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 If you haven't read books 1-4, be aware that this will totally be spoilery for you! 
 This is going to be a very messy review. It cannot be helped! 
 If I Die takes place just a few weeks after the events of My Soul to Steal. Sabine is still in the picture and a constant annoyance for Kaylee and Nash's relationship. Just as Kaylee begins to think things may be settling down, the new math teacher, Mr. Beck, turns out to be something other than human. He is targeting young girls at Eastlake High - and Kaylee's best friend Emma may be next. 
 Meanwhile, our favorite reaper, Tod, has some devastating news for Kaylee and everyone who loves her. (view spoiler)[Her name has appeared on the reaper's list; it's her time to die. (hide spoiler)] Kaylee's time may be running out. 
 As it turns out, you can't outrun death. No matter how fast you drive, you can't even outrun thoughts of death, when you know it's coming for you. 
 Kaylee makes it her mission to find out what Mr. Beck is, and how to rid the school of him. She recruits Sabine to help her, and eventually they find out he is (view spoiler)[an incubus, a lust demon (hide spoiler)]. His goal is to seduce and impregnate the girls and hopefully create a son for himself. Now, it's time to try and take him down. 
 All the while, Nash is feeling left out. The clock is ticking, and all he seems to care about is why Kaylee seems to always call on Tod for help before himself. If you ask me, the guy is total ass clown. I mean, selfish much?! All he succeeds in doing is pushing Kaylee away. Straight into the arms of Tod. I, personally, always assumed she would work things out with Nash. That's how it's supposed to go, right? The boy the protagonist meets in book 1 is almost always her soul mate. They'll go through trials and tribulations - but they always end up together, yeah? It's the way it goes! Well, Ms. Vincent just may have other plans. After a trip to the Netherworld, Kaylee finds out for herself just how Tod feels about her... (view spoiler)[and she kisses him. Smack in the middle of the school where everyone and anyone can see. (hide spoiler)] 
 "You just say the word, and I'll make the rest of the world go away. I'll take you someplace safe, where no one else can reach us." 
 Nash turns on Kaylee and Tod, and goes straight back to his old habits. I seriously can't stand Nash. After the things he did, he didn't deserve Kaylee's love anymore. Addiction to frost (that he partially blamed on her!), using his influence to try and force her into sex, letting a Nether demon possess her, AND taking advantage of her physically while she was "asleep" from that. SERIOUSLY!? I don't know why she ever tried to forgive him in the first place. It was obvious through the beginning and middle of this book that she didn't trust him yet/anymore, and probably never would. 
 I won't give away the ending with the teacher, nor the ending details of the relationship drama, but what I will say is this: HALLELUJAH!!! 
 Rachel Vincent is amazing and I love her and I LOVE LOVE LOVE this book! Get it, and get it NOW! Emotions everywhere. Tears everywhere. It's too much. TOO MUCH GENIUS. No review will ever do this installment justice. You just have to read it for yourself.