First off blabber, I want to thank you for your concerns regarding the well being of our once beautiful, peaceful State.  Your passion is powerful and you sound like you're twisted up in knots over the true loss of our State to greed, pollution and special interests.  

I've spent the last ....wait......since '88 trying to bring awareness to locals and all most were concerned about was buying and selling and the worship of the almighty $$$.  

The only way I could find piece of mind for an outright impossible situation is/was to withdraw.  Take care of yourself.  I care.  l2g