(First post, not a native english speaker, maybe a little bit long post?)
It is not like I hate them, but I just can't seem to like my parents and brothers in any sort of way.

I feel this way for my parents because I was always forced to be like my two really intelligent brothers, so I never had the option to try things for myself. When I was in elementary school I had to always get 100s on tests or my dad would be insatisfied and I would have to study until midnight memorizing everything for the exams.

 Not being able to sleep properly made me always be in a bad mood and angry so I wasn't able to make a lot of friendships through elementary school. I understand that its important to have good grades for your future and stuff but it still was a pain that I couldn't get a single "good job" if I got a 96 or 98. And it would get me angry some years later in middle school when my sister got a bad grade on an exam yet he didn't seem to care about it. I would get forced to play soccer or karate even if I wasn't good at it just because my dad wanted me to play and I would never actually play in anything official since I just naturally suck at most sports, yet I would still be looked down upom just because I'm not athletic enough.

 As for my brothers, they didn't want me to hang out with them so I was always stuck on my parents room playing by myself. They mostly stayed on the living room and whenever I managed to be in there for a while my brother would talk about why do I even want to be there because I'm not talking at all or stuff like that. My sister mostly ignored me, but my brother was more like the asshole older brother you see on TV, so I was stuck being made fun of by him or treated roughly, and since we slept on the same room he would sometimes just throw my out of it for hours. Seems reasonale that being a little kid you could be annoying to older kids, but not having almost anywhere in your own house where you could feel comfortable and playing monopoly and LEGOs by myself for 7 years wasn't really fun at all. 

After starting middle school and nowadays on my last year in high school my parents act like they were always nice and want me to talk with them more, yet I don't really have anything that I would like to talk with them about. My brother just sends me messages like if we were best friends or something and it annoys me a lot so I just never reply. I mostly am "accustomed" to being by myself both in school and at home, since I never experienced that much what it was like having fun or talking with others.

I sometimes feel I could be playing victim as those things happened in the past and I should move forward, but even if I try I don't think I can ever get to like my family.