I stumbled upon the book at the library while searching for my next victims (books actually) and I'm so glad I found it that my weekend was a festival of feels and not wanting to reach the end but also struggling to get it over with ;; 
 Unfortunate is probably the most accurate word to describe the book. 
 The chapters are letters from Alice under the pen name 'Zoe' to an inmate in America intended so she could reveal the secret that is eating her from the inside. To tell you the truth, it's eating me up almost the same. It felt so normal reading it and at the same time it made my heart swell up in sadness. Tragic. 
 It has a very simple plot which involves having two guys liking Alice at the same time and she also likes them both except she prefers him more than the other. The fun part is that the boys are also brothers. 
 I gotta say I had a hunch since the very beginning that Aaron is the one for Alice, but then fate has its own way to get Max in the way plus Alice's greed to experience adventures, to spice things up with her life maybe contributed to the mess that is the love triangle. 
 Idk what to feel in the end but I kinda like that it ended the way it did ;;;