Is AUTHOR wrong in the post ? POST :  2-3 years ago I made very good friends over the short amount of time we became very close like family. I was always there for them (visited if they were feeling bad, talking to them, just being there etc.)

End of last year I was going through a very, very rough phase of my life. I told them about my situation and asked for support, something I usually don't do. I ended up being neglected. I talked to them several times and explained that I needed some chats n' banters to keep my head off. I was always told "yeah sure" and "sorry" and that they will do better in the future, they didn't

Friend 1 (now called F1) got a girlfriend during that time

Friend 2 (F2) got a boyfriend. Also F2 made up with other friends that were very toxic for her. They were jealous when she did stuff with other friends and made her feel very bad and guilty for it

F1 always posts what she does do on social media (which I rarely use) and never talks to me. When I ask "how are you?" I get an answer but that is about it

F2 does the same or contacts me when needs smth. Also sorta stalks her friends to talk bad abt them behind their backs (even the ones she made up with again) 

I asked both why we have so little contact since it upset me. F2 stated she is having a hard time with written communication. I couldn't get my head around it since she always posts on twitter. I asked her why that is easy to her and told her in advice it isn't meant to be offensive, I just want to understand. She felt attacked right away

I never asked for anything special. Never asked for anyone to visit me, never asked for smth that costs money. I only asked for them to listen and talk to me from time to time. But I guess they are both too self centered. Maybe it's an only child thing? idk

**Long story short:** I feel left and replaced

I tried to address the issue (calmly) several times in hopes to solve it. Even wrote letters 2-3 times so they could read it in peace and don't have that pressure of having to reply instantly. Nothing changed

Seeing them on social media (the rare times I check) just dragged me down so I decided to block them everywhere, even their phone numbers, to move on and try to get better on my own. If that friendship is so important to them, they can still send me a letter

I'm at my limit but I still don't know what I did was justified and can't help but feeling bad for blocking them

F2 already saw I blocked her due to her stalking behavior and blocked me everywhere too as response

F1 didn't respond at all, p didn't notice until now