"I didn’t say it wouldn’t hurt, but I’m not dead tomorrow. I am going to play this for the long haul. I will go to hell and back to achieve the best result. Like you wouldn’t do the same?! You are a spy for the Order, this is going to be your second war. Your life is just as much at risk as mine, maybe even more. You think the Dark Lord won’t kill you? He will. We don’t have a choice in our lives, the only thing we can do is make the best of it. We are both fighting for the same thing. You wanted to protect Lily, but you protected so many more people, you might think you don’t care, but you are still a spy. If you didn’t care you would not put yourself in so much danger! I don’t want to lose my father!" I burst out as tears are streaming down my face.