We were all somewhere in between. 
 I decided to read this novel mainly because Regan and other booktubers recommended it on their channels, also there are good feedbacks in goodreads. I cried but not as hard as I thought that I would not the me-before-you-type-of-cry with snot and all but it did it's job. It's so realistic I mean, us wanting to let go but hold on at the same time, us wanting to be good but forced to do something bad, us wishing something horrible will happen to the people we hate. I don't think I can give it a 5 star but this book is a very short and emotional read I'm planning to listen to the audiobook, maybe it'll make cry so hard that I wish I hadn't known this novel at all. 3.5 out of 5 stars