I did n't to go to Europe because it seemed like it was n't my dream destination .I feel like Europe has too many emos .None of the above choices .I did n't want to go there on my own , it felt lame .
Why did n't you go to Europe ?
Europe dream - over . Too expensive and no one to go with . I could go if I * really * wanted to but alone would n't be much fun now would it ? I just feel really weak and sad tonight and like I should just stay in bed for the rest of my life and not attempt anything . It seems like all I attempt or try at just crumbles and disappears leaving me disappointed and also with some sense of worthlessness because I could n't make it work . It 's hard to write what I want without being labled " Emo " Geez Emos annoy me .