So, to get straight to the point, my grandma is dying. Hospice is keeping her comfortable but she is catatonic mostly and completely unaware of her surroundings.

I'm sad of course, but that said she is 96 and has been declining in health a bit recently. I DO wish this didn't have to happen, but I dunno... I just feel like I should be sadder, like maybe there's something wrong with me? And I feel like my family is really upset with me for it...

So idk, am I the asshole here? Should I feel worse or is this just normal?