my birthday is coming up in a couple of weeks and i decided it’d be fun if some of my friends and me to go to an amusement park. 

i already decided i want three of my friends to go but i’m not certain about my fourth friend. she just takes too make pictures sometimes that it annoys me. pictures are great for memories but going anywhere takes double the time and i don’t really want to be waiting around for her to do a “photo shoot” in front of a tree just so she can put it on instagram. also she insists we “vlog” stuff when we hang out and it’s awkward for me...sometimes i just want to enjoy the moment, you know? also it’s my birthday...

i feel a bit guilty over it and am thinking maybe i should backtrack and invite her now but at the same time i feel like a jerk because i know she’ll feel bad if she isn’t invited. am i being selfish over something petty? 