i only have 40 pages left to read, but i don't feel like doing it, i'm not really interested. someday i might read them. 
 anyway, don't get the "hype" with this book. it's just another cancer book. it may have some profound thought in it and a pretty love story, but altogether it's not original and quite cliched in the end. should i have known from the beginning that the book was like every other cancer book, probably i would have enjoy it to the 3 stars, perhaps... but no, the book is not that good. 
 i think i will never be a John Green fangirl, even if the guy is funny and i like him.