As a psych major student, I found reading this book and Ellery's journey of her attempts at suicide and living her life as interesting. Ellery went through a lot ever since her little sister died and she blames herself for it, going so far as to attempting to kill herself 3 times before she gets the help that she needs. Of course it wouldn't have been possible without Colter (what's up with that name though?) and her other friends Jackson, Janie and Dean (who was going through the same thing as her but ultimately ended his life, one of the sad moments in this book). 
 This book was so raw. I felt like I was right alongside Ellery as she was contemplating her life and going through normal stuff. I felt her emotions, and those of Colter's as he spent time and tried to change her mind, and all the people who cared about her. It was nice to know her train of thought and how her mind was working because usually in other books it's someone else, a close friend or a stranger, who commits suicide. At least in this book we get Ellery and her friends as she slowly, literally the end of the story, when she decides to keep on living and attend therapy. Of course it happened after she failed her last attempt at suicide and Colter told someone so she could get treated and Ellery finds herself. The ending was fitting, with Colter and Ellery together and happy.