When I was eight, my sixteen year old babysitter molested me pretty much every time she was babysitting me. She'd threaten to hurt me or kill me if I told anyone. I was an only child with two parents who worked a lot, I felt helpless and terrified.     I told a select few people through out my life. People who I thought were my best and closest friends. All but one thought I was lucky to have pussy at eight. They expressed how jealous they were, only one was there for me and agreed with me that it's terrible. He's the only person from that group I'm friends with. They made jokes about how I must be gay if I didn't want it. I see this happening all the time. Girls are molested/raped? "It's terrible, so terrible." Guys? "Dude, up top! fuck yeah!"    This shit needs to stop. Nobody likes it, it fucks you up so bad. My life has been a terrible mess since it's happened, I'm struggling to get myself back together. I'm thankful for my best friend and girlfriend for sticking by me through this.     I just needed to get this off my chest.