An Open Letter to Kaidan Rowe: 
 Dear Kai, 
 I hope I can call you Kai...after all, you did let me in behind the scenes of your life and shared your thoughts and feelings with me through this book...so I decided that it'd be ok. If it's not, I guess it's too late now. Oh gosh, I'm babbling already. 
 Anyway, I wanted to send you this letter because I feel like I need to apologize for some thoughts I've had about you in the past. Let's just call them "slightly inappropriate" for now. You see, as I read the first three books, I focused a lot (A LOT) of attention on your physical attributes, your lusty thoughts, and your very swoonworthy words. I saw you as just a super sexy, incredibly hot, and devastatingly perfect book boyfriend. 
 However, after reading your story, I now know that I didn't spend enough time considering your side of things. I gave hardly any thought to the pain you experienced, the sadness you had to live through, and the danger you faced every day. I spent my time thinking about your romance with Anna (and what a wonderful romance it is!!) but never fully understanding what you were sacrificing. Always trying to manage your father's demands, dealing with your "job" and the pain it brought you, keeping secrets from the Dukes and trying to decipher friend from foe means that your life is much more difficult than I gave you credit for. This book showed me your bravery, your determination and your desire to be a better person. It let me see that you have a good heart and that your love for Anna is pure and true. In other words, I now understand how difficult it was for you to pull good from tragedy, love from hate. And it makes me love you even more. 
 I'm so glad you told me your side of the amazing adventure you've lived. I'm happy to have shared in your happy times as well as your heartbreaks. And so, I hope you'll forgive the old me. I promise that I will try never (or hardly ever) to think of you as I have in the past. I feel like I know you for the hero you are now and I want to share it with everyone. 
 Thank you for your time...say Hi to Anna for me (and ask her to check her birth certificate...I'm sure it should be spelled Ana). Anyway, I know that you and I will meet again - I love your story too much not to be lured into it time and time again. Until then, I will think of you fondly...and often... 
 Ana 
 P.S. I gave your book 5 starts...I wish I could give it more!!!