And it hurt to see it. Far more than she had prepared herself for. Despite all her determination, this had stunned her right away. She had tried to condition herself for a horrendous scar, but to see the loss of life in Harry's eye struck her like a bullet. Harry noticed. He bowed his head with resigned acceptance and held his hands still at the clasp of his shawl. He had expected this, but to see it happen cut to him more completely than anything he could have prepared for. He dropped his hands from his wrappings and visibly shrunk back against the bench and away from her judgemental eyes.