After about two years waiting to read this book, I finally got my hands on it. Okay, what do I think? More precisely is what do I feel when I read this book. Mixed emotions. Annoyance, compassion, understanding, realization, and a little bit of sadness. But I have to admit, at the start of the book, I almost gave it up, because I thought that it was really bad. I mean the first few reasons of why this Hannah Baker decided to kill herself, as told by the narrator of Hannah herself, are a bit unreasonable for me, that is. For instance, her first kiss which she dreamt to be wonderful turned out a disaster as the boy spread bad rumours about her. And then, for sure, she felt sad and stuff. Next was about this boy, Alex, who voted her as Best Ass just to get back at someone else, or in other words, he used her for his own sake thus putting her in a bad state of losing her friendship with Jessica. Okay so, at first I thought like, "duh, so what?". I mean teenagers are like that, you cant really change how they are. And I was getting annoyed with her too, for blaming these people of her suicide. 
 Still, I kept up with her, and by the middle of the book, it was getting good, I mean good as her reasons are reasonable enough and I can really understand her problems and all. And actually, the reasons are not just one reason and another, they are all connected. It's like, if the first thing didn't happen then the next couldn't be happening neither. So, to sum it all up, as the story goes, Hannah's life was going down hill . And you cant stand but feel a bit sorry for her of all the incidents that had been happening and all the hard things she had to go through in her life. 
 As Hannah Baker said, everything matters. This shows that every single thing that we do in life will leave a mark on other people's lives, in a way or another. Furthermore, I also like the idea of using recoding tapes as a "suicide note". I just think that this Hannah girl think too much and she takes things too seriously and emotionally, and I cant relate myself to her. I am more of the type of person who easily trash away all the unnessecary stuff that could make me unhappy in my life. Easy as that, well at least for me. That's why her life ended the way it was. This book is just a light read, and I dont say that this is a bad book as what described by the some people. There is something that you can learn from this story. It tells you to not take advantage of someone's life and to treat people nicely, because "Everything... affects everything."