Upon reading the last line of this book: 
 Stares blankly and lifelessly 
 Blinks a few times 
 splutters 
 nausea 
 nausea 
 nausea 
 And Then.... 
 And Finally: 
 Takes deep breath 
 I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY. This book has picked me up, flung me around like a puppet and then threw me in a gutter to rot. 
 WHY IS THIS HAPPENING!? 
 I finished it two days ago and I'm still an emotional wreck. 
 First of all... THIS IS NOT Y.A. I feel cheated... I feel betrayed... I feel back stabbed! It poses as a Y.A., with its simple writing and juvenile style... Ooooh, you think it's Y.A., yes you do... BUT IT'S NOT. It's brutal and vicious and heartbreaking. AUGH. It also seems that Collins has either been hanging out with George Martin or she's been reading GOT because EVERYONE DIES. Actually, the death rate in those books kicks GOT's ass all the way to the North Pole. 
 I can't function. Vomit inducing. That's what this book does to you. I can't rate it. I can't!!! I'm torn between giving it a 1, a 5 and everything in between! 
 Heavy Breathing 
 I don't want to talk about this anymore. I don't want to think about it anymore. In fact, I'm going to forget this ever happened. One should not have to suffer such emotional trauma from a Y.A. impostor.