I'm 16 (17 in a week) and my parents got divorced 2 years ago. I've tried very hard not to pick favorites but my mom has alot of really narcissistic tendencies (IE the day after I got home from the hospital for a suicide attempt, she called me selfish because I wanted my phone back, she rants to me about my dad, she cries whenever we argue because she knows I'll give in, etc) and I am really really close with my dad, I feel so much more comfortable when I'm with him. At my mom's house it feels like I'm walking on glass, I never leave my room because I'm constantly anxious, whereas with my dad I hang out in the livingroom all the time. Also, I don't like my moms boyfriend, he's racist and doesn't believe in climate change, and she gets annoyed with me whenever I get annoyed with him because she thinks I'm being immature (mind you I get annoyed when he is racist/denies facts/doesn't let me finish my sentences). But my older brother already doesn't talk to her, I'm the only other kid and she doesn't really have much of a life otherwise, it would crush her if I left but I still want to and I feel like shit about it. AITA?