***this review may contain some spoilers*** 
 2hrs into the book.... 
 WHY THE FUCK DIDN'T ANYONE SAY THIS WAS A GODDAMN FORCED SEDUCTION BOOK? I read a few reviews and NOT A FUCKING PEEP. And now we are into the hero giving the heroine a "punishment". She was NOT into this lifestyle and he is forcing it on her. I do not like that shit. The whole BDSM and D/s lifestyle is about trust, respect, and is mutually agreed on limits. WHAT THE FUCK DID I GET MYSELF INTO!?!? 
 Soldiering on to the end hopefully cus i'm a fucking literary masochist...... 
 1.5hrs left 
 I can't!!!!! Not only am I disgusted at the non consensual spanking and anal sex. I'm pissed at Mia's stupidity. I was really trying to overlook the forced seductions and focus on the suspense part. But shit that didn't make it any easier. I pegged Alison from call 1. Why why why would the author think it's ok to have Julien force sex on a woman who he suspected was sexually abused? Oh and Anal as a punishment? no lube? NO FUCKING THANK YOU!!!! 
 Back to the story..... 
 Done. 
 I swear this was utter bullshit. I didn't realize I read a book or two from this author a few months ago. Needless to say this is the last book i will ever read from her. She has a thing with forced spankings, forced domination, forced seduction and that shit just ain't sexy. I am absolutely SHOCKED with all the 4/5 star reviews. I feel like I didn't read the same book they did. 
 The end of this book was ridiculous. We never find out what's in the ledger. I was just DONE with this book. This author is blackballed from my tbr list. I'm off to find something else.