I just personally wanna thank everyone who has encouraged me to hang in there when im reading this book. Because boy it was worth the draggy and slow first half. I guess the only reason I didn't rated this book a full solid 5 stars is because of that. 
 The first few chapters and 150+ pages were hell to say the least. IT WAS SUPER BORING I YAWNED. And nothing ever makes sense like????? I almost dnf'd it. BUT HOLY CRAP when I entered the second half, stuff starts to pick up and slowly making sense. All of the revelations slowly creeping up i was at the edge of my seat 
 I love the friendship element the most in this story. I love the history. I love the romance too. It wasn't over the top, just sweet and nice it managed to make me squeal. I love how this book has a smidge of humour in it at times that I was laughing so hard. 
 THE LAST FEW CHAPTERS HAD ME BAWLED LIKE A BABY IM NOT EVEN SORRY 
 I personally wanna thank Suya for this. This post is dedicated to you <3333 
 P/s: though I honestly think i might have to reread this bcs istg i think i missed out a lot of things the first few chapters