I knew this was going to be tough, but I had no idea just how tough it would be. 
 I absolutely loved Sammie. She was funny, nerdy, ambitious. She didn't have many friends and she doubted her ability to make them, but she was really, really great. 
 Her relationships with friends, love interests and family are chaotic, but most of all they felt real. It was so easy to love her. 
 You know this book will break you and a part of me wondered if I could handle it. But I did, and despite how much I still hurt writing this review I don't regret reading it for a second.