So last night I got drunk at a friends house. It was just a small group of us, around 7 people. One of the girls there is one of my close friends now. We’ve gotten closer because we’ve realized we are just a male and female version of each other. I think she’s cute but I don’t see her as anything other than one of my best friends now. She’s also a lesbian so even if I did, nothing could happen.

Now last night we finally got drunk together, we were excited because we’ve talked about drinking together. We got pretty shitfaced really fast. 

Now I’m quite the loving guy when drunk (I always ask first if I can give a hug though, can’t be making people uncomfortable) so I was giving out hugs to all my friends last night and telling them why they’re great, including her.

Now here’s where it gets to the asshole territory. We were sitting on the couch behind everyone else, talking about relationships and shit. Earlier that night when I was more sober she tried to kiss me and I was like “yooo can’t do that my dude”. 

So while we were on the couch she was like “I really wanna makeout with someone” and I was like “I mean you could call (insert girls name who she has a thing with)” 

Then she started making out with me. I made no moves while she leaned on top of me. I felt nothing and she didn’t either, it was just the act. But I didn’t stop her despite her being drunk as well. I did end up feeling her ass though because I was curious and I did kiss her neck because she asked me if I was actually good at it. It wasn’t awkward or anything, it was just two friends seeing each other skills to be honest. We just asked each other for tips on it. 

But I didn’t stop her when she made out with me even though she was drunk. am I the asshole? 