My rating is purely based on emotions and I might or might not change it to 5 stars at some point. My thoughts are an absolute mess that I can't make sense of myself. I love and hate this book. I don't know if I want to put it on a pedestal and bow before it or throw it through the window and scream. I'm confused. Wtf. 
 P.S. This is my final review if nothing miraculous happens because I don't want to try to sort out the mess of my mind. I just really want to read the next book now. 
 P.P.S. I love Lucien. And Mor. And Azriel. And Nesta. And it feels wrong to leave him out, so let's make this a list of five because I can: I love Cassian.