I'm writing this review after my third read of this book. This book is... frustrating. Auden is an incredibly judgmental girl. But I think a lot of this has to due with how she raised and especially her mother! I can't remember being this annoyed the first 2 reads. I do think Auden grew a lot in the book though. And I absolutely adore Eli. So it's probably a 3.5 star read.