This is a hard review to write because this book took me on such a roller coaster. 
 I changed my mind a couple times about what I wanted to happen in this book romantically. I'm pretty stubborn so it generally takes a lot for me to change my mind on which ship to pick, and I have occasionally (Thank you Remnant chronicles) gone down with the ship. 
 Anyway, the romance wasn't the main focus. The story centres a lot on loss, anger, forgiveness and love. 
 If I fix you was refreshing in the way that it kept changing so much that I had to adapt and change my feelings with it. 
 Jill is a fantastic main character. She is real and vulnerable in a way that made her so strong. Her story is a little heart breaking. I so absolutely loved her relationship with her dad, they didn't just love each other because they were supposed to. They actually liked each other. And wanted to spend time together, and they protected each other. 
 Moving, thought-provoking and just beautiful. 
 Read it.