** spoiler alert ** 
 Colleen Hoover's books should come with some warning. I'm an emotional mess. I feel like I've just came out of blender and then a truck crashed into me. 
 The topic here is heavy and hard to write. I don't want to judge the accuracy because I've never been in a situation like that but my father is an alcoholic and I can say that I know the feeling of helplessness. i know the anger. I know how it is to sit in your room and beg whoever is listening that the fight will end its just yelling. 
 But between all that pain and misery is even more pain and misery and than great, great romance. I love both guys, but there was something off about Ryle in that scene on the rooftop patio. And it continued. I'm really sad that I was right but I love the ending (although I could use a good continuation or maybe Atlas' point of view book). 
 The book is different from other Colleen's book but in very (oh the irony) positive way.