Gimme some help here reddit. 

I have been working in my new job for about a month now and so far i think I've been getting on quite well with my colleagues. I haven't had any issues yet, haven't had a fight with anyone and we enjoy a bit of banter as well on our everyday cohabitation on our workplace.

For the past week they have been talking about a party that will take place in one's house and have been inviting most of the people on our department. It's really awkward hearing them talk about it in front of me without getting an invitation and today I heard them joking "no party happening here" and laughing when i entered the staff room.

What baffles me the most is that this makes me question whether people actually enjoy my company or they're joking behind my back. I consider myself intelligent and realistic so i do not think I'm tripping when it comes to stuff like that. 

I understand that they do not have any obligation to invite me, however i find it inelegant as fuck and awkward to be in the same space with them. 

Any thoughts? 


