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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | hearing expensive gifts yall got makes kinda jealous lower middle class gang rise lol |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | hey reddit sorry much really know else turn advice would helpfulone closest friends since going lot recently open feelings happened always said feels like life worth living talked since reached last month hanging lot since thenhowever told beginning year sexually assaulted immediate family member since traumatised developed redflag told rest family happened wanted press charges hear perpetrator age think main reason feeling way told always quite close mother who want press charges since living refuge cannot stand around family understandably means cannot even try call emergency services come location places give address even residentsshe seems like go found spending money friends buying people gifts sounds like amazing person always people feels like matter say do enough someone thought things understand completely also told one friends bought equipment commit suicide planning next week she specify day want anyone stopping her tried get mother earlier today pressing charges availi spent lot time recently felt really good seeing catching many years like never left to reconnected one old buddies too since told us part bucket list really know cannot even thin straight trying ask anyone know advice situation horrible one cannot even fathom feels wrong even trying look way help insistent planning doif helps advice live uk advice help whatsoever would greatly appreciated m friend f planning kll next week know |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | heres nice facts know fight male puppy always lets female puppy win penguins propose stick together life forcing smile actually makes smile voice actors mickey minnie got married real life baby sloths addicted cuddling sunshine warmth makes happier cows best friends get sad apart sea otters hold hands sleep norway knighted penguin china killing panda punishable death rats laugh tickled dolphins names eachother puffins mate life good news likely shared social media bad news angry way say word bubbles koko gorilla could communicate sign language pet cat gorillas remember old friends sheep recognise facial expressions like smiles baby elephants suck trunks comfort squirrels adopt baby squirrels theres |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | made attempt yesterday backstory im going completely honest guys life shit show guys lost fulltime job drugs xanax cocaine lots overthecounter sleeping medications thought would help get moving parents place twin brother still resides one twin thats always problem child never easy feat me first attempt seen attention seeking come polish family strict comes respect quite little asshole say i honestly still think am digress days ago took probably around mg quetiapine passed around minutes felt great like warm embrace unconsciousness enveloping hopefully permanent darkness wake emergency room barely conscious clock murmured state drowsiness thats notice paramedic sitting right next saying yes clock days picked shocked also disheartened finally thought built courage failed again stuck emergency tent couldnt even get body felt like hit car today rd day city hour hold form allowed leave hospital really want get actually succeed something give parents one straight gifted son look much disappear still manage get mg seroquel hour hold want try want succeed know selfish felt right felt peaceful tranquil thank anybody reading words would end saying dont think love sadly cant think thats alright |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | dogs cutest shes vomiting taking shit filler ahsjdjdjdjkdkskskajahajjskdkfjfjfkfkfkdksjdjdjjddk |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | im better im rly scared ill rebecome person againi suicidal thoughts long time seen piece shit thats worth living made chart would put pros cons killing reason didnt would scar little sister life mom would say fault kept going years im actually getting better started working showering etc years careing something fix week running reason im better girl know seems care lot im rly scared ill go back feels good able go friends without feeling like dont belong acting goofy dont seem quiet im petrified night think ill become person created dopamine rush love ill pass passes |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | im ending itive taken xanex prozac dri king some much itll in thinking going drive mountains |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | sleep offmg dexamphetamine mg escitalopram mg quetiapine mg diphenhydramine |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | money scholastic book fair best feeling world im able buy like books dollars something parents would never let younger |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | announcement make gaming ampxb thats it thats post |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | hate moment ever hate |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | today imagined commit redflag new year nightmy life may look perfect you im years old working tech industry top tier company good salary recently promoted know find new better job day want to recently bought expensive condo downtown enough savings solve notanticipated financial problems living foreign country relatives thousands miles away one friend never girlfriend loneliness destroyed mentally inside last year im suffering deep depression derealization receiving treatment last months working different psychiatrists tried bunch different medications without signs improvement suicidal thoughts seemed manageable bother lot rather curiosity couple weeks ago told friend joke nothing changes months by new year ill figure something meaning maybe moving country but internally also thought redflag tonight feeling significantly worse ever figured wont get better ny thought end it imagination went upstairs rooftop stepped rail thought im doing spread hands like bird closed eyes stepped forward imagined seconds ill falling everything end reviewed situation ever ever again thought nobody see me happens someone try stop me felt real scary got tachycardia feeling lump throat trouble breathing never scared life even experience ny getting closer closer dont anticipate solution problem want end like dont want keep going tried calm down went walk outside come back office tried get touch friend seems busy tonight pm im afraid go home |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | girls grade like take care mental health hesitate talk me leave hey seen thomas never seen bullshit before |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | visited lake elsinore gliderport flew yellow pratt read sailplane returning germany serious ran tv one segment high altitude sailplane flights california early ies the real life pilot bill ivans know played series turned sailplane film same nnumber one flown lake elsinore ever since saw segment searching wondering somewhere available other segments serious baker ejection seat instrument find avalanche victims etc |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | habit calculating like dislike ratio youtube videos really annoying stop |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | im tiredim tired going on im tired know ill never good enough know ill never mean anything anyone matter what always second matter what someone always choose girl blond hair big tits big ass tanned skin me know it please dont tell truth im tired lies im fucking tired want leave earth one love ive accepted it wasnt easy have im ugly anyone skinny pale anything anyone dont want thing every fucking day cant fucking count amount times tried kill past month wished wished would worked please take away world going shit hope |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | ive cursed comments days row why cursed holy sheep |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | military redflag need helpso ive usaf years say goodbye countless times time different met someone made happy every time sawheard made happiest guy ever im going typical airman marries like her got orders korea wanted enjoy much possible left want love cant ive say goodbye friends family countless times hurts much hate military much drink ton everyday wish could die cause amount nothing cant love anyone move place place make friends moment nothing ever last served country end day im another body want passively die dont want commit redflag cause dont want go hell from believe want die honorably ive thought redflag countless times us military isnt seems im excellent janitor outside job skills pls help |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | sex made hate humanitysex made hate humanity simple pretend culture society group people illusion coherency mirage togetherness real real slightest war behind scenes instead front face nature would breeding would exiled killed point lost me know need die simple part evolutionary process pinned inside us innate fundamental need drink stream sex made hate humanity obvious fascinating would be wasnt disgusting sick people say nature perfect beautiful nature wrathful disgusting means genocide taking place across planet indicative nature anything dont get it while society