sadness is what I feel right now after finishing this book. It captivated me from the start til the very end and now all I feel is emptiness. 
 when a story manages to hold you like that through its ups and downs,making you go thru every emotion to the fullest. 
 I love the way the events played out, how justice was brought eventually .. and what made the whole experience more special is the realistic view which was adopted by the author when the development/change in both characters and events was slow and methodical and it displayed the human nature almost perfectly. 
 reading this book was heartbreaking at times and soul lifting at others. 
 I will always remember our "kaz,inej,nina,jesper,wylan and matthias ". 
 this story will stay with me forever.