So here's some context:

I live with my mom and 2 younger siblings (3-6 years old) while my dad lives in another country with the rest of my relatives.

Every winter he visits us and every summer break we visit him. We've been doing this for many years

Now every summer we go there I get extremely bored it's in a country where I have no friends and social life, only my family for three months and it's really sad when I look into my snap stories seeing all my friends having so much fun without me. 

Don't get me wrong I love my family but Everytime school ends for the summer I get really excited to hang with my friends but I literally only get like 1-3 days to do so until I'm sent away with my family to see my dad all the way to August,

Literally two days before school starts again we're back. and by that time all my friends have had their fun for the summer.

I've been trying to convince my parents to let me stay for just ONE summer but. They keep trying to convince that it will be different and that I'll enjoy it. But I don't. I never do. 

Ultimately I fail convincing them because I feel like bad person seeing their sad and disappointed faces when I bring this up and it sucks.

So Reddit?

Am i the asshole for wanting to have a fun summer?

And what should I do?







