I remember as a kid when I was mad I would try to break something my parents owned. Looking back, I feel remorse for what I did.
Tell me exactly what that was like? Hopefully it's different now?
I would just try to break a household item whenever they punished me. Yes it is different now, I try to control my temper in non violent ways.
I could not even imagine how mad your parents must be.
They would be very mad, but I am sure they have forgiven me by now.