Is OTHER wrong in the post ? POST : For context, I am 5'4 and weigh 120 lbs. I think this was the highest weight I've ever had.

I've had a past full of people telling me that no one would ever date an ugly person like me. I got more and more comments about my appearance, not weight-wise but facial things like scars, acne, my skin tone (I'm Indian brown even though majority of people around this city are Mexican), my face shape, etc. I had a very fast puberty, basically woke up in a similar form of a different body. I suspect the growth spurt started around 3rd grade as I got confused as to looking way older than I am. I have stretch marks, scars, acne, etc. The thing that started to trigger negative thoughts were the clothing I wore.

My parents get me sizes way more bigger than I am, and at first I thought it was because I was growing in height. I later found out that it was because they expected me to get fatter.

They made comments that I was lazy, I would get obese, I would end up in the hospital, they'd have to get XXXXL clothes for me one day, etc.

These added up with the comments that if I washed my face more I'd get light like my mom, if I washed my face more I wouldn't have this ugly face, etc.

On my 11th birthday I threw up the birthday food because I was upset about my weight. And the cycle slowly turned from Bulimia to Anorexia. Luckly, I managed to stop before I weighed less than 99 lbs.

Recently thoughts of eating and my body has spiked to a low because I was petrified what I'd look like at my prom photos. I kept these thoughts secret as I thought I'd get over it.

One day my parents talked about how lazy I was and I'm gonna end up like this woman on TV (she was morbidly obese).

I fucking broke down. I told them (everything I just said above) and if they wanted a thin daughter than don't give me food at all. Was ITA?