I know it sounds that I am... But read fully.

I am a 20 M who is 99% of the time at home. I never liked cars or driving. I even got my license pretty late (unlike most people who get it asap).

I work/play/rest etc in my room. I work alot, I am a programmer. I play video games when I don't have work. And I obviously can rest at home.

I literally don't go out unless I have classes. And all my classes are like 5 minutes away from home... Walking! 

I do have friends. But most of them are pretty far away and I can't really hang out with them irl. So basically I hang out with them on internet but try to meet them up irl as much as possible.

I got a car for my birthday last year. I know it's a super expensive car. I don't care about the money. I care about the reasons I got gifted a car. It wasn't my father being a "good father". 

I literally was angry when I realized I got a car. I never needed or wanted a car. I would literally like 50$ more than a car. 

The real reasons that my father gave me a car as a gift is what makes me hate this:

1 - He literally was called a "good dad" by all his friends and family. Although literally everyone in my family was like "you got a car but actually your sister did" (I'll talk about my sister below). Literally everyone knew I never wanted a car and I won't be using it.

2 - he was forcing me to do "manly" stuff like how his friends sons steal their dads cars and beg their fathers to drive their car. (I know I am not a "manly" kind of person but everyone is different. other children liked cars etc but I liked different things. The things I liked always made me tons of money. The things I liked and did, always were technically more valuable.

3 - my sister is pretty much all day long out. Usually comes home at night. She was having a hard time getting like 20 Ubers a day to get around. She got my father's car a few times. But guess what, after a few times that she got my father's car, I got a car! As soon as I got "my" car she started using it. It's basically her car now. I've driven my car for like 10 times. Even if I want to use it for some of my classes I have to ask her like a day before... Literally from the first day everyone knew it was just a fake gift to me.

I am not even sure if I should feel like an asshole for feeling like this but I pretty much do. It never felt like a good act towards me in any aspect to me to be honest. 

The car is basically mine in the paper works btw. So I can sell it if I want to I think. I always wanted to do it tbh but never really tried to tho. I feel like It'll be too much drama. 

Low-key I want to he the asshole so I know he tried to do a "good thing" in some aspect that didn't see.