hey

i live in turkey. about a 30min. ago a friend of mine send me a charity message. it was for refugees from east turkistan,china i suppose, who is struggling about affording their taxes, basic needs such as food, cloth and stuff. i saw that and jump it nosedive, reason i didnt check who was operating the charity, i ask my friend and he said he know the guys operating this. and one more, these days im studying for SAT like university exam second time(year) and i just miss warcraft so much... but i shouldnt go back. 

so it was a magnificent idea to send away the mone away from me, i can both do a charity and focus my lessons. i message the guy how much im going to give and i wanted a bank account to transfer money. then, after i did this all, i check the guys profile. it was "ilim yayma cemiyeti" "enlightment spread society". 

it is an association which was earlier a part of FETO or Gulen "community" then they leave the gulen to be closer to Erdogan government. now they are filling up the ranks of old FETO members. 

this is the problem, i can keep my promise and help the needers alongside a part of old FETO, or i can violate my word and not help those guys.

there is two certain things about this whole situation, that i will not  buy wow whatever i choose, it cause a big trouble in my mind now. gotta study.

and second is if i help, refugees will definitely get it. in the and this is a very small part of what happens. i dont think my 100try would really affect so much. 

both choices are seems to be asshole-ish, but which is less?