Is NOBODY wrong in the post ? POST : Bit of backstory,  there's this girl who I've been "friends" with for the last 10-ish year. I use quotation because I don't think I've actually enjoyed being friends for the last 6 years at least but she doesn't know that and I wont tell her because she doesn't have other friends. She's always had a bit of trouble making new friends and she loses them quite easily because shes not the most tactful.  I have been on holiday with her in the past and she doesn't really like me talking to other people when we're together and she gets kinda cranky when having to be social for more than like 2 hours (so plane rids and REALLY hard). Don't get me wrong it's not like I hate her and I definitely don't want her to be alone, she's just a bit hard to be around for an extended amount of time. 

So this is where my problem arises. Last year I went on holiday with a couple friends to Asia, had a great time and would love to go back. On one of my outings with my "friend" she asked me about the trip and I mentioned that one day I would want to go back. This is when (and she had never mentioned this to me before) she mentions that she really wants to go to where we went and that we should go together, she even mentioned here that her mum said she wouldn't go with her (she has no other family) and that it would be perfect as I want to go back and she doesn't know anyone else who wants to go. Neither of us have the money at this time so she suggests that we go in a couple of year, I try to move on without really agreeing and we do (move on). I had hoped that that would be the end of that... but unfortunately she's mentioned it every time we meet up since. I've never actually agreed but I've never said no either. 

AITA for not telling her that I don't want to go? I kinda fell like I'm stringing her along but I know she really wouldn't take it well if I said I didn't want to go. I'm worried it would mean she would stop wanting to be friends as that would leave her with none.