Seventeen-year-old Sophie Winters has almost died twice. The first time, at age fourteen, she survives a car crash that leaves her with a bum leg, titanium rods holding her bones together, and an addiction to Oxy. The second time, it's no accident. She survives, but a masked man shoots and kills her best friend Mina. When the cops find drugs planted on Sophie, they dismiss the case as a drug deal gone bad. Sophie's been clean for months, but no one will believe her and she finds herself in rehab with the police are looking in all the wrong places for the killer. He wasn't a drug dealer. He was a lead to a story that Mina was writing for the local paper and he was someone Mina trusted. Sophie will stop at nothing to make sure that her murder is caught, but she risks revealing the secret they shared in the process. 
 This book. It is a poignant mixture of mystery and romance. It's full of secrets and struggles. Grief and memories (some happy and some sad). The story is told in a non-linear fashion with each chapter jumping back and forth between the present and different points of the past. As we progress through the novel each chapter adds another piece of the puzzle to who Mina was and what her and Sophie's relationship was like. It worked perfectly. This book is complicated. The emotions and choices aren't clean, but they are real and perfect in their imperfection. I was in tears by the end. Sophie's struggles with her addiction, her relationships, and her grief are masterfully written. 
 Actual rating: 4.5 
 Thanks to NetGalley and the publisher for the ARC. 
 Publication Date: April 8, 2014.