GOOD NEWS: I don't have a reading slump 
 BAD NEWS: I cried a lot! 
 I finished this book in our breakfast table, my family and I were eating and I was planning to read the epilogue later but I got bored on their conversations so I read it and guess what freaking happened?! I cried! IN FRONT OF MY FAMILY WHILE EATING, I CRIED WITH SNOT AND ALL AT OUR BREAKFAST TABLE! 
 Will Traynor is so selfish but at the same time selfless, the epilogue is so..... asdfghjjkldhbshejnrkzb! I completely understand why he did it but it hurts so freaking much that I am still crying right now in my room thinking of my future plan and putting myself in Will's shoes. am I going to do the same if I were him? Probably yes. Will I refuse someone I love because I cannot be the person I wanted to be with him? YES. 
 This book was so heart warming and heart breaking. People with disabilities should be treated normal they also feel the same way we did. I really feel close to this story because my late grandfather was stroked just like Lou's granddad. This story made me remember him the way he used to tease me with my ponytails and the way he call my name it made me remember the biggest regret that I have in my life and it made me want to be more. 
 There are no words to describe this book. I was utterly speechless. I think I won't talk for a day or two. I'll read something funny next because this story cost me a lot of emotional energy.