[{"text_idx": "#000005", "text": "Nagu pa\u0308ris alguses avaldasin, tahaksin ma teile edastada teateid vaid siis, kui on mida teatada. Praegu on mitme kuu va\u0308ltel valitsenud vaikus."}, {"text_idx": "#000008", "text": "Tahaksin ko\u0303igele vaatamata uskuda, et jo\u0303ulud on imede, mitte trago\u0308o\u0308diate aeg. Olen paljudest allikatest lugenud, et usk ongi juba pool vo\u0303itu \u2013 a\u0308kki kehtib see ka minu puhul."}, {"text_idx": "#000009", "text": "Soovin, et sel ilusal pa\u0308kapikkude ajal sa\u0308iliks teilgi lootus ja usk oma eesma\u0308rkide vallutamisel \u2013 nii teab eesma\u0308rk, kuhupoole kalduda!"}, {"text_idx": "#000011", "text": "Like I told you at the very beginning, I\u2019d like to add something here only if there is something to announce. Now, everything\u2019s been quiet for many months."}, {"text_idx": "#000013", "text": "Silence before the storm, is said about situations like this sometimes. Anticipation of a storm arriving has filled me too. I\u2019m just not able to figure out if I should celebrate a great change coming soon or be afraid of something awful. I can hope for good in my heart but my reason still warns me of hoping too much given my eventful life in the past few years."}, {"text_idx": "#000014", "text": "Despite this I\u2019d really like to believe that Christmas is the time for miracles not tragedies."}, {"text_idx": "#000016", "text": "I wish you\u2019d be hopeful and believe in reaching your goals \u2013 that way the goal knows as well what you wish for!"}]