They do n't feel free .None of the above choices .They do n't feel friendly with others .They do n't feel their deep roots allow them to get free from drama .
Why does the narrator not like their new surrounding ?
Sometimes , actually every time ... I wonder why I am here . Not an existential crises kind of thing , but just a general longing for some kind of deep rooted connection . I have nothing here , I ' m with shallow roots again .