I'm about to take a big step in my life. I would like your opinion.
iterationx: Getting a viral std is 1-way function.  You'll definitely get HPV and maybe herpes.If you are socially awkward that means you have terrible body language.  Read a few books about body language.  Why don't you work on your social circle, get more friends then you will get invited to more parties, then when girls meet you they will be more open to you because they met you through a friend.  Beyond that join a gym, smile, be funny, not desperate and your girl problems will go away.