This book was so freaking hard to read!!! And Julie?! OMG for a moment or two I hated her. BUT Im glad I didnt quit. Maybe I little late...but I fell in love with the book. Made me cry. A lot. But I did end up happy with it. Celeste needs her own book...that nena was so broken ans brilliant and sweet. Matthew was my kind of nerd. And Julie...that little bi..ch...jaja I do love her too!