What I Thought
in this world there be disappointment lie and broken heart i think i could change it i be wrong i think people could change i think wrong you could think you love someone and they love you back but no they didna't they dona't really care about you there be people who lie and then there be people that fall for those lie i fell head first into a lie that will never be forgive i go through so much so much that it have mark me for life he say he will be here wait for me and after i seek out my problem after i dealt with my problem after i take him back he break me chew me up and spat me out he wait for me and i ignore him i take him into my heart and he squash from the inside out i think he wait for me because he love me he truly truly love me i be wrong i go through so much just to see that he be the one for me and it turn out he wasna't no one be ia'm stupid for believe someone want me some one care for me some one love me ha yeah right well i be prove wrong again and again and again ia'm numb i cana't feel anymore no more emotion no more pain just no more i live in a black void a void that be cause when my heart be break for the last time ia'm do no more no more pain no more hurt no more me no more anything i want to feel nothing and i want to be nothing all i want be to feel what love be but no ia'm not allow if i try ia'll just end up like i be now loveless cold and lonely in my life therea's be heartache and pain and i dona't want to face that pain again ia'm be comfort constantly and i wish they would just leave me alone ia'm tire of be care for because no one really care they just act like they do they act a if oh thata's too bad when they dona't know anything they dona't know how i feel they never will what happen to me i use to be happy and now & x85 nothing a blank a blank now a blank past a blank future