I'm kind of socially awkward and I don't know how to start conversations in real life. I wish i had more friends
having a few good friends or even one is better then having a bunch of fake ones. It is hard to make friends as an adult that are true friends even if you are great at it! So don't feel bad
thank you for your support! I have a really good friend but he lives in a different state so we don't see each other that often
I understand! I used to be the social butterfly but now after a lot of trauma I am very anxious as well and I don't care to have people I don't trust around me anyhow. Maybe try meetups or forums where people have the same interests?