Isolated and alone
on the way to college i practice my line no one can know that ia'm just not fine ita's hard to bear and no one can see the pain i carry round inside of me my teacher wonder but they dona't say instead they watch me all through the day because of the anguish i bottle away not many at school wish for me to stay i stand in the corner and watched people go by they be happy and laugh whilst i wish to cry with the burden of the burning fear my relief be publish with silent tear a i get home reminder everywhere of my dad and how i just didna't dare when his first put my mum in her place i be useless but to stare at her face how she be strong yet cry out of sight and i stand back before the one side fight he would move and we would curl up small but when mum leave that be bad an all my little brother move out of his sight but i sit still and he dim the light then the shout which i try to ignore but make it bad and cause an uproar he would ask and i would tell him lie protect mum i think it wise the cut and bruise hide with sleeve that be long if people find out then my life would be go now ita's hard to forget the past the bruise fade but the pain it last and he doesna't give up though hea's mile away a tear he cause at least once a day it anger me that he can hurt me so much when he doesna't care if hea's out of touch now my emotion run wild and his face i see all his beating and raving inside of me his message hurt and his phone call kill yet i cana't ditch him not at will i live with strange people that dona't want me therea's only one option to set me free i want to do it but people who care would be beyond upset i just dona't dare inside ia'm cry a part of me be die i deject and broken but ia'm still hop