** spoiler alert ** 
 Shadowland just added on what more I needed to know about Ever and Damen. And more! I met Jude. I decided that I don't really like Jude. He is like all up in Ever's business. And when Damen showed Ever in Summerland that in her past, Damen was selfish and that Jude was always there. And Ever and Jude, in the past, were always in love. But Ever proves that she doesn't love Jude, but instead she loves Damen. Damen says that they are not soul mates, but they are. But when Roman has Haven dying and Ever has to choose the right decision which is either let Haven die and prove she is nothing like Roman or let Haven live and turn her immortal and proves that she is like Roman, she chooses to let Haven live and feeds her the elixir.