right thing evolving away animal roots becoming civilized becoming evil base hormones pheromones firing off ruling us anymore nothing here body vessel torn shredded missing planks sinking dying drowning happens slowly inhale water choke public one cares opposite fact speak people laugh fundamentally mock you everyone does understand men kill themselves personally afraid death process jumping bridge becoming paraplegic shooting face brain surviving want death anything stopped enjoy life years ago realized going alone id around bunch people pretending fun bet part it effort mattered make mistake body wrong effort halved best might worth it not alone nothing ever done worked idiot disgusting flesh blob attractive worthy touch one tried suggestions tried methods joined groups saw much attractive apparently everyone me barely get people look eyes open mouths toward me anything actually intimate never happen again monster would totally lash out get that sympathize understand immense pain people clearly put through similar wont solve anything im logical hate people theyre logical helps them get it selfinvolved beasts one deserves anything thats attractive people deserve wonderful lives ugly men like deserve slowly fall apart lonely neurotic messes muscles tense crack pop walk begging finger run them let loosen human fucking touch thats im going kill myself make mistake will people around go well could done different could given chance human you thats way much ask amount words ever change human needs either society needs adapt many men kill themselves know almost excites us though said that probably encourage it like get off society male suffering |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | thought beautiful film favourite films chungking express holds spot one quite different anything else seen his slow but annoyingly so takes time ponders characters minimal movement frame camerawork wonderful acting great film feels like long warm comforting drink |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | got redflag ocd depression lots different meds feel awful still tied mind knots trying self protect cannot untie them feel like want give really much take cannot get brain unscramble feel like losing touch reality |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | dm im bored m ill send insta snap idkthe rest filler post get removed tbh length requirement stupid af bruh ok probably enough cya dms ight bet |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | yet another fucking posti even know happened feel bad again swear mood swings easily distinct one closest friends moving end school year whats stupid ive wanted ask now got phone her asked then know didnt thats work never anything substantial take laziest safest worst path andi anything it even know anymore even motivation actually kill good goes show much im actually able put mind it fucking nothing know matter is ive run stuff bitch about theres way explain whats going besides im lazy weak make poor decisions ever try anything fuck it god fucking damnit fucking anymore thats say now know im frustrated im letting mind fingers go wherever feel point im angry reason im eaten nothing living without actual life think worse death im gonna go back school soon motherfucking homework done im gonna go back see friends happy asses gets hard see happy people nowadays comprehend hard hitting keys type this im surprised started crying yet im waste im fucking waste im lump air even thought about im road block people im burden although said many times many motherfucking ways hate god damn self much quick venting fuck hard admit need help ive tried living surviving working out know need need something im running things live for even live anymore exist life me like redflag without redflag part im loss right now wanna go bed want everything okay morning never happen go sleep sad wake sad theres getting around it yknow much useful stuff couldve done time instead typing that thats thing dont care say loss well im loss wanna keep typing find sense self write cant forever unfortunately even want go bed able sleep know ill stay cant anymore thats it need stay up feels like wrote whole nother post comment im things type wish could fast forward part gets better hate part gets worse feels like get worse here theres getting fuck around it ive gone edge theres turning back feels like it rock bottom feels like shame experience young age feels like impulsively scratch floor mind trying get deeper would love build drill something building something takes time motivation none think ive run things type know still comment separate thing every time id flood site want that people need help too guys care me other worthy people need help im gonna take advice anyway im pile shit originally gonna comment reply last post got carried away forgive spelling errors im sure plenty stuff like happens fits whatever fuck feeling is know know hate it fucking heart tldr ignore this im gonna ignore advice anyone gives anyway im wasting everyones time |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | good evil worldive pain suffering nearly everyday life thinking go away seems like redflag option right thoughts till god brought light humans hurt most think it hurt brought kind suffering kind pain thoughts answer always humans believe evil believe good good commit redflag nothing good leave world want bring good evil world jesus young knew name truly prayed asked show guidance truth did words bible learned live ask one thing search christ pray ask guidance ask come life may least bring good evil world something good leave world people one suffering suffer evil live spirit flesh pray truly need shall endure unto end shall saved matthew easier camel go eye needle rich man enter kingdom god mark |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | dad hates season food cooking hates garlic onion creole old bay pretty much seasoning think about ive cooking pains season food like get salt pepper enough things come now fried chicken day seasoned flour bunch different things got upset seasoned flour asshole ended really liking chicken yalls favorite seasonings things cookeat want get dad try new foods maybe open start liking new things |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | slightest thing sets offthe slightest annoyance bit bad news terrible still bad sets off fucking weak mentally smallest things make wanna hide away |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | guy hesitant watch movie know richard gear likes tear jerker movies would rather watch actionadventuresci fi right movie definitely tear jerker diane tended act times richard brought around made work daughter suppressed teen huge attitude started hating her movie way predictable entertainment purposes masterpiece go rent it see shed tearlol like notebook love one beach scenes immaculately shot even though hurricane scenes little sequence still bit panicy watch react it |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | life taken turn worsti feel like life keeps getting worse worse hard want kill myself fiance cheated third time stupidly stay hes made believe deserve nothing better wish could fade awaym |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | got dick stuck toilet roll basically came shower like yeah alright lets try it got hard stuck |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | ever look worst best pics think fuck person like seriously supposed know actually look like |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | tinkewbeww amazing fwen wish wewe besties but guess thats weality |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | want say inspired meas weird topic sentence is remains true lately ive slacking classes ended reddit various sites none that see want become psychologist feel meant help people reading posts made realize need work harder reaffirmed everything made click suppose ive acting stupid wasting time working trying become better me could help everyone like you care everyone experiencing emotions personally went them want help weird may sound thank you thanks reaching trying get help thank acknowledging problem worth fixing thank letting see really important time life sincerely believe life worth living ever need talk get something chest always pm me may realize significant world affect anyoneyou affected me best wishes k |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | im gonna go sleep dream mcdonalds whatcha want filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | heyy formaldehyde cause smell nice |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | toi le venin robert hosseins masterpieceand one great thrillers fiftiesbased frederic dard novela writer director often worked see also le montecharge hossein direct lead toothe screenplay grabs first pictures desert road night beautiful blonde might fieriest criminals mysterious house finds femme fatale and sisterthen begins cat mouse play one sisters wheelchair but really disabledwhich one criminal tried kill hero night br br the two actressesmarina vlady late odile versois sistersbr br turn lights watchinghighly suspenseful |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | household itemsthat use kill pain |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | count it loses sleep games regularly think hours might lowend estimate want say games every day