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 I'm in tears. That was so beautiful, I don't know what to do with myself. 
 The way these two find a way of understanding each other, slowly exploring and discovering one another's bodies and preferences, melts my heart. And I love how their past isn't simply forgotten, it still lingers among them, but not as an impediment to love each other but as a way of learning and growing. What a beautiful gift C.S. Pacat has given us.