 I dated this girl for about a month and a half back in the fall. We never did anything more than kiss and the relationship never really got that serious. We ended on good terms and are now very close friends.

 I was spending the night at her house and we were sleeping in their game room with her brother as usual. She was asleep on the other couch and me and her brother were on the couch together. He’s tried to do things with me before when I was drunk or high, but this time I was sober. He kept getting closer to me and eventually started touching my boobs and under my underwear. He kept doing this for a while and eventually turned my face towards his and kissed me. I kissed back and let this continue for about 5 minutes before i looked at my friend on the other couch and realized what I’d done. I told her brother I had to pee and ran off to the bathroom and then upstairs.

 I feel terrible about what I did and I just need to know if it’s as bad as I think it is, not that bad, or worse.