go real life friends except invite friends numerically yes spend time together hours spent sleeping |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | made decision killl august cried much long time sad feel like option feel sad family too hate world bawling eyes |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | bbc series astonishingly good fun id seen minutes knew watch friends recommend anyone prudish almost anyone else going enjoy itfrom cinema snob entertainmenthungry masses lead character lesbian still worth watching thats thingbr br rachael stirling incredible lead role stretches dazzling assortment emotions situations bizarre nature one saw series would ever say cant act makes us laugh cry get turned slap foreheads amazementbr br you cant really compare story anything else rehash style plot entirely beastpart comedy historical drama erotica comingofage tale musical morebr br gotta praise bbc making story cant imagine anyone overly prudish formulaic us ever it so stop reading go buy it |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | george floyd karen common cant breathe pls dox |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | going binge eating practicing starvationmy stomach hurts feel like nauseous cant sleep even though past midight last days tried stop binge eating going alright far im getting better controlling myself still trouble moving around due suspected disability im improving think con is food mind often now annoying eventually ill full control caloric intake capable starving myself add dehydration maybe sleeping pills trick cant stand housebound anymore thought could use time write paint im stuck again head feels empty lack life pointless able live much outside apartment years now days less same im scared time flying by nothing changes wonder long go for mother live with close every day im worried might die fall hands people care me day remember situation another instance hopelessness thing brings amount joy fiction tried create myself cant write actual characters lack emotional capacity skill experience unless magically wake ability walk again see chance actual independence im useful im alright me want die try to |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | harry potter scandalous love story hogwarts year old harry potter laid head hagrids chest inhaled musty scent nose sucking one mans many chest hairs accident complain however happy piece hagrid would inside him i love way hold big strong hands hagrid man lived feeling especially flirty tonight sure let lover know mood snoo snoo luckily him take much turn hagrid on moments ready fill potters primal desires and love way let wreck asshole every night returning harrys flirtacious advances hagrid lifted up lover wrapped legs around mans waist quickly removed wizards robe began suck nipples enjoying sweet tasted ill suck yours suck mine alright harry simply nodded face twisted pleasure moment care hagrid wanted hed anything long could keep feeling way felt currently mans mouth game godly several minutes passed harrys turn though quite experienced hagrid sucked reddit friend demetris nipples many times before fairly confident nipple sucking abilities would try provide lover much pleasure given him removing hagrids clothing layer layer mans humongous pancake nipples finally became visible potter stared wide eyed moment taken back even tiny bit man boob could seen seemed though mans chest consisted hair nipple nothing between wow harry could say aroused disgusted sight time know whether wanted blow load vomit lovers nipple rug chest hagrid bothered reaction let hearty laugh response they normally look like that worry ran ferrets buck beak feed myself seen days ago buck beak nearly bit right nipple clean off bloody mess was looking closer adult harry could clearly see scarring hagrids right nipple sure brave man letting dangerous beast feed nipples wizard wondered lovers essence tasted like hagrid yes harry ccan taste im kind hungry hearing this gentle smile formed hagrids lips of course help yourself man pushed harry closer chest overjoyed felt begin suckle nipples wizard hesitant first tasted delicious lovers milk was began nurse gulp gulp chugged hagrids milk down lips stained mans nipple juices hair tickled cheeks made difficult grasp nipples mouth first assistance lover quickly located them thats boy like that work tongue harry finally finished released nipple mouth let loud burp stomach full satisfied hagrid looked biggest grin ever seen kissed passionately can wait morning touch winkies milk made sleepy hagrid nodded setting harry down sure first thing morning came pants nursing anyway hagrid laughed buckbeak hates that cant help it breast feeding turns on mmhmm harry potter motioned hagrid join bed man complied two snuggled covers spoke quietly while telling much loved them time pair drifted sleep anticipating anal awaited harry potter morning |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | anybody got good reasons kill im hella paranoid hallusinations getting worser worser |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | film wonderful captures gaming life laughed hard watching this movie gaming group hard time campaign dungeon master came with movie switches real world gaming world play campaign shows gaming world character switches back real world playing campaign basis module dungeon master lodge writing problem lodge cant finish module characters cant finish campaign killing looting instead role playing lodge wants role play campaign something never done before decide bring extra help bring await it girl play lodge also makes npc non player character paladinwho witness wrong play film want spoil film say more movie may big budget film acting may oscar worthy gaming dungeons dragons definitely watch it lot fun making film shows going bash movie problems continuity thing low budget film fun slap stick comedy enjoy damn good writing opinion want fun film try |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | people understand tell evade answers feel like monstrosity shut blinds outside world hide away worry morning upcoming day night arrives fine right turns turbulent redflag night shake head one feels way take meds daily occurrence ever end hate paranoia internal mindset get told get better change try frankly thats never good answer |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | minecraft snapshot cant take anymore |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | people hate me always get tired me especially depressed always leave so apparently too much people |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | feel really alone want help know dohi all sorry sorta dumb confusing know else do past week so ive feeling really suicidal ive therapy past nine years im tired alive raised single bipolar verbally abusive mom died fourteen ive abused assaulted physically sexually throughout life want pain anymore abandoned moved foster home foster home really wanted place family found home supposedly loved wanted eventually decided two years much forced facility within span night facility watched members staff get attacked assaulted forced body inspections whenever left facility generally awful time people threatened tried murder wish upon anyone leaving facility found home seemed love me family could potentially call own thought life going well everything order had wonderful amazing partner loves cares me group friends supported family loved me recently come change told parent would never dad let alone parent would never trust me going partner find emergency housing subsequently needing find temporary permanent housing stressful involved around time relationship problems started communication great really anyone involved even though weve progressively gotten better things not were constantly stressed even look afraid i done nothing significant enough deserve this even know why addition parents small little foster brother children got pretty intense car accident two days ago thats also big factor feel im scared know do want end life pain everything confusing know do ive tried calling hotlines talking friends not partner everything took mental health day school uni today cant anymore know do please help |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | advicei lost everything girl dreams family friends everything myself hurts girl never connected someone much life insane years talking everyday get rejected anyways still want blow brains out wrote redflag note july told keep fighting already got low enough write note october im meds ive talked everyone there me nothing works cant seem ever get girl pretty much grew never loved thats attached nothing live everything live want anymore truly feel dead inside already im living physically idk sorry bothering everyone sub time yall got issues too praying yall |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | ask permeated kissing girl first date ive heard answer yes guys ask girls say no im honestly sure |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | wish anything could go back time things rightbut cant look back and think couldve done much better sit cry cut think one talk to noone even ask hey u give hug think id happy right id done literally anything different eth there even care im sorry hang long enough im done |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | would feel