I don't know how I feel about this book, I just know that I couldn't put it down. It a lot more sexual than I thought. Especially for a book about a virgin. 
 I was a bit disappointed, that Lila's dream was hotter than the actual act. I wanted to see the CN explored, but I get why it wasn't. Still, I have issues. 
 Throughout the whole book, I was like this is a weird book. Weird but fitting for Lila's world. Again I still don't know how I feel.