It means being doomed to loneliness and indifference towards you, even from your own family and friends; their scorn and pity about you being the way you are. their attempts to convince you, or convince themselves, that this is just a disease and that it should be treated as soon as possible.
Significa estar condemnat a la solitud i a la indiferència, fins i tot per part de la teua família i amics; ser víctima del seu menyspreu i la seua compassió per ser de la manera que eres. que intentaran convéncer-te, o convéncer-se ells mateixos, que és tan sols una malaltia i que hauria de tractar-se el més aviat possible.