Is OTHER wrong in the post ? POST : AITA for never wanting to see these people again?
I know I sound like a bitch but hear me out.


My boyfriend lives with his 5 best friends. They are all very close and share a lot of their lives with one another. I have a form of OCD called Dermatillomania that makes me compulsively pick my zits until they scab- gross, but it's something I work on. However, I'm really ashamed of it, and go to extreme lengths to hide it while I work to recover fully (I've made massive progress and am sure I'll kick it eventually.) 



My boyfriend told all of the people he is living with.


This accompanies me saying I felt weird recently because they all were having long winded discussions about skin around me when I was in the room and it was always the one I suspected didnt like me.... he claimed they were unrelated. But now I found out today, like, confirmed, this girl hates me. And that my boyfriend DID tell all of them about my dermatillomania, yes. And I'm uncomfortable being around them because not only do they KNOW, they actively seem to be taking joy in trying to trigger me, and seem to think I'm problematic for having mental illness at all, and shouldnt be in his life. I'm glad he has friends he loves and I'm by no means saying he shouldnt be THEIR friend -- but am I wrong to not want to see them any more? Am I unrealistic? I dont want them analyzing every pimple and scab on my face every time I see them forever or feel like I have to put up with what I'm pretty sure is malicious to be accepted by the group. 


Yes, I'm sad about the trust breach, but my bigger worry is that I'm the asshole if I say I truly cant see his friends again. At least this main group. Can we even date like that? 


Please be gentle