I have mixed thoughts about this book . It may or may not contain spoilers. You have been warned !! 
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 Anybody can look at you. It's quite rare to find someone who sees the same world you see. 
 Actual rating: 3,5 stars 
 Turtles All the Way Down is an unusual John Green's book 
 This is the first time I've ever read something about OCD and It was interesting seeing it from that person point of view. Aza is the narrator of this book and she somehow reminded me of Alex in Made You Up . Both of their thoughts seem unreliable. For Aza, her thought was kinda cryptic somehow. And you could see that she hated herself, she didn't believe in her existence and read about thing real or not real was kinda hard for me to fathom. She kept thinking about C.diff (just for you know I didn't know what C.diff was and I think I don't want to know about it to be honest), human microbiome, bacteria,... and what I had in mind was that was everyone who had OCD thought about this kind of thing all the time if that so that was a burden and no one should have that. The thing is I have heard a lot about OCD but I only watch one tv show that show their real struggle (That was Glee btw). So what John Green did was really great for those who also have to get through this, It made us understand more about people who had OCD or teens who struggled with their thoughts and feelings. 
 One more thing I like about this book is that the relationship between Daisy and Aza or just Daisy herself. She was a Star Wars fanfiction writer (If you want more readers you have to have Star Wars in it am I right). Their relationship is like the only thing that John Green really put his mind to it. It actually had climax. I knew that sooner or later they would have a fight because from the beginning I can their friendship had flaws. There was something Daisy has said that really hilarious but it also true somehow. 
 We are about to live the American Dream, which is, of course, to benefit from someone else's misfortune. 
 That was me while reading first 10% of the book. 
 Can we talk about that at the first 30% nothing happened .Like it was just Aza and her spiral thoughts and it was kinda boring for me. And after that a boy (I mean the boy) show up and who is just another white privileged rich boy that happened to be in John Green's book. The thing that really bother me is that this book lack of diversity. 
 The romance in this book was kinda plain, it didn't put any more depth to the book and it was just there just to serve the plot. It was just a tool so we could see more of Aza's struggle not just in life but also in relationship. 
 I could tell you that I didn't like the ending of this book or every John Green's book I have ever read. It was really hard for me to explain this actually. There was something about John Green's ending that I just didn't like. It didn't make me feel satisfied. 
 Can't wait to hear other reviews about this book though. I think I read this book a little bit earlier than everybody else. 
 Worrying is the correct worldview. Life is worrisome 
 > Update< 
 After seeing my review and all the problems I have with this book I have to lower my rating to 3 stars.