<s>[INST] am I abused? it is not like most abused wife knew their husbands did to(beat-up) them. I got nightmares about needle shot on my arms and legs, some one twisted my right feet, hit forehead 3 times,...all happened after I slept without knowing. over 17 years can t catch anyone did to me with security systems bought by my husband. in the meanwhile frequently things disappeared/stolen, some of them would return... we did visit family doctor when our marriage worse and worse but she didn t believe anything I said such as showing knife-cut my finger and wanted me take depression-related medicine and to visit mental doctor (both I refused)... we invited my 2nd brother lives with us (over a year) but making worse that he believed I should see mental doctor 9himself didn t have job over 15 years). I didn t lose my confidence in myself and knew bad things won t stop. I thought there is 3rd person involved to abuse me because something disappeared I m pretty sure is not my husband did(he may know/agree but not all of them). in the beginning I thought my husband seemed was abused and wanted me to go thru what he suffered.. all over my body was hurt except my left front ribs/head/foot not suffer heavy painful yet. the 1st time I felt right arm was needle shot we went to emergence room the doctor can t tell but a warning... becareful in private short seconds with me. am I in danger? [/INST] Hello I have read your history and can understand your problem. You have mentioned that you get nightmares about needles shot on your arms and legs, someone hit you on forehead. Things have disappeared and appeared again. You have visited your family doctors who advised to consult psychiatrist. Even you didn't consult psychiatrist and again started having complaints. You called your brother and after one year he also advised you to consult psychiatrist. See although I need more details of symptoms but from the summary it appears that you have delusions that someone is harming you. The delusion is held despite evidence to contrary. The delusions are causing development of other symptoms. Consult a Psychiatrist for expert opinion. Thanks </s>