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in earnest. I did not understand the meaning of the laugh.
ุจุงู„ุฌุฏ ู…ุง ูู‡ู…ุชุด ุงู„ู…ุนู†ู‰ ุฏูŠุงู„ ุงู„ุถุญูƒู‡ ู„ุง
You do not have the moment or any of it. After
ููŠุฏูŠูƒ ุงู„ู„ุญุธู‡ ูˆู„ุง ู…ู† ุจุนุฏ
he said something to me in Hindi, I did not accept it. Your
ู‚ุงู„ู„ูŠ ุดูŠ ุญุงุฌู‡ ุจุงู„ู‡ู†ุฏูŠู‡ ูˆู…ุง ู‚ุจู„ุช ูˆุงู„ูˆ
brother left on the 5th, and I did not learn Hindi. My
ุฎูˆูƒู… ุฎุงุฑุฌ ู…ู† ุงู„ุฎุงู…ุณ ูˆู…ุง ุชุนู„ู…ุชุด ุงู„ู‡ู†ุฏูŠู‡
whole life, I felt the words in which there was a combination of compassion,
ูƒุงู…ู„ู‡ ุญุณูŠุช ุจุงู„ู„ูŠ ูƒู„ุงู… ู…ุฌู…ูˆุน ููŠู‡ ุงู„ุดูู‚ู‡
anger, and
ูˆุงู„ูƒูŠู‡ ุบุถุจู‡ ูˆุงู„
hatred. And today, we understand what I stayed in, as he
ุญู‚ุฏู‡ ูˆุงู„ูŠูˆู… ูƒู†ูู‡ู… ุจุงู„ู„ูŠ ุจู‚ูŠุช ููŠู‡ ุญูŠุช ูƒุงู†
knew what Zohri was like when he was a girl. She does
ุนุงุฑู ุฒู‡ุฑูŠ ููŠู„ุง ุญู†ูŠ ูˆุดู†ูˆ ูƒ
nโ€™t need
ุชู†ุงู†ูŠ ุชุนุงุทู ู…ุง ู…ุญุชุงุฌุด
the language after all. The bed
ุงู„ู„ุบู‡ ู…ู† ุจุนุฏ ุชุฌุจุฏ ุงู„ุจู‡ุงู„ูŠ ููˆู‚ ุงู„ุณุฑูŠุฑ
looked good, with the
ูˆุฏุงุช ุนูŠู†ู‡ ุนู„ู‰ ุด ุฎูŠุฑ
clearest features of the service they brought me to, and
ุจูˆุถุญ ุงู„ู…ู„ุงู…ุญ ุฏูŠุงู„ ุงู„ุฎุฏู…ู‡ ุงู„ู„ูŠ ุฌุงุจูˆู†ูŠ ุนู„ู‰
I stayed here, walking far away, taking care of my mind, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh,
ูˆ ุจู‚ูŠุช ู‡ู†ุง ู…ุงุดูŠ ุจุนูŠุฏ ู†ูˆู„ูŠ ุจุญุงู„ ุงู„ุจุงู„ูŠ
we'll run away. I don't have a
ูˆู„ุงู ุฎ ู†ู‡ุฑุจ
direction, and I don't have the answer. And I don't even have to
ูŠุช ูƒู† ุงุชุฌุงู‡ ูˆูƒูŠูุงุด ุงู„ุฌูˆุงุจ ู…ุง ุนู†ุฏูŠุด ูˆุญุชู‰
think about the distance that we reached from the city,
ูุงุด ูƒุชููƒุฑ ุงู„ู…ุณุงูู‡ ุงู„ู„ูŠ ุถุฑุจู†ุง ู…ู† ุงู„ู…ุฏูŠู†ู‡
so we got here, but I don't
ุจุงุด ูˆุตู„ู†ุง ู„ู‡ู†ุง ูƒู†ู„ ุงู„ููƒุฑู‡ ุฏุงูŠุฑ ุงู„ุณู†ุงุณู„
have the idea. Where can we increase the
ูˆุทุงู†ูŠ ู‡ู†ุง ู…ุง ุนู†ุฏูŠ ููŠู† ู†ุฒูŠุฏ
