I ca n't find help for my eating disorder .I am able to keep my food down .I am able to lose weight after eating .I am not able to chew long enough to make it easier to throw up .
What may happen after i eat ?
And sometimes I ca nt get it all up and when that happens I GAIN weight . I try to tell myself chew longer , it will be easier to throw up but I do n't even know . It always turns out wrong . I need help ending my binge eating disorder and I think ill be good .