I had high hopes for this book because I truly loved the Stage Dive series and I loved Dirty from this series. However, I just didn't feel the connection between the main characters and honestly, I was way more interested in Pat and Nell, just saying. 
 I knew about 1/2 way in that I just didn't like Alex. She had way too many issues and yeah ok, I get it, the book is all about how she overcomes those issues in order to grow into this new person and be able to have this great relationship with Joe. That being said, most of the time I just found myself being totally annoyed by her. I felt for Joe, I mean yeah he had issues too but damn, he was shouldering a lot so it was understandable. He had a couple of douche moments and it felt like Alex just kinda shrugged and looked the other way. 
 I didn't actually read this book, I went audible because I found that's the best way when it comes to her series, and it still didn't tickle me the way the others have. I mean, don't get me wrong, very well written, but the connection between Joe and Alex was lacking for me. I'll still read (listen) to rest of the series, without a doubt.