When she stopped to remember that awful day, she wondered about the significance of Rodolphus" presence. She didn't doubt that he cast a spell on her or strengthened the ones that were already there. No, that much seemed obvious by the fuzzy confusion she experienced when she reentered her kitchen. What she was worried about was his potential role in the attack against Antonin. Did she do that all on her own? Did she try to kill her husband because that's what she wanted or was it because Rodolphus wanted her to end his life? None of the potential answers to those questions brought her any comfort. Either she was a madwoman who hated her husband enough to want him dead or she was being controlled by a man whose motivations she didn't fully understand.