"Unfortunately, once I had gathered enough courage, there was no way out," I drawl, although it's hard for me to openly admit to her that I was (at least for a while) the coward she still thinks I am to this day. "It was literally too late. Be a good girl and spare me another lecture on chances and choices. I'm fully aware. I remember every single second on that bloody tower even without you spelling it out for me every few days, thank you very much." 