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I’m actually a 15 y.o girl who’s really haven’t experienced this kind of stuff before and it’s an o o f

A friend of mine kept telling this guy who just so happens to also be a friend to confess to his crush and I didn’t know any better about who it was back then, so I encouraged him to do it and he seemed awkward with that. He was really secretive and wouldn’t tell me who it was.

That same friend who told the guy to confess told me it was really obvious who his crush was and was surprised I didn’t get it. 

Eventually though from all the teasing from me and the way everyone acted around me and him, I got the message. And I was nervous because I didn’t reciprocate those feelings.

But then time came and he wanted to talk to me by the school halls during lunch and he wanted to talk with me by the window. I become confused but do it anyways, only to find him confessing to me.

Panicking because I, again, didn’t like him that way, I go ahead and say “I’m flattered, thanks” and smiled. It was really awkward and I broke the silence and asked “So what do you want me to say” and he just says it’s fine and offers me an Oreo but I say I’m on a diet because he confessed a day before prom.

I got reprimanded by another friend for not giving him a chance and not liking him back. I argued that I can’t force feelings that aren’t there and that at least I didn’t lead him on or anything. We both agreed to disagree and ended it at that.

Days later of everyone forcing me to dance with him during half my prom night even if I was unhappy, people teasing me with him and flirting with me for him, I thought it was repulsive but I did nothing. 

Now I can’t even talk normally to him as a friend because he either tries to flirt with me or guilt trips me for what I said and repeats it in our conversations and it’s annoying. 

I no longer feel like wanting to hang around with him because of that but I can’t help but forget we had a good friendship before this and I feel bad wanting to ignore it over this.

Honestly, the guilt tripping is kind of working and I keep wondering lately if I should have just toughened up and pretended to like him back. And my actual crush told me that he overheard I rejected the guy who confessed to me. I didn’t think it’d spread like wildfire that way. 

So far only two people who I have talked about how I felt agreed with me and the rest have pretty much subtly or downright described me as an asshole for this. I’m really unsure at this point, but nearly everyone thinks I’m an asshole so :/
