This one was like another Bully to me. Kinda. I'm not talking about similarities in the writing, even though I did find some bits that reminded me of that book, I'm talking about feelings. I'm talking about reading and reading and getting mad. I was so, "This thing will be a DNF" 
 Thankfully, I was able to vent away with a friend that loved this book, and also, like I told her, the freaking writing wouldn't let me stop reading lol 
 I keep reading and the twists were so, so sad. And a part of me could understand the characters even if I dislike people that mess up and fuck up others but poor them have a reason, bullies have a heart too, so they are sorry and we should forgive them. 
 Er...no. 
 You act evil, mean or whatever, you can give all the excuses you want. We might understand better, but the excuses are for YOU to sleep better at night, remember that. 
 Of course, I would never get people like, Trey...or Trev...or whatever his name was. Some are completely rotten. And that other character I won't mention to not spoil...that part of the book. 
 Anyway, I give this 3 stars because I didn't like the way the "couple" treated each others, didn't like the way they acted while having sex, more so, considering their age (I don't even want to wonder how they will be in 10 years in that department). Their actions and reactions, at times were...off...for example..."I won't leave her here alone...aaaarrgghhhhh...I'm a silver chested alpha..." ok, ok, obviously paraphrasing, but my point is, not a minute later, "Take care honey cakes, I can't be here. Bye....hope you survive." 
 Even the heroine was like O.O 
 I'm done with the book, and I still feel like the people in the letters, only live there. In reality, totally different. And probably it was a message the author wanted to give, but for me it didn't worked. 
 For people who suffer in the hands of bullies and survived or are still surviving. This kind of books are a hard pill to shallow. And I need to say, I'm fair. I don't give a damn if the bully is male or female. Mean is mean. The majority of the victims don't want their heads in a silver plate. They just want to be left in peace. 
 And last but not least. 
 I would never comprehend why you would fell in love with someone who abuse you verbally or/and physically. That is not hot, or foreplay, even less romantic, that's a *run like hell in the other direction after you press charges. Seriously!