anime pr show based song called tight rope would girls golden hearts whose goal break hearts boys got heart broken golden hearted girls goal break everything but exaggerated alot like destroying whole buildings dont know protagonist lmk feel want to give ideas protagonist would |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | im like kids mentallity doesnt allow depressed |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | hi all think might verge suicide feel like run options live country free medical care i cancelled private insurance public hospitals frightening thing ever here i live rd world country go public facility get abusedmistreated etci started taking antidepressants years ago redflag partner wanted doctor bad redflag since kid broke up found hard stop taking meds got terrible withdrawals eventually side effects got bad i went psychiatrist tried various antidepressants got worse worse decided quit taking last september withdrawals crazy felt super depressed stopping even though tapered months ago still struggling booked rehabsuper expensive dealt coming psychiatric medication worst idea ever middle nowhere put hardcore drug addicts cldnt leave plus semicultish scariest experience ever since leaving still problems withdrawal plus traumatized terrible sensations body result totally screwed knw anyway cannot anymore tried reaching family really helping type pretty much since kid ie parent surprised even made fari written goodbye note bought gear decided going hike middle nowhere die unfortunately country social security feel shitty cannot possibly hold job plus country get basic job like working mcdonalds pretty much living shack dire poverty pays way little survive savings decided little me lost carry fighting case realised actually make difference peoples lives instead wasting mine enough build house friend nepal enough send girl rural india school look needs graduates enough donate religious organization something substantial feel spend taking away cld give someone else also tired feel like get better feel completely alone isolated used social lately withdrawn really think it biggest fear becoming ghost praying alot feel hopeless think got another day two left me tried withdrawal money today cld donate told got hr lock savings wait that pray next life things better tried live good life really always tried live morallyso open suggestions feels like though would previously thought suicide never come far plan everything decide moneys going die etc also left apartment staying hotel close mountains cut worldthanks advance pretty sure end advice |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | reasonim serious dire straights one person read today would enough ive come reddit many times seeking help various problems years let keep quick im worst state depression ive ever in theres huge lead past three years ripple effect huge onset panic disorder agoraphobia coming dangerously close developing eating disorder depression bad moment im physical pain im pretty much frowning time whether want not result chronic headaches time cant sleep binged eat im supossed go back uni next week six hours away folks parents desperately trying convince go back think depression get worse ill kill myself worst depressions even probably ever be mom knows suicidal thoughts only recently help ive medication since may much im depressed suicidal usual say suicidal loosely feel like fucking imposter guess feel like id everyone huge fucking favour die think necessarily want die feel like inevitable part future fucking hate im convinced feeling like result eventually killing myself desire grow old ive never anyone im cant keep job keep school im fucking depressed days really wanna something takes everything shit ton pills write redflag note yet again wanna die want pain end cliche sounds pains getting bad think im beyond point fixing this either redflag live rest life barely hanging suffering sometimes wonder suicidal depressed about im reasonably good health wonderful family live safe country never really want anything go good school im fucking ungrateful could many amazing things life motivation deserve achieve things even deserve get better ive tried fucking hard many years beat this ive really really tried get hard work ending exactly place started sometimes worse im fucking alone mom knows anything even know everything friends acquaintances uni many people like honestly think really good people living campus keep telling really care me care died even fucking care depressed fucking deserve this humour anymore dropped killed even want consider dropping choice have amazing friend group even tried hard go along every event every event smile funny go majorly way help get around everything wanted city theyre exchange students ended ditching me tell amount times id crying eyes out talking jumping window full blown panic attack moments headed them nothing excluded plans never replied messages calls but regularly talked group chat ate without we live hall things without constantly quite rude times happy call overly cautious paranoid acted anxiety no didnt know anxiety depression thats fucking shitty thing say anyways trying hard brave expect anything life honestly dont seems matter fucking hard try im piece shit one really likes enjoys around dead friends people life actually care would much better off feel like alien something wrong im different connect anyone im indifferent death im becoming cold fucking hate it ill never good close friends partner future thats possible me big part wants get better going years reasons anyways get better grow old cant even shit remember loved ones bust ass get degree thats gonna get salary thats snatched taxes constantly pussyfoot around others im terrified offending them spend every second life living like this keep going family worst days brain convinces want die ease burden care someone mental illness not true family amazing fucking believe anyways two questions said consider dropping uni this second time do really go back live six hours away folks tiny room friends people rely on im depressed suicidal good idea let folks convince staying home six months finally anyone give reason keep going one fucking reason would enough keep fighting good fight guys |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | something regret got cyber bullied bullied ignored cant get headim sure right place this ill write anyway months summer something completely regret school surrounded assholes thought money bragged humiliated whoever new trends whatever fuck means see ive always felt lot different others see point competition fashion see point ranking one another based wear always felt like myself good thing true friends though three is one day felt strange like needed something opened eyes thing depressed even think about ever since things changed security cameras outside building it happened knew building part group suspects never trouble principals office one could possibly imagine me fessed via email changed story made sound way innocent harmless believed fucking staff believed me thought it everyone else knew lied knew lied started getting bullied harshly bullied walk anywhere without hearing behind guy the thing got cyber bullied got told go kill myself felt ive felt depressed ever since find enjoyment many things least much used to cant ever cry single tear forcefully make cry moved away still feel horrible did get memories getting worst names treated like absolute garbage felt many different emotions lately regret know do keep thinking negative effect future like ive fucked whole life already made grave mistake know it fucked up know it feel many things anymore know it feel depressed know it something do ive given lot hope hopefully someone read whole thing feels good let someone else know humans hope guys good knowing did really curious please respectfully message get chest hopefully |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | terrible lie hahahaha fuckine love paralelagrams awesome e cool theynfacve world word grams ithem gramcraockers gramcraockers tasty bitch stick hungs unger gramchracters fucktupled size taste smell reminded time everything alive papapa parallel grammms |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | im horny ive got girlfriend help luckily ive got hands |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | question less answeari dont really know start this guess could go ahead explain story im average guy tries social circle feels inviting surround people i think wants best me recent events turn feeling security feeling fear space merely months life went sweet dream tormented nightmare started girl met years back had huge crush her made fall love her every little bit her made realize person created thoughts never really tried have guess could say made see best myself made think worth something eyes like something special her started downfall soon after dated months thought found right one gonna make best relationship ended fooling myself talking boys job one friend lets call jake kyle time jad idea started panic attacks frequently ate less paranoid time one point remember molly ended sex remember told one important relationship life one week later left hooked jake kyle guys presented her span one week even confessed friends enjoyed watching low guess question start know since particular day december life started shatter one