Obligatory apology for mobile formatting

So a couple days ago r/blackpeopletwitter made a statement that [“BPT is now for black folks only.”](https://www.reddit.com/r/BPTmeta/comments/b82dks/announcements_blackpeopletwitter_is_now_for_black/). Many people, as did i, thought this was an april fools joke. However, as of today what i thought was a joke had continued and the sub has gone private. The mods stated that “If your white, you may be afforded access if you appropriately apologize for your whiteness. White will be admitted on a case-by-case basis.  “If you’re white, you may be afforded access if you appropriately apologize for your whiteness. Whites will be admitted on a case-by-case basis.” 

Now to a white high schooler, this was incredibly racist towards me and i felt attacked. Just kidding! I was disappointed and kind of worried but i wasn’t attacked. I enjoy seeing posts from there and i’ve learned more about racism and social injustice and the like from there. Now, as the sub was a nice source of entertainment and enlightenment, I was disappointed. And as a white kid from the south surrounded by people who say racism isn’t real now and white privilege doesn’t exist, i was worried that ignorant people like myself would lose a valuable resource and window into another culture. 

So, i sent the mod who made the original post a message to “apologize for my whiteness.”

[Pictures of my message](https://imgur.com/a/G0MEuvm)

Not only did i not get a response, i was blocked by the moderator and banned from BPT. 

So i’m really worried now that i was racist or ignorant or something like that in my message. I truly do want to be my best self and be as loving to people of all color and types as i can, and now i fear that i’m not nearly as accepting as i hoped i was. so AITA?