Is OTHER wrong in the post ? POST : my mom calls me at least once everyday even though I've told her that I'd prefer to talk like 3 times a week. I feel bad about screening her calls because I know she's probably lonely. it's mostly because about a year and a half we were arguing and she told me to kill myself. it seems kinda insignificant but I've been struggling with major depression and suicidal ideation for a long time and it took months of encouragement from my therapist to tell her about it, and I had just told her about it a week or so before this incident. it was awful and it hurt terribly and I'm not really over it honestly. but yea she's been complaining that I don't talk to her as much as she'd like and that our relationship isn't like it used to be and I'm not sure if I should be over it by now. my friends always give me a hard time when she calls and I don't answer. I've told them about the situation in the past but maybe they don't remember or maybe I'm just supposed to not care about it anymore. I don't know 

TLDR; my mom told me to kill myself a while ago and I'm not over it. am I shitty for avoiding her? 