I think I deserve this feelings, I saw this book in a video of " Books that make me cry" but it is worth it 
 I spend like one day reading this book, it was so interesting. I kept wondering what would happen next between them. 
 Even if I have not read the next book (yet)I feel weirdly satisfied with the ending 
 It's realistic and it make me realize that you have to try to put in the shoes of some people to understand them