I KNEW IT, I KNEW IT COULDN'T HAVE ENDED LIKE THAT. THANK GOODNESS. 
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 UPDATE: Because I didn't get much of John, I guess I really wasn't that excited. Maybe it's because I just finished a much more mature book, but I just couldn't get over the cheesiness of this. Or maybe because I just wasn't that much in the mood for this genre. 
 Frankly, at least right now, I don't even remember why I liked LJ in the first place. I think I just missed the whole thing with LJ dealing with her letters and this book just felt like there was no plot. It was just a chain of events that happened, I wanted more of a plot or complications, but I don't think this is the right book for that. 
 But I didn't hate it, but I think I liked the second book more.