When his longing went unfulfilled for several years, he became so bitter that he no longer wanted to be considered for the privilege. “ I just couldn’t bear the pain of disappointment again, ” he says.
जब कई सालों तक उसकी लालसा पूरी नहीं हुई तो वह इतना कटु हो गया कि अब वह नहीं चाहता था कि इस विशेषाधिकार पर विचार किया जाए ।