"Previously on Ray Donovan..." "I know you want me." "I know you want to be with me." "You out of your fucking mind?" " You followed me?" " Fucking right I did." "She's gonna tell Dad." "If she does, he'll kill him." "And maybe he deserves it?" "If anyone lays a hand on him, you will never fucking see me again." "That did not happen." " I ain't fucking senile." " Fine." "You're not senile." "Go tell Joe Friday out there that you want to wear a wire and get your brains blown out in Long Beach." "You want out?" "There is no out." "You t to leave L.A." "You tricked their beloved grandfather into signing away his rights, or you're the kind of son that dumps his demented old man in a nursing home." "Either way..." "they're gonna hate ya." "Unless you want to go to jail, you'll do exactly what we agreed to." "Andrew Finney was in three hours ago telling the Chief of Police you killed the guy." " Has he been arrested?" " I do know they're gonna want to talk to you before they charge him." "You're going down for the one fucking murder you didn't commit." "I mean, that's divine retribution." "Where's the poker?" "Fuck yourself, you Irish piece of shit." "God!" "Where's the poker?" "Ray Donovan, we have a warrant to search the premises." "Tell the truth and get it all." "Who knows, you play your cards right, you might even keep the team." "Why would your father kill your husband?" "They were lovers." "Anyone see you come in?" "No." "I took the service entrance." "I'll wait downstairs." "Stay here." "Keep out of the shit show for a while." "I'll get your PR people to come by tomorrow." "There are more helicopters outside my dad's house than when OJ took the white Bronco down the 405." "Yeah." "How they love to see the mighty fall." "You did the right thing, Paige." "Do you think that's a comfort?" "I don't know." "Key's on the counter." "You know, my father never would have killed Varick if you weren't around." "He fell in love with the idea that there was always gonna be someone there to save him from himself." "I'll have my girl check on you in the morning." "Are you sure you can't stay?" "Santa Monica." "By the pier." "I'll be at the Paradise Inn." "Please hurry." "I'm really scared." "Bridget?" "Bridget?" "Bridge?" "Baby, wake up." "Nene, wake up." "I want to play." "Come on." "I want to play." "What are you doing?" "Don't you fucking speak without my permission." "Oh, shit." "Disobey me, you mariquita?" "Did you call me a margarita?" "Say you're sorry, motherfucker, or I'll pull it off." "I'm..." "I'm sorry." "Louder." "I'm sorry." "I bet you are." "Happy?" "Yeah." "Then get up." "We're going out." "It's the middle of the night." "I'm taking you somewhere." "Come on." "Pants on, bitch." "You're not gonna want to miss this." "All in all, plenty of sunshine and really clear skies." "This is Darby Jackson with your Southern California daily weather." "Now, back to tonight's top story." "Police were dispatched to media mogul Andrew Finney's" "Bel Air estate just hours ago after hearing reports of a fire burning on the property." "When investigators arrived at the scene, they discovered that the blaze contained the remains..." "Raymond." "...of an unidentified adult male." "Sources are currently saying the victim may have been an employee of the Finney organi..." "Where is everybody?" "Conor's at a friend's house, and, uh..." "Abby's out looking for Bridget." "Why is she looking for Bridget?" "Sit down... there's something I got to tell ya." "Bridget got involved with someone at school." "Who?" "Her math teacher." "What the fuck are you talking about?" "How'd you know they were his drugs?" "Well, we found the bottle in her purse, and the prescription had his name on it." "Are ya all right?" "How long have you known about this?" "A few days." "Few days?" "Yeah, we talked about it, and..." "You're not my kid's father, Terry." "No, but we thought it was all under control." "You keep fucking saying "we." Wh... you and Abby?" "What's going on, Terry?" "You got a little crush on my wife?" "I know you're fucked up in the head, but don't get confused about that, all right?" "I'm not the one that's confused, Ray." "You're the one that don't get it." "Don't get what?" "It's a