So basically my friend and her friend who I don't really know want to get an apartment for a year for college. They asked me to join (I guess to keep the rent lower, I'm not really sure) and I agreed. They have been meeting and talking about the apartment a few times but I've never been asked to join. To be fair though, I've never asked to come along. They have decided to wait until July to start trying to get an apartment somewhere because they don't want to pay a lot over the summer.  But these aren't the reasons I would be ditching, just some back story. 

The main reason I would be ditching them is because I'm incredibly unhappy being in college and I want to leave. I have absolutely no careers I am passionate about right now, that I can find at least. The classes are miserable and I feel like I'm just wasting my time and money pursuing nothing I guess? I want to drop out and try to travel a bit maybe or try to get more hours at my job and save up some money, maybe take some non-school classes like sign up for an independent art class or look into trade jobs or anything that could spark some interest. 

I should never have agreed to an apartment with them, but it is kind of just all hitting me at once how much I dislike being here. 

I talked to a different friend about this and they said telling them that I didn't want to get an apartment about 4-5 months ahead of time didn't seem like enough time for them to find someone else, since they have been adamant about not wanting to rent with a stranger as a roommate. 

I guess I just feel really guilty about wanting to leave, but I do want to leave. I'm so unhappy here. I haven't ever talked to either of the two people I would be renting with, about how unhappy I have been either, so it will probably come as a big surprise to them. 

I also don't have any way to contact the third girl that was gonna be in the apartment with her. I've talked to her like two or three times and she's really more of my friends friend, so when I tell them, if I end up leaving, i would probably end up telling my friend and letting her relay the message to the other girl. I know my friend will be really angry at me for it, because (saying this in the nicest way possible) she is slightly self centered and when things don't go her way she flips. I am a bit worried about losing her friendship over this. 

I know this sounds probably like a huge mess but I feel lost on what to do at this point. Should I just stay and stick it out and then think about leaving next year? Or should I try to set up a time to talk to them? I don't know. Please help. 