Because she was scared and Ben would help .None of the above choices .Because Ben did not know what he wanted .Because she did n't realize what she wanted in life .
Why was she looking forward to the rest of her life ?
i do nt know who i am anymore.i do nt know who i want to be . This is the scariest thing ever.i will be the first to admit that Ben changed me . But he changed me in a good way and i realized what was important in my life because of him . i realized what i wanted out of life and i was looking forward to the rest of my life because i was positive i would be spending it with him .