"He ran until he couldn't breathe, but he never stopped hurting." 
 I am fangirling so hard. These characters are so very larger than life, but at the same time they are vulnerable and real and broken. 
 I loved seeing the character arcs, including some of the truly gory history, and acts of violence that happened in this book. Brutal, but it added to the characters and story. 
 "At the Foxhole Court "family" was a fantasy invented to make books and Hollywood movies more interesting." . 
 I love how the Foxes become family, the little reassurances everyone makes without calling attention to the fact that Neil needs them. Wymack is such a gem. 
 "We understand that religion is just an interpretation of faith." 
 And oh, the build up. Nora, you are a god. 
 But that didn't count, because Andrew was Andrew, and this was definitely the last turn he needed his thoughts to take. 
 I know this one is also only 99% build up (which makes it more delicious) but Neil and Andrew have one of my all time favourite relationships. It's not about superficial stupid things. It's not about looks or flirting or anything like that. It's about trust and understanding and coming through and I am team Andreil forever! 
 "When he comes off these drugs and has nothing else to hold him up I will give him something to build his life around." 
 "He agreed to this?" Neil asked. "But he's fighting you every step of the way. Why?" 
 "When I first said you could be Court, why were you upset with me?" 
 "Because I knew it would never happen," Neil said, "but I wanted it anyway."