It has been over a week and I am still drowning in my book hangover. 
 Review to come when I can handle it better. 
 And maybe after my hard copies have arrived.. and I've broken them in.... 
 "For a moment Neil felt trapped, stuck between what he wanted and what he needed, what he'd never have or be and what he wanted but couldn't keep." 
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 So I have read this book 4 times since April this year. 
 And I could literally pick it up and read it again at any point. 
 "Don't look at me like that. I am not your answer, and you sure as fuck aren't mine." 
 I just adore the foxes and their loyalty, the fierce way they band together and don't let life break them. 
 I love Neil and his unique way of observing things, the way he cuts past the bullshit and sees beneath what people want him to see. 
 I am obsessed with Andrew Joseph Minyard, who is the most real character I have ever read, simply because he does not give enough shits to pretend. Ever. And how he does these tiny things with indifference, so if you're not looking, you'd miss the fact that he cares. And, you know, he'd deny it. 
 I love their tentative relationship, both holding back because they have been hurt too many times to think that anything can last. 
 "But I'm more afraid of letting go than I am of holding on."