4.9 BEAUTIFUL STARS 
 "Ugly love becomes you. Consumes you. Makes you hate it all. Makes you realize that all the beautiful parts aren't even worth it. Without the beautiful, you'll never risk feeling the ugly. So you give it all up. You give it all up. You never want love again, no matter what kind it is, because no type of love will ever be worth living through the ugly love again." 
 HOLY CRAP GUYS. THIS WAS BEAUTIFUL. THE ENDING WAS BEAUTIFUL. 
 I hereby declare that Colleen Hoover is my new favorite author. I have only read 2 books by her and I'm pretty sure I'm gonna read all of her books then. Her writing was beautiful and witty and simple and just- I couldn't stop reading. It makes you want to know more about what happens next. I pick this book up because I can't really seem to read any books lately. I was in a reading slump. And my oh my, this cured it. 
 I finished this book last night, at 2 am. And I gotta say, worth staying up late. I had a really hard time getting sleep afterwards though because all I think was Miles, Tate, Cap and just gahhh everything about the book. This freaking book. And up til now, I still can't stop thinking about it. 
 This story is basically about Tate who is a 23 year old nursing student who just moved in with her brother, Corbin who was an airline pilot. The first day she moved in her brother's apartment, she stumbled upon a drunk guy who passed out exactly in front of the apartment door, blocking her way inside. It turns out the drunk guy was actually one of her brother's close friend. AND-AND...lived across the hall. HAH. And from that point, I knew, I just knew this is gonna be a good book. 
 I swear to god the first time they met (soberly) there was a lot of sexual tension. I CAN FEEL IT ALL THE WAY. Up until the bandage scene, the sexual tension just rises up, igniting to its crest boiling point. God. I was like, "JUST KISS ALREADY" and I gasped when they actually do. They surrender themselves to each other and they made a pact that they are not going to be in a relationship. Just sex. I swear it sounds like Fifty Shades of Grey but I can promise you it's not. It's way beyond that I know you'll gonna love it. 
 This book was written in 2 POVs from a different timeline, one from Tate which was told in the present day, and we jump back to 6 years ago for Miles' POVs. I find both POVs and stories by each of them really compelling. I love both present & past Miles. He was (and still is) such a sweetheart. 
 I think this book was one of the books I tabbed a lot. It has 20 tabs altogether wow. It's just that the book has so many amazing quotes I can live by and also a lot of cute scenes and funny ones too that I feel I just have to tab so that I can easily access to them whenever I feel like wanting to reread my fav scenes. I'm not going to go to the details of some scenes or else I'll give out spoilers. I'm gonna film a book talk for this book on my YouTube channel really soon and I am gonna give out those goddamn spoilers inside there so stay tuned for that. 
 I had some minor problems with the book, but it's really really minor. I just felt disturbed reading the sex scenes. I felt even more guilty when I read in front of my friends. But it's not that big of a deal, I got used to it. I heard some people didnt like the instalove but I don't really think this was instalove like other of Colleen's books? *coughs* November 9 *coughs*. Now that I think of it, I'm gonna change the rating to Nov 9 a bit low. Didn't really deserve a 5 stars as much as this one lol sorry. But don't get me wrong, I still love the book. 
 Okay now let's talk about the characters. 
 Okay Tate. Gosh Tate. I can relate to Tate so much, she is one of the characters that I can easily be attached to. I feel like I was her. I completely understand how she feels and stuff, emotionally and mentally. Especially how she was frustrated that Miles don't smile that much on the first few moments they met, said that she can't read Miles. Like, what's in his head, and what's not? I get you Tate. 
 And Miles. My sweet little Miles Mikel Archer. Miles was one of those mysterious guys who doesn't even want to crack a smile to people, having no emotions, making him hard to read. He doesn't talk much too. But I think those were the things that attracted me to him. He reminds me a lot of this guy I liked back then. Boy, was he mysterious. He never smiles, hated talking, and never even answers any of my questions with more than 1 word. I feel like, what is wrong with him or is it me? But funnily, I like it. So that's why I think I love Miles so much. I've known him in real life. Miles character development was amazing. No longer were the days where he was arrogant as the story continues. And slowly, you're falling in love with him. There is so much things I want to talk about Miles but that will just spoil the surprise. SO GO READ IT GUYS. 
 One other fav side character is Cap. I love Cap so much you have no idea. Cap is an 80-year-old man who works at the apartment where they're staying. He was really fatherly or grandfatherly kind of man, but at the same time he was young at heart. I love his jokes, and his change of subjects that makes everything alright again. He's so sweet and caring and really supportive. His character development is also really amazing, and how significant he was in the book. Cap, you're our hero. 
 I think that's it from my review. Gosh, I've been typing for almost an hour now. So anyone who haven't read this book, what are you doing with your life, go get the book and read it and come to me and we fangirl ok!!!