Definitely an engaging read, but not one that lingered in my thoughts for too long. 
 The story line and the situation definitely tugged on my heart strings, but I couldn't help but compare it to This is not a Test a few times. 
 Here it felt a bit like Ellery was justifying the fact that she wanted to kill herself because she felt she should. She can still find joy. I couldn't really compare her to Sloane who just wants it to be over. 
 It takes forever to find out the full story for why Ellery is prepared to kill herself. (view spoiler)[And I also felt like it very much wasn't her fault.... She should have known that..... she didn't even know her sister was in the car, and I am horrified by how her mom didn't see how she was struggling and didn't make sure she didn't blame herself.. (hide spoiler)]. 
 So the support situation was definitely not ideal. 
 I also didn't think anyone in the book was proactive enough in their actions for suicide prevention. Especially Ellery... 
 So while the story line was engaging because I obviously wanted to know what would happen next, I didn't feel like the levity that was warranted was present. 
 The character depth could have also been a bit better, Colter felt a bit like the typical perfect guy and I can't really say I'll remember him.