Throwaway because some friends know my main account.

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I'm a 20 years old female university student. Since last year I've gone through some shit with oxycodone and opiates in general, I've literally had highs and lows and now I finally decided to put an end to my addiction. I'm basically clean from opiates right now and I've rehabilitated by myself with the help of my psychiatrist, who also just diagnosed me with BPD, a NAS eating disorder and bipolar disorder. My parents know about by mental health problems just because they're the ones that "pay" for my therapy. Actually I luckily live in a country with a really good public health care system so it's not like they're throwing than much money on it, but technically they are paying so they want to know. I've never told them about my addiction because they are going through a bad period themselves and I didn't want them to worry about me as well (my mom just underwent brain surgery and she has BPD as well, along with anxiety and other stuff). To make things worse I study in another town and only see them a couple times a month.

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Anyway, I'm getting my shit together, trying to be healthy and take care of myself. I turned my life around and I've been pretty successful in the last couple months, got good grades at university, took care of my family (it was hard for me to do it before) and got a lot closer to my parents. Yesterday I decided to tell them that I had "drug problems", but I don't really know how to talk to them, so I just dropped that bomb and refused to give them any further information about it. I tried to, but it's extremely hard for me to talk about it, so I just told them that I'm now fully recovered and they don't need to worry about it. In the beginning they seem to take it kind of well, but today my father looked horribly depressed and my mother was basically crying the whole time, she was extremely nervous and had some panic attacks throughout the day. Now I'm thinking I should have kept it for myself, and since the problem is already solved they didn't really need to know. I'm feeling horrible for making them worrying so much about me and for not being able to show them how much I love them. I can tell they're really scared of losing me. 

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TLDR: told my hyper-protective anxious parents about my past drug addiction and now they're freaking out and worrying too much, and I probably should have expected it. I didn't give them any details and I'm having a really hard time talking about it so I'm basically avoiding the conversation, which doesn't help at all. Maybe I shouldn't have told them. 

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AITA for making them worry so much about me? AITA for not telling them more? What should I do to fix this?