cold winds that are sweeping over me and the zero holidays are coming for
ุฑูŠุงุญ ุจุงุฑุฏู‡ ูƒุชุณูˆ ููŠุง ูˆุงู„ุนูŠุงุฏ ุงู„ุตูุฑ ุฏุงุฑ ููŠ
what they want? The hunger and thirst have been quenched. It is
ู…ุง ุจุบู‰ ู…ุง ุฌูˆุน ุงู„ุนุทุด ู ุณูƒุงุช ุนู„ูŠู‡ู…
good for me. I was in the country and we have dinner early and we are sleepy
ุฎูŠุฑ ูƒู†ุช ู…ูˆุงู„ู ููŠ ุงู„ุจู„ุงุฏ ู†ุชุนุดู‰ ุจูƒุฑูŠ ูˆู†ุนุณ
with the blackness and I am always standing, my feet are numb without feeling like I have a
ู…ุน ุงู„ุชุณูˆุฏ ูˆุงู†ุง ุฏุงุจุง ูˆุงู‚ู ุฑุฌู„ูŠ ู…ู†ู…ู„ูŠู† ุจู„ุง
fever in the wind. Moreover, I have
ู…ุง ูŠูƒูˆู† ุนู†ุฏูŠ ุญ ููŠ ุงู„ุฑูŠุญ ูุถู„ุง ุนู„ู‰ ุงู†ู‡
where can
ูŠูƒูˆู† ุนู†ุฏูŠ ููŠู†
I get pain in my legs? He made me put a shakushi next to
ู†ุฌุจุฏ ูˆุฌุน ููŠ ุฑุฌู„ูŠ ุฎู„ุงู†ูŠ ู†ุญุท ุดุงูƒูˆุดูŠ ุฌู†ุจ
the bed of that Buhali and rest on it without going
ุงู„ุณุฑูŠุฑ ุฏูŠุงู„ ุฐุงูƒ ุงู„ุจูˆู‡ุงู„ูŠ ูˆู†ุฑูŠุญ ุนู„ูŠู‡ ุจู„ุง
shopping for Dakshi, which is in it. I turned
ู…ุง ู†ุชุณูˆู‚ ู„ุฏุงูƒุดูŠ ุงู„ู„ูŠ ููŠู‡
my eyes to one of the large reserve dials of the
ุฏูˆุฑุช ุนูŠู†ูŠ ูƒูŠุจูŠ ูˆุงุญุฏ ุงู„ุฑูŠุฒูŠุฑู ูƒุจูŠุฑ ุฏูŠุงู„
Magen with a zipper. I
ุงู„ู…ุงุฌู†
walked to it and found a bunch of quivers
ุจุฒูŠู…ู‡ ู…ุดูŠุช ู„ุฌุชู‡ ู„ู‚ูŠุช ู„ุงุซู‡ ุฏูŠุงู„ ุงู„ุฌุนุจุงุช
coming out of it. I sat alone among them. Oh peace, it came out
ุฎุงุฑุฌูŠู† ู…ู†ู‡ ุญู„ูŠุช ูˆุญุฏู‡ ููŠู‡ู… ูŠุง ุณู„ุงู… ุฎุฑุฌ
of us. It was not cold. I quenched my thirst. I may have
ู…ู†ู†ุง ู…ุง ุจุงุฑุฏ ุณู‚ูŠุช ุจ ุนุทุดูŠ ุชุฑูˆูŠุช ูˆูŠู…ูƒู†
believed the drinker of what Two days have been enough for me, I am afraid that I
ุตุฏู‚ุช ุดุงุฑุจ ุงู„ู„ูŠ ูƒููŠู†ูŠ ุงู„ูŠูˆู…ูŠู† ุจุญุงู„ ุฎุงูŠู
will die from drinking from this
ูŠู…ูˆ ุนู„ูŠ ุงู„ุดุฑูŠุจ ู…ู† ู‡ุฐ
night, and I felt comfortable, oh my
ุงู„ู„ูŠู„ู‡ ูˆุนู„ู‰ ุฑุงุญู‡ ุญุณูŠุช ุจู‡ุง ูŠุง
God, we do not know whether we will manage to pass through it. I
