I longed to feel attractive .I longed to stop feeling attractive .I could n't feel what it was like to go out there .I just wanted to feel some things , I have n't felt anything for a while .
What are some feelings you 've been lacking for the past few months ?
I felt strong . Dare I say it , I even felt pretty while I was out there . I have n't felt any of those things for a few months now .