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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | whats point short ventone favorite rap songs part rapper goes people telling positive im supposed positive see shit positive thats always ive felt people want positive fucking reason alone positive keep getting rejected positive one one really gives fuck you positive lifes bad want kill yourself positive things positive about positive good thing could happen literally get girlfriend genuinely likes me effort anymore second guessing inferiority jumping hoops treated like invented weird concept called love trying test unfortunate unwilling happens supposed to shit like happen itll never even happen normally me lots effort trial error feelings inferiority really see point even living anymore know death coming soon thats im actually coming way around knowing ill soon rid whole world bit peace have fantasize nowadays dead consciousness sucked body even dream love anymore anymore fucking everything normal people |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | battle wits im hosting battle wits two friends people consider academically smart claim smarter one talking one day decided battle wits find one actually smarter serious thing supposed prepare questions stuff im pretty much ideas thus far three rounds wikipedia speedrun first one get wikipedia page danjaq plastic surgery clicking links winner flash questions answer many trivia questions minute can whoever answers questions correctly winner drawing competition draw something using ms paint whoevers drawing crowd deems best winner were gonna people watching well far id like make around rounds whoever wins rounds considered bigger brain input appreciated thanks |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | im exhausted tired think donei want anymore feel better fucking tired want give up |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | sedated started laughing today went gastroscopy sedated immediately waking started laughing unconsciously however fact remember laughing reason nurses wondering laughing fact know thats pretty weird |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | year old aspergers failing grades unexplained attendancesi feel really stupid ignorant probably guessed im year old kid living aspergers syndrome feeling depressed lately grades absolutely suck were working major projects school ive gotten detention twice stupid reasons today first failing get one little detail assignment attendance missed classes spanish teacher absolute psycho total asshole me even gotten point dad extremely pissed im depressed please need feel happy again people reddit help me |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | first comment make laugh gets silver thats good luck |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | hi gamsrs anyons wnt discordio basically guys girls shitposting playing games like among us minecraft javacracked war thunder fall guys doom hearts iron overwatch csgo one guy big nintendo fan wants friends chilllll dm link d |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | today learned whatever happens masturbate menthol shampoo even try |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | everyones gone nowthat really final nail coffin speak could go back time tell id years think believe me |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | wanna left alone want isolated every living thing fucking planet theyre driving crazy im close fucking snapping rn want left alone |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | hold damn long life continue messing againfuck life |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | need help english hw usually need help questions fucking hard least know answer pls help stranger need gave every apologize opportunity possibility way means hes always time got office now will would might may have procedure apply person normal ordinary plain regular ps english second language mean ok |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | um tall guys curious feel like im short |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | guess moonlight comfort im sitting outside balcony darkness outside night sky me stars moon now |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | im looking friends wrote bunch interested yo im im kinda lonely shit yada yada wanna meet friends guess interests include video games types preferably good story im always looking someone play smash play basketball stuff im pretty tall like art im good heres looks things im years old live canada alberta im single just kidding actually im kinda not brown hair brown eyes im pretty buff could say idk awkward section two awkward personality section thanks todd my names todd jesse well people tell im kind person im also little bit sad lot bad feel lot lose motivation thats im looking people talk vent maybe play game im also kind childish guess like marvel lego still read games lot hyped steve smash yea theres im also pretty funny idk youd vibe sense humour still also im smart suck math socially awkward ive never talked girl really hit anything still think thats cool guess anyway thanks reading hope make friend two id love anyone talk lol anyway bye |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | quick question would rather always go bathroom lights off always door open fillerfillerfillerfillerfillerfillerfillerfillerfillerfillerfillerfillerfillerfillerfillerfillerfillerfillerfillerfiller |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | thought could help them stupid enough think could it longfor anonymity obviously changing names duh another thing post me suicidal little shaken happened