I just got laid off. I don't even know what to think, feel, say, do. I've worked for this company for over a year and I got a promotion a few months back and for the first time in a long time i was feeling amazing, not just with my job, but my mental health was the best it has been in a long time and for it to just.. disappear and get that rug pulled from under me so suddenly is just... i dont know. The only word that explains what i feel this exact second is just "Numbing". I just feel numb with this whole situation. I already cried, felt sorry for myself, vented with my SO. Now I got home, and im just sitting in my couch writing this and I just feel. Numb.    Sorry for the grammar. Im not thinking, just, venting it out to get it out of my system.