(Reread August 2017): 
 I don't understand how anyone can write a review after reading this. I tried the first time I read it, but couldn't write anything without my body going into shock. This is a story of four boys. They are young and they make mistakes and they screw up because that's what you do what you're a teenager. It's a story of heartbreak, grief, and love at any age. It reads like a diary and I wanted to close my eyes because as much as the story is wonderful, it is also painful. These characters are family and it is unimaginable that readers wouldn't relate to at least one part of this story. This book is a must read and I would give it every star in the universe if it helped spread the word.