TRUE & JEANIE 
 Although the storyline of the book is fantastic and I believe one of the most imaginative of the NS books, it is a very difficult reread for me. This is a result of two reasons: 
 1.NSs and Task force members are behaving like assholes, torturing and abusing sweet innocent Jeanie and this is hard to witness. 
 2. When the devastating truth comes out about how Jeanie was played, my heart was broken and it was not easy to continue reading. And now I already know the truth.