Lover Awakened (Black Dagger Brotherhood #3) by J.R. Ward 
 One of my favorite books in this series. Beautiful and damaged vampire Zsadist finds love. Love he couldn't understand or comprehend. He didn't know how to process his feelings. With his reputation it was hard for the brothers around him to understand and help him. Especially with many thinking his actions were less than honorable. But I had faith. We saw glimmers in the last few books of the hidden feelings. It takes a strong female to bring those feelings out. Bella is just that female. In saving her Zsadist will save himself. 
 Now the good stuff, a list of my favorite moments. Hopefully not to spoilery. 
 Brothers' reaction in dining room to Needing 
 V and Butch 
 Golden eyes 
 Paper and pencil <3 
 Epilogue 
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 The countdown is on! Lover at Last is out March 26, 2013