4.5/5 stars 
 Wow. Has a book broke me this bad since I read ACOMAF? Probably not. This is where it ends made me cry during the whole last 100 pages. And this might've been a full 5-star read if the start wasnt so dragged out. But again, that ending. I was a sobbing mess. Of course my favourite character died. Cried like a baby. That conversation at the end with the shooter turned me to an even bigger sobbing mess. I was just a sobbing mess all over the place. And then that last chapter waa gorgeous. And again. .. sobbing mess. 
 So you get the picture here. 
 Basically, this book is honesr and raw and so true. This happens way too often in some countries around the world. And it hurts to think how damaging school shootings are. And how VERY REAL they are as well. This book is not for the faint of heart. Go in and clutch those tissues. Expect to cry, expect to feel something youve never felt before and realise at the end of it all, this is way too real for some people. 
 There is one thing I wish we got to see. How the shooter made the decision to do what they did. What bought them to that point? I think that would definitely provide a more three dimensional side to the while thing instead of just seeing everything through the eyes of the victims. The shooter was a victim to themself and it was obvious in how broken they were but I felt like we needed them to tell their story as well.