im worried came looking advice need fast know much time have well grace likes like tells depressed people like way feel bad liking way also making depressed feel even worse basically told saved life pretty much feeling alone people like tried kill multiple occasions met me tells nice thought could go slight hope might like her liked were best friends like way im glad friend finally feel bad feel like like interests understands lot better people dont shell talk depressing things life bad person which all gets mad tell things bad seem always accuses lying trust thinks tell things shell shut up ive found like helping people problems like help people honestly care feel bad hurt themselves older sister rachel cuts burns attempted redflag multiple times also rachel know grace also aware grace finally open enough confess cutting going quit live promise get mad know hard addictions be anyway point made feel guilty still cutting made feel done it reason always told could make stop made feel enough like good enough help someone stop causing pain themselves ive never felt way anything enormous sense guilt finally broke hard promised grace tell rachel cutting problem intended keep it snapped guilt pressure confessed everything rachel lift weight told right thing nobody keep secret like that right thing feel like did rachel confronted grace front i_just_need_help told everything need stop this told grace fond tumblr looked poems wrote knives hints cutting throughout them checked scars joke mom tell me mom understand makes things worse assume common another reason grace tell rachel feared would tell mom way would tell her even grace suicidal way could ever her grace said really mad me want talk even see me extremely character ever since met yandere me shed talk even worst moods want cut contact asked sister told redflag part knew cutting redflag part new she people delivered final blow push edge said care care anything didnt believe grace ever it believe trust came realize told thing mattered realness feeling something pain something knew find it thats snapped take anymore broke cried half hour cried since never cry id never experienced anything like before hell cry dog dies found body cry grandma died always thought emotionless anything happened help think fault happen got involved really want kill myself id never thats about ive feelings redflag looong time id never it mostly id feel bad family back point rachel grace always talk everyday fb rachel deleted fb past felt getting close like knew lot her found scary convinced reactivate messaging tumblr while well grace deactivated again tumblr really want talk apparently fault want die cant live guilt do think help all cant anything |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | brother got drunk broke foot told believe sexual abuse also told get kill when letting live rent bill free dad told fuck walked house pay immediately started attacking verbally incredibly angry quickly nana told today knowing bulimic massive self image issues put weightwhy move away friends moved closer family |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | alone hurts best everyone else end redflag never wanted pain took mg vistaril otc medicines |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | anybody play csgo so rank you |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | person moderates subs abusing powerspread message days ago contacted umassaccountnukes post powermodsi asked name powermodi didnt believe firstbut bit research found guy moderates subsyes heard right many people completely banned reddit criticizing himplease spread messageby altcause theres high chance person moderates sub active on name uawkwardtheturtle checked moderation tabit didnt actually show subsbut checked manually searching many subreddits found indeedtrue |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | everyone say it get betteri remember first time felt depressed around got first phone talking friends one day told know live anymore felt like given up told chin up much live for really changed keep hearing answer get better get better fuck told this justification wake one day said oh look life better no yes suicidal years one told get suffering cope it look years cant even look one day look telescope glass broken feel angered all depression anxiety everyone telling worry die peace gun head scared pull trigger hope now gone man watching street waiting something interesting actually happen apologize lot chest im done life |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | would rather die way instead dyingalright go girl middle teenage years ive abused parents half life abandoned whenever people see problems realise im normal perfect someone love might truly love promises hell save us someday know cant happen even though love thought it reason im slowly dying realizing even live freedom anyway im terminally ill point could fucking die second likely fault know karma shit terrible person young mother always tells useless helpless ever able live alone im taking shit heart always correct me id rather kill die suddenly keep letting bloody punching bag everyone use disgusting joke maybe get reincarnated ill finally better life someday find person love again know it |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | anyone else find life much work worth itim living nothing care money only buy food struggle make friends self esteem issues gf cant get study im living nothing easier end cant even would abousulty destroy mum cba trying fix many issues |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | someone else it want die also want livelike would het killed would fine it would care get killed would mind eighter