A couple days ago I went to my grandpa's funeral and while I was there I realized that I an blunt with my feelings, I don't really cry when I get the kind of sad death in the family will bring. I just say ok to the stuff that usually  people cry of. I'm worry that I seem (or am) being disrespectful for when someone is telling me something that is sad becauseI I just say in response is "Oh, ok". I do feel sad but I just can't express that feeling. I don't know I'm having trouble explaining this in words. Sorry for the bad grammar and thanks for reading.