And if she were to despair in God, as a French Roman Catholic, her belief was that that would be a mortal sin, so she would not be able to go to heaven, and heaven was the place she knew her husband was waiting for her.
Y si perdía la esperanza en Dios, como católica romana francesa, creía que eso sería un pecado mortal, por lo que no podría ir al cielo, y el cielo era el lugar donde sabía que su esposo la estaba esperando.