Okay, 4 stars! I had to clam down after I finished this book. I actually had tears in my eyes and when the revel happened I actually breathed out, but my first thought was HOW COULD YOU DO IT?!?! *breathe* okay I actually didn't like this book at first, It was pretty slow and some what predictable, but that ending made up for what the beginning lacked hard core, big time, all the way...That ending...*Sigh* but back to Ethan and Merit, can I just say I loved and hated every moment of the build up in their relationship? I want them together so badly or I want Merit to move on and now...now I'm just a pool of emotions and I can't wait to read the next book. I'm so worried that when I get caught up that I wont be able to wait for the next book that'll come out, but that time is not now...so...on to the next book. 4 stars so much so much stars 4 is a lot lol