she'd felt at ease even for a single moment. Blissful unconsciousness sounded heavenly.