The first time i saw my little sister i was confused, after 12 years telling my parents that i needed a little company, i didn't feel very comfortable with it. My mom had 2 lost of the embryo by doing excessive force in my house, she did it by his own, and i and my dad didn't know bout' it.
Now, i think my parents are educating their daughter horrible af. She knows how to handle YouTube so see the videos she likes (Yeah, that horrible ones that are supposed to be for the kids. Elsa and Spider by example) She does it with extremely precision on the tactile of the mobile, changing one video to other and skipping the ads. BTW she gets angry every time we take it out, maybe screaming very loud and stuff, everywhere &amp; anytime.
She's irritable too, she treats me bad and then my parents tell me I'm a bad brother, when she had a accident 2 days ago i was on the garden and she almost crushed her fingers with the wooden door. My parents yelled at me saying why the fuck i was not there.
Time to time, i started getting soooo tired of the situation, thinking that she's the favourite and I'm a dumbass that stays in the house for no reason. (I'm 13 Y.O)
I don't like to be with my sister, only when I'm the only one in the house and i need to take care of her. We don't do anything together than eating at the night. She looks a bit disappointed of my behavior with her, apparently my parents don't give a fuck while i don't do something bad to her, and i will not obviously.
But i don't like to stay with her in ANY situation that doesn't requires my presence 100%. No hugs, no love each other. Nothing.

Then i start to think if I'm being an asshole doing all this stuff even after what my mother did to give me a company in this shitty life i will live. I'm not to worried about it, just when i think that, when my parents die, who will be my only company then? Yeah, she will be.
