Is NOBODY wrong in the post ? POST : Mmmmkay. Throwaway here for obvious reasons.

I am a bisexual woman on my thirties. I´ve had more experience in sleeping with men than women, maybe in a 70% vs 30% ratio.

I tend to accumulate a lot of stress due daily life, work, lids, etc, so one thing I really enjoy is having a massage all over my back , neck and arms (just upper body)  from time to time. Not that often, although.

I have a coworker I  feel VERY attracted to, she is a woman as well. Married, kids, etc etc- She is not bisexual.

Our working relationship have developed to a sort of incipient friendship now, that months have passed.

Is sometimes difficult for me because I really feel desire for her and I´d love to caress her and  kiss her (even if full sex is out the picture, od course), but, I don´t think she would be okay with the idea at all.

She knows I haver this sort of crush on her, but seems to tolerate it and doesn´t mention it.

So far, so good.

The topic of massages and back aches came into conversation, and I mentioned I might be thinking into taking a course

(where I live they range from 3/4 months, to 6 months), and might be a nice little addition as an $$ outcome.

I have perdormed informally massages in the upper body to a couple coworkers, who said they were pretty good.

(I wasn´t interested in those women)-

The thing is, when I mentioned, the woman I mentioned earlier in the post said "cool, you can practice with me!!!", and now that she mentionates it...I´d love to take the massage course just to have the opportunity to feel/caress her body

(even if it is in not a sexual way).

I´d really enjoy that, but I feel somewhat guilty for having those thoughts, maybe even a little perv. AITA?

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 tl;dr : I want to take a massage course to feel and caress my coworker´s body . AITA ? 

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