Once there was a time in her life that she considered herself to be too emotional. When she was a teenager she was frequently on the very edge of bursting into tears at a moment's notice. She was too sensitive and allowed others to have more control over her reactions than she should've. Part of her training to become the notorious and feared Madam Dolohov was to learn how to distance herself from emotions, to become cool and detached. Long years had passed since she was in danger of crying over the slightest insult or allowing herself to feel the fear that had been such a huge part of her adolescence. Her potions helped. Without them, she feared she was reverting back to the person she used to be. While in some ways that was a good thing, she worried that she would become the same overly emotional, impulsive Gryffindor she'd been before she pledged her life to Lord Voldemort.