Is AUTHOR wrong in the post ? POST : So I have played badminton previously and thus have own rackets. Some of my friends like to go play badminton. I can’t join them due to scheduling. I have never offered them my rackets. They contacted me to borrow them.

AITA for not always wanting to share my rackets with them?

1. I am worried about my rackets being damaged. One is a Yonex racket. Previously one of my rackets was broken by a different friend.
2. I do feel left out.
3. I never did offer to them. 

I understand that rackets are expensive and that it feels like I am hoarding my resources. Especially when they know I have it and they want it.  I don’t want to ruin my relationship with them.

They scheduled once so that I could join. I got to play 2 matches and they played the rest. So I felt just like a racket supplier.

AITA/ being selfish?