I really wanted to like this book. But I didn't. It was exposition hell for most of the book and I found the first person POV made this worse? Maybe? Hard to say sometimes. By the point of the novel where she'd been shot a bunch of times in 24 hours and had sex with a dude just so she could regret it later for spoiler-y reasons. Oh and I hadn't realised they'd had sex til ten pages later in the next chapter. She'd been shot a bunch of times and he put her to bed! And it was super unclear. I just assumed she'd gone to bed to sleep tbh.