Hopefully...
hopefully i be in pain unbearable unforgettable pain i can not stop him for it be not my nature i want to feel happy for him but i can not i feel unwarranted hatred towards her she who have come here and take away everything that i want always she have and now i feel hurt but i call her friend i know that she doent not feel for him a i do but she will have him she will have once again what i want he will make the decision that i would love for him not to make and he will end up with heartache but in the end i will be here i will be here to help him through the pain through the pain that i feel right now and then i shall have him he shall be mine hopefully