disgrace the way you treat her." "You're out all night." "You're cheating like the old man did." " What?" " Yeah, you heard what I said!" "Stop it." "Just both of you fucking stop it." "Why'd you keep this from me?" "Because I knew you'd go fucking nuts." "That's not your decision to make." "She's my fucking daughter." "I know how you handle things." "What the fuck is that supposed to mean?" "It means you have problems with shit like this." "Oh, yeah?" "Until you come face-to-face with something ugly and you need me to make it go away." "I think what Abby's trying to say..." "Do I need you to tell me what my fucking wife is saying?" "You got some kind of inside line?" "No, he's just been here helping me while you've been out chasing Paige Finney." "Fuck you." "I want you to pack your shit and get out of here before I'm back." "You're not going anywhere." "It's not your decision." "Where's he lives?" "What?" "The teacher." "Where does he lives?" "He's not home." "I was just there." "Where does he live, Abby?" "Tell him." "INCOMING CALL DAD" "MESSAGING:" "THREADS MOM:" "WHERE ARE YOU, BRIDGET?" "DON'T WORRY, I'M AT GRANDPA'S" "That was wrong." "I shouldn't have talked to him like that." "He needed to hear it." "I'm glad you said it." "It's her." "She's at Mickey's." "You've been out all night." "I'll go get her." " I'll come with you." " No." "No." "I don't want Ray thinking that we are acting as a team." "Now, when your husband comes back, you are gonna talk and you're gonna fix things." "Yeah?" "She's at Mickey's." "Terry went to go pick her up." "I'll meet him there." "You didn't have to be so hard on him." "He didn't do anything wrong." "Ray, you there?" "Yeah." "Look, just tell him you didn't mean it." "Tell him you don't want him to leave." "Otherwise he'll pack his bags, and he'll never come back." "Is that what you want?" "Ray?" "I'll talk to him." "My beautiful, beautiful boy." "I missed you so much." "Bring Davros some mantee." "Prison food is shit." "You want some bread and pickles with that?" "Nah." "It's true what Vartan said about Mickey?" "Nothing is ever easy." "It's good." "They put enough sumac for once." "I'm sorry I stole the car." "I don't know what the hell I was thinking." "I'm not worth it." "My own mother hates me." "Six, one thousand." "Seven, one thousand." "Eight, one thousand." "Nine, one thousand." "Ten, one thousand." "All right, ready or not, here I come." "One, two, three, the coke shuffle." "You clever girls." "Wonder where it could be." "It's not over here." "Doesn't seem to be over here." "Oh, look what I found!" "I found it." "You found coke?" "Don't move." "Oh, fuck you, Ray." "All right, now it's yours." "Go ahead." " I'm counting?" " Here's a straw." " You count, you guys hide." " You're it." " I'm hiding it." " You guys are hiding." "Now, we hide it." "Oh, time out." "I got to take this." "Hello, sweetie pie." "You all right?" "I'm scared to go home." "I told my mother that I'm at your apartment." "What happened?" "Dad found out about my new boyfriend, and he's gonna hurt him." "Can you please tell them that I'm there with you?" "Oh, if I do that, he'd come right over." "Come back and bite ya." "Forget it." "Never mind." "Are you okay?" "No, I'm not." "It's not okay." "My dad found out, and he's gonna hurt you." "Okay, Bridget, slow down." "You don't know him, okay?" "He can be a very dangerous person." "We need to leave Los Angeles." "Leave Los Angeles?" "Bridget, that's insane." "Well, then you need to stay here with me." "In a hotel room with you?" "Yeah, that's gonna calm everyone down." "Okay, come on." "Let's just..." "let's go for a walk." "Okay?" "We'll think of something." "I don't think you're supposed to walk in the woods at night." "Who says?" "There's snakes and coyotes and shit." "They fuck with us, they'll have a problem." "Well, how do you even know about this place?" "We used to smoke weed out here when I was in high school." "This is where I lost my virginity." "I didn't know Mexicans hiked." "I'm gonna pretend you didn't just fucking say that." "Terry!" "What's going on, baby?" "Whers Bridget?" "What?" "What do you mean?" "Why would Bridget be here?" "Terry!" "Come on in." "Take your pants off." "Is