I've gone from rating this 1 star to 5 stars, and everywhere in between. 
 The only problem for me: this book is too personal. I can't say I've dealt with a similar situation as Otis, Meg, or Dara, but I've felt what they've felt. Meg was actually the main reason I wanted to rate this book 1 star. I was so frustrated at her for doing the things she did because she did exactly what I've wanted to do sometimes -- she was irresponsible, reckless, and free. I really, truly hated her for that, and yet, this book deserves as many stars as I can give it. 
 More in depth review to come. Still trying to sort out my emotions.