Is OTHER wrong in the post ? POST : I think to sum up my feelings in the most practical way, I should start at the beginning of our friendship. My friend (for privacy let’s call her Amelia) moves into my district when I was in third grade. I was best friends with a kid we’ll call Freddy at the time and when she moved, I took it upon myself to be super nice to her, and gain her friendship. For the rest of the year she was mainly friends with Freddy. I considered myself a third weel at the time, but looking back it was just us being elementary schoolers. Regardless, once 4th grade came around a new girl started riding my bus. Amelia, having ridden the bus with only boys, was really fucking pumped. She ignored me and Freddy for the rest of elementary school, even when her new best friend bullied me for a good year. I don’t let this bother me, because it was elementary school. Any-who, when we graduated into sixth grade I broke off my friendship with Freddy for dumb sixth grader reasons. Given that Amelia’s friend was no longer on our route, Amelia and I became the best of friends! This was probably the best time of our friendship overall. Then seventh grade came along, and we both became    your typical emo kids. I eventually realized how pretentious I was being, and stopped. However; she kept getting worse. Next year, she was at her worst point. She kept talking about how all boys only like her because of her looks, whilst self deprecating at any possible moment. Also, she assumed that everyone was judging her at all times. Given that I used to think the exact same way as her, I spent the rest of the year trying to show that people aren’t as judgmental as she thinks, and that she should have confidence in herself. She often would direct her anger at me at random. She seemed to assume that I was an asshole. For example, one of my friends was talking to us and accidentally messed up her sentence. We both were laughing about it except Amelia, who yells at me that,”I’m always such a dick and it’s an endless cycle and she doesn’t want to lose my friendship because I’m such a dick.” I believed her for a while, but didn’t understand what I did wrong. This repeated every two weeks. In between these periods, she would act generally afraid, even disgusted by me. I always try to be nice to everyone so the idea that I was hurting her in some way really bothered me, and still bothers me now. She was distrusting of me, listening to rumors others would tell about me, and would shun me at random. So far this year she outright hasn’t talked to me. Her friends say she blames our lack of communication on me, although for the first quarter I had been constantly trying to spark conversation. She’s been diagnosed with depression and anxiety, and I still can’t help but feel guilty for not talking to her. I feel like both of us would be happier if she sat with someone else, given that she used to talk with me on the way to school

Therefore, should I go through with it? If so, how? If not, Am I The Asshole