selfharm without real reason where cut yourself feel like sad sad also happy wanting die also wanting live |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | mum coming backmy mum left house tears dripping eyes shouting im coming back gone weeks |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | bad parents inability decide overall badi committed college beginning may get wrong great school clue im life think logical make around every semester fulltime college student apparently do great city want able enjoy it that plus leaving home gives extreme anxiety work college would ultimately make im able make matters worse im still hung end basically twoyear relationship five months ago keep thinking things could done differently could better caused lot stress school since blamed entire thing want apologize point late plus would make look like fool even would put ease would make poeple dislike id admitting wrong thatd cause whole lot more hate seeing ex successful going one best schools state feel like im competition her go local community college ill consider failure even better decision myself hate living home parents supportive all keep saying got whole college mess want go chosen community college begin with change mind every second im scared leave one second cant wait meet roommate go college life next love job love people they truly make feel like matter super easy im good it issue deadend job id keep went community college near me but work out would then im also totally love coworker might affecting opinion think also think really cool friend im bad determining platonic romantic feelings either cool though yikes know situation kind unrealistic ill drop haha so go college not know decision make myself cant hence contemplation redflag lot im quite bad dealing unfortunately pause button life even know want die think feel important anyone life im unsure life course thats typical guess im conflicted really want anymore guess sad ive written redflag letter almost every month year months write little one feel like cold say goodbye many people care even really seem care anymore felt sad while want know do want know someone cares wants succeed kind feels like nobody does feels like nobody believes me im terrified failure even want try graduate eighteenth birthday never saw living past age seventeen im here hell doing clue im scared anything absolutely hate college could absolutely hate come back wasted first semester oh well im broke cant afford that cant certain ill actually end going anywhere life unless go school god know mind filled idea death want know people know ive lately want know care not im tired assuming do feel like let people know matter way much really seem care all like theyre affectionatecaring people probably me know really know looking posting this well maybe stemmed whole i seek validation romantic partners thing quite well college came again love would kind nice guess one funny thing happened though kind brightened day little last night trying make asmr video friend joke make laugh one soap cutting videos accidentally stabbed hand know sounds terrible kind funny fact lol |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | weeks ago planning leaving job try something wanted life once put everyone else priority wanted take sort controlthe universe said nostarted month hospitalized today learned semirare disease need constant life changes doctor follow ups rest life cannot really leave job since need insurance ever today learned news family member passing awaytoday learned person loved lied meall one day lost losti wanted something would make happythe universe said noi tired now universe said no |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | started planning recently limit days talking boyfriend bursting tears easily seeing face state amp hearing cried voice breaks heart guilt trip stuff understands painit feeling want him realized reason need reconsider suicide care afterlife family sadness painful stuff ending ed psych ward boyfriendbut still fucking hard keep living hellish torture want make crythink many relate thanks reading want kill cry |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | cant even express vent app without someone seeing bitching complainingthis dont open cause people dont care say shut stop whining someone kills exact people say reach someone like wtf |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | heard theres no emoji rule |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | death starvationmade earlier thread probably monday lived long sleep due hunger pangs knocking out ill probably get banned heres paypal case anyones able donate bread milk paypalmediafuckinbetes |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | know guy knows guy knows guy knows guy knows guy knows guy knows lady knows guy knows i |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | im ugly inside outim fucking failure whats point even living mediocre life even family dont understand im feeling like say everything thing im disgusting looking cant even look mirror cant die already know people care me cant even self harm anymore im constantly crying reason hate useless worthless ugly self dont want live everyday life seeing miserable face people care dont even care least wont care long want disappear nobody remembering me im worthless human even good look talented lot people way worse im still complaining makes even pathetic hope today itll work |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | time start noblanket hear really really fucking hate cold showers recently one small parts day could truly relax enjoy suffering want get soon possible study saying lonely people shower longer