Context: My freind lets call him Boi was depressed, tried to commit suicide but is completely better now. (Don't you love puberty)
Me and my friends were just hanging out with eatch other making fun of eatchother as usual, then he said somethong along the lines of "kys" in a more joking way. Then I thought "you should talk" in my head. I said jeez I thought of something super dark and I wouldn't say it. Afterwords they kept saying stuff like, "come on its fine, just say it, etc." Over and over again, I eventually caved in and told them, they were like, "What the F***" and stuff lile that.

MONTHS later they brought it up again then we had in argument about of theu were in the wrong about pressering me or I was for caving in and saying it. I then left the game (we were playing on our ps4s) because I was dealing with lots of stress lately with family issues and didn't want to deal with this kind of bs.

TL;DR
I made up a really dark joke about my friend I didn't want to say it they pressured me to say otand months later ask me about it, we then argue.