I have a lot of feelings right now that I'm not sure how to express. That book was a roller coaster of feels. I'm not sure when I'll be mentally prepared to read another book. I was racing to finish to make sure it had the ending I was hoping for. I won't spoil anything on that end, but holy CRAP let me get the other book(s) please immediately. I loved legitimately every aspect of this book: the characters (and there were lots of GREAT ones!), the family aspects (thank god that improved and made me very happy), the love (eeeeeep), the risk-taking (finding yourself)... AGH ALL SO GOOD I'm going to need help moving on.