Why did I do this to myself???? WHY, having READ the Iliad did I think it was a good idea to read a ROMANTIC story between Achilles and Patroclus of all people!?!?!!?!?!?!??! 
 I surely hate myself. 
 Both of them were so cute and endearing! First half of the story deals with how they met and how their relationship progressed. The second half deals with the Trojan war and both of their fates. Most of us, story lovers, know what happens to them in the end and still, while you read the story you keep having hope till the last minute. Maybe the author will change the ending, maybe the Fates were wrong... 
 I want to sulk in bed with my comforter up to my neck and eat lots of chocolate. Feels people.... lots of feels