Im female and im pretty sure im straight. When I met the guy in question I didnt know he was trans until he told me but by then I already liked him. We're not dating right now or anything but he's my best friend and I only see him as a guy. I accidentally told my dad today and he went off at me even for the idea. He called me a lesbian and said that it would never work out and that I won't be happy. He said that I always find weird and disabled people to be friends with and that I need to grow up. He said if I eventually dated this guy he'd never meet him or want him in the house or anything. He called me selfish and said I was an embarrassment. I'm Christian and sometimes I already worry about dating this guy in the future because I get so confused about things. I don't think I'm a lesbian because ive never liked girls like that but I feel really confused and guilty right now. I feel alone and there's no one I can ask about this matter. I don't hate anyone from the LGBT community and I disagree with the Christians that do, but I have anxiety and it constantly tells me that I'm bad and going to Hell so I get really confused about this situation. I'm really depressed and scared right now. I don't want to lose a relationship with either my best friend or my parents

AITA and is my dad just looking out for me? Would it be selfish of me to date this guy in the future?

Sorry if this is the wrong place to post this. I'm kinda new to Reddit