I loved, loved, loved Openly Straight (review), Bill Konigsberg's amazing, touching, funny, sweet story of a gay teen trying to recreate his life on his own terms. In Openly Straight, we see the world through the eyes of Rafe, as he enters private school determined to shed his previous life as THE gay kid -- completely out, giving talks, mother head of PFLAG, etc -- and just see what it feels like to be one of the crowd. However, things get complicated when Rafe falls in love with his best friend Ben, who is startled to discover his own feelings for Rafe. In a nutshell, Ben doesn't know Rafe is gay, so he believes that they're exploring new ideas and options and feelings together, and feels completely betrayed when he learns what Rafe has been hiding from him. Seriously, this book made me laugh and broke my heart and was just so powerful! 
 But then we were left hanging... what happened next? 
 Well, a huge THANK YOU to the author is in order for creating this beautiful sequel! Honestly Ben picks up just a few weeks after the events of Openly Straight. In Honestly Ben, Ben himself is the narrator, and we start to see more deeply into Ben's life and world, and to understand what drives him and what scares him. 
 Ben grew up on a farm in New Hampshire, where working hard and not embarrassing the family are the values drilled into Ben and his brother from a young age. And when Ben starts to shine as a student, he's not praised, but warned not to get a big head. For all that, Ben does succeed, and lands a scholarship to Natick, the poor boy among rich peers, striving to fit in and to do well enough to earn a scholarship to college. Ben keeps his head down, and tries to be what everyone wants him to be -- a decent guy, a good baseball player, a top student -- fitting in, but not one to call attention to himself. 
 Ben's feelings for Rafe changed everything he understood about himself. In Honestly Ben, he digs deeper. Is he gay? The label doesn't seem to fit. Bi? He doesn't think so. He's never been attracted to boys before, and his fantasies are generally about girls. Is he, as he puts it, just "gay-for-Rafe"? After the initial anger wears off, Ben and Rafe cautiously inch forward with their friendship. Ben is thrilled to reconnect with Rafe, but it's a struggle for him to understand what this means. At the same time, he's also facing pressure academically that threatens his scholarship, and he struggles with learning the truth about a former student whom the school idolizes -- for all the wrong reasons, as Ben discovers. 
 The book's exploration of labels is deftly handled. One of the Natick boys comes out as gender fluid, which takes much courage on his part, as well as a lot of explaining -- but he's determined to start living his authentic life. As Ben tries to understand himself in the context of a relationship with Rafe, even well-meaners try to push him into claiming an identity he's not comfortable with. Why does he need to put a label on what he is? He knows who he loves -- why isn't that sufficient? 
 The characters are just as wonderful as in the previous book. It's touching to see Ben's life through his own eyes and to understand the constant pressure he feels to be what he isn't. The writing is outstanding, conveying both the challenges and the joys of Ben's ongoing experiences and really capturing the sense of wonder that comes with sex in the context of love. 
 Obviously, I highly recommend this book! It's a wonderful look at the inner lives of teens, and for those who read Openly Straight (which, really, you must do), it's a terrific reunion with characters we absolutely love and care about. Check it out!