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[ "selfharm" ]

[ "suicidal where start know exactly lets discuss present situation lost job staying lonely friends family busy lives cant disturb talk them started nonsense things harm physically since yesterday evening even took medicines instead taking two dont worry alright without side effects feel good whenever increasing think low self esteem understand would future consequencesif continues" ]

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[ "crush said interested like guy know like tho badim sure next chance make like do were friends classmates connection least simply know" ]

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[ "fuck yeawelp didnt plan succeed leaving uni" ]

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[ "take story snapchat posted happy birthday_name person_ didnt look story didnt click it didnt say thank didnt look message anything why take story cause embarrassing avoided it" ]

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[ "go doctors go doctorsso basically im pretty sure anxiety depression lot stress im mainly depressed stressed past like years im girl live uk ive whole therapy thing million different people never really helped feel fine im talking ive left room feel always shitty havent seen therapist year hate it hate speaking answering questions hate telling stupid life story reading load files hate everything it like really nice people dont hate hate therapy really doesnt help me basically want try taking medication im dont know whether prescribe anything ive given pills sleep even though didnt really need problem wasnt couldnt get sleep avoided completely past week ive basically slept day watched netflix night havent really gone all want try pills see help want kill almost day dont want go doctor tell feel talk someone months dont know tbh cant deal bullshitanymoreoh yeahalso im actually diagnosed things thats part problem bc idk actually diagnosed first what" ]

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[ "cant face failure againthrowaway etc im final year med school struggled mental health issues long remember ive professionals tried meds tried therapy pattern every time get overwhelmedright im middle final exams failed ones ive taken far year genuinely would rather die go another year repeating thats pretty muchim facing university unsupportive cant stand around family members anymore keep pointing mood asking questions hate want out cant stand anymore worth" ]

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[ "banger anyone else point life sick caring find headbanging songs hate like know hate them know dancing fuck isnt something still end doing" ]

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[ "first day want die everthats it thats post want fucking die" ]

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[ "help needed save man assuming posts case young boy still trending social media extremists trying get young man lynched vocal opinion hashtag trending twitter accuses blasphemy extremists spamming gain attention im asking please help save using trends try bury blasphemy trend btsarmypakistan imrankhanjawabdou imrankhankhulwaopubg please report hashtag go httpshelptwittercomformshttpshelptwittercomforms choose harrassment link httpshelptwittercomformsabusiveuserhttpshelptwittercomformsabusiveuserca choose options detailed screenshots add urls attached add two paragraphs details add urls httpstwittercommahnoorism_statusshttpstwittercommahnoorism_statuss add description light recent hashtag fast becoming top trend pakistani twitter", "hashtag blasphemourmarufzaid spreading rapidly response mob pakistani users trying get another twitter user killed response alleged blasphemy know twitter notolerance policy type hatemongering especially dangerous lifethreatening hashtags like this urgent emphatic request take hashtag blasphemourmarufzaid immediate effect young pakistani life depends it credit twitter unavsszz save life even people think wont please everyone scary situation wish anyone go through appreciate help this thank you" ]

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[ "april dont got friends living marvel movie marvel movie isnt enough cant recover grades done dealing anxiety depression think years enough pretty sure isnt slump life gonna stop trying school quit job write screenplay gonna see infinity war opening night kill self" ]

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[ "physics exam got cancelled hellyeah dont need study anymore" ]

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[ "need penis music would sell anything ability order get super speed using it penis music follows trail blasting non existent speakers full volume" ]

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[ "made lemon tea lemon feel boujee yall gonna pay euros" ]

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[ "friend would needed them maybe feel suicidal againim much better used be ive tried hard get am feel like progress anymore feel like im stuck forever now stuck feeling depressed every month so feel better again back depression endless cycle ive reached friends told need someone ive lonely depressed told ive suicidal careim always theyre going something want someone talk hang with one wants help know cant normal life compromise mental health order occasionally happy" ]

