** spoiler alert ** 
 I WAS GLUED TO THIS BOOK. 
 Momma CoHo has done it. Again and again and again. 
 I love the concept. I love the plot twists. I love the storyline. I love the writing. I love Benton James Kessler. Give me a Benton James Kessler. Actually give me one of each lead boy characters, CoHo has created. 
 I can't imagine what it's like to wait for one whole year before seeing the love of your life. No social media, no phone numbers... just one day every year. Like man that shit is hard for me. The fact that I get to read about the changes of both Ben and Fallon throughout every year, it opened my mind about certain possibilities and the realities of life especially in terms of romance. 
 When I read the part about Ben starting the fire and all about his past, I couldn't imagine someone like his mom to commit suicide like that, when I read his mom's note before killing herself, I felt so upset as if this happened in real life and it's affecting me. I was angry at her mom because she dealt with her life as if she had no more choice. You love your boys? Then fight harder. Killing yourself will never be an option. And I'm not just talking about the book anymore, I'm pertaining this to all troubled parents out there. Because shit like this happens. Parents are as troubled as their children, we're just so blinded sometimes of the truth. 
 Anyways, by the end of this book, I was already certain that there will be no happy ending for Ben and Fallon but how Ben wrote his manuscript, his words of sincerity for Fallon. It made me fall in love with him a thousand times more and if I was Fallon, I would forgive him in a heartbeat. 
 I hate how CoHo creates these boys, like seriously from Will, to Ridge and now Ben.... Holy crap. I feel so alone and unloved hahaha! 
 But yeah there you go. This book is absolutely beautiful. November 9th everyone. <3