His words hit a deep-seated, still-bleeding wound that she kept in her heart ever since she was little – of being an outcast from everybody else, of never being anyone’s first choice, of comforting others after watching her friends die without ever being comforted by them, of protecting and caring for everyone in the Order while never getting that same treatment herself, of sacrificing her family, her own life to end this war and having none of the closest people come to see her out...