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[ "advice intrusive thoughtshi m cutting it intrusive thoughts redflag days week kind creep thought process ill sitting desk work get daydreams walking door traffic example another example picturing driving sunset throwing severn bridge ill good time friends switch picture drowning cant stop it understand keeps happening someone suffered depression growing stressful disruptive childhood thats behind became fully independent moved messed childhood home trying really invest ever since socially friendships trying online dating not really gone anywhere serious economically im training low level lawyer personally taking music trying read more still struggle combat background feeling vapid apathy alive got better since becoming independent feel like im treading water mental health wise words wisdom would appreciated" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "need helpi feel like failure nobody wants me idk im wrong cant handle anymore rejection moved bigger city way far away friends family ok need find new place live next days nobody wants me im good enough anyone even got denied air bnb cant go home everyone see much failure am know anymore want die think redflag almost everyday simultaneously dont want fall asleep never wake up wrong everyone hates me" ]

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[ "help think started war cult full apple enthusiast anyways join kingdom rbanana_kingdom_" ]

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[ "think need actual help okay depress lately everything going downhill mental breakdowns crying past hour life beginning meaningless dont really know anymore im afraid ask parents always busy feel like failure" ]

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[ "normal start day asked was card worth wait answered yes cried park jokingly said of course did tiny tearsx asked did take photos chocolates said yes babe sent photo still online last messages wasnt read next message sent day wasnt sent anymore offline thought getting ready work phone died network hour got worried sent messages social media has know" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "dont belong anywhereive tried years fit depression anxiety feels like im fundamentally different peers try fit people always end fucking never happy dont belong here one energy put depressing bullshit drag people make life worse im gonna make past highschool hate much deserve rot" ]

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[ "guys believe this clever selfworth lowering punchline friends meant relatable" ]

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[ "lovely movie it deeply reflects chinese underground bands current lives chinese culture traditionaled rock n roll music go highly recommend one but one thing wondering whether movie showed mainland sorta doubt d" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "everyday wake think really shit againjesus fucking christ many days there like today yesterday get break feel like ive alive years wanna wrap shit days counting" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "kill without hurting family friendive needing long time now without hurting them anything put note lessen pain" ]

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[ "wait wait wait telling me women pedophiles rteenagers mature body ready molest teenageroh no fixing hairoh thats badoh putting perfume mouth spray watching im good mirror bbut thats like bad society i reallllly hope non even dares reach me would hoooorrible fixes flannel" ]

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[ "im arguing im explaining million wasnt enough" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "good advice gave become cursei made post another account years ago saying get girlfriend alot things like that guy made big comment stuff said big advice gave lookgirlfriendtry build confidence first get career get money go gym clean first tried followed advice successfully avoided women much could get tempted ask out saw girl approaching would try avoid her still use advice even though know ive basically completed advice maybe girls like like instinct avoid girls cursed never love" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "hasnt day havent thought redflagthere hasnt day dont think wanting kill myself hurt way hard pick knifeya know idk nothing was life doesnt want happy thats even life cares dont know im supposed anymore feel fucking bad ones going read one going care" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "im sorry everyoneim fucking failure mom spent hundreds dollars tutors yet im still failing algebra class betrayed best friend somebody whos supporting long im going hurt anybody else care about im usually talkative today really quiet grandmother kept asking ok instantly able notice something wrong went bathroom crying thinking much id miss shed react finding dead cant stand letting everybody care down im much failure live todayim itim going od pills im sorry grandma" ]

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[ "feels like already diedi deactivated social media little week ago im guy scrolls fb several hours day found making matters worse deactivated rather tense time several people try escape well im bored know nobody notice reactivate minute check everybody doing way everybody gone lives new profile pictures hardly recognizing people one week offline best friends never even noticed gone suddenly havent spoken since sharing regular posts every hours big girl got haircut seems getting fine cousins mom sister family sharing memes jokes normal crush sharing events things important arent really bag distancing getting courage talk her feels like died missed things regular old new would really like could take fucking step tell nobody cares all know guys do say feel like support find keeps going guess thats whats important drained low this" ]

