Ok. This book ruined me for a while. I hated this book for a while too. I was planing to write Tijan and ask her "Whyyyyyy?!" lol I'm better now. I think I can deal with some...stuff. But I sooo wanted to hate this book and never read the rest to come. In a way, I still do hate it but now I know anything can happen. That makes me sad. Ohhh but I do admit it was good. Just hard as hell to read. I can't wait. I want more now!