tdhkrny kthyr bqS@ dwn jwn wlkn hdhh tbdw 'qrb l~ lwq` wkhSwS 'n lktb ynhj 'slwb lsrd ldhy ytkhllh lqlyl lqlyl mn lt`byrt lsh`ry@ 
 'kthr m y`jbny fy hdhh lrwy@ hw lrbT byn mrD lkwlyr w'`rD lHb l`dhry wm ySHbh mn Hrmn 
 lfkr@ tbdw ly fy kthyr mn l'Hyn mblG bh wlknh lyst mstHyl@ km 'nh tHml ndr@ fkhy@ wlty mn sh'nh ltkhfyf mn Hd@ lHbT lty qd tntql l~ lqry 
 lnHy@ lfkhy@ l'khr~ fy hdhh lqS@ hy `dm qdrth `l~ ktb@ rsy'l tjry@ wmd~ t'thr ktbth bmsh`rh lfyD@ tjh fyrmn 
 shhdt lfylm 'wl w'rdt 'n 'qr' lqS@ l'r~ sr t`lqh bfyrmyn dth 
 wSlt l~ mntSf lktb wHt~ lan lm 'fhm lm bqy mt`lq bh brGm mn l`dd lhthl mn lns llwty `rfhn fy Hyth 
 July 29, 2009 
 'dhkr 'n 'wl mr@ sm`t bh bsm hdh lktb kn fy fylm `dl mm "lsfr@ fy l`mr@" why ly Hynh 'nh l ywjd ktb bhdh lsm w'nh mjrd nkt@ mn nkt `dl mm 
 l~ 'n fwjy't blktb fy brnz 'nd nwbl 
 hdhh lmr@ l'wl~ lty qr' fyh lGrsy wl 'stTy` n kwn `nh Swr@ mktml@ qbl 'n qr' lmzyd mn ktbth 
 'n r~ 'nh njH njH bhr fy hdhh lrwy@ bthr@ t`Tf lqry m` shkhSy@ 'ql m yql fyh bnh zyr ns 
 Ht~ lTfl@ lmrhq@ lm tkhlS mn brthnh 
 knt flsfth 'w lmbrr lmGmrth m` lns hw mHwlth yjd bdyl lHbh lfrmyn 
 'y 'nh stkhdm l`lqt lGyr shr`y@ kmskn l'lm lhjr 
 nthyt mn qr@ lqS@ wl zlt 'jhl sr t`lqh bfrmyn 
 kyf knt mkhtlf@ `n kl lns llwty `rfhn 
 hl kn Hb Hqyqy 'm hw lHlm lmstHyl ldhy nqDy Hytn s`y wrh 
 klsrb 
 knt lh b`D lTb` lHd@ wm` dhlk 'stmr bHbh 
 rfDth whjrth bdwn bd 'y mbrr wm` dhlk stmr bHbh 
 hl kn Hb Hqyqy 'm mjrd wsws? 
 mn lmfrqt fy hdhh lqS@ 'n fyrmyn rfDth shb mkhlS lHbh wqblt bh `jwz qd khnh m` `shrt lns 
 'm l`lh lm tkn tHtjh fy shbbh wkn ldyh thq@ 'nh stHSl `l~ mn hw 'fDl mnh 
 w`ndm 'SbHt wHyd@ tqblth lHjth lh 
 dhn hy lm tHbh 
 fqT stkhdmth 
 wm` dhlk Zl yHbh 
 `jyb!!! 
 stkhdm lktb 'slwb lsrd ldhy l ykhlw mn khf@ ldm wlwSf lsry` ll'Hdth wlty knt tbdw mzdHm@ fy kthyr mn l'Hyn 
 GS lktb b`mq fy shkhSy@ flwryntynw wknh ytklm `n tjrb@ shkhSy@ fym kn ySf fyrmyn wSf sTHy 'Df~ `l~ lshkhSy@ b`D lGmwD wqd tkwn hdhh nqT@ D`f lrwy@ wlknh mtwq`@ mn ktb rjl 
 ljz l'khyr kn 'fDl m fy lqS@ w'qrbh llwq` whw m j`lny 'Dyf lnjm@ l'khyr@ fy tqymy 
 wrbm syjbrny `l~ qr@ ktb 'khr lnfs lktb