I'll start this off by saying I take shrooms very seriously, and all my friends know I do.


So me and a friend(L) did a 3g trip each. They were mine and I didn't charge him for them. I prepared for it the whole week leading up, I stopped all other substances, meditated, ate well, worked out a little and got plenty of sleep. He didn't sleep the 2 days prior(got sleep the night before), ate chips and junk food, stayed on his couch for days, drank the days leading up and smoked weed before, during and after the trip.


The plan was for us 2 to go to an insect museum, and meet our trip-sitter(T)there. Then before the peak we would go to another friends house(A), who has a huge field to goof off in.


The museum was great! I couldn't look at some beatles bc they were a little scary, but still had a blast. About 45 min in we decide to go to A's house.


We weren't there 5 min and L starts talking about smoking but we can't do it inside or around the house because of neighbors so he'd have to go really far in the field to smoke, that was fine because that was the plan anyway. But it gets to L because he wants to smoke right away, it puts him in this weird mood from then on.


We were in the field and around my peak( L peaked prior, don't know why. Probably the weed) I told the 3, A,L and T that I want to be alone for this part. This was supposed to be a revelation trip for me, “new year new me” and just didn't need to listen to them talk while I do this. I didn't walk to far away from them and I can already hear L getting annoyed with A because of the smoking thing.


So in my tripped out mind I'm thinking well fuck my friends aren't getting along what can I do, and that was my only thought during the peak. I finished and walked back to them. We talked casually for a bit the went back inside.


Still pretty trippy I sat down and was stuck in my head for a bit. I come back into their conversation and L says he's going back out to smoke some more. It kind of caught me off guard, like how are you not high enough right now? So we let him and he comes back and says he doesn't want to be here anymore bc he can't smoke inside. I'm still fucked and am indifferent about it, eventually he annoys me enough so I say fuck it let's go even though I'm still to high. T drives us back to my car, while driving, L says he doesn't like A and some other stuff about the trip. We get to my car, thank T and I drive back to L's place, still to fucked to be driving. So I tell him I have to hang here for a bit until I feel safe.


We get in and his new bed he's been waiting for has arrived, I asked if he'd like help and said no, that I could go sit down so I go and lay down/ space out on his couch while he starts putting up his new bed. A minute later he tells me he needs help, I'm still pretty high and didn't understand how to put it up so he gets annoyed with me, so i say fuck it and go sit on the porch. 30 min later I'm good enough to drive so I walk back in and he has set up his bed. I tell him I'm not high anymore and that I'm leaving. He apologized for being an ass all day. I said something like yeah it's fine, then I left.


I was not in the right mindset to be angry at him then, but now that I'm reflecting on it he ruined everything from the A's house until I went home. I know he didn't have a good trip and got annoyed immediately as we got to A's house, which in turn got to me and I didn't have a good trip.


Like I said I take shrooms very seriously and his disregard for them has got me livid today, so much that really dont want to see him again. I don't know how you can do all that shit and then say your ready. I feel like I wasted a beautiful day just worrying about him. The entire trip didn't feel special at all, like I was just a little extra higher than I would be on weed.


I want to call him today and tell him that it was a total waste of time and that he needs to pay me for them. AITA?



Tl;dr: Did shrooms with friend, he didn't take it seriously and ruined it for me as he just cares about weed