piece time loosing love friends job really close friend me guess made descision brought but point end bottom barrel categories feeling redflag way look cara passing by subway coming station heights bridge sharpness knife products lay around house could cause death thought rope feel place like something went missing lost focus life know way usally think loosing one loved got point im always stress panic attacks frequently lost job didnt help pile already damn whats purpose everytime build something crumble one day |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | fuck school starting tomorrow wanna graduate done shit |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | think ill make monthshits gotten point im starting go insane last night hallucinated badly sure real wasnt im constantly paranoid im still sure im dissociatinghallucinating not almost nothing entertains anymore something entertain me cant hold attention cant read books play video games dissociate story completely forget everything it example ive played hours fallout ive dissociated point remember hours it feel like im fucking going insane cant fucking take anymore |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | past month trying really hard get shit together slow going trying course depression making easy started eat lot better gained weight i underweight win least lolim struggling bit personal hygiene problem taking showers often skip brushing teeth especially night energy also struggling keep things cleandoes anyone tips consistent works you tips function normally least consistent personal hygiene |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | im days self harm hello everyone lots wondering hell past weeks got phone taken away let spend time family ive addiction self harm want self harming thing past honest ill get back reddit wanted clear gone weeks want end addiction |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | zero day film people gotten see shame isbr br when saw end two main characters descend upon room mercilessly kill people commit suicide made grab stomach shaking thats strong movie isbr br the movie amazing incredible get perfect ten sad people understand true beauty film budget makes film good amount feeling makers put makes goodbr br it leaves permanent impression mind simply cannot get out makes realise true horror shootings especially know person movie makes feel like know peoplebr br i recommend zero hour feel mature enough watch it fourteen feel film amazing put words feels like watching something actually happened |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | im heavyi want anymore weight me bye never better |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | someone help t_tso dont know begin honest guess ill start talking im depressed so reason im depressed im scared becoming something horrible like pedophile murderer rapist ect intentions that hate kids hate rape murder guess im paranoid one day one those im really paranoid person ever commite redflag sure day thats promise forever keep miss growing life im longer excited anything really used die excitement xmas holiday im like oh cool another day fucking miss like years old playing little toys watching pokemon everyday deep web knowlaged deep web alot find child porn forums animal abuse sites scared me remember visting cp forum curiousity people discussing months ago fucking gross wish painful depressing tortuous unbearable death fucking pedos seeing cunts talking posting site disturbed me everyday want go back site read fucks saying dont want fucked was tears inside knowing want know idiots discussing forum plans ddos site till corruption decide remove site dont care consequences long fun ruining pedos life also dont worry im skilled vpn ddosing without getting caught scares wondering whats worst site deep web would be thats say im going end life buti guess im fucking pussy cant dont it dont want set friends family called redflag hotline times fucking stupid worthless also applied depressions redflag therapy refused take me one gave email saying something like sorry refuse take you control please call help nad said something like sorry suicidal us take you call life fucking difficult fucking hate cant die alone im sleeping without it hate seeing happy people makes depressed dont know think im lost |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | one give answerfor get better keep repeating like eventually hold meaning even though words completely hollow ive finally stopped asking ive stopped asking lot things regurgitate pain continuously getting harder swallow back down i am done im done reaching people stifle words done trying show people care constantly slip minds done struggles diminished theres always someone worse you how statement help put anything perspective needing grateful worse lot people would okay comfortable thinking people worse me empathize them well done struggling day day even basic human interactions even family ive known whole life done keeping strong facade navigating bullshit done told im cared ultimately always end alone hurt done trying done never progressing fucking done going therapy trying get medications pushed me done mental physical pain constantly done watching people love life patience worn me done so tired done think im going bother write redflag notes words seem hold meaning think want twist want see it finally know method use know it pretty good idea when people claim see coming even though feels like ive waving around giant lit sign screaming anyone fucking notice me im already invisible might well make concrete wish inner peace hope end better me cant live life anymore |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | felt sleep paralysis didnt see cute demon felt tense muscles sweating vibrating back im scared am someone comfort me |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | brought sick world lost everything worked became schizophrenicat age six abused age propositioned sex age asked take top off man interested makes pedophile sex man wrong feel suicidal it taken advantage teen years sexually assaulted photographer assault multiple times completely ruined life beautiful modelling work never wanted model again fell love man five years older never experienced anything like it madly love taught much smoked weed together already sick young age borderline personality disorders weed made think made think world live sick twisted world everyone sick evil know experiences shaped beliefs world truly believe run evil live hell planet one day happened me smoking weed started hearing voice told smoke weed watch smoke chamber thought kind spiritual awakening third eye opened able access spiritual world still believe day world think could world much beautiful imagine started believe god voices guiding become spiritually enlightened told kind things took journey told look documentary called war dance never heard children uganda forced murder parents everything voice said voices tell one not told do told get slutty underwear put told one represented sex slave throw river told revealed like think thought good person lot ways told like like homeless told look stars saw southern cross spot one day came back boyfriends place always weed told smoke weed told clean place absolute pig sty taken away hospital pinned men screaming begging drug me need drugs spiritual awakening needed see voices teacher plant weed through weed experiences teaching kind planet really living full sickness place mess cleaned hours boyfriend always working never took care home like did voices helping waking mind like ayahausca does one day voices told open gates let husky lead voices talked freedom husky belonged universe me told follow streets told say come came back me came back thankful voices told let go teaching train her im dog trainer trade already well trained loved dearly husky come couple owned training her would walk three times week would take australian bush let run lead hours walked ran hours free nature like be like animals deserve be would follow everywhere would drop home one night sitting garage boyfriend live small garage boyfriend build bed ceiling space intelligent harley door escaped owners house come find spent hour returning home week got call owners said want harley sits gate howls night you took became dog socialsed puppy made little dog training side kick went everywhere together even stopped seeing friends boyfriend dog became life helped train dogs came dog walks me angel angel work helping people helping me setting animals free giving better life loved like loved them set harley free like voices told got upset voices started telling walk city barefoot prove love love like spiritual girl somebody called pound crying floor want go city barefoot came took dog away took hospital signs spiritual trip like numbers voices led house number telling partner equal beautiful get high naturally oral sex used time make mind run wild hyper priming went brain getting oral sex incredible cant think another sign atm anyway took dog away put pound said going kill killed cat hospital prayed days hours hours knees praying god voices told dad manage get sent large property northern territory pest control dog dangerous dog laws northern territory god answered prayers saved dad hearing voices boyfriend ignoring me started got back visiting mum uk lonely person dog boyfriend much