"Excuse me, that is my decision and he has been there for me, he is smart, likes to read, doesn’t use me for my brain. He likes to challenge me mentally, he has learned so much from me. Don’t tell me he doesn’t deserve me, when he was the first one to ask me to the Yule ball even though we knew we couldn’t go together. Every chance he got, he has shown me that he does deserve me and I deserve him. He makes me happy! He makes me smile in this fucked up world. My thoughts of him were the only thing that kept me alive during all the torture," I scream and stand up during my rant. 