The time was when the privilege was mine of beginning my letters to you with a warmer show of love than the above word contains,--when I might and did call you dearest; but I lost that privilege through my own folly, and since that it has been accorded to another. But you have found,--with a thorough honesty of purpose than which I know nothing greater,--that it has behoved you to withdraw that privilege also. I need hardly say that I should not have written as I now write, had you not found it expedient to do as you have done. I now once again ask you to be my wife. In spite of all that passed in those old days,--of all the selfish folly of which I was then guilty, I think you know, and at the time knew, that I ever loved you. I claim to say for myself that my love to you was true from first to last, and I claim from you belief for that statement. Indeed I do not think that you ever doubted my love.

Once I had the privilege of beginning my letters to you with a warmer show of love than 'dear' - when I could call you dearest; but I lost that privilege through my own folly, and since then it has been granted to another. But you have found, with a thorough honesty, that it has been best for you to withdraw that privilege also. Otherwise I should not be writing this.
I now once again ask you to be my wife. In spite of all that passed in those old days - all my selfish folly - I think you know that I always loved you. Indeed my love to you was true from first to last, and I do not think you ever doubted it.
