it's 4am and I'm trying so hard not to let my hyperventilating sobs be heard, IS THIS A JOKE?!? PLEASE TELL ME, THAT ENDING WAS A JOKE BECAUSE NO MICHELLE HODKIN WHY WOULD YOU DO SOMETHING LIKE THAT?!? (amazing sequel but holy crap, no no no no) 
 (full review to come soon, please send tissues, I'm not okay)