Is AUTHOR wrong in the post ? POST :      Aight so pretty much from like grade 4 I’ve always been really good at KINDA fitting into every group of friends I could find but never all the way being the same as them so I’ve always had a lot of problems making actual friends. But I found a group I fit in better than most other ones, but they’re all white. ( I’m black and was  one of the very few coloured people at my elementary school) so every sleepover/ time we’d hang out they’d try out all their racist jokes and just say things I didn’t agree with at all but by this point I had been with them for almost a year and was completely outnumbered by white people who think racism / racist jokes or comments are the funniest thing in the world, so I kinda just went with it. 

These are still most of the people I talk with in high school, with the addition of several others similar to them and one Friend who I genuinely considered to be my best and closest friend who I’ll refer to as V. I used to be very very ugly and fat in grade 9, as well as desperate for approval/ friends. So all these people I’ve known for a long time used that to get me to go do stupid and really embarrassing things and they recorded all of them. The next two years (currently grade 11) they’ve been holding those videos against me and threatening to send them out to people if I didn’t do shit for them, just basically being huge dicks and acting like they’re just playing around and everything is hilarious and we’re such great friends. But anyways I’ve been asking V non stop the last year to delete the videos or to keep them to himself ( he was the one with the majority of the videos a couple others did the same thing with ones they have ) and he said that he won’t delete them, but he also won’t send them to people.

But in the last week I’ve been sent the videos and made fun of by 6 different people, and in my English class (this is a class I have a different friend group in, as well as 2-3 from the group of dicks ) one of the kids from the group of dicks (I’ll call him D) came over to the group and asked “do you guys want to see some videos of *****” and I knew what he was about to do so I tried to take his phone, resulting in D running to the other side of the class and sending it to everyone he could, including those in the class, and i watched every single person in my English room open the videos and laugh at / make fun of me before airdropping the videos to every phone they could reach. At the end of the class D told me that V had sent the videos to multiple groupchats with 25+ people where they all made fun of me more. I was pissed and I was going to beat his ass but D like literally sprinted to his next class and kept acting like everything bout this was a big joke while I’m still getting made fun of by people in the halls for it.

Then I finish the day and go home, already in a terrible mood, feeling way more depressed than usual, feeling completely powerless and suicidal, and about two hours later I got a message from a school friend I don’t even talk to laughing at me and making fun of me on Instagram DMs with an attached Instagram story. V posted all the videos on his story with 900 followers and every single guy friend I have has seen it, plus I’m already shit at talking to girls and not doing great in that department so this doesn’t help that at all. I sent V a text and a message on Instagram telling him to take me off his story rn, both of which he leaves on read and keeps the video up. But he still wants to act like we’re friends in person Nd everyone’s making me feel like IM the asshole here for being mad and not thinking it’s funny and saying I’m overreacting Nd being a bitch when I’m just sick of their shit

Sooo I just really need to know AITA right now for not wanting to talk to any of these people anymore? Because I really do not feel like I’m overreacting 

Edit: tomorrow is a big trip to Quebec pretty much to party and do bare drugs and have sex n shit, Today V broke his wrist in gym class (bone sticking out and shit ) and will not be able to go on the trip. ALSO he doesn’t get the $700 fee for the trip back, karma is real I guess lmao