I will try to be brief here, especially because I am using a different account than the one I use at home.

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We have been together for 3 years now, He was somewhat conservative and I am somewhat liberal but we would always find a way to compromise on a few things, and honestly, I really liked that, I love to talk with him about politics and understand his views on certain issues. When it comes to abortion I was always (and still am) pretty pro-choice, but I always thought that I wouldn't do it, I kinda felt guilty by the idea of terminating a pregnancy, and he was pro-life of course.

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However, recently I found myself in a delicate situation, I lost my job and my family started to face some deep financial issues, issues that ended up affecting me and my income, and all of that happened right before I got pregnant. So after some deep thinking and crying, I decided that I would get an abortion since I couldn't take care of the child right now, and nor was my BF financially stable enough to take care of the baby. So I gave him the news, and he was mostly respectful about my choice, told me that he knows that in the  end it's my choice but he felt like he couldn't go on with the relationship after that, and he really felt betrayed by my choice, that last part really boggled me, I mean if he knew it was my choice then why did he felt betrayed? We ended up having a small argument over that and I ended up saying that he should accept my choice and walking away from our relationship is not the right answer, it felt like an ultimatum or something. 

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If he was respectful about that, why did he felt the need to leave?  I mean I get that he doesn't approve this, but I feel like he is pressuring me somehow, and not only that, but I really don't wanna see him leaving, the situation I am in is so fucked up and letting him go would just make me feel even worse, I know that I should let him go, but it's hard to accept that.

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TL,DR: I Got pregnant, I wanna have an abortion, bf tells me he is gonna leave but "respects" my choice, but I don't wanna see him leaving. 