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[ "got downvoted guys one subs yesterday saying not cool man post saying ammonium nitrate go brr fuck wrong people someone even made fun comment saying brrr shit" ]

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[ "im fan tv movies general one good ones cast performances throughout pretty solid twists see coming commercial kind like medium meets csibr br did anyone else think certain lights daughter looked like young nicole kidman related way id definitely watch agin rent ever comes videobr br dedee great seen lot things job convincinglybr br if tv mystery movies check one chance" ]

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[ "sad time year againi stocked vitamin fish oil forget anything time year always pretty rough alone feel same" ]

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[ "anyone want join discord server general programming gaming discord link description bio whatever want call" ]

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[ "cant morehonestly feel like ive enough this feel alone many ways life seems grim cruel worth fighting even special life gift something given us force eventually return it death inevitable way avoid longer feel comfort thinking fragile life bullshit end feeling dread overwhelming cant believe ive using fiction cope reality believe simple characters screen words paper one barriers keeping ending all also want fall low enough drugs shit mind long way access since know dealers want cry right since want live deep insideim afraid die ill take chances hope whatever waiting worse this please someone there know even know self sometimes feel like attention feels wrong want know quickest painless method use know bullet head quick enough noose overdose would painful many types medical pills disposal knife neck also seems painful" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "choke ropeits lonely here loves theres girls want whole ass world thats never happening though never will lonely friends bail me life getting shittier yet nobody fucking cares irl anxiety without meds everything fucking else better choke fucking rope lol" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "need help telling fianceim suicidali really want leave feel like to every second ticks overwhelming im trying really hard hurt myself want go hospital make huge deal need help want tell fiance work want worry them person trust say tell them even wait get homeim afraid theyll overreact" ]

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[ "first day work earnt bucks washing dishes helping pub tonight doesnt sound like much feel like ive accomplished much due social awkwardness enough me everyone elses day going hope yous good" ]

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[ "click post thank you tell dayim work responses may slow" ]

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[ "answer question previous reviewer asked name us official mentioned lumumba name character mr carlucci frank carlucci reported time second secretary us embassy congo subsequently among assignments appointed us ambassador portugal deputy director central intelligence agency secretary defense chairman carlyle group hardly surprising carluccis biographical sketch wwwcarlylegroupcom web site fails credit service belgian congo name deliberately censored hbo version lumumba may avoid possibility hbos sued us courts carluccis name however clearly mentioned theatre version lumumba saw recently event expect would deny involvement lumumbas murderbr br others commented evenhandedness film lumumba treats parties concerned lumumbasupporters congolese even belgians somewhat sinister view emerges think bbc documentary entitled who killed lumumba based book the murder lumumba belgian historian ludo de witte examined closely films demonstrate fate lumumba history congo matter black white lumumbas murderers believe that" ]

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[ "kill nytol curious nytol" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "want put thoughts therenot really expecting anyone care reply nobody really ever did ive read peoples posts thought could feel better myself too nobody around understand im feeling even though im really alonei family girlfriend would never understand feel tell would hurt make feel weird me feel like im even living life now stranger trying make things work somebody else know feel like im wearing mask im allowed show real self anyone otherwise would hurt them ive thoughts lately hoping die way manner would do im much coward myself im looking thinking way end life way would interfere lives everyone around think is want disappear feel like im worthless pathetic look mirror want spit face im looking at am live and now almost month theres single day thought killing hoping die deserve life theres people world want live normal lives cant medical condition", "id like disappear give chance life could finally something good instead volunteering helping people way contemplating redflag hoping death come deserve shit things happened life worse im thinking it seriously fucking hate asked why would know answer question matters course would still hate myself today ive magnetic resonance brain dysfunction hormones doctors wanted sure pituary gland tumor giving treatment hope ive read highly unlikely die itim want live anymore apologize anyone took time read ungrammatical piece shit english first language" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "im doneim done im tired im done trying im autistic tranny morbidly obese loser teenager im every popular fucking joke meme right wrapped one package nobody would miss me im sick trying normalim sick find shit wear immediately make meltdown im sick person people go need help leave theyre done meim sick joke im sick mebye guys good years wish luck" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "think im donei honestly know carry on start want say tomorrow might different today last friday could think switching off used want using addict since ive clean sober years ive always coped pretty well even back ever thought wanted stop using kids one severe complex needs makes difficult deal guilt feeling way cant abandon them head full conflict guess conflict thats keeping here head battered im tired managing coping happiness days real hard work fabricated time around enjoy version tolerate hate living skin hate taking breathes one effort days im sounding here please dont offer support sympathy need guess need say loud" ]

