<s>[INST] I feel tightness on top of my head. Dont feel happy & fresh in my mind. Get confused & cannot take decision of any matter & planning.Chain of thought is disturbed. Always feel worriness of   any matter related to professional or family. This problem was there since my childhood; it was a serious & I was very aggressive only with my family & children. After 1991 I had visited to doctors including homeopathy doctors. Also visited to temple, masjid & pray to become alright & sacrifice goat to god. No improvement & left taking medicine homeopathy since last 15 months.Now feeling 55% better without taking medicine. Now my children are grown up & dont come near to me. I knew that I had been doing wrong to them but later on I used to repent & think that after all they are my children.After few years all two daughter & a son will be away from us. I want to be more close with my daughters but they dont because of my past behaviour. I want to be 100% alright. Kindly suggest. [/INST] Hello have problem of irritable behavior, aggression, confused mind and inability to take decision on any matter. These things have created problems in your social life and poor rapport with child Chat Doctor.  The problem is there since childhood. Most likely the aggressive spells are occurring due to some behavioral problem and most likely due to intermittent explosive disorder. Other possibility is some personality disorder. I would recommend you to please visit a Psychiatrist for expert opinion and diagnosis. Thanks </s>