BEWARE: This review contains serious matter. 
 Not to offend anyone, but suicide is actually an interesting issue for me to know/learn about. It evokes so much emotions and can have so many effects; it's quite fascinating. On the surface of suicide, thousands of people have had suicidal thoughts and I don't blame them, life can be full shit. I can relate, not because I've learned about it, but because I've had those kind of thoughts. I know, what a surprise to hear that from me, well, sometimes life is just terrible. However, it's easier to say than do. They're just thoughts that go away, nothing too serious. 
 About the book: 
 I'm simply impressed. This book has such beauty yet sadness and gives a good depth of what goes on through depression and suicide. The writing was so captivatingly subtle that you can read it in one day, which I did. 
 Aysel was not weak, but an understanding character. She wanted a partner, I would've done the same thing in that situation. She felt hopeless and scared. I recognize that feeling so I was able to really understand her choices. I like how she could include physics with suicide and how she is aware of her problems. Not only do you get an insight about suicide partners, but education! I'm trying to lighten the mood here; no pities are accepted! 
 Pity. Isn't it tiring when people give you that all the time? It's another thing I could relate to whenever I end up in a grave situation. 
 The story was strangely beautiful and riveting. Is it odd that I want to read more books like this? Until (view spoiler)[toward the end (hide spoiler)]...You need to work on the plot more than to make it obvious. It would've evoked so much more emotions if it wasn't a tad bit mellowed. 
 Reflection: 
 So I've come to this. After reading this book and doing immediate research, only now do I realized that I don't feel so alone when I go through hell compared to those who want to die. I'm not the only one going through hell. It's comforting. 
 5 Stars