I’m 13 so if this sounds childish, you know why 

I just wish I could get more out of people

When I get good grades I wish my grandpa would say “good job” instead of “i shouldn’t get my hopes up, it won’t last” or “it better stay that way”

When I show my friends my paintings or ask them to help with something  they don’t even reply 
You would assume they’re just busy or something but they’re not
I wait incase they really are busy, but at some point later in the day they send a useless text like “look at this cute kpop boy”

They do this every single day and one of them, especially at the end of the day says “I feel like dying” or something like that and honestly me too, I say the same things, I reach out for their advice or help or consolation and I get left on read

So of course, despite how much I love her I don’t want to help this friend out because she’s unwilling to do the same for me

Help pls, I feel like an asshole because I don’t want to seem like I’m entitled or anything, but idk
