Sentence 1: I never met my real mom. 
 Sentence 3: Now that I hear she's alive and well I feel weird 
 Sentence 4:  I don't know if I should be happy or sad 
 Sentence 5:  Or if I should continue my mission until she really is a ghost 
 Option 1: Up until recently I thought she was a ghost. 
 Option 2: She lives across the country and doesn't want to meet me.