2 out of 5 stars 
 Let me just mention this is a book about serious issues and has mature content. 
 It's set in between Edens four years of high school and how she gets through her life after being raped at just 14, by her brothers best friend. 
 She's afraid to tell anyone about the incident for the fact that her rapist said he'd kill her if she told anyone. 
 So through Edens years of high school she tells herself she wants to get rid of the pain and memory of what happened and decides the only way to do that is to leave her old self behind and become someone different. 
 She reaches out from her shy self and turns into someone that she never thought she'd be. 
 Eden immerses herself into drinking, smoking and losing herself at parties. She feels like the only way to get over it is to sleep with whomever she wants. 
 Throughout the story, we can see her personality change and she starts to lose her own sense of self. 
 This is a really intense book and it's quite powerful in the way it portrays the effects of Edens situation. For me, personally, it honestly isn't a book that I completely enjoyed. Eden gets so lost in self pity and doubt and it's heartbreaking to see, but I feel like there was so much that Eden could've done but she refused to even look at the situation until the very end of the book and it was kind of frustrating to see her waste some really good friendships, but in the end, she was dealing with the weight of a horrible experience. 
 If you're interested to find out more about self help, abuse or depression, this is definitely one that will open your eyes.