 I woke up about 10 mins before then bus came and I couldn’t find my laptop, I was in room upstairs and she was in the kitchen making breakfast for my brother since he goes to school later then I, I raised my voice not too loud because If I was  too loud she would be pissed at me, I did this about 4 times and then I yelled out really loud "MOM HAVE YOU SEEN MY LAPTOP OR NOT" and I know I shouldn’t have done that but then she started cursing at me calling things like "faggot" and "dumbass", and how I shouldn’t yell at my own mother, I told her that she shouldn’t call me that and she got even more mad so I just went upstairs to look for my laptop, I hadn’t even showered or brushed my teeth so I smelled like shit all day so I just put my uniform as fast as I could, as I was about to leave I find my laptop, put on my coat and leave, ever since she’s been talking shit about me specially when I’m near her so I can hear, I apologized for my behaviour and told her she shouldn’t treat me poorly either but she just keeps treating me like shit, idk what to do