"I think about you all the time," there was a hint of anguish in his voice, as if the confession were painful, "and all of my choices are to do with you. Will this keep me close to Harry, or will this make Harry happy, or will Harry like this? And I think about touching you  all of the time. In any way I can - in any way I think you’ll let me. And I’m just so afraid, that I’m going to ruin everything. That I’m going to hurt you. I just... I don’t want to lose you...," he finished weakly.