Let me preface this, I think I am the asshole. My friends don't think ITAS. Obviously, Reddit was the answer to this conundrum. 

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Background:

I'm adopted, my sister is as well. We both grew up knowing we were adopted. I was so lucky to be adopted by my parents. My family is fucking amazing.

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The reason my parents chose to adopt was because my mom was unable to get pregnant. They tried everything. My mom eventually had a miscarriage. She didn't know she was pregnant at the time. I think that was the turning point for them, that pregnancy wasn't possible for her.

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So now the real AITA Story:

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My mom saw a used pregnancy test in the trash and basically said "I'm here for you, do you need to talk about anything, etc" .

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It was negative. I knew it would be. Shoutout anxiety disorder. 

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Reassured her I was not pregnant, that got us to joking about if I was pregnant and I said to her "No worries. If I was pregnant I'd yeet that ball of cells out with a pill."

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The second I said that her face was just sad. She looked so hurt.  In no way was I trying to be mean. 

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I kept thinking how I have no idea what she went through, how many doctors she saw, how much money it cost, just to raise a child. 

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This has been eating away at me. If IATAH, advice on how to rectify the situation would be greatly appreciated. 

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\*note: my mom is pro-choice\*

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