What are you afraid of?
access_denied: What if I come into a situation where I have to choose between 'going with the flow' or staying a decent person, and I know if I stay up for the good they will kill me or worse torture me?  Will I be strong enough?  And if yes: what a life.These days you can easily get picked by the CIA for some stupid reason.  Actually I am a bit uneasy about US-customs for that reason.