So the plus side, I guess, is that I realized that hate was not just my problem, which is like, the most selfish plus side ever, because now instead of just my own hate and cruelty to try to figure out, I had a whole world of hate I wanted to unravel and understand and fix.
El lado positivo, creo, es que el odio no era un problema exclusivamente mío, que es el lado positivo más egoísta que pueda existir. Porque ahora, en vez de tener que resolver mi propio odio y mi propia crueldad, quería desentrañar todo un mundo de odio, entenderlo y arreglarlo.