Listen, I know this sounds a bit exaggerated or whatever you'd call an entitled bitches attitude but please hear me out. 

This kind of behaviour on his side caused us to not see each other for 4 months and atm I feel like that was supposed to stay like that because nothing really changed besides the first weeks (after long fight). 
So, I got a boyfriend and he can be a sweetheart but he can stay weeks without calling me or writing me. He never asks how my day is or bs that partners should ask each other. Our message conversations is me writing like 5 messages and him answering every few days. 

This annoys me. Like said, this lack of interest has been a huge problem in the past because I raged so much at one point from being so sad and frustrated because of him, that he completely "shut down" and ignored me for months. 
 
I'm really trying to write as neutral as possible but I'm fuming right now and I'm on the verge of tears. 

He criticizes every step I take and every sentence I say, every opinion I got etc. He doesn't like my makeup and always says "I don't need to use that much " (just for the record, it's not much but I like Smokey eyes when i feel like it, not every day), he doesnt like some pieces of my clothing (he feels so entitled that he actually ACTUALLY ripped some leggings he didnt like, tbh they were ugly but so freaking comfortable) and is just overall frustrating. Even when it comes to sex and I dare to ask for more he says I'm only interested in sex and I use it as a thing to prove myself and my worth ( which is somehow true but everyone uses it on some emotional level to feel worthy, right? Tell me if I'm wrong !) .

He can be kinder and nicer to me but he just has better stuff to do and I'm really mad but I know I'm not entitled to anyone's time. I just feel like it would be nice if he would try just a little more to be here for me. 

I don't expect from him to write me non stop but a text maybe once a day would be nice and just enough. And go out with me from time to time. 
Everytime I wanna go out I have to ask because he never does.

Any way, right now I'm just a sad, frustrated mess and I don't know if I can think straight anymore, I'm tearing up and if I'm overreacting, if I am the asshole and I'm just crazy please let me know but I don't think I can do this Any more and I'm on the verge of exploding and going reee on him. 
I really love him and I don't want our relationship to fall apart but I feel like I'm falling apart. I dont know what to do. 