DARK.. REALLY DARK.. EXHAUSTING, WEIRD AND FULL OF AGONIZING ISSUES. 
 I just can't explain how I feel about this now.. or even how I finished it. Livvie had bad lucks in life... now it's a MAJOR BAD LUCK. At least to me, it was a major bad luck.. meeting Caleb can't really be a highlight of her life? can it? See? Now I'm even confused. I'm wondering what'll happen next after that very big cliffhanger, but I'm not sure if I want to read the next one right away.. hmm.. 
 totally confused and still processing...