Damn you, John Green. You hit me right in the feels every time. WHY!? As a friend of mine pointed out though, this book makes you sad, but it is not a sad book. The cancer is just a side-effect of a love story that is beautiful and confusing and complicated. One of the things I loved most about this book is that the characters said "and whatever" a lot. How real! How accuate! Thank you, John Green, not only for hitting me in the feels but also for writing very real characters. Thank you.