So I recently got into an overseas university, and since attending my mental health has pretty much tanked. As such, my grades are absolutely dismal right now and it's not really helping my mental state. I've recently started antidepressants and while they help, they kinda fuck with me in other ways. On top of that, due to issues getting my prescription abroad, I had to stop taking them for a short period which fucked me over further. 

My Mandarin professor is the sweetest lady ever. I seriously love her. Thing is, I knew that she was so kind that if I told her about my mental health issues, she would do her best to accommodate for me. So I told her, and she did. I'm so grateful for this, but I feel like I'm taking advantage of her kindness. I knew that she would help me, and I kinda feel like I'm using that as an excuse to slack off more. This past week has been really difficult with me not having my meds, and I haven't made it to a single lecture. She told me today that she's been really worried, so I told her about the situation and she told me just to rest up and that she understands. She also asked if I wanted to talk to the on-campus counselor, but in the past I haven't found them to be useful and prefer speaking to my regular therapist. I feel like I ought to take her up on the offer though, since my professor seems really concerned and I feel like speaking with the counselor would put her at ease. Again, I'm really grateful that she's so kind, but I can't help but feel like I'm taking advantage of that kindness. So, AITA? And any suggestions for how to deal with this situation? 