****4 STARS**** 
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 This book just took me back to my partying days from Miami to New York to Las Vegas to L.A. to London! Just everywhere and everything. Let's just say I partied like a rock star. Sometimes I still do depending on my mood or current situation. 
 Ysabella is my type of female. Not only is she sexy, she's also a bad ass. Can we talk about her ass?! I'm not a lesbian but I've had fun from time to time if you know what I mean, but I love a woman's ass. 
 She did what she had to do to survive since she was a child with a crack whore mother. She stated doing sexual favors as a teenager 
 I gave my first hand job when I was thirteen, sucked my first dick when I was fourteen, got finger fucked when I was fifteen, and had sex when I was sixteen. - Ysabella 
 Oh, Sebastian... I don't know what I'm going to do with him. He got on my nerves, a lot but... I don't freaking know! He just reminded me of a lot of men I've met in my day - kind of stupid and annoying. I mean, he was sweet and he meant well but he really needed to grow some balls. His indecisiveness was giving me a headache. He's lucky he was sexy and rich because otherwise he would have had to go. But I did like him to a certain extent. He could never be put on my book boyfriend list but I can see why he might be on others. 
 Here was my problem with Sebastian, he was too busy trying to live his life for Julia that he forgot to live for himself. 
 I did feel bad that he never got a chance to explore falling in love with Olivia. It must have been hard. I've been in a similar situation before and it's not easy. Unrequited love is a bitch. 
 He loved Julia but he was never in love with her. Julia was in love with him and because he loved her as a person he accepted her love. I can't be mad at Julia for Sebastian's behavior, he bought it onto himself. First he was afraid to love Olivia because he didn't want to hurt Julia and she ended up dead. Then he feel in love with an Olivia look-a-like and broke Julia's heart anyways. 
 I knew then and there that this one time was never going to be enough for me. - Sebastian 
 He got himself a piece of that Very Important Pussy and didn't know what to do with himself. LOL! Ysabella made him feel things Julia never did or really could for that matter. Their connection was palpable and intense. All you had to do was be in the same room of them to feel it. Love can't be hidden where it is and they had it. 
 I knew in my heart that it didn't matter, I was destined to meet Ysabelle. We were meant to cross paths. For whatever fucked up reason she came into my life, I couldn't let her go. -Sebatian 
 And when he finally decided to grow some balls and fight for Ysabella he picked the wrong fucking time and place. Like seriously, in the middle of a fucking gala you decide you want to fight for her. Get the fuck out of here! 
 I felt Ysabella pain like it was my own. I've seen her story more times than I would have liked. I don't think she became an escort just because of her upbringing, little rich girls do it all the time, I've seen it. 
 After her upbringing and career of choice she never lost her self-worth, which I love. A confident woman is so sexy. No matter how many people, even Sebastian, tried to make her feel less than because of her career choice. There are so many people who fuck for free... Why not get paid for it while living a beautiful life? 
 Ysabella knew Sebastian was meant to be in her life from the second they bumped into each other. Their was something about him that she couldn't ignore as much as she wanted to. Due to her life thus far, opening up her heart was out of the question or so she thought. Let's play pretend and say her heart was open - Could she love a married man? Could a married man respect her? 
 We'd spend our couple of days together, he would go home to his family, and I would go home to my men. - Ysabella 
 Being the other woman sucks! 
 But Sebastian wasn't really feeling the idea of Ysabella with any other men so he paid thousands of dollars a month for her "time" so she wouldn't see anyone else. For almost a fucking year. Do you know how much money that was? Considering a weekend getaway could cost $80,000 easy. That's a lot of money for some pussy. Just saying. He must have loved the girl. 
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