You know what, this book is worth waiting for and I didn't expect Ms. Van Dyken will put such kind of twist. Rachel Van Dyken officially broke my heart. My goddamn feels. I am not prepared for this, I bawled like a baby. I don't have tissues with me. 
 Everything damn hurts. 
 My heart hurts for Sergio. 
 My heart hurts for Andi. 
 Such a heartbreaking story. So damn beautiful. I am carried away. I cannot think of coherent thoughts because it damn hurts. I just can't. I have no words and this is all I can give = SLOW CLAPS WHILE TEARS FLOW FREELY ON MY CHEEKS. (view spoiler)[I look like shit. (hide spoiler)]