As a combination of those two things, I was like, A, I want to understand this, and B, I want to share what I understand because it's not fair that people like me get it, and that's not being shared with other people.
Como una combinación de esas dos cosas, yo estaba como, A, quiero entender esto, y B, quiero compartir lo que entiendo porque no es justo que la gente como yo lo consiga, y que no se comparta con otras personas.