my grandmother passed yestserday. she was the one who raised me
oh im so sorry! it hurts when our parents leave us.  my uncle, who was basically my father, died in april.
yeah. i was fine yesterday but today has been hard. i usualy dont  show much emotion but i cant help it.
it's ok to feel however you are feeling. it's normal. you never get over it, but you do learn to live with it.