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I have social anxiety, and abandonment issues. 

The social anxiety is caused by autism and I've been "Betrayed" (I felt, i misread social situations all the time) several times by people I thought were friends. I'm extremely insecure about everything about me from my voice to my artwork. 

Sometimes I need to get my friends to reaffirm that they don't in fact hate me. Everytime I do so, I feel like I'm getting on their nerves. They know bout my anxiety but It's always super stressful for me when I ask.

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I also feel like my friends don't trust me enough to be honest about when I'm annoying them. 

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AITA for not being able to have stability with friends? I always feel I'm in the wrong so I'd like a third opinion. Feel free to ask any questions you'd like to.