Where do I go from here?
apsurd: Hey, just get it done.I understand you are 20, and you still have a lot of sorting out to do, but you know what the answer is?There is no answer; just get it done. There's no real need to write out this essay about why this, how that... its nonsense, either you want to do something and you start trying to do it, or you don'tSomebody has to say it.Stop talking, start doing.