She shook her head, "Again nothing like that." She walked into his outstretched arms. He pulled her to him. "I know I don't seem it, but I am still broken inside." He rocked her gently. "I hide it well because I learned no one wanted to know how I felt. All those orders just worsened traits I already possessed." She swallowed, "I know I'm not as experienced as most groupies are, or other women you might know. And my last partner did little to boost my confidence there. I am nervous about moving too fast and having stronger feelings and having stronger feelings than you. Then I fret about moving too slowly and you giving up because I'm too messed up."