This weekend we're supposed to make the drive to spend the weekend with my SO's parents. I'm a student so I have tons to do always but I've also just been in a bad depression for the last week or so. It's not that I don't want to see them, I just don't think I have the emotional energy to do it right now. I think a weekend home alone could help me get back on track and in a better headspace but my SO gets bummed out when I bring up the idea of them going alone. Am I being a selfish dick for not wanting to go? Do I have grounds to just say I'm staying home to be depressed? (Side note, I am also considering the fact that a trip and good company could help. I'm just not sure it's best in this instance)