Is OTHER wrong in the post ? POST : This is probably a weird one lol but I actually got some really helpful feedback last time I posted here, so I wanted to try it again. 

I just had a baby on Feb 8th. She came via a scheduled c section and was a little over 3 weeks early. I always planned to breastfeed for at least a month because of the medicine I'm on. It would help keep her from having any withdrawal symptoms, which it did. 

The reason we had to take her early is because I had an umbilical cord aneurysm, which is an extremely rare and dangerous condition, and she was smaller than she should be. She was measuring about 2-3 weeks behind what her gestational age was. So, I had her and she was tiny, 5 pounds 4 ounces, but otherwise healthy. I have tried breastfeeding 3 out of 4 of my kids and I always end up supplementing because I don't make enough milk. With my girl being so small, the Drs recommended supplementing with formula anyways, to help her gain weight. She's a little over a month now and weighs 7 pounds. 

Now here's the thing, I hate breastfeeding. It's time consuming, its uncomfortable, it's sweet and a great bonding experience sometimes when she actually latches on, but she's not great at that likely because of her being premature, so I have to pump. I don't make a lot of milk at all. I make maybe 5 ounces a day. And that's if I pump consistently every couple of hours. Pumping takes about 20 minutes each time. 

So, even though I know breastmilk is better as far as nutrition and all that, I want to quit. I feel like it takes up so much of my day and for very little payoff. I'd rather spend that time with my kids or snuggling my girl. So, would I be an asshole? 