This story is about Fallon and Ben who meet on the same day ever year November 9. That's all I can say without spoiling it. It is a 4.5 read for me and personally I liked it more than "Ugly Love". 
 (view spoiler)[ Fallon and Ben meet on the two year anniversary of a fire that left Fallon with severe burns to half her body and face. Ben comes to Fallon's rescue when her father, Donovan, says that Fallon should be move realistic about her career choice. Before the fire, Fallon was an actress with an extremely popular tv show but her part was recast after the fire. Ben and Fallon spend the day together and at the end decide to meet up on the same day each year with no outside contact, no phones calls, no facebook stalking and no social media stalking in general. Fallon makes this rule because her mother said you don't really know yourself until you are 23 which I agree with. So much happens between the ages of 16 and 23 that people can be totally different at 23. 
 Anyways so Ben and Fallon agree to meet up each year until they are 23. I totally was shipping these two characters for the first three years and then the third year rolls around and Ben's brother, Kyle is killed in a tragic car accident. Fallon decides to return to L.A. from New York to be with Ben on November 9. Fallon helps Ben through the day and the two end up having sex for the first time. Ben makes Fallon promise that if they go through with having sex he wants her phone number and to start a life with her. Fallon agrees until she goes downstairs and talks to Jordyn, Ben's brothers widow. Jordyn is pregnant at the time and she tells Fallon she doesn't know what she's going to do because she doesn't want to move back with her mom. Fallon realizes that Ben is going to have to be there for Jordyn and his niece or nephew because it's going to be a difficult year for them. Fallon makes the ultimate grand gesture and tells a heartbroken Ben that he can't move to New York with her because he has to be there for his family and his book and see it all through. Fallon isn't unaffected by her decision and it is one of the hardest decisions she's ever had to make but she knows if the roles were reversed Ben would have done the same thing. Which leads to one of the most devastating November 9's the fourth one..... 
 Ben and Fallon meet up for the fourth time only this time Fallon is in the mindset that she basically fucked up and made the best mistake of her life not being with Ben the past year. Fallon has chosen to move back to Los Angeles and become an acting teacher. The two meet up at the diner where they meet four years previous and Ben has his nephew with him. The two start talking and it is revealed that Ben and Jordyn are dating. I was crushed at this point because you as the reader are thinking "She wasn't saying she didn't love you she was saying that it wasn't the right time to get together and you go and fall in love with someone else? Asshole." To hide her disappointment Fallon rushes to the bathroom and Ben tries to justify his actions by saying it's her fault and I keep thinking you obviously weren't listening she did the same thing you did to start the whole thing by letting her move across the country and you have the balls to say it's her fault. On Fallon's way to her car, Ben follows her and says let me explain and he asks her why she drove to the restaurant and that's when Fallon tells him that she moved back to LA. Fallon leaves the diner saying that the November 9 love story is over and she won't be back next year. 
 And she wasn't back the next year. Fallon, her friend Amber, Glenn and Fallon's date at the time, Theodore go to a club for some drinks and who should show up but Ben. Ben and Fallon end up going home together and making up after Ben explains that he broke up with Jordyn but still sees his nephew. The two end up making love a few times and when Fallon wakes up in the morning she is looking for a shirt when she finds Ben's novel. She starts reading the novel and discovered the best secret and plot twist of the entire book. Ben is the one that set the fire that Fallon was in!!! 
 After this I have to be honest I felt betrayed too. It was like I was Fallon and I had just found this out and I was crushed because you start to think was the entire relationship a lie? Why did you do this to her/me? And then you're thinking why? Why did you set the fire Ben? 
 Enter final November 9th.... Ben gives Fallon the entire story. It turns out that Ben's mother committed suicide on November 9th when Fallon and Ben were 16. Ben goes through her things and finds out that his mother was dating Donovan and goes to Fallon's house. Ben sets a fire after seeing Donovan find out about his mother's death. Ben does know that Fallon is in the house and feels responsible for what he did. He is the cause of her career ending and he could have killed her. 
 During the chapters where Ben explains why he did it I was not connecting with him which is why this is another 4.5 for me. Don't get me wrong I get why he did what he did but I'm kind of still mad at him for it. (hide spoiler)] 
 I go back and forth trying to figure out if I wanted to know the plot twist from the beginning or if I was ok with it as it was. On the pro side, we find out when Fallon finds out and on the other side, I was still really upset with what we found out and when.