Is AUTHOR wrong in the post ? POST : Okay, so I am currently in uni, away from home, And my family can’t afford to buy tickets for me to go home on holidays. And my bf knows it, but today he told me how excited he was because his friends asked him to go to the bar together after midnight on 1th January(New Year Eve is more like Christmas in my country). And I KNOW I should be happy for him, because he misses them and he spends all his time with me because we live together. But we don’t ever go out, I asked him many times to go to a movie or anywhere else, he promises but then there is always something more important than that. 
So I am like.... bored. And I just don’t fucking want to spend New Year Eve alone AGAIN because he did the same last year. 
I know he doesn’t owe me anything and it’s totally my fault I haven’t made friends, but I am a CS student and have like zero time. Although I tried but everyone is too busy to have friends too, so it didn’t worked out. 
I don’t even know what I expect from him. But I’m just thinking how fun it would be to have someone to go out with and not just be a sex toy and a cook. I see he cares for me, but Am I The Asshole to think what he does is just not enough?
P. S. Kinda know I am, but would like to hear it from someone else. 