<s>[INST] I start getting depressed recently. I am not happy , my partner tried to make me happy. We travel together often but i am not happy. I think I am board in life. I do not know why! I have been with my partner for 7 years. He is older than me. The age different b/n us ,Some times it is very hard understanding each other. I do not know what to do?I want to be happy, how can I? am I weird? [/INST] Degree understand your concerns went through your details. I suggest you not to worry much. I think you have some misunderstandings about family and life. Your definition about happiness is to be changed. Please understand you cannot purchase or borrow happiness. You must think about people with physical handicap like without a leg or eye. Do you think that they can never be happy? They are happy when they don't think about their handicap, and they never think about their handicap. You should learn from that approach, attitude. Learn what is life and the answer to your query comes atop. If you require more of my help in this aspect, Please post a direct question to me in this URL. http://goo.gl/aYW2pR. Make sure that you include every minute details possible. I shall prescribe the needed psychotherapy techniques. Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarifications. Good luck. </s>