recommend for everyone to read this book! I listened to the audiobook and found it fascinating! I loved the storyline!!! 
 This book was really poetic and I really enjoyed the written words at the beginning and end of the chapters. I was surprised that this was a debut novel since it was written wonderfully! 
 The realness of this story was what drew me to it. This could totally happen. The story was right on spot with how people react when they lose a loved one. The grief process is very confusing and your feelings are all out of whack, not to mention that you cannot even think straight. 
 My favorite character would have to be our leading lady Lennie aka John Lennon. She is great and able to make me laugh and cry in the same sentence. 
 The romance had butterflies dancing around in my stomach. I really felt horrible for Toby, but was madly in love with Joe...bat...bat...bat! He just seemed like the right choice for Lenny. All of the Fontane boys sounded very swoonworthy! I think that through Toby's grief, he just needed to feel something for someone else and the closest person was Lenny. 
 I really enjoyed listening to the audiobook version of this book. The narrator did a wonderful job with the different voices and actually had me chuckling several times. She also was able to get me teary eyed quite a few times! 
 This book is highly recommended for everyone and I just know you will love it as much as I did! 
 He murmurs into my hair, "Forget what I said earlier, let's stick with this, I might not survive anything more." I laugh. Then he jumps up, finds my wrists, and pins them over my head. "Yeah, right. Totally joking, I want to do everything with you, whenever you're ready, I'm the one, promise?" He's above me, batting and grinning like a total hooplehead. 
 "I promise," I say. 
 "Good. Glad that's decided." He raises an eyebrow. "I'm going to deflower you, John Lennon."