Facing the cruel prospect of winning 200 grueling games in his interminable 19-season career, 44-year-old Red Sox pitcher Tim Wakefield tried to get a line drive to hit him in the head Friday to finally put an end to it all. I didnt throw [White Sox hitters] any knuckleballs because I wanted to make sure the ball had enough speed coming off the bat to shatter my skull, said Wakefield, who lunged face-first at everything batted toward him. I didnt give them anything they could pull, either, because its gotta come right at me and, with any luck, nail me square in the temple so I die instantly. Then again, at this point, I would also take a deep coma. Wakefield said he was looking forward to Wednesdays start against the Cleveland Indians, calling it another great opportunity to die. 