"My brain turned on me halfway through my second lap. I thought a third lap would help to shake it and it didn't. I guess I'm not as over the summer before last as I thought. All it took was a few scathing comments to make me spiral." She took a careful bite of asparagus and looked over at him as she swallowed. "I'll figure it out so it doesn't happen again. I didn't mean to be out so long, if I'd known I would have a panic attack I would have come back to the castle when Zeph asked me to."