Aw.... I hate myself for rating this two stars, part of me was so desperate, so desperate to like this book and go crazy all over it and fangirling about it (lol) since The Fault of Our Stars , but it had failed me. The opening was strong and great. I can see myself in Cath, that hermit, crazy writer who practically wants to hide in her room and drown herself in books and fantasy. 
 I empathize Cath's consciousness when it came to walk in a hallway of strangers, of rather hiding in her room surviving on energy bars than walking down to eat dinner with new people. 
 But hell, this book is a drag and had so many, many unnecessary places that could have been shorten. Firstly, the whole cutout of Simon Snow fan fiction, Jesus, it bores me. I seriously skip whenever it comes to those tiny words indicating Simon Snow stuff. It did not relate to the story and becomes redundant. Including it here and there to enhance Cath's obsession with fandom is okay, but cutting a whole chunk of fan fiction and sticks it in the novel is so tiring and tedious. 
 Levi. He's cute. He's practically the type of boy I would melt for. The whole romance thing was pretty awesome, so kudo for that. 
 But it didn't help me finish the novel. After the kiss and he made up with her, I just realize I don't care about them anymore. They're going to be with each other, they are perfect with each other, blah blah blah. I don't see super serious struggle or anything that made the relationship more realistic and worth reading - sure it's sound cute and stuff, but that just it - it sounds cute. I only exceptionally like the part where Cath found Levi kissing another girl and she went home and cry - great twist! But after that, thing just fell flat and for most of the novel, it was repetitive. I don't feel anything coherent or stick out. It's just Cath's cool attitude with Reagan and Cath melt down with Levi and Cath talk with Wren and Cath wrote with Nick and Cath being harsh about her mom and Cath talked with dad and everything repeat and repeat and repeat. Period. 
 My most furious part was Cath's copying her whole fiction and stick it into her Creative Writing's class. Man, that was lazy and idiotic. When she received an F from the teacher, she couldn't believe she had plagiarised. ***Duh, are you stupid, girl? You take other people's character!*** 
 That's all my ranting. I feel sorry for rating this two stars. I hate myself. I am cruel. I should be banished to the dungeon. Seeing all the gushing four, five stars, I seriously think I receive a wrong edition of Fangirl. But anyway, it all boils down to perspective I guess. This wasn't a cup of tea for me. I feel happy for those who love this book. At least they had something to keep close and be crazy about it. 
 Have fun reading :)