Bridget with you?" "I don't think so." "Oh, shit." "What's up, man?" "Abby, I'm at Mick's." "She's not here." "She must have lied." "She called me." "I'll call you back." " She called me." " When?" "A few minutes ago." "Wanted me to cover for her." "Something about Ray not liking her new boyfriend." "You should have told us, Mick." "You don't sit on shit like that." "I can call her." "See if she'll pick up for me." "See if I can meet her somewhere." "She ain't answering." "Shit!" "Mick, get down!" "Bridget!" "Bridget!" "Ray!" "Ray!" " Bridget!" " Michelle's dead!" "She's dead!" "They killed Michelle." " Ray, they shot her, man." " Michelle's dead!" " Where the fuck's my daughter?" " She's not here, Ray!" " Where is she?" " She's not here, man." "Bridget!" "They're gone, Ray." "Ray." "Terry's shot." "Terry's been shot, Ray." "Oh, fuck." "Come on, Ter." "Look at me, Terry." "Terry, can you hear me?" "What happened?" "What happened?" "Oh, fuck." "We got to get him to the hospital, Ray." "Can you move, Ter?" " Terry." " Look at me." "Look at me." "Stay awake." "Come on." " Lift him up." " Up!" "All right, get his leg." "Come on." "Come on, Terry." "Let's go." "ST." "MATTHEW MEDICAL CENTER EMERGENCY" "You, we need help!" "Over here." "Get over here." "Nurse!" "Come on, Terry." "Wake up, Ter." "Hey!" "There you go." "There you go." "Stay awake." "Surgeon to the bay, please." "Stay awake, Terry." "I mean it, keep your eyes open." "Get me a priest." "You don't need a fucking priest." "You keep your eyes open." "Get me a priest." "Stay back here please." "Your brother has experienced massive hypovolemia." "It means he's lost most of the blood in his body." "There are two arteries in the abdomen called the mesenteric arteries." "Judging from the blood loss, at least one of Terry's is ruptured." "Now, the plan is to perform a series of transfusions during the surgery using universal donor blood to try to keep his heart beating while we do our best to stop the bleeding." "Mr. Donovan?" "Your brother will be in surgery for several hours." "We'll check in with you as soon as we know anything." "What'd you find out?" "Two of the Minassians got busted on the docks after you pulled Mickey from the sting." "And they blame him." "Well, the APS has a process for informers." "They call it "cutting the tree."" "They go after every family member, Ray." "Stay at the office." "I'll call you later." "How bad is it?" "What are the doctors saying?" "He's still in surgery." "Jesus Christ." "I sent him over there." "Don't do that." "He did it for me, and I fucking let him, Ray." "Abs, stop." "I got too close to him." "Am I responsible for this?" "You're the last person who's responsible for this." "Here." "What the hell happened, Mickey?" "Gangs." "Turf war." "Wrong place, wrong time, I guess." "Wrong place, wrong time?" "We both know who that bullet was meant for." "What the fuck does that mean?" "Nothing." "Ray, those Minassians aren't gonna stop." "We need to do something." "Let me make something absolutely fucking clear to you." "We are not doing anything." "Where you going?" "I gotta take care of something." "So your father wants to kill me," "I'm gonna lose my job, my teaching credentials, maybe have to register as a sex offender, because apparently, no matter what actually happened, I'm guilty." "It's like a Kafka novel." "Hannah Montana." " What?" " You." "Your man want to buy you a bracelet?" "You don't have to." "I mean, it's..." "Sure." "True love." "Right on." "A souvenir to remember the night your math teacher lost his job." "If they're gonna blame you for being with me, why not just be with me?" "You all right, kiddo?" "You know, I didn't even know her real last name, Pop." "It's Kravitz." "I didn't even know that, Pop." " Daryll..." " No." "It's cool." "It's cool." "Everything they got from SID." "Okay, I'll go talk to the manager." "Officer, uh, I got nothing to wear." "No stores are open, and, uh, when I made my statement, they said I could grab a change of clothes." "Come on." "Only touch what I tell you to." "Sure." "I feel 100% better." "Do you think I could grab a little something to eat?" "I'm starving." "You got 30 seconds." "Okay, thank you." "You know, just need a