"I remember when I did. It was in fourth year when Harry came back with Cedric’s body. I realized that this was a life-or-death thing with the wizarding world. I’d seen people fall off their brooms and survive. Charms worked and transfiguration could change anything. But Cedrick dying." She took a deep breath in and forced the air out quickly. "That was the end of believing magic could fix anything for me."