BuzzFeed Bring Me Obsessed with travel? Discover unique things to do, places to eat, and sights to see in the best destinations around the world with Bring Me!<doc-sep>Carrie Underwood revealed she has suffered three miscarriages in the past two years and how the experience informed her new album Cry Pretty in an emotional interview with CBS Sunday Morning. “I’d kind of planned that 2017 was, you know, going to be the year that I work on new music, and I have a baby,” Underwood said. “We got pregnant early 2017, and didn’t work out. It happens. And that was the thing, in the beginning it was like, ‘Okay, God, we know this is, just wasn’t Your timing. And that is all right. We will bounce back and figure our way through it.’ And got pregnant again in the spring, and it didn’t work out. Got pregnant again, early 2018. Didn’t work out. So, at that point, it was just kind of like, ‘Okay, like, what’s the deal? What is all of this? '” Underwood continued, “And throughout the whole process, you know, I’m writing and, like, literally right after finding out that I would lose a baby, I’d have a writing session, I’d be like, ‘Let’s go. You know, I can’t just sit around thinking about this. Like, I wanna work, I wanna do this. ‘Cause I would literally have these horrible things going on in my life, and then have to go smile and, like, do some interviews or, like, do a photo shoot or something, you know? So it was just kind of, like, therapeutic, I guess.” In August, Underwood announced that she was pregnant again; however, one evening during the pregnancy, she became convinced she had experienced another miscarriage. “I was just sobbing, and I was like, ‘Why on Earth do I keep getting pregnant if I can’t have a kid? Like, what is this? Shut the door. Like, do something. Either shut the door or let me have a kid,” Underwood said. “And for the first time, I feel like I actually I told God how I felt. And I feel, like, we’re supposed to do that. That was like a Saturday – and the Monday I went to the doctor to, like, confirm, another miscarriage. And they told me everything was great!” Underwood will embark on a tour in support of Cry Pretty in May 2019. The singer has already debuted her baby bump onstage during promotional performances for the album. Elsewhere in the CBS Sunday Morning interview, Underwood also discussed her infamous fall that resulted in “between 40 and 50” stitches. “My face broke my fall,” the singer said of the incident, which occurred after she tripped in her home.<doc-sep>In an emotional interview on "CBS Sunday Morning," Carrie Underwood opened up about her challenging past two years dealing with the heartbreaking pain of three miscarriages. “2017 just wasn’t how I imagined it,” Underwood, 35, told CBS correspondent Tracy Smith while trying to hold back tears. “I’d kind of planned that 2017 was, you know, going to be the year that I work on new music, and I have a baby. We got pregnant early 2017, and it didn’t work out.” Underwood, who has a 3-year-old son named Isaiah with husband Mike Fisher, 38, and is currently pregnant with their second child, said that after the first miscarriage, she felt it just wasn’t God’s timing and that life would start to feel normal again eventually. But after two more subsequent miscarriages that occurred in 2017 and 2018, she wondered, “Okay, like, what’s the deal? What is all of this? '” She remembers at one point curling up next to Isaiah as he slept, sobbing. Her new album, "Cry Pretty," was inspired by the emotions she felt during this time, she revealed. The album’s title track came from the tough task of putting on a smile while dealing with the loss. “I would literally have these horrible things going on in my life and then have to go smile and do some interviews or photoshoots,” she explained. Underwood said she had always been afraid to be angry because she felt so blessed with her family already. “My son, Isaiah, is the sweetest thing. And he’s the best thing in the world,” she said. “And I’m like, ‘If we can never have any other kids, that’s okay, because he’s amazing.’ And I have this amazing life. Like, really, what can I complain about? I can’t. I have an incredible husband, incredible friends, an incredible job, an incredible kid. Can I be mad? No.” But one night, when she thought she was suffering a fourth miscarriage, she allowed herself to get mad. “And for the first time, I feel like I actually told God how I felt,” she said. “That was like a Saturday — and the Monday I went to the doctor to, like, confirm, another miscarriage. And they told me everything was great.” She shared her sweet pregnancy news in August via an Instagram video. It began as an announcement for her Cry Pretty Tour 360, kicking off next spring, and then she added, “You might be wondering or asking, 'Carrie, why is your tour starting in May?'" The camera zoomed out to reveal four balloons spelling out B-A-B-Y hanging behind her. The past two years have certainly been challenging for Underwood, but it thankfully looks like exciting things are to come.