So a person who is contemplating baptism needs to be sure that this is his or her personal desire. That might call for self - scrutiny on your part.
המקרא אומר שמשרתי יהוה, כולל הצעירים, יתנדבו בנפש חפצה לשירותו (‏ תהל ’ ק ” י: 3‏).