Is AUTHOR wrong in the post ? POST : First off I'm in High School, we are both 17 and are seniors at the same school we'll call her Taylor.

We became friends about a year ago when we were in the same friend group. We connected over mental illness as we both have depression and we made a commitment early on to be there for each other if anything happens. We both went through breakups where we would see each other often and this is when I started having feelings for her. She explicitly told me that she likes me and is beginning to have feelings for me, so I'm stoked. Being close was something that always calmed us down and got rid of any anxieties. The problem is we became close before her and her boyfriend (my best friend) broke up. He knew about it immediately and we both said that we would stop. We never did. Fast forward past the end of their relationship and Taylor and I still hang out all the time. We'd lay with each other, kiss, etc. it was about whatever made us happy. This lasted maybe two months. Then I am told about another guy she has hung out with. At first I was fine with it because I knew I couldn't be in a relationship with my best friends ex anyway and it's not like we have had sex or anything I thought at that point she didn't owe me anything, but then something shifted. She was unavailable when I needed someone to be around. On New Years Eve she invited me to her house because I had told her I didn't have any plans, but when I got there there was a guy who I hadn't seen before sitting where I sit. She invited me and the guy she has been ditching me for. I settle in for a night of being uncomfortable around one of her friends who doesn't interact with anyone, but Taylor, and a guy who I had never met before. After playing a card game on the floor everyone got on the couch and immediately Taylor's head is on this guys shoulder. This is where it began to hurt. I tried not showing how sad I was by pretending to be asleep, but when midnight hit they kissed. I wanted to cry, but obviously couldn't.

Fast forward again to a few days ago and I am invited to her house after school and I head over. She lays on top of me and I am happy, I forgot all about the guy from NYE. Then after about an hour of being with each other she asks me to leave because she is sad. This is where my red alert came in. She never has asked me to leave because she was sad, it has always been the opposite of going to her when she was sad. I'm not going to argue though so I say goodbye get into my car and go around the corner for not even five minutes just to see a blue mustang pulls up and out hops the guy from NYE. My heart sunk. My mouth tasted sour and I sat and cried for half an hour.

I called her out on it and she came up with the excuse of "I was actually sad, he just decided to come over." Like I am some kind of moron who doesn't understand when I am being used. And like I get we have never been more than friends officially, she doesn't need to be telling me every time she hangs out with another person it just feels super bad, because when I am around her I am extremely happy, but I cry almost every time I leave. It makes me want to stop interacting with her because she is starting to treat me like shit.

WIBTA If I ghosted her because she continues to see people, even if she helped me a lot through a really hard time. Or am I just a stupid kid who needs to get that what we had isn't what I thought it was.