Im a 17m
Backstory:
Im kind of bad at making friends. When i was younger i had my face shoved into the percy jackson series or minecraft. It wasnt really until my sophomore year of highschool when i really started to branch out. I got my first job and got my license. I went out to movies (infinity war opening night) and went to walmart to dick around sometines. Long story short, i cherish alot of my friends. 

Anyways,  November of last year we pack up and move and i tell all my friends bye; we will play video games; ill come down and visit, etc. Its now march and ive played with my friends four times and went to visit twice. 
 
Along with moving away 150 miles came a new highschool. My old one had nearly 200 people in my class, and my new one has about 25. Most of the other dudes in my old class were at least chill with me as i was kinda the jokester ( one time i painted my hands green while following around our art teacher around her class while reading genesis). Anyways, im having a hard time fitting in at the new school. Everyone there grew up with each other and have lived in their small town since they can remember. 

For the first month it was fine, then i went on autopilot for a long while, had a breakdown in January, and come home feeling empty and reminiscing about my old friends nowadays. I told my parents about this and they are essentially guilt tripping me into not going back, ie we would miss you, everything would be quiet, etc.

I will admit i could try to make friends at the new place but its hard for me to relate to them and thats how i mainly make friends. 

Am i an asshole or are my parents assholes?

