Is AUTHOR wrong in the post ? POST : Since i was a child i knew i had no interest in this religion. The concept of it all was weird to me. I knew about all the stories and rituals but it seemed all childish ironically coming from a child. I would always ask "why am i doing this, why does god say these things, why, why, why" i wanted more answer but there were none that satisfied my curiousity, unless I died and faced God himself, then i could truly believe all the fictional superficial stories. And ive dreaded everytime it was mentioned in the family or some ritual was happening, going to church was the worst. I see through most of the bullshit. Why do people believe so much in this yet still think skin whitening products actually work. I want this nonsense out of my life to give me more space to think about things more important. Ive been living this lie for 20 years (24m) now. Ots would hurt my grandmother and grandfathet so much if i just came out and said ive not cared for any of this all this time. Im sick of it, im sick of trying to believe in this. i really dont like this religion anymore im done hearing all the same nonsense ove and over again, its the same thing every day. jesus this jesus that, virgin birth dying for sins. its bullshit. before i though its somethings adults tell children to behave but now its gone too far. i want it out of my life.