Wow just wow. I have no other words. My hands are actually shaking as I write this review. 
 As always I checked the reviews before hand and saw so many had given good reviews and written how emotional this book was and I thought maybe they were exaggerating cuz it's CoHo but boy was I wrong. This book is one of the best I've read this year and definitely stand behind Live Me by Celeste Grande (That takes the #1 spot for me still) 
 This book has the ability to break people. Like literally. All those thing you see how people have written that you'll cry when reading and it'll practically tear you apart? Absolutely true. It tears you apart fraction by fraction and then by the end puts you back together. This isn't a love story. It's a story of woman who fights. If you are looking for a sweet story that leaves you with a message that's hidden inside layers of romance this isn't the book for you. I loved that fact. I loved how Atlas was there in the backdrop all the time but he wasn't the main focus of the story. 
 The story heartbreaking and realistic. The thing is you can see stories like this in other books but the way CoHo has written it is beyond touching. Never in a million years would have anticipated what happens in the book. It was just shocking. But the ending was oddly satisfying. My eyes literally stinging with unshed tears for Lily. My hands feel numb and they are shaking at the same time right now. I don't have anyway else to express my feelings right now. 
 This was a brilliant book and I would give it to anyone who loves reading. Heck I would give it to anybody. This is one of those books that have to be read by everyone. You need to live your life with Lily, Ryle and Atlas. You need to see this. You need to read every single word, from the story to the note from the author (I highly recommend you to read this) to the acknowledgements. Not a word in this book should be missed. Mrs. Hoover, this is by far your best work to date. I loved it and thank you so much gifting all of us with this absolutely beautiful work. I have no words beyond this.