** spoiler alert ** 
 This book is crushing me. Why am I still reading it? 
 ... 
 Okay, I finished it. Two major thoughts: 1) As a journalist, I would never, ever have done what Julia did to that poor man. Who did she think she was? Seems to me that it was totally selfish of her to chase him down. 
 2) This book is like a sports movie that gears you up for the big game so you can't wait to see the underdogs win... but the underdogs end up losing. And then they die. @!$@#~!