PLEASE. LET ME LIVE. 
 I can't with this book, honestly. One of the best reads so far like, of all time. Seriously. 
 I haven't cried over a book in a looong time, but this one had me almost sobbing. 
 I'm sort of at a loss for words at what to say? It's been two days since I read this and I'm still in shock at the sheer perfection. There was a part sort of 2/5 of the way in where I thought that this was going to be repetitive and it was going to be dull, and a whole 700 page book on them stuck in the palace figuring out how to defeat Osaron bUT HOLY HELL WAS I WRONG. I UNDERESTIMATED THE POWERS THAT V.E. SCHWAB HOLDS. 
 I feel like my only issue with this book was that there were a few questions I still had, and I kinda didn't like that. I loved that we got more backstory for Holland (don't get me started on how much I cried over that damn character), but I feel as though there was a lot of build up for Kell's backstory, how he was left by the palace with just 'K.L', and how he was adopted into the royal family.. yet nothing really came of it? Maybe it did and I totally missed it, but I just wanted to know how and why, who his parents were, why they left him, what his real name was. 
 I absolutely loved how Kell and Lila's relationship worked out. It was so different from Rhy and Alucard's, but it was still so beautiful and tender and.. honestly nothing like I've ever read before. I really loved seeing Rhy and Alucard's relationship pan out too, how it was completely different as they already knew each other and we were sort of seeing them rekindle their old spark, and it was beautiful and heartbreaking at the same time. This entire series has been so unique and gorgeous and perfect, and has definitely left a big impact on me. I'm totally babbling now so I'm going to stop, but just... seriously. This book. ALUCARD. RHY. KELL. LILA. HOLLAND?? I can't.