Are you happy, well-rounded? (dealing w/ depression/lack of motivation)
thaumaturgy: I've known a lot of people like this -- a lot of them young, and some of them much older. Some people seem to just have a lot of drive and always too many ideas about what they want to do, and others don't have much of any at all. I've never been that way, so I can't really relate.But, I have seen that nobody else can really seem to tell someone how to live, or what to do, or how to be motivated. That part is all up to you; I could say, "go backpacking for a week", because that's what I do to clear my mind and re-focus, but that's something that works for me and probably would have no impact on you.You're looking to everyone around you for some advice that can only come from within yourself. You're the only person that can decide what you want your life to look like.