comforting feeling similar hug missing think coldshower good forces get comfort somewhere else ideally drives self improve get relationship similar nofap however found finding entirely much comfort bed sleep important need make less comfortable think start sleeping without blanket would sleep floor introduce discomfort parents come room wake good amount time noblanket starts today basically continue nofap coldshower eventually horny comfortdeprived choice improve looks start approaching life suffering live just live like auschwitz prisoner bro next step food hollow cheeks |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | would happen killed myself would gowhat happens redflag go end up selfish kill yourself |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | bruh parents put content filter wifi weird first youtube videos went pornhub scared cause xfinity internet page showed like mature content cant watch shit vpn time think theyre idk think maybe little siblings even watch mature videos sites idek |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | go outwhat best way die something heroic die saving someone get fight drug gang let shoot me pretend shoot police with fake gun something shoot me try break world record high chance fatal get pet crocodile trigger feminist myself decide |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | know fact depressed teenager friends slept time could think suicideso always parameter used measure emotional state life always thought i feeling bad felt years must depressed even suicide popped mind therei going therapy last years came mind ask therapist ever depressed since going there told am depression comes many forms case sometimes positive events make snap it brief periods time back iti sad feel sickness years put many obstacles life never happy guess depression talkingi took appointment go see psychiatrist want official diagnosis and free country scared taking meds feel hopelesstldl sad time depressed look signs found depressed time |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | yo girls actually like guys moan ive heard somewhere know true |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | well im sure definitely want anymore ive work months trying change career hate used do thought go back money terrifying every single person ive made plans even grab coffee ditched me last straw buddy said hed go fishing me got early dug worms got shit together ditch min before cat needs surgery called fho cant afford it tried fundraising nothing kid asshole understand why makes fun me ever wants money make food seem clean cook thanks appreciation anything do fuck everything laugh make fun me like ask empty fucking trash bathroom cause obviously overflowing one ever does so threw trashcan get bitched it nothing good enough make fun say certain words like adhesive fucking let it friends cant drive cause never taught money nothing im fucking useless lump everytime ask help im let down told im grumpy stop grumpy like wtf man im fucking tired it even get mad stand ground everyone ends pissy nothin g gets solved always turned around me stopped cleaning nothing plus hate living pig pen taken away dishes ffs enough dishware ppl live still get bitched at im absolutely done ive it know whether scream scream die fucking run time dying seems pretty awesome figure everything themselves im done spend day staring fucking wall now sometimes theres tears |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | hi hru im longing kind human interaction rn tell ur day |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | friend going shit post supposed funny friend going shit want help idk how told needs talk im idk else help her anyone know help help |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | getting admitted hospitali live uk sure whether elsewhere theres something quite get system far understand it way getting immediate help ie hospital failing actual redflag attempt show doctor say i going kill todaytomorrow method otherwise experience pretty much hmm heres slight med adjustment see feel come back month whilst appreciate simply enough space hospitals also really understand scenario could ever occur surely made decision make doctors appointment day tell them anyone experience situation |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | cutted dck accidentally last night fun vacuum cleanerhowever consider bag inside divice sharp pieces glass picked earlier many different positions tried night one really messed physically brother busted room caught red handedi immediately took dick rubbed pieces glassit aint serious hurts even pee |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | extrovert adopt me ima shy good natured introvert anyone adopt please |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | update updateso scrolling rmeirlmeirl left suicidal jokes always do one op responded real fast asked wanted talk ended talking abt hours wouldve definetly killed myself ending chat pm asking tomorrow today was trying send message im there found wasnt deleted account since suffering depression im certain killed himself want die now person listening making comfortable even social anxiety knew himher hours i think she saved life already cant take this |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | found rage novel mentions suicidal thoughtsthe rage novel question herehttpwwwredditcomrragenovelscommentsqhi_seriously_think_about_it_on_a_near_daily_basis ive posted ask reddit herehttpwwwredditcomraskredditcommentsquzua_redditor_just_posted_a_ragenovel_that told link here figured hurt post something get advice all anything else doz edit far ive linked im assuming guy context comic redflag