Oh. My. Gosh. 
 Do you ever just close a book, and just sit there for a few minutes completely happy with what you just read? Well I had one of those moments after finishing this novel. Mafi is a genius. I have never read a book written like this before, I loved loved loved it!!! 
 I love the crossed out words sections, you really get to know Juliette and really get to understand just how vulnerable she feels. I was worried that this book was going to be a "special snowflake" book but this wasn't the case at all. Everyone in this novel pretty much fears her, including Juliette herself. I mean come on the girl doesn't even look in a mirror for three years because that is how scared of herself she is. 
 You can't really blame her either, I mean this girl has gone her entire life without love because anyone who touches her get's hurt. She can hurt people just by touching them. In a way I am kind of scared of what the rest of the series holds, because the first book set an incredibly high bar. 
 I loved the romance in this book as well, I mean it wasn't even insta love!! *happy sigh. Plus Mafi's writing style is amazing, absolutely incredibly amazing. I am so in love with this book, with this series!!! I think this might be my favorite book of 2016! Can't wait to read book 2! RIP any hope I had of getting at least some sleep tonight, I have a series to finish!