Omg, it's this book. I get gather my words up. There's death, love, mistakes and well, forgiveness. 
 I honestly love how imperfect the book is, life isn't perfect. I had a strange feeling of when her ex-best friend died. To think- to not to be able to tell them you're sorry or even make up. The book was so messed up but in the end, I'm relieved. What a great journey.