A friend of mine is living in a terrible situation psycho bf and she is depressed, suicidal. i've known her for years she always calls me when she is about to kill herself then i talk to her like for an hour trying to talk him out telling him he needs to go get help from social services  but ofc she wont listen ...tbh i'm kind of annoyed at this point i dont want to keep putting my energy in this ..

I mean i love her i really do but i got my own shit going on in here ...i myself am mentally exhausted due to stuff from my past i am just a teen man no psychiatrist this has become a routine...i mean i know she cant do anything about it and i think its great she calls me for help but she should call social workers or i dont know....it just really gets on my nerves i have been dealing with pre suicide freakout calls ...i dont think its my duty to help her because i simply cant ...yes talking and calming that person down is a way of preventing bad things from happening but i just cant keep up with this anymore man it is messing with my mind aswell . am i the th asshole for not wanting to deal with this anymore ..i mean i am still going to pivk up the phone and talk but i mean am i the asshole for not wanting to ...for being annoyed .. or wishing she would actually ..just do it ? I cant believe i actually think this way but it really doesnt seem like she has anything worth living for she is sick she is suicidal she has no where to go even if she went to social workers i dont think there is a way to get out of the depresses slum