Going to put TWs here. May come back and review, but probably not, and wanted to leave these here as a resource for other trauma survivors. 
 Trigger Warnings (view spoiler)[ 
 This story begins with violence that then drives the rest of what happens: serial killer plot, references to sexual assault, descriptions of physical assault, murder of a loved one, detailed descriptions of running from danger and an MC killing someone in self defense. 
 Both MCs have substantial trauma responses, which are described in detail throughout the story. 
 Kinky MC was outed in the past and accused of coercion, and this is part of the present day plot. 
 Grief, both traumatic grief and grief that's not connected to trauma is threaded throughout the story. Brief mention of loved one dying of cancer in the past. Brief mention of loved ones dying in a car accident in the past. 
 D/s. Rough sex. Face fucking. Anal sex. Vaginal sex. Oral sex. Bondage. Pain play. Light humiliation play. Covert public play. (hide spoiler)]