I rated this five stars not because I'm ok with what goes down in this book but because Colleen Hoover has a way of telling a story and making your insides turn all up in knots. She has a way of making you fall in love with characters even though you know they are in an impossible situation. Hoover does what is commonly said but really I think she has this down to a science, fills your heart and then rips it out and puts the pieces back together. 
 Whereas, I didn't cry during this book I feel that there were several times that it probably would have happened. This story tells about a girl who is innocent and meets the ugliest part of life and lives through it. I have no doubt that her first time with the lead character was rape and that her first time with the other male was love. 
 The only problem I have with this story is the very last chapter. Not talking any of the epilogues but the final chapter 57. Hoover ends the book in a way that is a good ending but it also is like if the character would have done the thing it probably would have meant something too had that character chosen to stay in spite of knowing what he knew. 
 I think this is my favorite Colleen Hoover book. It just gets under your skin and crawls into your soul making you feel hopeless for the characters and then giving you hope. 
 Bravo Colleen Hoover! Bravo!