4.5 What the fawwk, Ryder Stars 
 Alright. So this book just... GAH! I'm so messed up by the fact this whole situation with Synthia becomes more effed up than anything you can think of. While she is fighting through the motions of Destiny being one cruel bitch, she takes everything so gracefully. She is one badass heronie! The twist of every angle of the plot is one to keep you guessing. I could not figure out what would come next, and I'm usually pretty good with figuring out what will come. 
 Ryder. Oh dear, Ryder. (Ryder for me equals Hearts- Magic Man 
 ) There's so much I want to express, but I can't. You make so angry, happy, silly, and I fall for you all the time. You are one of the most tortured souls I have met. You don't know love if it hit you right on the face. But apparently your (view spoiler)[Beast knows what you lack. Tricky, tricky beast! But well done with claiming Synthia like that. Cheeky bastard! You can know come to see the Ryder is slowly catching up with the fact that he is truly in love with Synthia. (hide spoiler)] 
 Overall I felt like this book did slow down a bit from the middle of the read, but picked up so fast once the huge conflict occured. While it did pull a bit on the heart strings, it made it maddening dealing with Ryder and Synthia and their "relationship" I felt for both of them. I think that is why it made it such a good read. There's just so much tradgety to their story that keeps you rooting for both of them. Now, I'm not so sure how it will all play out. And where the hell are you Ryder?