Initial Impressions 8/21/15: While I struggled to connect in the beginning, the ending was super cute and I really ended up making a big connection to the characters and the story overall. I loved how everything was handled and it really felt realistic and accurate. I know zero Jane so I can't say how well that fit in (like all things classic, I felt lost so that was a meh thing) but I did like how Devon's love of her books tied into the end. I wish I had more of a connection in the very beginning because I loved the second half! 
 Full review as originally posted HERE on The Book Addict's Guide 9/30/15: Admittedly I haven't read any Jane Austen but when "Friday Night Lights" is thrown into a book description, you better believe my ears have perked and my interest is caught! I'm actually not a huge football fan in general but the football games throughout from freshman to senior year were a big part of my high school experience so I really hold some nostalgic feelings for them! Naturally, by the time I got around to reading FIRST & THEN, I was very excited! 
 The first thing that stuck out to me about the book was the characters. Devon is the protagonist of the book and I both related to her and had a hard time connecting to her all at once. She's a senior and keeps getting pushed to figure out what colleges to apply to and what she wants to do with the rest of her life and really has no clue. I really enjoyed seeing that theme because that's exactly how I felt in high school. I knew I was going to a community college for two years to save money because I got a scholarship but I hadn't the slightest idea what sort of career I wanted or how to set up the rest of my life at eighteen so I really connected with Devon on that level quite a bit! I thought Emma Mills did a great job at setting up that range of emotions for Devon and how hard it was to have that pressure from people. Where I didn't connect was that Devon didn't really care -- I was an avid student and I enjoyed school, working hard to get good grades. Devon wasn't a bad student but she has more of a general apathy towards school so while I was able to latch onto the idea of the book, it was actually sort of hard for me to connect with Devon on that level. I think I kept trying to make my connection with her more personal but that wasn't quite working out so it took me a while to warm to her. 
 It was also a toss-up for me on the overall themes of the book. It wasn't quite Jane Austen meets Friday Night Lights in regard to the plot... and yet it was. Usually when you hear mash-ups, I feel like they're both plot-related but Jane Austen is actually a big part of Devon's life and is referenced directly many times throughout the books so it's not just a Jane Austen-feel. For me not having read any Austen, it actually sort of made me disconnect instead of pulling me in. I'm probably in the minority in that respect (not having read any of her books) so the references were both lost on me and made me feel more disconnected from Devon. "Fright Night Lights" really just means "high school football" but I really did get that feel from FIRST & THEN. I liked how prevalent football was throughout the book but it also didn't take over the entire plot. 
 I had a bit of a hard time connecting in the beginning, possibly just because I wasn't really similar to the characters and their situations weren't very similar to my own. I think with contemporary novels, I tend to try to relate and put myself in a character's shoes and I didn't get a good "fit" until halfway through the book. The ending, however, I felt very connected to and there were so many instances that really mirrored my own experiences. It was a bit late to make up for the beginning but I was really glad that I finally started to pick up on all those lingering feelings and really start to feel comfortable with the characters as well. 
 The romantic plot of the book, I thought, was great. I won't spoil anything but it was a great theme of "you can't always get what you want" but Devon finds a place in her own life -- with home, friends, and love life -- and she does a lot of growing up seeing how much better things turned out after she didn't get what she wanted. I did a lot of learning in regards to that message throughout high school and college so I really enjoyed watching Devon's journey to discover those things for herself! 
 For a while, I was worried that I wasn't going to connect with FIRST & THEN but I ended up being overwhelmed by all of the emotions towards the end of the book so it really balanced out to a very solid read. I think so many readers will enjoy this and be able to see pieces of themselves in the characters. I can't wait to read more reactions and reviews!