Tag: kujou chihiro
Koi wa Ameagari no You ni – 11
When Haruka learns that a runner from another school fully recovered from the same injury Akira suffered to best her personal 100-meter time, and could threaten Akira's tournament record, she redoubles her efforts to bring Akira back in the fold, even going so far as to follow her to her workplace.
Kondou sees that a girl from Akira's school is a customer, and that can tell the conversation isn't a pleasant one. Let's get one thing straight: Haruka isn't here to ask Akira what she wants or how she feels. Haruka is there to tell Akira what Haruka wants—and how sad she'll be if she doesn't get it.
She marches in there judging Akira's choice to work an honest job rather than risk re-injuring herself, saying she'll "always be waiting" for Akira to come around to wanting to run again, as if that's the only acceptable path for her. Then she storms off without letting Akira so much as respond.
It's frankly sickening to watch someone who purports to care about Akira only seem to be interested in what would make herself happy—not to mention shore up her track team. If their roles were reversed, I doubt Akira would treat her so awfully.
Thankfully we get a pleasant palate-cleanser in the form of Chihiro paying Kondou a surprise visit with a brand-new siphon coffee maker. Make no mistake: Chihiro isn't there just for Kondou's benefit, he came to ground himself with an old friend he still holds in high regard.
Kondou looks at Chihiro's success in the same way Haruka looks at Akira's records and talent—from the outside. The book being made into a movie is a "piece of shit" in Chihiro's mind, and the more successful he gets, the more expectations mount (much as they did for Akira before her injury), and the more "shit" he feels he has to put out.
Rather than voice any disappointment, Chihiro actually lauds Kondou for living an honest life. Unlike Akira giving up running cold turkey, Kondou has always to maintain the obsession to write, even if it's for nobody but himself, and even if he's too excited to do the first one-minute novel in a long time.
Chihiro isn't asking him to quit being a manager and start selling novels…but he urges Kondou not to give up that obsession, even if it's not as big a part of his life as it was. Granted, Chihiro and Kondou are older and more matured by life experience, but the contrast between their equitable dynamic and Haruka's totally unfair one-sided oppression of Akira couldn't be starker.
Chihiro and Haruka, who are still fully in the respective games their friends left, have similar messages. I've always seen Akira as not giving up or running away from track, but simply moving on, while Kondou gives his old habit of late-night writing another go after Chihiro's visit.
That same night, Akira takes out her cleats, suggesting as terribly as she expressed it, Haruka was right that Akira still yearns to run. But the next day when a customer forgets a phone and she can't get it back to them without running, she doesn't run this time, as the camera pulls in on her recently repaired Achilles. I can't blame her, considering what happened the last time she did.
In the restaurant office, Akira sees that Kondou hasn't filled out her shift schedule yet with her requested increased shifts, and when he asks her if there's "anything else she wants to do" besides work there all the time, she should do that. This angers Akira, because it's almost as if everyone's ganging up on her…even the man she has feelings for.
The fact of the matter is, even if it's objectively wrong for Akira to not even consider giving running another go, it's her goddamn RIGHT to be wrong, no one else's. Yes, she's young, and her emotions on this matter are all over the place.
She might not be able to easily answer the question "do you want to run?" if asked because she's so afraid of the possibility she just can't do it anymore. Or maybe she really truly doesn't want to run. In either case, it's her choice to make. Haruka may have enough confidence in her for the both of them, but at the end of the day…it ain't her Achilles.
Author sesameacrylicPosted on Thu, 22 Mar 2018 Thu, 22 Mar 2018 Categories Anime Reviews, Koi wa Ameagari no You ni, Winter 2018Tags abandoning, after the rain, celebrity, clingy, coffee, comfortable, friendship, grounded, ideals, kondou masami, kujou chihiro, kyan haruka, Love is Like after the Rain, manager, obsession, rival, shifts, symbols, tachibana akira, will, 恋は雨上がりのように
Keeping Akira in a constant state of hot-and-botheredness was not sustainable, so I'm really enjoying how their relationship has evolved since The Hug. Akira exploits another opportunity to hang out with Masami as friends (a used book sale), and has no other designs other than to see him in a place where he feels at home, and learn a little more about him, and enjoy the nice weather. She's not all that worried about whether it's a date or not.
Masami happens to know one of the booksellers (he frequented his store back in the day) who of course assumes Akira is his daughter, but Akira is the one to correct him by calling them friends. The subject of two people knowing each other so well that they can communicate far more with fewer words, Akira resists the urge to call or text Masami when he wanders off into bookland.
Instead, she channels Victor Hugo by sending just a "?". Since Masami just told her about the instance of Hugo and his publisher, she knows she can share a moment of knowing with Masami, which gives her no shortage of joy. No drama, no furiously burning flames of passion…just a nice day out together.
In another instance of sending a message with naught but a symbol, Akira eventually sends Haruka a signal she still cares by liking one of the track club posts…even if Akira herself seems to have moved past track, not wanting to undergo rehab to make a comeback.
Similarly, when Masami catches Chihiro on TV calling books and writing his "lover", he can relate; it used to be his lover too, and he devoted nearly all his time to it, hurting his wife and son in the process. After going through some of his writings, he stuffs them back in the box and puts the box back on the shelf, not ready to chase the "one-sided love."
