Draco Malfoy actually seeking her out and taking the time to help her was another miracle. Her thoughts hadn't been far from their nighttime meeting in the garden since it occurred. She didn't trust him. No matter what he said or did, she wasn't sure she ever would. He still represented the life she was desperate to leave behind. She couldn't afford to humanize him. He was every bit as much a monster as the rest of them, herself included.