"After the sacrifices I have made, and the manner in which I have stood by you, I think this sort of reproach is useless," Sir Pitt said. "Your marriage was your own doing, not mine."
"That's over now," said Rawdon. "That's over now." And the words were wrenched from him with a groan, which made his brother start.
"Good God! is she dead?" Sir Pitt said with a voice of genuine alarm and commiseration.
"I wish I was," Rawdon replied. "If it wasn't for little Rawdon I'd have cut my throat this morning--and that damned villain's too."

"Your marriage was your own doing, not mine."
"That's over now," said Rawdon, with a groan.
"Good God! is she dead?" Sir Pitt said in genuine alarm.
"I wish I was," Rawdon replied. "If it wasn't for little Rawdon I'd have cut my throat this morning - and that damned villain's too."
