Hmmmm. Hmmmmmmmm. Hard to review this one. On the one hand, the subject matter was timely and interesting and the relationship between Cody and Ben was Gayle-Forman-swoon at its finest. But something about it didn't grab me like If I Stay or Just One Day/Year/Night. Was it Cody herself? Was it the creepily in-depth description of ways to commit suicide? Maybe a bit of both. Maybe partly also that I just didn't feel like Cody and Meg were as close as the book needed for them to have been for the plot to work. 
 That said, I especially enjoyed the secondary characters. Harry, Alice, Tree (!) and especially Richard all first appeared like stereotypes but as Cody spent more time with them, we got to see their layers. I think my favourite parts were the scenes with Cody working with Harry -- throwback nostalgia to in Just One Day how Allyson and her BFF (what's his name??? Loved him) worked to track down Willem. 
 So ultimately I'm glad I read this, but I don't think it's got the re-read potential of basically every other Gayle Forman book.