ุฑุจูŠ ู…ุง ู†ุนุฑู ูŠ ุบุงุฏูŠ ู†ุฏูŠุฑ ู†ุนุจุฑ ุนู„ูŠู‡ุง
smelled a little bit of the reserve, and after I walked next to
ุฑูŠุญุช ุดูˆูŠู‡ ุญุฏุง ุงู„ุฑูŠุฒูŠุฑู ูˆู…ู† ุจุนุฏ ู…ุดูŠุช ู„ุฌู†ุจ
the bed,
ุงู„ุณุฑูŠุฑ ุฏูŠุงู„
Diyal Al-Hali, I felt sick and tired of lying on the ground and
ุงู„ู‡ุงู„ูŠ ุญุณูŠุช ุจุงู„ุนูŠ ูˆุงู† ุชุฌุจุฏ ููŠ ุงู„ุงุฑุถ
toasted Khushi, and the pain that I felt in my back
ูˆุชูˆุณุช ูƒูˆุดูŠ ูˆุงู„ูˆุฌุน ุงู„ู„ูŠ ุญุณูŠุช ุจู‡ ููŠ ุธู‡ุฑูŠ
made me laugh. The dream rooster that I used to sleep in
ุฌุงุจู„ูŠ ุงู„ุถุญูƒู‡ ุฏูŠูƒ ุงู„ุญู„ุงู… ุงู„ู„ูŠ ูƒู†ุช ูƒุณุฌุน ููŠ
my imagination, a mobile without a rug, a house without a rug, a bed
ุฎูŠุงู„ูŠ ุทูˆู…ูˆุจูŠู„ ุจู„ุง ูƒู„ูŠู… ุจูŠุช ุจู„ุง ูƒู„ูŠู… ุณุฑูŠุฑ
and above Zainโ€™s bed, and a television that was so good that
ูˆููˆู‚ ูุฑุงุด ุฒูŠู† ูˆ ุชู„ูุงุฒู‡ ู…ู„ูŠุญู‡ ูƒ ุชุณุฑุญ ููŠู‡ุง
the eye was distracted. He told me โ€œdabaโ€ without making a joke about
ุงู„ุนูŠู† ู‚ุงู„ูŠ ุฏุงุจุง ู…ู† ุบูŠุฑ ู†ุฎุฑุจ ุงู„ุถุญูƒ ุนู„ู‰
my condition. There is a big difference between the dream
ุญุงู„ุชูŠ ูุฑู‚ ูƒุจูŠุฑ ุจูŠู† ุงู„ุญู„ู…ู‡
and the reality. The first night I was in the house,
ูˆุงู„ูˆุงู‚ุน ุงู„ู„ูŠู„ู‡ ุงู„ุงูˆู„ู‰ ุนู†ุฏูŠ ููŠ ุงู„ุฎุฌ
she went to the bar, the dream maker, she approached my leg, and
ู†ุฒู„ุชู„ูŠ ุงู„ุจุงุฑ ุฏูŠุงู„ ุงู„ุญู„ุงู… ู‚ุฑุจุช ุชุญุงุฏูŠ
she hit me. Waking up in the morning to the sounds
ุฑุฌู„ูŠ ุถุฑุจุชู†ูŠ ุงู„ููŠู‚ู‡ ููŠ ุงู„ุตุจุงุญ ุนู„ู‰ ุตูˆุงุช
of the goat's dial and the light of the sun kissing the ground and my uncle, I still have
ุฏูŠุงู„ ุงู„ู…ุนุฒ ูˆุถูˆ ุงู„ุดู…ุด ุงู„ุงุฑุถ ูˆุฎุง ู…ุงุฒุงู„
not come out of my eyes, starved with pain due to the drowsiness
ู…ุง ุทู„ุนุช ุถู…ูŠ ู…ุฏู‚ู‚ูŠู† ุจุงู„ูˆุฌุน ุจุณุจุจ ุงู„ู†ุนุณู‡
that I turned to sleep, but thinking about what I closed
ุงู„ู„ูŠ ุฏุฑุช ุนู„ู‰ ุงู„ุถ ุจู„ ูƒุชููƒุฑ ุจุงู„ู„ูŠ ุญู„ูŠุช
my eyes and took out an Izar from the shakushi and covered it with it, and the laser of Dabba, and
