Michael Britten:  The thing is , Doctor ... yes , I still see my wife , * and * my son . And I 've also watched both of them lowered into the ground . And when you see a loved _ one _ buried , you have one thought over and over and over again . And that 's that you would do anything ... * anything * to get them back . So , if you 're telling me that the price of seeing them , feeling them ... of having them in my life is my sanity ... then it 's a price I will happily pay . Now , I 'll come and see you and talk to you as long as they make me . But , trust me ... when it comes to letting one of them go , I have no desire to * ever * make progress .