Alright I know people are not going to agree with this review and that's ok, I loved this book! 
 You want Happy and sweet DO NOT READ THIS! You want happy endings, DONT READ THIS! 
 If you want to read about a soulless man finding his soul and getting his heart ripped open; READ THIS! 
 You want to cry curse and fall in love with imperfection: READ THIS! 
 This is not your standard romance, You are not going to feel warm and fuzzy after this: YOU Are WARNED! 
 There enough warnings for those who want rainbows, this is not a book for you. I don't even know how this worked for me but I cannot see it ending any other way. 
 I loved the characters. I thought Dirk was going to be an MC man who has a silver lining...He wasn't. He created one for the one person who brought joy to him and he became a better person for her. Not for anyone else and he didn't stop being a broken person, but he eventually came to a place where he realized, it was ok to ask for forgiveness. 
 His love for Saylor was so deep. What they go through in this book is overwhelming, it made me sob. You know what though: I want to love and be loved like that! They really went through everything together and they grew closer not apart. 
 MS Jones You showed more than a love, you showed grace in Saylor and a rock in Dirk. He was a nomad who belonged to no one and yet Saylor became the one thing he gave up everything for. What I loved was that his club while willing to ask everything from him to save themselves, gave him the time he needed for her, and loved her as well. 
 I hurt after this story! I cried, I ranted, I want to read it again. This is blood, Grit, brokenness, Love redemption, Hope and grief all together and it is beautiful. 
 (view spoiler)[ Death while part of life really did give them the HEA they couldn't have in real life. The way Dirk took care of Saylor and his feelings, really reminded me of the love stories in my family. True love doesn't stop because of loss, it waits; and it helps us realize bad times aren't the end, they are a chance to be there when it counts. (hide spoiler)]