Is NOBODY wrong in the post ? POST : I became a Christian almost two years ago, however recently I have realized that I don’t really believe that anymore. I haven’t told any of my Christian friends from the campus ministry yet. However, I still volunteer with worship activities such as singing or playing guitar in the worship band, running sound, lighting, working the cameras for services that are streamed online, etc.


I mostly do it because I want to be an audio engineer as a future career, and this is good experience to put on a resume. Plus it’s just plain enjoyable for me.


I kind of feel bad though, like in an unethical sort of way, how I’m acting like I’m a believer and leading others in worship, but I secretly don’t believe in god. I know that hypocrisy is a big issue in the church. 


I’m also sort of worried that if I come clean about not believing in god, they will no longer allow me to play in the band, or run tech. So I’m keeping it a secret. AITA?