(view spoiler)[i feel like the author just happened to wander across the 'dissociative identity disorder' wikipedia page one day and after skimming through it, she decided to herself that this weird disorder could make for an interesting story involving corny, angsty sex and some love triangle squeezed in. that had to be the thought process behind the story idea. the author simply saw and took the opportunity to play out some 'torn-between-two-men' sexual fantasy. with all the controversy surrounding this incredibly complex illness, i don't know how anyone could have felt confident enough to write an erotic story about it."how can i make this mental illness all about me?" leave it to the privileged, rich girl to find a way. the story is just a shallow romanticization and trivialization of an otherwise painful mental illness. "go ahead, judge me, you have no idea what my love entails" oh shut up. (hide spoiler)]