I can't even right now... 
 This story became a bit too much for me at about 30% into the book. This book is so fucked up and twisted, I just kept thinking that it's some kind of a hallucination. 
 The images are very disturbing and graphic... I was cringing on many occasions. I just don't think this is my type of book, I'm stopping right here... I'm just no longer invested in these characters plus there's too much craziness going on! 
 The only thing that I did like was being in the head of the heroine and finding out why she did the things she did. I felt bad for her, really bad.