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[ "weve come far give up were night get lucky" ]

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[ "ive remembering old childhood crushes freaking guy yo gabba gabba farkle girl meets world gay awakening" ]

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[ "reviewed world premiere screening sept isabel bader theatre toronto international film festival tiffbr br this interesting premise seemed go long many shots piles ewaste recycled computers keyboards cables etc shipped china ton sorted remade new products sell back desolationbr br the filmmakers tried get people interviews boost human element frequently prevented due chinese censorship still interesting bits shanghai high end real estate agent preening strutting around showing luxurious mansion gardens intercut scenes others living medieval conditions especially striking opening tracking shot m factory floor quite something well scenes activity three gorges dam project also complement jia khangje films tiff the feature still lifesanxia haoren documentary dong also built around subjectbr br director jennifer baichwal producer nick de pencier cinematographer peter mettler subject edward burtynsky stage qa world premiere producer noah weinzweig introduced audience thanked key person assisted ground access china itself" ]

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[ "anyone think valve knew theyed creating whole new category porn made portal hindsight could have dont think wouldve thought" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "fear hell thing stopping mei dont understand god makes us depressed much pain ask pain end punished eternally burning fucking unfair" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "want die know wont anythinglike many posts ive contemplating redflag ive felt way long time sometimes ups sometimes downs year especially down lost mom partner recently broke im glad graduating soon never wanted go college staying home wouldve hell too family awful since passing honestly would rather sleep outside go home dont like either side family right now moms half toxic talks other never really fond dads half family hadnt felt excited graduating days cause actually liked college hell lot better high school one really liked didnt friends actually friends now college gave place stay also put years debt never wanted go though dont even know want do fucking long" ]

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[ "havent power hours really actually upset this pseampg says th return power currently car charging phone" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "long story short mdd gad bpd since late depression kicking arse suffered depressive episodes years never bad long last depressive episode birth son great success nd ssri tried managed establish good routine get out currently th antidepressant sectioned twice year si intent marginally better getting worse again zero motivation get bed appetite crying etci also intensive group therapy since february really invested end day feel exhausted options way without ending it" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "shoud tell school counselor selfharm suicidalhi dont really know dos donts u say counselor yes cant afford therapistyet im still college student wanna ask let parents know told selfharmim suicidal okay tell therapist told it wanna seek help dont know kind information thanks" ]

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[ "favorite lines tonight poor boys in least racist person room everytime biden laughed seconds fracking good" ]

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[ "wanting twitch streamer remember watching one boring person get boring nobody like meoh wait know people partner pain" ]

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[ "saw film sep cambridge film festival br br the beagles couple short flashbacks whole thing darwins life ensconced kent growing family pages origin already drafted wondering whether complete book br br the script based randal keyness book annies box annie charless daughter died mostly family drama include sex scenes however participants married screen exciting much science wellmade film thats pleasant watch pushes right emotional buttons bit romantic weepie actually suppose conclusion agnostic freethinking scientist atheist family background still emotional romantic well excellent father br br some characters darwin state wonder whether killed god viewer able doubt that beyond doubt given deadly struggle survival web predation meadowbank wellknown darwin completely uncontroversial failure darwins prayers idea kind providential god loves his creatures untenable br br i really cannot see many americans objecting much may problems title probably controversial thing film fact bettany horns tail pitchfork" ]

