"It's a big deal. I'm describing how my heart beats." 
 This is absolutely lovely. 
 Tanner is such a great MC because he is so smart and his EQ is great and he says things that will make you smile all proudly. 
 But he is also a teenager and his actions aren't always well-thought out and I promise some of this will make you cringe and yell uselessly at the pages. 
 "There's something almost electric about hearing a teacher say, "Bullshit." 
 "You have so much space in your heart for your church, but does it have space for you?" 
 This is a gorgeous, hard won love story about two guys from a Mormon town. The first half made me think it might be a DNF for me because I was so offended by the town and their words/actions. But it wasn't about them, and I am so very glad that I persevered. 
 His smile ruins me. 
 Tanner's family is the best. I wish everyone had such amazing support. 
 Autumn is great, and I am glad their friendship also played an important role in the story. 
 Would definitely recommend this! 
 "at some point you'll figure out you can be right, or you can be loved."