This isn't your normal Colleen Hoover book. 
 It's Dark, it's Smutty and I loved it. 
 The story is about a girl who is in a relationship with an abusive boyfriend who is also a drug dealer but who instantly falls in love with a boy who seemed to be everything Asa isn't but who still has so many thing in common with him. 
 OK we basically know from the beggining that Asa is the bad guy in this tale and I completely agree, but it's not really his own fault that he is the way he is. 
 First off he grew up in a poisonus houshold in wich his father taught him that all womans are whores and liars. 
 His mother was either high on pills or beaten up by his dad. 
 He never truly knew what real love is because he never felt it himself and as a little boy his only dream was that when he grew up he find a woman who isn't quote a whore. somebody who told him that she loved him and would never leave him and who would bake him coconut cake. 
 And on top off that all he inherited his father's mental illness. 
 So I can't really blame him for who he turned out to be but I also don't make excuses for him. 
 He deserves to be locked up or get help! He should gotten that help when he was little because no child deserves a shitty childhood, but better late than never... 
 I actually liked the Epilogue and don't understand why others didn't take it so well. 
 It was really originaly done. 
 4, something /5 Stars beacause it was really well done and had me interessted from the beginning till the end. 
 P.S.: I never was in an abusive relationship myself but I never truly understood the woman that stand by the man that physically or mentaly abuses them and don't leave. 
 But PLEASE DON'T LET ANY ONE ABUSE YOU IN ANY WAY!!!!! 
 STAND UP FOR YOURSELF AND LET THE FUCKER KNOW THAT IT IS NOT OK TO TREAT YOU THE WAY THEY DID! MAKE IT REALLY CLEAR TO HIM! FOR THE GOOD OF YOU AND OTHER PEOPLE AROUND YOU!!!