prevention website well here ive sent message mods reported link also |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | toi apologize advance use insensitive language first time writing matter familiar terms lost relative redflag year ago painful days ago heard another news high school friend scares much might lose redflag scares especially relative took life one saw signs protect ones care for know loved one danger late good reading non verbal signs strong tendency think everything okay makes blind subtleties would help someones pain |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | movie amazing watched town next one grew up went saw buildings story took place in overall loved movie one jake gyllenhaals best also favorite parts science fair times father sad seemed homer wanted follow dream dad seem care one way another tag line true sometimes one dream bright enough light sky way movie shot impeccable believable could recorded s dress accurate slang too definitely recommend movie |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | dying seems like reliefi constantly feel trapped pointless life thoughts killing push way head im man asking help difficult |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | suicidal thoughts overwhelming im accepting themi feel getting closer closer point ill try kill im happy thats goal life ive failed achieve goals killing goal might today tomorrow even week ill eventually hate alive fucking hate want alive anymore whats point alive never person want whats point alive stuck body hate way change whats point alive cant anything love forced things hate every single day escape hell whats point living alone feel like outcast society ive lived life motto only best good enough im best im even average im average cant live like anymore already got plan ill feel like last straw |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | someone tell deja vu please wonders months looked still dont know meanssss |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | first saw absolutely riveting documentary initial release back and really profound effect me much bugged several friends see repeat screenings bottom linenone friends walked away disappointed ever stellar film scottish conceptual artist andy goldsworthywho creates absolutely beautiful pieces art using natural materials woodwaterflowersrocksetcto create pieces eventually return natural form a statement temporary state everything get see goldsworthy create several works temporary artas well long term installations major galleries around worldas well pieces natural worldas well german film makerthomas riedelsheimer directsphotographs edits meditation creative process real treat eye ear with ambient musical scorecomposed performed fred frithwhos music generally edgy experimentalnoise textured guitaras well capable ensemble musicians although film available dvd years nowif find cinema highlighting revival fine filmby meansseek its easily film composed large screenwith proficient sound system truly experience film right way mpaa ratingbut contains nothing offend unless live birth sheep screen destined offend disturb |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | even emotional point goddamn irritating tf hv live want avail services life offers want companionship others well want dead done it better later less collateral damage trynna every single one trying stop me already tired enough please go more would prefer nothing instead anything anyway end rant w h |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | help someone doesnt want helpedone pf friends spiraling depression seems getting worse worse weve trying get least try recover refuses lets everything overpower her us trying best say alright say shes fine let try fight thoughts getting her ive went im recovered dont worry cant stand anyone going misery school ended several hours ago us afraid might actually summer one stop her honestly despite recovering know do dont truly dont know help someone doesnt take help know help needs someone ive done shes pushing everyone away emotionally dont know save late feel helpless need advice thank reading ramble beg help hope good day hope gets better |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | honestly much hate say it rest generation kiss normal high school experience goodbye shit aint ever going least years shit like this things were stay fuck shit im afraid school aint ever going free freshman year ever again |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | much homeworkim getting hours homework every day cant spend time family friends barely time talk girlfriend parents yell manage time better really difficult cause usually get like hours sleep every night cant wake early cause feel emotionally deprived anything wanted drop college classes parents let me get yelled spending time anyone everyone thinks im lazy really im drained fucking thing every day want kill ends im tired shit |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | think call nervous breakdown got triggered slight disagreement wife absolutely exploded ran bedroom cried intensely least three hours probably worst ever felt emotionally dealing feeling guilt plus knowing let wife kids going birthday party them wife confused doesent understand happened really sure myself best guess stuffing emotions finally hit limit breakdown |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | hat alland good life everyone hah nice end struggle without victory over time give atoms back universe thanks loan tried tell younger pain ends here regret nothing cant lucky eh life |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | suicidal thoughts back feel like getting