Is NOBODY wrong in the post ? POST : Title says it all. I was in my last year at school and what started as a hook up with a girl turned into something that last an entire year. We were inseparable and definitely loved each other. But the entire time she had a long distance boyfriend which she justified keeping because at the end of the year, I was graduating and moving across the world, so there was no change of a serious relationship with me ever developing.

So we ended things by me moving across the world for a year but now I'm back and living ~1 hr plane ride away from her. Her hometown is where I live now and we reconnected a few months ago. Basically, for Thanksgiving and now Christmas/New Year's, she's been in town and we've been hooking up like crazy. The chemistry is there and so are all the emotions too. She broke up with her boyfriend a few months ago and wants to try doing long distance with me now. 

There's no doubt I love her and I accept responsibility that I bare a burden of the blame because I was complicit in her cheating. At the same time, I don't think I could ever trust her. "You lose her how you win her" I've read all over the Internet. AITA for cheating with someone and then using that as the basis for not wanting to be in a relationship with them?