Even if she was able to sleep, it's not like she could stop her nightmares from keeping her awake either. The night terrors were sometimes worse than ever, snippets of both realities blended into one. Sometimes she would see Blaise bleeding out in her arms while other times she would see herself dying in Loki's arms. It was unnerving and very much not something she was willing to deal with. Sleep deprivation may be causing her to slowly lose her mind, but dealing with her demons was worse. Eventually, something would give and all would be well again. She had to hold on to that hope. This would not last forever.