I was provided an ARC from Netgalley in exchange for an honest review 
 "The minute you came into my life, everything went batshit crazy. Good batshit crazy. It's like it went from black and white to color. I'm not just giving up and walking away because you're the best thing that ever happened to me." 
 I'm not really sure how to explain my feelings for this book except for: 
 I finished this book in one day I just couldn't put it down! The book starts off right away showing the clumsy, nerdy Hank. After embarressingly failing to ask a girl, Amanda, to prom, and come forward for being the "mystery guy", he tries so hard to keep it under wraps and from possibly getting in trouble for the promposal-gone-wrong. He ends up getting involved with Amanda's neighbor, Peyton. This girl is strange. She came out of nowhere and until now, Hank didn't know she existed yet went to the same school. Yet there's something about her. 
 Peyton is crazy. Or, just not like every other "normal" teenager in high school. We slowly see Hank and Peyton growing closer. And sooner or later, their deep dark secrets emerge and we see sides of them we never saw coming. Crazy. 
 I didn't expect this to be your typical high school drama-love story type. But I'm not disappointed. At first I was a little weary, and not so sure about this story. It was just weird. But as I went on, I started to fall in love with the way this was written. And the story in general. I had to know what was going to happen next. And the whole time Peyton gives off this interesting and curious vibe. So much it makes you want to keep reading just to figure out what her deal is. 
 The end of this book completely ruined me. And I mean that in a good way. I was SO happy with the outcome and literally started crying at work (yes, I know). I started connecting with Hank's character (which was strange cause he's a guy but I felt for him during the entire book). More specifically at the ending, the family issues he overcame were just so heartwarming! UGH. 
 YOU MUST READ THE BOOK