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 Such a useless read... sorry to say but I won't recommend this to anyone, I don't even know what made me read this book. It was poorly written nothing but pure bluff about suiciding and stuff like that, very morbid nothing much goes in the first few chapters. I considered dropping this off my to-read list cause there is just nothing interesting, I guess I was just blind sided by the good cover, don't tell me I didn't read the synopsis cause I totally did. I have high expectations for the book but then it didn't quite satisfied my taste. I was actually hoping for a good ending which totally did't happened nothing but utterly jammed words put into a book. Don't blame me cause I didn't really enjoy reading this book. But for the effort I gave it 2 out of 5 star.