"The conversation we had before we left that night bothered me. I didn't tell anyone I wanted to search for Greyback because I knew the others wouldn't approve, let alone give their blessing. Rightly so, I have to admit in retrospect, because it was a completely selfish endeavor. With that, I threw all of the Resistance's security protocols, most of which I drew up myself by the way, to the wind. And even though I knew the risks, I accepted your offer and took you with me. Without any scruples. Just like that, I dragged you into my personal vendetta."