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 “I am writing a coffee table wife type of book, it is more like a fun project, something I enjoy doing and then I am getting ready to be a mom hopefully next year.” 
 
 She explained, “So that is going to be my main priority and full-time job.” 
 
 RELATED VIDEO: Is There a Mini-‘Speidi’ on the Way? But, in the immediate future and a “roadblock” to adding the new addition, is another reality show. Click here to get those and more in the PEOPLE Babies newsletter. So, “when I actually had an opportunity to buy those things, it was almost like…it was fun and then of course, I just got a little carried away with it.” 
 
 “Obviously there is pressure for all of that, but I really enjoyed that at that time and for the surgery and everything it was free, it is hard to say no for me to a two for one shoe sale let alone, you know hundred of thousands worth of free stuff.” 
 
 “So at the same time, I started to get insecure about my look and comparing it to other people so the two combined, just got a little too carried away. Ex-Lauren Conrad bestie and reality television personality said, “growing up in front of people…you make mistakes, you know producers and different people (are) involved and there is a lot at stake at a really young age.” 
 
 “I definitely made my fair of mistakes but I am thankful for the experience and it was a really great opportunity to grow and learn and I’m really thankful for where I am now.” 
 
 “(And) I definitely don’t regret where I am now.” 
 
 The young woman also went back to her roots and explained that the show made her fantasies a reality. Adding that, “you know I had to pray to get my husband to even…agree to have a kid and so this whole journey over the last few years…I have had to do.” 
 
 “You know the excitement of it (but) you know it is not so easy, not everyone can just have kids whenever they want, you know there is a lot of hardship and prayers and certain things you have to put in to that.” 
 
 A true sentiment that many mothers and those who desire motherhood can agree with. This life is really short and really temporary and when everything goes, all your money, everything you’ve built your security on, it really makes you face the reality of this life.” 
 
 “So I’m really thankful I had such a public fall and I spent all my money and everything because it made me remember what I care about and what is important to me and to rebuild.” 
 
 “Because of God, I was able to rebuild and refocus.” 
 
 Now, “I try to prioritize prayer time everyday, at least once a day, try to listen to all the Christian music I love and preaching everyday and just keep it part of my daily life because if you don’t keep it part of your daily life, it slowly kind of slips away from you, for me at least, I have just reprioritized that and honestly that is my life.” 
 
 I hope you are all having a beautiful blessed day!????????? I’ve been with the love of my life for 10 years, and now we’re starting our own family.  Heidi Montag and Spencer Pratt are going to be parents! “At the end of the day nothing else matters. The frank and openness of Montag’s previous wasteful habits like losing almost all of the $10 million dollar MTV show generated fortune, posing “tastefully” for Playboy and teaming up with Spencer for the long haul, a man portrayed poorly on and off “The Hills” has left fans like myself wondering, what’s next? Sign up now for the Us Weekly newsletter to get breaking celebrity news, hot pics and more delivered straight to your inbox! — Heidi Montag (@heidimontag) September 27, 2016 
 
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– He thought he was getting banana bread, but instead he got news he was going to be a dad. Spencer Pratt, who used to star in MTV's The Hills along with wife Heidi Montag, reveals in the latest issue of Us Weekly how he found out Montag is carrying their first child, due in mid-October. Pratt, 33, said he woke up at home to find his 30-year-old wife standing there "glowing," and he thought she was going to say she'd just baked something. "I'm pregnant," she announced instead. People cites a September 2016 interview with Faithwire in which Montag, who's been married to Pratt since 2009, said she was "getting ready to be a mom," with hopes for a due date sometime in 2017. But while Pratt, now an online crystal vendor, tells Us that "Heidi has wanted to be a mom since the day I met her," he was, as she puts it, "a little hesitant." They say they're both ready now, though Montag admits: "I've read every pregnancy book and ... realize I don't know anything." An excerpt of the full Us Weekly interview here, which includes Heidi's pregnancy cravings. (We hope they've saved up some money for nursery supplies.)