Is NOBODY wrong in the post ? POST : I (F22), just graduated college and took a gap year cuz of reasons I'm gonna enlist below. 

So pausing for a minute to give a family BG. I am the youngest out of 5 sisters. So around 4 years ago, around this time, all of my sisters either got married or got incredible career offers and moved away from our not so big, humble city. Leaving me behind with our parents to take care of. Now, before it irks you, my parents are old and my dad has glaucoma, so they need one of us to be there for them. 

Where I'm from, it's not frowned upon if you don't go away for college but it's still something that has started to catch on with people here. Of course, it did so with me too, and when I had to stay back for my degree, I got thrown into a mess of depression, anxiety and low self confidence. I have blamed everyone for making me stay back, and for my mental health deteriorating. But never to their faces, because they try, they really really do! But they don't do enough, and I swear I don't blame them.

However, in these 3-4 years, my father apparently saw this ability in me to excel in our family business (I have helped him with many things in his business, and gradually started doing so quite regularly). He now wants me to stay back and get into the business full-time, and not leave for my higher studies. 

So, am I the asshole for wanting to go out for 2 years to see what is out there and then make the decision? Also, do I sound extremely bratty for having this cushion of having the business to get back to when all else fails, and yet still almost cribbing about it? 

TL;DR Father wants me to get into family business, while I want to go out for higher studies for at least 2 years and weigh my options then. 