little something." "Dessert." "Wow." "That's something?" "You never been up here?" "No." "Nah." "And how long have you lived in L.A.?" "Long time, but..." "I don't like the woods." "That's gonna have to change, Brendan." "Kids need to get out in nature." "You put a fucking baby in me." "What?" "What?" "You're not happy?" "How'd it happen so quick?" "You were firing real bullets, Brendan." "That's gonna be your fucking reaction?" "I just..." "Say something good." "I can't fucking believe you." "Okay." "I'm coming in the side door." "You take the front door." "You hear me open fire, you don't stop shooting." "Yeah?" "So Bridget turned her phone off and took her SIM card out, but Donellen didn't, so I tracked him to Santa Monica." "Is she with him?" "I don't know yet." "All right." "I'll get there as soon as I can." "Okay." "No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no." "Come on." "Always in the middle of everything, this fucking guy!" "You got some balls coming around here." "Fuck." "Let's go." "Come on, Avi." "Avi!" "You think this is over?" "You think you can kill my boys and it stops?" "This will never stop." "You are dead." "All of you are dead." "Your children are dead." "Fuck you, and fuck you, and fuck..." "And fuck you." "Jesus fucking Christ." "This water old?" "Want a sip?" "Yeah?" "You find her?" "No, but there's a motel here." "Let me talk to the clerk." "Already guilty." "Already guilty." "What... what is it?" "I..." "I..." "Please put this on." "Why?" "Just put it back on." "Oh, God." "What am I doing here?" "What am I..." "what am I doing here?" "It's okay." " Oh, my God." " It's okay." "I'm sorry." "I'm sorry." "I'm so sorry." "I'm sorry, Bridget." "I just..." "I just miss her so much." "It's okay." "They're in 215." "What are you doing here?" "Take him to the hospital." "Come on, Mick." " He ain't coming?" " Nope." " Daddy, no!" " Wait, wait..." "Do you like kids, you piece of shit?" "Stop it!" "You go near my daughter again, I'll cut your fucking hands off." "You understand me?" "Get up." "Get away from me." "Get up, Bridget." "We're going." "I'm so sorry." "Leave me alone!" "I fucking hate you!" "Let go!" "Dad, let go!" "What the fuck is the matter with you?" "I don't know." "What is it?" "You having second thoughts about me?" "You want to call this shit off, go right ahead." "File papers, whatever." "I was never hurting for a man." "Fucking red hair..." "you think that's my thing?" "It ain't nothing like that." "Why don't you want to have a baby with me?" "'Cause I got no idea how to be a father." "You think I got any idea how to be a mother?" "People do it." "We'll figure it out." "Not people like me." "What do you mean people like you?" "You know what I mean." "I'm different." "I'm fucked up." "I got news for you, Brendan." "You're not as fucked up as you think you are." "That shit that happened in the past?" "Fly away, bye-bye." "It don't touch who you are now." "It don't touch us." "I just don't want to let you down." "What was your mother's name?" "Mary." "If it's a girl, we'll call her Maria." "Come on." "Take me out to eat." "I need protein." "He had it coming, Bridge." "You may not realize it now, but you will when you're older." "You don't feel anything, do you?" "You say you love me, but you don't." "You say you love Mom, but you don't." "It's like you're not even alive inside." "You think I don't love you?" "Bridge, you're my..." "You got to know I'd do anything for you." "You control, you don't love." "I'm suffocating being near you, and I don't want to live with that anymore." "Daryll, I was worried about ya." "Listen, we took care of business." "We fucking evened the score." "Oh, yeah?" "Hey, uh, Pop, I want to show you something." "What's the name?" "What's it say?" "What do you mean?" "The license." "My name." "Daryll Weisbrod." "Yeah, it's funny, 'cause I've always hated that name." "I hated the fact that mom let Allan adopt me because she knew how bad I wanted to be your son." "See, I always wanted to be a Donovan." "Always." "Here, take..." "Take the keys." "Take 'em!" "There's a reason that Michelle came back." "There's a reason." " I'm so sorry, Son." " She..." "She brought your car back, so you can get in it