worse tried hope tried therapy three help fourth tried made feel worse ed gets worse ocd too probably bpd too gotten point believe living everyone happiness exist atleast me boyfriend shitty job it parents struggling financially worrying making waste money therapy time going things differently going jump backing out telling anyone cannot stop even try written two three letters already know tell boyfriend really want end me know make sure try get better atleast strong stay planned outfit know going spend last days people happy memories going bake cake them last cake ik one thing would remember by strong enough everything happened life broken point unfixable sorry this happening thoughts back |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | ive done it ive achieved maximum djent wanted play specific song guitar tune string ebeadgb leaving high e need it neither snark phone tuner pick sound lowest string anymore hell amps built tuner hardly does like play peak performance |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | scared upset angry romantic rant told guy liked text worlds worst texter checks maybe one week messages everyone friend knew liked him days tells days ago said wanted friends forgot tell that waiting rejection thats worst partthe waiting days days coming terms fact doesnt like nothing ever happen wait fear hes judging me im angry friend dont know do |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | moment text hi beat clingy bastard |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | writing something positive day day physics test today think pretty good |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | rip hero alex diedive never sad death someone whos grandma |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | found cockroaches bed one closet get rid them someone actually help im terrified cockroaches im go bed two climbing crack bed do im going sleep couch bc im genuinely terrified |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | posted before still aroundi dont know anymore new medication taking feelings away honestly dont even know treatable depression life going nowhere im terrible hate job wife nothing grow apart friends driven away everyone life relationship family feel alone head every day replaying feelings one talk to singular reason killed yet sole provider wife even love point know committed redflag insurance money even enough keep afloat cant afford therapy dont qualify sort assistance boat sinking nowhere turn to |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | feel bad todays kids wont expirience star wars like did why |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | reflections trip home longon trip back home realized something people want see mask real me one wants see real me parents ask doing mask says fine real thinks redflag weekly sometimes daily basis parents ask going children looking forward grandchildren mask laughs says day maybe real goes wtf hate children even meet someone wont raising child hate them people force talk future joy mask real asks future joy cant see future past next month joy watching friend graduate joy joy sadness seen behind mask nearly enough understand it also saw behind it basically told put mask back on blows plans made later evening supposed last hooray moves across country deserts it story life people ask enjoying new location mask says great loving it real hates wants nothing return previous location friends people ask memorable call new job emergency services dont want memorable call want funniest call memorable call one try forget daily basis mask tells funny antidote guy lamp real tries force sound childs voice head people ask it first time mask real agree something dont know dont know able get bed morning dont know able go work every day dont know able take constant abuse supervisors dont know able go classes masters dont know things possibly biggest mystery still alive thought many times night killing since last september iterations plan adapted changed situation changed well preferences thinking plan weirdly comforting feels like safety hatch pulled point feels comforting know end misery point choosing feels like nice warm blanket parachute wrapped one maybe keeps going thought stuck way out weirdly makes want keep going things get worse always pull trigger allows go sleep night gives courage life gets fucked decision made bail allowed stand boss get fired what drive risky kill car accident sparred grief spurs on also makes miserable still want die still think death much better world would without me life sucks want everything end quickly possible want shit show call life want something different want things get better never seems do hope to expect worse every situation everyone never disappointed tldr reflections recent trip back home still alive yet dont want caring spurs on |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | hi partner dv survivor years eroded everything mentally abused mostly throughout sexual elements towards last years shes lovely caring girl world beautiful also easy likes drinks weekends drink brings different girl maybe true girl im sure girl vivid flashbacks pretty harsh shes therapy thats tough going well popping cork anger bottled years |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | ive lost everything know else turn days ago everything fine girlfriend years talking getting ready go pick month old son left house come back soon laid took bit nap woke suddenly panic felt soetching wrong tried call her answer tried text answer called parents house told there started franking point know going ok not sitting home still waiting something anything hear knocks door ran upstairs see anyone