I know it sounds fucked up but let me explain.
(I don’t often write things like this so please excuse grammatical errors and poor punctuation)

So I’ve known this girl for about 2-3 years now and we’ve only been dating for about a month now, I know about her failed suicide attempts and I decided it was best to try to help her instead of ignoring her problems, but I decided it was best to leave her after learning about some things she’s done in the past. (we’re both only in our freshman years of high school, this information will be useful later in the story so remember this).

So I’ve recently found out the girl i was dating was sending nude photographs of herself to other men. I forgave her for this as this was in the past before we were dating, but what was even more disturbing was the fact that I later found out these men were fully grown adult males. I did not like this but at the time i wanted out relationship to work so I moved on. Things were going pretty smoothly until she came to me high off her ass. She told me she had taken a   Black Pill and has started to hallucinate, I was pissed not only did she take some fucked up drug that she didn’t even know the side effects to but now she’s basically forcing me to babysit her until she’s picked up, this was strike one for me and later decided that two strikes were enough after learning she had oral sex with one of my friends. 

But even after all of this I still feel like a piece of shit for not sticking by her side during her time of need. And being that final push someone needs to end their life is something i don’t want to live with. 

Long story short: two high school freshman go out i found out she sends nudes to full grown men and she fucked my friend, I leave her despite knowing about her other suicide attempts and now i feel like a piece of shit 

