<s>[INST] I have 4 large pegs (60ml) of Romonav Vodka on a daily basis since 3 yearsMy sperm count is just 4 millionI am not impotent ... untill i drinkMy sperm quality is not sufficient to conceiveMy wife is unwilling to stay with meSome thoughts are troublesome...so much so that sometimes i get suffocated and just want to run in an open spaceThis happens during nightWere still marriedShe does not answer my phone callsShe has even changed her cell noHer family is supporting her in thisI need help desperatelyI take alprazolam 0.5mg dailyThis medication was prescribed for my dad He has undergone CABGPls help [/INST] Degree understand your concerns went through your details. Romanov's vodka and any other alcoholic Chat Doctor.  You are disappointed and therefore depressed. Depressive disorders usually are treated with the help of psychotherapy and medicines. Please consult a psychiatrist for further advise. If you require more of my help in this aspect, please use this URL. http://goo.gl/aYW2pR. Make sure that you include every minute details possible. Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarifications. Good luck. </s>