*An ARC was provided by Netgalley in exchange for an honest review* 
 Actual Ratings=5+++++++++++++++++++++++ stars 
 OH MY GOD!!!! My feels are at its limit. Like I'm so emotional right now, I'm sure i would scream at anyone. Without any reason. I mean I rarely become so choked up in my emotions cuz of a book. Like seriously, this is not the whole i want to cry cuz the book was good emotions but rather total confused emotions. This book was fun-fucking-tastic. I have no other words than that. 
 Let me begin with our totally awesome heroine. Saylor was super awesome. The guts she had, could let her go for war. Or more. I wouldn't have the strength to stay in a relationship with such a broken man. And no I don't mean to call Gabe broken in a bad way, but you'll get what I mean if you read the book. Their relationship was so complicated but pure it was beautiful to read. She loved him so much, that I got so envious of her cuz I want to feel that to someone someday. 
 Gabe. Our poor Gabe. Stuck in a place where he can't choose either sides. Lost in the past with the girl he totally loved and also wanting a future with the new found love. My heart broke for him. No it bled for him. I never want to have that feeling for sure. But it was so sad to watch him let his life waste away for Kim. True they were in love. But was that love surviving cuz of the guilt? Or was it the same love they started out with? Well sadly that's not a question we'll never get the answers for. They were Hollywood starlet pair. They would have or wouldn't have survived but the guilt did hold him back. I was so glad he found Saylor. Now that was true love. Why? because she managed to fight everything in their way and love him despite his setbacks. And his major setback being Kim. Not everyone has the strength to do what Saylor did for Kim and Gabe. The way she acted during that situation only helped him truly love her back without holding anything back. I loved she how she got mad at him during the proper times and unlike other girls we see in books she had the right sense in her mind to help him out when needed. Also I loved unlike other Contemporary books their sex life wasn't what defined their romance or their physical attraction. Yes it played a major part but their love wasn't driven by it rather on their understanding. Another point for how I know that these two were really truly in love. I hope they get married, have 5 kids, dozen and dozen of grandkids and have a blissful life. I've never wanted to read an epilogue of how they lived their lives as much as I want of theirs. The last book I felt so much was Between The Lines by Tammara Webber(A good 3 years ago) and it's still my #1. Now I can add this for my forever book list( that sounds lame though). 
 Well I don't have any other words to actually describe how i feel about this whole book except it was beautiful. This should be considered one masterpiece in contemporary romance novels and I'm so damn sad she's not more famous( meaning I've never seen her books here in Sri Lanka :( ). I would love to get my hands on every single book you've written Ms. Van Dyken. Like totally. Loved this book to the max.