Haha, okay, The Cranberries' song "Zombie" is playing as I start to type this. Thank you, Pandora Radio. 
 I was surprised by how beautiful this book was once I got past the ripping apart people and eating their bits stage. It's not often that I finish a book and want to read it again just to absorb everything. 
 I appreciate that we don't get all the answers here. The refrain of "I don't know" seems to echo throughout the book. R doesn't know so much about himself, almost nothing about his life before. Perry doesn't know what the point is. Julie doesn't know what to do next. We never do learn exactly what happened. There's so much uncertainty, but that's kind of point. I wish I could find the line. . . something about not knowing means there's hope.