Maybe love was superstition, a prayer we said to keep the truth of loneliness at bay. 
 In the end, maybe love just meant longing for something impossibly bright and forever out of reach. 
 Actual rating: 3,5 stars 
 SO THIS WAS MY 100th BOOK THIS YEAR !! After Wonder Woman I was at the first stage of reading slump so I have to choice between a hard book to read or an easy read and of course to save myself from that horrid place I have choice to finish The Grisha trilogy . 
 This book was okay. Not a fan of the epilogue and some parts were just boring. 
 After 3 book I didn't know it was because of the lack of world building or because of myself, I still didn't understand about Small Science, how it worked and how could a Fabrikator mannage to work on something that could generate some kind of new Summoner (like The Darkling and his mother). 
 I still don't understand how people can love The Darkling after this: 
 I will strip away all that you know, all that you love, until you have no shelter but me 
 First I just want to say that I don't hate him, I just don't like him because of his mental issue (yes I think he need to see a therapy), his manipulation toward Alina and likely everyone else and second that was creepy that was creepy. I know that he is lonely, and he had a good intention at first (He tried so hard so that Grisha can be a true Ravkan. They could have a real life, a life that they didn't need to hide or afraid ) but his ambition has blinded him. What The Darkling needed: 
 (view spoiler)[ I really didn't like the kind of ending where the main character lost their power/ability so the ending of this book did me no good. I need a new ending where Mal just need to die and never wake up ( Seem cruel but It will worth it ) (hide spoiler)] 
 After all of this I have a conclusion. I like Zoya better than Alina even though she is still an arrogant person with an attitude. 
 AND this book didn't have enough Nikolai !! I need more Nikolai please !! 
 Hope was tricky like water. Somehow it always found a way in.