Yeah. Well. I don't even have the strength to share my thoughts. But I will force myself and say a thing or two. 
 I don't get. All that came for one of them before, it was for nothing. And what came after the other...felt so rushed, easy and hollow. 
 Meh 
 I don't even share the heartbreak others feel. I just feel like this was pushed and done badly. 
 Antipathy. 
 That's the word that describe my feelings right now.