I'm shocked that i didn't enjoy this because i very much enjoyed Julian & Cameron in Armed & Dangerous... 
 For me this book doesn't do this couple justice... 
 I remember Cameron saying how secured he was in his relationship with Julian in Armed & Dangerous and i remember thinking "wow they must have had a very strong foundation", because here was an average person going strong with a not so average badass... And lo and behold there was this book just for Cam & Jules... Feel my disappointment, because no one's more devastated that i am... 
 Julian Cross Caused so much anxiety for Cameron in this book that it gave me anxiety issues... 
 Cameron here depresses me & Julian here... don't even get me started 
 Thankfully they had their moments, no matter how short or unfulfilling it was, I'm still grateful... Better something than nothing right? 
 What really fell short for me was their Chemistry, it wasn't tangible, it could have been leap of the pages hot but there was a very distinct lack of communication between them... all the secrets, the words at the tip of the tongue left unsaid adds to the wall that kept them from each other, it gave them so much heartache... 
 I'm all for the angst but theirs was so unnecessary, I can't deal... 
 But I don't regret reading it, as for now their story is still very much incomplete, issues to resolve... I look forward to reading more of them if there will ever be more...