I would have developed a very dark view of human nature .I may still be hopeful that he would connect with me .I really do n't care if he remembers me .None of the above choices .
What may happen to me before I noticed he did n't care about me ?
It occurred to me that he really does n't care about me , regardless of my namesake . I ca n't remember the last time he called me . Oh well .... he has his own life , I suppose , and it 's not like I have some big connection to him anyway . After all the time I spent trying to contact him , I realize ( once again ) that he really does nt care about me . In the last few years , I have developed a very dark view of human nature .