Within my group of friends, there is one girl who's name is Blue and two other gentlemen by the name of Gray and Green. We all live scattered around the U.S. and Britain, so online communication is primarily online. Green and Blue used to be in some form of long distance relationship, but are not any longer and largely just friends as far as I'm aware. Gray and Blue are apparently close now, to the point where Gray goes off unhinged whenever Blue is upset in any way.

Over the course of the summer, my friendship had been deteriorating with Blue and Gray slowly. Some of the things were how I was apparently sexist for questioning Blue, how I was apparently obsessed with her for naming something after her, and apparently not knowing she was upset. It escalated into arguments where they would both team up against me, because they don't want to even consider my words. No one ever went out of the way to tell me something was wrong, and instead waited until the next day to tell me. I felt ashamed and disrespected because of it. They then slowly started implementing new things to not get me to act up, which only infuriated me more and more until it somehow got decided that not telling me anything at all about problems was for the best. It got to the point where college started back up for me and I couldn't hang out on a frequent basis anymore.

What happened a few days ago is that something happened between all three of them. I don't know if Green exploded onto Blue about still having feelings, if Blue realized she had feelings for Green still, or if Gray decided to rage about. I don't know because no one will tell me anything. All I know is that Blue's upset, because she's offline and because Gray is raging. She has refused to respond to any of my messages for the last couple of days, checking in to see if she's okay. Gray is obsessed with saying that it doesn't concern me, that I'm only doing it because 'I desire her'. I do have a crush on her, but she's a good friend of mine that's in trouble and if somethings happening I want to know what it is and calm this paranoia running through my head. Do they feel so indifferent about me that they'll leave me in the dark and let my worries eat me inside? She doesn't even talk much to me anymore, mostly just to Gray or Green. I hate not knowing what is going on, why everyone suddenly gets upset, goes offline, refuses to talk to me or anything at all. I'm wondering what I should even do anymore.