there asked replied policeand coming them opened door went told charged assualt uttering death threatsand fears babys safety know think say anything understood rights put cell tell place cleaning stuff really believe would thoughtthe night ends finally posting bail walking back home get well stuff babies stuff gonethis blue fine happened allowed contact go near families place tried call multiple times understand could even me little boy lawyer appointment set wednsday want se baby sad still want girlthis girl put hell come im scared scared child know do feel like choice redflag point really want se baby bad know |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | im wellim thinking killing time im severely mentally ill ive lost therapist friends job leave apartment medications working appointment see psychiatrist next wednesday spontaneously wrapped vacuum cleaner cord around throat pulled tight get sensation asphyxiation lot sleeping pills keep thinking downing lot alcohol duct taping mouth shut hoping id pass vomit choke unconscious access gun id shoot head right without hesitation |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | want kill myselfcan escape feeling dont want die want die im probably going die |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | everyone wants live nobody seems care make things worse mejust rant everyone wants live terms give shit make harder actually try want live care add misery im selfish one wanting die whats point nobody acts like even want around mom yelled panic attack every time wake one like make better im supposed keep living even though miserable frankly keep going year now keep going constantly pain nobody acts like even like around point much relief me i want to die im allowed nothing nobody willing make easier whats point |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | done lifeim tired im feeling nothing regret failure depression overall point know find sometime future feel even care id rather move on im scared hurt want to im considering it especially want bring family down thats thought keeping alive right now fear thought fade away love them fucking hate life |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | isnt stupid isnt stupid im afraid tell family important stuff fear teased honestly cant believe it smh ridiculous |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | feel like way outin january attempted od failed things alright little got hospital feel like redflag option dad fight lot starting crying fighting called ungrateful little bitch said stuff could would abort right made want die know abuse feel like burden everyone around me |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | good questions class poll wondering make poll class little fun circuit breaker |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | really venting posti live constant need end every day thats want write about ive subscribing lot different subreddits recently found one ive reading snippets reading comments others guess want give collective heartfelt thank everyone subreddit really cool little virtual respite exists uncaring cold void world yeah post follow rules something guess none ever read this |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | frogs would make good shoes |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | update cuttertilldeathso update life going now original post months ago httpwwwredditcomrredflagwatchcommentslnoocuttertilldeath first statement ill start saying finally diagnosed major depressive disorder aswell severe anxiety might add update cut past months now used think killing everyday every morning wokeup something bad happened day went bed fell asleep night would pray wakeup morning wanted pain suffering over id gone world people life would move act never there one would care everyones lives would lot easier parents friendsif even call that boyfriend ive multiple attempts aswell planned out left redflag notes ready it well see unfortunately im still alive update weeks ago jumped nd story bedroom window im okay though wanted die get higher left ankles sprained everything else fine depression medication wellbutrin xl working really well love anxiety medication klonopin fucking amazing feel calm piece surroundings get tense anxious racing thoughts great d boyfriend brokeup im really well broke months ago great part is hes still best closest friend emotional attachment anymore were other d communication mother anymore afraid stand upspeak myself assertiveness amp mindfullness key d |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | oopsyesterday ragequit job brink called parents told needed come pick up also handed revolver now morning feel like ive made huge mistake really wish gone it im parents radar bigtime drive back apartment feeling captive life made suicidal asking help made captive powerless ever before god really hope get chance kill himheritthem |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | ok dont hateim im serbia life like dad hates son relly shity guy befor mom disapointed school granperenc died days ago im relly depersed nobady talk sad trayed kill self failed stoped self every time think abaut every day somewon give advice |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | person hurt mei sorry strong enough sorry allowed treated horribly sorry didnt enough brand pills took whatever could find im sorry headache feel im sorry know wont change anything im sorry feel alone im sorry never feel safe im sorry trying wasnt enough sorry never live life deserve |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | using guni got abused many people socially isolated years already wrote lot subreddit met nice