HOLY CRAP. I am in such a mess, GOD. 
 tbh, when i started this book i was starting to doubt if this book was really worth reading bcs it was just okay-ish at the beginning. It was like any other Colleen Hoover book -INSTALOVE AND BAM THEY GET TOGETHER (not that i dont like it but still). 
 But then I entered the second half of the book AND IT WAS ALL ABOUT EMOTIONS AND UGLY CRYING ALL THE WAY TIL THE END. 
 The ending was everything. 
 EVERY. THING. 
 I need to gather myself together, damn that was one helluva ride. Gah just thinking about it makes me want to cry even more. 
 Proper review to come, hopefully.