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[ "people learned lucid dream long take want learn im lowkey lazy biotch little motivation" ]

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[ "respond hey sc added guy whos like friend friend sent hey without anything else im probably thinking id feel bad felt bad left opened dont knowwell also hes probably hitting bc barely know havent posted anything story" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "therapy stopped thought getting better moving returned state depression redflag obsessive thinking feel unable cope difficulty lifei appointment online therapist obviously cannot say anything suicidal bad thoughts yo young know life always bad cannot stand world works sick societyi regularly go phases suffer feel miserable enjoy anything anymore food socializing meeting people hobbies etci really want try commit suicide fail may deal side effect horrible health problems caused method pity peoplei far away home abroad want family suffer hear death even managed fuck real bad cannot vent anyone suicidal irl" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "today birthday cant live onhi reddit today birthday cant seem feel anything anymore count hours work get home get bed etternally without sleeping therapist im also taking meds for month everyday seems get worse im thinklife me im failure" ]

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[ "anyone ever questioned achievement notification minecraft achievement get like understand conveying fact short" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "soon feel comfortable life get sent another rabbit hole existential dread feel dumb thinking anything death hopeful nobody else cares like filled new emptiness instead escaping want sit live it normal depression hope going go away soon really bad lows before even going about understand happening want fix gets worse confused" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "feel like giving upokey im yo guy feel like theres point living anymore periods throughout life depression never felt bad might something stupid feel goddamn useless education friends still kissless virgin still live parents topive gotten acne back starts bleeding evertime sleep life worth much anyway might well die young" ]

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[ "hate people feel need remind dont dick like idc still suck metaphorical dicc like inches long choke" ]

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[ "speak french ive prepared guide speak french fluently baguette wee doublevay trois noir vert mademoiselle well thats learned french class anyways seem like work" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "got less hour till bed help sleeptonight rough me man need relief either cut bash head wall guys need go hospital think make family ashamed im lost do" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "nooce chair setup nearby forestsometimes stand chair nooce around neck cry minutes building courage everyday passes finally inch little chair finally commit redflag decided im going douse gasoline set hideous atrocious absolutely horrifying ugly self fire pain much ill jump hang myself least way closed casket funeral one able see face" ]

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[ "whats trouble rkod guy like got concussion shit" ]

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[ "wanting grow normal get sad around time year birthday soon im approaching im nervous confused life" ]

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[ "realized tell irs anyone fans get audited fans snapchat premium anything like pay taxes some lot dont tell irs theyll audit them holes yall tell" ]

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[ "yes ways rip gus van sants elephant students dealing problems leading suicide one them yes full clichs thats life cant deny creepy nerds disabled persons popular students who despite popularity problems existing real worldbr br but thats not film about life highschool misery life itselfbr br if look beneath surface beneath soaplike social relationships shown find gripping thoughtprovoking criticism societybr br why people committing suicide really understand motives trying understand already late always someone would never expected bebr br this movie answer question raises it intense way way keeps guessing whose blood might be see beginning following paths students less good reason end lives forced watch gruesome act finalebr br did know would be caught surprise like real lifebr br the message verbalized one surviving kids end always fixed problems forget see others might someone colleague friend want live anymore but open eyes never know latebr br this movie delivers well might flaws matter anymore over either see reflection society blind reality" ]

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[ "english teacher watches anime yoyoyoyoyo holy fucking h english teacher something year old korean man got discussion class anime hahahaha animes weird discussion guy knows h talked haikyuu food wars hunter x hunter jojo even fucking hentai even recommended gurren lagann him holy fucking hell" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "seriously think might next week two nobody cares me facing reality unbearable time it never really feel alive anyway number years ive done absolutely fuck lie around feeling sad front laptop ive ruined physical health too nobody cares constant and mean every second fight keep life going steam honest ive enough struggle miss alive nobody else miss me maybe world run little smoother without way merry christmas wish everything gone differently" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "happy right nowi everything going right now caring family girlfriend car place live good school amazing job seems like feel anything car crash recently car totalled people would distraught upset wasnt like another thing happened day get milk go work crash car get coffee etc sometimes driving think veering road running building hitting pole thinking would kill would mutilated beyond recognition getting suicidal thoughts week desire commit them need help think" ]

