I'm sorry if you misunderstood my questions as implications. That's why I asked them. Some people (non-disabled) just want someone to provide for them so they don't have to be adults. (Again, not implying.)    With that being said, I do understand the long haul thing. Of course, we all want that. It's human fucking nature. And it sucks that you got your heart broken. I have too. And for similar reasons.    I read through your posts and I realize you're just ranting, and that this is the place for that. Catharsis is good. But I really was looking for clarification on your point of view.     And to also say like these other folks that I really do get it, and that you're not alone.