OMG.... Why have I never discovered this book before? 
 I feel like Esther Greenwood, ambitious and too full of hope and torn between the many branches of life. Sometimes the circumstances of life force me to go against my creativity and abort my passion which turned me insane, the way people do not fully appreciate what I have been through depressed me so much. The Bell Jar reflects a lot of things inside of me, a perfectionist who is devastated by errors and contained a lot of self-doubts and try to adapt into the social's image. 
 Love this book, recommend to everyone :D