This was quite an enlightening look into the mind of someone with an eating disorder, but at times read like an anorexic's how to manual. I would have enjoyed a more balanced read - more about her work, her life with Ellen, more of the "happy" to balance the rest of the book (which is mostly just a really sad read). The majority of the book focuses on her warped relationship with food, with an afterthought epilogue added at the end with how she recovered. Interesting but probably not something I would rush out and recommend.