Actual Rating: 4.5-4.75 
 I can't even fathom what's happening in my head and my chest right now. Justwow. I'll admit there were parts where I was felt it was dragging a bit, but sh*t. I do have to say the second half of this book is killer. A beautiful story that reminded me a bit of Titanic for obvious reasons. Tarver and Lilac annoyed me in some parts, because I just wanted to be like... HELLO. OF COURSE THEY LIKE YOU, YOU BUTT.. but they're relationship is fantastic. I really can't form a cohesive review right now.. So I'll edit this later. Just trust me and read it.