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[ "stimulus alienation feeling kinda annoyed us government giving every kid independent adults leaves gap dependent yearolds get money whatever reason seems like oversight give money year old dependents me could use cash get school supplies college save for anyone else see weirdness dumb" ]

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[ "loved movie like everyone said bits developed enough thought personally girls vapid landed prison sure supposed innocent american girls stilli felt like lacked bond best friends supposed have example montage theyre sightseeing way held photograph awkwardlookingbr br then parts ambiguous think pretty much understood danes character it see could confusing also camera dwell manat bearing grim expression put bags taxi trunk thought suggesting something turned nothingbr br apart that movie great cried claire danes took blame great actressbr br also wanted see bitchy thai inmate get ass kicked talk lack closure" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "since people become careless coldi told suicidal last night mean hurtful reply happened us thought best friends" ]

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[ "damn bus weird spent ish minutes talking another driver like buddy forget route" ]

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[ "saw something forever changed man police officer stopped teen black male anything wrong cop told tie tied correctly teen told way date never learned propperly orphan police officer steps car redoes young males tie tells looks nice look teens face thanks officer gave hope life full good people" ]

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[ "gay hard make brain hurt gf im gay love much cant fuck guy fuck hand gf dude hand fuck hand" ]

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[ "atlantis much better anticipated ways better story come films aimed higher age although film demand solid attention span times great film ages noticed younger audience expected comedy got adventure think everyone tired endless parade extreme parodies lot kids seen nothing parodies short time everyone seemed intensely watching atlantis" ]

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[ "commit alive im market guy thick accent asked line hear say hi usupremeseby dead heard name responded hi yea dont wanna live hes still behind line yall" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "would happen diedif killed would able watch friends familys reaction death above" ]

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[ "anyone witness justice system lack thereof find film truly satisfying many shades gray regard characters plot virtually every character film epitomized best worst society popularity film probably due fact us one time another deal scumbags along nambypamby lilylivered meleemouthed bureaucrats empower name political correctness br br the performances across boardcompelling sympathized rape victim same found gratifying see wipe smug vicious arrogance faces former attackers particular found dyke one ugliest characters films ive seen nice see former victim shut mouth good lead rapist psychopath equally ugly fitting dirty harry offed loud grotesque fashion end sequel dirty harry saga equaled first" ]

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[ "today finally broke cheating lying manipulative mean girlfriend told dad talked said decision mine tearing eyed nodded yes sent message said thought loved hard weve together since september th year crazy year today gonna crazy day hard think as well girlfriend lmao id say made right call people change understand much nicer stuff first met shes become mean shit even cheating me now thank reading" ]

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[ "cut nails rubbed hands lotion feel smooth" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "tried kill myselfi tried kill taking bunch pills didnt fucking work im boy please help" ]

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[ "alcohol ruining life im going make multiple paragraph essay really feel like it however alcohol literally drove suicidal thoughts depression multiple times now im even one drinking people around currently past absolutely terrible drink normally ends involving im already terrible state things life im abused im fortunate that still fucking sucks always end pointing insecurities talk behind back even though grown ass adults yell cause feel like it cant fucking house cant let feelings without knowing used next time get drunk needed let out sorry wasting time" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "hello new reddit found group today f wondering anyone else confused whether depression something else mother two wake up make husband breakfast get dressed play day cannot seem find energy together sit couch floor play mind either overdrive tired btw children happy fed meals day snacks between neglect them neglect myself anyone else feel way things help yourself depression something else" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "wish never borni didnt ask this" ]

