I have this out from the library. 
 I have read the opening paragraph and it's AWFUL. 
 should I read it? 
 you know what 
 i'm gonna do it 
 i'm gonna go on this awful journey of horrendousness and take you all with me. 
 prepare for video run downs of each chapter. as soon as i get up the nerve to actually read an entire chapter. 
 >:) 
 NOPENOPENOPE 
 I can't do it 
 i can't even. it's just. like. no.