Is OTHER wrong in the post ? POST : I’m not saying people don’t love each other, I know many people that are in love but mostly couples who are over 25. And of course I love my friends and family, but I’m not sure if I believe in romantic love.. at least for myself.

I’m a 19F, I’ve been in one extremely brief relationship with a friend that ended cause of his issues, and then I lost all my friends. I think technically I’m feeling what people would name as “heartbreak”...but even to me, who is crying like every day over things related to my pitiful love life, I’m taking it pretty well. I mean I usually cry every day over something anyways. 

I don’t think I was in love with this boy either. I’m not sure what being in love feels like. I loved him like I love all my other friends, I liked his company, I wanted the best for him even if that meant being with someone else, I sacrificed my own feelings so he would be comfortable. But idk if that is love.

I’m kind of scared of being in love now, I don’t know if I believe it’s real for me. Or at the very least I don’t know if I’ll be able to recognize if I’m in it. The thing is that I want a relationship. I like the companionship of another person, having someone to talk to. I like it when another person feels about me how I do about them. I like physical contact. But I don’t want to be in love. I would be fine never saying “I love you”. In fact, I might prefer it. I think people my age use those words so loosely and idk. It never seems genuine. 

AITA for wanting a relationship but not wanting to be in love?