"The thing I realize is that it's not what you take,it's what you leave." 
 Too many emotions.Just can't put them into words officially. 
 After getting through it,somehow,I still couldn't realize Finch's inside world.Maybe nobody could wandering deliberate,maybe we all looking for another world,another way to fit us in this universe.Finch just took the different way.Finch and Violet both on the edge of life at the beginning,but it seems they chose the opposite decisions to emancipate themselves in the end. 
 Compared The Fault in Our Stars with All the Bright Places,they are both heart-wrenching stories,but the former make me realize that the rest of your life still could burn glorious and the latter make me to think of the existence of life and death. 
 This book pushed me to think about the motivations of those teenagers who tried or committed suicide.Why they could left all the people loved and cared them behind?Amanda said it's the most logical thing and no will even miss her and the world will go on.What or who make them so pessimistic?this thought was almost 
 instantaneous.