I'm not going to go ahead and say I enjoyed this book. It was extremely dark and heavy; there was a trigger warning for pretty much everything you could think of, and parts were really hard to read. I found the story incredibly fascinating though. Most crime novels have a very black and white storyline in the end, but this time was I think unique from anything I've read before. From a mother's perspective, my heart was broken about a million times. Not just because of Emily, but also for Chris. I can't imagine what it must feel like to lose a child, but it must destroy you for your son to be the potential killer.