story cant tell yet thought writing book im still dealing everything happened me alone hospital pound trying kill dog boyfriend loved deeply would die ignoring thought sick cope plus set harley free blamed losing really really upset everything loved deeply called much nurses called stalkerish know true love like do slaves money slaves planet like boyfriend slave life away support us never got see love life one lifetime get planet ill work fulltime living garage needed money unless became completely grid like planned doing fell apart lost dog job locked away sanity injected drugs will drugs give bad soul brain made feel incredibly ill stiff shower properly move talk properly never made voice go away plant speaking god whatever speaking amount drugs made go away ran away england lost everything sad sad ran england got flight assesment done said ok travel month hospital voices stopped said could fly england ran away drugs doctor said injection year got england mum nan grandad made go doctors made take medication nothing make sick doctor said far medicated took injections still thinks im talking pills im told anyone block dopamine receptors brain make brain produce receptors compensate reactive dopamine system think causes schizophrenia first place drugs cause even reactive dopamine system drugs reduce grey matter brain cause parkinsons like symptoms heard voice month except one hour one night terrible nightmares nightmares hole stomach insides falling it looking heart pounding ground body made dead fish strange ive never dream like think dreams spiritual things trying tell us something thoughts throwing cliffs live see ever happy again lost two loves life never see angel dog again spirit animal cant deal that would probably better boyfriend left came england reason left going drug year boyfriend broke me im miserable think world sick evil keep suicidal thoughts good reason cant take drugs pretend feel way completely valid way feel want die part part im sad im hurting bad heart aches stomach aches head hurts cry stay strong pretend cope sometimes think throwing cliff much better would be anyone help friends except nans dogs best friend australia missed couple things happened me hearing voices told run boyfriends parents house naked godly ornaments house voices told god really truly spiritual people ran house drive way told dance street like danced strip club told thought beautiful dance naked street another time followed boyfriend work train voices told lots things filled hour city kept telling go home kept following listening every little instruction game word word went city went inside building broke work called name ignored call left went back train station voices told jump front train listen told tell told voices jump front train two people started following called police taken hospital trauma wrote post dreamt tunnel behind man scooter get past started suffocate fumes end got tunnel could breathe kind sign either advice ornot instagram httpswwwinstagramcomammiereynolds |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | everything sucksaccess easy ways kill myself pm phone call hurt spend alot waking hours convincing it gets tiring edit oh according conventional wisdom im bipolar refuse get diagnosis due stigma |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | ive always thought inevitable way seems creeping closeri quit job january schedule environment made depressed thought thats life is cant worth doing time economy trouble job market begin made feel like crappy job probably best life ever going me im special life surely owes nothing think deserve exist way would make happy ive worked hard try work out meaningful degree meaningful university cant even get emails back bank teller positions rejection specifically hard issue father man refer father rejected whole adolescence found im likely product rape explained lot things still hearing dad say thought someone elses kid something ive never able get over ive ever tried get approval quit things loved young things like ive ever done sometimes wonder underneath all seems series failed attempts win fathers love think moment every day decade sometimes like im still right living room ampxb get rejection emails phone calls difficult dealing rejection world getting harder harder feel like ive already given much can googled cheapest way commit redflag today hard even get sad now life feels done |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | time it mom told would stop killing life get better wish killed long time ago |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | keep livingi wondering anybody knows find live sounds really dumb know think live much longer want die cannot keep this know find motivation live maybe goal something live long run something soon might commit redflag truly want help would appreciated |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | havent skipped day wearing retainer night month im kind proud bc managed make habit freaking bc didnt wear retainer months got braces removed thought teeth would go back way used to really hard get used first hurt shit ton hurt less less teeth look back way right got braces removed orthodontist would proud bc never wore rubber bands braces lol anyways wanted say bc havent missed single day im happy teeth look rn im glad suddenly decided wear retainer bc could ended get braces possibly kinda learned get good habit experiencenot huge thing retainer lmao got thinking seems impossible first first couple weeks becomes second nature maybe could quit bad habits pretty much impulsive way |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | know post here think step outside world thing thats gonna keep harming family read help lotim m us know post this first ill address bad things ive done tell porn problems soften it ill tell life trauma after ive commited sexual misconducts whatever called committed sexual crimeswhen college freshman year like cute kid acted childish never acted wrong anybody really sick mind without knowingnever sum wrong that freshman college went party friends house started trying kiss her like wanted make even kinda friendsi really drunk dropping glasses alcohol shit avoided guess like wtf wrong him kept persisting moments left go place went waited come bathroom straight locked bathroomshe kissed laughing leftafter peed bathroom went dancing place sat grabbing head told bother much im sorry im sorry got wrong kinda hugged got never spoken much after friends time laughed situation guess tell sick sometimes year kept insisting girls make up really bad think flirty way mostly jerk absolute sick fuck like locking situationbut couldnt control ego think whatever was specially drunk ur high years think started become absolutely sick working supermarket sales men saw adult women big butt took photo her know why went home deleted thinking like wtf doing remember th grade week friends used teachers sister told time dumb stopped always hated people that even high school friends came pictures took women subway shit like bad guys realized years somehow ended again year went party friend mine girlfriends made classmate made friend even friends really drunk drunk us started make realizing buzzed stopped made party like hours bc thought better might first moment absolutely misconstrued idea sexual things viewed porn came off dancing really close put hand groin clothes groin took hand like minute put hands breast made thats it think bad bc drunk something made still realized absolutely education sexual behaviour all year party april trying get make girl always liked her work usually played made feel bad fun got mad felt ashamed calmed went girl found attractive knew liked since last year nothing happened year talking agreed go make went tent alone talked things good time tried touch boob something said stopped thats it felt awkward persist try make stay nice moment left discovered secret guess like hours made girl friend girlfriend friend think drank tequila shots make bolder extremely dangerous started making way persistent go somewhere else go step beyond tried much touch tho told one time put hand groin too second time that controlling even people trying sleep making side too know alone made think going scare girl sober know second time persistent take hands times kinda realized calmed idk kept making talking things morning even woke take bad situation kept kissing general acted terrible point stopped apologizing shit did woke shit may know worry anymore tell it someone really accepts read know disgust people get mad sum obvious social media time seem bad bc friend always told liked her guessed bad year years lots people getting canceled movement said i apologize calms thats hit switch say hell no exposed ill accept bc im coward sent long text asking felt situationthat deadass persisted much desperate told suicidal thoughts live abusive brother bullied school put thru much violence scared wouldve gf wouldve jackass scared could explode violence none lie realizing life absolute shitload trauma well told yeah persistent take hands her surprise message kinda remember situation told felt abused men situations thought thing drunk party type thing respected admitting things get help thanked really listening me gave help advice thankful her apologized told harassed her reality abuseor assault harassment all went read laws world fell me honestly know abuse known