Is OTHER wrong in the post ? POST : I'm 18 currently at University, SO is 19 at a different University, it's about 3 hours away but I visit them every weekend and normally end up staying longer and missing uni. We've been together since the last year of school and things have naturally been up and down (mixing teenage emotions with a lot of change in a short period) 

SO has strict parents so I'm kept a secret (this isn't a problem it's just for context) and over summer I went with family to a rural part of ireland, I wasn't on a phone contract at this time so was unable to communicate with them for a 2 weeks aside from sporadic DMs whenever I got WiFi, when I came back all was good until about 2 weeks after, when they broke up with me. I found out during the time I was away they'd started talking to someone else, we stayed friends and the other person turned out to be a dickhead so we got back together. The next time I saw them in person was during uni. 

I routinely visit them every weekend (3hr public transport (again not my issue just context)) and during fresher's we fell out, they were sleeping early one night and I was out with friends, so I went home and called them for a bit. After this they began to get more and more jealous of the time i was spending with friends. They also have a large circle of friends many of which are opposite sex.

Fast forward a few months and Ive drifted from  all my friends, I'm a loner at the minute. I stay in bed all day waiting for them to be available to ring, because being too busy to answer would not go down well. 

I've been called boring and difficult to talk to, and I explained that I hadnt left my room for the last week so maybe it was why I had no gripping stories or funny anecdotes, again, didn't go down well

I still visit them every weekend and more often than not it results in me sitting in their room waiting while they have society socials and go out without me. 

Over Christmas I was back home and decided to meet up with some school friends for a night, SO fell out with me over my slow replies to their texts and I ended up calling them in the bathroom all night, my old friends have since drifted from me since then probably because I ignored them all night.

They continue to live a happy typical student Life with a large circle of friends and always have lots of plans whereas I feel like I need to stay in my room on standby in case I see them calling me


Now obviously I know how it sounds reading it back, but this is just a one sided rant, they're a genuinely lovely person and I wouldn't consider ending it, just wondering if I'm the asshole (arsehole as we say) for feeling like it's sort of their fault Im not enjoying University





