I love this book so so much. I don't really have words for that right now. Will see if I can write a review later. For now I want to say that this is the kind of mental illness representation I yearn for in romance, and so rarely find. 
 Trigger Warnings: (view spoiler)[ MC with depression, which is frequently referenced, including symptoms and bad episodes and suicidality. Frequent references to child psychological abuse, and the impact of it into adulthood. Brief reference to Japanese American internment. One instance of physical violence. References to arson. References to imprisonment. Multiple references to a car crash that was fatal. References to a fatal climbing accident. The impact of grief is a big part of the backstory. (hide spoiler)]