The next day, Akira shows Masami the book she bought for herself at the sale, And Then by Soseki. It comes with a charming bookmark of a swallow holding a four-leaf clover, which reminds Masami of the swallow's nest under the backdoor awning they had to get rid of because of the droppings.
Masami makes sure Akira understands they waited for all of the babies to leave the nest before doing so, which prompts Akira to ask what would have happened had one bird not made it from the nest; perhaps a metaphor for her being unable to join her trackmates, as well as Masami pondering giving writing up.
Masami replies that such a bird may still be able to find some happiness, and even forget about the others, but hopes that the bird wouldn't regret giving up, lest it keep looking wistfully up at the sky, pondering what might have been.
He apologizes for rambling on, but Akira thanks him for his words, and wants to hear more of them, and perhaps one day read them as well. Akira is signalling to him that it's okay to keep that dream of writing alive, that perhaps the forgiveness he so obviously seeks isn't as out of reach as he thought.
Author sesameacrylicPosted on Thu, 15 Mar 2018 Categories Anime Reviews, Koi wa Ameagari no You ni, Winter 2018Tags after the rain, book sale, bookmark, comfortable, emotions, forgiveness, friendship, kondou masami, kujou chihiro, kyan haruka, Love is Like after the Rain, lover, making up, manager, obsession, shorthand, symbols, tachibana akira, 恋は雨上がりのように
I had high hopes for some enjoyable festival times with a newly reunited Akira and Haruka, but the reveal of the episode's title, "Rain of Sorrow" (yikes!), After the Rain had other ideas. While Akira made a nice gesture by inviting Haruka out, there's no avoiding the fact the two have drifted apart considerably.
When Haruka watches Akira interact with Kondou (who is there with Yuuto), Haruka is thrown for a loop when Akira makes it clear she likes someone so "old." It's a reasonable thing for a high schooler to say, but Akira doesn't take kindly to it, and cuts off the discussion.
That, in turn, leads Haruka to lose her temper, since Akira has made it almost impossible to talk to her about anything anymore. With a few words that probably weren't meant to cut as deeply as they do, Akira has Haruka running home crying. Those words? "We can't go back to how we used to be."
That's damned harsh, and I'm a little disappointed in Akira for going there so quickly, but then again, perhaps a degree of maturity and pragmatism have rubbed off on her, both from Kondou and the reality of not being able to run. Bottom line, harsh or not, Akira is right, and she's not quite sure how to integrate Haruka back into her life.
Somewhat conveniently, Kondou is going through the same thing, only at a more advanced stage: he's meeting an old friend and classmate Kujou Chihiro at their old watering hole, where they're the only two guys who aren't college students.
Kujou is the author of the book Kondou checked out of the library and got mad at the Amazon reviewer about. And it's lovely to see these old friends gel so nicely right out of the gate (beer and delicious food help grease the proverbial wheels).
It's also apparent Kujou holds Kondou's opinion and skills as a writer in high regard; perhaps even beyond his own, which is why he doesn't believe Kondou when he says he doesn't write anymore. He does, but rather than a dream he wishes to achieve, it's "just a little something."
But there's a reason Kondou and Kujou haven't seen each other in ten years. Kondou was meant to join Kujou and other classmates on a trip to India, but he ditched them to marry Yuuto's mother, while Kujou's experience kicked off his successful writing career Kondou wanted but apparently put aside for love and family.
Kondou and Kujou never had a grand public yelling match in full yukata regalia like our girls, but through their individual choices and the passage of time, grew apart to the point they couldn't go back to how they used to be. There may be other times when they see each other to drink and talk. When together, they're not adults, but classmates. But there will never be a time like back they enjoyed in their youth. Nostalgia, indeed!
The new term starts for Akira, and while her other track friends are friendly, since she hasn't made up with Haruka, things are still awkward between them, and Akira isn't sure how or even if she can mend fences, because she's just as behind in what Haruka is thinking and feeling as vice versa.
Kondou (who made sure to tell Kujou his depiction of high school girls was inaccurate, no doubt based in part on his friendship with Akira), can sense Akira is down about something, and unlike with Haruka, Akira can relatively easily tell him what that something is.
Their talk is interrupted by work, but at close Kondou has Akira join him outside once more, where he presents her with a gorgeous supermoon (and what a great closeup of Akira's eyes reacting to it's glory) upon which to wish.
Kondou also lays down some adulty wisdom: even if she and her friend are growing apart, the irreplaceable moments they shared won't disappear, so perhaps neither will the possibility they'll grow closer again someday. Sometimes people need to grow apart to truly find themselves. But in Akira's case, I think she should attempt to make up sooner rather than later; I don't think they're irreconcilable.
Author sesameacrylicPosted on Thu, 8 Mar 2018 Categories Anime Reviews, Koi wa Ameagari no You ni, Winter 2018Tags after the rain, atmosphere, awkward, classmates, comforting, connections, drifting apart, drinks, emotions, Fight, friendship, kondou masami, kujou chihiro, kyan haruka, Love is Like after the Rain, manager, nishida yui, nostalgia, summer festival, supermoon, tachibana akira, yamamoto, yoshizawa takashi, youth, 恋は雨上がりのように