I am sad because of her death .None of the above choices .I am going to be absent .I am ill .
What is the reason that it does n't help ?
* sigh * It does n't help that she passed a week before my birthday . I do n't feel right being happy on that day , and I do n't feel right being so sad on that day when my family tries to make it a nice day . * sigh * In happier news I received a Birthday card today . It was lovely , with flowers like a garden across it .