So, to explain what happened. My boyfriend asked me to play this "new" game, and I did. I bought it, despite having limited money, got on and played with him. The first game I ever played, we played together, and I enjoyed it up until he called me a bitch jokingly, but we worked that part out. 

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The next day, we decided to play the game again, and without knowing, I'm against him. So the whole time, I'm asking him where he is, and what's going on and why everyone is acting funny. He just told me that they were bots. So I start going through the game, and I see him dying, and I ask where he is, and he said he's spectating me. I had NO idea he was on the enemy team trying to kill me. 

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I'm standing in this one spot, and I start to freak out. I don't like when anything (not even bots) relying on me. I don't have any weapons, I'm very damaged, and I'm lost. I ask him to start playing the game with me, and that's when he says he's playing the game. I was clueless that there was a way for him to be on the enemy team, and I said "I don't see you!" and he runs in and attacks me, and my bots help me, continuously he says he's in the game. It didn't click until he super excitedly yelled. "THERE! See! You just killed me! Good job baby!" and then I realized

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I wasn't playing with him. I was playing against him, which I hate doing because he's super competitive. If we're winning, he gets pissed off and yells we need to give him a break because it's not fair. He'll leave the game entirely if he's losing.

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I went on with the first game, and I told him countless times I didn't like it, I don't know where I'm going, I'm still new to this, go easy. He would start complaining that I need to learn SOMEHOW, and that's how. I don't want to play a game against someone that's just going to try their hardest against a noob! 

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Of course, he says, "Give it a try!" and I did, and I lost. He sat there and said I did good, I hardly got to the halfway point. I honestly wanted to cry. So, it was my turn to kill him. I didn't understand the characters, and he was just trying to make me understand. I appreciated that, but there was a hidden motive, he would ask me what character, so that he could kill me. He, of course, won that, and proceeded to the next map as the surviving few, again. I was stuck playing this shit I didn't understand. This is when he started making comments.

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"Why can't you just play this?" "I don't get why you don't like it!" "Of course, why would you ever like something that isn't walking in a straight line killing things." "If you don't want to play it, just leave." Later on, I didn't even spawn in, I sat at the beginning and let bots kill him. He decided to leave the game, not tell me.

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Am I the asshole for not enjoying playing this game mode against him? It was my second time playing it, I have a total of 94 minutes, and 150 + hours. 