He left home to live in London, and there he became involved with drugs, the club scene, astrology, spiritism, and Zen Buddhism and other philosophies ​ — all in a search for a satisfying way of life.
लाचार होकर आखिरकार उसने परमेश्‍वर से गिड़गिड़ाकर सच्चाई पाने के लिए मदद माँगी ।