I'm a sucker when it comes to YA romance novels. I love the innocence, the teenage angst and the first love thing. Lara Jean and Peter here is kind of confusing. I don't think Lara Jean loves Peter and vice versa. Then, enter John, one of the 5 letter recipient ( I love him more than I love Peter). I hate to say it, but if you really love someone, he or she will never be your second choice no matter what (even if it's because of the evil ex-gf of Peter). I understand that someone's secret is not for you to tell, but why oh why do you have to make the girl you like or love feel that she'll never be your priority. 
 To Lara Jean, oh-em-gee girl. You have to grow up. Like, Really. Love is a hard work. Trust and everything. To Peter, yeah boy. If I'm LJ I will leave you for good. I want to feel protected, safe and trusted. 
 However, the innocence is full force... that sometimes it lead the characters to be stupid. 
 Sorry for all the fans that'll read my review. We all have a say. Sorry again. But I feel like I want to review this. 
 (My review's confusing, right? Because I'm confused too. Oh first love...)