Sorry for bad grammar typing on my phone but I’m a 16 year old guy and I have this female friend that is 15 and since last September she’s told me she’s tried to kill herself multiple times she tells me she cuts herself and sends me pictures of her crying and with box cutters on her thighs. This started to make me super anxious and I began to try to get her help I would constantly tell her to get help and I offer to go with her but she insists to stay and cut herself because she doesn’t want too. Now I admit I did fuck up and was a dick for threatening to tell the counselor one time but I was trying to drive her to do better and I understand I fucked up there and I apologize and have only kept it to myself. Last Wednesday I told her I’m taking a break from Social media to focus on me. This is because her negative energy and threats to kill herself has been giving me crazy anxiety because if something happens I feel responsible for not being the one to get her help. I feel like if she dies it’s all my fault so we haven’t talked for a few days. Fast forward to today I get back on Snapchat and she texts me angrily saying why haven’t you text me and all mad and I told her that her negativity has been messing with my mind and giving me crazy anxiety and I don’t wanna fall back into my depressed state that I was heavily in last year. She then sends me a picture of her crying and saying don’t worry I’ll be out of your life soon. I then instantly felt like shit for everything and feel like I’m responsible if she decided to do something to end her life now. I told her I’m still gonna check in on her. She told me I don’t have to and it’s fine and that she’ll just leave my life slowly. So now I feel like shit for everything that I did and feel like I should apologize for everything. Am I the asshole here?