They do n't feel free .They do n't feel their deep roots allow them to get free from drama .They do n't feel close to anyone .None of the above choices .
Why does the narrator not like their new surrounding ?
Sometimes , actually every time ... I wonder why I am here . Not an existential crises kind of thing , but just a general longing for some kind of deep rooted connection . I have nothing here , I ' m with shallow roots again .