wouldve reported myself know shit consent anything tho knew stop done day crazy me started connecting thisthat acted extremely different moments started realize sick miseducated help all month thing party everything good fine started dancing one girl really close other minutes dancing tried kiss her said no started get far people thinking creep ass shit could work guess told like go place wouldve better said got place tried kiss repeatedlythinking flirtingthinking playful know why think drunk time realize acting extremely weird persistent got tired left day apologizeis like time given sickness explain below basically days later friend mine called saying wanted accuse harassment wanted talk me phone something person like ok suremy friend set meeting met like friday pm talk this let us talk told lots people saying made everyone n shit thought saying told telling anything ish happened acting dumb drunk know really cause happened long time ago cant remember think drunk somehow used weird ish point fkn know why point screwed up months quit basketball feeling trash feek self esteem all started first heavy depressive phase kept going parties year never got anything anybody scared persistent never wanted bother anybody halloween year went party friends girl trouble with one made friend me one always played me got party soon arrived told wth there like arrived started trying make angry friend day whenever said something like no say anything whenever put song party playlist removed it isolating friends friendslame ass friends anything got drunk hellhad left dog alone home spent time money go party isolating got drunk without thinking connected alcohol really hits make get problems out basically got drunk hell lost conscious remember point woke laying floor vomit clothes friend telling treat people like that guess told girl btch sum honestly think deserved anyway acted terrible honestly remember this remember waking seeing friends laughing girls friend trying make stop threatening kick out friend always taken care ofif couldve died alcohol poisoning felt betrayed went full defensive mode talk girl days returned talk them honestly going full shell mode next year fucked up talk people school jerk depressed fuck point said hell lonely anything started pressuring best friend spend time without knowing sick head went partying times moderated drinking solved anything half year went club started dancing girl hand thing again im sure watched ish porn time worked started grabbing touching clothes all way approach people still wrong shit year went party leaving leaving girls kinda flirted meand made uncomfortable lots times drank pure alcohol bolderdangerous decision againthinking like needed make someone isolating abnormal levels went subway know going getting drunk got alone started kissing making subway train people watching put hand groin clothes if reading things makes someone mad tell im piece ish help all know type ish ok all worked starting making touching other horny hell subway friday night guess people looking us like hell happening told sex replied kept talking like got persistent go somewhere else desperate interaction someone real wanted stop living year ago realize extremely need help separated realized going anywhere make her buzzed barely could walk left felt nauseous realize come back home drank bottle bolder ever drink fucking alcohol ill explain problems drinking too apologized girl mainly consensual feel im able tell sorry ish get exposed ig some acted like creep say sorry behaviour ill ask feels something im trying better life entered college throughtout life took care lots girls abused harassed ive congratulated lots times ive told thanks taking care dancing get creepsters out even first big party took friend car guy taking thereshe absolutely drunk buzzed honestly people even clapped hands looking good guy came mei controll times absolutely fucked view sexual intercourse realized it day know got like that know lead it felt tho bad view sex still persist felt awkward classmates knew dumb guy take chances something girl mental issues alcohol issues contributed feel shame saying fell sickness thats gross parties were wont say much got harassed got ass grabbed molested times school even got butt grabbed normal day class group girls everytime even girlfriends laughed this saying lying cute get harassed thats people conceptions changed everyone denies acting like that ill explain problems try write much boring porn problems hugei started watching eleven years old got addicted watched mostly everyday years oldthere days didnt days busy want everyday thing gf we saw times dumped made fun whole year never got interaction women got college years old time watched porn times even times day sometimes times remember every day saying times hell watching watched type porn without knowing learning that watched bus harassement type videos asian videos worst ish think general industry porn unreal penetrating people outta nowhere girls randomly wanting things you general porn man persist things happen ive battling perverted thoughts since kid whenever bus intrusive thoughts we do seemed like happened often never anything anybody train something anxious compulsive mind without knowing made erase ish thought whenever girl put body train sum happened lot stepped back really nervous trying make anyone uncomfortablei dumb fantasies urges like cousins teachers old women honestly point thought like irresistible women manifest anything somehow preserved consciousness like wtf yo kidand always ended falling porn stopped times never got it addicted since kid childhood tragic poor mother died years old due aneurysm flashbacks nothing more bullied schools middle school bullied whole year got school stuff broken lot even know got bad grades got foot broken classmate wanted make fall walk limping month cried walk anymore time sat next classmate grabbed touch ballsgroin daily idk week month timeand stopped told dad crying done him went school make stop school ishi lots moments stuck head like got intimidaded groups kids everyone laughed daily kid threw pen top made hole faceand theres this remember know do time starting suffer violence older brother years older already dumb kinda crazy suffered epileptic attacks kid became violent lost mom died yo cooked twin sister taught things took care us gave good moments ruined mind bigger bully everybody else remember hundreds violence episodes him one time making bed put cover right way started yelling told cry like putting blame me one time playing playstation made mistake shoved told retire everything related soccer ish like that used hit little mistakes always aggressive hell projecting everything me probably dozens houndreds times hit me full force think worse mostly got used never anything used tell dad would wait leave tell coward fighting back obviate this thats form surviving found think fucked life put perspective came room bug me kinda hit forehead take me said oh ok mf something like that raised hand think twice knocks out cover probably knocks out still hit head twice hard sister came see happened brother started saying hes hitting back hes btch slapping like wtf nobody nothing you told ahh say motherfucker kicked stomach using strength laying bed cover myself breaks something body thats mind always worked gets lil angry starts saying uncommon ish ish happen ish event fit situation like always year started following ordering ish things got drunk march threatened me said sick offered fight told like him last year hit full strength punches back got mad returning slap back gave me told go cry always im sick got nervous started walking house finally put head gf shoulder went cry room thats hes always like that grandmother crazy too hes religious fiend preached years goes house drowns newborn cats raise them used argue lot brother even told you killed mother fault front sister lunch like years old tried put religious ish mind traumatized sometimes even saying cartoons watched devilish shit let tho knew sick honestly life suffered normal old people could get im saying discovered lot sexual shit kid too nude type games cousins cellphones porn cds brothers room think even discovered nude photos dad girlfriend like looked closed flip phone think much exposure mixed fucked shit went thrui remember like sudden sexual thoughts sometimes even felt desire guess mindfucked life general ive always randomly doodled always used draw dark shit kid eat like crazy since young age father year told years old said wanted die go mom year realized talk alone places im streets start mumbling alone sometime voice scapes thats realize im talking alone sometimes ive said hi raise hand air like imaging friend mine there times insult air without realizing whenever remember things brother me realize end punching air like mind place younger denied got discovered saying singing sending voice message something thats felt things girls thats felt dominated impulse realize im doing thought get wrong ideas mind im learning control way ive felt like fight voices head guess thats kinda normal anyway ill go therapy obviously started realizing worst state ever quarantine got thru head wrong acts well crimes like mistakes suffered started connect mind head rolling over walking house alone till am mumbling alone trying connect shit trying remember everything make excuses nothing go root know hell like this since