<s>[INST] iam a girl of age 28.I was in love affair with a boy of age 30.we both were sincere and we are sexually committed for almost 3 yrs.But now that fellow is refusing to marry me.I could not marry any one else.but iam being forced in my home to get married.Also iam unable to reveal my real status to my parents.what shall i do.mean while i went for legal action and now he is too much angry on me.what shall i do.i feel to commit suicide.what should i do [/INST] Hi dear. I had gone through your query. Relationship problem can lead to frustration. Rejection in relationship can be reason for depression and suicidal thoughts. Need to go for counselling and consult psychiatrist. Psychological support is must. Excessive thought can lead to anxiety and restlessness. Detail evaluation can lead to proper diagnosis. So consult and get help. Still if you have a query then feel free to ask. Happy to help you further. </s>