I feel like I'd give up my soul not to work. Well it feels like I'm giving up my soul when I am in work.     When you have mental health problems it's like doing everything on hard mode. I get quite anxious when I'm not performing well. And I have some social anxiety which means I can't defend myself or make friends easily or have any chance of promotion.     Recently I've only managed to last a few weeks in roles before quitting. The work dread just becomes too much. I do always think to myself I can find a job I can deal with but I cant. Even the low down jobs are very demanding and I can't keep up with the pace. I am on the verge of losing my current job as I keep getting told off and they are complaining I take too long to complete work which is costing them money.     I'm not saying I'm never working again but it feels like I haven't got the mental capacity to hold any job down. I don't know what I can do with myself.    EDIT: I also have a gf who has a professional job and I risk losing her if I don't work. I also risk being homeless and a lot of other things. Probably not worth quitting but also I'm not sure how much I can take