<s>[INST] Since the 5th grade school has been very difficult for me and I dont think I can graduate high school or be accepted into college. My school tells me its my dyslexia but I think its something more. My school doesnt help me with it besides small group testing and offering some to read questions for me. I cant focus my grade are awful and I it just leads me to think Im an idiot. I should drop out and work in a fast food restaurant. Im stressed, I feel at times suicidal. Please help [/INST] Hello, Its true and you are aware of that you are suffering from Dyslexia.... but at the same time you are also suffering from secondary depression.  The rest of the symptoms you have mentioned like sadness, decreased energy, not able to concentrate in studies.  Thoughts of suicide.  Are all because of depression.  Remember one thing.  Depression is not difficult to treat.  BT living with it without treatment is very difficult task.  For dyslexia, you need more efforts to adjust with surroundings with less acceptance from others .this might Precipitate the depressive episode.  Please consult Psychiatrist.  Start with treatment.  You will definitely feel better.  OK. </s>