Is AUTHOR wrong in the post ? POST : Me(17m) and my best friend(18f) of 2 years are going to the same school. We are in our third year  We always secretly liked eachother but nothing happened untill about a month ago when she kissed me. She had a boyfriend at the time( still does) and told me she wanted to break up with him for a long time and im the one that makes her happy. Well one week pasess we are still making out between classes and breakes. And then  she  sudenly becomes cold. After a week i asked her whats wrong and she told me she still loves me but she cant break up with him.

 I said okay and asked for a little space. The next day she proceded to have a mental breakdown and told me she cant live without me. I feelt bad for her and made up with her. Now we are hanging out like the usuall but things just arent the same. We both expressed that things are a little weird and we took a little break from talking/ hanging out so much. We made a deal that if something happens and we feel like we really really need to tell eachother we would call or message eachother. 

 She didnt come to school for the entire week and i didnt message her once but she send me messages all the time she send me about 15 memes on instagram and she would message me something on snapchat every 2 or 3 hours or she would send me a text. 

I still love her very much and she still looks at me with that non platonic look in her eyes and still touches and tickles me all the time. And i know we cant pretend to being just friends atleast not right now. So i decided that tommorow when she comes to school after class id ask her to have a talk with me. Id tell her that this is very hard but i dont think that this is healthy for me or for her and that we cant be just friends so we need to take a proper break to think. 