She pictures the shallowness of his eyes and feels herself sinking deep. Because the emotions were always hidden around the edges, the centre of his hues full of anguish. It's by this point she decides she is going mad. The thoughts have sucked her persona up, and it's tearing her apart. As much as she wants to relax. To allow the bones in her body to sink down, they refuse to. Not until she knows he is safe, then maybe it will feel like the air is easier to breathe again.