None of the above choices .The narrator does not know what to say about the loss of family .The narrator does not know what to say about the breakup .The narrator does not know what to say about the termination .
Why may the narrator feel awkward visiting the friend they describe in the dialogue ?
Fast forward nearly six years and there we were breaking up ( leaving me both homeless and friendless all at once ) . Its one of those things you expect to happen for various reasons , and even as the breaker , are still shocked none - the - less about their occurrence .