Is OTHER wrong in the post ? POST : After weeks, I went back to school today. I was confident and truly wanted to be brave and act as if everything is ok. I still have some scars on my face and neck (my parents beat me with a wire). 

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when I entered class, every one began to ask me about my scars, I told them that I my father accidently hit the door on my face while i was behind the door. they were suspicious but i didn't care much/

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I lied to the teachers too, i told them that my father accidently hit the door on my face while i was behind the door. they believed me. 

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what really hurts is that today i tried my best to concentrate but couldn't. when people are talking to me i feel like i cant understand them, we had a test and i couldn't solve any question. i was always good at tests/exams, i am top at my class but today i felt insanely not normal. 

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everyone were staring at me, it was hard.

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then, i saw my ex with a girl. she was sitting on his lap. when i saw them, i started crying and run out. he run after me, he saw my face with some scars. he immediately understood that my parents did it (he is my best friend for 10 years). 

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he started asking me what happened, he was worried but i was just embarrassed because kids where watching us. we went far from school, i tried my best to not cry but tears kept on rolling and i told him ''its your fault that i am crying'' ''you left me after all this years'' 

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he said that he didn't leave me, he hugged me. he wanted to talk more about it but i couldn't. we went to my brothers house where i live now. that's when i told him everything that have happened. my brother wasn't home yet. 

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i asked him if he doesn't really want us to be together again, he couldn't answer so i asked about his relationship with that girl, he said that she was just a girl he knows and that there is nothing between them. then he said that he loves me and a lot. he said that he loves me as a woman and not only as a friend. he said that he wants a real relationship, a serious one. he also asked me about my feelings. i said that i love him too (idk if i do love him or not, i lied). he was really happy, he was smiling and said that we should start from 0 and should forget all the bad things. that he will be with me through all my hardships. 

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then we just cuddled and he told me to just talk about everything that bothers me and so i did talk for 2 hours (i think) then i fell asleep, i sleep most of the time when i cry a lot. 

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when i woke up, my brother and my bf were talking, my bf told my brother everything that happened today. we ordered delicious food, well my brother believes that if he give me delicious food or buys me best clothes/shoes that i will be happy. my bf ate with us and then left. 

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i feel exhausted, i really feel so uncomfortable and confused. i just want to vanish. but anyways, AITA/ was I an \*\*\*hole?