I just finished reading this book right at this very moment. 
 Gawd! Why oh Why! Those stupid irrational decisions, lies - Ben's lies [WHAT A BIG FAT MUDDAFCUKIN LIAR] is the one thing that stuck with me. HE LIED. Gawd, I'm such a vindictive bi@tch. IDC if he's 16 or what. HE LIED. 
 I remember when Fallon was telling Ben about Cody - and his reaction... LOL. Ben, it was your own damn fault Fallon got those scars. I don't care if his Dad should've known that she was in his house in the first place. You were the one who did it. 
 And then there's Jordyn - Ugh. I think I swallowed my own puke reading that part / chapter. Gosh Ben you heartless, dumb sonofa.... 
 It took four years for me to fall in love with him. 
 It only took four pages to stop. 
 I'm still upset and will collect my thoughts later on but my gawd. This made me feel terrible so I'm giving this a one star rating for now. 
 I cannot believe I'm giving a CoHo book a 1-star rating.omigod. I feel so bad. Arrrgghhhh