Basically, what happened was she told me that i'm of full of shit when i told her that i was planning to visit the psychiatrist next week to find out what's wrong with me. 

The thing is, i've been planning to visit a shrink for the past few months because my undiagnosed mental issues have been affecting my work. But i just cant seem to find the motivation to go there because i dont know, something in my mind is stopping me.

I know i need help because my love life and career is getting affected but i delayed my planned visit back in October. She was disappointed that i didnt go through with my planned visit then so when i told her today i was planning to finally go next week she said that i was full of shit and that i wont probably go there anyway because i dont keep my word. 

So i told her that i dont need that kind of negativity in my life right now and what i need is support. I got annoyed because she double downed on what she said and i found it to be very insensitive. I mean, i am the main person who is suffering from whatever undiagnosed issue i have, so why is she being all negative and blaming me for not honoring my word to visit the shrink last October. 

Am i the asshole for calling her out and telling her that i dont need her negativity? We broke up by the way because i felt fucked with her reaction.