Be careful what you wish for 
 DNF @ 30%. 
 Subjectively speaking - the set-up of this book is the failure of the book. It flashes back to 11 years ago, and then to present time. Add to this, it's also alternate POV. So it's like 'Helene - 11 years ago' and then some asterisks which represent being in the present time. Then 'Kane - 11 years ago' and then asterisks to represent Kane's present POV. This format is the incorrect format to have, when dealing with life-changing, traumatic events. Especially when in the present time, the horror of the events from 11 years ago, is not immediately obvious. 
 (view spoiler)[ Kane and Helene are doing a late night shift at a gas station. They serve some psychotic dude, not knowing the full extent of his psychopathy, and Kane gives him some lip. In he bursts 30 mins later, waving a gun, and gets the both of them to strip. He makes Helene give an oral bj to Kane and himself. Then he makes Kane give Helene oral and rape her. Finally he rapes Kane. (hide spoiler)]. 
 Was I sickened by these events? 
 Hey. I put my hands up. Although I read some depraved stuff, I'm not unaffected. I become horrified. For the few pages I'm sharing the story, I experience the magnitude of their horror. And Kane and Helene? What they experienced is pretty up there. That's enough to put someone into therapy for life. Maybe these guys do go to therapy - but because the way the story was set up was fundamentally flawed, we don't see these steps, skipped almost, and we're thrust into them meeting each other 11 years later, and they're quipping at each other and saying hello. Like normal people. I'm not saying people who experience bad shit, are not normal, but usually they experience a stage of steps in chronological order, and at one stage, some people might look back and see how far they've really come, despite that darkness always beside them. 
 If the author is doing alternate time-jumps, she or he needs to be careful to display the trauma from such horrendous past events immediately. Or just go in chronological order. Nothing else works. 
 Instead, what I got was a weird feeling of reading something traumatic, and then flicking to the present to read them getting hot for each other and it being almost frivolous, and then flicking back to the trauma stuff again. 
 Maybe further in the book, things are dealt with properly but it just alienated me during the beginning third. 
 Soz.