What's going on? Professionally silly listeners? It's Sia audible Boo Thang Amber Smiles Jones and coming at you recorded here from the anchor app. So I am I actually owe you guys an apology. I couldn't put up the podcast episode that I have prepared for you guys this past Friday. Normally I post every Friday but this past week has its kicked my ass. Honestly this past year has been very difficult, but normally not post every Friday like ISaid but I didn't give a chance to so I like to share with you some of what happened. So last Friday early morning. I was recording the podcast I had prepared for you and it was going to be a good one to you. You guys are going to love it. We were going to be discussing the last meal request of death row inmates and what they did to get on death row, but when I took a break from recording that day, I thought I could use some caffeine. I really needed it. I've been trying to do so much all at once and sleep really isn't something I get a lot of these days as a content creator Chasing the Dream there is just so much needs to be done. You know. I I moved here from I moved here in Los Angeles from Atlanta to be an actor and a stand-up comedian and a content creator and other things, you know, just just Chasing the Dream because I have a degree in Performing Arts. so acting has always been something that I've been into you know, so one thing that I did learn living here in Los Angeles is that you know, and also Chasing the Dream and living and learning in the modern world that this is a very competitive field obviously, but if you want to make it in this competitive world and you don't want and you execute, excuse me, and you actually want to be a part of something creative, sometimes you need to be the one that Creates it. If you want to be a part of something awesome and kick ass, you have to be the one to make that sometimes, you know, not to mention. You never really know who will come across anything that you create. Maybe one day Spike Lee will see my shit and be like, hey, I want you to be in my next movie. You never know. Maybe me and Ryan Reynolds will like, you know, he'll hear a podcast think you're hilarious. I want you to be my next comedy. I don't know. I don't know why those are the ones that I chose as a an example of who could come across. Material but you know, whatever. So that's the dream right there to be able to create something someone awesome recognizing it and maybe one day I can actually be paid for my creative my creativity and my hard work that is the dream right there. So in short a bitch is busy as fuck constantly at all times. So when when I was about to grab my wallet for the coffee fix and the caffeine fix that I Really needed I was going to go to my favorite coffee shop called honey and bacon and I realized that my wallet is gone. So naturally, I ripped through my apartment like an indoor hurricane and guys. I I am being so literal when I say this, I turned over everything the furniture my couches my bed. I turned my closet inside-out literally there is there was this bear was just clothes everywhere just it was crazy and halfway through destroying my Apartment it dawned on me that II wasn't destroying my apartment just because I was looking for my wallet but also because I was letting out so much frustration that I thought that I buried and then I'll just came out. I mean I was crying and breathing hard and just just letting it all out. I didn't scream because you know, I do live in an apartment building and I guess a part of my cock part of my My self-awareness was you know, don't bring attention to yourself, but I was letting it all out and it turns out once the gates opened I could not shut them at least not as quickly as I opened them. So after my huge adult tantrum, I looked at my apartment, which was just a mess. I looked at my cat and she looked at me and literally turned and walked away like she just she just Judge me because I trashed our home but you know, whatever and I never found my wallet and I later realized, you know, when it was taken from me and you know, which I really don't want to go into details on that. It was just a bad week. Okay, but I now I now have to replace everything and shut things off like my license. I got to get my bank cards all of it. You know, my bank is in Atlanta because I refuse to switch Because I'm just I was just so happy with their service. Like, you know, I just wasn't sure I was going to switch it up plus the others mobile deposit and direct deposit. So I was good, you know, I and I only have a Georgia driver's license to so literally everything I need is in Georgia, so and I'm still in La so so I'm still in the throes of having all of this stuff taken care of and in the thing that I guess. Shocked me the most is it was that small thing that just opened up and in a box just a whole box of holy shit inside of my studio apartment like many people have lost their wallets or gotten them stolen or gotten their purse stolen or had to replace cards and IDs and I'm not the only person in the world who has been through that or has had to go through that, you know, but I guess at that moment for me. It was just the boiling point. It was the cherry on top of this shitty Sunday. Day, that just keeps being fucking served to me. Have you guys ever opened up a confetti bomb before that's that's what happened. That's a mean that's pretty much exactly what happened, except all the bad stuff that I shoved into myself instead of confetti. It was just emotions was a cloud of emotions instead of the confetti glitter and it's just as difficult to clean up trust me, but I'm trying hard to work on myself and And I wanted to share this story with you guys because look I know I'm not the only one who feels how I feel and and it can be comforting to know that you aren't alone and that others are going through shit too. It's comforting to know. Hey, I'm the only one whose life kind of blows right now. So it feels good to know that, you know, adulting as hard as fuck especially when you're doing it on your own with little to no help. So I want to go ahead and shout out to all of those hard-working human beings. Out there, you know struggling on their own and still kicking ass. I want to shout out to those human beings out there who feel like they are alone who feel like no one cares to you know to those people who try every damn day and just can't seem to move forward to the next step to those people. I say don't ever give up you are not alone. We have a club. Come join us is called fuck it. It's new club. Just started it like legit three seconds ago sign up we have cookies. So I wanted to explain I want to explain that as well and and hopefully inspire, you know, but don't worry. I'm gonna drop the last meal request of death row inmates this Friday and lots more random silly creepy and weird podcast episodes coming here your way right here on anchor or ITunes or Spotify or Google play or Stitcher or you know, whatever whatever podcast platform you're listening to because professionally silly is everywhere. So I guess that being said thank you guys so much for listening. And once again, all of you listening have the ability to get through anything my dad. I'm going to leave you guys with this words of wisdom from my Father, which is now become professionally silly life rules. He says this to me and I Can't hate it because you never want to hear that shit when you're in the throes of negative emotion, but he always says this to me, this is the best. This is the worst thing to happen to you today. It's been a pretty good day fucking hate that but sometimes he's absolutely right. Alright guys, I'll see you on Friday, behave yourself until I get back. All right later. What's going on? Professionally silly listeners? Listen, I've got some knowledge. I want to go ahead and drop on your domes. If you haven't heard about anchor it's the easiest way to make a podcast. Let me go ahead explain what I mean. Okay one it's free. You can't beat that. All right. 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