ุนูŠู†ูŠ ูˆุฎุฑุฌุช ุงูŠุฒุงุฑ ู…ู† ุดุงูƒูˆุดูŠ ุชุบุทูŠุช ุจู‡ ูˆูˆ
throughout the morning I saw in the
ู„ูŠุฒุงุฑ ุฏุงุจุง ู…ุน ุงู„ุตุจุงุญ ูƒู„ู‡ ู…ุทู„ุนูŠ
sand that Buhali that I saw yesterday that I did not
ุจุงู„ุฑู…ู„ู‡ ุฐุงูƒ ุงู„ุจูˆู‡ุงู„ูŠ ุงู„ู„ูŠ ุดูุช ุงู„ุจุงุฑุญ ู…ุง
find. On top of
ู„ู‚ูŠุชูˆุด ููˆู‚
the bed, I doubted that we were not imagining it in the darkness
ุงู„ุณุฑูŠุฑ ุดูƒูŠุช ูŠุงูƒ ู…ุง ู†ูƒูˆู† ุชุฎูŠู„ุชู‡ ููŠ ุงู„ุธู„ู…ู‡
of the night. I went to the bed and looked like the
ุฏ ุงู„ู„ูŠู„ ุฑูŠุญุช ููˆู‚ ุงู„ุณุฑูŠุฑ ูˆุจุฏูŠุช ูƒู†ุฏูˆุฑ
sheep and goats were lying on my head. They were more than what
ุฑุงุณูŠ ุงู„ุบู†ู… ูˆุงู„ู…ุนูŠุฒ ูƒุงู†ูˆุง ุงูƒุซุฑ ู…ู† ุงู„ู„ูŠ
I had imagined. The penโ€™s yard was very long,
ุชุฎุงูŠู„ุช ูƒุฑูŠุงุฌ ุฏูŠุงู„ ุงู„ุฒุฑูŠุจู‡ ูƒุงู† ุทูˆูŠู„ ุจุฒุงู
divided into many pens, each one of them was like throwing
ู…ู‚ุณู… ุนู„ู‰ ุฒุฑุงูŠุจ ูƒุซูŠุฑู‡ ูƒู„ ูˆุญุฏู‡ ููŠู‡ู… ูƒุชู„ู‚ู‰
hundreds of
ููŠู‡ุง ุงู„ู…ุฆุงุช ุฏูŠุงู„
sheepโ€™s tails behind them, silted up, and there were no books in a state of
ุงู„ุบู†ู… ู…ูˆุฑุงู‡ุง ุณุญุฑุงุก ู…ูƒุชุณุงู„ุงุด ูƒุชุจุงู† ุจุญุงู„
mass with the sky. And at high tide,
ูƒุชู„ุง ู…ุน ุงู„ุณู…ุง ูˆุนู„ู‰ ุงู„ู…ุฏ ุฏูŠุงู„ ุงู„ุดูˆูู‡ ู…ุง
they didn't write to you, even a tree, like a big tree
ูƒุชุจุงู† ู„ูƒ ุญุชู‰ ุดูŠ ุดุฌุฑู‡ ูƒ ูˆุงุญุฏ ุงู„ูƒุฏูŠู‡ ูƒุจูŠุฑู‡
on one side, on the
ููŠ ูˆุงุญุฏ
other side, like a pile of
ุงู„ุฌู‡ู‡ ุงู„ุฌูˆุงูŠู‡ ุงู„ุงุฎุฑู‰ ูƒุชู„ู‚ู‰ ุบูŠุฑ ูƒุชุจุงู†
small books, the length of which was three inches wide, like men's,
ุตุบูŠุฑู‡ ุงู„ุทูˆู„ ุฏูŠุงู„ู‡ุง ุฌูˆุฌ ุซู„ุงู‡ ุฏูŠุงู„ ุงู„ุฑุฌุงู„
but the view of the
ูˆู„ูƒู† ูƒุดูˆู‡ ุงู„ู…ู†ุธุฑ ุงู„ู…ุณุฑุญ ุฏูŠุงู„
desert area was a little distorted. That Buhali came out of
ุงู„ุตุญุฑุงุก ุดูˆูŠู‡ ูƒูŠุจูŠ ุฐุงูƒ ุงู„ุจูˆู‡ุงู„ูŠ ุฎุฑุฌ ู…ู†
the corral, and beyond
ุงู„ุฒุฑูŠุจู‡ ูˆุฒู‡
doubt, we were able to see the view from up close.
