I received an arc in exchange for an honest review. 
 Sorry in advance for all the spoilers, if you open them before reading the story they will ruin some story lines. 
 There were a few time in the first third of the book that I contemplated putting it down, some of the content is brutal and difficult to read, because of the content being covered. I could feel the tension in my body and I woke up the next morning with sore shoulders from all of the tension and anxiety I was feeling. I can't not talk about some of the specifics, so here it goes. (view spoiler)[ I read this on my kindle app so it only showed me the percentage of where I was at in the book. That being said I wasn't even 5% into the story when Trent appeared, and as book logic goes I knew he wasn't good news. Then comes dinner: RED FLAG! Then when the terrible, awful thing happened with her dad, he took her to his house. The way his mom acted: RED FLAG! I was terrified for Lily and I was so hoping for good things to happen, but it was too early in the book so I had to endure these terrible, awful things to see how her story ended. (hide spoiler)] At one point she had a conversation with a homeless man, I wish later in the story she would have had a moment where she came back to this conversation. (view spoiler)[Maybe her miscarriages was God's way of looking after her in this situation. (hide spoiler)] Halfway through it definitely got easier to handle what was happening and maybe see a silver lining to her story. (view spoiler)[ Max.... enter dreamy eyes and big heart emojis (hide spoiler)] But I spent the rest of the book waiting for the other shoe to drop. Overall, I was happy I stuck it out to the end. I was on an emotional rollercoaster from beginning to end. (view spoiler)[ No woman ever deserves to be abused in any sense of the word: emotional, physical, mental, financial. But when they brought Aubrey back into the story there was a tiny piece of me that didn't feel bad for her, not that she deserved it but she knew what a big piece of crap he was and she got with him. That being said I'm glad he got what he deserved although I would have been happy if he got worse. (hide spoiler)]