** spoiler alert ** 
 First and foremost I wanted to say that I won this book off of Goodreads.com 
 This book, for me, was like a car wreck. It's horrible, horrendous, and messy, but you just can't look away. The book was horribly written to the extent it made it really hard to follow in some places. Hellenga wrote the book in that the chapter(or chapters) switched back and forth between Sunny and Jackson. There were also several plot holes and the story line run like a jagged line that seemed unending. I should have known better in that I've read Sixteen Pleasures (Hellenga's probably more famous book) and couldn't even finish it, it was written so poorly (in my mind). I would never recommend this book to anybody.