and drive away!" "Just go." "Hey, Ter." "Hey." "What you said about me... about how I treat the family you were right." "I don't deserve 'em." "¶ Oh, the summertime is coming ¶" "¶ And the leaves are sweetly blooming ¶" "¶ And the wild mountain thyme ¶" "¶ Grows around the blooming heather ¶" "¶ Will you go, laddy, go?" "¶" "¶ And we'll all ¶" "¶ Go together ¶" "¶ To pluck ¶" "¶ Wild mountain thyme ¶" "¶ All around ¶" "¶ The blooming heather ¶" "¶ Will you go, laddy, go?" "¶" "¶ I would surely ¶" "¶ Find another ¶" "¶ To pluck wild mountain thyme ¶" "¶ All around the blooming heather ¶" "¶ Will you go, laddy, go?" "¶" "¶ And we'll all ¶" "¶ Go together ¶" "¶ To pluck wild mountain thyme ¶" "¶ All around ¶" "¶ The blooming heather ¶" "¶ Will you go, laddy?" "¶" "¶ Will you go?" "¶" "All right, Charlie, I'm in." "Gentlemen, I'm sorry." "If you'll excuse me." "Ray?" "Ray." "My brother." "Terry." "What is it?" "He needs a priest." "Why?" "What happened?" "He got shot." "He's dying." "I'm sorry, Ray." "Thinks he's going to hell." "What do you think?" "I don't know anymore." "Nurse!" "I need a cart in here." "Charge to 120." " Paddles." " Monitoring." "Clear." " 200." " Clear." " Atropine, 5 milligram..." " Clear." "Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned." "It's been 36 years since my last confession." "I've hurt people." "Been violent all my life." "Caused pain." "Confess your sins." "I killed Father O'Connor." "I shot him in the head." "He begged me for his life, and I shot him." "Will you accept Christ into your life?" "I don't know how." "Can you find the Kingdom of God in your heart?" "I can't find anything." "I..." "I did what you said." "Now... make it right for him." "Please, just make it... make it right with God for my brother." "But what about you?" " I don't care about me..." " God does." "God cares about you." "I killed him." "All right?" "I said what you wanted me to say, so..." "Why, Ray?" "Why did you do it?" "I say I did it." "You say you forgive me." "Why did you do it?" "Now you're just putting fucking words in my mouth!" "Why did you do it, Ray?" "He told me I was smart." "All right?" "He took me places." "Bought me things." "And no one else in your life was doing that?" "When he started in with me, he said I was special." "He said he saw something in me." "The things he did..." "After a while, I stopped fighting him." "Of course you did." "I know how that feels." "You wanted to please him." "No." "It was more than that." "I cared for him." "I did it because I cared for him." "I see these fucking pictures in my head every fucking day!" "Every night!" "When I hug my kids, I see these fucking pictures!" "He shouldn't have done that to you, Ray." "You were just a boy." "I don't need your fucking sympathy." "What do you need?" "I need to know my brother's gonna be all right." "I need to know my brother's not gonna die." "I can't tell you that." "Ray... faith is the evidence of things not seen." "You asked God for forgiveness." "That has to be enough." "The rest is out of your control." "May God grant you pardon and peace." "I absolve you of your sins in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Ghost." "¶ I want God to come ¶" "¶ And take me home ¶" "¶ 'Cause I'm all alone ¶" "¶ In this crowd ¶" "¶ Who are you to me?" "¶" "¶ Who am I supposed to be?" "¶" "¶ Not exactly sure ¶" "¶ Anymore...¶" "¶ Where's this going to?" "¶" "¶ Can I follow through ¶" "¶ Or just follow you ¶" "¶ For a while?" "¶" "¶ Does... ¶" "Abby." "¶ Anyone ever get this right?" "¶" "¶ I feel ¶" "Terry." "¶ No love ¶" "I'm here." "¶¶" "I'm here." "¶ Ain't no confusion here ¶" "¶ It is as I feared ¶" "¶ The illusion that you feel ¶" "¶ Is real ¶" "¶ To be vulnerable ¶" "¶ Is needed most of all ¶" "¶ If you intend to truly fall apart ¶" "¶¶" "¶ You think the worst of all ¶" "¶ Is far behind ¶" "¶ The vampyre ¶" "¶ Of time and memories ¶" "¶ Has died ¶" "¶ I survived ¶" "¶ I speak, I breathe ¶" "¶ I'm incomplete ¶" "¶ I'm alive ¶" "¶ Hooray!" "¶" "¶ You're wrong again ¶" "¶ 'Cause I feel ¶" "¶ No love ¶" "¶ Does anyone ever ¶" "¶ Get this right?" "¶" "¶¶" "¶ Does anyone ever ¶" "¶ Get this right?" "¶" "¶ I feel ¶" "¶ No love ¶" "¶ I feel ¶" "¶ No love ¶"