When she Left
youa've be the fabric of my existence that have sew u together for so long but once you leave we come to the end of the spool i wish we could be sow together again but & x85 all the fabric have fallin apart it feela's like therea's only one pea in this pod because one of them have fallin out for good and i wasna't there that faithful day when one of u go to fall off the vine i be at home wait for a horrible cry a cry a laugh a smile pain or misery wait for one of these thing to come and once it do & x85 i be dead for the word that come from me be onea's i will always dread i say a itsa not like she die or anything a and she do she do and then i realize that the saying a you dona't really miss something until ita's go a be the truest statement ever create by man who ever say that know exactly what he be say because if that wasna't true i wouldna't even be think of any of the word ia'm write i have spend all most every night talk to her but & x85 ia've never an answer any answer any answer that might even come to mind & x85 one single word come from her to me one salable one sound one letter i would know ia'm not talk to air if i ever do get an answer i would cherish it for as long a my memory could take it even longer then life even longer then death even longer then an eternity no amount of time could sum up what that would be like ~grandma july 20 2003 i will always remember you