This was so fucked up. And so amazing. Unhealthy relationships like this in real life? Awful. 
 But reading about them just really gets me going. 
 While reading I was actually buzzing and I started shaking like crazy. Even if their relationship was all kinds of messed up, I UNDERSTOOD IT. I felt it in my bones. 
 I understand why many people hated this book but it was exactly what I was looking for!