*Jotting some quick thoughts so I'll change this soon 
 SPOILERS AHEAD. But I'll try to censor the super spoilers. 
 This book had some decent moments but it also had quite a few "ugh" moments. 
 I'm not sure I like Sloane and James' relationship. It feels deceptively complex... 
 Sloane gets some erased memories back, and two of them include her not wanting to do something and James being like "I'll change your mind." How can they have a strong relationship when he ignores what she wants? And why does Sloane not see the problem with that??? 
 It's obvious that they have a physical relationship, but do they really have an emotional connection? Especially since most of their relationship was erased? (view spoiler)[ Or at least one person can't remember their past together (hide spoiler)] 
 Then there's the whole theme of suicide 
 And then I think about the whole point in the Program anyway... like wait, where is the profit in this? So when you're suicidal you can either kill yourself or become a mindless person who drools over yourself. WHAT? 
 The ending felt too tidy. Sloane realizes she cares about the "now" and doesn't have a desire to get her erased past back. I guess that's fine? But right after she literally (correct usage, Noe!) talks about her past. So doesn't that mean she obviously realizes how the past is important and that a lot of "being you" is BECAUSE of your memories? I say that but I don't think Sloane realizes this, and that annoys me. 
 This book does pass the Bechdel test! 
 Ugh there is so much more I want to address (facing your fears, the Treatment, Dallas/Realm/Cas/Lacey, etc)... lol thinking about this more makes me want to drop the rating.