** spoiler alert ** 
 Funny! And the last pages are especially beautiful. 
 "I'm not better, you know. The weight hasn't left my head. I feel how easily I could fall back into it, lie down and not eat, waste my time and curse wasting my time, look at my homework and freak out and go and chill at Aaron's look at Nia and be jealous again, take the subway home and hope that it has an accident, go and get my bike and head to the Brooklyn Bridge. All of that is sill there. The only thing is, it's not an option now. It's just...a possibility, like it's a possibility that I could turn to a dust in the next instant and be disseminated throughout the universe as an omniscient consciousness. It's not a very likely possibility." 
 "That's it. It happens in my brain once the rest of my body has moved. I don't know where my brain went. It got knocked off-kilter somewhere. It got caught up in some crap it couldn't deal with. But now it's back--connected to my spine and ready to take charge. 
 Jeez, why was I trying to kill myself? 
 It's a huge thing, this Shift, just as big as I imagined. My brain doesn't want to think anymore; all of a sudden it wants to do." 
 And the rest of the last page :)