Following a no-decision after two consecutive lossesa three-game span in which the Mets scored a combined three runsTom Glavine (5-3) shook his head while repeatedly mumbling 'It's never gonna happen' at a post-game press conference Tuesday. 'Five 20-win seasons and two stupid Cy Young awards, so what? It means nothing... I have nothing,' said a visibly dejected Glavine to a crowd that included his wife, daughter, and stepson. 'I should have retired when I had the chance, but now I'll just end my career as a loser. God, I am such a loser.' Mets pitcher Pedro Martinez tried to cheer up Glavine with by telling him that at least his career hasn't been marred by injuries, to which Glavine responded, 'Shut up.' 