This was atleast a year ago. I was dating my ex for a good year in a half. We ended due to us losing interests in trying due to reasons (whichs is a fuck up on both parties) However a few months roll by being single sucks and start miss her. She was a very sweet girl, honest and so on. She asked to come in and grab her stuff which I was fine with. I asked her to sit down and I unloaded my feelings to her. Telling her I miss her and wish we could of done better together. She goes on saying she has "Moved on" But then she hugged me and next thing I know she kissed me and well...you can guess what happens there. After a week I asked her to dinner too talk more. She obviously was avoiding me after the fact, but I convinced her to have dinner and talk. I tell her I do miss her and love her again asking if she wants to try again. She says no and has a new bf. I was hurt and asked point blank "Why would you even kiss me when I told you all that. You knew I missed you and yet you did that to me." Her excuse was "It was just the heat of the moment." Then she rattled off how I'm this and that even saying things that were completely out of context. Like I told her to get a rag when she ran out of tampons (I said that as a joke and took her the drug store for more) or how I had a fight with my mom. (me and mom have our issues) or her saying I'm flirting with other girls (When I just know alot of girls I was very loyal in the relationship) Goes off saying if you can't treat your mom right how can you treat me right. That set me off she doesn't get that me and mom do love each other but still have issues. "That is me and my moms business I have never treated you unfairly your going to pull that crap" I started to say some of the stupid things shes done to me over the relationship, trust me their stupid. I was so hurt, after I basically poured my heart out and what we did, in my mind I thought we had a chance because she did that with me. After a few back and forth of insults. We calmed down but apologized and moved on. We talk here and there but I still feel like I was the asshole in all this. Idk guys help me out here I need some inside.