I really wanted to like this book, but it just fell so flat to me. I could not stand the main character, she constantly insists that she is not a certain type of girl then tries her best to be exactly that girl. The relationship developed in the book was kind of disturbing, given the circumstances (but could have been done right if the characters were more likeable). It also succeeds in being a story about depression that is simultaneously not about depression!?! Maybe it's because I was kind of expecting something else (I wanted a book that dealt directly with mental illness), or maybe this just had a lot to live up to because I really like If I Stay? I still think this had potential, and there were some beautiful moments, but unfortunately just not enough to save it.