Why would someone make virgin hero and then let him do all other stuff except penetration with OW? Just make him virgin or not virgin, its fucking simple. 
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 The sad thing was that even if I was with another woman, I was thinking about her. Whether itd feel like that between her thights. Whether shed have the same reactions. I even closed my eyes and envisioned her when i did those things. 
 I havent, however, had sex with any of them. I could never go that far. It was hard enough on my conscience to do everything but sex. 
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 And do we really have to read that H always imagine heroine when he gave oral to someone else?