Reading this book is a lot like walking into a housefire. It hurts and you can see and feel everything crashing and burning around you. But you must keep going. Why? Because you need to save the cat that's in the kitchen. (My metaphor for finishing the book). You want to turn around and get out many times, practically from the moment you entered the burning building, but you can hear the cat mewling and you need to try and save it. 
 "Damn it, Tod!" is offically my favourite line ever. Whenever it is said (often) it makes me happy. Damn it, Tod! Oh and he's totally my favourite character of this book, he wowwed me. 
 No matter how unbearable this book seems to be at the beginning (I was more than willing to throw the towel in because the emotional tension was killing me), it is all worth it and it gets a helluva lot better and more interesting. I thought the big plot drama and betrayal would be something like Nash making out with Sophie, I braced myself for it and everything. But in reality it was so much more complex and gah, the emotions.