Background Info: 3 days ago I had to get my nose cauterized due to excessive nose bleeds. 

So yesterday I was playing 4-square in the gym (He usual) one of the kids (Who I always thought was a bit odd) threw the basketball at face as a “joke”. When it hit the floodgates opened getting blood everywhere, my clothes the ball, the floor everywhere and it hurt like hell. I swore at him,, partially in shock “What the fuck is wrong with you retard!” He cried an ran away to tell a teacher

Fast for around 15 minutes and I’m in the counselors office. As it turned out, the kid that threw the ball had ADHD. I was sent home not only for what I did for what I did but also for the bleeding. The day after I got my nose cauterized again (Which in my opinion is very painful) and stayed home for the rest of the day.

Today when I went back to school was ostracizing me for what I did. It makes me feel bad. I tried to apologize o the kid but he (No joke) Called me a dumb N-word (I’m black btw). I was outraged however this time I didn’t show it. 

So Reddit AITA?