This is stupid i know, but I been trying to find my soulmate (again stupid i know) for like most of my life and he's just not there. I don't even understand why this is such a big deal for me, finding love and such but it's so heartbreaking to me that like it's making me have a hard time breathing. By soulmate I don't mean perfect, I mean like mostly compatible and wants the same things I want and there's this connection. I don't get why I haven't found him yet, it's annoying because my standards aren't like high (i don't care about looks or money or that stuff), it's more so i want his personality to be specific to mine. Can someone just kick me out of this stupidity? Like of course soulmates don't exist why am I such an idiot about it