4 Push and Pull stars! 
 Source: eARC for Honest Review Courtesy of Author and TRSOR 
 Genre: Adult Contemporary Romance 
 Part 2 of a series but can be read as a Standalone 
 My Filthy English Review . . . 
 This was my first Ilsa Madden-Mills book that I have read. 
 And what a fool I've been, I will amend this mistake immediately. I have already bought Dirty English on kindle and audible so I'm set to go, for more of this author. 
 I have heard so much about Ilsa but I hadn't gotten around to reading one of her books but as soon as I saw this author and an english speaking hero, I jumped at the chance to review this book. 
 Remi likes to keep things in control after so much loss in her life. The easiest way to do this is by having everything planned, with no surprises to leave things unsettled. For one moment in time she let loose with Dax, but that didn't end wel,l so back to the plan. 
 Now her well orchestrated plan backfired, leaving poor Remi to drown in a bottle of tequila in London. After drowning her woes she falls into a sexy British hunk whom seems awfully familiar. 
 "An ass would have left me down there fumbling around like a drunk, one-legged pirate. You didn't." 
 Once she gives in to this moment of temptation she quickly finds out her past is colliding with her present, but will she be able to survive Dax a second time? 
 "Think hard about this, Remi, because I can't tell you no. " 
 Oh, these two have such a push and pull towards each other, but they also scare the shit out of each other because love is a very uncontrollable roller coaster. 
 You're a douchecanoe and I hate you. 
 Remi, Day 4: I don't hate you, but I hope your dick falls off. 
 Remi might be able to have her first true love but now she has to decide between security and the unknown of love. 
 "Never have I ever loved someone so much that I'd get down on my knees and beg her to forgive me for being too young to know that what we had was the most beautiful thing in the world, and all I had to do was let go of my fears and love her forever." 
 These two made it so much hard for each other but that's also the beauty of the story. I absolutely adored it. 
 After reading this book I now have a long list to continue with the works of Ilsa and I can't wait. So excited for more from this author and this series.