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 I'm not sure... Right now I feel a deep hole in my stomach and even beyond.. I never expected a book with this level of violence and cruelty. Not ever. 
 Collins doesn't think twice in taking away the most vital characters, in destroying everything that Katniss loves. Only Peeta. And even him is in some way taken away, he is not the same sweet boy I first read and admire. He only has a couple of last pages to reappear and make everything stable again and I really don't think I can even assure that. 
 I feel confuse, I can even say I feel hate. But to whom and why I believe will be unknown until further self examination. Maybe It is agains Collins, for delivering a book that tries to be real when all I needed was a heroine better that reality. At the end the strong, survivor that Katniss was is gone and we have only a shadow of a scary girl, someone who in a way looses that bit that made her special; different and as read from another review "who displays traits (like courage, heart, perseverance) greater that the norm and accomplishes more than the "normal, average teen" even during the most difficult of times." 
 In a way I know I feel a disappointed, there was way to much drama and to much madness. Real madness though. One that I believe that wether we like it or not could happen to any in similar circumstances. but that doesn't make this book a good one, to be honest this felt more of a war documentary, to tell how war affects the mind of its victims. And for that we can actually read a nonfiction book about the subject. But this one, should have been as The Hunger Games made me believe: a story about a girl that had the qualities to be admired, the strength to overcome the worst and the capacity to become a hero.