ุงู„ุดูƒ ู‚ุฏุฑุช ู†ุดูˆู ุงู„ู…ู†ุธุฑ ุฏูŠุงู„ู‡ ู…ู† ู‚ุฑูŠุจ ููŠุถูˆ
The day is full, tomorrow we will tell you
ุงู„ู†ู‡ุงุฑ ุบุฏูŠ ู†ู‚ูˆู„ู„ูƒู…
why the dirt is sticking to him and it has spread over the layers. As for the
ุงู„ูˆุณุฎ ุชู„ุตู‚ ู„ูŠู‡ ุจุฏุงุชู‡ ูˆุฏุงุฑ ููˆู‚ ุทุจู‚ุงุช ุงู…ุง
dirt in his hair, his beard, he is young, and
ุงู„ูˆุณุฎ ุงู„ู„ูŠ ููŠ ุดุนุฑู‡ ู„ุญูŠุชู‡ ูุฑุฎ ุงู„ุณูˆุงุฑูŠ
the words are not enough to describe to you.
ุงู„ูƒู„ุงู… ุจุงุด ู†ูˆุตู ู„ูƒู…
At least, tomorrow will be the last time he
ุฑุงุจุช ุนู„ู‰ ุงู„ุงู‚ู„ ุบุฏูŠ ูŠูƒูˆู† ุฏุงุฒ ุนู„ู‰ ุงุฎุฑ ู…ุฑู‡
showered with something. Five years. The fingernails of his hands are as long
ุฏูˆุด ููŠู‡ุง ุดูŠ ุฎู…ุณ ุณู†ูŠู† ุธูุฑ ุงูŠุฏ ุทูˆุงู„ ุจุงู„ูˆุณุฎ
as they are covered in dirt. They are like, and they are twisted and ironed, and the hawaij who is wearing a
ูƒุญุงู„ ูˆุชู„ูˆุง ูˆูƒูŠ ุนูŠูู‡ ูˆุงู„ุญูˆุงูŠุฌ ุงู„ู„ูŠ ู„ุงุจุณ
kibran is in what... This is a century, there is nothing in
ูƒูŠุจุงู† ุจุงู„ู„ูŠ ุดูŠ ู‚ุฑู† ุฏูŠ ู…ุง ุฏุงุฒูˆ ููŠ
the soap. That Buhali came, bringing a
ุงู„ุตุงุจูˆู† ุชู… ุฌุง ุฐุงูƒ ุงู„ุจูˆู‡ุงู„ูŠ ุฌุชูŠุฏ ุฒู„ุงูู‡
big bucket full of milk. I had a
ูƒุจูŠุฑู‡ ุนุงู…ุฑู‡ ุจุงู„ุญู„ูŠุจ
little bit of it in it, and he said to me something fresh
ูƒุจู„ูŠ ุดูˆูŠู‡ ู…ู†ู†ุง ููŠ ูƒูˆูŠุณ ูˆู‚ุงู„ู„ูŠ ุดูŠ ู‡ุถุฑู‡
in Hindi. The milk was hot again. It shook me
ุจุงู„ู‡ู†ุฏูŠู‡ ุงู„ุญู„ูŠุจ ูƒุงู† ุณุฎูˆู† ุจุญุงู„ ุนุงุฏ ู‡ุฒ ู…ู†
beyond health, and that I have been living on hunger and thirst since
ููˆู‚ ุงู„ุนุงููŠู‡ ูˆุงู† ุนุงูŠุด ุนู„ู‰ ุงู„ุฌูˆุน ุงู„ุนุทุด ู…ู†
yesterday, it spoiled the entire cup I had left in it. And
