I live in Australia, and I have a lot of days where depression hits me where I don't wanna leave my house. But that's not why. I don't want to go outside because it's too fucking hot.  
These Summer holidays, I've been going outside a lot more than I wanted to, because I've been seeing people I haven't kept in touch with for months or years.  

And to tell the truth, with a few select of these people, I'm not really interested in getting close and they don't seem to get the message. But I don't have the guts to cut contact or say I'm not particularly interested in being friends.  

But that's a different story - I have friends I do wanna maintain a geunine friendship with, but I'm getting physically and mentally tired of going outside constantly because it's too hot.  

I'll usually exercise in the morning at home, take a shower and then I'm done for the day. I don't want to do anything else. I don't like the effort of getting ready to go outside. I don't like sweat. The air in my house is already dry so even if outside is cool, I'll come back to feel my skin lose all the moisture I just had. My house is also too tiny to have a lot of people in.  

I explained to some of my friends about this and they said, "I like the heat either but I want company. I like the company."  
And then I feel bad because I geuninely don't need people as strongly as others do. Yes I like company, but I am too comfortable being on my own. Half of the people I'm friends with are lonely and don't have other friends, or I'm one of two of their friends. I like to think it's because I grew up barely seeing my single parent due to their work so I don't really know how to crave for company unless I'm in love. But even if in love, I'm a very independent person. I'm happy to talk with friends online and don't really require seeing them physically.  

I just feel bad because my reasons are very minor, and I have difficulty relating to my lonely friends who tell me they're lonely.