** spoiler alert ** 
 Why. I knew it was coming but why. I had this sudden realization as I thought back to the other two books in this series and I just silently thought, "NO! She won't let it happen. She won't...she did." 
 ugh, why? 
 Although, I guess, the ending wasn't the only part that got me. What else got me was when they brought in Jim and Della Goodwill. 
 And when Zu wrote down something for her that got me. I want to be with Zu and tell her something too. It made me so teary eyed at 9AM in the morning >.<' 
 and THAT END. Seriously, why. I feel like there should be more. I'm craving for there to be more but it's not an option. 
 /sigh