It wasn't easy. 
 The world was complicated. 
 Life was hard. 
 And so often, living hurt. 
 "So make it worth the pain." 
 Victoria, why? Why do you have to hurt us like that? Are you heartless? Do you enjoy people in pain? 
 I'm empty inside. My heart aches. My mind is numb. 
 I don't know what to feel. 
 I don't know what to say.