This was such a fun, sad, beautiful book from start to finish. 
 I loved Lannie's voice here. Her story is catching, it made me want to get into her world and live it with her. Listen to her music, smell Gram's flowers, have a talk with Big and spend some time with Joe and Sarah. 
 It is a story about overcoming grief and trying to live again after a big, hurtful loss. But it's also a story about friendship, love and family and finding yourself and discovering yourself. 
 And the poems, they're breaking my heart and making me smile at the same time. Also, big A + for the epilogue.