Just how do you go on after losing your dream of forever? Matthew's life spiraled down after his long time partner Joe to switch back team leaving him wrecked and out of control. Then comes Aaron - smart, sexy, kind and someone who's worth taking shot at love again. This however was threatened by Matt's nagging feeling that there's something more to Aaron's calm exterior - something or someone. 
 I find the whole vibe of the story almost melancholic. For both Matt and Aaron, their pasts haunts them with nostalgia. I don't think there's something wrong with feeling depressed while / after reading this - I just don't particularly like the feeling. The way the author conveyed both of their emotional state covers a stark portrayal of losing something that feels like losing a part of yourself that cannot be replaced. But in time, you'll see that you just have to let go of some things in order for you to move on. 
 Rating: 3.5 out of 5 stars