Noting that it feels clearly distinct from the type of generalized, aching malaise and sadness that constitutes their usual day-to-day existence, Americans nationwide reported feeling a somewhat different sense of spiritual numbness today, one characterized by an acute melancholy, a more localized feeling of emptiness, and a helpless inability to alter the course of the past 12 years of history. Typically, as I go through my daily routine, the emotional paralysis I feel is more like a dull, non-specific pain that pervades the very essence of my beinga pained voice, if you will, that wants to scream but cantbut today its more like a profoundly longing, grieving kind of numb, 35-year-old Ohio resident William Bryant told reporters, echoing the sentiments of all 315 million Americans, who say their daily sense of grief and spiritual exhaustion usually just sort of hangs there in the background, but felt more specifically and immediately miserable today. When I woke up this morning, I felt utterly alone and shattered, just as I always do, but there was a little added something in the mix this timehorror, maybe? A sense of unmollified anguish over a tragic event that can never be erased or even truly comprehended? I dont know, something like that. It felt shitty, I know that much. Americans went on to confirm that while todays unique variety of emotional numbness was certainly no better than any other days, at the very least it changed things up a little. 