The first thing that came into my mind right after I read The End in, obviously, the end of this book was I WANT MY OWN CONRAD! 
 I've been a fan of this trilogy ever since I read the first book and now having to read the last one saddens me because I long to read more. I loved the story, the characters, the situation they were all in, the conflicts that arose, the way the author has written it, everything is all in the right manner and it was just an amazing ride to be on. 
 Tackling the story now: It would be really hard to be in a situation where you are torn apart between one choice and another like Belly was in. She faced the hardest decision-making in her life choosing between the boy who would never leave her no matter what and the boy who was her greatest/first love. She has to accept also that she loves them both and what's harder to believe is that these two boys are brothers. She has to figure out who she really wants to be with her whole life and who she was really in love with, because to be in love with a person is totes different to just love the person. She loves both boys her whole life but who was she really in love with? 
 As I was really into the novel, I felt her. I empathized in her situation and I tried to picture out what would be the ending of this ridiculously beautiful book. I contemplated and I was so happy that it the perfect ending. 
 This book may be a bit surreal to others but I just completely fell in love with it.