Do you feel like a failure? Very much. 
 Do you ever wish you didn't exist? Very much. 
 I've met a girl this summer in a two-day camp. I remember seeing her shaking when we were sitting in a group, talking. I thought she was just cold, so I asked to turn the air conditioner off. I also remember the time she started to cry uncontrollably in the dining room. I led her out to get some fresh air. She spoke openly about her disorder when the lights turned off in the dorms, and I remember asking her questions, shamelessly. It seemed almost easy to live with because she talked about it this way. But Social Anxiety Disorder isn't easy at all. Even though the author wrote the whole story in a funny-light style, you can't just ignore the serious part of it. I can't just read lines like this and not think about that girl, about how all that thoughts possessed her every second of her life. 
 I wrote this little excerpt at the very beginning of my journey with the book, having no idea of how f*cking baaaaad it`s going to be. Everything was too fast, unrealistically f*cking fast, excuse my language. She was suffering from those disorders for how long? A year? Two? And now this boy comes around and she magically recovers? Bullsh*t. You can't recover so fast from mental illnesses like this. (view spoiler)[She meets this boy, Linus, and then suddenly it becomes okay for her to make physical contact with him, talk with different people and to go out in Starbucks and restaurants? Well, I didn't buy it. (hide spoiler)] I also could predicted every little twist in the plot and already in the middle of the book it became unbearably boring. 
 I expected something absolutely different. I expected it to be deeper, maybe. I appreciated the humor and laughed sincerely, but this topic deserves a lot more than that. I've met people with the same problems, so excuse me if I don't believe in this stupid fairy tale. You can`t just see a guy and then just fall in love with him and forget about all your issues. It doesn't go away as simply as that. And she`s fourteen! Fourteen! How could I overlook that? God... It all looks like a big joke on people who suffer from the same disorders for yeeeears, without any hope to go back to their normal lives, when all or main character - Audrey - needs is... a boy? It's just another tale for little girls, which basically says - all you need in life is a boy, a prince, who will save you from everything - no matter if it's a dragon or a mental illness. But it's sooo wrong to plant in the little girl`s minds the idea that she always should rely on a boy, that he will solve everything, because.. he just won't. 
 Yes, it is a light and fast summer read, but if you want to read something serious and deep about mental disorder - it`s not your book.