My First Love
the cloud be gloomy on my depressing day no one to tell me how be it today a i struggle to survive i be still in pain feel like to cut my self on my bloody vein isolation i can not take no more i be always in bed try to snore and no more friend to treat my sore now i cana't open the door to my future but i wish i could of do it sooner the only thing i can do be to stand near a bridge yet i still wish i can live but a my suicidal thought get bad i be ready to drop to meet the bad a i say goodbye to the world i saw one person a she lure me out of my determine