*sigh* 
 It breaks my heart I didn't start this with a "I loved it". I'm sad my expectations were bigger. The long wait. Pointless. It was just, ok, for me. And I'm wondering what I miss because others loved it. What did I miss? The revenge, the action, the conclusion. This is a story half done. And maybe that was the intention all along and maybe in the long wait my brain prepared for something epic that never was planned to happen. And I am so sad and disappointed. All those pages wasted with this and that. And all for nothing. Things are what they became and done. My heart only fluttered with the beautiful scene written in an interesting exchange of POVs. And then I read the word "Epilogue" and I realized maybe the long wait affected my perspective and I lost the meaning of this books. I never felt so crushed reading that word in a book before. That word meant the cherry on top. In this case I just said out loud "what the fuck?". 
 I will probably be one of the few who will feel this way. And I'm not ok with that, because this series still is dear to me. It was beautiful in its own light. It just a pity I couldn't appreciate it like I wanted. This became, for me, The Unfinished Story of Mara Dyer. And I could deal with "Unfinished", if at least I would have got from it what I said earlier revenge and some action. Got none of it. 
 Edited: 
 What? November 4? NOVEMBER 4?! LAST TIME I CHECKED IT WAS JUNE(or it was july? BAH!)