See the state of the flower on the cover? That's a perfect representation of the state of my heart at this moment: broken, destroyed, shattered. 
 Colleen Hoover is one of my favorite authors. I loved everything she wrote (that I read) so far. She always makes me feel so many emotions through her books. She makes me sad and broke my heart with Hopeless and November 9, she made me so happy with Maybe Someday (just thinking about this book now makes me happy). She is one of those auto buy authors for me. 
 So of course, when I saw she will give us another book, I was more than ready to read it. I knew it was gonna be emotional, I saw Colleen herself said she cried while she wrote this book. But I wasn't ready for this. Oh no. 
 I didn't know anything about the story (apart from what is writing at the back of the book). I successfully avoid any spoilers for a week. And I think it's just the best way to dive into this book. Not knowing anything. So I won't say anything about the plot or the characters or anything. And now you think: why bother with this review then? 
 Well this book broke my heart like not many books did. I did not cry while reading it though (I was just in this weird state while reading it) BUT I did cry while reading Collen's note at the end. It was so honest and brave and it touched me so much. I know this book is really important for her. And I appreciate it so much more knowing the meaning of it. It might be my favorite she ever wrote (don't worry Ridge, you're still my favorite). 
 That's the best review I could write, sorry you can probably find a better review if you want more informations about the book. Sorry Colleen. I did really love this book, thank you for writing it. You deserve all the stars. I'm sure I will think about it a lot.