I love away for college and away from my high school bf. Honestly we hadn’t been dating that long and he was starting to show some true colors. He was struggling with mental health issues as well so I was doing my best to be supportive but when I moved away it got really bad. He demanded to know everywhere I went and started to really make me feel like shit for not constantly checking in on me. I knew I couldn’t do it anymore so I said I wanted to end things. He said if I left him he’d kill himself. I cut contact anyway and haven’t spoken to him in 2 months. I’m constantly thinking “what if he killed himself because of me?”. Maybe I should have talked it out instead of just cutting contact. I just didn’t know what to do. I feel like I killed him even though I don’t know if he actually killed himself. AITA?