So I decided to rewrite me review to restate how much I hate this book and why is deserves a spot on my 'ugh' shelf. 
 Now as I said in my original review I only got 1/4 through this book. I thought I could get through this in like two days, maybe three. I mean I was going to be in a motel with slow internet so I might as well get a lot of reading done. Thank god I didn't bring it with me because I hated it before I left the house and opted for Something Like Spring (which turned out to be my favourite as of far in its respective series so that was lucky). But no, this book isn't about a gay character that exists outside of its gayness (though very likeable) like the book I decided to bring instead. 
 I'm coming from this from two perspective, a perspective as not only a lesbian but a feminist. I'll get on why the feminist part matters in a moment. As from the point of view as an actual lgbt person, Ryan Dean could not shut up about how gay the one gay character is (hey authors, please write in gay characters for no reason, we are not plot devices). Literally, every second he appeared Ryan Dean reminded us that this guy is in fact gay and how find and dandy that is to him . You know, despite feeling uncomfortable he was alone in a room with him. He pointed it out at the most unnecessary times, like giving him a high five and calling it the 'best gay-straight high five ever'. Not only that, he made sure to tell us how much of an upstanding heterosexual he was. 
 And that brings in my perspective as a feminist. He made sure to tell us how goddamn hot every girl he knows is (except for the woman downstairs who is probably a witch). His crush on his best friend was so superficial, I may have only seen a bit of her character but she didn't seem to have anything to her. And since this is from Ryan Dean's perspective, this would mean he only likes her for her looks. I felt like I knew nothing about her. Over all, he just objectified women and it made me so uncomfortable. 
 Oh, and the fact he got so upset she called him 'little boy'. That was irritating and is really why I don't like reading characters under the age of 16. They have this problem, where you can tell how young they are and are just so irritating (there are exceptions obviously but this was a real drawback for this book). 
 I had heard it had a shocking ending and I guessed it (view spoiler)[and I was so mad that the only gay character was used as a plot device. He seemed to only have the purpose to die and it is so irritating. (hide spoiler)] 
 So don't read this book, and instead read books where lgbt characters are the main character and are well written, characters are likeable, and the gay characters exist outside of their gayness. I'll even make you a fucking list 
 Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe (my favourite book!) 
 Openly Straight (hey another one of my favourite books!) 
 Beauty of the Broken 
 More Happy Than Not 
 Almost Like Falling in Love 
 Proxy duology (sci-fi with gay main character just because) 
 The Something Like series 
 Everything Leads to You 
 One Man Guy