Naked truth: My mind has stopped functioning for a minute after reading this. I couldn't connect with the book and yet I feel the intensity of the characters emotions. It's just so real. It hit me really hard. It fucking hurts. 
 It Ends with Us wasn't cute and fluffy like other romance novels. I've been sobbing my heart out for hours because of this. It breaks my heart(and probably my soul too) into pieces, slowly and painfully. 
 "There is no such thing as bad people. We're all just people who sometimes do bad things." 
 Oh Lily, my soul is crying for you, for everyone who experience that kind suffering. I couldn't imagine how people can handle so much pain, so much emotions, and stress without losing their sanity. It's so easy to blame the 'victim' for not leaving their abuser if you're not in the situation, but because of this book, I realized that it was more complicated than it seemed. Much more complicated. It Ends with Us taught me a lot of things. An eye-opener for everyone. 
 And when I found out who the "Us": 
 To the author(Colleen Hoover), thank you for torturing us sharing this painfully beautiful story. I can't thank you enough for this. This story will probably be stuck in my heart and mind for a lifetime. Thank you. And just keep swimming. 
 PS.(view spoiler)[ The author's note when I found out that Lily and Ryle's relationship was based on her mom and dad? I just...I can't....I'm sobbing uncontrollably. (hide spoiler)]