Is NOBODY wrong in the post ? POST : So a little backstory between me and my girlfriend. I am skinny, she is not. She is self conscious about her weight, because she knows my type is not usually girls like her. In the beginning I was a massive dick to her and almost didn't give our relationship a chance because I could not see myself with a bigger girl. I have since realized she is perfect for me, and I love her just the way she is. She forgave me, even though I didn't deserve it, and decided to give our relationship a chance. We've been together for nearly 2 years, during which I have tried to convince her over and over that she's perfect just the way she is (to make up for my horrible assholery at the beginning), but sometimes moments like this come up where I give her insecurities more ammo.

Okay, now for the situation at hand. A while back she was browsing her facebook in front of me and singled out a girl, asking if I thought she was hot. I said yeah. That was a mistake. Since then, every time she has her facebook open in front of me and she sees a post from this girl she feels the need to point her out as "the hot girl," and saying if I friended her she would kill me. Because of this, I knew her name on facebook.

So one day, out of boredom, I look this girl up on facebook. Just to look at her pictures. She doesn't even have many public pictures, just a handful. But for some reason I felt compelled to look her up. Maybe it was that "forbidden fruit" aspect of it, where my gf pointing her out all the time made me more curious about her. **Now, this is when I must make it clear** that I would **never** cheat on my gf, **ever, for any reason, with anyone**. She was my first, and I love her more than I thought I was capable of loving anyone or anything. The only reason I looked this girl up was to check her out. I had no plans of initiating conversation with her or anything like that. We're not even friends on facebook.

So cut to tonight, my gf and I are laying in bed and I pull up my phone to check facebook in front of her, to check out memes and shit, and I go over to the search bar to search for a meme page. Lo and behold, hot girl's name is in the search history, and my gf sees it. She tries to play it cool when she notices, like it's no big deal, but it doesn't take long for her to start crying. She becomes non-communicative, as is usually the case in situations like this, and no matter how hard I try to explain to her that this girl means absolutely nothing to me, it's not really helping the situation. She eventually packs up the few things she brought and leaves (we don't live together), barely saying another word in the process. Her last words when I told her I just wanted to know how she felt was, "How do you think I feel?"

I don't know, reddit. Part of me feels I did very little wrong here. My gf doesn't get mad at me for watching porn, so why should she be mad at me for ogling an acquaintance of hers? This person means literally nothing to me. On the other hand, another part of me realizes how I'm basically feeding her insecurities, making her think she's not good enough for me by checking out other girls, even though I don't intend to do anything with them. And I think it might hit closer to home for her than normal because it's someone she knows and explicitly told me over and over again not to contact (again, I didn't). She feels I betrayed her, but I'm not sure I did.

So, AITA? Lay it on me; I can take it.