Is NOBODY wrong in the post ? POST : Me and this girl, who we'll call Lexi, have been good friends for a few years. We're both 16. Recently, though, I've developed a crush on her, and was wondering how to handle it. 

The other night she was gonna come over to hang out, like usual. However, a week before that day, I'd had arm surgery, and for the pain the doctor gave me some painkillers. It was hurting pretty bad, so I figured before she came over I'd take a couple to be able to function better.

I had never taken painkillers before, and had no idea how they affected you, but they made me not care even a little about what I was saying. Lexi comes over, and things got bad.

I felt like I loved everything and had no ego, so I started telling her how much our friendship meant to me. I talked about how great of a person she was, and for some fucking reason, told her I was gay. Even though I'm not. I starting saying things like "I wanna be your gay best friend," and she was like, "I always knew you were gay. That's so awesome!" I was braiding her hair and shit. Then she told me she had a crush on one of my friends, and this was the best news ever to me. I gave her his number and told her she should go for it. The whole night was like this.

I woke up the next morning in total shame, and since it was the weekend I didn't speak to her at all. At school on Monday she comes up to me, telling me that she went on a date with my friend on sunday and it went great. Nice! kill me dude. 

I'm thinking of telling her what happened, and that I didn't mean it. I also want to imply that she should stop seeing this guy, and somehow wedge them apart. It's not like her life would ultimately be any different. I feel like I'm in too deep. 