I'm not sure how my future is going to turn out. I have been worried about that a lot lately. 
What have you been worried about? 
Pretty much everything. I'm not where I want to be. Financially speaking: i'm a poor person. My health has really gone downhill this year. Pretty much everything isn't good.
Oh wow, I'm sorry to hear that! I hope things start looking better for you. Can you file for disability or social security? 
Yes, I have but the stigma attached to it has me feeling a bit ashamed. I don't know if I will be approved or not.