Can you summarize the text and explain the speaker's situation and desires?: tell me that it is ment to be.
Every night, I ask the same the question.
Will this go where I want it to be? Will my secret life and my secret love ever come out into the world?
my life is turned upside down.
Then He leaves and I go back to how I felt without him there.
Why must this go on and on, knowing everytime he arrives he must depart.
I am stuck in a house with a man I can not stand, but bare with.
I am tired of the physicall and emotional abuse. I want to be able to take my children and move away so they dont have to have it in their life.
But how can I, without bettering myself.
I am working hard now, to better myself so I can leave.
To be able to take care of my daughters on my own.
will the man I truely love and share my secret life with actually still be there?
Wondering everyday if he truely loves me the way I love him.
I know what a wonderful and caring man he is, not many people see that of him, but I know its there. I want this man to be mine.
as a real family of love.
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