I've actually been struggling with how to review this book since i finished it a week ago. I gave it 4 stars because i usually reserve 5 stars for the books i really love. this book is phenomenal. but i didn't love it. why? it hit waaaay too close to home, so it was incredibly hard to read. but oh my goodness is it important. i have been in "recovery" for over ten years from self harm. (i use quotes because i never got professional help). I was lucky that i was able to do it on my own. but my life was nowhere near as hard as Charlie's. i honestly don't want to go into too in depth with my review because one, i don't ever go too in depth, but two, because this book doesn't need a long plot breakdown or anything like that. it's just a raw story about a girl struggling, and trying to get better. so, yeah, i'm rambling again. i'm going to change my rating to 5 stars, because i think this book deserves it. it's a hard read, but a good one. 
 and i'd just like to add that this is and own voices story... read the author's note.