Even though it is hard...I have been very committed to someone even when they do not deserve it
Not a lot of people are loyal. Who is this someone?
A partner kind of...They are away at therapy of sorts right now because even though I am committed..I won't be a punching bag. No one else has helped them in their life..being a stable and healthy home..so I have.
Being a punching bag in a relationship is no good. It's a 2 way street. Is your partner doing their part?
It's baby steps. I hope so..It will take more time to know! It's the beginning right now