people nice people also abusing guess yesterday asked friend could borrow hunting rifle ill receive rifle hours whats best way use it pulling trigger rifle throat put bullet straigt brain |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | kill meyeah thats |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | bruh statistics cram hours worth math videos chapter test currently basically pm test due pm context im college courses also babysit siblings including month old baby brother mention depression anxiety much work dont im overwhelmed yeah constant cycle anyway yeah |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | cant fucking another second thisive wanted kill fucking long tried several times thought getting better lmao wasnt im bad ever hate everything life fucking going anywhere seem make mistake mistake fucking rant everyone else lmao fuck dude guess shitty lives huh feel terrible im going friends care honestly im point really barrier anymore last straw finally happened too thats awesome im trans ftm two years still dysphoric mind nothing changed much thats even worst though lol weeks ago drinking friends house got blackout drunk really bad night im pretty sure someone fucked lmao definitely condom anything even though took plan b think fucking worst thing couldve happened happened theres symptoms it everything sore gross morning after bruises over theres scattered memories someone sex me know consent even did even sober enough stand definitely state to got sexually assaulted sex traumatic reminder super dysphoria inducing avoid costs done right mind ive nonstop anxiety attacks last week even period year plus ahahahah apparently im unluckiest fucker alive thats fucking kill myself everything goes wrong im sick im sick forcing get motions top it cant even think put name literally retch dysphoria another panic attack skipped school go cry car today cant fucking man even thinking whats happening right makes want go grab knife get one dads guns hell theres plenty lakes around too hard lol ive wanted excuse long ive known redflag cant take care im state requires parent consent it tell one theyll fucking mad might let get rid theyll literally ruin life afterwards tell them know fuck happened remember consenting it plus physically able this ive got bmi get periods literally testosterone fucking years way apparently was im fucking miserable sex even decision im one stuck consequences thats all cant it life nonstop traumatic events ive got hella mental illnesses want fucking deal anymore care enough future give damn recovery im sorry friends sister know fucking break hearts cant fucking go anything else end here |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | good reason feel like this personality makes difficult reach outmy head mess sure rambling pile garbage never talk anyone problems posting something like extremely uncomfortable me sure rethink decision make post delete havent able find help yet figure anything learned years reddit help area everything sure enough search guys are quick rundown me middle aged married kids successful dont remember feels like happy cant recall last time felt kind joy become really good faking around friends family flip switch head time social act happy make jokes play part make sure sadness leak spoil day anyone else exhausting sometimes work smile keep shit together hours straight im nice guy everyone depends get things done im nice guy everyone looks support advise im nice guy exhausted faking day long sit car breaking point get physically ill throw upthen flip switch time go home pretend everything fine get feeling everyone around jealous family dream wife beautiful kids amazing large home drive nice cars make good living area live in feels like costume covering reality feel like failed oldest child adult know resents me try force involved exhausting try best shield bullshit younger kids also feel like failing cant seem give attention deserve feel like hate it heard talking eachother night crushed little soul left think wife planning leave me told years felt trapped needed independence best support starting new business finally working going well always thought would make things better instead unease festered grown stronger feel it resents tell holding long enough set someplace go leaves me issues past always able flip switch put brave face whatever takes work out trying feel spent keep cracking up almost broke tears birthday party front kids simple dentist visit much almost started bawling making cup coffee after cant keep shit together normal situations hell something big business life sham feel like faking years moment someone going call bullshit seems rock solid everyone assumes kicking ass always razors edge balance feel like family here know quick family turn shut out become damn much want done everything already set everything up plan place put end things shielding friends family much possible wont look like redflag one would ever think did another tragic accident different others happen every day took large life insurance policy established trust children prepared documents attorney handle estate past simply plan place enough keep level anything drastic last month real struggle every single day it spoken wife feeling depressed wants therapy thats another mountain climb dont know energy make happen therapist years ago called set appointment last week refused book me dont recall ended therapy last time around must said done something horrible wont take back punch gut havent able make pick phone call another one quite frankly thought sitting therapists office makes feel ill uneasy dont even know ever helped made better faking everyone elses sake tldr exhausted tired sad want done |