The boy sighs, pushing the food around on his plate. "No. It...wouldn’t be fair to her. I’d spend every moment comparing her to her, you know? I love her, but...she deserves better than that. I think I’m gonna try to stay away from just about everyone from that life, the ones I can anyway. They all deserve better than me spending all our time together comparing them to my memories. I already had them all once. I don’t need to have them again, if having them would be painful to them."