I don't have the words. I knew reading a book that was based on an epidemic of suicides was not going to be a happy go lucky read. But part one of this book was so much heavier than I thought it was going to be, and it was absolutely wonderful. I wasn't even halfway through the first chapter and I was already heavily invested in the story and the characters. I think the whole concept behind this book is really creative and really well thought out. I can't wait to see what happens in the next book