Despite all the drama surrounding this book, I still wanted to give it a whirl. I was provided an ARC in exchange for an honest review... 
 Where do I begin...to be honest I am very on the fence about this book - I don't know whether I liked it or hated it and its thrown me through a loop. I knew a little bit about the controversy surrounding this book however I didn't want to look into it too much before reading so it wouldn't impair my judgement on the book so I am going to keep this short and sweet. 
 The Writing was good, no disputing that, but what else do you really expect from a USA bestselling author and an Amazon bestselling author. 
 Sex scenes were hot and heavy like any good m/m sex scene should be. 
 I am big fan of M/M romance books so was really looking forward to this, however the romance factor was basically over looked and the majority of the book was the reviewer typing this reviews and the author dealing with the fall out - there isn't really one thing in this book beside that fact which jumped out at me and TBH I skipped the majority of the review parts as i found them stupid. Even the interaction between the author and review through email seemed so immature and unrealistic. 
 I also found some of the interactions crude and just plain disgusting. 
 when I finished the book, I was almost glad it was over and now I'm stuck with a feeling of dread that this book was just a piss take outta reviewers... like I said I didn't look into to any of the drama about this book as I didn't it want to be affecting it so I'm unsure if my review is anything like theirs.. It basically comes down to the fact that for me the writing and the sex scenes are what kept this book going and for it not to be a DNF.