This whole thing with Scorpius not being ready gives Albus bad anxiety. Every time he did it with Jake, he was scared that he secretly judges him for his body—like he might be disgusted. He never said anything tho But Every time Albus looks in the mirror, he feels disgusting. All the scars on his arm doesn’t make it better. He just doesn’t like how he looks, what if Scorpius also secretly doesn’t like Albus Body and that’s why he doesn’t want to sleep with him?