What??? 
 Just... what?? 
 She had a sexual relationship with her cousin, who was like 12? seemingly random mention of canola oil coming from rape plants because, I guess, a big part of the plot is actually statutory rape?? and the other cousin might have been psychic or something? and everything gets the shit bombed out of it because reasons?? 
 I can't with this book. I couldn't when I read it at age 10 and I still can't.