"But he will never look at it in that way;--and he will tell me that I have been untrue to him and ungrateful."
"If you think, Paul--"
"Nay; listen to me. If it be so I must bear it. It will be a great sorrow, but it will be as nothing to that other sorrow, had that come upon me. 
He will tell me that I have been untrue to him and ungrateful - and I must bear it, though it will be a great sorrow. 