<s>[INST] I ve asked myself this. Only to realize I m having symptoms of these in the beginning of maybe approaching death not the symptoms of death. Here s the thing I ve had a problem of hoplesness so bad I took a year off of friends family, depression I ve done nothing but eat bad foods and the depression is bad I have bad nightmares of waking up in my sleep and it s making me crazy and it s gone on for a year I ve had mirages hallucinations of all sorts of things. Could this be really a thing to check out? I m 19 here s the link to the site with symptoms WWW.WWWW.WW also I m on 15 mg of abilify 100 mg of zoloft I have a therapist and a psychologist should I at least get checked out [/INST] Degree understand your concerns went through your details. I suggest you not to worry much. If you already are in treatment of psychologist, you should appraise him of the situation. If the given details are correct, hallucinations and nightmares are correct, the given medicines may not be enough to cure you. You need to consult a psychiatrist. Work with your psychiatrist and mostly therapy also should be continued along with medicines. If you require more of my help in this aspect, Please post a direct question to me in this URL. http://goo.gl/aYW2pR. Make sure that you include every minute details possible. I shall prescribe the needed psychotherapy techniques. Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarifications. Good luck. </s>