Review to come! I need to deal with all the emotions I'm experiencing right now... 
 Update 5/1/15: 
 So it's no secret that I absolutely adore Jay Crownover and the Marked Men series, but this fourth installment was simply AMAZING! SO.MANY.FEELS! 
 Nash has always been one of my favorite characters in this series, and I couldn't wait to read his book. I just couldn't wait to get inside his head. And let's just say, I was more than happy with how his story turned out. The emotions are high in this one, due to scenes involving Nash and Saint, as well as scenes involving the other characters in this series. One of my favorite things about this series is that it's all about growth. Every character is much different than when they start out in their respective book, and you just fall in love with each of the characters. Each story, especially Nash's, is about letting go of the past and embracing the now. It's about realizing that even if everything isn't perfect, life can be perfectly imperfect. Jay Crownover captures this so perfectly, and you can't help but love her books. She's an amazing women, and I think that the note at the beginning reminds us the importance of just being ourselves in life. Someone is always going to judge us, but that can't stop us from being our weird selves! 
 "Loving someone you want to make your own has a different feeling, a different power than the love you have for family. It's different and the chains that bind it can be unbreakable." 
 Anyway, Nash was rocked to his core by the events at the end of Rome, and he is dealt even more blows throughout the story. My heart just broke for him and everything he had to endure. However, it just made my love for him grow even more. He handles things how you would expect someone to handle the situations he is in, and he realized that sometimes you just need that one person to help get you through it. His relationship with Saint was beautiful and wonderful. Nash was so caring and committed to her, and they balanced each other very well. Saint was such an amazingly relatable character, and I think many will fall in love with her right away. I completely understood her reservations and emotions. She has faced a lot (and continued to face a lot), but at the end of the day Saint realized the importance of opening up to someone as it can make all the difference. I think Saint actually grows a bit more than Nash, as she is able to overcome his hesitations and insecurities to make her relationship with Nash blossom into something of beauty. 
 "We are not interchangeable objects, LEGO pieces that click together just because the parts fit." 
 The wonderful thing about Nash and Saint's relationship was the fact that both of them realized that each and every person comes with flaws. Sometimes those flaws define us so much that one person might think another will never be able to see past them. They are so rooted in us that no amount of convincing will take them away. But, two people who come together and understand this, make that perfect imperfect couple, and it results in something you absolutely love. There were times that I did get frustrated with Saint (I definitely won't deny that), and I wished she came around sooner. However, at the end of it all, she was there for Nash when he needed her the most, and it brought tears to my eyes. 
 Overall, this is a touching, extremely heartfelt, and lovely addition to the Marked Men Series. We see a very different side to Nash, and get to understand him much better. While Nash and Saint are the main focus of this story, the other characters that we have loved from the beginning are heavily present. And because of this we are able to witness some truly beautiful, tear-inducing moments (trust me...you'll know them when you read them). You'll definitely have some fangirl moments and will look like this 
 and then this 
 I highly recommend reading this, and you 
 will 
 regret it if you don't! 
 Happy reading :)