DS Jimmy Beck:  Bilborough died because I showed a villain a bit of compassion . That 's all I wanted in return , a bit of compassion , a bit of understanding , from her . But I got none . She despised me for it .
Dr. Eddie 'Fitz' Fitzgerald: She loved him .
DS Jimmy Beck: I did too . She can turn compassion on and off like a tap . They all can .
Dr. Eddie 'Fitz' Fitzgerald: Women ?
DS Jimmy Beck: I was _ fourteen _ when I came over here . I took a lot of stick , you know ? Paddy . Mick . " Get back to the bog " . And I knew what I had to do to earn a bit of respect . Throw a few punches , take a few punches . But I did n't . I hung around with the girls . Because they showed a bit of compassion , see ? And I fell for it . Then a month passed and I was n't a fresh face anymore , so they dumped me , and I had to take the punches , but it was worse now , because they were harder , because I 'd been hanging around with the girls . Women need rape .
Dr. Eddie 'Fitz' Fitzgerald: I 'm listening .
DS Jimmy Beck: It 's their weapon . A woman goes up to Mike Tyson , the heavyweight champion of the world , a hotel bedroom , early hours of the morning , he gives her one , he gets done for rape , ends up in the nick . Mike Tyson . The heavyweight champion . One of the bravest men . If it can happen to him , it can happen to any of us . That 's what they want . It 's their weapon . They want to keep us on our toes . Penhaligon needs rape .
Dr. Eddie 'Fitz' Fitzgerald: Needs raping ?
DS Jimmy Beck: Needs rape . It 's her department , her little empire . She thinks she can treat me like muck , when it 's rape , because she 's a woman and we do n't understand . Well that 's bollocks . She knew nothing about rape .
Dr. Eddie 'Fitz' Fitzgerald: So you thought you 'd teach her something about it , did you ?
DS Jimmy Beck: This is in confidence ?
Dr. Eddie 'Fitz' Fitzgerald: Yeah .
DS Jimmy Beck: Strict confidence ?
Dr. Eddie 'Fitz' Fitzgerald: Yeah , doctor - patient .
DS Jimmy Beck: I do n't believe you .
Dr. Eddie 'Fitz' Fitzgerald: Strict confidence , Jimmy .
DS Jimmy Beck: Swear .
Dr. Eddie 'Fitz' Fitzgerald: Bloody , bloody , bloody .
DS Jimmy Beck: Swear on the life of your wife and children .
Dr. Eddie 'Fitz' Fitzgerald: I swear on the life of my wife and children that I will not repeat anything you tell me .
DS Jimmy Beck: Swear on the life of your newborn baby .
Dr. Eddie 'Fitz' Fitzgerald: You 're sick .
DS Jimmy Beck: I am sick .
Dr. Eddie 'Fitz' Fitzgerald: I swear on the life of my newborn baby that I will not repeat anything you tell me .
DS Jimmy Beck: I never intended to rape her . As God is my judge , I never intended it . I just wanted to frighten her . I was gon na pull the mask off at the last minute and laugh in her face , but something happened and she looked so ... vulnerable . Weak . Frightened . And I felt so powerful . You wanna know the truth ? I 'll tell you the truth . I 'd never had such an erection in my life . I realised that I could do it . That I could rape her and get away with it ... just walk away from it . And ... that 's why I did it ... because , I could . I ... I raped her because ... I could . You 'd have done the same thing . Every man I know would have done it .