Rating: 3.5/5 
 ***Minor spoilers, TW: RAPE*** 
 Hermione Winters thinks she's in for a fun couple of weeks at cheerleading camp before starting school in September. It's her last year on the team and her last year the the camp, so she hopes to make the most of it with her co-captain/best friend Polly and her team. She's having a blast until one night at a party, everything goes sideways. She gets drugged, and when she separates from her group, a guy meets her, and that's where she loses her memory. We later find out that she was raped and left waist deep in the lake, destroying any evidence of the crime. This novel is about how Hermione deals with an event that she doesn't even remember, and how her support system of her parents and friends impacts the aftermath. 
 This is the third book I'm reading for my book club this year and it's my favourite so far. It seems there's always a book that has something to do with rape or sexual assault. Since I didn't like the one last year (All the Rage), I wasn't expecting much from this book. I was pleasantly surprised, though. This isn't a story that revolves around rape. The rape is an event that happened, yes, but the story revolves around Hermione's recovery from the rape. Of course, she wants to find out who did it, and she's working to remember, but this mostly focuses on her support system. 
 What I liked most about this book was that Hermione wasn't wallowing in misery. While I definitely wouldn't judge her for wallowing (I don't mean that wallowing is bad), but books where the protagonist just swims in her own misery for the entire book just leave me feeling unsatisfied and unfulfilled. I like that we get to see Hermione's recovery, and see her do whatever she can to accept what happened and look towards what comes next. She's ridiculously brave and I applaud her for that. The characters were written pretty well. Aside from Hermione, we have Polly, her best friend and number one supporter, her parents, who are trying their best to be what their daughter needs, and her psychiatrist, who doesn't try to skirt around the real issue with other questions. She also faces the more negative things, like a boyfriend who blames her, and the rumours circulating around the school. I thought it was quite realistic. 
 Overall, this was a pretty good book that has rape as an event, but focuses on the protagonist's recovery of the rape. We get to see how having a blank in her memory impacts her and her everyday life, and how her support system rises up around her to provide her the love she needs to get through it. While the ending felt a bit lacking, I still thoroughly enjoyed this book and I would definitely recommend it if you've enjoyed books like this before, or are simply looking to try.