Lt. Reed:  I lost nearly everyone I cared about on that ship . Those girls I talked about - Rochelle , Deborah , Caitlin - none of them worked out , because I could ... never get very close to them . Never got very close to my family either , for that matter . Not that it 's any business of yours . But with the crew of the Enterprise it was different . I was really starting to feel ... comfortable with them . And now the only _ one _ that 's left thinks I 'm the bloody Angel of Death .