I'm a 21y/o guy, and I've struggled with mental illness my entire life, but now I'm in a really good place mentally, the only thing really pulling me down is my current living situation. I live with my mom and my brother, he has severe autism and needs constant care, so i help take care of him. When I'm out, I feel like a normal person, but when I'm home I just want to scream. Everything triggers me, the energy is so negative that I spend most of the time locked in my room. My mom and I don't have the best relationship in the world, and when I told her that I was planning on moving out she got super upset. Since them she's been trying to reconnect with me, and I appreciate that, but I just can't be there anymore. I feel like an awful person leaving my mom to take care of my brother by herself, but I just don't see another option. AITA here?