DNF at 60% If I could give this negative stars, I would. 
 OK... this was 
 garbage! 
 I can't believe that this was recommended to me as many times as it has been. It's literary garbage. What is the patriarchal bullshit? I just can't stand another minute of this. Normally I would try to write an actual review but since my eyes are strained from constantly rolling them I will just give you a list of the thoughts I had while reading this: 
 1.	Why is Alyssa sticking yarn dreadlocks in her hair? Not only is that cultural appropriation but it also probably just looks ridiculous. 
 2.	If Jeb fucking mansplains one more thing I will leap into the book and beat him around the face and head. Fuck you Jeb! 
 3.	Wait... his name is Jebediah? How sad! No one wants to yell that out mid orgasm! But really it shouldn't matter since he's such a douche that no one should have sex with this guy anyway. 
 4.	Alyssa just decides to go to England without as much as a note for her Dad? What a fucking idiot! Fuck you Alyssa. 
 5.	OK. I'm just going to say it... Since when is "skater" fashion still cool. Didn't that whole bubble burst around 2005? 
 6.	I looked it up and this book came out in 2013! There's no excuse to have the MC's look that douchebags when they aren't supposed to be douchebags. Seriously... they are so douchey that they are basically the human equivalent of tribal armband tattoos. 
 7.	O great... there's also a fundamental misunderstanding of mental healthcare. Why not? 
 8.	The Red Rising series by Pierce Brown is so good. I wish I was reading that instead of this malarkey. 
 9.	So the douche king Jeb paints gothic fairies. He has surpassed being a tribal armband tattoo and has now entered the "human Creed album" stratosphere. 
 10.	Hey... I kind of actually liked the clams. Dear lord... I like clams better than the main characters. 
 11.	Wow tribal tattoo Creed album supreme Jeb... way to make this all about you! Her decisions are not up to you and actually you are entirely irrelevant to the story. 
 12.	Alyssa... Girl! You don't need to ask the idiot Jeb for permission for you to be able to help your mom. This isn't about Jeb! 
 13.	What a patriarchal mess! Is the author a man? 
 14.	O shit! The author is seriously a woman!!!! What's wrong with her? Jeb is the epitome of passive, pervasive sexism. He should not be set up as a romantic interest to be admired. In fact if this was a normal YA drama... I would peg him to turn into the super controlling and abusive boyfriend. This is setting an incredibly poor and irresponsible standard for young women to aspire to. Shame on you A.G. Howard!