I already have Chegg, but I still struggle to understand. I tried my university's free tutoring and some students forgot the material already.    And I agree, I have more fun driving a manual transmission. Mind you, it's not just engineering students, but plenty of engineering students gave me shit for it with the exception of car enthusiasts.    I am not so sure if I am passionate about applying statics and dynamics. I finished all of calculus, barely passing, and I also finished all of physics, better than calculus. But, again, I'm not sure if I'm passionate enough to apply those concepts. Maybe it's that I can't relate textbook problems into applying into engineering, or something like that?    I'm only 2 years in. Yes, I'm currently looking into trade schools as an alternative, something hands on.     Thanks for your help.