Is NOBODY wrong in the post ? POST : First, sorry for my bad english.

I was with my ex two years until she cheated on me. Those two years are the only good experience I've had in my life, they are like a treasure to me. Then she cheated on me, I forgave her, she cheated on me again and she left me. Even though it would have hurt, I would not have minded breaking up if she did not love me anymore, but instead she cheated on me. This was half a year ago, I do not even know anything about her right now, but at the time I demanded her to not continue to be with the person she cheated onme with because that was just what made me feel replaced, I thought that it was taken for granted but it seems that I am the only person who thinks this way. I think that if you cheat someone you should stop seeing the person with whom you cheated, not continue to take away your former partner's value, try to maintain the value of those years you spent. Since that day I feel replaced, ironically that day has been the best I've felt so far, because every day that passes, I feel worse, and 6 months have passed, people often forget over time, but I day I feel that I have less dignity if they continue to see and I am still tempted to demand it again. Those years that I was with her I do not want to change them for anything in the world, but she has only made it more difficult for me, taking away their value day after day. For me it's the only nice thing I've had and I do not want it to end up knowing I'm being replaced. God, I haven't even told my friends about the cheating part and I'm not going to. I still feel the need for her to find someone else, whoever it is, just to think that there was no one who valued more than me from one day to another. I think I would have done the same for her without needing to be demanded for it, although I would not have cheated on her anyway.

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Am I the asshole for thinking this way?