It was a ridiculous notion that she chastised herself for thinking the moment she thought it. Years of an unhealthy symbiotic relationship with the wizard skewered her perception of reality. What sort of woman thought that life with a man who frequently lost his temper and hurt his wife physically was something to aspire to? Yes, Antonin had been on his best behavior since she showed up on his doorstep just before midnight on their son's birthday. That wasn't an indication that they would continue down the same path. Maybe he did change while she was gone, but that was too little and much too late. Pleasant weeks and one exhilarating night didn't make up for years of pain and degradation.