This is too much. So much to bear all at once. Brother dead, brother found, evil healed. Oh god! I literally fell from my sofa while I was reading about Dawson. Oh god! Oh god, what is happening to me now. Book hangover, book hangover. It's tearing me apart. And YOU, Jennifer L. Armount. You Cruel. You Know. You Cruel. Monster. You killed me, you ruined me. But I am helpless, I still love you. But,but you took everything away. 
 How I am feeling? 
 I. Need. Sanity. Me. Words. Speechless. Cannot Talk. Blown. Directions. Peace. Ruined my soul. Need. Want. Daemon. Adam. Cry. Dee. Katy. Aliens. Heart