<doc-sep>When Carrie Underwood said that the title song from her new album, Cry Pretty, "speaks to a lot of things that have happened this past year," she wasn't just talking about that fall that left her with 40 to 50 stitches to her face. As the country star shared in an emotional interview with CBS Sunday Morning, she was also referring to the three miscarriages she suffered in the last two years. Cry Pretty UMG Nashville amazon.com $13.98 $10.44 (25% off) Shop Now Though now pregnant with her second child with husband Mike Fisher, the singer's path to that big family she's always wanted has not come easy. "I'd kind of planned that 2017 was, you know, going to be the year that I work on new music, and I have a baby," Carrie, 35, said, holding back tears. "We got pregnant early 2017, and didn't work out." Still, she didn't lose hope, instead turning to prayer. "'Okay, God,'" she recalls praying. "'We know this is, just wasn't Your timing. And that is all right. We will bounce back and figure our way through it.'" Carrie learned she was expecting again that spring, and again in early 2018, but tragically, both ended in miscarriages. Jeff Kravitz Getty Images This content is imported from {embed-name}. You may be able to find the same content in another format, or you may be able to find more information, at their web site. While pregnant a fourth time, Carrie feared she had experienced another miscarriage. She remembers snuggling up with her three-year-old son, Isaiah, and thinking: "Why on Earth do I keep getting pregnant if I can't have a kid? Like, what is this? Shut the door. Like, do something. Either shut the door or let me have a kid." Thankfully, this time, all was fine—and Carrie believes it's because God heard her prayers. This content is imported from Instagram. You may be able to find the same content in another format, or you may be able to find more information, at their web site. "I had always been afraid to be angry," Carrie explained. "Because we are so blessed. And my son, Isaiah, is the sweetest thing. And he's the best thing in the world. And I'm like, 'If we can never have any other kids, that's okay, because he's amazing.' And I have this amazing life. Like, really, what can I complain about? I can't. I have an incredible husband, incredible friends, an incredible job, an incredible kid. Can I be mad? No." Now, with her album out and a baby (and tour!) on the way, things are looking up. Though at times painful, creating new music was also therapeutic, she said, particularly "Cry Pretty," which is about those moments when you just can't continue putting on a face for the world during difficult times. Taysha Murtaugh Lifestyle Editor Taysha Murtaugh was the Lifestyle Editor at CountryLiving.com. 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Carrie Underwood is currently expecting her second child with her husband, hockey player Mike Fisher. However, in a candid interview with CBS Sunday Morning, the country music star opened up about the complications she faced before her most recent pregnancy, revealing that she suffered three miscarriages over the last two years. In the emotional interview with Tracy Smith, Underwood tearfully explained why 2017 "just wasn't how I imagined it." "I'd kind of planned that 2017 was going to be the year that I work on new music, and I have a baby. We got pregnant in early 2017, and [it] didn't work out," she said in the interview, tearing up. She continued later, "In the beginning it was like, 'OK, God, we know this is, just wasn't Your timing. And that is all right. We will bounce back and figure our way through it.' And got pregnant again in the spring, and it didn't work out. Got pregnant again, early 2018. Didn't work out. So, at that point, it was just kind of like, 'OK, like, what's the deal? What is all of this?'" Underwood went into detail about how hard it was to have to be in the spotlight and smile for cameras despite what she was going through, but added that it was "therapeutic" to put some of the feelings into writing on her new album, Cry Pretty. The singer also explained that one of the biggest difficulties was grappling with the anger that came with her miscarriages. “I had always been afraid to be angry because we are so blessed," Underwood said. "And my son, Isaiah, is the sweetest thing. And he’s the best thing in the world. And I’m like, ‘If we can never have any other kids, that’s OK, because he’s amazing.’ And I have this amazing life. Like, really, what can I complain about? I can’t. I have an incredible husband, incredible friends, an incredible job, an incredible kid. Can I be mad? No. And I got mad." Underwood said that when she thought she was having her fourth miscarriage, she prayed intently and found comfort through her relationship to God. "I was like, 'Why on earth do I keep getting pregnant if I can't have a kid? Like, what is this? Shut the door. Like, do something. Either shut the door, or let me have a kid.' And for the first time, I feel like I actually I told God how I felt. And I feel, like, we're supposed to do that. That was like a Saturday—and the Monday I went to the doctor to, like, confirm, another miscarriage. And they told me everything was great!" It's not the first time Underwood had talked about her struggles with pregnancy and fertility: She'd shared that she thought she had missed her window to have more kids at age 35 in an interview with Redbook, which drew some criticism from the parenting community. Despite her fears of missing her window, she's now awaiting the arrival of the new baby—and she's not the only one who's excited. She said of her ldest son Isaiah, "He’ll be really sweet and talk to my belly and kiss my belly. He’s the sweetest little boy. But no kid can really know that their life is going to change…. He’ll have to share Mommy.” Related Stories: Carrie Underwood Addressed the Rumors That Her Injury Was a Cover for Plastic Surgery Carrie Underwood Is Pregnant With Baby No. 2 Carrie Underwood Is Catching Heat for Her Latest Comments About Fertility