One thing I know about Colleen is that she's a great player. She broke my heart again and again. Well played Colleen. Well played. She's great with mixing our emotions (she's like a bartender.) 
 The main purpose why I read is because I'm craving for emotions. What I didn't expect is that I will end up pouting all day combined with the angry scowl in my face. What happened in the book is a big question mark for me. I didn't cry for Fallon or Ben. Not even a tear. But I cried A LOT on a certain part of the story. The fourth November didn't make me cry because I was eff-ing mad. So mad. So bad. I just hurt my pillow. I screamed and I feel like throwing things but I didn't. I may forgive but I'll never forget. 
 And as expected to our favorite author, this book is breath-taking, soul-clenching and simply wonderful. And this is my favorite quote: 
 So why do I give this book a 4-star? Because this year I never thought that this book will bring out the worst emotion for me. I've never been mad so bad like this. So thank you Colleen for breaking my heart. You owe me one. You should pick up those pieces. And you know what's funny? When I'm done reading this book I hummed Unbreak my heart. I wish.