It took me a long while to process it at first, because I'd gone from a man who had won every trophy that he had ever dreamt of to someone who, all of a sudden, was living a lie, who was ashamed, embarrassed, isolated, afraid I was going to die, afraid to tell anyone, afraid to tell my family, afraid I was going to lose everything and everyone that I'd worked so hard for and I loved so much.
Me tomó un buen tiempo para procesarlo en un principio, porque fui de un hombre que ganó cada trofeo que haya soñado a alguien, que de repente, estaba viviendo una mentira, estaba avergonzado, aislado, asustado de que iba a morir, asustado de decirle a alguien, decirle a mi familia, asustado de que iba a perder a todos y todo por lo que había trabajado duro y amaba tanto.