WHERE HAS THIS BOOK BEEN ALL MY LIFE?!?!?! 
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 DNF @ page 144 
 What's the matter with me? 
 Third book in a row I do not enjoy, second book I can't even find it in me to finish. This one wasn't even that bad, I guess i just found it boring. I mean, Pen was nice and all but... Meh. Her parents are assholes. Her best friend is an asshole. And I'm not in a good place in my life right now to read something filled with so much hate towards the LGBT+ community. 
 I might pick this one up again sometime in the future but, for now, I am gonna stay away from YA lit. It hurts like hell, but I feel like that might be the problem.