Life: "How are you feeling after that emotionally destroying book?" 
 Me: 
 Can we just talk about the fact that TOG5 doesn't come out until September, I'm sorry but Sarah J Maas how am I even suppose to bloody survive that long? Rowan couldn't even live without Aelin (and VICE VERSA) for a couple of months let alone 8... EIGHT MONTHS WHAT IS THIS SORCERY?!?! 
 This book was everything I expected and hoped for it to be. I opened this book with such high expectations for the plot that I genuinely was terrified to open it but once again I have been left with such distress and hurt (a bittersweet type of hurt) I have such an intense book hangover... I simply can't even fathom to you how at lost I am at words from this book. 
 I've grown so attached to each and every character in this series and FOR GOD SAKE I SWEAR TO GOD JUST BECAUSE THIS IS A FANTASY NOVEL AND TECHNICALLY THE CONTINENT IS AT WAR THAT DOESN'T MEAN YOU CAN JUST KILL SOMEONE SO SARAH PLEASE... SPARE MY HEART AND LET THEM ALL PRANCE AROUND LIKE PONIES AND SING NURSERY RHYMES... (this excludes of course characters like Vernon and Perrington, you can do as you please with them...) 
 Can we also talk about THE BEAUTIFUL OTP/EMOTIONALLY DESTROYING RELATIONSHIP THAT IGNITED IN THIS BOOK?!?!? My heart died. I died. We all died because of Rowan Whitethorn. Honestly who gave him the right to be such a swoon? Please shape shift the hell out of my life, you're too distressing. 
 DORIAN AND AELIN AND THAT ENDING!?!??! I cried and may have screamed a "YES YES YES YES MAGIC POWERS SHOW THEM WHAT YOU GOT" 
 L Y S A N D R A HOLY CRAP WHAT A BAD ASS CHARACTER, can I be her? 
 ALSO CHAOL AND NESRYN (one second while I go cry in my corner of beautiful people) and MANON AND ELIDE AND DORIAN AND OMGOMGOMG AND KALTAIN STOP STOP STOP 
 And THIS WONDERFUL SCENE Chaol: "You deserve to be happy" Aelin: "You deserve to be happy too" - this was such a bittersweet moment for me and I will forever and always cherish this... *cries* 
 OKAY I'M TRYING TO CALM DOWN BUT I CAN'T SO READ THIS SERIES OKAY... 
 I'm in such a deep book hangover, it's not even funny