I’ve been in a relationship with someone I love. He wasn’t planning to marry me so I broke up with him, after a week he begged me to marry him but after he rejected my request I started to realize that marrying him was not the right decision - I still love him but we will face many difficulties-. He cried a lot - he never cried before -. He said that he was going to die frim pain. He asked me to say the truth if I want to marry him or not. And I said I want be we must consider the difficulties. Actually I’m not really sure. I do love him but I’ll lose some many people including my parents. I’m not sure if it’s worth or not. Please let me know about what should I do? - I never loved anyone else but him, but I’m not sure if I love him enough to lose my family and hurt my mother’s feelings? Am I a horrible person who changed my mind ? 