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[ "hey bitches guess whos getting therapy past weeks ive feeling mental health declining shot mom email shes looking therapist fuck yea see arent well sign fucking ask help" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "society sees terrorist maybe go kill myselfim gonna labeled terrorist supporting certain people maybe ill go kill myself fighting help people thier psychological health alienate even more instead helping people like mass shooters shit like were gonna alienate even make problem worse make people suicidal nothing ever gonna change maybe go die guess nobody wants help someone homicidal thoughts theres help people suicidal homicidal thoughts then" ]

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[ "girlfriend tips tricks girlfriend cant leave one first place" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "itnormaltothmkof ways kill myselflike using nails ro slice throat banginf head edfmge th table hard cracks open" ]

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[ "exquisite film make like more eavesdrop upper middle class family dublin early part th century hosting christmas dinner friends relatives table talk idle chatter well written one engrossed away dinner table fine piano playing helps create intimate atmosphere one one guests perhaps bit perfect amateur player odd mistake would added magic film real story real entertainment object lesson coming film makers" ]

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[ "fish seggs like bloop britney stop moving much bloop bloop" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "im getting every day redflag seems pretty appealing compared going timesthats life expectancyim basically relationships outside family family loves much enough me feelguilty greedy read peoples posts lost love life got abused traumatized money etc meanwhile real problem im scared social interaction last week talked girl found attractive gave number texted day stopped responding rejection crushed me people tell im young whole future ahead me feel young friends years younger meaningful romantic relationships cant get girl talk hoursim immediate danger killing myself think every day think shooting back throat hopefully destroy brain stem think hand could jerk maybe turn living shell brain dead tormenting family even worse successful killing outright think avoid building guillotine severing head body entirely would likely kill me think future want weekend think this im still far away acting it ive drifting direction long long time need change course may well end up" ]

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[ "college graduate make k year live atlanta kids single reason happy feel like big emptiness inside really know do bored life feel like happy kind lost really know go here normal anyone else experienced this accomplished wanted life nothing idk guys think happy" ]

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[ "understand lifei know im posting here feel ashamed im posting here want die want live feel like ive never really gotten life groundim im smart talented educated creative people love artwork ive built following around it whenever opportunity comes get scared say no maybe right opportunity know feel like cant make decisions feel like life drastically different might sound sad ive never fully sex man boyfriend years ago things never went way i wanted to reason still get want know feels like one things thats keeping going eventually know thats going enough writing sentence makes want break tears wantgo ive living toxic parents house almost years boomeranging actually right ive got name crazy credit card debt theyre almost point charged off real income speak of feel like im always running direction know why cant give dream famous successful creative people tell maybe get job art stuff works out feel resistant feel like way make art thing work now something tells can know grit it especially exhaustionim going right now ive indecisive years believing hardest thing know life me look around life right now living shitty parents know totally me making money cant help wonder fuck im doing know", "im strong ive incredible pain months now im gaining weight really quickly probably medical condition money go get diagnosed im sure exacerbated stress parents offered pay bills go therapy tempting feel like life completely do god hate hear complaining know much better know do sometimes go library bag packed swear im going sell art online day find place stay night figure rest later never do give easily hard eat sleep hours night i guess thats better nothing im parents house feel much better knowim sorry vomit one else knows im going this sometimes push hard enough get back positivity feels like pushing ton boulder hill feel patheticme know find again feel like eventually im going end hospital condition homeless end it part feels ridiculous writing sentence like knows truth" ]

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[ "said before fan tweety hes aggravating wish sylvester would eat get withbr br in cartoon sly homeless back feeding garbage cans spots cruise ship leaving port nearby decides hop aboard spys tweety one passengers br br the ship provides adequate stage following hijinks sly desperately tries catch annoying bird avoid seasickness hes succeed chewing swallowing thus finishing irritating canary forever but cartoons starring tweety go one quite good thanks brilliant cat" ]