I feel motivated because I have a chance to hang out with my friends finallyI feel great because I do n't have to be around peopleI tend to feel depressed , anxious and sad and can not cope with my feelingsI feel excited because I can relax after the day of work
What happens when the night comes along ?
I ' m working through something I ca n't name as yet . The something is me and my terror of abandonment and insecurity and old rage and mother - loss and exile and dread of the unknown . During the day I am generally fine .