Finally finished this book gosh. 
 Actual rating: 4.9 stars 
 I DONT KNOW WHAT IM GONNA DO WITH MY LIFE ANYMORE I MEAN WHAT IS LIFE 
 Also, I'm not sure I loved SoC more or CK more but can I just say Leigh Bardugo is queen and I kinda have a love-hate relationship with her right now. Ugh. I am a mess. The ending was so emotional I can't even.