Olivay seemed like a good premise, but ultimately in the end, I didn't end up finishing the book. I did feel like the author did a good job of portraying the grief and loss that someone feels when losing a loved one. Olivay's struggle to work through tragically losing her husband was heartbreaking. But, the pace of the book was kind of rambling and a bit slow for me. I got about halfway and didn't really feel like it was very suspenseful. 
 But my main reason for not pushing through was the following. In the story, the two bombings occur during the LA marathon at the finish line. Sound familiar? I could see parallels with the Boston Marathon bombings and for some reason that just really turned me off of the story. I am from the area and work in Boston and can still remember that day as well as that week in the city after. It's nothing against the book, the author or how it was written. I know Olivay has received good reviews. It just wasn't for me.