I really wished my dad would do the proper introductions and bring all of my siblings together.
What do you mean by that?
I have a younger sister that I have never met to reach out to me and I'm somewhat at a loss of words.  I'd like to have my dad to be present I suppose.
That's fair, having a father figure be present is really important.
I want to reach out but I'm like what is there really for me to say.  I am the oldest but I don't like being overshadowed by the perception that I have extra benefits having my father present.