Perhaps he imagined that brothers in his congregation were considering him incompetent. Maybe he was feeling guilty and was “longing ” to see them to reassure them of his faithfulness.
हो सकता है कि वह दोषी महसूस कर रहा हो और उन्हें अपनी वफ़ादारी के बारे में आश्‍वस्त करने के लिए उनसे मिलने के लिए “लालायित ” था ।