"Why shouldn't I? At any rate I did; and I waltzed with him for half an hour. Alice, I never will waltz again;--never. I have done with dancing now. I don't think, even in my maddest days, I ever kept it up so long as I did then. And I knew that everybody was looking at me. It was not only Mrs. Marsham and Mr. Bott, but everybody there. I felt myself to be desperate,--mad, like a wild woman. There I was, going round and round and round with the only man for whom I ever cared two straws. It seemed as though everything had been a dream since the old days. 
"Why shouldn't I? I waltzed with him for half an hour. Alice, I never will waltz again; I have done with dancing now. I knew that everybody was looking at me. I felt desperate, mad, like a wild woman. There I was, going round and round and round with the only man for whom I ever cared two straws. 