I do what my friends like to do on the weekends .I did n't have anything else to do for the day .I am lonely and my friends are participating .I am unemployed and thought I would make money .
Why do I need to feel like I do ?
the other day I volunteered to help register people to vote , but I was nt feelinldg it . I feel very lost , in that , when I was in the funk , I felt a sense of belonging . I felt like sometimes my shoulder existed for the sole purpose of my true friends tears . I felt as though my twisted and warped sense of humor was cast in the thought of the people that I belong with .