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 Ruin by Rachel Van Dyken is a beautiful story about overcoming loss, battling demons and finding love. 
 From the author's web page... 
 Recently Ms. Van Dyken announced that her beloved uncle Jobob was in his final stage of cancer, which has left his family in debt from medical expenses. 
 It's hard to sit back and do nothing-the waiting game is never easy, so Rachel decided to do something and is looking to her fans for support in more ways than one for her next book. 
 Due to be released on August 12, 2013, Ruin is dedicated to her uncle, mother in law, and all cancer survivors and families who have lost loved ones to the disease. 
 For the first two weeks Ruin will be priced at $2.99. Proceeds from the sale of Ruin will be donated to her uncle and his family to help with the insurmountable medical bills. 
 How can you help besides buy a copy? Share with friends and family of course! 
 Kiersten is just starting college and trying to get past her tragic loss. Weston is the hottie with eight-pack abs that she collides with at registration. Weston and Kiersten just can't seem to stay away from each other but Weston has a secret and he doesn't want to tell Kiersten. Can he break through her walls and can she get past his secrets? Read the book and find out... It's really worth it! 
 "I can tell you have a good heart..." I sighed, opening the door to the outside. "...because the minute I met you, I wanted to fight for it." 
 She was silent. 
 "That's how you can tell when someone has a good heart." 
 "When you want to start a war?" She laughed, clearly trying to lighten my mood. 
 "Nah." I sighed. "When you want to be the one to make it beat." 
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 Weston to Kiersten 
 "I'm going to make it so hard for you to forget this first kiss that you don't want anyone else kissing you ever again. When the guy you fall in love with kisses you -- it better put this kiss to shame -- if it doesn't, then he isn't the right guy. Because I'm going to do a damn good job, and I want the guy that earns you, that takes that heart of yours and holds it in the palm of his hands... I want that guy to be able to make you feel things I'll just be tapping into. Do you understand, Kiersten?" 
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 Weston 
 I hate how much I like him. Almost as much as I hate it when I'm not able to be with him all the time. I am falling way too hard and fast. Someone catch me, stop me, call me crazy, slap me -- geez, just don't let me get my hopes up. 
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 Kiersten