But! He'd never breath a single word of that to anyone ever! But that long curly tuggable hair, that nervous innocence about his voice...how scared Neville was being so close, how he submitted so easily to Draco out of fear. He knew it was bad, he knew he shouldn't feel attracted or even remotely interested when he had Harry...but he couldn't help himself! But for right now he had to put Neville in his place!