So...blow jobs. They're great! I dont mind giving them, but sometimes I don't think guys realize how it feels to be on the giving side. After a fun little session with my boyfriend I asked him if he knew how blow jobs feel from my perspective. So I thought I'd show him. I asked him to put his fingers in his mouth, and with his permission I began to push them in, he was gagging, but I continued for a bit shoving them in. This is what guys do to girls, right? You push their head back and forth and it feels good because the gag reflex makes the muscles of their throat tighten. I thought it'd be a funny little experience, because I really didnt mind, I just wanted to show him what it was like.
But his face was so somber, he looked so guilty, thinking about how that was what he "put me through" and I kinda felt bad. He said he"d never ask me for one again and that wasn't what I wanted at all. My poor baby was scarred. I didnt think it was that bad, I stopped when he asked/pushed away, and I didnt think it'd be THAT bad, but now I feel kinda guilty. But should I? I mean I'm perfectly willing to do the deed, and I don't think it's that bad, but it isn't a great feeling, and I did really want to show him what its like. This is kinda funny, but I'm wondering if me doing that was an asshole move. 