So I was kinda disappointed that I didn't get the pretty cover and I guess it affected my feelings a bit...................... who am I kidding?????????????????? THIS BOOK WAS JUST AWESOME 
 Ok let me hold back my feelings. 
 Actually ratings=5+++++++++ stars I can't even 
 Let me tell you i've never cried during a book and the book I came closest to was Live Me by Celeste Grande but while reading this book I could actually feel my eyes filling up. I am so glad I managed to read two book great as these this year. 
 I don't even know how to express my feeling regarding this book. It is without doubt my favourite of CoHo. Till recently it was It Ends With Us but now it's definitely this. This book gave me too many feelings and I actually felt my heat ache. Specially during the 5th November. 
 Both Ben and Fallon met and fell in love in weird circumstances and their relationship was one hell of a weird one but still they made do with it. I simply loved Ben until after (view spoiler)[ Kyle's death and the drama with Oliver and Jordyn (hide spoiler)] How could he be that stupid? How could he not know that Fallon did that for him? For his good? That it broke her when she left him like that? If he loved her as much as he told how could he not see the truth in her eyes? How did he expect her to be happy for them? How could he bring Oliver to their meeting? I had so many questions I just wanted to hurl at him while reading it. I don't know. That November 9th just broke me. I cried when Fallon figured out the truth. My heart broke for that girl. I just couldn't read anymore so I kept the book away. 
 I was happy there was a happy ending and all loose ends were securely tied by the end. But still just like It Ends With Us this book just leaves you with tis bitter sweet feeling that you just can't put away. It is beautiful masterpiece and further proves why Ms Hoover is one of the best and most loved authors of the current society. 
 With that note I'm off to watch GOT to relieve some of these feeling.