Take all my stars. Really. Just take everything. 
 Because this book scared me shitless and I loved every minute of it. I think I just became a masochist but I have no regrets. NO REGRETS, I TELL YOU. 
 I can't even begin to tell you how much I loved this story. My God. Everything is just... perfect. Beautifully written, perfectly paced, and amazingly structured. I rarely, rarely read contemporary books but this is worth it. 
 I may have to wait a few days to recover from this, and once I have, on to the next book I go.