Paul Maguire:  I killed a man , when I was _ seventeen _ . Caitlin 's age . I got into a fight . Someone handed me a knife . Sometimes I dream about that night . In the dream I see myself , and I try to stop it , but I ca n't . Then I wake up , and I wonder what would have happened , if no one handed me that knife . What my life , what our lives , might have been .
Vanessa: Paul .
Paul Maguire: I 'm sorry I let you down .