ุงู„ุจุงุฑุญ ุญุชูƒ ุงู„ูƒุงุณ ูƒุงู…ู„ ู…ุงุฎู„ูŠุช ููŠู‡
that Buhali dragged me along. From my heart and my soul, I am in a state of
ูˆุงู„ูˆ ุฌุฑู†ูŠ ุฐุงูƒ ุงู„ุจูˆู‡ุงู„ูŠ ู…ู† ูˆุฏู†ูŠ ูˆุจู…ู… ุจุญุงู„
gain, and I do not know, but all of my attempts
ูƒุณุจู†ูŠ ูˆู„ุง ู…ุงุนุฑู ูˆู„ูƒู† ูƒุน ุงู„ู…ุญุงูˆู„ุงุช ุฏูŠุงู„ู‡
have failed in front of the wilderness, the one who
ูุดู„ุงุช ู‚ุฏุงู… ุงู„ุจุฑูŠุฑ ุฏูŠุงู„
gives me the big saffron filled with milk,
ุงู„ู„ ูŠุนุทูŠู†ูŠ ุงู„ุฒู„ุงูู‡ ุงู„ูƒุจูŠุฑู‡ ุงู„ู„ูŠ ุนุงู…ุฑู‡
and the house for me is badol. I came to the tent to
ุจุงู„ุญู„ูŠุจ ูˆุฏุงุฑ ู„ูŠ ุจุงุฏูˆู„ ุฌูŠุช ุงู„ุฎูŠู…ู‡ ุจุงุด
give it
ู†ุฏูŠู‡ุง
the patron. I entered the tent with milk and found the patron
ุงู„ุจุงุทุฑูˆู† ุฏุฎู„ุช ู„ู„ุฎูŠู…ู‡ ุจุงู„ุญู„ูŠุจ ู„ู‚ูŠุช
covered with milk on the bed. It was in the
ุงู„ุจุงุทุฑูˆู† ู…ุฌุจุฏ ููˆู‚ ุงู„ุณุฑูŠุฑ ูƒุงู† ู…ุฌุฑุช ู‡ูˆ
state of that Buhali. It was after a bad smell. And it
ุจุญุงู„ ุฐุงูƒ ุงู„ุจูˆู‡ุงู„ูŠ ุฏุงุช ูƒุงู†ุช ู…ู† ุจุนุฏ ุฑูŠุญู‡
is coated with skin and medically. There is nothing in it. It is a
ูƒุฑูŠู‡ ูˆู…ุบู„ูู‡ ุจุดุฑู‡ ูˆุทุจูŠู‡ ู…ุง ููŠูŠู‡ ุญู‰ ุดูŠ
sign of something that has become alive. It will not happen in the
ุนู„ุงู…ู‡ ุฏูŠุงู„ ุดูŠ ุชุญู… ุญูŠ ู…ุง ุฏุงุฒ ููŠ
near future. He smells in the bed like a mouthful and he takes from me a rooster that has a lot of
ุงู„ู‚ุฑูŠุจ ุฑูŠุญ ููŠ ุงู„ูุฑุงุด ูƒ ุชููˆู‡ ูˆุฎุฏุง ู…ู† ุนู†ุฏูŠ
milk, and he drinks in his mouth alone.
ุฏูŠูƒ ุงู„ุฒู„ุงูู‡ ุฏ ุงู„ุญู„ูŠุจ ูˆูŠุดุฑุจ ููŠ ุฌุบู…ู‡ ูˆุญุฏู‡
The one who has it is full, it might be like a lot of
ุฐุงูƒุดูŠ ุงู„ู„ูŠ ููŠู‡ุง ูƒุงู…ู„ ูŠู…ูƒู† ุชูƒูˆู† ุฒู‡ ุดูŠ ุฎ
milk, like that.
ุงุชุฑ ุญู„ูŠุจ