While suffering an unexpected nervous breakdown Thursday morning, local woman Alyssa Mullen reportedly admitted to her 5-year-old son that she just doesnt know who [she is] anymore, little buddy. Im trying my best to remember what the point of all this is, kiddo, but Im really having a hard time of it, Mullen told her son Jacob, moments after watching a mug of coffee slip out of her hands and shatter on the kitchen floor. Buddy, every day I wake up and I see the sun slipping through the blinds, and I just feel sick, sick, sick, sick. Its like Im drowning and no one can see me! You know what I mean, little man? At press time, Mullen was clutching her son to her chest and repeating the phrase, Its okay, bud. 