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 Synopsis 
 Jamie Henry's older sister is coming back after two years in juvenile detention for burning down their neighbor's barn and severely injuring a classmate. With late night phone calls and his sister saying that she's coming to see him, Jamie keeps loosing the feeling in his hands. He doesn't want his sister to come home. She doesn't have to. She's nineteen and considered an adult. Life with their adoptive parents has been better since she's been gone. But she says she's coming because there's something that he needs to know. A truth that she isn't supposed to tell. 
 Thoughts 
 This has been a really difficult book for me to review. I felt like I had this book figured out far too soon and I think that was intentional? But I'm not sure. The ending left me speechless. I knew what was happening at that point, but still... 
 I wouldn't call this book a mystery per se. The narrator is unreliable and blacks out, definitely keeping things from us. It's more of a book on mental health issues and what we will do to protect or make excuses for loved ones that suffer from them. It's not uplifting nor does it have a tidy ending. It really just left me with a feeling of "What did I just read?" even days after finishing it. It's under my skin and I don't know if I liked it or if I not. Ahhh. Impossible to rate. My brain. If you want your mind messed with, choose this one. 
 Thanks to NetGalley and the publisher for the ARC. 
 Publication Date: June 24, 2014.