4.5 
 Okay I had time to sleep on this, I finished this book late last night but I honestly felt torn about what to actually "Rate" the book. This book is a little over the top and not anything that I am use to reading. I think I was waiting for someone to come in and save the day... which I got but in a twisted sort of way. This is so far dark I am not even sure that I completely understand. 
 Tess I knew from the beginning was a little different, not in a bad way I thought at first... seriously who doesn't have thoughts of being submissive from time to time but as the book goes on its clearly that I don't understand her at all.. which is good and bad. The lines blurred with this character and I didn't know rather to scream "WTF are you doing" or just accept that this is what she wanted. 
 Q, hmmm this guys is just just screwed up completely. One minute you are rooting for him and the next you are like... I hate everything about him. Then the ending made me think... WHAT THE HELL because it made sense but it didn't at the same time. I guess monsters do really find each other in the dark... because clearly that is what is happening all over this book. 
 I wanted to rate this book a 1 just based on the content... but then I thought hmmm I was warned reading some of the reviews so its not like I didn't understand that this would be a tough book, so then I wanted to give it a 5. But then I felt like...maybe I shouldn't like this book... so yeah I had conflicting feelings all around but at the end of the day... 4.5 it is. Even though it is completely insane and different, I can honestly say not knowing what would happen next excited me. This book was not predictable at all to me and that is why I enjoyed it. 
 I am going to read book 2 because I kinda need to know what happens next. 
 My Q would be David Gandy and Tess Brittany Robertson.