So, I‘m sick most of the time. Usually, my friends and I meet up at the weekends and go to someone’s house to drink or we watch a movie together. Now, at the moment carnival is happening (it’s really weird in Germany idk how to explain it people dress up and drink basically)

I don’t really text my friends all that often because I mostly stay home. But I asked them two days ago what they were doing, and told them I really wanted to do something. And they just said they already were on their way to a club. And I thought fine, I‘ll just stay home then.

So yesterday I asked them if anything was planned and they said no. And I texted one of them today, asking what‘s up. And the response was just a big picture of all of my friends having fun in a car on their way to a party.

Now, I didn’t tell them that I was feeling better because I assumed they‘d ask me if I wanna go with them. But I‘m starting to feel like they don’t want me there and that’s making me really anxious. Like do they even think about me? At all? 

I want to confront them about this the next time I see them. But do I even have the right to? Because I didn’t make it 100% clear that I wanted to party today... But I still feel like they’re in the wrong for not telling me. Would I be the asshole if I gave my friends shit for not asking me?