The narrator is going to try to be gentler .The narrator is going to try to be more honest .The narrator is going to try to be kinder .The narrator is going to try to be prettier .
What is the narrator likely to try in the upcoming future ?
Why do I keep in touch with people that have truly hurt me and why I just crawl back to them time after time I 'll never know . But I ' ve got to stop . I also need to be more honest , tell people how I feel let them know that they ' ve hurt me and not be so damn afraid of crying , of showing emotion . I was never taught that showing emotion was bad ; I came onto it on my own ... I guess it makes me feel guilty , because I feel like I need to be tough for everyone else .