Is OTHER wrong in the post ? POST : I really just want my whole family to fuck off. I'm 15, so I know my opinion will change on this with time, but right now I really don't want to be near anyone in my family. 

My mom has beaten me, cursed at me, threatened my life and livelihood, but still expects me to want to talk to her. A year and a half ago, I came home late from a track meet, so she locked me out the house and hit me with a broom several times when she finally decided to let me in. That was one incident that I consider tame compared to some of the other shit.

When she caught me masturbating last year to JLo in my room and saw my 9 year-old brother beating it a few days later (WHILE WE WERE ALL IN THE ROOM) she concluded that I was sexually abusing him and that I had brought "the spirit of fornication" into our shitty apartment. She then asked, no, STATED that I WAS FUCKING MY LITTLE BROTHER. I stood up and called her crazy and stupid for even thinking that, and she said I was being disrespectful.

I lost what little respect I had left for her then and there. Ironically, we went to a church sermon recently where the message was honoring your parents.

I wanted to love my brother (half-brother actually), but I can't and I won't. I see too much of his father in him. I remember only a few things about his dad:1. he's from Liberia, like our mom 2.I saw him in bed with my mom when I was little 3. I saw his dick in the bathroom once, and told the judge that I was gay (erroneously, if that matters at this point) during the custody battle bullshit with my mom 4. He's kidnapped my brother on multiple holidays 5. I saw him pull a gun on my mom when she drove to his house to take my brother back.

I'm not innocent in this whole thing. I've hit my brother and beaten him multiple times over the years (not one-sided, he often instigated these fights, but I was way out of line in my response). But it hurts too much to love him. I can't not think of his dad when I look at him.

I want nothing to do with my dad, either. He hasn't done nearly as much to me (or for me) as my mother, but he's too similar to me. I can't talk to him since he's so quiet. That, and I hate him for just abandoning me and my mom.

WIBTA if I just disappeared from all of their lives when I turn 18?


