Stopped at 10% 
 Can't do it. Nope I just can't. 
 The premise filled me with some trepidation, but when we were introduced to the heroine, I was filled with so much disgust, repulsion, and sheer LOATHING that I can't do it. 
 If it was a male character that did this, there would be no redemption for him, ever! And yet to give this a pass because it is the heroine? Miss me with that nonsense. 
 What bothered me most was the lack of remorse. And no, being utterly desperate most certainly does NOT give one the right to ruin another's life to guarantee safety for oneself. And if one does that, issuing faux-pologies and not regretting at least the incomparable damage you've done is loathsome. 
 (Coming off recent real life examples of this crap right there, it doesn't get a pass because it is fiction). 
 This might be my first and very last book by this author, I can't take the foolishness. 
 Ugh! Disgusting. 
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