halloween problem wanted stop living even knew done shit wrong still wanted suicide trust anybody anymore felt betrayed always rejected person honestly said went full shell mode acting thinking suicidal years even think needed help thats makes sad end all think mechanism survive made sick mf think brave survive childhood fucked lifeif shown signs fo sickness wouldve educated sex would never done anything dad social worker told everything said sorry bc knew mom knew touched bullied still take therapist thinking fine plus poor hell someone gone therapy able eat shit like that guess dad thought could control everything blame him imagine amount pressure had could apologize could apologize something havent would chance will know im fine ive told theres little people reflect trauma way do know ever dumb shit again go therapy know work still feel like life aspects feel like ever gf whenever one able keep secrets myself tell everything think girls run away me live recently psychopath apologized ex murder her yesterday disappeared girl found dead killed tinder date even tho sad know cant complain im still alive jail really shouldve exposed social media long time ago go jail ill still would go know seeking punishment make better would still it honestly feel like im good person know preserve consciousness know ive overcame this know bad things done know got turn life around mental issues made defend myself think wouldve helped little like all mom developed things wouldve taught sentisitve thats way was ive told people reddit im full shitbeen told girls rapd people im piece shit turn i think could deny that even guy told im making shit sound better im not think avoidable fighting mental disparity rpey shit since kid think deserve so think might narcissisticschizophrenic disorders sickness without knowing think whole life lead this knew really abuse came home social life told people told friends college environment creepy never saw shit like that concluding im better puke everyday cry everyday think life meaning anymore deep know help brother doesnt traumatized kid wife know help kids know things better moment think swallow pride realize even lonely life expects me think go play ball buy groceries go therapy thats it want quit degree study psychology teacher think lot knowledge teach people think able so kill thats promise know post sounds like straight suicide letter wont dad much ending killing myself go therapy try get solutions think lonely life deserve would love gf would love feel love girl never felt besides sister would love show girl good things her think late think late turn life around move silently help shadows would love read opinions good analize think world lead act like know honestly cant see sober type shit theres times feel sick might shit again example got drunk weeks ago give shit anymore alone testing thoughts changedi thought behaving like big deal side times feel like life over thanks advance help know got like this know values principles changed much times think nah life tragic tell friends childhood experiences faces falls get surprised even understand things like this wish stopped going disturbed parties wish better friends wish couldve opened people younger gain experience sane way wish life couldve little better think already failed man sonbrother friend true feel sick feel like calm kid guess late again guess stop btchng hold things together mood swings really goes low up think gone thru shit nicely ended sick anyway feel like bound perverted way hurts fault |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | sure im right placeabout month ago partner years experienced profound loss mom since ive trying rock needs made mistakes taking full consideration time well points showed emotion lives better since met want end problems im scared might break up could help maintaining distance needs grieve well knows alone anything everything deal grief supportive |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | im yr old trans aspie feel completely lost isolated worldi want die anything deserve life isolation loneliness loved parents two years ago hope though matter reaching people last years years illusion collasped see hope future worst feel like hope lead pain future chances go astronomically low never asked enter world like am owe nothing least continued existence ive seriously trying think ways bolster resolve go it |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | would rather look like chad smell like fart every day rest life look extremely ugly smell good every day rest life take first one cant ever stop smelling like fart try wear cologne smell like farts bc chemicals ur skin counteract |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | bye time said goodbye world rest peace letting spirit free again |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | somethinga good days ive already fucked im always trying say choose thing thatll make happy always guess wrong take fuck continue worthless piece shit exists disappoint talk make feel like shit sorry cant multitask mind im trying work fuck still fucking accept quit trying react be tears mean nothing anyway dont cry hurry fucking kill youself already dont think dont hesitate let go pull trigger opened big fucking mouth havent fucking figured shut fuck one wants one cares fuck try keep fucking trying make happy cant apparently whole literal life revolves around making happy wish knew stay quiet keep peace dont talk anymore |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | hate lifelately hit wave depression new thing happened before feel like im good enough world never live anyones expectations always set bar high always impossible impress them life would bearable good something im not closest thing math id say im average things going right right sucks im trying lose weight pretty successful however like take step forward ten steps back top everything girlfriend like year texted like months life looking goodive often thought ending never gone it |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | feeling worthless i feel worthless ive continuously sad past months theres days im ehhh days feels like im carrying weight shoulders started self harming december started eating disorder again life going downhill feel worthless sad feel like one loves cares hook many guys try fill void one wanting every time feel worst dont feel like anymore im attractive dont special talents people hate me people slut shame me people talk shit im saying care shit talking lot days gets days idk ive suicidal thoughts past month ive obsession gore death going way look liveleak death bestgore cant go im living now horrible bleak nothing makes happy anymore besides spending money think majority people enjoy that sad age feel like this time enjoying high school junior year looking forward college apps whatever want commit plan cousins wedding end february want see least marry ill myself purpose im waste space waste resources someone else could have wish could press end button something |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | think im donehavent figured when ive mostly done math how access oxy alcohol weed to prevent throwing up math right painful ill pass wake up wrong ill wake hangover try again im tired im tired medical issues im tired really living existing enough cant hang around like half remembered pet others sad little die longer get pleasure reading writing watching tv movies get high make day bearable temporary problems pass days months even years medical issues permanent debilitating access gun probably would done ago |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | titlei feel worthless discernible live directions goals family hates me money shitty paying jobs mother tried kick day barely left room since dont know im going do ive laying bed wishing could end deep know could never im spineless always been feel broken never repaired im lazy cant anything right always fuck everything up im disgusting want end im tired feeling like every day pretending everything fine im tired happygolucky friend thats truly am despise myself feelings anxiety worthlessness go away feel like never ending cycle wont ever able break away from want go away |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | saw picturesfuck no tried redflag years ago finally know ive bullied done looks kill myself |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | tried kill myselfi tried hanging boxing day went steps cant deal family anyway strung hung minutes felt lights going relieved never went unconscious kept hanging ended untying still confused know |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | okay ppl need chill everyone salty everything need chill tf literally posted smt tired writing many college essays responses get whyd procrastinate get used kid you started earlier hold tf started frixkin novemberrrrr applied eight schools different countries never procrastinated literally submitted everything well advance wtfffff trying connect ppl like whatttt okay thanks got pissed sec lol |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | someone please help mei saw someone post accountability buddies sounded like good idea anyone wants text snap making sure get stuff done need help getting morning eating enough going job interviews finishing work id really appreciate since feel like im dark place right now |