So after the GR mini apocalipse. Here I am. After reading Sins and Needles and asking myself about how Ellie and Javier meet. Finally I have answers...which led to an obssesion for more answers..but..thats not what I will be talking about right now lol 
 This is not a review. This is therapy. My college profesors if ever read this will feel proud of me, or disturbed...but again...thats not what I will be talking about right now. 
 I want. Need. To talk about Javier and young Ellie. Javier was her mark. But became her first love. She wanted revenge from the monster who stole her childhood. But trying to get into Travis world led her to Javier's bed. And that bed...damn...dude is kinky. Scary kinky. I thought after 34 years of living Ive seen some kinky stuff...but I was wrong! Plus he is a criminal. I think he is one of those criminals other criminals runs of! 
 Right now. While I am in my bubble of crazy talk, tons of fans are ripping each other throats. Friends became enemies. Strangers became soul mates. Many are running to the nearest farmacy...getting meds...others to the nearest sex shop. Some husbands will kiss Karina's Halle feets. While others.will cursed her cause their wives are babbling non stop about fictional caracthers. I wont go on. I can. But I wont, cause my point is that all this is because this dude that is kinky as fuck and is not a hero. Not in the prince charming sense and is either making us love him or run like hell to Camden arms lol 
 Im Team Camden. He, even if Dear Karina told us is a little fucked up...too. Can(dammit he needs to!) stay good even with all his demons. Of course those demons Im sure will be unleashed sooner or later(mark my words) but Ellie wont be the victim. Oh no. She wont. I hope she wont. Ellie's journey to redemtion will lead her to Camden...sooner or later. *gulps* I hope. 
 What a mind fuck! Karina is so amazing! How can she do this to me over and over again? How is possible to love everything she write? I mean. EVERYTHING I read by her became dear. Im crying for people that dont exist. Im.laughing with them. Im rotting(sp?!) for them. 
 *sighs* 
 Anyway...let me try and make some sense. Who know who is still reading this, right?! 
 Fans of Sins and.Needles will love this addition to this promising series. And the ones who will read this one before starting the series will understand so many things way better than I did the first time I meet Ellie. 
 BTW 
 Poor Ellie. Two crazy yummy dudes and only one her! And Im not saying Javier loves her. But it most be difficult to be her. I love Ellie and Im team Ellie too. And because Im team Ellie and I want the best for her. I want her with Camden. Javier is soooo freaking intense. Not everyone can deal with him. And yeah that dude is hot and interesting...but lets face it...she deserves better. Of the two Camden is wayyy better. Dont you think? Meh. Better dont answer me if you are Team Javier...I dont want to get my rusty "machete" lol 
 Anyway...book two will be coming out this summer and I cant wait. Im thinking about making a pact with the devil so I can have an ARC. 
 lol 
 It was fun letting this out. Happy reading! 
 And as always...I suggest you to try all Karina's books. For example one of.my favorites series, Experiment in Terror. Book 1 is FREE!!! Go get it and meet Dex and Perry! They rock :)